6 comments/ 39714 views/ 22 favorites The Ex's New Toy By: Urtoy2be A special thanks to Camilla for helping me realize my hidden desires and giving me the courage to put them into words. This is a story about fantasy but based on actual people. Some events are real some are wishful thinking. I hope you enjoy. As always comments are welcome and appreciated. ***** I am a divorced man of sixteen years. I still see my ex-wife a lot as we have kids together. A short time ago at a function for one of the children I had to see my ex-wife. Her name is Dana and to be honest we have not been very close since the divorce. She moved away to another town about two hours away. It has been sixteen years but I still have not forgotten how much I enjoyed having sex with her. On this occasion she was her usual self, dressed sexy in tight jeans low heels and a white linen top that did very little to conceal her 36D tits. She has long auburn hair that extends half-way down her back. Her green eyes and come fuck me smile can make almost any man melt if she chooses. We did not sit together as we never do at these functions. This time however, she arrived with a new boyfriend. I was later to find out his name was Rick. She was exuberant. I haven't seen her hang on a man like she did today ever. It actually made me feel jealous which I did not understand. I looked Rick over and tried to figure out what it was about him. He wasn't an Adonis by any interpretation but there had to be something. He isn't tall, I would say about 5'9" and probably around 175 lbs. or so. He has short brown hair accented by a well trimmed mustache and goatee of the same color. I didn't want to stare but there had to be something and it bugged me so much that I just had to keep looking to figure it out. Why was she hanging on him in ways she never had me. What did he have that I didn't? I am an attractive man and I have a good job. I am not fat and I have very good hygiene. What was it? I had to know. Then he stood up to go to the restroom and I saw something. He had a very large bulge in the front of his jeans. Was that all cock? Holy hell it looked fat and long. I couldn't tear my eyes away from it as he walked past me heading upstairs. He finally turned a corner and was out of sight. I looked over at Dana and realized I was busted. She was smiling a big smile and it was obvious she had seen me staring at Rick's cock. She gave me a little nod and a wink reinforcing the fact that I knew she had caught me cock watching. Why had I done that, why had I stared at Rick's cock? I was extremely embarrassed. I decided then and there I would avoid both of them for the remainder of the function. I could not face her, and what if she told Rick? I was filled with mixed emotions that I did not understand. I did not want to be married. I did not lust for Dana. I did not like or want cock. Why was the image of Rick's huge bulge stuck in my mind? The function seemed to drag on forever. I managed to avoid talking to Dana but I did see her looking at me and grinning several times. I caught myself trying to steal glances at Rick's bulge more than once. It seemed even bigger than before. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can't I stop looking at his cock? Why do I want to see it to see if it is as big as it looks? If it is, I don't blame Dana for hanging on him like she didn't me. I am nowhere near as big as Rick's appears to be. Finally the evening was winding down and I said goodbye to my daughter and snuck out the back while Dana was busy in the front. I climbed up into my truck and sped away as fast as I could. I had to get out of there before Dana confronted me. Why was I still seeing Rick's cock? Why was I now thinking about it as his cock instead of just his bulge? I had been driving about ten minutes when my phone chirped indicating an incoming text message. I glanced at my phone to see who it was and there was Dana's face smiling at me. My phone uses pics for caller ID. Ugh what could she want? This can't be good. I pulled off the road and stopped to see what the damage would be. Reading the text I began to shake I knew it wouldn't just go away. I was in a spot. It said, "We need to talk. I saw you checking out Rick's cock. It looks tasty doesn't it?" Tasty? What the fuck would she say that to me for? I don't want to taste Rick's big fat cock. Wait what? Big fat cock, why did I think that way? I subconsciously licked my lips then caught myself. What is wrong with me, why am I licking my lips thinking about a cock? Trying to shake the image of Dana smiling at me and Rick's big cock out of my mind I continued with my drive home. Try as I may I couldn't stop wondering what Dana wanted to talk about. It was a long fifteen minute drive the rest of the way home. Walking inside my house I headed straight for the fridge and helped myself to a cold beer. I popped the top and sucked about half the beer down in one drink. Another drink and it was gone so I grabbed another. Sitting down in my recliner I clicked the TV remote, maybe a movie would help me get the images out of my mind. My phone chirped again. Oh no, Dana again. "It wouldn't be good to avoid me, do you want me to tell the kids you were cock watching? I am going to call in ten minutes and you better answer or I will tell them." Fuck this isn't going to just go away. Cock watching? I was not cock watching I was just trying to figure out why she hung all over Rick. But in all honesty I guess I was ogling Rick's big fat cock. What the fuck, again with the big fat cock thoughts? What is wrong with me? I downed my beer and took another from the fridge. I headed for my shower. I knew I had to wait and take Dana's call even though I did not want to. I needed a shower but I would wait. I sat down on my bed and sipped my beer, turning on the bedroom TV. My phone rang. There was Dana's smiling face looking at me again through my phone. Why did I have to set her ID with a smiling pic? With shaking hands I pushed the phone button and said hello. "Hello, it's a good thing you answered," said Dana. "What do you want and why are you accusing me of cock watching your boyfriend?" I replied. Her laughter coming through the phone started to infuriate me. "Why are you laughing," I asked her. "It is simple now just listen to what I have to say," came her reply. "I am not going to entertain your little notion of humor here, this is not funny." I forced out. "SHUT UP BOY," she yelled. "You WILL listen to me or else," said Dana. "OK then, what do you have to say," I conceded. Dana went quickly into her spiel, "Look, you were staring at Rick's cock. He saw you, I saw you, and you know you were. I saw you looking when Rick got up to go piss and you watched him all the way across the room. I bet half the people there saw you practically eating his cock as he walked by. I even hurried and filmed it on my phone so I have proof. Hell Matt you were even biting your bottom lip as you ogled his meat. I captured that on video too. When did you become a cockslut boy? Nevermind I think you always were. I had suspicions even when I was married to your little dicked ass. Matty boy you were practically sucking his cock as he walked by right in front of everyone at the party. So here is what is going to happen. Tomorrow you are going to go shopping and tomorrow night Rick and I are coming for a visit. You will have drinks for us and we will talk about your desire to see Rick's big fat cock. And yes, it is very big and fat. Is that clear?" "Look." I started to reply before Dana cut me off. "I am not done boy. When you go shopping you will buy in your size, pink panties, pink bra, and pink stockings. You will shower before we get there and shave your legs and chest and under your arms. And shave your little dick boy. You will be wearing the items you buy when you answer the door and you better be wearing a nice women's perfume. We will be there at 7:00 PM boy. If you don't answer the door I will show the video to your children." Dana stated. I was beaten and I knew it, unless I wanted my kids to see what I knew was on that video. And I sure did not want them to see it. My reply was simple, "Ok." She hung up and was gone. What was I going to do? I could wait for them to arrive and try to kick Rick's ass and take her phone and destroy it. How would I explain that to my children. That was not an option. Then I realized I was sitting there with my small cock as hard as a rock. Why had her words excited me. Did I really want to taste Rick's now confirmed big fat cock? She had suspected long ago I wanted to suck cock? What did they want from me and why did she want me in panties? Could I just play it off and get her to delete the video and forget this whole incident? Yes that is what I would shoot for. I finished the beer I was drinking and stepped into the shower. Thinking about tomorrow I thought maybe I should shave my legs, chest and arm pits tonight. I stepped out of the shower and got my razor and shaving cream before stepping back into the warm spray. My cock was still hard and sticking up. I was lost at why I was hard. Did I really want this? To be sissified and then who knows what else Dana and Rick had in store for me? Unable to stop myself I stroked my little seven inch dick hard and fast. It was only seconds before my cum sprayed all over my hand and the shower floor. On shaking legs I stood there in the shower my cock still hard and cum all over my hand. Looking down at my hand I saw it covered in cum and unable to stop myself I put it to my mouth and licked. The taste was acrid but I still licked until all the cum was gone. I just ate cum, what is wrong with me? I am not into that I am a man that likes women. Trying to clear my head and recover from the disgusting act I had just committed I soaped and washed my body. Squirting some shaving cream in my palm I rubbed it up and down my right leg. Leaning over I began the slow process of shaving my leg completely smooth. Once done I repeated the process on my left leg, my chest and both arm pits. Then I carefully shaved around my dick and my balls. I didn't have much body hair to begin with now I had practically none. Stepping out of the shower I toweled off and shaved my face as close as I could. Slipping into my pajamas I climbed into bed. Maybe if I sleep I will wake up and today's events will just be a bad dream. But deep down I knew this would not be the case.. I woke the next morning and yesterday's events began running though my mind. I knew today was going to be a long day and I already wished it over. As I lay there thinking about Dana and about Rick, the image of his big cock kept playing through my mind. My little seven inch dick was hard before I knew it. Hard at the thoughts of Dana calling me a cock watcher and the thoughts of wearing pink lingerie and having no idea what they would make me do tonight. Reaching down I started to stroke my stiff little dick trying to think about a sweet young woman sucking it for me. Try as I may the image that kept popping up was Rick's big fat cock. Dana standing over me as I was kneeling on front of Rick. His big cock right in front of my face. I shot a huge load of cum all over my stomach. Damn I am losing my mind. I am not gay I don't want cock. But I just shot a huge load thinking about big cock that I could not deny even to myself. I cleaned myself off and headed to the kitchen to make myself some breakfast. After eggs, toast, and coffee I set about trying to figure out where to go and buy the items Dana told me to get. I decided Wal-Mart might be my best shot because of the self checkout registers they have. Yes that would be good so I could try and get them without having to explain why a man is buying panties bra and stockings. I dressed and drove myself to Wal-Mart to buy panties. I wasn't even there yet and I was already embarrassed. Luckily it was still very early in the day and the store would not be crowded. As I was walking around the women's underwear section of the store I was lucky to find everything requested and hurried to checkout. I had only received a few weird looks from one female employee while making my selections and trying to guess my sizes. A matching pink bra and panty set. Size 7 panties looked about right and 36B I thought would make it in the bra size. I found pink thigh high stockings and from the size chart on the package I guessed medium. Only $29.00 and a $12.00 bottle of perfume and I was out of there. I raced back home suddenly excited about the prospect of wearing panties and bra. I felt weird but I knew I wanted to try them on as soon as possible. Back in my house I stripped as fast as I could and slid the panties up my legs and over my hips. My cock was as hard as it could be. The I put on the bra and was happy if had a front clasp as I don't think I could have gotten it closed in the back. I had some trouble with the thigh highs but managed to get them on and straight. I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked ridiculous but I felt sexier than ever. I removed everything and laid it on my dresser to keep it ready for the coming evening. The day seemed to drag by until early afternoon then all of a sudden it flew by and it was 6:00 PM. I hurried and showered then dressed in the pink panties, bra, stockings, and finished it off with a few spritzes of perfume. It was almost time so I rushed to the kitchen and mixed three rum and cokes. I didn't know what Rick liked but I knew it used to be Dana's favorite drink. It was 7:10 PM so I put the drinks on a tray and headed to the front door to see if they had arrived. Just as I walked into the foyer the doorbell rang. I sat the tray down on a small table by the door, took a deep breath and looked down at myself. Wearing nothing but a pink bra and panty set with pink thigh high stockings I willed myself for what was to come and turned the doorknob. As I opened the door a small bit Dana pushed it and said let us in cock watcher. I stepped aside and let them in picking up the tray with the drinks. Dana and Rick each took one and I took the last one sitting the tray back down. "I told you this Sissy would dress like I told him," Dana said to Rick laughing. I followed Dana as she led Rick and me into my living room and sat down on the couch. Rick sat beside her leaving me standing in front of them. I stood there feeling very exposed sipping my drink. I was unsure of what to do next. Dana answered that with a simple command telling me to kneel in front of them which I did. I was thinking the best thing to do is just get this over with and try to get her to delete the video. "So Matt when did you finally admit to yourself that you like cock?" asked Dana. "I don't like cock why do you say that?" I replied. Dana laughed and pointed at me. "If you don't like cock why were you staring at Rick's BIG cock yesterday and why are you kneeling before us now wearing panties like a little bitch?" asked Dana. She had a point. Rick was rubbing his cock through his jeans and I couldn't help myself but look at it. I really wanted to see if that cock was as big as it appeared to be. Dana saw me and said, "Look at you, even now you can't take your eyes off Rick's fat cock." There was no point in arguing anymore she knew and I knew, I wanted to see it. As Rick slowly massaged his big cock it was growing and growing in his jeans. Dana put her hand on it and began rubbing it also. It was getting hard and it was bigger than I had previously thought. I subconsciously licked my lips my eyes growing wide staring at them stroking his man meat. Dana laughed and said "This is why I left you, your small cock could never satisfy me like this BIG FAT MAN COCK can. I get it anytime I want and that is a lot. Rick fucks my pussy everyday with this monster. I cum all over it like you could never make me do." I couldn't believe it but her humiliating words were making my little dick hard and stick out the top of my panties. Dana continued to say, "Rick fucked me real good just before we came over. He filled my pussy to overflowing with his man cum." To prove her point Dana lifted her skirt too show her red lacey panties. She spread her legs exposing her crotch. I could see her panties were wet and sticking to her well fucked pussy. Dana went on to say, "I know you want to see Rick's cock. I think you even want to taste it. Well before you get that privilege you are going to have to lick all of his cum out of my pussy boy." I was putty in her hands, she knew she had me. She knew that now I would do anything she said with or without the video. She knew me and she could see the lust in my eyes. Dana knew I would lick all the cum from her pussy. She knew I wanted to suck Rick's big fat cock. "Come over here boy, if you want Rick's huge cock you have something to do first," Dana commanded. I crawled over to her and knelt between her silky sexy thighs. As I leaned in she lifted her ass and slid her panties down and kicked them off, careful to cup her hand over her pussy and hold all that cum inside. Once her panties were gone Dana again opened her thighs. "OK boy come and get this cum, lick it all out of me. Clean me good and maybe, just maybe I will let you taste the cock it came from," she said. I wasted no time pretending I didn't want this. I wanted it more than anything ever before. I leaned in and ran my tongue up her pussy slit from her taint all the way to her clit. A huge glob of Rick's cum hit my tongue making me gag and try to pull back, Dana was having none of that and grabbed my hair forcing my face into her cum soiled cunt. I licked and sucked like a starving man. I sucked hard at her opening pulling all the cum into my mouth and swallowing it down. I licked all over her smooth shaved pussy giving her a thorough tongue cleaning. I licked between her pussy lips. I licked inside her cunt hole. I even licked lower making sure no cum was around her puckered asshole. As I was licking Rick's nasty cum from Dana's sweet bare pussy she didn't even try to hide three orgasms. Her moans and soft screams made me proud that I could at least make her cum with my sissy tongue. After her third orgasm Dana pushed me away making me fall back onto my panty covered ass. Catching her breath she looked down at my face covered in her pussy juice and Rick's cum and laughed. As Dana composed herself I saw that Rick had opened his pants and was openly stroking his cock. The sight of me licking his cum from Dana had apparently been all it took to give him a raging hardon. My first time to actually see Rick's big cock. It was larger than I had imagined. Fully hard it had to be a solid ten-incher. I sat there on the floor staring up at the cock in front of me. Rick was bigger than most porn stars. I no longer cared if I was bisexual, heterosexual, or an outright faggot, I wanted to feel that incredible cock in my mouth. I wanted to suck it, lick it, taste his precum, suck his balls, and swallow his hot cum. I couldn't think about the outside world or what anyone would think of me, I was mesmerized by the huge specimen of cock flesh before me. I now understood why Dana hung on this man. His cock could enslave anyone. Dana had recovered enough now that she saw me staring at Rick's huge meat. "Do you want that cock boy?" she asked me. All I could do was nod, being transfixed on the glistening head shiny with precum. "OK boy crawl over and take off Rick's boots," commanded Dana. I was quick to obey, no longer being under the pretense that I didn't want to be their willing slave. Pulling on the heels I helped Rick pull out of his boots and sat the aside. That big cock just inches from my face. "Now his pants boy," Dana continued. Reaching up I took the waist band of his jeans and pulled them down his legs and off his feet. I folded them and also sat them aside. Rick was commando so now his huge cock was standing proud in all its glory. And it was glorious. Rick has a magnificent cock. His shaft is smooth, the head is nice and round the hole was weeping precum. His balls hang low and each one is the size of a plum. I just knew already they could produce copious amounts of hot MAN cum. The Ex's New Toy Pt. 02 Dearest Dana, I am writing to talk to you about things that I am unable to say to you face to face. I want to go back to when we were still married and come all the way up to current date. Maybe you will, hopefully, like what I have to say. Maybe we can come to an agreement/arrangement that could be mutually beneficial and satisfying to everyone involved. So long ago, when we met and chose to spend our lives together and have a family life was amazing. Shortly into our marriage I found myself starting to have thoughts about a different lifestyle. I found myself attracted to both sexes. Although I never acted upon those thoughts and urges they never left my mind. Later on I found myself fantasizing about you taking control and dominating our sex life. It was some years later when I learned of a thing called cuckolding. I started reading and researching this topic. The idea of you fucking other men and making me watch was a turn on that I had never experienced before. Researching farther I found that cuckold duties were often expanded to helping bathe and dress the cuckoldress for her dates. Then there was performing cleanup duties upon her return. This means that if she came home with her pussy filled with cum then it would be the cuck's job to perform oral and lick and suck out all of her boyfriend's cum. The boyfriend would often be referred to as a bull. My fantasies began to become obsessions and I found myself dreaming about you fucking other men and making me help you prepare for your dates. The idea of having to lick their cum out of you was maddening. I started watching videos of threesomes with bisexual men in them behind your back. The internet was not loaded with videos then as it is now and logging on the a dial-up modem made streaming videos practically impossible without getting caught. I took to renting porn tapes. The videos would show the wife many times having her husband suck the other guys cocks to get them hard and ready to fuck her. I was amazed at how hard my cock would get watching this and imagining I was the husband in the videos. I became increasingly obsessed with being your cuckold and sucking cocks for you and cleaning you up after they filled you with hot messy cum. I started to worry that you would find the videos I rented and would not be tolerant of my notions of being your bisexual cuckold. I had to find a different avenue to see these videos and not get caught. We had been married for about ten years when I learned about Adult Bookstore video booths. It seemed I had found and answer to my problem of seeing the videos I loved to watch. I looked around and by now the internet had grown and one could literally find anything wanted at the touch of a few keystrokes. I found there were several bookstores within a 30 to 40 minute drive of our home. I started to check them out on my days off when you were working all day. I found some video booths to be cleaner than others. Some were downright nasty. What got to me the most was watching videos and stroking my cock with other men doing the same in booths next to the one I was in. The naughtiness and kinkiness of it all made me crazy horny. Then it happened on one such outing that I wound up inside a booth watching porn, a husband sucking an 8" fat cock while the wife pounded his ass with a strapon cock. I noticed to see movement in my booth that didn't come from the screen. The movement came from lower in the booth off to the side of the bench I was sitting on. I had my pants around my ankles and I was stroking my cock to the video. Looking down I was greeted with the sight of a cock coming through a hole in the wall. I had heard about gloryholes but I didn't think we had any around here as I had never seen one yet. The cock coming through the hole was maybe between seven and eight inches long. It was thick but not overly so and circumcised. I just sat there looking, unable to take my eyes off this strangers cock but unable to move towards it or away from it either. I heard a low voice from the other side of the wall saying I saw the video you are watching I know you want to taste my cock so do it. This complete stranger was ordering me to suck his cock. As if I was in some sort of trance I found myself on my knees on the dirty floor in front of this impressive but strange cock. Reaching out I took it in my hand and stroked it like you did mine so many times. I had fantasized about sucking cock for you many times but you were not there. Was I really going to do this? Without even realizing what I was doing my head lowered and my mouth engulfed the strange cock. I wasn't sure what to do so I tried to imitate what I have felt you do to me so many times that I enjoyed so much. I got lost in the blowjob I was giving, suddenly overwhelmed with the realization that I had another man's cock in my mouth. I felt his cock swell on my tongue and my mouth started filling with cum. My first impulse was to pull away but for some reason I just swallowed. He came several spurts and I had to swallow three or four times to take all of his man jizz down my throat. The stranger pulled his cock back through the hole and said thank you sissy and was gone. He had just called me sissy I got a thrill from it but wasn't sure why. Still kneeling on the dirty floor contemplating what had just happened I was shocked to hear the door next to me close and almost immediately another cock come through the hole. Did the previous guy tell someone about me or did this next man know somehow? This cock wasn't quite as long, maybe seven inches but it was much thicker. He must have been watching a lot of porn as he was already fully hard. I heard, hurry up fag suck my cock from the other side of the wall. This guy was not even trying to keep his voice low. Is that how he knew, had he heard the previous man tell me to suck his cock? The voice on the other side of the wall said do it fag suck my cock bitch. His words pushed me over the edge and I gobbled down his cock like a starving person. I sucked and licked and tried to deepthroat his thick cock. It wasn't long before this man also pumped a huge load of man cum down my throat. He came so much I gagged trying to swallow it all. The thing that made this so hot was me pretending you were in the booth with me Dana. That you were watching me suck cock and that you were making me do it for you because it turned you on to see your husband being face fucked by big cocks. After that guy pulled his cock back through the wall and left the booth I hurried and left myself before someone else made me suck their cock as well. Having never touched another man's cock before now and having just sucked two hard cocks was a lot to process in my mind. As I walked out into the bright sunshine of the afternoon Texas sky I got into my truck to leave. I realized I hadn't come yet and my cock was super hard. As I drove away and headed for home I couldn't help myself I had to take my cock out and stroke it while driving. Thinking that you were in the passenger seat telling me to stroke myself out in the open, I pulled up alongside a big truck so the driver could see down into the cab of my truck. Matching speeds with the big truck I stayed beside until the driver noticed what I was doing. He honked his air horn and waved. You told me to stay beside him and let him watch until I cum. I set the cruise to match his speed and stroked my hard cock even faster. It was only a few miles before my cum erupted all over my hand. In my mind you looked at me laughing and said let the drive see me lick my cum up. I licked my cum off my hand and took time to suck each finger thoroughly cleaning up all my cum. When I was done cleaning myself with my tongue I looked up at the driver, he honked and waved. I sped away embarrassed at what I had just done. Even embarrassed, I was so excited that I knew this would not be the last time I ate cum in front of some one. Dana I am ashamed to tell you this but that started a long and exciting time of me becoming a cocksucker. I felt guilty beyond imagination doing this behind your back but I was addicted. I couldn't stop, and to this day I still enjoy sucking cock. Also even now, I still pretend you are watching and making me do it. Often times I will have your picture close so your face is visible when I have a cock in my mouth. I also feel that I must confess to you that I have come to absolutely love having one of the toy cocks in my ass while sucking another and having you watch me be spit roasted. Even with only you in a picture seeing me that way, the humiliation of your smiling face looking at me stuffed full of hard cock in astounding. I can't help myself but when I have two cocks inside me and I look over at your smiling face, I for some reason force myself to go harder and faster. I crave to humiliate myself like a whore to impress you. I imagine you calling me all sorts of nasty names when I take cocks for you. Slut, whore, cocksucking bitchboy, cum eating sissy, dick loving fag boy, the list goes on and on. But the nastier I imagine the names you call me the harder I try to impale myself on the cocks. I yearn for your humiliating looks, laughs, and words. I yearn to be your sissy slave. I know this may sound weird to you Dana and you may even be bewildered by it all. I am hoping that you will take time to think about it all and maybe you will come to love the idea as well. I know by what I am telling you that it must sound as if all I do is suck cock. This is truly not the case. With my work schedule, the kids, and everything else I have to do daily it is hard to find time to enjoy kinky times as much as I wish. I do love women still, especially when they let me lick their pussy. I really loved licking your pussy and having you cum on my face. Although I don't seem to have as much time as I would like to be out trying to have fun I do have fun at home. I have purchased several dildos and one fake pussy. I use these regularly, especially the cocks. I have also started recently wearing panties and lingerie. I am not sure when this started exactly or why. I do know that I enjoy how it makes me feel more slutty and sissified. I think it would make me a better cuckold and cocksucker for you. I have six toy cocks and only one toy pussy. I never thought about it until lately when a friend brought it up. As I only have one pussy it would seem that I love cocks more. I suppose there is a certain validity to that analysis. I thought more about that opinion though and I think it goes deeper. Subconsciously maybe I only have one toy pussy because I yearn to serve only one woman and suck lots of cocks for her. Since I think about you constantly when I am playing with cocks and I have your picture out looking at me a lot. Maybe my single toy pussy represents my desire to be your cuckold and please you. I am hoping you will consider that when you read this. I know you are no longer my wife and I know you also have a new man. I saw you with him not long ago when you were in town visiting the kids. I couldn't help but notice he has a quite sizable package. I can't seem to stop imagining him splitting your sweet pussy open with that monster cock. I can only fantasize about the magnitude of the amount of cum he must be filling your juicy cunt with when he cums. I recall how it always bothered you when we finished and you had to run to the bathroom and cum would leak out of you. If that still bothers you, wouldn't you love to have a sissy cuckold to swoop in and suck all his cum out of your pussy and lick you clean? You could just lay there relaxing in the aftermath of the fucking that huge cock must give you as I lick and suck your sweet pussy clean. You could make me lick and suck him clean as well. I know this letter is becoming long Sweet Dana so I will conclude with this. As I am finishing this letter I have taken out my biggest toy cock and I am sucking it as I write. I have an 8x10 picture of you in a frame standing on my desk beside the huge cock I am sucking so you can watch me. The cock belongs to your new man. I have the toy pussy out in front of me but I am not fucking it as I am your cuckold and don't deserve to have your pussy. Especially with such a monster cock your new boyfriend has in my mouth right now getting hard to fuck you. I am stroking my cock which is small in comparison to your new man. When I cum I plan to cum on the toy pussy and pretend your man shot his load all over your bare cunt and lick it off clean. I will eat all your man's cum from your sweet pussy. I hope that is something you would truly enjoy. I would service you in any way you wish. I guess this letter is more than just a confession. It is also me seeking your response as to may I please become your cocksucking pussy eating cum cleaning cuckold sissy slave? I started craving this when we were still together and the wish has only intensified over the time we have been apart. Signing off and waiting for your reply, Your willing cuckold, Matt. The Ex's New Toy "You want that cock boy? You want to taste that precum? Do you want Rick to gag your sissy faggot throat?" asked Dana. All I could do was nod my head without taking my eyes off that big fat cock. "Well ask Rick you silly bitch boy if you can have the pleasure of servicing his beautiful cock," Dana responded. Looking up at Rick I pleaded, "Mr. Rick may I please have the pleasure of pleasing your big fat man cock with my Sissy cocksucking mouth? May I please suck your cock and gag on it as you push it into my throat? May I please please please have your hot cum on my sissy mouth?" Rick pushed down and out on his cock making it point right at my face. He motions for me to come forward. I crawled over between his legs. Rick holds my forehead out so that I can't lick or suck his huge cock. Holding my head there Rick starts slapping my face with his huge man meat. As he pushes back on my head it forces my mouth to open. Rick then rubs his leaking cockhead over my tongue squeezing out even more precum. Savoring in the warm salty taste I realize I am tasting cock for the first time and my ex-wife is making it happen. Rick releases my head at the same time I feel Dana push my head forward. Suddenly I have a cock in my mouth. I feel the smooth underside slide across my tongue as the head pushes against the opening to my throat. I gag but Dana does not stop pushing, she lets me gag three or four times before letting me rise up and take a breath. I take a quick gasp of air just before Dana pushes me back down onto Rick's engorged cock. It is huge in my mouth but being wet now it slides in easier and when it hit the back of my throat I start to gag again. Dana doesn't stop this time and pushes harder. I feel the bulbous head enter my throat and cut off my air. Looking up I see Rick grinning at Dana and he gives her a nod yes. I feel Dana apply more pressure to the back of my head forcing me down even more. Rick's fat cock is now literally in my throat. I can't breathe and I start to push back. Dana is unrelenting and pushes down even harder. I have never sucked a cock in my life and now my EX-WIFE is trying to choke me to death with a huge one. Tears are coming out of my eyes and beginning to run down my face. I can feel myself gagging but my throat only convulses around the fat cock shaft now buried in my throat. This only makes Rick start moaning in pleasure as my gagging throat muscles massage his cock. I start to gag and a cough makes spittle and snot and precum shoot out of my nose and down onto Rick's cock. Dana laughs and makes one last push. Suddenly my nose is buried in Rick's pubic hair. I have ten-inches of big fat hard cock in my mouth and throat. I am a deepthroating cocksucker. I cough again and more slime comes out of my nose and runs down my face. Dana releases her grip and I come up fast off the monster that is choking my life away. When Rick's cock clears my throat and only the head remains in my mouth, what seems like a gallon of slobber and drool floods out of my mouth and down my chin onto my pink bra covered tits. Dana strokes Rick's rigid shaft a few times and takes a large glob of the drool and spit and rubs it all over my face. "Wow you deepthroated TEN-INCHES of fat hard cock on your first try. There is no way this is your first cock you sissy faggot." laughed Dana. As I take a deep breath Dana shoves me back down on Rick's cock. I knew she was going for it all so I was more prepared this time as the fat head pushed its way forcefully into my cock swallowing throat. Even making myself ready it was too big and made the gag again and again. As I neared the bottom I again coughed forcing a slimy mucous of drool, precum, and snot to burst out of my nose. Dana just made me suck right on past it. With a hand full of my hair Dana very forcefully started driving my mouth up and down Rick's hard cock. I would gag when it entered my throat but she didn't stop. I was forced to deepthroat that monster cock about every other downstroke. Once in the groove Dana released my hair. I heard her say to Rick, "Look at that Sissy Faggot Bitch, I let go and she just keeps on sucking and gagging her own self." The humiliation at being feminized by her words made me want to die of shame but it also made me suck even harder. I couldn't believe how much it made me want Rick's cock when Dana talked about me like that. Content that I would keep mouthing and throating Rick's masterful cock on my own I felt Dana move away. I wondered where she went but I couldn't turn to see with this big log in my throat. I felt my pink panties being pulled over my ass and halfway down my thighs. Oh no, surely Dana isn't going to take my ass too. She already turned me into a cocksucker. A willing cocksucker at that. Now she was going to turn my asshole into a pussy. I hoped not but even as I hoped I felt a cool liquid being poured into my ass crack just above my nether hole. As the cool slippery liquid hit my anus I felt Dana start rubbing it around with her finger. Rick slapped the back of my head and said, "Don't stop sucking that man cock you sissy bitch." I realized I had stopped sucking and just had the head of Rick's cock in my mouth as Dana began to lube my boycunt. I quickly started sucking and slobbering on the thick shaft that was penetrating my throat. Dana shoved her finger all the way into my asshole with one swift push. I yelped around Rick's cock but his hands in my hair held me down and forced me to keep sucking him. Dana rammed her finger in and out a few times before adding more lube and a second finger. I wiggled as the pain in my ass began to subside. The relief was to be short lived though as Dana soon added a third finger to my now gaping boycunt. The pain was excruciating but there was nothing I could do but take it. They had me right where they wanted me. Rick was holding my head firmly. There was no way I was getting that cock out of my mouth and throat until he was ready. Dana had one arm around my waist holding me tight as she plowed my asshole with her other hand. I heard Dana laugh and say, "Baby I think this gurl's pussy is ready for you." Oh My God they expect me to take this MONSTER of a COCK in my asshole? He will rip me apart. I begin to buck and try to get away. Dana immediately started slapping my ass very hard. After about twenty or so rapid slaps to my ass I started to relent. My ass was on fire. I wasn't sure what would be worse a continued ass beating or this fat pile driver plowing into my dark hole. I couldn't take more beating so I mentally accepted the latter. Dana snatched my head up off Rick's cock forcing spew from my mouth to run down my chin and make my face and chest even more slimy than it already was, She spun me around on my hands and knees presenting Rick and his monster cock with unfettered access to my lubed and open hole. Rick wasted no time and got on his knees behind me. Grabbing both ass cheeks and applying extra pressure to the very red cheek he spread me wide open. Dana lay back on the floor and with hands full of my hair drove my face into her very wet pussy. I started licking like a crazy slut trying to explore every millimeter of her sweet juicy pussy. Just as I was getting lost in Dana's perfect pussy Rick pushed the fat head of his invading cock into me. My asshole felt like it exploded from the pain. I literally screamed into Dana's pussy and tried to scramble away. Dana had been expecting this however, she had both hands firmly attached to my hair and refused to let me escape even one-inch. She held my face in her pussy as my asshole slowly grew accustomed to the huge cock now trying to own it. The pain started to become bearable and just as I started to relax a tiny bit and continue licking Dana's sweet pussy Rick drove his big cock all the way home. I all but collapsed into Dana's cunt. I couldn't lick I couldn't suck, I just lay there with my face in her juices. Rick just sat there with all ten-inches of his pulsing cock buried to the hilt in my asshole. Dana stroked my head and whispered to me, "Take a breath, just breathe. The pain will pass I promise. You will love this gurl." Her brief moment of tenderness was put away by one word, she called me gurl. The humiliation of having a cock in my ass and her calling me a gurl somehow turned me on and made me want to please this invader of my boycunt even more. I pushed back onto Rick's cock. Taking that push as a sign Rick slowly began to withdraw his throbbing cock from me until only the head was left in me. I resumed licking and sucking Dana's hard clit trying to get her pussy to cum on my face again. I heard Rick ask, "Ready for this bitchboy?" Before I could muffle a reply Rick drove into me full force, this time he didn't stop when he hit bottom. Rick started to fuck in and out of my hole with abandon. It was hard to concentrate on Dana's clit with the pile driving Rick was doing. I did my best to the sound of Dana yelling, "Yeah Rick fuck this bitch, turn my LITTLLE DICKED EX-HUBBY into a sissy cock loving whore." Dana's humiliating words not only enforced my feminization but they drove me over the top. My little dick started spurting shot after shot of hot cum all over the floor under me. I dove harder into Dana's cunt determined to lick her to another orgasm. And I did. I am not sure if it was Rick fucking the life out of her little dicked ex or my tonguing and sucking her hard clit or if it was a combination of the two but she came. Dana came so hard she actually prayed my face. I had never seen her squirt before. I loved it. I licked and sucked all her sweet nectar. As Dana was still in the throes of her gut wrenching orgasm Rick slammed into me one final time and unloaded a huge load of hot MAN CUM into my sissy cunthole. As Dana came down from her orgasmic high Rick pulled his still semi erect cock out of me and sat back on the couch. Dana was quick to inform me that I had to clean Rick's cock with my mouth. So on hands and knees that were so shaky they barely supported my weight I turned around and took Rick's cock into my pussy covered mouth. I sucked it down licking around the shaft cleaning my ass, his cum, and remnants of lube from his softening member. This had to be the most humiliating part of this entire escapade. I had never dreamed I would suck cock or get fucked in the ass, but to go ass to mouth that was even more than I could imagine. Once Rick's cock was cleaned to her liking Dana still wasn't done with me. "Get over here and lick up this mess you made on the floor little gurl," she said. I crawled over and basically fell to the floor on my stomach and started licking up my own cum from the dirty floor. Was there no end to her humiliation of me? Somewhere inside I secretly hoped not. "We are going to shower gurl," said Dana. She continued to say, "You stay on the floor and make sure you lick up everything, your mess and my mess. Do not pull your sissy panties up and do not roll over off your stomach. Stay on your face on the floor until we return." About what seemed to be twenty minutes later Dana and Rick returned. Before I could look up I heard her snapping pics with her phone. Oh God even more to use against me. But I really didn't care. I was now their willing slave. I was probably addicted to Rick's big cock. She knew it too. Dana knew I would do anything she said to get to experience Rick's cock again. "We are leaving now gurl but we will be back in town next Friday. I expect you to be ready to entertain us again. Who knows we may bring a friend." Dana said as they were walking out the door. I slowly got up from the floor and sat on the couch. I was exhausted. Who knew pleasuring a real man's cock could be so much work? I hadn't even tried to talk Dana out of this or to delete the video. I was now faced with a realization that I liked what had happened tonight. What did this mean? Was I now their slave, or her cuckold? What did she mean they may bring a friend? I slowly started walking towards the shower. As I walked I noticed my little dick was hard again. I couldn't believe that being a cuckold slave turned me on so much. Wearing panties and lingerie. Sucking cock. Getting my asscunt pounded and gaped open. I stripped off my panties, bra and stockings while waiting for the water to get warm. I stepped into the shower and under the warn relaxing spray. I couldn't help but stroke my little dick once more. It took only a couple of minutes of tonight replaying through my mind before I was ready to burst another load of cum out. This time however I cupped my hand and shot it all into my palm. With no hesitation I put my palm to my mouth and licked up all the cum. I noted to myself, it's official I am a panty wearing cum loving cock whore now and Dana owns me. Finishing my shower I dried myself off and slipped into the soft comfort of my sheets. My head came to rest on my pillow. My last thoughts before I faded into the darkness of sleep was, "Today sure turned out differently than I had hoped. I am now a cocksucker and I like it. where is this going? What will next Friday bring?" Sleep.