3 comments/ 28113 views/ 5 favorites I Think We Should Talk Ch. 01 By: ruuddog "I think we should talk about it." Sarah just sat there staring at me waiting for me to respond. I just stared at her for a second and then took another sip of my coffee. I knew what she was talking about I had humiliated myself again. I was just so dam into the sex last night I let my fantasy slip. "Come on Mandy work with me here." I glanced back up at her again. "I don't want to talk about it. It's not that big a deal." I was really embarrassed I had not meant to say anything to her. I was a little drunk and caught up in the passion of the moment. I knew it was kinky and Sarah and I had not been together that long. "I just want you to tell me what you want. I love you but I want to understand." Sarah sounded frustrated and I knew this was going to escalate into a fight if I didn't start talking. "I know about the stories. I saw you reading that stuff on the internet. I don't care about that I just want you to talk to me about it." "I just liked to be teased that is all. I feel sexy when you do it." I knew she didn't understand. "I know what I said last night sounded weird but I was really into the moment and it just came out." "You really want to go a month without sex. I don't think I can make it that long. That's just crazy." Sarah was smiling and shaking her head. "No not a month without sex I just want you to tease me a lot and then not let me get off. I know it sounds strange but it really gets me hot thinking about it." I just stared down into my coffee cup I felt myself shiver as I started to speak. "You can still make me take care of you anytime you want." "Make you?" She was starting to understand now. "You want me to 'make' you get me off but not let you cum." I felt another shiver go down my spine. I nodded my head. I felt so small and vulnerable. I could feel myself getting wet just thinking about it. "Wow that is kind of kinky." I could tell she was really thinking about it."You know what I think? I think you will just play with yourself anyway. I don't like when you play with yourself now." I knew that was true. I am kind of a chronic masturbator and Sarah has a strong libido so she feels cheated when I get myself off without her. "I promise I won't. And I will take care of you anytime you tell me too." I was still staring into my coffee cup. I knew I was getting into a fix here because I was "promising" and Sarah took promises very serious. She just continued to stare at me. Then she shrugged her shoulders and giggled a little. "Prove it do me right now." She knew what she was doing. I always waited until right after we showered to go down on her. I loved to lick her but only when we are fresh and clean. We had some pretty amazing sex last night so we were definitely not fresh and clean. Now was the time if I really wanted to fulfill my fantasy I had to play along. I stood up and shrugged my shoulders. "Ok let's go upstairs and I will." I was going to prove to here I would do it. I headed toward the stairs but she was not following so I turned to look at her. Sarah looked at me and smiled shaking her head slowly "Just crawl under the table and do it" I looked at her for a second. Then I slowly got down on my knees. I could not believe she was actually going to make me crawl under the table. She did not even pull her chair back a little she just sat there waiting. I got between her legs and she moved her butt forward on the seat but made no move to take her panties off. I could smell her too. The sex we had last night had definitely made her less than fresh. I reached up for the waistband of her panties and felt her hands grab mine. "Just pull them over to the side it won't take that long." I did as she said and began lightly kissing her lower lips. I felt her twirling my hair in her fingers and I knew was watching me. I dropped my hands down into my lap and was really starting to go to work on her. "Leave your hands up here I don't want you to be tempted to play with yourself." I put my hands back up on the inside of her thighs. "Is this want you want Mandy." She was tugging gently on my hair now. She was smiling and looking straight into my eyes I heard myself speak before I thought about it. "Oh god yes." It did not even sound like me and I was licking her for all I was worth. I felt her working her toe into my crotch. She pushed it in to my slit and removed it. I heard myself moan. "You are actually dripping on the floor Mandy. What makes you think you could go a month like this." Her breathing was getting faster. "If I do this I want you to know I will hold you to it. If you break your promise to me the game is over and I will be really hurt. I don't know if I could forgive you." I was nibbling lightly on her clit now. "I really can't believe you would want to go a month without an orgasm." Sarah came hard when she came. She moved her butt back in the chair and slipped her panties back over her sex. "Thanks that was great" She said casually while patting me on top of the head. "Now no masturbating at all I mean it." I crawled out from under the table and sat back in my chair. I was on fire. I had never been so excited in my whole life. Sarah was just sitting there smiling at me. She was waiting for me to break. "I will be fine I just need a few minutes to get control of myself" I didn't sound too convincing even to myself. "Mandy, I know you won't be able to go a month but the only thing I ask is that you come to me and ask me to do it for you. " She was smiling at me now and I knew the wheels of her mind were turning " I know just asking me will be humiliating enough to make you last a day or two but believe me I will make you humiliate yourself even further before I actually let you cum." Sarah stood up and walked toward the stairs. "I am going to take a shower and then I have some shopping to do. I think I am going to enjoy this little game. Remember Mandy I will make you cum anytime you ask but no playing with yourself. I mean it, this is your idea not mine don't hurt me." She went up stairs and I sat in my seat. All I could think about was rubbing my poor sex. I had never been more turned on. I took a deep breath and started cleaning of the table. I got a wet cloth and cleaned off Sarah's chair and the mess I made on the floor. I went upstairs and pulled on some clean Panties I could hear the shower running. I was starting to calm down now. I grabbed my book and went down to the living room to read I was still riding a sexual high but I knew I could handle it now. Sarah came down about 45 minutes later. I am going out shopping I will be home in a few hours. She leaned over and kissed me on the mouth and I felt her hands wander a little she was playing with my nipples. "You are right you know. You are sexy when you are turned on." Then she walked out the door. I was alone and turned on again but I have never felt so good. I tried to read but my mind just wandered back to the scene that happened this morning. I started to wonder how I would have to humiliate myself to be allowed to cum. I found that just turned me on more. I hadn't really thought about the humiliation of it before just the part of being so sexually charged for so long. Now I wondered if the humiliation was not the stronger part of it. I knew Sarah liked to be in charge she was always the more aggressive in bed. I liked it that way also I always just went with the flow. The only thing I knew for sure was I wanted this in the worst way. I went to sleep on the coach with my book in my hand. I woke up. Sarah was coming thru the door with an armload of packages. She set the bags containing food on the table and stuffed two other bags in the closet "Stay out of there for now sweetie." She said indicating the Sarah then proceeded to put away the groceries. I heard her put something in the oven to reheat and then she came over and kissed me. She walked to the end of the coach and sat down and turned on the TV. I looked up at her and she gave me the come here signal with her finger. So I leaned over and she pointed for me to kneel on the floor in front of her. "Do me quick and then we will eat." I could tell her serious so I just leaned in and started kissing my way up her thighs. I saw her hand reach down and pull her panties to the side again. "Just go for it I am already turned on. No need for all that lovey dovey stuff." I liked the lovey dovey stuff as she put it but this was her show now so I just went for it. "Oh man I have been thinking about this for an hour." She was twirling my hair and rocking her hips up and down. Sarah came really quickly but when I tried to pull away she just grabbed my ears and pushed my face back into her crotch. "We still have some time honey let's see if I can get another one" so I just went right back to work on her. I could feel how wet I was and I was starting to rub my thighs together. "Spread your knees Mandy we wouldn't want an accident now would we." I did as I was told. I had told her I would do her whenever she told me too and now I was going to have to live with it. I could feel her toe working its way into the crotch of my panties again. "Wow you are a mess down there Mandy I bet by the time this month is over you will cum if I just blow on your clit." I moaned a little when she said that. "I bet you would come all over my toe if I kept this up huh." I moaned again and she moved her toe away. "Do you want me to toe fuck you Mandy?" I didn't say anything she was being so crude. I guess that was part of it for her. She had said if I wanted to cum I could but I would have to humiliate myself to do it. "All you have to do today is ask me to toe fuck you and I will do it until you cum. I could hear the smile in her voice and every once in a while she would brush her toe along my slit just to distract me. I began to realize she was going to keep me here until I asked her to toe fuck me. I was mortified and humiliated. I started to wonder if she really loved me. Then I remembered I had started this she was only doing it because it was what I wanted. I was so turned on now there was no way I was going to make it. I knew I was going to have to ask her to do it. I was almost crying in frustration. I heard the words but I would have sworn it was not me speaking. "Oh god please. "It was just barely more than a whisper. "Please what? My love." I could hear the sarcasm in her voice. "Please let me cum" I was going out of my mind now. "Well that is a start and that was hard to do I know but now I want you to ask me exactly what I just told you too." She was starting to breath heavy again and I knew this whole thing was turning her on too. She leaned my head back and I felt her toe back down in my crotch. "One simple sentence Mandy. All you have to say is Sarah please toe fuck me." "Oh my god" I felt my will turn I was lost and I knew it. "Sarah please toe fuck me." As soon as I said it she brought her crotch up to my face and actually rubbed herself off on my face. I did not do anything just held still and she basically fucked my face until she came. Then she pushed me away from her and pushed me face down toward the TV. Then I felt her toe working inside my panties. She was going to do this doggie style still sitting on the couch. "Is this what you want Mandy" she was spitting the words out while forcing her toe into my pussy. I could feel my hips working back against her foot ass I started to cum. I started crying as she pushed my ass away from her with her foot. "I love you Mandy and if this is what you need I will give it to you but I want you to know this was mild compared to where I am going with this. I have just realized something about myself. I really like this little game too" I heard her set the table I was still laying on the floor. I got up and started toward the stairs. I wanted to take a shower and think about what had just happened. "Where are you going Mandy?" Sarah asked in her normal everyday voice just like nothing had happened. "Up to take a shower I smell like sex." I knew I sounded nasty but I felt so dirty and used. This was not what I had intended at all. "Don't worry about it come here and eat." I sat down in my normal spot and Sarah sat in hers. I was totally humiliated I was having trouble even looking at her. The food was good and I was starving. I ate fast I just really wanted to escape to the shower. "You know Mandy that was one of the best orgasms I have ever had. But I don't want this little game to come between us you are just going to have to let it go once we are done playing. I read all those stories you have saved on the computer. I know you are into this as much as I am. I would never have asked you for this but I want to see it thru I still love you as a matter of fact I love you more now than I ever have if that is possible." She was smiling at me and I smiled back. "I bought you some presents today. I want to explore this as much as we can but I also don't want it to hurt you so I am going to give you a safe word. Once you use this word we stop playing and start talking and you will tell me what is bothering you. OK? Sarah had a huge smile on her face I knew now that she wanted to do this as much as I did. "I thought about it all day. You want to be teased and toyed with and I want to do that for you but if I just give you a nice little cum every time you get l little Horney this won't be much of a game will it?" "No I guess not but that was emotionally draining I have never been so embarrassed in my life. I didn't really think about the humiliation part of it. I want to keep playing I just don't know if I can handle it." I knew I sounded stupid I had started all this and now I sounded like a baby. All I really knew for sure was that was an incredible orgasm even if it was from having the girl I love fucking me with her toes. "You clean up this mess sweetie and meet me in the shower then we will open all our new toys" I think once we talked and she acted so natural I felt a little better I was very curious about the new toys but I did not peek. I cleaned of the table and went to join Sarah in the shower. I stripped naked and got into the shower with her. Sarah hugged me really tight and kissed me I did not return her affection right away but eventually she broke thru my resistance. Then she grabbed our body wash and a soft cloth and started washing me. When I tried to do it myself she slapped my hands down. "You are not allowed to touch yourself from now on I will do it all for you. I want to be able to show you how much I love you every day." With that she leaned in and kissed me again. I was starting to wonder how far she was going to go with this game. I had already promised to play for a whole month but what if I did not like it as much as I thought I would. I could feel myself starting to cry again but I managed to stop myself. "I love you Mandy that is why for the next month I am going to play this little game with you. But you my lovely lady are going to live by the rules." She grabbed me by the chin and was staring directly into my eyes when she said that. "I will I promise." There I went 'Promising' again. I started to get turned on again. My mind was whirling. "I also have a few things I want to try out that you may not enjoy so much but I will only use those as punishments if you break the rules. So I am not even going to go into that right now since we both know you would never break the rules right?" she was baiting me now I would be blinding agreeing to let her do things to me I have no Idea what they are. "No Sarah I will never break the rules." I knew I would have to do my best to behave. "I would also like to make this a little more interesting for me. I told you I was enjoying watching you struggling with the whole humiliation thing. So I am going to continue to use that to motivate you to last as long between orgasms as you possibly can. I bought a few toys today for us to play with that are going to make this a lot more fun for me and possibly a little more difficult for you." I just nodded my head to accept these new terms. She was finished washing me and I reached for my razor and shaving gel but she slapped my hands but down again. "I believe you will be going all natural for the next month that way you won't be so tempted to get any Ideas." I could hear the smile in her voice because she knew how particular I was about my body. "Besides my toe does not care if you shave or not since that is all you will be fucking for the next month you don't need to waste the effort." I heard her giggle when she turned to get out of the shower. I let the water run over my body for a few minutes then Sarah shut the water off she already had on a tee and panties. "Ok let's get you dried off and into some pj's so we can open our new toys." She was holding a bath towel open for me so I stepped into it. I felt really strange allowing her to dry me off but she seemed to really be enjoying it so I just went with it. Sarah went over and sat on the end of our bed the pointed to the floor in front of her. I must have looked at her like she was crazy because she started laughing. Sarah pointed to the hair dryer lying next to her on the bed. "I just want to dry your hair silly." I walked over and sat on the floor facing away from her. Sarah definitely took her time drying my hair. Finally she turned the hair dryer off but she was still dragging my brush roughly thru my hair. "You may really like all the attention you are going to be getting now Mandy. I am going to take care of you very well. She pulled my head back and kissed me on the forehead. Then she stood up and pulled me up along with her. "Let's go tear into these new toys." Sarah actually ran to the top of the steps and I followed her just as fast her excitement was spreading off on to me in spite of myself. When we got into the living room Sarah headed straight for the closet. She Grabbed the bags and practically threw them onto the couch then she flopped down on one end I started to walk over by her and she pointed to a spot right in front of her. "Stand right here babe the first few items are just for you." She smiled and winked at me which scared me just a little. "The girl that worked in the shop I went to was very helpful as far as what items she felt we could not live without. Teri, that was her name, she told me that you would break the rules eventually if we did not help you out as much as we could. She recommends that we restrain you while you are sleeping to prevent accidents. So I bought these." She pulled what appeared to be a belt with holsters on it but they were actually wrist cuffs. Sarah put the belt around my waist and adjusted it really tight. Teri said this has to be tight or you will be able to squirm your little masturbators right to the front. With that she put each wrist in a cuff and secured it. Now I could not move my hands hardly at all they were locked to my waist. "I am not sure I like this Sarah what if something happens I can't even break my fall if I were to trip." I know I sounded like a whiner but this was not going at all how I wanted it to. "I know that honey, this is just to wear while you are sleeping." She smiled so sweetly I just nodded and she moved on to the next thing in the bag. This will keep you from rubbing your thighs together while you sleep." She was attaching two more cuffs just above my knees. When she had them secure she pulled out a short adjustable rod and slapped the inside of my thigh. "Spread'em" I did as she said and spread my legs a little wider then shoulder width she snapped the rod to the cuffs and adjusted it to prevent me for closing my legs. "Sarah I really don't know about this what if we have a fire or something. I will look stupid standing outside like this." I felt like I was going to cry. I Think We Should Talk Ch. 01 "Don't be a baby Mandy I will be right I will be here with you all the time." Sarah sounded kind of nasty so I just let it go. "I don't want to have to worry about you rubbing yourself off in your sleep if you really want to do this I think this is best doing you?" "Yeah I guess just promise me you will take this crap off me if something happens." I was almost whispering. I wanted to let her have her fun too but this maybe going too far. "You know I will I don't want to have to explain this anymore than you do." I knew she was right about that and I still knew that all this was my idea. "Next we have a little piece of just for you" the way she said that did not sound good. She pulled a small box out of the bag and opened in side was a small ring with two tiny flowers on it. The ring was way too small for my finger. She reached up between my legs and spread my labia apart exposing my clit. She rubbed me a little making it hard a protruding out from under my hood. "This is just lightly spring loaded I can push these two flowers together to make it large enough to slip right of there. Sarah was actually doing this while she was talking. "Now when I release these flowers it will be on their pretty snug so just let me know if it is too tight. I felt it shrink down around my clit it did not hurt too much but I definitely knew it was there. "Oh my god Sarah that feels so weird." "Don't worry" Teri said "in a few days you will get used to it but it will keep your little soldier at attention all the time. I know that sounds unfair to you but this is for me so you are going to do it aren't you." "Yes Sarah I will do it for you." I knew better than to argue about this she really seemed to like it. "After about two weeks of wearing this" she said "your clit will become a lot less sensitive. The loss of sensitivity should not be permanent after we take it off, if we ever do. Your sensitivity should return to normal in a few weeks depending on how long I leave it on." "No Sarah I don't want it to be permanent I don't know if I could stand it." I was panicking she was going to ruin my little button. "I want you to try it for this month and see. This is how I want to play the game but if you want to quit all you have to say is 'winter haven' that is your safe word. Otherwise it stays on and your little soldier stays at attention." She flicked my clit pretty hard when she said that but I didn't say anything. "Ok then it is settled." She reached back into the bag and pulled out a few dildos and vibrators. "I was embarrassed to tell you I wanted these before but I guess now that you have decided to be celibate I can have you use these to keep me satisfied." I know I was staring daggers at her. I never wanted any toys. She was all I wanted now she was going to be playing with toys and I was going to be doing without. This just kept getting worse. "You know how I feel about that, Sarah." "I know Mandy so as long as you keep dropping to your knees when I tell you too these will stay in my drawer. The first time you give me any shit and I move on to latex for the rest of the month and you will not even have any chance to cum. I need to be sure we are both playing the same game I don't want you losing interest in me just because you can't get an orgasm." Wow I have never seen Sarah so ruthless. I now had no outs we were going to play this out no matter what. I was dripping just thinking about it. I could smell myself so I know she could to. The little ring she had put on my clit was all I could think about. "Oh my gosh, Sarah, it is driving me crazy." I whimpered while moving my hips all around. "Yeah Teri warned me about that but she also sent me the cure so to speak." With that she pulled out a small glass vile and a pack of Qtips. "This is a topical that will numb you up if we have to. See Teri has a girlfriend that is also into this so she was really helpful. I can't use this a lot because it will contribute to this being more permanent then if we don't use it." "Holly crap Sarah this is nuts I don't want to be numb down there forever." I could not even look at her now but I still did not use my safe word even as I watched her stick the Qtip in the bottle. "Like I said we will just have to use it very sparingly." I felt her swab the Qtips around my clit then I felt instant relief I was still Horney as hell but I was not fidgeting anymore. "Wow that is amazing I could see you relax instantly. You little soldier still looks mad as hell but that was so cool." Sarah had the biggest smile on her face. She reached out and scratched my clit with the very tip of her finger nail. "Can you even feel that Mandy." "No." I heard my voice crack when I said that. Now I was not sure I could cum at all like this. I was so excited. "We better be really careful with that stuff, HUH" She was saying that but I got the impression she was starting to like the idea. "Teri told me that her girlfriend Lisa has not been allowed to cum for two months I don't know how anyone could stand it. Teri said she has been working Lisa up to that for almost two years now. When Lisa is allowed to cum it can take her up to two hours of hardcore masturbation just to get off." I heard myself moan when she said that. I had not even noticed she was still scratching my clit even though I could not fell it. I felt my knees get weak a little. Sarah jumped up and laid me back on the couch then she crawled over my body until her pussy was over my mouth I started licking her instantly. Sarah had my hair in her hands pulling my head up off the couch so I could reach her pussy. "I can't believe this It is so hot." She was pulling my hair really hard. "You probably couldn't cum right now if you wanted too and you are still licking my pussy. Teri said this was how it would be. I am going to ruin your cunt and you are going to love me for it." I felt her cum and I felt her actually squirting into my mouth. I did not stop licking I just kept going thinking the whole time how I had created a monster. Sarah moved back down my body and fell asleep on top of me. I laid there thinking about what she had said. I know it was in the height of passion but still I had never even heard her use the 'C' word before. I finally fell asleep but before I did I realized that she was giving me exactly what I wanted. I Think We Should Talk Ch. 02 I awoke all by myself Sarah had obviously moved upstairs and left me to sleep down in the living room. I was still in the cuffs with the spreader bar between my knees. I could feel the ring around my clit. I looked down the topical she had put on me had worn off. It looked strange my clit was much larger than I had ever seen it. I got more excited as looked down at myself and the ring began to ache a little. I had an extreme need to pee. I sat up witch was not easy and hobbled my way to the rest room. I realized I would not be able to wipe myself after I peed and the upset I to say the least but I could not wait until Sarah woke up so I went anyway. I sat there on the toilet for a while and I heard Sarah bounding down the stairs. "Mandy? Where are you?" "I am in here." I heard myself say. I was still turned on and this ring was driving me crazy. "Come back out here and I will take those cuffs off. I got to get ready for work." I got up off the toilet and waddle out toward her. She pointed to the floor right in front of her and I moved the as quick as I could considering. The smile on her face as I moved her war was really pissing me off. Sarah unlocked one of my hands first and I shook her off and let myself out of the rest of my bonds. "Well somebody woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning." "This 'ring' is driving me crazy!" I sat down on the other end of the couch. I really wanted to reach down and remove it but I knew better. "You will get used to it just try to ignore it." She was very dismissive. "I can always put a little more of the topical on there if you want me too but it stays on!" "You told me what that will do if we keep using it. I don't want that." I was using a nasty tone. "Ok well it is up to you. Now I have to get ready for work. What time is your first class?" Sarah's voice was casual almost sweet and that was pisssing me off too. "Ten o'clock but I am not sure I can handle it today. I will be fidgeting around all day as it is." My whole mind was fixated on the 'ring' Sarah ran up the steps and I heard the shower come on. "Come on so I can give you your shower Mandy, unless you want to smell like that all day." I got up and started up the stairs. I was beginning to realize she was not backing off anything she had said yesterday. I could feel myself getting excited as I walked up the stairs. I was walking funny with that ring and my clit. I don't know why it just felt so strange. I climbed into the shower and Sarah started washing me down. I melted into her touch. "That's better Mandy. This is all going to work out. In a few Days the ring will be bearable." She was kissing me on the neck as the water ran over our bodies. Her washcloth wander down my body to my pussy. "If you cum when I touch I will punish you horribly so concentrate on something else." I tried and fortunately she finished quickly at least she was not trying to torture me. Sarah got out of the shower and I let the water run over me for a few minutes trying to calm down the I stepped out of the shower and into her waiting towel. I looked at Sarah while she dried me. "Do you really want to ruin me?" "I don't know what I want yet honestly. I do however know what you want and I am giving that to you right?" She pulled my face up and looked me in the eyes. "Yeah I guess this is just way more than I ever thought it would be." I was scared and she could hear it in my voice. "I have feelings I have never felt before too. The conversation I had with Keri yesterday opened up a whole world for me. The power is incredible I really like it." Sarah sat down on the bed and pushed down to kneel in front of her. She lay flat on her back and moved her pussy to the edge of the bed. I knew what she wanted so I just leaned in and started licking her. "Take your time I can be a little late today." Then she moaned a little and her fingers were playing in my wet hair. My hands were up on her thighs and my knees were spread wide. I felt her moving her toes across my legs. "Please don't tease me Sarah" I sounded like I was begging because I was. "Ok Mandy I won't but you have to let me put the topical on you." Now it was either be teased and forced to humiliate myself or risk her making my clit numb forever. I didn't know how to respond. "How often can we use that before it will hurt me?" I was almost crying. "I don't know Mandy but I would imagine a lot over a long period of time Keri says she has been using it on Lisa for a long time and she can still come if Keri lets her." Sarah was matter of fact about it. "Ok I guess." That was all I could say I went back to licking her and she began grinding her pussy into my face. Sarah came really hard and then got up and went into the bath room. "Come on in here, Mandy." I walked slowly into the bathroom and she was sitting on the toilet with the glass vial and a Qtips in her hand. I spread my legs and stood in front of her. "This is really for the best. Now I don't have to worry about you breaking the rules either." I felt her touch the very tip of my clit the Qtips then nothing. Actually not nothing more like relief and relaxation. I felt myself smile and I leaned over to kiss her. "I knew Keri was right. If you really want to go without orgasms then this is the way to do it." She was kissing back now very patiently. "I just want you to be happy and I am in lust with you not being able to cum." With that she got up and started doing her hair and makeup. "I am still Horney as hell just so you know." I said this just to tease her back. "I know that sexy but now there is nothing you can do about it." Sarah winked at me. I smiled at her I felt better now. I went down stairs to get me something to eat. At least I could go to class now without bouncing around in my chair all morning. "How long is this stuff supposed to last?" I was wondering if I would make it all day. "About Eight hours, babe. I will put some more on when I get home." Sarah wanted to use that stuff on me real bad. I went to the kitchen and made myself a grapefruit and some coffee. I was sitting in my usual seat when she ran by kissed me on the head and bounded out the door. I was still nude and I looked down between my legs. My clit was big and hard now still and I wondered why since it was numb. My pussy was wet but I knew why that was. I have never been able to get off on penetration so I knew it was even less likely now that there would be no stimulation to my clit. I was tempted to try anyway but I did not want Sarah to catch me. Besides my excitement was bearable in fact it was enjoyable so I figured I would just ride it out for today. My clit was bulging out beyond the ring quite a bit and I was wondering if it was too small but I studied it closely and there seemed to be enough blood getting to it. I ran upstairs and found the glass vial and the Qtips in the medicine cabinet but there were no labels on the vial at all. If I wanted to know what she was using on me I was going to have to ask her. It smelled like antiseptic I was tempted to put a dab elsewhere on my body to see what happened but I didn't. I replaced the bottle in the cabinet. I put on a pair of panties and a bra. Then I looked at myself in the dressing mirror. My clit was bulging against the tight panties but I could not feel it. The ring was also visible and my nipples we like nails sticking straight out. I grabbed a couple bra pads and stuck them in. and pulled on a pair of jeans and a tee shirt. I was off to class. My day went pretty much as always. I got back home before Sarah I was still Horney as all get out. I sat down in the living to study for tomorrow. I had a lot to do so time past pretty quickly but I felt the effects of the topical wearing off. Worse than that I had to remove my jeans and panties because my clit had been rubbed raw against them. I was spread out widely on the couch and tears were running down my cheeks when Sarah came thru the front door. I was in a lot of pain and my clit was on fire. "What's wrong Baby?" I tried to explain but I just could not. Sarah ran upstairs and grabbed the topical and a Qtips and came back down. She pulled my put forward and did not make me stand up. She did blow lightly on my clit which made me jump before she touched the Qtips to the end of my clit. Instantly the relief washed over me. She giggled when she saw me relax then set about examine my tortured clit. "Wow that must have really hurt huh?" I nodded my head. "I did not think about the jeans and my panties rubbing against it all day" Sarah was still giggling. "I guess you won't make that mistake again huh?" "Fuck you Sarah that really hurts. I am not sure this is so cool you know." I was extremely pissed at the callous way she was looking at this. "Calm down Mandy it is just a little raw. The whole world does not revolve around your clit. Besides it not like you were going to be using it anyway. Just for that little outburst you are going to go a week at least before I even consider allowing you an orgasm." She was looking straight at me. "On your knees right here." She pointed at the floor in front of her. I moved there. She reached under her skirt and pulled her panties to the side. "I am so mad at you right now." I started licking her. "You know I am going to have to come up with ways to punish you other than denying you orgasms since that is what you wanted in the first place. I already have a few ideas and believe me you won't like them. "Her fingers were playing in my hair now and I was beginning to think this was part of the game for her. "How do you think I should punish you for yelling at me like that? I am doing this for you and you are not going to get away with being a bitch just because you are getting exactly what you wanted me to do in the first place." "Come on Sarah I am sorry for yelling I just had a bad day that is all. This is hard to get used to." For some reason it did not feel quite right apologizing but I didn't want her to punish me either whatever that means. "I actually felt sorry for you when I came in here you looked so pitiful. But now I just want you to learn a lesson." She was still playing with my hair and her voice sounded so sweet I think she was getting off on the thought of punishing me. "I know how much you hate to be humiliated. So however I punish you should be humiliating." She paused for a few minutes I now think it was to give me a minute to use my safe word if I wanted to but at the time it never even occurred to me. When I did not respond she pulled my hair hard "stop licking and open your mouth. Just be glad I peed right before I came home." With that I felt I stream of piss enter my mouth. Not a lot just a little but she was holding my head tightly in place. "Swallow" I did what she said I was in shock the love of my life had just pissed in my mouth to punish me. I could not even think straight. Her grip on my hair loosened and I wanted to jump up and punch the crap right out of her. "Finish me so we can eat dinner." Sarah pulled my face back into her pussy and I started licking her again. I could taste her pee and I was crying while I did it but I did it. "You should watch how you talk to me from now on Mandy. I read all those little stories you have saved on your computer. I also read the really nasty ones you wrote yourself. I know what is going on in that little brain of yours." Sarah came she was on a power trip now I had let her do something really nasty to me and she had enjoyed it. Worse yet she was right I enjoyed it on some level too. Sarah jumped up from the couch. "Grab a skirt and some panties and lets go get something to eat I am starving." I jumped up and went upstairs. First thing I did was brush my teeth I almost puked I was totally humiliated. Then I grabbed some panties and a blue jean skirt. When I got back down stairs Sarah was standing there with a jar of Vaseline. "Pull up you skirt, Babe." I did what she said without thinking she got a dab of the jelly on her finger and pulled the front of my panties down. She wiped the jelly on my clit and snapped my panties back into place. "That should help keep that from happening again. Now let's go get pizza." We went out and got pizza just like nothing had happened I was still having trouble even looking at her. Every once in a while I felt like I was going to cry. For the most Part I knew it was all part of the game but I just could not let go of the fact that she had peed in my mouth. I found myself wondering if I still loved her. Worse if she still loved me. When we got back out in the car I did cry. I cried all the way home. I stole a glance at her once and she had a shell shocked look on her face. It was the same look young children get when they know they are going to be punished but they don't know how yet. "I love you Sarah." I wanted to make her feel better but I don't even know if she understood the words for all the sobbing I was doing. Tuesday and Wednesday went pretty smooth. Sarah and I were talking and getting along good. We were using the topical pretty much around the clock. Once in the morning, once in the afternoon and once at night. Every time we would put it on and then I would give her an orgasm. I was turned on all the time but the pain was all but gone for those two days. On Thursday I decided to try and go without the evening application. I was starting to worry about the long term effects of using it all the time. I was still fidgeting around a lot but it was bearable. Sarah was smiling a lot watching me squirm but all in all it was ok. I knew I would not be able to sleep very well but I was determined to try. "Keri and Lisa are coming over tomorrow night." Sarah announced. "Oh ok fine." I had never met Keri and to my knowledge Sarah had never met Lisa either. "What's the plan?" "I guess we will go hit a couple clubs then come back here. Keri is a really nice person and I thought it would be nice for you to hang out with someone who shares our interests." She had a huge smile on her face and I knew she was up to something. "Sounds good to me. I so need at night out to just relax." I decided to play along and see where this was going. I still had my safe word so if it got to crazy I could use it. Sarah was sitting on her end of the couch and she pushed her butt to the edge. "Come over her and help me out Mandy." I knew what she meant so I went and knelt in front of her. "Take my panties all the way off tonight I want to go slow and enjoy it I had such a hard day." I could feel my clit get even harder than it already was and I did as she asked. I licked all around going slow and trying to give her as much pleasure as I could. I was feeling great myself. I was getting exactly what I wanted but without the topical my clit was gnawing at me for attention. "You could come tonight if you wanted to Mandy. You have been so good the last couple of days that I think you could persuade me to allow it." My heart started pounding when I heard her say that just the thought of an orgasm was making me crazy. Then it occurred to me what would she want me to do to persuade her. I looked up without stopping what I was doing. I nibbled on her clit just a little to let her know I was interested. I felt her foot brush across my thigh and start rubbing my pussy thru my panties. "I really have to pee" I stopped licking but I did not move. I bet my eyes where the size of saucers I knew exactly what she wanted. "I know it sounds awful of me but I really got off on it last time." I just started licking her again. It really was not that bad and she did cum like I had never seen her cum before. I could not believe I was considering it. "Just squeeze my thigh when you want to too start and stop and when I am done I will let you have an orgasm." I felt my hand move to the inside of her thigh. The look on her face was priceless. "Be sure you stop me when you need to swallow we don't want to make a big mess." I felt my fingers tighten up on her thigh as I moved my mouth into position. This was actually going to happen. I was going to let her pee in my mouth. Not a little like last time but completely. I actually wanted it. What would she think of me once she did this to me? How could we possibly ever be equals again? I would forever be the girl who let her piss in my mouth. I wondered if this was a test to see how low I would go. I looked into her eyes. Her fingers were playing in my hair not like last time when she held my head in place. I squeezed. Probably harder than necessary. I heard her moan. Sarah tilted her head back and I felt the warm stream enter my mouth. It was so horrible I squeezed again. The Stream stopped and she looked me right in the eyes as I attempted to swallow. Once I got it down I squeezed again and Sarah actually laughed as her spray hit me in the throat again. I tried swallowing while she peed but it got a little messy so I squeezed again. This time she stopped quicker and I swallowed it without too much of a problem and squeezed again. I pressed my mouth right up against her trying to keep the mess under control. When she stopped peeing I licked her clean. Then I went to work hard on her to make her cum. Sarah came hard. She did not say anything nasty to me. I was a little disappointed it got me so excited last time when she did. Sarah jumped up and pushed me back on the floor she laid down next to me and started kissing my ears. "Play with your clit you little piss drinker" She was whispering into my ear and my hand flew to my clit. I touched it for the first time in days it felt so much bigger but it definitely was nowhere near as sensitive as it was. I was rubbing hard and Sarah leaned down and spit on it. "That should help." Then she whispered in my ear some more. "Don't worry I will lay here with you for as long as it takes for you to cum. She reached over and started pulling my nipples. First one then the other. Sarah was working them pretty hard. I could feel myself working up to a huge orgasm. I was so humiliated. I wanted to cum so bad. I Rubbed and pulled and even pinched my clit. I twisted it and the pain brought me closer to my goal. I started to beg her to pinch my nipples hard and she did. Then I felt her mouth on mine kissing me as I frantically tried to achieve orgasm. "Don't worry baby if we can't get it tonight we will try again in a few days." I was nowhere near ready to give up. I could tell she was getting more and more excited by my lack of success. After about a half hour I thought I was getting close. "This is the hottest thing I have ever seen. Watching you do this is amazing." After another ten minutes had passed Sarah was kissing my neck and ears. "Maybe we need to let that stuff wear off a little longer a day or two or something." I was desperate and hearing her say a day or two made it worse. Then it happened slowly at first. Then my stomach cramped and my feet went up in the air. I felt the liquid actually squirt out of me. I heard it hit the sofa. There was so much of it. I cried and shook. Sarah was sitting up now looking down at me with a huge smile on her face. "I guess that was worth it, huh?" I actually passed out after I heard her say that.