1 comments/ 14073 views/ 2 favorites Cubicle By: PeggyBuxton It was a cold day. A light dusting of snow covered the sidewalk as I walked huddled over to keep warm. My eyes focused on the ground so I wouldn't miss something that would hurdle me downward. Stuffed in my pockets for warmth, my hands remained cold. I was going to be late for work - again. I had left dirty dishes in the sink so I could stare at some new pictures of amputee men for a few minutes before leaving. I was addicted to them - the pictures and the men in them. I just did not know anyone that represented my ideal in men. The snow swirled as I reached out to open the door to the office building, but someone held it open for me. My eyes still looked at the ground. There was only one foot and two crutch tips. My heart soared, pounded hard inside my chest, felt like it was going to drill a hole and fall near where I was looking. Somehow, it did not. "Unusually cold this morning," his voice said, warming me throughout my whole body. For the first time since stepping off the bus, my head lifted. I looked at a man at least a dozen years older. He was handsome. Even without the missing leg, I probably would have been attracted to him. "Yes," I replied quickly walking ahead of him though the doorway. A sexual surge raced though me as I imagined him touching me or me touching him. My nipples remained firm, erect, now because of my fantasy rather than the cold chill of the morning. His crutch tips tapped against the marble floor of the building lobby as he moved along side me. "Have a nice morning," he said as he nodded and smiled. I was tongue tied as I stammered with nothing actually coming out of my mouth. It was a huge relief as he stopped and retraced his steps in my direction. "My name is Leah," I finally said as I held my hand out in his direction and watched him. "Leah Morton." "Thom Patterson. I work on the fifth floor. Martin Development." "I know the company. I work on the sixth floor. Martin Development." The company had two of the fifteen floors. I laughed and released his hand. It had been warm and comfortable and I hated to let it go. "I started Monday in the software group. Listen, I'm sorry to say I have a meeting in a few minutes. I hope to see you again." I stood cemented to the floor and watched him blend into the crowd in front of the elevators. "Shit," I whispered just loud enough for Marcie to hear. "Oh, I just blew a chance to meet the new guy." "Who, Thom? He sits down the aisle from me ... seems quite nice." Marcie began moving towards the elevators and I followed in a mild trance. It was crowded and I called "Six" from the back of the elevator. At my desk, I fumbled with a folder of papers about the design of the software I was working on with four other developers. My attention was a floor below me and I did not hear Kevin standing in the opening to my cubicle calling my name. "Sorry. I'm being slow this morning," I said as I turned in my chair and looked at him. "It's okay, I just wanted to remind you of the meeting in five minutes." "Great. I'll be there." He walked off and I sorted though the pile of papers to find the stapled pile of papers the design team was to review in the meeting. It was the last thing on my mind, an all day meeting when I'd rather walk downstairs and chance a sighting of Thom. That was the only thing I could think of. If I screwed up the review, my job would be on the line. I had to get myself together. - It was late and dark by the time I walked out the building doors onto the nearly empty sidewalk. The morning dusting of snow was gone and now it was just windy and cold. I thought about Thom crutching on slippery surfaces and if he ever fell. My foot hit a small patch of ice and I struggled to not fall. I laughed aloud at the irony. At the bus stop, I danced between each foot as I tried to maintain a little warmth. Thoughts of Thom actually generated most of the heat I was feeling. A taxi splashed though a puddle of melted snow showering a man standing near me. The bus stopped and the doors opened. I rode home lost in thoughts of amputees. A jiggle of the mouse woke my computer from its long sleep and a screensaver of pictures of amputee men appeared. The images floated across the screen changing all the while. My hand slipped under my long dress and my fingers played with tender and demanding parts between my thighs. Watching the pictures, fingering myself, it did not take long to knock off a quick orgasm. I leaned back and watched for another few minutes, tempted to do it again. I shoved a finger inside leaving it still as I tried to imagine what Thom would look like without clothes. The rumbles from my stomach and the full bladder were now competing with the still raging feelings between my legs. "Later," I said aloud as I stood and took another quick glimpse of the pictures before walking towards the bathroom. Buttons slipped from holes one at a time, top to bottom, revealing more of my chest. Fabric slipped from one shoulder then the other. The dress fell along my body. I watched in the mirror as a voyeur. I wished it were he watching. The bra fell onto the dress I'd kicked against the wall. I cupped my breasts and tilted my head enough to wrap my lips around one nipple, then the other, leaving it rolling between the wetness of my lips for a while. I squirmed, rubbed my thighs together, and pressed my pussy lips, moving them around. My nipple grew. I sucked more. I felt the wetness grow. The orgasm began. A hand dropped. A finger dug. I finished and fell back against the wall. - I dropped my purse on my desk, sad, even angry that I'd not bumped into Thom this morning. The odds of doing that again were slim and I knew it. "Morning," Marcie said before I sat down. I turned and grimaced as I looked at her. "What's wrong?" she asked as she casually leaned against the opening to my cubicle. Her arms crossed lightly over her chest. "Ah, just a restless night. I didn't get much sleep." "He's in." She smiled. "Who?" I tried to make it seem there was some question about whom she was talking. I knew exactly who - Thom. "I talked to him for a few minutes yesterday. He's single AND new in town." "Really?" "He said something about how nice it was to meet you in the lobby. I think he's interested in you." She grinned, the smile filling most of her face as if she already had us in bed screwing like bunnies. She leaned closer as if to tell me a state secret. "If I wasn't married, I'd be after him, what a nice catch he'd be." She paused. "Even with one leg." I stared in silence. She continued. "I hear some people might be interested BECAUSE he has one leg. Strange, huh?" "Yeah, strange." I shook my head a few times. I could feel my pussy scream for attention. "Was it anyone you know?" "No. Something I read on the Internet. Guess it takes all kinds to make the world go around." "He didn't say anything like that, did he?" "Nah. I must run. Catch ya later." I watched her shapely hips round out her ass under the short skirt. Her long legs seemed to go on forever. I pondered how she might have learned about interests in amputee and before I could convince myself it was probably innocent, I looked around and caught the guy in the cubicle next to mine watching too. I glared at him as if to suggest he should not be looking so hard. His head disappeared as he sat back down. It was about eleven when I managed to break away from my keyboard. I needed to stretch my legs and let my brain relax. The large fifth floor was a maze of cubicles with street signs at the intersections of each aisle so people could give directions. The aisle down the middle of the looked like it was several miles long and known as 'Main'. Marcie was at the intersection of Main and twentieth. I peeked into her cubicle and smiled. Without looking away from her work, she mumbled only, "Eighth," and I nodded. We both knew what I was after - Thom's address. "How are your first days?" I whispered as I stopped at the entrance to his cubicle. He was reading something and his screensaver image of a mountain range with a meadow of flowers bounced around slowly. His crutches leaned near where I stood. Only his head turned. "Lean Morton, right?" As I nodded, he twisted his chair so he faced me. The single right leg hung over the edge of the seat; the left looking like it was completely gone. I struggled not to stare. "Yup. Very good." He pointed at an empty chair. Realizing his briefcase filled the seat he reached over and moved it to the floor. I sat, and crossed my lower legs as they stretched out slightly. I nervously brushed at the wrinkled legs of my pants until they were passabily neat. "I'm starting to catch on to things," he finally replied to my question. "I looked for you downstairs this morning. Sorry I missed you." "Me too. I was looking forward to that myself." I giggled. "So, are you new to town or are you a native?" "Hardly a native." He leaned back and placed both hands behind his head while looking my way as if he was trying to undress me. "I wouldn't mind having a guided tour someday." He eyes continued to search me like an x-ray machine. His hands moved away from his head and gripped the front edge of the seat as he leaned forward. "That is, if you wouldn't mind being seen with me." His smile became a frown, as if there were a history of rejection. He leaned back and the smile reappeared. "'Cause of your leg? That wouldn't be a problem at all-l." I dragged the last word out like a slow journey of my lips over his naked body. "I've been eating at the Golden Cow the past few evenings. Still haven't unpacked the kitchen things." He laughed. "Join me tonight and we can talk more. I think I need to do more reading now." "That would be great. I usually finish about five-thirty. I'll come back down here." - It felt like half a lifetime until the clock finally reached the time to head back downstairs to rendezvous with Thom. My knees were weak with excitement as I walked off the elevator and made my way to his cubicle. My heart sagged when I found him not there. I scanned the tops of neighboring cubes hoping to see his head above the sea of walls without luck. "Hey," the voice said sounding far away. I turned and watched him crutch towards me. It was a sight that I would replay a thousand times in my head, one that I could easily get used to seeing at home. "Hey right back at ya," I teased as he neared. "Are we still on for dinner?" He nodded and gathered a few papers shoving them in his briefcase before slipping his waist length wool jacket on. With the briefcase dangling from the fingers wrapped around one padded grip on his underarm crutches, he asked, "Ready?" He stepped in front of me and I followed enjoying the view of his pants leg wrapped around the legless hip and stuffed inside the waistband at the back. Alone in the elevator, he asked, "How was your day?" We made small chit chat until we were on the crowded sidewalk. "It's only a few blocks," he told me. "I thought I was to be the guide for the newcomer," I teased as we waited for the traffic light to change. I mockingly struck him on the shoulder and giggled. He looked at me without turning his body. His smile said that it was okay. The crowd packed the sidewalk and we dodged people going in both directions on both sides of the walk. There was no way to carry on a conversation so we remained silent. We followed the young woman with menus in one hand to a booth by the windows facing the sidewalk. She acted as if she remembered him from other visits and smiled in a way that made her seem happy he didn't have to eat alone tonight. A wedding ring adorned her finger. We waited until she was gone before speaking. "What do you recommend?" I asked without touching the menu. "The bacon cheeseburger is great. Of course, it is a burger place." He placed his menu on mine and pushed at the edges until perfectly aligned. He noticed me watching. "Sorry, I'm a little compulsive that way." He pushed the menus to the edge and left his hands in the middle of the table. I reached out and rested a hand on his. "I don't mind," I softly said. I hated that the table was hiding the part of him I most wanted to see. I curled my fingers around his and let them rub against his hand. "So, you're still unpacking. It must be a bit of a challenge with one leg." "I hop around. It's not so bad having one leg. It's been a while and I've relearned how to do everything. That only took a short time, actually." "You make it seem easy to move about on your crutches, graceful even." "Thank you. I pride myself on that. They say presentation of one's self is important." The food arrived and we ate the first bites in silence. "Yum, this IS good," I told him. "Thanks for suggesting dinner. I don't take myself out as often I should." I held the burger over the plate as I ate. My eyes never left his face as I soaked up every detail. "I'm enjoying myself tonight. It's nice not to be eating alone ... I hope we can do this again." "Count on it," I said more as a tease, but deep down believing every word. I stroked the back of his hand twice. "Yes, it is nice to not be alone." I left the 'eating' out of in an attempt to let him know how much I was enjoying my time with him. I just hoped I could maneuver him into bed. "Do you have any hobbies, things you like to do when you're not chained to your desk?" He laughed. "Or maybe you are a workaholic." "Not on your life. I only work to exist, so I can do other things, you know. I'm into black and white landscape photography and like to take day car trips when I have free time." "Wow, what a coincidence, me too. I bet you know some great places. You'll have to show me." "Maybe you'll grace a large rock for me." I smiled and giggled. "I could call it 'Rock eats man's leg'. I laughed. "I'm glad you're comfortable about it to make a joke. I like that." He paused and looked into my eyes. "Maybe Rock eats naked man's leg." "Oh, la, la. How about 'Woman eats naked man's leg'?" I flashed him a suggestive smile hoping I had not strayed over the line. He leaned forward and softly whispered, "Only if I can eat you." My hand pressed against my chest and I heaved a loud sigh towards him. "Oh yes, Thom. Please." Our plates were clean and the glasses of wine empty. Our hands intertwined on the table. "Would you like to share a piece of cheesecake?" "Why, do you want to fatten me up?" I snickered. "I liked the suggestion of nibbling on each other ... if you weren't just teasing a moment ago." He shook his head and signed the credit card slip. The sidewalk was mostly empty by the time we left the restaurant. We walked a short distance and then I stopped. He retraced his steps and stood close enough I could feel his warm breath. We stared for a moment, unsure, and then I leaned closer. I could almost feel his lips on mine. They were so close I should have be able to. Suddenly they touched. I don't know who made the last move. A few heartbeats later, our tongues touched and danced together. Our breaths filled the other's mouth. His palm pressed against my breast. I sighed, not rejecting the touch, but welcoming it with my hand pressing against his in a soft circular motion. I looked into his blue eyes. "I'm a short bus ride away," I offered. "Me too." It seemed that I would have to make the decision. I walked to the curb and waved my hand. A taxi stopped and soon we were at my place. "Not much, but it is home," I said as I closed the door and looked at the man with one leg standing in my foyer. "Goddamn, you look so good." I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him closer letting my face burrow into his chest. I kissed up the front of his sweater. "We could do it here, but the bed would be softer." I laughed and looked at him again then pulled away so I could lead him down the hallway. I sat on the bed and watched him enter the room. "Strip for me," I begged in my most sultry voice. My fingers fumbled with the buttons of my blouse, my pants already wadded on the floor. Thom's left hand lightly stroked the bulge in his pants as he watched me. "I want to watch you." I pushed at the elastic of my panties. "We have all night ... if you want. First I want you to perform for me." I snickered and dragged my finger up the inside of my thigh. His hand fumbled with the buckle of his belt. His eyes focused on me. "Can I just sit down and undress?" I patted the mattress next to me. "Sure. Let me help." Sitting, appearing to be unsure of himself, he looked shyly at me. "Really?" he asked as though no one had ever been so forward with him. "I don't mind ... that you are missing a leg. It won't...." He cut me off before I could finish. "You are different. Since, ah, then, I've...." I could tell there probably had not been any other lovers for him - at least none that had appreciated him having one leg the way I did. "Well, tonight is going to be OUR lucky night." Thom lay quietly on his back; his hands cupped behind his head, his eyes curiously watching as I unbuckled his pants and begin working them along his thigh. My lips kissed and nibbled at each piece of newly uncovered skin. I moaned with pleasure and joy. His eyes closed as I began to nibble at his cock. I could feel it pulse and throb as it began to disappear inside my mouth. I teased him by letting half of it slip inside for a moment before letting it fall back against his stomach. "There are other part to kiss," I whispered loud enough for both of us to hear. My fingers slipped over the legless hip and across the scars. My lips followed closely behind. I could hear him attempt a vain protest, something about how I didn't have to. I shushed him. One of my hands cupped the hip gently massaging and playing with the way the thigh was no longer part of it. "This is nice. Let me just enjoy." My lips trailed a string of kisses along the faded scar. "I hope you don't mind." By now my lips were below his balls and I pulled them into my mouth, one at a time, and squeezed the base of the cock with fingers encircled the bottom of it. "Yeah," I mumbled as I listened to him moan and groan. Letting the cock replace his balls in my mouth, I began dragging my lips along the thick shaft. Soon, the warm fluids rolling down my throat, stream after stream. "Wow," he said as he pulled on my shoulders encouraging me to slide along his body so we could let our lips be together. His tongue dug deep inside my mouth tasting his fluid and pleasuring me. I pulled back just enough to look at him. "I hope you don't mind," I whispered. "Mind what? I'm just happy that you don't seem to mind that I have just one leg." "No-o way," I drawled. "I hope I wasn't the first to pay attention to that part of you." I pecked at his lips several times. "It makes your hip look nice to not have the leg there." "Hmmm," he hummed. "You seem quite taken with that." He let his fingers probe inside my pussy. "I like this part of you." My hand roamed around until it rested over his cock. He was insatiably erect. "I like this part of you too." I giggled and worked my body around until it was poking the entrance to my pussy. I wiggled and pressed. It popped inside. "Ah-h," I groaned then pressed letting it slip a little deeper. "Yeah-h. Do you like it inside me?" I glanced down at his face. His smile grew. As he attempted to lift his head to kiss me, I pulled my face further back and giggled. "Answer me first," I teased. He nodded and I let him kiss me as he worked his cock deeper. "Oh baby." I sucked his tongue and wiggled my hips helping him slip even further inside until he could enter no more. "I like the way there isn't anything on one side ... nothing pressing on my leg." Cubicle "What if there wasn't anything on either side?" "Hmmm," I hummed letting my breasts rub lightly over his chest. "I might never let you out of bed then." I giggled. "What if I was missing a leg, we could be twins." Suddenly he became firmer inside me, almost as if he'd not cum before. I started riding him, thrusting myself firmly along his shaft. My hands held his shoulders, each knee beside his hip, my lower legs aiding my movements. "Hold my boobs ... knead them," I demanded loudly feeling my orgasm not far away. "Yeah-h," I drawled as loudly as his firm hands calloused from using his crutches squeezed and tugged. He toyed with my nipples making them even more erect. "Ah-h, oh," I repeatedly screamed as the waves of my orgasm washed over me. I collapsed against him like a wet washcloth. My face buried in the nape of his neck. "Oh god, I needed that so-o much," I blew into his skin. His arms cuddled me. "I hope we can do that again." "I bet we can. Tonight even." I laughed. "Will you stay with me tonight?" I gazed at his face, looking for a grimace or some other negative reaction. "I'm not asking you...." He held a finger to my lips and made a shushing sound. "I'm enjoying myself ... and you. I think we have things to share. Things that maybe we couldn't find with many other people." I sat up and cupped his legless hip with both hands. "Like this?" I asked with a huge smile. My hands wiggled the hip and began to massage. As I did, his cock began to grown firm, though not enough to get inside of me ... not yet. "I know I might be unique, but I...." I paused and thought about what I was starting to say. I was afraid that I would scare him away so I did not finish. My hands continued to massage. "That feels good. No one else has wanted to touch me there ... not that there have been very many since I've been this way. Exactly one to be honest, and just once." He looked at me wanting some visual clue if he was not proceeding down a dead end street. I leaned down and pecked my lips over the length of the scar. "Yeah," he whispered. "Maybe you'll understand. I wanted it that way. I think it is important for you to know now so you can decide if it will be a problem that would, ah, get in the way." I kissed along the scar again and then in the reverse direction. My face rested over the pelvis facing his head. "Which would like the most, the other leg off, or me to have one leg?" "Would it have to be 'OR'?" His hand played with my hair, a finger began to roll a few strands around it then let it unwind. "Is this something you've considered?" He began to tug at my body to encourage me to lie so our lips could be closer. As my face moved in front of his, his lips pressed against mine in a deep wet kiss that made me feel like I was in the backseat of a car at a drive-in many years ago. Without breaking the seal of our lips, he rolled me onto my back and pressed his cock inside my pussy. "Cock ... cunt ... stump," I moaned into his mouth around my tongue searching for the entrance for his throat. My hands pulled at his sides holding him in place as he began to pound between my thighs. His head pulled away slightly. My hands cupped his face. "Yeah, fuck me, my legless man." He needed no further encouragement and began to pound even harder, driving my ass into the mattress. I spread my thighs as wide as I could. "If my legs were gone...." He nodded and slammed once with extreme force then grunted loudly. "Oh yes, that'd be wonderful." His thrusts weakened slightly becoming more loving. "Both of us that way...." I could feel his streams again filling me, three, four, five, then no more. He remained in me, his face looking down at mine. "I don't know if it is only a fantasy for you, but I'm glad you say things like that." My legs pulled against his back holding him inside. "I want you to know I dream of that too." - I stood at the bedroom window. Snow drifted lightly past the streetlight. Behind him were a series of single footprints between dots left by his crutch tips. I had offered that he could spend the rest of the night. I desperately wanted him to. He promised that we could have dinner tonight and he would stay. I watched and felt a sense of emptiness, hoping that he would fill that void. I waited until I could no longer see him. I waited a few more minutes just in case he reconsidered. He didn't. Naked, I strolled to the bathroom. My finger slid across my crotch though his drying cum. I held a finger under my nose and inhaled. His sounds refilled my mind - the pleasurable grunts and groans just before each of his releases. I tried to remember if I'd been very loud. All I could remember was the joy I'd felt. The piss splashed in the toilet water and I wiped at my pussy with a folded tissue. I stood and watched as the cyclone twirled down the drain. Strangely, I waited until the water returned. My hands pulled across my face and again I could smell him. I did not want to lose that and proceed back to bed without washing him away. In bed with a foot pulled behind my hip, the other leg spread wide, I thought about how interested he had been about the loss of his leg, about me being that way. It was, after all, not a foreign thought to me. It was something I had thought about most of my life, only somewhat repressed for the past few years. I had given up thinking it would ever be possible. My fingers casually touched my pussy as I began picturing being like him. I lost track until the orgasm snuck up and burned through my whole body. My hips bounced and I racked and writhed in pleasure. I moaned loudly. The sounds echoed off the ceiling. It was as if I were listening to another person having an orgasm. I awoke a few hours later from an intense dream where both of my legs were completely gone. I sat and through the dim light filtering though the curtains, I looked down and thought about the dream and how it would be if I were that way. Without touching myself, I began to experience something similar to an orgasm, only milder, but equally as enjoyable. - Thom held the building door as I walked into the early evening. The snow had once again stopped and melted from the sidewalks. The usual crowds passed in both directions as everyone made their way home or elsewhere. "Never thought the day would end," he said letting go of the door. "Missed having you beside me last night. I had some strange dreams. When we get to dinner, I'll tell you about them. I want to hear your opinion." My eyes remained fixed on his face as we moved forward. I grazed the shoulder of a passerby and I offered my apology even though the person was now lost in the crowd. "Sure. Maybe it would be boring, but the food at the Cow is good," he offered. I didn't reply, but only nodded before following him quietly through the crowded sidewalk. I tried to watch him, but others filled the space between us. I wondered if I were the only one interested with his missing leg. I assumed I was, but tried to look around to see. No one seemed to notice. "Hey Thom," the hostess said. "Nice to see your new friend is here again." "Kate, this is Leah." I smiled and nodded as he made the introduction. "Leah's a special friend," he added as we followed her to the same table we sat at last night. "You two have a nice time," she offered as she placed the menus on the table before walking away. I reached across the table and took one of his hands in both of mine. I savored the warmth as I rubbed it. "Oh god, did I ever have a great time last night. "Yeah, I couldn't stop thinking about it. I had to pleasure myself a bit more once I got home." He laughed. "The things you did...." He glanced around to see if anyone might be close enough to hear. "The things you did to my stump sure were wonderful." "I AM so happy you have such a fantastic part of you to play with." "Me too." "Do you really mean that?" I dropped my voice and leaned forward. "I mean...." I cleared my throat. "Did you truly want you leg gone?" "After last night, I don't think you will mind if I say yes." His head nodded as he spoke. His eyes focused on mine. "All of it?" I asked realizing that I was squeezing his hand quite forcefully. I relaxed my grip slightly. "Tell me all about what it is like, you know, to have one leg. Is it as great as I think it would be?" I wiped at my mouth fearing I was sounding crazy, possibly foaming at the mouth. I took a deep breath before continuing. "How old were you? Did you get to tell him how much to remove? Where did you go for the surgery?" There were many more questions filling my mind and I forced myself to stop. I lifted my class of wine and held it near my lips for a moment before taking a small sip. I left the glass hovering over the table and watched his smile form. "Some of the story should wait until we are alone. Briefly, for now, I'm forty-six. I was married for a few years out of college. I thought she would understand, ah, my need to be this way. I was wrong and we divorced. No children - thank god. I found a doctor in Eastern Europe. I had my leg amputated mid-thigh. Sometimes I wore a prosthetic leg, sometimes even a peg leg." He giggled. "That was fun. Got many looks, you know. 'Mommy, he's a pirate' from the kids at the mall. At the pool, I'd let my stump dangle out in the open when I had on a skimpy swimsuit. Recently, I had it revised like it is now ... same doctor." My mouth dangled open as I listened to the story. As he finished, I asked, "Were there others that went to this doctor?" "Lots of people went there, mostly from Germany. When I was there the second time a husband and wife were about to leave. She'd had her left arm amputated near the shoulder. He was quite excited about her new look. It was all he could talk about." "Why Germany?" "I think it had to do with the general proximity. Other than that, I don't know." "Are there other doctors?" "Yes. Some are harder to learn of their existence. This one is particularly nice and doesn't ask many questions. Mostly you just explain what you want and it happens. He does a very nice job. Don't you think?" He reached across the table and slowly pulled the saltshaker back towards him, then shook it over his fries. I gulped the rest of my wine and ordered another. He ordered another too. "I take it these question are less about me and more about you. So, if you went, what would you do?" "In this hypothetical, can I go back multiple times?" I laughed and nibbled at a long fry watching his head nod in reply. "In that case...." I sipped at my wine as I thought. "This is hard. Something I've never shared. My fantasies have been all over the place. You know, an arm, a leg, an arm and leg, no legs. I usually keep one arm." I sipped half the wine in a single gulp. "Lately, I am leaning more towards having just one leg like you ... and at the hip. I'm not saying that to suck up to you." I laughed. "How old are you? Let me guess - thirty." "Exactly. "Last night, it almost sounded like both legs would excite you." "Yeah-h-h," I drawled on forever with a big smile across my face. "Maybe one now and one later?" I could feel a puddle of my juices forming in the opening of my pussy as images of me missing various limbs danced through my mind. I took the last bite of my cheeseburger hoping I would not leave a wet spot on the seat or the back of my skirt. I rubbed my thighs together then let them part. "If you could make the decision for me, what would I have off?" "I think my fantasy woman would...." He stopped and took a bite of his burger, then sipped some wine while I waited in suspense. "Come on. Don't leave me hanging." I sipped at the small amount of wine left in my glass. "Could I be your fantasy woman? I'd like that just knowing what I know now." "In that case, both legs at the hip." "Done deal. When can we book the surgery?" I laughed. - I shifted in my wheelchair as I paused from telling Jeanie the story of how I happened to have both legs amputated. She is my daughter Kim's roommate at the University and visiting over the Thanksgiving holidays. It had been nearly twenty years since I met Thom. Our life together had been wonderful until the day he died last year. I will never stop loving him. He, like me, had become legless not long after were married two months after we met. "Is she telling you THE story?" Kim asked as she returned to the kitchen where we sat at the small table drinking still hot and steaming coffee while getting to know one another. She rested her crutches against the wall and sat in a chair in front of her cup. "I'm fascinated with what your mother has been telling me. I must say I was very excited to learn my roommate this year had one leg." Kim and I both furrowed our brow as we looked at Jeanie. "Oh yeah. Big time that I need the same thing." "Really," I asked. "Your story is my story, only I haven't met a guy, or girl, to love." "You're doing a pretty good job in my bed," Kim teased. "Darling, I didn't know," I told her as a smile spread across my lips. "Don't worry, I don't mind. In fact I'm glad to know." I leaned back in my wheelchair and let my eyes drift over my daughter with one leg sitting close to the woman I now know is her lover who has desires that Kim and I deeply share. "I must admit that I pulled a few strings to be her roommate." Jeanie laughed. "I'd seen her the last day before summer break. I tried, but there wasn't a way to meet her. All summer, she was all I could think about." "Of course, I'd be happy to help make the arrangements with the doctor. Perhaps over Christmas." I smiled and readjusted my position. Cubicle Dancing Now this was the best part. The rhythm, the feel, the vibrations- god it felt good. Imagine the most static, heated thrill of shivers running through your body right now- Do it- That is what I was feeling in that moment. Shit, I mean, I just couldn't take the awesome. I pushed my, slightly-too-big glasses up my nose, and moved my hips to the beat of a rock song. Ah, good old mp3. I mimed to the lyrics, and played 'imagining I was famous,' in the safe space of my toilet cubicle. No one would know. No one would see. I'm still orderly, I promise. My blonde hair bounced around my shoulders, making me feel so messy and wild that my father would be ashamed. He'd be devastated, it's true, that his only daughter would do something that looked so reckless. But I guess he would never know what I truly was like. How I hid a little red dress, and heels, in my bag every day. Just to spend my work break dancing in the toilet cubes. I tried so hard to please my father. Dear old Daddy. I worked hard to finish my degree, paying all the fees myself, just so that I could work by his side. But he barely noticed my efforts. He said I was trying too hard to be successful, when I had to accept that, some people weren't meant to win. Still, I wanted to try. I wanted to be someone who he could respect. Feeling the heels of my shoes tapping against the smooth tiles, I took this moment to rebel. I couldn't hear anything over the music blearing in my ears. Here, I blocked everything out, just for the beat, just for this moment. But soon it would end, and I would return to my desk, in my work clothes. Ready to take more orders from the boss; my father. The song ended and I sighed heavily. My headphones slipped back into my bag where they belonged and I looked down at my dress. Weirdly, I felt a new urge; I wanted to see myself wearing this short little number. Certainly it would look silly, with the backdrop of a pastel-blue bathroom behind me, but didn't I deserve a moment? Just for once, couldn't I see myself for who I wasn't trying to be? Finally, after a a long internal debate, I decided to risk a peek in the mirror. Just to see what my secret wild side really looked like, just this once. Perhaps it was a pathetic thing to desire, but I felt it desperately. I needed to see; who could I have been if I had been born into a regular family? A family who's parents loved their children exactly as they were... My fingertips paused at the lock of the door, the gleam of it's silvery handle warned me not to tease myself, but I ignored it. I closed my eyes in fear- but I shoved that baby open! Here I come reflection! Here I come- "Wow," a voice sounded, and it was not my own. My eyes shot open to reveal a tall man standing in awe at me. He stood in the middle of the bathroom, wearing a mature business suit, and a face that told me he was just older than myself. I blamed myself furiously in the moment- for not considering that there might be others in the bathroom- others who happened to have amazing brown eyes that made me flush deeply. What was I thinking? "Oh," I blushed, and turned back into the cubicle, shutting the door once more. I had just showed myself, dressed like some teenage tramp, to some guy who had oddly come into the female toilets. Damn it, how would I explain this to my father? "Sammy? Was that you?" I heard him ask hesitantly. How did he know my name? - It didn't matter. All that mattered was that I had been caught. I clenched my fists at my sides. I felt my nails dig into my palms but I did not care! With all the blood rushing to my head, I tried to look at something calming- but all I could see was the stupid grubby toilet in front of me. "I'm sorry," I spoke softly through the door, which I turned and rested my head against. The man chuckled then, which only made it worse for me. I listened for a moment to the sounds of him moving around on the other side of the cubicle. He wasn't leaving, and I was regretting so much now, not knowing how to fix this. "Are you feeling alright?" He asked a moment later, and I wasn't sure how to answer at first. Had I not just spent 3 minutes breathing heavily behind this door, I would have said yes... but it was obvious something was wrong with me. There was always secretly something wrong with me, it's just, now someone could see it. "No... actually, I'm not feeling myself this morning," I lied quickly, "why? Did you want something?" I held my breath, hoping he would say no. "I was looking for you," he began, and my stomach sank, "I know it was a bit drastic coming into the female toilets for you- but well, I really don't regret it now." I swallowed my fear and opened the door. I had to fix this somehow, I had to do something. So I stepped out and stood to face this man who had witnessed my most private moment. I was going to make this right. I was going to... not look into those eyes and lose all resolve because holly crap he was attractive! "What are you thinking coming into the female toilets anyhow?" I tried to put on a business face, but I was afraid my little red dress was detracting from my authority. I could see already, his mouth wanted to curve into a cheeky smile, which he tried to hide. "Well... hey, don't get worked up over it," was all he said. He looked like he was trying not to say something too, I could tell. His devious expression and scruffy hair told me I was in for a little bit of trouble, but I had no option but to deal with it. I couldn't risk upsetting my father. "I'm not," I said as firmly as I could muster, "Do you work here?" "Yes, I bring you your daily report every morning," he raised an eyebrow, "you Freeman women really don't pay much attention to your employees do you?" "I don't know what you mean," I walked over to the mirror and started to wash my hands, "However, I do need to discuss something with you now." My eyes darted his way to see how he would react. He had leaned up against the bathroom wall and looked unaffected by the entire situation. "Jay," he said. "Jay?" I repeated questioningly. "Yes, it's my name," he moved closer to me, "I thought it might be of some interest to you, to know who you were talking to." "Oh," I blushed a little, "of course. Jay." I quickly dried my hands on a paper towel and turned to find him standing right next to me. Immediately I could smell the scent of his aftershave, it was a well chosen scent, reminded me of the beach. "I've never seen you so.. colourful, before," Jay smirked. "Yeah about that,"- "I wont tell," he cut me off. I looked into his eyes for some sign he was joking, but it seemed he was serious. Miraculous understanding! Wow, perhaps I was having some kind of lucky day? I turned and indulged myself into my reflection. I looked young, and rebellious. Maybe even, maybe I looked good. "You wont tell anyone?" I repeated out of sheer surprise. I turned back to him and looked up into his brown eyes innocently. My hands swung around my back, where I gripped tightly, the ribbon tied there. "Well, I wont tell anyone, if you do me a favour." I bit my lip nervously then, knowing that I was about to be asked for something terrible. I was being blackmailed for the first time! Crap. "A favour?" I gulped my anxiety, "what kind of favour?" "I want you to tell me why you were jumping around, in the toilet, dressed like that." Silence. What could I say? I couldn't admit to what I was truly doing, could I? My eyes shot around the room, looking for some excuse, but I could find only none. I opened my mouth, and then closed it again. Jay raised both his eyebrows waiting for my response. "I wasn't doing anything," I spoke quickly then, and as I did so, a smile sprung upon Jay's lips. "I mean, I was just trying on these clothes- because- they aren't mine- but I'm the same size- I'm the same size as this girl- who I'm... helping out. She's poor, and so, she can't afford to buy her own clothes, but"- Jay raised his hands, "I'm sorry, this is too funny," he cracked up laughing and held onto the bathroom bench to keep himself up. "What?" I felt the heat rise to my cheeks, "It's a noble thing to do. Helping the poor." I kept my hands behind my back the entire time, to ensure that he did not notice my nervous fidgeting. "And you do this every day do you?" He continued laughing. "Everyday- I don't know what you mean," I held my breath. Jay straightened himself up and looked me in the eye. His deep brown eyes apparently seeing right through mine. His full lips daring me to look their way, reminding me how long it had been since a boy his age had studied me. It was nice to be looked at by someone who wasn't ancient for once. "I have to come clean," he stepped closer to me, "I come in here everyday- to witness your... fun," my jaw fell open as he spoke, "I wasn't expecting you to come out though, normally I sneak out as I hear you getting dressed." Jay's hand reached out to mine just then. Electricity pursued from the tips of his fingers, I had not been touched in so long, especially by someone who had seen me- really seen me. I looked down at his hand, watched him curl his fingers around mine, I let him make contact. "Summer, you really are a beautiful girl," he spoke gently to me, "I can't imagine why you hide in here like this." After a moment of intense silence, I spoke, "I don't know what to say." "Well, I wanted to confront you about it earlier, weeks ago now," he slowly removed his fingers from in-between mine, "but, well, you never really noticed me enough for me to actually speak." "I'm sorry," I admitted truthfully now, "I don't know." "Yeah you do," his other hand reached out and moved some hair softly behind my ear, "you know why." I flinched at his touch at first, and then I relaxed. It was nice the way he felt me. So relaxed, as though he had touched me many times before. "I'm not allowed," I said painfully as I looked down at my feet, "I'm not allowed to look at boys." It was at this moment that I began to panic. I wasn't even supposed to be in here, talking to him, dressed like this. No, I was supposed to be at my desk, working hard. More than that- I had to make sure no one would ever hear of the happenings in here! Ever! "Not allowed?" he repeated, "Just like you couldn't come to the Anderson party last month?" "Yeah!" I said passionately, then remembering my posture, "I mean, how do you know about that?" "Jay Anderson," He reached out a hand, "nice to meet your acquaintance." "Oh," I bit my lip, now even more embarrassed, I looked down at my feet again, to avoid his gaze. Jay touched my chin to tilt my head back up. "I want to fuck you." My eyes widened in shock when he said this. I wondered if he was joking, or if I had misheard, but his expression told me he was serious. This man wanted to have sex with me, right here and right now. "You can't," I shook my head but then paused in consideration. Jay had raised both his eyebrows and reached his hand out to caress my breast teasingly. I felt him find my nipple under my clothes, almost immediately, and my entire body froze at the feel of it. "I can't?" He repeated with a light tone of surprise. I think he wanted to test me then, as he traced my bottom lip with his thumb, as he moved in closer to say, "I think I can." My senses tingled at the thought of him touching me here, in my secret hiding place. Biting my lip and closing my eyes, I tried to ignore the sweet aroma of his aftershave, the heat that radiated from his toned body. I tried not to look into his deep brown eyes. That's when he grabbed the back of my neck and drew me in, pressing his warm lips against mine. I moaned helplessly, knowing that I should not be here, but that I wanted to so deeply. Jay's tongue parted my lips tenderly, and found my own. Damn he tasted good. He picked me off the ground and placed me onto the bench, parting my legs for his inspection. There was a moment where his eyes evaluated mine, trying to pick whether or not I would protest, trying to see what he dared not ask. That's when he smiled. "Say my name," he ordered as he felt his way up my dress, "you finally know what it is now, I want to hear you say it." When he caught the sides of my panties, I whispered his first name- but that wasn't enough, "say my whole name, and tell me what you want." "Jay Anderson," I spoke for him, as he pulled down on my panties, sliding them off slowly. "Jay, I want... what I want is..." I heard the item of clothing fall to the ground, I felt his lips tease the insides of my thighs, but I could not verbalise my desires. I had been silenced for so long, I had forgotten my voice. Jay straightened up speedily, he moved his face in front of mine, so close our noses touched. His breath was hot on my face. Our eyes locked. He spoke, "what you want is for me to taste you," I jolted with surprise as his finger connected to my clitoris. He began to circle the tender spot knowingly. What you want," he continued, "is for my tongue to tease and playfully find its way around your pussy, until you can't wait for me any longer." He kissed my neck and nibbled my ear until I was distraught with pleasure and shivers, "tell me." "I want you to taste me," I repeated after him, and he speedily went down, the moment the phrase left my lips. His mouth closed in on the most sensitive place, his fingers parting the lips of my pussy, opening me up for some naughty play. I moved my hands down to run through his messy hair. I wrapped my legs around Jay. God, I had wanted this. Oh-so-sweetly it was, that he ran his tongue over me, like I was delicious, like he truly wanted me. When he moaned, I felt the vibrations of his voice, and I moaned in turn. This was a release I needed and I was so close to- Jay stopped and stood up. A pained expression came over my face, for I was so close, and he had stopped so suddenly. He laughed slightly at my disappointment. "Oh you are too cute," he pulled me down from the bench, "don't worry though, we're not done." "What are you doing?" I asked curiously as he turned me around to face the mirror. "I want you to put your hands both down flat on that bench," he ordered, "bend over slightly... and look at yourself in the mirror." I did this, I obeyed him. My blue eyes looked back at me, somehow looking much different than they had before. I felt like a new woman, no longer in control, no longer in a cage. Jay had complete control over me in that moment, and I was glad to give it to him. He lifted my dress up to see my bare bum just then. I was concerned he might have thought to have anal with me, but even if he did, I would let him. I felt his hand caress my ass gently, it tickled a little, so I giggled and moved forward. "No no," he spoke teasingly and pulled both my hips back into position, "stay still Summer, don't make this harder for yourself." I could hear the amusement in his voice as he said this, and I did my best to stay where I was told. I had to endure once more the sensations he was torturing me with. The tips of his fingers barely touching me, causing my skin to tingle and buzz as he teased the area. I bit my tongue trying not to move, and just when I thought I couldn't take any more, his touch became firmer. I sighed with relief, which made him laugh at me a little. My gaze glance at his reflection and then back at my own. God he was hot, chocolate brown hair, and gorgeous lips that tasted so good. And here I was, the blonde whose cheeks had gone quite pink. "I'm going to spank you," he warned gently, warmly, "I think you need to be punished for being so naughty at work," he winked at me. As Jay stopped rubbing my ass cheeks, and moved his hand back ready to slap me, I closed my eyes out of fear of the pain. I had never been spanked before, but I could only imagine it would be painful. I waited a moment to feel it come down on me, but there was nothing. "Open your eyes Summer," Jay ordered gently, "don't be afraid, because I want you to look at yourself while I do this. Look at yourself getting spanked by someone you didn't even know the name of half an hour ago. Go on." I opened my eyes like he said, and looked over to him, for guidance and assurance. He smiled at me and said, "there we go, now take a look at your pretty little face while I give you a nice tap for being so naughty." His hand came down on me, at first only gently, then more forcefully. It made my skin tingle and caused my cheeks to flush a deep red. I gasped as it got harder, biting my lip I tried not to make a sound. Slap after slap after slap, I should have felt hurt and degraded, but my pussy was so tight and wet that the spanking sent a jolt of pleasure through the area every time. I liked it. "You're cheeks are red," he teased, "all four of them," he spanked me harder. My hands began to press against the bench as I willed my body not to move away from the painful pleasure. With every spank my hips jolted forward a little, and then moved back, ready for the next one. "Summer, you have a gorgeous Butt," He spanked my harder, "just in case you were wondering what I thought." I yelped as it became almost unbearable. That's when he slid a finger inside me, and wrapped his other arm around my stomach, to stop me from resisting. "Oh, that feels so..." I shivered as he slid in and out of my pussy. He paused for a moment, circling and teasing outside, before going back in. He began to kiss my thigh again, making me think back to what his tongue had done to me. How warm it had felt on my clitoris. "Ouch!" I yelped- he bit my bottom- causing me to tense up a little. "Naww," he looked sweetly at me, "just relax, trust me." I felt his finger slide inside me once more and I relaxed pretty quickly after that. It felt amazing having him touch me so knowingly. Every time his finger moved in, it hit the exact right spot, where he massaged for just a moment before starting again. "Summer, I want you to lie down on the floor so I can go down on you again- right now!" I hurried to the floor, obeying orders, and let his lips tease, and tickle, and nibble my most delicate place. I felt first his tongue trace up the slit of my pussy, then he carefully parted the folds until he found the exact spot that made me jump with electric pleasure. "Oh Jay," my voice rang out bouncing off the walls in the bathroom. He buried his mouth deep against my pussy, flicking his tongue maddeningly over my clit. He groaned and grabbed hold of both my ass cheeks. I felt the heat rise in my body. My hands came up and grasped onto my wild blonde hair, as if I were trying to hold onto something stable, something that would bring me back down to earth. The feel of his mouth hot in my pussy made me shudder. Every stroke caused a new wave of shivers down my spine, every part of me gave in to his powerfully, skilful ways. I was about ready to burst and I needed some release- that's when his fingers found my opening once more. He thrust them into me, mercilessly causing me to moan, forcing me into submission. In and out, in and out, while his tongue teased and tormented my clit. My hips rose up off the ground, pushing closer, coming closer... "Oh Fuck Me Hard Jay Anderson!" I screamed out at last, "fuck me hard and fast- that's what I want!" seconds later Jay was on top of me, laying a kiss tender to my forehead. He carefully slid inside me a pulsating cock, feeling so big and hard, I gasped with surprise at it's entrance. He went in slowly, inch by inch, I took him in- until he retracted. I exhaled at this point, and he grinned down at me to say, "here we go..." Go where, I wondered? But certainly I found out when he thundered himself against me- pounding- thrusting with such force I yelped at first. That's when it started to feel really, really good. Every time he went in I moaned in ecstasy!