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A Deep Dark Secret Ch. 01

By: cfblover



I have always been first chair in the Clarinet section. There is this girl named Abigail Conley that plays Flute in band and Clarinet at home who became my best friend pretty quickly. I normally don't tell about my Clarinet fetish, in fact, not even she knows about it. I don't know what it was about this girl though, but I felt like I could tell her anything, which is very uncommon; usually I don't tell anybody about anything. Abigail is about 5 foot, 8 inches and is skinny like me. One thing about Abigail though is that she is terrified of balloons. So as long as I don't tell her my little secret about that, everything will be good. Abigail is like me, she is quiet and mostly calm; but if you talk to her she will definitely talk back. We are both 18, and our birthdays' are not far apart.

During Christmas break of my senior year when she would normally hang out my house, the conversation came up about if I had a deepest darkest secret. Because I trusted her so much, I eventually told her mine. I can still remember the conversation. She asked, "Do you have a deep dark secret?" 

I said "Yes."

She said relieved "Oh, me too." 

I said, "I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours, but you don't have to if you don't want to." I made it sound like I wasn't begging, just curious. 

She said, "That will work."

I said, "Well, I have a fetish with my Clarinet." I knew she would be confused when I told her, and expected her to ask more.

She asked confused, "What do you mean?"

I replied, "Playing my Clarinet turns me on."

She said a little surprised, "Wow."

I continued to tell her more by saying, "Yeah, I've even went so far as to use my Clarinet as a sex toy."

Amazed, she asked, "How do you do that?"

I replied, "I put my penis inside the bell of my Clarinet and make it wet inside there, then I move the bell of my Clarinet up and down until I cum inside it." I was started to get a little scared with telling her all this, which was why I was being so short with her in the first place.

She said happily, "That's pretty hot."

I said, "Yeah." I was glad that she didn't start freaking out on me.

She asked, "So did your sperm get stuck inside your Clarinet?" 

I was trying to make it seem like it wasn't my first time, "It oozes out when I take my penis out."

She said slowly, "So when you say it oozes out, do you mean that this was onetime thing?"

I told her, "No, I do this almost every day."

Surprised, yet amazed she said, "Wow!" She paused for a little bit and then said, "Well I guess I'll tell you my deepest darkest secret."

I said wanting to know what it is, "Ok, tell me."

She said, "Well when I was 5, it was discovered that I have a birth defect and it's impossible for me to have children. Also, I barely have periods because of it. I don't tell anybody this because they usually get all weird after they hear it."

I replied trying to support her, "People are just stupid, but it's not your fault."

She said, "I know!" Some time had passed and she said, "So this will be weird, but I kind of want to see you use your Clarinet like you do, but I don't know maybe that would be too weird." I was waiting and hoping for her to ask me this, if she hadn't, I would have suggested to later.

I replied, a little nervous, "I can show you how I do it."

She agreed, "Sure." 

I then opened my Clarinet case and put my Clarinet all together. I said, "First I blow warm air in it and play it for awhile." I then played a note on my Clarinet for a short time. I then said, "Normally I practice my Clarinet naked."

She said smiling, "Well okay then."

I said wanting to show her, "Yeah, it turns me on. I'm going to take my pants off now." I took off my pants and there was semen on my underwear. 

She said excited, "Looks like you're already turned on."

I nervously replied, "This is a little scary, I've never showed anybody this before."

She asked, "Really?"

I said, "Yeah." I then took my underwear off. I think she was getting horny as well. I said, "Then I put my penis in like this and make it wet inside." I slid my penis inside my Clarinet. It started making a little noise. 

She said, "Wow, I didn't know it made noise."

I said, "Yeah, it's louder than that though." I started to move the bell of my Clarinet up and down a little bit to make it wetter inside the Clarinet. I paused while I took my penis out a little and put it back in then said, "Then I just move the bell of my Clarinet up and down until I cum."

She asked, "Oh, does it feel good?"

I said, "Oh yeah!" I got faster and faster until I came to orgasm and was cumming inside my Clarinet. It felt so good that I didn't think I would stop cumming and actually sat there for a little bit when I slowed down.

She asked, "Did you cum?"

I replied out of breath, "Yeah, it felt really good."

She said, "It looks like it." I then took my penis out of my Clarinet and my cum started oozing out. She said, "Wow, you got a lot of sperm inside there."

I said, "I usually do. So have you done the same thing with your Flute?"

She said chuckling, "No I haven't done anything weird with my Flute."

I said, "You should try it, you might like it."

She said unsure, "I don't know."

I said, "It would be pretty hot if you did."

She said, "I might try it, but I don't know. So is your Clarinet the only deepest darkest secret you have?"

I said, "Well I have another one, but I won't do that in front of you."

She said, "What? Tell me."

I said, "I have a balloon fetish as well."

She said a little disappointed, "You know how I feel about that."

I said, "I know, I won't do all that in front of you." It pretty much was left there. After she went home, I had to use my Clarinet as a sex toy again because I was so horny.

Later in the week, Abigail talked to me again and this time told me that she had something to tell me that I might like to hear. She said, "So I tried it with my Flute last night."

I said impressed, "Really? How did it feel?"

She said, "It felt different, but I liked it."

I said, "I knew you would like it."

She said, "I might use my Clarinet one day, but I don't know how that would work."

I said, "You can take the reed off and use it that way."

She said, "Yeah, I could."

I asked, "Would it be weird if I watched you do it like you watched me?"

She said, "I don't know, I would be too nervous."

I said, "Don't worry, I won't laugh or anything."

She said, "I might let you watch me, but I'll have to think about it." 

Later that day, it was on a Friday, she called me wanting to come over. Her parents weren't home that night. I came over and she said that she would show me do it with her Flute, but I had to promise not to laugh. She put her Flute together and took off her clothes. I noticed when she took her panties off that she shaves down there, which a lot of girls do, but it's still interesting. She slowly started to put the mouthpiece end of her Flute inside her pussy and started moving it in and out. She would try to go deeper and deeper every time she would put it in. She started moaning and got faster and faster. Her Flute was so wet from being put in her pussy and it was turning me on pretty quickly. Suddenly, she was going really fast and then started cumming all over her Flute. She then got slower and just had the Flute sitting there in her pussy.

I said excited, "That was amazing!" 

She said, "It felt really good that time."

I said, "That was really hot. I wish I would have brought my Clarinet." I was really turned on from watching Abigail use her Flute.

She suggested, "Yeah we could have done it together."

I said, "You might think I'm weird, but I what if use your Clarinet as a sex toy as well."

She said, "Hmm... I don't know about that, but then again... I don't know." 

She didn't seem to sure about it, but all this was a lot to tell her at once. I said, "It would be pretty sexy."

She said, "Yeah it would. I'll think about it."

I said, "Ok." Later that night, she brought it up again.

She said, "So about using my Clarinet, I decided that I want to see you do it with my Clarinet." I was glad she brought it up again, because I really wanted to use it.

I said, "Awesome, where is it?"

She said, "I'll get it." She got her Clarinet and put it together then gave it to me and said "Be careful with it."

I assured her, "Of course I'll be careful." I then started to play her Clarinet for a little bit to warm it up. It felt a little different than mine. I took my pants and underwear off and was sitting there naked on her bed with her Clarinet. She was watching me closely as I put my penis inside the bell of her Clarinet. 

She asked, "How does it feel?"

I said, "It feels really good." I started moving her Clarinet up and down and my penis was making a little noise inside it. I got it really wet inside her Clarinet with my semen and I could see her face. She seemed surprised about what was going on. I asked, "Everything ok?"

She said, "Yeah, I just like to watch you." I started to get faster and faster with moving the bell of her Clarinet up and down and it was making a lot of noise with my penis inside her Clarinet. It felt really good and then finally I was cumming in her Clarinet and then started slowing down until I stopped. After that she asked, "How did it feel?"

I said, "It felt amazing."

She said, "I really liked watching you, I've never had anybody do this with my Clarinet before."

I said, "I wouldn't think so." I took my penis out and my cum started oozing out of her Clarinet. 

She said, "Wow that's a lot of sperm." Abigail doesn't say cum like I do.

I said, "Yeah." I cleaned my cum out of her Clarinet and gave it back to her. 

She said, "That was really hot."

Since that day, we would have meetings at each others' house. Sometimes she would bring her Flute over to my house and she would use her Flute as a sex toy while I used my Clarinet. If we were at her house, I would use her Clarinet as a sex toy and she would use either her Flute or sometimes my Clarinet if I had brought it over. The relationship I have with Abigail is very unique, but it is the best.

A Deep Dark Secret Ch. 02



Today is a very sad day. Abigail, my fetish partner, is going to be moving away at the end of this school year because one of her rich parents found a job somewhere else. So we will not be able to see each other, but we will keep in contact. Now, I know long distance relationships don't work out, but technically we aren't really dating. Contrarily to what everybody else thinks, we are not girlfriend and boyfriend. I mean, I've only kissed her one time, but that's about as far as I went... other than seeing her naked, but only so we could watch each other masturbate with the Clarinet and Flute.

Even though we were both not happy about the move, it really didn't have much effect on our little meetings. It was the same old her come over to my house to masturbate with her Flute and me with my Clarinet, as well as me go over to her house so I could masturbate with her Clarinet while she used her Flute or my Clarinet.

The night before she was going to leave, she requested me to do something. 

She said, "So this will be weird, but there's something I want you to do before I have to leave." 

I asked, "Really? What could it be?" At this point, I had no idea what she was going to say. 

She said, "Well, you have already used my Clarinet as a sex toy a bunch of times which I still get turned on every time I open my Clarinet case, but this time I want you to cum all over my Flute." I was actually surprised Abigail had said cum, usually she says sperm instead, but it seemed like she caught on to me saying the word.

I said, "I could do that, how about I use your Clarinet as a sex toy and then let my cum ooze all over your Flute?" 

She said excited, "I would like that." 

I said, "And I'll make sure to leave my cum in your Clarinet as well." 

She said, "Ok." So she went to get her Clarinet and put it together. I started to blow warm air in it like I always do and then stripped down until I was naked. I slid my penis inside the bell of her Clarinet and started moving it around. Abigail turns me on pretty fast when she is watching so it was already really wet inside her Clarinet after putting my penis in. I started to get faster and faster with moving the bell of her Clarinet up and down. Finally, I started cumming in her Clarinet. When I slowed down until I stopped, I put the mouthpiece of her Flute under me, but I got up and tilted her Clarinet down so that the mouthpiece of her Clarinet was facing the mouthpiece of her Flute. 

She asked surprised, "You're going to let your cum drip all the way down through my Clarinet?" 

I replied, "Yeah, and I'll make sure to clean out this hole (I was pointing to the one on the bottom under the register key where my cum drips out of all the time) so that it won't be clogged." My cum started oozing out of the mouthpiece of her Clarinet right on her Flute. Some of my cum even went inside the hole of her Flute where the mouthpiece is. 

She said, "This is so hot, are you going to let your cum dry inside my Clarinet?" 

I said, "Yeah. That way you can remember me when you see your Clarinet and your Flute." I waited to see if any more cum would ooze out, but it seemed like no more would. Her Flute had some cum on it, as well as in it. 

She said, "I so want to use my Flute now, but I don't want it to wipe off your cum." 

I said, "No worries, we can go to my house and you can use my Clarinet." So that's what we did. I left both her Flute and Clarinet on her bed so my cum would dry and we walked to my house. I put together my Clarinet without putting the reed on and gave it to her. She slowly started to put it in her pussy and little by little went deeper and deeper. She then got faster and faster while she moaned every time she would slide my Clarinet inside her. Then she started cumming all over my Clarinet and got slower until she stopped. My Clarinet was covered in her cum and when she took it out, some of her cum got on my bed. 

I said, "I'm going to let your cum dry on my Clarinet as well so I can remember you." So I put my Clarinet on my chair in my office and we went back to her house. 

Some of my cum on her Flute was dried, but her Clarinet still had a little wet cum in it. At the end of the night, we put both her Clarinet and Flute back in their cases and I told her that we'll check it tomorrow when I come back to help her move. 

That sad day when she did move, she requested me to do something else before she left. She said, "So I was thinking last night, but I really don't know how you would feel if I ask you this." 

I said confused, "Well you can ask me anything."

She said, "Well... I know we masturbate while watching each other, but I think... I want you to be my first, if you know what I mean." 

I said, "Wow! I like that idea." 

She said, "Really? I figured you would be disturbed by it." 

I said, "No, silly, of course not." 

She said, "Well, all the nervousness has got me turned on." 

I said, "I'm turned on now that you asked me." 

So we started taking our clothes off and we were both naked on her bed. She said, "I like how turned on you are, I'm just so nervous, I have never done this before." 

I said, "I'm a little nervous too." She knew I had never had sex before. 

I got on top of her and started to kiss her. Then we started to make out. She said, "This is so amazing, I'm glad you will be my first." 

I said, "Oh you'll really be glad once I'm inside you." 

She said excited, "I like that." 

I slowly started to put my penis inside her pussy. She was so wet and her pussy felt warm. It felt different than my Clarinet. She made a little noise when I went all the way inside her. 

I asked, "Are you ok?"

She responded, "Yeah, I just like how big you are."

I said smiling, "I know." 

I started moving in and out a little bit while she started moaning a little bit. I got a little faster and went even deeper inside her. It felt so good that I didn't want to stop. Suddenly I was close to climax and then upon getting a little faster I started cumming inside her. I then got slower until I stopped and put my penis as far as it would go inside her. I couldn't move because it felt so good. Then I got up and took my penis out of her. 

She said out breath and astonished, "Wow! That was amazing."

I said, "Yes, that really was amazing." 

She said, "I have never orgasm like that before." 

I said, "Me either." My cum was oozing out of her pussy onto her bed.

We put our clothes back on and I started to help her with moving again. I kept thinking about the sex we just had, and while I really liked how it felt, to me it was a different feeling. Like I wouldn't give up the sexual experience I have with my Clarinet just too only have sex. I would want both, but I wanted to know how she thought about it. 

I said, "So which do you like better, having sex or using your Flute and Clarinet?" 

She said, "Well the sex was definitely amazing, no joke there, but even if we were having sex regularly, I would still use my Clarinet and Flute from time to time." 

I said, "Well I'm glad you said that because that's how I would feel. I would never want to give up using my Clarinet as a sex toy."

About 2 hours before she left, things got crazy. We tried everything both of us could think of to keep her from moving away. But, in the end it didn't work out because we both didn't have a job and there would have been no way for that to work with the limited time we had to work with. So, in the end, she moved, but we still keep in contact. 

***

After Abigail left, I pretty much just started keeping to myself. I had started college in the fall and I really didn't have a best friend except for Abigail. People knew me, but they didn't know much about me. Abigail and I still are not boyfriend and girlfriend, we never were in the past and that's always worked out. We still do keep in contact which is always a good sign because there are some days I don't know what I would do without her. One of the things that Abigail's rich parents bought her for her graduation was a new Flute. The funny thing is that because her old Flute still has my cum in it, she doesn't want to use the new Flute. She offered to send it to me, but she said she will tell her parents that she's using the new one. I told her she didn't have to, but she insisted, so now I have her new Flute. She told me to think of it as her present to me. To my surprise, when I got it, I found out that she had used it as a sex toy.

Over the summer, my mom got married to this guy who has a daughter, so now I have a step-sister. Now my step sister, Mallory, is in band as well and she plays English horn. Both my step-sister and mom's new husband moved down to where my mom and I live now. They just wanted out of their own town, which I can't really blame them. They went through a lot of bad times there. Mallory is 18, like me, but is actually a little bit younger than me. Our birthdays' are only two months apart though. She started school late so she is a senior this year.

I would say that Mallory is only a little shorter than Abigail, but not by much. Mallory's hair is definitely shorter than Abigail's, but it's also a different color. Abigail's hair is brown and is long enough to reach her elbow; Mallory's hair is blond and only goes down half way between her shoulder and her elbow. Mallory wears a lot makeup all the time, even when she isn't going anywhere, sometimes I wonder if she wears it to bed, but I doubt it. Abigail doesn't wear as much makeup and only will put some on if she is going somewhere.

When I first saw Mallory's English horn, I never really thought of how sexy an English horn looks, but this instrument can sometimes turn me on. The bell of the English horn looks unique, something I never seen before and because of the fetish I have with woodwind instruments, I wondered how it would feel to use an English horn as a sex toy.

Well after much waiting, one day Mallory was gone, but I noticed when I walked by her room that she had left her English horn laying on her bed. I knew she was playing it just a few minutes ago, but now I was in the house alone. At first, I wanted to go get her English horn, but I kept thinking that it wouldn't be a good idea. Finally, I just went for it and picked up her English horn, then took it to my room. It felt a little heavier than my Clarinet and I started blowing warm air inside it. I didn't know how to play her English horn so I didn't know the fingering. Her English horn was still warm from when she had been practicing it and the whole situation was just turning me on. I had to be quick though. I took off my pants and underwear and started to slide my penis inside her English horn. It felt so warm inside, but was a different feeling than my Clarinet. I started to move the bell of her English horn up and down. The bell of her English horn made a perfect fit around my penis. I got faster and faster until I started cumming inside her English horn. 

I just sat there for a moment with my penis still in her English horn, then all of the sudden I heard a door slam. I got really scared that I quickly, even while still without pants and underwear, rushed to put her English horn back in her room where she had it and then ran back to my room. I put all my clothes back on, but as soon as my step-sister came into her room, I remembered that I forgot to clean out all my cum that was inside her English horn. I thought for sure that she would notice, but to my surprise, she didn't. 

Later that night, I went to check on Mallory and she was sleeping. One thing I learned is that normally when she sleeps, there's no waking her up, so I quietly grabbed her English horn case and went back to my room. I opened it up, only to find out that my cum had dried inside her English horn. I knew then that she didn't even notice, so I put her English horn back in the case and put it back in her room. 

After that day, I would sometimes use her English horn as a sex toy. It wasn't a normal routine like with my Clarinet, just whenever she was gone long enough for me to get a hold of it. 

Near the end of the semester, I was telling Abigail about school and everything like we normally done and she said that she had to go, but wanted to do something sexy tonight. This means that we'll see each other on webcam use our instruments as sex toys. I never told her about what I did with Mallory's English horn, though Abigail knows that Mallory is in band. I don't think I could ever tell Abigail my sexual experience with my Mallory's English horn; just the fear of what she will think is what I'm afraid of. So anyways, hearing about what Abigail and I were going to do turned me on, so I got out my Clarinet and Flute which still had some of Abigail's cum in it and got out some balloons.

I blew up 2 balloons and when trying to get everything setup, I heard someone come into the house. That's when I remembered I had told this girl, named Katy, to come by my house to get some things for the project that we are working on. So I was going to just hide the balloons and my instruments and then get what she needed. The only thing I could think of for the balloons was to hide them under the covers and pillows. 

She then came to my door and said, "What are you doing?" 

I said, "Nothing."

She said looking around, "Ok then." She then sat on my bed. I had hoped that she wouldn't notice anything out of the ordinary, but I was wrong. She said, "What's this on your bed?" She then uncovered the balloons. She said, "Balloons? I like balloons!" She then grabbed the first one which was red. She said, "So you like balloons huh?" 

I said, "I didn't know those were there." 

She asked, "How does that work?" She then started playing with the balloon, but quickly uncovered the balloons that weren't blown up. She said, "Looks like I found somebody's dirty little secret." 

I said, "Ok, I'll admit it, I like balloons, it's not that bad." 

She said, "Nope, not bad at all." 

I said pointing at her, "But don't tell anyone." 

She said, "I don't tell secrets." She then got one of the balloons that was not blown up which was a yellow one and then started blowing it up. She blew it up pretty big and then tied it. She said, "You like watching me blow it up?"

I said, "Yeah."

She said, "I figured you would, so what do you do with these balloons?" 

I said, "Oh you know, the same thing you would do." 

She said, "So you hid them for nothing? I know it's got to be something else." I knew this was going nowhere quickly so I had to tell her.

I said, "Well... I like to lay on them naked."

She said, "Wow, that sounds hot, does it make you cum?" 

I said, "Sometimes." 

She asked, "Did you lay on these naked?"

I said, "No." She then got both the yellow and red one and started squeezing them a little bit. 

She said, "So am I turning you on?"

I said, "Maybe."

She said, "So if I wasn't here right now, what would you do with these balloons?" 

I said, "Well I would blow up 3 more, tie them together, and then lay on them." 

She said, "Really? Would you be naked?" 

I said, "Sometimes." 

She said, "So show me." I got on the bed and then took my pants and shirt off. Once I got my pants off, she said, "Wow, looks like somebody is already wet and hard." 

I said, "Yeah." I then blew up another balloon which was green and I accidentally got some semen on it.

She said, "Wow, you must be really turned on. What if I do this?" She then started taking her shirt and bra off and started pushing the red balloon on her boobs. 

I said, "I like that."

She said, "I bet." I then blew up another balloon which was white and started tying the balloons together. I then blew up the last balloon which was purple and tied it on as well. She asked, "So where do you keep all these balloons?" 

I said, "In a safe in my office." 

She said, "Really now, let me see." She then got up and went to my office, but then I remembered I had my Clarinet and Flute in there. So, she quickly saw it there. She said, "You were practicing your Clarinet?" 

I said, "Yeah." 

She said, "But you have both your Clarinet and Flute out and they are just sitting there, and I didn't know you played Flute." Katy used to be in band and played Flute, but for some reason decided to quit.

I said, "Yeah, it's something I play only at home, but I normally keep my instruments there." 

She said, "I've been here before and didn't see them and it's a little suspicious that you have both of your instruments out, plus you have balloons out as well. So, I'm guessing since you do something sexy with the balloons, you probably do something sexy with these instruments."

I thought she may have seen Abigail's cum on my Flute and thought it was mine. It was starting to turn me on getting caught by Katy. I said, "Well, long story short, I like to use my Clarinet as a sex toy." 

She said, "Wow, I would never have guessed."

I said, "Yeah, I don't tell anybody." I seriously didn't think Katy would say anything to anybody though.

She said, "I know, but how do you have sex with it?" 

I said, "Let me show you." I took my Clarinet and pulled my underwear down and then slid my penis into my Clarinet. I started moving it up and down a little bit and said, "So I just get it wet and start moving it up and down until I cum."

She said, "Wow, that's really hot."

I said, "Really?" I wanted to know what she would say next.

She said, "Yeah, you are turning me on." I then took my penis out of my Clarinet and then put my Clarinet and Flute on my bed. She said, "So what about the flute? How do you use that?" 

I said, "I just rub it on my penis."

She said, "Wow, have you cum on your Flute before?"

I said, "Yeah." I had only done that once, just to try it.

She said, "That's sexy." She then started taking her pants off and said, "I want to play with you while you do your thing." She saw my balloons and then got some and said, "You sure do have a lot of balloons." 

I said, "I always keep a lot of them saved." She starting blowing up the balloons and tying them together just like I did. 

She said, "These balloons sure do make a lot of noise." 

I said, "Well they make even more noise when I do this." I then sat on a balloon and it popped. 

She said, "Wow that was loud."

I said, "Yeah, I like to sit and lay on them." 

She said, "We should do it together." Then she started laying on hers while I laid on mine and we both popped all our balloons. 

She said, "Did you cum yet?"

I said, "Not yet, that's what my Clarinet is for." I then got my Clarinet and started sliding my penis into my Clarinet. I got it nice and wet inside it. 

She then got my Flute and said, "This will really turn you on." She then put my Flute inside her pussy. 

I said, "It does." I then started moving the bell of my Clarinet up and down while she was sliding my Flute in and out of her. She started moaning and I was getting faster and faster until I was cumming really hard inside my Clarinet. She, then, started cumming all over my Flute. We both got slower and I just sat there with my penis inside my Clarinet, while she took my Flute out of her pussy. When she put it on my bed, I then pulled my penis out of my Clarinet and cum started oozing out of it. 

She said, "I like that!" 

I said, "I figured you would." 

I never did get her the stuff she needed for the project to tell you the truth. She had to go after all that and I kept thinking about it the rest of the day.

***

Today, Katy came over to my house again. Katy used to go to my high school, but is now at the same college as I'm at now. At first we started to work on the project, but things got out of control. She said, "So, I have an idea. I want you to teach me how to play your Clarinet. Were you still first chair in high school when I left band?" 




A Deep Dark Secret Ch. 02



I said, "Yeah, and I'll teach you." 

She said, "I want to learn from the best." So I put my Clarinet together. She said, "I want to make it interesting though, let's both get naked and you teach me how to play your Clarinet."

I said, "That sounds sexy." I could just imagine it right now doing that with her. So we both stripped until we were naked. She sat on my bed while I was behind her. I showed her how to hold and play my Clarinet and then I had her blow into it to play a sound. I showed her a few notes and then she held my Clarinet and attempted to play them. 

She said, "You're so good at the Clarinet, I could never be as good as you." 

I said, "Yes you can, you just have to practice." 

She said, "Well, I know what would be more exciting. You should show me your hard cock inside your Clarinet again." 

I said, "Really now, I like that." 

So I took my Clarinet and started to slide my penis in the bell of my Clarinet and moved it up and down a little bit. 

She said, "I want to do something different." So she grabbed my Clarinet and put the mouthpiece in her mouth while my penis was still in my Clarinet. 

I said, "Wow, this will be interesting." 

She said, "Oh yeah!" She started blowing warm air inside my Clarinet and started to move it up and down. It started to make some noise and she said, "I can tell somebody's turned on." 

I said, "Yeah." She then started to pull on my Clarinet and my penis came out of it. It had semen stringed from my Clarinet to my penis. She then to my surprise put my penis in her mouth and laid down my Clarinet on the bed. She started to give me a blow job and licking my penis. She almost got me to orgasm with her sucking on it, but then she took my penis out of her mouth. She got on top of me, but I knew where this was going. 

I suddenly started to get scared and was nervous to tell her that I didn't want to have sex with her, but I had to say something. She started to pick up my penis to put it inside her, but I said, "Now now, that's way too naughty."

She said, "Really? I think it's hot."

I said, "Oh I know, but seriously, we are going too fast."

She begged, "Oh come on, you know you want to."

I said, "I do, but not at this point."

She said, "Why? What's the issue? Are you a virgin?" She acted like she had me all figured it, but in this case, she was so wrong.

I said, "No, but that's kind of why I don't want to do it." 

She said, "Let me guess, you have a girlfriend?"I actually thought of Abigail when she said this even though she's not officially my girlfriend.

I said, "No, but in a way, there is a girl who I like."

She asked, "But it's not me?" 

I said, "I like how you do some stuff we do."

She said, "Really? So what's the issue, you don't have a girlfriend, so I don't understand."

I said, "I just think it's going too fast, we only started doing all this since yesterday."

She said, "I know, but I'm so turned on."

I said, "I know, but we can do other stuff for right now." 

She said, "Well if you won't have sex with me, at least finger me."

I said, "Ok, I can do that."

So I started to finger her, I put 2 fingers in her pussy and started fingering this one spot. The faster I got the more she started moaning. Suddenly she was getting really loud and then started cumming all over my bed. I then got slower and finally took me fingers out. She had cum a lot during all that. She said, "That was amazing." 

I said, "But was it more amazing then when you used the Flute." 

She said, "I would say it was the same, I'm not really into all of the stuff that you're into to tell you the truth." She paused to see how I would react, but to her surprise, I didn't make it obvious. She said, "But I think it's hot that you are."

I said, "Well I'm still turned on, you want to continue doing what we were doing with my Clarinet."

She said, "Sure, but I hope one day you'll have sex with me, you're like the only guy I would have ever done it with." I was thinking, well dang, you could have fooled me. I had figured she would have done this kind of stuff with other guys considering how curious and adventurous as she is. 

I said, "Wow, really?" 

She said, "Yep, I really want to have sex." 

I said, "Maybe one day, but we'll see." She then picked up my Clarinet and made it so that my penis would go inside the bell of my Clarinet. She started to blow warm air in it again and moving it up and down. I said, "That feels good, keep going." 

She asked, "Am I doing it right?" 

I said, "It's perfect." She started getting a little faster and continued to blow some more warm air in my Clarinet. Suddenly I was cumming really hard in my Clarinet. She knew I had started cumming so she slowed down until she stopped. 

She said, "Feel good?"

I said, "Yeah, that was awesome." 

She then said, "Let's see how much cum you got it there." She pulled on my Clarinet and when my penis came out, cum started oozing out of my Clarinet. She said, "I like seeing that, too bad it could not have been in me."

I said, "Don't worry; we'll do it one day." 

After that, we both put our clothes on and started to work on the project some more. When she left, I started to think more about what happened. I actually feel guilty at this point because I really don't want to have sex with Katy to tell you the truth. I feel like I'm cheating on Abigail even though we are not going out and I don't think I could ever tell her about this. In fact, I don't plan on telling her. Maybe one day in the far future, but then again, maybe not even then. It will just be my little secret that only Katy and I will keep.



A Deep Dark Secret Ch. 03



Things with Katy aren't going anywhere. Ever since that whole incident, I pretty much stopped bringing up the whole fetish thing and I think she's pretty much over me as well. It's just something I want to forget altogether.

It's almost Christmas break and I really want Abigail to spend it with me. She wasn't able to be here during my birthday which she was sad about, but I told her it was ok. There's a good possibility she may come down because it's not like either of us will be doing anything during that time, except on Christmas Day. Abigail hasn't gone to college yet, so school isn't stopping her from coming down, but instead she was looking for a job. 

So when I got home, I started talking to Abigail over the phone. Well to my surprise one of her friend's apparently told her about Katy. She said, "You just had to pick a slutty girl, didn't you?" 

I said, "I just picked whoever." 

She said, "Well that's ok, it's not like you did anything with her." I didn't say anything to that. Abigail then said, "Am I right? You really didn't do... anything with her?" I really didn't want to lie to Abigail, but I didn't really want to tell her the truth either, so I tried my best to tell her the truth, yet try to make it funny. 

I said sarcastically, "No, of course not." 

She said loudly, "Are you serious? So what? You had sex with her?"

I said, "No, no, nothing like that." 

She said, "So what? What did you two do together?" 

I said, "Well... You know what we do?" 

She said, "Are you kidding me? Why would you tell that slut about all that?"

I said, "Don't worry, I didn't say you did any of my fetishes, she only knows that I do them." 

She said, "I don't care, I thought this was our thing, why did you go and bring another girl into it." 

I said, "I didn't mean for it to happen, she kind of walked in on it." 

She said, "So here's what you should of done, lie. I cannot believe you told that slut about your fetish. I thought I was the special one, but I guess I was wrong."

I said, "Please don't be mad at me, I'm sorry, you really are special. I promise." 

She said, "Whatever, I really don't want to hear it, you really have hurt me. I never had a guy hurt me before, so I guess you have to be the first." 

As much as I hate to admit it, Abigail is right. I mean I know we are not dating yet, but still, Abigail is special and I truly wanted the fetish to only be between us. I mean she is the only girl I ever met that really appreciates it.

I said, "I truly am sorry, you are right, I really did want this to be just between us." 

She said, "Right... so tell me, what all did you do anyways?" 

I said, "I want to tell you, but I don't want you to get mad." 

She said, "Too late for that, just tell me what ya'll did; I don't want to go cry on my bed thinking of all the stuff ya'll could of done." She started crying a little bit from what I could tell, but she was trying really hard to hide it.

I said, "Well, she knows what I do with my Clarinet and about the balloons."

She said, "Well did you show her too?" 

I said, "Yeah, we did it together, even with the balloons. She pretty much copied me." 

She said, "Anything else?"

I said, "She almost tried to give me blowjob and she made me cum with my Clarinet by moving it up and down for me and blowing warm air in it. Also, I fingered her." 

She said, "Is that all? You didn't kiss her too?"

I said, "Actually no, that didn't happen." 

She said, "Wow, I don't know how you manage to not do that, but at least you didn't have sex with her." 

I said, "Yeah, I couldn't do that. All I thought about was you and that's what stopped me." I thought things were going to turn again at this point, but I was wrong, because I missed one little point.

She said, "So wait, you said she copied you? So you're saying she did what you did at the same time?" 

I said, "Yeah." 

She said, "So if you were using your Clarinet, what was she using?"

I said, "Umm... the Flute." 

She said, "I cannot believe this. I gave you my new Flute that I used as a sex toy as a present for you. I didn't do that so you could go find another girl to use the same Flute. This whole situation is ridiculous. I cannot believe you get me so addicted to YOUR fetish and then go back and hurt me with it. I don't understand how you persuaded me to like your fetish in the first place and I don't know how you got me to love you. I can't take this anymore. I have... (started crying) to go."

I felt terrible. I just couldn't stand the thought of how much I hurt Abigail. Later that night she did call me back. She said, "I just want you to know that I've been crying for the past 3 hours. Are you happy now? Is this what you wanted?" 

I said, "No Abigail, I never wanted to hurt you, I feel terrible about all this." 

She said, "Well you should. I want you to know that I'm very hurt at what you did, but you better be glad you didn't have sex with that slut, otherwise, it would have been permanently over." 

I said, "I know, I'm glad that never happened." 

She said, "I realize that we aren't together like we used to be, but I wanted to stay with you and I know, or least hope, that you would want to do the same as well." 

I said, "I do, you are the only special girl for me."

She said, "Then why would you do this, if I'm so 'special', why did you hurt me like you did?" 

I said, "I don't know, I just missed you being here and I got carried away, but I realized after that, it was a bad decision. That girl didn't even appreciate my fetish; she only used it to attempt to get what she wanted." 

She said, "What did you expect? She's a slut!" 

I said, "I realize that, but the fact that she doesn't appreciate it is what really made me not like her like I do you. I guess the other thing was that we weren't going out and that also didn't make it any better." 

She said, "I don't know what you want me to say to that really. Our relationship is not normal by any means and I thought you understood that."

I said, "I do, but sometimes I try to figure out what's right for me and you and sometimes if I don't know, I attempt to copy what everyone else does." I was trying to make it sound as accurate as possible, but sometimes I don't do a good job at explaining my feelings. 

She said, "I know what you are trying to say, but you have to realize that this relationship was not normal to start off with. It's never going to be normal and I'm perfectly fine with that, but you need to understand the same thing as well for this to work." 

I said, "I understand." 

She said, "Good, do you want to actually be girlfriend and boyfriend and make it official?" 

I said, "Yes, of course I do." 

She said, "Ok then. So now we are a normal couple by what everyone thinks, but I don't want anything to change between what we normally do." 

I said, "Me either." 

She said, "By the way, you are cleaning my Flute out and you better make sure to get all of that slut's cum out." 

I said, "I will. I will make sure that your Flute shines and is perfectly clean." 

She said, "You better. So, before I get all calmed down, do you have anything else that you haven't told me yet that I should know?" 

I said, "Well yes, but I promise, it's not anywhere near as bad as the last one." 

She sighed and asked, "What?"

I said, "You know Mallory's English horn." 

She said not surprised, "I knew it, you just can't resist yourself."

I said, "But Mallory doesn't know and I actually left some of my cum in there on accident and she never noticed." 

She asked, "How did you leave it in there on accident?"

I said, "Well, when I first did it with her English horn, after I got done, she came back home and I had to rush to put it back."

She laughed a little bit and said, "Wow, your step sister has no idea what we do." 

I said, "I know, but yeah, I was surprised she didn't find my cum in her English horn, I figured for sure that she would." 

She said, "Maybe she didn't know what it was, I mean come on, this is your step-sister we are talking about." 

I said, "No really, she would have said something." 

She said, "I don't know now. So did that slut learn about your new experience with Mallory's English horn?" 

I said, "No, I never told her anything about that."

She said, "Good, at least that's something else I know that she doesn't." She paused for a couple of seconds and asked, "So anything else?" 

I said, "That's about it." 

She said, "I never want you to hide something like that again from me, I'm still a little mad about what you did." 

I said, "I promise, I will not hide anything else from you and I will never do that to you again." 

***

Good news, Abigail is going to be moving in with me in January, so no more long distance relationship. Her parents finally agreed to it and technically they don't have much say in what Abigail does anymore. Abigail doesn't like to disobey her parents, even though she is old enough to not listen to them. I'm glad that we are officially going out, but I don't know if that changed how she feels about me. Things between us haven't been the same so either she's still mad about the other girl or maybe she really is just looking for a normal relationship without fetishes.

I've had to do my fetishes alone because Abigail always turns me down when suggesting them to her. I even tried to suggest just normal masturbation, but that got nowhere. Now that she's coming to my house though, I hope to change it back to the way it was. 

When Abigail arrived, I noticed that she brought her Clarinet and Flute. The fact that she even brought it means that she probably isn't looking for just a normal relationship and it could also possibly mean that she's been using them as a sex toy without telling me. For all I know she could have been doing it behind my back and didn't want to tell me because of what I did, but I will find out the real truth.

Later that evening, I said, "So I see you brought your Clarinet and Flute." 

She said, "That I did." 

I said, "You plan on practicing them while you are here."

She said, "Maybe." 

I said, "Anything else?" 

She said, "I don't know, depends on how I feel. Just so you know I have used my Clarinet as a sex toy a couple of times, but not as much as I used to." 

I said, "Really? I had no idea." 

She said, "Yeah, so where is my new Flute." 

I said, "It's over here." I got up to go get her new Flute which was now all clean. I gave her the case and she opened it up. 

She said, "Well you did a pretty good job of cleaning it." 

I said, "I know. I told you I would." 

She said, "I know, I just wanted to see." She closed the case and gave it back to me. She said, "I'm going to start calling this your Flute, I gave it to you as a present, so I'm going to try to start saying it's your Flute from now on." 

I said, "Ok." I put my now new Flute back where it was. 

Late at night is when Abigail brought up the thing about the English horn. She said, "So, what time does Mallory go to sleep?"

I said, "She's probably already sleeping." 

She said, "Hmm... so you should show me the thing you do with her English horn." 

I said, "I can go get it if you want to see." 

She said, "I would like that." So I went to check if Mallory was asleep and as soon as I knew she was, I grabbed her English horn and brought it back to my room. I opened the case and put Mallory's English horn together. Abigail said, "I want to hold it, I never played English horn before." 

I said, "Sure." So I gave her Mallory's English horn. 

She said, "So have you figured out how to play it yet?" 

I said, "I looked up online and have figured it out a little bit." 

She said, "This is way different than the Clarinet or Flute."

I said, "Yeah." 

She said, "Show me how to play a note." I showed her what keys to press and even played the note for her just to show her. Then she did the same thing, but you could tell she would need practice. She said, "Well I guess I'll have to work on how to play it some more."

I said, "That was good, don't worry, I wasn't the best at first either and I can bet Mallory wasn't as well."

She said, "Still, but now I want to watch you do your thing." So I took back the English horn and put it on my bed. I started to strip down naked while sitting on my bed. I picked up Mallory's English horn and slid my penis inside the bell of her English horn. I went in and out a couple of times to make it wet in there.

I said, "You want to get my Clarinet and do it with me."

She said, "I'm good, I just want to watch for right now."

I said, "Ok. It's really wet in her English horn."

She said, "I like that, does it feel good?" 

I said, "Yeah, it feels amazing." I then started to move the bell of Mallory's English horn up and down. I got a little bit faster and it was feeling so good that I couldn't stop. Suddenly I reached orgasm and started cumming inside her English horn. I then got slower until I stopped and kept my penis in her English horn. I then, pulled out my penis and cum started to ooze out of Mallory's English horn.

Abigail said, "I can't take it anymore, get your Clarinet." She started to put her fingers in her panties and finger herself while I put my Clarinet together. I gave her my Clarinet and she pulled her pants and panties down. She was really wet and her panties were almost soaked. She put my Clarinet inside her wet pussy. It was so wet that she could slide my Clarinet as deep as it goes without any trouble. She even moaned when she went that deep. She started to get faster and faster while moaning louder and louder until finally she started cumming all over my Clarinet. She got slower until she stopped and just left my Clarinet deep inside her pussy. I could tell that she didn't want to move because it felt so good. She then started to slide my Clarinet back out and looked at my Clarinet. 

She said, "I really had a good orgasm that time. I love when you watch me."

I said, "I liked watching you go really deep with my Clarinet."

She said, "I was really wet because I didn't have to keep going deeper like I usually do." 

I said, "I know, it was awesome, I hope I can get you that wet again." 

She said, "I'm sure you will."

I was glad that things were started to get back to the way they were. After that, we did have a couple of more times where I would use her Clarinet as a sex toy and she would use mine. I even took Mallory's English horn a couple more times so that Abigail could have a practice section while I use it as a sex toy. She seemed pretty interested in Mallory's English horn.

***

Mallory all of the sudden wants us to pick her up from school. She said that she was getting tired of riding the bus, but doesn't want to walk home from school. We really don't have a big town so I'm not sure what the big deal is, but I guess I could understand since Mallory hasn't been here very long. When we did get to the school to pick up Mallory, everybody was surprised to see Abigail and word got around pretty quick about us being together and how she is staying with me.

Abigail and I came up with this idea about something we could do together though the idea seems a little strange. We came up with an idea about using other senior's musical instruments as sex toys without them even knowing. The idea itself turns me on just thinking about it, but I was surprised Abigail was ok with it. The reason why she is ok about it is because we'll be doing it together even when the musical instrument will belong to a girl. At first, we didn't want to try it for fear of getting in trouble or someone finding out, but that slowly changed.

One night, we had planned out how to do this. There is this girl, named Rosa, who Abigail didn't get along with because she is mean. Abigail knows that I think she's a little pretty, not pretty enough to do anything with, just pretty. Even with that information, Abigail wanted to grab her Clarinet and take it home so we could have some fun. Rosa normally leaves her Clarinet in the band room, so it would be pretty easy to take. It was a Thursday night when we planned all this out. The plan was for her to go to the back where everybody keeps their instruments when we came to pick up Mallory, grab Rosa's Clarinet and then we all would go home. I would be looking out for anybody, but it would just seem like I was just waiting on Mallory.

Friday afternoon, we went to the band room, only 2 people were in the band room hanging out. Abigail went to the back to get Rosa's Clarinet. It felt like forever because I was so scared of the situation. Abigail finally came out and I asked, "Were you able to get it?" 

She said, "Yep. I got it hidden and nobody was even back there." 

I said, "Well that's good that makes everything easier." Once Mallory finally got done with whatever she was doing, we started walking home. Once we got home, Abigail wanted to look at Rosa's Clarinet. When she opened the case, she said, "Wow, this case is pretty organized and clean." 

I said, "Yeah, and soon her Clarinet will have my cum in it and she will never figure it out." 

She said, "I know, it turns me on just thinking about it. You should put it together and start blowing warm air in it." 

I said, "Ok." I started to put Rosa's Clarinet together and blew some warm air in it. Her Clarinet was pretty to look at and I was starting to get turned on a little bit. 

Abigail said, "It starting to turn me on thinking what you're about to do with her Clarinet." 

I said, "I'm getting turned on a little bit as well." 

She said, "You want to get naked and use her Clarinet as your sex toy." 

I said, "I could do that." I took all of my clothes off and was naked with Rosa's Clarinet while Abigail watched. I started to slide my hard penis inside the bell of Rosa's Clarinet and moved it up and down to make it wet inside there. It took me a little bit, but I got it really wet inside her Clarinet. When I started to move the bell of her Clarinet up and down it started making noise. 

Abigail said, "This is so hot." I got faster and faster until I started cumming in Rosa's Clarinet. I then slowed down until I stopped, but left my penis inside her Clarinet. When I took it out, my cum started oozing out of her Clarinet. Abigail said, "You should leave some cum in her Clarinet that would be really sexy." 

I said, "I will try, I'm just going to wipe off the outside of the bell and that should be good enough." I wiped off the outside of Rosa's Clarinet where I had cum on and left the inside untouched. My cum was all on the inside of the bell her Clarinet as well as some of the lower section. I put her Clarinet back in the case and said, "We'll check it before we have to put it back to make sure she won't notice anybody touching it." 

Sunday night, we checked Rosa's Clarinet again and my cum was dried on the inside of the bell and the lower section. It looked like mine and Abigail's Clarinet does right now. Abigail said, "It looks like you cummed in it, but that girl is never going to figure that out." We wiped off the outside of her Clarinet so that her Clarinet looked shiny on the outside. 

Monday morning, we walked Mallory to school. The plan was to walk Mallory to the front door, but once she was there, instead of walking back home we went in the back of the band room again to put Rosa's Clarinet back. I stood as a lookout to make sure nobody would go where Abigail was and it pretty much was like it was when I was going to school there. Nobody really went to the band room in the morning for some reason. Once Abigail got done, we went back home.



A Deep Dark Secret Ch. 04



Abigail wanted to see me use another musical instrument as a sex toy. This time it's the Oboe. I'm not sure how well that would work out since the Oboe has a smaller bell than the Clarinet has, so I don't know how I would fit my penis inside that instrument.

Trying to get this instrument would be tricky. This girl, named Lorrie, is the only girl in band class who plays Oboe and she never seems to leave her instrument in the band room. Abigail and I used to watch her carry it between classes when we were going to that school. We had no idea how we would be able to get her Oboe. One day when waiting for Mallory, Abigail decided to peak in the back where all the instruments are to see if Lorrie's Oboe was back there, but it wasn't.

We got back to my house and Mallory left to go to a friend's house, I said right before she left, "Why didn't you just have your friend pick you up from school?"

She said, "I don't know, she just let me know she was coming to get me." 

I said, "Well ok. Have fun."

Abigail was so turned on by the situation with Lorrie's Oboe that she wanted to use her Flute. I suggested to her that she should use my Flute instead. She said, "Ok, I guess I can since you did such a good job cleaning it." 

I said, "Yay!" and I went to get my Flute. I gave her my Flute and she opened the case. 

She said, "Why don't you go get Mallory's English horn since she is at a friend's house again today." 

I said, "Good idea, I haven't used her English horn in a while." 

Abigail said, "I know!" So I went to Mallory's room and got her English horn. I walked back to my room to put her English horn together.

Abigail had already taken her clothes off, had my Flute put together, and had it sitting in her pussy when I came back in. I could tell she was ready and it was a nice surprise to find. I said, "Wow, somebody's really turned on." 

She said, "Yeah, I thought I would surprise you." 

I said, "You did a good job." I put Mallory's English horn together and took all my clothes off. I put my penis in the bell of her English horn and made it wet in there. 

Abigail said, "Is it really wet in there?" 

I said, "Yeah. See." I started to move the bell of Mallory's English horn up and down and it made some noise.

Abigail said, "I like the sound of that." 

I said, "Me too." I then started to get faster and Abigail started moving my Flute in and out of her faster and suddenly both of us could not help it and finally she started cumming all over my Flute while I was cumming in Mallory's English horn. We both slowed down until we stopped and I was just sitting there with my penis still in Mallory's English horn while Abigail still had my Flute in her pussy. We both let each other see all the cum that we made when I took my penis out of Mallory's English horn and when Abigail took my Flute out of her pussy. I said, "You should keep your cum on my Flute again. That was pretty hot the last time."

She said, "I knew you would like that." Some more cum oozed out of Mallory's English horn and I cleaned any remaining cum out. We both put our clothes back on and while Abigail went to put my Flute back in the case, I went to put Mallory's English horn back. 

I walked in Mallory's room, put her English horn back where it was, but as soon as I started to leave, I heard, "What are you doing?" from Mallory. I thought, snap, I just got caught and I also thought that it sure was a short visit to her friend's house. 

I said, "Nothing." I was starting to just act normal just to see what she would say next.

She asked, "Why were you messing with my English horn?" 

I said, "No reason." 

She said, "If you want to play my English horn you can. I don't mind." 

I said, "Yeah, I just wanted to learn how to play it." 

She said, "You know you could have just asked; you don't have to be so secretive." I thought, if only you knew what I do. 

I said, "Ok, well, can I play it while you're not using it?" 

She said, "Of course. I like that you want to play the same instrument as me." 

I asked, "So where do you keep your beginner's book?" 

She said, "Right here, but make sure to take care of my instrument, ok?" 

I thought, oh I'll take care of it alright; it gets a lot of action, but I really do take care of her English horn and I know she does too. I said, "You know I will."

When I got back to my room, Abigail said, "She found out, didn't she?" 

I said, "Yeah, but she's not mad and she said I could use it anytime she's not using it." 

Abigail said, "Well that's good, if only she knew what you really use her English horn for, she wouldn't be so quick to say that." 

I said, "Yeah, well, she doesn't need to know all that." 

***

Abigail had checked about 3 more times to see if Lorrie left her Oboe in the band room, but it wasn't there. I'm started to think that we might have to give up on that one, the only way we'll get that Oboe is to take it from her. So, now that Mallory knows that I'm interested in playing her English horn, she has been hanging around us more because she really wants me to learn how to play it. Don't get me wrong, I want to learn how to play the English horn; I just don't want Mallory around all the time. 

Mallory keeps asking us stupid questions. She once asked Abigail if we did it. I was like, are you kidding me? Abigail lied about that of course. Mallory doesn't need to know all that. For some reason, she asks Abigail all the personal questions, probably because Abigail gives her an answer, it may not be the right answer, but it's better than what I do. I usually am just like, you don't need to know. 

I don't really get to use Mallory's English horn as a sex toy any more than what I was doing before. She has started to become a little bit more protective over her English horn now than what she was. She knows I take good care of it; she's just crazy like that. It also seems like she is home more often now as well, but maybe that's just because she's almost always hanging around us.

This went on for about a month until Mallory finally got tired of not hanging around her friends, then things started to become normal again. That's when I started keeping her English horn in my room more often. I was actually pretty good at it. Abigail was impressed by what I could do and I even started teaching her, but I'm not telling Mallory that. 

When Mallory was not around, Abigail and I would have these practice sessions. It worked out pretty well because if Mallory ever did come home while Abigail was playing her English horn, I would start playing it so Mallory wouldn't find out. There were even times where after Abigail and I were done practicing, I would use Mallory's English horn as a sex toy. The way we had it setup was that if I had her English horn and she wasn't home, I would use it as a sex toy. If Mallory was going to be home all day, I would practice her English horn and then put it back in her room so that she would not come in my room and me and Abigail could use our Clarinets and Flutes as sex toys.

One day, Mallory was going to be gone all day and even spend the night at one of her friend's house. I thought that this would be perfect. So Abigail started practicing Mallory's English horn. We had practiced for a long time. It even got to the point where Abigail and I came up with a sexy idea. We decided to have a naked practice session. First we started out just in my underwear and her in her panties and soon, we both were naked and Abigail was practicing Mallory's English horn. This went on for a little bit because we came to a part of the music that neither of us could figure out how to get the fingering right. We decided to just move past it and play something else. That's when Abigail and I got really turned on and couldn't take it anymore. I must have got a lot of semen on Abigail because I was sitting behind her holding her boobs while she played. 

Abigail got my Clarinet and put it together. She wanted me to watch her first so she could do something sexy afterwards. So I sat there naked without touching myself because I didn't want to make myself cum. I watched Abigail put my Clarinet inside her pussy and get faster and faster while she moaned louder. It was hard to not touch myself, but instead I put my penis inside the bell of Mallory's English horn. I didn't move it around; I just had it sitting in there so that it would get really wet inside there. Abigail soon couldn't help herself and just had to keep going until she started cumming all over my Clarinet. Then she put it deep inside her pussy and just sat there because it felt so good. After a little bit she took my cum covered Clarinet out of her pussy and put it back in the case.

She put all her clothes back on and during all this time I still had my hard penis inside the bell of Mallory's English horn. Abigail said, "I didn't think you were going to make at first." 

I said, "It was hard, but I wanted to know what you were going to do." 

She said, "I'll show you." She took Mallory's English horn from my hands while my penis was still inside it and started to blow warm air inside Mallory's English horn. It felt good to have her warm air warming up the English horn and have it reach my penis. Finally, I was so turned on that I wanted to start moving Mallory's English horn up and down. Abigail couldn't blow in it at the same time like you can with the Clarinet. So she just sat back and watched. I started to get a little faster and all of the sudden, my door opens and I hear "What! The! Fuck!" I instantly stopped even though I didn't want to. It was Mallory staring at me in shock. She could not believe what was going on. 

After she found out, she started rushing to her room. I quickly took my penis out which had my semen all inside her English horn and I put her English horn on my bed. Abigail closed the door to my room while I put my clothes on and said, "I thought she wasn't coming home today, this is not good." 

I said, "I can't believe this is happening." I rushed to Mallory's room where she was freaking out. 

She said, "What in the world are you doing? Why are you using my English horn like that? It's not made to be used like that." 

I said, "Just calm down. I'll explain."

She said, "There's nothing to explain. Of all places you could put your... thing, it had to be in my English horn? Why not just put it inside the hot girl in your room." I thought, wow, she thinks Abigail looks hot? That's interesting. 

I said, "Here, just sit down." 

She snapped, "Don't touch me, I don't want all your... cum on me." 

I said, "Look, this will be hard to explain. I really don't even know where to..." 

She interrupted me, "How long has this been going on?" I wasn't really going to tell her the truth on that.

I said, "Just today." 

She said, "Why just today, what was so different about today?" 

I said, "Well, ok, I'm going to tell you something I normally won't tell you, but Abigail had already masturbated earlier and I wanted to do it." 

She said, "So you decided to use my English horn?" 

I said, "Well... yeah." 

She said, "You couldn't do it some other way, why my beloved English horn? Why?" 

I said, "I don't know." 

She said, "Well I know, I'll just tell on you and then Abigail can't live here." 

I said, "Ok, don't do that, what is it that you want? I'll give you anything." I probably shouldn't have said the word anything, but I was trying my best to calm her down.

She said, "I want to erase what you did to my English horn." 

I said, "Well I can't give you that, there's got to be something else." 

She said, "Nope, that's what I want." 

I said, "Ok look, I didn't want to have to do this, but if you tell on me, I'm telling what you did at that party." 

She said, "What are you talking about?" 

I said, "You know exactly what I'm talking about. That's right, I found out about your little encounter." 

She said, "That's not fair, I didn't know what I was doing." 

I said, "Exactly. So you're not going to tell on me, and I'm not going to tell on you, because trust me, I think you will be in more trouble than I will." I had the situation pretty much under control, but somehow I feel like I would be in the most trouble if she told. 

She said, "Fine. I'm not telling on you, but I am so pissed off at you." 

I said, "Trust me, I know." 

She said, "You are never going to touch my English horn again." 

I said, "Ok." 

She said, "Now go get it." I went to get her English horn out of my room. 

Abigail said, "Is she going to tell?" 

I said, "No. I know lots of things she did, but I also know one major thing, so with that, she definitely is not going to tell on me." 

She said, "Are you sure?" 

I said, "Yeah, she had sex with someone else at a party, that's what I have against her." 

Abigail said surprised, "Wow!" 

I said, "Yeah. So don't worry about it." I tried cleaning out her English horn as much as I could and then brought it to her.

She said, "My poor English horn, how could he violate you like that." 

I said, "I'm sorry." 

She said, "Whatever, you're just sorry you got caught. Good thing I got home when I did, who knows what would have happen." 

I said, "Just because I used your English horn like that don't mean I don't take care of it."

She said, "Doing what you did is not taking care of it." 

I said, "It's not going to hurt it, I promise you." 

She said, "How do you know?" 

I said, "Because I just do." 

She said, "But how, you must have a reason." 

I said, "Ok, I wasn't going to tell you this either, but I do the same thing with my Clarinet." 

She said, "But why, you have such a pretty Clarinet." 

I said, "I know, why do you think I do it, cum does not hurt instruments, trust me." 

She said, "Well still, my English horn is not your sex toy."

I said, "I know."

She said, "And I think it's nasty you do that with your Clarinet."

I said, "Well, that's your opinion, but if you tell anybody about any of this, I will tell about all your little secrets." 

She said, "You better not." 

I said, "Well, you make the decision." Then I left to go back in my room. 

Abigail said, "I cannot believe Mallory found out."

I said, "Abigail, please stop reminding me about it." 

She said, "It's just so unreal." 

I said, "I know and that English horn was so wet too." 

She said, "I know it was. It was sad you had to clean it out without cumming in it. I don't think I could ever watch that again."

I said, "It was sad, I wanted to finish, but I couldn't."

I didn't get to orgasm the rest of the night because it was such a big turn-off with Mallory finding out. She was right about one thing though, I was only sorry that I got caught, but in a way, I do feel bad for her finding out about it this way.



A Deep Dark Secret Ch. 05



Mallory has now stopped talking to me. I had to clean out her English horn pretty good before she would play it again; she refused to go to school if I didn't. I even checked to see if she still keeps it in the same place, but she doesn't. Abigail told me she keeps it in the band room now, which a lot of good that will do her to stop me. This little incident hasn't really stopped me and Abigail from doing what we do, if anything, it made it more fun, but I really don't know why. The thought of Mallory knowing about my fetish is a real turn-off. But I guess if I had to pick, at least she only knows about that fetish and not the other one. 

The day that Mallory actually started talking to me again really surprised me. It's like one day she forgot what happened with her English horn. But, to my surprise, she brought it up. She said, "So, you remember what you did with my English horn?" 

I said, "Yeah..." 

She said, "Well I thought about it some more and it actually interests me now." 

I said, "Well, ok." 

She said, "Yeah, I don't know about watching you doing it with my English horn again, but I want to see you use your Clarinet." 

I said, "That's not going to happen, this conversation is over." 

She asked, "Why not?" 

I said, "Because that is way too weird." 

She said, "It's not weird that Abigail watches you obviously."

I said, "That's different, she's my girlfriend." 

She said, "Please, I want to see you do it, I've never seen anything like that before." 

I asked, "Why do you want to watch me use my Clarinet so much?" 

She said, "I just want to see." 

I said, "I'm not showing you how I do it, there's things my step-sister should not see." 

She said, "It's not like we are going to have sex. I'll let you use my English horn again if I can watch you use it the way you do."

I said, "It's not that important to be allowed to use your English horn, I have my Clarinet." 

She said, "Just think about it." 

I said, "Whatever."

I told Abigail about what Mallory said, but I didn't get the response I was looking for. She said, "Maybe you should show her." 

I asked, "Are you serious?" 

She said, "It's just your step-sister, it's not that bad." 

I said, "Really, Abigail, really?" 

She said, "Yes, I'm serious, if it was anybody else, I would object, but you aren't going to do anything with your step-sister." Abigail was right; I'm really not going to do anything sexual with my step-sister. That would just be creepy.

I said, "Wow, I'm like really surprised that you're telling me to show her." 

She said, "Just make sure that if you show her that she has to let you use her English horn." 

I said, "Well ok, I'll think about it." I thought, both of them are nuts.

But then again, maybe it won't be so bad to have Mallory watch. It took me a week to think about it before I decided to let her watch. I really don't know what I was thinking, but I did want to use her English horn again. When I got home I told Abigail that I decided to let her watch and Abigail said, "It won't be so bad, don't worry." 

So I went to Mallory's room and said, "Ok, I've decided that you can watch me use your English horn as a... well you know." 

She asked, "What about your Clarinet?" 

I said, "What about it?" 

She said, "I want to see you use it to get you off." 

I said, "Fine, but you have to promise that we can use your English horn as long as you are not using it." 

She said, "Promise." 

I said, "But don't try hiding it from me just so I don't use it, got it?" 

She said, "I won't, I wasn't as upset as I seemed, I thought it was sexy really, I was mad that I didn't think about it." 

I said, "Right... Well come watch me do it I guess." So Mallory followed me to my room. I got my Clarinet, put it together, and started to blow warm air in it. I said, "Alright, go sit over there." 

Mallory said, "This is so exciting, I'm nervous." 

I said, "Why?" I didn't know why she was nervous, really I should be the one who should be nervous, but I wasn't.

She said, "I don't know." 

I said, "Ok then." I then took all my clothes off and was naked with my Clarinet, with Abigail and Mallory watching. I started to put my penis inside the bell of my Clarinet, but it wasn't getting very wet in there. 

Mallory said, "So it doesn't go all the way in?" 

I said, "No, that's not possible." 

She said, "Wow, I didn't know that. How do you orgasm?" 

I said, "I make it wet in there and that makes it feel good." 

She said, "It doesn't seem like its getting wet in there." 

I said, "I wonder why." 

She said, "I know it's because I'm watching you, but just pretend I'm not here." 

I said, "Right, it's not that easy." I tried to make it a little bit wetter inside my Clarinet, but it wasn't as wet as I wanted. I said, "Abigail, why don't you do it too so I'm not the only one." 

She said, "Umm, no, I'm good."

I said, "Why? You scared?"

She said, "This is your thing." 

Mallory asked Abigail, "Why don't you give him a blowjob?" 

Abigail said, "Oh, no, that's not part of the agreement." 

I will admit when Mallory said that, it did kind of turn me on thinking about Abigail doing that to me and it made it wetter inside my Clarinet. I then started moving the bell of my Clarinet up and down and it started to feel good. Mallory was watching me like I was doing a magic trick. I got faster and faster until I couldn't help myself. I didn't want to stop and suddenly I started cumming inside my Clarinet. I then slowed down until I stopped and just kept my penis inside my Clarinet. 

Mallory asked, "Did you cum?" 

I said, "Yeah." 

She said, "Awesome, I want to see." 

Abigail also said, "Yeah, show me too." 

I said, "Ok." I then took my penis out of my Clarinet and my cum started oozing out of my Clarinet.

Mallory said, "Wow that was fun to watch." 

I said, "I bet, but now you must let me use your English horn whenever I want." I let all my cum ooze out of my Clarinet and put it back in the case.

She said, "I know" then left and went back to her room. 

Abigail said, "That wasn't that bad was it?" 

I said, "It's still weird." 

She said, "Well, at least now we get to use her English horn." 

I said, "Yeah." 

So Mallory is starting to hang out with us again. I guess with her knowing about our little secret it doesn't really matter as much. She seems slowly but surely getting interested in my fetish. I don't know if that is a good or bad thing. I just hope she doesn't start wanting to use my Clarinet or Flute. I guess I can't really say anything though since I'm using her English horn. 

So anyways, Mallory was in my room with me and Abigail. We were talking about people in band and then Mallory brings up out of nowhere about what all instruments we have used. Abigail goes to tell her that we used the Clarinet and Flute, but also that we took Rosa's Clarinet from band and used that too. Abigail even told her that we are trying to get Lorrie's Oboe, but haven't had any luck. Mallory was all confused about how we got Rosa's Clarinet and I had to explain it to her.

She said after all that, "Wow, I can't believe that you used Rosa's Clarinet." 

I said, "It's not that bad." 

She said, "So that girl that you want to get the oboe from, I know her." 

I said, "Really?" 

She said, "Yeah, I might be able to get her Oboe." 

Abigail said, "That would be awesome if you could." 

Mallory said, "Can I watch if I get it?" 

I said, "I guess so." I knew she was going to want to watch, but I had already made up my mind that if she got Lorrie's Oboe that she could watch.

She said, "Yay. I'll see what I can do."

Later that week, Mallory told me that her friend was going to bring her home instead and when she did arrive home, she had Lorrie's Oboe. I don't know how Mallory came home with Lorrie's Oboe, but it was here, so I guess we'll do what we were going to do. I put Lorrie's Oboe together and started to blow warm air through it. 

I said, "I've never tried this with an Oboe before so there's no telling what will happen." I took all my clothes off and started to slide my penis into the bell of Lorrie's Oboe. It didn't go very far inside. I got it wet in there though and started to move it up and down. It felt weird, nothing like my Clarinet. 

Abigail said, "How does it feel?" 

I said, "Not as good as my Clarinet." 

She said, "It looks like the Clarinet would feel better." 

I said, "It does, but I'll try to cum in it." I started to move the bell of Lorrie's Oboe up and down a little faster and it started to feel a little good, but I would prefer the feeling I get with my Clarinet. Suddenly, I was cumming in the Lorrie's Oboe and started slowing down until I stopped. I took my penis out and it had seemed like there was a whole lot of cum in there because a lot of it came out, but when I looked, there was only a little bit still in there.

Mallory said, "So, do you clean out all your cum when you get done." 

I said, "No, that's the point." 

She said, "But that girl will know, you need to clean it out." 

I said, "She's not going to know, and even if she did notice, she won't know what it is." 

She said, "Okay, you've done this before, so I guess you should know."

I put Lorrie's Oboe on my chair in the office to let the little cum it had in it dry. I said to Mallory, "Well, that wasn't as exciting, maybe you should go get your English horn so Abigail and I can finish what you interrupted." 

She said, "Okay, but really?" 

I said, "Yeah, you promised we could use it." 

She said, "Ok, I'll get it, but I get to watch right?" 

I said, "Yeah, I was going to let you watch, might as well." 

She went to get her English horn and Abigail said, "I'm not getting naked just so you know." 

I said, "Why not, you don't seem to mind me getting naked in front of her." 

She said, "But it's weird." 

I said, "So is what I'm doing, but you don't see me complaining so much." Abigail knew I was right and I was going to get her naked if I have to.

Mallory came back with her English horn already put together. I said, "Wow, you're ready for this, aren't you?" 

She said, "I find it very interesting." 

I said, "Apparently." I started to take my clothes off again and I was already hard. I said, "Abigail is going to join me by using her Clarinet." 

Abigail said, "What? I never said that." 

I said, "Just do it. I'm doing it." 

She said, "Fine, but I'm only using my Clarinet, no blowjobs or other sexual things." 

I said, "That's fine." So she got her Clarinet and took her clothes off. 

She said, "This is so crazy." 

I said, "Maybe, but I want you to blow warm air in her English horn like you did before." Abigail started to blow some warm air in Mallory's English horn which felt really good on my penis. 

I got it really wet in Mallory's English horn. All of the sudden Mallory said, "This is so hot, I want to use your Clarinet." 

I said, "Wait, what, I don't know about all that." 

She said, "You're using my English horn as a sex toy, I should be allowed to use your Clarinet." 

I was so turned on that I didn't want to argue with her so I just let her do it. I said, "You can use it." 

Abigail said, "Wow!" I started to move the bell of Mallory's English horn up and down and it was beginning to feel really good. Mallory was having trouble trying to figure out how to put my Clarinet together. Abigail had to help her by showing her which section went where, but purposely didn't put the reed on. Mallory went a step further though and put the reed on anyways. 

I said, "Wow, you so don't know how to do this." 

She said, "Yes I do. I watched you." 

Abigail even said, "How are going to put that inside you?" 

Mallory said, "I got this." With everything going on, I hadn't cum in Mallory's English horn, but it sure was wet in there. It made so much noise when I moved it around. 

I had to keep watch over Mallory because I just wanted to see her attempt to use my Clarinet as a sex toy with the reed on. After she got her clothes off, she tried to put my Clarinet in her pussy, but it didn't work out too well. She said, "Ok, How do you do this?" 

Abigail said, "Here, let me help you." Abigail took the reed off and gave my Clarinet back to Mallory. 

I said, "You could have just let her figure it out." So finally, I was able to get a little bit faster while Abigail started moving her Clarinet in and out of her pussy. At this point, I was where I couldn't help myself and then started to orgasm and cumming in Mallory's English horn. Abigail was next, she was moaning and suddenly started cumming all over her Clarinet. I had left my penis inside Mallory's English horn and Abigail had left her Clarinet inside her while Mallory was still having trouble trying to orgasm with my Clarinet. I finally took my penis out of Mallory's English horn while Abigail took her Clarinet out of her pussy. My cum was oozing from Mallory's English horn. 

Mallory said, "Wow, you sure did make a mess in my English horn." 

I said, "I always do." I had remembered that I told Mallory that I only did it one time with her English horn, but she never caught on to what I said. Mallory was sliding my Clarinet in and out of her pussy, but she wasn't going as fast as Abigail does when she gets to orgasm.

Abigail said, "She's never going to cum at this rate." 

I said, "Why don't you go help her?" 

Abigail said, "She's your step-sister." 

Mallory said, "This is so different. It feels good though." 

I said, "I'm sure. Here, let me help you." 

She asked, "You sure?" 

I said, "Yeah." So I put my clothes back on and as crazy as it is, I helped my step-sister. I said, "Just let go and I'll do it." 

She said, "Ok." I got behind her and started moving my Clarinet in and out of her. I got deeper and deeper each time. Mallory started moaning a little bit and even said, "Yeah... That feels good... please don't stop" 

I said, "I won't." She got louder and louder until finally she started cumming all over my Clarinet. I then got slower until I stopped and left my Clarinet inside her. I said, "You like it now?" 

She said, "That... was... the best orgasm ... I ever had" 

I said, "I'm sure it was." 

She said, "That was way better than sex." 

I said, "Wow." I took my Clarinet out of her and cleaned off all her cum. I then put my Clarinet back in the case. 

Mallory got up and picked up her English horn and said, "Let's see what kind of mess you made." She looked at all the remaining cum still in her English horn and she said, "You sure do cum hard, don't you." 

I said, "Yep." It's still a little weird having my step-sister do all the things she does and I can tell Abigail isn't going to want to have sex with me with Mallory around, which is a good thing, because I know I wouldn't want to either. Having sex in front of Mallory would be crossing the line; I was willing to let her see my fetish, but that's about it.

***

So in the morning, I gave back Lorrie's Oboe to Mallory so she could return it. Once Mallory was gone, Abigail said, "Ok, she's gone, I want a quickie." 

I said, "Wow, what made you turned on all of the sudden." 

She said, "I don't know, but I want it." She pulled me to my bed and even started taking my clothes off. Of course, I was a little surprised at first, but I decided to take her clothes off as well. Her panties were so wet that I knew she was going to need another clean pair. 

I said, "You must go through a lot of panties a day." 

She said, "It's your fault." 

I said, "Really now? You like this." I started to finger her and then I started to tease her by making her think I would put my penis inside her, but didn't. Soon, I just couldn't take it and put it deep inside her. I started moving in and out while making out with her. Her pussy was so wet because she was so turned on.

I got faster and faster and then started cumming really hard inside of Abigail. She had orgasm the same time I did. I took my penis out and my cum was oozing out of her pussy onto my bed. When she stood up, even more of my cum started dripping out of her. 

I said, "Wow, I must have cum really hard inside you." She tried holding her hand over her pussy to cover it up. 

She said, "I don't remember all this the last time." We both put our clothes back on. 

Later in the day, we went to pick Mallory up from school and Abigail asked her if Lorrie noticed anything. She said, "No, but I was scared she would." 

I said, "See, nobody is going to notice that, we are like the only people that do that sort of thing." 

She said, "That you know of anyways. But about that, your cum was still on my English horn and I had to wipe it off."

I said, "Well, your cum is still on my Clarinet, so yeah." When we got home, I started thinking about what I helped my step-sister with last night. I had completely forgotten about it this morning, but I was definitely thinking about it now. It still freaks me out a little bit that I helped my step-sister orgasm.

One of Abigail's friends wanted her to come over to her house to chat, so that gave me time to be alone in my room. Her Clarinet case was just sitting there in my room and I decided to do something sexy with her Clarinet while she was gone. So I put her Clarinet together and blew warm air in it. I became turned on and took all my clothes off. I slid my penis inside her Clarinet and moved the bell of her Clarinet up and down. I got it really wet inside there and started to get faster, but all of the sudden, Mallory opens my door. 

I instantly stopped and said, "Don't you know how to knock." 

She said, "Sorry, sorry. I didn't know." 

I said, "Yeah, so start knocking before you come in." I still had my penis in Abigail's Clarinet during the whole time. Mallory came in my room and closed my door and I asked, "Aren't you going to leave?" 

She said, "I want to watch." 

I said, "Fine." So she sat on the chair watching me. Abigail's Clarinet was so wet that I just couldn't help myself and when I started moving the bell of her Clarinet up and down some more, I just had to orgasm and cum in her Clarinet. It felt so good that when I slowed down until I stopped, I couldn't move.

Mallory said, "Looks like it felt good." 

I said, "Yeah." I took my penis out and my cum started oozing out of Abigail's Clarinet. 

Mallory said, "Wow, that's a lot of cum in your Clarinet." 

I said, "Its Abigail's Clarinet." 

She said, "Oh, does Abigail know." 

I said, "Umm, yeah, I do it all time." 

She said, "Well I'm just wondering, because you seemed to hide what you did with my English horn." I put Abigail's Clarinet back in the case, put my clothes back on, and said, "So what did you want?" 

Mallory said, "Well, you know what we did yesterday." 

I said, "Yeah, what about it?" 

She said, "Well, I was wondering if you would do it again." 

I said, "Ok, I'm still freaking out a little bit about that, so that was only a onetime thing." 

She said, "But I don't know how to make myself orgasm like that, it feels so good when you do it." 

I said, "How about you do it yourself?" I went to get my Clarinet case and came back and gave it to her. I said, "Do you need me to put it together for you again?" 

She said, "Yeah and then you can put it inside me like yesterday." She just wasn't getting what I said five seconds ago. 

I said, "You can do that yourself." 

She said, "Please, just one more time, I want to feel that same feeling again." I was like this is ridiculous, but I decided to go through with it. 

I said, "Only one more time, but after this, you can just do it yourself." 

She said, "Ok."

So I put my Clarinet together while she took her clothes off. I got behind her with my Clarinet in my hand. I said, "You ready?" 




A Deep Dark Secret Ch. 05



She said, "Yeah." 

I said, "Are you wet?" 

She said surprised, "Yeah." 

I said, "I'm just making sure because I'm not touching you down there." I started to slide my Clarinet inside of Mallory. I didn't know how it felt so I just followed what Abigail does. I went in a little bit and took it back out and got deeper until I was able to put my Clarinet in as far as it would go inside her. She started moaning every time I would put it back in. I started to move my Clarinet in and out of her a little faster. I could tell she was really enjoying this. Suddenly she started cumming all over my Clarinet and then I got slower until I stopped and left my Clarinet inside her. I said, "Feel good?" 

She said, "That felt so amazing." Mallory was twitching while I was holding my Clarinet inside her. I took it out of her and her cum was all over my Clarinet. I started to clean it off and Mallory said, "I can't believe how good that feels." 

I said, "I'm sure." 

She said, "I'm serious, that gives me the best orgasm." 

I said, "Yeah." 

She said, "I think I was shaking after all that." 

I said, "You were at times." 

She said, "See, normally that doesn't happen." 

I said surprised, "Ok."

She asked, "Is that how you feel when you do it?" 

I said, "Umm, yeah." 

She said, "Do you and Abigail really have sex and if so, does it feel that good?" 

I said, "You sure do like to ask a lot of personal questions." 

She said, "You're probably just saying that because you and Abigail has never done it, but I don't know, if what you do feels that good, then I would understand." 

I said, "Abigail and I do have sex, ok? It does feel really good, but it feels different than when we do it with our instruments." 

She said, "How is it different?" 

I said, "I don't know, you tell me." 

She said, "Well I don't either, but when I had sex, it didn't feel that good." 

I said, "What did you expect when you didn't even love that person?" 

She said, "I don't believe that has anything to do with it." 

I said, "Mallory, it does have something to do with it, if you don't love that person, it's not going to feel as good as when you do love the person." 

She said, "What makes you a relationship expert?" 

I said, "I'm not claiming to be an expert, but I do know for a fact that it's true." 

She said, "I don't see how." 

I said, "Well, let's take for example what we just did. At first you were all grossed out. If you would have done it then, it wouldn't feel good." 

She said, "I wouldn't have done it then." 

I said, "Ok, well if someone would have forced you, it wouldn't have felt good." 

She said, "I guess that makes sense." 

I said, "Right, but you became interested in the whole thing, so now it feels really good because of the fact that you like my fetish." 

She said, "Ok, well, I'll admit that you could be right on this one." 

I said, "I am right."

Mallory then asked me, "So you do love Abigail?" I was surprised she had asked me this question.

I asked, "What do you think?" 

She said, "I don't know; how much do ya'll have sex?" 

I said, "Wow, we have had sex plenty of times." Really it was only twice.

She asked, "So how come ya'll still use your instruments?" 

I said, "I really don't know why you're asking me this when you already know the answer." 

She said, "So it feels that good when you have sex with Abigail?" 

I said, "Yes Mallory, but it's a different type of feeling." 

She said, "How different, like how does it feel with your Clarinet?" 

I said, "It's hard to explain, but since my penis does not go all the way in my Clarinet, it's going to feel different than when I have sex with Abigail." 

She said, "Ok, well, what about girls?" 

I said, "I don't know, I'm not a girl, it's something you will just have to figure out on your own." 

She said, "Well I figured you would know since Abigail does it." 

I said, "We just like to do it, but the only thing I can tell you is that she says its touches different places." 

She said, "Well, ok then." 

Mallory didn't ask me any questions after that. She still seems so confused about it, but I tried to explain it the best I can. When I told Abigail about everything, all she said was, "Oh. Ok." I was still expecting a different response, but if she accepts Mallory watching me and she insisted that I help Mallory use my Clarinet, then I guess I shouldn't expect a different response when I tell her things like that.



A Deep Dark Secret Ch. 06



So Abigail and I have decided that we are going to be moving into a new place during the summer. We just need more space and my current room isn't cutting it anymore. This plan worked out very smoothly and we were even able to get a house. Now, it's not a big house, but it has more space than what we had before. It took us like a week to get everything moved into that house and get it all setup. Mallory was sad to see us go, but we told her that she can still see us, we weren't that far away. Abigail's rich parents bought us some furniture and other important things for our house. They were happy that we were moving into the house together even though we weren't married.

The relationship between me and Abigail only got stronger with us being in our own house now. We didn't have to wait for Mallory to go to her friend's house or leave the house for me and Abigail to have sex. The week after we moved in, we were just sitting on the new couch and that's where Abigail came over to kiss me. It only went from there, because then we went in our room and sat on our bed. We were making out with each other and both of us were getting turned on. 

She started putting her hand down my pants to feel my hard penis and rubbed it. My semen got on her hand and when she took her hand out of my pants, she licked it. I decided to do the same thing by putting my hand down her pants while making out with her. I started fingering her and when I took my hand out, I licked her cum off my finger. She really liked that and that's when I started to pull her shirt off. She did the same thing to me. Soon, we were both taking all our clothes off and I put my hard penis inside her. Her pussy was so warm and wet. I went in pretty deep and Abigail moaned. I started to get a little faster with moving in and out of her pussy. Soon, I couldn't help it, I just had to keep going and Abigail was getting really loud while I was getting deeper and deeper in her wet pussy. I started cumming really hard inside her and that's when I got slower until I stopped and just kept my penis inside her pussy. 

Abigail said, "Man that was a good orgasm." 

I said, "I knew you would like it." I took my penis out of her pussy and my cum was oozing out of her. 

She put her hand in her pussy to try and get all my cum out and said, "I'm going to try to make sure all your cum is out of me before standing up this time." 

I said, "I don't know if that will be possible, I was pretty deep inside you." 

She said, "We'll see." She stood up, but before she could put her panties back on, my cum started dripping from her pussy. She said, "How do you manage to get cum so deep inside of me?" 

I said, "I'm just good like that."

Later that night, I was turned on so I started making out with Abigail. She whispered in my ear, "I'm turned on again." 

I whispered back, "So am I." 

She said, "Hmm, we should do something about that." I let her be the boss just to see what she would do. We went to our room again and I sat down on the bed. Abigail said, "Let's do something different." 

I said, "Works for me." Abigail got her Clarinet and put it together. She put it on the bed and took her shirt off. I had no idea what we were going to do. 

She said, "Here, let me help you undress." She pulled my shirt off, then I unbuttoned my jeans and she slowly pulled those off, as well as my underwear. Then, she took off her pants and panties. We were both naked. She picked up her Clarinet and blew warm air inside it. Then she moved it so that my hard penis would slide inside her Clarinet. She started to move the bell of her Clarinet up and down a little bit and then stopped. She blew some warm air in her Clarinet which felt really good on my penis. Then she pulled on her Clarinet and my penis came out. She grabbed my penis and moved closer to put it in her mouth. She licked it and started to give me a blow job. Before I was able to cum she took my penis out of her mouth and got her Clarinet again. She made it so my penis would go back inside the bell of her Clarinet and then blew some warm air inside her Clarinet. She began to move the bell of her Clarinet up and down again while still blowing warm air in it. I didn't want her to stop because it felt so good and I reached orgasm and started cumming really hard inside her Clarinet. She knew I had cum in her Clarinet and slowed down until she stopped. 

She said, "Did I do a good job?" 

I said, "That was perfect." She pulled on her Clarinet and when my penis came out, my cum started oozing out of her Clarinet. 

She said, "You should do it to me now." 

I said, "I like the sound of that." I took the reed off her Clarinet and she moved so that I was behind her. I could tell that she was wet and even went to finger her a little bit. I started sliding her Clarinet inside her pussy. I wanted to go as deep as I could, she moaned and said, "That feels good, keep going." 

I started to move her Clarinet in and out of her wet pussy. She got louder every time I slid the Clarinet back in her. She reached orgasm and started cumming all over her Clarinet. I got slower until I stopped and left her Clarinet inside her pussy. She couldn't move because it felt so good. 

I still was holding the Clarinet inside her and she said, "You know how to give me to best orgasm." 

I said, "I know, I can tell you really liked it." She had her cum oozing down her Clarinet even though it was still in her pussy. I then pulled her Clarinet out of her and I could tell I gave her one good orgasm because her cum was also inside her Clarinet. I said, "Maybe I should do that more often." 

She said, "Yes, definitely. I can't believe how hard you got me to cum." 

***

The conversation about balloons came up somehow and of course, Abigail is scared of balloons. She had seen all the bags of balloons that I have when we were moving into the new house. She didn't really say anything about them; it was almost as if she didn't see them in the first place.

Abigail said, "So I saw all your balloons when we were moving." 

I said, "I know." 

She said, "You sure do have a lot of them." 

I said, "Yeah, I always keep a lot." 

She said, "So, you never told me; how do you use those balloons anyways?" 

I said, "Well, I like to sit on them and lay on them, sometimes I even make myself cum by laying on them." 

She said, "So when you sit on them and lay on them, do they pop?" 

I said, "Sometimes, but if I'm laying on them to make me cum, then no." 

She said, "I don't know how the noise doesn't scare you." 

I said, "Actually it does, but it turns me on as well." 

She said, "I don't get it." 

I said, "It's hard to explain, but the fact that I get scared of the noise is what turns me on." 

She said, "Well, I still am a little confused, but it kind of makes sense." 

I asked, "So are you becoming interesting in that fetish now?" 

She said, "I don't know, I would be way too scared of that." 

I said, "I think it would be sexy if you did try it." 

She said, "Really now?" 

I said, "Yeah."

Abigail got a little quiet about it, but then said, "If it will make you happy, I will try your balloon fetish, but no popping." 

I said, "We can try it without that." So we went in our bedroom and I got a bag of balloons. Abigail was sitting there shaking because she was so scared.

I asked, "Are you ok?" 

She said, "I'm fine, it's just new to me." I took out a yellow balloon and started to blow it up, but it was still round when I tied it off. 

She said, "This is so scary." 

I said, "Don't worry; I do this all the time." I then pulled my pants down, but left my underwear on. 

I laid on the balloon and Abigail said, "What are you doing?" 

I said, "This is how I make myself cum." 

She said, "Well, let's do something else." 

I said, "Ok." I got back up and said, "So what do you want to do?" 

She said, "I don't know, is there anything else you do with your balloon fetish?" 

I said, "That's pretty much it." The balloon was just sitting on the bed and Abigail slowly went over to get it. She carefully started to play with it even though she was terrified. 

She said, "I guess it's not as bad as I thought." I knew that Abigail was scared of balloons because when she was a little kid, some boys used to pop them in front of her just because she was scared of the noise. They even held her down and everything, until one of the adults found out.

I said, "It's really not that bad, so do you want to watch me make myself cum with it?" 

She said, "It's not going to pop is it?" 

I said, "No." 

She said, "It better not." I took the balloon from her and laid on it again this time without my underwear. I would lay on it a little harder and then get up a little bit. It felt really good against my penis. I just kept squeezing it so it would press against me, but not so hard to make it pop. Soon, I started cumming on the balloon. She asked, "Feel good?" 

I said, "Yeah." 

She asked, "So, what are we going to do with the balloon now?" 

I said, "What do you want to do?" 

She said, "Well we have to do something, we can't just leave it sit on our bed all the time." 

I said, "You want me to sit on it." 

She said, "Not really." 

I said, "I know it's loud, but maybe you can get into my balloon fetish." 

She said, "You see me shaking, this is really scary, but it's crazy that I'm now turned on a little as well." 

I said, "That's how I feel, it's what makes it exciting." 

She got up and said, "You'll have to pop it without me in here, I just can't take the sudden surprise." 

I said, "Well ok, you sure you don't want to stay in here." 

She said, "Oh, I'm sure." She left the room and I heard her shout, "Ok, you can do it now." So I picked up the balloon, wiped my cum off and sat on it. I started bouncing on it pretty hard and it popped. I left the room to go get Abigail and she was like as far away as possible. When I found her she said, "You done?" 

I said, "Yeah, did you not hear it?" 

She said, "No." 

I said, "Well, its ok, I took care of it for you." She was still shaking and I was trying to get her to calm down. We went back in the room and she saw the popped balloon pieces on the bed. 

She said, "Wow, it's still wet." 

I said, "That's because I had just blown it up." 

She said, "I don't think I can get used to your balloon fetish. I'm sorry; I'm just too scared of it." 

I said, "It's ok Abigail, at least you like my other fetish."

Later that evening, Abigail brought up the balloon fetish again. She said, "I feel bad that I can't do the balloon fetish with you." 

I said, "It's ok; I promise." 

She said, "I have always felt guilty about it and when you did that thing with that slut, Katy, it really made me feel guilty." 

I said, "So you have felt guilty this whole time?" 

She said, "A little bit, yeah." I felt really bad because I know how much that hurt Abigail. 

I said, "I'm so sorry, please don't feel guilty, that was my fault, not your fault. She doesn't really care about my fetish anyways; you are the only true girl who appreciates it." 

She said, "So why did she copy you, I mean, it doesn't really make any sense." 

I said, "She just wanted me to have sex with her, that's all, but I just want to forget about it because I could never love her like I do you." 

She said, "Really?" 

I said, "Yes, you are the only girl for me." 

She said, "Awe, well thanks."

I think Abigail started to feel a little bit better about it, but it was unclear to me at the time. She said, "I really want to get over my fear of balloons, I mean, it's sad that I'm 19 and I'm still scared of them." 

I said, "You can't be the only one." 

She said, "True, but still." 

I said, "So, you want me to get a balloon out and sit on it." 

She said, "I want you to, but I don't know if I can take it." 

I said, "I was scared at first as well, but with it being my fetish and all, I had to get used to it a little bit." 

She said, "I know, I trust you, so I guess I try to and let you do it this one time."

We went to our room and I went to get the bag of balloons. I picked out a purple one and I blew it up pretty big without really thinking about how Abigail would react. Abigail said, "Wow, that's really big." 

I said, "I know." I could feel her shaking pretty hard during all of this. 

She said, "I'm so scared." 

I said, "I know, I'm a little scared now too." I picked up the balloon and sat on it. I said, "You ready?" 

She said, "No, but go ahead." She covered her ears and I started bouncing on it a little. Abigail was so afraid of what was about to happen. I bounced a little harder and the balloon popped. Abigail screamed when it did. She said, "That was loud." 

I said, "Yeah, it's not so bad, right?" 

She said, "That really scared me." 

I said, "I know. You want me to blow up another one so you start to get used to it?" 

She said, "I don't know, but ok, you can." I took out a green one. 

I said, "How about I blow up a couple of more and then sit on them." 

She said, "Ok, but if I say stop, then stop." 

I said, "I will, don't worry."

I picked up a pink, orange, white, and blue one as well and started blowing all of them up. Abigail was holding the pink and white ones. I got the blue one and started laying on it. I bounced up and down on it pretty hard until it popped. Abigail didn't scream this time when it did though. I then got the white one and laid on it until it popped. I squeezed the orange one really hard until it popped. The last 2 balloons left were the pink and white ones. Abigail said, "These balloons are really loud when they pop, but I'm starting to get used to it a little bit." 

I said, "You want to sit on those that you have." 

She said, "I'll try." I took the pink one from her and she put the white one under her butt and started to sit on it. She bounced on it a little bit, but it didn't pop. She said, "I'm scared, they sure are hard to pop." 

I said, "I know, you have to sit on them pretty hard." She tried bouncing a little bit again, but it still wouldn't pop. I said, "You want me to help you." 

She said, "How about I lay on it?" 

I said, "Ok." So she put the balloon under her pussy and laid on it pretty hard. The balloon popped and Abigail instantly got back up. 

She said, "Well, that was crazy." 

I said, "Did you like it?" 

She said, "It's so scary because you never know when it will pop." 

I said, "I know, you want to try another one?" 

She said, "I'll try." So she took the pink one and laid on it really hard as well, but she had trouble with it. Finally, she started bouncing on it and it popped. After that, she got up again and said, "We sure did pop a lot of balloons." 

I said, "Yeah." 

Our bed had popped balloons all over it. I cleaned it all up and some of the pieces were still wet because I had just blown them up. She said, "Well, I'm glad I was able to get over that fear a little bit now." 

I said, "Yeah, maybe one day you'll become attracted to it." 

She said, "I don't know about all that." 

We went back in the living room to sit on the couch. About 30 minutes later, Abigail asked, "Does Mallory know about that fetish?" 

I said, "No." 

She said, "Wow, how do you hide that?" 

I said, "The same way I hid the other fetish, except, she never walked in on me." 

She asked, "She doesn't hear you popping them?" 

I said, "I always did that when she was gone." 

She said, "Oh. Ok." A couple of seconds later Abigail said, "So I'm a little turned on again." 

I said, "Really? I know what will make you even more turned on." 

She said, "What are you going to do?" 

I said, "I'll show you." I took her into our bedroom and we sat on our bed. I started to take her shirt off and she took my shirt off as well. I then took my pants off as well and said, "You should give me a blowjob." 

She said, "Hmm, I might like that." 

I said, "Me too." She grabbed my penis and got closer so she could put it in her mouth. 

She licked my penis and started to give me a blowjob, but then she stopped and said, "How about you lay down and I'll show you what I can really do." 

I said, "I like that." So I laid down and she put my penis back in her mouth. She started to get to get a little faster and was even licking it as well. Abigail seemed to know how to give a blowjob really well because it was feeling really good, I didn't want her to stop. I was getting close to climax and suddenly I started cumming inside her mouth. She swallowed all of my cum and then took my penis out of her mouth. 

She said, "Did I do a good job?" 

I said, "You sure do know how to give a good blowjob, where did you learn all that?" 

She said, "I just guessed on how to do it, I never actually gave a blowjob before." 

I said, "Well, you guessed right because that was awesome. You should do that more often." 

She said, "I'm glad you like it so much." 

I said, "So how does it taste?" 

She said, "You cum tastes salty, but I swallowed all of it so I didn't get to taste it too much." 

I said, "Hmm..." 

She said, "I'm really turned on, how about you get my Flute and show me what you can do." 

I said, "Sounds like a good idea." I went to get her Flute and put it together. Abigail had already taken all of her clothes off. I got behind her and started to slide her Flute inside her. Her pussy was really wet and I liked watching how her cum got all over her Flute. I started to get faster and Abigail started moaning like she was about to get close. She got louder and louder and then started cumming all over her Flute. I then just put her Flute deep inside her and held it there. She couldn't move, in fact, I had to hold her too as well as her Flute. I thought she was going to fall asleep on me at first, but she finally got up and that's when I took her Flute out of her. 

I said, "I thought you were going to fall asleep." 

She said, "It felt so good that I didn't think I would be able to move." 

I said, "I had fun holding you though." 

She said, "I know, me too. I like how you keep my Flute inside me after I orgasm." 

I said, "I know."



A Deep Dark Secret Ch. 07



Abigail seemed to be getting over her fear of balloons, we had 2 other times where I blew up a balloon and she would lay on it to pop it. That was her favorite way to pop it, it seemed like. So anyways, trying to introduce balloons in our sex life actually made it more fun because now we are starting to do random things instead of just picking only to masturbate with my Clarinet or only to have sex. Now we'll do things to turn us on more and then make ourselves cum. 

I was holding Abigail on the couch and I was getting turned on by it. Both of us had not done it all day, but this was going to change. I was holding her boobs even though she had her shirt on just to hint that I was turned on. She didn't seem to have any reaction to it and just kept watching the TV show that was on. I moved my hands under her shirt and grabbed her boobs that way. Again, she made no reaction what so ever. I was thinking, wow, how is she resisting this? This time, I put one of my hands down her panties and I felt that she was wet. I said, "I knew it." 

She said, "That was hard trying to keep a straight face." 

I said, "I was surprised how good you were doing that." 

She said, "I know." 

I said, "So, what do you want to do?" 

She said, "I'm only a little bit turned on, but that can change." 

I said, "I know how to get it to change." I laid down on the couch and pulled my pants down. 

She said, "I know where this is going." 

I said, "Could you feel how hard I was?" 

She said, "Yeah, that's what made it harder to keep a straight face." I laughed and she said, "Here, let me help you out." She grabbed my penis which had semen all over it and put it in her mouth. She licked all the semen off and when she took my penis out of her mouth, she said, "Let's go do some other things." 

I said, "You lead the way." She pulled me into the bedroom while I still had my pants and underwear off. When I sat on the bed, she took all her clothes off. This time she got out my bag of balloons, and picked out a blue one. 

She said, "Pink is my favorite color, but I'll use a blue one for now." She blew it up pretty big, tied it, and put it on the bed. I had no idea what she was going to do. She picked out a pink one, blew it up big and tied it as well. Watching her blow up those balloons while naked was really turning me on. She got back on the bed and started licking all the semen off my penis again. She got back up and got her Clarinet case. She put her Clarinet together and started to blow warm air in it. She moved the Clarinet so that my hard penis would go inside it. She said, "Here hold it." So I held her Clarinet with my penis still in it. She got out my Flute and put it together as well. It still had all her cum on it from the last time and she even played a note on it just to warm it up. It really turned me on to watch her play my Flute.

She got back on the bed and slowly started to slide my Flute in her wet pussy. She went pretty far. I just sat there and watched her with my penis still sitting inside her Clarinet. I knew her Clarinet must have been soaked with my semen inside because I was really turned on by what was going on. She held my Flute with one hand to keep it in her pussy and then she used the other hand to grab her Clarinet and started blowing warm air in her Clarinet. It felt really good on my penis. She then pulled on her Clarinet and my penis came out of it. Her Clarinet was so wet from my semen that it was dripping. 

She said, "So this is going to sound crazy, but I hope we can do this." 

I said, "What's that?" 

She said, "I want you to go inside me, but I want you to also put your Flute inside me as well." 

I said, "I can try, I don't know how well that will work." 

She said, "I just want to try it." She took my Flute out of her pussy and gave it to me. She laid down on the bed and said, "But first, let's pop the balloons." 

I said, "Ok, how do you want to do that?" 

She said, "Let's put them between us and squeeze them." 

I said, "Ok." So I picked up one of the balloons and put it between us. To Abigail's surprise, I put my penis in her pussy and then we started to squeeze the balloon between us. We started to hold each other pretty hard until finally the balloon popped. 

She said, "I liked that, let's do it again." So I picked up the second balloon, put my penis back inside Abigail's pussy, and we squeezed the balloon between us. We had to squeeze hard to get it to pop. She said, "Well that was exciting, but you'll have to make me a little more wet now." So I started to finger her and then I put my penis back inside of Abigail and started to go in and out of her. I had to stop though because I was almost about to cum inside her. I took my penis out and fingered her some more just so I wouldn't orgasm. 

I picked up her Flute, put the mouthpiece part against my penis and started going back inside of Abigail. I could tell she liked it because she moaned really loud when I got both my penis and my Flute in her. I had to take it back out and turn my Flute around so that the mouthpiece would be on the bottom. It made it easier to go back inside of Abigail so I could cum inside her. I started to get a little faster. I had to hold my penis and my Flute together so they would move together. Suddenly, Abigail started cumming and at the same time I just couldn't take it and started cumming really hard inside of Abigail. I even made it so that both my penis and my Flute were deep inside of Abigail. I could feel my cum oozing down my Flute. When I took my Flute and penis out of Abigail, my Flute was covered in both mine and Abigail's cum. 

I said, "That worked out really well." 

She said, "Yeah, I never had an orgasm like that before." 

I said, "Really?" 

She said, "Yeah that reaches a new spot when we use the Flute as well." 

I will admit, having sex and using the Flute is a really hard trick to do considering that you have to hold it a certain way to do it right. Since the Flute isn't heavy at all, it's easy to hold it with just one hand, but the part I like the most is when my cum oozes down the Flute after I'm done. 

***

So today, Mallory wanted us to come visit her, because she misses us. So we went to her house to come see her. She was happy to see me and gave both of us a hug when she saw us. To my surprise, one of her friends, Lexie, was there, so we got to meet her as well. Mallory introduced us to Lexie when we got in her room. Mallory said, "Her mom is running a little late to come pick her up." 

I said, "Well, ok, that's fine."

After her friend left is when Mallory started asking me all these personal questions. She said, "So, I missed you." 

I said, "Well, I miss you too." 

She said, "But I miss how we all used to hang out in your room." 

I said, "What's so special about my room?" 

She said, "You know, we did things in there." 

I said, "I know." 

She said, "So, do the two of you have more sex now that I'm not there?" 

I said, "Why are you so interested in our sex life all of the sudden?" 

She said, "I just want to know if you did anything new." 

I said, "Wow." 

She said, "I miss your Clarinet." 

I said, "I'm sure." 

She said, "I'm serious, I tried regular masturbation and it doesn't feel as good as your Clarinet." 

I said, "Well ok then." 

She said, "I can't use my English horn because it has keys in the way which doesn't feel good." 

I said, "So what? You tried it." 

She said, "Yeah."

I said, "Wow." 

She said, "What I was horny, I couldn't help it." 

I said, "So is everything still the same without me here?" 

She said, "Other than being lonely, yes." 

I said, "You know you can come over to my house if you are ever bored, just make sure to tell me first." 

She said, "To make sure you two aren't having sex?" 

I said, "Sure." 

Abigail thought this was all a little funny, I thought it was crazy that my step-sister is so interested in our sex life. I left the room for a little bit to meet up with my mom and step-dad. Abigail wanted to stay with Mallory to talk. When I came back, Mallory said, "So I asked Abigail if I could stay over at your house tonight and she said I could." 

I said, "Ok, well if Abigail said you could, then you can." 

She said, "Yay! I'll get my stuff." 

While she was getting ready, Abigail and I went outside her room and I said, "You must miss my step-sister." 

She said, "I do, she's a little crazy sometimes, but she's fun to hang out with and I like that we don't have to hide everything from her." 

I said, "That's true, she already knows what we secretly do." 

She said, "Yeah, so I just want her to stay the night so we can catch up."

I went back in Mallory's room and told her to also get her English horn as well. She said, "Oh, I see where this is going." 

I said, "Maybe, we'll see." 

She said, "Right..." I don't know why, but seeing her English horn got me all interested again. 

We went back to my house and had to cover up Mallory's English horn in all her things because I didn't want to have any questioning. Mallory thought it was weird, but Abigail thought it was a good idea. So we got to my house and started watching TV. It didn't take too long for Mallory to come to me and say, "So about the whole Clarinet thing?" 

I said, "Really Mallory, you want to do that now?" 

She said, "Yeah, I've been waiting this whole time. Look at my panties." She then pulled down her pants and I could see her wet panties. 

I said, "You don't have to show me all that." 

She said, "I'm just saying." Abigail was laughing when she pulled them down. 

I said, "It's not that funny." 

She said, "Yeah it is." 

So we went into our room and before I was in there, Abigail said, "You two have fun." 

I said laughing, "Be quiet, Abigail."

So Mallory sat on my bed and started taking her clothes off. I got my Clarinet case and took out my Clarinet to put it together. I said, "Here you go" and handed her my Clarinet. 

She said, "Do it for me, please?" 

I said, "I thought we agreed that it would the last time." 

She said, "I know, but please, I'm begging you. I don't know how to do it." 

I said, "Fine, I'll do it."

I got behind her and said, "You ready?" 

She said, "Yeah, I can't wait." So I started to slide my Clarinet inside her pussy. I got deeper and deeper every time I went inside her. She was getting louder when I started to get faster. Soon, she was cumming all over my Clarinet. I slowed down until I stopped and just kept my Clarinet inside her. She was twitching because it felt so good. When I took my Clarinet out of her pussy, my Clarinet was covered in her cum. She said, "I've been waiting for that for a long time; that was amazing." 

I said, "I'm sure it was." 

She said, "I wish you would do that to me more often." 

I said, "Ok, I'll make you a deal, you bring your English horn over here more often and I'll make you cum with my Clarinet." 

She said, "Deal."

Later that night, when we all went to bed, I told Abigail about what we did and about the deal we made and she said, "Good idea." I wasn't really surprised because Abigail seems to like the whole idea. 

Abigail said, "So you made Mallory cum, but what about me." 

I said, "You're turned on now?" 

She said, "Yeah, feel how wet I am." She took me hand and I felt her wet pussy. 

I said, "Wow, you're really wet down there." 

She said, "Yeah, so you should do something about that." 

I said, "Really now? I'll show you how much I like that." I started to take all her clothes off while she took mine off and I then got on top of her and put me penis inside her pussy. 

She said, "I like that." 

I said, "I know." 

I started to go in and out of her and she said, "I like how big you are inside of me." 

I said, "Me too, I like feeling inside you." 

She said, "You should show me the other thing you like to do when you're inside me." 

I said, "Oh don't you worry. I will." I started to get faster and Abigail was really moaning because it felt so good. 

I was just about to cum inside her and then Mallory came in and turned on the light. I instantly covered both of us up and was even still inside of Abigail. I said, "What did I tell you about knocking?" 

She said, "Sorry, sorry, I thought you were doing the other thing." 

I said, "No, we're having sex, now go away." She turned off the light and left. It felt kind of sexy that I got caught having sex with Abigail by my step-sister. 

Abigail said, "I can't believe you're still inside me." 

I said, "Well, we might as well finish." 

She said, "Yeah, I'm way too turned on to stop." So I got faster and faster and Abigail was trying to keep quiet but there were some cases where she couldn't. Soon, I was cumming inside of Abigail and made her orgasm. I put my penis really deep inside of Abigail and just sat there. She said, "Well that was new, I never got caught having sex before." 

I said, "I don't know why she always catches us doing dirty things." 

Abigail said, "I don't know why either. It's kind of creepy." 

I said, "Yeah." I took my penis out of Abigail and my cum was oozing out of Abigail onto the bed. 

Abigail said, "Well I guess I should just get up so all your cum will slide out of me." When she did get up, my cum was just oozing out of her. She said, "I will never figure out how you manage to get your cum so deep inside of me." 

I said, "I told you, I'm just good like that." So we put our clothes back on and went into the living room where Mallory was. 

Mallory said, "All done now?" 

I said, "Yeah, why do you always seem to come in when we are doing dirty things?" 

She said, "I don't know, that's like the third time now." 

I said, "I don't understand how you know, what do you do? Stand by the door?" 

She said, "No, the first time I decided to come home early because my friend was being annoying, the second time I figured you wouldn't be doing anything with Abigail gone, and this time I thought you would want to use my English horn." 

I said, "You sure do like watching me use your English horn as a sex toy, don't you?" 

She said, "Yeah, I've never seen anybody do that with a musical instrument before." 

I said, "I'm sure you haven't." 

She said, "So I'm guess both of you are not turned on anymore." 

I said, "We just had sex; what do you think?" 

She said, "Oh, you finished?" 

I said, "Umm... yeah." Abigail chuckled at that. 

She said, "Wow, I thought I interrupted." 

I said, "You did, but we still finished." 

She said, "I'm surprised." 

After all that we went to bed, this time for real. The next day though when we woke up, Mallory said, "So, about my English horn." I was thinking, why is she so horny when she is around us, I mean the only thing she talks to us about mainly is sex. 

I said, "I'm guessing you want me to use it." 

She said, "Yeah, I dreamed about you using it last night." I thought, wow, is my step-sister really becoming attracted to me? 

I said, "Well, ok." 

She said, "I'll go get it." 

I told Abigail, "Well, I guess I'm going to cum inside her English horn now." 

She said, "I want to watch as well." 

I said, "I want you to watch me, it's just weird having only my step-sister watch." She had her English horn all put together and everything. So we went in our room so Abigail and Mallory could watch me cum in Mallory's English horn. 

I took all my clothes off and slowly started to slide my penis inside Mallory's English horn. It really started to turn me on and I got it pretty wet inside there. I started to move the bell of her English horn up and down. It started to make noise in there when I got faster and suddenly I started cumming really hard inside her English horn. I slowed down until I stopped and left my penis inside her English horn. 

Mallory said, "Feel good?" 

I said, "Yeah." 

She said, "Good." I took me penis out of her English horn and my cum started oozing out of it. I put my clothes back on and cleaned out my cum so Mallory could put her English horn back. We pretty much watched TV the rest of the morning until Mallory left. 

***

Things between Abigail and I haven't been too much different, Mallory is started to come visit some more though. She even brings her English horn when she decides to remember. As much as she likes to watch me cum in it, you would think she would bring it all the time. I will admit that I started making her orgasm using my Clarinet every time she does come over so it's starting to be a normal thing. 

November 1st is when we all celebrated my birthday, then 9 days later we celebrated Abigail's birthday. It was 2 days later when Abigail said, "So I was talking to Mallory and I was thinking about letting her move in with us." 

I said, "Why?" 

She said, "I don't know, it's just nice to have a girl around to talk to because all my friends are always busy." 

I said, "Well, it's not that I don't like Mallory, but you know how nosy she is." 

She said, "I know, but maybe we can set boundaries so that it doesn't get so crazy." 

I said, "I still don't think it's a good idea." 

She said, "It's not that bad I promise. We'll get her English horn more often." 

I said, "Yeah, with her watching all the time." 

She said, "Not if she's out with friends." 

I said, "Still." 

She said, "I really want her to move in with us, I think it would be fun." 

I said, "So what if Mallory gets a boyfriend, what will we do then?" 

She said, "Well I don't know, she hasn't had a boyfriend this long." 

I said, "You know how she's horny all the time, eventually some guy is going to find that attractive." 

She said, "Maybe, but she doesn't act like that around anybody else." 

I said, "Yeah, which is a little weird." 

She said, "It's not that weird, she is just comfortable with us." 

I said, "Apparently." 

She asked, "So will you think about it?" 

I said, "I'll think about it."

I really don't want Mallory moving in with us because for one she doesn't know about the whole balloon fetish that Abigail is slowly, but surely getting into, and two, that means Abigail and I will probably not have as much sex, just like when I was living at home. Maybe this is just a phase and Abigail won't bring it up again. Who am I kidding; Abigail doesn't do that, so I guess I'm going to have to really think about this.

Later that night, Abigail and I went into the bedroom so that we could do our little thing right before we go to bed. Abigail got out some balloons and blew 2 of them up. She said, "Let's each lay on them at the same time and see if we can pop them at the same time." 

I said, "That sounds interesting." So Abigail put her balloon under her pussy while I put mine under my penis. We both started squeezing and bouncing on them, but Abigail popped hers first and then I popped mine. 

She said, "Well, that didn't work out." 

I said, "Yeah. So I thought about the whole Mallory thing." Abigail started taking my clothes off while I took hers off. 

She said, "So she can live here now?" 

I said, "I didn't say all that." 

She said, "Oh, I was hoping." 

I said, "If she lives here, we won't be able to play with balloons." 

She said, "Yes we can, we'll just wait for her to go to her friend's house." 

I said, "Yeah, but you know how that goes, she will eventually walk in on us." 

She said, "We'll just be extra careful." 

I said, "I thought we were already being extra careful." 

She said, "Not really, I promise, we'll be extra careful if she moves in with us." 

I said, "Ok."

Abigail said, "But enough about her for right now, let's talk about me." 

I said, "Sounds good." 

She said, "I want you deep inside of me and I want you to make me cum so hard that I can't move." 




A Deep Dark Secret Ch. 07



I said, "I like that." 

She said, "Yeah." She started to put her hands down my underwear which was the only thing I was wearing and I put my hand down her panties, which was also the only thing she was wearing. She was really wet and I liked how she was holding my penis. She said, "I like how big you are." 

I said, "I like how wet you are." 

She said, "Show me how much you like it." She pulled my underwear down while at the same time I was pulling her panties down. She said, "I want to put it in this time." 

I said, "I might like that." She grabbed my penis and put it inside her. Her pussy was so warm and wet. I started to move in and out of her and she started moaning. I started to get faster and faster and it felt so good that I didn't want to stop. I got deeper and deeper and finally when I went back inside her again, I started cumming really hard inside her which at the same time made her orgasm. I left my penis inside her for awhile because I didn't want to move and I knew she didn't either. When I did take my penis out of her my cum started oozing out of her pussy. 

She said, "That was fun, time to go night, night." So we went to bed. Abigail didn't even get up so the rest of my cum could ooze out of her. I think she did it on purpose so that it would stay in her. I thought it was pretty hot though.

The next day, Abigail said, "So about last night. Do you want Mallory to move in with us?" 

I said, "She can move in with us, but we need to tell her the rules, because I don't want things to change between us." 

She said, "Things won't change, it will still be the same as before." 

I said, "It better be." Mallory was so excited when we told her that she could move in with us. We have an extra bedroom which she will be staying in and it took a week just to move all her stuff. I don't know how she managed to keep all that stuff in her room because it really didn't fit in the new room which is the same size.

The first 2 weeks, Mallory didn't seem to do all the things she used to do when she would come over. It was like me and Abigail had our thing and Mallory did whatever it is that she does. She also isn't around a whole lot because she likes to hang out with her friends, which is good because that's when me and Abigail have sex or play with balloons. I even took Mallory's English horn a couple of times, and used it as a sex toy. There was even 3 times I was able to use it as a sex toy without anybody here and it was awesome.

There was one day that Mallory was not going to be home the rest of the night and that's where Abigail and I decided to play with balloons. I locked the front door and we went to our room. We stripped naked, took out 6 balloons each, and blew them up. We had tied the 6 balloons together and we were going to lay on all of them to pop them. I was so turned on that my semen got on the balloons that I blew up. Abigail said, "Somebody's a little horny." 

I said, "Yeah." So we both stood up on the bed next to our balloon clusters and then fell down on them. One of my balloons popped, but none of Abigail's did. So she put one of her balloons under her pussy and bounced on it until it popped. I squeezed one of my balloons while it was near my penis until it popped and Abigail tried to sit on one of hers, but ended up laying on it to pop it. I was just about to pop another balloon, but I heard a noise. 

I motioned for Abigail to stop and whispered, "I heard something." 

She whispered back, "What did it sound like?" 

I said, "I don't know, but I'm going to check." I started thinking, maybe its Mallory trying to get inside because she decided to come home early. To my surprise when I went in the living room, there was Mallory just standing in the kitchen. 

I said, "How did you get in?" 

She said, "I took Abigail's key. What are you two doing in there?" 

I said, "Nothing." 

She said giggling, "Sounds like you're popping balloons." 

I said, "No." 

She said, "Well ok." She started walking to her room, but I quickly figured out that she was instead going to my room. 

I said, "No, no, no." But it was too late; she opened the door and started laughing a little bit. 

She said, "Balloons, Really? Is this Abigail's fetish?" 

I said, "No." 

She said, "So...it's your fetish?" 

I said, "You were not supposed to find out." 

She said, "But I never seen you play with balloons before." 

I said, "That's because I never did that when you were around." 

She said giggling again, "So do you have any other weird little fetishes that I don't know about." 

I said, "Not anymore." 

She said, "I will admit, this one is kind of funny." 

I said, "Why?" 

She said, "Come on think about it, balloons, why would popping balloons turn you on?" 

I said, "I don't know, Mallory." 

She said, "Well, ok, whatever gets you off I guess." 

I went in the room that Abigail was still in and I saw where she had put her clothes back on and tried to cover up the balloons with the covers, but it was still clearly obvious. I said to Abigail, "Now she knows." 

Abigail said, "I'm sorry, I didn't think she would find out." 

I said, "Well she did; now she knows everything." I knew Mallory was going to find out; she is so sneaky that it's impossible to hide anything from her. 

Mallory came back and said, "So, what are you going to do with rest of those balloons?" 

I said, "Well, I guess we'll finish laying on them." 

She said gigging again, "Can I watch?" 

I said, "Might as well, you watch everything else." 

She said, "I won't if you don't want me to." 

I said, "No, you can watch." I was mostly saying that to get back at Abigail, but it didn't work out because I think Abigail wanted her to watch. So we both popped the rest of the balloons while still in our clothes.

I said, "Ok, Abigail, now let's get naked and have sex." She gave me a look and said, "Not while your step-sister is watching." 

Mallory said, "No, I'm good, you two have fun." Mallory then left to go to her room. 

Abigail said, "I know you're not happy with me, but I'm sorry." 

I said, "Just don't worry about it, it's not like she's going to tell anybody." 

She said, "I know, but you sure it's ok?" 

I said, "Yes, I love you, please don't stress about this." 

She said, "You promise you're not mad?" 

I said, "Yes" and I gave her a kiss.



A Deep Dark Secret Ch. 08



Mallory was sitting on the couch with me while Abigail was with her friends. All of the sudden, Mallory said, "So, balloons, huh?" 

I said, "Yeah, what about them?" 

She said, "I don't know, you get more interesting as time goes on." 

I said, "You think it's interesting now?" 

She said, "Yeah, what is it about balloons that turn you on?" 

I said, "The way it feels, the fear of it popping, that sort of thing." 

She said, "Wow, I would think the noise would turn you off." 

I said, "Nope." 

Mallory then didn't say anything for a couple of seconds, then finally said, "So where did you keep these balloons when you were living at home, because I never saw them in your room." 

I said, "In a safe in my office." 

She said, "So that's what was in there, got it." 

I said, "Yeah." 

She then waited a couple of more seconds and said, "So I've never thought of using balloons to get me off before." 

I said, "Well, you never thought of using my Clarinet either." 

She said, "I know, but still, you sure do have some interesting sex toys." 

I said, "I know." 

She said, "It kind of turns me on a little bit." 

I said, "So you want to use balloons now?" 

She said, "Well, I don't know about using balloons, but your Clarinet would be nice." 

I said, "Well, you want to go in my room and me do it for you." 

She said, "I would like that." So she followed me to my room and she got naked while I put my Clarinet all together. 

I asked, "You ready?" 

She said, "Yeah." So I got behind her and started to slide my Clarinet inside her pussy. I started to move it in and out and got deeper and deeper each time I put it inside her. She then, grabbed my Clarinet so I would stop and said, "Maybe I'm not as wet as I thought." 

I said, "Well, what do you want to do?" 

She said, "Go get my English horn and use it as your sex toy." 

I said, "Ok." So I went to get her English horn while she sat there and held my Clarinet in her pussy. I came back in and started taking my pants and underwear off. 

She said, "I want you to cum in my English horn really hard." 

I said, "I will." I started to put my penis in her English horn and make it wet in there, but it wasn't as wet as I wanted it to be. 

She said, "Having trouble?" 

I said, "A little." 

She said, "Here, let me help." She took my Clarinet out of her pussy and came over to where I was. 

I said, "What are you doing?" 

She said, "Just watch." She started to blow warm air in her English horn which felt good. She almost even played a note because she was blowing so hard. Her warm air felt good on my penis and I was definitely getting it wet inside her English horn after that. She said, "Feel good?" 

I said, "Yeah. It's wet in there now." 

She said, "Good." I started moving the bell of her English horn up and down and it was feeling really good. Soon I was cumming really hard in her English horn. I left me penis in there after I got done and she said, "Did you cum?" 

I said, "Yeah." 

She said, "I like that." I took my penis out of her English horn and my cum started oozing out. She said, "I like when you cum in my English horn." 

I said, "Why?" 

She said, "It turns me on to see you do it." 

I said, "Well, ok." 

She said, "Yeah, I'm really wet now." 

I asked, "Want me to come over there and help you?" 

She said, "Of course." 

So I got behind Mallory and put my Clarinet back inside of her. She said, "Oh that feels cold." 

I said, "It's because you left it out of you with your cum still on it." 

She said, "I know, but it kind of felt good." I started moving my Clarinet in and out her. She started moaning and I got faster. She got real loud and finally started cumming all over my Clarinet. I just left it deep inside of her after she had orgasm. To my surprise, that's when Abigail came in the room and saw what we were doing. 

She just chuckled and said, "Well, looks like I walked into Mallory having fun." 

Mallory said, "Yeah that was amazing." 

Abigail said, "I know what he is going to say, 'I bet' " 

I said, "Maybe I wasn't going to say that." 

She said, "Right..." She saw Mallory's English horn sitting on bed with my cum still inside it and that's when I took my Clarinet out of Mallory's pussy. Abigail said, "Looks like you had fun too." 

I said, "Yeah." 

***

So I was stuck in this group project that I had to do and this guy and I were waiting on the others. The guys name was Darren and he said, "So, you go out with this girl Abigail right?" I was thinking that he must have been a past friend of hers. 

I said, "Yeah." 

He said, "Oh, did she say anything about me?" 

I said, "No." 

He said, "Oh, I figured she would have." 

I said, "Why?" 

He said, "Well, we used to date, but it didn't last very long." 

I said, "She told me that I was her first boyfriend." 

He said surprised, "Well, ok, that's interesting." 

I said, "Why did you and her break up?" 

He said, "She broke up with me, it just wasn't working out." 

I said, "How long did you two date each other?" 

He said, "It was only 2 months." 

I said, "Well, that's long enough to be considered a relationship." 

He said, "Yeah, that's why I was surprised she didn't tell you."

I was started to get a little mad because Abigail never told me she had a boyfriend before me. So if she didn't tell me that, I wonder what else she didn't tell me. I said, "So, you were her first boyfriend?" 

He said, "Yeah, I had to of been because she seriously didn't know how a relationship worked. I tried to teach her, but it just wasn't happening, then she just out of nowhere, broke up with me." 

I said, "Hmm." 

He said, "So how long have you been dating her?" 

I said, "About 2 years." 

He said, "Wow, maybe she did learn something." 

I said, "Yeah, maybe." 

He said, "Is she still secretive with you?" 

I said, "No, she tells me everything." 

He said, "Everything... except about me." 

I said, "Well, that's the only thing." 

He said, "That you know of." 

I asked, "What's that supposed to mean?" 

He said, "Don't get me wrong, she's a nice girl, but she has got some issues, or did when she was with me." 

I said, "Don't talk about my girlfriend like that. Plus, I think you have the wrong girl." 

He said, "I'm sure I have the right girl, Abigail Conley, she's about 5 foot 8, skinny and parents are rich." 

I said, "Yeah." 

He said, "Yeah, that's who I dated." 

I was starting to getting a little irritated because I did not know this guy very well and I was beginning to think he was just making it all up, so I thought I would ask him a couple of more questions just to see what he really knows. It would also confirm if he was telling the truth or just making stuff up. I said, "So what exactly do you know about Abigail?" 

He said, "Well, I know she's shy around people, she tries to get the truth out of you by acting a certain way and of course there are other things." 

I said, "Well, tell me." 

He said, "She's terrified of balloons for some odd reason." I thought, not anymore. He continued, "and I know that when she was 5, it was determined that she can't have children, but if she didn't tell you that, you didn't hear it from me." I thought, oh snap, this guy really does know Abigail. 

I said, "Not to be too personal, but did ya'll do anything together." 

He laughed and said, "We didn't do all that, the only sexual thing we did was that she gave me a blowjob one time, but that was as far as it went, why what did you do with her?" 

I said, "Well, I'm sure you can figure that out since we have been together for 2 years." 

I was furious, but I didn't show it. I was so mad that as soon as I see Abigail, she is in big trouble. But, in a way, I'm going to give her the benefit of the doubt. I won't jump to conclusions because this guy could possibly be making some of this stuff up just to get back at her for absolutely nothing. He said, "Wow, really, I figured because of her birth defect she would never do all that. So do you two use condoms?" 

I said, "No, why would we?" 

He said, "Just wondering." 

I said, "So it's a little weird that she never told me about you." 

He said, "I don't know what to tell you, I can tell you all the personal stuff about her, like she is not shy to show you her pussy when she knows you and she barely gets periods." 

I said trying to get him to stop, "Ok, I get it." 

He said, "Don't be mad at me, I'm just telling you what I know." 

I said, "I'm not mad at you."

The truth was that I was really mad at him, though I don't know why. I was also mad at Abigail, probably so much that it could be the reason I was mad at Darren. When I got home, Abigail was sitting on the couch with Mallory. I said to Abigail, "I need to talk to you." 

She sad, "Ok, are you alright?" 

I said, "No, let's go" and I pointed to our room. When we walked in our room I closed the door and said, "So, I talked to Darren today." 

She said in a low voice, "Oh." 

I said, "Yeah, remember him?" 

She said, "Umm..." 

I said, "Umm? Why didn't you tell me about him?" I had remembered that I wasn't going to jump to conclusions, but I was so furious, I couldn't help myself. 

She said, "It was just so long ago." 

I said, "Ok, well, why did you tell me that I was your first boyfriend? I mean did you think I wouldn't go out with you because I wouldn't be your first boyfriend?" 

She said, "No." 

I said, "So what is it? You also said I was the first person that you gave a blowjob to, guess what? You weren't." 

She said, "I kind of forgot about that." 

I said, "I don't know how you forget, it's pretty important to know these kinds of things." 

She said, "I just kind of blocked it out, he was a bad boyfriend, ok? All he wanted was sex, and well, that's why I gave him a blowjob." 

I said, "The point is, if that happened, you should tell me. So is there another boyfriend that you did have sex with without telling me." 

She said, "No, he was the only boyfriend before you." 

I said, "Are you sure? Think closely with that question." I felt like I was starting to treat her like a little kid. 

She said, "Yes, I promise." 

I said, "So, I'm not going to find out from one of your friends, or whoever that you really did have another boyfriend?"

She said, "No." 

I said, "Ok" like I really didn't believe her.

She said, "Are you still mad at me?" 

I said, "Yeah, I'm still mad at you, I can't believe you told me that you guessed at giving me a perfect blowjob, I knew there was something up." 

She said, "It felt good, didn't it?" 

I said, "That's not the point, Abigail, that's not... the point." I initially wanted to use a curse word, but I didn't want to offend Abigail as she hates those words and I was already being harsh enough with her. 

She said, "I'm sorry, it's just when I told you that you were my first boyfriend, I had completely forgotten about Darren." 

I said, "I really don't know how you forget, but ok." 

She said, "Please don't be mad at me, I hate when we fight, we haven't fought in a really long time." The last time we fought was when she had found out about Katy, which was a long time ago. I know it's not normal for couples to not fight, but I wouldn't consider us a normal couple because of what we do. 

I said, "I know that Abigail, but this has got me really pissed off." 

She said, "Can you please just forgive me?" 

I said, "I'm going to forgive you, but I'm still not happy about it." 

She said, "I know, I just feel so bad about it." I didn't respond to that and that's pretty much where the conversation was left off.

We both came back in the living room and Mallory could tell I was mad. Mallory said, "Are you two ok?" 

I said, "Mallory, please just be quiet, ok?" 

She whispered to Abigail, "What's going on?" Abigail whispered back, "I'll tell you later." 

I overheard and said, "Yeah, and make sure you tell her everything, don't forget anything now." When Abigail and I went to bed, it was pretty sad, because we didn't do anything sexual; we just went straight to bed.

The next day, I was still kind of mad at Abigail, but I didn't really show it as much as I did yesterday. Later in the day I said, "Well, I'm off to do the group project again." So I went down and waited in my car for them to call me, which for some reason seems to take them forever. 15 minutes later, they finally called me and I went to go meet up with them. We begin discussing what we will do for the project and suddenly I get a phone call. The caller id shows that Mallory is calling. I was like, why is she calling me now? I answered and she was crying, but saying "You need to come down to the hospital; Abigail was in a car wreck" 

I shouted, "What?" 

Mallory said, "Hurry." 

I said, "I'm on the way." I hung up and frantically said to the group, "I have an emergency, I have to go." I couldn't get out of the building fast enough. One of them even asked me what the emergency was, but I was trying to get out of there so quick that I didn't respond.

It was a good thing no cops were around because normally it takes 5 minutes to get the hospital, but I managed to get there in 30 seconds. I walked in and there was Mallory crying. The nurse was also standing there and said, "Are you a friend of Abigail?" 

I said, "I'm the boyfriend." 

She said, "Unfortunately, Abigail has expired." 

I said, "What? That can't be possible." 

She said, "I'm very sorry." Mallory was crying real hard, but I just couldn't come to terms at what was going on. I had to hold Mallory for a long time and I didn't want to let her go. 

But suddenly I woke up and realized it was all a dream, then I realized that those bitches from the group project never called me, so I made the decision that it was no longer important and just had to go back home to Abigail. When I finally got home, Abigail was just standing there. I went up to her, started hugging her and said, "I don't want to be mad at you, just don't ever do this to me again, and if you truly do forget something, just tell me, ok?" 

She said, "Ok. I'm very sorry." 

I said, "I know, I love you, and that's never going to change."

After that, I had to block out that dream I had. I just can't stand to think about it because every time I do, it makes me want to cry. I didn't even tell Abigail as there would be no way I could.