7 comments/ 18318 views/ 25 favorites Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 01 By: mountaincat4 Author's note: I began this series in December of 2013 while I was finishing another series. At that time most of the world (including me) had not heard of Brittany Maynard. Brittany was a young, vibrant recently married woman who was diagnosed with an aggressive form of brain cancer on New Years Day 2014 and in April she was given a prognosis of six months to live. Brittany came to the world's attention when she announced her decision to end her life by medically assisted suicide in order to spare herself and her family the nightmare that she would have otherwise had to endure as the disease progressed. This story has thematic similarities to Brittany's situation and I wanted to say that I wholeheartedly admire, agree with and approve of her decision. I also applaud her efforts to extend the right to make this decision to everybody. I offer my sincere condolences to her husband and family as well as to others whose lives she lovingly touched. I hope they all were inspired by the courage and dignity she exemplified in the choice that she made. 'What we do in life echoes in eternity.' Maximus Decimus Meridius (Gladiator) ************************************* Have you ever wanted to go back in time and do something over again? Usually when someone feels like this it's because they either had a wonderful experience and wish they could relive it or they want to change something because they made a mistake or were in the wrong place at the wrong time and their life has been a living hell because of it. Either way, you really need to get over this feeling because there's a good reason why you shouldn't and an even better reason why you can't. The reason you shouldn't is philosophical. Life wouldn't be life if you got second chances; we grow from our experiences, good and bad. In fact if you are very astute you will come to know that there is no good and bad, only consequences. An endless flow of dialectics where thesis meets antithesis and produces a synthesis that becomes another thesis that meets another antithesis to create another synthesis and so on and so on until it's often impossible to distinguish the cause from the effect. Put a little more poetically, 'Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I will meet you there.' A Persian poet named Jalal ad-Din Rumi said that over eight centuries ago. The reason you can't is physics and has to do with the second law of thermodynamics and something called entropy. The arrow of time only points one way. If you enjoy mental masturbation you can go through the wormhole with Morgan Freeman and debate the possibilities of time travel to your heart's content. Just be prepared to meet yourself coming back. In the 2002 production of H. G. Wells' 'The Time Machine', Alexander Hartdegen invents a device for traveling through time. He uses it to go back to a time prior to his fiancé's untimely death in order to prevent it. After a few failed attempts he gives up in desperation and reluctantly concludes that the past cannot be changed and that the death of his beloved Emma is a fait accompli and he will forever be denied a second chance to be with her. So what makes you think you'd have any better luck if you went back in time? But you don't need a time machine to sometimes get a second chance. Call it Karma or cosmic retribution or what goes around comes around, life can suddenly change course and put you in a situation where you make a very startling discovery: the best way to deal with something that happened in the past is to deal with it in the future. My second chance began with a phone call, a very unexpected phone call. The last person I ever thought I would hear from again was Anne Cordet. I felt my heart skip a beat when I saw her name come up on my cell phone. Almost out of habit I clicked the answer button then wondered why she was still in my contacts. Anne has no concept of patience and will let it ring twice before terminating the call and will never leave a message. Don't ask me why I gave a rat's ass; I guess I was too shocked to blow her off. "Anne, what a pleasant surprise. It's been awhile since we spoke." "Carl you know damn well I'm the last person on earth you want to speak with but I'm glad you still remember to answer me quickly. I don't have much time so I'll be brief. I'm calling to ask you to come to a meeting that could be of great financial importance to you. Just say yes or no if you're interested and if it's yes I'll send you a text message with the place and time." "That's awfully kind of you to think of me..." She cut me off with a curt, "YES OR NO CARL." Against my better judgment I said yes. Don't ask me why. The call ended immediately and in less than a minute I got the text. It read as follows: June 17, 7 PM (An address in Manhattan) Black Tie. I was irrevocably committed now. Nobody stood Anne up; nobody who didn't live to regret it that is. As usual she hadn't given me much time. June 17 was tomorrow. In case you're beginning to get the impression that Anne Cordet is a first class, ball busting, ruthless, heartless bitch that regards that title as a compliment and elevates being one to a whole new level, you're wrong. She's much worse than that. She's malevolent, vindictive, diabolic and borderline evil. A border she will not hesitate to cross if she feels the situation warrants it. Anne was born with a silver spoon in her mouth, the only child of a brilliant investment banker who managed hedge funds for the ultra wealthy. With her supermodel looks her mother could have been regarded as a classic trophy wife except that, unlike her daughter, she actually possessed a heart, a personality and a conscience; traits that her father's genes had obliterated from Anne's constitution. As if to spite her father for these omissions she dedicated herself from an early age to trying to outdo him in everything. She was a straight A student all the way through to her MBA and had joined a venture capital firm and worked her way up quickly to head the mergers and acquisitions department where she distinguished herself by becoming one of the most ruthless corporate pirates in the country. A workaholic that enjoyed nothing better than taking advantage of companies in trouble and using every underhanded method she was capable of to perform her favorite trick: the hostile takeover. Once she got control of a company the real fun began. She used an intricately constructed formula to begin cutting high salaried staff, reducing R&D funding, stopping the match of 401k contributions, selling assets and a myriad of other nasty obfuscations to artificially inflate the stock price so it could be used as collateral to fund the startup companies that were going to be the real money makers in the future. When she had squeezed as much as she could out of the company she sold what was left to anybody who still wanted it and took a big tax write off against the gains she made. In the meantime, it was the employees and the misled investors who got to pay for all of this. After working for the venture capital company for two years she decided, like Ross Perot had done in the insurance business, that she could do this better all by herself, so she took the fortune her father left her and started her own company. This is how I came to know Anne. I worked as a VP for one of the companies she raided. She promised me and a lot of other people above a certain level that we would make a fortune in the stock but neglected to inform us when it was about to crash so we all ended up doing most of her dirty work and getting screwed in the end. All I had to show for two years of fourteen-hour days and a lot of sleepless nights was a tersely worded letter of dismissal when I was no longer of any use to her. Sitting in a meeting with her was worse than what the generals in Hitler's army must have gone through in meetings with that maniac. I put my wife through a hell of her own by not being around because I was busy unwittingly digging the grave of my own career. I missed my two kids' birthdays and even a Christmas because of Anne's reign of terror. So what possessed me to agree to meet with this monster after a year of trying to rebuild my job and family? I guess it was simply curiosity. I wanted to know what new depth of depravity she had sunk to that could possibly make her want to have anything to do with me. We weren't in danger of running out of virgins she could suck the blood out of were we? When I got home and told my wife that I was going to a meeting the next night with Anne she looked at me like I had completely lost my mind. "Carl, if you do anything with her besides talk, we're through. Do you understand me? I will not let her finish destroying our lives." "I hear you Sandy. I'm just curious to see what she's up to. I have no intentions of having anything else to do with her under any circumstances. Since she said it was a formal occasion I hope there will be a lot of other people around so I can just get the hell out as soon as I discover what she wants." I came home early the next day so I could get dressed and as soon as I walked in the phone rang. It was Anne. I clicked answer and she started speaking before I could say a word. "Carl. Anne. You still live in the same place don't you?" "Yes." "I'm sending a car for you. It will be there at 6:15. Be ready." The call ended before I could even respond. At exactly 6:15 a black Mercedes S550 pulled up in front of my house. I told Sandy I would let her know when I was on the way home and opened the front door. As I walked to the car a uniformed chauffer got out of the car and walked around to open the back door for me. It wasn't until I started to get in that I noticed the driver was a strikingly beautiful blonde woman. She closed the door after I sat down and resumed her position in the driver's seat. "My name is Melissa and I'll be your driver tonight. There's a split of Champagne in the little ice bucket and a glass on the back of the seat in front of you. You can choose one of the selections on the pad if you would like to listen to some music while we're en route." We started our journey to the address I had been given. I opened the Champagne and poured myself a glass. I touched the selection on the pad for a Mozart piano sonata and it began to play. I took a sip of the wine and sat back in the comfortable seat. Melissa never said another word as she nimbly navigated us toward the city. I knew we must be in the high rent district because we were very close to the park. At precisely 6:55 the car pulled up at the entrance to a pair of ornate gates off one of the avenues that was lined with very expensive looking Georgian style buildings. As we approached the gates they swung open and Melissa drove through them. When they had closed behind us, she pushed a button on a remote control and a garage door that had been built to resemble a corner of the building began to open. We drove inside and the door closed behind us. We went down a short ramp and turned a sharp corner where there were about eight parking spaces and Melissa pulled into one of them. She turned off the ignition and opened her door to walk around and open mine. When I got out she told me to follow her to an elevator where she punched in a four-digit code. The door opened and we stepped inside. She pressed the button for the second floor. The elevator began to move up silently and stopped. The doors opened onto a foyer. There was a door at one end with an ornamental wrought iron gate in front it that led to the street. It looked to be made out of expensive wood with beautiful handles and hinges. The foyer looked like something you would see in a governor's mansion. About twenty feet long and fifteen feet wide with framed mirrors along the walls and a very elaborate ceiling with scrolls and other decorative elements. Two iron benches with padded seats covered in expensive fabric were on either side. Sconces on the walls lighted the room. At the other end was another door with molding and brass levers and hinges. Melissa told me to go through the door and when I was ready to leave she would meet me here in the foyer. I walked to the door and pushed the lever down and opened it. I walked in to a beautifully decorated formal living room with a large oriental rug in the middle and two matching sofas and four chairs with side tables at the edges of the rug. The windows in this room were very tall and on one wall they were two sets of French doors that opened onto balconies with stone railings where you could stand and look down at the street below. I was standing in front of one of the French doors admiring the view when I heard a grandfather clock begin to chime and as soon as the seventh ring sounded a door at the other end of the room opened. I turned when I heard the door and saw Anne. I was startled. I had never seen her in anything except tailored business suits before. Tonight however she wore a floor length formal gown made of maroon velvet. It was cut low enough at the neckline to actually show a little cleavage. She had never worn anything that would make you think she even had tits in all the time I knew her. Around her throat was a necklace of diamonds that looked like she should have armed guards on either side of her to keep it safe. She wore earrings and a bracelet that were the equal of the necklace. Her hair was longer than I remembered. The color was chestnut brown. I had seen her almost every day for two years and never once did she wear it down like it was tonight. We walked toward each other and before I could raise my hand to shake hers she did something that utterly shocked me. She put her hand on my arm and leaned forward and kissed me on the cheek. I would have sworn she wouldn't even know how to kiss. Her perfume was exotic and could have been sexy if anybody else were wearing it. This was not the Anne Cordet that I knew. What the hell was going on? Where were all the other people I expected to be here? Something was not right. "I'm very glad you decided to come tonight Carl. Aren't you going to tell me I look nice?" "I thought about it but then I remembered who I was with. You know you look a lot better than nice and I know you don't give a shit what anybody else thinks; especially me." "That may have been true in the past but I've changed since you last saw me. I'm trying to be a kinder, gentler person now." "And how's that working for you Ms. Cordet?" I said snidely. "Please Carl don't be so bitter. Can't we at least be civil with each other for one evening?" "Where did you learn that word?" "Which one?" "Please." For one fleeting second I thought I saw a hurt look on her face. I quickly dismissed it but didn't say anything else to her. "Carl you have a right to feel as you do but I hope you can change your opinion of me when I've told you why I invited you here tonight." "I'm all ears Anne." "Hmmm, cut to the chase. I hope you learned that from me Carl but for once in my life I intend to take my time telling you what I have to say to you. Before we get to that I'd like to show you around and have a glass of Champagne if it's not asking too much." "Show me around? What is this place and why would I want to know what it looks like? I thought this was going to be a fancy party and this was some kind of rented venue for the rich and richer to rub elbows." "Actually Carl this is my home. I live here." "I'll take that Champagne now if you don't mind." She went to a tablet on the wall and touched it. A voice said "Yes Ms. Cordet." "Anthony would you bring two glasses of Champagne to the second floor living room?" "Right away Ms. Cordet." "You live here? Like you own this place?" "Yes." "How big is this apartment? Half a floor? A whole floor?" "It's not an apartment Carl. I own the whole building." "Jesus Anne it must be eight stories. And this has to be the most expensive land in the city. I can't even imagine what this place is worth." "My father bought it before I was even born. We lived here until I went away to school. I decided to move back a year after my parents died in a plane crash." "I had no idea. I'll accept your offer to see it now." A panel opened in one of the walls and a distinguished older man walked into the room carrying a tray with two crystal flutes filled with Champagne. He walked up to me and said, "Sir?" I picked up one of the flutes and then he walked over to Anne and presented the tray to her. She picked up her glass, looked at me and said, "Carl, I'd like to propose a toast. To starting over." I raised my glass half-heartedly enough to convey that I wasn't enthusiastic about toasting starting anything else with her and hesitated before I took a sip of the bubbly wine. "Wow, that's delicious. What kind of Champagne is this?" It doesn't have a name; it's made by the house of Taittinger in Reims especially for their most valued friends. I stopped getting it some time ago because I cut out alcohol for a while but I've decided to indulge myself again so they were kind enough to send me a few cases." "In that case, tell Anthony not to get too far away and let's get started with the tour." "You are currently on the second floor which is the main floor of the building with an entrance from the street. On the side of the stone stairway leading up from the sidewalk to that massive door you saw in the foyer is a door that leads to the first floor, which contains a basement with storage, laundry facilities, wine cellar, utilities, storm shelter, a nicely appointed exercise room, three bedrooms with baths for full time employees like Melissa and Anthony and a few other things. Below that is the garage with additional storage and parking for eight cars. I only have the one car so I sometimes lease the other parking spaces to my neighbors." We walked though the rest of the second floor, which had a library, a study, an office, a formal dining room that looked like something out of Buckingham Palace, a breakfast room with French doors that led down more stone stairs to a modest but impeccably landscaped back yard, and a kitchen that Wolfgang Puck would envy. We returned to the main floor living room and went through the door to the elevator and rode up to the third floor. This was the entertaining floor. There was a complete theater with couches instead of seats where forty people could watch videos and movies on a huge screen. There was a billiard room with three tables for pocket pool, billiards and snooker, a smoking room for cigars, a fully stocked bar with stools and tables and taps for draught beer, a video room with every kind of electronic game you could imagine and four bathrooms with showers. The fourth floor was devoted to business with conference rooms, offices, computers of every kind, bathrooms and two bedrooms for occasional out of town business clients. The fifth, sixth and seventh floors were the bedroom floors with four suites on each floor consisting of large bedrooms, closets, sitting rooms, formal living rooms, fantastic bathrooms and small kitchens for en suite dining. The eighth floor was the master suite. Picture Hugh Hefner's place if he had more money and better taste. Why you would ever want to leave there is a mystery to me. On the roof was a Japanese garden. With bamboo and flowers of every kind interspersed with fountains and pagodas. In the middle of fucking New York City! It had taken almost an hour to just walk through the place. We returned to the main floor and she led me back to the formal dining room where two places were set at the incredibly elaborate dining table. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 01 "Would you prefer to sit to my right with me at the end of the table or across from me so we can dine face to face?" "Maybe it's the effect of the Champagne but I think I'd like to be able to look at you while we eat." Anthony moved the place setting from the end of the table to the first place on the side opposite the one that was already set. He pulled out the chair for Anne to sit down and when she was seated, he placed the linen napkin in her lap. He then came around and pulled my chair out for me and placed my napkin. A silver bucket with the bottle of Champagne was sitting on the table just to my right. Anthony left but returned soon with a tray laden with a full service of Beluga Caviar. Boiled eggs with the whites and yolks in separate crystal cups, minced scallions, coarsely ground pepper with a little tiny spoon, sour cream, lemon wedges and freshly baked toast points provided the accompaniments to the main course of at least four ounces of caviar. I was in gastronomic heaven. When we had finished with the caviar, Anthony cleared the table then served us the best Caesar salad I've ever tasted. It was all the more impressive because he made it at the table. I almost cried it was so delicious. The entrée was veal in a cream and truffle sauce. Subtle and full of flavor at the same time, it was tender enough for a baby to eat. Asparagus tips and a small serving of a delicious grain accompanied it. We hadn't talked very much while we ate that fabulous dinner but after Anthony brought us coffee Anne told him that he could retire for the night. He thanked her and said goodnight. "Carl I'm sure you're wondering why I asked you to come here and why I've shown you what very few people have ever seen before. I'm a very private person when it comes to my home and I only share it with a very few close friends. I have no family since my parents died. I've never been married and I have no children. I've spent my whole life preparing for and conducting business. I've made a lot of money even though I didn't need to because my father left me a fortune." "So you turn out to be a poor little rich girl." "I suppose you could say that. But even poor little rich girls are human. Two weeks ago I was told by my doctor that I have an inoperable brain tumor and I have at most six months to live. I've had specialists from all over the world look at the tests and they all agree. I came home from that diagnosis and completely freaked out for an entire week. I screamed and cried and cussed and threw things and flung myself against the walls. I went through all the stages of facing death and finally managed to sleep for a few hours. When I awoke I was calmer. I realized that everybody has to face death sooner or later and whether I had six decades or six months left didn't make much difference. I had to ask myself what I was so afraid of. What was I holding on to so desperately that I couldn't let go of?" "Anne I'm very sorry to hear this even though it doesn't change the things you've done. I'm not saying you should have been another Mother Theresa but we all have to face death and I'm pretty sure it's harder to do if you're not particularly proud of your actions in life." "I take full responsibility for what I've done and I'm not ashamed of it. I was born into a culture of money and I was programmed to be a businesswoman. I became addicted to making money the way some people become addicted to drugs or alcohol. I let it consume my life and now that I have so little time left I realize I've missed something more important than money and material possessions. I've missed love. I've never loved anybody and nobody has ever loved me." "Anne I don't mean to be inconsiderate but I feel pretty sure you never let anybody love you. More importantly, you never learned to love yourself." "That's very perceptive of you, it took me quite a while to realize that. And that's why I've asked you here tonight. Carl would you consider granting me a last wish?" "What could I possibly have that you could wish for?" She looked at me the way only a little lost child can look at you. Scared, with tears welling up in her eyes. Finally she said, "Would you show me what love is?" "Anne how can I possibly do that? First of all I already love someone else. Secondly love isn't something you can just turn on like a light bulb. Love comes from the heart and nobody can just make it happen. Most importantly love is based on trust. How can you possibly expect me to trust you after what you did to me?" "I know it's a lot to ask Carl but of all the people I know you're the only one I actually had feelings for. I never let you know and I managed to suppress them but I did feel something for you once. It's because you love somebody else that I know you're capable of loving. I know you have a heart and you're very much in touch with it. I believe I have a heart too but I've never been given the chance to use it. As far as trust goes what possible motive would I have to betray your trust now? It would only be for at most six months and this may sound crass but I'll pay you for it. Whatever you lost while you worked for me I'll double it if you'll do this for me. Please Carl will you love me 'til I die?" What would ever prepare a person to be able to answer that question. Of all the situations I could ever have imagined having to face in my life I wouldn't even have thought to put this on the list. "Anne do you have any idea what you're asking me to do? Love isn't something you can teach like playing the piano. I can't come over for a couple of hours three times a week and show you how to love. Doing something like that would be worse than doing nothing. It would be a sham. Love has to be real or it isn't love. We would have to live together, eat together, play together, bathe together and have lots of sex. I'd have to quit my job again. And as if that isn't enough you'd be asking Sandy to love you too. She would have to give up all the intimacy that we've shared for the last ten years and allow me to give it to you. How can I ask her to do something like that? This would destroy my marriage." "I realize this would be difficult but you're the only one who can do this for me. Would you please think about it? Would you talk to Sandy and ask her if she would make this sacrifice for me? It's not like we're going to run off and live happily ever after and make babies. Couldn't she let me borrow you for a few months? Then you could take all the money I'll give you and go away for a while and be in love with each other for the rest of your lives which I really hope will be considerably longer than mine will be." "I must be out of my fucking mind. Alright I'll ask her but if she says no then that's the end of it." "Explain it to her this way. You had 50,000 shares of stock and the price reached a high of $50. If you had sold it then you would have made 2.5 million. I'll put 5 million in a hedge fund for you and Sandy that is managed by a friend that owes me a favor. The fund is earning between 12 and 17 percent so that would give you an income of at least $600,000 a year and you wouldn't even have to touch the 5 mil. You'd never have to work again. Your kids' education would be paid for. You and Sandy could travel or do whatever you want. You could retire at the ripe old age of 32. And since I would want you to be with me constantly I'll deposit $100,000 in your account for her as soon as you tell me you'll do this." "That's a tempting offer Anne but there is one more critical consideration." "What do you mean?" "We need to see if we're sexually compatible." "Well that shouldn't be hard to do." "Having sex and being sexually compatible are two different things Anne." "I guess that's something else I never got around to learning. How do we find out if we're compatible?" "We go upstairs to that pleasure palace you call your bedroom and we spend the next two hours making love; or trying to." "Really! Do you mean that?" Her eyes lit up. She sounded excited at the prospect. "I can't believe it myself but yes I really mean that." "Well come on, lets get started." I got up and walked around to pull her chair back but before I did I leaned over her chair and kissed the side of her neck. "You really do look beautiful in that dress Anne. I could hardly believe it was you when I first saw you." "Thank you Carl. I've decided to pamper myself and dress in things I don't usually wear. I don't want to be remembered as just an executive. I'd like someone to think I was an attractive woman too." "Well that I can do for you. And you don't even have to pay me." I pulled the chair back and she stood up. I stepped around to face her and took her hand and placed it on my shoulder. I put my arms around her waist and pulled her close. "Let's see if you feel as good as you look." I hugged her and she put her head on my shoulder. "Ummmh, you do feel like a woman. Now let's find out if you taste like one." She raised her head and I looked into her eyes. They were surprisingly soft and vulnerable. I slowly moved my head forward and gently touched her lips with mine. She was tentative so I increased the pressure a little and she began to respond. I moved my hand down to her ass and pulled her closer while I kissed her and parted my lips to touch hers with my tongue. She was full of surprises and opened her lips to invite my tongue inside her mouth. I pulled back and looked at her. "Whew! I didn't expect that. You've done this before haven't you?" "It's been a while but it seems to be coming back to me." "I think we should head upstairs and continue. You've passed the entrance exam with excellent marks." I held her hand as we walked to the elevator. She punched in the code and the door slid open then she pressed the 8 button. We began to ascend. I took her hand again and it felt a little damp. "Nervous?" "A little." I pulled her to me and kissed her again. There was no hesitation this time. She responded with enthusiasm and pressed against me as I held her. The elevator stopped and the door opened. We walked out into her floor. There were four rooms on this floor and all of them were exquisitely decorated. Not overly ornate but you could tell that all the furnishings were expensive and chosen by someone with a very refined taste. Despite the elaborate trappings the place didn't look like a showroom. It had a comfortable feeling that made you feel at home. All the rooms had double French doors and the ceilings were all twelve feet high. Three of the rooms had stone fireplaces including her bedroom. There was a wide hallway that led to the bathroom if you could call it that. It was actually a luxury spa that would be the envy of any resort in the world. On either side of the hallway were double pocket doors that opened to huge closets. "I assume we shall be heading to the bedroom. You can use the closet on the right of the hallway to hang your tux up. It belonged to my father and I only use part of it for my things." "I want to watch you get undressed. Where do you usually do it?" "My closet has a dressing table and a full length mirror in it. Wouldn't you rather undress me?" "If this were a date I would but it's not. This is a test to see if we can be in love with each other and there's more to it than doing sexy things." "I'm not sure I understand but come along and I'll show you what I would do if you weren't here." We entered her bedroom through the tall French doors and walked down the hallway to her closet and slid the doors open. She walked over to her dressing table and removed her necklace, earrings and bracelet and put them in a jewelry box on the table then moved to where her shoes were kept on several racks. She bent down and took off the shoes she was wearing and put them on one of the racks. She walked back to me and turned around. "Would you unzip me? I had help getting it zipped up and it's a little difficult doing it by myself." "That's OK. This is something people in love do for each other." I slid the zipper down her back and revealed the back of a black strapless bra. The label had the words 'Carine Gilson' written on it. "You have impeccable taste in lingerie Ms. Cordet." "You didn't expect me to wear undies from Wal-Mart with a $3500 evening gown did you?" "I doubt that either of us was expecting me to see your undies Anne but I'm starting to be glad I am." I brushed the straps off her shoulders and her gown fell to the floor. Her panties were a thong but had a strip of lace about three inches wide around her hips instead of a thin elastic band. I felt the material with my thumb and finger. It was the finest silk I had ever seen. The band came down a mere inch onto her crack so most of her ass was uncovered. "Wow Anne, I had no idea you've been concealing this gorgeous ass all the time I've known you. If this were any other circumstance I'd be on my knees kissing and caressing it now but it's not, so let's continue with undressing." She bent over to pick up her gown and deliberately pressed her ass into my crotch as she slowly retrieved her dress and stood back up. She walked over to another rack where other dresses were hanging and carefully hung up the expensive gown. Then she turned and walked back toward me stopping at the chair in front of her dressing table. She reached behind her and undid the clasp to the bra and removed it. She laid it on the top of a laundry hamper next to the table. She stood there and put her hands on her hips and moved her shoulders from side to side so that her breasts swayed then waited for my reaction. "Do they meet with your approval?" "Yes they most certainly do." "Don't most men like them bigger?" "I'm not most men. They're beautiful and perfect for you and that's all that matters." She smiled then put her thumbs in the top of her panties and slowly pulled them down. When they were at mid thigh she bent over and slid them down to her ankles and stepped out of them and placed them on the hamper with her bra. She put her hands back on her hips and stood there. She didn't assume a defiant pose as if she was reluctant to be standing naked in front of me but appeared to be anxious for my approval. You would have to know her to understand how unusual this was for her because she had never sought anybody's approval for anything before. She was much more beautiful than I had ever suspected since she covered up that beauty with the hard veneer of a Wall Street wheeler-dealer. I guess she did inherit something from her mother after all. "I'm not going to tell you what you already know Anne. What would you normally do next?" "I would put on a dressing gown and sit at this table and remove my makeup." "Skip the gown but go ahead and remove your makeup. I like seeing you naked." She sat down and started wiping her face with a cotton pad that she poured lotion on. "I'm not sure I see what this has to do with sexual compatibility yet." "It does have a little something to do with sexual compatibility but mostly it has to do with loving. Watching you do these little ordinary tasks is what love is all about. I've watched Sandy do these things hundreds of times and each time I feel like I'm the luckiest man in the world to be privileged enough to have her in my life. I'm sure you're more than capable of pleasing a man sexually. You would almost have to be with a fabulous body like that but I want to be sure you're capable of being loved. I have to know that you can appreciate the little things that make people feel so happy to just be with each other." I walked over to stand behind her chair and reached for a hairbrush lying on the tabletop and began to brush her hair. "It's doing things like this for someone and bringing them a cup of coffee or walking up behind them and hugging them and kissing their neck that makes love so wonderful." I leaned forward and kissed her neck. "Can you feel that Anne? Does it send a little shiver up your spine? When that feels as good as having sex you'll know what love is. You finish taking your makeup off and I'll go get out of this tux and meet you in that plush bed of yours." I took my time undressing and thought about what I was about to do. I still couldn't believe I had even talked to Anne again and here I was getting ready to make love to her. She had managed to make me even more conflicted about what I felt was right than when I worked for her. I was about to cheat on the person I loved with someone I despised because I couldn't stand the thought of anybody dying at the age of 31 and never having the experience of being loved or of loving somebody. I felt like I was damned if I did and damned if I didn't. When I reached the bed she was already lying on it on her back. The lights had been dimmed and soft music was playing. I lay down on my side next to her and looked at her. "How are you feeling?" "I haven't felt this way in a long time. I'm nervous and apprehensive...and scared. I've been thinking about what you said in the closet when you asked me if I could feel it when you kissed my neck. Oh Carl, I could feel it. It did send shivers up my spine and it brought back the feelings I once had for you and I want to feel them now and not make them go away. Carl I know I can love you and I desperately want to do it before I die." She turned to face me. "Carl please do this for me. Please don't let me die unloved." She started crying and then sobs racked her whole body. I put my arms around her and held her. "Anne I'll try. I really will. But we have to take this one step at a time. Think of how many millions of people have had to go off to war and only had one night with the person they loved and never got to come home to them. Life's not fair Anne. Sometimes it's downright cruel. We're here tonight so lets make the most of what we have. Be a big girl now and show me you can do this." She rolled over and reached for a tissue from a gold dispenser on the nightstand and blew her nose. Then got another one and wiped the tears off her cheeks. "You're right Carl, I'm being a selfish little brat. If we can make love tonight at least I'll have known it for one night even if that's all I ever have." "That's better. Now come over here and put your arms around me so I can finally feel that warm sexy body of yours." She wrapped herself around me and looked in my eyes. How could I possibly refuse her? I could feel her soft breasts pressing against my chest. The lingering fragrance of her perfume infused my breath. Her chestnut hair spread all across the pillowcase and felt gentle on my face. I moved my head down and started softly kissing her neck. My hand slowly slid across her back from her shoulder down to her ass and back up again. Her eyes closed and she held me tighter as she laid her head back and gave me complete access to her neck. The words of my favorite Bob Dylan song echoed in the back of my mind, 'she makes love just like a woman, but she breaks just like a little girl.' "Anne it is written in the Koran that tomorrow is promised to no one. Be with me now in this moment. Don't evaluate it. Don't analyze it. Don't think about it. Just feel it with your body and with your heart. If you can experience everything that this moment has to offer then death can never take it away from you. This is our moment. This is where we need to be." I kissed her neck gently and slowly kissed my way across her throat to the other side before moving down to her shoulder then back along her chest to the other one. The tension in her body began to ebb away. The rough breaths that followed her sobbing changed into an even cadence. My lips moved lower to the top of her breast and I trailed the tip of my tongue across her smooth flawless skin. I kissed the space between her breasts and continued my tongue's journey onto the other one. I brought my hand up and cupped it underneath and caressed it as I lowered my mouth to her nipple. My lips pursed around it and I sucked it softly into my mouth. She breathed deeply and pressed her breast into my mouth. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 01 I nursed her for several minutes before moving to the other one and lavished the same affectionate treatment on it. I slid down and moved her onto her back then kissed my way down from her breasts to her stomach. I kissed and licked her navel and touched all around it with my fingertips. My hand slid lower until it reached her pubic hair. I gently ran my fingers across it. It felt soft and silky. Her skin was warm beneath it. I moved my hand lower until they touched the lips of her pussy. "Open your legs Anne, open them wide and invite love in." She spread them apart and bent her knees and I slid my hand down to rub her lips with my fingers. She was hot and damp as my middle finger slipped between her labia. I put my head on her stomach just above her mound and breathed deeply. The aroma of her sex was arousing and I savored it as I drew my fingers up her slit and across her hair and placed them on my lips and licked them. "You don't have to use your fingers. You can taste me directly if you want." "I intend to do just that. But you need to let me drive. You just lay back and enjoy the ride." I rubbed the top of her thigh and ran my hand down to gently massage her ass. Then did the same thing to the other side. I slid my body lower and crawled between her legs. I pulled her hair and the hood of her clitoris up with my hand and then engulfed the pink nub with my lips. Her body jerked in response and I massaged it with my lips and lightly licked it with the tip of my tongue. I opened my mouth wide and covered as much of her slit as I could and licked it with broad laps. Her delicious juice flowed onto my tongue with each lick. Her hips began to undulate as I continued to lick her. Finally I stuck my tongue into her vagina and rubbed her clit with my thumb. She pressed her hips forward to get my tongue deep inside her then her legs began to tremble and she came on my tongue. "Oh Carl that was wonderful. Nobody's done that for me in a long time. You made me forget. Thank you, thank you, thank you." "Anne you were wonderful. Wonderful and beautiful and I'm the one who should thank you for letting me help you feel what you've been missing. You've convinced me that you can be open to love, that you can respond to it and let it go deep inside you. Now that's what I intend to do. I'm going to go deep inside you." I moved up between her legs and put my hand around my hard cock and rubbed it up and down her slit. I placed the tip at her entrance and pushed into her. I didn't stop until my cock was buried in her. I lowered myself down on her and felt her breasts press against my chest. "Wrap your legs around me Anne. Pull me deep inside you and feel the union of our bodies." I kissed her and stuck my tongue in her mouth. I wanted as much of my body inside hers as I could get. I kissed her with a passion I hadn't felt in a long time. It scared me but it also let me know that I could love her. Not just enough to get her through but really love her as much as I loved Sandy. I started fucking her and felt her respond and push back as I entered her. She moved her hands all over my back and pulled me tightly to her. We built together higher and higher to a peak of sexual arousal. She followed my every movement as we synchronized our love making like we had been doing it for a long time. "Open your heart Anne love is coming. Let it in. Let it fill your heart the way I'm going to fill your cunt with my cum." My cock swelled and began to spurt its pearly contents deep inside her. "Oh Carl yes...yes...yes. Give it to me. Please give me your cum and your love. I want it so badly. Please fill me with it. Don't ever stop. Ohhhhh Yessssss." Our orgasms coursed through our joined bodies and I let myself feel as close to her as I had ever felt to anybody. Her face was radiant and I was so glad I had given her this moment of happiness. We lay still as we slowly descended from the heights of orgasmic bliss. "Carl I know now that I can really love you. I already do. And I know you can love me too. I felt it. If this night is all we can ever have I'll be happy. I won't beg you to do more." "I felt it too and you're right. I can love you. I will love you for the rest of your life." I rolled off her and let my cock slide out of her warm embrace. I took her hand and brought it to my lips and kissed it. "I need to pee." "Me too. Follow me and I'll show you to the bathroom." We walked down the hallway to the most incredible bathroom I've ever seen. There was actually a small pool about ten feet by fifteen feet that served as a tub. It was made of stone and looked like it belonged in a Roman emperor's palace. It was only about three feet deep and had a ledge of inlaid tile around the edges. Thee were Jacuzzi jets in it that could be turned on individually. Specially made pumps and heaters could circulate the water and heat it very quickly for bathing. Beyond one end of the pool there was an area that served as a shower that was about ten feet by eight feet with more nozzles and spray heads than I'd ever seen in one place before. There were marble columns that supported the ceiling interspersed along one side of the shower area. Opulent didn't even come close to describing this room. She opened a cabinet and got a shower cap and put it on her head to cover her long hair. "Let's get in the shower. We can be naughty and pee in there. I want to give you a bath so you don't go home to Sandy with sex all over you." I hated to think that her wanting to wash me was uncharacteristically thoughtful of her but I took it as a confirmation that she was starting to feel the love we had just shared. She turned on some of the spray heads and water seemed to come from everywhere. She poured some body wash on a large sponge and washed me from head to toe. "I can't remember when I took a bath with a man. It feels so right to me now. I want to do this everyday with you. And when we're all squeaky clean we can make love some more and start all over until we're too exhausted to move. Would you like that Carl?" "Yes Anne I'd like that very much. I'd like to fill every minute of your life with enjoyment." "These are the little things you were talking about aren't they. The things that love is all about." "Yes. That's exactly what they are." "Oh Carl, how could I have been so blind. Why did life not allow me to have these things? I feel like I've just been born and in a few short weeks I'll be gone." I held her in my arms as the water cascaded over us from all directions and tried very hard not to start crying. I finally let her go and walked out of the shower and got two towels off the rack and started drying her. I found it hard to believe she was this beautiful and I never realized it. "I love the way you're touching me Carl. It tells me that you do love me. I don't even need you to say it. I'm beginning to understand the silent language of love." I let her dry me and then walked back to the closet and began to get dressed. When I had my clothes on I walked back to the bedroom. She was sitting on the side of the bed still naked. "Come on I'll walk you to the elevator." When we got there she opened the door and told me to get inside. "If I never see you again this is how I want you to remember me, naked with nothing to hide and no covert agenda. Ready to love you 'til I die." I pressed the button for the second floor. The door closed and the elevator took me to the foyer. When the door opened Melissa was standing there and got on the elevator with me and took me to the garage. We got in the car and began the drive back to my house. It was half past midnight when the car pulled up to my house. Melissa got out and opened my door. When I stepped out and stood up she looked at me and said, "Goodnight Mr. Evans. I hope I get to see you again sometime." I couldn't tell if she was subtly coming on to me or whether she knew about why she had seen me the first time since Anne never confided in anybody she didn't feel she had to; especially an employee. "Goodnight Melissa. It's been a pleasure having you drive me around tonight. Thank you and please be careful driving home." I walked up to the front door and let myself in. Sandy and the kids were in bed long ago so I quietly slipped into our bedroom and undressed in the dark. I brushed my teeth and washed my face then tried to slide into bed without disturbing my sleeping wife. She sensed my presence and groggily said, "Oh you're home. How'd it go?" "Go back to sleep. I'll tell you all about it in the morning." She barely got the OK out of her mouth followed by a soft I love you before she fell back into sleep. I rolled over on my side facing away from her and tried to do the same. It wasn't easy. The next morning was Saturday, which usually meant an extra hour of sleep but I was up at 6:30 and headed straight for the kitchen to put coffee on and wait for the kids to get up. About 7:30 Sandy walked into the kitchen in her robe. She came over to me and put her arms around me and kissed me. "So what happened? I see you made it back alive anyway." "We need to talk about what happened without being interrupted. Let's wait until the kids eat and send them out to play before we get started." "I let the kids stay up late last night playing games. They won't be awake for another hour or so. It won't take longer than that will it?" "I was completely unprepared for what happened last night. I thought she was going to offer me a job being the bad guy at some company she had acquired or something like that since she had forced me into that role before. But that wasn't it at all." I stopped talking for a few seconds. She saw the look on my face and asked, "Honey are you OK?" "I'm not sure. I don't know how to tell you this." "Carl you're scaring me. What is it?" "She's dying Sandy. She has a brain tumor and less than six months to live." "Oh Carl, I am sorry to hear that. Even a mean spirited person like she is deserves sympathy for having to face that at her age. So was last night some sort of attempt to make amends with all the people she mistreated in the past?" "Well sort of. For me I guess. But it was more than that. She told me how devastated she was when she learned of her condition and how she reevaluated everything she had done and all she possessed. She realizes that it's all of no value to her anymore because she never got to do the one thing she should have." "What's that?" "She's never been in love and nobody has ever loved her." "She told you this in a meeting?" "She and I were the only ones there." "And just where was this meeting?" "At her home." "Her home? Did you know about this before you agreed to meet with her?" "No." "So at this little private meeting at her home she confided in you that she's dying and she's never been in love?" "Yes." "Carl quit making me pick it out of you. Why did she tell you this?" "Because she asked me if I would come live with her and love her and help her to love me until she died." "SHE DID WHAT?" "She said I was the only person in the world that she had been around that really impressed her that they knew how to love because she saw how much we loved each other." "And she thinks you can just leave your wife and family and spend six months playing house with her so she can get a thrill before she dies?" "I know that's how it sounds but you didn't see the look in her eyes when she asked me to do this. You didn't feel the desperation and the panic like I did. Neither of us could possibly imagine the loneliness and fear she's feeling. You didn't hold her while she cried and sobbed. She's a lost child Sandy." "I see it now because it's in your eyes. You've let her get to you again." "She didn't get to me before! I had no choice then. She bought the company and she made the rules. I had to go along to try and save my career. This isn't the same situation. I just don't know if I can turn my back on her and tell her to eat shit and die. Don't we both believe you don't return unkindness with more unkindness? What if this were a little child whose last wish was to go to Disney World? Wouldn't you do it if you could?" "This is a little more than taking her to a theme park for a week Carl." "Only in degree, not in principle. Would you want to have lived your whole life without the love we've shared for the past ten years? Isn't our love strong enough to share a little bit of it with someone who has been deprived of it her entire life?" "Carl I'm beginning to get the impression that you actually want to do this." "Part of me does Sandy. The part of me that just can't stand to see somebody suffer like she's doing now. If she were a dog we could have her put to sleep but she has to go through the worst torture a human being can endure. And she has to do it alone." "How do you know this is an authentic request? What makes you think she's not just screwing with your head and playing a game to finish wrecking our lives?" "Anne never does anything without a return on her investment. She doesn't have anything to gain financially from doing this and she wouldn't have to make up some elaborate ruse to cause us financial problems. I saw the reports from her doctors and they look legit. Finally, I gave her a test to see if she was capable of feeling love." "What kind of test?" "What other kind of test is there Sandy?" She looked at me as her mind cycled through the possibilities eliminating each one until.... she gasped so loud I thought she would wake the kids. Her hand flew to her mouth. She looked so shocked you would have thought I had hit her. "Oh Carl no, no, no. Please tell me you didn't." "I had to be sure she was telling me the truth and I couldn't commit to doing something like this if she couldn't feel love, either for me or from me. Sandy there was just no other way to do that. You can't possibly think I went there just to get laid. I had no idea what this was all about until I got there. Besides, there's more to it than that." "Oh God Carl what else could there be?" I put my hand on hers and she jerked it away. "Don't touch me. Just tell me what else she said." "She said she would give us a gift if we both agreed to my doing this." "A gift? What the hell kind of gift could possibly compensate for what she's asking you to do?" "The rest of our lives without having to worry about money. She will put five million dollars in a hedge fund that would give us over half a million dollars a year without touching the principal. We'd never have to work again. We could travel and the kids could go to college and we would finally get out from under all this debt we have." "And you trust her to do this?" "She said she would have the papers drawn up Monday and your name would be on them too. She wants an answer today because every day is precious to her. Six months is the maximum time she has, it may be much less." "Carl I'm having a difficult time believing all this. It's too much to absorb." "I know, I still can't believe I didn't dream the whole thing. But I have to tell you if I don't try to help her something in me will die with her. Something will always be festering inside me because I turned my back on somebody I could have helped and I didn't respond to that plea. You have the last word Sandy. Say no and it will end right here." "It's not just my decision Carl. This affects all of us. I have to think of the kids, our parents and what that kind of money can do for us. I guess I need to think about this the way the wives of soldiers do when their husbands go off to war. They have to endure the separation and fighting is a lot more dangerous and terrible than loving. If I had to choose I would rather have you off loving somebody than killing them. You know of course that this wouldn't be easy. I'm pretty certain she will fall in love with you because you are the kind of person who would do something like this, even for somebody who took advantage of you in the past. I know from experience how easy it is to love you. What worries me is that you're going to have to fall in love with her. Otherwise it won't be real and she'll feel it and that will be worse than not doing it in the first place. My brave soldier is going to come home wounded." "Sandy I love you more than words can say. You understand that I'd be doing this as much for us as for her. I don't deserve anybody as wonderful as you." "Yes you do Carl. Now that I've let this sink in I realize just how incredible you are to take what we've learned from each other and share it with someone who has never had it. I believe that you're not just going off to have a good time. It's going to hurt to watch somebody die like this especially if you love her.... and you will. Trust me, I feel her pain and I can't deny her the chance to find some peace before she dies. If you're the only one she feels can do this for her then so be it. Go ahead and let her know she has my blessing and my heartfelt sympathy." I went to the counter and picked up my phone and sent a text message to Anne. Sandy said yes. When do you want me? In a minute I heard the chime for the return message. NOW! But Sandy can have you for one more night. Tomorrow 1 PM Bring clothes for a week. Don't forget your tux. Melissa will come for you. I showed the message to Sandy. "You might try to teach her a little patience along with the love but I understand that every moment is precious. We should all remember that. By the way, what am I supposed to live on while you're gone? I assume she doesn't want you going off to work everyday." "She will wire transfer $100,000 to our checking account on Monday. It's ours regardless of how long this lasts. You may do with it as you please. I won't need it. Spoil yourself. That should be enough for a few visits to a spa. Get a facial every week and a massage. Take the kids to museums and parks, go to ball games. Have fun. Just don't forget to pay the bills. You might want to give some thought to where you want to live next. When the investment money starts coming in we can sell this place and go anywhere you want to. That's anywhere in the world." "Oh my Carl, I hadn't even realized that yet. We need to spend some time making sure I know where everything is in case something were to happen to you. You'll have to take your phone so I can get in touch with you if some emergency comes up here. And please check your email so I can stay in touch with you and know where you are." I stood up and took her arm and pulled her up and put my arms around her. "I know this is a bizarre situation. I certainly never expected anything like this to happen to us but other people go through worse things than this. We have to keep our eyes on the prize and think about what a wonderful life we're going to have when this is over. I love you and this is not going to change that. Let's get some breakfast going for us and the kids then we'll spend some time with the insurance and wills and whatever else you need to know. Tonight I want to get a sitter for the kids so we can go out to eat at some expensive restaurant and drink Champagne." The day passed quickly as we busied ourselves with preparations for my leaving. I made a reservation for dinner at a nice restaurant where we had a leisurely meal and talked about the things we would do when I returned. When we returned home the kids were in bed. I paid the sitter and she left. "Carl I want to go straight to bed. I want us to make love so I'm sure I'm still your girlfriend as well as your wife. I've also got to get over the fact that you've been with another woman even though I understand why you did it. I don't want to go to sleep every night while you're gone wondering if you're going to come home and our sex life will be different. It scares me to think that." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 01 "The only thing that will be different about our sex life when I get back is we'll have more time to devote to it. Without having to work we can indulge ourselves in love making all day and night and I promise you we will. Now go do what you need to do to get ready. I want to see you naked in the bed as soon as you can get there." I put some soft music on and left the bedside lights on. We'd gotten in to the habit of making love in the dark since we were so familiar with each other but I thought it was important that we see each other tonight. I turned the covers down and lay on my back. In a couple of minutes she walked in from the bathroom. She was completely different than Anne. Sandy was a cheerleader in college when I met her and hadn't changed a bit since then. A natural blonde with fabulous tits and shapely legs and a bubble butt. "Music and lights? What a pleasant surprise." "Get on this bed and sit on my face and I'll see if I can surprise you some more." "Oh Carl we haven't done this in a while. Let's not forget that we both used to enjoy this a lot." She swung her leg over my chest then inched her way forward until her adorable blonde pussy was an inch above my mouth. "Show me how you want it baby. Rub that sweet pussy all over my mouth. Take your time and make it good." Her pussy was sweet both to smell and to taste and I wondered why we had gotten away from doing this. We were definitely going to get back to it. I took a deep breath as her lips brushed softly over mine as she rubbed her slit over my mouth. I stuck my tongue out and it slid between her labia right at the entrance to her vagina. She slowly slid back letting my tongue part her pink inner lips all the way up to her clit. I opened my mouth to lick it and she pressed against me. I moved my hands to her ass cheeks and squeezed that gorgeous butt I had fallen in love with when I first saw it as she kicked her legs up at a basketball game long ago. I loved to massage it and caress it and kiss it. She held her clit firmly against my tongue and I continued to flick it with the tip. She slid back up until my tongue found her vagina again and stayed there while I stuck it into her as deeply as I could. She was beginning to get wet and her juice was coating my tongue. She repeated this sequence several times picking up speed with each iteration. My mouth and cheeks were wet with her secretions as I sucked on her to get even more. The pace picked up until she was frantically fucking my face. I could tell she was getting close as her breathing was rapid and she was holding on by gripping the headboard tightly. Finally she stopped the sliding and held her pussy so I could insert my tongue deep inside her. She let go of the headboard with one of her hands and used her fingers to furiously rub her clit. In a couple of minutes she threw her head back and pressed hard against my mouth. "OH, OH, OHHHH CARL YESSS. I'M CUMMING OH GOD I'M CUMMING." Her juice flowed into my mouth as her body shook in release. She rolled off me and lay beside me with her legs drawn up and her hand still pressed against her clit. Little aftershocks rippled through her for a minute. "Oh Carl you do still love me. I needed to know that. Especially now." "Don't ever doubt that again my love." "Oh Carl I won't. That was fabulous. I haven't come like that in months. Is there still time for me to change my mind about you going?" "I'm afraid not but there is still time for some more fun." "I see. You enjoyed that too did you?" My rock hard cock sticking straight up was answer enough to that question. She slid over and wrapped her hand around it and slowly stroked it from the tip all the way down to my balls, which she gently squeezed and fondled. She brought her head down and slid her mouth over the tip of my cock and started licking it. This was something else we hadn't done in a while. Soon she was sliding her mouth up and down my shaft while continuing to massage my balls. "That feels marvelous baby but I'm not going to let you off with a blowjob. Get on your hands and knees." "Oh yes Carl we haven't done doggy in ages." She hurried into position and I got on my knees behind her. Her slit was still soaking wet so I just pushed my cock all the way in her with one stroke. I looked down at her fabulous ass and pulled her cheeks apart with my hands. Her puckered pink anus opened slightly and caused my cock to flex. She pushed back against me in response and moaned. "Oooohh baby your cock feels so good and deep in me. Fuck me Carl. Fuck your little cheerleader girlfriend." I held on to her ass cheeks with my hands and pushed her away and pulled her back as I held still behind her. She took over and started rocking forward and backward slamming her ass into my hips as her pussy slid up and down my cock. Her cheeks jiggled each time she bumped against me and the sight was increasing my arousal. I knew I wasn't going to be able to take much more of this. Her slippery pussy was driving my cock crazy. "Lower your shoulders and use your hand to play with your clit. I'm about ready to fill you with cum." Her hand moved to her clit and began to rub it as her shoulders sank down so her head was laying on her other arm. This tilted her pelvis up so I could drive even deeper into her. I sped up and fucked her faster as my hips made slapping sounds against her ass. "Oh Sandy, Sandy now baby. I'm cumming." My jizz began to spurt into her but I kept fucking her all the while. She squeezed her legs together and I felt her vagina pulse as she joined me in orgasm. When I had shot my last glob of cum into her she slid forward and we slowly descended until I was lying on top of her with my cock still buried deep inside her. After a couple of minutes I rolled over on my side next to her. She quickly turned over to lie on her back and spread her legs. She put her hand on her pussy and I watched her stomach muscles clinch as she forced my cum out onto her fingers. As she extracted each handful she wiped it on her stomach and then on her tits. "I want you on me as well as in me my love. I want to think about tonight while you're gone and remember how good you felt. Oh Carl you're not even gone and already I'm missing you. I love you so much." I got up and turned off the music and the light on her side of the bed. I lay back down and turned off the other light then took her in my arms and kissed her passionately. "I want us to sleep naked from now on. I want to wake up and be able to feel you and kiss your breasts and put my hand on your pussy. I want to use your beautiful ass for a pillow and kiss it more and lick it. Oh Sandy I love you more than I ever have. I'll need that love for what I'm about to do so keep thinking about me and sending it to me." "Oh Carl I will. Every time you need me just think of me and know that I'm here waiting for you and loving you and I always will be." We fell asleep in each other's arms. Both of us slept peacefully until after eight. No doubt due to our wonderful lovemaking session last night. I woke up first and leaned over and kissed her awake. She opened her eyes and smiled. "How about a shower? I'll let you wash my back." "That's the best offer I've had all day." We took our time washing each other and playing like we did when we first lived together. I dried her off like I had done with Anne the night before. Somehow it didn't seem so strange that I could love both of them. Anne's impending doom seemed to make me appreciate Sandy that much more. I would lose both of them eventually and I was determined to make each day count regardless of which one I was with. I got the hair dryer out of the drawer and dried her long blonde hair for her and brushed it. She hugged me when I had finished and kissed me. The kids were already up when we got to the kitchen. Sandy fixed breakfast for all of us just like it was any other Sunday. While we were eating she told them that daddy had gotten a new job offer and he had to go away to school for a while to learn some new things. They wanted to know when I would be back and why I had to go. She told them it would be after school started again and when he did come back he was going to get more money so he could buy them whatever they wanted for Christmas this year. They seemed satisfied with this explanation and went to their rooms to play. "I'll miss them as much as I will you. Be sure to take them places while I'm gone and keep them occupied." "Of course I will. I'll need the distraction as much as they will." I went to our room and got a couple of suitcases out then started packing. When I finished I took them out and put them by the front door. We spent the rest of the morning doing the things we normally do on Sundays. We didn't talk about my leaving anymore and when Melissa arrived at one I said goodbye to the kids and told them to be good for mommy and I would see them as soon as I could. I kissed Sandy like I was leaving for work and would be back that evening then walked out and put the cases in the trunk of the big Mercedes. Melissa opened the back door for me and I got in and sat back. She started the car and drove away while I tried my damnedest not to think about this and just let it happen. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 02 At 1:45 the car pulled up to the gates to Anne's home. They swung open and Melissa pulled in and opened the hidden door to the garage. After driving down the ramp and pulling into a parking space, she got out and opened my door then opened the trunk. "I'll bring the cases up later. Come with me." We walked to the elevator and she punched in the code then told me to go on up to the eighth floor. "The code for the elevator is 1983. She's waiting for you. And you know how much she likes to do that." "She can't even spell patience can she?" Melissa smiled and said, "Under the circumstances, I think we can overlook that. Now hurry along." I pressed the 8 button and the doors closed. On the ride up I decided I liked Melissa. She was real and earthy. The fact that she was gorgeous didn't hurt either. In a few seconds the elevator stopped and the doors opened. She was standing exactly where I had left her, naked, with nothing to hide. I stepped into the room and started to walk toward her. She ran to me and threw herself at me wrapping her arms and legs around me and kissed me so hard she almost knocked me down. I put my arms around her and kissed her back. When we finally stopped she squealed, "Oh Carl you're here. You're really here. You've made me the happiest person in the world!" "And why was I never greeted like this at the office the whole two years we worked together?" "You have no idea how much I wish I could go back and change that." "Well you can do it as much as you want now." "I'm not going to let you get far enough away from me to have to greet you again." I put my hands on her waist and lifted her up and put her down. She took my hand and pulled me with her as she started walking. "Just where are you taking me Anne?" "To bed. We're going to pick up right where we left off." "Can't I even have a drink first? I'd love some more of that delicious Champagne." She walked to a pad on the wall and pressed a button. I heard Melissa answer. "Melissa would you bring up a bottle of Champagne and a couple of glasses when you bring Carl's luggage up?" "Of course Anne. I'll be right there." She grabbed my arm and dragged me into her bedroom and closed the doors. "You've got two seconds to start taking those clothes off before I start tearing them off you." I started unbuttoning my shirt and took it off then took off my pants and shorts. She pulled me toward the bed and when I got there I finished pulling off my shoes and socks. I got in beside her and took her in my arms. "I was frantic waiting to hear from you. I don't know what I would have done if you hadn't come back. I missed you terribly and now you're here and you feel so good in my arms. Oh Carl I do love you and it feels wonderful." "It looks wonderful too. I see it in your eyes. I hear it in your voice. I feel it in your hands as you move them on my back. I'll bet I can taste it on your lips." I kissed her and the love came rushing into me. Jesus what a kiss! It felt like I had bungee jumped off a high cliff. I couldn't breathe or even move. I had to push her away before I passed out. "OK I'm convinced. You love me." "OHHH YESSS I DO. And you love me. I see it all over you. And I feel it too." Her hand moved down and wrapped around my cock. It had already started to inflate during that fantastic kiss. She slid down so her head was level with my groin. She started kissing my cock all over as it continued to stiffen in her soft warm hand. "I didn't get a chance to spend much time with you the other night but I promise you I'm going to make it up to you." She spoke to my cock like it was a little kitten. "I'm going to take good care of you and make you feel as good as you make me feel." She engulfed the head with her mouth and sucked it as she stroked the shaft. "Oh you taste divine and you feel so nice. Hard and soft at the same time." She sucked some more and then told it, "I'm going to put you some place nice and warm and wet where you'll feel really good now." She moved back up the bed and lay on her back. "Fuck me Carl. Put that marvelous cock inside me and make love to me like you did the other night. Hurry Carl before I explode with anticipation. I need to feel you inside me. Please fuck me. Fuck me now." I rolled over and got between her legs. She reached for my cock and guided it to the entrance to her vagina. She was already wet and ready for me. I pressed forward and slid into her. She breathed in deeply and sharply. "Uhhhhhhh. Oh Carl, yes. Oh God yes. You can't imagine how good this feels." She was trembling and her hot pussy was throbbing around my cock. I pulled back to begin stroking her and she cried out, "NO, Don't take it away yet... just hold it in me as deep as you can." I pushed it back into her until my balls mashed against her ass cheeks. "That's it, just like that. Oooohh yes that's perfect." She pushed her hand between us and began rubbing her clit with her fingers and started gasping. Her hips were bucking up against me as she did the fucking so she could control the little bit of my cock she would allow to escape with each stroke. It couldn't have been more than another minute before she stopped moving her fingers and her wide spread legs squeezed against my hips. "OH CARL you're making me cum! OH God yes I...I'mmmm cummming." Her cunt squeezed my cock in long pulses as her back arched and her legs shook. I was just trying to hold on while her climax peaked. I wasn't the least bit surprised that as soon as she seemed to be recovering she started the whole thing all over again. She reached her hand down and got her fingers wet with the juice that was leaking out of her and then returned to rubbing her clit, her hips undulating beneath me as she headed for another orgasm. Her whole body continued to tremble until she tensed up in another climax and pressed up hard against me. After the third time she did this I finally took over. "Wrap your arms and legs around me and let me do what you asked me to." She reluctantly did what I told her and I started fucking her soaking wet twat with a nice steady rhythm. I picked up the pace after a couple of minutes and she started grunting each time I bottom out hard against her cervix. I felt my orgasm starting and pushed deep inside her and let it go. "Oh God Carl YES cum with me, cum deep inside me and fill me with love." I didn't think I could cum any more powerfully than I had with Sandy last night but Anne's orgasm pulled me in with her and shook me to my soul as spurt after spurt of my hot cream splattered against her cervix. I collapsed on top of her. We were both drenched in sweat. Her nipples poked into my chest. I kissed her and stuck my tongue in her mouth. She sucked it in and pushed her own tongue into me until the aftershocks subsided. "Goddamn Anne don't you have an off switch?" "I sure hope not. I've never felt anything so fantastic before. It felt like I was in a constant orgasm and it just kept getting bigger and deeper. Oh Carl is this what sex feels like when you're in love?" "That's exactly what it's supposed to feel like and I'm going to try to keep you feeling that way the entire time we're together." "Then we're going to have to get you a prescription for Viagra because if I'm awake I want us to be fucking." "Settle down you little nymphomaniac. I've got a tongue too and it's very fond of the taste of your pussy. Speaking of taste, weren't we supposed to get some Champagne delivered?" "I'm sure Melissa left it out in the entrance hall with your luggage if you'd like to go get us some. I suppose I could let you take your cock out of me long enough to drink a glass of wine." "Stay right where you are and I'll bring the Champagne and my cock back in a minute." I extracted my still half hard cock from her and rolled off the bed and walked to the door. I opened it and saw my two cases and a Champagne bucket sitting in the little entranceway from the elevator across the living room. I walked over and picked up the bucket with ice, a bottle of that superb Champagne and two crystal flutes half submerged in the ice. I hurried back to the bedroom and sat the bucket on a small table between two very comfortable looking chairs on one side of the bedroom. I sat down in one of them and proceeded to open the bottle. I poured the bubbly liquid into the two glasses and went back over to the bed. I handed a glass to Anne and said, "What would you like to toast to now my love?" "That sounds so nice to hear you say. Am I your love Carl? Isn't Sandy your love?" "I've discovered that you can love two people at the same time and you don't have to compare and decide who you love more. I love both of you equally. It couldn't be any other way Anne. It's not really love if it isn't total. You don't take anything away from her and she knows that. When this is over I'll go back to her and love her as much as I am capable of but while I'm with you I'll do the same for you." "Then my toast is to Sandy for giving me the most incredible gift anyone has ever given me. I don't know how yet but I will find a way to thank her for what she's done." "That's a toast I can wholeheartedly drink to." We raised our glasses and sipped the wine. I sat on the edge of the bed and started caressing her thigh. I took another drink of the wine and said, "Anne I need to ask you something. There are some things I need to know about what's happening to you medically so I'll know what to expect as your illness progresses. Can we go see your doctor and have him explain to me what's going to happen and when?" "He's already told me about some of it but you're right, you need to know too and it wouldn't hurt for me to hear it again since I was practically in shock when I heard it the first time." "I hate to put you through that again but I want to try to be prepared for what we can do now and when things start to change." "I understand. I'll call him tomorrow and see when he can meet with us." "There's something else I thought about on the ride over here today. I love my children very much and I was wondering if you wanted to have a child. You're still young enough you know." "I have thought about it and just assumed if I ever did get married I would decide then but that's not going to happen now." "You could still have a baby without getting married." "Carl I'm not going to live long enough to have a baby." "Yes you are. You could have your eggs harvested and I could supply the sperm and somebody else could carry it for you. You wouldn't be around to see it born but I would and then there would be something of us around after you're gone." "Oh my God Carl I never thought of that. Who would raise it?" "Don't be silly Anne. It would be my child too." "OH CARL! YOU AND SANDY? You...You..." She burst into tears and I took her glass and set it on the bedside table and put my arms around her. "Of course we would my love. Our kids are eight and six so there wouldn't be that much difference in the ages and with the money you're giving us there would be no problem having another baby in the house." "Oh God Carl just when I thought I couldn't love you any more than I already do you find a way for me to love you even more. You are the most wonderful person in the world. I'm completely overwhelmed by how kind and considerate you really are. Oh Carl I could... we could really do this couldn't we." "We sure could sweetheart." "Don't you think we should ask Sandy if she would be willing to do this?" "Yes but she loves kids and if neither of us has to work she would have the time to spoil the little tyke rotten. If you want to explore this then you need to make another appointment tomorrow to see an In Vitro Fertilization specialist." "Carl you don't think Sandy would be resentful that you brought back this little souvenir of your tryst with another woman? How much of a saint can we expect her to be to raise the baby of your mistress?" "Anne you've only known Sandy as my wife. You've never known Sandy the mother. She would love this child as she would her own. And you're not my mistress. She knows I didn't go looking for somebody else to have an affair with and she completely understands our situation. If she didn't, I wouldn't be here. She may hate the things you did to me but she doesn't hate you. One of the reasons I love her so much is that she can make that distinction. If she were standing here right now she would tell you to go ahead and do this if you want to and be totally supportive of it. She'd also put her arms around you and tell you that she loves you." "I don't know what to say Carl. For once in my life I'm completely dumbfounded. I've never even imagined the kindness and generosity you're offering me. I'm ashamed that I've lived my whole life in the pursuit of money and now I have nothing of value. And then you appear and for the first time in my life you give me unconditional love. When darkness is closing in all around me you bring me the light. You show me that not only will I die having known love but also something miraculous can come from that love and survive after I'm gone. It's all too much for me. I don't deserve this." "Oh my sweet precious darling this is the true miracle of love. It's never too late for love to find you. It's been there all along and you've finally said yes to it. You've opened your empty heart and love has filled it for you. Nobody is unworthy of love. It will never abandon you, not even in death. When you say yes to love you become deserving of everything it has to give you. Those orgasms you had a few minutes ago, have you ever had orgasms like that before?" "I didn't even know orgasms like that existed." "That's because the orgasms you've had before were sexual and these orgasms came from your heart. Until you experience an orgasm from your heart it can't spread all through your body and fill you with energy instead of draining you. That's why you could keep having them one after another. Love gave you those orgasms. Now, I suggest we finish our glass of Champagne then go to your spa and get in that bathing pool and have a bath. Then when we're squeaky clean we'll come back here and make love until we're too exhausted to move. Then we can fall asleep in each other's arms." We drank the rest of the wine in our glasses then headed off to the spa. I brought the bucket and the glasses so we could have another drink while we were in the bath. "Let's turn on the Jacuzzi jets. We should have bubbles on us as well as in us." She pushed some buttons on one corner of the pool and the water began to circulate while it was being warmed. "How hot do you like it?" "Not as hot as most women do but I can adapt." She pushed some more buttons and entered a temperature setting. "That should be about right for us." I put my foot in to test it and found it to be just about perfect. I brought my other leg over the edge and sat down on one of the long seats that went around the pool about a foot beneath the water so I could get used to it as it warmed. She got in and sat next to me. I reached for the bottle I had put on the wide ledge of the pool and filled our glasses and handed one to her. "Anne I don't see any reason why we should drink anything else except Champagne as long as we're together, except for coffee and water of course. We should be like the aviators in World War I that faced death every day and celebrated coming back from a mission by toasting their fallen comrades and drinking only the best Champagne." "I don't have a problem with that, but I won't hold you to it if you really like fine wines. There are quite a few bottles in the cellar that I'm sure you'd have a very hard time finding anywhere else in the city. Daddy was quite the oenophile." "In that case I'd be willing to make an occasional exception to compliment Anthony's superb culinary creations. Wherever did you find him?" "He used to have a restaurant that I liked to go to. He had been a chef for years at other places before then. Long story short, his life fell apart and the restaurant burned down. I found out where he was because I thought he might want me to back him in another place but he said he was too old to start over. I asked him what he was going to do and he said he had no idea so I said I'd pay him $75,000 a year to be my personal chef and butler and he could live here. I was pleasantly surprised when he said he'd do it." "So you did have a soft spot in that hard heart of yours." "That's nice of you to say but I did it for selfish reasons. You've tasted his cooking and considering what you would pay in his restaurant for a meal, I'd say I got a bargain. On top of that he's one of the nicest people I've ever met." Once the water reached the set temperature, the jets started up. I took a drink of wine then sat my glass down. "Yes I have tasted it and I can't wait to taste it again but right now I think I want to taste you." I slid off the seat and got on my knees. I spread her legs apart and moved between them. The water was just barely covering her breasts as I leaned in and kissed her. She wrapped her legs around my waist and pulled me closer. My cock was pressed against her pussy under the water while a jet of bubbles was hitting me in my ass. I moved my hands to her breasts and started massaging them. The water was making them buoyant and the jets were moving them around provocatively. I lightly pinched her nipples while the jets moved them to and fro. I raised my head to look at her. "Oh Carl this feels so good. I've never had anybody to play with like this. You and the Champagne are making me giddy with joy. I want to do this every day." "Turn the jets off." She reached over and pushed a button on the panel and the jets stopped. "Now come with me." I pulled her up and we moved to the other side of the pool where the seat was only about six inches deep so that a person could lay on it and keep most of their body out of the water. I told her to lie down on it while I picked up a bottle of body wash and a sponge she had put beside the pool. I poured some of the soap on her and dipped the sponge in the water then began slowly washing her body. "You do that like you're washing one of your children. Will you do this for our child Carl? Will you think of me when you do it?" "How could I not? Everything we do together will be a part of me for as long as I live." "I don't want to be a ghost in your life Carl but every now and then it would be nice if you would remember our brief time together and tell our child about me. Tell him that even though I never got to meet him I still loved him before he was even conceived." "We'll make a video together and you can tell him yourself. Do you want a son or a daughter? I think they can let you choose." "I'll have to think about that. Which would you prefer? You're the one who'll be with him as he's growing up." "I already have one of each but if I could pick I'd choose a girl and hope she would grow up to look just like you." "Thank you my love. That's a very sweet thing to say." "It's a very easy thing to say. You really are very beautiful." I leaned over and kissed her then moved to my left until her hips were in front of me. "Now I want you to spread those legs for me so I can wash your pretty pussy." She raised her legs and spread them pulling her knees up to give me complete access to her crotch. I put the sponge on her right knee and squeezed it so suds would run down her thigh and onto her pussy. I rubbed it down her thigh then washed her pubic hair with it. I did the same thing to her left leg then dipped the sponge in the water to rinse out the suds before lightly rubbing it over her lips and down to her ass. I finished by gently washing her legs and feet then told her to put her legs down. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 02 "Now it's your turn." We changed places and she washed me as lovingly as I had bathed her. "You learn quickly. That feels wonderful. I like this gentle side of you." "These are the things lovers do for each other aren't they?" "Yes that's what they are. Is it better giving or receiving?" "I like them both. Especially what I'm going to do now." She poured some of the body wash in her hand and began to rub my cock. Her actions generated a lot of suds as she increased the speed of her stroking. I was getting harder each time her hand slid up and down my shaft. "This is really fun. Guys must have a lot better time jerking off than girls. We mostly just rub our clits, which is one little spot, but you get to play with this whole big thing that gets even bigger as you do it. And it must be a real thrill to watch all that cum spurt out of it." "You're about to find out if you keep this up." "I guess I better stop then because I have a much better place for all that hot creamy goo than in my hand." She splashed water on me and rinsed my cock off then put the head in her mouth and sucked on it. "I really hate to say this but could you do this another time? I really want to take you back to bed and make love to you properly. You can get back to what you're doing right after I fill your pretty pussy up with cum. I promise." "OK but I really do want to suck your cock and feel you cum in my mouth because that's something else that lovers do isn't it?" "Oh hell yes. Now come on let's go back to bed so I can fuck you now that you're squeaky clean." We got out of the pool, rinsed off in the shower and dried each other. Then we practically ran back to the bed. For some reason our bath had invigorated me and really turned me on. We lay on our sides face to face with our arms around each other. I covered her face with kisses and moved down to her neck and kissed her some more. My hand caressed her breast and I played with her nipple with my thumb. I moved down so I could get my mouth on her breast and sucked on it. She moaned softly and pushed her chest into my face. "Ummmmh Carl that feels so nice. I can really feel how much you love me when you do that. I had no idea I liked having my tits sucked this much. It turns me to jelly inside." I slid my hand down her stomach and rubbed my fingers across her pubic hair. This time I didn't have to tell her. She rolled onto her back and spread her legs then bent her knees and opened herself wide to my touch. I put my hand over her slit and felt the heat of her against my palm. She gently pressed her hips up and I slid my middle finger between her lips. She was wet and I pushed the tip into her vagina. She pressed her hips up more to invite me inside her. I inserted my finger all the way inside her and felt for her g-spot. She took a deep breath as I slowly rubbed my fingertip against the sensitive top of her canal. I removed my finger and pulled my hand out from between her legs. "Turn over on your stomach." She rolled over and I reached for a pillow. "Raise your hips." When she did I put the pillow under her to elevate her hips and ass then knelt behind her between her legs. "Put your hands on your butt and spread your cheeks." As soon as she did I put my cock between her legs and rubbed it up and down her slit coating it with her juice. I placed the tip at her entrance and pushed the head inside her then paused to look at her. Her ass was magnificent. I continued inserting my cock into her vagina. When I was completely inside her I leaned forward and put my hands on the bed beside her and started slowly sliding my cock in and out of her. After a few minutes she was wet enough that I told her she could let go of her ass. She moved her hands and put them around my wrists. I couldn't help but think how different she was from Sandy despite the obvious similarities. "I haven't done it this way for a very long time. Keep fucking me like this. You go so deep in me. Fuck me Carl, please fuck me and love me." She was so wet now that I moved my left leg over hers and slid it in then did the same to her right one. She pressed them together between mine to tighten her grip on my cock but her flowing juices allowed my cock to slide effortlessly in and out of her. I leaned forward and put my chest on her back and pressed her down until I was laying on her with my weight on my forearms. I continued my stroking at a steady pace as I kissed the back of her neck and whispered in her ear. "Your ass is perfect my love. It feels so warm against my hips. Do you feel my balls press against the back of your thighs as you take my cock deep inside you?" "Oh Carl yes, yes baby I do. It feels wonderful. I love you so much. I'm going to cum for you soon. You like it when I cum for you don't you my love." "You know I do my sweet love. Go right ahead and cum. Cum as much as you want and I'll keep on loving you." Her body stiffened and she pushed her pelvis back. I held still with my cock buried deeply inside her." "Yes, yessss I'm cumming. Why did I wait so long to feel this way? Ooohhh so good, so good." "You're here now my love and I'm with you and I'll love you as much as you want." "Oh Carl you just don't know how happy you're making me. I'm yours now. I belong to you. You have my heart, my soul and my body. You can do anything you want to me just please keep loving me like you're doing now." I started fucking her again with a rhythm that kept me just below the threshold. She was moaning softly, her body was warm beneath mine, her pussy soaking wet. In a few more minutes I pushed my chest up with my arms and fucked her a little faster. I could feel my orgasm beginning. My balls started to churn as my climax rose up inside me. With a final hard thrust I held my cock deep inside her as the hot cream began to spew into her. Her vagina pulsed with each spurt of my cum. She trembled and pressed her ass hard against my hips. I stayed inside her as my orgasm dissipated and my erection slowly subsided. I eased it out of her and slid back until my head lay on her ass. I kissed all over both of her cheeks and licked her warm skin. "You have a beautiful ass Anne. It has such a nice roundness to it and a sexy curve from your back to your legs. You don't mind if I keep kissing it for a while do you?" "Not at all my love. You can kiss it all you want because it belongs to you. You can even fuck my ass if you want Carl. It's yours and if you want to put your wonderful cock in it then do it my love." "That would give me the greatest pleasure and I would do it gently and tenderly just like I fucked your pussy now until you begged me to shoot my hot cum deep inside you." "Oh Yes Carl please, please put your cum in my ass. The very thought excites me. I want your cum everywhere in my body because it is the magical elixir that will join with my egg and bring forth new life." "I will my love but first we have to prepare you so you can get as much pleasure from it as I do. We will tend to that later but first I promised you that you could finish what you started in the spa. Turn over on your side and slide down beside me and use your lovely mouth to see how much cum you can suck from me." When she was in position she started talking to my cock again. "Hello my beautiful friend. You look a little tired. Would you like me to see if I can wake you up again? Do you think you'd feel better if I licked you a little?" She started licking the head then along the sides. "Ummmmmh you taste like my pussy. But you also taste like your daddy's cum. I'll bet that cum came from those balls hanging underneath you. Do you think they would give me some more of that sweet cum if I gave them a little attention?" Her hand gently enclosed my scrotum and began to softly caress my balls while she continued to lick my shaft. In a couple of minutes it began to stiffen and she covered the head with her mouth. She sucked and licked the sensitive glans until I was fully erect. She continued to massage my balls as she began sliding her mouth down and up my cock. Each time taking a little more of it into her warm wet mouth; testing how much she could contain without gagging. I was surprised at just how much that was. All but about the width of one of her fingers fit snuggly inside her mouth and I could feel the head slide into her throat. "Anne where did you learn to do this so well?" She removed her mouth from my cock and said, "I may not have ever been in love before but I have had boyfriends. You should know that if I'm going to do something, I'm going to do it well. Loving the person I'm doing it for does increase my enthusiasm and I do love you." "Then by all means, please continue." "I'm going to keep my head still so you can fuck my mouth however you want to. Just do what feels good to you and when you're ready, fill my mouth with your cum." Her mouth returned to my cock and for the next ten minutes I leisurely slid my hard cock in and out of her mouth while she caressed my balls. I really didn't know which I liked better, fucking her from behind or fucking her mouth. Before I could decide, I felt my pending orgasm signal me that it wouldn't be long until I filled her mouth. I put my hand on her head and held my cock so that only the head was in her mouth. She tenderly squeezed my balls and I released the first spurt of cum over her wet tongue. She swallowed it along with the five that followed. "Oh Anne that was wonderful darling. You're absolutely right; loving somebody does make it even more exciting and special. Now come up here so I can kiss that talented mouth and hold you in my arms and love you some more." We spent the next half hour kissing and holding each other then nodded off for a nap. When we awoke it was 6:30. I kissed her and asked her if she was hungry. She said she was and asked me what I would like to do about it. "Can Anthony whip something up for us?" "Anthony has Sundays off to visit his daughter but he does leave things in the refrigerator for me before he goes with instructions for fixing it." "We can always eat Anthony's food. Would you like to go out tonight? Is there somewhere nearby that you really like?" "Well there's Jean-Georges on the park. Their food is consistently excellent." "If you like it I'm sure I will. I want to go places with you as much as we can while you still feel good. Let's go get in the shower and then get dressed up. I brought my tux like you asked and I'm sure you can find something to fit the occasion." "I'll tell Melissa to phone them for a reservation. I don't think they'll be that busy on a Sunday night. We should be able to get there by eight." We bathed each other in the shower then dried off and headed for her closet. "Which dress would you like me to wear tonight?" She had several to choose from so I picked out a long black one with a halter-top that showed off her breasts. The material was very shiny and sparkled but didn't have beadwork or sequins. "I trust you have some very sexy undies to wear with that. Stockings and a garter belt perhaps. It doesn't seem to require a bra." She pulled out a drawer in a dresser and showed me quite an assortment of items from thongs to garter belts to bustiers. I selected the tiniest thong that completely exposed her beautiful ass and a black garter belt with a thin strip of black transparent silk around the waist and little black satin bows at the top of each strap. Some black silk lace thigh highs completed the ensemble. "I'm going to go get my suitcases and get dressed in the other closet. When I get back I want to see a gorgeous sexy woman ready to be the center of attention tonight." About twenty minutes later I returned to her closet just as she stood up from her dressing table. When she turned around I almost lost my breath. She was gorgeous. The dress was stunning on her. Her black satin high heels had little bows similar to the ones on the garter belt. She had on a necklace that was a small gold rope at the top and a string of small diamonds at the bottom. All along the diamond string were rectangles of some kind of shiny black stone and rectangular cut diamonds so the effect was of a piano keyboard made of jewels. It was almost beautiful enough to distract you from her cleavage. There were six smoky metal bracelets on her left wrist. Her makeup was unlike anything I had ever seen her wear before, sexy, sultry and gorgeous. "Is this what you were looking for?" "Actually I would have settled for a lot less. You look spectacular. I don't know whether I want to take you out or start undressing you and take you back to bed." "Let's get going and you can do both. You just keep thinking about what I have on under this dress until we get back here." She stopped at the pad on the wall and told Melissa we would meet her in the garage. Then we headed for the elevator. When the door opened on the garage floor Melissa was waiting with the back seat door open. I let Anne get in and told Melissa I'd get in on the other side. As we walked around the back of the car Melissa said, "You are one special man Mr. Evans. I've never seen her look so beautiful or so happy." "I'm going to try my damnedest to keep her looking that way for as long as I can. And please call me Carl." She opened the door and I got in beside Anne. Melissa got in and we started moving. It took about fifteen minutes to get to Trump Tower where the restaurant was. Melissa stopped at the front entrance and opened the doors for us. "I'll wait for you in the underground garage. Just call my cell when you're ready to leave and I'll meet you here. The doorman opened the door for us and we made our way to the restaurant. When we arrived there were several people standing inside the entrance. I opened the door for her and when we walked in all heads turned and all eyes locked on her. The maître d' came right to her and greeted her. "Good evening Ms. Cordet it's very nice to see you again and may I say you look especially beautiful tonight. Is there anywhere special you would like to sit?" "Thank you Gustav. We're in the mood for romance tonight. Do you have some place that's a little secluded and intimate? With candles perhaps." "We have a booth with a curved bench in the lounge so you could sit next to each other if you like. The lighting is lower in there and I'm sure we can arrange for candles." "That sounds like it will do nicely." The booth was in the corner away from the bar so there was less noise than in the dining room. No sooner had we sat down than someone brought two tall candles and put them on the table and lit them. A waiter appeared a moment later and asked if we would care for a cocktail. "We'll be having Champagne tonight. The Veuve Clicquot Grand Dame 2004." She told him. "You do know your wines Anne." "There are over two thousand bottles of fabulous wine in the cellar on the first floor. I had Anthony catalog them when he first got there and he went over the entire list with me and told me how he would have loved to have some of them to offer the guests at his restaurant." "Are you sure this table is OK? If we sat in the dining room more people could see how beautiful you look tonight." "The stares I got in the entrance were all the strokes my ego needs tonight. And you're the only one I care about thinking I'm beautiful. I'm really glad you wanted to take me out. This is another one of those little things that love is all about isn't it?" "It must be because it's making me feel even more in love with you. I feel so privileged and happy to be here with you. That smile on your face means more to me than anything else I've ever done and I'm very gratified knowing it's there because of me." The waiter returned to take our order and informed us that the chef had some fresh Dover Sole that he could prepare for us with a Beurre Blanc sauce served with jasmine rice and white asparagus. Anne said that would be delightful but told him she wanted the sauce made with Champagne. We also ordered a beet and goat cheese salad served on arugula. The waiter also talked us in to having Coquilles St. Jacques because it was their signature dish. We told him we would try it but to only bring one and we would share it since it was so rich. The meal was superb, made all the more enjoyable by being there with somebody I loved. When the bill came she opened her clutch and took out an American Express Platinum card and put it on the tray then took out her cell phone and pushed a button to call Melissa and tell her we were ready to leave. She signed the credit card slip and we got up to leave. We returned to the lobby and garnered more stares as we walked to the front door. Melissa was waiting for us outside. We got in the car and as we drove off I took Anne's hand and put it in my lap so she could feel that I was already getting aroused. She turned her head to look at me and I kissed her and put my hand on her boob. "We can't be doing this in the car." "Why not?" "We're not alone and I know what will happen if we get started." "Something tells me Melissa wouldn't mind us getting a little frisky. Melissa would it bother you if we made out in the back seat on the way home?" "I spent the summer I turned twenty riding with the Hell's Angels. You couldn't possibly do anything to embarrass me Carl. Besides, when I'm driving I'm watching the road." "Any more objections?" She reached behind her neck and undid the clasp to the halter-top of her dress then pulled both sides down exposing her breasts. My mouth went to her right breast and my hand began fondling her left one. I sucked one nipple and pinched the other one and she started moaning. "Take you panties off for me." She pulled the bottom of her dress up and raised her hips off the seat and tried to get her hands to her hips. "You're either going to have to help or stop sucking my tit so I can get to them." I reluctantly pulled away so she could use both of her hands to remove her thong. When she got it down to her knees I pulled it down and off her feet and dropped it on the seat then moved my hand between her legs. She spread them apart so I could get to her pussy and I began to rub her slit with my fingers. I kissed her and stuck my tongue in her mouth as I continued to rub her clit. Her hand moved to my lap and began to rub my cock through the trousers of my tux. I couldn't even remember the last time I made out in a car. It felt like a story my dad told me when I was eighteen about how he learned all about sex at the drive-in movies. Melissa spoke up, "Hey you two kids, we're about to go through the gates. Do you want to stay in the car or do you think you can make it to the elevator?" I took my hands off my zipper, which I was just about to undo and told Anne to fix her dress. Having fun in the back seat of a car was one thing but I wasn't about to pass up her comfortable bed. When the car came to a stop we didn't even wait for Melissa to open the door. We were out of the car and headed for the elevator before she could get out. When the elevator stopped at the eighth floor we ran through the living room to her bedroom where she undid the clasp to the halter-top again and told me to unzip her. The dress fell to the floor and she stood there in her high heels, stockings and garter belt. She started to take off her shoes but I told her to stay just like she was. I took off my coat and undid my pants. They fell to the floor and I stepped out of them. I got my shoes off but left my shirt on and took my shorts off. I grabbed her wrist and pulled her over to one of the big comfortable chairs and bent her over the padded armrest. I got on my knees behind her and began to lick between her ass cheeks. She moved her legs apart and I finally got my tongue to her slit and started licking it and sucking her lips. It didn't take long before she was very wet from my saliva and her juices. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 02 I stood up and used my hand to guide the tip of my cock to her vagina and eased the head inside her. I unbuttoned my shirt and took it off while keeping the head in her hot hole. I threw my shirt on the floor and put my hands on her hips then pushed forward and buried my cock inside her. "Oh God yes Carl fuck me. Fuck my pussy. Do me hot and nasty." I gave her what she wanted. The sight of her backside with the garter belt on was really turning me on. I pounded into her as I pulled her hips back with each thrust. She put her hands on the other armrest to help absorb the impact of my hips as I continued to slam against her ass. I leaned forward and moved my hands to cup her breasts and squeezed them. She was moaning and breathing heavy. In a few minutes I felt myself getting close and raised back up. A few more furious strokes and I felt my orgasm building up. My cock swelled and I reached down with my hand and pulled it out of her dripping vagina and jerked it as my hot cum spurted onto her ass. Her legs were shaking as her own orgasm began. "Yes Carl yes. Spurt your hot cream all over me. Cover me in it. Ohhh you did it baby. So hot and nasty." I used my still hard cock to rub the cum on her ass and the tops of her thighs. Finally I pulled back. "OK my little sexpot let's go take a shower before I start on you again." We gathered up our clothes and stopped at her closet. She showed me where to put my tux so it would go to the cleaners and she put her dress with it. She removed her jewelry and put it away then took off her shoes and put them on the rack. "Now come here and let me take off your garter belt and stockings." I got on my knees and unsnapped the straps from the tops of her stockings and slowly rolled them down each leg. The belt that went around her waist had an elastic band so I slid it down over her hips and she stepped out of it. I moved my head forward and put my lips on her pussy and put the tip of my tongue on her clit and licked it. "You taste like pure sex my love. When we get out of the shower I'm going to take you to bed and do this until you beg me to stop." "Stand up and kiss me so I can taste us then let's go get in that shower. We're going to be up late tonight if you think I'll ever beg you to stop loving me." We took our time washing each other as lovingly and tenderly as we could. I loved exploring and playing with her body. Sliding my hands over her soapy skin, pinching her nipples and feeling them pop out of my soapy fingers and caressing her fabulous ass were incredibly sensual sensations. We rinsed off and then dried each other with large soft bath sheets, stopping to kiss various spots until the water was gone. I got a hair dryer and brush and began drying her hair. All the while I was doing it she had a beautiful contented look on her face as I looked at her in the mirror. I paused occasionally to kiss her neck. "Remember when you told me that when you kissed my neck like that and it felt as good as sex, then I would know what love is? Well I think I'm starting to understand. But I'm not quite there yet so let's go get in that bed and make love some more." "Do you have any moisturizer lotion?" She opened a cabinet and took out a bottle and handed it to me. "What are you going to do with that?" "Every time Sandy takes a bath she always rubs moisturizer on herself so I thought I'd do the same for you." "That's very sweet and thoughtful of you my love." We walked back to the bedroom and got back in the bed. She reached over to some switches behind the lamp on the nightstand and pushed a couple of them. Some of the lights in the room went out and the lamps dimmed. "Would you please put the lights back on?" She pushed the switches and the lights returned to their previous brightness. "I don't want us to do anything in the dark. I love you and I love looking at you because I want to remember everything about you. You said that your body belonged to me now and I want to see it." "Yes it does belong to you so look all you want. See me. Touch me. Taste me. Smell me. Make all those sensory impressions part of you so they remind you of me forever." I opened the bottle of moisturizer and poured some in my hand. "Oh wow Anne this stuff feels heavenly and smells great too, where did you get it?" "Neiman Marcus." "That figures. Sandy gets hers at the grocery store." "I'll go on their web site and send her a couple of bottles tomorrow. That can be the first of many little thank you gifts for what she's given me." "She'll really appreciate that Anne. Now lie on your stomach and let me rub this on you." When she had turned over I started rubbing the creamy liquid on her shoulders and massaging it in to them. The fragrance filled the air around us as I continued rubbing her back. I gradually worked my way down to her butt and slid down to be closer to it. I poured some more lotion in my hands and rubbed them together then began to caress her fabulous ass. I spent the next ten minutes kneading and massaging it. I pulled her cheeks apart and rubbed my fingers down her crack and over her anus then slid them over her upper thighs and back up to her lower back. "Oh baby that feels wonderful. We must take the time to do this for each other every night. Getting a massage always helps me to relax." I continued rubbing her legs and down to her feet where I spent another ten minutes because Sandy loved having her feet rubbed. Anne did too. She cooed and softly murmured the entire time I was doing it. "OK time to turn over." She rolled onto her back and said, "That felt really good Carl. Thank you." I started on her left arm and rubbed the moisturizer from her shoulder down to her hand where I spent a couple of minutes gently caressing her fingers. I gave her right arm the same treatment then poured more of the liquid on her chest. I spent the next ten minutes massaging her lovely breasts and the sides of her rib cage. I used some more lotion and moved to her stomach and the sides of her hips then continued down to do the tops of her thighs. "OK now I want you to spread your legs for me." She bent her knees and spread her legs to allow me complete access to her crotch. I lay on my stomach between them with my face inches from her pussy. I used my thumbs to press her outer lips firmly and rub down them to her ass cheeks. I rubbed back up pressing her lips together to make them bulge and reveal the pink inner lips then engulfed them with my mouth and licked from the bottom up until I reached her clitoris. I sucked the pink nub into my mouth and flicked it with the tip of my tongue. I repeated this sequence for about five minutes until her slit was wet. The natural scent of her womanhood and the fragrance of the lotion made an intoxicating combination. My cock stiffened as I continued to explore her slit with my tongue and began to insert it into her vagina. I stuck it in as far as I could and was rewarded with an increasing flow of her juice. She pressed her hips forward trying to take more of my tongue into her and began to moan as her breathing quickened. "Ohhh Carl you've given me such a nice massage on the outside and now you're doing it on the inside. You make me feel so good baby. Oh yes keep doing that and you'll make me cum. You like it when I cum don't you baby. Oooohhh I like it too. I'll cum for you all night if you'll just keep eating me like that. OHHH, OHHH, now baby, yes you're making me cummmmmm!" Her hips rose up and she pressed her pussy against my face and released even more of her delicious secretions into my mouth. I left my mouth on her slit until she recovered from her orgasm and the two or three aftershocks that followed. "You're right I do like it when you cum. And I really like doing it for you. Now you can return the favor. I'm going to lie on my back and you're going to sit on my cock and go for a ride. You can start slowly so you can rub some of that yummy lotion on my chest and shoulders then you can show me what you can really do with those hips." I got in position with my hard cock standing up at full erection. She lifted her leg and swung it over me but she was facing my feet. "That position is going to make it a little difficult to rub lotion on my chest." "I've decided you might like the view from this angle first since you'll be able to see my beautiful ass bouncing up and down on you and this way makes it easier for me to rub lotion on your balls. You don't mind if I do that do you?" "It still seems strange to me that I would say this but there is nothing I would mind you doing to me. I can't think of anything I would like more right now than seeing your beautiful ass bouncing up and down on my cock but please start slow so I can watch your lips slide down my shaft." She raised herself up on her knees and positioned her pussy over my cock and wrapped her hand around it. She slid the head along her slit a few times stopping to rub her clit with it then put it at the entrance to her vagina and gradually pushed her hips down until the head was inside her. She removed her hand and bent forward putting her hands on my thighs and spread her legs wider providing me with a spectacular view of her full lips surrounding my cock head. "Is that the view you had in mind?" She asked as she wriggled her hips slightly from side to side. "Maybe I can make it better for you." She moved her hands to her ass and spread her cheeks open so her puckered anus was displayed then lowered herself down and took a little more of my cock inside her. She rose back up so only the head was in her and I could see the shiny wetness her cunt left on my shaft. "Oh Anne you have no idea what the sight of you is doing to me." "Bet me." Still holding her cheeks apart she began to raise and lower her hips so each time a little more of my cock was enclosed by her wet velvety pussy. Her asshole began to open a little with each slow stroke. She continued her torturously slow descent until at last my cock was buried inside her completely. She pressed down and wriggled from side to side to get every last millimeter in her then reached over beside her and picked up the bottle of moisturizer. She poured a little in her hand, closed the spout on the bottle and put it down beside her. I felt her hand enclose my scrotum as she began to massage my balls with the slippery lotion. She included her clit and her stretched lips in her caressing. "Oh Carl that feels so good. You're so deep in me; exactly where I want you. You wouldn't mind just staying there while I play with my clit and had another orgasm would you. I don't think it would take me very long. You'd like to feel me cum on your cock and squeeze it for you wouldn't you?" My cock twitched inside her. "Ummmmmh. I thought so." "Help yourself my love. I could never tire of watching you cum." Even though all I could see was her backside I could feel her hand rubbing the slippery liquid on my balls and her entire pussy as her fingers slid between us on either side of my cock to reach all of her distended lips. Her hips were slowly undulating to allow her vagina to stimulate my shaft. "OK baby I'm going to get myself off now so you just lay there and enjoy it." I watched her right arm move rapidly as she rubbed her clit with her fingers while her left hand continued to caress my balls. "Uhhhhh, Uhhhhh, Uhhhhh. Her breathing was fast and shallow. "Ohhhh Carl I'm going to cum again. Feel me. I'm going to cum so hard. OOOWWEEEEE YES, YES, YESSSSSS. Her head tilted back. She gently squeezed my balls and her vagina pulsated around my hard cock. It took all my self-control to keep from cumming with her. She sat there for a couple of minutes breathing hard as she slowly came down from the heights of her climax. "Oh God Carl that was fantastic. Every orgasm I have with you keeps getting better than the one before. I want to do that again only this time I'll turn around so you can watch me." She managed to slowly twist around and maneuver her legs so she was facing my head without dislodging my cock from her pussy. She had this marvelous smile on her face and looked like she was eighteen years old and had just discovered sex. "You do it as many times as you want to my love. Nothing could make me happier." "Oh Carl we are happy aren't we. I've never been so happy in my life. Thank you for doing this. I promise you'll never regret it. Somehow life will find a way to reward you for this." "There's not a single cell in my body that regrets being here with you my love. Even if I weren't as happy as you I still wouldn't regret making you this happy. I love you Anne. With all my heart." "I'm going to fuck you now Carl so you just keep laying there watching and being happy." She moved her legs so her feet were flat on the bed on either side of my hips and got into a squatting position. She reached for the bottle of lotion and poured a generous amount in her hands and rubbed it on the tops of my thighs and her ass cheeks then put some more on her pubic hair and her lips that still surrounded the base of my cock. She put the bottle down and leaned back so she could move her feet forward until she was reclining. I put my legs together and bent my knees so my thighs formed a backrest for her. She spread her legs wide. It was a marvelous sight to behold. She pushed back slightly with her legs and began to slide her ass back to expose my cock and adjusted her strokes so that she could slide back until only the head remained inside her then slide forward to engulf it entirely. Watching her breasts jiggle when she moved and seeing her stomach muscles tighten and release while her lips stretched and folded around my cock was the most erotic sight I had ever seen. She kept this up for quite some time content to enjoy this little exercise and the sensations it was producing. She moved her hand to her mound and rubbed her fingers in her hair to get them covered in the lotion again then put her thumb and first two fingers around my shaft and began to rub it as it slid in and out of her. Her little grip followed her lips up to the head then led the way back down as her pussy followed. Soon she would let me slide all the way out of her so she could rub the head with her fingers then guide me back into her as she slid forward again. On the down stroke she would hold me completely in her hot wet embrace and use her fingers to rub her clit, pulling the hood back so I could clearly see her swollen pink nub as she dexterously agitated it. She was slowly and deliberately building up the level of arousal in both of us. "I'm not going to be able to take much more of this Anne. Where do you want me to cum, in you or on you?" "I think I'll have a little of both. You can start with just the head in me and after the first spurt I'll take you out and you can shoot that hot cream all over my pussy while I stroke you with my hand." "That sounds good to me. Get ready." She increased her sliding speed and in a minute I felt my balls begin to churn. "Here it comes baby." She stopped with the head of my cock just inside her wet vagina and we both waited for the initial spurt. We didn't have to wait long. I felt the gush of cum flow through my shaft and whimpered as it sprayed into her. She must have felt it with her thumb and fingers encircling my shaft just below the head because she pulled it out of her at the same time as the second spurt jetted across her mound and formed a rope from her clit to an inch above her pubic hair. She used her whole hand to stroke my cock and coaxed out four more long strings of pearly goo across her lower abdomen. We both watched in erotic fascination. She let go of my cock and wiped her fingers in my cum and began to furiously rub her clit until she started shaking and let her head fall back to allow the orgasm to consume her. I slowly lowered my legs and she sank down with them until she was lying stretched out on me with her legs still spread wide. Her pussy was covered in my cum and I could see her juices leaking out of her still open vagina and oozing down on the top of my shaft. She looked lustful, wanton and beautiful enough to be an oil painting hanging in a museum as the personification of woman in orgasmic splendor. "Anne that was the most satisfying orgasm I have ever had. It was a total sensory overload of sight, smell and feeling. You're incredible." "We're incredible my love. We take each other to places neither of us has been before. I can't believe you've only been here for half a day and I can't wait for what's to come. If it keeps getting better I'm never going to leave this room again." She slid herself sideways and lay on her back next to me and began to rub my cum all over her stomach and chest. She scooped it up with her fingers and licked it off then rubbed the remainder on her body. "I don't want to wash this off tonight. I want to sleep with your cum in me and all over me because I love it and I love you more than I could ever have believed myself capable of." This was the same thing Sandy had done and said last night. I thought about how fortunate I was to have two women love me that much and how wonderful it was to love them both. They complimented each other perfectly like salt and pepper. "I guess we should get some sleep. It's been a wonderful day." She turned off the lights and snuggled up beside me. "It's been a long time since I slept with a man but I have a feeling I'm going to get the best night's sleep I've had in years. Goodnight my love. I love you." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 03 I opened my eyes and saw Anne lying on her side looking at me lovingly with a sweet smile on her face. "How long have you been awake?" "Long enough to get over feeling that yesterday was only a dream and convince myself that I'm the luckiest person in the world. I love you Carl. I love you so much that I feel like a little girl again; that everything is new and exciting and happening for the first time. I wish I could wake up like this for many years so I could find out just how much more I could love you each time I did it." "We'll do it for as many days as we can Anne. It's not how long you love somebody but how deeply you love them. We'll go as deep as it is possible to go no matter how long that turns out to be. Now, before we get this day started, come closer and show me how much you love me." She moved toward me and I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her. Love seemed to drip from her lips like honey. She felt warm and relaxed and sensual as her body molded to mine. There is no other feeling in the world like holding somebody who loves you, especially when they love you this much. How do people who start out loving each other end up hating each other? When do they lose this feeling? I was very thankful we would never have to experience it. We would be this much in love for the little time we had left, one small consolation in this tragedy. She gently nudged me over on my back and slid on top of me rubbing her breasts against my chest. Her legs spread out so that mine were between them. "I'm going to lie here and kiss you and hold you until I feel that lovely cock of yours standing straight up between my legs and if it doesn't happen soon I'm going to move down and have a serious conversation with it." "I don't think you'll need to resort to verbal or even oral intimidation although it does sound rather appealing. Getting a hard-on in the morning is not a difficult thing for me so you may commence the kissing and holding immediately." She kissed me with so much emotion and passion that it made me feel like the times when I was very young and making out was limited to mostly kissing and a little touching. I felt her body get warmer and her nipples begin to harden. My cock kept them company and stiffened. "Where did you learn to kiss like this?" "I was precocious when I was young. I liked sex but once I started working I sort of lost interest in it. I guess it was sort of a 'been there, done that' kind of thing so I put all my energy into making money. You know the song; 'It's all coming back to me now'? Well that's what you're doing to me. 'If I touch you like this and if you kiss me like that; it was so long ago but it's all coming back to me.' Oh Carl what a fool I was to think I didn't need this. 'If you'll forgive me all this, if I forgive you all that. We'll forgive and forget and it's all coming back to me now.'" She rose up when she felt my cock brush against her legs and reached between us to grasp it. She squeezed it and rubbed the head along her slit. I felt her wet desire as she placed the tip against her opening then pushed her hips down to engulf me to where her fingers were then removed her hand and finished impaling herself on me. She lay back down on me and began to slowly rock up and down on me as she slid my cock in and out of her wet vagina. She put her hands on my face and kissed me even more passionately than she had before as she completely immersed herself in making love to me. I extended my arms to put my hands on her ass cheeks and felt their amazing softness as they gently slid beneath my palms. I closed my eyes and abandoned myself to the sensations of her wet cunt fucking my cock, my hands caressing her ass and the incredible intensity of her kisses. We were both caught up in this ancient dance, completely oblivious to anything but the joy of loving each other. We built up so slowly to our sexual peaks that I was barely aware of it when my cock began to spurt forth the liquid proof of our pleasure. She silently responded with tender pulsing squeezes as her climax washed over her like a wave. We came down just as slowly until her head slid down beside mine and rested on my shoulder. "Carl can we wake up like this every day? I've never felt anything so soft and intimate and loving in my life. I had no idea love could be so wonderful, that it could whisper its great message into our souls and cover us like a beautiful white cloud. You're right; we are going deep aren't we? And it's only been one day." "We can do whatever we want to every day. I'm already feeling the effects of not having to get up and go to work. This is as good as Viagra. You might have a little something to do with it too. I feel free for the first time since I was a child. I'm going to channel all my energy into loving you so we can go deeper and deeper into love. You and Sandy have provided me with this opportunity and I won't waste it. I will be totally devoted to you and to making you happy so when it's over I can take what we discover and share it with Sandy and our baby. Anne I promise you our child will grow up with love and she will know that it comes from you." "Carl when I first asked you to do this all I really expected from it was sex and companionship. I thought you could keep me distracted enough not to go crazy with loneliness and fear but you've given me the real thing. Now I realize just how much I was asking for and I love you all the more for doing it. You've given me something to look forward to each day instead of dreading that I have one less day to live each time I wake up. I have no words to express how grateful I am to you." "We have things to take care of so let's go take a bath and get started so we can get back to making love." We decided to skip the bathing pool and bathed each other in the shower sprays mixing the washing with kissing and playing then got out and dried each other. "What would you like for breakfast?" "Can Anthony make us something?" "He makes marvelous eggs Benedict." "Perfect." Anne called down for Anthony and asked him to have breakfast ready in 30 minutes and to send up a carafe of coffee as soon as possible. By the time we finished in the spa the coffee was waiting for us on the table in the bedroom. Melissa had brought it up so we could have it while we got dressed. I fixed us a cup and took it to her in her large closet. I placed it on her dressing table and kissed the back of her neck then headed off to the other closet to get dressed. When we arrived in the dining room the table was set with two places. Anthony was waiting for us and greeted us then excused himself to go get our breakfasts. Like the dinner the other night Anthony's breakfast was delicious and impeccably served. The hollandaise sauce was the best I had ever tasted. When we had finished eating we went to Anne's office and she called her doctor and asked when we could come to discuss the progression of her illness. He said he could meet with us but he suggested we first contact someone named Julia Conway who worked for a hospice. She had a lot of experience with what people go through as they get towards the end but most people wait far too long to consult with her and urged us to call her and arrange a meeting now. Anne asked him to recommend a doctor for the IVF procedure and he told her he would get in touch with somebody and have them call as soon as possible. Anne then called the number for Julia Conway and asked her how soon we could meet with her and she said she could do it Wednesday evening. She preferred a meeting at the home of the client so Anne suggested she come for dinner and asked her if she had any food preferences. She advised her that she was a vegetarian and that she appreciated the invitation and would be here at six-thirty. Anne went to the Neiman Marcus web site and ordered two bottles of the body lotion I liked to be sent to Sandy then made a few more calls to deal with some of her business activities and interrupted one to take an incoming call from a Dr. Stephanie Martin. She turned out to be the In Vitro doctor and told Anne she could come to her office at one o'clock today and to be ready to begin the process because she had been briefed on the situation and was elevating Anne to emergency status and if she was prepared to do everything just as directed it would only take between 10 days and two weeks to harvest her eggs. It was a little after ten and we had an appointment at eleven with Anne's personal attorney to sign the agreement for setting up the investment in the hedge fund for Sandy and me. After that we would stop at the bank and wire transfer the 100k to our checking account. At ten-thirty Melissa had the car waiting for us and we left for the attorney's office. When we arrived, Anne told Melissa she could go back home, as all the other things we needed to do were close enough for us to walk. We would call her and tell her where to come get us when we had completed all our errands. We walked in the door of the attorney's office a couple of minutes before eleven and were told to go straight in. He apparently knew very well how much Anne detested waiting. Anne introduced me to Walter Cooper, the lead partner in a very prestigious law firm, and we got down to business. Everything was arranged exactly as Anne had said. The agreement would be executed immediately upon receipt of an original death certificate. Anne and I signed the papers and made it all official. Walter then said that he had also prepared a living will for Anne at her request detailing which medical procedures she did not want when her illness became incapacitating. It also stipulated that I would be the decision maker for her in regards to methods to prolong her life when she became unable to make those decisions for herself. There was also a power of attorney that would go into effect at that time giving me abilities to take care of her business transactions and last arrangements. I signed those documents as well and was told to keep copies of them until needed. "Carl would you please wait out in the reception room for a few minutes? I have some other things I need to discuss with Walter before we leave." I got up and shook hands and thanked him then left the room. In about twenty minutes Anne came out and said everything had been taken care of. We then headed for the bank where an officer transacted the wire transfer and told me the money would be available in less than an hour. I sent Sandy a text message to tell her to go online and check our bank account later this afternoon and appended a smiley face to the message and told her I loved her and to 'Laissez les bon temps rouler'. We had about an hour and a half before the appointment with Dr. Martin. Her office was only a ten-minute walk so we took a longer route to do some window-shopping. One of the stores we passed was an adult video store. I asked Anne if she had ever been in one before. She shook her head no. "Well there's no time like the present." I took her hand and we went inside. There were racks of videos and a large assortment of toys, costumes, whips and other sexual paraphernalia hanging from the walls and arrayed in display cases. I pointed to one of the whips and said, "I'm not going to need one of those am I?" "Your voice is the only instrument you will ever require to command my unquestioning obedience to anything you want me to do." I had to savor that remark. Considering how many times in the past she had issued orders to me and expected them to be carried out without hesitation or further explanation, I never thought I would live long enough to hear those words come out of her mouth, let alone know that she truly meant them. "My love, I would never think of commanding you to do anything. In fact I will be very careful about even requesting something from you other than your presence. Your only duty is what the song from Phantom of the Opera says: 'Love me, that's all I ask of you.'" "Oh my darling that isn't a duty. It's a rare and precious privilege, an honor that I will constantly strive to be deserving of. For the little time I have left my heart will be full of love and gratitude for the gift you are to me. By the way, did we come in here for anything in particular?" "Actually we did. I suspect that this egg harvesting procedure is going to place your splendid pussy off limits for a little while before it's finished and since you did tell me you wanted to feel my cock in that beautiful ass of yours, I need to find something to help get you ready for anal sex." I walked along the display cases until I saw what I was looking for. There were several glass objects in one of the cases meant for insertion into body cavities. I spotted one that seemed to be just what I was looking for. It was unusual in the level of craftsmanship for such an object. It was about a foot long and had a very ornate handle. The business end of the object was a tapered cone 8 inches long that began with a smooth rounded tip the size of a finger and gradually increased in diameter until it was as thick as a large cock where it was joined to the handle by a stem the same size as the tip so once inserted into your rectum your sphincter could close around it. I asked the clerk to let me inspect it and found it to be exactly what I wanted. "We'll take this. Do you also sell lubricant?" He walked over to another shelf and returned with a bottle of clear semi-viscous liquid, which he said was the best he had for anal penetration. I told him to include it with the glass dildo and that would be all. "Will that be cash or credit?" "Do you take American Express?" "Visa or MasterCard." Anne handed him a black Visa card and he swiped it and gave it back to her. "Now I've got to sit through this consultation thinking about having that lovely glass rod up my ass." Anne said as we continued walking toward the doctor's office. "You didn't want me to get one of those cheap plastic butt plugs did you? Or would you have preferred one that vibrated?" "Just the thought of you using it on me makes me vibrate. I can't wait until I feel your hot hard cock slide all the way in me. I'm getting wet thinking about this. Can we do it tonight?" "It would be my pleasure to begin your anal training this evening Ms. Cordet." "I'm sure the pleasure will be all mine. Just like the pleasure I'm getting from walking with you now. I've walked through the city many times but this is the first time I've ever walked in the city and enjoyed doing it for no reason." We stopped at a coffee shop and got an iced latte since it was a warm day then strolled on to the building where the doctor's office was. We took the elevator to the third floor and found the office. The receptionist took Anne's name and we sat down to wait. In a few minutes an assistant came through a door and called Anne's name. We followed her to an area where the assistant did some preliminary tests like temperature, blood pressure, weight and drew a blood sample. She then showed us to an examining room. In a few minutes Dr. Martin came in and introduced herself. It took about twenty minutes to explain how the whole process would work. She then asked if we wanted to get started. Anne said yes and Dr. Martin said the next step would be a pelvic examination and suggested I wait in the reception area. "Can't he stay here during the examination?" Anne asked. "Well it's not usual but if you don't mind then he's welcome to stay." "He's going to be the daddy so I want him to be part of everything involved in the entire procedure." "Most women wouldn't let their husbands within a hundred yards of getting examined like this." "Carl's not my husband. He's on loan from his wife so we can be together until I die. You'd be surprised what knowing you're going to die in a few months does to your modesty." "Your primary doctor told me about your condition. I'm very sorry and sympathetic to your situation. I believe we've already located the ideal surrogate for you. Her name is Delores and she's already had one perfect baby with absolutely no complications. She's coming in tomorrow for tests and to sign the papers. This is very fortunate because it increases the chances of a successful impregnation if we don't have to freeze the eggs." If nothing else resulted from this adventure at least I finally got to see what a woman goes through when she goes to her gynecologist for an exam. Dr. Martin was very nice to explain everything we were looking at and why we needed to look at it. It was a very educational experience. She explained the harvesting procedure and showed me where she would insert a long needle through the vaginal wall near the cervix to extract the eggs from the ovaries. Before that happened, there would need to be a series of injections to stimulate egg production. I asked if there would be any time when intercourse should be avoided and she said only for 48 hours following egg extraction so the puncture wound would have sufficient time to heal. She finished up and told Anne she could get dressed and the nurse would be in to give her the first injection. She would need to come back every day so they could monitor her progress. Dr. Martin was very optimistic for a healthy delivery within a year. When we walked out of the elevator in the building lobby Anne grabbed my arm and pulled me over close to a wall. She looked at me and a tear streamed down her cheek. "This is really going to happen isn't it? Oh Carl, we're going to have a baby. I'm going to be a mother. This is so unbelievable. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to thank you for this. I'm about to explode with joy for what you're doing for me. It's all happened so fast, in 24 hours we've fallen in love and now we're going to have a child. Please hold me Carl, I think I might faint." I held her close to me and told her, "Don't you dare faint on me. This is a momentous occasion and you don't want to miss a single minute of it. Let's get out of here and go home and pop the cork on a bottle of Champagne and celebrate by making love for the rest of the day. I suppose I should call Sandy and let her know she's going to have a baby too." "Oh yes Carl you must. I hope she doesn't think we've both lost our minds. I'm worried about dumping this on her without talking to her first. You're sure she's going to be OK with this?" "You can tell her yourself and see what she says. I don't have the slightest doubt she'll be as happy about this as you are." I took out my phone and pushed Sandy's speed dial button. "Sandy it's me sweetie. Anne and I just left the doctor's office and she has something she wants to tell you. Can you talk to her for a minute?" I handed the phone to Anne. "Sandy, I just got the best news I could possibly have imagined." "Please tell me your brain tumor is gone and you're not going to die." "I wish I could but this may be even better than that. Carl and I are going to have a baby." "What! How? When?" "I'm going to have my eggs harvested and Carl is going to inseminate one of them and a healthy young woman is going to carry it until she's born. He said you would be happy to have another child but I wanted to talk to you first and be sure you were OK with it." "Anne I couldn't be any more surprised if I had found out I was pregnant. Of course I'm happy about it. I think it's wonderful. You don't have to tell me whose idea this was; I know Carl thought this up and he knows how much I love children. With all the money you're giving us we'll both have time to spoil her and love her as much as you would. You tell him he's going to have to do some of the diaper changes and night feedings." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 03 "You can hire as many nannies as you need to do those little chores. All I care about is that you and Carl love her and let her know that I do too even though I couldn't be there with her. Oh Sandy, I'm so excited I can hardly breathe. Thank you so much for what you've done for me. You just can't imagine what a gift you two have given me. I love both of you more than you will ever know." "It seems strange that I would ever say this to another woman but I'm truly glad that you love Carl and I hope that love brings you nothing but joy for the time you have left. I can hear it in your voice and it makes me happy to know we've been able to share something so wonderful with you. Now would you put Carl back on for a minute?" "Sandy are you OK with this?" "Carl I'm very OK with this. You are the most wonderful, thoughtful and caring man I've ever known. You couldn't have given her anything more perfect than this. Having a baby changes a woman even if she isn't going to carry it she'll die knowing she has a living legacy and her child will be raised by loving parents who care for her as much as we would for our own children. I love you more than I've ever loved you for doing this. Tell Anne she needs to start thinking about what she's going to name her baby and tell her I'm going to start getting things ready for our new arrival." "I love you Sandy. Don't ever forget that. Bye sweetie." Anne called Melissa and told her we were ready to be picked up and we would wait for her outside the doctor's building. There was a florist in the lobby so I took Anne's hand and led her into the shop. I bought two dozen long stemmed red roses and ordered another two dozen to be sent to Sandy at the house. I wrote on a card to be enclosed with the flowers, 'We've made someone as happy as you make me. I will never stop loving you, Carl'. Anne started to pay for the flowers and I stopped her. "This is my treat and my pleasure to be the first to congratulate you on becoming a mother." "Now you are going to make me cry. I can't remember the last time a man bought me flowers. You really are a romantic aren't you?" "One of my favorite songs is Neil Diamond and Barbra Streisand's version of 'You don't bring me flowers'. I don't intend for you to ever have to say that to me. I'm completely dedicated to loving you and finding ways to show you that love. It's is my raison d'etre, my joy and the source of my happiness." She threw her arms around me and hugged me. "Oh Carl you make me so happy I just want to scream at everybody to wake up and find somebody that makes them feel what I feel for you. We waste so much time on bullshit and let the most important thing in the world pass us by. Let's get out of here before I start tearing your clothes off." We went out on the street and stood until Melissa pulled up with the car. I opened the back door for Anne and she got in and slid over so I could get in beside her. Before I did I handed the flowers to her and she put them on the floor on the other side. As soon as I sat down and closed the door she swung her leg over me and sat in my lap facing me. She pulled her skirt up so she could rub her panty-clad pussy on my leg and started kissing me. I heard Melissa say, "So, I take it things went well at the doctor's office." Anne stopped kissing me and said, "Oh yeah Melissa I'm going to have a baby." "Ummmh, Anne he's only been here one day and you're telling me you're pregnant." "Not exactly Melissa. You should know me well enough by now that I would never do anything myself if I can get somebody else to do it for me. I'm going to have my eggs harvested and a nice young lady named Delores is going to have our embryo implanted in her. Then sometime next spring Carl and his wife are going to take delivery of a beautiful little girl. Isn't this a wonderful world we live in these days?" "I'm very happy for you Anne. And you too Carl. Congratulations to both of you." "Thank you. Now get us home quickly, we have a lot of celebrating to do." Anne continued to molest me, freeing my cock from the confines of my trousers so she could stroke it and wipe her pussy with it all the way back to her house. We scrambled out of the car and headed for the elevator. "Melissa would you put the flowers in a vase and bring them and a bottle of Champagne up to the bedroom and put them on the table so we can see them from the bed. We'll be in the spa taking a bath. On second thought would you be a dear and bring a couple of glasses of the wine to us in the spa." "I'll ask Anthony to take care of the flowers and I'll get the wine up to you right away." We undressed quickly and headed for the sumptuous pool. Anne poured some bubble bath in and turned on the circulation pumps. We had just gotten in when Melissa knocked on the door even though it wasn't closed. "Come on in Melissa." She came in with a tray holding two flutes containing the bubbling wine and sat it on the ledge beside us. "I put the bottle on the table in the bedroom. Is there anything else I can do for either of you?" "I think I'm OK for now. Carl is there anything Melissa can do for you?" I wasn't about to answer a loaded question like that. I just lay there and closed my eyes. "It may take him a while to cycle through what I'm sure is a rather lengthy list of salacious answers to that question so you can run along now." "If he thinks of anything just let me know. You two have fun and I'll bring the flowers up in a few minutes." I watched her walk away and thought she looked exceptionally sexy in her snug chauffeur's uniform. She had removed her jacket and the top two buttons of her white shirt were undone. When I turned back to look at Anne she had that smug little smirk on her face that women get when they catch you looking at another female. "I hope you're not thinking of cheating on your wife with yet another woman." I moved closer to her so I could put my hands on her breasts. I loved the way they felt when we were in the water. I caressed them and washed them with the foamy bubbles. "All I'm thinking about is making you happy and unless you want to include her in our love making, all she'll be to me is a pretty woman who drives the car." She reached over and picked up her glass and took a drink. "Right now what's making me happy is your playing with me and washing me and loving me. I'm also thinking about that little toy you bought for me today. When we get out of this tub I think you should show me how it works." "I'll have to give you an enema first. You have to be clean inside and out before we play that game. It will be good practice since they'll probably give you one before the egg harvesting procedure." We continued to leisurely wash each other and drink our wine then got out of the pool. Anne went to a cabinet and got out an enema bag with a tube and nozzle and began to fill it with warm water. She connected the tube and hung it on a towel bar then held up the nozzle and said, "I assume you know what to do with this." I walked over to her and kissed her. "I think I can figure it out. Get on your hands and knees." She put down the large towel she had used to dry off from the bath and kneeled down on it. I knelt beside her and slowly inserted the nozzle into her rectum then flicked the release to allow the water to drain into her. I rubbed her stomach while the water was flowing into her and bent over and kissed her ass cheeks. "I really like your technique in doing this. I can't remember anybody else being quite so attentive as you." "I love your beautiful ass and I'm not going to pass up a chance to touch it or kiss it." In a couple of minutes she got up and went to the potty room and then returned. I repeated the procedure to be sure she was thoroughly clean then told her to go get in the shower and wash her ass again and then come join me in bed. While she was in the shower I washed the glass butt plug in hot soapy water and dried it then took it and the bottle of lube to the bedroom. When I got there I saw the roses on the table. Anthony had arranged them in a beautiful vase with additional greenery including baby's breath to make a stunning presentation. He even put a card on them that said congratulations. I poured us another glass of Champagne and got on the bed. I took a sip of wine and sat my glass on the bedside table just as Anne came walking into the room. I smiled as I watched her walk toward me. "What are you smiling about?" "I'm enjoying watching you walking around naked. You look content and relaxed and natural. It's very different from the way I remember you walking when we worked together. You were always in a hurry. It was more like you were marching than walking. I like this much better." "I guess this is my love walk. Being naked with you seems so right and feels so good to me. I'm not the least bit self-conscious and I am content and natural. I like this much better too." She lay down on the bed and asked me, "Where do you want me?" "I want you right where you are, naked and close to me as often as we can." "I meant what position do you want me in?" "Face down." She rolled over and I picked up a pillow and told her to raise her hips so I could put it underneath her. "Now spread your legs so I can lie between them." As I lay down my nostrils were filled with a divine fragrance. "Anne what is that wonderful fragrance?" "I've got more perfume than I could possibly wear in the time I've got left so I've decided to start using it. I'm not sure what the name of this one is but the bottle looked like it must have cost a lot so I put a drop on my finger and rubbed it on each of my pussy lips so you would have something a little more pleasing to inhale than the odor of that lube you bought." "Well in that case I think I need to take a different approach to what I'm doing. Turn over on your back." She rolled over and I put the pillow under her hips then raised her legs up and pushed them toward her shoulders. "Put your hands behind your knees and hold your legs back." Her crotch was spread wide open and the scent of her perfume was much more prevalent. I moved my head forward and licked the length of her right lip. It tasted fabulous. I repeated the licking on her left lip. "Ummmmh, I thought your pussy tasted delicious before but you've really kicked it up a notch with this perfume. Now I don't know whether to play with your ass or just keep eating your pussy." "You're allowed to do both." "You mean like this?" I slowly licked her puckered asshole then stuck the tip of my tongue into it." "Oooooohhhh Carl. That's not exactly what I had in mind but please keep doing that. Nobody's ever done that to me and it feels fabulous." I continued licking and kissing and sucking her wrinkled orifice as the wonderful fragrance permeated my every breath. She was softly moaning and her breathing was deeper. I decided it was time to introduce her to the glass rod. I picked up the bottle of lube from where I had put it on the bed and then grabbed the glass plug. The bottle had a small opening on top that flipped up so you could direct the slippery liquid easily. I squeezed the bottle and a thin stream oozed out and landed directly on her anus. I put the tip of the plug over the glob and pushed down. It slipped in easily. I pulled it back out and squeezed out another squirt then pushed it in with the tip of the plug. It slid a little further in this time. I kept repeating this until a good amount of the lube was inside her ass and the plug was sliding smoothly in to about half its length. "How does that feel?" "It feels wonderful Carl. You're being so gentle and I'm getting excited thinking about when your cock will be doing this. I'll have someplace new to hold you and love you and feel your hot sperm spray into me. Oh Carl, I love you so much. I can't get enough of you. Everywhere you touch me and everything you do to me fills me with love. I'm going to rub my clit now and you keep sliding that plug in me until I have it all, then I'm going to cum for you. Ohhh Yesss. That's it baby. Deeper, push it in deeper. Ooooohhhh Yessss, stretch my little asshole. Oh it feels so good, so good." I squeezed a little more lube on the thick part at the bottom and slowly but firmly pushed it in until the fat base disappeared into her and her sphincter closed around the stem. "Ohhhhh God Carl Yesss. It's in me all the way and it feels fantastic." Her fingers moved more quickly on her clit as her breathing became more rapid. I pulled her lips apart and rubbed them with my thumbs. "Unnnhhhh, Unnnhhhh, Unnnhhh, Ooooohh Yes NOW. I'm cummmming!" Her lower stomach was flexing spasmodically and her legs were trembling as she climaxed. Watching her made me feel humble to be in her presence. She was so beautiful and so completely lost in her sexual joy. She was not thinking about dying, she was living. I felt so fortunate that I could do this for her. It confirmed my decision to be here with her. I had done the right thing. "Did I do good for my first time Carl? I took the whole thing and it felt wonderful. When I came I could feel my rectum squeezing it and throbbing just like my vagina. Oooooh it made me cum so hard." "You did very good for your first time. Are you ready to try the real thing?" "Oooooh yessss Carl, I'm so ready. Please put your hard cock in my ass. I need to feel you fill me up with your beautiful cock so you can shoot your hot cum deep inside me." I began to slowly pull the glass plug out of her, pausing to keep the thick bottom stretching her anus wide. I eased it back a little then pushed it forward to distend the puckered opening. "Carl you're teasing me. I want your cock in me. Please put your cock in me." "I just want to be sure you're nice and relaxed first." I eased the plug completely out of her and put it on the nightstand. "OK turn over on your tummy, I want to do you from behind." She rolled over and I put the pillow back under her hips and knelt between her legs. "Now raise that gorgeous ass up a little." When she did I lined my cock up with her asshole and placed the tip on it. "Use your hands and spread your ass cheeks." As soon as she had pulled them apart I pushed forward and the head of my cock slid inside her. I reached for the lube and squeezed out a few drops on the shaft of my cock then rubbed it in with my fingers. I laid the bottle on the bed beside me in case I needed it again. I pushed forward and inserted a little more of my cock into her ass. "Ooooohhh Carl that feels wonderful. Your cock is so much better than the glass rod." When I was in her about half way I pulled back until only the tip remained then slid forward again. I repeated this a few times to see how she liked getting her ass fucked. She softly moaned and breathed evenly and deeply. I increased the speed and depth a little each time I stroked her until all but about two inches was sliding easily into her rectum. I pulled back all the way with only the head inside her. I paused to savor the sight of her holding her cheeks apart for me then slowly pushed forward until my balls pressed against her pussy and every millimeter of me was buried in her ass. She pushed her hips back to make sure I was in her as deep as I could go. "Oh Carl yessss, yessss ooooohhh yessss. I can feel your pulse throbbing in your cock. Don't move. I love the fullness and the warmth and your balls pressing against my pussy. This is even better than I thought it would be. I'm all yours now Carl. You've been in every hole I have and I love the way you feel in all of them. I can't wait until you cum in me and fill my ass with your hot cream. Lay on top of me and fuck me. Fuck my ass until we both cum." I leaned down and put my arms under her and cupped her tits with my hands. "You can let go of your cheeks now." "I don't want to, my ass is going to stay spread so you can get into me as deeply as you can. Now fuck me. Fuck me nice and steady." She bent her knees a little and elevated her hips to give me complete access to her ass. I started sliding in and out of her in long firm strokes. I gently squeezed her tits and felt the nipples harden and extend against my palms as I kissed the back and side of her neck. It had been a long time since I had done this and I tried to remember what it had felt like then. Since I couldn't get much of a response from my memory I decided it probably wasn't that good. That wasn't the case now. Her ass felt incredible as my cock slid in and out of it. The store clerk had given us good advice on the lube. It seemed to have an ingredient that increased the heat as it slid against your skin. Almost like a mild hot sauce that made the tip of my cock tingle. I picked up speed gradually until I could really feel my balls slapping against her pussy. She must have felt this too because she spread her legs further apart to allow my testicles to spank her slit, which was getting wetter each time my sac collided with it. I began to sense that I was getting close to my orgasm. "Anne, it won't be long now before I fill your ass with cum. Let go of your ass and use your hand to play with your clit so you can cum with me. Move your legs back together so it makes your ass tighter." I started pounding her as rapidly as I could. The sensations of her warm padded ass cheeks slapping against my hips were impelling me to my inescapable climax. She was moaning and breathing irregularly. "Oh Carl...yessss...ohhhhh baby do it. I'm so close and if you start spraying your sperm into me it will make me cum. Now baby, DO IT NOW. Please... please cum in my ass. Don't make me wait to feel your hot cum shooting deep inside me." A few more strokes and I passed the point of no return. I pushed into her as deeply as I could and held still. The first gush spurted into her and I felt her tense up. When the second glob jetted out of me her hips jerked up hard against me then relaxed and did it again with every successive blast of cum that I spewed into her. Both our orgasms were powerful but she remained quiet and just let the sensations spread throughout her entire body. When I could emit no more semen she relaxed completely and lay still beneath me. "Don't take it out yet. I want to stay here and feel you inside me. That was the most spectacular orgasm I've ever experienced. We're going to do this again... a lot." "I'm very happy you enjoyed it. I thought it was pretty satisfying myself." "I noticed. You pumped as much liquid into my ass as the enema did. God it felt so hot and good. I could feel your spurts much more intensely than I can in my pussy." I was beginning to feel a little sleepy so I suggested we both make a visit to the bathroom and take a shower. When we finished we headed back to bed for a little nap. About an hour later I was awakened by Anne's hot mouth engulfing the head of my cock. When I opened my eyes I saw her pussy and inhaled the fabulous fragrance of yet another expensive perfume she had adorned it with. She was lying on her side with her feet toward the headboard so I raised her top leg up and laid my head on her thigh so I could lick her lips. When my tongue made contact with her clit the rest of my cock joined the head inside her mouth and she began sucking me back to hardness. Her hand cupped my balls and began to caress them. I put one of my hands on her breast and started massaging it as I increased my tongue's activity in her slit. We were in a classic sixty-nine and it felt better to me than I remembered. It had been a while since Sandy and I had done this to each other. I guess we enjoyed taking turns instead of doing it simultaneously but now it was really turning me on. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 03 We built each other up slowly until her pussy was hot and wet with my saliva and her juices. I stuck my tongue in her vagina and sucked her while she squeezed my balls as I leisurely fucked her mouth. I inserted a finger into her ass and increased the speed of my cock's thrusting into her warm wet mouth. In another minute I stopped moving and held the head of my cock inside her lips and began to cum. Her legs started trembling and I felt her vagina squeeze my tongue as she joined me in orgasm and filled my mouth with her sweet juice. "Every time we make love it just gets better. Whatever you do to me causes my body to reach increasingly more intense orgasms. I've become as addicted to cumming as I used to be to making money. You've turned me into an unrepentant nymphomaniac and I love it. We need to get you a prescription for Viagra because you must keep feeding my habit. I'm already feeling like I want to cum again and I've barely stopped. Oh Carl it's wonderful. We're wonderful. I didn't know I could feel like this." "I'm glad to hear that Anne because this is how I want you to feel for the entire time we have left to be together. If I need pharmaceutical assistance to keep up or even if we have to get more men to help, I intend to keep you as close to a constant orgasmic state as I can. We are wonderful and I love you more with each passing moment. Do you think we could maybe take a break to have some dinner?" She spoke to Anthony on the intercom and asked him if he had anything he could put together for dinner. He told her he had been working on several dishes to keep in the freezer and he could serve any of them within 30 minutes. She looked at me as he listed the choices. When I heard eggplant rollatini I gave her a thumbs up. He said he knew we were into drinking Champagne but there was a superb Sangovese super Tuscan wine in the cellar which needed to be consumed soon. She told him we would make an exception for it if he recommended it so highly. Dinner was fabulous. I completely understood why she had hired Anthony. He was worth twice what she was paying him. We had another of his signature Caesar salads and he was right about the wine. I was surprised that anything that tasted that good wasn't illegal. He also had time to whip up a Tiramisu, something I never really developed a taste for until I tried his. It was perfectly accompanied by an excellent Cappuccino. I felt like Marie Antoinette as I wondered what the peasants were eating tonight. When we finished I suggested we take a little stroll before returning to the bedroom. We walked over to the park and walked along beside it. It was a beautiful night and we walked along like lovers holding hands and being in love. Whenever we got to a corner where we had to stop we would kiss while we waited. When we returned we headed up to take another bath in the pool then headed to the bed to make love some more and finally drifted off to sleep. Tuesday was spent similarly with another visit to the doctor to continue the egg harvesting process. Afterwards I asked Anne if she had ever been to the planetarium and she said no so I took her there. While we were out every day for the appointments with Dr. Martin I wanted to visit some places you should see in New York but neither of us had done so. I wanted to go to museums, galleries, matinee performances at theaters and even the large market that all the restaurants get their food from. We dined out so Anne could wear something very expensive while I tagged along in my tux to show her off. By now she was positively glowing from all the sex and was giving off enough pheromones to entice half the men who saw her to want to follow us home and fuck her. Fortunately none of them could keep up with Melissa's driving. Another round of unbridled sexual debauchery finished off the night. Wednesday passed similarly with a visit to an art gallery after the doctor. We needed to get home by six so we could be ready for our guest. Julia Conway was coming for dinner to discuss her potential employment as a hospice caregiver. Anthony had been told to expect her at six-thirty and was waiting in the foyer for her. When she arrived he showed her into the living room and invited her to sit wherever she felt most comfortable. He asked her if she would care for something to drink and she told him she would like some sparkling water with lemon. He left to attend to it and let us know that she was waiting for us. When we got there she was sitting comfortably in the middle of one of the large sofas. Julia was tall and attractive but wore very little makeup and had long dark brown hair with a few gray ones here and there. She wore a sari but she was not Indian. She had lived for two years in India and gotten used to wearing them. She had a fit body with full breasts and pouty lips that most women would need cosmetic enhancement to possess. She had an exotic, sultry look that promised a smoldering sexuality. Her most intriguing feature was her eyes. They were eyes that appeared to have seen much more than the average person and when you looked deeply into them you got a feeling that if you looked too long you would start falling and never stop. She gave the impression of being someone you either felt very comfortable with or you had no use for. I felt an immediate but indefinable affinity for her. Anne introduced us but Julia did not stand nor did she make any attempt to shake hands. She impressed me as being extremely calm and self assured and was not bound by pleasantries for the sake of appearance or social custom. We took our seats across from her on the other sofa. "So Julia you come highly recommended for your expertise in dealing with people who are nearing the end of their lives. Would you tell us a little about yourself and how you came to specialize in this type of work? Carl would like to know what to expect as I progress though the final stages of my disease." She spoke in a measured deliberate cadence. "I have been involved with hospice work for the last twenty years. I have an unusual background that prepared me for it and I find it personally rewarding as well as filling a need that everyone must have sooner or later with the exception of those who die suddenly. I have learned something very important by doing this. Death is not an ending; it is a transformation. It is not something to be feared but something to be encountered and embraced with full consciousness. If you greet death this way it will be the crescendo of your life. Now tell me about you two." "I have known Carl for about three years as a business associate. He worked for me in one of the companies my firm owned. When the company was finally sold he left and found a position somewhere else. I had no reason to ever see him again until I was diagnosed with a terminal brain tumor and told I had six months to live. I panicked when I heard this and completely lost myself in fear and anxiety until I finally realized that I had wasted my entire life in the pursuit of money and had nothing of real value to show for it. I called Carl and asked him to come see me and explained my situation to him and begged him to show me how to love before I died. Despite telling me how crazy such a request was he agreed to at least make the attempt. No one is more surprised than I am that he has actually succeeded in doing it in just three days. I truly love him and I want him to have as much knowledge about what to expect as my condition progresses as he possibly can. I was told you could help us." "The type of cancer you have is located in the base of your brain and that's why it can't be operated on. To get to it would kill you. It will grow slowly at first until it can reach a blood supply then it will grow more quickly. In the final two months you will be tired and want to sleep a lot. You will have headaches and you may have sensory effects such as hearing problems or you could go blind." "In the last two weeks you will sleep most of the time and will lose your appetite. This will be followed by loss of bladder and bowel control. In the final four days you will stop eating and will only drink water. Sometime on the final day you will have a brief period where you are lucid for a few minutes then you will fall into a coma and your heart will stop beating. Sometimes just after a person dies this way their skin will look rosy and healthy and they will have a serene look on their face." "Thank you Julia. It doesn't sound very pleasant but we needed to know this." "Carl would you please come over here and kneel down in front of me?" Despite the unusual nature of her request, I got up and walked over to her and knelt down at her feet. "Close your eyes and breathe deeply." I felt the tip of her thumb touch my forehead between my eyes. She left it there for a minute and said nothing. Then she took her hand away. "Carl, put your head on my lap." I lowered my head and laid it on her thighs on my right side. She started petting my head like I was a cat. "Now sit back and look into my eyes and tell me what you see." When my eyes met hers everything in me came to a screeching halt. I stopped thinking and got that feeling of falling that I had been partially aware of when I first saw her. "I see an unfathomable depth that is frightening yet somehow reassuring. I don't know why but I recognize you. I feel as though we have met before." "Carl you are a soul maker. You have made a very selfless sacrifice for someone and it has already begun to take you to a new level of your being. This is why we have found each other. Those doing soul work, who want the searing truth more than solace or applause, know each other right away. Those who want something else turn and take a seat in another room. Soul makers find each other's company." Tears started to slide down my cheeks, as the feeling of recognition grew stronger in me and I was able to start thinking again. "That's good Carl. That is how lovers should greet each other. I will help you in your mission. I can help you both explore deeper ways to express your love for each other. Ways you have not yet imagined, heights you do not know exist. Together we can do more than just prepare Anne for her passing, we can participate in it and experience it with her. We will help her to take death's hand and go dancing into the light. Anne, come over here and hug me." Anne practically ran across the room and laid in her lap and put her arms around Julia then started crying. Julia held her and told her that very soon she would no longer be afraid of dying. She said she would help us experience a love that would transcend death. I'm not sure what Anthony thought when he walked in to the room to announce dinner but it didn't seem to cause him any consternation that there was this unusual woman sitting on the sofa with Anne in her lap and me at her feet. Anne got up and reached out her hand and took Julia's and helped her up from the sofa. We started walking toward the door to the dining room. Anne was holding Julia's hand and told Anthony that Julia was her new friend and he would be seeing much more of her in the future. Anne insisted that Julia sit at the end of the table and we sat on either side of her. Anthony began to serve an incredibly delicious vegetarian dinner which began with a green salad with slices of pear and thinly sliced toasted almonds and what at first appeared to be goat cheese but I later found out was tofu. Julia looked at Anne and said, "It was very appropriate for you to tell Anthony that I am your new friend. My legal name is Julia but I would like you to call me Mitra. It is a Sanskrit word that means friend. At least that is the word most English translations use. It is much more intimate than friend because a derivative of Mitra is maitri which means loving-kindness. Someone who is your mitra is much more than a friend; they are your lover and your teacher and your spiritual guide. This is what I can be to you if you wish it." "I've already wished it Mitra. I feel about you the same way Carl expressed it in the living room. I recognize something in you, something I can't define but I know I can trust you and I can learn from you. When can you start?" "That feeling of recognition comes from your heart and it means that your heart is functioning and that you are listening to it. That is a very good sign Anne. I have obligations through the end of this month but I can start on July 1." "How much do you charge and will you come here every day?" "I make $125,000 per year so for six months I would charge half that. I could do it for less if you wanted me to stay here and you included meals." "I'm not sure I will need you for the full six months but I will pay you your full year's salary and you can live here for the length of your contract. There is plenty of room in this house and I want you near me for the rest of my life. Can you travel?" "Yes I can travel anywhere you want me to go. I have a valid passport." "Mitra you said you had an unusual background that prepared you for hospice work. Would you tell us what that background is?" "I am 42 years old and when I was 20 I went on a quest to try and find some meaning in my life because up until then I was drifting. I tried hard to find happiness in work and relationships but there was always something lacking. One day I read a book I picked up in a used bookstore. It was about a man who felt like I did and had found a spiritual teacher who showed him what he was missing and why. What the man said in the book gave me a feeling that he had indeed found what I was looking for. I decided I would spend some time trying to find my own teacher. I went to many places and finally ended up in India. I visited temples, mosques, monasteries and gurdwaras and listened to people give talks and sermons to see if anything would be right for me but nothing clicked." "About the time I was thinking I should be leaving I noticed a necklace around the neck of the man who came every day to clean my room. There was a picture of a man hanging from the necklace. I asked him if the picture was of his father. He told me no, it was a picture of his Guru. I told him I had been to see a lot of so called Gurus and none of them impressed me. He said that Gurus are like cars, no one model is right for everybody. Then he invited me to come with him to a celebration that evening at the Guru's ashram." "I figured what the hell, I might as well try one more time. It was a modest but unusually clean building with a large room on the ground floor with about forty people sitting on cushions on the floor in front of a platform. There were musicians playing Indian music. A few minutes after we arrived, a man walked out and sat in a chair on the platform. There was a woman who kneeled on the platform next to him and he would say something to her and she would go into the audience and tell somebody to come up and sit in front of the man. He would say something to the person and they would respond and then they would return to where they had been sitting and someone else would be asked to come up. After about ten people had been called I was very surprised when the woman came to me and said in perfect English 'the master would like to talk to you now.'" "I had no idea what to expect but I went up and knelt in front of him and sat back on my haunches the way the others had done. I wasn't looking at his face until he said, 'So you have come at last. What has taken you so long?' The way he said this was so sincere, as if he had actually sent me an invitation that I had carelessly tossed aside and forgotten about. When I looked up and our eyes met I got the same feeling as Carl did when he looked into my eyes earlier. I recognized him. Of course I had never seen him before but I knew him somehow. I stammered out that I had been trying but I wasn't sure what to do. 'That is because you have been listening to your mind and not to your heart. Are you ready to begin now?'" "Yes. Yes I am." "Good. This is a very meaningful time for us. The beginning is always the best part. Come back tomorrow at ten and we will get started." "I spent the next month doing meditations alone and with others and sitting with him at night for what is called darshan. One night I was called up to speak with him and he told me I had made good progress and that it was time to decide whether I just wanted to hang around for the meditations or did I want to start preparing myself to become his disciple. I asked him what it meant to become his disciple and he said it was the most special relationship two people could have on this earth and unfortunately was becoming extremely rare. He said it was not easy and required my total dedication and ultimately my total surrender to him and there was only one reason to become his disciple and I would have to discover what that reason was. I told him I had not come all this way to do something half-hearted and that I would devote myself to doing whatever it took to become his disciple. He asked me if I had ever been to the places along the river where families take their loved ones to be cremated when they die. I told him I had not. He told me my new meditation was to go there and sit silently and watch the bodies burn. He told me to do this for at least four hours every day until I discovered something of great significance." "I was scared and confused but I went to the river the next day and sat near one of the Ghats. I had never seen a dead body this close before and I had never even thought about watching one burn but I sat there and witnessed it time and time again. After a few weeks I had become a regular fixture there and I began to feel what it must be like to be the one burning. Something inside me was being consumed each time I watched this ceremony. I had been told to never speak to anybody there and sometimes people would throw coins at my feet as if I had blessed their departed loved ones. Finally after six months of doing this I watched a young girl being cremated and I had a sort of epiphany. I knew what it was I needed to discover. That night at darshan I was called up to speak with the master and he asked me how I was doing." "I have discovered something." "And what have you discovered?" "That I am not my body." "That is good. Do you know the reason you should become my disciple yet?" "I thought very hard about that and then remembered what he had said the first time I came to see him. He said I had listened to my mind and not to my heart. I closed my eyes and with his help I moved into a deep silence that seemed to pervade the entire room. In a moment it came to me and without opening my eyes I said, the reason I should become your disciple is because I love you." "'Yes you have to love me because I am going to kill you. Not physically but I will destroy your ego. I will kill your persona, your ideals and all that is false and meaningless in you. Do not despair because the wound I will make will be the place where the light will enter you.' He touched my forehead and I experienced a rush of energy flow into me and swirl throughout my body. I felt better than I had ever felt in my life. He took his hand away from my head and his assistant handed him a necklace with his picture on it, which he placed around my neck. "From now on your name will be Mitra. Tomorrow you will start a new meditation. Come see me in the morning and I will let you know what to do." "When I opened my eyes I had become Dwija which means twice born. Just like you Anne, Julia was dying so that Mitra could be born. For the next six months I was to be a volunteer in a hospice. I had watched people being burned soon after dying but now I was to be with them when they died. He told me to show them as much love as I could, to hold their hand and be close to them at the moment of their death and just watch until I could see that death was not an ending. The day I realized this completely changed my life. I knew what I wanted to do then and I've been doing it ever since." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 03 "When my Guru saw that I had come to know about death he then said it was time to learn more about life because now I was ready to go deeply into meditation and the meditation he gave me was sex. I had only had sex a few times since I had been in India and those times were with men that had come there from other countries. So it was quite a change to spend 2 hours in the morning and 2 hours in the evening doing Tantric yoga. After a couple of months, sex became a spiritual experience and not just a body-mind experience. All of my former morality was obliterated, which is just as well because it was never mine to begin with. It had been imposed upon me by others and was not authentic. I had sex with men and women usually in groups. Those of us who were in the Tantric groups virtually lived in a state of orgasm. If you want me to I will share with you and Carl the secrets of Tantra as they were taught to me under his guidance." "Wow Mitra that is the most fascinating story I've ever heard. Of course I want you to show us about Tantra. I can't wait until you get here. I'm almost shaking with anticipation. Carl and I have already moved into a deeper sexual experience and I know you can take us further. This is so exciting. I'm having a hard time believing all that has happened to me in only three days. I've fallen in love. I'm going to have a baby and now I have my own spiritual guide. It's more that I could ever have imagined." "Anne life is unbelievable most of the time. There are miracles all around us and they go unnoticed because so many people waste this precious gift in destructive behavior and negative actions. You realize that you no longer have the luxury of wasting time. Everyone should understand that their time is limited and there is so much they can become if they will only open their hearts and their minds to what they are capable of. A single act of pure kindness from one person to another is worth more than a thousand heads bowing in prayer. You have let the universe know you are ready to take the next step and it has responded and sent Carl and now me to help you. It is very rare that requests like this are answered so quickly. Usually it takes a long time to get ready to receive such guidance and to become sincere in your search. Anne, please be aware that this is a precious opportunity for you; don't waste it." When we finished dinner we took Mitra on a short tour of the house and showed her the 7th floor and told her she could pick whichever bedroom suite she desired to be her rooms. We accompanied her down to the foyer to see her out and Anne asked her how she was getting home. She said she had ridden the subway to get here and would take it back to where she was now living. Anne insisted she let Melissa drive her home and she accepted the offer. Before we took her down to the garage she told us to hug her. I went first and when I looked into her eyes I got that falling feeling again along with the strangest sensations. I felt sexually attracted to her as though I was hugging Anne or Sandy but at the same time I felt like I was hugging my mother. She smiled when she saw the look on my face and we both moved to kiss. Her lips felt incredible. Warm, soft and luscious. The kiss sent shockwaves all though me. It lasted for a full minute and when it was over she let me go and said I was a very good hugger and that we would always greet and part with a hug like this. She then turned to Anne and repeated the same embrace and to my surprise, the same kiss. Anne responded with passion but also with a submission that had both erotic and innocent implications. We rode down in the elevator to the garage where Melissa was waiting with the car. Mitra put her hands together and raised them to her face and said, "Namaste my friends. This is how we should always greet and leave each other." We put our hands together in the same manner and said Namaste back to her. When she had left Anne turned to me and said, "Oh my God Carl, have you ever experienced anything like that kiss?" "I can't say that I have. There was so much meaning in it that I couldn't separate the emotion from the implications. It was deeply spiritual but it damn near gave me a hard-on at the same time. And what do you make of this Tantra?" "I'm not sure but it obviously has something to do with sex. I'm going to look it up on the Internet and see what I can find out about it but I suspect whatever I find will pale in comparison to somebody who has experienced the real McCoy. I always thought people who went off to be with Gurus were a couple of cards short of a full deck but I had no idea it was like what she described. Doing that twenty years ago in India had to have been an extremely risky adventure. How do you love someone enough to let them destroy everything you thought you were? Can you even conceive of having that much trust in another person?" "Actually I can. And it's only been in the last three days that I've come to be able to conceive of it. I feel that you love me enough to do something like that. I also feel that by the time Mitra gets finished with us we will feel that way about her. You think I made a great sacrifice to be here with you but I'm beginning to think that it's nothing compared to the sacrifice she makes everyday to be with the people she helps to die. I also think that she has reached a state of consciousness where she no longer considers it to be a sacrifice. She does it simply because that is who she is now." "Oh my darling Carl what a wonderful thing to say about me. It's true; I do love you that much. It is your love that gives me strength and joy and the more I love you the more it gives me. That must be how Mitra feels about her Guru. I agree with you. We will come to love her that way and that prospect excites me like nothing I have ever done before. I have a very powerful feeling that the love you have shown me is but a prelude to the love Mitra will show both of us. I know you must feel this too. We are about to have the most exciting adventure of our lives." "How about you and I go upstairs and finish what those kisses started. I think it's about time you got another fix for you sexual addiction." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 04 The remainder of our first week passed all too quickly with daily visits to the doctor to monitor the egg harvesting process followed by an excursion to some place New York was famous for. We even stopped off at Tiffany's one day where Anne decided to get another little thank you gift for Sandy. A $6,500 18 karat gold bracelet about an inch and a half wide that looked like little leaves on vines. She told them they were to deliver it by special carrier to our house and had me send Sandy a text to tell her to be sure she was home the next afternoon to sign for it. I wished I could be there to see the look on her face when she opened the box. I hoped these little extravagant gifts helped to compensate her for her sacrifice. On Friday night we did something I had never done before. We went to the ballet. I felt like a count in Anna Karenina. Anne, of course, had contacts and got us seats 107 and 108 in row B of the orchestra level. I was beginning to see the advantages of having a lot of money. At the same time I knew that deep down inside of me I would have been equally content to be sitting next to a river in India watching bodies being cremated. The fact that I could do either of these things without becoming attached to them surprised me. I put such thoughts out of my mind as I sat there with a beautiful woman in an exquisite dress that made my heart flutter each time I looked at her. I said a little prayer of gratitude that I was fortunate enough to be with her. As my eyes adored her I realized that Anna Karenina was not the correct literary reference. I was Armand Duval and she was Marguerite, my doomed Lady of the Camellias. During intermission we walked out to the promenade to get a glass of champagne and use the bathroom. While we were standing there drinking our wine Anne noticed someone she knew and when he passed by she spoke to him. "Hello Stan, I haven't seen you in a while." He looked at her and got that look that says you don't recognize somebody but you think you should. Before he could speak she said, "Stan it hasn't been that long since we were in that board meeting for Baldwin Enterprises. Don't tell me you've forgotten me so quickly." "Anne? Anne Cordet. Of course, it's just that I've never seen you wear anything except business attire before and I couldn't place you for a moment. You look..." I watched as he tried to find an adjective that wouldn't completely reveal all the wicked thoughts that were suddenly buzzing around in his brain. Trying to come up with the right description and ogle her body at the same time were proving to be a challenge to his mind. I could see him change what he wanted to say when he remembered that his wife was standing next to him looking at him the same way I was and waiting to hear what he was going to say next. I could also see her wondering how her husband even knew, much less didn't recognize, a beautiful woman like Anne who was dressed and made up to look as close to a two thousand dollar a night call girl as you could be and still attend a ballet. Her dress was a shimmering metallic gold floor length gown that was cut down the middle almost to her navel and revealed half of each breast with the nipples making very noticeable bumps in the clingy material just an inch away from being exposed. "... Very elegant this evening." Stan finally completed his sentence. He left it at that so as not to betray what he was really thinking but his eyes said it for him. He finally remembered to introduce his wife who smiled one of those fake smiles that masked a host of unkind feelings like jealousy, envy, contempt and disdain. Anne introduced me as a former colleague that was helping her with a new project. Just to make her squirm a little Anne said, "So nice to meet you Ellen. Despite his faulty memory your husband and I have met on numerous occasions for various purposes over the years but he's right about not having seen me dressed before... in evening clothes that is." The look on Ellen's face convinced Stan that this was not a conversation he wanted to continue so he made an excuse that they needed to meet up with another couple and they left. When they had gone I said, "I'm glad to see the bitch hasn't entirely disappeared from your personality." "You know as well as I that I was only teasing her. The look she gave me deserved a response in kind and I thought I showed an uncharacteristic amount of restraint. I could have made her a lot more uncomfortable but I just don't seem to have it in me anymore." "I commend your forbearance and admire your newfound sensitivity but I agree, the arrogant snob did deserve more than what you said to her since she so obviously had a stick up her tight ass. Happily, we don't have to suffer fools like that anymore." We hung around in the promenade until the chime rang for the ballet to resume. I had a lot of fun watching the looks Anne got from both men and women as they passed by. She really was a spectacular sight standing there shimmering in gold by the light of the fixtures on the railings of the five rings and the indirect lighting from the gold ceiling. She pretended not to notice the stares but I leaned over and kissed her on the side of her neck and whispered, "Yes my darling, you really are that gorgeous." The look she gave me told me she knew I wasn't just flattering her and that she appreciated my finding one more way to tell her how much I loved her. We headed back to our seats and sent a text to Melissa when the show was almost over so she would have the car ready to pick us up when we left the building. We made out in the back seat of the car on the way home like a couple of teenagers. We had both become addicted to each other's touch. Her fabulous perfumes and the sexy lingerie she wore when we went out were driving me crazy with lust. Any reservations she may have once had about sex in the car were long gone. She lay back in the seat propped up against the door. Her hands quickly freed her gorgeous breasts from the shiny material that had struggled all night to keep them confined and pulled her dress up then spread her legs. She looked at me with fire and desire in her sparkling eyes and said, "Take my panties off." "Oh my beautiful beloved, nothing on this earth could give me more pleasure than to comply with that request. It is my greatest joy and the highest honor you could bestow upon me to be allowed to remove this intimate barrier and once again behold the garden of earthly delights that resides between your beautiful legs. Thank you my love for the privilege of being with you and loving you with all my heart." Despite the fact that this sounded like something out of a schmaltzy Hallmark anniversary card, I had never said anything I meant more. I kneeled on the floor and ran my hands slowly up her stocking clad legs until I reached the almost invisible waistband of her tiny thong. Before pulling the little wisp of diaphanous white lace down her hips I placed my hands on the top of her thighs and used my thumbs to rub her prominent clitoris under the silky material. Her head tilted back and she let out a low passionate moan. I massaged her love button and slid my thumbs down her lips to rub the hollow at the edge of her pussy. Her hips pressed against my hands. My fingers crept back up to the waistband and snuck under it. I pulled it down slowly and bent over to inhale the delicious fragrance of what I was revealing. "God Carl I love the way you do that. It gives me shivers. You're like a little boy unwrapping the best Christmas present he ever received." I couldn't have said that better myself. "That's exactly how I feel. You've no idea how much you excite my senses as all these impressions of you flood my brain. The way you look and smell; the warmth and silky texture of your skin; the contrast of your pubic hair against your white flesh; your proud pouting clitoris aching for my touch. I've never been so aroused in my life." I finished removing the delicate garment and held it to my nose. "I'm going to have these preserved so years from now I can inhale this indescribable fragrance and be transported back here to this moment." I heard Melissa's voice from the front seat, "Jesus Carl, I can keep my eyes on the road but listening to you two is making me wet. I'm going to have to put my i-pod on or start playing with myself." "Deal with it Melissa. Carl is playing me like a violin and he better get his mouth on me soon or I'm going to explode." I didn't need that invitation repeated. I put my hands under her ass and pulled her hips up to meet my hungry mouth and began to lick her slit with long laps of my tongue. She gasped and moaned louder as I sucked and lapped up the juices that began to flow from her. Her fingers moved to her clit as I concentrated on her vagina. Her hips were pressing against my mouth and her ass felt warm against the palms of my hands. She had hardly rubbed her swollen pink nub more that a few seconds when her head rolled back and she took in a sharp deep breath as her legs began to tremble. "Oh yesss baby yessss suck my pussy. Ohhhh. Ohhhh. God yessss...You're making me..." She never finished that sentence, at least not with intelligible words. Some sort of musical sound somewhere between a groan and a sigh came out of her as her legs spread further apart and almost went limp. Her pussy seemed to soften and open as if she were in the beginning stage of labor. Her delicious juice flooded into me and I almost came with her. "Oh Carl, Carl my wonderful magical lover, you just keep pushing my orgasms higher and higher. If I keep cumming like this I'm going to break something. I felt that one all the way to the top of my head. I love you so much. Melissa, how close are we to home?" "Too close for what you're thinking. You two need to get a room. If Carl starts fucking you now you're going to spend the night in the garage. That's if I don't wreck the car listening to you." "You're no fun anymore Melissa." "Sorry but someone has to be the adult when we're driving in New York City traffic." "Would it be alright if he keeps licking me?" "If you can keep the volume down on the moaning." "I'll see what I can do about that but Carl can be very stimulating. Are you ready to keep going my love?" I let my tongue answer for me as I swiped it up her slit and started flicking it on her clit. "UNNHHHH YES YOU ARE!" This time I concentrated on her swollen pink nub and inserted two fingers in her wet pussy and started rubbing her g-spot. She pushed her hips toward me to encourage me to keep doing it. She started moaning again and I heard Melissa say, "OK I can see you're not going to give me any peace." The next thing I heard was a song playing loud enough to drown out the sounds of our lovemaking. It was Jennifer Rush singing about 'The Power of Love'. I hadn't heard this song in years but it was so appropriate for us. I'm not sure Anne had ever listened to it but she stopped moaning and I could tell she was paying attention to the words. She wasn't completely distracted from what I was doing to her because before the song ended she had another orgasm. At least Melissa didn't have to listen to her cumming again. We just had time to straighten ourselves up before we pulled into the garage. Melissa opened the door for us and as we got out I said, "That was an excellent choice of music Melissa. Where did you develop a taste for songs from the eighties?" "My mom played songs like that while I was growing up. I still listen to a lot of them. This one came to mind when I saw Anne's face the day after you first came here. You really put stars in her eyes." "I think I've managed to get a few in my eyes as well." We headed upstairs to get undressed and have a soak in the bath before getting into bed. When we did we immediately wrapped our arms around each other. We couldn't seem to get enough of our skin contacting because our awareness of the other had increased to the point where every part of her that touched me sent messages to my brain and induced new sensations of joy. Our kisses lasted longer and were softer and much more tender. No matter which of her orifices my cock penetrated, the movements were slower, gentler and deeply intimate. "Roll over on your back so I can get between your legs and give you a special treat like you gave me in the car." I turned onto my back and she slid down until her head was next to my hip. "Now spread your legs." When I did she crawled between them. "I'm going to suck your balls and rub that lovely cock with my hand until you're nice and hard." I felt her hand encircle my shaft and then her lips touched my sac. She softly licked my right ball then gently enclosed it in her mouth. "That feels indescribably wonderful. You can do that as long as you want." I lay my head back on the pillow and closed my eyes so I could enjoy the sensations of her soft wet tongue on my testicle. She did this so lovingly that it sent waves of pleasure all though my body. After a few minutes she switched to the other side and continued her tender massage of my scrotum. When she had my balls wet with her saliva and my cock as hard as steel she crawled up and straddled me with her pussy directly above my erection. She guided the head of my cock to her entrance and eased it into her then pressed her hips down and began to slide my entire length into her. When she had completely engulfed me she held still and said, "My love, I can no longer tell where I end and you begin. Nothing has ever felt so good as having you inside me. Warm flushes are flowing through me and making me weak. I love you so much I don't even know how to tell you anymore." She lowered herself down and laid on top of me. "Feel my breasts on your chest, my heartbeat and the rising and falling as we breathe. Put your arms around me and hold me and never stop loving me." As I wrapped my arms around her she placed her lips on mine and softly kissed me. My hands moved to her warm soft ass. Her knees were bent and her shins were lying on either side of my hips. I pushed up on her ass to raise her off my cock a little then pulled her back down. "Yes my sweet, I'll fuck you. I don't ever want to stop fucking you. Hold my ass while I slide up and down on your wonderful cock." She started moving her hips up and down in a gentle rhythm. "I'm going to fuck you until I cum all over that beautiful hard cock of yours." Her mouth returned to mine and kissed me so tenderly that I was unable to tell which felt better, the lips of her mouth on mine or the lips of her pussy on my cock. Both sensations together were making me feel lightheaded. Her warm breasts on my chest only added to the sensory overload I was experiencing. I had always heard people say that money can't buy you happiness but I realized suddenly that it could buy you the time to enjoy happiness. Not having to worry about going to work or cleaning or cooking was the ultimate luxury. The freedom to indulge in lovemaking all day long was exhilarating. Unfortunately, money could not extend the short allotment of time we had left but I would make the most of every moment. We were breathing in rhythm to the pace of her stroking as her hips raised and lowered. The gentle slapping of her ass and upper thighs against me felt incredible. My hands were tingling from the touch of her warm ass on my palms. Love seemed to be directing her every movement as though she didn't even have to think about what she was doing. She had surrendered so completely to loving me that she had become an instrument being played by a force coming from deep inside both of us. Not a shred of doubt or resistance existed in her to whatever her body wanted to do. She didn't stop kissing me to make a sound as her orgasm began. Her soft moans of joy reverberated inside my mouth and all through my head as her vagina began to pulsate around my cock. Her eyes were closed but the lids were soft and relaxed. Her breathing deepened as her body tensed slightly from the intensity of her climax. Joy radiated from her like a warm glow. Finally her head slid slowly down to rest on my shoulder, her lips still kissing my neck, my hard dick still enclosed in her cunt. I had been too lost in the love and the sensations to even think about cumming myself. I didn't really need to; she had shared hers with me. We lay there for a couple of minutes then I rolled her over on her side and slid my cock out of her. She protested my removing it but I assured her it would return soon to her wet cocoon. I told her to lie on her stomach and as she turned I placed a pillow under her hips to elevate them. I crawled behind her and straddled her legs then slid the head of my cock up and down her wet slit. She raised her hips up to let me know she wanted me back inside her and I complied with her silent request. I slid in easily and leaned forward to lie on her back and slid my hands under her chest to cup her breasts. This was becoming one of my favorite positions for fucking her. Her warm soft ass felt so good on my lower stomach and my cock could get deep inside her. She sensed what I was thinking and reached back with her hands and spread her cheeks apart to allow me even better access to her slippery channel. I fucked her with long strokes using a steady even pace. My body became the instrument now as I allowed it to run on autopilot while I just enjoyed the ride. My face was snuggled into her hair and I inhaled the intoxicating fragrance of it as I breathed. I slowly immersed myself back into the love that was flowing between us. There was no need to talk. We were communicating on a different level now. Words would have been an interruption to what was transpiring between us. I must have fucked her like this for twenty minutes or more until finally I felt the beginnings of my orgasm as if off in the distance somewhere. I moved a little more quickly as it built up slowly. I wasn't trying to have it; I was waiting for it to have me. The moment of inevitability seemed to last longer as I felt the familiar sensations begin. The first ejaculation seemed to last longer too as my hot cum gushed out the tip of my cock with unusual force, which did not diminish as more spurts followed in a protracted succession. Anne never made a sound as each big glob jetted into her already soaked vagina. She gently squeezed me to encourage more of my creamy barrages each time one spewed into her. I had no idea I could cum that much. Anne was trembling beneath me as her vaginal contractions turned into an orgasm that spread through her body. I was surprised that an orgasm of that magnitude didn't drain me and deplete my energy to the point of collapse but it actually invigorated me. I rolled us over on our sides while keeping my still hard cock buried in her and pulled her close to me. I kissed her neck and behind her ear. I reached for her hand and pulled it down to her pussy. "Use you fingers to rub you clit." As she complied with my direction I placed my hand over hers to feel how she liked to touch herself. A few minutes later I heard her breathing change as once again her sexual arousal began to increase. I could feel the hot fluid of our combined cum oozing out of her at the base of my cock. I began to fuck her again with short slow strokes. "Ooooohhhhh Yesssss Carrrlll, keep loving me. Keep filling me with your love and your cum. Give me more. I want it all, as much as you can give me. I don't ever want to stop feeling like this. I'm so lost in love and sex I don't know or care where I am as long as you're with me. Oh God Carl this is so wonderful." Our fingers deftly manipulated her sensitive clitoris until her quickened breathing announced the imminent arrival of yet another climax. "Ohhhh, Ohhhh, Ohhhhhhh Carl I'm going to cum again! I...I...AIIIIEEEEEmmm cummmmming! Her entire body jerked as her orgasm crashed into her causing her knees to draw up with each spasm. After the fourth one I was really shocked to find myself cumming again with her. I don't know where it was coming from but more hot volleys of my semen shot into her throbbing vagina. As soon as she felt the first spurt her cunt squeezed me tightly and expelled its gooey contents all over my crotch even as my cock continued to squirt more into her. My climax seemed to recharge hers and she continued to jerk rhythmically for another minute. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 04 "Oh My God Carl what are you doing to me? That was the most fabulous experience I've ever had in my life!" "Uhhhh Yeah, I noticed. I think that was probably picked up on a seismograph somewhere. You're getting pretty good at this orgasm thing." "You ain't seen nothing yet Buster! But before we continue I think we need to change the sheets. My ass and thighs feel like they're drenched in cum and I need to pee." "As wet as my crotch is I thought you already had peed." "If you want to get into that, let me know before we remake the bed and I'll be happy to oblige you." "If we do that in the bed we're going to have to change more than the sheets but you could do it to me in the shower. I've never done that before and I don't want to miss anything with you." We headed for the bathroom and got in the shower. I laid down on the floor and she stood next to me. "Do you want me to do it standing up or squatting?" "While it doesn't surprise me that you could pee standing up I think I'd rather get a closer view. Can you straddle my hips and do it that way?" "Piece of cake." She got in position and held her lips open with her fingers. The warm liquid began to flow out of her all over my lower stomach and crotch. It actually felt pretty good and it was arousing to see the piss stream out of her. She finished then lay down next to me. "OK your turn. You can do it standing up." She spread her legs and pulled her lips apart with her fingers. "See if you can hit my clit." It took a couple of seconds but I finally got going and directed the stream at her clit. "Oooohh yes right there. That feels pretty good. Just to piss her off so to speak I moved my cock up and let the stream move up her stomach to her tits. Some of it splashed up on her face. If anybody had told me I would one day get to piss all over Anne Cordet I would have told them they were either dreaming or delusional. "I hope you enjoyed that Carl because I did. I told you that you could do anything you wanted to me and I meant it. I want you to give me an enema before we get in the shower so you can play with my ass." We rinsed the piss off then I gave her the enema and while she was in the potty I got in the shower and got the water warmed up. I really liked all these different spray heads and controls. I adjusted them so there was a fine mist coming from the heads on the wall bars and a light drizzling rain coming from the overhead fixtures. She joined me and put her arms around my neck and kissed me. I washed her hair and used the sponge to wash her body as lovingly as I could. I had her bend over so I could give extra attention to her ass. She then washed me, pausing to occasionally kiss me and fondle my cock. "I'm almost there Carl." "Almost where?" "To the point where this feels as good as sex. Being with you and touching you as I wash you makes me feel so loving that it brings tears to my eyes. I never imagined I could love somebody this much." "Oh Anne, my beautiful precious Anne. I was just thinking the very same thing." I held her close while the gentle warm spray of the shower washed our tears away. My heart was aching from all the love I felt and breaking from the thought of losing her in such a short time. We dried off and Anne got some clean sheets out of the linen closet before we strolled back to the bedroom. I stopped when we got to the end of the hallway and told her to go on to the bed. "Why, what are you going to do?" "First I'm going to watch you walk across the room. I love your beautiful naked body and I want to see it move. It makes feeling you next to me even more arousing. Then I think we need some music. You do have a way to listen to music in here don't you?" "The touch pad on the wall has several choices for musical libraries and you can search for whatever you want. There are other controls for volume, like watching videos on a computer. While you do that, I'll change the sheets." I pressed boxes on the screen until I got a search box to appear then put in the name of a song. When I located it I pressed play and turned up the volume. It started playing while I walked over to the bed. She was sitting on the side of the freshly made bed and I sat beside her. The song I had chosen was 'Had to Fall in Love' by the Moody Blues. My dad was a huge fan of the Moodies and I listened to them when I was young. My mother always thought this was the most beautiful love song she had ever heard even though it never seemed to get a lot of play on the radio. When it finished she turned to me and said, "You played that just for me didn't you? In such a short time you've come to know me better than I know myself. I can't tell you how much that means to me; that you know me that well and you love me despite all the rotten things I did to you. And you keep finding new ways to tell me how much you love me. You know that I heard the call; that I saw the writing on the wall and that I had to fall in love with you." Tears spilled out of her eyes and I put my arms around her. She put her head on my chest and cried. "Oh God Carl you just keep taking me deeper and deeper into love with you. I don't know if I'll even last six months; my heart is so full of love it may explode." "Yes my love I do know you. Finally after all this time you've let me know you. And the more I know you the more I love you. In this tragically unique situation you realize that there's no reason to hold anything back. We love each other the only real way there is to love: totally and unconditionally. Like the song says, you were waiting for your heart to lead the way. And it led you to me." I looked at the clock on her bedside table and saw that it was 1:30. "Are you getting sleepy?" "No. I'm a big girl now. I can stay up late." "In that case I think it's about time I filled another part of your body with love." "Ummmmh, and which part did you have in mind?" "Well nothin' says lovin' like a hard cock in your ass." "Oooohhhh I was hoping you'd say that, but before you put your cock in it wouldn't you like to lick it a little bit?" "Oh yes. I'd like that very much." She moved a pillow and laid face down on it so her hips were elevated. "In that case I suggest you get started. You can take as long as you want. I won't mind a bit." As I moved to get behind her she spread her legs and as soon as she felt me get between them she put her hands on her cheeks and spread them apart for me. She had done her little trick with the perfume on her pussy lips and the fragrance filled my nostrils as I moved my head closer to her. The sight of her lips and her puckered hole made my cock twitch and begin to stiffen. I put my tongue at the juncture of her thigh and her outer lip and licked upward along the crease to her cheek then kissed it and licked it an inch from her hole. I sucked in some of the soft flesh and gently bit it and licked it some more. Then I did the same thing to the other side. I repeated this a few times on each side until I heard her start making little cooing sounds. I used my thumbs to massage her outer lips stroking them up and down and pressing on them. I moved my head forward until my tongue could easily reach her puckered rosebud and placed the tip on the center. Softly and tenderly I licked it with circular motions, teasing it and wetting it. Her cooing became low moans that encouraged me to lick her with more pressure and longer laps with the flat of my tongue. I alternated these broad licks with penetrations of her anus with the tip of my tongue until I could extend my tongue into her to half its length. I was pulling her pussy lips apart with my thumbs and rubbing one of them over the entrance to her vagina. As it became wetter I stuck my thumb into it and massaged the slippery opening. My finger replaced my thumb so I could reach further into her and stroke her g-spot. Her moaning increased so I stuck my tongue deeper into her ass until I could extend it no further. "Ohhh Carl YES. Keep doing it just like that. Play with my pussy and lick my ass until you make me cum. Carl, I've been lying here while you've been loving me in this extraordinarily intimate way, which makes me feel better than I've ever felt in my life, and I've been thinking about the song you played for me. I really believe I knew long ago that I had to fall in love with you. My heart was trying to lead the way even then but I refused to listen to it. Please forgive me for that. There was so much I thought was important at the time to make loving you impossible. Not the least of which was you were already with someone you loved very much. I realize now how much grief I caused Sandy because of how I mistreated you. I finally understand how all of this history has conspired to bring us together so that I can have this brief interlude of love with you. There are no words to express the gratitude I feel for you being here with me and loving me the way you do." I stopped my attentions to her body and told her, "I'm not going to pretend that I understand everything that led us to where we are right now. I only know that it was meant to be somehow. Please don't think that this happened solely for your benefit. As wonderful as the love between Sandy and me has been for the time we've been together, being with you is making me realize that there are many planes of love, most of which I have yet to discover. Being here with you has opened my heart as much as it's opened yours. More than anything it has shown me that even death is not a deterrent to love. In some bizarre way your condition has accelerated our ability to go into love and experience things that we would not have been able to otherwise. Regardless of which one of us dies before the other, our love has transformed us and will keep doing so as long as we're together and I'm as unable to express my gratitude for that as you are." "I can't think about this anymore. All I want is to feel you. Please Carl just keep licking me and touching me and loving me. Make me cum for you and when I do you can put your cock in me and love me some more until we cum together. That's all we need now and all I'll ever want." She was right. There was nothing to think about now, nothing to say. The imperative now was to love her, to feel her, to taste her, to breathe the same air, to adore her and appreciate her exquisite ephemeral beauty. My mouth returned to her ass, my fingers to her pussy to give her what she wanted, what she needed, what she deserved. I licked and sucked her. I rubbed her and touched her and poured love into her with only one desire, to take her to new heights of pleasure so she could forget about dying and live these moments completely. This had gone beyond just sex; this was love expressed in a sexual way. This was my heart leading the way. Still her body responded to the things I was doing to her. Her breathing became deeper. The sounds she made were the unmistakable and involuntary expressions of sexual joy. She abandoned herself to the essential biological being that millions of years of evolution had so painstakingly prepared her to be as she was swept toward the ultimate conclusion of our intimacy. She let go completely and allowed her orgasm to engulf her in a silent paroxysm of ecstasy. "Oh Carl that was another one of those love orgasms you told me about. I felt it spread all through my body and energize me. Every part of me is tingling and buzzing, especially the part you've been licking. I want more Carl. Put your cock in my tight hot ass and fuck me until I have another one of those incredible orgasms." I moved up until my hips were over hers and guided the tip of my hard cock to the little puckered hole where my mouth had so recently been and pushed the head into her ass. Her hips rose up and thrust back toward me to assist my insertion and my cock continued its penetration of her rectum. I pulled back slightly then pushed forward again, not stopping until I was buried in her delicious ass. She was ready for this. Her body, still feeling the effects of her orgasm, responded enthusiastically to my stroking in and out of her ass. She had taken to anal sex much quicker than I would have thought and had learned to derive pleasure from every part of her. She truly enjoyed the feeling of my cock sliding deeply into her rectum, filling her and stimulating parts of her that had not been touched this way for her entire life. There was nothing taboo or nasty about this to her. I was becoming a big fan of it myself and loved the naughty aspect of it. My precum was adding to the saliva I had deposited in her cozy channel making it easier to fuck her with a steady rhythm. I paused when I was completely inside her to feel the tightness and the heat of her ass. She tensed her stomach muscles to squeeze my shaft. I waited until she relaxed to resume my stroking. I moved from an almost kneeling position to lie on top of her so I could fuck her more energetically. She pushed back against me with her hips and began to moan and grunt as my pelvis slapped into her padded ass cheeks. I moved my hands under her chest to cup her breasts and massage them. "Yes, yess, yesss Carl I'm ready. Fuck me hard and cum deep in my ass and I'll cum all over your cock. Do it. Do it now my love. Let me feel your hot cream spurt into me. Oh I want it so bad. Please give it to me. Give me all your wonderful cum." Her words spurred me on to comply with her wish and I felt my orgasm begin to build. My balls drew up tight in my scrotum and my cock swelled. I pushed all the way inside her and waited for it to explode. She jerked with each expulsion of cum as the spurts sprayed into her and her own climax swept through her. I stayed inside her to let the last drops of my sperm ooze into her and we both slowly returned from orgasmic bliss. I gently pulled my cock out of her and rolled over on my side next to her. I looked at the clock and saw it was 2:50. I was peacefully tired and ready to sleep. She rolled over and got up to head for the bathroom returning in a few minutes with a wet washcloth and a towel, which she used to wipe my cock and balls. When she finished she threw them on the floor and turned out the light. She turned on her side to face me and put her arms around me. Her head was on my shoulder. It stayed there while we both drifted off to sleep. I woke up at ten AM and lightly kissed her until she opened her eyes. She gave me a happy look and a beautiful smile and said, "I love waking up with you. I've become so used to it in only a week that I would be lost without seeing you here with me when I opened my eyes. I hope Sandy doesn't miss you too terribly when she wakes up." "All that fabulous sex we had last night has made me hungry. What would you like to do for breakfast?" She hopped out of bed and went to the touch pad on the wall and pressed a button. When Anthony answered she asked him if he had any suggestions for breakfast. He replied that he had baked some very nice muffins with fresh blueberries and had made some yogurt that he had flavored with lemoncello. He could also brew us some freshly ground coffee in the French press. She informed him we would be down in fifteen minutes. We put on bathrobes after we peed and brushed our teeth and headed down to the kitchen. Anthony served us in the breakfast room and it was delicious as usual. We discussed our schedule for the day and since it was Saturday, the only thing we really needed to do was the appointment with Dr. Martin at the fertility clinic. We went back upstairs and got back into bed and made love for an hour then took a bath and dressed for going out. The visit to the doctor was very good news. Anne had responded extremely positively to the injections and Dr. Martin said she could schedule the harvesting procedure for next Thursday at ten o'clock. She also said I should be prepared to donate my sperm at that time and she would arrange for Delores to be there for implantation. She said that since I had already fathered two children and Anne had produced plenty of eggs, there was a very high probability of a successful impregnation especially since Delores had already had a trouble free delivery. Anne was giddy with excitement at the news and I told her we would have to go someplace special tonight to celebrate. "I'm in the mood for seafood and there's no place better than Le Benardin. I'll call for a reservation for eight o'clock." "You haven't even had your eggs harvested and you're already getting food cravings?" "Anthony told me about this place. The chef there once worked for Anthony and he says he's every bit as good as himself." "That's good enough for me. Is it a dress up place?" "Definitely. You'll need to wear your tux." "I've given that suit quite a workout lately, it needs to go to the cleaners." "How much did your tux cost?" "I don't remember exactly, about $300 I think." "Well it's time you got one that's a little more suitable for you." We went to a very high end men's clothier and Anne had me try on several tuxedos. She finally chose one made by Burberry and I had to admit that it looked better on me than anything I had ever worn. She insisted I get the entire package of shirt, studs, vest, cummerbund, shoes and socks. She picked out both a black bow tie and a long necktie in a soft shimmering silver color. The long tie looked great when worn with the vest. Including some minor alterations the tab came to $4,500. She told them we would return to try it on again in an hour to be sure everything was to her liking. While we were waiting on the suit to be altered we headed for a jeweler's. She picked out a pair of cuff links for me that were circular and made of white gold with a ring of diamonds around the edge. These little baubles cost $2,300. They were very lovely though. While I was admiring them Anne found an 18 karat gold bracelet with a centerpiece that was a row of rectangular cut emeralds and asked me to try it on. I had never been much of a jewelry fan but this bracelet was incredible. Anne said it looked very good on me and told the clerk we would have it too. Another $6000 on the tab. I hoped dinner would be worth it since I was going to be wearing over twelve thousand dollars worth of clothes and jewels tonight. We stopped in a couple of more stores and bought some more little gifts for Sandy, earrings in one store and expensive but very sexy underwear in another. I was glad that I had Sandy's measurements and sizes for all articles of clothing in my cell phone so I didn't have to guess. It made both of us happy to pick out things for her. As much as I loved Anne, I did miss Sandy. After a stop for a latte and a little snack we headed back to the clothing store for my final fitting. Everything was ready and the tux looked fantastic on me. Before we called Melissa to pick us up I asked Anne if she would like to have a massage. She thought that was a great idea so we headed for an upscale spa and salon. Anne told the receptionist that we would like to have a couples massage with two therapists working on each of us. The girl said it may take some time to arrange that and Anne opened her purse, took out her wallet and pulled a hundred-dollar bill out and handed it to her. "I'm sure you can make that happen in no time at all." "Please have a seat and I'll attend to it immediately." In about five minutes an attractive young lady walked out from a door on the side of the counter and said, "Would you please follow me?" She showed us to a room where two massage tables were sitting side by side. Soft pleasant music was playing and a little fountain was gurgling away in a corner. "My name is Cindy and I'll be one of your therapists today. If you'll get undressed and lie face down on the tables, Megan, Kathy and Tracy will be here in a moment." She turned and walked out of the room. We hung the garment bag with my tux in it on one of the hooks on the back of the door and put the two shopping bags in a corner then Anne started taking off her clothes. I thought she would leave her panties on but she stripped down completely so I did the same. We each got on one of the tables. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 04 There was a soft knock on the door and then it opened and four young ladies came in the room all wearing tight white t-shirts and white leggings. The first thing they did was cover us with large towels. Anne rose up, took the towel off her, got off the table and walked over to her purse where she extracted four more hundred-dollar bills. She handed one to each woman and said, "We don't want you to do anything that's against your religion or that you wouldn't do to your mother but we don't want to be covered and we expect every part of our bodies to be massaged. Do any of you have a problem with that?" Cindy said, "I'm perfectly clear about your requirements and quite sure we will be able to give both of you a very enjoyable session. Since you seem to be comfortable being nude, would you mind if we disrobed?" "Suit yourselves, we wouldn't mind at all." Anne returned to her table and the therapists took their uniforms off and hung them up on hangers. Being in a room with five naked women was something I had never imagined doing but I was sure I could get used to it. Kathy and Tracy were going to work on me and Kathy asked me if I wanted them to each take a side or have one of them work on my legs while the other one did my back and shoulders. I opted for Kathy to massage my back while Tracy took care of my legs. I suggested they could meet in the middle. I had been to a salon before for a massage so it wasn't a completely new experience for me but I had never had the pleasure of two naked young women giving me one. And what a pleasure it was. These women knew what they were doing. I felt my muscles relaxing within five minutes of their wonderful hands sliding across my body. I didn't think I had a lot of tension in me given all the sex I'd been having lately but the sensations of four hands rubbing me was making me feel really good. I made a mental note to tell Sandy to come here and have this done. I couldn't really see Anne because my face was in a circular pillow and all I could see was the floor and Kathy's feet but the sounds she was making let me know that she was having as much fun as I was. By the time Kathy had done my arms and upper back and Tracy had done my feet and legs I was so into the relaxation that I felt like I could easily go to sleep. I came back to life when Kathy got up on the table and straddled my upper back and started rubbing my lower back and the top of my ass. I could feel her hot moist pussy on my back as she leaned forward to reach my hips. Tracy was rubbing my upper thighs and my ass. Kathy told me to spread my legs and Tracy crawled between them and began to run her hands into my crack. Her fingers were sliding over my asshole and she pressed on it as her hand slid by. Both of them used their skilled hands to massage my ass and it felt marvelous. Kathy got off me and walked back to where Tracy was and I heard them spreading massage oil on Tracy. The next thing I felt was Tracy's tits on my ass and then she slid her body up mine until she was lying on top of me. She slid around and side to side and then back down to my ass and repeated this several times. Tracy asked me, "Don't you think having my warm body on top of yours feels good?" "You just stay there and I'll let you know in a couple of hours." She giggled and used her hands to rub my arms. Meanwhile Kathy was rubbing my feet. I was having a very good time. I assumed that Cindy and Megan were giving Anne the same treatment. Tracy finally slid off me and Kathy told me to turn over. I heard Cindy tell Anne to do the same. If I thought they had done a fabulous job on my back I was in for a real treat when they started on my chest and the top of my legs. In addition to feeling their hands on me I could now see them, which I knew was going to make it difficult, or should I say hard, to stay relaxed. All four of them had incredible bodies and didn't seem to be the least bit shy about showing them off. Kathy started on my head and neck and worked her way down to my shoulders then on down one arm and then the other. Tracy, who was the cutest of the bunch in my opinion, worked some more on my feet. After a few minutes they began moving slowly toward the middle. As soon as Kathy's hands started rubbing my chest I heard Anne say, "Oh God Cindy where did you learn to massage a woman's breasts so wonderfully?" "We have a few discerning clients whose sophistication warrants the kind of treatment we're giving you now and appreciate that a full body massage means just that. We also practice on each other when we're between clients and always do it naked so we can hone our techniques." Kathy was standing behind me at the head of the table and would lean over to reach my lower chest and abdomen. This placed her pretty tits just below my chin and I watched them gently sway as she massaged me. Tracy was working her way up my thighs and the two of them were getting closer to my crotch. Kathy moved to the left side of the table next to my hip and Tracy pushed my legs apart and crawled up on the table between them. I had exercised extreme control up to this point to keep from having an erection but when Kathy's oily hand encircled my cock and Tracy's slippery fingers began to caress my balls I decided to let go and accept the inevitable. Oddly enough their actions did not immediately arouse me. It really did feel more like they were massaging my genitals than trying to give me a hand job. I turned my head and looked over at Anne and saw that Megan was in the same position between her legs as Tracy was with mine and apparently was having her pussy massaged in much the same way. The look on her face told me she was enjoying whatever Megan was doing to her. Cindy was still caressing her tits and I wondered if Anne had consciously orchestrated this group massage to experience what two people could do to her that one could not. Then I remembered that Mitra was due to arrive on Saturday and we were definitely going to get into sex with her once she got there. Kathy and Tracy's wonderful manipulations of my cock and balls plus the sight of Kathy's naked body standing so close to me were beginning to have an effect on me and I felt my cock stiffen in Kathy's hand. Her caressing changed to slow strokes up and down the entire length of my cock. When her hand reached the head she would gently squeeze it and rub her hand around it like she was trying to unscrew the top off a bottle. These two were good, very good. Since my hand was only an inch away from Kathy's hip I moved it around her and put it on her right butt cheek and began to caress it. I figured if she didn't want it there she would just pick it up and put it back on the table but she didn't make a move to stop me. They kept lovingly playing with me for a few more minutes then Kathy reached over and got the bottle of massage oil and Tracy rose up on her knees between my legs. Kathy poured oil on Tracy's chest and rubbed it in to coat her then Tracy moved forward and slithered up my torso until her face was above mine. She spread her legs and Kathy moved my cock between Tracy's upper thighs and I felt them close together trapping my hard cock in a little tunnel with the top of my shaft snuggled up next to her pussy. Kathy then poured some more oil on Tracy's crack and I felt it slide down onto my cock and her pussy. She then began to slowly raise and lower her hips so my cock slid effortlessly along the folds of her hot love pocket. She lowered her head to my shoulder so it was beside mine and moved her chest gently from side to side rubbing her tits on me. "We're not supposed to do happy endings with clients but sometimes accidents do happen. So you just enjoy this and don't worry about anything." It would have been impossible to not enjoy what she was doing. It felt as good if not better than actually fucking her, especially since she didn't have any pubic hair so I could feel every little part of her. She really knew how to move that luscious body to excite as well as relax someone. I guessed Anne was getting a female version of what was happening to me because after about ten minutes I heard the familiar sounds of her building to an orgasm. Hearing her made me start feeling like I was heading for one too and surprisingly Tracy started making noises like she wasn't far from one either. A couple of more minutes and I heard Anne moan and softly cry out, "Ohhh, Ohhh, yes, yesssss." I felt Tracy's body tense and she let out a little whimper and squeezed my cock between her legs as she pushed her hips hard against mine. The head of my cock was sticking out between her ass cheeks and must have looked like a little fountain as I began to spray cum up in the air in a series of spurts that landed on her ass. The heat of her body on mine was delightful. Cindy allowed us all a couple of minutes to recuperate then announced that it was time to get dressed. Kathy had used a towel to wipe the cum off Tracy's ass while she was still lying on top of me. She slid off me and gave me a wonderful smile as she stood up. They all put their uniforms on and Cindy told us to take our time and they would see us outside when we were ready. "Well, I vote we put that on the schedule every day." "Carl if that felt even half as good to you as it did to me then we should just have them move in with us. I'm not sure I can still walk." I walked over to her and put my arms around her and kissed her. "You never cease to amaze me Anne. I was a little surprised that you would be receptive to having sex with a woman, much less two of them. I'm even more surprised that you would be OK with two women doing it to me." "It didn't really feel like having sex. It felt more like a fantastic massage with the orgasm thrown in as a bonus. As for what they did to you, I thought you deserved a little treat after all you do for me. I'm not the least bit jealous or upset about it. Put this down as another of those things that people in love do for each other." Anne took four more hundred-dollar bills out of her wallet then we got dressed and gathered our stuff and went out into the hall where the ladies were waiting for us. They had cold bottles of water for us and Anne gave each one of them another of the bills. We thanked them for a wonderful experience and went out to the reception area where we called Melissa and told her where we were so she could come pick us up. She went over to the counter and gave the receptionist her platinum American Express card to pay for the massages. The receptionist told her she would put her name on their preferred customer list and would be delighted if we became regular patrons. Melissa pulled up about five minutes later and we put our packages in the trunk and got in the car. "You two look very relaxed, what have you been up to?" "We've just had the best massage of our lives." "Oh so that explains why you're not tearing each other's clothes off." I told her, "Take a long way back to the house and maybe we'll give you a show, but for right now we just need to enjoy the ride." "Ignore him Melissa. We need to get back so we can get dressed to celebrate tonight." "And what are you celebrating?" "The doctor has scheduled my egg extraction for Thursday and we may have a baby on the way soon after that." "Oh Anne I'm so happy for you. You too Carl but you're already a daddy. I'm really thrilled for both of you." I whispered to Anne, "What do you think about inviting Melissa to share our celebration tonight?" "Melissa I know it's short notice but would you like to join Carl and me for dinner tonight?" "Who would drive us?" "There are these things called cabs. They take you places and drop you off. Actually there are limousine services that do the same thing with a bit more style so if you're interested in a fabulous dinner we'd love to have you join us." "I'm not sure I have a dress that would be appropriate for the occasion." "Melissa we're close enough in size that you could wear one of my dresses so don't use that as an excuse. Please join us; we'd really like you to help us celebrate this wonderful occasion. You're the closest thing I have to family you know. Although I guess I might let Anthony be an uncle if he wants to." "You're right Anne, we're both orphans and I feel the same way about you. If you and Carl feel comfortable having me around and you're sure I won't be interfering, then I'd love to help you celebrate this special miracle." "Then get us home as soon as you can and let's have fun dressing together like sisters." In about fifteen minutes we pulled into the garage and got the packages out of the trunk. Anne told Melissa to go get out of her uniform, put on a robe and come up to the eighth floor so we could all start getting dressed. Then added a request that she stop off and bring a bottle of Champagne and three glasses with her. Anne and I went on up and I put my new tux in the closet. I took off what I was wearing and headed for the bathroom. Anne was already there and was getting us a bath ready. We had just gotten in when Melissa arrived with the Champagne. She brought the bucket over to the pool and put the three glasses on the ledge next to the pool. She used one of the towels Anne had laid out for us to open the bottle by carefully twisting it while holding the cork. It exited the bottle with a little puff so none of the wine spilled out, unlike the way most people open Champagne with a showy pop that lets half a glass of wine spew out. She poured the bubbly liquid into the three glasses and handed one to each of us then raised her glass. "To our soon to be born little blessing. Conceived with love may she live in love all her life." We clinked our glasses together and each of us took a big sip of the delicious wine. "Anne, Carl I would like to make a request. Would you consider making me your daughter's godmother?" "I'm not sure we've even thought that far ahead yet but I can't think of anybody else I would rather choose than you. Carl, are you OK with Melissa being your daughter's godmother." "I haven't known you very long Melissa but everything I've seen so far has given me a very favorable impression. If Anne's OK with it then I think you would make an ideal godmother for our child." "Then consider it done Melissa. Here's to our new godmother." She raised her glass and we all took another sip of wine. "I'm really excited about this. Now you two have a nice soak and I'm going over and get in the shower." We both watched her as she walked over to the shower, took off her robe and hung it on a hook on the wall then started adjusting the sprays. "Melissa's very lovely isn't she?" "Yes she is." "Would you like to invite her to share more than dinner with us?" "In a perfect world I wouldn't hesitate to say yes to that question but in this world there is more to consider than just us and tonight. If she's going to be the godmother of our child it means she needs to be involved in her life and that means she will be involved in mine and Sandy's life. I can't do that to Sandy. I wouldn't want to make Melissa or Sandy or our daughter uncomfortable by letting even a single night's fun become an issue between us. I like Melissa and I want to keep liking her so that means she can't be anything more than my friend." "Carl you're the most wonderful person I've ever met. I know from what you just said that you will be the best father in the world to our child and that you want to preserve our time together as something pure and noble. With all my heart I thank you for loving me and our child and Sandy so much. Now, before I start crying, slide over here and let me wash your hair so we can all get dressed and spend the rest of this night celebrating this happy event." As wonderful as the massage this afternoon was, having someone who loves you wash your hair feels even better. I lay between her legs and leaned back while she worked the shampoo through my hair like she was doing it to our future child. I made another mental note to tell our daughter how gentle and loving her mother did this and hope that I could be an acceptable substitute for her. When she finished rinsing my head with handfuls of warm water I turned my head toward her and she kissed me as if she knew what I was thinking and the kiss was to help me remember. "One more thing that lovers do for each other." We got out of the pool just as Melissa finished her shower. I watched her walk to the towel rack to begin drying off. She was indeed a beautiful woman. I had heard someone say, probably a not so beautiful woman, that a man could never be just friends with a woman he thought was beautiful. He would always want to fuck her. Whoever said that was probably right about most men but some men don't always think with their dick and I guess I was one of them. I admired Melissa and suspected that she had genuine feelings for Anne. Not sexual but the kind of feelings sisters have for each other. I had seen the sadness in her eyes when we had spoken to each other about Anne's unavoidable fate. I also saw how glad she was that I had managed to bring real happiness to Anne and how much she appreciated that I genuinely loved her. There are some things that are just not worth the price you end up having to pay for them and sex with Melissa was one of those things. I was reminded of a line written by Rudyard Kipling: The sins you do by two and two you must pay for one by one. Anne and Melissa headed off to Anne's closet while I stayed behind to shave and dry my hair. My next stop was my closet opposite Anne's in the long hallway leading to the bedroom. I took my time putting on my new tux. I decided to wear the silver necktie instead of a bow tie even though I didn't wear the vest. I liked the look and it went well with the cummerbund too. The cufflinks looked spectacular, rich and elegant but not gaudy. I didn't put the coat on yet. I walked across the hall to see how the girls were doing and get one of them to help me put my new bracelet on. They both had on long gowns. Anne's was a candy apple red velvet with a wide white satin band around her boobs that was pleated and went around to the back of the dress but dipped in between her tits to show ample cleavage. She looked like Scarlet O'Hara going to a ball. A diamond necklace, matching earrings and a tennis bracelet made of gold and rubies completed the look. Melissa was in a pale blue empire style dress that displayed her breasts magnificently yet still looked like she was going to a debutante's cotillion. A heart shaped pendant made of dark blue sapphires hung from a gold chain around her neck with earrings to match. "You ladies look spectacular. Anne you're really spoiling me, I don't know how I'll ever go back to wearing jeans and taking Sandy to Applebee's for the 2 for 20 special on Saturday night." "If you ever do that again after I'm gone I swear I'll come back and haunt you." "OK, OK I'll only take her to places befitting the mother of your child." "You'd better. Now let me help you with your bracelet then put your coat on and let's get downstairs. We have a car coming for us at seven to drive us to the restaurant. Our reservation is for seven thirty." Anthony was waiting for us in the entrance hall and told us the car had just arrived. He escorted us out to the limousine and opened the door for us. We got in and Anthony told the driver our destination. We sat three across with me in the middle as the car pulled away. Melissa said, "It seems a little strange to be sitting in the back and not driving. You two aren't going to start taking your clothes off are you?" "I'm tempted but it took too much time to get this tux on to have to try and do it again in the backseat of a car. I can't promise it won't happen on the way home though." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 04 "Carl behave yourself, we don't want to give Melissa the wrong impression do we?" "Anne I'm afraid Melissa already has the wrong impression of us. Or should I say the right impression. It's a little late to attempt to repair our scandalous reputation with her now. She's already seen too much." "Well we can at least pretend we know how to act like adults when the occasion warrants it, and this occasion most definitely warrants it. I'm so excited Carl. We're going to have a baby." "Have you picked out a name for her yet?" "I've been thinking about Victoria, Victoria Alexandra Evans. Alexandra was my mother's name. Carl you be sure to tell her that if she doesn't want to be called Victoria she can always use her middle name. I don't want her to be unhappy about her name." "That sounds like a beautiful name to me Anne. I'm sure she will love being called Victoria. Are you sure you want her to be an Evans and not a Cordet?" "Absolutely, you and Sandy have to adopt her and I want her to be part of your family. There won't be any Cordets to be a part of." "Are you sure we have to adopt her? Won't I get custody automatically since I'm the father and the only surviving parent?" "Now that you ask, I'm not sure. We'll check with Walter and if there is a paper I need to sign then we'll take care of it but in any case Victoria is to be an Evans." We pulled up to the entrance to the restaurant and the driver got out and opened the door for us. I told Melissa to stay seated while Anne and I got out and I would come open the door for her so she wouldn't have to slide all the way across the seat. The driver handed me a card with his cell number on it and said to call him ten minutes before we needed to be picked up. We walked into the restaurant and the Maître d' greeted us, "Welcome to Le Benardin, may I have your name please?" "Cordet, party of three." "Of course sir, we've been expecting you. Please follow me." He showed us to a small room and asked if this would be to our liking. "This room is quieter and more intimate but I can seat you in the main room if you prefer." I looked at Anne and she nodded her head slightly. "This room will do very nicely." There was a table for four next to a window that looked out onto a terrace. A plush bench sat against the wall under the window and two chairs faced the window on the other side. I asked Anne and Melissa to sit on the bench so I could look at them. After we were seated the Maître d' said someone would be right with us to discuss dinner and wished us Bon Appetit. In a few moments a waiter came to the table and greeted us and began to explain our options for dinner. It was a prix fixe menu with four courses, soup, salad, entrée and dessert. There were three choices for each course, which he elaborated upon by describing what they were and how they were prepared. He said we could think about our selections for a moment and asked if we would care for a cocktail. Anne asked for a wine list and the waiter handed it to her. She looked at it briefly then said, "We'll have a bottle of Perrier Jouet Belle Epoque 2004 and please ensure that it is cold." "Of course Madame, I will bring it right away." While he was gone to fetch the wine a server arrived and filled our water glasses. The décor in the room was elegant but not extravagant. Everything was very clean and there were fresh flowers in tall baskets in the room but not on the table to interfere with your dining. The lighting was low but not dark. Anne said, "Ordinarily I don't like to taste other people's food in a fine restaurant but I'm sure Carl is used to it at Applebee's so I suggest we each order a different one of the three selections for each course so we can taste all of the dishes they have. This food is incredibly good and I would love to see what he's come up with tonight." "Hot damn Anne that's a great idea. I'll even try to resist the temptation to eat with my fingers and wipe my mouth with my sleeve. But they're going to have to show me something to beat the spicy chicken wings and spinach and artichoke dip at the Big A." I was glad to see Anne playing along with my humorous comment about Applebee's. I knew she was excited about the baby and I wanted to keep her that way and not let it change to sadness about not being here when she was born. Melissa said, "Carl you look fabulous in that tux. You really clean up nice. Thank you for letting me share this special night with you. In case you hadn't noticed, I care about Anne and I want to tell you how much I appreciate what you're doing for her." "Thank you Melissa and I must say you look pretty good yourself in something besides a uniform. I have noticed your concern for Anne and that's the main reason I thought you should be here with us this evening. You're going to be a part of our daughter's life so you need to start being a part of mine." The waiter arrived with our Champagne in a crystal ice bucket. He placed a flute at each of our plates then removed the cork and poured a little for me to taste. It was delicious, almost as good as the stuff Anne had at the house. I nodded at him so he could pour the ladies a glass and then he finished pouring mine. He then asked us if we had made our decisions about dinner. I told him to bring one of each selection for all the courses so we could sample the entire menu. "A marvelous choice monsieur. Each of the chef's creations deserves to be tasted." When he had left Anne raised her glass and said, "To Victoria Alexandra Evans." Melissa and I raised our glasses and clinked them against Anne's and we all took a healthy sip of the bubbly wine. "I would like to propose a toast to the two most beautiful women in New York and to me for having the good fortune and the privilege of being with them tonight to celebrate this miraculous occasion." They both said thank you Carl simultaneously and we clinked glasses again and took another sip of wine. Anne kept her glass raised and said, "There is one more person we need to toast this evening because without her we would not be sitting here. I realize every day just how wonderful and gracious she is to have made the sacrifice that allowed Carl to be with me and to selflessly assume the role of mother to my child. I don't think there is another woman on earth who would have agreed to this arrangement and I truly love her for doing it. To Sandy." As I raised my glass I said, "I can't believe how lucky I am to have three of the most incredible women on this planet in my life. I am humbled by your presence and honored to know all of you." By the time the first course arrived we had just about finished off the Champagne so I told the waiter to bring us another one. Each of the selections for each course was simply superb. The dishes were presented as beautifully as they tasted. The dessert selections were very interesting and the waiter brought them one at a time. One was a crepe suzette made at the table. Another was a divine chocolate mousse but the third stole the show. A peach! A simple beautiful piece of fruit expertly peeled and sliced into sections with the seed removed with little silver tongs. It was the quintessential peach and tasted better than any I had ever eaten. I almost applauded the understated simplicity and the perfect way it finished the meal. I have no idea what this meal cost. It must have been far in excess of a thousand dollars with two bottles of vintage Champagne but it was worth every penny because we all got a night we would remember for the rest of our lives. Melissa had thought to call the limo driver and he was waiting for us when we left the restaurant. When we returned to the house Anne tipped the driver a hundred dollars and Melissa said she was heading to her room and would put her dress with the other items slated for the cleaners. Anne and I headed upstairs to undress and use the bathroom to get ready for bed. We made love slowly and silently then fell asleep in each other's arms. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 05 The next week was a busy one. On Sunday, after our morning sex session, I asked Anne if she had ever been to a baseball game. She said she couldn't even remember watching an entire game on TV much less actually going to a stadium to attend one. I told her that her life would not be complete if she didn't see at least one game since it was practically a requirement to do so if you lived in America. "In all of your business activities do you ever get involved with any kind of goodwill work or donate to some worthy causes." "I do that indirectly through the individual corporations I own. I also make donations anonymously to schools and charities. Why do you ask?" "Because if we're going to go to a baseball game we should take some kids that might never have a chance to go on their own. Hey, I know, call your oncologist and ask him if there are any kids fighting cancer that are confined to a hospital that we could take out for the day." "Carl you are truly wonderful and you make me ashamed of myself for never even thinking of something like that. Here I am doing all these things for me because of my condition and I haven't given a single thought to what kind of life a child with this disease has. I'll call him right away." Her doctor said he really appreciated her wanting to do this and he would call the hospital and ask the administrator if he could put something together. There was a game at Yankee stadium that afternoon and about an hour later the doctor called back and asked if we could manage four young kids that were in the hospital for their chemo treatments but could definitely attend a ball game. Anne made another call to get tickets. She wanted to get a skybox but I said that was for rich old men and kids wanted to be close to the action so she got seven seats in the third row along the baseline from third base to the plate. She called a rental car agency and had them bring over a big SUV and about one o'clock we headed for the stadium with a stop at the hospital to pick up the kids. It was one of the best days we had spent yet. Anne and Melissa had a blast doing things for the kids and, unbeknownst to us, the administrator of the hospital had called someone so when the game was over an attendant was standing at the end of the row we were seated in and asked us to please come with him. He led us over to a gate that led down to the field and we walked down some steps to find the entire team standing there with autographed balls for all of us. You would have thought we had taken the kids to the North Pole and met Santa Claus. When we got back to the house around six thirty Melissa said she would call the rental agency to pick up the car and we asked her to join us for dinner in the dining room. She said she would love to and that she would check out the things Anthony had left in the fridge and start getting them ready. We went upstairs to take a shower. "Carl that was one of the best days of my life. If I had any doubt about what kind of father you are they're all gone now. Nothing else you could have done would have made me feel better than being with those kids and helping them to feel good for even a single afternoon. Thank you my love for being the most marvelous person in the world and showing me that you have to live each minute and not cry about how many minutes you have." "It was a special treat for me too. I've been to a few games in my life but I never got to meet all the players and get an autographed ball. I'll keep that for the rest of my life." We got in the shower and she adjusted the sprays to a fine mist then put a folded towel on the floor and told me to stand next to the wall. Then she knelt down in front of me and put her hand around my cock and said, "Special people deserve special treats." She opened her mouth and engulfed the head of my cock. She took her time stroking me and running her tongue all around me as I gradually stiffened in her hand. Women like to think they are the sole possessors of intuition but even we less evolved men can tell when a woman is giving you a blow job because she thinks you want it and when she's doing it because she enjoys it as much as you do. This subtle distinction occurs primarily because of love, but exactly how this is transmitted from a woman to a man is, and should remain, a mystery. Nevertheless there is a discernable difference and it elevates the act from highly pleasurable to something indescribably wonderful. It changes the gestalt. When I was fully hard she let go with her hand and just slid her mouth up and down my shaft coating it with her saliva. The mist of the shower was covering her in little droplets that shone in the light like jewels. Her hand moved to cradle my balls and caress them as she continued to suck me. A few glorious minutes of this adoring attention was all it took to persuade my nervous system that the only appropriate response was to reward her loving mouth with a big dose of cum. "Oh Anne, baby, yes. Here comes your special treat." She held still with just the head in her mouth until the first ejaculation sprayed into it then very slowly pushed forward to cover more with each spurt until the last one gushed deep in her throat. When she was satisfied that there was no more cum to be had she pulled back and made a big suction noise as the tip exited her mouth. I pulled her up by her arms until she was standing in front of me. She opened her mouth to show me that it was full of cum then closed her lips and swallowed hard. She stuck her tongue out and licked all around her lips then smiled at me and asked, "Was that OK baby?" "That was a lot more than OK." I pulled her to me and kissed her then stuck my tongue in her mouth. I could taste the remnants of my semen. "God, you taste fabulous. I'll let you do that again later but next time I'll have my head between your legs doing it to you at the same time. I might even put the glass rod up your ass too." "Oooooheeeee yes Carl yes. Please do that. I love it when you play with my ass. I'll cum real good for you if you will." "Of course I will because I want you to cum for me. I love it when you cum for me. I love feeling you and tasting you and hearing you. This is what I live for now to keep you in sexual bliss for as long as I can." She asked me to give her an enema so I could play with her ass later then we got back in the shower and finished washing each other and dried off. Next we headed for the closets to put on some clothes if you could call what Anne wore clothes. She had on a long t-shirt that barely covered her ass. She hadn't bothered with bra or panties and she let me know it in the elevator as she rubbed her body against mine all the way to the second floor. When we got down to the kitchen Melissa had dinner almost ready. Anthony had baked a vegetarian lasagna and Melissa had made a salad for us and brought up another bottle of the super Tuscan wine from the cellar per Anthony's recommendation. We ate at the dining room table and talked about what a wonderful day it had been with the kids at the ball game. I asked Melissa what she was going to do with her autographed baseball. "I'm going to keep it my whole life and whenever I need a little pick me up from a long hard day I'm going to look at it and remember that these days here with you two were the best days of my life because I don't want to even think about what I'm going to do after this." "That's a very sweet thing to say Melissa. I had a feeling when I first saw you that your considerable beauty was a lot more than skin deep. I'm very glad to have met you and I really like having you around through this unusual time of my life and I'm going to count on you to help me keep the person we both love as happy as we can. It seems we will have two different outcomes from this experience. You don't know what you will do and I know exactly what I'm going to do." Anne said, "Carl I know exactly what you're going to do as soon as we get finished eating this delicious meal so let's not get too wrapped up in what's going to happen in a few months. I believe things will work out for everybody if we just take it one day at a time. I do want to tell you that tomorrow I have a quarterly meeting with my team and I want you to attend." "What team?" "My business team. You need to meet everybody and understand how my little financial empire works since you have a power of attorney that puts you in charge when I become incapable of making decisions. I've set up a very elaborate structure to attend to all the financial elements I'm involved in and you need to know about it because I have to make some decisions about changing things before I'm not around anymore." "I guess that would be prudent. I suppose we can't count on you having the full six months and I'm sure there are lots of things that must be planned for should that time be shortened." "Exactly. I need to set up a plan for what will happen after I die. There are a lot of people who will be impacted by my decisions so this can't wait." "Anne I know you don't want to wait to get back upstairs with Carl so I'll clear the table and clean up. You go have fun." "Thanks Melissa and don't spend too much time worrying about what's going to happen to you when I'm gone. I'll make sure you have lots of options." Anne and I headed back upstairs with a stop on the fourth floor where Anne's main office was located. We spent about an hour going over the basic structure of Anne's business empire. She showed me how it was primarily a closely held private corporation composed of ten divisions. Each division handled different aspects of the business. There was a legal team, an insurance team, two investment teams one domestic one foreign, two real estate teams again one domestic one foreign, an energy team for oil and gas, two accounting teams that maintained strict separation so neither of them could do anything illegal or shady and finally a team to handle collectibles like art and rare coins and automobiles. A team captain who personally chose their team members and could hire and fire at their discretion headed each of the divisions. Anne of course could replace any team captain as she saw fit but had not done so in the seven years that the team had been in existence. She did have to replace two captains due to death but she had worked with them to have a successor being groomed for this eventuality so there would be minimal disruption when it occurred. Anne and the team captains were the only stockholders of the corporation. Anne held ninety percent of the shares and each team held one percent. They met quarterly to go over the results of their activities and dispersed money as dividends twice a year so the teams could get paid. The money each team received was calculated by a complex formula that rewarded teams that did well and beat their projections but also spread the wealth to teams that did not contribute as much as others. The legal team was a prime example of this since they were not a profit center but handled thousands of legal matters for all of the many sub-corporations both foreign and domestic that were directly and indirectly owned by the main corporation. The chart she showed me of how all of the sub-corporations interrelated was mind boggling. It reminded me of the tangled web of companies that Enron had set up but they did it to hide mischief and avoid taxes whereas Anne did it to facilitate doing business in different states and countries and protect the teams from law suits and to have local contacts that could inform the teams regarding investment opportunities. I was extremely impressed with what she had accomplished. This was a complex but well coordinated money making machine with quasi-independent units that could be created, changed or removed as circumstances dictated. The money really did trickle down from the top, which I always thought was bullshit that politicians spouted just to please their big contributors and get legislation passed to benefit them. Anne had come pretty close to making that fantasy a reality, however before anything trickled down, money poured in from thousands of diverse streams of income and those at the top still got the lion's share and all of the members of these teams knew their business and played hardball. She gave the team captains a lot of leeway but she went over the accounting teams' audits every quarter like a Muslim reads the Koran. I asked her about the real estate team because I wondered why she needed a team to do that. She told me her father, who really got the concept of this team off the ground, was always traveling around the world and the states and when he would see land or a town that was growing or a building that had been foreclosed because a business had failed, he would buy it. Usually through hiring a local realtor to act on his behalf to avoid speculation. By the time she finished putting the team in place there were hundreds of these properties and each one had to be kept up with so she set up a team for them. She told me she had transferred a few of them into her name so she could use them for her own purposes. "What kind of properties do you own?" "Mostly houses scattered around the world which I always planned on visiting but just never got around to it." "Where are they?" "Oh, the Caribbean, Europe, Costa Rica, Hawaii, Vancouver. Just to name a few." "And you've never been to them?" "I've been to one of them. It was when I was six years old. Like most of the properties, my father bought it before I was born. It's on the island of Antigua. I don't remember much about it though." "Anne my poor precious child, you own luxury houses in some of the most beautiful parts of the world and you've never even seen them. That's the saddest thing I've ever heard. After this meeting tomorrow and once we get through the egg harvesting procedure, will you promise me that we'll go visit one of them. I'd love to see the place in Antigua." "OK. In fact, we can visit several of them if you want. We don't need to come back here until either the quarterly team meeting at the end of September or unless I feel so bad I can't keep traveling." "That's a great idea. You really do need to see more of the world while you still can and I'd love to do this. I've never had the time or money to do much more than take the kids to Disney World." "OK then that's what we'll do. We better tell Mitra to plan on a world tour. She's arriving Saturday. Should we take Melissa with us?" "Absolutely. Who else would you trust to drive us around Europe?" "This is sounding better the more I think about it. I'm getting excited." "Me too. We need to get a good video camera so I can show our daughter all the places we visit and let her know she can go there too someday. Melissa can be our official photographer for the trip." "You're right Carl. I have to make a will so that eventually Victoria ends up with them. That would be a wonderful gift for her." "Jesus Anne don't tell me you don't have a will after all you showed me this morning and now all these properties. I'm surprised Walter would let you run a huge holding company like yours without a will." "I just never thought about it. I don't... I didn't have anybody to leave anything to before now so it didn't seem to matter. I just assumed somebody would work it out if I died suddenly. But now it's different." "I'd say. We better get you over to Walter's tomorrow and get you one drawn up." "He'll be at the meeting, he's the legal team captain. I'll ask him to do it before he leaves." "Do you have a list of these properties so we can make an itinerary?" "I'm sure it's on my computer somewhere. Let me look for it." She found a folder of personal properties and opened it. Twenty-five subfolders appeared. "As much as I'd like to see all of these I'm afraid we don't have time to do that. I don't want to go to a place for a day or two then rush off to the next one. What do you say to picking six or seven to spend a week in?" "That sounds good to me. You and Sandy and the kids can take your time in the future visiting the rest of them. Let's pick out ones we can get to so we don't have to spend a lot of time traveling between them. I'll have to contact the property managers in each location and inform them that we're coming. Each of these folders has all that information in them. Oh Carl, this sounds like we're planning our honeymoon." "Yes it does doesn't it? Sandy and I went to the Florida Keys for our honeymoon. This will be a grand tour compared to that." "You and Sandy can spend the rest of what I hope will be a long life having a continual honeymoon. These places will all belong to you and her soon." "I thought you were going to leave them to Victoria." "There won't be any Victoria when I die. Not legally anyway. You'll have to hold them for her until she's of age to own them." "I hadn't thought of that. How am I going to take care of all these places? Aren't there taxes and upkeep on them? That could take quite a bit of money." "Don't worry about it. I have all that in place already so I'll set up a trust fund or something to continue to handle the expenses." "Sandy will never believe this. Not only will we be able to go all over the world but we'll own houses in these places." "I told you I was going to find a way to thank that wonderful wife of yours. This will be another little gift for letting me have you to love. I wouldn't trade being with you for a thousand houses. I hope all of you enjoy these places." "A little gift! If these houses are anything like I think they're going to be, then each one is probably worth at least a million dollars. That's some gift." "If they're worth ten million dollars each it's still not worth one day loving you. But I guess I do deserve a spanking for never getting around to visiting them." "My love I have a much better treatment in mind for you than a spanking. Let's continue planning our trip later. Right now I want to reward your generosity with what you so highly prize, one more day of loving me." I took her in my arms and kissed her, then we walked to the elevator and returned to our bedroom. Anne stripped off her t-shirt and threw it on one of the big chairs. My shorts and shirt joined it. Before we got back in bed I stopped at the control pad in the bedroom and programmed in a playlist of music. It was a mix of mostly instrumentals, soft jazz and low key Brazilian music. As soon as we got into the bed we wrapped our arms around each other and let the rest of the world disappear. We kissed softly and tenderly ran our hands over our bodies in a continuing exploration to discover and map every inch into our memories and feel the exquisite sensations that only touching can convey to our hearts and minds. We knew each other now as only lovers can. We were complete. I slid back and turned to retrieve the glass butt plug and the lube from the nightstand. "Roll over on your stomach." She softly moaned with anticipation as she rolled over, spread her legs and started slowly wiggling her ass. I poured a little of the lube on her asshole and used my finger to rub it. She let out a little gasp when I inserted it in her. I poured a little more lube on her and put the tip of my middle finger next to the one already in her and pressed the tip in beside it. She raised her hips and pushed back to welcome the new intruder and I slid both fingers completely inside her. My other hand was massaging her ass cheeks as my fingers turned and slid in and out of her rectum. I could have sworn she was purring like a cat. She was really enjoying what I was doing to her and her enjoyment was enhancing my own. I continued to rub her for several minutes then reluctantly withdrew my fingers, which elicited a moan of disappointment from her. It was soon replaced by a moan of satisfaction when she felt me pour some more lube on her asshole followed by the tip of the butt plug making contact with the center of her puckered aperture. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 05 I turned it like a corkscrew as I pressed it forward and inserted it into her anus. It slid in without resistance and I stopped when half its length was inside her. "Now turn over on your side and scoot down a little." When she was in position I lay down beside her with my feet towards the headboard and aligned my body so my cock was even with her mouth. I raised her leg up so I could get my head on her thigh and slid my mouth close to her pussy. I felt the head of my cock being enclosed by her lips as mine made contact with her slit. I slowly licked her from her clit down to her vagina. I gave both of these areas little sideways flicks of my tongue on each pass. I kept this up for several minutes as the fabulous taste and fragrance of her filled my senses. These sensory impressions together with her soft sucking and licking of my cock induced a rock hard erection which increased even more when I felt her hand cradle my balls and her fingers begin to caress them. I sucked her labia inside my lips and very lightly nibbled them as I slid my mouth along her wet slit. All the while I was sucking and licking her I was also fucking her ass with the glass plug. I had been sliding it in a little deeper with each stroke and she alternated pressing her hips forward to meet what my tongue was doing to her and pulling them backward to get more of the plug in her ass. She was letting me fuck her mouth with long gentle strokes while she squeezed and massaged my balls. We were both building to a climax and when I felt the first signs of mine I pushed the plug all the way inside her stretching her asshole to the max before the fat base slipped completely into her and caused her to moan loudly around my cock. I stopped stroking and held the head in her tight lips and glued my mouth to her vagina and sucked hard. She shuddered and I felt her hot hole squeeze my tongue as her orgasm exploded inside her. My cock swelled then began to spurt the hot cream she loved so much across her slick tongue. Each time I filled her mouth she swallowed it and licked the tip to entice another burst of cum; an entreaty I was more than happy to fulfill. She finally pulled her mouth off my spent cock and said, "My orgasms when that plug is all the way in me are twice as intense as they normally are. You need to try it and see what effect it has on you. I had no idea I would like it so much." "Well let's go wash it off. Then you can give me an enema and we can come back here and you can put it in me." Being with her in the bathroom was like being with a little child. Everything she did from the enema to washing me and caressing me was done with total glee and joy. She seemed genuinely excited by playing with our bodies. This was immensely gratifying to me because it meant she was totally in the moment with no thought of her impending doom. Her enthusiasm was contagious and spread to me as I kissed her and rubbed her and licked every part of her. It was as if we were both discovering something for the first time and it was sheer delight. We took our time drying each other, pausing for kisses and licks then headed back down the long hallway to the bedroom. There were paintings on the walls that I hadn't taken the time to really examine before. I stopped in front of one of them. "This is a Renoir isn't it?" "Yes it is. He has always been one of my favorite artists and when this came up for sale a few years ago I bought it." "Are you telling me this is an original?" "This one is an excellent copy but I bought the original." "No fucking way! Where is it, locked in a bank vault somewhere?" "Even I'm not selfish enough to deprive the world of a painting like this. The original is in one of the museums here in the city." "How much is it worth?" "I paid a hundred and fourteen million for it. It would probably go for close to two hundred million today." "As beautiful as it is it doesn't come close to comparing to you." "Oh Carl that's such a lovely thing to say. Especially since I know you really mean it." "I do mean it my love. If it could cure your cancer I'd donate it to somebody. Do you own the originals of all the paintings on these walls?" "Yes but the Renoir is the most famous. I like to support living artists too." I love you Anne. Even more than I thought myself capable of doing." "Then let's go get in that bed and you can love me some more." We walked to the bed holding hands. "Lie on your back and spread your legs." She got between them and told me to bend my knees and pulled my legs up. When I had done that she reached over to the nightstand and got the creamy moisturizer I like so much and poured some on my cock and balls. "I'll get back to this in a few minutes but first I'm going to stick this beautiful glass rod up your ass." I watched her as she squeezed out some of the lube onto the glass plug then put some lube directly on my puckered hole. She put the tip of the rod against it and eased it inside me. It slid in nicely and actually felt pretty good as it expanded my rectum and pressed against my prostate. My cock began to stiffen. "I think you like this. You're going to like what I do next even more." She began to move the rod in and out of my ass with one hand and used the other one to rub my cock and balls to spread the moisturizer all over them. She was right; I did like this. Her hand was stroking my cock in the same rhythm as she was fucking me with the rod. As my cock got harder she slid the rod further inside me. "Oh Carl, I love making you feel good. I don't know which one of us is enjoying this more. Sliding my hand up and down your wonderful hard cock and knowing it's going to be in my tight little ass soon is making me wet. I've never done anything that excites me and gives me as much pleasure as playing with you. Now, get ready because I'm going to slide this all the way into you. Then I'm going to use both hands to stroke your cock and caress your balls until you're as excited as I am." When the rod was all the way in me I knew how it must feel to her when my cock was in her ass. I could understand why she liked it so much. My cock was rock hard from the fat base pressing against my prostate. If she continued this hand job much longer, she'd make me cum. As if she could read my mind she stopped her stroking. She moved over my leg and got on all fours beside me. "OK Carl, get behind me and put that stiff slippery cock in my ass and fuck me. Make me cum. It won't take much because I'm already halfway there just from what I've done to you. God Carl you make me so hot." I rose up and knelt behind her and lined up my cock with her ass. She reached back and pulled her cheeks apart to give me full access. I placed the tip against her asshole and rubbed it against her with my hand. "Don't tease me Carl just put it in me. Please Carl let me have your wonderful cock in my ass. Oooooohhh I want it so bad baby. Please fuck me. I'm almost shaking I want you so much." I pressed forward and the head slid inside her. I didn't stop but kept on pushing into her until I was buried completely in her hot rectum. She began to pant and pressed back against me to take every inch of me. "Ohhhhh yesssss baby, yesssss. That's what I want. I think the plug in you has made your cock bigger because you seem to be stretching me more and you're deeper into me than before. It feels sooooo gooood. Oh yes, just hold still for a minute and let me feel you throbbing inside me. Push hard against me. I want to feel your balls mash against my pussy. Oooohhhh Yesssss, Yessssss just like that." She moved one of her hands from her cheek to between her legs and reached back to squeeze my balls and press them against her hot wet pussy. "Oh Carl my precious love, inside these balls is the sperm that is going to make our baby. I want you to fuck me now and spray as much of your cum in my ass as you can. I want to feel it deep inside me so I can imagine what it would feel like to be pregnant with our child. Oh Carl I love you so much. Fuck me my love, fuck my tight ass and fill me with your sperm." I did as she asked, fucking her with long strong strokes so she could feel my cock sliding its entire length in and out of her. When I pulled back I let it slide out completely to see her asshole gape open for a few seconds and when it began to close up I stuck it back in her and buried it in her completely. She panted as it left her and moaned when it returned. She wiggled and pressed back against me each time I pushed it deep inside her. She was right about the plug; it did seem to make my cock bigger and harder. I increased the tempo of my strokes and heard my thighs slapping against her ass as I fucked her with more force. The sounds she was making let me know she was getting close to cumming. Soon I felt the unmistakable signs of my own climax building up. I didn't think my cock could get any harder but it did just before my orgasm began. I held still deep inside of her and felt my rectum begin to spasm and squeeze the glass rod in pulses. This feeling spread all through my insides until I felt my cum rushing out of me in a steady stream as if I was pissing instead of the usual spurts. It seemed to go on for a long time. Anne was groaning loudly as she shook with her own orgasm and felt my hot cream flowing into her. The hand she had used to squeeze my balls was rubbing her clit now in an effort to prolong her intense climax. The contractions this induced in her own rectum were prolonging mine as well. I was going to pull out of her and roll off when I remembered the glass rod was still in me so I reached around with my hand and managed to pull it out. I don't think I would have stopped cumming if I hadn't extricated it from my throbbing rectum. As soon as I succeeded, Anne fell forward and I went with her. We lay together with my oozing cock still buried in her and tried to return to some semblance of normalcy. "Oh my God Carl. I thought I was going to pass out. Nothing has ever made me feel like that before. It was fantastic. I can't wait to do it again." "Well you're going to have to because I won't have any cum in me until tomorrow, if then. Damn that was intense. I'm surprised I didn't shoot one of my testicles inside you. Now I know why you're so fond of anal sex." "I'm a lot more than fond of it. I didn't know it was possible to cum that hard." "You really like to cum don't you?" "I really do my love. Loving you makes it easy to do because in addition to the way the orgasm makes me feel I get a thrill knowing how much you like me to cum for you and it intensifies the sensations to know I'm pleasing you too. Oh Carl I don't ever want to stop cumming with you." I slowly withdrew my cock from her and rolled off of her. "Turn over on your back." She complied and I got between her legs. I lowered my head to her pussy and began to lick her slit. "Ohhhh yessss baby, keep licking my pussy and sucking my clit and I'll cum all night for you." I pressed my mouth to her lips and stuck my tongue in her vagina and began to lick and suck her while rubbing her clit with my thumb. Her juices flowed into my mouth as I continued to eat her delicious pussy. We were so in tune with each other it was as if we could read each other's mind. I knew exactly what she was feeling and what she wanted me to do to her. Her hands were on my head rubbing her fingers through my hair and gently directing my actions. I could sense her rising passion and her moans were signaling that she was getting ready to cum again. "Ohhhhh yesssss Carl yessssss baby you're doing it to me againnnn." She pulled my head hard against her pussy and I felt her legs tense as she started trembling then arched her back and came on my face. My mouth filled with her delicious juices and I felt my cum flowing out of her ass on my chin as her climax swept though her. When she finally calmed down again I asked her, "Had enough?" "I'll never get enough of you my love. But we should try to get some sleep. We have a meeting tomorrow remember." I crawled up beside her and took her in my arms and kissed her. "So that's what my pussy tastes like. I do taste good don't I?" "Absolutely delicious my love." "I still prefer the taste of your sweet cum in my mouth but I do like my pussy." "And I love your pussy. I love to lick it and suck it and fuck it and feel it and wash it and rub it. I also love that you like being naked because you excite me every time I look at your beautiful body." "It excites me to have you look at me. I feel loved and wanted. I can't possibly imagine how I lived without those feelings. Loving you just keeps getting better and better. Good night my love." Monday morning came early; we needed to be at the main conference room in the offices of one of the big Wall Street investment banks at nine-thirty. We bathed and dressed and had a delicious breakfast prepared by Anthony. I got an uneasy feeling of déjà vu as I looked at Anne dressed in the familiar business attire that I had always seen her in when I worked for her. Her hair was up and her makeup very understated. There was no observable evidence of the smoldering sexy body that was now concealed beneath her business suit. Melissa drove us to our destination and dropped us off at an elevator in the parking garage where she would be waiting for us. We rode up to the floor where the meeting was scheduled and went through the glass doors to the office where the conference room was located. When we entered the room, about half the people were already there with their tablets and computers in front of them. Anne took her seat at the head of the table and I sat in a chair to her immediate left. There were glasses and pitchers of water on the table but no other food or drink in the room. The meeting began at precisely nine-thirty with Anne welcoming the team captains and commending them for their efforts, which according to the preliminary reports indicated that the corporation was ahead of projections for the current year. She then let each captain present the results for the team. As the presentation progressed, information was displayed for each division on large screens on the walls of the rooms so everyone could see the numbers. Each captain was allotted ten minutes to do this and each was very well prepared. Only occasionally was a captained asked a question about the report. By the time all reports had been presented, numbers and headings elaborating the profits for the second quarter and year to date filled the screens. When I saw the totals for the year and the net worth of the corporation I almost peed in my pants. Anne's corporation was worth over twelve billion dollars and was on track to make over ten percent more this year. In case you're one of those people who don't really understand the difference between those numbers that end with 'illion', think about this: one million seconds is about eleven and a half days. One billion seconds is almost thirty-two years! This incredible, wonderful, brilliant, sexy woman had taken the fortune her father left her when he died and increased it over tenfold in eight years. Since she owned ninety percent of the company she was personally worth over ten billion dollars. I turned my head from the screen and looked at her. She looked back at me and saw the astonishment on my face and gave me the sweetest smile I had ever seen. It was the closest thing to an emotion I had seen on her face during the entire meeting. She stood up and started speaking. "I want to congratulate all of you on your performances this quarter and I'm authorizing bonuses to go along with the semi-annual disbursements. I am proud of all of you. Before we conclude the meeting I have an announcement to make. In the past I have had to replace two of the captains due to death and I am now faced with the prospect of having to do this again. This task is all the more painful because the person I must replace is me." There were audible gasps and one of the captains, a woman, cried out, "Oh no Anne no." Everyone stopped cold and some of these hardened stoic professionals actually looked like they were about to cry. Walter of course already knew but still looked sad. "I have recently been diagnosed with inoperable brain cancer and given six months to live. I will try very hard to attend the next meeting but I didn't want to chance not being able to so I would like to introduce you to the person I have selected to take my place. Carl would you please stand. I would like to introduce you all to Carl Evans. Carl and I worked together for almost two years in the largest acquisition our corporation was ever involved in. During that time he exceeded my expectations in every assignment he was given and is very familiar with my management style so I'm sure you will feel comfortable with him as my successor. My role has evolved to the point where I'm not that involved with the day-to-day activities of the many businesses and investments we manage. I see myself as more of a coordinator and councilor for you and in that capacity I'm sure Carl will perform as competently as I have. Carl would you like to say something to the team?" I rose and tried to keep the look of complete surprise off my face. Years of being in meetings like this with Anne had prepared me for surprises and I was used to having to think fast when presented with unusual situations. "I look forward to meeting with each of you over the coming months and assuming the responsibility for succeeding Anne in directing the efforts of the team. My impression is that you are all consummate professionals and need very little guidance in order to produce results. Be assured I will not try to micro-manage your teams as long as you continue your success. I only wish I could have met all of you under happier circumstances." "Unless somebody has something else to contribute I believe this meeting is at an end." Everyone lined up to tell Anne how sorry they were to hear this news and to shake my hand and welcome me to the team. When Walter came up Anne asked him if he could stay for a minute. When everyone else had left, Anne asked Walter if he was in a hurry. He said not if she needed him for anything so she suggested that we have lunch at the private club at the top of the building we were in and discuss what she needed to tell him. The club was probably one of the finest restaurants in the city but was the exclusive domain of the billionaires who run the financial activities of the entire planet. When we had finished ordering Anne told Walter that she wanted him to make her will. He looked a little surprised that she didn't have one and said he assumed somebody else had drawn one up for her a long time ago. "I never got around to it but now that I'm going to have a child I see the necessity of tying up loose ends. I've given a lot of thought to this and I've come to the conclusion that trying to itemize everything I own and wind down my business and liquidate all the assets is going to be very difficult and will consume all of the time I have left so I need your help in keeping everything as it is and I want it all to go to Carl and Sandy, they are to be my sole heirs and beneficiaries." For the second time this morning I was stunned. Walter asked the question that he and I were both thinking, "Are you sure about this Anne?" "I am more sure of this than anything I've ever done. I spent too long building my business to put a wrecking ball to it now and what would I do with all the money if I did wind everything down. As far as them being my heirs, who better to choose than the father of my child and the woman who will be her mother." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 05 "Well that will make things simpler. You're right about the time it would take to dismantle your corporation and liquidate your holdings. And then you'd have this huge pile of cash to deal with. Whoever you left that to would have to pay a large portion of it to the IRS. Since you've already named Carl to be your successor in the business he's just another stockholder of the corporation like you and me and the other captains. You personally don't have a lot of assets. The properties and your personal effects are the only tangible items. You lease your car and most everything else you need. I'll get started on it immediately and have it ready for you to sign as soon as I can." "We have plans to travel sometime in the first part of July so I'd like to have this done by the time we leave. That's why I want Sandy named explicitly in case anything were to happen to both me and Carl while we're traveling. You will of course act as the executor." "I would be honored to. I'll have it completed before you go." "You can tear up the agreement that Carl and I signed. You don't have any objections to that do you Carl?" "The only thing I object to is that we need to have any arrangement at all my love. Walter as soon as Anne's will is probated Sandy and I need to come see you about a lot of things and first among them will be drawing up new wills of our own." "I will be at your disposal when the time comes Carl. I also want to welcome you to the team. I was a good friend of Anne's father so I've known this remarkable woman for a long time. If she thinks enough of you to be the father of her child then that's the highest recommendation you could ever receive. I very much look forward to meeting your wife because I've never known anybody with the kind of compassion she must possess to agree to let you do what you're doing for Anne." "There is one more thing Walter, can you please look into the legal aspects of our child? We need to know if Carl and Sandy have to adopt her or if he has legal custody by being the father. Since we're not married I don't want there to be any loose ends regarding whom she belongs to. Whatever it takes, she needs to be Carl and Sandy's child. Please make sure the agreement with the surrogate is iron clad and she can't lay claim to the baby." "Don't worry about that Anne. I'll see to it." We finished lunch and sent a text to Melissa to have the car ready. She was waiting for us when we arrived in the garage. Once we were in the car I turned to Anne and pulled her close and kissed her. "That was a very interesting meeting my love." "How does it feel to be a rich man Carl?" "I've been a rich man since I walked back into your house eight days ago. I just have more money now. By the way, what kind of salary do I get being the CEO of your corporation?" "I don't take a fixed salary. I've arranged most of what I spend to be an expense for the corporation but I can transfer funds to my private account up to the limit of the amount of cash the corporation has. It's actually not pure cash but T-Bills." "And how much is that?" "You saw the balance sheet this morning. We currently hold one billion dollars." "You could take all of that out?" "I've never had a reason to. It's primarily there to be able to act quickly if an opportunity presents itself and we need money fast. The most I've ever taken out in compensation is sixty million in one year. The last two years I've only taken twelve million. You will have the same arrangement but you'll soon find that buying stuff isn't all that much fun once you have everything you really need, and you will as soon as I'm gone." "Oh my precious darling that is so not true. I have everything I really need right here in my arms and no amount of money could ever change that." "You never stop finding ways to tell me you love me do you? And I know they come straight from your heart because they make me feel like I'm going to explode from all the love you've given me." "But speaking of money, I got you credit cards in your name that are for my accounts. There's a platinum American Express and a Black Visa card. They both have no limit." She reached in her purse and took them out and handed them to me. "We need to stop at the bank so you can get a debit card on my checking account for cash if you need it." She pressed herself tightly against me and held my hand as we headed back uptown to the doctor's office to do the daily check up on the egg harvesting process. When we arrived at Dr. Martin's we were shown right in and were told that a problem had come up. Delores had been in an accident and broken her hip and couldn't do the insemination for at least eight weeks. This meant it might take some time to find another surrogate. Dr. Martin said we could still harvest Anne's eggs on Thursday but they would have to be fertilized then frozen until a new surrogate was found. She said we could wait until after we had found somebody to harvest her eggs but it could take as long as a couple of weeks. We told her we would think about it and call her later today. I asked her if she had a way to video the actual insemination of the egg and the implantation procedure. She said there was a camera that could be attached to the microscope and one that could be inserted during the implantation process but that they did not have them on the premises. I asked her if she could arrange to have them brought in quickly enough to record both procedures. She said she could make a phone call to the research institute that had this equipment and find out if she could borrow them but there might be a charge for doing so. I told her to make the call because I wanted to show them to our child one day. When we walked out of the building Melissa was waiting for us. We got in the car and told her about what had happened and to head back to the house. "Melissa do you have any romantic music you could play for us on the way home?" "You two don't need romantic music. It only encourages you to take your clothes off." "We're going to do that anyway so I thought it might help to cover up the sounds." Melissa pushed a button and Andrea Bocelli began to sing 'Besame Mucho'. "That's perfect Melissa, thank you." "You know what besame mucho means don't you Anne." "It means kiss me a lot. And you need to get started but first help me get out of this suit. I find it very confining and uncomfortable all of a sudden. I don't like wearing business attire anymore. In fact I don't like wearing clothes at all anymore." "Well you don't have to wear them on my account. Sit up and let me help you take off that jacket." I quickly removed her jacket then took her skirt off to reveal that she had on a red lace thong and no hose. "The Anne Cordet I used to know would never wear such sexy undies to a business meeting." "That Anne Cordet has disappeared. You've awakened the real Anne Cordet and she'll wear sexy undies for you anytime you want." I slowly unbuttoned the beautiful white silk blouse she was wearing and when I finished I saw she had on a sexy bra to match the thong. I helped her out of the blouse then undid the clasp of the bra and removed it and put it on the pile with her coat and skirt. She didn't wait for me to take her panties off opting instead to raise her hips up and slip them down and off in one quick motion. "Now lets get your suit off so you can get back to the kissing." Together we had my clothes lying on the pile with hers in less than a minute. She leaned over and slid back on her side so she could get her head in my lap and her mouth on my cock, which she began sucking and licking while her hand cradled my balls. I sat back to enjoy this and felt my cock harden in her hot wet mouth. I turned my head and saw the driver of the car next to us. I was thankful that the windows were tinted sufficiently to prevent anyone seeing in. As soon as Anne had me at full erection she removed her mouth and sat up. "Slide over a little so you're sitting in the middle of the seat." I did as she told me and when I was in position she put her leg over my legs to straddle me and lowered her hips until my upright cock made contact with her slit. Her hand guided the tip to her wet vagina and she pressed down to engulf me in her warm pink folds. She made a few up and down gyrations to be sure I was exactly where she wanted me then said, "Now, about that kissing. It's time you got started." No sooner had she said that than the song ended. The next song that began playing was Michael Bolton's 'Sexual Healing', another appropriate selection. I pulled her head to me and kissed her lips. We exchanged tongues and kissed for a few minutes while she wiggled her pelvis around to massage my cock with her vagina. I put my hands on her shoulders and pushed her back and up so I could get my mouth on her breasts. She arched her back and pressed the one I was sucking against my face then started sliding her hips up and down about half way on my cock. "Ohhh Yesss Carl, suck my tit. Suck it while I fuck you." Her eyes were closed and her movements on my lap were rhythmic and deliberate. She would pull almost completely off me then push determinedly back down until I was inside her to my full length. I was sure no one had ever fucked me with such total concentration before. She was oblivious to everything but what she was doing and what we were feeling. I joined with her in this single-minded absorption and felt my heart fill with love. She never made a sound, even when we both knew my climax was approaching and when I began to spew hot cum into her she pressed herself to me and joined me in orgasm. Her contractions milked the pearly liquid out of me without my having to do anything to assist. She lowered her head down beside mine and rested it on my shoulder. I moved my hands from her ass and put my arms around her and held her close to me. Her arms encircled my neck as she returned her mouth to mine for some more gentle kissing. Melissa said, "Wow you two. Even without your usual passionate vocalizations I really felt that. You're radiating love like somebody turned on the heater back there. You have no idea what a joy it is to be so close to two people who are that much in love. While you two bask in the afterglow of your lovemaking I've got just the song for you to listen to." She pushed a few buttons and 'Said I Loved You But I Lied' began to play. She was right it was perfect for the way we both felt. Anne stopped kissing me and looked into my eyes while she listened to the song. When she heard the words 'this is more than love I feel inside' tears started rolling down her cheeks. She didn't have to say anything; I knew it was true. When the song ended she laid her head back on my shoulder still refusing to relinquish my cock from her wet vagina. "Melissa can you play something a little more upbeat for us now?" A few seconds later Robert Palmer's 'Addicted to Love' began. Melissa was musically chronicling our feelings perfectly. She was just as in tune with our feelings for each other as we were ourselves. I really admired her intuition. Somehow it didn't seem strange to have her around when we were being intimate. It sure didn't bother Anne and Melissa actually seemed to get a voyeuristic thrill out of vicariously experiencing our orgasms. When we returned to the house neither of us even bothered to put on a single item of clothing before getting out of the car and walking slowly to the elevator. "Melissa would you please put our clothes in with the other things that need to go to the laundry?" "No problem Anne. What time do you two want to have dinner?" "Seven thirty should be fine. Tell Anthony to surprise us. You could bring us up a bottle of Champagne if you don't mind." When we got back to the room I asked Anne how she felt about the news we got at the doctor's. She was disappointed but she still wanted to do this and she had confidence that Dr. Martin could find us somebody to carry the baby. "Anne I'm going to call Sandy and ask her if she would consider doing it." "Carl, are you sure? That's really asking a lot of her considering what she's already done for me." "This would solve the possible problem of a surrogate trying to lay claim to the baby. I know it's a remote chance but with you not here we can't rule out what kind of legal shenanigans a woman we don't even know could try to pull despite all the forms and contracts that we have her sign beforehand. You more than anyone should know how desperate people can be when it comes to money and if they find out how much money you have they're liable to do anything to get some of it. I won't push Sandy to do it but I think we should at least find out how she feels about it." I picked up my phone and hit the button to call Sandy. "Sandy, it's Carl. I've got a problem I need your help with." "What's the matter honey? Is something wrong with Anne?" "No Anne is fine but we just returned from the doctor and found out that the woman who was going to be her surrogate and carry the baby can't do it. It may take some time to find a replacement and that means if Anne's eggs are harvested on Thursday they will need to be frozen until somebody is found. This lowers the chance of a successful pregnancy a little and it draws this process out more than we originally thought. And there is always the chance that a surrogate will try to retain custody of the child and without Anne here to fight something like that it could turn into a nasty situation later. So I suggested that we let you be the surrogate. How would you feel about that?" "Jesus Carl what a question. How much are we expected to do for her?" "Sweetie this was all my idea from the beginning. I'm not trying to push you into anything. I just thought since we're going to raise her that you would be the perfect person to carry her. It would make both of us feel more like she really was our child. You've done this before and you had very good pregnancies so I'm sure you could do it again. But it's completely up to you. Do you want to think about it and call me back?" "Oh fuck, in for a penny in for a pound. I heard how excited she was when I spoke to her the other day. If I do this I know it will help reassure her that we're all thinking about the baby and it would break her heart if anything were to interfere with what's already been started. What do I have to do?" "We have another appointment with the doctor in the morning. Can you be at her office at nine AM?" "I'll have to get my mother to come stay with the kids. Where is the doctor located?" "Don't worry about that, there will be a car at the house at eight-fifteen to pick you up." Anne grabbed the phone from me and started talking. "Sandy I can't tell you how much this means to me. You've no idea how you and Carl have already changed my life in such a short time and now you're doing something unbelievable for me. You can rest assured that I will provide anything you need during your pregnancy. 24/7 care for you and your children and whatever else you want, maids, cooks, medical expenses, daily massages, you name it. I'll spoil you the way I'm sure you will spoil our child when I'm no longer here to do it. Thank you Sandy, thank you so much." "Anne I'm beginning to feel the same way about you that Carl does. For whatever reason you reached out for help and the universe sent him to you. I can hear what it's done to you and now I feel like I've been given a chance to do something for you and I know I shouldn't refuse to do this. It will mean as much to Carl and me as it does to you. It's changing my understanding about what love really is. I know that I must do this and I have to do it with as much love as I can because that love will come back to me later so I can share it with Carl and our new child. It is I who should be thanking you Anne. You've given me an opportunity to expand my whole being and see life in an entirely new way." "Sandy you really are a saint. I feel like I've only been alive since Carl came here and everyday I'm presented with new experiences that hit me with the impact of an atomic bomb. Please don't ever feel that I've taken anything away from you. I know how much Carl loves you and loving me has not diminished it in any way. He's growing too and you will be the beneficiary of that growth. He is the most wonderful man I've ever met and I'm sure I don't need to tell you that. I can't wait until tomorrow. I want to hug you and let you see and feel what a difference you two are making in my life. Goodbye and bless you." Anne handed the phone back to me, "Sandy she's right, you really are a saint and I love you more than I ever have. This is already making me feel closer to you and looking forward to the birth of our new child and the years of watching her grow up. Oh, and one more thing. You remember that agreement we have with Anne about the gift she promised to give us for doing this? Well we've agreed to cancel it. She's making us the sole heirs and beneficiaries in her will. When she dies we're going to inherit a little over ten billion dollars. I didn't want to tell you about that until you made your decision about carrying the baby. Think about that tonight and I'll see you in the morning. Goodnight my love." Before I had finished speaking with Sandy, Anne was on her phone talking to Dr. Martin and arranging for Sandy to come with us in the morning when we were scheduled so she could be checked out for being the surrogate. She had just finished talking to Dr. Martin when Melissa came into the room with the Champagne. "Ooops, I didn't realize you were both still naked." "Don't worry about that Melissa. Just bring that Champagne over here. It's not like you haven't seen us naked before and I need a drink. You're not going to believe what's happened now." "Yet another surprise?" "I'll let you decide. Carl's wife Sandy has agreed to be my surrogate. She's meeting us at the doctor's tomorrow to get checked out." "Wow, this is really turning into a first class soap opera. You two should have your own reality TV show. That wife of yours is quite a woman Carl." "Don't I know it." Melissa left and we finished our glass of wine and decided to head for the spa and have a nice long soak in the pool. Anne was so wrought with emotion about what was happening that she was actually shaking when we got in the bath. "Quit thinking about this so much and for God's sake quit worrying about it. None of this will make the least bit of difference in a hundred years. Relax and enjoy what happens no matter what it is. I gently washed her and caressed her and kissed her. She finally calmed down and lay beside me so she could slide herself all over me. Her hand lovingly wrapped around my cock and began slowly sliding up and down. "Ooooohhhh yessss baby this is all that matters isn't it? I have to remember to take one step at a time and live each moment. Nothing else exists right now but us and how good your cock feels as it grows in my hand. Fuck me my love. Fuck me right here in this bath and let me wallow in our love." She raised her leg up and I turned toward her. She guided my cock to her vagina and I pushed against her. I slid into her and started caressing her breast with my hand. I kissed her and kept my mouth on hers the whole time I slowly fucked her as we lay half submerged in the warm soapy water. Finally my cock swelled and throbbed, then began spraying cum into her warm wet cunt. She moaned into my mouth with each spurt and held me tight. After dinner we returned to the bedroom and made love until after midnight. We only stopped long enough to go to the bathroom and have a drink of water occasionally. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 05 We woke up at seven-thirty and got dressed for the visit to the doctor's. Anne had called the limo service to have a car sent to my house to pick up Sandy and we wanted to get to the doctor's early so we would be there when she arrived. Anthony fixed us another delicious breakfast and Melissa was waiting for us in the garage to drive us to the office. I was a little apprehensive about this meeting but I shouldn't have been. When Sandy walked in the door to the reception room we both got up and went to her. Anne threw her arms around her and hugged her. "Oh Sandy, thank you so much for being here and doing this. I still can't fully comprehend the magnitude of your generosity." "I'm having a little trouble adjusting to your generosity. You're leaving us everything you've got, everything you've worked your whole life for and you call me generous." "None of that matters to me anymore. Carl has given me the only real thing I've ever known and now you are giving me a future, a beautiful miracle that will be my legacy as a result of the love you both are giving to me. The money and the property will just make it easier for you to take care of my precious child." A nurse arrived and asked Sandy to follow her to begin her examination. It would take a little longer for what she needed to do than it would for Anne. In a few minutes Anne was called back for her check up and I waited in the reception room. A half hour later I was told to go to a consulting room where I found Anne and Sandy waiting for me along with Dr. Martin. "Well ladies and gentleman, it looks like we're back on track. Sandy is almost as good a candidate for surrogacy as Delores was with one little exception and that is her age. Usually we like to use women who have had a previous pregnancy and are no more than twenty-six years old but Sandy is only four years beyond that and is in excellent health and condition so I see no medical indication that would disqualify her. She is even in the perfect spot in her menstrual cycle for implantation on Thursday so I assume you all want to proceed with this." "I have the legal adoption papers that your attorney sent over as well as our standard forms regarding the extraction, the sperm donation, the implantation and the storage of your frozen fertilized eggs. Anne, as soon as you sign these, this child or any other resulting from your frozen eggs will legally and officially belong to Mr. and Mrs. Evans or to the surviving spouse in the case of one of them dying. You are all sure this is what you want?" We all said yes and signed the forms. Anne and Sandy were given instruction sheets for how to prepare for their respective procedures and what to expect. She told me that my part was the easiest and I would be given instructions when I got there on Thursday. "Dr. Martin, one more thing, what would happen to my frozen eggs in the event that both Mr. and Mrs. Evans were deceased?" "What would you want to happen to them?" "I guess I would want Melissa to have them. She will be my child's godmother so she should decide what to do with the remaining eggs." "I'll have an amendment made to the storage agreement specifying her as the owner in the event that you and Mr. and Mrs. Evans are all deceased. You and Melissa can sign it Thursday when you come in for the procedures." When we all returned to the reception room Anne called Melissa and the driver of Sandy's limo and told them we would be out front in five minutes. Anne took Sandy's hand and held it as we all rode down in the elevator. When we got to the lobby Anne told her, "Sandy I know Hallmark couldn't possibly have a card for this occasion so just let me tell you again how much I appreciate what you're doing." "I'm actually starting to get excited Anne. And I want you to know how much I appreciate all the presents that you've been sending me. They're all wonderful and I love them, especially that bracelet from Tiffany's. I've never had anything from there before and it's exquisite." "It's been fun for me to pick out those things for you since I won't be around to do things like that for my daughter. I'm sure you'll do that for her though." "Count on it Anne. We'll spoil her as much as you would." Sandy's limo pulled up and Anne hugged her again then I hugged her and kissed her and told her how proud I was of her and how much I loved her. I could tell she was OK with this decision and I felt much better than when I arrived. Melissa pulled up shortly after Sandy left and we got in the back seat. "Well, how did it go? I can't wait to know what happened." "The show's back on Melissa. Sandy has consented and been approved to be my surrogate. We all feel that this is the right way to do this. It keeps it all in the family so to speak." "I was hoping to hear this. I had already made up my mind to do it for you if it didn't work out with Sandy." "Oh shit Melissa, are you trying to make me cry? I already feel like you're my sister and now you go and say something like that. What have I done to deserve so much love from so many people?" "You've shown us all that you really needed it and you've accepted it and appreciate it and you've even learned how to return it." "Thank you Melissa. I mean it when I say you're like a sister to me. You should also know that I've designated you to be the owner of my frozen eggs should both Carl and Sandy die." I had the folder with copies of the documents the doctor gave us so I read the instructions to follow for Anne's egg extraction procedure. She was not to eat or drink after midnight Wednesday. She should have an enema Thursday morning and she was to shave her pubic hair. "It says here that they want you to shave your pubic hair for the procedure. Would you do me a big favor and have it waxed instead of shaving?" "You have a thing for bald beavers do you?" "Yes I do actually. Waxing keeps the hair off longer and it doesn't itch like crazy when it grows out again." "And you know this how?" "Sandy's done it for me a couple of times. It has a very positive effect on my libido." "That's all I need to hear." She took out her phone and found the card for the spa we went to for the fabulous massages we had a few days ago and called for an appointment for a Brazilian waxing tomorrow after her last check up at the doctor. She insisted I get a massage while she was being waxed so she booked me one with both Cindy and Kathy. We had dinner out and went to a play. It was a revival of Cabaret so naturally we decided to go to a jazz club afterward where we could dance. I was surprised at how good a dancer Anne was. She told me her mother insisted she take lessons when she was in school but was glad she had done it. It felt really good to hold her and dance with her. She wore another of her expensive, elegant but sexy gowns with practically no back it was cut so low and I wore my new tux. There was an old fashioned ensemble of musicians, a piano player, a drummer, a saxophone, a bass fiddle and a pretty female vocalist from Canada with the sexiest, sultriest voice I had ever heard. They did mostly old standards and a few modern ballads and they did them perfectly. Holding her close and moving slowly to these songs made it feel like we were melting into each other. When they played 'I've Never Been in Love Before' Anne raised her head up from my shoulder to look in my eyes as the words seem to pour out of the singer's mouth like warm syrup and flow all over us. I could tell Anne wanted to cry as she listened to a song that could have been written for her but she was just too much in love to let the tears out. We left early for the doctor's on Wednesday because Anne wanted to go to the adult video store. I asked her what she was looking for and she wouldn't tell me until we got there and she asked the clerk to show her the strap-on dildos. "I guess I don't have to ask what you intend to do with one of those do I?" "Well I thought since we both enjoy you fucking me in the ass we should try it the other way around." Anne picked out three strap-ons and asked the clerk if she could try the harnesses on. He told her she could use one of the private video booths but since there wasn't anybody else in the store, she just pulled up her skirt and tried them on over her thong. She chose one that fit her very well and was comfortable and asked about the dildo that went with it. The clerk showed her several that fit that harness and she decided to get three of them in different sizes each with its own harness. One seven inches, one eight inches and one nine inches long. They were extremely realistic and they had vibrators in them. She also got three small vibrating dildos that could go into the woman's ass or vagina while she was wearing the harness. Visions of what I was in for began to flicker through my head. She paid for them and we started walking to the doctor's office. Dr. Martin was very pleased with the results of the tests and said we should be back in the office at seven thirty the next day and told me I could give my semen while Anne was having her extraction procedure. Sandy would be prepped and waiting in another room and the implantation would occur soon after Anne's eggs had been fertilized. If all went well we should have a baby on the way in about two weeks. She told Anne to refrain from vaginal intercourse from now until forty-eight hours following the extraction procedure. Suddenly it became clearer why Anne wanted to visit the sex shop. We left the doctor's office and walked to the spa. Anne was taken to a room to do her waxing and Cindy and Kathy led me to one of the massage rooms. They didn't even bother to ask me what kind of massage I wanted; we just all started taking our clothes off. This time they were much more comfortable with me and a lot more intimate in their touching. They rubbed their tits all over me and took turns laying on top of me and sliding up and down my body. Cindy straddled my chest then rubbed her bald pussy all over it. She inched her slit ever closer to my face until her lips made contact with mine. I stuck my tongue out and flicked it across her clit. She pulled back but soon returned so I could do it again. Finally she pressed her lips against mine and kept them there. I sucked her clit into my mouth and licked it gently. She began to slowly gyrate her hips. While I was busy licking Cindy, Kathy was stroking my hard cock with one oily hand and massaging my balls with the other. They made a great team. As Kathy's fabulous hand job took me closer to cumming, Cindy's arousal increased right along with mine. I was truly amazed at their ability to massage my cock to orgasm without making me feel like they were jerking me off. Anne was right, we should just invite them to move in with us. Kathy knew I was about to explode before I did and said, "Get ready Cindy we're about to have a gusher here." Cindy moved forward a little so she could get her vagina over my mouth. I stuck my tongue in it and she used her fingers to rub her clit. In a few seconds I felt her start to cum on my face and Kathy gently squeezed my balls and let go of my cock. It was rock hard and standing straight up as the first spurt of cum jetted from the tip. Kathy squealed as each additional glob erupted from me and splattered on my stomach. "I just love to make a man do this. It's so much fun to watch; it almost gets me off too." They had just finished cleaning me up when the door opened and Anne walked in. "I see you've been left in very capable hands. I don't need to ask if you enjoyed yourself." "How was your waxing session?" "Not as painful as I thought it would be but the results are worth it. You're going to love it. I feel even sexier than usual so I hope Cindy and Kathy didn't wear you out." "So show me." "No. Not until we get home because I know what would happen if I did and I don't think they would approve of us taking up one of their rooms for the next hour while you had fun with my pussy. Can you still call it a pussy if there's no hair on it?" "That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet. Come on let's get out of here and spend the rest of the day in bed." We paid for our treatments and Anne gave Cindy and Kathy each a hundred-dollar bill and thanked them for taking good care of me. "Any time Ms. Cordet. It was a pleasure I can assure you." Anne knew what that meant. "I can't leave you alone for thirty minutes can I?" "I don't want you to leave me alone for thirty seconds my love." Anne had already called Melissa to come and get us so when we walked out of the spa the car was waiting for us. Melissa opened the back door for us and when she got in the driver's seat she asked what was in the bag Anne was carrying. Anne proceeded to take the dildos out and show them to her. "I can see you two are really kicking it up a notch. Are you going to wait until I get you home or are you going to get started now?" "I think Carl needs a little respite after his special massage so we'll try to keep it down for the ride home." "Carl you haven't been naughty, have you?" "It didn't feel naughty to me." "I'll just bet it didn't." "Anne we've got a busy day tomorrow, why don't we just eat in tonight and after dinner we can go to that impressive theater you have in your house and watch a movie. I haven't even seen a TV screen since I've been with you." "It's been a while since I've watched a movie too. Which one did you have in mind?" "Have you ever seen 'A Walk in The Clouds'? It's one of Sandy's favorites. It's a love story so you should enjoy it." "Yes my love if Sandy likes it then I'm sure I will too. At least I should enjoy it because I can only aspire to the kind of love she has shown me in letting you be with me and what she is doing for me and our child." When we got back to the house we had Melissa bring us up a bottle of Champagne and we headed for the spa to play in the bath. Anne told me to get in while she made a big production out of revealing her denuded crotch to me by playing peek-a-boo with a large towel. By the time she dropped the towel completely and bent over so I could see her from behind, my cock was fully erect. "I guess I don't have to ask you if you like it." I started to say something and she shushed me. "The way you look at me is all the answer I need my love. When I see your face like this it makes me feel so special. The way you love me makes me weak and dizzy and pulls me deeper into love with you. My beloved Carl, I am more grateful for your love than I could ever have imagined. Thank you so much for loving me this way." She got in the bath and we spent almost half an hour playing with each other and washing our bodies pausing only for kissing and sips of Champagne. She liked rubbing her bald soapy slit on my hard shaft as she straddled me. I liked kissing her tits while she did it. After we finished we put on robes and went down for an early dinner. Anthony had prepared a fabulous lobster salad and some freshly baked granary bread. We finished the Champagne while we ate then went up to the theater. Anne went upstairs while I managed to get the movie ready by using the NetFlix connection. She returned with the moisturizing lotion I liked so much. "You can rub some of this lotion on my pussy while we're watching. I'll give you a hand job if you promise to be good and don't cum." We sat on one of the sofas and leisurely played with each other while we watched the movie. "I can see why Sandy likes this movie. It's such a simple honest love story. I'm so grateful we don't have other people interfering in our love story. Everybody we know is supportive of us being together and that means so much to me." We rode up to the bedroom and got ready for bed where I continued my meticulous exploration of Anne's bare crotch. Vaginal intercourse may have been off the menu but oral sex was still very much an option. One I indulged in for almost an hour. She must have cum half a dozen times as I licked and sucked her beautiful naked pussy. "As soon as you feel you've recovered from your procedure I'll pick this up right where I've left off. I don't seem to be able to get enough of your fabulous nude twat." "I was hoping you'd say that. Since you like it so much I intend to keep it this way for you. As long as you continue to keep your tongue on me." "Don't worry about that. The only time I won't be licking your pussy will be when my cock is inside it." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 06 We awoke early to prepare for the big event. It wasn't every day that you got the chance to schedule the creation of a new human being. Even when a couple is making every effort, conventional conception can be a hit or miss proposition. Success is usually reported some weeks later and comes as a thrilling surprise to one if not both participants. Having experienced the natural method I was inclined to like this programmed technique even better. It was a conscious decision that both potential parents shared equally. It didn't even matter if both of the partners were of different genders. "Are you ready for this my love?" "Oh Carl I've never been more excited about anything in my life. I still can't believe we're really going to do this. I love you so much." "Then let's go make a baby." "After Anne's enema we showered and I shaved before getting dressed. We stopped in the kitchen so I could have some toast and coffee then met Melissa in the garage. We got to the doctor's office at seven and parked in the building's garage. Melissa came up with us. Anne was shown in immediately so they could get her prepped. Ten minutes later Sandy arrived. Anne had sent the limo to pick her up. I put my arms around her and kissed her. "Hello my love. You look beautiful this morning. Did you sleep OK last night? "Thank you darling and yes I did sleep well. I feel very good about this and I'm ready. Can you be in the room with me when they do the implant? After all, you were with me the first two times I got pregnant." "I'll ask and if they say it's OK I'll be with you and hold your hand." Another nurse appeared and told Sandy to come with her so she could be prepped for her procedure. A few minutes later an attractive young nurse came into the reception area and asked me if I was ready to give my sperm specimen. I told her I was and she said to follow her. I was surprised when Melissa stood up and started walking with me. The nurse looked at us and said this part of the procedure was usually performed solo. Melissa told her, "Ms. Cordet wants everything to be perfect for this procedure and has asked me to assist Mr. Evans if he requires it." She looked at me and said, "Let me get this straight. You have your girlfriend in one room having her eggs extracted so they can be fertilized by your sperm and implanted into your wife who's in another room and your assistant here is going to help you produce your sperm specimen in yet another room." "That pretty much sums it up." I answered. "And I thought I had seen everything. Please follow me." She led us to a small room with a comfortable chair, a table and a flat screen TV. She then handed me a glass dish that looked like the top of a margarita glass without the stem and told me to ejaculate into it. Then she covered the seat of the chair with a large clean towel. "There are several stimulating videos to help you get in the mood. Pick one out and put it in the DVD player. Of course you may use your assistant to provide the stimulation if you prefer. Just don't get any saliva mixed in with the semen. There is a bottle of sterile lubricant if you want it. When you finish, put the dish in the little cabinet on the wall and return to the reception area. Can you think of anything else you need?" "I believe you've covered everything very nicely." She turned to leave and stopped when she got to the door and said, "One more question before I go. Are you busy Saturday night?" She winked then opened the door and left. When she had gone I asked Melissa, "Did Anne really ask you to do this?" "Not exactly but I thought it might be more fun if I helped. Jerking off to a porn flick is OK but we want a nice big load for making a baby and I do have experience with making guys cum. Besides I've got a really good idea of what gets you off from all the times you and Anne have played in the back seat of the car." "I don't doubt that for a minute Melissa." "We won't be having sex, I'll just be performing a therapeutic extraction on you." "Yeah, right." "Now you get naked and sit in that comfy chair and I'll get to work. Do you want me to put in a DVD or would you rather have me provide the visual stimulation?" "Melissa you're much too intelligent to ask stupid questions." "I thought I'd check on whether you just wanted a helping hand or the full Monty." "This occasion calls for an opening night production not a dress rehearsal. Show me what you can do to make me cum." "Unfortunately they didn't provide spotlights, a sound system or a pole for me to do a proper striptease so I'll have to see if I can improvise something appropriate." I took my clothes off quickly and sat down in the chair. Melissa was pretty enough with her clothes on to induce a nice fantasy, I was looking forward to playing this little game with her. She bent over and took her shoes off first. Since she was also our bodyguard as well as our chauffeur she always wore shoes she could run in or kick somebody's ass with if the occasion warranted it. I was a little surprised to see her feet clad in pink stockings instead of socks though. She stood up and removed her jacket followed by her white shirt leaving her in a very pretty pink lace bra and her black trousers. She slowly pulled the end of her belt out of the loops of the pants and unbuckled it. She never took her eyes off me as she unbuttoned the pants and eased the zipper down. She wriggled her hips and legs as she slowly slid the pants down and stepped out of them to reveal a matching pink garter belt and thong along with the pink stockings I had glimpsed when she had removed her shoes. "What do you think Carl?" "I think that's a lot of pink Melissa." "You haven't seen pink yet Carl; but you will." She turned around and leaned over to put her hands on the table that held the television then spread her legs to show me her beautiful ass framed perfectly by the garter belt and the tops of her stockings. The lips of her pussy were clearly visible through the sheer pink fabric of the thong. She put her hands on her ass and spread her cheeks apart. The tiny crotch of the thong rolled into a string and slid between her labia. I could make out the little wrinkles around her puckered asshole and my cock began to stir at the sight of her. I felt very at ease with her since she had watched me with Anne so many times in the back seat of the car. She stood and turned around then said, "Go ahead and put your hand around that nice cock and I'll show you my tits." My fingers encircled the shaft of my cock and I slowly began to move my hand up and down. She reached behind her and undid the clasp of her bra and slid the straps off her shoulders. It slid down her arms and she turned and placed it on the pile with her other clothes. Her breasts were perfect in all respects, size, color, areolae, nipples, the curve and the shape. I could feel my cock stiffening as I studied them. She gently swayed her shoulders to make them rock from side to side. "I see my boobs are making a very nice impression on you. Let's see if my warm tight pussy has any effect on you." Her hands moved to the little waistband of her thong and her thumbs slipped underneath it. She pulled up on it and caused the thin pink material to compress her lips as the edges peeked out from the sides. She moved her hands to the top of the little triangle of the thong and pulled up on it so that it rose up her mound and the smaller back of the thong slid between her lips and exposed most of them. Her left hand slid down and began to rub the visible sides of her pussy. She moaned softly as she continued to slide the thong around and rubbed it all over her crotch. Finally she returned her hands to the sides of the waistband and began to inch it down. My cock twitched and came to full erection when I saw the little patch of soft downy blonde hair above her bare pussy. Like Sandy, Melissa was a natural blonde and the color of her pubic hair, what little there was of it, matched the hair on her head exactly. When the thong reached the tops of her knees she undulated her hips and legs from side to side and the little garment fell to her ankles. She stepped out of it with one foot and used the other one to deliver the wisp of lace to the pile of clothes on the table. She moved toward me as she said, "I think you like what you see. Anne told me how much you liked her bald pussy so I had mine done for you too. I left a little welcome mat at the top just in case you thought I looked too much like a little girl." "I appreciate the gesture but I can assure you I would never mistake you for a little girl. You're one of the sexiest women I've ever seen." "That's very sweet of you to say and as a reward you can do more than look at me." She moved her stomach close to my face and said, "Take a nice deep breath and tell me if it smells like a woman's pussy." She spread her legs apart, which brought her little blonde tuft of hair an inch from my nose. I inhaled deeply and my brain was filled with the fragrance of an exotic, earthy perfume mixed with the unmistakable natural scent of a woman in heat. The sensation made me dizzy. I could feel my pulse speed up and my cock harden as the blood pulsed through it. "Oh my god Melissa you smell delicious." "In that case you should take a little taste, just to be sure." I moved my mouth forward and licked the top of her slit and the hood that enclosed her ample clitoris. She tasted even better than she smelled. I felt her hands on the side of my head as she gently pulled my face against her mound. I pursed my lips and sucked her clit into my mouth and she began to moan. "Ohhhh yes Carl suck it baby. Kiss me and lick me and make me wet. Do to me what I've heard you do to Anne all those times in the car. Make me cum Carl. Make me scream like Anne does when you suck her pussy." I let go of my cock and placed both hands on her fabulous ass and squeezed her cheeks as I pulled her hips to me and pressed her pussy to my lips. I stuck my tongue as far back as I could and licked her slit upwards toward her clit. I felt her juices coating my tongue as the tip parted her labia. I kept this up for several minutes as she continued to get wetter with each broad lap of my tongue along her slit. I moved my right hand around and stuck my index finger into her hot sopping hole. It slid in so easily I added my middle finger to it and began to rub her g-spot while my lips engulfed her clit and sucked on it. "Ohhhh Goddd Carl, Yesssss. Now I know what Anne's been screaming about. Ohhhh baby yesssss oooohhhhh keep doing that. Ohhh, Ohhh, Ohhh you're going to make me cum, Oh yesss you're making me cummmm!" Her legs tensed and her vagina squeezed my fingers as her orgasm swept through her. "Oh Jesus Carl that was wonderful baby really wonderful." She was breathing hard and deep as she wrapped her arms around my head and held it against her stomach. After a minute to recover she gently pushed me away. "Before I make you do that to me again we better get back to what we're here for. Stand up." I stood and she moved me away from the chair and sat down with her butt barely on the edge of the seat and leaned back so only her head was elevated. She spread her legs apart and told me to hand her the little dish, which she placed on her stomach just above the little patch of pubic hair. I noticed that the hair seemed to sparkle and asked her how she managed to get it to do that. "I have a very nice spray powder that has tiny specks of glitter in it so in addition to the fragrance it twinkles too." "You did that for me?" "Carl, I happen to like you and I wanted to make this event as special as I could. Now you kneel down between my legs and see if you can make that marvelous cock give up some of that hot cream. Come on, Victoria's getting anxious to get here." I knelt down and started stroking my cock, which was rock hard from eating her pussy. She watched me intently as the tip hovered close to her clit. She began to massage her tits and pinch her nipples as she pulled on them. "That's good baby, rub that hard cock for me. Show me how much I turn you on." I moved forward slightly so my balls pressed against her clit with the head of my cock pointed at the dish. The last time I had jerked off with a girl was when I was a senior in high school. Fortunately it's an activity you never forget how to do. "Oh Carl that's good baby. Do it faster. Fill that dish with cum for me. Look at my pussy when you cum and think about how nice it would feel to be inside it. You'd like that wouldn't you? I know I would, now come on let me have your cum. Quickly or I'll be forced to take matters into my own hands." I felt the old familiar feeling of an impending orgasm and held the head of my cock on the lip of the dish as I stroked faster. I stopped when I felt the first spurt begin. It shot into the dish all the way to the other side. I squeezed the shaft and sprayed another glob of cum on top of the first. "Ohhh Yesss Carl do it baby, give me some more." Her urging induced another three blasts of thick white cum into the dish. I figured that was plenty of sperms for Victoria so I backed up and shot another two spurts onto Melissa's pussy and wiped the head of my cock up and down her slit as more of my thick hot cream dribbled out of me. She spread her legs wide apart in anticipation of my shoving my still hard cock up her wet twat but that was a bridge too far so I plopped back on my haunches and just sat there. She picked up the dish and held it with both hands as she examined the contents. "Hello Victoria. Welcome to planet earth. I know this isn't exactly where you expected to be but don't you worry, we're going to take you to meet your mommy and then you'll be put in your other mommy's nice warm womb so you can become the miracle we've been waiting for." She stood up and walked over to the cabinet on the wall and opened it and sat the dish down on the shelf. There was another door to the cabinet on the other side so Melissa knocked on it and in a few seconds it opened. The technician looked quite surprised to see Melissa standing there but managed to say, "It looks like everything came out just fine." Then she picked up the dish and closed the door. Melissa walked back over to me and stood with her pussy close to my face. She used her finger to wipe up some of my cum from her mound and stuck it in her mouth. "Ummmmh, Anne's right. You do have sweet cum. You want to play some more?" "Yes. But we can't. This was great and I really appreciate you're doing it but anything else would complicate things. Let's just keep this in our memories for when we're older." "I understand. But you know, life is funny. If anything were to happen to Sandy just remember I'd be there for you and the kids." "That means a lot to me Melissa and I will remember. You're not the kind of woman a man forgets." She got some tissues and finished cleaning up her pussy before putting her clothes back on. I got dressed and we returned to the reception area. In a little while Dr. Martin came out and said that Anne was in the recovery room so they could monitor her for any bleeding and to allow the effects of the anesthetic to dissipate. She told us that everything had gone very well and she expected no complications from the procedure. She harvested twenty eggs and would inseminate all of them. After insemination they would have a single cell extracted from them for DNA inspection. This is a process that identifies over 25 defective genes that would cause diseases such as breast cancer and Down's syndrome. It also allows the gender of the baby to be selected. The inspection resulted in seven fertilized eggs for girls that were ideal. One of which would be implanted into Sandy very soon and the other six would be frozen to use in case something were to happen to Sandy or if the first implant did not succeed and needed to be done again. She said she was very confident that we could expect a successful delivery within a year. I asked her if she was able to arrange for the procedures to be video recorded. "Yes they will be. The research institute was kind enough to send over the cameras and a skilled technician to show me how to use them. He was with me in the operating room when we did Anne's extraction and that procedure was recorded so I could see how to use the equipment. I'm actually considering offering this as an option to other couples but I'll have to buy the cameras and practice with them some more before I feel comfortable enough with them. It may take a while because the cameras are rather expensive and I'll need to train one of my techs in their use." "Dr. Martin you go ahead and order the cameras and put them on our bill. It will be our gift to you for the wonderful work you do and the miracle you are giving us." "That's very gracious of you Mr. Evans. Thank you very much, and thank you for suggesting it. The recordings will not only be a memento for the couples but will be an aid to refining our procedures as well as documenting them for insurance purposes. You and Melissa can go into the recovery room and be with Anne now. We should be able to release her pretty soon." "Dr. Martin, Sandy asked if I could be with her during the implantation. Would that be OK with you." "Of course, but you'll need to put on a gown and mask and scrub up first." I went with her to get dressed and we then proceeded to the office where Sandy was waiting. When we entered I saw her lying there with her legs spread apart and draped over stirrups. Just about all of her except her beautiful bald pussy was covered in blue operating drapery. I walked around to stand next to her head and leaned over and kissed her. "How are you doing baby?" "I'm fine honey, it's not as bad as it looks. I've had similar things done many times when I was pregnant before. They don't even have to sedate me for this. It won't be as much fun as the old fashioned way but it won't take as long either." A nurse came in and brought an instrument to Dr. Martin. She held it up for us to see and explained what it was and what she was going to do with it. She then introduced the person standing next to her as the camera operator and showed us the long thin fiber optic cable that would be inserted along with the long needle that contained the fertilized egg so we would have a video of the actual emplacement of the egg. "Carl did you arrange for the video?" "Yes, I thought little Victoria would want to see how she was created someday." "That is so cool and so thoughtful of you. I love you so much Carl. I really hope this takes the first time so Anne can see Victoria on an ultrasound before she dies. This is such a bittersweet moment for all of us." I took her hand and held it while Dr. Martin proceeded to implant the egg in Sandy. In about fifteen minutes she said she was finished and told Sandy she could get dressed as soon as they took all the drapery off her and then she was free to leave. She said she wanted to see Sandy again in two weeks to make sure everything was proceeding as expected and soon thereafter we would know if she was pregnant. After Sandy got dressed I walked with her to the reception room. "Well you were right, this wasn't as much fun as doing it the old fashioned way but it was still a momentous occasion and I'm very proud of you for doing it." "I feel very good about this Carl. I know what this means to Anne. I also know how much you mean to her and I'm proud of you for doing this too. Because of the baby, somehow this whole situation seems to make a lot more sense to me. This is something she really needed and I'm glad we could give it to her. Take care my love and remember I'll be there waiting for you. I guess I should say we'll be there waiting for you now." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 06 She took out her cell phone to call the limo driver and tell him she was ready to be picked up but I stopped her. "Before you go would you like to come with me to see Anne and tell her everything went well with the implant?" "Yes I would like to see her and let her know I'll take real good care of her baby." When we entered the recovery room Anne was sitting up but still appeared a little groggy. Melissa was standing beside her. When she saw Sandy she said, "Sandy I'm so glad you came to see me. Come over here so I can hold your hand." Sandy walked over to her and leaned down and put her arms around her and hugged her then she took her hand and placed it on her stomach. "Your little girl is right in here now. I'm going to take very good care of her Anne, don't you worry." "Oh Sandy I'm so excited. Victoria you be a good girl now and help your new mommy so you can grow up healthy and strong." A tear slipped out of her eye and streamed down her face. "We've spoken to Dr. Martin and she said everything went perfectly. She even made a video of the implantation. We should have a baby very soon." "She made one of my extraction too. I can't wait to see them. Carl did she video your performance?" "I hope not. I think she figured if we wanted a video of that we could make it ourselves." "My procedure wasn't bad at all. I've been through worse at the dentist." A nurse arrived with a wheelchair and told us Anne could go home now. Sandy hugged me and said she needed to get back home. I walked her to the reception room and she used her cell phone to call the limo driver. I put my arms around her and kissed her goodbye. When I returned to the recovery room, Melissa had helped Anne get dressed and Dr. Martin had come in and was going over her recuperation for the next forty-eight hours. Basically just take it easy, drink water and no sex. She said she wanted to see her again on Monday to make sure everything was well and after that she could just wait to hear that Sandy was pregnant. Melissa left to get the car and told us she would be waiting for us out front. As we rode back to the house Anne sat next to me and leaned her head on my shoulder. She was quiet for a while then finally said, "Carl I still find it very hard to believe this is really happening. I can't thank you enough for suggesting this and actually going through with it. Did you feel like this the first time Sandy got pregnant?" "Yes I did. It takes time to sink in though. A new life is just completely overwhelming. At least you won't have to go through all the insanity of pregnancy. I should have thought of doing it this way with Sandy but I couldn't have afforded it." "That will no longer be a problem if you and Sandy want to have another child." "One step at a time my love. Right now my only concern is your happiness. Is there anything special you want for dinner? Have the cravings started yet?" "Carl I'm not the one who is pregnant but I would like to have some shrimp for dinner tonight." She took her phone out of her purse and pushed a button to call the house and speak to Anthony and asked him if he could fix something with shrimp for dinner this evening. "I'm sure whatever he comes up with will be delicious." Melissa said, "It almost seems strange that you two aren't taking your clothes off back there." "You heard the doctor, no sex for two days. But if you want a show I could give him a blowjob. That is if he has any cum left after his donation." "I'd never turn down having your mouth on my cock whether I could cum or not but you need to take it easy until the effects of the anesthetic are completely gone so I think we should just enjoy the ride home this time." When we got back to the house we had breakfast then took a little nap. After we woke up we went to Anne's office and started planning our trip. We narrowed down the search from twenty-five to seven. Two in France, one each in Switzerland and Austria, two in Italy and finally the one in Antigua in the Caribbean. The properties in Europe were chosen not only for what the pictures looked like but because they qualified as either agricultural or historical places and this is what allowed a foreigner to own them as long as they were kept up. It also gave the owner the right to buy other properties in those countries. From the descriptions, they all sounded delightful and I was getting excited thinking about visiting them. If we spent a week in each one it would take about two months to see them all including travel time between them. Anne began composing emails to send to the people who managed the properties we planned to visit and inform them that we would send details of our arrival as soon as our itinerary had been finalized. She informed them that she expected the person in charge of the management firm be present at the property on the day we were to arrive and confirm that everything would be in order for a one-week stay. After a delicious dinner of shrimp soufflé made with yellow grits and Asiago cheese accompanied by fresh steamed snow peas and mushrooms in wine sauce, we returned to Anne's office and worked on our trip some more. She made a list of all the things she needed to do while we were there so she could update the portfolios of all the properties including taking pictures, itemizing furnishings, identifying needed repairs and having appraisals done to properly list their value on her asset sheet. It had been a busy day so we headed for the bath and bathed each other from head to toe. Each time we did this it seemed more sensuous and loving. I could feel the love flowing through her hands as she caressed and washed my body. We didn't need to speak. Our hands did the talking. Our bodies did the listening. Washing her hair was such a joy that it brought tears to my eyes. When we were together like this we made time stop. The next day Anthony served us breakfast in the back courtyard. It was a beautiful day. Warm and sunny with low humidity. We lay on lounge chairs and leisurely sipped our coffee. When we had finished I went to the little office on the second floor under the pretext of sending an email to Sandy and looked up a musical booking agency. I called several before I found what I was looking for. I arranged for a Mexican mariachi band to come to the house that evening at seven forty five. I asked Melissa to go to a florist and get me one long stemmed red rose and when she brought it back to take it to one of the balconies off the second floor living room and put it on the top of the railing outside one of the French doors. When we finished dinner I told her I wanted her to do me a favor and go to the living room and when the clock struck eight to go out on the balcony on the right side of the room. I went outside and met the band and got everything ready. As soon as I saw the door open I told the band to start playing the song Keanu Reeves sang in 'A Walk in the Clouds'. I of course did as miserable a job trying to sing it as Keanu did but it had the same effect. When the song ended Anne threw the rose down to me. I hadn't even noticed that several people and a couple of cars had stopped to watch this little serenade and applauded when Anne threw me the rose. I gave each of the members of the band a hundred dollar bill and ran back up the stairs and into the house. Anne was waiting for me and wrapped her arms around me and said, "Oh Carl, my adorable beautiful Carl, you make love so much fun." We didn't awaken until nine on Saturday and as soon as we did Anne wanted to have sex. She said it had now been forty-eight hours since the procedure and she had not had any bleeding, discharge or pain so as far as she was concerned it was time to fuck. I reluctantly agreed but told her that if she felt any discomfort she was to let me know and we would stop. "Lie on your back so I can suck that beautiful cock until it's hard enough to fuck." When I was in position she laid her head on my stomach and engulfed the head of my cock with her mouth. Her hand began to caress my balls as her tongue gently licked and swirled around the head. As it began to inflate she took more of it into her mouth. I actually tried to resist getting hard because what she was doing felt so good and after two days of no sex I really wanted to enjoy this for as long as I could. Resistance was futile. In less than a minute she had me at full erection. She raised her head so she could slide her mouth up and down the shaft taking almost all of it inside on the down stroke and leaving a coating of saliva on it as she slowly pulled back up until only the head remained in her warm wet mouth. She relaxed her lips so more saliva could ooze out and cascade down the shaft. She moved her hand from my balls and used it to stroke my slippery cock as she licked and sucked on the head. "Anne, baby, if you keep doing that you're going to make me cum." She removed her mouth and said, "I'm getting really good at this aren't I?" "You were good at it to begin with but I must confess your skills are improving." She kept sliding her hand up and down as she said, "It's because I love you so much. The way I feel inside when your cock is in me anywhere is incredible. It makes me feel so close to you that I can't tell where I end and you begin. Now I want you in my pussy." She moved over me and straddled my hips facing me with her bald twat directly above my upright cock. "I'm already so wet I can feel it between my lips." She slowly lowered herself down and guided the head to the entrance of her vagina then continued pressing down to enclose my entire length in her warm pink embrace. She held still, closed her eyes and breathed deeply, savoring the feeling of my hard throbbing cock inside her. "Ohhhh Carl you feel so wonderful inside me. I feel complete and content. It's as if I'm in a place I've never been before, a place of pure sensation and love." She began to softly moan and gently rock her hips slightly forward and backward. Tears began to flow out of her eyes and run down her cheeks. "OHHHHHH.... GODDDDDD.... Carl I'm cumming just from loving you." She wrapped her arms around her stomach and leaned forward slightly and I felt her vagina spasm around my cock. She began to tremble and she squeezed her legs hard against my hips. I had never seen anything more beautiful in my life than watching her orgasm completely consume her. It seemed to go on for a long time as she alternated between trembling and pulsating and just holding still to allow the feelings to sweep through her. Finally she opened her eyes and I felt her legs relax. "Oh my God Carl, I had no idea anything could feel like that. I didn't know where or even who I was. There was only love and it kept pushing me higher and higher like I was on a roller coaster. Every time I thought I was coming down I'd go back up again." "Well it looks like you enjoyed the ride. Are you OK?" "Oh Carl I am so much more than OK I don't even know how to describe it. My heart is about to explode it's so full of love but I know I can expand it so it can hold even more. I'm going to fuck you now, nice and slow so you can see your beautiful cock sliding in and out of my bare pussy. Raise your knees up so I can lean back on them and I'll show you how much I love you." I raised my knees up to about a forty-five degree angle and she put a pillow behind her and leaned back with her knees bent and her shins on either side of my hips. She spread her legs wide and smiled at me. "You just watch this naked pussy make your hard cock feel good and any time you want, you just shoot your hot cum into me and fill me up." She began to slide slowly back and forth from the tip to the base, pressing hard against me when I was all the way inside her. She was right about one thing. She was making my cock feel good. And wet. She was so aroused her cunt was leaking juice all over me each time she moved. Occasionally she would slide back until my cock was completely out of her so she could use her hand to rub it on her clit then reinsert it into her pussy. The look on her face was different now, more playful and carefree. Her eyes were sparkling and happy. Her nipples were erect and her breathing was easy and rhythmic. I was enjoying watching her so much that I almost felt disappointed when I sensed the approach of my orgasm. She sensed it too and increased the speed of her sliding. "That's right Carl, let it happen. Don't fight it, just do it. Give it to me baby, come on spurt that hot cream in my pussy. You know you want to. Ooooohhhh yesss baby I feel it. That's it, let it go." She stopped sliding with only the head of my cock in her and looked at me. Love was shining from her eyes like sunbeams. Her face was ecstatic. I could hold out no longer. The first jet of cum blew out the end of my cock. She slid down a little to take more of me inside her then stopped again as the second volley of semen shot into her. She repeated easing her self down my cock and waiting until I had given her six big blasts of cum. She slid all the way down and raised her hands up to squeeze her tits and without taking her eyes off mine she came again. Willfully and deliberately with complete control, her pussy pulsated around my cock drawing out two more thick spurts of cum. She let her head slowly fall back and let out a long moan. She raised her head up again and said, "I told you you were going to enjoy that. I'm not finished yet." She slid back until my cock slipped from her vagina and lay beneath her slit. She flexed her stomach muscles and I watched fascinated as my cum oozed out of her and onto my shaft. We were both surprised at the amount. When she thought she had expelled it all she pushed back and swung her leg over me and knelt beside me so she could lick me clean. When she had most of it in her mouth she put her leg over me with her pussy above my face. She didn't have to tell me what to do next. I glued my mouth to her vagina and sucked hard. A mixture of our love juices flowed onto my tongue. I swallowed it and began licking her slit from top to bottom. I felt her mouth sliding down my shaft to engulf me once again; this time she took the entire length. I could feel her breath on my balls as it flowed from her nostrils. The head of my cock was in her throat and her tongue was sliding around my shaft. She was obviously enjoying be able to do this for me and it was definitely having an effect on my cock. It had begun to deflate following that incredible orgasm but the feel of her mouth deep throating me was causing it to return to full erection. Still she didn't move as it re-inflated to its maximum hardness. I removed my mouth from her pussy and said, "Wow, you are getting good at this baby. I'm very impressed and very grateful for your newfound expertise as a cocksucker. I hate to admit this but I'd almost forgotten how much I liked it." She slowly raised her head and released my cock from its warm wet confines. "I'm so glad to hear you say that, you have no idea how much I enjoy doing it for you. I love feeling you swell inside my mouth and respond to my loving attentions. When the head goes into my throat it makes me tingle all over. Now I'm going to give those marvelous balls some attention." She began stroking my saliva covered cock with her hands and put her head on the right side of it so she could suck my ball into her mouth. She used her tongue to play with it and squeeze it softly against the roof of her mouth. Then she trapped it between her lips and tugged on it. After a few minutes, she gave the same treatment to my left ball. I had returned my mouth to her slit and was licking and sucking it while she busied herself with my testicles. While she continued to stroke me with her left hand she used her right one to wrap her fingers around my sac and cause my balls to distend. She licked them like an ice cream cone then opened her mouth wide and enclosed both of them inside. Her lips replaced her fingers as the ring around my scrotum. Her tongue danced all over her delicate captives as she kept up the stroking of my shaft and introduced a new variation of rubbing the head with her saliva and my precum. I was concentrating my oral efforts on her clit, which I held prisoner in my mouth while I sucked it without mercy. This was causing her to flinch every so often and emit a low moan around my balls. Finally I pulled my mouth away from her wet twat and said, "Do you want to keep on playing like this or do you want me to get behind you and fuck you?" "Oh yes Carl do it. Get behind me and put your hard cock in my wet pussy. Fuck your little bitch and make me howl. Oh please Carl, please fuck me. Fuck me hard and fast." She swung her leg over me so I could move around and get behind her. My cock was rock hard from what she had been doing to it and my balls. I was covered in her saliva and her slit was covered in mine. She spread her legs and put a pillow down for her head then used both hands to spread her ass cheeks apart for me. I didn't even have to use my hand to guide my cock to her vagina, as wet as we both were it slid right in. She let out a sharp gasp as I penetrated her to my full length. "Oh Carl, baby that feels so gooood. I feel your balls on my clit. I love it when you go so deep in me." I began to fuck her with a slow but steady rhythm as she squeezed her ass with her hands. I put my hands on her ass and said, "OK, you can let go now, I'll keep your luscious ass spread apart. You know what I want you to do with your hands." She moved one to her left breast and the other to her clit and began to rub the sensitive, swollen nub with her fingers. I could feel them moving when my balls collided with them each time I filled her with my cock. I held it in her and pulled her hips back to me to get as deep into her as I could. Her fingers moved from her clit to caress my balls and pull them against her clit. I increased the tempo and she sped up rubbing her clit until I could hear her breathing change and I knew she was getting close to cumming. "Go ahead baby, cum for me. Cum hard and squeeze my cock with your cunt. Let me feel those juices running out of your hot pink hole." "Ohhhhh Carl yes I'm going to cum. Don't stop fucking me. Keep going while I'm cumming and I'll cum all over your cock. Ooohhhh, Ohhhhh, Uhhhhh, Uhhhhh YES, NOW baby I'm cummmmming. Oh God, yes I'm cumming for you baby. I'm cumming so hard." Her body shook but I kept fucking her right though her orgasm and the slapping of her ass against my thighs made me speed up some more. It wasn't long before she came again. This time she couldn't even speak. She just grunted as I kept on pounding into her. I put my hands on her upper back and pressed her forward. She lowered her hips as I slid forward to lie on top of her. I really kicked into high gear now and fucked her as hard as I could. Just as I was wondering if I would ever feel like cumming my balls began to churn and an orgasm started way down deep inside me. I slammed into her and held still as the cum exploded out of my cock and into her hot pussy. Her legs and ass tensed as she came again and her pulsating vagina milked more cum from me. I rolled us over on our sides and began to pull my cock out of her. "Ooooohhhh Carl no don't take it away. I want you to stay inside me and fuck me all day." "Can I at least go pee? We've been at this for over an hour and I'm about to burst. It's after ten and I'm also hungry. Let's get cleaned up and we can come back here after I've had coffee and a chance to refill my prostate." "I guess you're right, I need to pee too and coffee will give us an energy boost to come back here and keep fucking." "You're a completely incorrigible nymphomaniac and an irredeemable sex addict." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 06 "Are you complaining?" "Not at all. I meant that as a compliment." "In that case let's go so we can get back to it. I have a lot of wasted time in the past to make up for and very little time in the future to do it." During breakfast I could see the relief on Anne's face to have the baby making process finished. Even if the first attempt didn't work out, Dr. Martin had an adequate supply of fertilized eggs to virtually assure a pregnancy eventually. Now we could look forward to Mitra's arrival this afternoon and to planning our trip. We went to Anne's office and continued planning the trip after telling Melissa to bring her passport up so we could book the airline tickets. Anne told me that after we had finalized the dates and the locations of the properties she would call her travel agent and have her start putting the details together. There were too many items to think about to try and do this by ourselves. She had a woman she had used for years who was semi-retired but still did trips for special clients. Anne said she wouldn't dare go out of the country without consulting her. We then proceeded to the spa to play in the bath and get ready to resume our sexual activities. First up was an enema for both of us. Anne said she was ready for some ass play and she wanted to try out her new strap-on dildo. Then she decided she wanted to shave my face. I must admit she did a very nice job primarily because she didn't want my stubble scratching her bare crotch. She kept making me rub my chin and cheeks on her hairless mons so she could check out how good a job she was doing. I told her I really admired her technique as a barber and she could do this to me anytime she wanted. After a nice long sensual bath we dried off and headed back to bed. I picked out some relaxing music before getting back on the sheets with her. "I'm going to lay face down with a pillow under my hips and I want you to lay between my legs and lick my ass. You can put your fingers in my pussy and rub my g-spot if you'd like and I'll use my fingers to rub my clit." We got into position and as soon as my face came close to her ass I got a whiff of another one of her expensive perfumes, which she had applied to her lips. As soon as my tongue touched her puckered little hole she began to moan. "Ummmmhhhh Carl, each time you do this it feels better than the last. I love how tenderly you kiss and lick me. I think this may be my favorite way to cum. Except for all the other ways you make me cum. I love you so much Carl." I lovingly kissed, licked and sucked on her ass for half an hour while she had more orgasms than I could count. They were so close together I could hardly tell where one ended and another one started. Juice flowed out of her vagina all over my hand as my fingers stroked her g-spot. I had never seen anyone so completely absorbed in sex as she was. Nothing else existed for her except what I was doing to her. This is how I wanted to keep her for as long as I possibly could and I would do anything she wanted in order to accomplish that. "Do you want me to keep going?" "I do but I also want you to put your cock in me." "You're going to have to choose because I can't get my lips and my cock on your asshole at the same time." She rolled over on her back but kept the pillow under her hips. She pulled her legs up and bent them at the knee then put a pillow behind her head to elevate it. I kneeled between her legs and spread my legs apart to line up my cock with her asshole. She was so wet from my saliva the head slipped in almost without my pushing forward. She let out a sharp gasp. "Unnnhhhhhh. Ohhhhh Carl, Oh My God Carl that feels as good as your tongue. No, no it feels even better because your hard cock is stretching me open so I can feel more of you. Ohh, Ohh yes baby push it in my tight little ass. Please baby put it in me. Ohhhh I want it so bad, please put your cock deep in my ass." I pressed forward and eased my cock into her ass to its full length. "That's it. Now stop. Leave it there deep inside me so I can feel your balls mash against my ass cheeks and your hot cock pulse inside my rectum. Look at me! Watch me rub my clit until I cum!" Both her hands moved to her mound. She used two fingers of her left hand to pull back the hood and two fingers of her right hand to rub the swollen pink nub. Her hips began to push up against me. "Is that how my nasty little girl likes to cum for me? Show me how much you like my hard cock shoved up your ass. Cum all over it and squeeze it for me." Ohhhh Yessss Carl, I am your nasty little girl and I'll cum all day for you. Just keep fucking my ass and I'll be your slut, your bitch, your whore. Ohhhh Goddd Yesss Carl I'm cumming, I'm cumming so hard." Her half closed eyes rolled up and her torso began to tremble as her fingers continued to furiously rub her glistening clit. Her hips pressed up hard against mine as her ass clamped and released around my cock in pulses. She was breathing heavily and quit rubbing her clit until her orgasm subsided then started again and repeated the entire performance three more times, each orgasm seemingly more intense than the one before it. I brushed her hands away from her pussy and leaned over to lie on top of her. "Put your arms and legs around me. You're having way too much fun and it's time I joined you." I kissed her and felt her warm cushiony breasts beneath my chest. I started slowly fucking her hot ass with long strokes. Her whole body tensed as my cock pulled almost completely out of her then relaxed and welcomed it as I pushed it back in as far as it would go. Neither of us seemed to be making any effort, we just fed off of each other's energy and let it happen. I have no idea how long we stayed in this ancient dance but eventually I felt my cock flex and spew what seemed like an endless geyser of cum into her hot tight ass. She squeezed me so tightly with her arms and legs I could hardly breathe as she climaxed with me, her rectum milking my cock with rhythmic spasms that rippled up and down my shaft. "I really need to take a breath now Anne." "Oh, sorry. I didn't realize I was still wrapped around you like a python. I'll release you if you promise not to take your cock out of me." She relaxed her arms and legs and slowly lowered them to the bed. "You can't possibly be ready for more." "Don't you remember telling me that when you have love orgasms they don't drain you but actually invigorate you? Well that's the kind of orgasms those were in case you didn't notice." "Oh, I noticed alright but I'm beginning to think that may apply more to women than men. I need some water and I probably need to pee if the feeling ever returns to my cock. I just checked with my brain and all circuits to my cock are busy right now." She thought that was funny and laughed. That made me very happy. Hearing her laugh was like music. It meant there was no thought of anything but life in her head. I looked at her and saw nothing but beauty. "If love makes you any more beautiful I'm going to have to start wearing sunglasses around you. I can see why the Renaissance painters put halos around the women in their portraits. You absolutely glow." "It's pretty bright on the inside too. I'm so full of love I don't even know where to keep all of it. I've already overstuffed my heart. But as long as you keep stuffing my mouth, cunt and ass I'll keep looking for places to put it." I managed to extricate my cock from her and get back on my knees behind her. "Come on, let's go take a shower and get something to drink." There was a small kitchen in one of the rooms on this floor so if we wanted to we could fix something to eat without going down to the main floor. With Anthony around there was no reason to use it but it had a refrigerator and we kept drinks in it. I went there to fix us a virgin Mimosa by mixing orange juice and sparkling water and took it back to the spa where Anne was already in the shower. I joined her and we lovingly washed each other. After we dried off we went straight back to the bed. "What time is Mitra supposed to arrive?" "She sent me a text and said she'd be here around six so we could have dinner together. That gives us another hour before we need to get ready." We spent most of that hour in a side-by-side sixty-nine slowly pleasuring each other orally. Both of us seemed to stay on the edge of orgasm until I managed to find enough cum to fill her mouth. We took another quick shower, got dressed and went to the small office on the second floor to work on our trip some more and a few minutes past six the door chime sounded. Anthony went to the door as we headed for the formal living room. When the door from the foyer opened and Anthony led Mitra in I almost didn't recognize her. Instead of the sari clad, minimally made up, straight haired look we had seen her in before she had on a tight fitting black short skirt, a white blouse, white thigh high socks, high heels and a short black wig cut at an angle to make it longer in the front. Her makeup was more like something a fashion model would wear with very red lipstick and beautiful eye shadow. Anne and I both said, "Mitra?" at the same time. "At your service." She replied. We put our hands together and brought them to our faces and said, "Namaste." She returned the beautiful greeting then held her arms out. We both rushed toward her and I allowed Anne to be the first to embrace her and kiss her. I took my turn then Anne held her hand and said, "Wow you look so different. You're.... a real hotty." "Thank you Anne. I like to play dress up; it keeps life interesting. I've been thinking about your situation and I'd like to ask you some questions so I can get a better idea of what our relationship is going to be for the next few months." Anne asked Mitra if she had luggage. Mitra said yes and Anne asked Anthony if he would bring it in for her. We all sat on one of the sofas with Mitra in the middle. "Anne I know this has been a shock for you but you've had some time to adjust to it so tell me what you would most like for me to help you with." "I'm not sure Mitra, I've never died before so I suppose I would like you to help me learn how to die; hopefully gracefully and without fear. Carl has already helped me learn how to love and we both want to explore ways to love each other even more." "Anne I can't teach you how to die. You don't need to be taught that anyway because it's built into the software so to speak. Everybody knows how to die. When it's time, your heart stops beating and your brain shuts down and you die. Despite what you think, you have died before, many times in many lives. You just don't remember. Don't be concerned about this; you don't have to believe in reincarnation. It's like gravity, it's there whether you believe in it or not." "I can teach you how to live and that will stop you being afraid of death. The reason people are afraid of dying is because they're really afraid they haven't fully lived yet. Everybody is waiting on something to happen tomorrow and they let today slip away while they make excuses. If only I had more money or a different job or somebody to love or I was prettier or smarter or any of a thousand reasons why they can't really live right now. I can help you discover your innermost being and show you that there is something in all of us that is eternal, which exists outside time. The good news is that love is the best way to achieve this realization. Before you can get to your being you first have to get to your heart. I will show you many techniques for meditating but from my own personal experience I have found that sexual meditations were the most helpful for me. I need to know that you and Carl are OK with opening yourself to all forms of sexual expression and that you have the capacity to go beyond the physical titillation of these techniques. We don't have much time so your total commitment to this is necessary." "This sounds perfect for me. Until Carl came to be with me I had been virtually celibate for a long time. Having so much wonderful sex with him has helped me go deeper into love because he prepares me so sweetly. He bathes me and he touches me and looks at me in ways that give me Goosebumps. Then he fucks me like a stallion and makes me cum so hard I feel it all over my body, especially in my heart. The more we do it the more I want to do it. Besides, I don't have anything to lose Mitra. I'm ready to proceed." "Carl what about you? Is this something you can commit to?" "I love Anne unconditionally and I've already committed my life to her for as long as she has left so you can count me in for whatever you can do for us." "Very good. What you said Anne is true. You don't have anything to lose but you have everything to gain. It shows you've already begun to let go of your materialistic viewpoint and have begun to shift your focus to your being. Your reawakened sexual appetite is another good sign. Sex is very therapeutic; it reduces your anxiety and fills your body with good hormones. If you can be total in the act of sex it will help you to stop thinking and that will prepare you for Tantric meditation. Your high orgasmic capacity will serve you well in Tantra, once you get the hang of it you can have sex for hours and be refreshed and revitalized by it. There is another aspect of my helping you that you must adhere to. I'm going to ask you to change your diet. I can work with Anthony on this but you must not only become vegan but also go all the way to a macrobiotic diet. This is essential to you and with Anthony's help we will all eat delicious healthy meals." "I have never aspired to become a master because I have not realized my own enlightenment yet, however I will assume the role in the spirit of allowing my guru to work through me if I can manage to stay out of the way. I have never done this with a client before but this is an unusual opportunity for all of us and I feel that I should make an attempt to pass along what I was taught for my own sake as well as yours. Like you Anne, I have neglected my sex life due to my work and I need to return to having sex much more often. This is a golden opportunity for all of us and will allow you to get a taste of what being a disciple is like and will make the entire experience more fun. It's very important that you have fun doing this. Please don't take any of this seriously. It's only a game, a beautiful loving play." "The first thing I will do is give you new names that will only be for us to use. This will help you see that names are only labels and to begin a process I call disidentification. Learning that you are not your name leads you to discover that you are not your body and that leads you to knowing you are not your mind. This evening after dinner we will have a little ceremony where I will give you your names. Then we will start with a very gentle but powerful meditation. Any questions?" "Is it too early to already feel like I'm in love with you?" Anne's voice quivered as she spoke the words. "Oh Anne, my precious child, it is never too early or too late to love. But as I told you, loving your spiritual teacher is an absolute requirement so I'm glad you feel like that is happening." Mitra put her arms around Anne and pulled her head to her chest. Anne began to cry and put her arm around Mitra like she was her mother. "That's it my love let the tears flow. I can feel the progress you have made. Love has replaced much of your fear and will soon vanquish it entirely. Carl has done well. Carl sit on the floor in front of me and put your head in my lap." I quickly moved into position. She removed one of her arms from around Anne and put her hand on my head. "You've grown Carl. What you have done so far with nobody to guide you is remarkable. What you will do next with my help will benefit you in ways you cannot even imagine. You have the purest love I have come in contact with since leaving India. It is just at the point of transitioning from human love to spiritual love. Soon that transition will be complete and together we will transform Anne's love too. That won't take long now that I am here. You know that don't you?" I answered her with my own tears, which began streaming out of my eyes. "Yes you do know it my sweet innocent Carl. Soon my love, very soon." Her hand softly petting my head was the most loving and reassuring touch I had ever experienced. Something was passing from her into me, filling my head with golden light. Anne and I both lay there crying like babies as Mitra's mere presence seemed to transform us. Finally Anne sat up and said, "Wow that was some greeting. Is that the way you felt when you were around your master?" "All the time. It's a wonder I wasn't dehydrated from crying so much. It's a very good sign that you feel it so soon. It usually takes a while to get to that point." "Mitra I believe Carl's love has gotten me to that point. You're right about its purity, when he speaks to me about love something inside me knows that what he is saying is the absolute truth and I trust him without reservation. I've run out of words to express my gratitude to him for what he does for me and now I have no idea how to thank you for what you've agreed to do for me, for both of us. I'm completely humbled by your generosity and your compassion. Before I start crying again I need to take you up and let you pick out the room you wish to occupy while you are here. You won't have much time to get used to it because we are all going on a journey soon to visit properties I own in Europe and the Caribbean." "Anne there is no need to thank me. Does the grass thank the clouds for the rain? Each has a need and a reason for what they do and both are a part of the grand circle of life. Express your gratitude by allowing it to become kindness and let it shower on everything you come in contact with." We all stood and began walking to the elevator and took it up to the seventh floor. Mitra picked out one of the suites and Anne used one of the pads on the wall to tell Anthony where to bring her belongings. When he got there she informed him that we would be ready for dinner in thirty minutes after Mitra had a chance to freshen up. When Mitra appeared in the dining room she had changed into white jeans and a t-shirt. Her hair was back to the way it was when we had seen her the first time. Anthony's dinner was a vegetarian masterpiece. A clear vegetable broth flavored with lemon grass with little bits of mushroom was followed by a kind of corn cake surrounded by steamed baby lima beans and carrots. Dessert was a lemon sorbet. Anne told him that Mitra was going to discuss future menus with him because we were switching to a macrobiotic diet and she was looking forward to working with him to produce more gustatory creations. After dinner it was still light outside so we all decided to take a walk over to the park and back. When we returned Mitra asked where we could have our first darshan. Anne suggested the living room but Mitra didn't look too happy with that choice so she suggested a couple of more places. Mitra's eyes lit up when Anne mentioned the rooftop garden. "A garden is the perfect spot for it. It will also be a great spot for our meditations. Is it secluded?" "Most of it, because of all the bamboo and plants. Does it need to be secluded?" "Yes for several reasons not the least of which is we will be doing all our meditations in the nude." "Oh goody. I've gotten to where I prefer being naked now." "That's another good sign Anne. It shows you don't want to conceal anything, that you want to connect completely with existence just the way you are." "I like to play dress up too but the feeling I get when Carl looks at my naked body is unlike anything I've ever experienced before. He adores me and I love it. Not because it boosts my ego but because I love being able to please him for all the things he does for me." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 06 "The way Carl looks at you has not escaped my notice. It is quite similar to the way my guru looked at his women disciples. It was almost pure love with just a pinch of lust to keep it interesting." "Did you ever have sex with him?" "No. But it felt like I had when he looked at me like that, at least in the beginning. I think actually doing it might have been anticlimactic. What did pass between us was beyond what you could experience in sex." I said, "I think I got a little taste of that when my head was in your lap earlier." "Yes you did Carl. And there will be more of that coming. What you felt is called the secret transmission and can only be passed wordlessly between the master and disciple. This is the true message. Everything the master can say in words is only to prepare you to receive it. Now where is this garden?" "Get on the elevator and push 9. It will take you to a little room. Go through the door and you're there." "OK, you two go get naked, put on a robe and meet me up there." When we all arrived in the garden Mitra walked around until she found a little round pagoda with a small round table in the center. She asked me to get cushions off of some chairs a few feet away and place them around the table. She placed a blue glass candleholder in the center of the table. "This is for our meditation later. Now let's find a suitable place for your initiation." We walked around some more and found a little bench under a magnificent Japanese maple tree. She asked me to get two more cushions and put them in front of the bench. When I had put them down she removed her robe and put it on the bench and sat down. She told us to take off our robes and kneel on the cushions and sit back on our haunches. As soon as we were in place she turned to face Anne and looked at her with a serene and loving expression. She was quiet for a couple of moments. "Anne are you ready to enter into the greatest relationship that exists between two people? A relationship of pure and unconditional love with no expectations. Are you ready to surrender totally to this relationship in complete trust and devotion knowing that there is no goal or obligation except for you to realize you are a perfect and enlightened human being who is ready to become that which she was born to be?" "With all my heart my beloved." I had never heard so much sincerity in Anne's voice in all the time I had known her. Mitra touched her forehead with the tips of her fingers. They both closed their eyes and time seemed to stop. There was suddenly an indescribable fragrance in the air that I had never before encountered. "From this day forward Anne I will call you Suvarna which means beauty. Not just physical beauty but spiritual beauty, divine beauty. Bow down and touch your head to my feet and know that from this day until the day we meet in a place where we become one, you and I will always be connected in love." Anne bowed slowly forward and gently touched her fingertips to Mitra's feet then placed her head on them. After a moment she rose up and sat back. I had never seen such a beautiful smile on anybody's face before. Mitra reached for her hands and pulled her up on her knees then put her arms around her and kissed her full on the mouth with so much passion I could feel it. It must have lasted a minute before Mitra pulled slowly back and Anne returned to her sitting position. Mitra then turned to me and looked at me with the same serene expression. In a couple of moments she repeated the words she had said to Anne and initiated me as a disciple. She gave me the name Prem which means love because I, like Jesus, understood that love was all you needed. I couldn't possibly describe what happened when her fingers were on my forehead. It felt like she used a stun gun on me. So did the kiss. She stood up and said, "Suvarna, Prem let's go enjoy our first meditation together." We picked up our robes and walked back to the round pagoda and sat on the cushions. Mitra took a lighter out of her robe pocket and lit the candle in the blue candleholder. "Gaze lovingly at the flame through the blue glass and let your mind rest for a while. Meditation is not something you do. Meditation is not doing anything. You are both in a very good place right now so just be here and look at the flame. If a thought comes, just see it and don't cooperate with it. Let it go. After a while they will stop coming." We sat there for almost an hour just looking at the candle flame. I was finally able to get to the same place I had been when I was simply looking at Suvarna. I realized there was nothing to think about, nothing more important than just looking at her. For the last fifteen minutes of the meditation I looked at the flame in the same way and it was wonderful. Mitra leaned over and blew out the candle. "Suvarna where did the flame go?" "I... don't... know." "Exactly. Kind of like death isn't it? Now there is one more thing I want us to do. It is called visualization and it has been known to work with cancer patients so we will give it a try. Suvarna bring your cushion and come sit in front of me. Prem bring your cushion and sit behind Suvarna." Mitra got very close to Suvarna and arranged her legs so one of them went over one of hers and the other one went under hers in a scissor position with their pussies touching. She pulled Suvarna close to her and held her tightly so their breasts were pressing together. She tilted Suvarna's head back and leaned her head down until her forehead was against her throat. "Prem get close behind Suvarna and put your head on the back of hers." When I was in position she said, "Suvarna I want you to go to the place inside you where you feel there is the most love and when you are there I want you to speak to your tumor and tell it that you understand that it is just trying to survive but doing it the way it is now will kill both of you and that is not how a loving being should behave. Tell it to feel the love inside you and believe that you are telling it the truth. Tell it that if it wants to survive it cannot continue to grow as it is doing. It must stop growing now and begin to shrink. Prem while she is speaking focus on the tumor that is very close to where your head is and silently send it a message asking it to leave Suvarna's body and I will do the same." Suvarna began to repeat the words as Mitra had said them and told her tumor that it should stop growing and asked it to please leave her body. When she finished Mitra raised her head from Suvarna's throat and kissed her rhapsodically as she pulled her tightly against her. Suvarna responded submissively at first then enthusiastically and finally passionately. Mitra broke the kiss and looked deep into Suvarna's eyes. "My precious child there is only one thing in this universe that really has the power to heal and that is love. I intend to love you and to help you and Carl go deeper into love so that you may be healed and cleansed not only in your body but also in your spirit so you can ascend to the place you were meant to go before you die. We will do this every night before we go to bed. Enough for today." Mitra extricated herself from Suvarna and stood up. I slid back and stood then helped Suvarna stand up. This was the first chance I had to really look at Mitra's naked body. Sex oozed from her every pore. She was a goddess. As close to perfect as I had ever seen. I was not surprised when Suvarna spoke. "Mitra will you sleep with us tonight?" "Of course I will sleep with you. When people in love sleep together their spirits watch over each other and help them rest. In the morning we will all make love and begin to explore the secrets of Tantra. I'm glad you're eager for we have no time to waste." We headed to the elevator and rode down to our bedroom hanging up our robes when we got to the spa to get ready for bed. Suvarna gave Mitra a toothbrush and a clean washcloth and we all acted like we had been doing these things together for years. Having Mitra here with us felt incredibly right. Even better than I had imagined. Suvarna wanted Mitra to sleep in the middle so we could both experience the fantastic warmth and love emanating from her gorgeous body. Suvarna snuggled up next to her and moved her head to kiss her. Mitra turned to meet her and they wrapped their arms around each other. They kissed as only newfound lovers can kiss, with as much passion and intensity as humanly possible. It didn't seem strange at all to see Suvarna lying naked in the arms of another woman. "Oh My God Mitra, you take my breath away. I've never felt this much love before. You're unbelievable." "I will take more than your breath away my sweet love. I will take your fear and your doubt and remove all your obstacles to experiencing the highest planes of love. Prem come close to us and join our embrace. This is how lovers should say goodnight." I moved over next to her and put my arm over them. Almost instantly my cock became rock hard and pressed against her ass. She raised her leg and it slid between her cheeks to snuggle against her slit. Her leg lowered and she squeezed me tightly with her thighs. "I've missed having a steady lover. Your cock feels wonderful against my pussy. I'm very happy we will have the time for me to get to know the feeling of it inside me on a regular basis." The warmth of her body next to mine was so intense that I began to feel the same way as when my head was in her lap and she was stroking it. Only now I felt it all over. It started in my groin and slowly moved up into my stomach and then to my chest and finally into my head. I felt like she was filling me with light. I almost got scared it was so powerful. "Let it happen Prem. Surrender completely to it and let it take you wherever it will." I relaxed and did as she said and the golden light flowed all through my body until without my even being aware that it was happening I started cumming. Long hot powerful spurts splashed against her pussy as the light spread my orgasm all through me. "Yes my love yes. You are with me now completely." Her head moved back against me and I could feel her own orgasm join with mine and travel up her spine. "Oh Prem you are so beautiful. Not since India has anybody given himself to me as completely as you. We have already met on a higher plane and we have only just begun." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 07 When I awoke I was lying on my back. I don't even remember going to sleep. I felt better than I had in months, refreshed and alive and totally rested as though I had spent the entire night in the deepest state of dreamless sleep. I turned my head and saw Mitra with her arms still wrapped around Suvarna. I thought at first they were still asleep but as I watched I saw Mitra gently kissing her neck and face. Suvarna looked like a cat nursing her kittens as Mitra's mouth slid almost imperceptibly over her skin stopping briefly to plant a gentle kiss on it. I slipped quietly out of the bed and headed for the bathroom to pee. When I returned Suvarna was on her back and Mitra's mouth had found its way to one of her breasts. Her lips encircled the nipple and softly sucked it and licked it. Mitra looked at me and said, "Prem she has two of these you know, would you like to join me?" I lay down next to Suvarna on her other side and began to tenderly nurse her. She was breathing peacefully and deeply. Each exhalation was accompanied by a soft audible sigh. After a few minutes of having both her breasts pleasured by our mouths Suvarna moaned. "I've never felt anything as wonderful as what you two are doing to me and if you continue doing it you're going to make me cum." "That sounds like a very good idea Suvarna. You go right ahead and do it. I'm sure Prem and I can find a way to assist you. Prem keep your mouth on her breast and give me your right hand. I reached my hand out and she held it with her left hand and placed both of them on Suvarna's forehead. "Now give me your left hand." She took my left hand in her right hand. "Suvarna spread your legs and bend your knees." As soon as she did this Mitra placed our hands on Suvarna's pussy and returned her mouth to her breast. It felt like some sort of circuit had been formed between all of us and in a few seconds Suvarna's hips thrust up arching her back off the bed and she breathed in deeply. Her whole body tensed as a powerful orgasm ripped through her. She collapsed back onto the bed and lay motionless. Mitra removed our hands from where they had been placed and I took my mouth off her breast. Mitra moved her mouth to Suvarna's and kissed her. "Was that what you had in mind my love." "That was fabulous. I had no idea I could cum just from having my tits sucked. I'm going to want to do this again.... a lot." "Well if you enjoyed the foreplay that much you're really going to like it when we get started with the Tantric postures." "Foreplay? You call that foreplay? I saw stars." "I think it's time for all of us to go into that lovely spa of yours and bathe. Then we will go up to the garden and do some gentle Yoga to stretch our muscles and after that we can come back here and make love to each other." "That sounds good to me. What time is it?" "Prem that's the last time I want to hear you ask that question. We have the luxury, thanks to Suvarna's business expertise, to be unconcerned with clock time. That is a rare privilege indeed and we should enjoy it. We will let our hearts and bodies tell us what we need to do and not worry about a schedule. When we are hungry, we will eat. When we are sleepy, we will sleep. The remainder of our days will be devoted to love and meditation." "That is a program I can wholeheartedly support Mitra." We headed to the spa and leisurely bathed each other. Each of us took a turn being washed and caressed by the other two. I knew immediately I never wanted to take another bath any other way. It's impossible for me to convey how pleasurable an experience it is to have two beautiful, sexy women who love you wash and caress your body. Mitra hadn't even been here a full day and already we were all ecstatically in love with each other. We were surrounded by something like an electro-magnetic field within which only love existed. No fear. No doubt. No jealousy. No deceitfulness. I was beginning to understand what Mitra had meant when she said I was transitioning from human love to spiritual love. I was now totally in love with three women and not in an egotistical way. These women were not my harem. They were equal partners in my life. I cared for them deeply and respected them. I was genuinely concerned for their well being and their needs. I was supremely happy just to be with them. Suddenly I realized that Mitra was here as much for me as for Suvarna. It was a manifestation of the law of mutual causation. Each of us was simultaneously helping the others and being helped by them. Even Sandy was a part of this and now so was Victoria, who wouldn't even exist if Anne hadn't made that phone call. It was obvious to me now why I couldn't have refused to do this for her. The key to all of this was love. If you can learn to always relate to others with love these bonds form by themselves. Like hydrogen and oxygen combining to make water you become a part of something greater than you could ever be by yourself. Mitra must have sensed what I was thinking. She put her arms around me and looked deeply into my eyes. I couldn't have resisted her even if I had wanted to. I let her gaze penetrate me to my soul. Then she kissed me in a way that I had never been kissed before. It was a kiss of gratitude and recognition and confirmation and pure love. I had never felt this close to another person in my life. This insight that Mitra had sanctified with her kiss stopped my mind completely. All I could do was look into her eyes and like I had done when my head was on her lap, tears began to flow down her cheeks. I don't know what Suvarna was doing while Mitra and I were in this solemn communion but she did nothing to interfere with it. I have no idea how long it lasted and as she had said, it didn't matter. We would do what our hearts told us to do and mine was telling me to love Mitra with every fiber of my being. Then I remembered that she had told us, that her name meant loving-kindness and that's what she was pouring into me, flooding my very being with it. I knelt down and bowed to her and kissed her feet and washed them with my tears. Now I knew what surrender meant. It was a realization that existing as a separate entity was merely an illusion. It was not to give up but to acknowledge that she and I were now one. I stood up and she said to me, "My beloved Prem I told you it would be soon didn't I? Now you are no longer a disciple. You have become a devotee. This is a wondrous and momentous occasion, one that must be celebrated. We must return now to the bed and make love. The Yoga will have to wait." When we got back to the bed Mitra lay on her back and spread her legs and held out her arms. "Come my beloved, join with me now and let our beings celebrate our union." I crawled slowly up and knelt between her legs. I had been completely oblivious to the fact that my cock was as rigid as a steel rail. Without saying a word I placed the tip at her entrance and pushed forward until I was buried inside her. I lowered myself down onto her chest and felt her full soft breasts press and spread against me. Her arms encircled me and her hands slid softly over my back. All I remember after that was kissing her. Instantly I experienced the golden light flowing into me through her breasts and swirling around in me until it streamed out of my cock and back into her. Whatever was happening wasn't sex. In a few minutes I felt myself dissolving into her. I was aware of our beings doing what she had said, celebrating our union. I could feel every part of her and of me simultaneously. I felt her warmth and her breath and her heart beating in unison with mine. I was aware of her essential fragrance; I heard her secret song as her body sang it to me. Our movements were so in synch with each other that I couldn't tell what we were actually doing. We were in pure bliss. Eventually we returned to this world and I rolled over on my side. Suvarna was sitting next to me on her haunches with a beautiful smile on her face. "Prem that was the most amazing thing I've ever experienced. You two have been making love for over two hours. I sat beside you and felt the love radiating from both of you and it just blew me away. I mean that literally, I felt like you both pulled me into your loving and took me with you to wherever we were. It was so beautiful." Mitra said, "My beloveds, you have just experienced your first Tantric meditation. I underestimated how far you have both come in your capacity to love and your receptivity to these techniques. It took me over a month to get to the place we just were when I first did this in India. Remember when I told you that my guru said I had to discover why I should become his disciple? It's because if you don't love your guru totally and unconditionally it's virtually impossible to drop your resistance completely. I could tell from the way you love each other that you would love me this way. Prem what we did is known as circulating the light. You were able to do it spontaneously the first time. That is extraordinarily rare and shows you let go of your resistance completely. Suvarna it will be your turn to do this next but first we should take a pee break and drink some water." "Is anybody else hungry?" I asked. "These meditations are best done on an empty stomach but we used up a lot of energy in our coupling so it would be best if we had something to eat and return to this later." This was Anthony's day off so we all went down to the kitchen to see if we could cobble together a macrobiotic brunch. Mitra found fresh fruit, grains, nuts and some herbal tea. We all helped get it ready and sat in the breakfast room to eat it. We hadn't bothered to put clothes on but it seemed quite natural to have brunch in the nude. Melissa was the only other person in the house and she'd seen us naked enough to not be bothered by it. "Suvarna why did you remove your pubic hair?" "I had a little medical procedure done recently. They were going to shave me but Prem asked me to have it waxed off because my naked pussy turns him on so I'm going to keep it this way for him." "I like the way it looks. I want to have mine done too, then Prem can be doubly turned on by two naked pussies. I like being naked and this is being totally naked." "I like being naked too and I love the way it feels to not have hair on my twat. I'll call and make you an appointment tomorrow and while you're having it done Prem and I can have a massage." "That's what we can do for each other now while we're digesting our meal." "Yes that's a wonderful suggestion. I'll bet you're good at it aren't you Mitra." "Actually I am. We did it for each other in India every day and I do it for my clients because they lie in bed a lot and it makes them feel so much better. It's a very good meditation to massage someone. Let's go up to the roof so we can be in the garden. Do you have a table?" "No I don't but I'll get one tomorrow. In the meantime I think there's an inflatable mattress in the storage room in the garage. I'll ask Melissa to find it for us and bring it up." We put the dishes in the dishwasher and headed up to the roof with a stop at the spa to get towels and massage oil. When we got to the roof Melissa was already there, inflating the mattress. "Melissa you remember Julia don't you?" "Yes I drove her home the last time she was here. It's good to see you again." "It is good to see you again too Melissa. Would you allow me to return the favor of taking me home by giving you a massage? You don't mind if Melissa joins us do you Anne?" "The more the merrier I say. Would you like to join us Melissa?" "I'd like that very much. It's very kind of you to ask me." "In that case Melissa why don't you go get undressed and put on a robe and we'll finish filling the mattress?" Melissa stood up and headed for the elevator. In a few minutes the mattress was filled and we covered it with a flannel sheet that Melissa had brought up. Just as we got everything ready Melissa returned and Mitra said she should have the honor of going first. When Melissa took off her robe it did not go unnoticed that her pubic hair was all but non-existent. "Melissa does your boyfriend like the clean pubes look too?" Mitra asked. Melissa's eyes darted towards me then quickly shifted back as she answered, "Oh yes, it really turns him on." I tried to remain as non-committal as I could but it was impossible to put anything by Mitra, but whatever she was thinking her stoical demeanor let nothing show. I also knew her well enough by now to know that she did not pry into things that did not concern her, a trait I admired tremendously and would make an effort to adopt. "OK Melissa you lie face down and we'll get started. Are you comfortable being touched by women?" "Very comfortable Julia." "Are there any parts of your body you don't want touched?" "No." "Then just relax and enjoy. Carl you start at the top and massage her shoulders and arms and Anne and I will start with her feet and legs." I knelt on a towel at the top of the mattress and poured some oil in my hand. Seeing Melissa's beautiful naked body caused me to think of our session at the doctor and I wondered if I could do this without feeling uncomfortable. Then I remembered Mitra saying that massaging someone could be a good meditation so I closed my eyes, rubbed my hands together and placed them on her upper back near her shoulders. She felt warm and soft as I began to rub her. "Anne you just watch me and do what I do. Start with her foot. Most women love having their feet massaged." "Oh yes they do!" Melissa said. "Close your eyes Anne and feel what you're doing. Put as much love into her as you can. That's much more important than technique." I decided to follow Mitra's advice. After all, I already loved three women, why not four? As soon as I started consciously trying to massage her as lovingly as I could the whole gestalt changed. I began to feel the way I had felt when Mitra and I were making love. I didn't just feel Melissa's back and shoulders I felt her. She responded immediately and I felt her muscles soften and relax. She began to softly moan and her breathing slowed. My hands moved down from her shoulders to the sides of her chest and rubbed the sides of her breasts. I was not going to allow anything to get in the way of showing her that I was not intimidated to touch her lovingly anywhere on her body. I was sure she heard what my hands were telling her. Anne and Mitra were working on her calves and lower thighs now. Mitra pulled Melissa's legs apart then straddled her calf so her pussy came in contact with it. She looked at Anne and said; "Go ahead, this should feel especially nice to both of you to have your bare pussy rub her leg. I can't wait to get mine done." Anne straddled Melissa's other leg and began to slide her oily crotch up and down her calf as she used her hands to rub her thigh. "Melissa how does that feel to have your calves rubbed by our naked pussies?" "Absolutely marvelous. And you can keep right on going up my thighs." I moved to Melissa's side so I could reach her lower back more easily. I poured some more oil on her and started rubbing in circles near the top of her butt. Anne and Julia were inching up her legs as their hands got closer to her ass. Soon they were taking turns sliding their hands up the inside of her thighs to touch her bare pussy then moving up and over her ass cheeks. Melissa was moaning and cooing constantly under the touch of three people lovingly massaging and caressing her ass. "I think it's time you turned over so we can do your front side Melissa." She turned over on her back and we started on her again from the same positions. I rubbed her neck and shoulders then started on her hand and worked my way up her arm and moved around to do her other arm. I took a deep breath and slid my hands down her chest until they covered her breasts. They were warm and soft and beautiful. I fondled and caressed them gently cupping my hands under them and lifting them up to slide my thumb and finger over her nipples to softly pinch them. I could tell it was having the same effect that sucking on Anne's breasts earlier had on her. It was also having an effect on me. By now Julia and Anne had progressed up her legs in the same way they had done earlier by sliding their oiled pussies along her calves while massaging her thighs with their hands. When they reached the top of her legs their hands alternately slid slowly up the lips of her pussy to the top of her thighs. Without saying a word, Anne's hand moved to cover the little blonde tuft of hair on her mons then she began to rub her thumb gently on her clitoris in little circles. Julia's fingers lovingly stroked her slit and insinuated themselves between her labia to caress them between her thumb and finger. Her breathing deepened and she was moaning contentedly as we all conspired to induce her inevitable climax. Her nipples were hard and erect as I continued to roll them between my thumb and finger. Finally her stomach contracted and she gasped sharply then succumbed to her orgasm with a long, "Ohhhhhhh, Godddddd, Yesssss." Julia slid up the mattress and lay beside Melissa. Her hand began to caress her breast. "I'm glad you enjoyed that. It was a pleasure to do it for you." "The pleasure was all mine I assure you." Anne slid up to lay next to her on her other side and began caressing her other breast. "Melissa we're going to start doing this every day so if you want to we would love to have you join us." "I can't think of anything I'd like better. Thank you for the invitation. This is such a wonderful way to spend an afternoon. It makes me very happy to see you in such good spirits and having such a good time. I'm so glad you have Carl and now Julia here to bring you joy. I can't tell you how much I've enjoyed hearing you and Carl playing in the car while I drive you home. You deserve as much happiness as you can get and I'm thrilled that you've asked me to join in some of it. I love you, you know." "Oh Melissa my wonderful beautiful friend, yes, I do know. And I love you. I'm so glad we've finally admitted it. I'm never going to allow anything to keep me from loving or expressing that love again. It was Anne that couldn't tell you she loved you but I'm not Anne anymore. Anne Cordet is already dead. She died last night when I surrendered to Mitra and I was reborn. From this moment on I am Suvarna and I'm determined to live my remaining days in love. I will be with the ones I love and I will show them that love in every way I can." Suvarna turned and took Melissa in her arms and kissed her. Melissa turned toward her and pulled her close as she responded to the kiss. "Ohhhhhh Suvarna, I've wanted this for so long. You in my arms feels even better than I imagined." Mitra looked at me and said, "Well, it looks like I have another disciple. I get the feeling you're not going to mind one bit." I moved over to the side of the mattress and lay down next to Mitra and took her in my arms. "I'm never going to mind anything that happens with you my love. I'm only going to Be.... Here.... Now." "My sweet innocent Prem, we are indeed soul mates now. We were destined to be together. All our stars have aligned and we are right where we need to be; in each other's arms; in each other's hearts. You have risen to be with me in a higher dimension of love and soon, together we will ascend even higher. Oh my beloved, you are the one I have been waiting for so I could take the next step." I moved my lips toward hers and as soon as they touched I immediately started falling into her. She gently pushed me away and said, "Not now my love, I've given hundreds of massages and it's time I got one." "Yes it is. Bathing you this morning was such a joy that I would never say no to an opportunity to touch your gorgeous body. Suvarna, Melissa, are you ready to massage Mitra?" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 07 "We can't wait to get our hands on her beautiful body." "I'm going to get more than my hands on her. I intend to show her what if feels like to have two women rub her with their pussies. And would somebody tell me about the name Suvarna?" "This beautiful woman we are about to massage was brought here to be my hospice worker and to assist me with dying. When she came to be interviewed she told us how she became a hospice worker. She spent two years in India with a guru and became his disciple. She did many meditations while she was there and spent most of her last year doing Tantric yoga, which is the yoga of sex. I asked her if she would show us these techniques and she has graciously agreed to teach them to us." "Carl and I accepted her compassionate offer to become disciples and she initiated us last night. As part of that initiation she gave us new names. Mine is Suvarna and Carl's is Prem. Neither of us understands the meaning of this relationship except that it is based on total and unconditional love. Something I only learned about since Prem first came here. So now Julia, whose name as a disciple is Mitra, is not only helping me to face death, she is teaching me how to live and helping Prem show me how to love. I already regard this as the best thing that has ever happened to me." "What an incredible and special gift you've been given Suvarna. I'm envious and very happy for you. I can already see the difference it's making in you." "Melissa this is a very rare opportunity and since you are going to be with us constantly as we travel in the coming months I would very much like you to consider joining us as Mitra's disciple, if it is OK with Mitra of course. Mitra, would you accept Melissa as your disciple?" "As long as she understands that I am not representing myself as an enlightened master but am acting as a proxy for my own guru. Melissa, are you ready to explore your sexuality in all its aspects? Do you feel a rapport with me and do you feel that you can love me unconditionally? Are you willing to drop all of your preconceptions and discover the truth for yourself? Answer immediately yes or no. Don't think about it. "Yes." "Good. We can have your blessing darshan tonight and you can join Prem and Suvarna in this wonderful adventure we have begun. Now can we get on with the massage?" "Mitra may I ask you one question first?" "Of course you may." "Why have you consented to do this?" "When I first came here and heard what Prem was doing I knew it was a message from my guru. His sacrifice, done for no other reason than love, forced me to reexamine my life and I saw that I had fallen asleep again. I have been helping people face death but I needed to also help people live more fully. With all my time in India I never shared what I learned like Prem was doing with no spiritual guidance at all. His example reminded me how powerful love is and how much love is needed in the world today. I knew I had to do this for them." "I've seen what a difference he's made in Suvarna and I've felt their love when they play with each other in the car. He's stripped away all her inhibitions and embarrassment and taught her how to let go completely when making love. I want to be that free too. While you all were massaging me I felt love and tenderness pouring into me from everywhere you touched me. It was unlike anything I've ever experienced before. It made me comfortable to be naked with you and reveal my body and my spirit to your love." "That is how we must be with each other, totally open and receptive." We took our positions around Mitra as we had with Melissa. I was at her head and Suvarna and Melissa began at her feet. I didn't have to try to massage her lovingly; as soon as my hands touched her love began to pass between us. I closed my eyes and let my feeling guide my hands over her shoulders, neck and arms. Everywhere I touched her seemed like an erogenous zone. My cock began to stiffen and I opened my eyes to see what Suvarna and Melissa were doing. They were still working on her feet but not just with their hands. They had poured oil on their chests and were using their hands to slide her feet over their breasts. From the looks on their faces I could tell they were becoming as sexually aroused as I was. In a few minutes they stood up and poured more oil on their stomachs so it would drip down to their pussies. Then they pulled Mitra's legs apart and straddled her calves and began rubbing their hairless slits up and down them while they slid their hands up and down her thighs. I don't know who was enjoying this more, Mitra or Melissa and Suvarna. Ordinarily I would be a little self conscious about having a full erection in front of three beautiful women but not now. I stood up and walked back to Suvarna and kissed her, then asked her if she was having as much fun as she looked like she was. She looked at my hard cock and said, "I see she's getting to you too. It's all I can do to keep from cumming. I had no idea rubbing my cooze on another woman's leg would turn me on so much. My clit feels like it's sliding along a live wire." "What about you Melissa, are you having fun?" "My twat's leaking so much juice I'm leaving a trail every time I slide back. You're not helping by waving that boner around either. Your turn's coming soon and you'll get some of this treatment." Instead of returning to the top of the mattress I got on it and straddled Mitra across her lower back with my weight on my shins. This position afforded my hard cock the opportunity to lie on her butt crack. I poured some oil on it and her ass. "Now if you ladies would be so kind as to move up a little you can pull her cheeks apart and rub my cock against Mitra's asshole." Suvarna and Melissa quickly slid forward and began to rub her upper thighs, her ass and my cock while still sliding their wet pussies along her lower thighs. Melissa seemed to be applying more pressure to Mitra's thigh with her pussy and her breathing was becoming deeper. Her hand alternated with Suvarna's in stroking my cock along Mitra's crack. If they kept this up we were all going to have an orgasm soon. Before that happened I said, "I think it's time we let Mitra turn over so we can massage the other side of this beautiful body." As she rolled over she said, "You are all doing a fabulous job. I haven't felt this relaxed in a long time." Lying on her back with her long hair hanging off the end of the mattress and her large breasts prominently displayed did nothing to diminish the tension in my cock though. "Mitra your breasts are absolutely marvelous. I hope you like having them touched because I intend to take my time playing with them." "Take as much time as you want Prem, they will be very receptive to your loving touch, which should not be limited to just your hands. Suck them and lick them, then slide your hard cock between them like you did with my ass." My cock flinched when I heard that. I was sure if I started titty fucking her I'd blow a load all over her chest. What the hell. I leaned over her and brought my face down to hers and kissed her. My tongue eased slowly into her mouth and slid over and around hers. "Mitra you are the best kisser I've ever met. I could do it for hours. If I didn't already have an erection, kissing you would give me one." She smiled and said, "I feel the same about you except for the erection, but you do cause some very pleasant sensations in my vagina. Now, I believe you were going to do something with my breasts." I reached my hands down and started caressing the warm soft flesh of her breasts. They were large enough that I could use both hands on each one so I could cup them and gently squeeze them. Her dark pink nipple stood up from the large areola and I ran my thumbs over it. I had never been that wild about large breasts and hers were by no means too large but they were probably a cup size bigger than Suvarna's and Melissa's, both of whom had ample and perfectly formed boobs. But I was definitely enjoying playing with Mitra's. I stretched out and lowered my head down to take one of the nipples in my mouth along with as much of the breast as I could, then spent the next few minutes nursing her like a baby. She pressed up to meet my mouth and I felt her nipple stiffen and distend. I ran my tongue all over it discerning the various textures of nipple, areola, skin and the boundaries between them. I turned around and saw Suvarna who had made it up Mitra's left leg to above her knee and was squeezing her lower thigh with her own as she pressed her pussy into her leg intently. I motioned to her to come up and join me in what I was doing. She reluctantly surrendered Mitra's leg and crawled up beside her chest on the mattress. She saw what I was doing and formed a cup around the other breast with her hands and lowered her head to engulf it with her mouth. I knew from experience she could get a lot in her mouth and I watched as she sucked and licked in the same wonderful way she sucked my cock. In a couple of minutes I heard her softly moaning as she continued to nurse her in synch with me. "Ohhhhh Prem this is incredible. I haven't sucked on a woman's breast since I was an infant but this is just fabulous. I was really surprised when I came from you and Mitra doing this to me but I feel like I could cum from doing it to her. We are definitely going to have these sessions every day." Mitra suddenly drew in a deep breath and whimpered. I wondered what caused it and turned my head to see that Melissa had moved between her widespread legs, which were bent and drawn up so she would have complete access to her crotch. Melissa's mouth was doing the same thing to Mitra's pussy as we were doing to her breasts. We were all in a very high state of sexual arousal. "All of you stop what you're doing. Don't move. Keep your eyes closed and stay still. Look inside and see where your energy is. Focus on it and feel it in your genitals. See your sexuality as energy. This is the same energy as when you are angry or when you're working or running. You only have one type of energy and it's up to you where to direct it. Now take that energy and allow it to move to your heart. Don't think about sex; think about love. Feel the love that is in and all around us. Pretend that this is the last time we will ever do this and that you want to silently tell the others how much you love them." The surprise of this announcement in the middle of what we were doing actually shocked me into being able to see what she was talking about. I felt the heat in my cock and the fullness of my balls and how my attention was directed toward keeping the energy there. When I thought of this being the last thing I would do with Suvarna I felt my heart open and as my blood flowed through me the energy Mitra was talking about came into my heart with it. "This is what you will learn to do in the Tantric meditations. You will watch your sexual energy build up to just below the point of orgasm then you will redirect it up to your heart. You will soon get the knack of it and when your sexual energy is in your heart you can keep making love for hours because there is no more goal, no biological compulsion to complete the act. At first it's a little overwhelming but you will soon get in harmony with it and your genitals will become a conduit of love between us. It will make no difference what you are doing or whom you do it with, all that will matter is the love. Now you may continue with my massage." That little unexpected interruption did quiet our bodies down but as we got back to what we'd been doing I could see the sexual energy begin to rise again just like she said it would. Only this time I did feel more love for everybody. And I felt less hurried and calmer, which is what I admired about Mitra the first time I met her. I also knew that these Tantric meditations were going to change my life. Suvarna and I had come a long way in a little over two weeks. I shuddered when I tried to imagine how much more we were going to love each other in the coming months if we kept on increasing it at this rate. I moved one of my hands over and put it on Suvarna's. Without taking her mouth off of Mitra's breast she opened her eyes and I saw tears in them and knew she was thinking the very same thing. Suvarna seemed to sense that Mitra was getting close to her climax. She gently pushed me back so she could lay her body on top of Mitra's and began to slide around with her legs spread on either side of her. Melissa was still lovingly sucking and licking her pussy so I just sat back and watched. Suvarna stopped sliding and put her hands on Mitra's neck and kissed her passionately. Mitra softly moaned and her body trembled as she let go and relaxed into an orgasm we all felt as intensely as she did. Suvarna was up next. She wanted Mitra to do her top so Melissa and I each got a leg. Before we got started I took Melissa in my arms and kissed her and ran my hands down her back to her lovely ass. She kissed me back and held me tightly. "You knew this was going to happen didn't you?" "I didn't know it but I sure did wish for it. I was very intrigued by you the first moment I met you when I came to pick you up. By the time you started taking your clothes off in the car I was in love with you. I can't believe I'm going to get to have Tantric sex with you now. I'm so excited to learn about it and have all of you for lovers. I've been so worried about Suvarna I've neglected my own sex life. This is perfect." "That beautiful blonde beaver won't be neglected any more I can assure you. I'm just wondering how I'm going to explain all this to Sandy." "I wouldn't think about that now. There's too much happening and it's happening fast. This is a 'what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas' situation. Who knows what the next six months will bring? I hope you know I would never try to come between you and Sandy. If I can be with you for six months with nothing to do but make love with you I'll consider myself to be the luckiest woman on earth. Besides, I think Sandy has more to worry about from Mitra than me. I can see the connection between you two. It's almost scary how much you love each other and she's only been here for a day." "The love that Mitra and I share is no threat to anybody or anything. Except to whatever is dark and evil in this world. The only way I can describe it is like the flame of the candle we meditated on last night. It is absolutely pure and elemental. However small and feeble you may think it is, it contains the power to create a universe. Let's get started on Suvarna." Mitra was already massaging her back when we began on her legs. We all converged on her butt and gave it a good working over, much to her obvious delight. She turned over and Mitra worked her magic on her chest and stomach while Melissa and I ended up lying between her wide spread legs giving her a double helping of our tongues with small pauses to kiss each other. It didn't take long for her to succumb to a wonderful orgasm. I had been saved until last. They almost put me to sleep while I was lying on my stomach. They weren't trying to arouse me; they were loving me with their hands. Things changed when I rolled over on my back. I could feel the love mix with sensuality as they rubbed me with their tits and slid their pussies up and down my legs. Mitra slid hers all over my chest while Melissa and Suvarna did my legs. When they started on my cock it didn't take long for them to get it rigid. With more hands and tongues than places to put them I couldn't tell who was doing what most of the time. I just laid back and enjoyed it and wondered how I got to be so lucky. They decided to take turns sitting on my cock. Suvarna insisted on a time limit otherwise we would never get Mitra off of me. Melissa got to go first because she had not had the pleasure of my cock inside her before. She eased her dripping pussy down on me and began to slowly raise and lower her hips. She soon picked up speed and in a few minutes was bouncing merrily up and down on my cock. Suvarna was caressing my balls and Mitra was kissing me. Suvarna called time and she took her place on me to begin a repeat performance of what Melissa had done. Mitra took over playing with my scrotum and Melissa put her tit in my mouth. Despite the extremely stimulating first time experience of fucking three women at once, I was able to exercise a high degree of control. I concentrated on how I could actually perceive a difference between each of their pussies as they slid up and down my cock. Each felt marvelous but there was a subtle variation in how they felt to me. When Mitra took her place on top of me I could definitely tell a difference. She had a very talented cunt, no doubt from her time in India and all the sex she had. Being the only one with pubic hair I obviously noticed that and I had to admit I preferred them hairless. It occurred to me that they might like me to be hairless too so I decided to accompany Mitra to the waxing salon tomorrow. "Prem this is not a meditation this is fucking. I'm going to make you cum so don't try to resist it. I want your hot spunk in my cunt and I want it soon." She leaned back and began taking long strokes so that the tip was barely inside her when she reversed direction and impaled herself on me again. The three of us watched spellbound as she moved sinuously back and forth on me with graceful controlled motions. Her large breasts bounced provocatively and she smiled the entire time. Her movements quickened. "I'm getting close my love. Are you going to join me and give me what I want?" I felt my cock finally give in to all the attention it had received. It swelled and as soon as she felt it she stopped while I was buried in her. Her vagina began to throb around my cock and I started spurting cum into her in synch with her pulsations. Her head tilted back and she let out a long sighing moan as she immersed herself in her orgasm like she had dived off a cliff into a warm tropical ocean. She gave my cock a final squeeze then slid back and released it from her saturated vagina. "That was fun. I think it's time we returned to the spa and washed this oil off." We headed down to Suvarna's bathroom and spent the next hour having as much fun washing each other as we did with the massages. I was surprised at how comfortable we all felt. It can take some time to adjust to another person when you've recently been intimate with them. We were like little children, playing and touching and kissing like we had been doing it for years. I have to take back what I said earlier. There is something more wonderful than having two women who love you give you a bath and that's having three beautiful women do it. Teaming up with two beautiful women to bathe another one comes in a close second. Don't take my word for it. Try it yourself, with whatever combination of people you feel comfortable with. Communal bathing has been customary throughout history but our civilized society seems to favor quick solo showers. Even if you only bathe with one other person it's so much better than doing it alone. Mitra said when she bathes one of her terminal patients she does it as lovingly and meditatively as she can. Sometimes even getting in the bath or shower with them. They all say the same thing: it makes them feel better than anything else. Compassion seems to flow through Mitra like her blood. Next up on the agenda was another meditation to help Suvarna learn to circulate the light. We decided to do this in the bedroom but not in the bed. Instead of the missionary position Mitra said it would be more effective to do it sitting. We put pillows on the thickly carpeted floor and covered them with a sheet. I sat on one of the pillows and stretched my legs out. Mitra asked if Suvarna had something that could be used as a blindfold. Suvarna returned to the spa and brought back a sleep mask. Mitra told her to put it on. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 07 "In order to help you get in the proper space for this, Melissa and I are going to assist you. First by making sure your pussy and Prem's cock are prepared for joining. The best lubricant for intercourse is a natural one, saliva, so both of you lie back and I'll apply some to you and Melissa can do the same for Prem." The smile that suddenly lit up Melissa's face indicated that she was delighted to provide me with this kind of assistance. "Remember Melissa this isn't a blowjob. The goal is to get him nice and wet and hard of course." I leaned back and lay on a pillow so I could observe Melissa's oral skills. She seemed to understand her mission very well. She knelt beside me and enclosed my cock in one hand while she cupped my balls with the other. Her soft caresses on my balls accompanied gentle squeezes of my shaft as she looked at me lovingly. When she felt my cock begin to stiffen she lowered her head down and placed her lips on the tip. Her tongue began to lick it like a little kitten while she continued to squeeze and release my shaft. After a few more licks she pursed her lips and let saliva dribble out and begin to slide down the sides of my shaft. She used her hand to move the spit down so she could begin to stroke me. A few repetitions of this were followed by her sucking my head completely into her mouth where she continued to lick me and relax her lips enough to allow move saliva to run down to her hand. Mitra had chosen a different approach with Suvarna. She lay on her back and had Suvarna straddle her face. I think she did this because I could watch her as she began to lick her pussy with long firm strokes. She did not limit herself to just her slit but licked from her ass cheeks all the way up one side of her and then repeated it on the other side. Her hands were holding Suvarna's ass while she licked her. Watching her do this was augmenting Melissa's efforts as my cock was now at full erection. Mitra's mouth covered Suvarna's vagina and the way her lips spread against Mitra's cheeks made it obvious that her tongue was extended deeply inside her. "Ooooohhhhh Mitra that feels sooooooo gooood. Her hips were rocking forward and back despite Mitra's efforts to hold her still by squeezing her ass. Mitra finally pushed her back and removed her mouth. "I think that's a pretty good start. Melissa you seem to have coated Prem's hard cock very well. Now Prem you stay just as you are." She guided Suvarna toward me and leaned her back so her legs were on either side of my hips and her hips were between my legs. She adjusted a pillow beneath her ass so we were aligned perfectly. She then adjusted the pillow beneath me so my butt touched the floor but my lower back was slightly elevated. My cock was pointed directly at Suvarna's wet slit only an inch or two away. Mitra gently pushed Suvarna forward and the tip of my cock touched her labia. One more slight adjustment and I was poised to enter her vagina. "Melissa get on one side of them so you can lean over and reach their genitals with your mouth." Mitra did the same on the other side and Suvarna supported herself with her arms extended behind her. "OK Suvarna, move slowly forward to ease the head of his cock into your vagina." She pressed forward and I felt her wet pink folds slide over the head. "Stay like that. Don't move. Watch me Melissa. She bent over and licked from the base of my cock all the way to Suvarna's clit then sucked the sensitive nub into her mouth. Suvarna moaned. She pulled her mouth away and expelled saliva all over Suvarna's clit so it could run down to my shaft. "Your turn Melissa. Do it like I showed you." Melissa lowered her head and I felt her tongue slide along my shaft. Mitra used her fingers to spread the hood of Suvarna's clit so Melissa could suck it into her mouth and lick it. Suvarna moaned again and began to wiggle her hips. "Stay still Suvarna." Melissa then removed her mouth and let a large amount of saliva flow from her mouth all over my shaft. The two of them repeated this laving of our genitals several more times until we were covered in saliva. Probably more than we needed to be but they seemed to be having too much fun to stop. "Melissa go get behind Prem and raise him up until he's sitting straight. Try not to disturb his cock, I want them to stay joined." Mitra moved behind Suvarna and slowly moved her shoulders up with one hand and pushed her lower back with the other. This caused her pussy to slide over my cock with amazing ease because of the saliva. When we were both fully upright my cock was buried in her slippery cunt. "Melissa arrange her legs so they encircle Prem then try to get yours so you can get as close as you can to him." I felt Melissa's breasts press against my back as her legs spread around my hips on the floor with Suvarna's legs between her and my lower back. Mitra got between my legs and placed hers on either side of Suvarna's hips and moved forward until we were all pressed together like the pages of a book. Then she removed the blindfold from Suvarna. "This is a position from the Kama Sutra. The point of all this maneuvering is to get Prem and Suvarna close together so their breasts are pressed against each other while they are joined. It's only this complicated until they learn to do it by themselves. Now you two start kissing. Melissa, keep your breasts pressed against Prem's back and if you want to you can kiss his neck." As awkward as this sounds, when our lips met I began to get the feeling of falling that I had experienced with Mitra. It was not as pronounced as before but it caused my insides to flutter and a rush spread through me. I concentrated on the kiss and put as much love into it as I could. Her lips were soft, warm and yielding. The falling feeling intensified and in a few minutes I could feel my cock being gently squeezed by her throbbing vagina. It didn't feel like she was cumming but like she was lovingly trying to draw something from me. My cock swelled and began to pulse in the same way as her vagina. Then I felt the light stream into my chest from her breasts and flow through me until it reached my groin then it shot out of my cock. Suvarna whimpered then her whole body got warmer and her muscles tensed slightly as though they were filling with energy. I remember hearing Mitra telling Melissa to move back as she did the same, leaving us in this ecstatic embrace. We were in the same place as Mitra and I had been. But with Suvarna I was more aware of what we were doing. Our hips moved as one as we made love. Although it would probably be more accurate to say that love made us. We were in harmony with the rhythm of the universe as we moved in a cosmic dance. Almost two hours later we came back to this plane and discovered we were no longer sitting but lying side by side still joined in sex. We must have moved around quite a bit but I didn't remember the details very well. I had the same wonderful feeling as I had with Mitra and was not the least bit tired. Suvarna was positively glowing. Her skin had a pink flush and her eyes sparkled. "So, what did you think of that my love?" She didn't answer me in words but with the most beautiful smile I'd ever seen on her face. "Oh there you are. Did you enjoy that Suvarna?" "Mitra if I were to tell anybody about that they would think I was either on drugs or needed to be. And I wouldn't blame them. I wouldn't believe anybody who told me you could experience anything like that either." "I recommend you don't tell anybody about it. I haven't told anybody in twenty years until you two came into my life. This can only be done in deepest trust and love and only with the guidance of an enlightened master. This is a rare phenomenon." Mitra came over to her and put her arms around her. "My precious love I am so glad I met you and could share this with you. You've helped me get back in touch with my guru and through me he has helped you to get closer to your true self." "Oh Mitra you've taken my fear away and opened my heart completely. I love you so much." She got on her knees and bowed down and touched Mitra's feet and kissed them. Mitra accepted her loving gesture then helped her stand up. "I appreciate your doing that. I wanted to do it often with my guru. From now on though, this is how you should do it." She put her arms around her and kissed her full on the lips and held her tightly. Suvarna responded and wrapped her arms around her. I wished I had a camera because this was the most loving embrace I had ever seen; two beautiful naked women sharing something that was indeed very, very rare. Suvarna had made the transition from human love to spiritual love. "Mitra can you and I do that?" "No darling we can't. To circulate the light is an electrical phenomenon. The penis is the plug and the vagina is the socket. Two sockets or two plugs won't work. But there are many things that two people of the same gender can do. I'll see if I can't come up with some that three can do now that Melissa is with us. We should go have another bath and then get something to eat. We have Melissa's blessing tonight and another meditation and then your visualization." After some more playing in the spa Mitra rummaged around in the freezers and the refrigerator and found some vegetable soup and some dense granary bread to have for our afternoon meal. When we finished Mitra said she needed to call some people and send some emails so she headed for her room on the seventh floor. We agreed to meet up on the roof at seven-thirty. Melissa, Suvarna and I stayed at the breakfast room table for a while. "Melissa, how do you feel about becoming someone's disciple, especially someone we've never even met?" "I'm really looking forward to it. From the little I know about it I always thought people who went off to do the guru trip were either doing too many drugs or were religious fanatics like people in the Taliban. But now that I've met Mitra I'm both surprised and delighted that there really are people in the world like Mitra's guru and the Dalai Lama who have made it to the top of the food chain and actually become a Buddha. There are so many people who misuse religion so it's very encouraging that somebody is actually not just preaching but showing people how to love and live in peace. You can't get this out of a book; you have to touch people. I'm excited to be able to do this." "You think you're excited. When I asked Prem to teach me how to love I had no idea what I was getting myself into. After a couple of days with him I already had way more that I had hoped for, but now we're really in the deep end of the pool. What happened with Prem earlier today is the most indescribably wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. There is no way to fake something like that. It changed me deep down inside. I would not have believed there was anything like spiritual love but now that I've tasted it, I'm not about to turn back." "Prem what do you think about all this?" "I don't want to think about this or anything else right now. I want to take both of you up to the bed and cuddle with you until it's time to go up to the roof. Want to join me?" "Oh Hell yes." They both said. When we returned to the bedroom Melissa asked Suvarna if she had any body lotion. Suvarna went to the spa and brought back a bottle of the moisturizing lotion I liked so much. "Here, what are you going to do with that?" "I'm going to finish what I started with Prem when we were at the doctor's office last Thursday." "And just what did you start at the doctor's office?" "Melissa is referring to my sperm donation. She was kind enough to ummmhhh, lend me a hand, so to speak." "Prem are you telling me you don't know how to masturbate?" "Don't be silly Suvarna, of course I know how but didn't you once tell Melissa that you never did anything yourself if you could get somebody else to do it for you?" "Damn, hoisted on my own petard. So I'm to understand that the sperm that impregnated Victoria was produced by Melissa's pretty fingers?" "Not exactly, she provided the visual and verbal stimulation as well as holding the dish into which the semen was deposited." "As much as I wanted to play a more active role in the actual emission, I only got to watch. So now I want to show Prem what he missed out on. I also want to wrap my hand around the cock I've listened to you play with in the back seat of the car for so long. I want to feel his hot cum spurt all over me. Lay on your back on the bed Prem." When I was in position, Melissa put her leg over me and straddled my hips so she could hold my cock next to her pussy. She poured some of the lotion in her hand and spread it on my shaft as she began to fondle and rub it. She handed the bottle to Suvarna and said, "I'm sure he wouldn't mind if you helped. Rub some of this on those wonderful balls and see how he likes it." Suvarna lay between my spread legs with her face close to my crotch so she could both watch what Melissa was doing as well as caress my scrotum. The lotion felt cool when she began to rub it on my balls. I put a pillow under my head so I could look at Melissa's gorgeous ass spread over my hips. It didn't take long for my cock to start stiffening in her hand. "Ooooohhhh that's it Prem. You like this don't you? Oooohhhh yessss you do! I love the feel of your cock in my hand. I've wanted to do this ever since we were at the doctor's office and I'm getting excited now that I'm actually doing it. Oh yes baby, get nice and hard for me." My cock was stiff enough for her to begin stroking me with long smooth movements of her hand. She used her other hand to rub the head like she was unscrewing a bottle top while she continued to stroke my shaft. When she reached the top of my shaft she would squeeze it while she played with the head. Each of Suvarna's hands had one of my testicles in it as she fondled and massaged them tenderly. She would pull on them and stretch them then press her thumbs where my sac joined my cock and rub the base. "Oh God Prem your cock feels so good in my hands. I'm getting wet from doing this to you. Your cock's getting hot and I want to feel it on my pussy." She pulled my rigid shaft back against her mound and lower stomach and opened her hand to rub it on her warm skin. She began to move her hips up and down so it would slide against her mound. Her hips rose higher with each stroke until the head of my cock touched her sensitive clit. "Ohhh God Prem your cock feels so good on my clit. Feel me rub it on my pink nub. Ooooh, Ooooh, yes. Oh God this is making me crazy!" Watching her hand between her ass cheeks with her hips raised was making me crazy too. I could see Suvarna watching what Melissa was doing. She puckered her lips and air kissed me then smiled to see me having such a good time. Then she winked at me as she snuck one finger down below my balls and inserted the slippery digit into my asshole and began slowly rubbing it in and out. Melissa was rubbing the head of my cock along the entire length of her slit now while she rubbed the lips of her pussy with her other hand. Then she pressed my cock back so it was lying on my stomach and lowered her hips so her slit was on top of it and began to slide back and forth along its length. I watched it spring up against her ass crack then flatten again as she moved back and forth. "Oh God Prem feel my wet pussy coating your cock with my juice. It's making me so hot!" Suvarna moved so she was kneeling between my legs. "Melissa lay back on top of Prem and spread your legs. I'm going to jerk him off so he cums on your pussy. Then you can rub his cream all over your bald twat and let me watch you get yourself off." Melissa leaned back and stretched out her legs so she was on top of me. I moved my hands to cup her breasts and began to roll her nipples between my thumb and finger. Suvarna's hand wrapped around my cock but she kept the finger of her other hand in my ass as she began to stroke my cock between Melissa's wide spread legs. "OK Prem. You do it just like you did at the doctor's office but this time you won't need a dish. I want you to spray your hot cream all over Melissa's beautiful pussy. Cover her in cum. Let me feel it flowing through your nice hard cock as you shoot your hot streams all over her." She curled her finger inside my ass and started rubbing my prostate while her hand quickened the pace of her stroking. Melissa's breasts felt soft and warm in my hands and her nipples were distended and hard. I put my lips on her neck and began to suck just underneath her ear. I felt the first signs of my orgasm and my cock began to swell in Suvarna's hand. "Melissa I'm going to cum now. I'm going to give you what you want. Suvarna's going to soak your pretty pussy in my hot cream." The first jet of cum erupted from the tip of my cock as Suvarna directed it to the center of her mound. Melissa's legs flinched when she felt the hot liquid contact her. "Ohhh Godddd yessss Prem spray your cum all over me baby. Ohhhh it feels so hot!" Suvarna stroked, squeezed and pressed my genitals to urge me on as spurt after spurt blew out of my cock and splattered on Melissa's pussy. When the last one plopped onto her warm flesh she put the tip of my cock on her clit and let the last drops ooze out onto her as she continued to gently stroke me. Melissa raised her head to see the gooey mess between her legs. "Oh my God Prem you've painted my entire pussy in your sweet cream." Her hand moved to her mound and she began to rub the pearly liquid all over her vulva, pressing her cum covered fingers inside her vagina then smearing it on her clit. Suvarna pulled my cock back toward her and engulfed it with her mouth. She gently sucked me while Melissa continued to play with her pussy and edge closer to her climax. Finally her back arched and her stomach muscles flexed as the orgasm swept through her while her hand continued to rub my cum between her lips. "Oh Jesus Prem that was fantastic. You don't know how many times I wished I could have done this with you and Suvarna in the car. I haven't cum like that in a long time." "We can do it as much as you want to now. You two really know how to make a guy feel good." It was getting close to time to meet Mitra so we got up and headed for the shower then took the elevator up to the roof. We didn't even bother with robes this time. Melissa's initiation was as thrilling as ours had been and we both hugged her and kissed her when it was finished. Mitra gave her the name Vitesha, which means transcendence. We thought it was perfect for her. We did another meditation in the pagoda that was oriented toward breathing. We drew in deep breaths then hummed as we slowly let the air back out. I felt kind of high afterward. Then we gathered around Suvarna so she could do her visualization. We all put as much love as we could into helping her. "What are we going to do about sleeping arrangements? I don't think my bed will hold all four of us. Tomorrow I'll have the handy men bring up one of the other beds from the seventh floor and put it beside mine but for tonight I think Vitesha and Prem should spend the night in my bed and Mitra and I will stay in her room." "Suvarna I wouldn't feel right about taking your bed and your boyfriend." "Nonsense. We're all going to be doing everything together from now on so there's no more private property or exclusive relationships. This is a special night for you and you need to get to know Prem a little better. I've never spent the night alone with a woman so it will give me a chance to see what it's like." I took what she said as a very good sign. She was expanding, pushing her boundaries and best of all not fixating on me as her love object. She was learning to relax and let go. We all knew we were in a very special situation and none of us knew when it would end; we only knew that it would. We had to live each moment and do everything with as much love and awareness as possible. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 07 It felt a little peculiar to be getting ready for bed with Vitesha. Washing our faces and brushing our teeth together was familiar but still different. As we stood in front of the mirror I looked at her reflected image. She saw me and looked back at me. "When a man stares at me it usually means he's undressing me in his mind, but since I'm already naked you make me feel like you're appreciating me and showing me how beautiful you think I am. If I still had clothes on, a look like yours would have me taking them off, something I wanted to do every time you and Suvarna did it in the back seat. I can't wait to get in bed with you." I smiled and finished up at the sink. "At the risk of making you wait just a bit longer would you let me give you an enema so I can play with your ass?" "You can play with anything I have. Where do you want me?" I got out the enema bag and fixed it up and told her to get on her hands and knees. She seemed to enjoy the way I did it for her and when we had finished she said, "I don't do this for everybody you know." "I'm going to make you glad you did it for me. Come on Vitesha; let's not keep you waiting any longer. On the way to the bed I stopped at the pad and queued up my soft jazz play list and hit start. She was waiting for me when I crawled into the bed. "Lie on your back, I want to lay on top of you." I turned on to my back and she put her leg over me and slid on top of me. "I'm going to remember this night for the rest of my life and I'm going to do everything I can to make it that memorable for you too. First I just want to look at you." She stared into my eyes then interspersed the looking with little kisses all over my face. Her beautiful breasts felt warm and soft on my chest, her stomach gently pushed against mine as she breathed, her legs were spread along side of mine and she softly rubbed my shin with her foot. "I got real close to feeling like this with you earlier. I know now why they call it falling in love. When I look in your eyes I feel like I'm falling and I'll never stop." "I'm quite familiar with that feeling. You go right ahead and fall, I'll catch you if you go too far." "Oh Prem I don't ever want to stop falling in love with you. Sweep me off my feet so completely that I don't even know where the ground is. Turn me upside down and inside out and make me dizzy with love." "If you're finished lying on top of me I think I can do something you might enjoy." She slid off me and lay beside me. "Turn over on your tummy." She rolled over and I raised her hips up and put a pillow under them. "Now spread your legs for me." I lay between them and put my head on her ass. "Oh, I almost forgot. Stay just as you are." I jumped up and went into Suvarna's closet and got some of her perfume and brought it back to the bed and put a drop on each of her outer lips. "Wow, what's that? It smells scrumptious." "Suvarna does this when she knows I'm going to give her ass a special treat." I lay back down between her legs and started rubbing and kissing her ass all over. I licked her cheeks and gently bit the fold where they joined her thighs. My fingers were busy playing with her pussy. I put my thumb and finger on her labia and slid them down toward her clit. "That feels really good but the anticipation is making me tingle." "Don't be in a hurry. Enjoy every second of this." I put both hands on her ass cheeks and pulled them apart then lowered my head and licked slowly from the bottom of her slit upwards across her asshole. She gasped and flinched as my tongue made contact with her puckered hole. I repeated this several times then introduced a pause when my tongue reached her asshole so I could insert the tip into her. Each subsequent lick found my tongue lingering longer and sliding in further. She started moaning softly and her breathing deepened. The way she and Suvarna responded to this kind of loving was rapidly making it my favorite form of foreplay. I was a little surprised but I really enjoyed it. Obviously they did too. "Prem that feels heavenly. Nobody's ever done that to me before. You don't have to tell me you love me, you're showing me." "I think it's time to make you feel loved in a different way." "Are you going to fuck me in the ass? I've only done that once before." "I'll let you decide then. Whichever hole you choose I'm definitely going to put my cock in it from behind you." "Oooohhh that's a tough choice. I do want you to fuck my ass but right now I really want you in my pussy. You've got me really turned on and I want to cum for you." I moved up between her legs and she raised her hips and bowed her back. I swiped the head of my cock up and down her slit a couple of times. The sight of her full outer lips framed by her gorgeous ass caused my cock to stiffen even more. Then I put the tip at her entrance and eased forward. She opened up for me like a flower opening its petals. I eased forward and felt her warm pink folds accommodate to my cock as it slid deep inside her. When I was all the way in she let out a deep sigh. "Oh Prem, you feel so good. Stay there for a moment. I want to savor your hard hot cock in me." "I feel the same way. The sight of my cock buried in your warm wet pussy is making my insides churn. You're beautiful Vitesha." "Ohhhhhh my darling Prem you've filled my heart with so much love I can barely breathe. Fuck me now Prem. Fuck me and make me cum." I leaned forward and lay on top of her then slid my hands under her chest to cup her breasts. I eased my hips back and began to slide in and out of her in long slow strokes. She pushed her hips back as I moved forward to get deep inside her. She didn't say a word but made soft little moans and grunts as I continued to fuck her. The sensation of her soft padded ass against my hips was sending clear messages to my brain and turning up my arousal. I increased the tempo of my stroking and added the sound of my upper thighs slapping against her ass to the mix of erotic stimuli I was already receiving. It wouldn't take much longer before I reached the peak. I wanted to cum in her. This was not Tantra this was fucking and I wanted to fill her with hot cum. I wanted to show her the unmistakable proof of my love. "Ohhhh, Ohhhh Prem, Oh fuck me my love. I'm so close, please fuck me and let me cum for you. Oh yes... yes... yes... now Prem... now. Feel what your love is doing to me. OOOOHHH, YEASSSSSS cum with me my love." I didn't even slow down when I began spurting my cream into her. I kept on stroking all the way through both our orgasms then finally stopped and lay motionless on her. I rolled us over on our sides without letting my cock slip out of her. "I want to fall asleep like this with your warm pussy embracing me and loving me. And when we wake up we're going to do this again." She shuddered and pressed back against me. A female vocalist was singing a very soulful version of 'The Nearness of You'. It was the last thing I remembered hearing. The next thing I heard was the Moody Blues singing 'For My Lady'. Then I felt a jostle as Vitesha jumped back in the bed. "Good morning my love, I picked this tune out for you because I know you like them and this song reminds me of you." She got on top of me and kissed me. As she started slowly sliding down me I asked her, "How can music over forty years old still seem so relevant, so vibrant and melodious?" "How old is Mozart's music?" "Good point. I guess great music is timeless." She had lowered herself down to lie between my legs and was studying my cock as she rubbed her hands on my upper thighs. "This is what I wanted to do to you the other day at the doctor's office but that spoil sport nurse said not to get saliva in your sperm sample." Her right hand encircled my shaft and her lips did the same to the head. It didn't take long to figure out I was in for a very special treat. "You've done this before haven't you?" "UmmmHmmm" She said without removing her mouth from the head of my cock. She sucked a little more of me into her as her left hand moved to cradle my balls and started caressing them. I stiffened to about half-mast and she started stroking me as her tongue danced all over the part of my cock that was in her mouth. After another minute she pulled off and opened her hand so she could lick me from the base all the way to the tip with broad laps of her tongue. When she had done this about four or five times she looked at me and said, "I have done this before but I've never wanted to as much as I do now. I spent the whole night alternately sleeping and being awake so I could both be with you and dream of you. I couldn't believe I was really here in bed with you. I love you so much Prem." She sucked on my balls for a while but continued to stroke me with her hand. Finally I was at full erection. She stopped and said, "Now turn over on your side." When I had rolled over she repositioned herself to lie on her side with her mouth directly in front of my hard cock. "I've found that most men prefer to fuck my mouth rather than have me bob up and down and jerk them off so you just do what feels good to you and I'll make sure these delicate balls of yours get lots of attention. Her mouth enclosed my head and she lay still waiting for me to please myself. "Vitesha you are truly a great treasure. I wonder what I've done to deserve two women who enjoy sucking my cock as much as I enjoy them doing it. This is a rare and special gift." I began moving my cock in and out of her mouth in a slow steady rhythm. Lying like this afforded me the opportunity to put my hand on her head and run my fingers through her soft blonde hair. "You have such beautiful hair. You must let me brush it for you after we bathe this morning. I love brushing my wife's hair." I increased the speed of my thrusting and moved my hand to massage the back of her neck. She began to softly moan and her tongue vibrated against my shaft. Her hands caressed and played with my balls as I slid deeper into her mouth with each thrust. Soon she was taking me all the way and I could feel the head slipping into her throat. "Vitesha your warm wet mouth feels like it was made to do this. I feel my precum leaking onto your soft tongue and my balls are starting to move up and tighten. It won't be long now my love. Ohhh Yesss...Yess it's coming. Hold your lips around the head. Yes just like that. Ohhh, Ohhh, Ahhhhh...now my love here is your prize." The first hot glob of cum jetted into her mouth followed closely by the second. I felt her throat constrict as she swallowed then sprayed another big gush of semen into her. She moved her mouth toward me to engulf about half my cock and sucked out two more spurts then swallowed again. I pushed my cock all the way in and deposited yet another burst directly into her throat. She held me there until the last dribbles oozed out of the tip then slowly withdrew from me. "Oh Prem I love your cum. I didn't think anything could feel as good as when you filled my pussy with it last night but having you do it in my mouth almost made me cum with you. I love the way it feels and tastes and how your cock pulses and presses against my cheeks. I'm so glad you like it and you're right, I love it as much as you do." I heard the door open and Suvarna and Mitra walked in. "Hey you two, it's time to get up. We've got meditations to do and I promised Mitra I'd get her an appointment at the salon to have her pussy waxed." "Suvarna, when you call find out if I can get the same treatment." "Prem, I'm a little surprised but delighted you want to join the club. I'm sure they can do you both. If your bald loins turn me as on as much as mine do you, I might not ever let you out of my arms again." "That was exactly the reaction I was hoping for. Vitesha and I were about to head for the spa for a morning bath. Would you two care to join us?" "Yes we would. That's where we were headed too. You go on in and I'll call the salon for your appointments." Vitesha started the pumps to warm the pool while I made a stop in the potty room. We had just gotten in when Suvarna came in and said the salon could take Mitra and me at eleven. This would give us time to do some morning yoga and have breakfast. It's hard to describe just how truly delightful bathing with three beautiful loving women is. It's even more delightful when they aren't constantly talking about things that really don't matter in the first place. They said more with their hands and eyes and used their mouths for kissing. We did our yoga in the bedroom on the floor. "Mitra you are going to take it easy on us to start with aren't you? None of us has ever done yoga and I'll bet you're really good at it." "We'll just do some simple stretching and balance poses to get your blood circulating. I did it every day in India but I only have time to do it a couple of times a week now. Yoga isn't something you get good at. It's not the technique or the postures that matter that much. What's important is to get your body and your mind in harmony. I thought I had done that pretty well until four women showed up at the ashram one day." "They came every year for two weeks to dance and do yoga. They were from the Paris Opera Ballet Company and they had been ballerinas their whole lives. I've never seen anything as exquisite as their yoga routine. Usually yoga postures are held without moving for a few seconds or minutes but they blended their ballet into the yoga. They never stopped moving in perfect unison as they went from one posture to another but they would vary the speed to almost slow motion in the poses. I never saw any part of their bodies twitch or shake or move in any way that wasn't absolutely fluid. Even the blinking of their eyes was in synch. This was a very rigorous routine and lasted a full hour. They sure showed me what getting your mind and body in harmony means." After yoga and breakfast we all got in the car and Vitesha drove us to the salon. Suvarna told her to park the car so she could accompany her on a little shopping trip. "I thought you were going to have a massage while we were being waxed." "Who needs to get massaged at the salon when we can do it better at home? I need Vitesha to help me get some more toys at the sex shop. We need some additional equipment now that there are four of us." When Mitra and I finished having our crotches denuded we met Suvarna in the lobby of the salon. Vitesha had taken their new purchases back to the car and would meet us outside. When we returned home Suvarna and Vitesha wanted Mitra and me to model our new bare pubes while they showed us the new toys. When Suvarna saw what I looked like she said, "I'm glad you like blowjobs because I'm sure one of us is going to have your cock in her mouth round the clock. Now I know how we must affect you. Mitra you were already centerfold material but now you could be a porn star. You look almost too sexy, if there is such a thing." "I'm amazed at how sexy it feels. I intend to keep it this way." Before we started our next meditation we decided to have lunch. Anthony prepared a very nice chilled vegetable soup and black bean and brown rice casserole. He said he was really getting into this macrobiotic stuff and had lots of ideas for meals. After lunch Suvarna checked her email and announced that she had heard from her travel agent and the trip had been completely arranged. We were to head for Europe in three days. First stop Paris, and then we would drive to Bordeaux to visit the first property, a Maison De Maitre. I asked Suvarna to please send a copy of the itinerary to Sandy. I had only been to Europe once and that was to London for business. I was looking forward to this trip. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 08 The day of the big trip had arrived. We were leaving from JFK in the late afternoon so we would get to Paris about eleven in the morning. We were staying at the Hotel Le Bristol in a suite that had a great view of the Eiffel Tower for three nights so we could do a little sightseeing before driving to Bordeaux. Since this would be our only trip to Paris we went first class with everything. We were able to sleep comfortably on the plane and getting through customs and picking up our luggage was easy enough. Suvarna's travel agent arranged for a limo to pick us up at the airport and drive us into the city. We arrived a little past one and checked in. The suite was very impressive and the view of the city was spectacular. We wanted to take a bath after a night on the plane but we had to use both tubs since only two of us could get in at a time. I paired with Mitra because I hadn't had much time to be alone with her the last few days. Suvarna and Vitesha took the other one. There was a bottle of Champagne in an ice bucket on one of the tables so I opened it and poured us all a glass. "Mitra is Champagne allowed on our macrobiotic diet?" "It's made from grapes isn't it?" "That's the answer I was looking for." "I think we can relax the macrobiotic restrictions for tonight since we are in Paris and none of us has ever been here before. Just don't go overboard with cream, butter and fat. I'm sure they must have some excellent grilled fish and fresh vegetables in this city." Each of us brought one dress up outfit to go to expensive restaurants and other places that required you to be dressed in more than shorts and t-shirt. Considering Suvarna's newfound fascination with nudity I'm surprised she even brought two suitcases. We had reservations at a very expensive and world-renowned dining establishment for eight o'clock. There was a very plush lounge in the hotel so after we got dressed we went down to have some more Champagne before going out to the restaurant. Considering we were in Paris, a city known for beautiful women, I got more attention being with the three beautiful women I had temporarily added to Paris' population than I would have expected. Not that they didn't deserve it. They wore their expensive couturier gowns better than fashion models since they actually had something to fill them out underneath them. Mitra was spectacular. Hair, makeup, dress, shoes and lingerie were breathtaking. I told her that as much as I loved her I thought she might actually look sexier dressed than naked. Vitesha's blonde hair and angelic face put her in a category all her own and, like Suvarna, love radiated from her and seemed to attract people to stare at her. Suvarna was gorgeous despite the fact that none of the jewelry she wore was real. The real stuff was at home, these were copies. It didn't matter, she sparkled more than the jewels did. "There is not a more fortunate man in the world than I am tonight. To be with any one of you even on a casual date would make me feel like a king but to be with all of you and have the unbelievable good fortune to love you and be loved by you truly exceeds the limits of my ability to imagine what I did to deserve this. Thank you so much for more happiness than I ever thought I would have." I raised my glass and took a sip of the bubbly wine and they all joined me. "Prem whenever we toast to things, I will never forget that without your loving wife's understanding, kindness and compassion we would not be here tonight. She is the real hero of this drama and I say a prayer for her every night to thank her for what she is doing for me. I want you to promise that some day you will bring her here and toast her for being the most special woman in the world. To Sandy." We finished our wine then took a cab to the restaurant where we had a marvelous leisurely dinner with impeccable service. It was after eleven when we finished so we headed back to the hotel and got ready for bed. There was a king size bed in each of the two bedrooms. We all piled into the one where you could see the Eiffel Tower out the sliding glass doors. Suvarna told me to lie on my back. She and Vitesha lay on either side of me with their heads on my stomach. They then proceeded to take turns sucking my cock. One would suck the head and play with my balls while the other one stroked my shaft. When they traded places they would kiss each other and put their lips on either side of my cock head and lick me. Meanwhile Mitra straddled my face and I finally got to feast on her bare pussy. "I love to have my pussy licked and you do it so good." Her hands were holding onto the headboard while her hips moved gently so she could slide her slit over my mouth. She would hold still so I could suck on her clit until she had to slide forward and let my tongue explore her vagina. She had marvelous control over her arousal and let it build up slowly. That was OK with me. I was doing something I loved with someone I loved so I was in no hurry. I tried to alternate on focusing my attention on my tongue and Mitra's pussy and what was going on with my cock. Suvarna and Vitesha were thoroughly enjoying playing with me and had now begun to see which one of them could keep my entire cock in their mouth the longest. This was a contest I wholeheartedly endorsed. It had the added benefit that while one of them deep throated me the other one put my balls in her mouth and worked them over with her tongue. Vitesha said, "Prem I love the way your naked crotch feels. It really makes sucking you extra nice. I'm going to see if it feels as good to my bald pussy." She straddled my wet cock and Suvarna guided me into her vagina as she lowered herself down on me. "Ohhh Prem baby, it feels fabulous. I'm just going to take a little ride for a while so keep on loving Mitra's pussy with your mouth and loving mine with your cock. Mitra would you mind turning around on Prem's face so I can see that pretty pussy of yours while Prem is licking it?" Mitra obliged her and while she was moving I saw Vitesha sitting on me and rocking her hips forward and backward as she fucked me with a steady rhythm. Suvarna was kneeling beside her so she could suck her tit. In a couple of minutes Suvarna got off the bed and went to the bathroom. When she returned she had one of the strap on dildos and a bottle of lube with her. "Vitesha it's my turn now. Get off him and put this on. I'm going to get on him and when you're ready pour some lube on that life-like cock and put it in my ass." Vitesha slid off my cock and picked up the strap on and stood by the bed so she could put it on. Suvarna straddled me and lowered her hips down as she guided my hard cock in to her pussy. "Bend over and lay your chest on his Suvarna. That's right, perfect. OK, get ready." "OH! Oh yes. Easy now, I want to feel every inch of it as it stretches my ass. Oooooh Yes Vitesha, just like that. Oooohhhh, Oooohhhh. Prem can you feel that?" "Oh yeah, I can feel it. I didn't know it vibrated." "Not only does the dildo vibrate but there's a five inch vibrating cock in the harness that goes inside me so all three of us can get a thrill. Now you lay still and let me get a nice rhythm going before you start up again on Prem. I'm not as skilled at this as he is you know." I felt the artificial penis rubbing against my own as Vitesha began to slide it slowly in and out of Suvarna's rectum. "Ohhhh, Ohhhh, Ohhhh yesss Vitesha that feels soooo gooood. You can go a little faster now. Fuck me and let your thighs slap my ass and push me forward to fuck Prem. Put your hands on my hips and pull me back to you as you shove it in me. Ohhhh Vitesha DO IT! Fuck me Vitesha. Show me how much you love me." I wished I could see what was going on but my face was still covered by Mitra's pussy, which by now was very wet from my saliva and her juices. She continued to slide her slit back and forth on my tongue directing my licking to the part she wanted. My nose was in her ass crack and I had to use my hands to hold her cheeks apart so I could breathe. It finally occurred to Suvarna that she was in a position now to join me in licking Mitra. I felt her tongue against my chin as she began to lick her clit. Mitra moved forward to let her have better access to it and this put her vagina directly over my mouth. Her juices were really flowing now. I let Vitesha do all the work as far as fucking Suvarna. As she stroked the dildo into her ass she caused her pussy to slide up and down my cock. It wasn't long before Suvarna cried out, "OHHHH MYYY GODDD I'm going to cum. Push it in me Vitesha all the way and let me cum all over both of these cocks in me. Ohhhhh Yessssss, Yessssss, Ohhhhhhh." I guess the sight of Suvarna climaxing on two cocks and the oral attention we were giving her pussy was too much for Mitra as she came on my mouth and squeezed her legs against me. Suvarna's throbbing vagina and the spasms in her rectum was all I needed to set me off and I started pumping hot cum into her, which only seemed to set her off again. What a way to spend a night in Paris! Vitesha slowly pulled the dildo out of Suvarna and Mitra got off my face so Suvarna could sit up and slide off my cock. "Wow, what a way to celebrate Paris. My first DP. That may become my favorite way to fuck. Mitra, can we work that into the Tantric meditations?" "I don't see why not. I'd like to try it standing up with you and Vitesha. Prem could sit in lotus position and meditate on us." "That's a great idea. You'd like that wouldn't you Prem. Do you think you could watch us without getting a hard on?" "No. But it would be fun to see." "I don't think we can all sleep in one bed so Prem, why don't you and Mitra use the other bedroom. Vitesha's going to stay here with me and suck your cum out of my pussy while I'm licking hers." When Mitra and I got to the other bedroom she said she wanted to return the wonderful oral loving I had given her. Her talented tongue had me back to full erection in no time. Then she laid on her back and spread her legs. "Prem lie across the bed and let me put my legs over you so you can slide that lovely cock in and out of me real slow." Her pussy was still soaking wet and I slipped into her easily. Sex with Mitra wasn't fucking. It was always an elaboration of love; a demonstration of the deepest affection; a heartfelt offering of devotion; an expression of pure joy. I didn't have to try to be meditative with her, it simply happened. We stayed like that for a long time as I played with her; sliding my cock in and out of her then rubbing it all over her pussy and swiping the head across her clit. My hands glided over her thighs and my fingers fondled every warm fold and crinkle of her hairless crotch, tingling everywhere they touched. Finally I felt another orgasm starting and pushed into her as far as I could go. She rubbed her clit while I sprayed my hot liquid tribute that she so richly deserved deep inside her. Mitra's orgasms were unlike any other woman's I had ever known. It was like she was standing on the shore of an ocean watching her orgasm approach as if it were a gigantic wave. She waited patiently as it approached, relaxed and ready for it as it built up and filled her with sexual anticipation. Then when the face of the wave was inches from sweeping her away she dove headlong into it and swam deeply through it, playing in it like a dolphin until she had wrung all the power from it, turning it into pleasure until she was forced to come up for air. It was majestic and awesome. I crawled up beside her and took her in my arms and kissed her while I held her tightly. Her full soft breasts pressed against me as she gently stroked my back. I thought about how this whole adventure had started by my agreeing to teach Anne how to love. Now here I was in Paris in a three thousand dollar a night suite learning about an entirely new dimension of love from the most incredible, fascinating, beautiful woman I had ever seen. I felt that falling sensation again so I let go and fell into her. And that's how we went to sleep. I awoke feeling better than I had ever felt. Mitra had told me that when lovers sleep together their spirits watch over each other while they are sleeping and care for them. There could be no doubt about the truth of that. I'd never felt more cared for and loved that I did at that moment. Her eyes opened and she looked at me and smiled. "Good morning my love." "Good morning Mitra and thank you." "And what are you thanking me for?" "For the gift of your being here with me, for the love that we share, for opening my eyes to see things I never knew existed and for a world made better simply because you are in it." "You're very welcome my love. Come, kiss me and let's get ready to celebrate the miracle of another day together." I held her and we kissed tenderly but passionately. "Mitra I've figured out why kissing you is so wonderful. You always kiss me like it will be the last time." "I do that because one day it will be." We got up and headed for the bathroom for a morning pee then got in the shower and lovingly bathed and dried each other before going to see what Suvarna and Vitesha were doing. Like us they were in each other's arms smooching like a couple of teenagers. "Good morning Prem, good morning Mitra. I see you two have already taken your bath. As soon as we take ours we need to go get some breakfast. The driver will be here in about an hour to take us on a tour of this beautiful city." It was a fabulous summer day with sunshine, perfect for sightseeing. Our driver took us to all the places tourists want to see on a day in Paris and we had a great time seeing it with each other. We went to another five star restaurant for dinner and came back for more love making before we paired up for sleeping. I would spend this night with Suvarna. I was so happy she was having such a good time. I was even happier that I loved her exactly the same way and just as much as I loved Mitra. It was as if all the love that any of us shared increased the love we all felt for each other. This genuinely surprised me. In the morning after we finished breakfast I asked her, "Mitra how is it possible that the more I love you the more I love Suvarna and Vitesha?" "One day when we were sitting together with my guru a disciple asked him how he could love all of us equally and wondered if it were because he was the only one among us who was enlightened. His answer was very surprising. He said that he was not the only enlightened one there. All who were there were enlightened. But he was the only one who had realized it. He explained that he was not trying to make anybody enlightened, that it was impossible because we already were. He was only trying to wake us up, to help us stop dreaming and desiring so we could see it." "When your love reaches the final stage, when it becomes divine love you stop loving people and things as objects. You simply love. You are love. So there is no other way to love except totally. Prem this is what is happening to us. As we move deeper into love and approach divine love we pull the others with us and none of us can feel more for one than they can for another." Suvarna ran to her and fell to her knees and bowed down and kissed Mitra's feet. "Mitra I know you told me not to do this but I had to. What you just said is the most wonderful, beautiful thing I have ever heard in my life. And what's even more wonderful is I know it's true. Not because you told me but because I feel it and I know now that I will die with that kind of love in me. Oh Mitra I can't tell you how happy you've made me, I can only show you." She bowed down again and began sobbing with her head on her feet. I moved up beside her and Vitesha took her place on her other side and we bowed down with her. This was the most powerful realization I had ever had because like Suvarna, I knew it was true. "My gentle lovers come with me. It may be a little crowded but we all need to get into one bed and be with Suvarna. She is experiencing what is known as a Satori. We need to all be near her and hold her." We helped Suvarna up and took her to bed. Mitra put her arms around her and Vitesha and I squeezed in around them. Suvarna sobbed for three hours, crying uncontrollably as her heart opened and tried to contain all the love that suddenly came pouring into it. I was lying behind Suvarna and it suddenly came to me that I needed to put my forehead on the back of her head and do the visualization for her because we had not done it last night. I whispered the words so as not to disturb her and half way through saying them I felt the light that I had felt during our circulating the light meditation flowing out of my forehead right between my eyes and into her head. We didn't go out the entire day as we rotated lying with Suvarna while she continued her heightened state of consciousness; which appeared to me like some sort of trance. She didn't eat but we did get some water into her and helped her use the bathroom. By the time darkness fell we had all drifted off to sleep. Suvarna was still in Mitra's arms and I was behind her with my arm draped over both of them. Vitesha and I decided to get something to eat in the hotel restaurant then returned to the suite and moved to our own room about eleven and went straight to bed. In the morning she awoke early and called room service so there was a complete breakfast waiting for all of us. I got out of the bed and went out to the living room. "Vitesha, is she alright?" "If she's in Mitra's arms, my guess is yes but I was a little worried there for a few minutes. She poured me a cup of coffee. I took it and sat it down then put my arms around her. "Some night huh?" "Prem I feel very different today. Something very significant happened last night. When Mitra initiated me I tried to do it as totally as I could but I realize now that I held back part of me. When I bowed down, I bowed to her. Last night her words made our guru real; she brought him into the room with us so when I bowed down I bowed to him and I did it totally, reverently with the deepest gratitude because for the first time in my life somebody had finally told me the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. This morning some things I used to think about myself have disappeared. I feel a calmness, a serenity that I've never felt before." "That calmness was the first thing I noticed about Mitra when she came to the house to be interviewed. It is a quality that is very appealing to me especially in a woman. I feel it in you now and it makes you even more beautiful." "Oh Prem I love you so much. Drink your coffee and then let's go take a bath." The tub in the main bathroom was available so we dumped in some bath salts and turned on the water. We brushed our teeth and I took a leak then got in the tub. We reclined facing each other with her legs lying over mine against the side of the tub. This elevated her hips a little and positioned my cock between her legs adjacent to her pussy. She poured some body wash into her hand and started washing my cock. I raised my hips up so my cock was completely out of the water and she continued to stroke it under the pretense of washing it. When it was completely hard she began to rub it against her pussy and move her hips up and down. "Prem I want your cock inside me. I'm going to raise my butt up so you can put your legs under me and then I'm going to put the head of your cock in my cunt." When she had done that she started to move backward and forward just enough to allow my head to enter and exit her vagina. "This is like when I was helping you and Suvarna in your meditation and I got to drool all over your cock. I got so excited watching the head of your cock slide in and out of Suvarna. Now I'm getting excited watching you do it with me." She lengthened her back and forth movement to take more of my cock inside her until about half of it was sliding into her with each stroke. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 08 "Cum for me Prem. Let me feel it shoot into me. Look at my bald pussy slide down your shaft, feel how hot and wet it is. Can you feel how much my pussy loves your cock Prem? How happy it is that you're inside it where it can squeeze you and kiss you and love you. Ohhh, Ohhh Prem please give me your cum. Please baby, do it for me. Ohhh Now baby Now please. Ohhhhhh Godddd Prem I'm...I'mm...cummmming. As I stared at her tits jiggling to the rhythm of her orgasm I began to spurt long globs of cum into her. Her eyes locked onto mine and I saw her fill with energy and strength as her pussy milked my cock without her making another sound until I could give her no more. "You have changed Vitesha. You came just like Mitra. That orgasm came from your calmness. It was strong and steady and beautiful. I can't believe how much better sex is with all three of you in such a short time. Our orgasms almost merge into one now. They go deeper and last longer. I think we should get out of this tub and see what Mitra and Suvarna are doing. We have a long drive ahead of us today." When we walked into the living room Suvarna and Mitra were sitting at the table having breakfast as if nothing out of the ordinary had happened last night. I walked up beside the chair Suvarna was sitting in and kissed her cheek. "How are you feeling today?" "Hungry! I feel better than I've ever felt in my life. Mitra has been telling me about what happened to me last night. She said I had a Satori. That's a brief experience of enlightenment. It can last for several hours to several days. While it was happening I saw everything, my life, my death, the way everything in the universe is interrelated. It was an incredible experience." "I'm glad to hear that. I thought it might be related to your illness at first but Mitra knew what it really was as soon as you started it." "Have you and Vitesha eaten yet?" "No, we had coffee then we took a bath." "Well have some of this delicious breakfast then we need to pack up and get on the road. It's a long way to where we're going." The big SUV we had rented was waiting for us in the parking area of the hotel. The attendant brought it around when we walked out with our luggage and helped us pack it all in. Then Vitesha got behind the wheel and Mitra sat next to her in the front seat while Suvarna and I piled in the back." "Mitra you'll have to keep an eye on those two in the back. They have a tendency to take their clothes off while I'm driving." "That sounds like fun Vitesha. Would you mind if I joined them?" "I can see I'm not going to get much help with the driving." The SUV had a very nice GPS system, which gave audible directions in English so we didn't have any trouble navigating through Paris to the highway. The road was similar to American interstates so we made good time and made it to Le Mans pretty quick. From there we turned south and headed to Tours. The countryside was very pretty and the trip was enjoyable. We even had time to stop and take pictures at various places. Our destination was a small town east of Bordeaux called Saint Loubes. Once we passed through the town we turned east on the Rue du Livey and drove about two miles to where the property agent had told us the house was located. We were a little early for our appointment but the big gates at the entrance were not locked so we opened them and drove in to a gravel drive that led to the house. The first thing we noticed was that the grounds, which seemed to be very expansive, looked like they hadn't been mowed or groomed in quite some time. When we got to the house it was very impressive. It was a Maison de Maitre and was made of stone in a light grey color. It was two stories and a basement. We walked around it because the front door was locked and found several things that needed repair. Windows, down spouts, cracks in the masonry and more neglected landscaping. It was once a very lovely home but had been allowed to fall in to disrepair despite having had extensive renovations only seven years ago to modernize it. It was obvious that Suvarna was not pleased. "I actually hope the property agent is late because that's all the excuse I would need to go back into Anne Cordet mode and make him wish he had never been born. I've been paying this fool twenty five hundred euros a month to take care of this place and he hasn't even had the grass cut, even though he's known for two weeks we were coming." Mitra told her, "Suvarna it is what it is. You must not lose your composure and resort to behavior you now know is not the best way to deal with issues such as these." "You're right Mitra but sometimes people need a not very loving kick in the ass for not living up to their obligations." "Perhaps while we're waiting we could conceive of more pleasant options to remedy the disappointing condition of this lovely home." As luck would have it the agent was thirty minutes late. I was almost looking forward to Anne reemerging and cutting this guy to shreds. Then I thought better of it and decided to just wait and see if Suvarna could rise to the challenge of dealing with a problem in a manner that exhibited loving-kindness. "Halloo, Halloo, welcome to Saint Loubes. Which one of you is madame Cordet?" "I am, and it's mademoiselle Cordet." "Greetings mademoiselle I am very glad to at last meet the owner of this magnificent estate. I am Claude Leboux, the head of the Leboux property agency." "Monsieur Leboux do they have mobile phones in France?" "Oui mademoiselle cell phones are as popular here as in America." "In that case, does French custom not consider using them to call somebody you have an appointment with to tell them you are going to be late?" "I am very sorry mademoiselle but I..." Suvarna cut him off and said, "Never mind your excuse for the lack of courtesy. Did you by any chance bring the key to the front door of this house so we can get inside? We've driven all the way from Paris and would very much like to use the bathroom and see if we will be able to stay here tonight." "But of course mademoiselle I have it right here." "Then open the door... si vous plait." Only Anne could say please and make it sound like a cuss word, even in French. At least she had mellowed enough to omit the word 'fucking' from between 'the' and 'door' in her request no matter how obviously she implied it. Claude got the door open and we went inside to a spacious hall with doors on either side near the front and a spiral staircase about thirty feet down the hall that led up and down. He walked to the light switches on the wall and pressed one of them. Nothing happened. He pressed the rest of them with the same result. The look on Suvarna's face was priceless. She was about two seconds away from transforming into a werewolf and devouring poor Claude. "If you will excuse me mademoiselle I need to step outside and call my maintenance manager and ask him about the electricity." "That sounds like a very good idea Monsieur Leboux. I do hope you return soon with the correct answer." While Claude was outside making his call I started looking for a bathroom. I finally located one just past the stairway and looked into the dark room. I could barely make out what appeared to be a rather nice modern bathroom with a vanity, a toilet and a good size bathtub that also had shower connections and what appeared to be a very pretty curtain that was pulled back on one side. I reached for the faucet behind the sink and turned it. I was extremely gratified when water began flowing out of the tap. Just to be sure, I flushed the toilet and it worked perfectly. If Claude could get the lights on he just might live through this day. I returned to the front door and informed everyone that there was a functioning bathroom just past the stairway and Vitesha headed for it. Before she got back Claude returned carrying a flashlight and told us that the maintenance manager had turned the electricity on to the appliances and the air conditioning but had not turned the lights on so he would have to go down to the basement to switch them on. I went with him to see where and how this was done. We found a recognizable switch box on the wall and opened it to find marked switches for all the rooms just like back home. Claude flicked them all on and lights came on in the basement. I got a chance to look around and was pleasantly surprised by both the size and the tidiness of the place although it was mostly empty. We went back up the spiral staircase to find the hallway lighted and Suvarna with a more pleasant look on her face. After all of us used the bathroom Claude walked us though the large house and showed us the six bedrooms on the second floor and explained that there used to be eight but the renovation had taken two of them to convert into bathrooms so now there were four large bathrooms instead of the original three small ones. All the furniture was covered with white sheets but otherwise the house was nicely appointed with dark wood floors and expensive drapes and carpets. The spiral stairway led up one more flight to the roof where there was a large area that was perfect for parties or cooking on a grill. It would do very nicely for our meditations since there was a stone wall around the roof about four feet high and you couldn't see the nearest neighbor's house anyway, whoever that was. What you also couldn't see was any grape vines growing in the thirty-six acres of some of the best wine country in the world that Claude said belonged to the estate. "Monsieur Leboux why are their no grapes growing in that area?" "Well you see mademoiselle, even here in Bordeaux the big agri-businesses have taken over and bought up a lot of the vineyards around here. It is very difficult for a small traditional vineyard and winery to survive anymore. And quite frankly, nobody knew who you were if they had been interested in running a winery here. Your checks come from a French company that tells me they don't know who actually owns the estate and they only pass the money along from another company in the Netherlands. So some of the best wine growing land in the world sits empty." We returned downstairs to the spacious kitchen that was the jewel of the house. Full of modern appliances it nevertheless retained the French country look and feel including a huge fireplace that could actually be used for cooking. We all sat at the country table in the kitchen and talked some more about the place. "Monsieur Leboux you should be very thankful that I didn't come here alone three weeks ago. My displeasure with the condition of this property would have been communicated to you in a way that would have been very unpleasant. I am no longer the same person I was then but I do want to impress upon you that your allowing this property to deteriorate to its current state is absolutely unacceptable. I and my father before me have been paying you very well to manage this estate and keep it looking the way it did when my father purchased it over 40 years ago. This is not what I expected. I recognize that nobody has lived here for all that time but you and I had a bargain and you have not upheld your part of our bargain. It is time for you to begin doing what you should have been doing for many years. I will be leaving here in one week. In four days I want you to present me with a plan for remedying the many defects that are present on this property. Before you leave here today we will tour the entire estate and take pictures and make notes as to what needs to be done. And at the top of the list you will put the growing of grapes. If that is not possible, and it will take a lot to convince me that it isn't, then find somebody to plant something. Apples or peaches or anything that grows in this part of France. If you do not want to do this let me know now. If you agree to do this and you do not comply with my requests in the time I have specified, I will find somebody else to do it. I will not personally seek retribution in as unpleasant a way as possible for your past misdeeds but I will call one of the many people I know who can do it for me. And I promise you; you will not enjoy the experience. Do you understand me?" "Oui mademoiselle I understand and I want to do this for you. Now that I finally have a face to put on the owner and someone I can talk to about this property I am prepared to do whatever I can to restore this grand home to its former glory." We all did the complete tour and found two additional buildings behind a row of trees near the fields where the grapes should be growing. One was a small winery building that could be used to actually produce bottles of wine. The other was a two-bedroom house for a family to live in. Both needed some minor fixing up but were in basically good condition. Suvarna had brought one of her laptops and by the time we finished our tour she had over ten pages of items that needed to be addressed. She got Claude's email address and sent him a copy and told him she wanted his plan with details for accomplishing everything on the list. She said she realized he couldn't get grapes growing in a week but she expected him to find somebody who could get them started and somebody to take care of the landscaping. "Monsieur Leboux is there a restaurant you could recommend to us that is nearby. We have not had time to stock up on groceries and need to get some dinner." "There is a bistro in town next to a patisserie that are both owned by a woman named Madeline. If you like home cooking and simple dishes there is no better place to go." "Merci Monsieur Leboux and au revoir." "Goodnight mademoiselle. I will be in touch." When he had gone, we got back in the car and headed for town. It was after eight when we got there and we wondered if the bistro was still open. A sign on the door said it was open until ten. A handsome young man greeted us when we came in and showed us to a table. The place was charming and exactly what you would imagine a real French bistro to look like. "I think the young man who seated us likes you Vitesha." "Yeah, I kinda got that impression too. He's cute. I might just see how interested he is in me." He returned and asked us in perfect English if we would care for a cocktail or some wine. "How did you know we spoke English?" "We get a lot of Americans in here because this town is on most of the Bordeaux wine tours. I've learned to spot them pretty quickly." "Where did you learn to speak English so well?" "In school and then practicing with the people who visit here. There are also a lot of Americans at the college I attend." "Is this a summer job for you while you're not in school?" "In a way, my mother owns this place." "You mean Madeline is your mother?" "Yes but how did you know her name?" "I own a house not far from here. The person that takes care of it for me recommended this bistro for our dinner and told me her name." "Where is the house that you own?" "About three kilometers east on the Rue du Livey." "You own the Maison on the left side of the road?" "Yes, that's the one." "Oh wow, wait until I tell mother. She's lived here her whole life and in all that time nobody has ever lived there. When I was growing up it was considered to be haunted. Nobody could ever figure out who owned it." "Well now you know. My father bought it over forty years ago. He and I have been keeping it all that time but we never got around to visiting. My lover insisted that we come and see it." "If you will excuse me I will go tell my mother that she must come and meet our new neighbors and I will bring you a bottle of the wine we are so famous for in Saint Loubes." In a moment a woman about Mitra's age came to the table and introduced herself. "Bien le bonsoir mes amis. My English is not so good as my son's but bien venu, welcome to Saint Loubes. Jean tells me you own the Maison on the Rue du Livey. I am very happy to meet you." Jean returned with a bottle of wine and seven glasses on a tray and sat a glass in front of each of us then began pouring the wine. A very pretty girl joined us. "This is my daughter, Janelle, Jean's twin sister." "Bonsoir." Jean finished pouring the wine and said, "We would like to propose a toast to our new neighbors and welcome you. If there is any way we can help you please let us know. Welcome to France" We all took a drink of the excellent wine and talked for a few minutes as we introduced everybody and told them why we had come and about our tour of other properties that Anne owned but had never seen. Jean translated for his mother when necessary. She seemed to understand more that she was comfortable speaking. She then realized that we had come there to eat and asked us what we would like. We told her we were vegetarians and she said we had come at the right time of year for fruits and vegetables and she could fix us some spaghetti with homemade marinara sauce that had bell peppers, black olives and garlic in it. We all said yes to that and she excused herself to go back to the kitchen. We told Jean to bring us another bottle of wine and he went off to get it. Janelle had returned to waiting on the few other customers in the place. While we were waiting on the food Mitra said, "Suvarna, has it occurred to you that Madeline could be of great help to you?" "A great help how?" "Think about the situation with the house. You wrote down over ten pages of items your estate needs but you neglected to put the one thing it needs most of all on the list." "And what is that?" "Close your eyes and let the answer come to you. What is the primary function of a house?" "Oh my God, somebody needs to live in it." "Voila! As the French say." "Mitra you are truly amazing. You continue to point out what I've been missing in my life, the simple obvious truth. Of course she could be of help. She was born here, she runs a business that everybody frequents, she probably knows more about what's going on here than anybody else in town." The food arrived and it was delicious. When we had finished eating Suvarna asked Vitesha if she would go find that cute young Jean and ask him if he and his mother could come talk to us some more. She said she'd be delighted to. In a moment she returned to the table holding on to Jean's arm. The top button on her blouse had somehow come undone. She told Jean to sit next to her and made sure her leg was pressed against his. "Suvarna explained the situation with the house and told him this would be the only time she would be here and she had decided that in order for the estate to be what it should, somebody needed to live there and take care of it. Jean asked her why she didn't just put it up for sale. She told him that she might do that as a last resort but that she wanted to try a different approach first. With many of the vineyards being bought up by the big wine makers, who were owned by corporations, she wondered if his mother knew of somebody who knew how to make wine the traditional way who may have gotten a bad break or who couldn't afford to buy property that might like to move in to the house and get the vineyards replanted and put the place back in shape. When Madeline came back and sat down, Jean told her what Suvarna had told him. She asked what kind of arrangement Suvarna wanted, did she want someone to lease the place or rent it and if so how much would she expect in payment. Suvarna told her that for the right family, they wouldn't have to pay anything. But they would have to do the work to get the place back in shape and keep it up and of course, grow grapes. She told them as a bonus, if they could produce a good wine they could keep all the money they made from selling it. Madeline's eyes lit up when she heard that. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 08 "Oh mademoiselle Cordet, that is very gracious of you. I think I might know just the right person to do what you are looking for. Give me a day or two to make some inquiries and I will let you know." Suvarna asked Jean for a pen and wrote down her cell phone number and gave it to her. "While you are working on that Madeline, I have a favor to ask you." "Oui mademoiselle. What is it?" "How much do you pay Jean to work here?" "Jean is my son. I pay for him to go to university. I do not pay him to wait tables." "If he were not here and you had to hire somebody to wait tables, how much would you pay them?" "I could get someone for about fifty euros a day." "If I pay you one hundred euros a day, would you let Jean show me around the Bordeaux area while we are here. I need somebody who knows this region and none of us are fluent in French so he would also act as our translator. You could use the extra money to put toward his tuition at university." "If it is OK with Jean it is OK with me." "Would you like to be our guide for a week Jean?" Vitesha put her arm around his and said, "Johnny, please say yes. I'll be doing all the driving and I would just love to have you sit up front with me and help me." She made sure her boob rubbed against his arm when she turned toward him. That pretty much sealed the deal. Madeline smiled at Vitesha's flirtatious ploy as he agreed to do it. "When do you want me to start?" Vitesha answered him, "Oh Johnny, you've already started. You're going home with us tonight. Go get your toothbrush and some clean undies, we'll come back tomorrow and get anything else you need." "Madeline we'll take very good care of your son. Thank you for letting him do it. I look forward to hearing from you about my house." "Oui, I'm sure Jean will be in very good hands. It was a pleasure to meet you. I hope we become good friends while you are here." "I would like that very much Madeline." Before we left Madeline went over to the patisserie and brought us a bag of coffee and some croissants and pastries for our breakfast so we would have something to eat in the morning. I already liked her. Suvarna got out her wallet and took out two hundred euro notes and handed them to her. "This should cover the delicious dinner and the fabulous wine." Madeline refused to take it. "You are my neighbor and my guest. It was my pleasure to serve you this night." "Merci Madeline, merci beaucoup." It was past ten when we left the bistro and drove back to the house. It didn't take very long to get there and thankfully we had left the large ornamental coach lights on either side of the front door on so we could see to get in the house. We brought in the bags we needed for the night and took them upstairs. Suvarna and I took the drop cloths off the furniture in one of the bedrooms and told Vitesha to get one of the other rooms ready to sleep in. She grabbed Jean's arm and pulled him with her to another bedroom and uncovered the furniture before starting to unpack her case with toiletries in it. Jean asked her, "Which room should I sleep in?" "Don't be silly Johnny, this one of course." "You mean with you?" "That's exactly what I mean. Unless you want Mitra or Suvarna to sleep with you." "Ummh, no... I, uh. I just didn't expect..." "Didn't expect what Johnny?" "I'm just surprised that you..." "Surprised that I would want to make love with you. Surprised that I would put your cock in my mouth and lick it and suck it until it's hard. Surprised that I would let you suck my pussy until it's dripping wet and aching to feel your hard cock inside it. Is that what you're surprised about Johnny?" "Ummh, yes that's what I'm surprised about. The girls I date don't usually do those things. At least not when I've just met them." "Then it's about time you stopped dating girls and started dating women because those are the things a woman wants to do. Don't you want to do those things with me Johnny?" "Oui. Yes I do." "Good because I want to do those things with you. Before we get started with those things let's go into one of these lovely bathrooms and take a bath. That way you can get comfortable being naked with me. You do want to see me naked don't you?" "Oh yes, I very much want to see you naked." "I'm glad because I very much want you to see me naked. It seems we have a lot in common Johnny. Come along then. We can get undressed in the bathroom and leave our clothes in there. You'll need to wear those clothes again in the morning until we can go to your house and pick up some more of your things." "Oh my, this is a very beautiful bathroom. It's as big as my bedroom. It's all made of granite and has such a big tub." "It should be beautiful, Suvarna paid a lot of money about seven years ago to remodel this house and she loves nice bathrooms. You should see the one in her home in New York. It's a shame these rooms have just been sitting here for so long with nobody getting to use them. You and I will be the first to ever take a bath in this tub." Vitesha stripped off quickly and walked to the tub to start filling it. She got some bubble bath out of her case and poured some in. She made a big show of bending over to do it so Jean could see the lips of her pussy framed by her fabulous ass. When she turned around to put the bubble bath back in her case Jean was standing there in his underpants, which had a noticeable bulge in them. "Come on Jean, drop those panties and let's get in the tub." He nervously slid them down and exposed his erect cock. "Oh Johnny, if you're that happy to see me already, we're going to have a very good time tonight. Come on now, get in here with me and sit between my legs so you can lean back on me." He stepped into the tub glad to be facing away from her and sat down in the hot water then leaned back on her. "Can you feel my soft tits against your back? Do they feel nice to you? Would you like to suck on them when we get in the bed? I like to have my tits sucked. It makes me feel real good...and hot." She started rubbing her hands over his chest, washing him with the bubbles. Then she moved them to his shoulders and scooped up the hot water and let it fall onto him. She rubbed his neck and massaged him. He began to relax. "Doesn't this feel good Johnny? Isn't it a nice way to get to know somebody?" "I've never known anybody like you before. I wish more girls...ummh women were like you. You seem so genuine, so real and comfortable to be with." "Merci Johnny. I'll tell you a little secret. If you are more genuine and real with the women you meet, they will be the same way back to you. Everybody responds to kindness and honesty and then they will feel comfortable with you. If they don't respond to it then know that they are not ready yet and you should not be with them. Don't be angry, don't criticize them just understand and move on. Now scoot forward so I can stand up. It's my turn to lie back against you so you can get to know my body." When they had changed positions Jean washed her shoulders and rubbed them and massaged her neck. Then his hands slid down and covered her breasts. He gently caressed them and played with her nipples. "Oh yes Johnny that feels marvelous. Smell my hair. Kiss me on the neck. Keep rubbing my tits. Discover me Johnny. Let me sink deep into your memory so one day you can recall your night with Vitesha and smile." The water was cooling so she moved forward and turned on the faucet and picked up the handheld spray and turned to rinse him off then stood and handed it to him so he could wash away the soapy bubbles from her. She pulled the lever up to allow the water to drain then stepped out of the tub. She walked to the linen closet and retrieved two bath towels and came back as he got out of the tub. She handed one of the towels to him. "Dry me off Johnny. Do it slowly like I'm the most delicate and precious thing you have ever touched. Show me how much you care for me." He patted her with the towel and tenderly rubbed her with it, kissing her as he did it. All down her arms and her back he removed the water from her and replaced it with his lips. He turned her around and resumed this treatment on her chest, her breasts, her stomach and finally to her pussy. He patted the little tuft of blonde hair dry then kissed it and licked it. He did the same to her slit as she moved her legs apart to give him access. He continued down her legs to her feet then stood up and put the towel on the counter. "Did you like taking a bath with me Johnny?" "It was the best thing I have ever done. You're very beautiful." "We're not finished yet. In fact, we've only just begun." She took his hand and led him back into the bedroom and sat him on the bed then went to the wall switch and turned the overhead light off leaving on only the small lamp on the nightstand next to the bed. She walked back to where he was sitting, bent her head down and kissed him. "I'm going to show you how to make love to a woman. First I will do things to you that will make you feel very good. Then you will do these things to me." She kissed him again and told him to lie on the bed. He lay back and pulled his legs up and stretched out on his back. She got on the bed and lay across him so she could kiss his face and neck, taking her time to slide her lips over his skin. She moved from one side to the other then down to cover his chest. His hand moved to her head and he ran his fingers through her soft blonde hair. She slid lower and kissed her way across his stomach finally reaching his pubic hair. Her lips traced a line lower until they touched his cock then continued along his shaft until they reached the head. The erection he had in the bathroom had subsided somewhat but her lips on his sensitive glans caused it to begin to renew. She opened her mouth and slowly engulfed the head of his cock. She licked it with her tongue and felt him slip further into her hot mouth as his stiffness increased. She sucked on him and slid her mouth further down his shaft as he rose to meet her tongue's wet caresses. Her mouth slid up and down him until his hardness filled her and the head penetrated her throat. She pulled back and replaced her mouth with her hand to stroke and squeeze him. "Oh Johnny, what a lovely, strong, beautiful cock you have, so warm and thick. I can't wait to have it in my pussy, but first I'm going to suck your balls. Would you like that Johnny? Would you like me to lick them and suck them into my mouth and play with them?" "Oui, ma chere." "Oh yes Johnny speak love to me in French. I won't know what the words mean but I'll get the message." She continued to stroke his shaft as her tongue broadly licked his scrotum. She pushed the tip between his balls and flicked it from side to side then pursed her lips and kissed her way to the left and tenderly sucked his testicle into her mouth. He groaned and put his hand gently on her head. She licked him with her tongue and pulled on him with her lips held tightly around the oval organ. He moaned and said something in French. She released the delicate prisoner from its wet confinement and moved to the other one and gave it the same treatment. When she let that one go she raised her head and saw precum oozing from his cock and licked it off while still holding the rigid shaft in her hand. "It's your turn now Johnny." She crawled up the bed and lay on her back beside him. "Explore me Johnny. Let your hands, your mouth and your imagination run free. Touch me, kiss me, lick me and suck me. Tell me how it feels to you and show me how much you want me." He repeated what she had shown him with kisses on her face and shoulders and down each arm to her hands. He sucked on her fingers and licked the inside of her elbow all the while speaking softly in French. She moaned and sighed as he made his way to her breasts. "Oh yes Johnny that feels marvelous. Now play with my tits. Caress them with your hand and lick them all over and suck my nipples." He followed her instructions and lavished his full attention on each one for several minutes pausing briefly to say something in French to her. She shivered each time he did this. He then slowly moved down her stomach to kiss and lick her navel and then down to the little tuft of blonde pubic hair just above her clit. He kissed it then said, "This is cute, what do you call it?" "A welcome mat." "Very thoughtful." He moved his mouth down and began to kiss the top of her clit. She pushed his shoulder to get him to move his body lower and raised and spread her legs for him. "Here you are Johnny. Knock your lights out. And mine too while your at it." He moved between her legs and began to explore every inch of her naked crotch with his tongue and his fingers. She directed him, telling him what she wanted and he willingly complied with her requests. "Oh Johnny that feels so good. Suck my clit into your mouth and lick it with your tongue. Put your finger in my pussy and stroke the top of my vagina. Oh yesss, yesss, just like that. Keep doing that and I'll cum for you." Without her telling him he inserted another finger in her hot wet hole and tickled her g-spot. "Uhhhhhhh, yessss Johnny you're...going...to...make me cummmmm!" Her hips pressed up against his mouth and her legs tensed as she climaxed. He removed his fingers and stopped sucking her and lay there looking at her as she enjoyed the orgasm that he had given her. "Oh Johnny. That was wonderful. Now move up between my legs and put that nice hard cock where your fingers were." He slid slowly up and put his hands on the bed next to her. She felt the tip of his cock touch her slit and reached down to wrap her fingers around the shaft and squeeze it as she guided him into her. He penetrated her slowly allowing both of them to enjoy the sensation of his cock stretching her vagina to accommodate him. When it was buried in her she moved her hand to cradle his balls and caress them. He held still and looked into her eyes as she lovingly massaged them. "Take your time Johnny." She said softly, her voice barely more that a whisper. "Enjoy every moment of this with me. Don't just fuck me; love me. Feel and love all of me not just my pussy. There's no hurry Johnny, we can do this all night long if you want." He began to slowly stroke into her and her hips began to move to the same rhythm. She bent her knees more and raised her spread legs up so he could go deeper into her. Her hands moved to his ass to pull him closer as his cock penetrated her. The distended lips of her pussy clung tightly to his shaft then kissed his pubes as he filled her hot wet cunt. He kissed her and explored her mouth with his tongue then moved his lips to her neck and put his face in her hair to smell her. She pushed her breasts up against his chest as they breathed in together, her extended nipples poked into him. Their arousal built slowly but steadily. "Ohhhhh yesssss Johnny, just like that. Long steady strokes that make my pussy throb. I can feel the head of your thick cock push against my cervix when you're all the way in me. It's making me crazy; my vagina is hugging you without my trying to do it. My pussy wants you Johnny, it's telling you how good you make it feel with each stroke of your hard cock. Keep doing it Johnny, keep loving me." He continued the steady deliberate pace of their lovemaking for quite some time. She was surprised that someone so young could keep from cumming under this much pleasurable stimulation. Her pussy was soaking wet now and practically on fire it was so hot. She knew she couldn't last much longer. "Oh Johnny you're doing it to me again. Join me mon cher, let me feel your hot cum spray deep inside me. Give it to me Johnny, cum with me." He increased the tempo at her urging then stopped as his hard hot cock swelled and expelled the creamy contents of his prostate in spurt after spurt as her throbbing vagina milked the pearly white liquid from him. "Ohhh God Yes Johnny that's it. That's what I want. Give it all to me. Fill my pussy with cum. Ooooohhhh keep going, give me more." They lay in each other's arms as their mutual orgasm slowly subsided. He raised his hips and withdrew his cock and rolled over on his side next to her. "I will never forget this night Vitesha. I've had sex before but this is the first time I have ever really made love. I will treasure your gift and your kindness as long as I live." "How old are you Johnny?" "I will be twenty in three months." "Oh God, I'm fucking teenagers now." "Does that bother you ma chere?" "A week ago it probably would have but not now. In fact it makes me feel very good and I think I'll do it more often. I might be a little bit young at twenty eight to qualify as a cougar but I won't let that stop me." "I know another teenager you can fuck." "Who? One of your school chums?" "No. Do you like girls?" "Not as much as men but yes, I like girls. Do you have a girlfriend Johnny?" "Well sort of. Not really." "Then who are you talking about?" "Janelle." "Your sister Janelle!?" "Oui." "And just how do you know she likes girls?" "My mother went to Bordeaux one day and left us to run the bistro. It was a slow day so Janelle said she was going to her room to write some emails. A half hour later when there was nobody in the bistro I went upstairs to go to the bathroom and when I passed her room I heard sounds coming from inside. I opened the door to see what was going on and found Janelle in bed with a friend of hers with her head between her legs. Janelle was very upset and scared I would tell our mother. Before I could tell her I wouldn't do that she said she would have sex with me if I didn't say anything." "Johnny, you didn't. Did you?" "Yes. I had only been with two other girls at that time and after all, she's my twin. Wouldn't you be curious to know what it felt like to be a boy? This seemed like the closest thing to experiencing what I felt like as a girl so when her friend left we closed the bistro and had sex." "Johnny, you rascal. You are a naughty boy. Do you still have sex with her." "Occasionally, but we're away at school a lot so it doesn't happen often." "Do you think she'd be up for a three-way?" "I could ask her but I'm pretty sure she would like it." "Have you ever fucked her in the ass?" "No. I've never done that with any girl." "Well Johnny, it sounds to me like we will need to have another guide and translator for a while. She does speak English doesn't she?" "Yes, she speaks as well as I do. She likes to flirt with the Americans that come to the bistro so she talks to them whenever she can." She turned to face him and smiled. "Since Janelle isn't here now I'll let you be the next teenager I fuck." She slid down and engulfed his entire cock with her mouth. Her hand cradled his balls and began to caress them. In only a few minutes he was fully erect again. "Oooohhhh that's what I like about teenagers. Johnny I'm going to get on my hands and knees and you get behind me and put that nice hard cock in my pussy. I'm sure it's nice and wet from all the cum you put in it." He got on his knees behind her upturned ass and wiped the head along her slit a few times then put the tip at the entrance to her vagina and pressed forward. "Ohhhh Johnny yes that's what I want. Push it in deep so I can feel your balls against my clit. That's it. Hold it there for a minute so I can feel you deep inside me." She pushed back against him to get all of him in her. "Put your hands on my ass and spread my cheeks so you can see your cock buried in my naked pussy." She lowered her head down to the bed and reached back with her hand to rub her clit. She felt the cum from his previous ejaculation oozing out around his cock and sliding down on her fingers and smeared it on her clit. "Now Johnny, fuck me. Really fuck me. Slide your cock all the way out and back into me so I can feel you slam against my ass." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 08 He began with a smooth steady rhythm then increased the tempo until he was pounding into her furiously. He kept it up for another ten minutes then put his knees on the outside of her shins and bent over her forcing her hips down until they were flat on the bed. He slid his hands under her and grasped her breasts then began fucking her even faster. Her well-lubricated passage was making squishing sounds as his cock slid in and out of her like a piston in a racecar. She was gasping for breath and grunting each time he bottomed out in her. "Oh God Johnny I'm cumming. I'm cumming so hard." He pushed in deep and joined her orgasm as his hot spunk spewed into her for the second time. "Jesus Johnny I haven't been fucked like that since I rode with the Angels. That was fantastic." Jean rolled off her and lay on his back. It was after midnight so Vitesha reached over and turned out the light then snuggled up next to him and kissed him goodnight. Two hours later he woke her up and fucked her again. Suvarna, Mitra and I decided to try getting to sleep early but then we remembered that we hadn't done her visualization yet. Suvarna said she wanted to try it a different way tonight. "Mitra let's give Prem a double blowjob and when he gets hard I'm going to sit on his cock facing his feet and lean back so his forehead is on the back of my neck like it's supposed to be. You can put your head on my throat and then I can say my words. When I finish I want you to slide down and lick my clit until I cum." I was really growing very fond of these double blowjobs. Each of them seemed to come up with some new variation of licking and sucking me in tandem that made the experience very stimulating. I especially liked Suvarna deep throating me while Mitra sucked both my balls into her mouth and played with them. They kept at it even after I was rock hard but I didn't mind. Finally Suvarna said it was time and straddled my hips and put the tip of my cock on the entrance to her vagina then slowly sank onto my cock and leaned back on my chest. Mitra took her place between our widespread legs and leaned forward with her breasts just below Suvarna's so she could put her head on her throat. Suvarna talked to her tumor while we poured love into her. As soon as she finished Mitra kissed her mouth and began massaging her breasts. She kissed her way down and sucked on her nipples spending several minutes on each one. Suvarna was moving her hips back and forth as much as she could in this position to slide my cock in and out of her. I could feel her getting wetter. When Mitra moved lower to lick her pussy I brought my hands up and continued to massage her tits. "Oh yes Mitra that feels wonderful. You really know how to suck my clit. It sends shocks all through me." Suvarna bent her knees and put her feet on either side of my spread legs so she could spread hers even further apart. This not only gave Mitra more access to Suvarna's crotch but now that Suvarna could push with her feet she could slide up and down my cock more easily and expose more of it to Mitra's talented tongue. Mitra would start at the bottom of my scrotum and lick up across my balls then along the bottom of my shaft and then put her lips on Suvarna's clit and suck her. I was truly amazed at the things these two women could come up with to sexually arouse themselves and me. After a few repetitions of this long lick and suck, Suvarna would push back far enough for my cock to slide completely out of her as Mitra's tongue approached her cllit. Mitra would then engulf half my cock in her mouth and bob up and down on it before using her hand to put it back in Suvarna's vagina then continue on to suck her clit. "I sure hope you two are taking notes on what you're doing because I've never felt anything this good in my life and I'm going to want do this again...a lot." "Prem if Mitra can time it so she gets us to orgasm simultaneously I'll know for sure she is enlightened. And trust me, we will do this again. I'm loving it." We synchronized all these movements as Mitra took us closer and closer to climax. When she sensed that I was close she cupped my balls in her hand and gently squeezed them while she was sucking my cock. Just before I started cumming she used her other hand to put it back in Suvarna then sucked her clit in her mouth and licked the sensitive nub furiously. "Ohhhh Mitra Yessss, Yessss, Yessss, you're making me cum." Mitra squeezed my balls some more and I flooded Suvarna's vagina with semen. I could feel her orgasm not only on my cock but running throughout her entire body. Then she went limp on top of me and breathed deeply and contentedly. Mitra moved back up and kissed her some more. Suvarna put her arms around her and held her close while their tongues danced in each other's mouths. Mitra finally rose up then moved to lie beside me and Suvarna grudgingly slid off my cock and lay on my other side. They both snuggled up against me as I lay there wondering how I got lucky enough to have the two sexiest women on the planet lying next to me. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 09 I was almost afraid to open my eyes in the morning. I didn't want to see if I had only dreamed I was lying in bed with two wonderful women that I loved beyond my ability to imagine and who loved me the same way. When I did raise my eyelids the image of Mitra's beautiful face rushed toward me at the speed of light and reassured me that I had not dreamed her, she was really here beside me. The warmth of Suvarna on my back let me know that she was with me as well. My comfortable position between my lovers was suddenly disrupted by the opening of the bedroom door. "Will one of you get up and help me? Jean and I have been making love all night and he's still ready for more. I've got to give my pussy a break or I won't be able to sit or drive today." Mitra looked at her and giggled. "You got more than you bargained for huh?" "I'm not complaining but I do need a little rest. I don't think I slept more that five hours last night and that was interrupted for fucking." "Come here my precious Vitesha." She walked over to Mitra and sat on the bed. "Now kiss me real nice and I'll let you take my place here with Prem and Suvarna." Vitesha put her arms around Mitra and kissed her passionately and caressed her full breast with her hand. "I thought you were tired." "I'm never too tired to love you Mitra. But I'm glad you don't have a cock." Mitra giggled again and said, "I think it's about time I go get one." She got out of the bed and walked out the door closing it quietly behind her. "Before I lay down here, are you two going to get started?" "What time is it?" "Six thirty." "I don't think we'd have a problem sleeping 'til eight would we Suvarna?" Suvarna didn't answer. "I think we can assume that Suvarna is OK with that. But if you're still here when we do get started I can't promise you won't get molested again." Vitesha lay down and snuggled up next to me and said, "Can I count on that?" "I love you Vitesha. Now get some sleep." She wiggled her ass against me and closed her eyes. Mitra opened the bedroom door, stepped inside and closed the door behind her. Jean was lying naked in the bed on his back and looked a little surprised to see her but that look was soon replaced with one that said he was very happy that another gorgeous naked woman was walking sensually toward him. "Vitesha said she was exhausted and needed to get some sleep so she asked me to keep you company for a while. You don't mind do you?" His cock twitched and began to stiffen as his eyes carefully evaluated her voluptuous body. She sat down on the bed next to him and put her hand on his hardening cock. "That's exactly the answer I was hoping for. Before we get started, come with me to the bathroom and we'll take a shower." When they walked in the bathroom Mitra said, "You can tell Suvarna had a hand in designing these bathrooms. These showers without walls are really nice." She walked to the faucet and turned on both wall mounted showerheads and the overhead rain shower and adjusted the temperature. "There that should be just right. Now Jean you wash your hair and I'll wash your body." When he was wet she moved him back out of the sprays and poured body wash on a large natural sponge and began to wash his neck and shoulders. The suds ran down his chest and she followed them with the sponge, bathing him gently like she had done countless times with her patients. She washed his back and ass then knelt next to him and washed his legs and feet then put the sponge down and poured body wash in her hand to wash his cock and balls. She got him covered in suds as she stroked his cock and tenderly moved her hand all around his scrotum. She reached between his legs to wash his asshole and his crack. She stood up and handed the sponge to him. "Now you wash my body." She shampooed her hair while he bathed her in the same way she had done for him. He spent a little more time on her tits than she had on his. "Do you like my breasts Jean?" "They're beautiful and larger than Vitesha's." "So you like large breasts do you?" "Yes, especially when they are as beautiful as yours. They're very exciting to me." "Would you like to suck on them?" "Yes I would like that." "Good, I'd like that too. You can suck on them all you want when we get back to the bed. Play with them. Rub your hands over them and feel my nipples with your palms. Pinch them and pull on them." Her hand moved to his cock and encircled the hard shaft and slid up and down it as he fondled her breasts. "Breathe deeply Jean. Close your eyes and concentrate on what your hands are telling you." She let go of his cock. "Now get on your knees." She turned around, spread her legs and bent forward slightly. "Wash my ass Jean. Do it the same way you washed my breasts. Squeeze my cheeks and rub your hands between them. Oh yes Jean, that's perfect." His finger rubbed her puckered hole in little circles. "Go ahead Jean, it's OK." She felt the tip of his finger ease inside her asshole then slide up her completely. He moved it slowly in and out. She reached back with her hands and pulled her cheeks apart so he could see what he was doing to her. "Do you like that Jean?" "Yes." "Put some more body wash on you finger and do it some more. If you get me nice and clean I'll let you lick it. Have you ever done that to a woman Jean?" "No." "Would you like to do that to me?" "Yes." He continued to wash her asshole until he was satisfied that it was clean then held her cheeks apart so the water could rinse her. She turned around so her pussy was in front of his face. "Wash my pussy Jean. How do you say pussy in French?" "There are several words as there are in English. I prefer minou but vagin is also used." "They both sound very sexy. Wash my minou Jean. Use you fingers and bathe it like you would a little kitten. Look at all the parts and let them excite you. Think about when we get in bed and you can lick it and suck it." "Mitra why do all of you remove your pubic hair?" "Suvarna had to have a medical procedure and the doctor told her to get rid of it. It looked so sexy and felt so good that Vitesha, Prem and I decided to join her. Do you like the way it looks?" "Oh yes, very much. I always thought the hair interfered with oral sex when I did that for my lovers. French women tend to have a lot of pubic hair, at least those that I have been with. Vitesha's minou felt so smooth and much more accessible to me." "Well, we certainly don't want anything to interfere with your access to my minou." He washed her entire crotch as lovingly and tenderly as a mother washing her infant. She loved the look of fascination and wonder on his face while he was doing it. She couldn't remember being with anybody that had more fun playing with her body. They got out of the shower and dried each other then she handed him the hair dryer and asked him to brush her hair while drying it. He did this the same way he had washed her and seemed to enjoy it as much as she did. When he finished he turned the dryer on his own hair for a minute then turned it off and put it down. When they got back to the bedroom she lay down on her side. "I always like to start lovemaking with a kiss. Lie next to me Jean and kiss me." She wrapped her arms around him and pulled him close then slowly moved her lips toward his mouth and began to kiss him. They continued to kiss for several minutes enjoying exploring each other's mouth with their tongues. She felt the warmth of his hard cock on her stomach. "Mitra you are the best kisser I have ever known. You're even better than my sister and she really loves to kiss." "Your sister? You kiss Janelle like that?" "Sometimes. We have made love a few times." "I see. Does your mother know about this?" "I don't think so. If she does then she must be OK with it because she has never said anything to us about it." "Madeline is an unusual woman Jean, in many ways. She understands more than the average person does. She has a very good heart and I can see that she loves you and Janelle very much. I hope you realize how lucky you are to have her for a mother. I don't judge people, especially for making love but please be careful and don't get Janelle pregnant. That would hurt your mother very much and there is no need for it to happen. It is very important that both of you be responsible for your actions, not just with sex but in everything you do. Love is more than sex Jean, you must respect Janelle and take care of her." "I understand Mitra. Janelle and I love each other but we both know we were only exploring sex when we first did it. We were convenient for each other. She also likes to have sex with other women. Vitesha said I should invite her to come here and be with her. Do you think that would be OK?" "I think that would be a great idea. We're all into loving other women so the more the merrier. Since she's your twin there's no doubt we would love to be with her. Now, I think I remember you wanted to spend some time with my tits. You mustn't keep them waiting." He scooted down until his mouth was level with her breast then pushed her over on her back and used his hand to pull her leg to get her to spread them. When she had done so he crawled between them and lay on her stomach so he could get his hands on both of her tits. He spent the next fifteen minutes playing with them and loving them like he had never seen tits before. Kissing, licking, sucking, biting her nipples, massaging them and rubbing his thumbs over her areola around the erect nipple. He talked to them in French and rubbed his cheeks on them burying his face between them and pushing them against the side of his head. "Jean you have loved my tits better than anybody I have ever been with. I think you deserve a reward. How would you like to put your hard cock between them and slide it up and down my chest?" "I would like that very much Mitra. Could I do it until I cum?" "Cum as much as you want. Cum all over them and smear it around with the head of your cock. See if you can cover them in your hot cream. Let me up and I'll go get something to make it more enjoyable for you." She went to the bathroom and rummaged around in Vitesha's case and found some massage oil and brought it back to the bed along with a wet washcloth and a couple of towels then lay down on her back again. "Straddle my chest and lay your cock between my tits." He was already hard from the anticipation of fucking her tits. She poured some of the oil on his cock so that it would run down the sides of her tits then sat the bottle down and pressed them together with her hands forming a cocoon of soft flesh around his hard penis. "How does that feel Jean?" "Merveilleux. Formidable." "Now start sliding it back and forth." His movement spread the oil from her lower chest to her throat as he slid his hot cock in and out of the tunnel between her delicious breasts. "Use your hands to press them together to make them feel just right to you. I've got something else to do with mine." He began to squeeze them and move them up and down as he fucked them. Mitra moved one of her hands to cup his balls, which were now coated with the oil. She caressed them and played with them with her fingers, pulling on them when his cock was high on her chest and squeezing them when he pulled it back. He kept up a nice rhythm and in a few minutes his precum was leaking onto her chest. She bent her head down and opened her mouth and when he slid forward the next time she let the head of his cock slip into her mouth. He liked this added variation and held it there with each stroke so she could suck on it. "I feel like I will cum soon." "Then cum my sweet young lover, cum wherever you want to put it. Show me how much you can spray all over my chest." After a few more strokes he pulled his cock back and pressed her tits together so that the nipples were touching and laid the head on them. "Do it Jean. Spurt your cum on my nipples and all over my chest. Do it now Jean." She squeezed his balls and his cock twitched and rose up a little then began to spew his thick white cream out of the tip. The first long rope started at her nipples and stretched to her lips. Her tongue began to lick it into her mouth stretching down her chin to get it. He let go of her breasts allowing them to fall naturally in to place on her chest then grabbed his cock with his hand and jerked out half a dozen more ejaculations on to her chest. She used the fingers of her other hand to begin smearing it all over her throat and chest while he continued adding to the wet sticky puddle of cum already on her. She gave his balls a final gentle squeeze then released them as the last bit of his semen oozed out of his cock onto one of her nipples. "Oooohhhh Jean that was very impressive. You've decorated my chest beautifully. Now use your finger to scoop it up and put it in my mouth." He slowly slid his finger through the globs of pearly liquid and when it was coated with his discharge he put his finger in her mouth and she sucked and licked it clean. They continued to play this game until most of his cum had been deposited in her mouth. "Jean grab that wash cloth and wipe off the rest of this then use the towel to clean me up." As he finished wiping her clean he said, "That was one of the best things I have ever done. I'm very glad I could do it with you. You are really a wonderful woman." "Thank you Jean, I enjoyed it too." "Now it is time I did something wonderful for you. Turn over." "Ooooh, avec plaisir mon cher." "So you do know some French." "Oui, un peu." "You obviously know how to French kiss so now you'll get to experience it dans le cul." "I hope you just said what I think you said." He lay down between her legs and spread her ass cheeks them licked her asshole. "Ohhhh Yesss baby you did say what I hoped you said." He continued playing with her ass and licking her the same way he had played with her tits and for just as long. "Oh Jean that feels fabulous. Now put you finger in my vagina and press toward my stomach and rub me until you find my g-spot. I'll let you know when you find it. "Ooooh yes, right there. Put another finger in me and keep gently stroking it while you suck on my asshole." In a few minutes she began to squirm and move her hips up and down as he continued to pleasure her. She was moaning softly and breathing deeply. "Ohhh Jean, yes baby yes keep doing that. Yes just like that Ohhh, Ohhh, Ohhh Jean, je jouis. I'm cumming for you my sweet." Her pussy contracted around his fingers and her juices ran out onto his hand. "What a wonderful way to wake up this morning. We have given each other incredible orgasms and become friends in the process. This is going to be a glorious day. I'm going to lie on my back now and I want you to lie across the bed and get close to me so I can put my legs over you." When he had moved into position she told him to put the head of his cock inside her vagina and hold on to the shaft with his hand. "Play with me Jean. Feel me. Get my wet pussy even wetter and let my juices coat your cock. Reach up with your hand and rub my breast. Play with your balls and I will play with my clit. Don't be concerned with having an orgasm just enjoy me as I will enjoy you." Jean stroked his hard cock slowly while he moved the head up and down her slit. When he put it on her clit she used her fingers to rub the sensitive glans against her swollen nub sending waves of pleasurable sensations though both of them. "Oh Jean yes, you are such a wonderful lover. Feeling your precum leaking onto my clit from your hot cock makes me very excited. Take your time my sweet. Enjoy these little things that most people miss when they make love. Close your eyes and breath deeply as you play with me and let the feelings go deep inside you." Her hand slid slowly down his shaft and caressed his balls. "Mitra you make me feel more aware of my cock than anybody has ever done before. Your fingers tell me more than words how much you appreciate me and want to be here playing with me. I've never felt this relaxed and yet excited at the same time." Her hand slid back up his shaft and her skillful fingers wrapped around it and squeezed it gently as she guided the head to her opening while pushing her hips forward to slide her warm pink vagina over it until his entire cock was fully ensconced in her loving embrace. He put his arm around her thigh and pulled her leg to open her even more so his cock could be as deep in her as possible then laid his head on her leg and closed his eyes. He thought of nothing but the throbbing of his cock inside her as he closed his eyes and surrendered to the love that washed over him like gentle waves. Jean had never felt anything like this before. Lying still and silently feeling this beautiful woman's pussy pulsing rhythmically around his cock was an experience he had never thought possible. He realized that it couldn't be done by sex alone; it had to be because of the love. It was a love completely alien to him. Each pulse of her warm pink walls enclosing his hard cock sent impulses from his genitals up to his heart and filled him with joy. Finally it overwhelmed him and he felt his orgasm begin deep inside him. He had to show her. He had to acknowledge what her love had done to him. He pulled his cock out of her pussy and laid it on her bare mound just as the first spurt of his hot cum shot out of the tip. Neither of them said a word as he continued to spew his semen across her lower stomach in an offering to his one true goddess. An offering she accepted as tribute to the love she had so unselfishly shared with him. They were still lying there enjoying each other's bodies and spirits when there was a knock on the door. When neither of them answered, Vitesha opened the door and crept in. "I hate to interrupt your fun but it's eight thirty and Suvarna wants to go out. We have a lot to do today." "Vitesha come kiss me and tell me why you neglected to let me know how delightful this young man is." Vitesha walked over to her and kissed her. "I didn't want to spoil the surprise Mitra. I knew you could discover Jean for yourself. Did he tell you his twin sister Janelle might be joining us for some fun?" "He did and if she's as much like Jean as I suspect she is then we are in for a treat. Do we have time to take a shower?" "Yes we're just now going down for coffee and the pastries that Madeline gave us. Come along after your shower." After coffee we finished unloading our luggage before driving around the area to visit a few of the chateaus that were also wineries. Jean explained who we were and that got us invited to tour the homes and the winemaking facilities. Our tours ended with a chat with the owners or in one case the head wine steward. These chats included sampling the wine of course. The people we met were very cordial and quite willing to answer questions. The estates were beautiful and the vineyards well cared for. We got the name of some people that could help us with the list of items to be fixed at the Maison. They all said they were glad to finally meet the owner as they had been wondering about the place for a long time. Jean then took us to a farmer's market where Mitra excitedly loaded up on fresh fruits, vegetables and several delicious varieties of mushrooms for our meals. We also stopped at a more modern supermarket to get other staples and necessities. The car was jammed full of stuff by the time we returned to the Maison. The aroma in the car was fabulous. It seems Mitra had found an assortment of herbs, spices and flowers whose aroma was scenting the interior of the car in a most extraordinary manner. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 09 After unloading, Vitesha took Jean to the bistro, which was also where he lived in the upstairs rooms above the restaurant and the pastry shop. Jean packed a suitcase with his things and then had a conversation with Janelle about her coming to join us. She said she would love to but she thought it best to wait until tomorrow so Madeline could get another replacement to work in the bistro. By the time Vitesha and Jean returned to the house it was after four. Mitra had been busy in the kitchen making something macrobiotic and delicious for dinner as well as mixing potions of the herbs and flowers she had purchased at the market. We had time for a Tantric meditation and since we had another male present Mitra decided that we should do a sitting meditation where a female sucked on a male's cock while he was sitting in the lotus position until he was hard, then she would sit on the erection she had induced. She was to sit with her back to him and he was to massage her breasts and stomach. We were all to wear blindfolds during this meditation. Mitra was to be the proctor and help each couple as she thought necessary. I was paired with Suvarna and Vitesha was Jean's partner. Vitesha had figured out how to tie her ipod into the sound system so we had some Indian music playing while we did the meditation. Not being able to see while you're having your cock sucked takes some getting used to but when you do, it becomes an entirely different experience. I assumed it was the same for the women, maybe even more so because Mitra told them not to use their hands. Suvarna had become so adept at doing this to me that it didn't take long before I was well on the way to full erection. She did introduce a new twist to this delightful activity though. Mitra had told the women to do this kneeling and sitting on their haunches with their heads bent over our crossed legs. Their hands were to be crossed behind their backs. They were to try not to touch us except for their mouths. We were instructed to be as passive as possible and to concentrate on our cocks. The new twist was the way she used her mouth. Apparently the somewhat awkward position she was in caused her back and neck muscles to strain more than was comfortable. This produced a tightness in her facial muscles that caused her to slow her movements which in turn made the sucking much more pleasurable. Mitra kept telling them to try to achieve a balance between the discomfort they felt and the pleasure they were trying to provide for us. This was the essential point of the meditation. She would adjust their positions and postures and put her hands on their stomachs to feel how the muscles were reacting. After a few minutes it was apparent that both women had achieved the first part of the meditation. She helped each one of them up and got them in position to sit on us. I felt Mitra's hand guiding my hard cock into Suvarna's warm vagina then felt her press down until she had engulfed my cock completely. She told me to hold out my hands on either side of her body with my palms up. I felt her pouring something in each hand. The aroma was intense and extremely pleasant. She had mixed up massage oil using some of the herbs and flowers obtained at the market this afternoon. "Prem use your hands to massage Suvarna's breasts. Do this with as much love as you can. Let you hands move down to rub her stomach and her pussy. Think of feeling your cock through her body and concentrate on maintaining your erection. Suvarna you may gently move your hips to massage Prem's cock with your vagina but don't get too carried away with it. Keep your focus on loving his cock with your vagina. She moved over to help Vitesha and Jean and soon had them in the new configuration. After about fifteen minutes of sitting like this the tactile stimulation was having a noticeable effect. Warmth was moving up my body from my cock and spreading all through me. Suvarna's back seemed to be warmer too. My cock was harder than it had ever been and I had no trouble keeping it that way. I felt Mitra behind me as she sat down with her legs spread around mine. She put her hands on my shoulders and told me to lie back. We both reclined backwards until I was lying on her with my head on her chest. "Stop rubbing Suvarna and place your hands on your stomach. Suvarna you take over rubbing your breasts and stomach. When you get to your pussy include Prem's balls in your rubbing." Even with the blindfold on I could envision what we looked like with Suvarna sitting on me as I lay on Mitra. The sensations of their bodies against mine and the wonderful aroma combined with the Indian music was putting me into a state unlike anything I had felt before. I seemed to be aware of all this at the same time without having to concentrate on any individual component. With the singular exception of my cock, which maintained its hardness like never before. Surprisingly though I had no urge to have an orgasm. Mitra slid out from under me and replaced her body with a pillow so I could continue to lie there with Suvarna sitting on me. "Suvarna you can lie back on Prem now but keep the rubbing up." Suvarna was doing a superb job of moving her hips without actually fucking me and rubbing herself and me at the same time. I think the music helped a lot because the rhythm was very conducive to what she was doing. Mitra went over and helped Jean and Vitesha as she had helped us and about twenty minutes later she told us all to stop what we were doing and lie or sit as still as we could and just breathe. A few minutes later she told us to take the blindfolds off and get up. As soon as Suvarna stood up and released my cock it began to soften and when I stood up I felt incredibly relaxed but thoroughly invigorated. Suvarna was positively glowing. I had never seen her so mellow. I kissed her and asked her how she felt. "I've never had a cock in me that long without wanting to cum. But I feel as good as if I had cum. That was wonderful." After a visit to the bathroom we all went down to the kitchen to have some of Mitra's fabulous cooking. She had prepared a curry with eggplant and lentils and it was as good as something Anthony would fix, although it was quite spicy. When we finished dinner and washed up it was time for the evening meditation. We went up on the roof for this one. It began with sitting with our eyes closed and ended with all of us holding hands and slowly dancing in a circle. We gathered around Suvarna and did her visualization and when it was over Jean was surprised and saddened to learn of her condition. She told him not to let it bother him because she wasn't going to let it keep her from living her life however long that turned out to be. "Jean since you've been with Vitesha and Mitra would you like to sleep with me tonight? Mitra tells me you're very good at licking a girl's ass and I happen to love having my ass licked." "Suvarna I would like very much to do both of those things with you tonight." "Mitra is it OK to use that oil you made up as a lube. If Jean does as good a job licking my ass as you say he can I want him put more than his tongue in it." "There is nothing in that oil that you couldn't put on a salad and eat. I'll go get you some, and bring it to your room. If you use it as a lubricant don't overdo it. That warm tingling sensation you felt during the meditation was because I put a pinch of cayenne pepper in it." "Just leave it on the nightstand next to the bed. We're heading for the bathroom to get cleaned up. Jean have you ever given somebody an enema?" "No I haven't but I'm willing to learn how." "I'll be very happy to show you how to give one and receive one. Come on, let's go get started. You head for the bathroom and I'll go get the enema bag." Suvarna retrieved the enema bag from the other bathroom and took it to the one where Jean was waiting. "You watch what I do and when I finish with you then you can do the same thing to me. We will do this twice to be sure we're thoroughly cleaned out. Then we'll get in the shower and wash each other." "All of you seem to take a lot of baths." "That's because we have a lot of sex and we like being clean when we do it. It's also great fun. Sex doesn't just happen in a bed Jean. We usually give each other massages in the afternoon and when we finish we need to wash the oil off. It's especially important to be clean if you're going to have anal sex. I've become a really big fan of having my ass fucked. The orgasms I have are more intense than ones I have when my pussy is getting fucked. Now get down on your hands and knees." When they finished with their enemas they bathed each other in the shower and explored each other's body. Suvarna knelt to wash his cock and balls then rinsed him and began to suck his cock. It was already half hard and she had it fully erect in no time. She pushed her mouth onto more of his shaft each time she pulled back and moved forward with her head until her lips touched his pubes and she had him completely inside her mouth. She slid slowly back and released him then looked up at him and said, "You have a very nice cock Jean. It's the same length as Prem's but a little thicker. I can't wait to feel it in my ass." They got out of the shower and dried each other then headed for the bedroom. "Jean would you be a dear and rub some of this moisturizer all over me. It makes me feel nice and smooth and it's a good way for you to get to know my body better." He took his time rubbing the fragrant lotion on her, pausing to kiss each part of her as he applied it. He spent several minutes with her breasts. "Suvarna you have beautiful breasts. All of you do even though they are different for each of you. Yours are shaped perfectly. They're nice and round with very pretty nipples and they keep their shape even when you're lying on your back. I love the way they move and how soft and warm they are." His fingers were lightly sliding over them as he talked to her. He pursed his lips around her nipple and gently sucked on it. "Ohhhh Jean yes, love my titties. I've allowed them to be neglected for far too long. I never realized how much I enjoy having them caressed and sucked. Play with them Jean, show them how much you love them." She was moaning and cooing as he continued to fondle, lick and suck her breasts until the nipples were fully distended and erect. He rubbed the lotion on them with his thumb and finger and gently pinched and pulled them. He moved to her feet and worked up each leg, saving her pussy for last. "I'm really a fan of this bald pussy look you all have. Like your tits each one of your pussies is similar but unique. The size and prominence of your clit and the way the hood is formed around it is different but beautiful for each of you. The colors and shapes of your labia are fascinating." He rubbed the lotion on her mound, her upper thighs and along each outer lip down to her ass cheek as he examined her like she was a priceless work of art. "Jean the way you and Prem look at me can almost make me cum sometimes. I really regret that I waited so long to discover how wonderful making love is. I wasted a lot of time. I hope you never lose your youthful enthusiasm for it. You're quite good at it you know." He bent his head down and sucked her clit into his mouth and licked it with the tip of his tongue. She drew in a quick deep breath and let out a moan as she pulled her legs up and spread them wide. "Jean, keep doing that. Work your way down until you get to my asshole. Take your time. Suck and lick every part of me. Nibble on my labia and pull on them with your teeth, let me feel your lips slide over them as you stretch them. Make me wet. Make me cum. I really want to cum for you Jean. I want you to see it; to watch a woman have an orgasm that you have given to her." He followed her directions very well as he explored her entire crotch with his mouth. She put her hands under her knees and pulled her legs up until her thighs were practically lying on the sides of her chest giving him unrestricted access to her pussy. His tongue busied itself with every part of her exposed crotch. Her juices began to seep out of her open vagina. He licked them up with broad laps of his tongue then deposited the delicious fluid along with his own saliva onto her clit so it could ooze back down her slit to fulfill one of her requests; he was making her wet. "Suvarna use your hand to rub your clit the way it feels good to you. I'm going to put my mouth over your vagin so I can stick my tongue as far inside as I can. Then together we will make you cum." She moved her right hand from behind her knee down to her slit and began to rub her sensitive clit with her index and middle finger. She rubbed them down her lips to coat them with her secretions then returned them to her clit. She rubbed slowly at first until Jean's mouth covered her hole. Almost involuntarily she moved her hand faster. When he started licking her she sped up some more. "Ohhh fuck Jean, I'm trying to make this last and I can't. My body won't let me. You've got me so turned on I can't control myself. Ohhhh, Ohhhh, Ohhhh Jean yes baby yes, keep licking me. I feel it starting way down deep. Ohhhh yes do that again. Yes just like that. Ohhhh, goddamn that feels sooooo goooood." Her fingers were a blur as they rubbed her clit unmercifully. She felt his tongue stretch out and push into her gaping vagina. Her stomach muscles clinched spasmodically. Her head dropped back. She stopped rubbing letting her hand fall to her side. "OOOHHHHHH... GODDDD... JEAN, I'MMMM CUMMMING." Her hips pushed up trying to drive his tongue deeper into her as her orgasm spread like little tornadoes whirling through her entire body. He continued to hold his mouth to her open hole and swallow her juices until he felt her go limp. He slid back and her legs lowered down flat on the bed. She was breathing deeply and steadily. Her eyes were closed. "Suvarna, right now this moment, looking at you; I have never seen anything so beautiful in my life. I will remember this for a very long time." "Oh Jean what a sweet thing to say. I think you've fallen under our spell. We are a band of love gypsies and we spread it to everybody we come in contact with. It began with me asking Prem to teach me how to love and now it's captured Mitra and Vitesha. I suppose you couldn't be around us without feeling it too." "I can see why you bathe so much now. My face is covered in your pussy juice." "So is my crotch. I'm surprised we don't have to change the sheets. Come on, let's go take a quick shower and come right back here. That was only the first round. This bout is scheduled for twelve but I have a feeling it will end sooner with a knockout." They stood under the cool water in the shower and played with each other like kids. Kissing and touching as if they had known each other for years. It was a warm summer night but air conditioning had been installed when the house was renovated, an almost unheard of luxury in the French countryside, especially in a house built in 1875. When they returned to the bed she lay face down and put a pillow under her hips. "Jean I believe it's time for you to show me your ass licking skills. If you think that last orgasm I had was fantastic just wait until you see how I go off when I have an anal orgasm." He lay between her legs with his head above her ass and began to kiss the back of her thighs and all over her cheeks, saying things to her in French as he ran his hands over her legs and lower back. "Vitesha likes it when I talk sexy in French." "I can see why. You could make ordering a Big Mac and fries sound sexy. You may continue as long as you like." "Put your hands on your ass and spread it apart for me. Show me how much you want this. Open yourself up to me." She not only spread her ass cheeks apart but also raised her hips up and wiggled her ass from side to side. "Jean, please lick my ass. Put your soft lips on my puckered little anus and use your wet tongue to make me feel wonderful. If you make my little ass feel really good I'll let you put your big hard cock in it so I can make you feel good too. Would you like that Jean? Do you want my tight hot ass wrapped around your cock? Don't you think it would be fun to push it in and out of me until you sprayed your thick white cream deep inside me?" His answer was his mouth on her asshole and the first slow lick of his tongue. "Ooooohh yessss Jean. That's what I want. Oh Jean, you're making me feel so good. Love me Jean, love my pretty pink hole with your warm wet tongue." Without either of them intending it their intimate performance transmuted in to a spontaneous meditation. Both of them let go of their minds and sank into the pure erotic sensations of what he was doing to her. From the viewpoint of a disinterested onlooker they seemed to be engaging in behavior that most people would find obscene and repulsive. But to them, it had become an expression of pure love, a form of devotion. The next act in their little play, sodomy, considered a perversion by many in civilized society, would take them simultaneously deeper into debauchery and higher into an articulation of mystic unification. "Jean I could continue doing this for hours but it's time we moved on to the next item on our agenda. I think it's time you put your cock in my ass but first I want it in my mouth." She slid down until her head was in front of his groin as they both lay on their sides. His cock was already hard as it had been throughout the long session of licking her ass. She wrapped her hand around his balls then engulfed the head of his warm cock and sucked on it. Her other hand moved across his hip and pulled him to her to indicate that she wanted him to fuck her mouth however if felt good to him. He quickly got the message and slowly pushed it in and withdrew it in a steady rhythm. His hand moved to the back of her head and he gently pulled it toward him as the length of his strokes increased. They both could feel the head extend into her throat as he progressed to fitting his entire cock in her mouth on the push and leaving only the head in on the pull. Mitra had spoken the truth when she said that it was becoming impossible to love one more than another. As much as she loved doing this with Prem she could not deny that her elevated state of pleasure now was the equal of that which she experienced with him. She knew that he felt the same way when he was with Mitra or Vitesha. Instead of this being a source of jealousy or envy or hurt, it became a source of joy to realize that it wasn't whom you loved that was of primary importance but the love itself that was essential. "Jean despite the fact that I am really enjoying doing this with you I want to feel you in my ass and your cock is so ready to do that. Later I'll go get one of the others to come lick my ass while I continue sucking your lovely cock. Now we need to decide whether I should be on my back for ass fucking or do you want to do me doggy." "That's a very difficult decision. Since this is my first time I think I would prefer the classical position of doggy as you refer to it." "OK, do you want me on hands and knees or lying over a pillow so you can lay on top of me once we get going." "Which way gets my cock deepest inside you?" "That would be hands and knees." She reached over and picked up the bottle of oil that Mitra had put on the nightstand and handed it to him. "After all that wonderful prep work you did on my asshole with your tongue I'm more than ready for this so just pour some of that oil on me and your cock and push it in. Once you're in all the way, hold still in case I need to adjust a little." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 09 Suvarna got on the bed with her head on a pillow and her ass sticking up behind her so she could use her hands to spread her cheeks apart to welcome her invader. She felt the oil he poured on her crack as it dribbled down to her anus then felt the head of his cock press against it. Before she could finish taking a deep breath Jean pushed forward and the head slid inside her stretching the little opening to match the circumference of his shaft. He paused briefly then continued inserting his cock into her rectum as more of the oil dripped on to his shaft. It took no more than fifteen seconds to fully ensconce his entire length in her. "Ooooohhhh that feels good. You really fill me up. I can feel my rectum being stretched to contain you. I also feel a strange tingling sensation. Do you feel that?" "My cock does seem to be getting warmer but not in the sense of higher temperature. It's more like how your mouth feels when you've eaten a hot pepper." "Jean it's the oil. Mitra said she put cayenne pepper in it. This should really spice things up. It's spreading through me and even making my vagina feel tingling. It's not a bad feeling really just one I wasn't prepared for. Let's see what it feels like when you start fucking me." He pulled back until about half his cock was out then pushed back in again. "Ohhhh Yesssss. The more you rub it in the more I feel it. And it makes me want you to keep doing it. It's like an itch that you want to scratch but when you do it makes it itch more. Keep going." He started fucking her nice and steady increasing the length of his strokes until only the head was in at the top of each one. The oil let him slide easily all the way back in. "Oooooohhhhh God Yes. Each time you do that the sensations intensify. I'm much more sensitive to the shape of your cock and the way your head causes my rectum to adjust its shape as it slides up me. Go slow so I can feel you spread my soft pink walls. When you're all the way in push hard and I'll spread my cheeks wide so you can be as deep as possible. Ohhhh Yesss. Like that. Push harder! I want to feel your balls mashed against my pussy. MORE do it some more." He gave her what she asked for and gradually increased the speed and power of his thrusts so he would slam into her ass and press hard against her then pull back swiftly so her rectum had to expand and contract rapidly as his cock alternately filled and emptied it. He kept ramming her like this for several minutes. She grunted each time he hit bottom. She moved one of her hands between her legs and began to rub her clit forgetting that her fingers had some of the oil on them. "OH SHIT, I've got the oil on my clit now and it's driving me crazy. It's a vicious cycle; the more I rub it the more I want to. OHHHH, OHHHH, Jean fuck me harder, faster... YES that's it, fuck me Jean, fuck me hard. UNNNNHHH, harder baby... make me... I'mmmm going to cummmmm! OHHH GOD YESS, I'm cumming Jean, I'm cumming." Her announcement was entirely unnecessary as the vigorous spasmodic contractions of her rectum mimicked perfectly the actions of a milking machine and proficiently extracted his cum while he pushed in deep so her ass could suck his hot creamy jizz out of him and into her bowels. Having done little to instigate his own orgasm except to let it happen, his erection did not subside. This may in part be due to the spicy oil, which seemed to have all the properties of a genuine aphrodisiac. The warm, tingling, mildly irritating but highly pleasurable sensation was affecting both of them. The pulsations of her rectum had calmed down but not stopped. He slowly pulled his cock back about half way then reversed direction to push it in all the way again. She shuddered and pushed back with her hips to accept him completely. The warm flush caused by the oil had spread to his balls when they were pressed tightly against her ass and was making them feel very good. He slid his finger between her ass cheeks to coat it with some of the oil. When he pulled his cock back again he inserted the oily digit into her vagina and wiggled it around. "OH JESUS now you've done it. We won't stop fucking until morning. Do you have any idea what that feels like in my vagina? " "Why do you think I put it there?" "I may have underestimated your sexual depravity Jean. Fortunately I don't have a problem matching it. Keep fucking my ass while I play with my pussy." Her hand began to rub everywhere between her legs. Her outer lips and her labia were both feeling the tingling flush caused by the oil making her entire crotch one highly aroused, continuous erogenous zone. She inserted her fingers into her wet vagina then massaged her clit slower now but more forcefully as Jean returned to a steady pace of thrusting and withdrawing his hard cock from her hot slippery ass, which had adjusted to the extra thickness of his cock and was now completely comfortable with it sliding in and out of her still tingling rectum. She decided she had become a total anal slut and loved being fucked in the ass as much as in her vagina. This thought was quickly followed by the next: she didn't have to choose. He told her to move forward and lower her hips. He lay on top of her with his legs between hers. He slid his hands under her chest to hold her breasts as he continued to fuck her ass for what had to be at least a half hour. During this time she had three more intense orgasms that filled her with so much pleasure that she could only moan and tremble while both her ass and her vagina throbbed almost convulsively. She was aware of Jean vicariously experiencing her climaxes with her as he held his cock buried deeply in her until she pushed up with her hips to urge him to keep fucking her. Another fifteen minutes passed before she began to climax again and this time the intensity caused Jean to succumb to the inevitable as the stimulation of her anal contractions triggered his orgasmic reflex and compelled him to empty the contents of his seminal vesicles into her in a series of powerful eruptions. At last they were sated. He pushed himself up then slowly withdrew his softening cock from her ass and slid back. He lay behind her between her widespread legs and looked at her still dilated anus as small globs of his voluminous discharges began to trickle out and ooze down to her slit, passing through her splayed labia, across her clit to finally drip with glacial slowness onto the sheet. She was too far gone to even notice this was happening but he stared fascinatedly at this little waterfall of semen for several minutes until her anus finally fully contracted and shut off the flow of cum. He reached his hand out and gave her an emphatic slap on her right ass cheek. "You're not going to sleep on me are you Suvarna?" "You're not getting off that easy Jean. I have never been this thoroughly fucked in my life and I want to savor every delicious morsel of the experience. My ass and my twat are still glowing from the effects of the oil and my rectum is just now returning to its normal shape. I've got enough endorphins, oxytocin and serotonin sloshing around in my brain to tranquilize an elephant. I've never felt this good or been this happy. We need to go soak in a hot tub for a few minutes after you give me another enema to clean all this cum out of me. While we're doing that we can think of what to do next in this bed." Jean was very gentle while giving her another enema and was becoming a big fan of all this cleansing both inside and out. When they finished, Suvarna poured a packet of lavender scented Epsom salts into the tub and turned on the water. While it was filling she went downstairs and got a couple of bottles of sparkling water out of the refrigerator and brought them back to the bathroom. Jean was already in the tub so she sat the water on the rim of the tub and climbed in and sat down. The tub was plenty big enough for two so she stretched out and laid her head back on a folded towel to cushion it. The tub filled from spigots built into the wall so nobody had to lean back against them. Jean was stretched out next to her with his head at the other end. Jean opened one of the bottles of water and took a big sip then handed it to her so she could have a drink. They had worked up quite a thirst from all the activity in the bedroom. They lay there quietly drinking the water and letting the hot water restore their bodies. She put her hand under the water and moved it forward until she found his balls. Her fingers encircled the fragile orbs and gently caressed them. He imagined her as a little child being bathed by her mother who gave her a rattle or a rubber ducky so her delicate fingers could begin learning to grasp and manipulate things as she splashed and played in the water never dreaming that one day those graceful digits would be fondling the testicles of someone she had only known for two days in a foreign land she had never before visited. He looked at her and thought about what she had said, that they were a band of love gypsies that captivated everyone they came in contact with. This was certainly true for him. He had never met such wonderful people and he was in love with all of them. He had to fight to suppress a tear when he thought about the fact that this beautiful, loving woman lying next to him would be dead by Christmas. The water was cooling so they got out and dried off then returned to the bedroom. "You get back in bed. I'm going to get us another playmate." She left to go to the other bedroom where she found Prem, Mitra and Vitesha in bed playing with each other. "How are you and Jean getting along?" Prem asked. "We just finished an anal sex marathon that was absolutely fabulous. We're looking to do something a little less energetic now but we need another person. Which one of you wants to volunteer?" Vitesha hopped out of bed and said, "Since I was the one that got him to come here in the first place I think I should help you out with Jean." "That works for me, he obviously likes you from what you two did last night. By the way Mitra I hope you remember exactly how you made that massage oil. It's the best thing I've ever put on my body. But you need to put a warning label on it for internal use. It really stimulates you at first. Just how much cayenne pepper did you put in it?" "Only a small pinch at first but after we used it for the meditation I decided to kick it up a notch so I added a couple of drops of the Indian chili pepper oil I bought in the market. It's the same stuff I put in our dinner." "Holy shit Mitra, no wonder it felt like somebody put a cattle prod up my ass." "Oops, sorry, was it too much?" "Only if you weren't expecting it. Once you got used to it and it started spreading into your tissues it was fantastic, a true aphrodisiac. Don't lose that recipe." "I won't. I picked up that formula in India from an Ayurvedic medicine practitioner. There are all kinds of wonderful things for your body in it. The hot pepper was my idea because I like hot spices." "Then you and Prem should try it. If you want to stay up fucking for the next two hours. Be sure to put some up your ass." Suvarna took Vitesha by the hand, "Come along now my beautiful Vitesha, let's go have some fun." They didn't go back to the bedroom immediately but stopped off in the bathroom so Suvarna could give Vitesha an enema. She told Vitesha that she had become addicted to anal sex and wanted her to lick her asshole while she sucked Jean's cock. "You don't have a problem with that do you my love?" "I don't have a problem with anything we can do together. I feel like all of us are completely attuned to each other's needs and everything we do takes us all to new levels of love and affection for each other. It wouldn't surprise me if Jean is feeling the same way we do." "He already does. I felt that when we were taking a bath together a few minutes ago. I saw it in his eyes. I felt it in his touch." They took a quick shower before returning to the bedroom and when they got there Jean was lying on the bed with his hands folded behind his head. "Jean, I apologize for being gone so long but look who I've brought back to play with us." "Vitesha mon amour, come here and kiss me. I've missed you." Even Suvarna couldn't help noticing how she sauntered over to the bed. The way she moved her gorgeous naked body perfectly combined the sexuality of a stripper and the innocence of a little girl. His eyes received both messages and appreciated both aspects of her. This mysterious mixture of femininity was not accidental nor was it a calculated act. It was the perfect blend of everything it means to be a woman coming together in total harmony. All contradictions had been resolved. Suvarna and Jean joined together in a silent conspiracy of admiration and both of them fell deeper in love with her. When Vitesha got to the bed she lay down beside him. Jean took her in his arms and kissed her. It was a kiss filled with promise, patience, acceptance and fulfillment, a kiss of surrender, not to each other but to love itself. It was both passionate and devoid of desire at the same time. They had tacitly agreed to fully participate in whatever their bodies wanted but neither would demand anything from the other. Such kisses do not happen often. Suvarna walked to the bed and lay down next to them. She stroked Vitesha's hair with her fingers and looked at her. "Jean have you ever seen anything more beautiful than she is? Do you realize how fortunate and privileged we are to be here with her tonight? Thoreau has said, 'Heaven is under our feet as well as over our heads.' I finally understand what he meant. Right here. Right now. This is heaven if we can only see it. Look Jean, you hold an angel in your arms." The tear that leaked from his eye and slid slowly down his cheek was all that was required to answer her questions for it is true what the little prince has said, 'The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, they are felt with the heart.' He had not seen anything more beautiful, he did consider himself very fortunate to be there, he knew that being with them this night would change his life. They were giving him a glimpse of something he had never imagined, a taste that would be on his tongue for the rest of his life. They would show him what it really means to love, to fill a room so full of love that you felt like you were in a cathedral in the presence of something so much greater than you that it made you wonder what you had ever done to deserve being there. "Now my wonderful lovers let us celebrate. Vitesha I'm going to lie between Jean's legs and love his beautiful cock with my mouth and you can lie between my legs and love my ass with yours." Vitesha moved out of Jean's arms so he could sit up and lean back on the pillows against the headboard. Suvarna slid between his legs on her stomach and opened her legs wide. Vitesha lay between them and began to rub her butt and kiss it all over. Suvarna's hand wrapped around Jean's cock and held it upright so she could put the head in her mouth. Her other hand cradled his balls to caress them. Her mouth and tongue performed their practiced choreography on his cock for several minutes without producing the expected result. She stopped and raised her head to look at him. "Jean, love has overwhelmed your desire. This has happened to all of us and I'm sure it will again but I think I know how to restore your passion. Hand me the bottle of oil." He reached over to the nightstand and retrieved it for her. "Now turn over on your stomach and put a pillow under your hips and spread your legs." When he had changed position she poured a few drops of the potent oil on the top of his crack. She put the cap back on the bottle and laid it down. "Use you hands and spread your cheeks apart." He opened his ass to her in complete submission. She used her index finger to rub the oil down to his anus then inserted it completely inside his hole. She wriggled it around and slowly moved it in and out then withdrew it. She dipped her middle finger in the oil and used it to smear some on his scrotum then returned to his anus and inserted both fingers in his ass. She carefully used them to explore his rectum and stretch it to coat it with the oil. She pressed both fingers toward his cock and rubbed his prostate. He began to moan so she continued the loving massage. "Suvarna that feels marvelous but I'm starting to realize what an intense sensation the oil caused you. I didn't get the full impact before but when it's in your ass it really gets your attention." "It will soon change from the burning feeling into a wonderful warming and tingling that spreads all through you. Now I'm going to remove my fingers and you turn back over on your back and let this oil work its magic on you while Vitesha and I put on a little show for you." Vitesha had been steadily licking Suvarna's puckered rosebud while she had been attending to Jean. "Vitesha move up here and straddle my head so Jean can look at your beautiful pussy while I lick it. If watching us doesn't put the lead back in his pencil then we'll have to resort to extreme measures." Suvarna lay between Jean's legs and Vitesha put her knees on either side of her so her pussy was directly above her mouth, a position that afforded her equal access to Suvarna's bare crotch and a spectacular view for Jean. "Suvarna I want to see what that oil feels like, would you put some in me?" "I would be delighted to my love." She reached for the bottle and poured some oil on Vitesha's crack as she had done for Jean. She replaced the cap and laid the bottle on the bed. She repeated the same steps she had used on Jean to coat Vitesha's lower rectum. "Ooooohhhhhh WOWWW Suvarna, what a rush!" "It's worth it sweetheart, trust me. You might as well get the full effect, put a couple of drops on your fingertips and put it on your pussy. Inside and out." "Are you trying to kill me Suvarna?" She reached for the bottle and put a drop on her index and middle fingers then reached between her legs and rubbed the oil on her clit and her lips then stuck them inside her vagina. She barely had time to put the cap back on the bottle before she said, "Ohhhh fuck me! Everything below my navel is on fire." "Just hang on Vitesha, you'll live. Lower that pretty slit of yours down on my mouth and I'll kiss it for you and make it feel all better." As soon as her pussy made contact with Suvarna's lips her tongue slid into her vagina and began to lick and suck it. Vitesha was sitting straight up on Suvarna's face rubbing her slit onto her mouth because her tongue was actually making the fiery feeling better. This was the initial phase of the oil where it made you have an itch and scratching it made it feel better and itch more at the same time. Suvarna knew it wouldn't last long so she kept on licking her until it began to fade. Vitesha was rubbing her clit in a futile attempt to calm the effect of the oil on her sensitive nub. In a few minutes the preliminary intensity of the oil faded and the longer lasting pleasurable feeling began to spread through both Jean and Vitesha. "OH WOW Suvarna this is nice. This is very nice." She leaned forward and lay on Suvarna's body and put her head between her spread legs and began to lick her pussy as Suvarna continued licking hers. This opened up her ass for Jean to get a perfect view of her puckered anus and Suvarna's tongue loving Vitesha's bald pussy. The combination of the oil and what he was seeing had a restorative effect on his libido. He wrapped his hand around his stiffening cock and began to slowly stroke it. He had masturbated while watching scenes on Internet porn sites similar to the one in front of him now but they paled in comparison to the real thing. This exhibition was entirely for his benefit and knowing this increased his arousal immensely. His hand moved faster on his now fully erect cock. Suvarna noticed the motion and she reached her arm back feeling for his hand. He removed it as it almost touched him and he put his hand on hers and guided it to his cock. "Oh Jean baby, I see you've regained your passion. Get on your knees and bring that beautiful hard cock over here and put it between my mouth and Vitesha's wet pussy." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 09 He got on his knees behind them and spread his legs until his cock was level with Vitesha's crotch and moved forward. Suvarna pushed up on Vitesha's ass to make room for him. His cock was now between a mouth and a pussy, a new and very enjoyable experience for him. He didn't have to move, Suvarna licked the underside of his shaft while Vitesha slid her slick lips over the top, moaning softly as she rocked back and forth. They kept this up for several minutes. "Jean I think you and Vitesha have reached the point where the oil is at the stage that's perfect for fucking her ass." She pushed him back a little then encircled his shaft with her hand and guided the head to Vitesha's anus. "Are you ready for this Vitesha?" "Ohhhh God Yes Suvarna. Put it in me Jean, put it in and push it slowly as deep as you can." Suvarna held his cock until she felt him press forward and she saw the pink helmet disappear into her ass. "Ohhhhhhh Yessssss Jean just like that. Ooooohhhh stretch my tight little pink ass until you fill me up." As his cock slid deeper into her it carried the oil to parts of her as yet untouched by it and she felt the tingling sensation spreading through her like an orgasm. It felt so good that she had to quit licking Suvarna so she could concentrate on it. All three of them were intently fixated with watching or feeling his cock penetrate her fully. As the base neared her ass Suvarna used her hands to spread Vitesha's cheeks further apart to allow every millimeter to enter her. "Vitesha, seeing Jean's cock buried in your ass is the most erotic sight I've ever witnessed. Your tightly stretched ring around his shaft is a thing of beauty. Having done it myself not long ago I know exactly what you're feeling." "Oh God Suvarna it feels so good I can hardly breathe. He hasn't even started fucking me yet and I'm already about to cum." "That's a feeling I recommend you get used to because I lost count of how many times I came before he stopped fucking my ass. I'll see if I can help you with your first one." Suvarna's mouth moved to cover Vitesha's clit and her tongue began to lick it firmly. It took less than thirty seconds for Vitesha to climax. She stifled her scream by covering Suvarna's slit with her mouth as she trembled and felt her rectum throb around Jean's cock. Jean had yet to move. "Jesus Suvarna if you two can do that to me without him even moving I think I'm going to be in trouble." "It's the best trouble you can be in Vitesha, wait until his cock and that oil really stretch your rectum and warm it up. You'll think his cock is the most fantastic thing you've ever put in your body. Jean, it's time to show her what ass fucking is all about. Take it slow and let her feel each long stroke." Jean pulled back and Suvarna watched his thick cock slide out of Vitesha's ass. Her vagina was opening as well and drops of her juice fell on Suvarna's face. She moved her mouth to her opening to suck it directly from her. Vitesha began to moan. "Vitesha you have the sweetest pussy, now be nice and give me some more of that delicious juice of yours." She stuck her tongue in her vagina to wiggle it around then retracted it and sucked hard just as Jean's cock slid back inside her ass. "Oh God Suvarna you two are making me crazy. I've never had my pussy sucked and my ass fucked at the same time before. This is incredible." Jean increased the speed of his strokes and Suvarna got into a rhythm with him where she sucked on Vitesha's pussy while he was pulling back and licked his cock while he was pushing it back in. Vitesha was getting wetter with every stroke. On the next cycle she started licking his balls when he bottomed out. Vitesha had regained enough composure to return to licking Suvarna's slit while she and Jean assaulted her crotch but that didn't last long. The combination of his cock sliding in and out of her tingling ass and Suvarna's tongue licking her pussy was pushing her once again to another climax. A few minutes later her incoherent grunts and rough breathing indicated she was in the midst of an orgasm that practically filled Suvarna's mouth with her juice. "Vitesha you cum so good. If you hadn't stopped sucking my clit I would have cum with you." Suvarna slid down and somehow managed to turn around so she was still lying underneath Vitesha but now they were face to face. "Kiss me Vitesha. Taste your sweet nectar on my lips." Suvarna wrapped her arms around her mashing their breasts against each other while they started kissing. Their tongues danced together first in one mouth then in the other. When Suvarna changed positions she had spread her legs and now Vitesha was lying on top of Suvarna between her legs. Jean had leaned forward and was lying on Vitesha's back with his hands on the bed to avoid putting too much weight on Suvarna. This actually made it easier for him to fuck Vitesha with more speed. As he increased the tempo of his stroking, both women felt the impact of his hips slamming into Vitesha's ass. Suvarna moved her hands down to Vitesha's ass cheeks and pulled them apart as Jean continued to fuck her hot ass. He was plunging into her as deep as he could go with each thrust. Her rectum had adjusted to his hard cock so that she felt nothing but pure unadulterated pleasure from his fucking her. "Oh Vitesha my love, you're there aren't you. You've reached the same spot he put me in before where nothing has ever felt better than what you're experiencing now. Vitesha I love you so much. I'm feeling this with you as he takes you higher and higher. Jean, you should really try to cum for us soon. The next orgasm Vitesha has is really going to rock her world and you should cum with her." He sped up his movements to a furious pace then slammed into her hard and stopped. "OHHHH GODDDD Jean you're cumming in my ass." Suvarna let go of Vitesha's cheeks and held her close. "That's it baby cum with him, let me feel it. Vitesha's rectum started pumping his cock with a series of convulsive pulsations as Jean's hot cum spurted deep inside her. Suvarna could feel her stomach flexing on top of her own as Vitesha's seismic orgasm roared through her. They stayed in the same position for several minutes as all of them slowly recovered. Jean finally rose up and withdrew his deflating cock from Vitesha who continued to lie on top of Suvarna as small tremors coursed through her. In a few minutes they headed for the bathroom to get ready for going to sleep. When they had finished they both decided to sleep with Jean so they went back to the bedroom and crawled back into bed with him. "Jean, have you ever slept with two women before?" "No, it is one more thing I will experience with you for the first time." Vitesha reached over and turned out the light then snuggled up next to him. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 10 Suvarna woke up first and looked at Jean and Vitesha sleeping peacefully beside her. She slipped out of bed and headed for the bathroom. While sitting on the toilet she thought about what a wonderful time she was having and what a contrast this was to what could have been had she not made that phone call to Carl. In the unlikely event that she had decided to come here alone or with Melissa she would have brought her fear and misery with her and reacted the way Anne had always done, with intimidation and force to control whatever and whoever displeased her. Now she could barely remember Anne except that she at least had sense enough or was desperate enough to take a leap of faith and fall in love with complete disregard for the consequences. She was grasping at a straw, hoping that somehow love could help her learn how to die without being so afraid and lonely. She couldn't have known that love would first teach her how to finally be really alive. She finished up in the bathroom and hurried back to the bedroom where Prem and Mitra were still sleeping. She carefully opened the door and moved quietly to the side of the bed where Prem was. She then did something she couldn't remember ever doing. She knelt on the floor beside him, put her hands together in front of her and began to silently pray. She was not asking for anything nor was she praying to God or the universe or to anything. It didn't matter if anyone heard her prayer because it was only a prayer of utter gratitude that she was fortunate enough to be with him. Love spread through her in the same way the massage oil had done making her warm and tingle all over. Hot tears streamed down her face. Prem opened his eyes and saw her. He was dazzled by her brilliant radiance and reached out to touch her hair. She opened her eyes and saw that he had heard her prayer and was answering it with the same pure love from which it originated. He lifted the sheet and slid over. She crawled into bed next to him and he wrapped her in his arms. This is where she belonged. This is where she wanted to die and whenever that would be she knew now she would die ecstatically happy. Her fear had vanished. As she lay in his arms all thought left her. This had happened briefly before but never this completely and naturally. Her mind was still and she was aware only of her breathing, which was deep and slow. Then something happened that had not occurred before. All feeling left her. Her only awareness now was of being empty inside, so empty that she could not even locate where she was. Then a faint perception of coldness slowly spread through her like a fog. It was not like cold felt from the outside, it didn't make her chilled or shiver. Gradually she became aware of rising up and floating above the bed. Nothing existed now except the floating, no mind, no body. She had no idea how long this lasted but finally a thought came to her. She wondered if this was death. She then perceived something informing her that she didn't need to return to her body but if she wanted to, she must go back now. She wanted to tell Prem not to worry about her because she had never felt so peaceful, so loved and cared for. She wanted to tell him that death is not to be feared but embraced because it was wonderful and full of soft golden light. And with this thought she descended back into her body as gradually as she had left it. The coldness dissipated and feeling returned. She opened her eyes. Prem had slid away from her and she was lying on her back. Mitra was kneeling on the floor next to her holding her hand; her eyes were closed. "Prem I came back, I wanted to tell you..." "Shhhhh Suvarna, do not speak. Those who know do not say they know. Those who say they know do not know." Mitra leaned over and kissed her. "Come along now, it is time to have some breakfast and see what we can discover on this new day." When I got a chance to be alone with Mitra I asked her, "You've seen that before haven't you?" "Many times. I'm very surprised she is still alive. I've never had one come back when they were that far gone." After breakfast everybody showered and got dressed to go out. There were a few more places we wanted to visit but it would not take very long. We were finished with the sightseeing by noon and stopped by Madeline's bistro to pick up Janelle who was all packed up and waiting for us when we arrived. Madeline told Suvarna that she had talked to somebody about living in the house and wanted to know when they could all meet to discuss it. Mitra had the great idea of having them come to the house for dinner tomorrow. That way they could take a tour and see what they thought of it. Madeline insisted that she come to the house in the afternoon and help prepare the meal. Suvarna said we would stop by one of the Chateaus and buy some wine on the way back to the house. The person Madeline had found was named Andre Mercier. He was sixty years old and once had his own small vineyard before being coerced into selling it to a big conglomerate. He got a good price for it but he had two sons who wanted to keep it so they could be wine makers themselves but it was difficult to be profitable making wine the traditional way so now they had to work for somebody else. Suvarna told Madeline to invite the whole family and said this sounded very promising. When we got back to the Maison it was one thirty. Suvarna said that we had not had an opportunity to do our massages in a few days and she wanted one. Vitesha and I went down to the cellar to see what we could find that might work for a massage table. In one of the storage areas we found several mattresses that had been replaced during the renovation that were wrapped in plastic so with Jean's help we unwrapped one and hauled it up to the roof. We used one of the drop cloths that had covered the furniture as a sheet. We went back to the kitchen where Mitra had made some soup for lunch. Suvarna asked Janelle, "What made you decide to join us Janelle?" "Jean has told me how much he is enjoying being with you and it sounds like he's having a lot of fun. He said you all know about us and that you're OK with it. We don't get much time to be with each other and I'm really excited about having the opportunity to be with him and not have to sneak around to do it. I'm also looking forward to being with the rest of you. I like to have sex with other women and that's not easy to do either in a small town like this." "Well you've come to the right place Janelle. We are on a sexual odyssey and try to have as much sex as we can every day. Did Jean tell you about the meditations?" "He mentioned them but I don't know anything about meditating. I would very much like to learn though if you wouldn't mind." "Of course we wouldn't mind. These meditations are all primarily sexually oriented. Mitra is our spiritual advisor and leads the meditations. She says the more people we have doing them the more effective they are. I think you'll find them very enjoyable. Why don't you and Jean take your things upstairs and put them in one of the bedrooms. You're welcome to have a room of your own but I think it will be more fun if you sleep with us. When you're finished, get naked and come up to the roof for massage." Suvarna and I went up to take a shower before going to the roof. As far as I was concerned bathing with one or more of my lovers was a meditation in itself. It seemed to really bring out the tenderness in everybody when we washed and caressed each other. I took her in my arms and kissed her as the warm water gently cascaded onto us. "Remember when I told you when doing this felt as good as sex you would know what love is? I know you're there now. In fact you've gone beyond there. When I opened my eyes this morning and saw you kneeling by the bed I was completely overcome with love. I asked Mitra earlier if she had felt it too and she told me that your love had turned into prayer of its own accord and that was as far as love could take you." "I know Mitra told me not to talk about what happened but after I got into bed with you I went into death. I don't mean I looked it in the face; I experienced it. It wrapped me in its shroud and embraced me. Oh Prem it was magnificent; you can't imagine the peace and love. Mitra's right, there's no point in talking about it because no words could ever convey what the experience is like. I feel so privileged to have been given a preview of it. How rare is that, to get to sample death? I only came back because of you. I guess I haven't dropped all my desiring yet; I still want to be with you and love you as long as this body will let me. Oh Prem, I love you so much." "You say you love me but you lie." "Cause this is more than love I feel inside. You came to me like the dawn through the night. Just shining like the sun. Out of my dreams and into my life. You are the one, you are the one." Standing there holding her in the warm water I realized nobody had ever loved me like she did. Nobody could. Her love was so total, so powerful that she had told death itself that it would have to wait so she could love me. And it had let her! How much more can you love than that? Only we knew the answer to that question because as soon as I asked it I knew I loved her the same way. She had taken the next step. Her love had transitioned from spiritual love to divine love and she had shared what she experienced to help me do it too. It was very tempting to just stay there and hold her and exult in the love that now surrounded us like an aura but somehow we managed to get out of the shower and dry off. We made our way up to the roof where Mitra and Vitesha were waiting for us. "Suvarna since this was your idea you get to be first." Suvarna lay face down on the mattress and I knelt on a folded towel at her head. Mitra and Vitesha each took a foot. Mitra had a bottle of massage oil and poured some on the back of Suvarna's leg then handed the bottle to Vitesha. "Mitra this isn't the same oil you gave us with the hot peppers is it?" "No, this is the same base oil but this formula has mint and flowers in it. We still have some of the spicy stuff if you want us to use that on you." "I'll let you know when it's my turn. It depends on how turned on I get massaging the rest of you. Now that we have two men here I might want to see what a DP would feel like with that spicy oil." As we began to rub Suvarna the door opened and Jean and Janelle walked out to join us. This was the first time I had really seen them side by side much less naked together and I hadn't really realized just how identical they were. They were the same height, five nine, similar weight; Jean had maybe thirty pounds on Janelle but it was mostly muscle, same hair color, and the same eyes. The only obvious difference was a penis and a pair of tits. This was a very noticeable difference mind you, the penis was enviable in length and girth and the tits were very nice indeed, about the same size as Suvarna's but set a little higher and perkier. "Welcome, we saved the best spots for you. Grab the oil and sit beside Suvarna and massage her beautiful butt and lower back." I suppose it was the cultural difference but neither of them seemed to be the slightest bit bothered by being naked with us, despite the age difference. They poured some oil on her lower back and started using their hands to rub it in. Their technique was interesting; probably due to growing up in a patisserie because they looked like they were making pastry. They kneaded her flesh like they were working dough. It seemed to be effective because Suvarna began to softly moan. It didn't take either of them very long to concentrate more on her butt than her back. Jean was already familiar with the territory but Janelle was eager to discover what Suvarna felt like and was soon making forays between her cheeks and down her upper thighs. Soon each of them had one hand on her cheek and one hand between her legs. Suvarna's moaning increased. By this time Mitra and Vitesha had progressed to rubbing their oil covered bald twats up and down her calves and were using their hands on her lower thighs. I continued working on her shoulders and neck. "Oh my God. All five of you are driving me crazy. Jean and Janelle rub my asshole and my pussy. Each one of you put a finger in my ass and use your thumbs to rub my lips. Ohhhh, Ohhhh, yes, like that. One of you put your thumb in my cunt and the other one rub my clit." She slid her shoulders down so she could arch her back and elevate her ass to give them better access to her. Their eyes widened and they both smiled warmly as they gave her what she wanted. They seemed to especially enjoy having their fingers in her ass as they pushed them in deep and spread her anus. Suvarna's pussy was leaking juice now and she was undulating her hips as the twins continued to pleasure her. Mitra and Vitesha had both reached her lower thighs with their wet slits and their hands had taken over massaging Suvarna's pussy and thighs while the twins concentrated on her ass and hips. I was rubbing her tits from the side. Her head was turned to one side so I moved back and laid mine next to it so I could kiss her. Her lips were soft and sensual and so was the kiss. The combined stimulation of eight hands on her ass and between her legs pushed her toward her climax. She did nothing to help or hinder it, content to let it happen of its own accord. When it peaked she granted it full sovereignty over her body. It spread through her like her blood, flowing everywhere and filling every part of her with ecstasy. The only external evidence of it was the gentle moaning into my mouth as she shared it with me. She reached her arms up and stretched them forward bending and extending her fingers as if to lengthen her body so the orgasm could have as much room to roam through her as possible. "I want to turn over now." Everyone backed off so she could turn to lie on her back. The pretense of this being a massage disappeared when she spread her legs and bent her knees to open up her crotch. "Jean, you and Vitesha can each do delightful things with my breasts. Prem you stay right where you are and keep kissing me. Mitra you can massage my feet some more unless you can think of something else you'd rather do. As for you Janelle, I want to see if your mouth feels as good on my pussy as your hands did." I moved my hands under her head so I could massage the back of her neck and as soon as I touched her I remembered that her tumor was only an inch away so as I gently rubbed her I put as much loving energy as I could into asking it to please not harm her. I punctuated those heartfelt requests with gentle kisses on her forehead and face. Jean and Vitesha moved to her side and Mitra slid back down to the foot of the mattress. Janelle lay on her stomach between Suvarna's legs with her face inches away from her pussy. Her hands moved to Suvarna's ass to firmly grip each cheek. She looked up at Suvarna and said, "I've done this before with some of my girlfriends but this will be the first time I've ever done it with a beautiful woman. It will also be the first time I've ever done it in front of an audience, so please tell me if I don't do it right." Her voice shook with excitement as she spoke. "Janelle, if your girlfriends enjoyed what you did to them I'm certain I will enjoy it too. Just relax and do what you would want me to do to you and everything will be fine. Take your time; my body will let you know how you're doing. Put as much love into it as you can and you'll be surprised how much you get back." While the rest of us started loving the parts of her we had been assigned Janelle took a couple of moments to look at Suvarna's beautiful crotch, admiring the similarities and the differences with her own anatomy. From my vantage point I could see her face and the expression of delight that I was all too familiar with as she stared in fascination at the wondrous biological miracle that lay before her. She moved her hands so her thumbs touched her outer lips without relinquishing their hold on her ass. She gently pulled the lips apart to expose the pink labia between them. They glistened with the juices of her previous orgasm and caused Janelle to lick her own lips in anticipation of using her tongue to taste the lips inches away from her young sweet mouth. "That's it Janelle, you're doing just fine." "But I haven't done anything yet." "Oh yes you have. I feel those piercing blue eyes on me, the trembling in those soft hands on my ass, the faster beat of your loving heart, and the butterflies in your stomach. Your excitement is flowing into me and making my own pulse race. Keep going my sweet young lover, make us both feel like we're teenagers." Janelle smiled and felt both reassured and a little frightened at Suvarna's ability to discern what she was feeling so accurately. "Kiss me Janelle. Light feathery butterfly kisses using only your lips. Start at the bottom and go all around me. Move up one side then over and down the other. Go slowly and look at me as you do it." I watched how tenderly she pressed her lips to every inch of Suvarna's glorious crotch. Her kisses were as gentle as a mother with a newborn child. There was a look of reverence on her face. She breathed deeply to inhale the essential feminine fragrance emanating from this beautiful woman who had granted her the privilege of offering this silent homage to her. When she had completed the circuit and returned to the bottom Suvarna continued her directions, "Oh Janelle that was wonderful. I felt every one of those cherubic kisses. Now pull my lips apart with your thumbs and do the same thing straight up my slit." She complied with her request. "Do it again Janelle." She repeated the tender kissing of the pink labia several more times. "Oooohhhh yes baby that's perfect. This time when you do it use your lips to pull on them and stretch them." Witnessing this intimate play between Suvarna and Janelle was having an effect on the rest of us. My cock was stiffening from both the sight and narration of what was happening. I glanced at Jean and noticed a similar reaction of his cock. He was sucking as much of Suvarna's breast into his mouth as he could. Vitesha had moved one of her hands from Suvarna's breast down between her legs and was slowly rubbing her own pussy as if to mimic Suvarna's instructions to Janelle. Mitra was not only massaging her feet she was kissing and licking them, sliding her tongue between her toes and sucking each one into her mouth. I was impressed by Suvarna's equanimity while all these arousing stimuli were flooding into her nervous system. "Oh Janelle that feels sooooo gooood. Now go back over the same places that you kissed and use that hot wet tongue to lick me. Go all around me with long lapping strokes then use the tip to flick my labia back and forth as you move from the bottom to the top. Unnnhhh... Unnnhhh... Ooooohhh...Yes baby...that's wonderful. Go back down to the bottom and spread me open and lick my vagina. Ohhhhhhh GOD YES just like that! Lick up my juices Janelle; let them coat your tongue as you taste me." Janelle was getting turned on by this almost as much as Suvarna. I doubt that her previous girlfriends had given her such explicit directions for orally pleasing them much less such sincere feedback on the effects it was having. Her unconscious response was to draw her knees up slightly and elevate her hips a little, which had the effect of exposing the pouting lips of her pussy in a perfect frame formed by her smooth taut ass cheeks and the tops of her thighs. A sight made more alluring by the gentle side-to-side swaying of her hips. A sight that did not go unnoticed or unappreciated. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 10 While Janelle complied with Suvarna's latest request, Mitra said, "Janelle I'm giving you fair warning that if you keep wiggling your gorgeous young ass like that I'm going to come up there and put my face between your cheeks and do everything to you that Suvarna tells you to do to her." Without removing her lips from Suvarna's vagina, Janelle spread her legs, elevated her hips a little more and kept right on wiggling as if to dare Mitra to come and get it. You don't dare Mitra. "OK you little French tart, you asked for it." Mitra moved quickly to position herself behind Janelle and started licking the back of her thighs from her knee to her ass with long broad laps of her tongue. Janelle's eyes flew open as soon as Mitra's tongue made contact but she kept her mouth glued to Suvarna's vagina. Mitra finally licked her way to Janelle's pussy and inserted her tongue into her pink hole and swirled it around. Janelle moaned into Suvarna's cunt loud enough for all of us to hear. Suvarna smiled knowing that her next instruction would be carried out not only by Janelle but on her as well. "Janelle slowly lick your way from my vagina up to the top of my slit. That's good. Pucker your lips and gently suck my clit into your mouth. Ooooooohhh YES baby that's Unnnnnhhhh, that's perfect. Suck on it. Unnnnhhhh, Unnnnhhhh, Ahhhhhh Yessssss. Now lick it with the tip of your tongue. OHHHHH YESSSSSSS Just like that! Keep doing that. OHHHHH GODDDDDD YESSSSSSS where did you learn to do this so well? OK take your right hand and put two fingers in my vagina and rub the top of my cunt. AAIIEEEEEEE, GODDD, YESSSSSSS. Keep licking me. Don't stop. Don't stop." Suvarna's hips were moving up and down as Janelle kept sucking her clit and rubbing her g-spot while Mitra's skilled mouth and fingers did the same thing to her. Suvarna seemed determined not to cum until Janelle was ready to do it with her so Mitra decided to make that happen. She inserted the index finger of her other hand into Janelle's puckered little asshole all the way and moved it in a circular motion. The unexpected shock propelled her immediately into her orgasm. Her mouth sucked hard on Suvarna's clit and she moaned around it. "Ohhhhh Yesssss baby do it. Cum for me Janelle; suck my clit and cum hard for me." Watching the teenager climax was all it took for Suvarna to join her. She pressed her pussy hard against Janelle's mouth to encourage her to keep sucking on her and felt her cunt tighten around the young girl's fingers, as their orgasms seemed to fuse into one. Vitesha stopped sucking on Suvarna's tit and rolled on her side drawing her knees up and moaning as her self-generated orgasm was added to the one she had helped induce. I almost came just from watching them. "Janelle crawl up here and lay on top of me." The young girl moved slowly over Suvarna and when their breasts were aligned, she lay down on her with her legs between Suvarna's still widespread legs. "Did you enjoy that Janelle?" "That was the most exciting thing I've ever done. Thank you for being so patient with me and telling me what I should do." "The pleasure was mutual Janelle I can assure you. You did everything just right. Now I want you to kiss me. You like kissing don't you?" "I love kissing Suvarna. It's one of my favorite things to do." She lowered her head and placed her lips on her mouth. Suvarna let her set the level of intensity. It was soft and gentle, the way she had begun kissing her pussy. She tasted sweet and Suvarna could feel her heart beating on her chest. Janelle brought her hands up and put them on Suvarna's cheeks to hold her face while she kissed her. Suvarna accepted her tender kisses for a couple of minutes as Janelle began to put a little more passion into them. Suvarna then put her arms around her and held her tight. Janelle pressed her lips against hers more forcefully and her breathing deepened as the kisses became more passionate. Then Suvarna wrapped her legs around her like she would a male lover spreading her crotch wide open so Janelle could feel the heat of her pussy against her mound. The intensity of the kissing went up some more. Suvarna's tongue asked for admittance to Janelle's mouth and received an inviting response. Both of them started moaning softly as Janelle melted into Suvarna's enveloping embrace. They continued their make out session for a few more minutes until Suvarna finally unwrapped her arms and legs from around her and pulled her head back. "That's how you thank a woman for giving you such a wonderful orgasm Janelle." "Then I should go kiss Mitra. She gave me one that made me see stars." "You go right ahead. Mitra is a superb kisser. You'll love kissing her." Janelle crawled off Suvarna and turned over on her back. "Mitra come lie on top of me and let me thank you for that incredible orgasm." Mitra moved on top of her and Janelle's arms and legs wrapped around her. Mitra did not start with gentle kisses but continued the sensual deep kissing that Suvarna had begun. Her tongue went inside of her mouth and the two kissed as though they were long lost lovers reuniting after years of separation. Janelle was moaning loudly from the kiss and from her pussy pressing against Mitra. Her hips began to push up and fall back. "Oh Mitra you're making me so hot. Please do it to me again. Please put your mouth on my pussy and make me cum again." Mitra slid down between her wide spread legs and ran her tongue from the bottom of her slit up to her clit. "Jesus Janelle, you're soaking wet; as pink, sweet and juicy as a watermelon. I've definitely got to put teenage pussy in our diet, it's delicious." "Do you really think so Mitra? I've always been self-conscious and embarrassed by how wet I get when I'm horny or having sex." "Janelle my beautiful darling don't ever feel that way again. I love every sweet golden drop of your sexual secretions. When you get older and your pussy doesn't do this anymore you're going to wish it did so enjoy it while it lasts. Now you just keep it coming." Mitra had to exercise a high degree of restraint to keep from devouring her. I don't know which one of them was more voracious, Mitra's mouth or Janelle's pussy. They were ideally matched. Mitra couldn't do enough and Janelle couldn't get enough. Mitra's tongue licked every pink fold and crease of Janelle's vulva from asshole to clit; pausing to cover her vagina with her mouth to let it fill with the young girl's hot juices. Janelle put her hand behind Mitra's head and pulled it against her as she alternated sucking and licking her clit with sticking her tongue inside her cunt as the teenager's sweet nectar continued to flow from her. Janelle's head rolled back and she began speaking in French. Her spine arched and she thrust her breasts upward. Her nipples were swollen and distended. Finally she shuddered as she came on Mitra's mouth. "Oh Mitra that was fantastic! Even better than the first one." "Do you want to try for three?" "If you wouldn't mind." "Oh I don't mind my sweet young sexy lover, I don't mind at all. This time though let's make it mutual." Mitra turned around and got into a sixty-nine position with her on top. "I guess you call this soixante neuf don't you?" "Oui ma cherie." Mitra turned her head to see that we had all been watching their performance. "Ummmh you four can amuse yourselves for awhile, you don't have to just lay there and watch us. Janelle said this was the first time she had done anything sexual with a group so you don't have to make her nervous by watching her." "Mitra I really don't mind if they watch. When you love me it feels so good that I can't think about anything else." "What a wonderful thing to say Janelle. I do hope you can think about doing to me what I'm going to do to you." "I'll try to keep up Mitra. I want you to feel as good as you make me feel." Suvarna looked at Jean and said, "I may as well have the other twin now. Come put that nice hard cock in my pussy that your sister has made so wet." Jean knelt between her legs and guided the tip of his cock to her opening. He paused only long enough to feel the wet heat of her vagina then pushed steadily into her until he was buried inside her. He lowered his chest to cover hers and she wrapped him in her arms and legs as she felt her breasts spread out and press against him. "I'm going to have a very difficult time deciding which one of you feels better in my embrace. Fuck me Jean. Fuck me nice and steady. Drive your cock in and out of me and make me even wetter than Janelle did." His mouth lowered to hers and, like his sister, he began to do what she had asked him to. Vitesha was still lying on her side with her knees bent. I moved over behind her and knelt down. I lifted her top leg up to expose her crotch. Her hand was still on her mound where her fingers had brought her to orgasm. I moved forward and put the tip of my very hard cock on her slit. Her hand moved down to encircled my shaft and rub it gently before moving the tip to her entrance. I moved forward and together we inserted the head into her vagina. I put my leg over her lower leg and held her other leg in my arms as it stretched up higher until it was almost straight then pushed my cock further into her. Her wet channel offered no resistance as I began to fuck her with steady strokes. From the perspective of somebody walking in on this scene it would have appeared as though a full-scale orgy was in progress. The somebody I had in mind was Sandy. I wondered if she would ever understand what I was doing and not just immediately assume that I had completely abandoned our marriage and become a full-fledged swinger traveling through Europe fucking not only the three women I had with me but anybody else we managed to pick up along the way. That was certainly not my intention when I suggested this trip but this is where love had led us. I wondered if Sandy could be that understanding. She had accepted my being with Suvarna but not Mitra, Vitesha and the twins. And it wasn't like I was desperate for sex. I was very happy before this whole thing began. It really never occurred to me to stray from Sandy. I love her and when this is over I intend to love her even more because of what I've learned about love by doing this. So how could fucking Vitesha at this very moment feel so damn good? I was beginning to see where these Tantric meditations were heading. They were breaking the connection between sex and love. I had become capable of doing either and both because neither of them should be done with expectations or conditions. I loved Suvarna, Mitra and Vitesha. That's not to say they were just interchangeable appliances but if the situation called for it I could be very happy with any one of them and equally happy with all of them without feeling like I had to rank them in the order of my affection. I also knew that where I was heading was to be capable of being happy without any of them. Suvarna's death was as palpable now as another person in our group and we were all becoming aware that any of us could be gone at any time. We were all together now and whether that was due to some purpose or simply circumstance didn't make any difference to me. I felt love for these people. I enjoyed having sex with them, not just for the sake of having sex but to express the love I felt for them. Most of all though, I knew this arrangement wasn't going to last and I was preparing for that. My cock finally told me to shut up and pay attention to what I was doing. I looked down at Vitesha and saw the angelic expression on her face. Her eyes were closed and she was smiling. All that thinking I had been lost in had prevented me from experiencing her joy. When I turned my mind off I realized I had been blocking it. Suddenly it surged into me and made what we were doing perfect and right and innocent. I used my hand to push her shoulder so she would roll over on her back and when she did, I lay down on her between her legs. I kissed her and told her, "I owe you an apology." "What for?" She asked almost groggily. "I wasn't paying enough attention to what I was doing and I should never do that with someone I love as much as I love you." "You love me Prem?" "Very much Vitesha." "You don't know how happy that makes me. I don't remember you ever telling me that before." "I'm pretty sure I have but just in case I didn't, I do love you." She put her arms around me and pulled me to her and kissed me. It felt like she had started purring. Her entire body and spirit opened like a flower and invited me in. We were no longer fucking we were making love to each other. With each thrust into her she became more accepting and raised up to welcome my cock into her hot interior and make it a part of her. When it slid back out she released it willingly, without complaint, assured that her love would soon entice it to return. We were totally absorbed in the rhythm of my stroking in and out as if it were a metronome timing the movements of our ancient dance. Neither of us wanted or needed to climax. I was aware of the other two couples moving but they weren't making much noise either. What I thought looked like an orgy a few minutes ago took on a completely different character. All of the sex had become love and all of the love had become meditation. It seemed to be going on for a long time and finally I just stopped. I was still hard and wanted to be inside her but I didn't want to move. We only wanted to be with each other, to feel the bliss that an orgasm would destroy. The goal disappeared. There was no finish line. Without trying to, Vitesha and I were circulating the light. It was a different experience from before. This time I didn't see the light, it was much more subtle and just flowed softly through us like a faint glow until we were no longer two. I felt my erection subside and I slowly rolled off her onto my side. I felt light and full of energy and happier than I had ever been before. I put my hand on her forehead and moved it back to stroke her hair. Her eyes opened and she smiled. "Wow Prem, you really do love me." I chuckled and leaned over and kissed her. "Yes Vitesha I really do." She lay on her back and stretched her naked body sinuously, rubbing her legs against and over each other and extending her arms above her head in a celebration of her nudity and her total lack of shame in displaying it for the world under this glorious summer day in the French countryside. She was radiantly beautiful from the inside out as she luxuriated in the afterglow of what we had experienced together, allowing it to go deeply into her psyche and her consciousness. She was the epitome of womanhood, ripe, sensual and voluptuous. Her eyes sparkled with delight and surprise as she beheld the world with a renewed sense of childlike wonder. I was in awe of her, humbled to be in the presence of such exquisite beauty. "Oh God Prem I've seen that look before. It's the way you look at Suvarna. Just seeing it on your face is making me feel like we're still...doing whatever it was we just finished doing. If you keep adoring me like that I'm going to want you to do it again." "You mean do this?" I kissed her forehead. "Yes." "And this?" I kissed her cheek. "Yess." "And this?" My lips moved down and kissed her neck. "Yesss." "And this?" My lips slid lightly down her chest to her breast. "Ooooh Yessss." "And this?" My lips encircled her nipple and drew it softly into my mouth. "Ohhhh... God... Yessss." She began to moan softly and it sounded almost like she was singing. It made me think of the song by Enya, 'How can I keep from Singing?' I don't know the answer to that question. There are times when the situation fills you with so much emotion that you can't keep from singing. This was one of those times. Like the exquisite songs of the whales that come from deep within their center and echo throughout the entire ocean as they celebrate their bliss for all to hear. It may sound like nothing but high pitched noise until you learn to listen, until you finally hear it and it galvanizes your very soul and suddenly you experience one of the great wonders of the world for the first time. Yes, that's the sound she was making. My left hand cupped her right breast while I continued to suck her left one. I licked her areola and teasingly scraped my teeth on her nipple. She pressed it into my mouth to urge me to keep doing it. I had no intention of stopping and nursed her for several minutes before switching my mouth to her other breast where I lavished the same attention on it. She was breathing deeply and contentedly but kept up her singing sounds while I sucked her. "Ohhhh Godddd Prem that feels so incredibly good. Put your hand between my legs and feel what you're doing to me." I reached down and put my hand on her pussy. It was soaking wet and leaking more of her sweet juices onto my hand. "Now what do you think I should do about that?" "Prem I've seen you with Suvarna in the back seat of the car. You know exactly what to do about that so you better get started. And please don't tease me. It won't take much to make me cum." I moved down as she spread her legs and pulled them up. I did as she asked; I didn't tease her. My mouth covered her vaginal opening and I sucked hard. Her hips came up pressing her pussy against my face. My hands moved under her to hold her ass. She began to pant as I alternated sucking with inserting my tongue to lick as deeply into her as I could. She added grunts to her panting and started humping my face. All the sexual energy we had created in our previous coupling accumulated in her cunt and when it reached critical mass, exploded in an orgasmic supernova. Most of the whales in the eastern Atlantic probably heard the sound she unleashed as her climax swept through her. She flooded my mouth with juice and I sucked and swallowed in a desperate attempt to contain it. Upon hearing Vitesha's vocalization Suvarna asked Jean, "Do you have your cell phone with you Jean and do you have 911 service? Vitesha sounds like she may need medical assistance." "I don't think that will be necessary Suvarna. Vitesha's just had a rather invigorating orgasm but I'm sure she'll make a complete recovery." Vitesha was finally able to speak, "Jean keep your phone handy just in case. I may need to be defibrillated or something. This Tantra stuff is really getting to me. It's not just pushing my buttons it's hitting them with a hammer." Mitra told her, "Vitesha we've only been doing these meditations for a couple of weeks. We're still at the beginning. These are only little baby steps compared to what's coming." "Holy shit Mitra, I do hope you're kidding. If this gets any better I may not live as long as Suvarna." "Why don't we all go take a bath and have some dinner? We have an evening meditation and Suvarna's visualization to do yet." When we finally got to bed Vitesha went with the twins and Suvarna and Mitra joined me. I was very conscious of how right it felt to sleep with both of them. Mitra had never seemed like an intrusion into our relationship but now she felt like an integral part of it. When your heart directs your decisions and you drop your old conditioning you learn to let feelings inform your actions and not thoughts. You realize that your thoughts are borrowed and tend to lead you to reasons why you shouldn't do something. There is a saying that fools rush in where angels fear to tread but I would put it differently. I would say that lovers rush in where thinkers fear to tread. Thinking always introduces FUD, fear, uncertainty and doubt whereas love is steadfast and unwavering. Acting from the heart keeps you more open and fluid. Your intuition grows stronger and you realize how sharing love with others causes that love to come back to you. Dropping your ego is not an easy thing to do but eventually you come to understand that it is necessary if you are ever going to reclaim your life and begin to live authentically. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 10 Lying between them in bed felt so natural to me now that I almost didn't think of them as two different people. "Suvarna, does Mitra being here with us make you uncomfortable in any way?" "Absolutely not. She enhances the love you've shown me and makes me more receptive to it. I think she also enhances your ability to love me and makes us stronger. She does this by loving us both and caring about us equally. I don't feel threatened by her being with you and I don't feel like she wants to come between us in any way. I know you love her. And I know you love her as much as you love me and that makes me feel closer to both of you because it helps me to see just how powerful love is. Why are you asking me this?" "Because you asked me to come and be with you and show you how to love. And that's what I've done. You were happy when it was just us but now there are six people here and I don't want you to feel like this situation is out of control and that you may have lost what we had when it was just us. I want you to be happy more than anything else because we have so little time and if you feel like having more people around us is interfering with your happiness then we can go back to the way we were." "Oh Prem no my darling. I asked you to show me what love is and everything that has happened since you came to me has been wonderful. I see clearly that neither of us knew what love was capable of doing to us and I refuse to place restrictions on it. These people wouldn't be with us if love didn't want them here. We didn't go out looking for them; love sent them to us. In Vitesha's case she was already with us but we were keeping her at a distance and not letting her be what she wanted to be. We both knew as soon as we met Mitra that she could open us up to new dimensions of love that both of us wanted and needed to experience. Nothing that has happened has diminished my love for you in the least. Everything has expanded that love. When I knelt beside you in the bed this morning I was saying a prayer of thanks for having you in my life because I love you more with every breath I take. When I told death that I wanted to be with you for as long as I could it allowed me to stay here with you. All of these other people know how we feel about each other and it makes them happy. Our willingness to share it with them is the reason they're so attracted to being with us. Mitra most of all." Her answer to my question was so beautifully eloquent that I couldn't even think about anything sexual. I could only lie there as tears flowed from my eyes. They both turned toward me and put their arm over me while all of us cried ourselves to sleep. When I awoke the next morning with both of them still snuggled next to me I felt completely different. Usually when I woke up I immediately started thinking of all the things I had to do. It was a daunting experience made more so on certain mornings by a particularly unpleasant task that had to be faced. But not this morning. This morning I was filled with gratitude for having one more day to share with my lovers. I was brimming with happy energy just being there with them. The only task I had before me now was deciding which one to take into my arms and kiss awake. That decision was made for me when Mitra opened her eyes and immediately smiled at me. I rolled into her and wrapped my arms around her then kissed her passionately. My cock began to stiffen and she raised her leg to allow my shaft to rest next to her pussy where it quickly came to full erection. Her hand reached down and caressed my balls. I felt her nipples swell against my chest. She moved her hand to encircle my shaft and rubbed the head along her moistening slit. She rubbed the tip on her clitoris and I felt my precum begin to leak onto her. Her hand then guided my cock to her opening and I pushed toward her to enter her. Slowly I inched into her hot vagina until I was fully ensconced in her pink fleshy cocoon. She lowered her leg as if to entrap my raging erection within her and opened her eyes. "Look into my eyes Prem and let me do the rest." I felt her hips move slightly back and forth just enough to feel her pussy sliding on my cock. I didn't feel much after that because I soon began to fall into her and all I experienced was the unfathomable depths of love in her eyes. What a way to start the day. On at least two occasions she broke eye contact with me and did something with the muscles around her vagina that engendered an orgasm in both of us. They were deeply felt but not physically intense. I barely felt the cum flowing through my shaft and erupting into her. As soon as she stopped kissing me and locked her gaze on mine I plummeted back into her. Doing this with her was my favorite meditation. More than any other it allowed my mind to be still, to be aware that I was not my body even though it was engaged with another in a deeply intimate way. It's very difficult to describe because the whole point is to experience it without words. Most people don't even realize how much energy is put into looking at things. Doing this meditation allows you to perceive that energy and understand that it flows out of you toward what you're looking at. Mitra has reached a level of consciousness where she can reflect the visual energy back to you without absorbing it and suddenly the energy changes directions. It's no longer being reflected back to you because it's not flowing out of you; it actually begins to flow backward into you. When visual energy flows backward there is only one place it can go. You feel this as a falling sensation because that's what you're doing. You are falling to your center. The more you do it and the longer you can remain at your center the more you begin to realize who you really are. Eventually you have the most powerful sensation of all, that of being in the world and knowing you are no longer of the world. Re-read the last sentence in the previous paragraph. Go ahead, I'll wait. Ninety-nine percent will not understand it even if they think they do. In fact thinking you understand it is what keeps you from understanding it. This is the ultimate consequence of meditation and note that I say consequence and not goal. Meditation has no goal. That's how to tell if what you are doing is meditation. If it has a goal it is not meditation. But it does have consequences and the most important is the profound realization of that last sentence. Those who do not understand it will live in dreams, their lives will be full of strife and drama and anger and war and crime and disappointment and confusion and despair. They will spend their time in the useless accumulation of things to try and fill the black hole of desire that exists at the center of their undeveloped consciousness and fail miserably in the attempt. In short, they will waste their lives and never know themselves as spiritual beings. Death will terrify them because they never lived. I wouldn't blame anybody for thinking that all of this is mystical mumbo jumbo and that these events and experiences don't really happen. Until it happens to you that is a very reasonable assumption. It's like trying to tell somebody who has never had an orgasm what one feels like. You can talk all you want but they will never know what you're talking about until they have one. Mitra says it's like trying to describe a color to someone who is blind. It's simply not a mental phenomenon. Help them to see and there will be no need for words. Mitra is an eye doctor in the sense of the Jackson Browne song 'Doctor, My Eyes'. She and others like her help you see in color. She closed her eyes and once again I felt her soft sensual lips on mine and expected another orgasm to follow but what I got was Suvarna bouncing onto the bed. "Hey you two, you've been doing this for an hour. I've been up, showered, dressed, had coffee and now it's time to start making plans for our guests this afternoon. Do you think you can drag yourselves out of this bed and join me?" "Would you let us stay if we said no?" "If you stay I'm going to join you and then we'll be here when Madeline arrives to help us make dinner for our guests. Do you think she'd like to see her children in bed with Vitesha doing things a mother usually doesn't want to think about her kids doing? Especially not with each other." "Maybe we could convince her to join us." "I've actually thought about that but I really don't see it happening today. Now come along and we can get back to this tonight." Suvarna left to go rouse Vitesha and the twins. Mitra and I indulged in a little more kissing but finally managed to untangle ourselves and get up. We showered together but Mitra made me promise to not get the sex started again. We all met in the kitchen for breakfast then set to work getting things ready for our dinner. The table in the kitchen was big enough for ten people but there would be more than that so we set the table in the formal dining room, which had twelve chairs. This would be sufficient for the adults and Mitra said she would be happy to eat with the children in the kitchen. As we were finishing breakfast the doorbell rang. I went to answer it and a man introduced himself as someone Monsieur Leboux had contracted with to begin working on the landscaping. I could see he had a large truck and trailer as well as three additional people to help him. I told him to come in and wait in the foyer while I went to inform Suvarna of his arrival. She asked Jean to accompany us back to the foyer so we could discuss details of what she wanted him to start doing. She laid out a plan for him and he left to begin working. Madeline arrived about eleven and brought the makings of a feast including an abundance of vegetables since she knew we were vegetarians. She brought chickens for the family and was overjoyed with all the ovens and gadgets in the big kitchen. Our guests were scheduled to arrive at three. Watching Madeline prepare this banquet was a real treat. It reminded me of the movie, 'Babette's Feast'. She had all of us acting as her staff, which was an incredible experience. Sharing this time with her made me realize what a sexy, intelligent, loving person she was. She liked to touch people and when she did it reassured you and made you feel at ease. There were a lot of dishes and ingredients but the most important thing she put in her food was love. If you've ever helped your mom make cookies you'll get some idea of what it was like. At three o'clock the Merciers arrived in two vehicles. Andre and one of his sons with his wife and two kids were in one and the other son and his wife and two kids were in the other car. They were all excited to meet us and at the prospect of actually living in such a magnificent home. Suvarna, Vitesha, Jean and I led the group on a tour of the house and grounds while the kids stayed in the kitchen where Janelle entertained them. Andre asked a lot of questions as did his sons and they could hardly contain their excitement about being able to get the vineyards growing so they could make wine again. Andre wanted to know if there was a particular type of wine Suvarna wanted him to make. She told him that would be entirely up to him as she would not be around to taste it. He asked her what she meant and she told him about her condition. A tear rolled down his cheek and he told her how sorry he was to hear that. One of the sons' wives could speak English pretty well and told her later that the old man had not even cried at his own wife's funeral. After about an hour of exploring the estate they arrived back at the house where the dinner was ready. While everyone was enjoying the fabulous food the arrangements for the family to occupy the house were discussed. They couldn't believe they were going to be able to live there rent free and devote their time to wine making and raising the children together. Suvarna explained that the house would pass to me when she died and that she would leave it up to me to decide the long-term disposition of the estate. As far as she was concerned it could be signed over to them lock stock and barrel if they kept it looking like she thought it should and managed to get the winery operational within five to seven years. She emphasized that her one wish and only condition was that they live in this house as a family and be happy. Andre told her she had made him the happiest and the saddest man in France. Happy because he would get to die doing what he always wanted to do, sad because such a wonderful young woman would die before him. Suvarna put her arms around him and told him that she would be watching him from heaven and would try to send him good weather for the grapes. He started crying again while he held her. All of us had tears in our eyes as we watched them. We made arrangements with them to meet us at the house in four days early in the morning as we were leaving so they could get the keys and ask any last questions they might have. When they had gone we all pitched in to clean up and when that was done we went out on the terrace in the back of the house to watch the sunset. Madeline brought out a bottle of very nice Cognac and some small brandy snifters. She poured us all a glass and said we should toast to what had happened this day. She told us that she had known the Mercier family all her life and there was not a finer bunch of people in all France. Then she added that they would have to share that title with Suvarna as long as she was in the country. She came over to Suvarna and put her arms around her. "I can't tell you how much I appreciate what you have done. I am so sorry we will not have time to become great friends because I already love you like one of my own children. There is something very special about all of you that I have never encountered before. I feel privileged to have met you. From this day I will pray for you every night before I go to bed and I will light candles for you on Sunday when I go to church." She looked at Suvarna then leaned in and kissed her. Suvarna responded to the kiss with passion and when their lips parted Madeline seemed a little nonplused about what the passion in her kiss implied but then she smiled as the love in Suvarna's eyes both soothed her and intimated that she would be receptive to more passion. She actually blushed at the veiled invitation but appeared to be more intrigued than offended by it. I wondered what she would think if she knew how her daughter had responded to Suvarna's offer of intimacy. We all went back in the house and helped Madeline gather up the things she had brought with her to help prepare the dinner and took them out to her car. She spoke to Jean and Janelle in French and they hugged her and said goodnight. We went upstairs for the evening meditation and Suvarna's visualization then we divided up for bed. Tonight Janelle would sleep with Suvarna and me. Jean would get Mitra and Vitesha. Suvarna, Janelle and I headed for the bathroom to take a bath together but first Suvarna wanted Janelle to help her give me an enema. She said she had something special in mind for us when we got back to the bedroom. Suvarna made Janelle do the actual enema while she gave her directions. She said it excited her to do this to a man and while I was on my hands and knees to receive the warm water she caressed my balls as it flowed into me causing my cock to get almost painfully hard. While I sat on the toilet Suvarna filled the tub with Epsom salts and bubble bath. They were already in it when I came over to join them. The tub was plenty big enough for two people but three made for a cozy fit. Janelle lay on top of Suvarna at one end and I lay back on the other end. This kept half of Janelle's body out of the water but put her pussy at exactly the right height for my hard cock to lie against it between her spread legs. She playfully stroked it and pressed it against her slit while Suvarna ladled handfuls of warm water over her tits and massaged them. "Suvarna does the something special you have in mind for Prem involve his putting his hard cock inside my tight little pussy?" "It most certainly does my precious young love." "Oh good. I was hoping it did. My pussy wants a hard cock in it tonight." "Prem do you think you would like to oblige Janelle and let her have your hard cock in her tight little teenage pussy?" "It would be my pleasure to do that for her, as often as she wants." "How would you like to have a hard cock inside you while your cock is inside Janelle?" "I think I'd like that very much. Are you going to do that to me?" "I sure am. You're going to get to fuck and be fucked at the same time." I used my hand to slap Janelle's slit with my erection. She twitched each time it contacted her clit. "Prem move back a little and hold your cock in your hand." I did as she asked. Suvarna enclosed her tits in her hands and began to squeeze them. "Oh Suvarna yes that feels wonderful. Pinch my nipples. Ooooh yessss. Prem, Would you like to watch me cum? Do you want to see me cum for you while you squeeze your cock and think about putting it inside me?" "Ohhhh Yes Janelle. Show me how you cum. Open those pretty legs wide and let me see your pink pussy while you make it cum." She moved her hand to her clit and started rubbing it. Her head lay back against Suvarna and she raised her legs to put her feet on each edge of the tub. Her hand continued to move as her fingers slid back and forth across her clit. Her eyes were closed so I told her to open them. "Look at my cock while you pleasure yourself Janelle. Imagine what it will feel like when it's deep inside you. Think about what your vagin will do to it as it slides in and out of you." I pushed my cock forward and wiped the tip across her labia. "Ooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh, oui, I can feel it Prem. It's like your hard cock is pulsing inside me and my pussy is throbbing all around it. Ohhhh, oui, oui, je jouis, je jouis...I'm cumming Prem, I'm cumming for you." Her hips rose up and I watched her labia vibrate as her orgasm caused her pussy to tremble. It was all I could do to keep from joining her but I wanted to wait until I was inside her to cum. We got out of the tub and quickly dried off then headed back to the bedroom. Suvarna got the strap on dildo out of her suitcase and began to put it on. She brought the bottle of lube with her to the bed. I told Janelle to lie on her back and spread her legs. I lay between them with my mouth inches away from her young twat. She had already begun to secrete her sweet juices and they coated my tongue when I took my first lick of her slit. "Oh my God Janelle Mitra was right. You are as pink, sweet and juicy as a watermelon. I have completely forgotten how delicious teenage pussy is. I was in college the last time I had my mouth on one. I sure hope you're not in any hurry to get fucked because I want to lay here and eat you for a long time." "Take as long as you want Prem. I love to have my pussy licked." I ate her pussy like a condemned prisoner eating his last meal and sucked every drop of her scrumptious secretions into my hungry mouth. While I was doing this Suvarna was pouring lube on my ass and pushing it into my asshole with her finger. When she had done this a few times she added a second finger and began to saw them in and out of me. Her fingertips pressed against my prostate and elicited a moan from me, which she heard despite my mouth being glued to Janelle's vagina. "Raise your hips up Prem." I pushed my pelvis up and pulled my knees forward to raise my ass up. Then I felt the lubed fingers of her other hand encircle my scrotum and begin to fondle my balls while she continued to finger fuck my ass. After a few minutes of this she told me to spread my legs and she poured lube on the tip of the dildo before placing it against my anus. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 10 "I'm going to give you a little trial run of what it feels like to have a cock up your ass. Are you ready." I stopped licking Janelle long enough to say yes and felt the head of the dildo push into my ass. She had done a very good job with her fingers to get me ready and I was having such a good time eating Janelle that I had no problem whatsoever with the cock sliding into me. She had gotten about three inches into me when Janelle had another orgasm and gushed pussy juice into my mouth. Suvarna took this opportunity while I was distracted with Janelle's pussy to insert more of the artificial penis into my rectum. I felt her squirt a little more lube on the dildo and then we both resumed what we were doing. A few more minutes was all it took to get the dildo fully inserted into my ass. I had to admit that it did feel good. Especially since my own cock's reaction was to become rock hard. "Prem lay back down flat on the bed." As I did so she leaned forward and laid on top of me. She held still for a minute then started to slowly withdraw the dildo about half way before sliding it back in. She went slow to get me used to being fucked. My mouth needed a break so I inserted two fingers into Janelle's sopping vagina and began to rub her g-spot. I gradually picked up speed until she started panting and soon felt her cunt contract around my fingers in another orgasm. "Suvarna I think Janelle's ready to have some cock inside her." She slowly withdrew the dildo from me completely and allowed me to move up and get in position to insert my rigid cock into Janelle's hot vagina. As wet as she was I had no trouble sliding my cock completely into her but I was singularly aware of how tight her young pink passage was. Another characteristic of teenage cooze that I had forgotten about. I was going to have to go very slowly when I started stroking her or I would bust a nut in no time. "OK Suvarna Janelle has her cock right where she wants it. Your turn." I felt the dildo press against my anus then slip through my sphincter as Suvarna returned it to my rectum. Her repositioning of it caused my cock to pulse, which in turn caused Janelle to squeeze and release her marvelously snug vagina around me. "Prem you start fucking Janelle so I can get a feel for what I need to do while you're moving." I pulled back and my hips pushed back against Suvarna so she pulled back too. She finally figured out that if she stayed in one place her dildo entered me when my cock withdrew from Janelle. We established a nice rhythm that was good for all of us. She leaned forward after a few minutes and spoke softly into my ear. "Prem does this let you know how OK I am with having all these people here with us? Do you need any more proof of how much I love you than my being here with you while you fuck this pretty teenage girl? Can you think of any other woman who would encourage the man she loved to do this?" What she was saying certainly addressed my earlier concern but it also implied a question she did not verbalize: Would Sandy do this? "Oh Suvarna, my precious love, as long as you are still breathing there is no other woman." "Then let's fuck this beautiful young doll together and show her what true love looks like. Close your eyes. Don't think about either one of us. Feel the sensations and breathe with them. Let my love flow through this hard cock that's in you and add your love to it as it streams into her tight hot pussy. Help her feel the power of our love. Take her to where we are." She began to rub my shoulders and the back of my neck to relax the tension. The cadence of my movements changed until a bridge seemed to form between us; a sexual connection that ran from Suvarna's vagina all the way to the depths of Janelle's. My stroking became steady and effortless. My attention balanced between the sensations produced by the cock inside me and the exquisite tightness of Janelle's hot pink folds that encased my own cock. Janelle began to moan softly. French words soon joined the moaning. I felt her legs pull up as she bent her knees and spread them apart as widely as she could to take me to the very bottom of her sex. She was so wet that her juices were leaking out of her onto my balls and I heard squishing sounds each time my cock plowed back into her pink furrow. Her breathing became more rapid and her hips pushed forward each time my cock refilled her. The moaning increased its intensity as she climbed steadily to her peak. "Oh Prem I'm going to cum for you again. Don't rush it. Keep loving me just as you are. Let me ascend into it like rising in a balloon. Ohhhhh... Ohhhhh... Ohhhhh yessss I feel it Prem, I'm cumming for you." She sank into her orgasm like she was in quicksand and let it completely engulf her. It slowly dispersed all through her body then reassembled in her vagina. What that beautiful pink organ did next is beyond my ability to even imagine much less describe. I had never felt anything as wonderful as what her pussy was doing to my cock. It took every ounce of control I possessed to keep from exploding into her and filling her with cum. "Mon Dieu! Mon Dieu! Je vous aime! Ohhhhhhh Prem I feel your love. N'arrete surtout pas, alors! Don't stop! Please don't stop!" I couldn't tell if she was still in the throes of her first climax or if she had shifted gears and accelerated into another one but what she was doing to my cock was the new high point in my sexual experience. Suvarna sensed what was happening and held still. I tried not to move either and made a supreme effort to control my ejaculatory reflex. Slowly the heavenly sensations my cock was experiencing subsided. However Janelle seemed to be newly energized by the massive orgasm and said, "Encore mon amour! Give me more Prem. Fill me with love. Je t'adore, je t'adore. Fuck me Prem." I had adjusted a little to her tightness so each stroke didn't come quite as close to triggering my own orgasm. This combined with the copious amount of her juice allowed me to get back to the same rhythm we were in before. She had changed though. All tension in her was gone. She opened her body and spirit to me the same way Vitesha had done and I felt her total surrender to our lovemaking. Her face was an expression of pure joy. She loved what we were doing to her and she loved us for doing it. She seemed to be able to synchronize her impulse to climax with me and allow me to take her to another orgasm rather than trying to get there herself. I was delighted to oblige her. Suvarna was getting better with using her cock too. It actually felt more like I was being fucked this time instead of just something sliding in and out of me. I kept the pace somewhat leisurely for a few minutes but I could tell we were getting closer again. I decided not to let this orgasm creep up on us and began to fuck her more vigorously. Suvarna picked up her pace as well. Up until now I had kept my forearms on the bed beside Janelle to put my weight on but it was time to embrace her so I slid them under her and pulled her tightly to me. She responded by wrapping hers around me. The look on her face changed from love to lust and she began to moan. I increased my thrusting to maximum speed then lowered my mouth to hers and kissed her. That was all we needed. Her arms squeezed me and her stomach muscles flexed. I pushed my cock all the way inside her and stopped. Suvarna did the same to me burying the cock in my rectum. This time her orgasm started and stayed in her cunt. With the first spurt of my cum she started doing what she had done before only more so. The sensation of cumming was further intensified by the presence of the cock in my ass. My rectum was contracting spasmodically around the foreign object causing my prostate to do the same as I spewed out a massive volume of cum in what felt like a steady stream. I heard Suvarna's voice telling me, "That's it my love, give it to her. Give it all to her. Fill her to overflowing with our love. Take her where she's never been before." I don't know who was taking whom but all of us seemed to reach a place none of us had been before. It was overwhelming. Suvarna withdrew the dildo from my ass and began to remove the harness. I continued to lie on top of Janelle with my cock still in her incredible pussy as it slowly and reluctantly deflated. God how I wished men could be multi-orgasmic like women. I wanted to stay in her all night and never stop fucking her. I forced myself to pull away from her and roll over on my side next to her. No sooner did I do this that Suvarna took my place between Janelle's spread legs. "Janelle you wouldn't mind if I sucked out all this wonderful cum Prem put in you would you?" "Not at all Suvarna. Help yourself." I watched as Suvarna glued her mouth to the opening of Janelle's vagina and begin to suck on her. Janelle's hand came down to press on her lower stomach to encourage the pearly liquid to flow out of her into Suvarna's hungry mouth. There must have been a huge amount of cum in her because it took a while for Suvarna to be satisfied that she had extracted every last drop. By then Janelle had responded to this oral loving and was making sounds that indicated she was close to yet another orgasm. Suvarna moved her mouth to her clit and sucked it inside. It didn't take long before Janelle came again. Suvarna crawled up and lay beside Janelle so she was in the middle. She reached over and turned out the light. "Suvarna I've never been in love with anybody before but I am now; with both of you. I've had a crush on somebody before but that was nothing compared to what you shared with me tonight. This was the most wonderful thing I've ever known. Thank you very much for doing this with me." "My beautiful sweet young lover you are so welcome. That's what love is for, to share so that it grows and spreads. I don't have much time left but I promise you I will love you for as long as I live and keep you in my heart." "Turn over Suvarna and lie on your side." Suvarna rolled on to her side facing away from Janelle. The young girl moved closely against her and moved Suvarna's hair up to expose the back of her neck then put her lips on her. "Little tumor feel my kiss and know that I don't wish you any harm. Please don't hurt my friend. Please, please don't harm her. Don't take her away from me so soon. Can't you feel how much everybody loves her and wants her to be with them? Won't you please let us have her for a while longer? Don't kill her little tumor, please, please don't kill her." I moved over behind her and put my arm around her as she started sobbing. Her plaintive pleas moved me to tears as well. I didn't have to see Suvarna's face to know that she was crying too. We all just lay there and cried with her as her tears rolled down onto Suvarna's neck. For the second night in a row I would go to sleep with my heartstrings tied in knots. I remembered what Sandy had said when I first told her what Anne had asked me to do. I would come home wounded from loving somebody so much and having to watch them die so soon. If this is the price I have to pay then so be it. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 11 Note: The last scene in this chapter depicts an act of incest. If this is something you are not comfortable with or interested in then stop reading at that point and go on to the next chapter. For those of you who have not read this series from chapter 01 you may be confused about a few things. There are four principle characters in this series. Anne, Carl, Melissa and Julia. Each of these characters has another name, which you would know about if you have been reading from the beginning. If you have not, Anne is Suvarna, Carl is Prem, Melissa is Vitesha and Julia is Mitra. Consider these to be nicknames although they have a more important meaning; they signify their rebirth day when they became spiritually aware and committed to a drastically different way of living. ******************************* Despite the teary ending to yesterday I felt refreshed waking up this morning. Any day you can wake up with Suvarna is a good day. If there's also a young French wet dream named Janelle lying next to you then you can't help but feel blessed. I snuck out of bed so I wouldn't wake them and headed for the bathroom. After my morning pee and brushing my teeth I returned to the bedroom and figured out how to work the music system so I could put on the only appropriate song for the occasion, Katy Perry's 'Teenage Dream'. We'd gone all the way last night and I intended to do it again today and tonight. Janelle was pretty without any makeup on and I had to fight the urge to run away with her and never look back. I turned the volume up loud and they both opened their eyes and as they listened to the song they both smiled. When it finished Suvarna put her arms around Janelle and said, "That's exactly what you are Janelle, a teenage dream. How could we help but love you?" They started kissing and were soon rubbing their bodies against each other while their hands wandered all over. I pushed a button on the music system and let Ms. Perry continue to provide the narration for this morning with 'I Kissed a Girl' and got back in bed. Janelle and Suvarna obviously liked kissing a girl too. If I ever needed an example of how love works I was seeing it now. When you love a person it doesn't make a bit of difference how old they are or what color they are or what gender they are or what their religion is or what language they speak. Love transcends these inconsequential differences. Suvarna discovered this with Mitra and again with Vitesha and now with Janelle and Jean. The only thing love cares about is joy. Genuine, heartfelt, authentic joy that vibrates within you and the person you love and connects them to you. It happens all too infrequently in this world and to find this with even one person is very special but to have this kind of feeling for as many people as I have is very rare indeed. Seeing Suvarna and Janelle together made me keenly aware of how fortunate I was. Knowing how natural and comfortable Suvarna was with it made it even better. I would never have imagined when Anne asked me to help her know what love is that it would lead to where we were now but I was overjoyed that it had. I snuggled up behind Janelle and my cock pressed against her luscious young ass. She raised her upper leg and reached down to place my cock between her legs so it was lying against her pussy. She did this without missing a beat of what she and Suvarna were doing with each other. I wasn't the least bit surprised that her pussy was already wet from the kissing they had been engaged in. Nestled in the warm snug confines of her thighs my cock began to swell. I started kissing the back of her neck and rubbing my hands down her hip and leg. She felt my cock stiffen and began to gently move her hips to slide her moist slit along my shaft. A couple of minutes of this was all it took to get me rock hard. She raised her leg again and reached between her legs to direct the tip of my cock to the entrance of her vagina and pressed it in with her fingers. I moved my hips forward and about a third of my length slid inside her. A soft moan escaped her lips that were still pressed against Suvarna's mouth. The exquisite mixture of tightness, wetness and heat of her young pussy cannot be adequately described in words. It sent a thrill through me and I shuddered as the sensations of her warm body against mine overloaded my nervous system. My mouth was watering from the desire I felt for her. I was almost scared to start sliding my cock further into her and drawing it back once it reached its full length. Her ass was firm but soft, plush and nicely padded like Sandy's and feeling it pressed against my thighs was adding new dimensions of pleasure for me. "Suvarna I think Janelle's tits need to be sucked. Do you think you could do something about that?" She moved slowly down until her mouth was on one of her breasts and Janelle moaned again. "Ohhhh Yessss Suvarna suck me. Play with my nipples. Lick me with your warm wet tongue. Ohhhh, Ohhhh, Ohhhh just like that Suvarna, Ohhhhh mon Dieu you make me feel so good." Suvarna interspersed her oral attention to her breasts with talking to her. "Janelle your young tits are so sweet and creamy. Feel my lips kiss and tickle your nipple as my wet tongue gently licks your tender flesh. Ummmmhhhh you like this don't you? Push your smooth delicate breast into my mouth so I can get as much as I can inside me. Oh God Janelle your breasts are so wonderful. Soft and warm with perfect nipples that I could suck on for hours. How can skin and fat and tissue transform into such delightful delicacies?" I continued to kiss her neck and smell her hair as I finally began to fuck her. She pressed her head back against me and moaned. Her body softly trembled as the combined effects of what we were doing to her spread through her. Her pussy was dripping with her juices now. I moved as slowly as I could in order to prolong the fantastic sensations. I had to take rest stops to keep from cumming. During one of these little pauses I tried to figure out what it was about Janelle that made me so incredibly sexually attracted to her. She wasn't as classically beautiful as Suvarna, Mitra and Vitesha. She didn't have large breasts like Mitra. Her lips weren't as full and luscious as Suvarna's and Vitesha's. Her ass was pretty and beautifully shaped but not world class like Sandy's. She didn't even have the deeply rooted earthy sexiness of her mother. She did have beautiful blue eyes though. I finally decided that it was the fact that she was nineteen. Oh, and one more thing, she had the most perfect pussy on the planet. Hands down, no contest, her pussy is what should be in the dictionary as the definition of pussy. So why am I lying here thinking about it when I should be focusing on enjoying it? I returned to stroking her and was immediately experientially informed of why her pussy had such a powerful effect on me. It was the perfect environment for a penis. Perfect temperature. Perfect humidity. Perfect texture. Perfect fit. Perfect stimulation. And, it seemed, a direct communication link to my central nervous system. I made a mental note to spend the rest of the day doing the circulating the light meditation with her as soon as we returned from the waxing salon. The very thought of spending hours with my cock in her velvet pussy gave me Goosebumps. Suvarna told me to try to roll over on my back but keep my cock inside Janelle so she could lie on top of me. I put my arms around her and rolled us into position. "Now both of you spread your legs. Janelle push down and get Prem's cock as deep inside you as you can. That's good. Now both of you stay like that. I'm going to use my mouth on Janelle's pussy to make her cum." Janelle let out a sharp cry when she felt Suvarna's lips on her clit. Soon after we both felt her tongue licking us where we were joined. "Fuck Janelle your beautiful pink pussy lips look so damned sexy stretched around Prem's cock glistening with your juice. I would never have believed I could be this turned on by the sight of your swollen pink clitoris peeking out from under your hood. Oh God Janelle I just have to lick it." She cradled my balls in her hands and caressed them while she continued to lick and suck on us. Janelle began to move her hips slightly to slide my cock in and out of her. Suvarna told her to be still and let her do this. I don't think Janelle even knew she had done it. I moved my hands to her breasts so I could massage them and pinch her nipples while Suvarna concentrated on her clit. Janelle's breathing became rapid and shallow as she headed inexorably toward her climax. She was moaning and cooing with each breath. I moved one of my hands down to her stomach and rubbed her just above her mound, inches away from where my rock hard cock lay wrapped in her hot pink cocoon. My other hand continued to squeeze her breast and pinch her nipple. I kept as still as I could when we both felt her start to cum. I held her against me tightly to discourage her from moving. She drew in a deep breath then let out a long moaning sigh and surrendered to her climax. Suvarna held her legs down while I held her body to try and center the orgasm in her vagina. Her fabulous young pussy began to throb and pulsate around my cock as her cunt literally sucked on it. I couldn't believe how good this felt. Suvarna continued to suck on her clit to prolong the orgasm. It took a supreme effort to keep from cumming with her as my cock tried desperately to join with her pulsations and ejaculate. "Ohhhhhhh Suvarna the way you love me is so wonderful. The things you do to me are almost unbearable. I've never felt so much pleasure. I don't want to do anything except stay here and make love with you and Prem." "Well my sweet teenage dream you're in luck. We don't have to do anything today so you can stay in this bed and do exactly what you want with us. How would you feel about Prem fucking that adorable ass of yours?" "I've been thinking about that since you did it to him last night. Prem would you want to put your cock in my ass?" "Right after I get finished putting my tongue up your delectable ass Janelle. Has anybody ever spent time licking and sucking your asshole?" "You would do that for me Prem?" "For as long as you want. Suvarna might want to put her tongue in your spectacular pussy while I'm doing it. Then I'll put my cock in it. I'll give you and enema first then we'll let Suvarna get you prepared. By the time I start to put my cock in your pretty pink rosebud you'll be more than ready for it. We'll go slow and if you don't like it we'll stop." "Oooohhhh I can't wait. But what should I do with this hard cock that's still inside my pussy?" "I think you and Suvarna should take turns sucking it until one of you gets a mouthful of hot cream." Janelle rolled off me and got on her knees beside me. Suvarna stayed between my legs. "You can go first Janelle while I suck his balls." Janelle's mouth covered the head of my cock and began to lick it. Suvarna tenderly coaxed one of my testicles into her mouth and swirled her tongue around it. Janelle's hand wrapped around my shaft to stroke me. This was obviously not her first time giving head. Her saliva drooled out of her mouth and her hand spread it down my shaft to get it nice and slippery. She used a twisting motion as her hand moved up and down with increasing speed. Her mouth slid down to take more of my cock in her mouth. Suvarna had managed to get both my balls in her mouth and tugged on them with her lips closed around them. After almost blowing my load when I was in Janelle's pussy, I knew I wasn't going to last long with both of them working me over like this. Suvarna released my sac and told Janelle it was time to switch places. They hardly skipped a beat as one mouth replaced the other on both my cock and balls. It didn't take two minutes before I felt my orgasm start. Suvarna knew what the swelling of my cock meant and stopped sucking to hold the head in her mouth. Janelle continued to gently squeeze my balls with her lips. The pent up cum I wanted to expel earlier joined with the new batch they had worked up to spurt from my cock into Suvarna's hot mouth. Her hand jerked my shaft to milk it all out. When I finally stopped, Suvarna pulled her mouth away and leaned down to kiss Janelle and pass my cum to her. I watched excitedly as the young girl swallowed each squirt Suvarna gave her. "Your cum tastes good Prem. You'll let me have some more of it won't you?" "If you two left any in me you can have all you want. I might have to take a break to brew up some more." "Don't worry about that Prem. I figured there would be days like this so before we left the doctor's office the day of the extraction I asked Dr. Martin if she could give you a prescription for Viagra. She did better than that and gave me a bunch of sample packs that I just happened to bring with me. We'll keep you going all day long my love." "As if I needed another reason to love you. Thank you for being so thoughtful." "You're welcome but it wasn't as altruistic a gesture as you might think. I had an ulterior motive. Even if it was just us on this trip you'd need it." "What do you say to having some breakfast then come back up and have a bath before we continue the lovemaking? It'll give me time for one of those pills to start working." While having breakfast I got a chance to sit and talk with Suvarna without the others. "Prem what do you think about Janelle?" "I'm trying not to think about her. I feel like I'm in love for the first time. Her youthful energy is as stimulating and addictive as meth. I can't give you any reasons for it." "I thought so. And I don't blame you. I feel the same way about her, especially after what she did last night. I've never felt anybody be so concerned about me like she was. She really loves us. I cried as much for her as she did for me. I actually feel more compassion for her being sad about my death than I feel about me. I've tasted death and I'm not afraid of it but she's so young and I hate to see her sad about it." "In case you haven't noticed there are a lot of people that are genuinely sad about your condition. I happen to be one of them. Andre really surprised me. He's been through a lot and even he feels something really deep for you. So does Madeline. Does it bother you that we're fucking her children?" "No. No it doesn't. I almost feel like she might suspect something is going on but she trusts us enough to allow it. Sex is part of life. They will learn about it from somebody. At least they have Mitra to guide them while they're with us even if it's indirectly. They will benefit by being exposed to us because we mean them no harm and we love them. There are less pleasant ways to learn about sex. They respond to us and they're comfortable with us. That's a lot more than I got when I was learning about sex." "I agree. I wish there were a way to include Madeline in our life. She's so genuine and lovable and I get the feeling she's sacrificed a lot of her own happiness for Jean and Janelle. I know you feel it too. I saw that kiss and the way you looked at her. I also saw how she looked back at you. I actually had to stop myself from coming over and hugging her and asking her to stay with us and talk to us about what's going on in her life. I really feel she deserves a lot more than she's received." "I know what you mean. Maybe we should make an effort to sit and talk with her about her life and what we could do to make it better. I don't want to meddle but I do feel like she needs something. And we may be able to give it to her. Let's discuss this with Mitra. She's so intuitive about people. I think Madeline and the twins should get this incest thing out in the open. This is something that should be discussed because they've done nothing to be ashamed of. The kids have arrived at a very mature attitude about it. They know it for what it is and don't expect it to be anything more. They all need to acknowledge it and get comfortable with it. I'd hate to see this cause any of them to suffer because of it." "So you're OK with my having a crush on Janelle? I don't know why but she turns me on like crazy. I feel like I'm her age again when I'm with her." "How can I object when I love her as much as you do? Not to mention what a wild night I had with Jean. That kid fucked my ass like a porn star and practically sent me into orbit. Have as much fun as you want with them. Consider it one of those unexpected gifts the universe bestows on you for no reason, like winning the lottery. You and I both know that nothing will ever come between us. What we share is unique. You are the father of my child and the great love of my life no matter how long that turns out to be." "Oh my love, please don't ever forget that. Your happiness is the focus of my life and loving you is the best thing I have ever done. I know I promised to love you 'til you die but I won't stop then. I will love you until I die and even longer if that is possible." "Let's go find Janelle and go back upstairs and have a bath. Then we'll take her back to bed and have our way with her. Did you remember to take your pill?" "It was the first thing I put in my mouth when we got down here. I think I might already be feeling the effects. I'll verify that when I get you and our teenage dream in the bath." Suvarna asked Vitesha and Jean to deal with anybody that Monsieur Leboux might send around to do any work and told her we were going to spend the morning playing with Janelle. When we got back upstairs I gave them their enemas and then Janelle gave me mine while Suvarna got the bath ready. She deliberately let the water flow into me slowly by not opening the release completely so she could play with my balls while she was doing it. Suvarna heard her say she liked giving me the enema so she told her to do it twice. The second time she decided to stroke my cock, which had gotten hard from her playing with my balls. We did the bath differently this time. Each of us took a turn sitting in the center of the tub while the other two sat on the edge and washed the one in the tub. Suvarna was first to be bathed and Janelle and I took our time washing her. She began standing up and as we washed upwards she got on her knees then sat all the way down so we could shampoo her hair. Janelle noticed that her pubic hair had noticeably grown back so Suvarna asked her if there was a salon close by where we could go to be waxed. Janelle said she thought there was a place in Saint Loubes but she would check when we finished bathing. "Would you like to have your hair removed? You've got quite a little forest between those pretty legs." "Yes. I would, but how much does it cost?" "It won't cost you anything. While you are with us, you need not be concerned about money. Do you think Jean would like to do it too?" "He won't want to be the only one who doesn't. I'll tell him we will make fun of him if he refuses." "Well you can be in charge of finding a salon and calling them to make appointments for six people. It's about time we all had another treatment." We finished bathing Suvarna and then started on Janelle. My cock had been hard since the enemas and rubbing my hands all over two beautiful females had not done anything to change its status. Janelle really liked being bathed by us. We both took our time when we washed her fabulous pussy and made her turn around so we could wash her ass. Each of us slipped a soapy finger in her asshole and sawed it back and forth to give her a preview of what was going to happen to her later. She put her hands on her cheeks to spread them for us when we did it and made cooing sounds while it was happening. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 11 Suvarna saw the way I looked at Janelle while I was bathing her. "You're not going to be tempted to do this with our daughter when she's nineteen are you?" "If she looks like you I will." "If she looks like me then she'll probably be like me and she'll want you to do it. If so, please think about me when you're doing it." "Oh my precious love, do you really believe there will ever be a day that I don't think about you?" She didn't need to answer that rhetorical question. We both knew that not a day would pass that I wouldn't think of her when I saw our daughter growing up. That living, breathing miracle would be the constant reminder of our time together and the part of her that remained for me to love. Janelle saw us looking at each other and said, "This is why I love you both so much. You're like Romeo and Juliet. I cry because your love for each other makes me happy and because the tragedy of your lives makes me sad." We both put our arms around her and held her close to us. "Cry if you must but let these be the happy tears. Today we celebrate our love and share it with you. There will be time enough for the sad tears later." When she knelt down we lovingly washed her breasts. Each of us gently caressing them with the soft sponges and the fragrant body wash they contained. Her beautiful blue eyes were open but didn't appear to be looking at anything. They sparkled with youth and the excitement of being here with us. The contented look on her face told us how much she appreciated our taking the precious time to do this with her. We sat her down and washed her hair then rinsed her with the handheld spray. It was my turn now to be bathed and I was really looking forward to what these two loving women were going to do to me. As soon as I got in the tub two things became very conspicuous. One was that my cock was as hard as a steel rail and the other was something that seemed to be happening on a regular basis lately. Namely that things that started out as sexual, like getting Janelle ready for anal sex, were morphing into something that was not primarily sexual. Something seemed to be interceding and changing the primary aspect from sex to love. I got the vague impression that Mitra was at the root of this but she kept insisting that she was only acting as proxy to her guru. In any case this phenomenon seemed to be manifesting itself again as Suvarna and Janelle began to wash me. Somewhere between suddenly and gradually the gestalt changed. The bath became sensual instead of sexual. The way they touched me became tender instead of arousing. They both had their eyes closed and were moving as if in a slow synchronistical motion. I could have understood this if it had just been Suvarna but what did Janelle know about spiritual love let alone divine love. She had barely become acquainted with human love. Yet here she was exhibiting all the characteristics of someone who could fall into a meditative state as easily as Mitra could. Whatever was at work here was still beyond my ability to understand but at least I could recognize it when it happened. Even under the influence of Viagra my erection began to subside as their loving touches began to have a more sedative effect on me instead of a stimulating one. I closed my eyes and was surprised to find that I could absorb the effects of their movements better. I felt love in every spot they touched. I couldn't distinguish Janelle's actions from Suvarna's. That was really a shock. I didn't think there were two people on this planet more connected than Suvarna and I. I stopped trying to figure this out and just put it down to love teaching us all another lesson. Showing us another facet of the infinite possibilities we were capable of if we would only shut up and listen. As soon as I followed that advice I became attuned to them. I entered the mysterious realm of femininity. I saw the intricate web of almost quantum like effects that appeared instantaneously from nowhere and disappeared equally as fast that allowed them to move between the states of love and sex like an electron changing orbits. I became aware of a continuity that is invisible to the masculine mind and appears to it as a chaos of discordant emotional contradictions. I understood why women could love other women more easily than men could love other men. It was simple really, the way their brains are wired leads to cooperation and nurturing. The way men's are wired results in competitiveness and domination. Women understand that the human race is not won by finishing first. Standing alone at the top is one of the loneliest places you can be. As a corollary to this insight I discovered that another consequence of meditation is to put men more in touch with their feminine side. I don't mean it turns you into a homosexual although it might make you inclined to try it or at least be more tolerant of it but what I'm talking about is men tend to concentrate on the yang side of that famous symbol and tend to ignore the yin side. Then it dawned on me that it wasn't just men that got this effect, Anne had been making an effort all her life to align herself with her masculine side and had succeeded in business because of it. Now that she had become Suvarna she was finally embracing her femininity. The fact is we are all equal parts masculine and feminine. This should be obvious given the mechanics of our creation: half sperm, half ova. The rest is just replication and DNA programming. All of what you have just read took longer to write than it did to experience. Such is the nature of insight. Zen masters put it this way: see all at once or don't bother. The essence of the bath had now transformed completely. Sex and love were now intertwining and the energy was moving fluidly between their tenuously defined boundaries. The yin yang symbol was no longer a static image but a moving organic flow. A vibrational flux perfectly in tune with Heisenberg's uncertainty principle. Never completely yin, never completely yang but always intrinsically both. The last thought I had before I surrendered to the ecstatic sensations of the gifts of their hands on my body was that I was being adored by two perfect lovers who loved me in exactly the same way and now I understood how this was possible: divine love knows no other way to express itself. The remainder of the bath was a symphonic interpretation of an ancient rite. Two Japanese Geishas could not have performed it better. Their touch went far beyond caressing, incorporating aspects of massage, acupressure and Kama Sutra. It was bath elevated to an art form. An exotic mixture of tenderness, eroticism and intimacy that communicated love and desire in equal measure. In and of itself, it elicited a type of orgasmic response from me. Their hands and fingers performed a ballet when they washed my cock, balls and ass. They knelt in the tub beside me as their nimble fingers danced across my flesh. They stroked me and fondled me and probed me in effortless concert that relaxed me and aroused me. They trailed kisses up and down the sides of my reawakened cock to remind it of what pleasures were in store for it. When their lips finished their journeys from the base to the tip their mouths met in a kiss to exchange the sensations they each obtained from traversing their separate paths in order to know me and love me more perfectly. They did this meditatively, without thought, following their hearts, trusting that if love said to do it there was no higher authority. I could barely hold myself upright when they told me to kneel so they could wash my back and chest. I put my arms around their shoulders for support in a gesture that was as symbolic as it was a physical necessity. One washed my chest the other my back. They did this as carefully and tenderly as they had done before then lowered me down to sit between them as they washed my hair. Their fingers pouring love into my head and scalp as I felt it run down my spine and diffuse through my whole body. They took turns kissing me and sliding their soft tongues into my mouth. When they finished Suvarna opened the drain and rinsed us all with the spray. Throughout my entire bath none of us had said a word. I sat in the tub and watched them stand up. Janelle stepped out and moved as naturally and gracefully as a panther to the towel rack. I was entranced by her sinuous, provocative promenade. She was as unselfconscious as a two year old about her naked body. I enjoyed watching her dry it using movements that were the same as those she had used to bathe me. Then I was rudely shocked by a blast of cold water from the spray that Suvarna still held in her hand. I looked at her in surprise and she smiled warmly at me to let me know that she was fully aware of what I was thinking as I looked at Janelle. "Get out of that tub so we can dry you off. Then you need to shave before you try to put that scratchy stubble between our legs. After that we'll move this whole milieu of meditative sexuality to the bedroom and continue it with our young lover. I'm as eager to get my hands and lips on her as you are." "Janelle why don't you go see if you can find us a salon where they do Brazilian waxing and make an appointment for six people as soon as they can take us. Be sure and tell them there will be two men coming." "Don't you want to shave me my love?" "I'll do anything for you. I want to do everything with you. Fold a towel and put it on the bench next to the wall and sit down while I get a razor and shaving cream." When she had located them she came back and stood in front of me to spread the cream on my face. "This is one of the little things that lover's do for each other." "Yes my darling, that's what this is." I was completely spoiled now. I never wanted to bathe or shave alone again. This felt too good to have to go back to doing it myself. She took such care and delight in shaving me running her fingers over the contours of my face to be sure every whisker had been removed. When she finished she wiped my face with a towel she had soaked in hot water and wrung out. Then she gave me the final test of rubbing her face against mine to feel for any whisker that might have escaped the razor. She used her moisturizer on me as an after-shave balm then told me to stand so she could finish drying me. We took turns drying our hair then headed for the bedroom. When we got there Janelle was lying in the bed propped up against the headboard talking on her cell phone. She looked at Suvarna and put the phone down. "I found a salon not far from here that has three technicians that can do waxing. It will take about thirty minutes for each procedure so they will block an hour for all of us at three o'clock. Is that alright?" "That's perfect. Tell them to go ahead and expect us to be there at three." It was eleven thirty now so that would give us plenty of time to play before having to leave for the salon. Suvarna said she should tell the others and left to find them. I headed for the bed just as Janelle ended the call and put her phone on the bedside table. I lay down beside her and she turned to me. "You like being here with us don't you?" "Very much. I've never known people like you before. In the short amount of time I've been here you've taught me more about love than I've learned in my whole life. This is the first time I've ever had a chance to make love all day long and I really like doing it. My sexual appetite has been supercharged and all the things we do keeps making it better." "I know exactly how you feel Janelle. I've only been with Suvarna a little over a month and having people around to love all day long constantly intoxicates me. I've never been so happy. I'm totally focused on keeping Suvarna happy and by doing that it comes back to me. The more I love her the more she loves me. I had no idea love could be this wonderful and I've been in love with my wife for over ten years." "Your wife is OK with what you are doing?" "Yes but she doesn't know the full extent of what's happening. She thinks it's just Suvarna and me. I haven't told her about Mitra and Vitesha or you and Jean." "Why not?" "Mainly because all this is happening so fast that I haven't had time to absorb it all myself yet. She's still in America and sending her details in an email would not be the best way to inform her. I'm not sure she ever needs to know all the details because when Suvarna dies this happy party will end and we will all go our separate ways. I'll go back to her and resume the life we have together. Besides, she's agreed to do something very important for Suvarna that might be jeopardized if I told her everything that's happening now." "What is she doing for Suvarna?" "She's having our baby." "You mean she's pregnant with your child and you left her to be with Suvarna?" "I know it sounds bizarre but she wasn't pregnant when I left." "Then how did she get pregnant?" "It sounds crazy but when I arrived at Suvarna's house and we talked about things I asked her if she would like to have a child before she dies. She thought she wouldn't be able to because she wouldn't live long enough but I told her she could have her eggs extracted and I could fertilize one of them and the embryo could be implanted into another woman to carry the baby. The woman that was going to do it had to cancel at the last minute so I asked Sandy if she would take her place and she said yes. So the child that Suvarna and I created is hopefully growing in my wife right now." "Oh my God Prem that's the most fantastic story I've ever heard. Your wife is having your lover's baby while you're running around the world having a sex party!" "The way you put that is exactly why I don't want to tell her all the details about what's going on. She'd probably have a miscarriage." "You're not ashamed of what you're doing are you?" "No, not at all. I think what I'm doing is absolutely right." "Then why keep it from your wife?" "Because she doesn't know Mitra. She has no idea what Tantra is and would think about what we're doing just like you said it, an excuse to have orgies. Suvarna and I don't need to have sex with other people. I think you know that. The sex we're having is in a whole different dimension from just the physical indulgence of appetite and desire. From the outside it doesn't appear much different but it is. Things are not always just black or white. If someone were to cut you open with a knife would that be a good thing or a bad thing?" "It sounds like a bad thing to me." "Well if it happens in a dark alley with somebody trying to rob you it would be, but what about if it happened in an operating room with a doctor that was removing a ruptured appendix? It wouldn't be so bad then would it?" "I see what you mean. Things aren't always what you think they are." "Exactly. It would be very difficult to get Sandy to understand that in an email or a phone call." "Your wife sounds like a very special woman. I don't think there are very many women who would do what she's doing." "Can you understand that I love her as much as I do Suvarna? Can you grasp the concept of loving more than one person so totally that you would do something that sounds so crazy? Don't think you're the only one that's been learning about love lately. My head is spinning from what I've experienced in a little over a month." "Yes Prem I can understand loving more than one person because I love both you and Suvarna. And now that you've told me about Sandy I feel like I love her too." She moved over and put her arms around my neck and said, "If you had known me before you asked Sandy to do this I would have done it for Suvarna. That's how much I love both of you." We didn't hear Suvarna come in the bedroom until she said; "You would have done what for me Janelle?" She had only heard the last few words of Janelle's sentence. "Had your baby." "OH! Janelle my sweet beautiful friend what a wonderful thing to say. You're going to make me cry." "Please don't Suvarna, I don't want you to be sad, it's true though, I love you enough to do that for you." "I wouldn't be crying because I'm sad. I'm just not used to people loving me. I spent so much of my life without love that I still have a hard time absorbing all the love that has come to me in such a short time. For you to say that after only knowing me for a couple of days is one of the most beautiful things anybody has ever said to me. You really are an angel Janelle and I love you the same way." Suvarna got on the bed and lay down on her back. "Janelle lie on top of me. I want to feel your body next to mine and I want to kiss those pretty lips of yours." Janelle got on Suvarna and they both spread their legs so I could lie between them. Janelle's ass was at the perfect height for me to get my face next to it. Seeing both their pussies next to each other was very arousing. "Suvarna move your hands down to Janelle's ass and spread her cheeks for me." I felt my cock begin to stiffen when her perfect little pink asshole was revealed. I moved my head forward and started licking from her slit upward across her anus with broad laps of my tongue. She twitched the first few times I did this but soon began to moan softly into Suvarna's mouth. As I continued to lick her I would pause to press the tip of my tongue against her anus each time pushing it in a little further. She began to relax so my penetration became easier. When I could get my tongue inside her about half an inch I would hold it there then push it in and out a few times before continuing to lick up her crack. After a few more exploratory probings I felt her push back slightly to indicate she was ready for me to go deeper. I stopped licking and just slid my tongue as deeply into her ass as I could and moved it around then when I withdrew it I would pucker my lips and squirt my saliva into her. She seemed to like this and pushed back against my mouth when I did it. "Oooohhh Suvarna Prem has his tongue in my ass. You don't mind do you?" "No my sweet love I don't mind. How does it feel?" "It feels wonderful. Nobody 's ever done this to me before. I really like it." "I do too. Do you think you would like to do it to me?" "Oh yes Suvarna I'd like to do anything that makes you feel good." "It feels as good to do it as it does to have it done. You can try it later. Right now, you just enjoy it." I inserted my left index finger into her vagina. It was hot and very wet. I added my middle finger to it and curled them down to rub her g-spot. Her moans got louder and she began to push her pussy down against Suvarna's. I continued to suck and tongue fuck her asshole. She increased her squirming on top of Suvarna and was humping her mons against hers. Her breathing was getting faster and I increased the speed of my tongue sliding in and out of her. Her vagina squeezed my fingers and her juices began to flow out of her as she came. I removed my fingers and turned my hand over then slid them along Suvarna's slit until I found the opening of her vagina and pushed them into her. Janelle's secretions eased my entry into her hot pussy and I started rubbing her g-spot. She was as wet as Janelle in no time. I continued sucking Janelle's puckered hole while I slowly stroked Suvarna. Finally I felt Suvarna's legs tense and heard her moans join with Janelle's. She pressed up and squeezed Janelle's ass cheeks as an orgasm swept through her. "Oh Janelle. Doesn't this feel marvelous to lie here and kiss while Prem gives us orgasms? Oh God Janelle, your mouth tastes divine; like apricot preserves and your lips feel as soft as marshmallows. Ooooooohhhh you're making me crazy!" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 11 "Oh oui ma cherie, mon amour. This is why I love you both so much. You do such wonderful things to me." I picked up the bottle of lube and poured some at the top of Janelle's ass crack. It slowly ran down and when it reached her anus I used my index finger to push it into her. I withdrew it and waited for some more to arrive then pressed it in again. Each time I did this my finger went deeper. I poured a little more on her and repeated pushing it into her until she felt sufficiently lubricated. I closed the bottle and laid it down. This time I inserted two fingers into her tight little hole. She drew in a breath sharply. "Just relax Janelle." Suvarna softly told her. "The more you open yourself and want it the better it will feel." She kissed her and I felt the tight ring lose some of its tension. She moaned softly and her little puckered hole slackened some more. I slowly sawed my fingers in and out a few times then turned them to begin stretching her. I used my thumb to press against the opening of her vagina and felt her juices flowing. My fingers spread apart as I withdrew them to stretch her some more then pressed them back in to their full length. I kept this up for several minutes until her sphincter seemed fully relaxed. I removed my fingers and her little hole stayed open for a bit as I picked up the bottle of lube and poured some directly on her anus. I moved up and got on my knees behind her. "Janelle pull your knees up and raise your hips." When her pelvis was a few inches above Suvarna's I told her to stop. Her asshole was aligned with my impossibly hard cock due to the combined effects of the Viagra and what I had been doing to her. "Are you ready Janelle? Do you want to feel my hard cock in your tight hot ass?" "Ummmhh oui Prem. I'm ready. Please put your wonderful cock in my ass. Go slowly so I can feel you stretching me." "Suvarna pull her cheeks apart and squeeze them gently to help her relax." I placed the head of my cock on her anus and poured the lube on it. I wrapped my hand around the shaft and pressed forward as slowly as I could. I felt the tip penetrate her just slightly and I paused a few seconds. I pushed again and the head slid in and opened up her anus to contain it. She moaned and breathed deeply. I drizzled a few more drops of lube on my shaft then pushed forward again. She squeezed my shaft reflexively. "Relax Janelle. Breathe deeply and keep kissing Suvarna." I pushed again and another inch slid into her. This time the tightening lasted only a few seconds until she relaxed. I poured a few more drops of lube on my shaft then eased it up her hot rectum another inch. The squeezing was only for a second. One more inch and I had a little more than half my cock in her. I slowly pulled it back an inch or so then pushed forward to where I was. "Janelle use your hand to rub your clit." She reached back and I could feel her fingers begin to rub across her sensitive nub and continue on to her lips to massage her whole pussy. I kept slowly stroking her a little at a time to let her experience what it felt like to be fucked in her hot tight rectum. Each time I pushed back in I went a little further inside her. I poured a little more lube on my shaft and sat the bottle back on the bed. I pulled back a little further this time and waited for the little squeeze of her sphincter. Then I pushed steadily forward and didn't stop until my entire cock was buried inside her. "Ohhhhhhh Prem yessssss. You're in me all the way now and it feels wonderful. Don't move. Stay like you are and just let me feel your hot cock inside me. Ooooohhh! It's throbbing. Keep it in me and let me rub myself until I cum. I want to cum for you Prem. I want you to feel me climax on your cock with my tight ass." Her fingers moved faster as she rubbed her twat from one end to the other, dipping them into her juicy vagina before returning them to her clit. Suvarna was massaging her ass cheeks and squeezing them. She began to moan loudly and then stopped. Her rectum began pulsating around my cock as her orgasm overtook her. She shook as the overwhelming sensations of her first anal climax wracked her body. She collapsed and her pelvis lay against Suvarna's. This caused my cock to slide out about half way. "Ohhhh Prem take it out or I won't be able to stop cumming." I pulled out of her and she continued to tremble on top of Suvarna who was rubbing her back to calm her. "You're OK baby just let it happen." "Oh Suvarna I've never felt anything that powerful. I didn't think I could even breathe. It was fantastic." "I'll tell you a little secret. It gets better each time you do it." "I don't know if I'll be able to take it if it gets better than what I just felt." "Trust me baby, you will. And you'll love it. Just wait until you've done it a couple of times then I'll let you use some of Mitra's special oil. That will really blow your socks off. Do you want to stop for a while?" "No, I want to do it again. This time I want Prem to fuck me. I want him to cum in me. I want to feel his hot sperm deep in my ass and make me cum like I just did." "Would you like to change positions?" "What position would you like me in?" "Would you like to lay between my legs and lick my ass while Prem is fucking you?" "Ooooohhh yes that would be fabulous." Janelle rolled off Suvarna so she could turn over. She laid on her stomach and put a pillow under her hips then spread her legs. Janelle moved up until her face was close to Suvarna's ass then got on her knees with her ass in the air. I moved up behind her on my knees. "Janelle I hope you don't mind but seeing your beautiful pussy stuck up in the air like that makes me want to lick it a little before I get back to your ass." "That's OK Prem. You go right ahead and lick it as much as you want." Her slit was still wet from her previous orgasm. Her juices coated my tongue as I licked from her clit up to her asshole. I was absolutely in love with her pussy. I couldn't wait until she got her waxing. I would spend the rest of our time in St. Loubes with my head between her legs if her bald twat looked any better than it did now. My lips and tongue played with her for several minutes pulling on her labia and sticking my tongue in her vagina. All the time I listened to Suvarna telling her what she wanted her to do to her ass. Janelle was a fast learner because I soon heard Suvarna's breathing change and she had to stop giving her directions so she could moan and vocally express what Janelle was doing to her. I stuck two fingers in her vagina and rubbed her g-spot for a while and when she began to squirm I took them out and moved back into position behind her to get ready to fuck her ass. I still couldn't get enough of her amazing pussy so I spent some time rubbing the head of my dick all over it. I smeared precum on her clit then up one side of her and back down the other. "Ohhhhh Prem, you're teasing me. I want your cock in my ass. Won't you please put it in my ass?" I poured a little of the lube on my cock then touched the tip to her anus. "Oooooh Yesssss. That's what I want. Go ahead Prem. I'm ready. Let me feel you slide into me and fill me." I pushed forward and the head slipped in. This time there was no tightening. I eased a little of the shaft into her and still felt no resistance. I began to saw it in and out slowly, increasing the depth a little with each thrust. I put my hands on her hips and pulled her back to me as I pressed forward and pushed her away as I pulled back. Soon I was fucking her at a steady pace and she seemed to be at ease with my penetrations. We continued this way for several minutes until she began to make grunting sounds and her breathing got faster. I leaned forward and put my hands on her breasts and held them as I picked up the tempo a little. "Janelle lower your hips down so you're laying flat on the bed." She slid her knees back and slowly lowered her hips. I lay on top of her. I could fuck her harder and faster like this as well as get deeper inside her. I could also feel her ass cheeks rub the side of my cock as I pulled back to leave only the head in and pushed forward to bury it in her completely. She grunted hard each time I bottomed out in her. "Are you ready Janelle? Do you want to feel my hot cum spray deep inside your tight little ass?" "Ohhh, Ohhh, OHHH yes Prem do it for me. Give me your cum while I squeeze your hard cock with my ass." I could feel my orgasm start as my cock swelled and my balls churned. One last deep thrust and the first blast erupted from the tip and flowed into her. "OHHHHH PREM YESSSS, just like that. I feel it shooting into me. Give me more, please give me more." Her ass was clamping and releasing in the same rhythm as my discharges. She pushed her hips up and back to accept each spurt, her legs trembled as another powerful orgasm swept through her. "Oh Prem don't pull out. Stay inside me. Suvarna was right it is better this time. I don't want to stop cumming." Her hand moved to her clit and rubbed it in an effort to prolong the ecstatic sensations. Her rectum continued to spasm around my cock. Finally she slowly calmed down with little jerks continuing for a couple of minutes. I pulled back and eased my cock out of her. She moaned in protest as it left her. I sat back and looked at her. Her orgasm faded and she relaxed completely with her head still lying on Suvarna's ass as a pillow. Her breathing was deep and easy. My cum began to ooze out of her ass and run down over her pussy. As I sat there and watched it my cock began to stiffen again instead of completing its deflation. I had to will myself to get out of the bed and go to the bathroom or else I would start fucking her ass again. In the bathroom I washed my cock and balls in cold water until my erection subsided enough for me to pee then headed back to the bedroom. I found Suvarna and Janelle in a side by side sixty-nine so I sat in a chair and watched them pleasure each other while I wondered what I had done to deserve being allowed to spend all my time with two women who loved to cum as much as these two. Words were superfluous to their communication. Delicately synchronized movements conveyed all the information they would need to instill pleasure and extract delight from each other. Intricate equations of pressure, duration, intensity, length, curvature, direction and sensual effect were solved effortlessly and instantly with a rare precision in order to choreograph this ballet of fingers, tongues, lips and breath. Their vulvas had become capable of responding to the slightest influence so the complex sequences could be echoed back and forth between them with subtle variations introduced in exactly appropriate detail. It was a sexual pas de deux being composed as they danced it. It has been said that dancing is the greatest art form because the dancer is not only the artist but the art itself. I watched in spellbound fascination as they brought themselves to climax again and again, their bodies trembling and hands caressing each other while one orgasm seemed to flow through both of them simultaneously. It was one of the most beautiful performances I had ever witnessed. Far removed from the panting, clawing, grunting copulation of animals it was instead a living work of art, a prayer made flesh. Some would have called it pornographic but it was actually the ultimate expression of love. Yes it was erotic but the sex was merely a way to convey the bliss from one to the other. I was extremely happy for both of them. Janelle finally had the opportunity to indulge uninhibitedly in the joys of Sapphic love without having to sneak around to do it or be tentative or apprehensive about it. She could fully participate in this act and discover how magnificent love is and what heights of rapture it could take you to. Suvarna spent these exquisite moments in joy without a single thought of her tragic fate. Together they shared their ecstasy, each giving and receiving what the other required in a divine unselfishness. I still couldn't quite believe how in such a short amount of time this adorable young woman had come to love us in the same way that we loved each other. Mitra said that we had formed a field around us only this wasn't an electro-magnetic phenomenon but a love-meditation field. All who are inside it are affected and it becomes stronger with each additional person. Finally a powerful orgasm elicited a long and deep moaning sigh from Janelle and induced a similar reaction from Suvarna to signal the end of this marathon of mutual oral gratification. They rolled gently onto their backs and breathed deeply and contentedly. "Bravo ladies. I have never seen two more beautiful people engage in a more beautiful duet of lovemaking in my life. You were both magnificent. I would demand an encore but we have an appointment and we need to get ready for it." I walked to the bed and kissed each of them passionately. The taste of the other's pussy permeated their mouths and began to make my cock stiffen. I pulled Suvarna up and out of the bed then got Janelle on her feet. "Come along now, let's go take a shower and get ready to go to the salon." The waxing appointment was very enjoyable. A woman in her mid thirties did my treatment. She spoke little English but was delighted to have a male customer. She smiled constantly and said things in French that I guessed were directions for what she wanted me to do next. She was very gentle and took her time working on my balls and around the base of my cock. When it stiffened in her hand she hummed softly and moved her fingers up and down it very slowly. I don't know if this was entirely necessary but I wasn't going to complain about it. After all the hair had been removed she rubbed astringent on me then applied a cool lotion that contained menthol and cucumber extract. I was anxious to get back to the maison so I could explore Janelle's denuded crotch but by the time we did some shopping for groceries it was time for our late afternoon massages followed by dinner. Mitra was an excellent cook. Not in Anthony's league but still very good. Helping her prepare dinner was another form of meditation. It was sinking into my brain that meditation really wasn't about what you did but how you did the ten thousand things. Enlightened or not you still needed to chop wood and carry water. The evening meditation was done sitting on pillows facing your partner with your cock buried in her pussy. Mitra suggested this would be a good time for Jean and Janelle to do this for each other so they could learn to do it after we left. Suvarna and Vitesha used a double-ended dildo to do it. She helped the other two couples get in the correct position and told them what to do. She spent a little extra time with Jean and Janelle and told them not to think of this as sex but as a way to express their love. "Show each other what you have learned by being here. Don't be afraid to love each other. You both know how to do this. There is nothing to be ashamed of. You have a very special connection to each other. Enjoy it." As soon as Mitra lowered herself onto my rigid cock my breathing began to slow and my body seemed to merge with hers as her legs went around my hips and crossed behind me. She told me to sit up as straight as I could and she leaned slightly back so there was some distance between our torsos. "Rest your arms on my legs with your palms up. Look deeply into my eyes Prem. Allow the falling sensation to take you as far as you can. Let go completely. Disappear." Her last word seemed to echo in my head. After about ten deep breaths I began to fall into her. This time I made no attempt to experience it but just let it happen. Soon the sensation slowly dissipated and I felt emptiness inside me and was aware of a sound like wind softly blowing through the tops of tall trees. I was looking into Mitra's eyes but I was not actually seeing anything. I had fallen as far as I could fall. I have no idea how long we stayed this way. I felt the soft sensation of Mitra's lips touching mine in a kiss as gentle as a butterfly. As the kiss became more intense I felt her arms embrace me. She pulled me to her and her full warm breasts pressed softly into my chest. She was bringing me back as gently and slowly as she could. I raised my arms and put them around her. Her hips pushed forward and I felt my hard cock slide deep inside her. I began to get warm and I could feel my heart begin to beat faster. I felt sex rushing through me. She started moving her hips back and forth as she squeezed me with her hot vagina, imploring me to fill her with cum. With nothing to block the impulse I complied with her unspoken request and spewed cream into her in a series of long massive spurts. She finally broke our kiss and her head rolled back. She let out a sound that was both a scream and a song and the spasms in her cunt became long protracted embraces around my spurting cock. Sex with Mitra was always surprising. The only constant was that it got better each time. "Oh Prem my beloved, my precious gentle perfect lover what we just did is called Mahamudra. It is the ultimate meeting of bliss and emptiness. There is no higher state of consciousness. What a rare and beautiful gift we have given each other. How wonderful that we have been allowed to share it with our lovers. This is what I have been waiting for since India. Your kindness and selflessness and trust were the missing ingredients that I needed to experience this." The only thing that came into my mind was a line from a Van Morrison song, 'and together we will go as one into the mystic'. I had never understood it before. How could you? You have to do it. Suddenly it was obvious, the sound I heard, 'we were born before the wind'. One thing's for sure, she rocked my gypsy soul. I looked over at the other two couples. They were in the exact same position. Still sitting facing each other but they had their foreheads resting against each other and their eyes were closed. Tears were sliding down Jean and Janelle's faces. Mitra and I extricated ourselves from each other's arms and went over to Jean and Janelle. Mitra put her hand on her back and she began to moan and almost fell backward into Mitra's waiting arms. There was a beautiful smile on her face and she began to speak but Mitra hushed her and softly told her to just stay with the feelings. Jean looked disoriented but soon began to smile and looked at me as if he knew I would reassure him. Mitra herded us all over to Suvarna and Vitesha and since Vitesha already had her forehead on Suvarna's the rest of us formed a circle around her and did her visualization for her. Tonight's meditation had taken all of us to new levels. The field was strengthened and a reverential silence seemed to have fallen over the entire estate. A gentle breeze blew across the rooftop cooling us and whispering to us. We split up into our sleeping groups. I wanted to be with Janelle and since I had been with Mitra in the meditation and Suvarna all morning long, Vitesha joined us. That left Jean with Mitra and Suvarna. I didn't know whether to envy him or pity him. We took another shower before going to bed and I got to experience the supreme pleasure of having two beautiful women bathe me for the second time today. The nature of this bath was completely different than the one this morning. The meditation seemed to have juiced everybody up so Vitesha and Janelle bathed me more like two lap dancers than gentle caregivers. They rubbed their freshly waxed pussies all over me and kept me in a constant state of erection the entire time. Vitesha had dispensed with the little tuft of hair she called a welcome mat and was now completely bald. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 11 As soon as we hit the sheets the orgy commenced. They took turns riding my stiff cock while the other one sat on my face. I licked and sucked Janelle's fabulous bald twat to two orgasms before I let her switch places. When they had extracted all the cum from me that I had they started on each other. It was well after midnight before we all collapsed from sexual exhaustion. The next two days passed much the same way. Monsieur Leboux showed up with his plan for correcting all the problems we had identified for him and Suvarna told him about Andre Mercier and his family moving in. She said that Andre would do all future management of the estate and that once the list of items was completed we would no longer require his services as property manager. He looked equally disappointed and relieved to hear this but thanked her for allowing him to be of service in the past. The day before we were scheduled to leave Janelle started crying during our massage period. "What's the matter Janelle?" "Today is your last day here and I can't stand the thought of not being with you. Couldn't you please stay a little longer? It's breaking my heart to think that I will never see any of you again." "Janelle you know we are on a schedule and we have people that are expecting us in the next place we are going. Besides, the Merciers are planning on moving in tomorrow so there will be no place for us to stay." Mitra of course had the solution, "Suvarna we could ask Madeline if she would allow them to come with us." Janelle exclaimed, "Yes Suvarna please ask her if we can come with you. Jean and I have not traveled very much and we would love to see your houses. Please, please ask her. I can't bear not being with you." "Alright I'll ask her. Do you have passports?" You shouldn't need them in Europe but if you want to go to Antigua with us you will need them." "You would take us all the way to Antigua?" "My precious young love I would take you and Jean back to New York with me if I could. Of course you can come to Antigua." "The next place you are going is in France isn't it?" "Yes it is. Near Lyon." "We can apply for a passport there. It only takes a few days to get one." "OK, if Madeline says yes then you can come with us. When do you need to be back for school?" "Not until the twenty-second of September." "That's about the time we should be leaving Antigua to get back to New York. I have a business meeting the end of September if all goes well. Let's plan to eat at your bistro tonight so you and Jean can pack for the trip if Madeline says it's all right for you to go. Vitesha do we have room in the car for more luggage?" "We can put their stuff on top and tie it down and cover it with a tarp. I've been looking at the map and Lyon is about three hundred and fifty miles from here. That's at least a seven-hour trip even if all we do is haul ass. There might be some things we would want to see along the way so can you call your property manager and see if we could meet them at the property on Monday instead of tomorrow?" "That's a good idea. We can find a hotel somewhere between here and Lyon to spend tomorrow night and go on to Lyon Monday morning. We're not in that much of a rush. The property manager probably doesn't want to spend Sunday evening showing us around anyway." Suvarna had Jean call the property manager in Lyon and tell them we would not be arriving until Monday. They said that was OK and gave him directions to their office in Lyon so we could meet them there and then they would drive out to the property with us. She also had him send a follow up email in French to confirm. When that was taken care of we got ready and drove into town to the bistro. The twins couldn't wait to have Suvarna ask Madeline if they could accompany us on our remaining tour of properties. She didn't seem to have a problem with them being gone but she was concerned that they would be an inconvenience for us and an added expense, especially when she found out we were going to fly them to Antigua. "Madeline, don't be concerned about the expense. Money is the least of my problems. We enjoy having them with us and they've been a big help with the language. I just wish we could take them back to New York with us but I understand they must come back for school. I would take you with us if you would come. When was the last time you had a vacation?" "I don't even remember. Probably before my husband left us eight years ago. I've been running the restaurant ever since." "How old are you Madeline?" "I'm thirty-nine. I had Jean and Janelle when I was nineteen and they will be twenty in October." "What will you do when they finish school and leave here for a job or to get married and start a family?" "I will continue to run the shops I suppose." "Is that what you really want to do with the rest of your life?" "It is all I can do, cooking and baking is all I know how to do." "Madeline I want you to consider something while the kids are gone. If you really love cooking and baking then you should be doing it somewhere besides here in this small town. My personal chef in New York is a fantastic cook. He had his own restaurant for years and he's going to have to do something after I die. You would like him. I want you to think about selling this place and coming to New York. I'm pretty sure I can talk Anthony into opening another restaurant if I put up the money and you both could run it and cook in it. You deserve to be doing something wonderful with your life. Will you think about that?" "I don't know if I can cook well enough to do something like that." "Aren't there some really good cooking schools in France?" "Oh oui, especially where you are going next, in Lyon." "Would you like to attend one of those schools?" "I don't know if I could get in and I could never afford a school like that." "I can. And I can get you in to whichever one you wanted. I know you would do very well." "You would do that for me? Why?" "I haven't been able to get to know you as well as I would have liked to but I have gotten to know your children. They are wonderful and they would not be that way if you were not wonderful too. I don't have much time left but I do have a lot of money and I want to use it to help people realize their dreams if I can. If this is something you think you might like to try then just let me know. I may not be around to do this for you but Carl will. The kids can come too. If they want to continue to go to university they can go to any one they want in America. If they want to work in the restaurant they can do that. I have connections, I can get you citizenship very quickly so you won't have to worry about that." "Oh Anne you are indeed an angel. I cried when I saw what you did for the Merciers and now you offer to do this for my children and me. You are truly a saint. I will think about this while you continue your journey and let you know my decision." Madeline put her arms around Suvarna and hugged her. Suvarna hugged her back then kissed her passionately. Madeline responded this time with no hesitation. It was a kiss of true friendship, a kiss of reassurance, a kiss of possibilities. "I love you Madeline. Just as I love your children and just as your children love each other. You need not worry about them. We will care for them." Madeline understood what Suvarna was telling her and she seemed relieved and happy to finally have this unspoken burden lifted from her and resolved. She also felt something she had not felt in long time, the thrill of a lover's kiss. It stirred something deep inside her, something she missed. "Thank you Anne, I love you too." The kids ran upstairs to pack for the trip and Madeline went to the kitchen to prepare dinner for us. When they returned and we all sat down to eat it didn't feel like we were in a restaurant, it felt like we were at home with our family. I hadn't felt this way since the day I left Sandy and my children to begin this adventure. Once we returned to the maison we did a meditation then Suvarna's visualization. Jean announced that he and Janelle were so excited about going with us that they wanted to celebrate by making love to each other and wanted all of us to be part of it. After a shower we all met in one of the bedrooms. It took a while to figure out the logistics of six of us in one bed. Even in a king size bed this took some careful arranging. Mitra positioned Janelle on her back in the center of the bed with Jean lying perpendicular to her hips across the bed. Vitesha lay behind Jean so she could kiss him and rub his neck and shoulders. Mitra lay beside him on the other side. Suvarna and I lay curled up on either side of Janelle so we could kiss her and suck her tits. Mitra moved in to grasp Jean's cock, which was lying on Janelle's mound. She began to lick the head as she caressed the shaft with her hand. "Janelle use your hand to rub your clit while I get Jean's cock nice and hard for you." Janelle's fingers began to slowly massage her bald pussy as Mitra continued to suck on Jean's stiffening cock. Suvarna began to suck on Janelle's right breast and I started licking her left one. Jean was lying mostly on his back with his hips turned slightly toward Janelle's pussy between her widespread legs. Vitesha leaned over his head so her tit was on his mouth, which opened wide to suck on it. "Ooooohhh yes my sexy young lover, suck my breast, lick it with your tongue, bite my nipple. Ohhh, Ohhh yes Jean yes, suck me my sweet love." Janelle's head was on a pillow so she could survey the scene of four people getting her and her brother ready to have sex. Her eyes were opened wide and she was smiling. We all continued in our efforts for several minutes. Vitesha moved over and swung her leg over Jean's face and lowered her pussy to his mouth. "Suck my pussy Jean. Lick it and make it wet while I help Mitra suck your beautiful cock." Mitra relinquished her mouth's confinement of Jean's hard cock and Vitesha lowered her head to engulf it with her own mouth while Mitra began to suck on his balls. Vitesha made sure to give Jean's cock a sloppy blowjob with lots of saliva flowing down the shaft. She reached over and took Janelle's hand and placed it on his shaft. "Stroke your brother Janelle. Make him feel good as you slide your soft young hand up and down his hard cock. Use your warm palm and nimble fingers to show him how much you love it, how much you want it inside you." She held the head in her mouth and continued to provide the natural lubrication of her spit for Janelle to use as she continued to slowly jerk him off. She was really getting into stroking him. When her hand was at the base she would encircle his scrotum with her finger and thumb then gently squeeze it to make his sac protrude for Mitra to lick and suck on. Then she would move her hand back up to the head until her fingers touched Vitesha's lips and stroke him faster with short little movements followed by squeezing him just beneath the ridge to cause his head to swell in Vitesha's mouth and emit precum for her to lick off. Jean began to moan into Vitesha's cunt after a few repetitions of this. "I think Jean is ready for you now." Vitesha removed her mouth from his cock and replaced Janelle's hand with her own. "Jean, turn your hips a little more toward Janelle." When he did this Vitesha started sliding the head up and down Janelle's wet slit. She would insert the head slightly into her vagina then slide it up to her clit where she would rub it on her sensitive pink nub. From my vantage point I could see the head of his cock oozing precum onto Janelle's clitoris as Vitesha rubbed the tip on it. With no hair on either of them to obstruct the view it was extremely erotic and my cock got hard watching this. Vitesha's eyes were full of lust and there was an expression of pure delight on her face. I briefly thought of how I initially resisted doing anything sexual with her and was so glad that circumstances had altered that misconception. She pulled his cock back until it was standing straight up in her hand and sucked about half of it into her mouth then pulled off and offered it to Mitra who did the same. After a few strokes in their mouths she placed it at Janelle's opening and pushed it into her pussy half way then continued to slowly jerk him off while he was inside her making sure her fingers rubbed against Janelle's clit while doing so. "Janelle, push down and take him all the way inside you." Both twins moaned when his hard thick cock was buried inside her hot wet cunt. Mitra's hand encircled his balls, which were slick with saliva. She gently massaged them while his cock was ensconced in Janelle's pussy. "Janelle, rub your clit and move your hips ever so slightly up and down. That's good do it just like that. Now move back a little further each time. Fuck him nice and slow. Keep going, all the way back so he comes out of you each time. I'm going to wrap my hand around him so when you push back down he'll fill you up while my hand slides down his shaft. You fuck him and I'll jerk him off. He'll like that." I guess he did like that. Who wouldn't? Three beautiful women playing with your cock and balls, what's not to like? Plus he still had his face glued to Vitesha's slit. I was rather amazed that both of them had been able to keep from cumming after all this. Suvarna moved over to kiss Janelle so I quit sucking her tit and moved back behind Vitesha who had her ass over Jean's face right at the edge of the bed. This was a perfect position to stand in back of her and fuck her. I nudged Jean's head to get him to stop sucking her and when he laid his head back I put my cock at her opening and pushed all the way inside her. She felt so good I just held it in her without moving. My cock flexed and throbbed in her hot pink channel. I didn't have long to enjoy it because I soon heard Janelle say, "Suvarna they're going to make me cum." "Then go ahead and cum my sweet love." "Will you keep kissing me and playing with my tits?" "If that's what you want me to do then I'll keep doing it." "Oh yes Suvarna do that and when I cum I want you to hold me tight. I love you and I want to feel you next to me when I have an orgasm." "Ooooohhhh yes baby I'll be here with you when you cum. You just go right ahead and have your orgasm and I'll keep kissing you the whole time. Oh Janelle I do love you baby, you're the sweetest person I've ever known." Vitesha asked Janelle, "Do you want to do this sweetie or do you want me to do it for you?" "Oh Vitesha please you do it. Make me cum. See if you can get Jean to do it with me. I'd love to feel him shoot his hot cream inside me while I climax." Vitesha and Mitra went to work on Jean in earnest. They took turns sucking him and putting him inside Janelle while they played with his balls and stroked his cock. "Janelle get ready, I think Jean is getting close." She held his cock about half way inside her and jerked him off with rapid strokes. "I feel his cock swelling Janelle it won't be long now." Mitra squeezed his balls and Jean moaned loudly. "Now Janelle I feel his hot sperm pumping through his cock. Cum with him baby. Squeeze him with your wet pussy." Janelle's hips pressed upward and she let out a loud moan, which Suvarna quickly suppressed with her mouth as her orgasm exploded inside her. Vitesha continued to pump Jean's cock as spurt after spurt of his cum erupted into his sister's hot vagina. She pulled him out and engulfed him with her mouth to suck out a couple of more globs of his white cream then pulled his hips away from Janelle so Mitra could get between her legs and get her mouth on Janelle's pussy. Her mouth covered her opening as she began to suck the hot load out of her. I don't know if this caused Janelle to cum again or just continue the orgasm she was already having but her hips pressed up again and her legs trembled as Mitra vacuumed Jean's cum from her dripping hole. "Was that good baby? Was that what you wanted?" "Oh Suvarna that was incredible. We finally got to make love without fear or shame. I can finally say it out loud: I love you Jean. I love feeling you pour your hot cum into me. It feels so good and right to love each other." Watching Mitra sucking on Janelle's naked pussy was really getting to me. I started fucking Vitesha's wet twat in an urgent attempt to cum deep inside her. She continued to suck on Jean's cock the whole time. It didn't take long for me to let go of the pent up contents of my prostate and spew hot cum into her quivering cunt. It was time to split up for sleeping. Suvarna stayed with the twins and Mitra and Vitesha and I headed for the other bedroom. We had an early day tomorrow and a long drive toward Lyon. It was time to get some sleep. As I lay there between them I thought of how it felt like being with a family when we were at the bistro. We had actually become a family now, a rather unusual family but a family nonetheless. I felt as close to all of these people as I did to Sandy and my children. It was love that made us a family not an accident of birth. We shared a common purpose. We cared for one another. We wanted to be together. I turned my head to look at Vitesha and gently moved forward to kiss her. Her arm gently draped across my chest as she pressed her lips to mine. I turned my head the other way to look at Mitra. Her arm moved softly across my chest to lie beside Vitesha's. I kissed her soft full lips and almost lost my breath just from the touch of her mouth on mine. I would sleep peacefully tonight. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 12 We had set the alarm for six o'clock so we could get packed up, wash the sheets and do some clean up around the house. I helped Vitesha put the twins' luggage along with some of ours on top of the car and tie it down with bungee cords. We put a tarp over it in case it rained. The Merciers showed up at seven-thirty and we did the turnover of the place to them. There was a list of things for them to do such as getting the utilities transferred to their name. Suvarna handed him a card and told him, "Andre I hope you will be very happy here. I'm sure Carl and his wife will come for a visit someday to see how you're getting along. On this card are my personal email address and my cell phone number. Since I will remain the official owner, there will inevitably be situations arise that will require my attention. Please don't hesitate to call." The whole family wanted to hug her and thank her for what she was doing for them. You would have thought one of their own children was leaving home. I silently added the Merciers' names to my extended family and made a note to come back someday with Victoria to see them again. Maybe we could share a glass of the wine that they would make here. We got in the car with Jean in the front seat next to Vitesha. I asked Mitra to sit with Suvarna on the bench seat behind Jean and Vitesha while Janelle and I sat on the bench seat in the back. Vitesha told Janelle, "Watch out back there, Prem has a tendency to undress whoever is sitting next to him in the back of a car." "If I had known that Vitesha I wouldn't have worn panties." Suvarna told her, "Prem is an expert at removing panties Janelle." "Suvarna, you and Mitra can do whatever you want to on this long drive but Janelle and I are going to act like a couple of horny teenagers for most of the trip so just deal with it." "I can't take you anywhere can I?" It was a few minutes past eight when we pulled out onto the road. As soon as we got to the highway I started taking Janelle's clothes off. It didn't take long since she only had on shorts and a t-shirt. She then stripped my clothes off and we started kissing each other. God she made me hot! I was already half hard and as soon as her soft warm hand wrapped around my cock it swelled to full erection. I heard Vitesha say, "Jesus Prem you're not wasting any time are you?" "Vitesha have you ever known me to waste time in the back of a car?" Janelle slid away from me so she could lean over and get her mouth on my cock. As she engulfed more and more of it, her hand moved down to fondle my balls. Her head bobbed steadily up and down as her hot wet mouth slid over my shaft coating it with saliva. I guessed she must have practiced giving blowjobs to Jean because she was very good at it. I trusted Vitesha to keep the ride smooth so I could just lean back and enjoy this. I held out as long as I could but stopped her when I began to feel like I was going to cum in her mouth. As delicious as that prospect was I wanted to get my mouth on her hairless twat for a while before I came. "Janelle baby, I hate to ask you to quit what you're doing but I think it's my turn to taste you now." I pulled her up and told her to get on the other side of me. I scooted over to the end of the bench seat and reached down to find the electric seat adjustment. I pressed back on it and the back of the seat began to recline. It went all the way back so it made a small bed out of the seat and the back. The seat in front of us did this too but I wasn't ready to turn the entire back of the SUV into a bed yet. This is why I put our luggage up on top to clear out enough room to recline. I had thought to bring along a couple of pillows so I got Janelle to lay across the little bed with a pillow behind her head. This gave me plenty of room to get my head between her legs and begin to feast on her pussy in relative comfort. I would soon discover that this was the best way to travel in a car for a long distance. Eating pussy made the miles go by a lot quicker and much more pleasantly. I read somewhere that the most common complaint women have about sex is that their partner does not give them enough oral sex. I was going to make damn sure Janelle would have no reason to complain. Mitra and Suvarna would have to pull my head out from between her legs when we stopped the car. I licked her upper thighs from her ass cheek to the top of her leg on both sides, kissing and sucking on her with each lap of my tongue. She began to moan and spread her bent legs as far as she could to give me complete access to her bare crotch and silently invited me to visit every inch of her. I gladly accepted her invitation and ran my tongue up and down her outer lips where they joined her thigh. They were cushiony and slightly puffy, which gave beautiful definition to her pussy. I sucked each one into my mouth and lightly nibbled the entire length. "Oh Prem you're making me sooo hot! Everywhere your tongue touches me makes me tingle. Your kisses are like little needles of love piercing my tender skin. OHHH GOD Prem yessss, just like that! Ohhhhhh yesssss Prem suck my teenage pussy." She knew being a teenager was the secret word to turn me on. Before she met us she probably ached to finally be twenty and not be a teenager anymore but now she relished playing Lolita and did it to make me crazy. I made a mental note to get her some heart shaped sunglasses. Every time I had sex with her I fell more in love with her. I had to really concentrate on eating her and not lose control and start fucking her brains out. I continued exploring her crotch with my tongue at a deliberate pace. After licking all around her slit I finally turned my attention to her labia, which were already glistening with her sweet juices. I started as close to her asshole as possible and licked slowly up running my tongue between her pink folds. I stopped short of her clit and repeated the licking; each time I did this I inserted the tip of my tongue a little further between her wet labia. They were large enough to pull on with my lips and when they were covered with my saliva and her juice they adhered to her outer lips and stayed open to reveal the exquisite pink beauty of her pussy. "Jesus Janelle, your pussy is unbelievably gorgeous. Not only to look at but to taste. It feels like I'm eating a warm juicy mango when I run my tongue over it. I may not stop until we get to Lyon." "Don't stop Prem. Please don't stop. You're making me feel so good. Love my pussy Prem, YES, YES lick it and suck it just like that! Oh God Prem I'm already so close. Keep licking me and make me cum." I heard Suvarna say, "Vitesha I see what we did to you when you were driving us around in New York. These two are getting me wet just listening to them." "Tell me about it. Want me to put on some music?" Mitra said, "You can if you want to Vitesha but I think it's time for Suvarna and me to make our own music." She reached down on the side of the seat and found the control for reclining the back and pushed it back. When it was fully lowered the entire back of the SUV was like a king size bed. Mitra started taking Suvarna's clothes off. When she got her blouse off she started sucking on her tits and pushed her onto her back next to Janelle. "Oh fucking hell. Jean would you look at what's going on back there. I feel like I'm driving an old VW bus to a Grateful Dead concert. Keep an eye on them and make sure they don't start dropping acid. It's a good thing this truck has tinted windows." When Mitra started undoing the button on Suvarna's shorts she turned her head toward Janelle and said, "It looks like we're both going to get our pussies eaten. Turn your head over here so I can kiss you." Their mouths pressed together and their tongues started sliding all over each other. Suvarna cupped Janelle's breast in her hand and began to caress it while Mitra slowly pulled her shorts down and off. The tiny thong she had on was barely covering her pouting lips. Mitra began to kiss all around it while she used her thumb to rub her clit through the sheer material. Janelle and Suvarna were now moaning audibly into each other's mouths. I moved my mouth up from licking Janelle's slit and pursed my lips around the hood of her clitoris and started slurping it and pulling it back to expose her swollen pink nub. I stuck my finger in her vagina to get it wet with her juice then moved it up to rub her clit with the slippery goo. I could feel her stomach muscles flex and her legs flinch when I did this. Her hand moved to the top of my head and pressed it down toward her mound. I replaced my finger with my lips and started sucking directly on her clit while I licked it with the tip of my tongue. I inserted two fingers into her vagina and searched for her g-spot. As soon as I started rubbing it her breathing got deeper and she began to tremble. "Ohhhhh Ohhhhhh Prem yes. You're making me cum." Her cunt squeezed my fingers and her whole body tensed as she climaxed. Her juice flowed out of her to cover my hand so I quickly removed my fingers and covered her opening with my mouth to suck her nectar. When I felt her legs relax I moved up between them and into position to put my hard cock in her sopping pink hole. I pushed forward and slid all the way into her warm channel. "Prem please stop. I want to suck your cock and taste my pussy on it. Fuck my mouth until you spray your hot cream across my tongue so I can swallow it." How could I possibly say no to an offer like that? I slowly withdrew from her hot vagina and moved up to lie beside her while she scooted down to align her head with my hips. Suvarna was behind me and I felt her hand rubbing my ass. Janelle opened her mouth and placed her lips around my cockhead. I held still while she licked it and sucked softly on it. Very slowly I began to move my hips to ease a little of my shaft into her wet mouth. Her tongue swirled around and over me until I withdrew to leave just the tip inside her lips. She moved her left hand to her clit and began to rub it while she moved her right hand to my balls to caress them as I softly slid my cock in and out of her mouth. I was completely immersed in the sensations of her lips sliding along my shaft with each insertion and retraction. I couldn't remember anything feeling this wonderful. Every time I withdrew it from her mouth it was covered in more saliva to the point that it was dripping off me. I was almost in a hypnotic trance as I continued to gently fuck her angelic face. With each repetition I increased the length of my stroking until the head was sliding into her throat with each insertion. I held it there while she sucked it and caused her cheeks to touch the sides of the shaft. My cock involuntarily flexed each time she did this. She breathed deeply when I pulled it back getting herself ready for its return. We'd been doing this for a long time before I finally felt the beginning of my orgasm. It seemed to come in slow motion building up like snowflakes falling until my precum began to flow out of the tip of my cock almost continually. Gradually the pressure in my prostate built until I crossed the line from imminent to inevitable and I began to experience the familiar sensations of my ejaculatory reflex readying my semen for expulsion. "Janelle get ready baby, you're about to get what you asked for." I pulled back until only the very tip of my cock was touching her pursed lips, which were open just enough to allow passage of the thick fluid into her waiting mouth. Her hand gently squeezed my balls and triggered my release. I relaxed completely as the first volley of hot cum rushed through my swollen shaft and through the small opening she had formed with her lips to receive it. She sucked me like a soda straw determined not to let a single drop escape her greedy mouth. I was on autopilot now as my reproductive machinery continued to spew long gushes of cum out with barely enough time between spurts to give her a chance to swallow them. Each time she gulped a glob down she would squeeze my balls to impel another one. I lost count of how many streams of my cream she coaxed from me. I naively thought that after a spectacular ejaculation like that my cock would deflate rather quickly and stay that way for some time. However, as the last spurt spewed into her mouth and rolled down her throat she moved her lips forward to enclose the entire head and continued to suck. Cum oozed out of me and the deflation seemed to slow. She moved her head forward steadily until she had the entire length back in her hot mouth again. Her hand continued to caress my scrotum and unbelievably, my erection returned to full hardness. When she was satisfied that it was going to stay in that condition she pulled completely off it and said, "Now Prem, fuck me. My cunt is so hot and wet I can't wait another second. Put that beautiful hard cock as far inside me as you can and fuck me." I rolled us over so I was on top of her and she guided my cock to her opening. With one long, not so gentle push I buried the full length inside her and began to fuck her with a steady pace. Her arms and legs wrapped around me and she pulled me close to her and kissed me. Her tongue forced its way into my mouth the same way my cock had invaded her cunt. I could taste my cum on it. I put my arms around her and we both held each other so tight it was almost difficult to breathe. We couldn't seem to get close enough to each other. I fucked her hard and fast for at least twenty minutes during which time she had several orgasms that caused her to roll her head back and scream out French words as the climaxes rushed through her like hurricanes. She seemed to draw strength from them because as each one subsided she returned to meeting my thrusts with forcible shoves of her hips against mine. I don't know where I was getting all this energy but the more she asked for the more I gave her. Her knees were pulled back as far as she could get them allowing my cock to reach deep into her. Our hips made loud slapping sounds as they collided with each stroke. Finally I felt my orgasm start. This time it hurtled toward me like a freight train and exploded out of me like a stud racehorse. Another long series of copious discharges spewed against her cervix filling her teenage twat with cum. She stayed in her climax for as long as it took to receive my milky offering then we both sank into a spent collapse. "OK you two that's enough. You do realize don't you that you've actually been rocking the car for the last half hour. If you even think about starting up again I'm going to pull off the road and park and we can all join the orgy." "We didn't mean to disturb you Vitesha but stopping for a while sounds like a good idea. I really need to pee and I'm sure Janelle could use a bidet." "I'll take the next exit. And not just for your benefit, my panties are soaked just from listening to you two. This is even worse than you and Suvarna in New York." "I'll make you a deal Vitesha, after we stop I'll drive for a while and you and Jean can get back here and drive me and Janelle crazy." "Suvarna weren't you a little distracted by all that banging around back there?" "Not in the least. Mitra and I have been eating each other's pussy the entire time and I've had so many orgasms I wouldn't have heard a jet plane fly through the car." "Well Jean, there you have it. We're driving a mobile bordello through the French countryside. Maybe I should put magnetic signs on the doors that say honk if you're horny. OK guys it's time to get dressed. We're making a pit stop for gas and bathrooms." We stopped at a place not unlike an exit for an American expressway. There were gas stations, restaurants, shops and a nice open-air market. We filled up the tank and got some coffee and a fresh fruit cup at the market then got back in the car. I got in the driver's seat but Vitesha wouldn't let Janelle sit beside me. She said she couldn't trust either one of us to keep our hands off each other so she made Mitra ride shotgun. I didn't argue with her, she was right of course. It wasn't that much further to Clemont-Ferrand, west of Lyon where we decided to stop for the night. We found a four-star modern hotel with a penthouse suite that had two king size beds. The clerk seemed a little reluctant to allow us all to stay together. Suvarna said, "It has been my experience that holders of platinum American Express cards are sometimes granted courtesies beyond normal policies." She handed the card to him along with a one hundred euro note. As if by magic all of his reluctance disappeared and he suddenly couldn't do enough for us. The old Anne know-how was still there only now it was mollified by her new Suvarna temperament. We had been wise enough to pack one large overnight suitcase with all the clothes we would need for tomorrow and one smaller one for undies and toiletries so we didn't look like we were moving in for a month. There was time enough to do a little sight seeing after checking in and we found a very nice country inn that served excellent food for dinner. The suite had a large living room where we did our meditation and Suvarna's visualization then we took turns in the shower two at a time before having another group grope until after midnight. With the beds close together we could move from one to the other freely. The sex continued to get better and better as all of us became closer and more in love. I had never imagined six people being in such a beautiful relationship together much less thought that I would be a part of it. We slept until after eight then showered and had breakfast in the hotel. It was close to ten when we got back on the road but it was only about two hours to Lyon. We got there a little past noon and went to the property agent's office. Suvarna and Jean went in to make arrangements for going to the property. They returned in a few minutes and said we were going first to the place where Jean and Janelle needed to apply for their passports to get that process underway. It took about forty-five minutes to get the applications filled out and have their pictures taken. We were told they would be ready on Friday. We called the property agent and told them we were ready to go to the property and they told us they would meet us in front and to follow a white BMW when it pulled along side us. It took about thirty minutes to drive east to the property on a road that ran along side a large lake. There were beautiful homes and private clubs on both sides of this road. The ones on the left were lake front properties and the ones on the right were on hills with marvelous views of the lake. We finally came to a property on the left that had a tall ornamental wrought iron fence that seemed to run for a very long distance before we reached an elaborate entrance with massive gates and stone columns with beautiful large coach lights on top. There was a parking area across the main road for about a hundred cars. The gates were open so we drove through. We then proceeded to drive along a private road through what had to be the most magnificent park in all France, with the possible exception of Versailles. Every square inch of this place was perfectly landscaped. Ponds, trees, flowers of all kinds and walking paths with benches placed along them seemed to have been placed by a master gardener. It was the kind of place God would live if he had more money. After a long drive on the private road we came to another long fence that had gates across the road. These gates were shut and locked. There were two uniformed gendarmes standing in front of them. One of the guards walked up to the car we were following. The driver put his window down and showed him his ID. The guard returned to the gates and opened them. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 12 The guard stopped our car and asked us to please give him all our IDs so he could scan them into his computer in the small guardhouse next to one of the gates. We all located our passports and ID cards for Jean and Janelle and he took them into the guardhouse. He returned in a few minutes and gave them back to us. "Everybody who is allowed to enter the house must have a photo ID on file or they are not allowed in." He stood back and motioned for us to drive through the gates. We could see a magnificent Chateau in the distance. After another long drive we pulled up to the front doors and stopped under a massive porte cochere. We all got out of the car like we had just entered heaven and would soon be speaking with St. Peter. Even Suvarna seemed awestruck. "Holy shit Suvarna you've got your own Biltmore here." "Biltmore?" "You really need to get out more. Biltmore is a replica of a French Chateau in Ashville, North Carolina. It was built in the late 1800s by an heir to Commodore Vanderbilt the railroad tycoon. It may have had more land than this place but it's not any more impressive." The people from the agency introduced themselves as Pierre and Alysse, co-owners of the agency. They told us this place was about a hundred and fifty acres with thirty acres belonging to the house and the rest set aside as a nature preserve. It had been opened to the public as a park shortly after Suvarna's father purchased it in order for it to qualify as a national historic landmark. This meant the government paid most of the upkeep on the park and Suvarna didn't have to pay taxes on the house. The Chateau was not built a long time ago but between the years 1947 and 1950 as a project to employ people after the war and instill national pride in France. They especially sought out artisans skilled in the kind of construction necessary to replicate what was done in the late nineteenth century. It was designed to have as many modern systems as possible including electricity, plumbing, duct work for central heating and later air conditioning as well as natural gas hook ups and provisions for upgrading and improving these systems in the future. Over the years there had been many improvements and restorations and the house now had all the modern conveniences you could possibly want but still retained its original look and feel. Pierre handed Suvarna a thumb drive and told her that every detail about the house from the day her father had bought it in 1970 was on there including the original purchase price: ten million francs, about two million dollars at that time. Today it was presently valued at a little over sixty five million euros. "Suvarna please don't take this the wrong way but what the fuck have you been doing living in New York when you could have been living here? You should be spanked for never having been here before." "Prem we both know that I have not had my priorities properly aligned with my best interests until you came to be with me. I'm better now thanks to you but you can still spank me if you want. This place is fabulous isn't it? I can't wait to see the inside." I could write twenty more pages to describe this place and still not do it justice. Four floors and a gigantic basement, twenty-six bedroom suites and forty bathrooms, three dining rooms, library, billiard room, ballroom, media room and on and on. The view of the lake from all the rooms on the side of the house that faced it was maybe the most incredible view I had ever seen. It was certainly over configured for a house but I think they wanted to keep the workers employed for as long as possible so they just kept building. The house was long so it seemed even bigger than it was and afforded more exposure to the lake. We could stay here for a month and still not discover all the things this place had. Practically all the rooms on the lake side had French doors that opened on to long, wide covered balconies where you could sit and look at the view. There was a gorgeous formal garden in the back between the house and the lake that ran the entire length of the house and was at least sixty meters wide. It has been said that architecture is art that you live in. Nothing I had ever seen embodied those words like this place. Pierre and Alysse informed us that they had been taking excellent care of the place since it had been listed with their agency which included regular maid service, cleaning, maintenance of all systems, landscaping, plumbing, numerous upgrades and a host of other items that needed to be managed. When they opened the front door it was like walking into a palace and it was absolutely immaculate. We spent the next five hours on a fast paced tour of the place and still didn't see all of it. There were so many staircases and alcoves that you needed a map to get around. I'm sure it was tempting to turn the place into a museum or showplace and fill it with all kinds of art works and trinkets but somebody managed to avoid that trap. There were paintings, beautiful furnishings, magnificent tapestries and draperies, and Chandeliers but the place still looked and felt like a place you could actually live in. If you had pockets deep enough to afford the upkeep. "Pierre how many people come here to do things?" "There are about sixty people who come at various times to do work and cleaning. Amazingly only ten people take care of the grounds. Alysse and I come by once a month to make sure people are doing their jobs. Other than that nobody is allowed inside the inner fence although plenty of people who come to the park use telephoto lenses to take pictures of it." "This place just begs to have a grand party in it. Do you have any idea how many people might be interested in attending a party here?" "How many people are you thinking of inviting? I could get two thousand people here next weekend with no trouble at all. Half of France knows about this place and would pay dearly to come to a party here." "Ahhhh, so it would be a very prestigious honor to get invited to a formal party here would it?" "You could probably get the president here if you sent him an invitation and if you really want to do this he should be the first person you invite." "I'll have to think about that Pierre. Presidents and heads of corporations are not my favorite kind of people. I was thinking of more interesting company like the neighbors, musicians, artists and maybe a few professors. You must know some plain nice people who live around here. They don't have to be superstars although it would probably be fun to invite a few super models from Paris to provide eye candy for Carl and Jean. They could wear some haute couture clothes and walk around looking pretty. Lyon has some world famous chefs and cooking schools doesn't it?" "Oh yes mademoiselle, some of the best." "Do you think you could interest a few of them in showing off by cooking for such a party? I don't want a banquet just party food, canapés and hors d'oeuvres. Very high quality of course." "They would give their first born child to have a chance to cook for a party here." "So if they got asked to do it they might feel like they owed me a favor n'est-ce pas? "Oui mademoiselle, I'm sure they would be delighted to express their gratitude to you for being chosen to cater your party. Did you have something specific in mind?" "Peut-etre, perhaps Pierre." "OK why don't you and Alysse get busy and see if you can come up with a plan for something for around eight hundred people. I know it's short notice but do you think you could get this ready for next Saturday or Sunday? We'll need lots of entertainment. Some string quartets and chamber orchestras. You must have music students in the universities who would like to play here." "You're asking a lot mademoiselle. It would be like planning a wedding in five days. But it sounds like a marvelous idea. I'll get my entire staff on it tonight and see what we can do. The Internet is a powerful tool for getting things done quickly. There will of course need to be lots of security, there are priceless antiques here." "We can rope off all the areas we don't want people to wander into and remove valuables and breakables from the rooms we will use. We can put guards at the stairways since nobody needs to go upstairs anyway. Be careful about using the Internet. If word of this party gets out and goes viral we'll need the National Guard here to keep order. We'll need some way to identify the people who have been invited. They'll need to send us a photo ID to get in the inner gate. No ticky, no washy." "What time do you want the party to start and end?" "I think an afternoon party is best. Let's say four o'clock until nine or ten. That should be enough time for everybody to mingle and give the cooks and entertainment time to get set up in the morning. You have my cell phone number so I will expect you to stay in touch with me if you think you can make this happen. Money is of course no object and you will be compensated commensurate with your efforts. Keep records of your time and expenses." "Most importantly of all, nobody is to know about me or any of the others that are with me. Do not tell anybody that I own this place and do not under any circumstances give my name to anybody. If you have written my name down anywhere in your office you are to destroy it immediately. You are paid through third party proxies that act for me and nobody except you and Alysse are to know who I am. If I see my name in a newspaper or on the Internet I will make you sorry you were ever born. Do you understand me?" "Oui mademoiselle, I understand perfectly and you may rely on my discretion. It has been a pleasure to finally meet the owner of this magnificent property and I am honored to take care of it for you." "Alysse, you haven't said much. What do you think of this party idea?" "I think it is a fabulous idea and I hope you will include me in the list of people you intend to invite. I would like to get to know all of you better. I haven't said much because I like to get an impression of people by listening to them. You make me feel very comfortable to be with you." "Alysse rest assured you will be invited to the party but you don't have to wait until then to get to know us. We would love to have you show us around Lyon if you would be kind enough to do so." "It will be my pleasure mademoiselle. Please call me tomorrow when you are ready and I will come out here and be your personal guide to Lyon." "Merci Alysse." Suvarna walked over and hugged her then hugged Pierre. "Merci Pierre." Pierre sort of allowed Suvarna to hug him but Alysse actually responded to her hug and you could tell she wanted to really hug her back but was reticent to do so. I was looking forward to spending more time with her. She seemed like a gentle woman but there was an impression of someone who had not been treated kindly and felt a little lost. She had excellent taste in clothing. She wore a grey dress that looked like a long t-shirt but it was obviously expensive and made of a fine fabric, probably cashmere. She had a very pretty black belt on to accentuate her small waist. Her hair was long and a lovely shade of brown. She wore it straight but it had the soft luxuriant shine of expensive conditioners from a salon. Her breasts were perfectly proportioned to her size and the material of the dress hugged them like a second skin. She had a nice ass with no visible panty line and long legs that ended in expensive shoes. Her makeup was perfectly done and brought out all her features to maximum effect although her lips were a little thin despite the rich red color of her lipstick. The overall impression was of a pretty woman who was confident but still lacked the equanimity of somebody like Mitra; who had become my yardstick for evaluating all women. Granted she set the bar very high but she had spoiled me by showing me what women could be and I was no longer prepared to overlook behavior or demeanor that did not measure up to her standard. They were getting ready to leave and walked up to each of us and offered their hand to be shaken. When Alysse got to me I took her hand and brought it to my lips and kissed it. I held it with both hands and looked deeply into her eyes. She did not seem uncomfortable with this and met my gaze. "I look forward to seeing you again tomorrow. Thank you for offering to show us around." "I look forward to tomorrow as well. I'm sure it will be a pleasure for all of us." I wasn't trying to come on to her but I wanted to communicate to her that being around us would entail a lot more than she might imagine. She appeared to have gotten the message and did not give any indication that she was intimidated by it. We got a recommendation for someplace to go for dinner and after they left we all made our way back up to the fourth floor to pick out the bedrooms we wanted to sleep in. All of the bedrooms on this floor were large master suites that had king size four-poster beds and beautiful furnishings. Even though it was well into July the weather was not uncomfortably warm so we opened the French doors that led out onto the balcony. There was a nice little breeze coming off the lake. We would be able to sleep without air conditioning tonight. After bringing the luggage up in the service elevator that had been installed in the second renovation sometime in the early eighties for the purpose of allowing large pieces of furniture to be brought to the higher floors, we unpacked and headed for the private bathrooms that were part of each suite. They were as over the top as the rest of the house and rivaled Suvarna's spa in New York. We played in the tub for a while and then got dressed to go eat. We ate dinner at a comfortable restaurant about half way back toward Lyon. While we were waiting for our food to be served I asked Mitra, "Did you get the impression that Pierre was a little unhappy about being with us and showing the house today?" "I would say more than unhappy, he came across as resentful. I'm pretty sure it was because Suvarna was a pretty young woman that owned a property that is a national landmark of France and has never even bothered to come see it for over forty years. The French can be rather proud of themselves and tend to take offense at having foreigners treat their treasures so cavalierly. Pierre is definitely a reluctant ass kisser. He'll do it but only when he thinks there's something in it for him." "Alysse didn't seem to exhibit the same thinly veiled contempt." "There is something strained in the relationship between those two. Alysse acts as though she needs to be very careful about what she says and does in his presence. I'm going to try to get her to open up about their situation while she's showing us around tomorrow. I'm not trying to pry but they have a huge responsibility in the preservation and care taking of a national landmark that will soon belong to you so we have a right to find out if there is any discordance that may ultimately be detrimental to your interests." "I somewhat have to agree that it is unforgivable for Suvarna to have ignored this place for so long but I must give her credit for continuing to finance the upkeep of it all this time and not interfere with its functioning. Pierre may also have been wondering what the dynamic is between the six of us and what we're doing with two French teenagers. You must admit that does tend to pique one's curiosity." We finished up eating and when we walked outside there were two taxis parked at the entrance to the restaurant. One of the drivers that was standing next to his car asked us if we needed a cab. Jean translated his question for us and told him no, we had our own transportation. Mitra then told Jean to ask him if there was a club in Lyon that featured nude dancing. He replied that there were four such clubs. Mitra wanted to know which one was the most exclusive and he said the Club du Paris. He said it wasn't just a titty bar but more of a gentlemen's club and it had a cover charge. Mitra asked him for the address. "What was that all about Mitra?" "Have any of you ladies ever been to a nude dancing club?" Vitesha said she not only had been in several but had actually danced in one when she rode with the Hell's Angels. "Good then you'll be our coach. Put the address in the GPS and let's go to the Club du Paris." The club was unexpectedly nice with a lighted parking lot and landscaping around the building. A security guard stood at the front door and asked us if we knew there was a cover charge and how would we be paying. Jean told him we were aware of the charge and we had credit cards. He looked us over and told us to go on in. Just inside the door was a counter where you paid the cover. Suvarna gave the woman behind the counter her black Visa card and she ran it through and handed her a copy of the receipt after she signed it. She told us to walk down some steps and go through the glass doors. When we had stepped inside the club a waitress was waiting and asked us if we wanted a booth, a table or front row seating. We did a quick look around and saw that the booths were along the back walls of the building so we asked for a booth. She said to follow her. She had on a very skimpy little string bra and a thong that barely covered her pussy. From behind she appeared to be completely naked. The club was only about half full so she led us to a booth in the middle that had a good view of the dance area, which was a large round platform in the center of the room. She told us there was a minimum charge for drinks so Suvarna told Jean to ask her if a bottle of Champagne would satisfy that. She said it would. Vitesha told Jean, "Tell her to bring us a real bottle of French Champagne and not that cheap stuff they serve to tourists. We want it in an ice bucket and she is to open it at the table once we've approved it." She said OK and left to get the wine. "The clubs you were in must have been charming Vitesha." "You wouldn't call them clubs. Cheap topless joints would be more like it. I found out about how those places ripped off the customers. Of course they didn't try that shit with us. If they had we would have probably burned it down." "It sounds like you hung out with a rough crowd." "They could be but if you were straight with them they'd be straight with you. They just didn't like being fucked with." The music started and a very pretty young woman came up onto the platform and started performing. She had on a skimpy bra and thong like the waitress to begin with but after a few minutes she discarded the bra and a little later took off the thong. She did the usual kind of routine for this kind of place including swinging around a pole and some acrobatic moves. Another girl joined her and did about the same thing. Eventually there were eight girls on the platform. They all moved to form a line at the edge of the platform where the front row seating was. They squatted down and leaned back on their hands to give the men seated there a close-up view of their pussies. There were plastic buckets along the edge of the stage and if you dropped money in one the girl nearest the bucket would move up so you could do more to her pussy than just look at it. No hands, tongues only. Some of the women seemed to genuinely enjoy the treatment their slits were receiving. There was a plastic card on the table that listed the price of a private dance. There were various kinds from just watching a nude woman dance close to you to lap dances where both of you were completely nude. The only restriction was the customer was not allowed to touch the dancer with their hands. The dancer however was under no such restraint and could do anything to the customer except fuck them. All of our questions about the private dancing were happily answered by our waitress who, of course, was available to perform them. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 12 Mitra told Jean to ask her if a woman could have a private dance. She said they certainly could and almost all the dancers liked female customers as much as males. Mitra had Jean arrange for all of us to have one of the deluxe dances where both of the participants were nude. She asked if we would each like to pick out the dancer we wanted and Mitra said no, let it be a surprise. We were all led to another part of the building where small rooms were available for the dances. We were told to disrobe and to use one of the clean towels to put in the chair to sit on. In a couple of minutes the door to my room opened and a dancer entered and closed the door behind her. "Bonsoir Monsieur, mon nom est Lola." "Good evening Lola. I'm Elvis Presley." She laughed and said, "Oh, you are American. I've always wanted to meet Elvis." "Before we start will you tell me truthfully how old you are?" "Oui, I am eighteen years old." My cock started to harden as soon as I heard those words. Lola was a beautiful young woman with auburn hair. She was tall and had really nice breasts and was in great shape as most professional dancers are. She spoke English fairly well and told me there was usually a time limit of fifteen minutes or until I came, whichever occurred first, but for me she would not set the timer. I told her that for someone as beautiful as she was, fifteen minutes should be more than enough time. She smiled at me when I said that. The lighting in the little room was dim but adequate to see the dancer. There was an overhead spotlight that shown down from the ceiling to illuminate her body perfectly. Although there was music playing, what transpired was not really dancing. She writhed around in front of me so I could get a good look at her for a minute or so then sat on my lap facing me. She leaned toward me and kissed me. I was surprised about that because I had heard that professional sex workers rarely kissed a client. She tasted delicious, like Grande Marnier. "You can use your hands if you do what I tell you. I like to have my breasts caressed." I moved my hands to her tits and softly massaged them. Her nipples were pierced and had little gold barbells in them. I felt her reach for a small bottle on the table with the towels and pour some massage oil in her hand. "Hold out your hand." She poured some of the oil in my palm. "Use that to rub my pussy." She put the bottle back and reached down to rub the oil on my already hard cock. I moved my hand with the oil in it between her legs and slid it over her bare mound and let it ooze down toward her slit. She spread her legs wide to indicate I should rub the oil anywhere I wanted to. She had a large clitoris with a prominent hood and I spread the oil on it with my fingers. I felt a small gold ring in the piercing in her clitoral hood. This was not at all what I had been expecting. She seemed to be enjoying this as much as I was which, it seemed to me, was the real secret of doing something like this. Genuine enthusiasm is contagious and didn't make me feel like I was just being jerked off by somebody who would really rather be doing something else. When she had my cock covered in oil she stood up, stepped back and turned around. She then straddled my legs and bent over at the waist with her long taut legs on either side of mine. Her ass was inches from my face. "I'm clean if you want to lick me." Another surprise which I wasn't about to pass up. I moved my face forward and stuck out my tongue as far as I could reach and licked upwards toward her asshole. I put my hands on her cheeks and gently spread them to repeat the licking. "I'm not going to stop until you cum." I told her. She pressed back to signal that was fine by her and I continued to lick her. In a few minutes she was breathing deeper and her juices were running out of her pussy. This time when my tongue reached her asshole I stuck it into her anus as far as it would go and wiggled it around. Her hand flew to her clit and she started rubbing it furiously. I kept my tongue in her ass while she brought herself to a climax. "Wow, that was fantastic. I don't usually cum with a customer but my ass is very sensitive and you didn't hesitate to do that for me. Let me return the favor." She moved forward and told me to spread my legs then got on her knees between them. One of her hands wrapped around my shaft and the other encircled my balls. Her mouth engulfed my cockhead. She tilted her head up and said, "Lean back and keep looking in my eyes." She then proceeded to give me a fabulously sensual and erotic blowjob without ever once breaking eye contact with me. She coordinated the actions of her hands and mouth perfectly. She did more than just look at me, she communicated with her eyes and I heard the message loud and clear. She took the time to let my orgasm build slowly as though she was more aware of the sensations than I was. When she knew I was ready to cum she finally closed her eyes, let go of my shaft with her hand, and then sucked my entire cock into her mouth while she gently squeezed my balls. My cock erupted cum like pillow lava from Kilauea. Thick hot globs oozed out of my tip to form spherical lobes that seemed to flow glacially across the back of her tongue before trickling down her throat. Her fingers continued to massage my balls to induce additional extrusions of semen from me as her soft palate gently pressed on the head of my cock when she swallowed each viscous discharge. Given all the incredible sex I'd had in the past month I couldn't say this was the best blowjob I'd ever been given but I would have to put it in the top two. She opened her eyes when I finally stopped ejaculating and smiled at me with them. She withdrew her mouth from my cock and slowly stood up then bent over and kissed me again like we were lovers. I wiped my hands with the towel then walked over to where my clothes were hanging and reached into my pants to get my wallet. I took out a hundred euro note and handed it to her. "Merci beaucoup." "I really hope I will see you again sometime Elvis." "Me too," I said as she opened the door and left. I put my clothes back on and returned leisurely to our booth. When I got there Mitra and Vitesha had just returned. Suvarna and the twins showed up about five minutes later. Suvarna looked at Mitra and said, "I get the feeling there's something more to this than just a night out for a good time." "There is actually. I wanted us to see what goes on here so you could become familiar with it. The day after tomorrow, Wednesday, they have amateur night here starting at nine and running until all who want to perform have danced. We're coming back here and doing this for Wednesday's meditation. The women will dance and the men can sit in the front row and practice their pussy eating skills." "You're not serious are you Mitra?" "I'm never serious but I am sincere. Dancing naked in front of a crowd is one of the most exhilarating and liberating things a woman can do. Getting your twat licked by strangers is an added bonus. Oh, and we're not leaving until each of us has given a customer a lap dance. That's why I had you all do one tonight so you would know what one feels like. By the way Janelle, did you like your lap dance?" Janelle didn't have to answer her question. The look on her face said she had liked her lap dance a lot. It seemed to be a unanimous opinion. We flagged down our waitress and got the bill. It came to eight hundred euros with the Champagne, the lap dances and tip. As we were leaving we stopped at the counter and asked if there was anything we had to do to register for the amateur dancing Wednesday night. "All you have to do is be eighteen years old and show up by eight thirty and be ready to dance. Costumes are optional or you can just start out in your bra and panties." "Tomorrow we can go to a sexy lingerie store and get some skimpy costumes." Mitra said as we walked out the front door. We headed back to the Chateau and got back a little after eleven. Suvarna, Vitesha and I took a shower then got in the four-poster bed in a corner bedroom. All the French doors were open to the balconies to let in the nice breeze coming from the lake. There were two crystal hurricane lamps on the bedside nightstands. We lit tea candles in them to give the room a nice glow. Suvarna slid down so she could suck on my cock. Vitesha got behind her and started licking Suvarna's pussy with her head between her legs. When I was hard and she was wet she moved back up and I put my cock in her warm pussy and started fucking her nice and slow. Vitesha lay behind her and kissed her neck and massaged her breasts. It was a soft loving way to end the day. She let out a long contented sigh when my cock spewed my hot cream into her and I felt her vagina pulse around it as she gently climaxed with me. "Oh Prem. Of all the things we do I still like this the best; lying in your arms and loving you. I can't even conceive of not loving you. We are one and always will be. Good night my love and sweet dreams." I drifted off to sleep thinking about how improbable it was that I should find myself in a gentlemen's club in Lyon, France having sex with a nude dancer then sleeping in a castle with two beautiful loving women. We awoke around eight and got ready to go out for breakfast. We decided that we would eat all our meals out since trying to buy food and use the huge kitchen in the Chateau was a daunting prospect and we didn't want to mess things up too much. We found a fabulous patisserie beside an open-air market and had coffee and fruit and whole-wheat carrot muffins. We called Alysse and told her we would meet her at the office to keep her from having to drive all the way out to the Chateau. She was waiting for us outside the office and offered to drive. Vitesha sat beside her in the front seat. Jean sat between Mitra and Suvarna and I sat with Janelle in the back. Janelle and I were both admonished to behave ourselves. We had a private guided tour of Lyon and saw things the average tourist would never get to see without a native to advise them. Lyon was a lot larger and more modern than I had envisioned. Alysse took us to a restaurant about ten miles south of the city where you got the feeling you were in the country even though you were still close to the city. It was on a river and we sat at a large table under an umbrella outside in the rear of the building. We all ordered a wonderful vegetable soup made fresh that morning. Alysse recommended a lovely light wine that was produced not far from where we were. It had an effervescence to it but was not as bubbly as a sparkling wine. Mitra said, "Alysse how long have you been with the agency?" "Almost six years now. I was married to Pierre's brother Michelle and they were partners in the agency." "Where is Michelle now?" "He died in an accident a year ago while riding his bicycle. He liked to go for long rides in the hills and was hit by a truck on a curve." "So you became a partner in the firm after his death?" "Yes but Pierre's wife Sophie decided that she should be a partner too so now we each have a one third interest." "So that explains why you seem so deferential to Pierre. He and Sophie call the shots don't they?" "Yes when it comes to major decisions they always make them." "And I'll bet you do more than one third of the work don't you?" "Yes, Sophie rarely comes into the office except to meet new important clients." "Are you happy with this arrangement?" "Well I tolerate it because it took me a while to get over losing Michelle and I didn't want to have to find something new to do until I got back on my feet again. Now I am used to it and I put up with the situation." "There's more to it than that isn't there Alysse?" Alysse looked at Mitra and made eye contact with her and confronted the depth of the woman she was talking to. This is the point at which you have to make a decision about Mitra. Either you will feel threatened and exposed and want to escape from her or you will respond to her compassion and want to embrace her. You could sense the change as her barriers began to crumble and her reluctance to discuss private matters dissolved. "Yes there is more to it. A few months after Michelle's death Pierre and I were working late in the office when he approached me and put his arms around me and kissed me. He told me how he had always been secretly in love with me and now that Michelle was gone he wanted us to become lovers. I told him I couldn't possibly do that to Sophie and still work in the business but he kept pressuring me and has become very harsh in his treatment of me because I continue to refuse his advances. I'm sure he has other girlfriends and Sophie probably thinks I'm one of them anyway so she treats me coldly as well." Suvarna asked her, "Why don't you leave?" "Because they wouldn't give me nearly what my part of the agency is worth and I would have to start all over somewhere else. I'm thirty years old and it scares me to have to look for a position that would pay me what I currently receive. I have some insurance money from Michelle but I need to save as much of that as I can for retirement." "Suppose a position could be found for you that would pay you even more than you currently make, would you take it?" "Yes, I would. I'm very uncomfortable working with Pierre and Sophie since Michelle is no longer around." Suvarna reached over and took Alysse's hand. "Are you comfortable with me Alysse?" "Yes, you seem like a very nice person. All of you do. Just being around you makes me feel more at ease." "Then how would you like to work for me?" "Doing what?" "Alysse the Chateau is only one of twenty five properties I own in Europe and around the world. I have agencies like yours in all these places that take care of them for me. This is the first and last time I will ever visit any of them and we're only going to seven of them. What would you say to being my general manager for all my properties and go around visiting them and making sure they are all being taken care of properly? You wouldn't even need a place of your own because you could stay in each one as long as you wanted to. It would mean a lot of travel but you would get to see a lot of the world and I would pay all your expenses as well as a salary of twice what you're currently making." "You would do this for me? Why?" "Because I can. I was not always a nice person Alysse. I was even more of a prick than Pierre and I took advantage of people and treated them unfairly in order to make more money for myself. I didn't care who I hurt or what I had to do. Carl has helped me be a better person by showing me how to love. Because of him I met Julia and she has taken Carl and me to new levels of love. Melissa was my driver and bodyguard and I finally admitted to her and myself that I love her too. We met the twins in Saint Loubes where I have another property and now we have all fallen in love with them. It seems that everywhere we go we find someone who is in need and mostly what they need is love. You need love desperately, both to receive it and to give it. We can share what we have learned about love with you if you want but if you don't I can at least provide you with a new job and a new start at rebuilding your life." "Ohhhh mademoiselle Cordet you are an angel. I've been crazy with despair about my situation for a long time and now you come along and show me a way out. I have no words to thank you adequately for what you are offering me. For the first time since Michelle died I feel some peace in my heart." "Then you accept my offer?" "Yes, both of them. I will be your property manager and I would like you to help me rediscover love. I miss love and it's time I had it back in my life again. I'm not sure what all of you have with each other but I can tell you are very happy with it. I need to change my life and I feel confident that you can do that for me." "My dearest Alysse I assure you that we can help you find what you need to stop living in a shadow. It is time to move on from a tragedy that occurred and regain your strength and your ability to know love again. Michelle wouldn't want you to be lonely and live in the situation that Pierre and Sophie have put you in. They are abusing you. Now, we must plan your move carefully. It would be a mistake to return to the office today and tell Pierre to go fuck himself. I want you to proceed as if nothing has happened so we can get through this party if it's going to happen. The day of the party I will tell Pierre that I am considering letting someone else manage some of my other properties and I want you to come with me to the next one I visit to see if you could take it on." "When we get to the next property we can tell him you need to be there the entire week to analyze the situation and meet the people who provide the services for it. Let him think you are doing it for his agency. In the meantime you can begin to make plans to divest yourself of your present living arrangements. Do you own a home?" "No, I rent an apartment not far from the agency." "Good, tell them you are moving to another city. If they give you any problem about breaking a lease tell them you will pay the entire amount owed on the time remaining. You can sell your car if you have one and your furniture. All you need are your clothes and any personal possessions and don't keep too many of those. We will go shopping and get you a whole new wardrobe for your new life. The things you really want to keep can be put in storage rather quickly. When this is done we will compose a legal proposal for Pierre and Sophie to buy out your interest in the company and inform him that I have decided you are to work for me now and manage all of my properties and that you will not be returning to work at the agency." "I will make sure they understand that if they don't treat you fairly in regards to your leaving that I can make things very unpleasant for them. I'll start by contacting an investigator and have him look into Pierre's life. You say he has girlfriends so it's about time they had their picture taken together don't you think? I'll get my French legal firm to research the agency and examine every thing they've done in the last five years, especially tax returns. Pierre had better hope he doesn't have anything to hide because I'll find it. I don't want to have to resort to using these tactics but I never go into a negotiation unprepared. If he behaves himself and does what's right nobody need ever be the wiser about his personal peccadillos or his shady business practices." "When the papers are signed to release you from the agency and you get your money, I will inform him that his agency will no longer be responsible for the Chateau. I want you to do something with that property but I'm still thinking about the details so that can wait a while. In the meantime, welcome to our merry little group. From now on you will stay at the Chateau." Suvarna stood up and pulled Alysse to her feet. "I'm going to kiss you now Alysse, I hope that doesn't bother you." "No it doesn't. It doesn't bother me at all." Suvarna put her arms around her and kissed her passionately leaving no doubt about what the kiss promised. Alysse acknowledged that unspoken implication and kissed her back with equal ardor. "Oh my sweet darling Alysse, your life is about to change in ways you cannot imagine. You feel it don't you?" "Yes I do. I can't even remember the last time I felt this excited." "Good, we will all keep you feeling excited the same way Carl keeps me excited by constantly finding new ways to love me. Our life is an adventure and you are a part of it now. When we are not around other people you should call me Suvarna. It is the name Mitra gave me. I'll explain that later but for now we have some more sightseeing to do." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 12 We got back in the car and continued touring Lyon. About four o'clock Suvarna asked Alysse if she knew where there was a shop that sold sexy lingerie. "I know of several, how sexy do you want the lingerie to be?" "Are you familiar with the word raunchy?" She took us to a store that was virtually a sex department store with everything to do with sex on display. Modern technology not withstanding, if you couldn't find what you wanted in this place, you really don't need it. Jean and I meandered around on our own while the women headed for the costume and undies sections. "Are you looking for anything in particular?" Alysse asked. "Yes we are, we're looking for outfits appropriate for dancing in a nude nightclub." "What exactly are you going to do with these outfits?" "We're going to dance nude in the nightclub." "All of you? Here in Lyon?" "Yes, all of us. We're going to dance in the amateur contest tomorrow night at the Club du Paris." "I've never been in that place but I have heard of it." "Well you're going to be in it tomorrow night so I suggest you get busy and pick out an outfit to dance in." "What!? You mean you want me to dance nude in a nightclub? I couldn't possibly do that." "And why not? You're a female aren't you? You're pretty. You don't have to be that great of a dancer. You're not having your period are you?" "No I'm not having my period. The type of birth control I use keeps me from having a menstrual cycle, but what if somebody sees me?" "Alysse that's the whole point honey. Mitra says it's the most exhilarating, thrilling and liberating experience a woman can have. There may not be any of these clubs in the other cities we plan to visit so we're doing it here." "I've never done anything like this before. What if somebody I know is there?" "With any luck Pierre will be there but so what if somebody who knows you sees you? You don't live or work in Lyon anymore so fuck them, let them see you. I'm older than you and I sit on the boards of some of the wealthiest corporations in the world and I'm going to get up there and dance naked so if I can do it, you can too." "Oh my God Suvarna this will be the most exciting thing I've ever done." "I told you we would keep you excited didn't I? We checked the place out last night and it seems very safe and legit. It's not a sleazy place with a bunch of drunken assholes pawing on you. This place is expensive and that keeps the riffraff out." "I don't have any idea what costume I should wear. Will you help me pick one out?" "We can all help each other. They don't have to be elaborate but they do have to be very easy to take off since we have to end up completely naked. That pretty much rules out stockings and a garter belt, that would be way too much fumbling around to get out of. I'm thinking a matching bra and thong that ties at the sides with some sort of decoration on them." After about forty-five minutes the girls found us and said they had all picked out something to wear so we headed for the checkout counter and went back to the car. We returned to the agency so Alysse could pick up her car. She said she wanted to go by her apartment and she would meet us at the Chateau after she packed enough clothes to wear for the rest of the week. I asked her where a good restaurant was that we could meet her for dinner then we could all go back to the Chateau at the same time. We went to a superb restaurant that had ratatouille as its signature dish and ordered a bottle of Champagne and some vegetarian appetizers to have while we waited for Alysse. "Did you ladies have fun today picking out your outfits for your dancing debut tomorrow night?" "We certainly did, just wait until you see us. We were like a bunch of schoolgirls; I guess Janelle is a schoolgirl but the rest of us acted like we were. Alysse was so excited I almost thought she would wet her pants." "You have to admit this is a big step for her. I can understand Mitra and Vitesha being up for this but you and Alysse have nothing in your life to prepare you for this. Not to mention that you usually start your career as a nude dancer when you're Janelle's age." "You're right, you shouldn't mention age. But I'm not worried about my age given the way you and Jean have been fucking me for the last week. It obviously doesn't bother either of you. Alysse needs a shock to get her out of her funk and if this doesn't do it then nothing will. As for Janelle, I think you're going to be rather surprised by her performance tomorrow night." Janelle smiled sheepishly when I looked over at her. "Nothing Janelle does would surprise me anymore. She's very advanced for her age. It's one of the reasons I love her so much." "Would you like me to guess what some of the other reasons are?" "I think they're all pretty obvious to everybody Suvarna, even to you." Alysse arrived and joined us at the table where we were sitting. It was a beautiful night and we had a table outside. I could already feel a change in her. She was much more animated and vibrant. She smiled more and wasn't so tight. It wouldn't take long for her to become a full-fledged member of the group and exude the same aura of love and happiness that we all did. I was very happy she decided to join us. She made a point of coming around and kissing all of us, including the twins. Dinner was delicious and we took our time eating. Dining leisurely was something that most Europeans did much more often than Americans. You didn't see that many people talking on cell phones during dinner either. Something else I noticed was the noise level. It was quite subdued compared to restaurants in the states. The next time you're in a restaurant, listen to how loudly people talk. It was very pleasant to eat somewhere that you could carry on a conversation and not have to yell. When we returned to the Chateau it was time to get ready for our evening meditation. Since this was going to be a first time experience for Alysse, Mitra decided to tone it down for her. We picked a spot in the formal garden in back of the house that was a flat area covered with grass that was as manicured as a green on a golf course. We got blankets and pillows from the house and sat on them. We all put on robes and formed a circle around Alysse then Mitra told her to remove her robe. She took it off and laid it on the blanket she was sitting on. We had brought some of the crystal hurricane lamps and lit tea candles in them and sat them around the area where we were sitting. "Now one by one we will come and sit in front of Alysse and remove our robes and hold her hands. Look at her and without speaking, tell her and show her how much we appreciate her being with us. Kiss her softly so she can get to know you. Hug her and make her feel wanted. Let her know that we love her and that she can love each one of us without judgment or embarrassment. Make her feel welcome. She seemed to become much more relaxed and unselfconscious as each one of us came to be with her. Vitesha went first and you could feel the love transfer through her hands and see it in her smile. She gently kissed her all over her face and down her neck to her shoulders. She moved her hands up and rubbed her arms then took Alysse's hands and placed them on her face. She planted little kisses in her palms before getting up and moving back to her place. Janelle went next and repeated much the same actions as Vitesha but when she put Alysse's hands on her face, Alysse pulled her to her and kissed her warmly as her hands slid slowly down to caress Janelle's breasts. They were both smiling when Janelle returned to her place. When Jean sat with her he obviously liked what he saw because his cock began to stiffen and Alysse moved closer to him and gently rubbed her hand up and down his shaft. She was silently telling him as much as he was telling her. I don't know how active she was sexually but she looked at Jean with a very hungry expression. Suvarna took off her robe before crawling like a cat toward Alysse. When she was right in front of her, still on her hands and knees, she kissed her and licked her face on both sides. Alysse shivered from the wet touch of Suvarna's tongue. Then instead of sitting cross-legged in front of her she spread her legs and wrapped them around Alysse so her bald pussy pressed against her stomach. Their arms embraced each other and they kissed with much more passionate intensity than they had kissed that afternoon. Alysse's hands slid down to caress Suvarna's ass and gently squeeze it causing her to move her hips forward and backward against her. Suvarna slid back then returned to her place. It was apparent that Alysse was quite aroused by what had been happening to her so far. When I took my place in front of her she was eager to feel me close to her and my cock was just as happy to oblige her. She didn't wait for me to initiate contact but moved toward me and wrapped her legs around me with my half hard cock lying against her mound. She ground her groin on me as I kissed her and I could feel the arousal in her body. The next thing I felt was Mitra wrapping her legs around us as she sat behind Alysse. Her hands covered her breasts and she kissed her neck and the side of her face. "Lie back against me Alysse." Mitra told her as she leaned back to allow Alysse to recline on her naked body. "Use your hands and press his cock against your mound. Feel it stiffen from your gentle touch." "Ooooohhhhh Yessss, it feels so warm against me. It's been a long time." Mitra caressed her breasts and said, "Do you want his beautiful hard cock inside you Alysse? Do you want to feel it fill your pussy and throb within you?" "Ohhhh yessss, I need to feel his love. I want to enfold him in my vagina and hold him and love him." "Raise your hips and rub his hard cock along your slit. Let him feel how ready you are to welcome him inside you." Mitra kissed her while she followed her direction and she slowly rubbed the tip up and down her slit. I could feel her getting wetter from her own juices and my precum leaking onto her. "Now Alysse, spread your legs wide and guide him into you." I pushed forward when I felt the head at her opening and began to slide inside her. She took in a sharp deep breath as I entered her and her legs trembled. She held onto my lower shaft and gently squeezed it as she moved her hips back and forward to fuck herself with my hard cock, which got even harder as I watched it slide in and out of her pink folds. Her pubic hair was soft and neatly trimmed. I held still and let her slide on and off my cock while she held it like a dildo. Her other hand moved to her prominent clit and her fingers rubbed the pink nub in little circles. "Ohhhhh God, Ohhhh God I haven't felt like this since Michelle. I'm going to cum. I'm so close, so close." I put my hand around her wrist and removed her hand from my shaft then slid it in and out of her pussy while she continued to rub her clit. When her hips pressed up involuntarily I pushed my cock completely inside her and held it there. "Ohhhhhh Aieeeeeemmmmm cummmmming. Mon Dieu, je jouis, je jouis. Ohhhhh GOD YES I'm cumming." Her leg muscles tensed and she squeezed my cock with her cunt as the first orgasm in a long time roared through her body. Mitra glued her mouth to hers in a passionate kiss. She slowly relaxed back down against Mitra. I started to withdraw my cock from her and she cried out, "No please don't take it away. You feel so good inside me. I can feel it throbbing." "Alysse we need to get ready for bed now. You can sleep with me and Suvarna and I promise you that my cock will return to your pussy soon and you can keep it there as long as you want." We went upstairs and headed for the luxurious bathroom that adjoined the bedroom we were going to sleep in. We chose a different one than last night so we could see what it felt like. Suvarna told me to get in the shower and she and Alysse were going to take a bath so Suvarna could prepare her for making love. While they were in the bath, Suvarna told Alysse about our names and how we had become disciples of Mitra's guru. She asked her if she would be interested in becoming a disciple. Alysse replied that she felt like that was an extremely important and meaningful decision and she thought she should wait until she understood more about it. Suvarna told her to take her time and not to do it if she had any reservations about it. I washed up and shaved then dried off and headed to the bedroom. I went around some of the other rooms and collected candles and lanterns and placed them around the room and lit them. The room looked beautiful with all the firelight. I turned down the bed and got in. I wondered how much money Suvarna had paid for these fabulous mattresses that nobody slept on. They were incredibly comfortable. The sheets felt like silk. In about twenty minutes the door opened and Suvarna and Alysse entered the room. Their naked bodies looked spectacular by candlelight as they walked with their arm around each other toward the bed. The fragrance of one of Suvarna's expensive perfumes wafted over me as they got close. "I feel like I'm on my wedding night. Suvarna bathed me and washed my hair like she was preparing a concubine for a night with the emperor. I'm absolutely giddy with anticipation." "Then lie down on this wonderful bed so I can see what my concubine feels like." She climbed into the bed and lay on her side facing me. I looked at her and had a flashback to that first night with Anne. She had the same expression on her face of nervousness, fear and desperation about her current situation. This time I felt more sure that I could do for her what I had done for Anne and bring love back into her life. I took her in my arms and looked at her beautiful face with her long soft hair arrayed over the pillow. "Alysse tonight is the first night of the rest of your life. Love is returning to you like the rising of the sun in the morning. It is both my pleasure and my honor to be your partner in this splendid event. I will do everything in my power to make sure that you enjoy this experience and remember it for as long as you live." I kissed her and she moved as close as she could to me and pulled me tightly against her. She was trembling from the excitement. As we kissed I ran my hands up and down her back lightly rubbing her warm skin. Her ass was soft and cushiony and as smooth as the silk of the sheet. Our tongues intertwined and gently played with each other for a while. I moved slowly down to kiss her neck and shoulder pressing it gently to turn her onto her back. My hand caressed her left breast as my mouth made its way to her right one. Her nipple swelled in my pursed lips as I licked and sucked it. She made soft little cooing sounds. I thought it was cute that even her sounds sounded French. How do you coo with a French accent? Suvarna lay down beside her on her other side and moved my hand away from her breast so she could replace it with her mouth. We both nursed her and her cooing turned to moaning. I slid further down her body and kissed her stomach, licking her navel as my tongue passed over it. Suvarna was moving between her breasts to her mouth kissing each spot as she came to it. Alysse put her hand on my head and rubbed her fingers through my hair. I slid down some more and reached her mound, kissing and licking the soft down covered mons above her clit. Her fragrance was exhilarating. Her stomach softly rose and fell as she breathed rhythmically. I put my hand on her thigh and pulled it as I slid further down. Her legs parted and she raised her knees to spread them for me, letting me know she was ready for me to discover her, to pleasure her, to reawaken her sexuality, to enjoy her. I began kissing my way up one of her inner thighs until I reached the crease where soft skin miraculously became the outer lip of her pussy then repeated the same journey up her other thigh. I licked the inner cheek of her ass up to her lip and along it to her mound where I crossed over and reversed the direction down to her ass on the other side. Her breathing became faster as my teasing and Suvarna's kissing elevated her arousal. I put my tongue between her pink labia right on her opening and licked slowly up the entire length. Her hips pressed forward against my mouth and her moaning became louder. I kept licking her like this until I felt her juices seeping out of her vagina onto my tongue. "Alysse you taste divine. I feel very privileged to be allowed to be the first in such a long time to do this for you." "Prem you are loving me so wonderfully. You're reviving me and bringing me back to life. Keep loving me. Take me higher. Make me cum. I want to cum for you. Use your marvelous tongue and make me cum." I moved my hands under her ass and cupped her cheeks so I could massage them. When I did my mind was flooded with a mixture of thoughts and impressions. I felt her struggle between her mind and her heart. She wanted to go deeply into the sex but her mind was resisting. It was telling her that she wasn't ready, that she shouldn't enjoy this, that it wasn't right to allow strangers, one of them a woman, to be so intimate with her. Most of all it was trying to make her feel guilty. It was telling her that she was somehow cheating on Michelle. "Alysse, listen to me. Stop thinking. Feel us. You are with people who love you. You have a right to experience this love. Trust us. We've both been where you are now. Relax my sweet Alysse. Let this happen. Nobody wants to hurt you here. You have to let go of the old before the new can come. Let it go baby. Let the love in. You know it's there. Suvarna, show her. Look into her eyes. Kiss her until she surrenders." I heard Suvarna tell her, "Don't be afraid my love. Take all you want. We have as much as you need and more. Love us. Let go. Join us completely." Suvarna kissed her with as much passion and love as she had ever kissed me and I felt Alysse surrender to us. Her whole body opened and welcomed us. Every part of her softened as her heart overcame her mind. I returned to my joyous feast of her pussy and started licking and sucking her like it was the last thing I would ever do. Her juices were flowing now and my face and her crotch were soaked in our combined secretions. I moved my mouth to her clit and inserted two fingers into her hot vagina to find her g-spot. I sucked her and rubbed her in a concerted effort to induce her orgasm and she responded completely to my actions. I could feel her climbing unrestrained to her climax. Her hips were undulating in synch with my sucking her sensitive nub. She was kissing Suvarna back with as much passion as she was receiving. Finally her orgasm broke over her like a giant wave and swept her away into a blissful climax. I could feel the intensity of it as she released all the pent up frustrations of a year's worth of sadness and grief. It was a psychic as well as a sexual orgasm and it penetrated her deeply. She relaxed to the point of almost going limp as the sensations of the peak experience subsided. She didn't need to say anything; we all knew everything that could be said. Suvarna kissed away the tears that slipped from her eyes and trickled down her cheeks. I moved back up and lay beside her and Suvarna laid on her other side. We both held her and let the impact of what she had just experienced sink into her psyche. "I'll never be able to thank you for what you just did." "Yes you will. You just won't be able to do it with words. We've both been there my sweet. This is only the beginning. We move very fast in this little group of lovers. There's a lot more to come. We are so very glad to have you with us. Are you tired? Do you want to go to sleep now?" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 12 "I could go to sleep now but I don't want to yet. I want to feel Prem's cock inside me again. He's given me two of the most fantastic orgasms I've ever had tonight and I want to give him one. I want to feel a man cum in me again. I want to be a woman again." "And how would you like to do that? What's your favorite way to get fucked?" "Michelle liked missionary but occasionally he liked to do me from behind and I liked that better." "Did he ever let you be on top?" "No. I think that's something about a lot of French men except when they are with whores." "In that case be a whore for a while tonight. Prem loves it when I fuck him. What about it cowgirl, want to go for a ride?" "Oh yes Suvarna. You wouldn't mind?" "Of course not, I'll even help you. You can fuck him and I'll get behind you and kiss you and play with your tits. You won't believe how much fun that is. Prem get on your back and let this little lady saddle up." My cock was rock hard from my previous oral enjoyment of Alysse's pussy and I was sure she was still more than wet enough to hop on board. She sat up then got on her knees. She turned around to face me and put her leg over me to straddle me. Suvarna got behind her and straddled my legs and pressed herself tightly against Alysse's back. I looked at her as she sat astride me. "Alysse you have a very pretty pussy. I can't wait to feel it wrapped around my cock again." Suvarna told her, "You stay where you are, I'll put him in you. You just lower yourself down however it feels good to you." Suvarna's hand wrapped around my cock. "Ummmmhh Prem, you do like her pussy don't you. Your cock is hard as a rock. I guess I'm going to have to spend some time with this French cooze to see just how good it is." She started rubbing the tip along Alysse's slit. "God Alysse you're soaking wet. You really do want this hard cock in you don't you?" She placed the tip at the entrance to her vagina. "OK my sweet, lower yourself down." She started slowly sliding her hot pink cunt over the head of my cock. She didn't stop but just kept on pressing down until I disappeared inside her hot channel. Suvarna moved her hands to her lower stomach just above her clit and said softly in her ear. "That's what you want isn't it. Feel that throbbing hard cock filling your pussy. Squeeze it with your tight cunt and let him know how much you love him." "Oh Prem you feel so good. You make me tingle all over. I've almost forgotten how wonderful this feels. Ohhhhh Goddd Prem, I'm going to fuck you." Suvarna pulled up on her hips until about half my cock was exposed then pushed her back down onto me. "That's it baby. Do it just like that. I'll help you." Alysse started raising and lowering her hips while Suvarna's arm stayed wrapped around her with her hand on her stomach. Her other hand moved up to cup her breast and massage it. Soon both of them were moving together as Alysse found the rhythm she liked. Her pussy was becoming hotter and wetter with each stroke. Alysse picked up the pace and was starting to bounce up and down on me. Suvarna moved her hand down from her stomach and her fingers started rubbing Alysse's clit. "Ohhhh God Prem I'm going to cum again soon. You two are making me cum. Please cum with me Prem. Please give it to me. I need to feel it inside me. Shoot it into me as deep as you can. Ohhhh Prem please cum for me." She didn't need to ask me twice. The sight of the two of them was more than enough to send me over the edge. I pushed up with my hips and when I did she pressed down hard to bury me inside her and we both exploded. I spewed hot cream into her like a fountain as Suvarna kept rubbing her clit while Alysse shook from her powerful climax. I think she would have collapsed if Suvarna hadn't been holding her up. She finally stopped shaking and slowly bent forward to lay her chest on mine. She made no attempt to release my cock and I could still feel her vagina pulsing around it. She rolled off me and lay beside me. "Prem you have brought me back to life. You have reminded me what it feels like to be a woman again. I will never forget what you both have done for me this night." Suvarna slid back and got out of the bed and went around the room blowing out the candles. The French doors were open to the balcony and there was moonlight coming into the room. It softly illuminated her beautiful naked body as she virtually glided across the floor. I guess it was an effect of the meditations that made these little moments, like watching her move in the moonlight, so meaningful. I thought of Lord Byron's poem 'She Walks in Beauty'. She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face, Where thoughts serenely sweet express, How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent. She came back to bed and got in so Alysse was in the middle. "Alysse I don't like anything to come between me and Prem but tonight I want you right where you are. That should tell you how much we love you. Goodnight my sweet lover." "Watching Prem adore you tells me how much you love me and how fortunate I am to be with you. Bon Nuit Suvarna, Bon Nuit Prem." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 13 I was awakened by the cry of a French word followed by no, no, no. I turned my head to see Alysse still lying between us and apparently having a dream. I put my hand gently on her forehead and stroked her hair. She stopped talking and rolled on her side to face me then slowly opened her eyes. "I'm still here." She said as she reached her hand out to touch me. "I thought I had dreamed all this and I was alone in my apartment." "No my precious love, you are still here with us. You don't have to be alone anymore." She moved close to me and put her arms around me. "You don't know how good this makes me feel. I've missed this so much. It was wonderful to sleep with someone again. I was so contented feeling both of you next to me." "I know what you mean. Suvarna wakes up every day with a smile because she's so happy to find me next to her." "It's true Alysse, it's the best feeling in the world to open my eyes and see him next to me." Suvarna snuggled up next to Alysse and put her arm over her. "Ummmhhh, What is it about you French women? Just holding you makes me tingle all over. It's the same with Janelle." "I don't think it's just French women Suvarna. You make me feel the same way. I wouldn't have believed that lying naked with a woman would be something I would ever feel comfortable doing but your warm breasts against my back are sending wonderful sensations all through me." "Turn over here and face me and I'll give you some more sensations." Alysse rolled over so they could wrap their arms around each other. "Suvarna when I look at your face I see nothing but love. Your smile is full of love and your eyes sparkle with it. Just looking in your beautiful eyes makes me feel dizzy." "Wait until you look into Mitra's eyes when she's holding you like this. You'll feel a lot more than dizzy." Suvarna moved her head forward and kissed her softly. I felt Alysse shudder as I moved close behind her. Suvarna moved her hand down Alysse's back to her ass and then to my cock. She wrapped her hand around my shaft and began to stroke it. I felt it stiffen in her hand and she rubbed the swollen head in Alysse's butt crack. Alysse lifted her leg and Suvarna laid my hard cock next to her pussy. Alysse lowered her leg and squeezed my cock with her thighs as she let out a long contented sigh. I slowly drew my cock back then slid it forward rubbing it along her slit. Suvarna took Alysse's hand and moved it down between them and put it between her legs as she raised her leg to give her access to her pussy. "Play with me Alysse. Rub your fingers all over my pussy." "I've never had sex with a woman before. I'm not sure what to do." Don't have sex with me Alysse; make love with me. Do to me what you would do to yourself. Feel me my love. Don't think about it. Let your heart guide you. The same love you saw in my eyes and in my smile is also in my pussy; take it my sweet, take all you want. Explore me. Enjoy me. Share with me what Prem is doing to you and I'll cum for you." "Ohhh yesss Suvarna I will. Kiss me and take my breath away. Let me sink deeply into your love. Teach me how to love as you do." I continued to leisurely slide my cock between her thighs, which had become slippery from her juices leaking from her and mixing with my precum. The head of my cock was rubbing against her clit causing her to moan into Suvarna's mouth. They were kissing with so much passion that they both shuddered from the intensity of it. They breathed deeply each time they did this. "Alysse that feels wonderful. Your loving touch is making me tingle with joy." "I don't know which one of us is wetter Suvarna. It thrills me to know that I've made you wet. My pussy's on fire and my fingers are shaking with excitement from touching you. I want to do more Suvarna. I want to see you. I.... I want to taste you." "Ohhhh Yessss my darling Alysse, do it. Eat me, drink me and lick me. Put your fingers in me. Open that sweet mouth and let me feel your hot tongue inside me." Suvarna rolled on her back and Alysse got between her legs and held her head inches away from Suvarna's wide-open crotch. The expression on her face was a priceless mixture of joy, excitement and wonder. "Suvarna you are truly beautiful. I feel like I'm experiencing sex for the first time. My heart is beating fast and my palms are sweaty and I can hardly breathe. Oh Suvarna, you're wonderful." Her hands were on Suvarna's upper thighs. She used her thumbs to pull her outer lips open and reveal her labia. She leaned her head forward and kissed the pink folds softly, tentatively, tasting another woman for the first time. Suvarna moaned and Alysse watched in utter fascination as a drop of her juice slid out from between the pink lips and trickled slowly downward toward her asshole. Her tongue intercepted the sweet morsel of nectar before it reached the puckered orifice. Watching her transfixed enjoyment of Suvarna's pussy, a feeling I was very familiar with, was making my cock throb with sexual energy. I moved down the bed. Alysse was lying on her stomach between Suvarna's legs. I gave her a playful pat on her ass and told her to get on her knees. I put my hands on her hips to help raise her up and get in position without disturbing where her head was. I gently moved her legs apart then knelt behind her. I lined up my cock with her pussy and used my hand to rub the head up and down her slit. I tickled her clit with it then slowly slid it up and past her vagina to her anus. I pushed forward just enough to excite the tight little hole but not enter it. She let out a little gasp. After a few more swipes of my cock along her slit I positioned the head at the entrance to her vagina. It was hot and wet and I felt it open in anticipation and longing for me to enter her. I pushed forward and didn't stop until I was fully ensconced in her loving pink embrace. She moaned loudly as the head of my cock touched her cervix. Her mouth was covering Suvarna's pussy and the sound of her moaning caused Suvarna to press her hips against her open mouth and answer her moan with one of her own. I paused to look at the lips of her pussy spread wide around the base of my cock. They glistened with her juices in the diffused morning light coming through the open windows and French doors. I turned my head to look at the fabulous view of the lake and the hills far in the distance. What an incredible way to start a day. "Alysse keep loving Suvarna just the way you're doing. I'm going to fuck you now and I want you to make Suvarna's pussy feel as good as I'm going to make yours feel. Lick her and suck her and when you get close to cumming she'll feel it and so will I. Let her cum in your mouth as I fill your pussy with hot cream." I felt her squeeze my cock with her cunt to let me know she understood. I started stroking her slippery channel with steady strokes pulling back until only the head was left inside her then pushing the entire length back into her. I put my hands oh her ass cheeks and spread them apart and squeezed them as I fucked her. My balls contacted her clit each time I bottomed out in her. We were all in synch now. I gradually increased the pace of my stroking and I could feel her arousal increasing and hear the elevated sounds of their moaning. I was slapping into her hips with enough force to make her pretty ass jiggle. I moved my thumb to her asshole and pressed against it then rubbed it. She pushed her hips back against me each time I refilled her vagina with my cock. Her breathing deepened. I leaned forward and cupped her breasts in my hands and squeezed them. "Are you ready to cum Alysse? Do you want me to spray my hot cum deep inside you now?" "Ohhh yesss do it. I'm almost....OHHH MY GOD YES I'm going to....." She plastered her wide-open mouth over Suvarna's pussy and I felt her vagina begin to spasm around my cock. Suvarna breathed in sharply and deeply and her hips rose up and pressed against Alysse's mouth. Her stomach muscles flexed. "Ohhh yesss Alysse suck me my love. Feel me cum in your sweet mouth." I held still with my cock buried deep inside her pulsating cunt and let her milk the pearly liquid from me in long spurts that splashed against the pink walls that confined my throbbing cock. As the last glob jetted into her she collapsed forward on top of Suvarna. Suvarna pulled her up to lie on top of her and kissed her to taste her juices on Alysse's mouth. Alysse was breathing like she had just finished a marathon. "Ohhhhh what have you two done to me? I've never experienced anything so wonderful in my life. I didn't know it was possible to cum like that." "My sweet baby you'd better get used to it. It's going to be like that from now on. The orgasms will keep getting better and more intense each time. That's what all these meditations are about. Wait until you learn to circulate the light. You'll have orgasms that last an hour." "You can do that?" "Just wait. You'll find out for yourself. Now let's go have some coffee then get cleaned up and go out for breakfast." We put on robes and made the long trek to the kitchen where we found Mitra and Vitesha. "Good morning Prem. Good morning Suvarna. Good morning Alysse. We've been waiting for you. Mitra has been out walking around the estate and came back with some apples she found growing on a tree. We still had some whole-wheat flour in the car so she made muffins. I've set the table in the grand dining room. So go have a seat and we'll all have a light breakfast." "Mitra I don't know how you manage to do these things." "You learn to be resourceful when you live in India for two years." The twins were already in the dining room when we got there. We walked over to them and kissed them good morning then took our place at the elaborate table, which could seat twenty-two people. Suvarna sat at the head and I sat to her right across from Mitra. Vitesha acted as our footman and served each of us a muffin and a cup of delicious coffee. Suvarna asked Janelle, "What have you been up to this morning my little teenage dream?" "I talked to mother on the phone. She says she has decided to take you up on your offer to attend cooking school and then come to New York and open a restaurant. She said Jean and I could come with her and either work in the restaurant or finish university in America." "That's fabulous Janelle. Tell her I'll make the arrangements for the school and send her the details soon. She will, of course, live here at the Chateau while she is attending the school. I'll also contact Anthony and tell him to start scouting out locations for a restaurant. Anthony would just love this place. Can't you just see him fixing lavish meals for dinner parties here?" "Yes I can and I miss Anthony and his cooking. Why is it you don't have lavish dinner parties at your place in New York?" "I've purposely been reclusive to avoid having to hobnob with 'the right people'. I could care less about the social scene and rubbing elbows with a lot of rich snobs like the ones we met at the ballet that night. I deliberately keep a low profile to avoid being invited to places where my picture could end up in a newspaper or magazine. I don't do Facebook or Twitter or anything else on the Internet other than email and I use that sparingly. Even then it's always encrypted and I have my own servers. Until we came on this trip I had never met anybody I would want to invite to my place for dinner." "Well my love, look around you. Now we have a family. And it keeps growing everywhere we go." "I know. It's wonderful Prem. I feel more comfortable with these people than with anybody I've ever been with. I hate to say this but that even includes my parents. Speaking of family, have you heard anything from Sandy?" "I've managed to send her some emails regarding our trip but I haven't heard anything back about the baby yet. You know I'd tell you as soon as I hear something." "Alysse I want you to call Pierre and ask him what's going on regarding the party and tell him you won't be in the office today because you're helping me. If the party seems to be happening, tell him to let us know if there is anything we can do to assist. When you finish speaking with him come back upstairs and we will all take a bath." We brought a carafe of coffee back to the room with us and went out on the balcony to drink another cup. We sat in the large comfortable reclining lounge chairs and looked out over the lake. "It's beautiful here isn't it?" "Yes my love, I'm so glad you suggested coming on this trip. I feel better about the things we've done on this trip than anything else I've ever done. I couldn't have imagined how good it feels to help people like the Merciers and the twins and Alysse. I could never have done these things without you Prem. God I love you. Thank you so much for all you've done for me." I took her hand and kissed it. "My time with you has been the high point of my life. I walk around like Mitra did in India with tears in my eyes because I love you so much and I'm so glad that I can keep finding more ways to make you happy. Watching you become who you are now is the most magical thing I've ever done. You have truly changed my life." "One day when she's old enough I will bring Victoria on this same trip and tell her about the people you helped and the things we did and how much you loved her even though you never got to meet her. She will hear from others just how wonderful you were and how much they loved you. We will drink wine with the Merciers and sit here on this balcony and have coffee and look out over this lake and I will hold her hand and love her as much as I love you." Alysse walked out of the bedroom. "Oh there you are, I thought you may have been in the bathroom. Pierre says that everyone in the office is wild with excitement about a party at the Chateau and they have been contacting people all day yesterday. Three of the cooking schools have said they will do the catering to give their students a chance to experience something like this and will not charge for anything but the supplies. Several music groups at the universities have volunteered to play. One of the big couturiers in Paris has said they will send as many models as you want to show off their new line of clothes as long as you will allow them to be photographed. More responses have come in over night and the staff will go through them this morning. It sounds like the party is definitely going to happen." "That's great news. Tell Pierre to find out what it will take to get Madeline enrolled in one of the cooking schools and ask the couturier if he has five extra dresses he could send and give him the sizes for all of us. We didn't bring formal gowns with us so we can be models too. What about drinks? We'll need Champagne and sparkling water for everybody. There are to be no plastic cups or plates. It doesn't have to be fine china and silverware but no plastic. Ask Pierre if he needs any money and also what we need to do about parking. We can't have people walking up here from the public parking lot in formal attire. We'll need a shit load of valets and cops to direct traffic. Ask him if he thinks we should use busses to keep from having a line of cars a mile long." "Do you have a laptop I could use? I should probably email him these items." "Sure. I'll get it for you when we get out of the bath but first let's go wash all this sex off us." Suvarna got the bath started and poured in some bubble bath. I got in one end and Suvarna lay at the other end. Alysse lay between us with her back on my chest and her butt between my legs. She leaned her head back on my right shoulder and put one of her legs over one of Suvarna's and the other one under her other leg so their pussies were touching. The hot water came up just beneath her breasts and the bubbles covered them. I kissed her cheek and she turned her head so I could kiss her mouth. My hands drew the hot water up over her breasts and I massaged them gently. No matter how hot the sex was, bathing with my lovers was still one of the things I enjoyed the most. Sex was active and tense; this was passive and relaxing. What connected the two was the love; it flowed through us like our blood passing from one to the other. The gentle tender caresses induced a state of euphoria as pleasurable as an orgasm. Our bodies communicated wordlessly to express our affection for each other. Their sensitive pussies pressing against each other in the hot water sent pleasurable sensations between them without rubbing or grinding. A soft lingering kiss of their lips as passionate as any done with their mouths. Suvarna gently rubbed bubbles on the inside of Alysse's thigh and stroked her like she was petting a cat. My hands enclosed her breasts and felt them softly rise and fall with her breathing. "I've never felt love like this before. It just engulfs me like this wonderful water. It's powerful and soft at the same time. Exquisitely intense and supremely comforting. In only one day I feel more at home here with you than I have ever felt in my life. How did you ever become capable of love like this?" "Love is always there Alysse. All you have to do is be willing to surrender to it completely. When I asked Prem to show me what love is I had no idea what I was asking for until he did it. His willingness to love me totally without restriction or conditions compelled me to love him the same way." "I was helpless to do otherwise. I had asked and I received. How could I not respond in kind? Once we started, our love led us deeper and challenged us to keep expanding our capacity to love. Then love sent Mitra to us and she took us to yet another level beyond human love to spiritual love. Through her meditations and her compassion we reached divine love. Now it is no longer something we do. It has become who we are." "Suvarna, not long ago I wouldn't have been able to understand what you have told me but losing Michelle has carved deep into my soul and made room for something new to come to me. His death made me see how much energy we waste in petty, useless activity and squander the precious time we have with the ones we love. I agonized over senseless squabbles and arguments we had that robbed us of moments we could have spent doing what we're doing now. Lying in each other's arms loving silently and caring deeply for each other. Now I feel that I can love again. I hear what you're saying and I know I can love as you and Prem do. I'm ready to go forward now. "Don't ever doubt that Alysse. If you were not ready for us, love would not have led us to you. I want you to understand that you are under no obligation to do anything with us. If something does not feel right to you then tell us and never think that you owe us anything. You don't have to believe in anything or follow any written rules. We are not part of a cult; we don't belong to any religion or subscribe to any creed. The only commandment we have is love. Everything else is just a playful experiment to find out for ourselves what love is and what it can do to us. I don't have much time left to live and I don't intend to waste a second of it on nonsense." "Suvarna that's the second time I've heard you say something about not having much time left. What do you mean by that?" "I have a brain tumor and the doctors say I have about five months left to live." "Oh Suvarna please tell me that's not true. I don't know if I could stand to lose somebody else I love. Michelle's death was so difficult to cope with and now I have to endure it again." "This may be the reason we have come into your life. We all have to deal with the death of loved ones. None of us are guaranteed tomorrow. The whole point, if there is a point, to these meditations is to realize that you are not your body and you are not your mind and that death is not an ending but a transformation, which we all will have to make one day. Knowing I have so little time is the shock that made me capable of surrendering totally to Prem and to love. This past month has been the best time of my life and the next five will be even better. Once you understand, the sadness and the fear will disappear." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 13 Tears began to stream down Alysse's face. "That's it my precious love, let him go. Let the tears cleanse your body and your heart of the pain. Feel it. Don't try to block it. Allow it to be there so you can see that it isn't you, that you are separate from it. No one has been there for you to hold you and let you be the scared little girl that you are inside. I know Alysse. I've been there and I am here with you now to help you and comfort you." Alysse was sobbing uncontrollably now. She needed this release. Like so many she had tried to suppress the intense feelings of her loss and they had become toxic to her whole life. Pierre and Sophie had taken advantage of her for their own selfish reasons and she had not been able to defend herself against their betrayal and cruelty. This catharsis was a big step toward her healing. I held her close and kissed her head as I had done before for Suvarna. As her crying began to subside Suvarna got on her knees and ran some more hot water into the tub. She picked up a sponge and put some body wash on it and began to bathe Alysse. "My precious darling I'm going to wash your beautiful body the way I would wash my child but will never get to do. Prem and I are going to have a baby but it will be born after I die so you will be her substitute. We can both pretend and turn something that could be sad into something joyful. We can both learn that life is what you make of it, that it is here and now. We must deal with what we have without expectation or wishing it were otherwise because we cannot foresee the consequences of our actions. But we can show kindness and love to those we are with." I grabbed another sponge and sat up a little to help Suvarna bathe Alysse. I washed her shoulders and gently rubbed her arms and brought each hand up to my mouth and kissed it. "When Sandy and I bathe Victoria we will do it like this and I will remember this day." For the next few minutes I actually felt like Suvarna and I were together washing Victoria and I didn't even notice that now tears were flowing down my cheeks as the three of us shared the most tender and bittersweet moments I could ever remember having. When we finished bathing her we got out of the tub and headed for the shower to rinse off the bubbles and wash our hair. Suvarna and Alysse dried and brushed each other's hair while I shaved and brushed my teeth. I mentioned to Suvarna that since she already had a relationship with Taittinger she should contact them to see if they could help supply the Champagne for the party. She said that was a great idea and she would send them an email and see what they could do. We got dressed then caught up with the others and made a plan for the day. We decided to go to another nice restaurant where we could eat outside for lunch then do a little more sightseeing and come back to the Chateau around two. Vitesha said the girls should have a dress rehearsal for their dancing at Club du Paris tonight and she would help the others with their routines. Jean and I were banned from this performance to keep the element of surprise intact for tonight. They decided to hold it in the ballroom. While the ladies were practicing Jean and I took a stroll around the grounds of the Chateau. The place was indescribably beautiful. Every living thing was a perfect specimen in a perfect spot. I couldn't even imagine the foresight the landscapers had when they placed the trees years ago to be so magnificent now. Not even Disney could pull off something like this and if they did, half of it would be artificial and computer generated. When we got back to the house Jean got called in to the rehearsal so the ladies could practice their lap dances on him so I went upstairs to use Suvarna's laptop. I checked my email and saw a message from Sandy. It said simply: Where are you? I miss you terribly. I composed the following email to Sandy: 'My dearest love: We are at the Chateau near Lyon France. There is a feeling of peace and serenity here unlike anyplace I have ever been. If the place weren't so completely impractical to actually live in, I would move us here the day after Suvarna's funeral and never leave it again. I took lots of pictures and uploaded them to the web site where we share our photographs. Remember while you're looking at them that this place and all the others we are going to visit are some of the little gifts Suvarna is giving you for being such an angel. Thank you for being so magnanimous to agree to let me do this. Your unselfish generosity will be returned a thousand fold in this life and in any yet to come. I love you more than I ever have and cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. I know it goes without saying but please let me know as soon as you find out about the pregnancy. Please tell the kids I love them. Carl.' When the ladies finished practicing for their performance at the club they wanted to take a shower and then spend about an hour having a massage. We decided to do that in the formal garden in the back because it was such a lovely place to be. Alysse was in heaven and had never had three people massage her at the same time before. Janelle and Mitra and I took turns massaging each other. After the massages we headed for the showers again to get ready for the night's festivities. Suvarna insisted that Jean and I give all the ladies an enema because she didn't think they should put their ass in a guy's face without being thoroughly clean inside and out. I told her that was very thoughtful of her. We had a light dinner at another fabulous restaurant that Alysse knew and again dined outside under a perfect summer sky. I was pretty certain by this time that there was no such thing as a bad or even mediocre restaurant in Lyon. I suppose with all the competition the less than spectacular ones simply couldn't stay in business. I was also surprised that these places all had a variety of vegetarian dishes. Apparently being vegetarian is more popular in Europe despite seeing McDonalds and KFC stores frequently. We arrived at the club at eight-thirty. The cover charge was waived for us because the ladies were going to dance. They didn't even check their IDs for being eighteen. Apparently the woman who worked the front counter had a good eye for how old a woman looked. She should have, given how many she saw every night. We asked how many women would be dancing tonight and were told that with our group there would be eighteen so they would be divided into groups of six. Dancing in a group made it a little less intimidating for first timers. Each group would get about ten minutes on the stage including the time when they squatted down in front of the men who sat at the edge of the stage in order to have a taste of the ladies pussies. One of the regular dancers would put the buckets out for the men to put money in to signal when to head to the edge of the stage. This last part was optional but very few ladies declined to do it. Go figure! Mitra asked if all of our ladies could be in the last group and was told they could. This would give them a chance to see what the others did and mentally prepare themselves for their turn. The girl that was not part of our group was moved to the second group so the third group would just be our ladies. The women were taken back to the dressing rooms and Jean and I headed for the front row seating with a pocketful of ten-euro notes. Amateur night was very popular and the place was about 80% full. There were mostly men in the audience but quite a few women as well. The women who showed up to perform were not all strictly amateurs. Some of them had danced in other clubs and came here to see if they could get on as a regular. If the manager liked you then you would get a trial period to dance on weeknights and if you did well you could get a spot on the weekend. The regular dancers were on stage when Jean and I took our places and when they came down to spread their legs for us we put money in the bucket and the women moved close enough for us to get our mouths on their slits. The lighting was low and colored spotlights illuminated the women while we licked them. They didn't just sit there passively either. They ground their twats against your mouth and encouraged you to do a proper job on them. The one I was with was a tall Nordic looking young woman with blond hair and a very sweet pussy. When the regular dancers left the stage a voice over the loudspeaker welcomed everybody to the amateur portion of the night and the first set of dancers came out onto the stage as the music began. There were three lights at the top of the stage as signals to the dancers. To begin with they could dance in whatever they wanted to. When the first light came on they had to be in bra and panties. When the second light came on they removed their tops. When the third light came on they removed their panties and danced completely naked although they could wear shoes if they wanted to. When the stage lights came up it was time for the front row pussy licking. The lights were not really bright for the amateurs with the exception of a couple of spotlights that moved around from dancer to dancer to sort of feature her for a few seconds. I guess this was to provide a little bit of modesty for those women who had never done something like this before. The first group came on stage and the music was the electronic synth type of music with a steady beat that was easy to dance to. They all did a pretty good job and when the lights came up for the final phase a very cute young Asian girl spread her legs for me after I put one of the ten-euro notes in her bucket. The music was still playing and she continued to move her pelvis to the beat while I basically held my tongue out and let her do the work. Toward the end she did hold still and I obliged her by sucking her clit. I don't think she came but the smile on her face told me she enjoyed it. The second group performed next in much the same way. Most of the women were very young, eighteen to twenty-three I'd guess but there were a couple that looked older. I thought the older women were a little more confident and prettier but maybe that was because I was used to being around my group of ladies. I pointed to one that looked to be in her late twenties to come sit in front of me for the pussy licking and we both had a very good time. Finally it was time for the final group of our women. I had asked permission to take pictures of our group when they danced and was told I could but only of our people and nobody else. I set the camera we bought for recording the trip to full HD Video and gave Jean my cell phone to take still photos. I could see why they wanted to be in a group by themselves. They had put together a little skit. Everybody except Mitra had on a schoolgirl outfit with tight white shirts, plaid micro-mini skirts, white socks and black Mary Jane shoes. Mitra was supposed to be the teacher and she wore a leather mini skirt and a matching leather bra and carried a riding crop. The skit was about trying to keep the girls in a line and do the same dance but they kept going off on their own and Mitra would have to run after one of them and pull up her skirt and whack her with the crop. It was cute and when the first light came on they took off the white shirts to reveal identical little sheer white bras then stood in a line and wriggled out of their skirts to reveal tiny white cotton thongs. Mitra took off her leather skirt to reveal a black lace thong with silver rhinestones on it. The audience really seemed to appreciate the routine and applauded as the girls moved around and danced in their bra and thongs. By the time they were down to just their thongs they all seemed comfortable being ogled and whistled at and performed as well as the first two groups. When the final light went on they each walked forward and turned their back on the audience to slowly peel the white cotton thongs down their legs and over their shoes, which they left on. I was a little nervous about Alysse but she was just as sensual in exposing her naked backside as the rest of them and seemed to be having a great time. They continued dancing even using the poles occasionally until the lights came up for the oral sex phase. All of them walked forward and spread their legs. Jean and I relinquished our seats in the front row because we had the privilege of being able to do this to them on a regular basis and we wanted to make sure they got the full effect of having a stranger lick their slits. I couldn't take pictures of this part since it involved members of the audience who might not want to explain to somebody what their head was doing between a naked dancer's legs. We moved to a booth in the back and waited for them to get dressed. In a few minutes they all stopped by the booth dressed in their little schoolgirl outfits and said they were heading to the waiting area for being chosen for a private dance and when each of them had done that they would get back in their regular clothes and meet us here at the booth. I asked Jean if he fancied a private dance and he said something that really impressed me with his maturity. "I think I'll pass on that Prem, I'm sure the women will be really charged up from what they've done tonight and I want to be able to please them when we get back to the Chateau." "That's an excellent idea Jean. Let's just sit here and enjoy the show and let these other pretty ladies get us juiced up for later." In about thirty minutes Janelle returned to the booth. I wasn't surprised that she had been picked early for a private dance. Who could resist that gorgeous teenage ass? "Well Janelle how'd it go?" "Oh Prem it was very exciting. I can see the allure of doing this as a full time job. Mitra was so right, being up there naked on that stage in front of all these people was the most thrilling thing I've ever done. The man who picked me for the private dance was about your age and very nice. The way he looked at me reminded me of you too. He made me think I was the sexiest thing he'd ever seen. I showed him a real good time and he was very generous when he tipped me." "Are you going to tell your mother you did this?" "Oooohh, I don't know about that. Since we will be living in Lyon for a year while mom's in school maybe someday I'll take her to the club and surprise her by dancing for her. But for now what happens in Club du Paris stays in Club du Paris." "Janelle you are one of sexiest women I've ever seen and I fall more in love with you every day. I'm glad you had such a good time." Over the next half hour all the women returned to the booth and related their experiences. Alysse was actually trembling she was so excited. "Alysse did you enjoy doing this tonight?" "Oh God Yes. I was scared to death until the music started and we began to move around up there but once I got into doing the routine I felt more comfortable. When it was time to remove my thong I thought my heart was going to beat out of my chest I was so excited. But then I thought what's the big deal? All of the other women are doing it and everybody seems to be really enjoying it. Once you get into the dancing you stop being self-conscious about it and it becomes fun." "The private dance was something I'll never forget. He was an older man with mostly gray hair who was there because his daughter was getting married Saturday and his new son insisted he come to his bachelor party. He said he chose me because I looked more innocent than the others and he liked the way my eyes sparkled. He was very kind and didn't try to do anything he wasn't supposed to. I felt very comfortable with him and gave him extra special attention. I can't tell you how empowering it is to know that I can make a man I've never seen before cum just by teasing and rubbing myself on him. Mitra was right, I really needed to do this." "I want to tell you all that you were as good as any of the regular dancers and you all looked adorable in those outfits. I do hope you plan on keeping them and that I will see you in them again soon and often. My sincere appreciation goes to Mitra for having another spectacular idea and I look forward to whatever she comes up with in the future. I also have to tell you that Jean passed up the opportunity to have a private dance tonight because he thought you would all be ready for some private activity back at the Chateau and he wanted to be ready to accommodate you. I agreed with him and as far as I'm concerned it's time to get back there and start the fun." A man walked up to our booth and introduced himself as the manager of the club. "I want to tell you how much I appreciate your attending the amateur night and thank you for a very nice performance. If any of you want to I would be happy to give you a trial at becoming regulars, especially you." He said, looking at Janelle. "You are all beautiful, clean, sober and intelligent women and that's the kind of woman I want dancing here and so do my customers. I run a high class operation and you would be most welcome." He then laid three hundred euros on the table and said it was their part of the tip pool and the private dances. Suvarna picked it up and put it in her pocket. "It's not like we need this but I think we should frame it along with a couple of the pictures Prem took of us while we were dancing tonight. It will be a great memento. It's not often you come to a place like this and leave with more money than you arrived with." By the time we got back to the Chateau it was after midnight. We gathered in the main floor library where there was a wide screen TV and Vitesha got the camera hooked up to it so we could play back the dancing at the club. The pictures turned out great and the women were as excited as a bunch of girls at a sleepover watching their performance in high definition on the big screen. After the show we broke up for sleeping. Alysse said that since tonight was a night for first times she would like to sleep with Jean and Mitra. Suvarna picked Vitesha so that left me with Janelle. I could live with that. We picked out another bedroom and jumped in the shower before heading for bed. "So Janelle, did you have fun tonight?" "It was one of the best nights of my life Prem. If nothing else I know I could make a living dancing nude. At least for a few years." "That is something to think about, as long as you don't get involved with the wrong kind of people. Not all the clubs that have nude dancers are as nice as that one is and there are always people who are looking to take advantage of young women. It might be fun to do while you're young but as far as making a living goes, by the time this trip with us is over you won't ever have to worry about money again." "What do you mean?" "Suvarna is incredibly wealthy Janelle, you have no idea. She loves all of us and she will be very generous to everybody when she dies. You and Jean and your mother will never want for anything as long as you live. She is leaving her entire estate and fortune to me and Sandy. I happen to love you too in case you hadn't noticed. I'll see to your needs after Suvarna is gone and if you want to dance naked in a high class club then I'll make it happen even if I have to buy you one of your own." "Oh Prem you know I love you too. You're the nicest man I've ever met and as sexy as my brother. I don't want to think about Suvarna dying. I want us all to be together forever and keep loving each other. I've never been this happy." "Trust me my sweet loving angel, I will do everything in my power to make that happen but we have to deal with reality so enjoy these days and let's not worry about later." "Prem I got my pussy licked quite a lot at the club tonight but I never did have an orgasm. Would you mind making me cum?" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 13 "Janelle that has to be the stupidest question I've ever heard. I'd crawl across broken glass in a burning field to get to your sweet pussy. Let's try sixty-nine. You want to be on top, bottom or side by side?" "Top." I lay on my back and she swung her leg over me with her head above my groin. She wiggled her hips and moved her knees so her pussy was directly over my face. I put my hands on her ass cheeks and massaged them before lowering her hips down to where my tongue had complete access to her slit. As soon as I made contact I felt her hand encircle my cock and she began to lick my shaft from the base to the tip. The sensations of her tongue on my cock combined with the unbelievably delicious taste of her pussy rushed into my brain and stomped on the accelerator of my sexual arousal. My cock stiffened as she licked it and soon was at full erection. I sucked her clit into my mouth and used the tip of my tongue to tickle it. My pursed lips kept it drawn out of her hood while I licked it. She was sliding her mouth up and down taking my cock inside it about half way with each stroke. Her saliva was flowing from her lips and coating my shaft. Her hand slid the slippery liquid down to the base as she rubbed it. She began to moan around my cock so I licked up from her clit toward her asshole spreading the pink moist labia with my tongue as I slid it along her slit. When I reached her vagina I stuck my tongue inside as deep as I could. Her juices were leaking out and coating my tongue. My nose was over her asshole and I inhaled the fragrance of perfume, which she had applied after her shower. Suvarna taught her that little trick. She continued her combination of blowjob and hand job in a slow and loving way licking the head and stroking my shaft while she held only the tip in her lips. I continued licking and sucking her vagina until her juices were flowing steadily into my mouth. She was pushing her pussy into my face each time my tongue was inserted into her hole and her breathing was speeding up. She matched her hips' movements with her hand and began to stroke and suck my cock faster. "Ohhhh Prem, you make my pussy feel so wonderful. I'm trying not to cum because I want you to keep doing that but I don't think I can last much longer. Ohhhhhh Yessss Prem, keep sucking me just like that. Yesssss, yessssss, you're making me cum. Ohhhh yessssss I'm cumming on your mouth." Her legs trembled as her orgasm began. She pushed her mouth down to take as much of my cock into it as she could and sucked hard on it. Her hands cradled my balls and gently squeezed them as she continued to cum on my mouth. "Oh Prem that was so good. I know now what it is about cumming with you that makes it so much better. It's the love. When I cum for you my whole body wants to do it for you. And I know that you want me to do it as much as I do. It may start in my pussy but it doesn't stay there. It spreads all over me and makes me feel like you're a part of me. The more I'm with you the more I love you and the better the orgasms are." "You've really caught on to this Tantra quickly Janelle. It is the love that makes the sex so fabulous. All of these orgasms come from your heart as well as your pussy. Turn around and come up here and lie beside me." When she was lying next to me I slid down and told her to spread her legs then got crosswise to her and told her to bend her knees and drape her legs over me. I slid up next to her and put my cock on the entrance to her vagina. "Use your hand and rub the head of my cock up and down your slit and when you're ready, put it into your pussy about half way then jerk me off with your hand." She played with my cock like it was a vibrator rubbing and sliding it all over her wet pussy then putting it in her vagina while her delicate hand squeezed and stroked my shaft. "Use your other hand to rub your clit. I want to watch you make us both cum with your hands." Her pussy was hot and wet as she played with us. Sometimes when she put the head inside her I would press forward with my hips and slide my cock all the way inside her and just hold it there while it throbbed inside her velvety pink channel. Her hands pulled her lips apart when I did this to allow me to get as deep inside her as I could. The sight of her bald lips stretched tight around my cock was exhilarating. When I would raise my leg she'd move one of her hands to cradle my balls and caress them while her vagina squeezed my cock. She was so in synch with me it was as if our minds had joined together to orchestrate this slow intimate playing. We would both shudder from the exquisite waves of sexual pleasure that rushed through us. "Prem my love, doing this with you is indescribable. I don't even have words in French to tell you how much pleasure I feel with you. I'm going to rub my clit and make myself cum soon. I want you to cum with me. Will you do that for me Prem? Will you cum for me pleeeeease?" I pushed my cock all the way in her and held it there. "Start rubbing your clit Janelle and when you feel your orgasm starting take my cock out and jerk me off on your stomach. I want to cum on you so you can feel my liquid love on you." "Oh yes Prem spray your hot spunk on me. I want to feel it and see it on my body." I put my fingers on hers while she rubbed her swollen pink nub and let her show me how she liked to make herself cum. We were like two children playing now. Her vagina was pulsating around my cock. "Oh Prem I feel it starting way down deep inside me." I pulled my cock out and felt her hand wrap around it and begin to stroke it in the same rhythm as her other hand rubbed her clit. Her hips pressed up and her back arched and she gasped loudly as she drew in a deep breath. "Oh now my love I'm going to cum for you. Give me your hot cream. Let me feel it flow through your beautiful cock and spurt all over my body. Do it Prem, do it now my love." The first volley of cum flowed through my swollen cock and spurted out the tip and formed a stream that stretched to her navel. Her hand squeezed and pumped to coax another blast that splattered across her next to the first one. Her hips jerked as she continued to pump out more and more of my hot cream until it had covered her stomach and looked like icing drizzled on a pastry. "Oh my God Prem that was fabulous." She lay my cock down on her mound and started slowly scooping up my semen with her finger then putting it in her mouth to lick it off. I moved back then slid up to lie beside her. She continued to play with my semen and lick her fingers. When she did this I would kiss her and she would stick her cum covered tongue in my mouth to share it with me. "Oh Prem I love you so much I think I might explode. I want to lie here with your cum on me and go to sleep and when I wake up I want us to make love again so you can fill my pussy with it." I reached over and turned out the light and she laid her head on my shoulder. When I awoke the first light of the day was shining on the lake and the hills beyond. I was still on my back and Janelle was next to me on her stomach completely uncovered with one leg bent and pulled up. I lay there and looked at her for a few minutes. She was so beautiful sleeping peacefully, a faint smile on her lips, her hair tousled from our lovemaking last night. Maybe lovemaking isn't the right way to described what we did. Lovemaking implies sex and what we had done went beyond sex. We had engaged in love playing. We became childlike again and played with those parts of our bodies usually associated with sex but for us it was a means to another end. Our hands and mouths played with our genitals to express the love and total lack of shame or embarrassment we experienced while caressing each other. We were submerged in delight and joyful frolicking with no goal to reach. I slid down until my head was close to her hips and began to kiss her ass as lightly and gently as I could. Sliding my lips over her smooth skin on a cushion of air, I paused briefly to pucker and barely touch them to her adorable derriere. In a few minutes I heard her sleepy voice say, "I'll give you one more hour to stop that." "Janelle my perfect teenage goddess, one more century would be too soon to stop me worshipping your gorgeous body." "Ummmmhhhhh Prem you say the sweetest things. And what makes it even better is that I know you mean them. What you're doing to me is making me vibrate all through my body. I love you so much." "Now that you're awake let's go get in the shower where I can continue to adore you while I bathe your exquisite body. Then we'll come right back here and pick up where we left off last night. By the time we finish bathing, my cock will be rock hard and aching to fill your bald pussy." "I'll make sure to treat it with the utmost affection to prepare it for being right where I want it: as far up my vagina as you can get it." Once we got in the shower I adjusted the showerheads to produce a fine mist that began to cover us in little droplets that shone like jewels. I told her to stand with her back against the wall while I stood in front of her with my hands against the wall on either side of her head and looked at her. Her eyes were sparkling and mischievous. I kissed her and pressed my tongue into her mouth. "Do you know how beautiful you are?" "Yes. I know because your lips tell me when you kiss me. I know because your hands tell me when you touch me. I know because your tongue tells me when you lick me. But most of all I know because your eyes tell me when you look at me. You make me beautiful." I picked up the bottle of body wash and poured some on her chest and began rubbing it gently on her with my hands. The mist soon turned it into a lather that I used to bathe her shoulders and arms then down to her breasts and on to her stomach. I knelt before her and she spread her legs. The lather slowly oozed down across her bare mound and over her pouting lips. I rubbed my face on her stomach back and forth across her body washing her with my cheeks. My hands went between her thighs and rubbed the lips of her pussy. My finger parted her labia as I wiped the lather along them. I played with her pussy until the mist finally rinsed the lather away then moved my mouth to her clit to lick it. "Oh Prem, you love my pussy like nobody else has ever done. You send electric currents though it whenever you touch it. My lips tingle when you lick them. Oooohhhh Yes my love, suck my clit. Make me hot. Make me want to have you inside me. Make my pussy ache to hold your hard cock. Love me Prem. Don't ever stop loving me." I put my hands on her hips then quickly turned her around so I could stand and wash her back the same way I had washed her front. I knelt behind her and washed her fabulous ass, caressing and massaging it as I rubbed the lather over it. My hand went between her legs and I washed her pussy from behind then used my fingers to wash between her ass cheeks. I inserted my finger into her anus and sawed it back and forth to cleanse her. "Spread your cheeks apart with your hands." When she did she also spread her legs and stuck her ass out as she stood on her toes. I watched as the mist slowly rinsed the lather off her then pressed my face to her crack and licked her anus. My tongue invaded the puckered hole as far as I could extend it. "Ohhh God Prem Yessss. Suck me. Ohhhh Your tongue feels soooooo gooooood in my ass. Ohhhh Yess, Yessss, Yessss." I finally stopped licking her and washed her legs and feet then stood up. "OK Janelle, it's my turn now." She poured the body wash on her chest and began to slide her body against mine washing me with her breasts, using her hands to wash my arms and neck. Then she knelt in front of me and washed my cock with loving strokes of her delicate hand. Her fingers playfully tickled the underside of my shaft as she spread the lather on it. When she was satisfied that it was thoroughly clean, she poured a little more body wash in her hands and lathered up my balls and between my legs. My cock was hard and since it was sticking straight in her face she decided to engulf it with her mouth. This is where she kept it while she lovingly washed my balls, tugging on them and softly squeezing them because she knew I loved for her to do that to me. For somebody as young as she was, she exhibited a great deal of sexual maturity. She knew how to take her time and enjoy everything we were doing. She picked up on the things that turned me on and did them to me whenever she thought I would like them. I wondered where the girls like her were when I was nineteen. She was also getting to be superb at cocksucking. Like Suvarna, she had the enviable quality of actually loving to do it as much as I loved having it done. "Janelle if you want me to I'll cum in your mouth but I'd really like to get back into bed and get my cock inside your honey dripping pussy for a while." She slowly withdrew her mouth and looked up at me. "That's a very difficult decision Prem but I want to feel you inside me again too." I reached over and turned off the water and took her hand to lead us out of the shower to dry off. She had the most beatific smile on her face I had ever seen. I dried her gorgeous body with the towel then dried myself. Our hair was still damp as I took her hand and walked us back to the bedroom. As I had promised her, my cock was rock hard. I laid her on the bed on her back then knelt beside her and kissed and licked her from her forehead down to her toes in an excruciatingly slow and detailed manner. She trembled and shuddered the entire time as her body absorbed my adoration of her. Finally I lay beside her and turned her on her side with me behind her. I placed my hand on the inside of her thigh and without a word being spoken she raised her top leg up pointing it almost straight to expose her already wet slit. I placed my cock at her opening and eased the head inside her. As I started sliding my cock in and out of her in long slow strokes she moved her hand to her clit and began to rub the pink nub. She turned back a little toward me so she could get her face into position to kiss me and I pressed my lips to hers. My hand moved to cup her breast. Our breathing synchronized and we lay there kissing and fucking like we were the only two people left on the planet. We probably could have kept this up for the rest of the day but eventually Suvarna and Vitesha found us and came into the room. "Aren't you two ever going to get out of bed?" "I doubt it. Why, is there something else we need to do?" "We thought you might want to join us for breakfast." "I'd love to, I'm hungry and I need to keep my strength up if you women are going to take advantage of Jean and me all day. You probably need to check in with Pierre and see what's going on with the party so we'll know if and when it's going to happen." "OK, take a break for awhile you can get back to the sex later. All that action at the club last night has made me incredibly horny." Janelle said, "I know what you mean Suvarna, I can't seem to get enough this morning either." We located Jean, Mitra and Alysse and organized going out for breakfast to a small café near the Chateau. Alysse called Pierre and asked him how preparations for the party were going. Pierre said that everything was going better than he could have hoped for. Word was spreading and people were calling to offer to do all the things necessary to make the party a success. He wanted to know where people were going to be allowed to go and how the drinks and hors d'oeuvres were to be served to see if we needed to have waiters or if it were to be buffet style. He also wanted to know if we wanted chairs for people to sit in. Alysse said she would get back to him with the information after we had a chance to make decisions. The most important item was the day for the party. It was going to have to be Sunday. Everybody needed Friday and Saturday to make deliveries and get things set up. That meant we'd be a day late leaving to go to Geneva. Suvarna said she'd contact the agent there and let them know. We returned to the Chateau to design the party. We decided to let people have full access to the first floor, which is where most of the formal rooms were. Two of the three large dining rooms were on this floor and would work perfectly for housing the food and Champagne since there was a separate hidden access way to them from the kitchen and the pantries for the caterers to use. The living rooms, ballroom, parlors, billiard room and library were good for people to congregate in to mingle. There was a long wide terrace that ran the entire length of the house on the side facing the lake that was ideal for people to use for admiring the view and eating. There was already a lot of patio furniture with tables and chairs for some to sit down if they wanted and we decided to move the chairs from the two dining rooms out there as well since we didn't want people sitting in the dining rooms. People could also walk in the formal gardens and sit on the benches there as well. The ballroom, the terrace and one of the large living rooms near the front door would host the three string quartets that would be playing the music for the party. We identified the breakables, antiques and other items that could be damaged or stolen so they could be taken to the basement for storage on Saturday. The party was not to be a mixer but more of an opportunity for everybody who had longed to get a glimpse inside this incredible place to actually get to see it. Sort of a loosely organized tour really. Pierre had said that the mayor of Lyon would make the police department available for parking and security as well as sending four motor coaches to transport people from the parking areas to the Chateau in exchange for an invitation. Apparently many other people were trying to exchange services for an invite as well. Not that he deserved it, we allowed Pierre to be the master of the guest list. I'm sure he used an invitation to curry favor with those he wanted to impress but he'd have to take the heat from those who got left off. We didn't care who showed up as long as they behaved. There were nine bathrooms on the first floor, which wouldn't be enough for eight hundred people so we made a note to have a dozen porta-potties brought in as well as making two bathrooms on the second floor available. Suvarna decided that the in-house bathrooms would be for ladies only since using a porta-potty in a formal dress was a bit daunting. We would also encourage people to stagger arrival times and not stay more than a couple of hours to help with crowd control. Suvarna called her friends at Taittinger and they said they would have forty cases of their Brut Reserve Champagne delivered Saturday if they could use pictures of the inside of the Chateau in their advertising. She made the same deal with Perrier for the sparkling water. Unfortunately we used up most of the day planning the party so we never did get back to the sex. However at five thirty we called a halt to the party planning and took sheets out to our spot in the formal gardens to have a massage party. After we had all been thoroughly rubbed down by multiple hands Suvarna had Jean and me lie on our backs while the women took turns sitting on our faces and giving us hand jobs. I lasted about twenty minutes before I spurted cum all over Vitesha's skillful hand and my stomach. Mitra soon convinced Jean's cock to do the same by expertly manipulating his hard cock and soft balls. "Are all of you considering careers at the Club du Paris? If so you're welcome to practice on me whenever you like." "We know how much you boys like having your peckers played with. We're just honing our techniques so we can please you in every way we can. Besides, it's fun for us too. Isn't it Alysse?" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 13 Alysse just giggled for her answer to that question then bent over and licked the little dab of cum off the head of my cock. She really seemed to be getting comfortable with us. It was after six so we all showered and drove to another great bistro for dinner. Following a fabulous leisurely meal in the open air we returned to the Chateau for our evening meditation. I could see the reason for the hand jobs earlier as soon as this meditation began. Unlike the calmer, more relaxed sex in most of the meditations we had done up until now, tonight's meditation was much more physically demanding. We changed partners and positions often and Mitra urged us to put as much energy into our fucking as we could. She would tell us all to stop at different times to look at the energy. "See the energy. See where it is. Know that you are not that energy; you are not your body. You are the one looking at it. You are in your center. Feel your center and remember that you can be there whenever you want because that is where you always are. It is your mind that pulls you out to the periphery to engage it. Don't follow your mind, don't let it control you. Use your mind but you must control it." The meditation lasted well over an hour and when we finished I was tired. Everybody else seemed to be worn out as well. I asked Alysse and Vitesha if they would like to share a bath and a bed with me and we headed upstairs to find a bedroom. We spent about thirty minutes playing in a hot bath then got into bed. We'd had enough sex for the day so we spent a little while just cuddling and kissing. Alysse and I sucked on Vitesha's breasts and it seemed to relax her. I turned out the light and they insisted I get in the middle so they could snuggle up next to me. I slept soundly and got to wake up in my favorite way, with two beautiful women next to me. I got up to go pee and when I returned I found Alysse lying on top of Vitesha. Their arms were around each other and they were kissing. Vitesha had her legs spread and Alysse's legs were stretched out between them. I crawled up the bed and lay between Alysse's legs and began to kiss all over her pretty ass. "Ummmhhhhh, I'm getting to like being the middle of a love sandwich. What you're doing to my derriere feels marvelous Prem." "There's something else I'd like to do to your derriere Alysse. Did you ever have anal sex with Michelle?" "Yes we did it occasionally but it was a long time ago." "Would you like to try it again?" Vitesha told her, "Alysse when Prem does it to you it feels incredibly good. Suvarna and I have become addicted to ass fucking. If you like it, we've still got some of Mitra's special massage oil with pepper in it that will drive you crazy when you use it as a lube for anal sex." "I want to experience everything with all of you so I can be as happy and in love as you are. Do you want to do it now Prem?" "We'll need to clean you up first then we can get started. Come with me to the bathroom and I'll give you an enema so you're all nice and fresh for fucking." "I'm coming with you too Prem. You can give me an enema too and maybe I can get Alysse to lick my asshole." I enjoyed giving them an enema. Rubbing their smooth sexy asses while I inserted the tube and released the valve to let the warm water flow made it an erotic experience. When I finished we all got in the shower and bathed each other and shampooed our hair. Alysse was really getting to like all the bathing we did. She said she wished she had done it more often with Michelle. After drying off we returned to the bed. Vitesha went in search of the massage oil to use as a lube. When she returned Alysse was lying face down on the bed. I was lying between her spread legs behind her with my face between her ass cheeks and my tongue busy licking her asshole. "I see you two have started without me. Alysse how does that feel?" "Oh Vitesha it feels marvelous. I had no idea just how sensitive my ass could be to sexual stimulation. Prem is making me feel sensations I didn't even know I could." "It's as much fun to do it as it is to have it done. Want to try it?" "Oooohhh yes Vitesha, come lie down here and I'll do to you everything Prem does to me." Vitesha lay down on the bed beside Alysse's head. She lay on her side and drew her knees up and raised her top leg so her entire crotch was exposed to Alysse's face. She looked at me and blew me a kiss. She had chosen this position so I could see what Alysse was doing to her and what she was doing to her pussy as Alysse tentatively stuck out her tongue and began to lick her anus. Vitesha really loved having her ass played with and was gearing up to have several orgasms from Alysse's anal attention to her. It didn't take long before Alysse had Vitesha's puckered hole covered in saliva. I had done the same to hers so I inserted my finger into her vagina and began to rub her g-spot. She did the same to Vitesha and both of them began to breathe faster. Vitesha rubbed her clit more vigorously and I could tell she was getting closer to cumming. "Oh yes Alysse, keep doing that. Ooohhh yessss, right there. Unnnhhh, Unnnhhh. Oh that feels so good. OH GOD Alysse you're making me cum. Stick you tongue in my ass as far as you can. AIEEEEOOWWWW YESSS! OH MY GOD yesss." I watched Vitesha orgasm with Alysse's tongue in her ass. She leaned her head back and pressed her breasts up against her knees as the waves of her climax flowed through her. "Oh Alysse that was so fantastic. You're really catching on to this. Now don't stop, I'm just getting warmed up." Alysse used her hand to pull Vitesha's ass cheeks apart so she could get her tongue deeper into her ass. Her mouth was making sucking sounds as she inserted and withdrew her tongue. She put another finger inside Vitesha's wet pussy and continued to fuck her with her fingers. I did the same to her and when she felt my tongue invade her ass she began to tremble as her own orgasm began. She silently allowed it to happen without affecting what she was doing to Vitesha. That was a very impressive display of how focused she was becoming in such a short time of being with us. Alysse's climax soon induced another one in Vitesha that caused her to pull away from Alysse's talented mouth to recover. "Alysse, you seem to be enjoying the foreplay, are you ready for the next step?" "I can't wait Prem. My ass is tingling from what you've already done to it. I want to feel your hard cock in it now." "How do you want to do it? From behind, on your back or do you want to be on top?" "Ooohhh I like being on top. If you wouldn't mind?" "I wouldn't mind at all. Mitra says not to get attached to things so I'm learning to enjoy all sexual positions. Being on top will allow you to control the action so you can get the most pleasure from it. Do you want Vitesha to help you?" "Oh yes that would be perfect." I lay on my back and Vitesha told Alysse to get on her knees between my legs and bend over so she could suck my cock. This exposed her ass and gave her something to do while Vitesha was getting her anus ready to be penetrated. I guess she had picked up on the fact that I liked to have my balls massaged because her hand gently wrapped around my scrotum as her other hand grasped my shaft. She began to lick the underside of my cock pausing at the head to kiss and suck it. Vitesha poured some of the mild massage oil oh her fingers and slowly inserted her index finger into Alysse's upturned ass. I saw her eyes widen but she kept on licking me. Vitesha sawed her finger in and out until Alysse seemed comfortable with it then added her middle finger to the first one. Alysse moaned softly as Vitesha stretched her anus. She then moved both fingers in and out of her until they were both completely inside her. When Vitesha added a third finger Alysse moaned more loudly but it sounded more like a moan of pleasure than discomfort. Vitesha took her time allowing the tight orifice to adjust to this larger intrusion but soon had all three fingers fully inserted. By now Alysse had my cock fully erect and half of it inside her mouth as she continued to caress my balls. Vitesha told her it was time to start the show and to straddle my hips on her knees. "Awwwhhh Vitesha, I was really getting into sucking Prem." "I'm sure he won't mind if you want to do that again but right now your ass is primed for action so get on up there." She positioned herself directly above my erect cock. Her pussy looked so sexy just inches above it. Vitesha poured a little of the massage oil on the head then wrapped her hand around the shaft and told Alysse to lower herself down a little until she made contact. Vitesha placed the tip against her anus and told her to push down. It slid in without resistance. "Stay still for a minute Alysse. Feel the heat from Prem's cock in your ass and my hand against your cheeks. Does this feel good to you Alysse? Are you ready to have his cock deep inside you?" "Ummmhhhhhh, ohhhhhhhhh." "I'll take that as a yes. Now slowly push down and engulf more of him then stop and get comfortable again." I felt my cock slide into her a couple of inches, pushing Vitesha's hand further down my shaft as she continued to hold and stroke it. Alysse didn't wait for Vitesha to encourage her to move on and pushed again until half my cock was in her. Then she slid back up until only the head was still in her and pushed down more rapidly. She only paused briefly this time before repeating the movement. "That's it Alysse, love that cock with your ass. Open it completely and don't resist." After a minute of taking me half way in with each stroke she began to push down further with each insertion until Vitesha let go of me completely to allow her to accept my entire length in her hot rectum. Vitesha moved her hand to my balls and began to fondle them with her oil-slicked fingers. After another minute of sliding her ass up and down my cock Alysse paused at the upstroke then pushed down hard until my entire length was buried in her ass. She stopped and moved her hands to her breasts. Her head slowly leaned back until she was looking up but her eyes were closed. None of us spoke. I watched her nipples become erect as she gently squeezed her breasts. She seemed to be about to cum but it was only a precursor to an orgasm. She was doing what Mitra had us do last night in the meditation. She had moved to her center to watch what was happening to her body and to feel the sensations of the sexual energy. I was both surprised and pleased that she could already do this. "Oh God Prem this feels so fucking good! I love it. Your hot hard cock is throbbing inside me and I can see the energy rising in me. Ohhh Yesss. I'm going to fuck you now Prem. I'm going to fuck you until I feel your hot sperm spray into me and then I'm going to cum all over your cock with my ass." She started raising and lowering herself up and down on me. She went slowly at first letting my cock slip about half way out each time. Gradually she picked up speed and increased the length of her strokes until she was taking my entire cock in and out of her. She continued to squeeze and massage her breasts while she bounced up and down. Vitesha moved her other hand around and placed it on Alysse's mound so she could rub her clit with her fingers while she continued to fondle my balls. I felt Vitesha slide her oily middle finger under my balls and make its way to my asshole then slip inside me. She pressed upwards against my prostate and if felt like an electric shock went through the sensitive gland. My cock swelled and my balls tightened in her hand. I grabbed Alysse's hips and pressed her down on my cock and held her there just as the first ejaculation erupted from me and spewed my hot cream deep inside her. "Ohhhh Yessss Prem, I feel you. Keep spurting your cum inside my ass. Ohhhhh...., Ohhhhhh...., Ohhhhhh...., Ohhhhhh." Her rectum was in spasm and contracted with each of my spurts to milk out every drop of semen. She was looking at me with her sparkling eyes and smiling as her own powerful orgasm filled her body with joy. Her hands slid down from her breasts to rub her stomach and feel my cock still lodged in her bowels. Vitesha came around and straddled my stomach facing Alysse and put her arms around her and kissed her. "So Alysse, did that feel as good as it looked?" "Oh Vitesha I had no idea. I've never had an orgasm like that. Everything inside me was vibrating and churning with sex." "Wait until you've used Mitra's spicy oil to do it. You'll become an anal addict like the rest of us." "I think I already have Vitesha. How much better does it get?" "You'll find out. Now I think we should go back to the bathroom and get cleaned up again and go see what everybody else is up to this morning." Vitesha helped Alysse pull herself off my cock and we headed to the bathroom. When we finished we got dressed and met up with the others in the kitchen. Everybody seemed to be hungry this morning. I supposed we all worked up an appetite with similar morning activities, so we drove to the nearby café to eat. While we were there Alysse's cell phone rang. It was Pierre telling her that there were going to be quite a few people coming to the Chateau today to make deliveries and to set up for the party on Sunday and we should be around to oversee things. He told her that he had asked a professional meeting and party planning company to assist us to be sure we didn't miss anything important and that one of their staff would be coming to consult with us. That pretty much set the agenda for today and tomorrow. We barely got back to the Chateau before the place became a beehive of activity. Despite the rather lengthy list of things to accomplish Suvarna went back in to Anne mode and worked closely with the consultant from the planning company to make sure everything got done and everybody that was there knew what they were to do. The gendarmes at the gate were very responsible about monitoring everybody who got in and making sure they all left. Not an easy task considering the constant stream of people who came to do things. At two o'clock we remembered that we needed to pick up Jean and Janelle's passports and go to a tuxedo rental to get's suits for Jean and me. The three of us left to attend to these issues and were back by four. Alysse had called a clothing store where we could rent our tuxedos and they had two waiting for us when we got there. It only took a couple of minutes to slip on the pants and coat to verify the fit and make slight adjustments. When we returned there was a large truck and a small bus parked in front of the Chateau. They belonged to the couturier from Paris. Besides six models there were two photographers, each of whom had two assistants, a seamstress, a hair stylist and a makeup artist. They had come early so they could do a photo shoot tomorrow without all the people there and to insure that all the dresses they brought would be precisely fitted to each model. They even sent ten gowns for our ladies so they could change gowns half way through the party like the other models planned on doing. We allowed them to stay at the Chateau and found rooms for all of them on the second floor. They were thrilled to be allowed to stay. Jean and I were more than pleased to have six more beautiful women around. Since Suvarna did not want anybody to know she was the owner of the Chateau we devised a cover story that seemed plausible to everybody. Suvarna and I would be introduced to everyone as employees of one of companies that the owner did business with that had been sent to inspect the place and to update the condition and worth of the assets. Mitra was to be our personal assistant and Melissa our driver. Jean and Janelle were the children of one of our personal friends that were helping us with the language while we were in France. This way we could attend the party and not have everybody wondering who the Americans were. Alysse could just be herself. Things continued to happen until about seven o'clock. The planning consultant had been very helpful and knew most of the people who had been here to make preparations. We invited the models and their entourage to dinner and used their bus since it had room for all of us. We returned to the Chateau about ten and decided to have our meditation on the balcony of one of the bedrooms on the fourth floor. We kept it low key even though the others were two floors below us. This one was done while wearing blindfolds and involved exploring whichever body was next to you with your hands and mouth and moving on to somebody else often. You were supposed to resist the temptation to identify who the other person was although in most cases it was obvious. Suvarna's visualization had to be done a little differently now that there were so many of us. We took turns placing our heads on her forehead and neck to entreat the tumor to go away and leave her alone. In a way, this had become another meditation because like the others it was done without expecting anything to come of it. The whole point was to be sincere and ask out of love and to accept whatever the consequences may be. I decided I wanted to be alone with Mitra to sleep so she and I went to one of the other bedrooms when the visualization was over. We got ready in the bathroom together and then got in bed. As soon as we put our arms around each other I felt the emanations of her incredible compassion and love flow through me. I was so open and receptive to it that it seemed to make me a part of her. We made soft but intense love to each other without saying a word. I knew I would never feel the same way about another person as I did about her. I also knew she felt the same way about me. It was no longer necessary for us to speak about such things. If I didn't see her again for a thousand years, I would recognize her instantly as soon as I felt her touch. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 14 The only thing I liked better than sleeping with Mitra was waking up with her. Nothing gave me that feeling of being exactly where I should be like lying next to her in bed when I opened my eyes. I noticed it was still dark and heard her say, "Oh good you're awake. Get up and come with me to the bathroom. We need to get ready quickly." When we arrived in the bathroom she had me give her an enema then we took a fast shower and dried off. "What's the hurry Mitra?" "You'll see." She said as she pulled me back to the bedroom. She had a bottle of massage oil in her hand. When we got to the bedroom she grabbed one of the large pillows off the bed and led me out to the balcony. The stars were incredible. She put the pillow on the wide stone railing of the balcony then got on her knees and began to suck my cock. When she had me fully erect she stood up, handed me the bottle of oil then leaned her stomach on the pillow with her chest and head hanging over the balcony. "Now put some of that oil on your cock and then put your cock in my ass." I decided to do both at the same time. I placed the tip of my cock against her anus then began to dribble the oil onto the head drop by drop. As soon as there was enough on it, I pushed forward and slipped it inside her then stopped to dribble more oil on my shaft. I kept up this sequence until my entire cock had been oiled and inserted in her hot ass. "Oooohhhh that's perfect Prem. Now start fucking me nice and slow." That wasn't hard to do given how much oil I had coated my cock with before getting it all the way inside her. The cool breeze from the lake felt refreshing as I slid slowly in and out of her. "Can you tell me what the big rush was?" "Just be patient and keep fucking me. You don't have to be in a hurry now." I looked out at the lake and up above the hills in the distance. The stars were still there but there was a faint glow in the sky. As I kept watching, the glow gradually increased. Then it dawned on me, literally, why she wanted to get out here. The sun was rising on the other side of the Chateau and the light was beginning to illuminate the lake. I pushed my cock deep inside of her and held still then leaned over and put my hands around her full breasts. I laid my head on her shoulder and said softly, "I love you." Her rectum gave my cock a squeeze to acknowledge what I said to her. Together we watched the lake come alive as the sunlight brought more and more of it into view. I could see geese in the distance and a flight of cormorants skimmed across the water. I rose up to a standing position and resumed our leisurely fucking, picking up speed gradually until my hips were slapping against her ass. Our orgasms built steadily and unhurriedly finally culminating simultaneously. I emptied the contents of my prostate into her in a series of hot spurts as she silently received them deep in her rectum. I rested for a moment then withdrew my spent cock from her. She stood up, picked up the pillow and said, "What a fabulous way to start the day. Come on, let's get cleaned up and go see what the plan is for today. My guess is it's going be a busy one." Her prediction proved to be accurate. By the time we had rounded up the group and went down to the kitchen for coffee things had already begun to happen. Alysse was on the phone with Pierre writing down the items he was telling her to expect today. When her call ended she told us that the meeting planner would be here shortly to coordinate most of the activity. I volunteered to take the car and drive to the café to get us some breakfast. I took Janelle with me to help in case I needed a translator. When we got there we saw that there was a farmer's market that was open on Saturday so we stocked up on all sorts of delicious looking items including ground coffee that we could make at the Chateau so we didn't even have to go in the café. We got enough for the models and their retinue and any other people that would be dropping by to help with the party. Despite the increased activity there really wasn't much that involved us except to answer an occasional question about where something should be or who was to do some particular function. The photographers and the models moved around and set up shots in various places and our ladies were called in by the seamstress to fit their gowns in case any alterations or adjustments were necessary. I was impressed by how much got done and how efficiently and professionally the people did their jobs. By six o'clock virtually everything had been done except the items that could only be done on the day of the party. Large bins had been placed in the garages to ice down the Champagne and the portable toilets had been delivered and set up in back of the garages. The caterers and the security people would do the rest tomorrow and then we'd be ready to party. When everybody had left we walked around and inspected everything. I was surprised to see that nothing was out of place or dirty or broken. Except for the rooms where the food and drinks were to be served you couldn't tell anybody had even been there unless you knew that there were some items that had been moved to storage to protect them. I had to admit that Pierre had done a hell of a job on such short notice. He had even gone to the trouble of having a sign printed to place by the front door reminding everyone that they were in a private residence and asking them to please be careful as they walked around and to put used plates and glasses in the designated areas. And in large print at the bottom: Smoking is strictly prohibited inside and outside. We invited the models and their friends to dinner again and loaded up the bus. They seemed a lot more relaxed tonight probably due to not having been sitting in the bus for hours. They had questions about the Chateau and us. We told them our cover story and they seemed satisfied that it was the truth. But they wanted to know who actually owned the place. Suvarna told them that the company we worked for had not given us that information and even if we knew we could not divulge the names of clients. They speculated that it was probably some big American corporation like Google or Apple or possibly an Arab oil sheik or prince. One of the models kept looking at Mitra while trying not to let it be noticed. Of course Mitra noticed and did not hesitate to return her surreptitious looks with very warm, loving looks of her own. The model said something to one of the others in French. Jean translated for Mitra. She had said, "There is something different about her. I feel as if I have known her before." "I get told that quite often. You recognize something don't you?" "Oui, yes that is the word. I recognize you. Who are you? You're not just an assistant auditor are you?" "That is only one of the things I do, that is not who I am. Actually I'm nobody in particular and I'm sure you have never met me before." The pretty young model was staring unabashedly at Mitra now. She was close to being captivated with her. Mitra continued to look at her with all the considerable warmth and love she was capable of. This wasn't something Mitra usually did. She normally looked at people with a calm unaffected look that aroused neither interest nor indifference, a look that sometimes put you at ease and sometimes disturbed you. I wasn't sure why Mitra was looking at the girl but I knew why the girl was looking at Mitra. Been there. Done that. One of the photographers had a camera with him and he picked it up and took a picture of Mitra. The look on Mitra's face changed immediately as she turned to look at the photographer. Her expression was not threatening; more like disappointment. "I would really appreciate your deleting that picture right now." He made the mistake of questioning her. "Why should I? You are in a public place and it's not against the law to take somebody's picture." "That may be true but you are our guests for dinner and what you just did is invasive, intrusive and extremely rude. I am asking you to delete the picture because you have no business with it." "And what if I decide not to delete it?" "Then you must be prepared to accept the consequences." "Is that a threat?" "It is just a statement. It is the law of karma. Everything you do has consequences. What the consequences of your refusal might be could surprise you and I wouldn't want to spoil the surprise." It was perfectly clear to everybody else at the table that Mitra was warning him but the jerk with the camera wasn't getting the message. Suvarna said in a calm but strong voice, "Unlike Julia I don't have any problem spoiling your surprise. You and your associates were invited to the Chateau to have a good time and to have the chance to take pictures in a place nobody has ever been allowed to before. If you want to get back into the Chateau tonight and continue your assignment I strongly advise you to delete that picture. If you do not, I can and will have the gendarmes at the Chateau confiscate your cameras and escort all of you off the property. You can then explain to your employer why you have returned without any pictures and their expensive one of a kind gowns. And let me be perfectly clear about this, you are not to take another picture of any of us again. If you need what I have said to be translated into French I can have Alysse do it for you." He got that message and he didn't need it translated. He made a big show of displaying the picture in the camera's window and pushing the delete button. One of the other models said, "Please accept our apologies for this incident. Sometimes photographers think they can take a picture of anybody any time they feel like it. They sometimes forget their manners and assume everybody wants to be photographed." Suvarna looked at her and said, "Merci. I accept your apology but it should have come from him. We have very valid reasons for not wanting our picture taken. Our work as auditors often involves extremely sensitive business information and we are sometimes asked to do it in places where it would be inadvisable to be recognized. If that picture were to get into a newspaper or on the Internet it could seriously jeopardize our careers. If that were to happen I assure you there would be very unpleasant repercussions for us and whoever took it." The photographer said, "She's right, everybody has a camera in their phone and they are constantly taking pictures with it. As a professional I should know better than to do that without asking first. I'm not paparazzi and I'm sorry if it upset you." "I trust you will all act like professionals for the remainder of your time here. It was very difficult to get permission to have this party. The owner of the Chateau values their privacy and anonymity very highly. I don't want to damage my company's relationship with them by having something happen that would cause them to lose confidence in our ability to comply with their requirements. If all goes smoothly there may be future opportunities to have people visit the Chateau. Please don't do anything else to make me regret allowing you to stay there." When we returned to the Chateau the driver of the bus, one of the photographer's assistants, stopped at the front door and let us all out before parking the bus. The model that exchanged looks with Mitra at the restaurant asked Mitra if she could talk to her for a moment. She said her name was Genevieve and she wanted to say how sorry she was about what had happened at dinner. "It was not your fault Genevieve, you need not apologize for his actions." "I was glad to see somebody stand up to him, especially a woman. Antoine likes to think he can get any woman he wants because he is a well-known photographer. He tries to coerce all the models into having sex with him by promising them he can get them jobs." "Did he do that with you?" "Yes. He told me it was something all models do to get started in the business." "Men like that have been telling young women like you that bullshit forever. I'm sorry you were taken advantage of that way. Is that how you got this job?" "Probably, it came up unexpectedly and most of the other models already had commitments. None of the women who are here have much experience or are under a permanent contract so it's more like an audition for us." "Unfortunately Genevieve there are sometimes unpleasant dues to be paid if you want to make it in a job that is very competitive like modeling." "It wasn't that I hated doing it. He's good looking and fun but I didn't like feeling that I had no choice." "I know exactly what you mean. It didn't mean anything to him and it made you feel taken advantage of, he used you." "Yes it did. Somehow when I looked at you tonight I knew you would understand how I feel and I guess I need somebody to talk to. I haven't lived in Paris very long and I don't have any real friends. It scares me sometimes. The way you looked at me tonight was the first time any person has made me feel at ease in a long time." "I saw your uneasiness and your fear. I wanted to try to make you feel a little better." "Oh you did. When you looked at me the way you did it made me think of my mother and the way she used to look at me. It was such a sweet loving look. That may be why Antoine took your picture. He probably misinterpreted it though. Knowing him, he thought you were trying to seduce me and that made him feel jealous." "Insecure men feel threatened if they think somebody else is trying to play with one of their toys. Antoine is a very controlling man and even though you don't mean anything to him he likes to feel like he owns you. I don't usually give advice but you need to get away from him." "I just don't see any way I can right now. I need to work and I have been to many other modeling agencies but so far this is the only steady work I have found. I have nowhere else to go. I've lived with my grandparents for the last three years while I finished school. My parents are both dead and I don't know what else to do. What little money I make goes to pay my share of the rent for a small apartment I live in with another model." "How old are you Genevieve? "I just turned eighteen before I moved to Paris four months ago." "I was once like you. I was disconnected from my family, not very interested in school, changing jobs that had no prospect of long-term stability. I was drifting, with nobody to help me. Then I did something pretty radical and managed to find my way. How do you really feel about being a model? Is your heart set on this or is it just something to pay the bills?" "I like doing it but there are many aspects of it that seem unsavory to me. Having to deal with Antoine and others like him, the jealousy and deceitfulness of other models, not being given much notice for jobs that come up. Plus I rarely get to sleep regular hours or eat properly." "There are very few jobs that do not have negative aspects. I found mine where I least expected it and turned all of the unsavory things into rewarding experiences. But first I had to change myself. I think you need to do the same. You will never be content in life until you first find out who you are. Do you understand what I'm saying? Do you feel like you really know who you are?" Genevieve was silent for a moment as she looked at Mitra. "I thought I did but now I'm not sure." "Then you do not know. Do you want to find out?" "Yes, I think I should." "Don't think, this is something you must really want. It should be a burning fire inside you to discover yourself. You cannot do this half-heartedly or you are doomed to fail and make yourself even more miserable. You have to be totally committed to it." "How do I do this?" "I can help you. Tonight at the restaurant you said you recognized something in me. What you were seeing is that I know who I am. Your spirit responded to mine because it felt a connection. This is why I was able to stand up to Antoine and you cannot. He knew this and reacted to it hostilely. I always treat others with kindness and respect but if they attack me they will find out that I am fully capable of defending myself. You have not yet learned how to do this." "You can teach me this? Why would you want to do this for me." "Yes I can teach you this. As for why I would... well that's a long story. Let's just say for now that the one who taught me has requested that I pass the teaching along to anybody that truly wants to learn. It is not necessarily an easy lesson to learn. It can be difficult, even painful but that is entirely up to you. If you are resistant then it can be hard but if you trust completely then it can become wonderful." "What would I have to do?" "Give up everything you are doing and all that you currently possess. I get the impression that isn't a lot in your case. Nevertheless it will cause you much concern because it sounds crazy. Why would you want to abandon your life to be with somebody you really don't know anything about? There's only one answer to that question. Do you know what it is? She stared into Mitra's eyes for a long time. "I think it's that I need to trust you completely." "That answer came from your mind. The real answer must come from your heart. Have you ever meditated Genevieve?" "No, I'm not sure I even know what meditation is." "That's good, it means you won't have to get rid of any misconceptions. If you are to be with me and the others you will learn to meditate and the meditations you will do will be sexual meditations. Do you have any problems with sex? Can you be comfortable having sex in a group and with women as well as men?" "I like sex but I've never had sex with a group of people. I experimented with sex with my closest girlfriend in school and I liked it but it didn't really change my life." "Sexual meditations will change your life. I don't mean they will turn you into a lesbian but you will learn how to go beyond your current sexual boundaries and discover things about yourself. Right now you are like a very young bird that is still inside the shell of the egg it has been growing in. In the case of people, the shell is called the ego. Before you can continue growing and become your true self you have to break out of this shell. It was necessary at first but now it must be shattered completely. Meditation is the only really effective way to do this. Does this sound like something you can do? If not then forget we ever had this conversation and continue living the way you are." "I want to change my life. I feel I must because I don't really have a life. What would I have to do to join you?" "That's easy, when the others return to Paris you will stay here with us. If you need to, you will call your roommate and tell her you are moving. If you need or want anything in your apartment you can have it shipped to you. I assume you don't have furniture of your own." "No only my clothes and some inexpensive jewelry and toiletries." "Then you can forget about all that. You brought some clothes with you didn't you?" "Yes, enough for a few days." "That's all you need for now. Anything else you can buy new." "But I don't have much money." "Don't worry about money. While you are with us, anything you need will be paid for. Consider this to be a long vacation. You are of course free to leave at any time and you will be provided with transportation back to Paris. Do you have a passport?" "Yes I got one a month ago for an assignment in Bucharest. I brought it with me. Why would I need it?" "Because we are going to visit some more properties, one of which is in Antigua in the Caribbean." "You will fly me to Antigua?" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 14 "First class. Unless you don't want to go." "Oh I do. I very much want to go." "Then you have decided to join us?" "Yes I have. I really don't have much to lose, as you pointed out." "But you have the most valuable thing in the world to gain... yourself." "Suddenly I am very excited about this. I can't wait to start." "Do you want to start tonight?" "Could I?" "Genevieve, whenever you begin anything the time will always be now. This will give you a little taste of what you are about to get into. If you decide you don't like it you can go back to Paris with the others. Let's go up to your room so you can get anything you need. You will sleep with us tonight. Do you have a robe?" "Yes I do." "Bring it and your toothbrush. Anything else you can get in the morning." They stopped off on the second floor to retrieve her items then continued on up to the fourth floor. Mitra headed to the bedroom where the meditation had been the previous night. When they walked in I saw them, "Mitra, we were wondering what happened to you. I see you brought a guest." "Prem this is Genevieve, she is interested in becoming a part of our family." "So that's what all those looks were about at dinner. I should have known. Genevieve it is a pleasure to meet you. Any friend of Mitra's is a friend of mine." "I thought your name was Carl." "It is. I have another name I use when we are among ourselves and that name is Prem." Suvarna walked in from the balcony and saw the young model. "Oh Mitra, have we found another one?" "It would appear to be so Suvarna. This is Genevieve." "Welcome Genevieve, you know me as Anne but you may call me Suvarna when we are alone. The names will be explained to you at some other time." "Thank you Suvarna. I'm very excited to be here with you." "You should be. And be prepared to stay that way. Exciting things are always happening with us. In case you were wondering why we're all naked it's because we like to be naked as often as we can. It makes having sex a lot easier if you don't have to keep taking your clothes off. I assume Mitra has told you that we have sex a lot." "Yes she mentioned it. I'm not really accustomed to that." "Oh don't let that bother you. You'd be amazed at how quickly you'll get comfortable with it. By the way, has anybody told you that you look very much like..."? "Audrey Hepburn." Genevieve finished the sentence for her. "Yes. You could be her daughter or sister when she was your age. I'm not surprised that I am not alone in seeing the remarkable resemblance. I can't think of anybody in the world better to resemble than her. No wonder you've become a model." "I was only fourteen when the first person told me I looked like her. I didn't even know who she was. Now I've seen all her movies and I think she is very beautiful." "She was and so are you. Have you ever seen anybody look more exquisite than she did when she wore that gown in My Fair Lady? You both have that perfect mix of sexiness and innocence that defines classical, ageless beauty. When you smile your whole face lights up. Oh Genevieve, it's going to be so much fun to love you." "Suvarna you seem so different than you did tonight at dinner when you set Antoine straight about the picture." "Well for one thing, I had clothes on. But that wasn't Suvarna you saw at dinner. That was Anne. I keep Anne penned up in her little kennel until I need her. The trick to that is that Suvarna has the key to the kennel, not Anne. I became Suvarna shortly after I met Mitra. I'm sure if you can see the difference she has made in me then you will soon see it in yourself." "I hope so. I've never met women like you and Mitra before. You're beautiful but it's not just an external beauty. You're strong yet gentle, harsh when you need to be but basically kind. You're equally at ease and gracious with men and women. I very much want to be a woman like that." "You will be Genevieve. You've taken the first step tonight by wanting to join us." Mitra said, "Before it gets too late I suggest we start our meditation. We'll do another welcoming like we did with Alysse." We all sat on the duvets from the beds in a close circle with Genevieve in the center. Each of us came up to her and silently expressed our love to her. We kissed her and held her hands and gently stroked her arms then hugged her. Alysse spoke to her in French and told her that she had only joined us a few days ago and already she felt like it was the best decision she had ever made. The twins came up together, delighted to have somebody else their own age in the group. Janelle took Genevieve's hand and put it on Jean's cock then kissed her breasts while she softly stroked it. Suvarna put her arms and legs around her and held her tight as she rocked gently back and forth as though she was comforting a baby. I did the same thing but kept my mouth glued to hers in a passionate kiss while my hands rubbed her ass. Finally Mitra sat in front of her and just looked at her. Genevieve seemed mesmerized by her until she leaned forward and crawled into her lap. I knew exactly what she was feeling. It is a unique experience to be held by Mitra for the first time. It completely disorients you. Her compassion falls on you like a monsoon rain and submerges you. When Mitra stood up and announced that it was time to do Suvarna's visualization Genevieve was told of her condition. She looked shocked and saddened by the revelation but Suvarna put her at ease. She joined in the ceremony and genuinely participated in beseeching the tumor to stop growing and leave Suvarna's body. Suvarna told her that for sleeping tonight she might as well start with the deep end of the pool and sleep with Mitra and me. "If you don't feel like your life has changed by the time they get though with you then you should go on back to Paris with the others." We took her into the bathroom and bathed her in the shower. She told us this was a new experience for her. She hadn't taken a shower with anybody since her last year in school when she did it with her best girlfriend. She really seemed to enjoy it. When we got in bed we put her in the middle and both of us began to love her while she lay on her back. We kissed her face and neck and took turns kissing her mouth. Each of us fondled one of her breasts and gently pinched her nipples. We moved down and licked and kissed her breasts then sucked on them. "Prem, you keep sucking her breast. I'm going to explore that pretty young pussy and get it ready for you." I continued nursing her for a few minutes while Mitra kissed her way down to her crotch and covered every inch of it with her tongue. She was breathing deeply and began to moan softly. I got on my knees beside her head and put the head of my hard cock on her mouth. "Lick it Genevieve. Don't take it in your mouth. Run your tongue softly over it and taste me. Wrap your hand around my shaft and gently squeeze it." Her licking paused for brief moans elicited by Mitra's sucking her clit. Her eyes were closed and her face had the appearance of a woman lost in sexual arousal heading inexorably toward her climax. She was slowly stroking my cock and sucking the precum that her licking was causing to flow out the tip into her warm mouth. "Ohhhh, Ohhhh, God. I'm... I'm... cumming." Her words may have been softly spoken but her body expressed her orgasm in no uncertain terms. Her back arched and her hips rose up. Her legs clamped around Mitra's head as her stomach muscles quivered. Her hand squeezed my cock hard. Her breath was deep and fast. Her back dropped onto the bed and she moaned long and loudly as her climax began to subside. Mitra didn't give her much time to dwell on the orgasm she had. She came up on the bed to lie on her back beside Genevieve and told the young woman to lie on top of her. They both had their legs spread wide and Mitra told me to get between them. "Prem's going to fuck you now while I lay here and feel your breasts pressed against mine and kiss that sweet mouth of yours until you cum again." With Mitra for a cushion, her ass was at the perfect height for fucking from behind. I couldn't resist laying my cock on her and sliding it over the warm soft cushions of her young ass, her thighs felt like silk against my balls as they rubbed against them. After a few passes over her delicious bottom I guided the head of my cock down her crack to her slit. "Mitra, put your hands on her ass and spread her cheeks for me." Her pussy was bald and wet so my cock slid in easily. I paused briefly, and then with one steady push I inserted the entire length into her. "Ohhhhhh Yessssss Prem that feels so good. Hold it in me for a minute so I can feel you deep inside me. Oooohh... Oooooh... Yessss. Like that Prem. I feel your balls pressing against my cheeks. They're so soft and hot. Are they full of cum Prem? Will you give me some of it Prem. Please Prem, will you spray your hot cream deep inside me?" It felt equally as good to me. She was tight, hot and wet. I could feel Mitra massaging her cheeks and squeezing my balls with them. I was once again head over heels in love with a teenager's pussy. Between her and Janelle I was going to start losing sleep. I couldn't hold still any longer and began to slide in and out of her. Slowly at first with long strokes that only left the head in before bottoming out in her. Mitra kept her ass cheeks spread so I could completely impale her with each incursion into her pink tunnel. I picked up speed as she began to grunt each time my hips impacted her ass. The grunts were muffled by Mitra's mouth pressed firmly to hers. I increased the pace of my stroking again and she finally managed to get her mouth away from Mitra's long enough to tell me, "Oh God yes Prem. Fuck me. Fuck me hard. Ooooohhhh yes, just like that. Faster. Fuck me until I feel your hot sperm spray into me." Happy to give her what she wanted I got into a rhythm that felt natural and easy. I didn't feel like I was exerting myself despite my banging into her like a stud racehorse. I was trying to wait on her to have another orgasm but soon felt the familiar signs of my own beginning. I slammed into her hard and held still as my cock swelled then began to spew spurt after spurt of hot cream into her. This was all she needed to trigger her own massive orgasm. Her tight pussy squeezed my cock even harder as she came on it. Her contractions prolonged mine and I continued to expel cum into her long past the point I thought I was capable of. I withdrew and rolled off to lie beside them. Mitra turned her head to look at me while Genevieve continued to tremble in orgasmic bliss. She smiled at me knowing as well as I the effect these young women's pussies had on me. It was a smile that indicated she was more than happy to do this with me and for me. God how I love her. I may not have thought I was exerting myself but my body did. I barely remember closing my eyes. In the morning the first thing I saw when they opened again was the angelic countenance of Genevieve lying next to me. She slept contentedly between Mitra and me with a peaceful smile on her lips. I tried to get out of bed without disturbing them but when I moved they both opened their eyes. "Where are you going Prem? Don't leave." "I'm only going to the bathroom, I have to pee. I'll be back." "Ummhhh, I'm sure I have to pee too but I feel too comfortable to get up." She turned on her side to face Mitra. "Bonjour Mitra. You have very beautiful eyes." "Be careful looking into Mitra's eyes Genevieve. They can be very surprising." While I was in the bathroom I decided to shave and brush my teeth. When I returned to the bedroom Mitra and Genevieve were wrapped around each other in a deep, passionate kiss. They didn't even notice I had come back. "I warned you Genevieve. You've fallen in haven't you?" They finally stopped kissing when they heard me. "Oh my God Prem. I had no idea a kiss could be so..." "Don't even try to describe it Genevieve, I know exactly what it feels like. It gets better each time you do it. I really hate to say this but we should probably let you go back downstairs to see what your group has planned for this morning and Mitra and I need to round up our gang. We have a big party tonight remember." "Can't we stay here and have our own party?" "If you decide to join us we'll have as many private parties as you want but not today." "Prem I've already made that decision. I'm not going back to Paris tomorrow. I want to be with all of you." "I'm very happy to hear that. You won't regret it my sweet. Mitra and I have already fallen in love with you." "I know. I haven't had anybody love me since my parents died and I can't tell you how wonderfully happy it makes me to feel it again. You both showed me a love I never knew existed last night. Nobody has ever made me feel so cared for. You actually cherished me. I didn't know whether to shout with joy or cry." "You will do a lot of both with us. It will take a little time but you will come to understand what a rare opportunity you have been presented with. Now both of you get up and let's get this day started." We had time to go to breakfast at the café nearby. When we returned the party planner had arrived and was on the phone coordinating everything. At nine o'clock large vans began to arrive and the chefs and assistants descended on the kitchen and the rooms where the food and Champagne were to be served. A pickup truck loaded with ice showed up to fill the bins where the wine was to be chilled. Some of the vans were refrigerated and were full of shelves loaded with delicious looking canapés, hors d'oeuvres, crudités and petite sandwiches. Another housed an assortment of Foie gras, cheeses, live lobsters, smoked salmon, petit fours, small round cakes, cannoli and a myriad of other fabulous looking items you didn't need a knife or fork to eat. They even had huge pots filled with Vichyssoise, which would be served in mugs then topped with sour cream squeezed out of what looked like a metal hypodermic needle and sprinkled with chives. There were a dozen round wooden containers each loaded with a full pound of Malossol Osetra Russian Black Caviar with a price of 1800 Euros per container. The caviar was to be served freshly piled onto toast points to each person who wanted it along with whatever garnishes they desired. Four student chefs were dedicated to serving it. The city of Lyon was pulling out all the gastronomic stops for this party. You would probably never see this caliber of food or this much of it ever served in one place again. And one thing is certain, you would never see this many five star chefs cooperating to prepare and serve it. Suvarna, Alysse and I sought out one of the head chefs and took him into one of the parlors. Suvarna told him who she was and asked him to please not reveal that she was the owner of the Chateau and then asked him how someone might be permitted to become a student in his school. He explained the procedure and requirements and wanted to know why we were inquiring. Suvarna told him about Madeline and what she was going to do for her when she finished her time in school. She also said that if he could allow Madeline to attend, she would probably make some very good friends there and would very likely be pleased if they wanted to come to New York and be a chef in her new restaurant. He smiled and said he appreciated what Suvarna was doing for Madeline and she would be very welcome in his school. We exchanged phone numbers and email addresses so we could work out the details for Madeline's admission. It was a once in a lifetime event to walk around and see this party being set up. Things we hadn't even thought of were being done. Velvet ropes were placed to demark the places people should not go. Professionally printed signs in metal holders gave information and directed people to various places like the bathrooms. Imitation flickering candles were put in the candelabra in place of real ones to give the impression of candles without the risk of fire. One of the signs that was set up at the front door read, 'You may take photographs of the Chateaux and your companions but please respect the privacy of others. There will be many famous people here tonight and we ask that you have the courtesy to request permission before taking a picture of them.' It was printed in French and English. I walked around in amazement at how thrilled everybody seemed to be to have a chance to be part of this. At first I had wondered why Suvarna wanted to do this but now I saw what a fabulous idea it was. And most amazing of all was that nobody but us and the head chef we talked to knew she was the owner. These people weren't doing this for her they were doing it for the Chateau itself. They were honoring it as though it were a shrine. Most of them weren't even being paid. They had always been proud of it even though they had never been allowed to set foot in it before. At one o'clock the women were asked to come try on their gowns for a final fitting. Then they came upstairs to bathe. They were to return to the room where the dresses were on the second floor to have their hair done and make-up applied and put on the first dress they were to wear. At precisely four o'clock Jean and I met them and we stood at a large window that overlooked the front of the Chateau on the second floor for about thirty minutes to watch the first guests arrive so there would be people we could blend in with when we went down. All of the women looked unbelievably gorgeous. You really couldn't tell who the professional models were and who was in our group. The gowns were spectacular. I could almost see why women paid upwards of 7,000 Euros for one of them. I took Suvarna's hand and kissed it. "This may be the best thing you've ever done. You look incredibly beautiful and I don't care what you say, I'm going to take your picture." I suddenly remembered my father once telling me that it wasn't enough to love somebody, you needed to tell them you love them. I had always done that with Sandy and she had always appeared to appreciate hearing it. But I had discovered that once you are in divine love with another the words are superfluous. I held her hand to my lips and looked deeply into her eyes. The look she gave me back rivaled any that Mitra could give and sent a surge of electricity all through me. We both knew we had never been so much in love as right now. Instead of saying it, for a few seconds, we stepped into eternity with each other. By four thirty enough people had arrived so we could walk downstairs. Alysse had already gone down so she could help Pierre who was greeting people at the front door and welcoming them to the party. After a few minutes she began to walk around and make sure everything was going smoothly. That turned out to be an easy task. You would have thought that everybody who was working the party had been doing it for years. Suvarna and I walked around and observed the guests to gauge their reactions. People were being extraordinarily polite and considerate as they strolled through the part of the Chateau they were allowed to visit. Most had a flute of Champagne with them and some had a small white plate with food on it being very careful not to spill or drop any of it on the floor. It didn't seem crowded at all. All of the members of our group and the models had been given a plastic card to present to the gendarme to be allowed to go upstairs. The main stairs were not blocked so women could use the two bathrooms available on the second floor but there was another guard just beyond the second bathroom. The musicians played for about thirty minutes then a new group took their place so they could alternate playing with attending the party. The men had on tuxedos and the women wore black cocktail dresses. The time passed quickly and Mitra gave us permission to stray from our macrobiotic diet to sample the fabulous food. I've never tasted anything so good. As I often joked, it was the second best thing I'd ever put in my mouth. Some of it came damn near rivaling the first thing. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 14 Pierre wasn't kidding about celebrities attending. We saw quite a few of them and they were as awestruck with the party as anybody. We loaded up another plate with food and headed out back to the terrace where we sat in two of the dining room chairs and had a bite and some fresh air. It was almost seven o'clock. We saw Alysse come outside and appear to be looking around for something. She hurried over to us when she saw us. She seemed excited as she said in a hushed voice, "You're not going to believe what just happened to me. I was walking around when I passed a group of people standing near the door to the billiard room. The only one I could see from the hallway was Pierre and he motioned for me to come over. Before I went in he said he wanted me to meet somebody. When I got inside there were two couples. One was an older couple and the other was young. I barely had time to glance at them when Pierre introduced the older man as Adrien Devaux, the president of the Societe Generale Bank in Lyon where we have our business accounts. He extended his hand for me to shake and as soon as I took it I looked him in the face. Suvarna, it was the man I gave the lap dance to at the Club du Paris Wednesday night. We both recognized each other at the same instant. I almost peed in my pants. Then I did what Mitra had us do in the meditation we did. I drew myself to my center and got that deer in the headlights look off my face and told him it was very nice to meet him. I guess he'd had a little more experience than I had recovering from unexpected surprises because he smiled and told me I looked very elegant in my gown. Then he said it seemed to bring out the sparkle in my eyes. This is what he told me when he picked me for the dance. Then he introduced his wife and I couldn't help thinking as I shook her hand that her husband's cock had been in my hand a few days ago. He introduced his daughter and her new husband and said they had gotten married yesterday but had postponed their departure for their honeymoon to attend this party. Then he said he had been trying to get Pierre to tell him who owned the Chateau but Pierre refused to tell them. So he asked me if I would tell them. I smiled my most mysterious smile and told him that I was sure a man in his position understood the necessity of keeping some things confidential and not betraying someone's trust. He replied that he did indeed understand that some things should not be divulged and he appreciated my discretion. A quick look of acknowledgement passed between us and I excused myself to attend to my duties." "Wow Alysse, I'm very proud of you. The meditations are already having a positive effect on you. I'm not sure I could have pulled that meeting off with as much poise and aplomb. Small world isn't it?" "Alysse it's time to change dresses you better head up to the second floor and I'll be along in a minute." I told Suvarna I would catch up with her later and headed off to do some more wandering around. About forty minutes later I noticed a small line had formed outside the music salon. This was a good-sized room with love seats and comfortable armchairs facing a small pedestal like stage with a grand piano on it. A very well known pianist was playing Moon River. I made my way to the door and looked inside. What I saw almost took my breath away. Sitting on the piano in an exact copy of the black dress Audrey Hepburn had worn in Breakfast at Tiffany's was Genevieve. She even had the big plastic sunglasses on and the long cigarette holder in her hand. People were lined up to have their picture taken with a living breathing Holly Golightly. She looked adorable and was enjoying the hell out of more people wanting to take her picture than the celebrity playing the piano. When she saw me she reached up and pulled the sunglasses down on her nose and winked at me. I air kissed her back and smiled at her. The other models were busy posing with mostly single men so they could put the pictures on their Facebook pages and tweet them to friends to let them know they were really attending perhaps the best party ever held. By ten o'clock most of the people had already left so the security people rounded up the stragglers and herded them to the front door to board the motor coach back to the parking lot. Some preliminary cleanup took place and then the people who had worked the party left. After the security guards did a check of the grounds they helped make sure the place was locked up and then made their exit. Everybody that had attended had been remarkably well behaved and there were even a few bottles of Champagne left. Pierre was the last person left. Suvarna spoke to him about Alysse coming with us to Geneva and asked him when he would have an accounting of the cost of the party. He said it would take about a week or so to itemize everything but his guess was it would be close to eighty thousand Euros. Suvarna told him she would have that amount wired to his bank tomorrow and gave him a check for ten thousand Euros and asked him to go to his bank and cash it and bring the money to her as soon as he could tomorrow morning. She said he had exceeded her expectations for the party and thanked him for doing such a good job. He thanked her for having the party and left. All the ladies went back to the dressing room on the second floor to take off their gowns and put on their robes then went up to the fourth floor. Mitra told Genevieve to come on up if she wanted to spend the night with us again. She said goodnight to the other models then headed for her room but snuck out as soon as she could to come up to the fourth floor. Janelle asked me if she could sleep with me and Genevieve tonight. I told her OK but immediately wondered if I was ready for both of them. I decided what the hell and figured if we were up half the night making love we could just sleep later in the morning. We weren't planning on leaving until around noon so we could make sure the cleanup crew was putting the place back in order before we left. Pierre said he had everything arranged to make it look like the party had never happened and would be there to make sure. We skipped the meditation but did Suvarna's visualization then split up for bed. Alysse went with Jean and Vitesha. Mitra and Suvarna paired up together. Janelle, Genevieve and I went to the bathroom and started filling the big tub. We all got in and they started washing me. Janelle showed Genevieve how she and Suvarna had bathed me the other night and I enjoyed a sensual bath that was as much massage as it was washing. Even without the beautiful gowns and the perfect make-up these young women were gorgeous. Everything they did both relaxed and aroused me. Whenever they finished washing a part of my body they would turn their attention on each other. They used their hands to explore each other, their lips and tongues to excite each other and their whole bodies to slide against each other in an erotic performance that was as much for my benefit as their own. Genevieve caught on quick and let Janelle lead her in this teasingly stimulating dance. Janelle got on her knees and raised her ass up so her cheeks framed her pretty pouting pussy lips directly in front of me. Genevieve squeezed the sponge to allow the lather to drip down over Janelle's upturned ass so it would cascade down her cheeks and thighs then used her thumb to press on her anus and rub it in little circles. They changed places and repeated this little show so I could enjoy seeing both of them. "Prem get on your knees behind her. Prem loves for me to give him a hand job Genevieve and I love doing it. I'm going to stroke his cock over your cute ass and get him really hard." She squeezed the sponge and let the lather drip down on my cock then wrapped her hand around it and slid it up and down. I was already hard when she started but this kicked it up a notch. "Ooooohhhh Prem, look at her pretty little puckered asshole. Wouldn't you like to cum all over it? I'll bet she'd like to feel your hot cream covering her ass and dripping down over those puffy pussy lips. I would too then I could lick it all off." My cock flexed and throbbed in her hand. "Oooohhhh Yesss baby you do like that." "Janelle, you little sexpot, if you keep this up I won't be able to do all I want to you in the bed so let's save this for another time." She stuck out her lower lip in a mock pout and removed her hand from my shaft. "OK, maybe we can continue this in the car tomorrow." They both lay back and spread their legs and slowly rubbed their bare pussies in a way that was more blatant masturbation than washing. They spread their lips with both hands and ran their fingers through their labia until they reached the top where they pulled the hood of their clits back and played with their sensitive pink nubs while undulating their hips. When this show ended they returned to me and had me stand up so they could wash my cock and balls. Somehow all four of their hands coordinated perfectly in stroking and caressing me. Fingers made occasional forays between my ass cheeks and rubbed my anus, mouths and tongues took turns licking and engulfing my now hard cock head. I finally had to call a halt before I came in one of their mouths and reluctantly told them to use the handheld spray and rinse us off so we could get in bed. Once we dried off and returned to the bedroom they wanted me on my back so they could continue playing with me. Janelle lay on her stomach between my spread legs and Genevieve straddled my head with her pussy inches above my face. I placed my hands on her ass and massaged her cheeks and upper thighs as I studied her hairless pussy. "Genevieve, do you keep your pussy bare for modeling?" "Yes, I modeled lingerie a week ago so all the women were waxed." "You'll fit in very well with us. We all like to go hairless ever since Suvarna started the trend." "I'm glad you like it Prem." "Like it? Oh Genevieve what I feel about what I'm looking at right now is way beyond liking. You're beautiful." "You're so different from that jerk Antoine. When he has sex with me he barely looks at me. It's like he's in a hurry to get it done. As soon as he cums he just gets up and gets dressed." "He is a very selfish person Genevieve. It sounds like he doesn't even like women. I doubt he's capable of loving one. He may actually be gay and hasn't been able to admit it yet. Fortunately you don't have to put up with him anymore. His loss is my gain. I promise you I'll never treat you like that." Janelle took her mouth off my cock and said, "You can count on that Genevieve. Prem is the kindest, sweetest most considerate man I've ever known and he always makes me feel loved and wanted. He makes me hot just by looking at me, just like he's doing to you now. He fucked my brains out in the back seat of the car the whole time we were driving here from Bordeaux." "Ummmhhh, that sounds like fun." "We'll do it some more on the way to Geneva." I licked the top of her thigh up to her lip then softly kissed it, then did the same to the other side. I pulled her hips down to lower her pussy to my mouth and engulfed as much of her slit as I could. My tongue licked upwards from her hole to her clit. She pressed hard against my mouth. She tasted delicious. Her hands cupped her breasts and massaged them while I continued feasting on her twat. When her juices began to flow I pushed my tongue into her vagina and sucked. She started grinding her pussy on my mouth. The feeling of Janelle's hot pussy beginning to slide down my rock hard cock briefly interrupted my concentration on Genevieve. I had to switch my focus to the sensation of my cock slipping into her hot wet sheath. I felt the warmth of her ass on my upper thighs as her vagina completed imprisoning my shaft. Instead of moving up and down Janelle was moving forward and backward, fucking me like a belly dancer. She leaned forward without interrupting her movements until I felt her soft breasts touch my chest. "Ooooohhhhh Prem, Janelle's licking my ass while you're licking my pussy." What Janelle was doing to me felt so good that I'd almost forgotten that my mouth was full of Genevieve's pussy. I returned my attention to using my tongue. They were both pressing down on me with their hot wet twats and it felt like all three of us were moving in synch toward an orgasm. Janelle had inserted some up and down strokes in her routine along with the back and forth and it was having a very noticeable effect on my cock. Genevieve moved her hand to her clit and began to rub it. "That's it, show me how you like to get off while I suck your cunt." Her fingers were moving vigorously over the sensitive nub and her breath was coming in gasps. My tongue was stuck as far as I could get it up her hole. Janelle began to bounce up and down on me and Genevieve almost cut off my breathing with her twat pressed hard against my mouth. Within seconds of each other they both stopped moving. Genevieve practically gushed juice into my mouth at the same time as Janelle's pussy went into spasm around my cock. I pushed Genevieve's hips back a little so I could get air into my nostrils, took a deep breath and felt my cock start spewing jizz deep into Janelle's pulsating vagina. If anybody should ever ask you what's better than one French teenager cumming with you, give them the obvious answer: two French teenagers cumming with you. I came so hard my toes curled. Genevieve finally raised her leg and moved off me. She and I watched as Janelle rose straight up but kept her pussy hovering over my cock, which had flopped back on my stomach. She put her hand on her lower stomach and pushed. A long string of my cum oozed out of her hole and dripped onto my cock. She managed to squeeze out about five more globs then looked at Genevieve and said, "I'll let you lick it up, then see if you can get him hard again." When I heard that I got the feeling that I probably would die before Suvarna if I was going to have these two to play with for the rest of the trip. Then I thought, what am I worried about? I'm already in heaven. They switched places with Genevieve lying between my legs and Janelle straddling my head. "I think there's a little of your cum left inside me if you think you can persuade my pussy to let you have it." I was actually getting to like the taste of my cum, especially when I could get it straight from the container it had been deposited in. Mixed with Janelle's own sweet nectar it was delectable. I began licking her slowly in an effort to tease it out of her. I felt and heard Genevieve slurping up the little pools of semen on my cock and stomach. She was apparently fond of the taste of it too. When she had sucked up the globs she began to lick the places where it had been with the flat of her tongue. She next turned to the other task that Janelle had given her, getting me hard again. Her tongue continued the long, wide, slow licks from the base of my cock to the tip. Her tongue felt warm and moist as she dragged it up my shaft, pressing it against the sensitive underside. On the way back down she would purse her lips and slide them while she sucked gently. It didn't take long before this oral laving caused my cock to stiffen. "Wrap your hand around his shaft and lick the head. That's good, just like that. Feel him get hard in your hand. Squeeze it gently and put the head in your mouth. Suck it Genevieve. Take a little more in your mouth so he can feel it lying on your tongue. Ooooohhhh yessss that's it baby do it like that. Feel it swell in your mouth. Make him feel welcome, get it nice and wet." Her tongue was sliding all around the top two inches of my cock and I could feel her saliva flowing out of her mouth to slide down my shaft. Her hand moved up to spread it down over the part not in her mouth. "Take your time and get him really wet all over. Now take it out of your mouth and use one hand to stroke him slowly. Put your other hand around his balls. Make a ring with your fingers at the base and squeeze until the skin is tight. That's good, now lick each one and get it wet. Prem loves to have his balls played with. Keep licking them." I could envision what this looked like even though I couldn't see it because of Janelle's wet pussy on my face. My tongue was extended as deep as it would go into her hole and I was sucking the remnants of my ejaculation out of her. I was impressed she had the presence of mind to give detailed instructions on oral sex to Genevieve since I could tell my licking was arousing her. "Genevieve, open your mouth wide and see if you can get both of his balls in there." I felt her mouth completely engulf my scrotum. "Very good. Now play with them with your tongue. Roll them around and lick them. Now close your lips behind them and gently pull them toward you." I moaned loudly into Janelle's cunt when I felt her mouth tugging and stretching my balls. Not from pain but because it felt so good. My cock was back to full erection now and Genevieve was still stroking it while her mouth held my nuts captive and her tongue harassed them with a pleasurable torment. "Keep doing that Genevieve. In a couple of minutes we're going to change positions and do something else but first I'm going to cum on Prem's mouth." She started moving her hips and rubbing her slit across my mouth. Her fingers rubbed her clit and she started moaning and grunting then talking in French as she humped my mouth faster. "Ohhhhh Prem feel it my love. Feel me cum for you. Ohhhh, Ohhhh, Ohhhh, God yes now!" She pressed down hard on my mouth and the last of my cum mixed with her plentiful juices flowed into my mouth." Genevieve released my balls from their wet confinement to look at Janelle having her orgasm. "Janelle you look so beautiful when you cum. I've never watched another woman cum like this before. I'm really having fun playing with you two." Janelle was still feeling the effects of her climax as she said, "I'm glad your enjoying it Genevieve because we're just getting started. If anybody needs to pee I suggest you do it now." The ladies headed for the bathroom but I stayed in the bed. When they returned Janelle told Genevieve to lay on her back, pull her knees up and spread her legs. She put a pillow under her hips to elevate them then told me to kneel between them. She had brought a bottle of massage oil back with her and knelt behind me. She poured the oil in her hand and rubbed it all over my cock and balls getting them thoroughly covered in the slippery liquid. Janelle moved up close behind me and pressed her breasts against my back. She told me to inch forward a little until my cock could touch Genevieve's pussy. "Genevieve I want you to play with yourself. Show us how you would do it if you were alone. Close your eyes and don't even think about us being in the room." Genevieve did what Janelle had told her. Janelle whispered in my ear, "You're going to get to see what few men ever get to witness. This is her private way of enjoying herself and I'm going to make sure you enjoy it too. Look at her Prem. Isn't she wonderful? We've filled her with sex and now she's going to express it for us. I want you to be as excited as I am." Genevieve began to rub her hands on her stomach and press them into her flesh as she moved them down toward her mound. She moved them in little circles on either side where her hips joined her body. I watched her breasts rising and falling as she breathed deeply and evenly. Her nipples began to extend and she pressed her head back against the pillow that cradled it. Janelle reached around me and poured some of the oil on her mound. It slowly dripped down her lips to her ass cheeks below. Her fingers moved to spread it all over her widespread crotch. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 14 I thought about how similar this was to the day in the doctor's office when I watched Vitesha masturbate with me while I gave my sperm specimen. Yet this was different. The intent here was pure carnal pleasure imbued with love. Genevieve was spreading her lips open and playing with her labia, pinching them and sliding her oily fingers up and down them. Janelle reached her right arm around me and her hand gently encircled my shaft. She started stroking it with long slippery movements of her hand. My cock swelled in her soft young hand and was hard in seconds. The tip was touching Genevieve's clit. As Janelle's hand stroked up to the tip her fingers would tenderly play across the swollen nub of Genevieve's clit for a few seconds then slide slowly back down my shaft to be replaced by Genevieve's as she rubbed the head of my cock onto her clit. After a few repetitions of this my precum was leaking out onto it and they incorporated the slippery goo into their caressing of her pink nub. I felt Janelle's left arm reach around me; her hand cupped my balls still slick with the oil and began to massage them. I could feel the love radiate from her chest into my back in a warm glow that spread all through me. I reached my arm behind me and placed it on her ass and squeezed it gently in acknowledgment. She pressed forward with her hips. Janelle had become so expert at coordinating the movements of her two hands to stimulate both my cock and balls simultaneously that I didn't have anything in my experience to compare it to. "Janelle where on earth did you learn to do what you're doing to me now?" "I'm learning as I go along Prem. I'm so in love with you that I feel like your cock and balls are part of my body so I'm doing to them what I would want done. I want to make you cum so that it feels like I'm cumming with you and through you." "Oh Janelle, my sweet beautiful young lover. You are such an extraordinary woman. You've transformed this whole experience from something sexual to something loving. Suddenly all three of us are one being, united by love and expressing it through sexual joy. I can hardly believe how far you've come since you met us. If your consciousness continues to expand at this rate you won't be my hot little teenager anymore." "Prem, I'll always be your hot teenager no matter how old I get. We are linked now for as long as we live and you know it." I had to resist the urge to turn around, push her on her back and fuck her. She kissed my neck and rubbed her head against my shoulders. She knew what I was thinking. "You just keep looking at Genevieve and enjoy it. I'll take care of everything else." She squeezed my cock and rubbed the tip slowly down to the bottom of Genevieve's slit then inserted it into her opening just enough to expand the tight hot hole. She extended her finger and rubbed her asshole while she barely wriggled the head of my cock at her entrance. Genevieve moaned as her own hands continued to rub her swollen clit. Janelle repeated sliding my cockhead up and down her slit as it became increasingly wetter. I moved my hand from Janelle's ass and put it between us so I could get to her pussy. It was as wet as Genevieve's. She moved her hips back and forth on my fingers while she continued using her hands to play with me and Genevieve. We were all now doing this for the sake of doing it. None of us was the least concerned with having an orgasm. We all knew it was coming but it was no longer a goal. Mitra's words echoed in my mind 'You must meditate on the difference between a result and a consequence.' Our orgasms would be the consequence of what we were engaged in not the result. It made all the difference in the world. Our activities were no longer confined to any particular sexual description. The lines between the various categories blurred as we allowed our bodies to direct our actions. I decided to focus on Genevieve. She was lost in her sexuality. She had become what Janelle had predicted; a beautiful young woman transformed by her private sexual proclivities into a vision of delight. It was the most powerful visual stimulus for sexual arousal a man could hope for. Watching her sexual energy build higher and higher was so engrossing I could have probably cum just from the sight of her. Janelle seemed to be the central control point of this play. Adjusting her actions to keep us all in synch, bringing us all closer to the edge. Her hands on my genitals were doing things even I couldn't do to myself. The pace of her stroking increased. The way she caressed my balls made my cock swell in her hand. This caused her to grip me a little tighter and slow down the speed of moving her hand up and down my shaft. She stopped her stroke with her fingers just below the head and pumped me by squeezing and releasing me. Her finger rubbed the head to the tip and tickled the hole. Genevieve began panting in shallow breaths and her chest rose and fell quickly. She moaned continuously and her fingers were massaging her entire pussy. She pressed her hand hard against her mound and her hips raised up as her back arched. You could see the orgasm spread through her. It was enough to trigger my own orgasm and I watched as long ropes of semen splashed across her fingers. Janelle's magical hands were milking me like a cow as she aimed the jets of my cum all over Genevieve's crotch. I was powerless to resist or assist her in emptying the contents of my prostate onto her. My hand was still on Janelle's pussy and I finally realized from the amount of juice on my fingers that she had cum with us. We didn't move as the orgasm seemed to flow between us until it slowly diminished. Janelle sat back and released her hold on my genitals. I backed away from Genevieve so she could extend her legs. Her cum covered hand was still holding her pussy. There was cum on her thighs and lower stomach too. Janelle crawled up beside Genevieve and kissed her. "Thank you for sharing that with us. You were beautiful." "I've never felt anything like that before Janelle. It was so powerful. Is this what if feels like every time you all have sex?" "Actually Genevieve, it keeps getting better each time." "Oh my God. No wonder you do it so much. This is fabulous." "Tell us what you felt." "I always used to think that playing with myself was naughty and I would have been embarrassed if anybody had watched me but with you two it seemed so natural, so right; it felt absolutely joyful. I wanted you to see me. I wanted to make you feel like I felt. And you did. I could experience what all of us were feeling. It was the first time I ever felt like I was sharing sex with somebody." "That's the way it's going to feel from now on. When the meditations help you to learn how to stop resisting and move the energy up, the love will flow between us no matter who you're with or what you're doing. The sexual energy will fill your heart and explode in your head in orgasms that you never knew were possible. Come on let's go get in the shower and clean you up. We need to get some sleep. It's been a busy day and we have a trip ahead of us tomorrow." I woke up during the night a couple of times to feel the extraordinary pleasure of two young naked females snuggled up beside me. The bed didn't seem the least bit crowded. When I opened my eyes and saw that the sun had risen I turned to face Genevieve and couldn't resist kissing her awake. "Ummmhhh, bonjour Prem. I like to wake up with a kiss." "In that case, have some more." I pressed my lips to hers and felt her arms wrap around me. I pulled her close to me and my cock began to stiffen against her upper thighs. My hand moved down to her soft ass and massaged it. She raised her leg to let my hardening cock cuddle up to her warm pussy. I pulled her hips toward me with the hand I had on her ass. She began to move them forward and back to slide her slit along the top of my shaft. "Fuck me Prem. Put your hard cock inside me while I'm still half asleep and fill me with your cum. I want to feel it spurt into me so I know I'm not dreaming." I rolled her over on her back. She spread her legs and I got on top of her. Her hand guided my cock to her opening and I pushed forward. She was very tight and not yet completely wet so I pulled back and eased forward a few times to let her adjust. She pressed up hard with her hips as I pushed in and I slid all the way inside her. I held still to feel the wonderful embrace of her vagina on my cock. Looking at that exquisite face, feeling her soft breasts against my chest and absorbing the sensations of her pussy engulfing my cock became a meditation in itself. I kissed her and her arms held me tightly as the same feelings spread through her. She raised her knees and I felt her legs wrap around me and pull my hips tight against hers. "Fuck me now Prem. Fuck me nice and slow the way that lovers do." I began stroking her with steady, even strokes. I wanted to build us both up gradually to our peaks. I was aware of her increasing wetness and how the lips of her pussy stretched around my shaft as I slid in and out of her. I could already sense a new relaxed openness about her. She was very comfortable with me and wanted to make love with me. She had liked the feeling of sharing sex that she had experienced last night and wanted to give herself totally to me knowing I would do the same with her. I moved my head beside hers so I could kiss the side of her neck. "Genevieve you're beginning to feel it aren't you? Your body already knows that this is not just sex doesn't it? This is deeper; it goes beyond your pussy to your heart. Oh my beautiful young lover let it happen. Don't hold back anything. I'm going to do more than just fuck you; I'm going to love you. Let it go deep inside you." "Unnnhhhh, Unnnhhhh, Oooohhhh Prem I do feel it. What are you doing to me? It's going all through my body. Prem, Oh God...You're making me...Ohhhh Goddddd Prem Yessssss." Her arms and legs squeezed me tight as she pressed her hips against me so I couldn't move. Her orgasm caused her whole body to tighten around me. She put her heels on my ass cheeks and spurred me like a horse to get my cock as deep in her as she could. "Ohhh God Prem that was fantastic. Keep going. Don't stop. Fuck me some more and make me cum like that again." Her arms and legs relaxed enough for me to start stroking her again. I picked up speed and was slapping against her with each thrust. Her pussy was soaking wet now and seemed to have expanded to accommodate me. Her heat seemed to make my cock harder and the tip felt like it was buzzing inside of her. In an attempt to delay my inevitable orgasm I changed my stroking by keeping my cock inside her more and moved my hips in an undulating wave like motion. She seemed to like this because her hips moved in opposition to mine and allowed the head of my cock to slide against her g-spot. She also started moaning continuously while her vagina massaged my cock. This did not have the effect I was trying for. Instead of delaying my orgasm it actually seemed to hasten it. It put more stimulation on my cockhead, which combined with the wetness and the heat made the buzzing sensation increase. It also made my balls stay in contact with her ass cheeks, which were smearing her juices all over my scrotum. "Genevieve I'm going to cum soon. Are you going to cum with me?" "Oh oui mon amour. As soon as I feel your hot spunk spray inside me I'm going to explode." I raised my head up to look at her face and when I saw the image of Audrey Hepburn on the edge of cumming I felt my orgasm hit me like I was coming out of the gate on a brahma bull at a rodeo. I had never thought of Audrey as a porn star before but with everything else going on in my body she seemed like the sexiest woman in the world. I didn't even stop moving as the spasmodic bursts of cum began spewing into her. True to her word, she came as soon as she felt the first hot glob of cum spurt into her. By the time the last burst splattered against the pink walls of her vagina she was trembling as she held me tight. It took a couple of minutes for us to recover enough to start untangling and then I heard Janelle's voice. "Hurry up Prem and get out of the way so I can suck all that sweet cum out of her juicy twat. I swear you've turned me into as big a teenage pussy hound as you are." She took my place between Genevieve's legs and wasted no time covering her slit with her mouth. Genevieve began to moan again as Janelle's magic tongue went to work on her cunt. I sat back to enjoy the show and when it seemed like Janelle had extracted all the creamy goodness from her she sucked her clit into her mouth and licked it furiously. In less than a minute Genevieve's hips rose up and her back arched as she had yet another gigantic orgasm. When Genevieve could finally speak she said, "I don't know if what Suvarna said is true. I don't think I'll ever get used to having sex all the time. I'm not even out of bed yet and I've already cum three times. I'm not sure I can keep doing this all day." Janelle looked at her and said, "I can promise you we're going to find out. You haven't even begun the meditations yet. Now get that beautiful ass of yours out of the bed and let's go get a shower." After we showered we packed up and put the cases on the elevator then went to find the rest of the group. We all met up in the kitchen and ate the leftovers from the party for breakfast. We grabbed a case of Champagne to take with us and Vitesha brought the car up to the entrance so we could get it packed. At ten thirty Pierre arrived to oversee the cleanup. He had the cash for Suvarna and she divided it up and put a thousand euros in six envelopes. The remaining four thousand she put in her wallet for expenses. She told Genevieve to give an envelope to each of the other four models and the seamstress and hair stylist with instructions to keep it a secret and not let anybody know they had received it. She specifically omitted the photographers after hearing about how they coerced the models into having sex with them. Alysse had a talk with Pierre and he seemed to be resigned to her going with us to Geneva. He still thought it would be an opportunity to pick up another place to manage for Suvarna. Alysse looked very calm and centered while she spoke with him and resisted the urge to be angry or unpleasant. Genevieve went up and discretely dispersed the envelopes to each of the ladies then told Antoine she was going to stay over in Lyon with a friend for a couple of days and come back on the train. They all packed up their bus and took off. By the time we got the car packed and climbed in it was almost noon. We were full up now. Vitesha drove with Jean beside her to navigate. Mitra, Suvarna and Alysse were in the second seat and I sat between Janelle and Genevieve in the rear. All three of us had agreed not to wear underwear for this trip. As soon as we got outside of the main gates our shorts were on the floor. Genevieve took a bottle of massage oil out of her purse and poured some in her hand before wrapping it around my cock. She then poured some in Janelle's hand before she cupped my balls. I told Janelle to lean the seat back about half way so we wouldn't be too conspicuous. It was only about three hours to Geneva. I hoped Vitesha was going to drive slowly. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 15 I actually did get to enjoy some of the pretty scenery we were driving through despite the incredible double hand job Janelle and Genevieve were giving me. They took turns leisurely stroking my cock and caressing my balls. They had their legs spread wide and I had my hands on their bald pussies playing with their slits and clits. The wetter they got the harder my cock became. I really wished we were driving to Budapest instead of Geneva so I could do this all day long. I would turn my head to one of them and she would kiss me and stick her tongue inside my mouth while she squeezed whichever part of me she had in her hand. Then I would turn the other way and repeat this with the other one. Janelle reached into her bag and brought out two vibrators about six inches long. She handed one to Genevieve and they both inserted them into their wet vaginas and turned them on. I could hear the buzzing and see the rubber dildos sliding in and out of their pussies. I continued to diddle their clits with my fingers while they fucked themselves. I was surprised at how well they did this without missing a beat of what they were doing to me. They seemed to be in a contest to see which one of them could hold out the longest before cumming. I cheated a little and gave Genevieve's clit extra attention and soon had her panting and moaning. This of course caused the three women in front of us to all turn around to see what we were doing back here in economy class. Mitra lowered their seat back a little and all three of them sat there and watched us playing with each other. Mitra said, "I hope you brought enough toys for all of us to play with." Janelle told her she'd have to take turns with them. Now that she knew she had an audience, Genevieve started sliding the vibrator in and out of her at a faster rate. In a couple of minutes she pushed it in all the way, rolled her head back and let out a loud moan as she had her fourth orgasm of the day. She still had the presence of mind to keep massaging my balls with her other hand. Janelle increased the pace of fucking herself with the toy and I sped up the rubbing of her clit. Amazingly she coordinated her efforts with stroking my cock and when she shoved the vibrator all the way in I gushed hot cum all over their hands and lower arms. She continued to pump me as her own orgasm raced through her body. Both of their hot little pussies continued to throb around the vibrators while cum continued to spurt out of my cock like a fountain. We were still in the middle of our orgasms when I heard Vitesha say, "Jesus Prem, are you guys at it again? I knew I shouldn't have let the three of you sit together. It's time to put your clothes back on. I need to stretch my legs and get something to drink so we're going to make a pit stop in a few minutes." We had gotten off the larger A42 highway and were driving on the D1084 so thankfully; we had to go a little slower. Suvarna had wanted to see some of the countryside and since we had plenty of time, Vitesha had taken this more scenic route. We were approaching a little town called Saint-Denis-en-Bugey. It was charming and a good place to take a break. We changed places with Jean going to the back with Janelle and Genevieve. I sat between Alysse and Suvarna and Mitra rode shotgun with Vitesha. We continued the sexual hijinks only instead of a hand job Alysse and Suvarna took turns sitting on me. We had to put the seat back a little more but this didn't seem to bother the group in the back. The girls were eager to continue doing to Jean what they had started with me. Alysse watched Suvarna as she raised her skirt, removed her panties, straddled my legs and lowered herself onto me. Once I was fully inside her hot vagina we sat motionless and held each other. Our soft kisses and gentle caressing felt really nice. "You two are really incredible. I can see and feel the love flowing between you. I would never have believed it would feel so wonderful to sit next to two people having sex but it does." "That's because of the love Alysse. Everybody in this car is part of it. We all go beyond just the physical aspects of sex, and it becomes meditative. Then it's not about cumming anymore it's about communing. Being joined to him silently like this is so much better than actively fucking him. Move over closer and put your head on his shoulder." When Alysse put her head next to mine Suvarna leaned over and kissed her very tenderly. When she pulled back Alysse said, "Wow Suvarna, it felt like I was joined with him too." "You were my sweet. And to me. Unbutton your blouse." Suvarna reached her hand over and began to caress her breast and kissed her again. Alysse moved her hand under Suvarna's skirt and rubbed her ass lightly. I could feel the heat beginning to build. I kissed Suvarna on her neck and shoulders and rubbed the other cheek of her ass with my hand. She moved her hips very slightly to rub her clit against my pubes. I heard both of them moan into each other's mouths as their tongues danced slowly together. Their breathing was deep and regular. At first I barely felt the pulsing of her vagina around me as her orgasm began. It went deep inside her, rising up gradually then spreading through her. She pulled me close to her and kissed me, sharing her climax with me. She let out a long sigh of pleasure and sat up straight and looked into my eyes. Her smile told me everything I needed to know. "Wow Suvarna you look radiantly beautiful. You're absolutely glowing. I want to feel like that." Suvarna rose up on her knees then swung her leg back and dismounted me like she was getting off a horse. She sat next to me with one leg tucked under her. "OK Alysse, your turn." Alysse had already removed her shorts and panties before she slid over and turned as she swung her leg over my lap. She stood on her knees as she straddled me with her pussy inches above my still hard cock. She put her hands behind my neck to hold on to me. "Suvarna would you put him in me. I want you to touch me first. Play with my clit while I look at him like you did." Suvarna's hand moved between Alysse's legs and started rubbing her pussy. Alysse stayed still while Suvarna caressed her lips and rubbed her clit. Suvarna moved toward her so her head was beside hers and began to kiss her cheek and neck. I brought my hands up to fondle her breasts. Her eyes closed as she took in the sensations of our touching her. Suvarna's hand wrapped around my cock so she could rub the head on Alysse's upper thighs. My precum left a trail where it touched her. "Do you feel how wet Prem is for you Alysse? His cock is hot and hard and wants to be inside you. Are you ready my love?" "Ohhhh yessss Suvarna, I'm aching for him." "Lower your hips down slowly." I felt her hot wet lips touch the head of my cock. "That's enough. Stay like that." Suvarna rubbed my cock back and forth along her slit a few times to get her really wet. "OK push down a little more." I felt her engulf the head. Suvarna stroked me as Alysse continued her slow descent on to my rigid shaft. Suvarna's hand pushed against Alysse's pussy on the upstroke and now slid down to massage my balls on the down stroke. Her hand stayed on my balls as Alysse completely impaled herself on my cock. Her ass felt warm against my thighs. "Stay just as you are Alysse. Look deeply into his eyes. Feel him filling your cunt; his hands on your breasts. Relax into the love and let it surround you." Suvarna kissed all around her neck and face as we stared at each other. She moved her hand from my balls to Alysse's stomach and rubbed it just above her mound. "He feels wonderful inside you doesn't he? Squeeze him. Pinch her nipples Prem." My thumb and finger pressed the hard extended buds between them and pulled, stretching them away from the warm soft fleshy mounds of her breast. Her vagina contracted around my cock for a few seconds then released. She repeated this rhythmic squeezing as Suvarna continued to rub her stomach. I could tell her arousal was building. Her pupils dilated and the skin of her neck had a pink flush on it. Her breathing quickened. Suvarna returned her hand to my balls and began to squeeze them in the same way that Alysse was squeezing my cock. She pushed her hips forward and back slightly, grinding her clit against my pubes. Suvarna let go of my balls and moved her hand so Alysse could press hard against me. I felt the first stirrings of an orgasm. As soon as I did I heard Suvarna whisper, "He's going to cum in you soon Alysse. When he does don't move. Just hold still and feel him spewing his hot cum deep inside you. Pump him with your cunt then cum with him. Don't stop looking at him. Don't say anything. Let it happen." Alysse continued to grind her pussy on me until the first jet of my hot cream squirted into her. She saw my orgasm in my eyes and felt it inside her as my cum coated the walls of her pink channel. After the third ejaculation her vagina began to spasm around my cock as her climax hit her. Her head started to tilt back but Suvarna put her hand behind it to hold it up. "Keep looking in his eyes Alysse. Get above your orgasm and pull the energy up to your heart." Her back stiffened and her gaze fixed on my eyes. She breathed deeply and allowed her orgasm to deepen. Her legs pressed against me as her climax filled her body and spread upward taking me with it as my cock continued to blast jets of hot cum into her like coronal mass ejections. Finally she leaned forward and kissed me. I put my arms around her and held her tight. What we had just shared was intense and she had responded to it. She would soon learn to circulate the light with me. She had learned to have her orgasm and not let it have her. She rose up and pulled herself off me. My gooey cock flopped onto my thighs. Suvarna handed her a tissue. She looked at it and said, "I'm going to need a lot more than that." Suvarna laughed and handed her the whole box of tissues. My heart warmed to hear her laughter. It was the sweetest sound I knew. She slid close to me and I put my arm around her. I thought about the situation and wondered if anybody else in the world was as lucky as I was. I had just filled another woman's pussy with cum and the person who loved me with all her heart had helped me do it and was smiling and laughing contentedly next to me. In a little over a month this had come to be my new reality. Gone were the old morality of monogamy, jealousy, possessiveness and the sense of entitlement to sexual fidelity. In their place was a freedom to let love happen in all its forms, a sharing of body, mind and spirit that strengthened with each new encounter. Unbridled joy and genuine caring flowed through all of us in everything we did. There are a lot of people in the world and many of them would undoubtedly disagree with our arrangement but it sure seemed to be working for us. It was going on four o'clock when we reached the outskirts of Geneva. Vitesha told all of us to get dressed and try to look presentable. The GPS took us to the property manager's office where Suvarna and Alysse got out and went inside to inform them of our arrival. They returned in a few minutes with keys and directions to our destination. The property was a few miles north of Geneva in a small village named Gingins located up in the mountains. It was easy enough to get to; we drove north on route 1 toward Nyon then turned left and drove up into the hills. It took us about thirty minutes to get there. There was a gate, which we opened with one of the keys, and then we proceeded on to another beautiful chateau. This one was substantially smaller than the one we had been in back in Lyon. Nevertheless, it was impressive. Twenty-five acres of gorgeous landscaping and breathtaking mountain views surrounded a mansion built in the late fifteenth century and updated countless times since then. There was a large swimming pool about forty yards from the main building. Other buildings connected to the main one by covered walkways twenty-six feet up on top of thick stone walls. They formed a rectangle with a courtyard in the middle. Large iron gates stood at the entrance to the courtyard. On the corners of the rectangle stood massive three story towers that contained bedroom suites. The two story walls between the towers enclosed the formal rooms of the mansion. We did a little exploring to discover the bedrooms we would be occupying on this first night here. Each tower had two and there were some on the second story of the walls. There were supposed to be twelve in all but we stopped looking after finding three since that was all we needed. We also found a magnificent dining room toward the back adjacent to an equally fabulous kitchen. The modern appliances had been cleverly integrated into the large room so that it still retained the look and feel of a fifteenth century castle while providing for twenty-first century living. We brought in our luggage and put it in the bedrooms we had chosen. Next up was a shower followed by a glass of the Champagne we had brought with us from the party. The tower above the kitchen was round and had a circular stairway leading up to a bedroom and a bathroom on the second floor and then on up to a covered platform above it that had patio furniture on it so we had our wine up there. The view was terrific. We could see all the way to the lake. After we relaxed and drank our wine we got back in the car and drove down to Nyon to a restaurant on the lake that the property manager had recommended to us. After dinner we returned to the chateau and prepared to do a meditation in the courtyard. All of the rooms on the first floor in the walls between the towers had beautiful glass double doors with high arches above them. Lovely wrought iron doors in a delicate scroll pattern could be closed and locked over the glass ones. Some large rooms had as many as four of these doors so you could have a view of the courtyard from anywhere on the first floor no matter which room you were in. Since there were six women and two men, the evening meditation was to have three women on each man. Jean took the Americans and I took the French women. We were all supposed to get as aroused as possible but not to cum. I tried to keep focused on the stars. There seemed to be a lot of them and they were clearly visible from the courtyard. We were far enough away from Geneva so there was no light form the city to interfere. I was distracted from my stargazing by what the ladies were doing to me. They rotated around me with one of them sitting on my face while the other two caressed my cock and balls with their hands and mouths. Janelle gave Alysse and Genevieve lessons in how to stimulate me without making me cum. She was so in tune with me she could feel what was going on in my genitals as well as I could. All of this activity took on a completely different orientation when done as a meditation. It was relatively easy to just lie back and enjoy the sensations without caring if you had an orgasm. My attention was more on what I was doing to the one on my face than the two on my cock and balls. My sense of her state of arousal was becoming much sharper by not caring about my own. After about an hour of this we headed off to the bedrooms. I slept with Alysse and Vitesha. Jean slept with Genevieve and Suvarna. That left Janelle with Mitra. I suggested Alysse and I make Vitesha feel really good after doing all the driving today so we both started kissing her breasts. In a few minutes I left Alysse to deal with both tits and I moved down to get between her legs so I could use my mouth on her pussy. I licked and sucked her almost to the point of orgasm then stopped. "Ahhwww Prem, why did you stop?" She got her answer when the tip of my cock began to slide up and down her slit. I teased her a little then pushed it inside her. Between the meditation and what Alysse and I had been doing to her it didn't take long before she came in a lengthy but almost gentle orgasm. By not cumming I got to enjoy her climax with her, watching her cum was as much fun as doing it myself. Lying between two happy naked women had become my favorite way to sleep and it didn't take long before I slipped peacefully into dreamland. When I opened my eyes I saw Alysse's face. Her eyes were open and she was smiling. "Good morning Alysse. Comment allez-vous?" "I'm fantastic this morning Prem. I just love waking up with you. You look at me with so much love; just like the way you looked at Vitesha last night when she was cumming. It's the same way you look at Suvarna and Mitra. You really do love all of us don't you?" "Very much." I put my arms around her and pulled her close to me and kissed her. She was warm and soft in my arms. I slid my hand down and caressed her ass. My cock began to stiffen against her lower stomach. She reached her hand down and wrapped her fingers around my shaft. "I'm going to put this in my mouth and suck on it for a while. If you want, you can cum in my mouth and fill it with your sweet cream." She slid down and put her lips around the head. Her tongue licked the tip and slid all around it. I quickly swelled to full hardness in her hand. She started stroking me, taking more of me into her mouth with each movement. I put my hand on her head and ran my fingers through her hair. "That feels wonderful Alysse." She pulled her mouth off and said, "Do it the way it feels good to you. Fuck my mouth Prem." Her lips returned to my cock head and I began to slowly slip in and out of her mouth. Her saliva was flowing and covering my shaft with each insertion. I was pushing about two thirds of my length into her each time now. Her hands moved to my balls and started rolling them with her fingers and tugging gently on them. We were totally in synch now. The head of my cock was touching the opening to her throat with each slow stroke and her fingers were making my balls tingle. A few more strokes and I felt the urge begin. It was going to be one of those orgasms that began deep down inside and came up like lava until it overflowed and streamed out of me. When she felt me swell and stop moving, her hand cupped my balls and gently squeezed them. The first spurt erupted across her tongue and into her throat. She swallowed and breathed through her nose to get ready for the next. Her fingers tenderly entreated my balls to repeat their performance, which they were all too happy to do. Another hot glob of cum jetted out and streaked across her tongue. We were both on autopilot now. Our bodies obeyed the reflexive instructions of a program that had been finely crafted and tuned for eons. There was nothing for either of us to do but enjoy it, celebrate it and share it. I didn't even count how many times I sprayed my hot creamy tribute into her mouth. I was too busy relishing the exquisite sensations of a loving, beautiful woman receiving the fruits of her affectionate treatment of my cock. My only thought was to wonder how I could be so fortunate to have all of these women do this to me because they enjoyed doing it as much as I did. She lay still with my cock in her mouth after the last ejaculation ended. She softly licked and sucked the head to get every last drop of cum as I gradually deflated. I removed my spent cock from her mouth and she moved back up to lie beside me. I took her in my arms again and kissed her sliding my tongue through her lips to taste my cum. She pressed herself against me and moaned as her breasts pushed against my chest and her erect nipples poked my skin. "Oh Prem, I don't seem to be able to get enough of you this morning. The more I hold you and feel your love the more I want." "In that case, you shall have more." It was my turn now to slide down and kiss my way to her pussy. Vitesha had been lying beside us the whole time Alysse was sucking me. She now moved over to take my place kissing her. Alysse spread her legs and I got between them to begin my oral assault on her slit. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 15 Vitesha's hand was cupped around her breast and her mouth was glued to hers. The contrast of Vitesha's blonde hair mingling with Alysse's soft brown mane while they kissed was beautiful. When my lips touched her slit I was not surprised to find her already wet. I paused to marvel at how she had changed in such a short time with us. I remembered how tense she was when we first met her and how timid she acted when she was around Pierre. All of that worry was gone now. I could tell by the way she spread her legs that there was no uncertainty in her actions now. She wasn't just allowing this to happen she was welcoming it, wanting us to make love with her so she could participate completely with us. She was challenging us to fill her with love until it exploded inside her. What an incredible difference this made to all of us. Vitesha sensed it too and moved her mouth down to suck on her breast. Alysse pushed her chest up to offer the soft fleshy mound to Vitesha's hungry mouth and moaned loudly when Vitesha sucked as much of it as she could inside. I opened my mouth wide and placed it over her pink opening and inserted my tongue into her. Her hips pressed forward to receive it. While I sucked on her my thumb moved to her clitoris and rubbed the sensitive nub. Her moans changed to panting grunts, as she offered no resistance to the sexual onslaught of our mouths. She was leaking juices onto my tongue and I was swallowing the sweet nectar in gulps. My other hand was on her stomach and I felt her muscles begin to tense. They contracted sharply and her hips raised up to arch her back. She had just begun to scream when Vitesha covered her mouth with her own in a passionate kiss that caused her entire body to shudder in orgasmic delight. My mouth was flooded with her hot juice. I noticed that her thighs did not reflexively squeeze my head but if anything actually opened wider. She was giving herself completely to the orgasm and to me. Her arms wrapped around Vitesha and they kissed like it was the last thing they would ever do. Her joy was contagious and I felt an orgasmic flush sweep through me despite not having actually cum. I crawled up on the bed to lie beside her again. When they finally stopped kissing Alysse said, "You two have filled me with sex. I never knew it could be like this. My whole body is buzzing and tingling and I don't want it to stop." Noticing that I was hard again I asked her, "Are you sure about that my love?" "Ohhhh oui Prem, very sure." I took her hand and moved it down to my cock. She wrapped her hand around it and squeezed it. Her legs were still spread so I lay on my side between them in a sort of spoon position and let her guide my cock to her sopping vagina. I entered her completely with one stroke. She gasped and breathed in sharply as I hit bottom. "Ooooohhhhh Yessssss that's what I want. Fuck me Prem. Start slow then speed up until you make me explode again." The muscles around her vagina were echoing her words as they contracted and released around me. I began sliding in and out of her slowly. Her head rolled back as she gave herself up to me completely and pressed forward with her hips to meet my thrusts. The heat and wetness of her cunt were marvelously stimulating. As much as I loved the feel of Janelle's tight teenage pussy, Alysse's was the equal of it now. It seemed to ripple around my shaft as I inserted it and withdrew it. Her hand was on her mound and her fingers were rubbing her clit as I continued fucking her in a steady rhythm. I reached for her hand and moved it down to encircle my cock. "Let me slide through your hand as I fuck you Alysse. Play with me and feel your juices covering my shaft." "Janelle told me you like this Prem. Your cock feels hot and good in my hand. I'm going to make you cum this way. I want to feel your spunk flowing through your shaft on its way to spray into my pussy. Ohhh mon dieu Prem, you're making me so excited." Since Alysse's entire upper body was exposed, Vitesha swung her leg over her and put her bare pussy inches above her face. "Lick my clit Alysse. Suck it inside your mouth and flick your tongue across it." As Alysse's tongue extended, Vitesha lowered her twat down to meet it. I watched them meet through Vitesha's spread legs and looked at Vitesha's labia between her gorgeous ass as her hips began to undulate on Alysse's mouth. Alysse brought her hands up and spread them on Vitesha's ass cheeks to fondle them as she softly sucked on her sensitive pink clit. Alysse wasn't the only one getting excited. The sight of Vitesha's pussy sliding across Alysse's mouth was doing things to my cock that was going off the pleasure scale. Alysse's hand stroking and squeezing my shaft before it slid into her wet cunt were sending signals through my entire central nervous system that felt like electric shocks. Vitesha started it when I saw her ass begin to jiggle and quiver. Alysse squeezed her cheeks and pulled them apart. When she did I saw Vitesha's labia twitching and knew she was about to cum. She breathed in sharply and her hands moved to her breasts to squeeze them. She moved her hips forward to get her vagina over Alysse's mouth and started moaning loudly. "Ohhh Alysse baby, look what you've made me do! I'm cumming all over your mouth my sweet love." Vitesha's climax initiated mine. I stopped moving and held about two inches of my cock inside Alysse's pussy as it flexed and swelled in her hand. She squeezed it and stroked it firmly toward the base. When the first spurt of cum erupted she moved her hand up until it touched her widespread lips where she felt the hot pearly liquid explode into her cunt. She moaned into Vitesha's pussy as her own orgasm began. She still had the composure to keep milking additional shots of semen into her while all three of us were climaxing. Vitesha swung her leg over and off of Alysse and curled up in a fetal position next to her as the aftershocks of her orgasm continued to coarse through her. Alysse released her grip on my cock and I slid back to free it from her hot vagina. Her hand replaced it as she rubbed her pussy and moaned. My cum was oozing out of her and she was using her fingers to spread it all over her lips and mound. I don't know if she was still experiencing the first orgasm or if she had started another one but I knew if I lay there and watched her too much longer I would start to get hard again. I rolled over to the edge and gave Vitesha's ass a playful slap. "Come on Vitesha, I think it's about time we took a shower and got some coffee. Alysse you're welcome to join us when you get through playing with yourself." "That may take a while Prem. My pussy has never felt this good. You've filled my stomach and my pussy with cum and I love it." "Don't wait too long Alysse. Bathing Prem is almost as much fun as fucking him." "You get the water warm and I'll join you in a few minutes." The bathrooms in this place weren't quite as lavish as the others. I guess there's only so much you can do to a place that's over five hundred years old. I didn't even want to think about what was involved with putting plumbing and electricity into this place much less what it cost. The shower was big though. It had two large rain showerheads on the ceiling. The pipes were exposed but since the walls and floors in this place were solid stone that wasn't a big surprise. There were two more conventional showerheads on the walls so you could definitely get wet. There were no doors on the shower. A small wall about four inches high kept the water from going all over the room. One really neat feature was a little closet in one corner of the room that housed a large water heater. Each bathroom had its own so hot water was never going to be an issue. I guess trying to run pipes several hundred feet was not an option. Vitesha and I stood under one of the rain heads and let the warm water cascade down on us. We had the pressure turned down low so it really felt like we were standing in the rain. I held her close to me and kissed her. "Prem I never thought anything like what has happened on this trip was possible the first time I saw you. It feels like we've been together for a long time and I love every minute of it. I've gone from being your driver to being head over heels in love with you in a month and a half. I don't know how long it will last but I'm so thankful I've had the chance to love you and I will love you as long as I can." "I know what you mean Vitesha. I thought I was just going to hang out with Anne and try to keep her happy until she dies but instead my whole life has changed. Everything I thought I knew about love has been completely replaced by what has happened since we started this adventure. I don't know where it will end either but one thing I've learned is you can't put conditions or restrictions on love. I wouldn't even try at this point. I love you. And I love loving you." Alysse finally showed up and walked in to the shower with us. She was positively glowing from all the love she'd received this morning. "Alysse, the more you fuck the more beautiful you become. I've never seen anybody look so dreamy eyed as you do." "I feel like I'm floating. I've been reborn. I can't believe I was barely existing only a few days ago and then you came along and reawakened me like Sleeping Beauty. Now I'm alive and well and full of love again. I had become a zombie and you brought me back to life. What did I do to deserve this?" "There's only one answer to that question Alysse. I learned it when I saw Anne do it. You opened your heart to love and when it came rushing into you, you accepted it and allowed it to vanquish all your fears and doubts. Now it has begun to transform you as it has all of us. You are alive again. Really alive for the first time. We all wonder what we did to deserve this but that's the miracle of love. You only have to say yes." We took turns washing and being washed. There is no better meditation than bathing with somebody you love. Letting your hands roam all over their body. Closing your eyes and really feeling them like a blind person perceives the world. All of your senses are heightened. The dripping of the water on your naked body makes you shiver as you kiss their wet lips and rub your face on their skin. Licking a nipple or running your fingers between their legs is the epitome of sensuality. You can't help but cry from the intensity of the intimacy. Your tears wash you on the inside and cleanse your heart of any dust that may obscure your perfect awareness of loving each other. Reluctantly we finished our bath and put on our robes to go downstairs in search of coffee only to be greeted in the kitchen by the remainder of the group who informed us that we forgot to get any coffee or anything else for breakfast before arriving at the chateau. Mitra had taken the car and driven to Nyon to rectify this oversight and bring us all our first Swiss breakfast. The ever-observant Mitra had spotted a café last evening on our way to the chateau and was en route to procure breakfast for us. She had started to ask Vitesha to do it but when she looked in on us she discovered she was otherwise occupied so she decided to go by herself. It was after nine when she arrived at the café. She parked the car and walked inside. On the outside the café looked like a chalet that resembled the classic Swiss architecture you would expect of a little town in Switzerland. Inside it looked more like a Starbucks. She stood just inside the entrance and gave the place a thorough scan. Her eyes came to rest on a man sitting alone in a corner in front of a laptop computer with ear buds in his ears and his attention riveted on the screen. He had on an expensive black leather jacket over a dark gray t-shirt and midnight blue jeans with black leather boots. But there was something about him that alerted Mitra the way a pheasant in a bush alerts a bird dog. She walked toward where the man was sitting. He of course didn't notice. When she got close to the table she purposely nudged the case for his laptop off the chair across from him onto the floor with her leg. This got his attention and he looked up as she bent over to retrieve the case. She was wearing stretch yoga pants that looked like they'd been painted on her and a short hot pink t-shirt that came down just below her fabulous boobs. She hadn't bothered to wear a bra. Once a male's eyes fill with the sight of Mitra dressed that provocatively, they will no longer be fixated on a computer screen. No matter how much of a nerd he may be. He said something to her in French. "I'm sorry but I don't speak French. Please excuse me, I was trying to read the menus on the wall and wasn't watching where I was going." "That's quite alright." He said in perfect English. "I should not have used one of this establishment's seats for a storage bin. Are you OK?" "Yes I'm fine, thank you. Would you mind if I joined you for a moment until I can decipher what I might want to order for breakfast?" "Not at all, please sit down and maybe I can be of assistance." He moved the laptop case and pulled the chair out for her. She sat down across from him and he closed the top on the computer as he took his seat. "My name is Julia Conway and this is my first visit to Switzerland." "It's a pleasure to meet you Julia, my name is David Pierce. I live in Geneva now. I'm originally from Montreal so I speak French as well as I speak English." "What made you decide to move to Geneva, if you don't mind my asking?" "I was working for a large bank in Montreal that was a subsidiary of a bank here in Geneva. A position opened up here and I applied for it." "So you're a banker are you? I have a good friend who also works with investments." "I'm not exactly a banker Julia. I work with computers in the bank's security division. I try to keep cyber criminals from stealing people's money." "That sounds like a job that would keep you very busy." "It does but I don't mind, I don't have much of a life outside of my work." "That's unfortunate David. So far I am very impressed with Geneva and would imagine there are a lot of things to do here in such a beautiful part of the world." "I'm sure there are but I've had quite a lot of personal excitement this past year and I haven't really recovered from all of it yet." "What could be so bad that it would keep you from enjoying living here?" "Well it started with a divorce. Then I did something rash that almost got me in a lot of trouble." "I could tell there was something troubling you. That's why I knocked your briefcase off the chair so I could talk to you." "Is it that obvious?" "David, I make my living helping others deal with pain so I know it when I see it. Do you remember Paul Simon's song Graceland? Losing love is like a window in your heart. Everybody sees you're blown apart. Everybody feels the wind blow. It doesn't have to be that way you know." "No. No I don't know. I wish I did but I can't seem to get over her." Mitra looked deep into his eyes. This was the first test to see if he would look back. She had to ascertain that he was ready. It's not help if you impose it; he had to want it. Speaking from experience, it is not easy to look away from Mitra when she looks at you with the full force of her compassion. David did look back but it was a strained look; a look of confusion and doubt as if his pain had become his companion and he was unsure if he really wanted to give it up. Because giving up the pain had somehow become equated with giving her up. "David, do you want to stop the pain? Do you want to heal? Don't you want to live again and feel again and know love again? If you want to I can help you." "How? Why?" "I can answer your first question but not your second. If you will allow me I can show you how to love again. Actually that's not completely true since you never knew in the first place. I can show you how love is supposed to be. I can show you how you cooperated with her to hurt yourself and how to keep from doing that again." "You gave your heart to her. That was a mistake. When your sense of pleasure and self worth are derived from the opinions of other people, you are not the master of your own happiness. I can show you how to share your heart so even if someone does leave you it won't tear you apart. The reason I'm here in Geneva is I'm helping two of the loveliest people I've ever met to learn this lesson because one of them is going to die soon." "As for the why, I'll give you a pseudo answer borrowed from Anne when someone recently asked her why she was helping them. Because I can. And don't worry; I don't want anything from you. I don't charge for my services while I'm on this trip. If you don't like what you see then leave. We'll be here until next Monday. You're welcome to hang out with us if you'd like. We'd be most grateful if you would be kind enough to show us around while we're here." "One more question David, when was the last time you got laid?" "It probably wouldn't surprise you if I said I don't remember would it?" "No it wouldn't. You do like sex don't you?" "Yes I was rather fond of it once." "That's good. If you had said you didn't I would have to withdraw my offer to help you. Sex is an integral part of my therapy program. Lots of sex. Is that a problem?" "Quite the contrary, it sounds like exactly what I need. You are talking about sex with you aren't you?" "Yes, and with others. Does the prospect of having sex with me appeal to you?" "Julia I'm not that far gone yet. Of course it does. You're beautiful." "In that case you can help me choose some things to have for our breakfast then you can accompany me back to where we are staying. How old are you David?" "I'm twenty-seven." "You're about the same age as Melissa. You'll like her. She's the sexiest, sweetest blonde I know. If she doesn't take your mind off your ex-wife I'll have to turn the teenagers loose on you." "Why do I get the impression you're not kidding?" "Because I'm not. You'd better get ready David. You're about to have your life changed." David helped Mitra select lots of good things for our breakfast including a couple of bags of ground coffee so we could make it at the chateau. When they got outside in the parking lot David told her he would follow her as he had his motorcycle today and didn't want to leave it at the café. When they got back to the chateau the first thing he said was, "Julia how on earth did you manage to get to stay here? This place is an historic landmark." "I know the owner." "You travel in some very high circles Julia. You must be really good at what you do." "I am." They headed toward the kitchen and when they got to the huge dining room they met the others who were seated at the long table. Vitesha had set the table in anticipation of Mitra's return with breakfast. Suvarna looked at David and said, "Another one Mitra?" "Maybe. I've invited him and he's come to see if he wants to accept that invitation. This is David Pierce. He works for a bank here in Geneva. David you can go around and let the others introduce themselves while I help Vitesha serve our breakfast." Suvarna walked up to David and said, "Hello David I'm Anne but you can call me Suvarna when we are amongst ourselves. It's very nice to meet you. Any friend of Mitra's is a friend of mine." She put her arms around him and kissed him. When he had regained a little composure he said, "Wow that was some greeting. It's very nice to meet you. I thought her name was Julia." "Some of us have two names David. Our formal names and the names our guru has given us. It can be a little confusing at first but you'll get used to it." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 15 He went around the room and met everybody. When he got to Vitesha he said, "You must be Melissa, I've heard about you but Julia didn't do you justice. I'm very happy to meet you." Melissa hugged him and kissed him as passionately as Suvarna did. "I'm also known as Vitesha, I see I've got a reputation to live up to. I'll try not to disappoint you." "I don't think you could possibly disappoint me Vitesha. You're everything she said you were and more." When he got to me I offered him my hand. He seemed relieved that I didn't kiss him. I told him, "Don't worry David, we have a lot of sex here but so far Jean and I have not gone there. You don't have to do anything you feel uncomfortable doing. Actually I don't think the women would allow us to do anything with each other because it's all we can do to keep them satisfied. I for one welcome having another rooster in this hen house. My name is Carl but you can call me Prem." "Pleased to meet you Prem. Would one of you please explain to me how you all got together and what you're doing in a place like this. I've ridden past here before but I've never been inside the gates. This is one of the oldest chateaus in Switzerland. I've never seen anybody come in or out of the grounds. I thought it was abandoned or owned by the state." Suvarna told him, "About forty years ago my father managed hedge funds for clients of several investment firms. He and my mother traveled extensively looking for opportunities. He was particularly fond of old houses and when he found one that he considered a bargain he would buy it and fix it up. By the time he died he owned over one hundred properties around the world. I took over his investment business and picked twenty-five of these properties to transfer into my name. My investment group owns the others." "In June of this year I was diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor and given six months to live. I made an unusual request of Prem to come live with me until I die and show me how to love. He agreed and has been doing a superb job of it. When I told him about the properties and that I had never been to any of them before he insisted that we pick out a few and go for a tour to see them. This chateau is the third of seven places we are scheduled to visit." "Mitra is by vocation a hospice worker but she is much more than that. She is caring for me during my remaining time. Vitesha is my driver and bodyguard. Don't let her beauty fool you. That kitty has claws. The tour began with the four of us to a maison in Bordeaux. That's where we met and fell in love with Janelle and Jean. They asked if they could come with us for the rest of the trip so we let them join us." "The next stop was Lyon and another chateau. Alysse was a partner in the agency that manages the property and takes care of it. She was in a very unhappy situation with her brother so I hired her to work full time for me and manage all my properties. In just a few days she has become as dear to us as the twins and we love her very much. Our latest member is Genevieve whom we also found in Lyon. She attended a party we had at the chateau and Mitra took a liking to her. Once Mitra decides she likes you there's not much you can do about it. You will either run away or join us." "I got the treatment from Mitra this morning. She can be very persuasive." "I would use the word seductive. She has no intention of persuading you of anything. She only invites you to experience things that can help you discover yourself. It's up to you to decide if you want to. You will never meet a kinder person in your life." "It doesn't hurt that she's also very beautiful." "In more ways than you could possibly imagine David." Mitra walked over behind Suvarna and put her arms around her. She kissed her on the neck and put her head on her shoulder and smiled. "Wow! I've never seen a more powerful expression of love than what I'm looking at right now. I can actually feel it from here." "Just wait until you're in her arms David. You won't believe what you'll feel then." "What about you David? How did you come to be in Geneva?" "I'll give you the short version because it still hurts too much to go into detail. I believed I was happily married and living in Montreal where I worked for the computer networking department of a bank. One day I came home from work and my wife was not at home. I called several people to ask if they had seen her but nobody had. I was frantic. Her clothes were still in the closets and her personal items were in the bathroom. I thought maybe she had been abducted. I knew you had to wait twenty-four hours to report somebody missing so I spent the most horrible night of my life waiting and hoping I would hear something." "The next morning I didn't go to work and around ten o'clock the phone rang. It was a woman I didn't recognize. She asked me if I knew where my wife was. I hesitated but finally said no then asked her if she knew. She said she didn't know the exact location but she was very sure that wherever she was she was with her husband. I asked her how she knew this and she told me she had come home to an empty house last night too and by coincidence their cell phone bills were in the mailbox. Over the past month our phone number showed up every day on her husband's call list." "I felt like somebody had just stabbed me in the heart. Eventually I heard from her but she wouldn't tell me where she was. A couple of months later she called to tell me she was returning to get her stuff and that I should file for divorce. This whole episode was like a continuous nightmare and wasted eight months of my life. I threw myself into my work and my sadness spawned anger at having been treated so unfairly." "I was in this mixed up state when I happened to discover a very serious flaw in some of the security system's programs. I never intended to be malicious but I used this flaw to gain access to virtually all of the bank's computers. I could have transferred billions of dollars into a private account in a banking haven like the Cayman Islands and disappeared. Instead I emptied the accounts of the president of the bank then sent an email to his personal address telling him I'd like to talk to him and I was quite sure he would want to hear what I had to say." "Needless to say I was called to his office that day. I explained what I had found and told him I didn't do it to steal money but to make a point. I told him what had happened to my marriage and that I wanted to continue to work for the bank but I needed to leave Montreal so I could get away from the memories. He asked me if this flaw I found was in all of the other banks' systems all around the world. I told him it was and if I could find it then sooner or later so could somebody else. He asked me if I could fix it. I told him I could. He said he was going to make some phone calls and he would speak to me after he had contacted the main bank here in Geneva." "When we spoke again he said he sympathized with my situation even though he was not pleased with the way I had brought the bank's problem to his attention. He then told me he had arranged with the Geneva bank to hire me as a consultant to work with their networking group to identify the flaw and fix it. He told me they would give me a contract for two years at a rate of twelve thousand euros per month. This was more than double what I was making before so I jumped at it. I've been here almost a year now and I'm slowly beginning to get my life back together." "That's some story David. Alysse lost her husband about a year ago in an accident so you will have a kindred spirit in her. She has made remarkable progress in recovering from her loss in a very short period of time and I'm sure you can do the same. I know you won't believe me when I tell you that you will soon learn how to forgive your wife and be thankful for the time you spent with her. Forgiveness is an inevitable consequence of our meditations. You won't even have to try and do it. If you go deeply into love it will just happen. There is no room for bitterness and anger in a loving heart. I remember watching a program on TV when I was a little girl and the host of the program would always end it by saying that it is better to light a single little candle than to curse the darkness." "Mitra, just hearing you say that gives me more hope than I've had since the day this all started. I not only hear what you're saying but I somehow feel it. Looking at you and Suvarna is very compelling evidence. If you can make someone as radiantly happy as Suvarna appears to be given what she's facing then you are a miracle worker." "What about your work David? Is being here with us going to interfere with your job?" "No it won't interfere at all. I rarely go to the office. I have remote access to everything I need so I can do my work from anywhere. I've helped the bank set up some very sophisticated teleconferencing and telecommuting systems so people don't have to be shut up in a building in order to perform their jobs. They've already asked me if I would be amendable to extending my contract so it seems they like what I'm doing for them." "Oh that's marvelous. You can be our guide to Switzerland just like Jean was in Bordeaux. It's very important that you be with us constantly so you can decide whether you want to join our little group and continue on to the next properties." "I would be glad to show you around. I already feel more comfortable with all of you than I have with anybody I've been with for a long time." Vitesha said, "Suvarna we're going to need a bigger vehicle. We're already cramped for space." "There must be a location here in Geneva for the rental agency. Call them up and see if we can turn in the SUV for something bigger." David said, "Vitesha would you like me to help you. We can use my laptop to locate the rental agency and they may have a list of available vehicles on their web site." "That's very kind of you to offer David. Let's go see what we can find." The rental agency said we could bring the SUV in and end the contract here instead of in Florence where we had intended to turn it in when we were finished with our visit to the property there. They had two Mercedes passenger vans available with separate storage space for luggage. One could seat eighteen people and the other held twelve. Vitesha opted for the smaller one in the hope that Mitra would not find more than three more people to join the tour before we left Europe. Vitesha, Suvarna, David and I left to trade in the SUV. It took about an hour to get there and redo the paperwork. It was an unusually warm day even for the beginning of August and when we returned to the chateau we found Jean and the rest of the ladies frolicking naked in the swimming pool. It didn't take us long to strip off and join them. The water felt refreshing but we didn't want to stay in the direct sun for too long so in about forty-five minutes we headed back to the chateau to shower so we could go somewhere for lunch and do a little sightseeing. As we walked in the front door Mitra said, "David I suggest you shower with Janelle and Genevieve. Trust me, you'll enjoy it. Janelle remember we want to leave here in forty-five minutes so don't get too rambunctious." "I don't know what that word means Mitra." "Janelle don't play coy with me, you know perfectly well what I mean. David's new here so go easy on him." When we finished showering and dressing we met at the car. Everybody was there except Janelle, Genevieve and David. When they did show up David had a smile on his face you couldn't wipe off with a floor sander. We all got into the new van. There was a center aisle with three rows of two seats on either side. The seats were large and comfortable with room to lean them back almost flat. The luggage compartment was in the back of the van. David sat directly behind Vitesha who sat in the driver's seat by herself so the van actually held thirteen people if you count the driver. David directed Vitesha toward Nyon where we turned left and drove along by the side of the lake. In a few minutes we came to a restaurant that had outside seating so you could see all the activity on the lake. David said this was one of his favorite places to eat because of the view and the wonderful Swiss food they served. After lunch we drove along the north side of the lake away from Geneva where we stopped at a few shops and walked around. The entire area was very clean and well kept. An excellent mix of historical and ultra-modern, it had a good feeling to it and was a comfortable place to live, if you could afford it. We decided to eat an early dinner at another charming restaurant then drove back to the chateau. It was still light when we got back so we all agreed it was time for a massage. We went around and gathered up comforters and pillows and took them out to a spot outside the back wall that had a fantastic view of the mountains in the distance. Now that there were nine of us we broke up into groups of three to do two on one massages. Mitra and Genevieve were with David. Mitra was being a little extra attentive to David since this was his first day with us. Jean was with Alysse and Vitesha and I got Suvarna and Janelle. While the others got started I asked Suvarna and Janelle if they would give me an enema first because I felt like having them massage my prostate from the inside. They thought that was an excellent idea and said they'd like to have an internal massage too. We went back to the bathroom in the main tower and began our massages by giving each other warm soapy enemas followed by another with clear water to get thoroughly cleansed. We jumped in the shower for a quick bath then grabbed some towels to dry off. Before we left Suvarna rummaged around in her bag and pulled out the bottle of spicy oil that Mitra had mixed up in Bordeaux. "Remember this?" "You really do want to juice up these massages, are you sure you're ready for that again?" "We can tone it down with the regular oil but I actually like the way it spreads warmth all through you." "Bring it along then. This should be a most invigorating massage." When we returned to the others, the massages were in full swing. Both of the men were being massaged by their respective partners with one at the head and another at their feet. We had stopped in the kitchen on the way out to get a little bowl so we could mix the oils. Suvarna poured a little of the spicy oil in and then added some of the regular blend and sat the bowl down. "Lay face down and we'll start on you with the regular oil." Janelle did my feet and legs while Suvarna rubbed my shoulders, arms and back. We hadn't done this in a while and I was surprised at how much I needed it. Their loving hands sent waves of pleasure through my tense muscles and I soon relaxed into the massage. I can always tell when I'm getting a really good massage because my breathing changes. It slows down and becomes deeper and much more even and relaxed. When they met in the middle I expected Janelle to insert her finger in my ass but they both just rubbed my ass cheeks and upper thighs. Suvarna sat back on her haunches and said, "Janelle do you want to do his ass or do you want to come up here and sit on his face and rub his cock?" "Oooohhhh Suvarna that's a tough choice. Prem loves the way I rub his cock but I'm sure he loves the way you do it just as much so I think I'll do his ass and balls." "OK Prem you heard her. Turn over on your back and spread those legs." I turned over and Janelle lay between my legs with her face inches away from my balls. She reached her hand over and dipped her fingers in the spicy oil mixture then used that oily hand to encircle my scrotum. I'd know that touch anywhere even if I were blindfolded. She had a unique way of tenderly caressing me that could drive me wild. She genuinely loved playing with my genitals and it definitely came across in the way it felt to me. Her skillful young fingers began lovingly manipulating my testicles and coating them in the spicy oil. I had barely started to enjoy what she was doing when Suvarna straddled my head facing my feet and lowered her pussy onto my mouth. As soon as my lips made contact with hers I was transported by the thought of having the world's best ball masseuse and the world's most delicious pussy at the same time. My tongue snuck out to take its first slow lick along her hairless slit. She kept her twat a half inch above my mouth so my tongue had to reach for it. As the tip traveled along her moist pink folds she moved slightly to allow it full access to her crotch. Knowing she had been cleansed she invited my tongue to explore her anus on its travels. I happily accepted the invitation and licked and sucked the puckered little hole like it was made of ice cream. Her hands pulled her ass cheeks apart to ensure I had no trouble reaching her little rosebud. "Oh Prem my precious love, lick me. Make me wet. Fuck me with your tongue. Let me feel your mouth adore my pussy as only you can. Kiss it and make it hunger for you. Tease me until I explode with joy just from loving you so much." I couldn't help but think about what she had said. Here we were with seven other people, some of whom we had only known for days and she's sitting naked on my face proclaiming our love and pleading for me to perform oral sex on her. This from a woman who less than two months ago would have felt uncomfortable even doing this in the dark without speaking a word. Her surrender to love was absolute now. She was totally without shame or embarrassment. It didn't matter if there were seven or seven thousand people around us, she was immersed in love and I was right there with her. I wasn't the only one who appreciated her display of divine love. Mitra had gotten up and walked over to us. She took Suvarna in her arms and kissed her so passionately that I swear I could feel it too. "Suvarna, my blessed, pure child you are no longer my disciple. Like Prem you have become my devotee. You are shining like a diamond for all of us to see and feel." You just never knew when something like this was going to happen. Here we had prepared for a relaxing massage in the open air and the next thing you know one of us has this transformative experience that changes the gestalt completely. What might have seemed like a rather obscene request by Suvarna had revealed how totally she had let go and disappeared into love. This was no longer an act of sex. This was Tantra. The pure essence of Tantra. Her words were no longer a lover's intimate request for sexual stimulation. They were a song, a recitation that came straight from her spirit. It was a proclamation that she would use her body and her sexuality as a form of communion with all present and share this rare and divine gift with us while she was still alive to do it. She had become awesome, a true Goddess. Among the various definitions of the word epiphany there are two that stand out. One is: A sudden, intuitive perception of the essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, commonplace experience. The other is: The manifestation of a divine reality. Both were perfectly appropriate for this occasion. Of course from my vantage point between her legs she still looked and tasted like a very sexy woman and I wasn't about to let a little thing like an epiphany get in the way of complying with her request. There was no better way to tell her how much I loved her than what I did next. I brought my hands up to her ass cheeks, spread them apart and stuck my tongue as far into her anus as I could. I didn't have to see the angelic smile on her face to know it was there as she raised her head to look out into the distance to see the mountains and said, "Yessssss, Yessssss, Yessssss!" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 15 She leaned forward as gracefully as a swan so as not to disturb the placement of my tongue in her ass and wrapped her delicate, feminine hand around my cock. She bent her head and I felt her soft lips slide over it. Janelle had apparently been preoccupied with Mitra's insinuation into our massage and had watched fascinatedly while she kissed Suvarna and declared her a devotee. I could forgive her for that as it is the kind of thing you don't see every day. But now that Suvarna's face was very close to her own she regained her focus and I felt her magic fingers return to the task to which they were so perfectly suited. My cock steadily stiffened under the combined effects of their attentions. When it reached full erection Suvarna removed her hand and held only the head in her mouth. Her tongue licked and sucked it like it was a precious, fragile jewel. Janelle reached over and stuck the fingers of her other hand into the spicy oil. I soon felt the tip of her lubricated finger touch my anus while she continued to caress my balls. She teasingly rubbed the tip of her finger over my hole to coat it with the oil. In a few seconds I felt a tingling sensation as the spices began to penetrate my tissue. It was the same sensation you get when you eat a jalapeno pepper; hot but not burning. Her fingertip slowly eased its way into my puckered entrance with no resistance. It only took a few seconds for the heat to spread through the pink walls of my lower rectum. When her finger was inserted all the way she began sawing it slowly in and out as the warmth of the oil intensified. The next time she slid her finger back she removed it completely. Then I felt two fingers enter me. Suvarna had very slowly slid her lips down my shaft and had about a fourth of my rock hard cock inside her wet mouth. I had to alternate my focus on what was being done to me and what I was doing to Suvarna. I removed my mouth from her ass long enough to discover the location of the bowl of oil and reached down and stuck my fingers in it. I then began to give her ass the same treatment Janelle was giving mine. As my first finger slid inside her I felt her moan around my cock as the spices went to work on her tender flesh. I moved it in and out of her in the same rhythm that Janelle was using. She started squirming and undulating her hips as the heat spread through her rectum. We all seemed to be in tacit agreement and understood implicitly that what we were doing to each other was not designed to achieve an orgasm. This was sex as meditation. There was no goal. Our titillating movements were not originating in our minds as an effort to stimulate us to a climax. They were arising in our hearts in a sincere, empathetic, unselfish desire to engender pure pleasure. As soon as Suvarna said those words, our activity transformed from a competition to cum into a cooperative symphony to produce and experience joy. Our sex organs had become instruments for us to play with, not simply means of reproduction. We had transcended the biological imperative and had entered into super consciousness, a realm of innocent childlike playfulness. This is what Mitra had perceived and why she came to Suvarna to confirm it and declare her a devotee. It wasn't so much what she said but how she said it that made Mitra sure that she had made that transition. Now I no longer had to struggle to focus on doing or being done. I had only to play my notes in this symphony in harmony with the others. I did wish I could see Janelle though because I wanted to see what I was sure was that serene look on her face that had become almost a permanent fixture on Suvarna's. As soon as I thought of her I knew she wanted me to bend my knees and spread my legs wider for her. When I did, a third oily digit joined the other two in my ass as she stretched me to receive her tender loving. She alternated pushing her fingers in and withdrawing them with using the tips to massage my prostate as she pressed forward toward the base of my cock. She was so attuned to my body that she used hers to give me what it wanted before I even knew it. Without missing a beat of what she was doing with her hands to my ass and balls she leaned forward to join Suvarna in a silent conspiracy. Suvarna pulled her mouth almost completely off my cock so only the very tip was contained in her puckered lips to allow Janelle to lick from the base all the way up to touch Suvarna's mouth where Janelle pursed her lips so they both had my cockhead trapped between them while they kissed each other and snaked their tongues over and around the tip while they did it. I could feel the precum flowing continuously from my rigid cock as they took turns passing the head back and forth between them to slurp it into their talented mouths. I added a second finger to the one already in Suvarna's ass and mimicked Janelle's actions. She pushed back to receive them when I pushed forward and pulled away as I withdrew them. The spicy oil had made her rectum hot and slippery and it felt incredible. It felt so good that I included a third finger the next time I pushed them in and her hot ass stretched to accommodate them. She moaned when I did this and I felt her rectum begin to squeeze and release around my fingers. Her orgasm was just about to begin and Janelle sensed it. She pulled her head back and as she did Suvarna's mouth engulfed the head of my cock. Her hand wrapped around my shaft and began to stroke it with a steady rhythm. Janelle increased the pressure she was using to squeeze my balls and the fingers in my ass pressed more insistently against my prostate. Suvarna's rectum began to spasm when her orgasm started. At the same time I felt my cum begin to surge upward toward her waiting mouth. I thought it would blast out of me like mount St. Helens but it spewed out like melted chocolate from a chocolate fountain at a wedding. Her hand milked my shaft as each ribbon of pearly fluid streamed viscously into her mouth and Janelle kept urging out more by massaging my hypersensitive prostate. I must have cum a dozen times. Despite her best attempts at swallowing it, her mouth couldn't contain it all and it began to cascade down the shaft where she incorporated it into her stroking as she greedily attempted to persuade my cock to keep the semen flowing. Finally there was nothing left. I extracted my fingers from Suvarna's ass and let my head plop back. She released her grip on my shaft and slid her mouth off the head with a loud popping slurp. Janelle removed her fingers from my ass and gave my balls one last gentle squeeze. Suvarna and I should have been exhausted from the intense orgasms that swept though us but I felt like I had received the best massage in my life. Suvarna turned around and laid on top of me and kissed me so she could squirt half a mouthful of my cum into my mouth. I was actually getting quite fond of the taste of my cum especially considering that it came from one of the women's mouth or pussy that I had just deposited it in. I suddenly remembered where we were and looked to see the others all sitting around us having been spectators of the show we had just put on for them. I heard David ask Mitra, "Does this sort of thing go on all the time around here?" "Pretty much, but what happened to Suvarna is as rare as a twenty carat diamond. What we just witnessed was Tantra in its purest form. To become capable of this is why we are all together. If something deep inside of you did not recognize and respond to this sexual ballet they performed then you don't belong here. This group is not a mobile orgy picking up new conquests as we travel. We are a family of seekers that are striving for understanding and are using sex to achieve it." I noticed that it was now dark so I asked what time it was. Vitesha informed me that it was after eight and we had been engaged in our 'massage' for over an hour and a half. Mitra announced that this would constitute tonight's meditation and gathered us around for Suvarna's visualization. I could sense that everybody's energy and awareness was up as we asked the tumor to be kind and spare the life of our beloved Suvarna so that we may all have her to learn from. Alysse and Janelle had tears in their eyes as they said their words to her. It was clear that they all heard Mitra's words about being a family and that they all felt that way. I asked if we wanted to keep the same partners for sleeping and David said he didn't feel like he was ready to sleep with two women and wondered if he could just be with one. "Which one do you want?" Mitra asked him. "You. After all, it was you that picked me up this morning." She smiled and said, "Since you put it that way, it would be my pleasure to share a bed with you. But we're not going to go right to sleep." "I was hoping you'd say that." Mitra and David found a bedroom that she deemed perfect. There was a four-poster bed in it that she said was just the right height. David wasn't sure what she meant but was sure he would soon find out. Mitra had him sit on the side of the bed and she stood in front of him. "This is our first time David. It's always a very special occasion and I want to make sure that you are pleased. We can do anything you want with one condition. You must not think of your ex-wife during our lovemaking. Don't compare me to her for better or worse and don't feel guilty for wanting to have sex and feel joy. That time is over. This is now. You are here with me. This is your opportunity to explore me and discover me and have fun. Now, is there something sexual you always wanted to do but haven't done yet?" "I've always wanted to have anal sex but the only time I tried she told me it hurt and she didn't want to keep doing it. I also like having oral sex but she didn't like me to cum in her mouth so she didn't do it to me very often." "You'll be very happy to know that all of the women here love anal sex and are very skillful cocksuckers. We love the taste of cum and are not the least bit reluctant to swallow it. I suggest we leave anal for another time since it requires some preparation and can take some time to do properly. So let's start with a blowjob. Stand up." Mitra knelt in front of him. "There are many positions for doing this but we'll start with the classic one. All men seem to like seeing a woman on her knees sucking their cock. There's just something about subservience that turns men on." She reached up and took his flaccid cock in her hand and began kissing the head while she gently squeezed the shaft. Her mouth opened to accept the head and her tongue began to circle around it and lick it. After a couple of minutes his cock had not responded to her actions. "Don't you like what I'm doing David?" "Oh yes, I like it very much. It feels wonderful but I feel strange and nervous. I...I don't want to disappoint you." "What makes you think you would disappoint me?" "Well as you can see I'm not that well endowed. I'm only average, ordinary and you're so beautiful and voluptuous. I'm a little intimidated by that plus the fact that you have sex a lot while I've been almost celibate for a long time. I'm afraid I might not be as good at it as you're accustomed to. " "David, despite the fact that I'm taller than average and have larger than average breasts my vagina is actually smaller than average, at least in the opinion of my gynecologist. About the only thing that is average about me is my ass. I don't need a ten-inch cock to give me satisfaction. Size matters but it's the size of what's between your ears that matters more than what's between your legs." "And please don't ever think there is anything wrong with being ordinary. The desire to be special or famous is the ego's greatest trick to control and manipulate us. Being allowed to be ordinary is one of life's greatest gifts. Don't ever trade a walk on part in the world for the lead role in a cage. And don't worry about your lack of sexual experience. I'm not one of those women who expect you to be a perfect lover and fulfill my every desire without having to tell you what they are. If there is anything I want you to do or stop doing or do differently I won't hesitate to let you know and we can make whatever adjustments we need to. I'm much more concerned with you than your technique." "Average is not the word I would use to describe your ass. It's magnificent." "Thank you. Why don't you think about some things you'd like to do with it while I get back to sucking your cock. Now you just relax and allow yourself to enjoy this. Put your hands in my hair and hold the sides of my head. Look into my eyes and see how much I want to please you. Accept my loving David. Rise up to meet it." His fingers slid through her hair as he gently held the sides of her head. He looked down at her. It only took a few seconds for his resistance to dissolve and when it did Mitra's hypnotic gaze pierced his eyes and went straight to his brain. Her energy shocked his system and he felt a warm flush all over his body. He watched her mouth engulf the head of his cock once more and the warm flush along with a considerable amount of his blood concentrated in his cock as it began to swell in her hand. Her transfixing gaze now contained a smile and her eyes sparkled with playful delight. His cock continued to expand forcing the head further inside her warm wet mouth. She began sliding her lips up and down the shaft while still holding it with her hand. She moaned softly and he felt as well as heard the sweet sound of her pleasure at his arousal. His hands gently caressed her head as he slowly ran his fingers through her beautiful long hair. Just touching it sent sensations into his fingers and up his arms to the pleasure centers of his brain. His erection was complete now and it felt incredible. It had been a long time since he had even felt like having an erection but now his body began to remember how good it felt. Mitra let go of him with her hand and brought both of them up to her head to cover his. She pushed them forward and back to let him know that he was now to control the way her mouth was to slide up and down his proud hard cock. She lowered her hands and he gently began to move her head forward and back increasing the range a little at a time until his entire hot cock was disappearing into her with every iteration. His eyes never left hers. He suddenly realized that he was enjoying this more than he had ever enjoyed anything in his life. He accepted that he was really here with a beautiful loving woman who was the very personification of sex and she was as happy to be here with him as he was to be with her. He continued gently rocking her head back and forth and feeling the wonderful things her tongue and lips did to him as his hard cock slid between and across them. She reached up with her hands and took one of his balls in each of them. Her tender caresses increased the pleasurable stimulation of her mouth to a whole new level. No one had ever done this for him before. Much less done it because they genuinely enjoyed doing it and sincerely wanted to please him. He was beginning to see that he had not really been in the loving relationship he had always believed himself to be. Her deft manipulation of his testicles reminded him of what the whole point of a blowjob is. Incredulously he had forgotten all about cumming. The exquisite sensations he was experiencing from fucking her mouth or using it to fuck his cock, the difference was too subtle to matter, were all he could think about. His orgasm circuitry had not been used in so long it was almost inactive. Almost. There was lust in those beautiful eyes that still held his captive and she was communicating it to him very intensely. He quit moving her head and held the tip of his cock in her pursed lips. She continued to lick it and could now feel that she was inducing it to relinquish precum into her hot mouth. The feeling of anything other than urine flowing through his cock reawakened his ejaculatory reflex. Her tugging and squeezing his balls armed it and the constant licking of her tongue started the countdown. She knew. He saw it in her eyes as he felt it in his groin. That docile, expectant, obsequious look that said 'Go ahead, do it' was more than he could stand. The first pulse of ejaculation was a shock and when she saw it in his eyes she closed hers as his first burst of hot cream spewed across her tongue. She swallowed it effortlessly and calmly waited for the next one. And the next, and the next and all that followed until months of pent up sexual frustration and loneliness had been transmuted into semen and released into her welcoming mouth. He felt lightheaded almost to the point that he thought he might pass out. He stepped back and leaned against the bed and tried to breathe deeply. She stood and walked to him gently pushing him back to lie on the bed. She picked up his legs and lifted them onto the bed. He lay there as his composure gradually returned to him and his uneasiness turned into peacefulness. He had never felt so good and wondered why an orgasm could have this effect on him. Then the realization reached his brain. Something was missing. Mitra crawled into bed next to him just as he understood what it was. The pain in his heart was gone. For the first time since he came home to that empty house it wasn't there wrapped around his heart like a python squeezing the life out of him. He turned to face Mitra and almost screamed, "Ohhh Mitra, do you know what you've done?" "Yes." "OHHHHHH". He wailed, an agonizing mournful sound too sad to bear and began to cry. Then his whole body was racked by his sobbing. It continued for a long time until he finally fell asleep, exhausted by the second big release of the night. She reached over and turned out the light then slid her naked body close to his and put her arms around him to silently comfort him while she too drifted into slumber where her beautiful compassionate spirit would watch over him until morning. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 16 Since David wanted to be alone with Mitra, that left Jean and me with five women. Suvarna decided she wanted some time with Jean and Genevieve. Janelle thought I couldn't handle three women after what she and Suvarna put me through earlier so she decided to bunk with Alysse to get to know her better. That left me with Vitesha. This was fine with me because I didn't get to spend nearly as much time alone with her as I'd like to. We got in the tub so I could wash the oil off me and she lit candles and put on some gentle music before getting in with me so we could have a romantic bath together. She washed me like she was bathing a baby. She was ever so gentle as she rubbed my body with the soft natural sponge and body wash, her bright eyes looking lovingly at every part she touched. When I was thoroughly clean she straddled me and sat facing me in my lap then proceeded to lather up my face to shave me. She carefully guided the razor over my cheeks and neck to remove the stubble then rubbed her face against mine to be sure she got me completely smooth. She laid the razor down and wiped away the remaining lather with the sponge. Her hands clasped together behind my neck and she pulled herself closer to me. My cock lay submerged between her legs touching her bare pussy. She looked at me with a look I was very familiar with. It spoke of a love too deep to be expressed in words and a serene joy derived simply from being with me. Her eyes were soft and yielding with a depth that rivaled even Mitra's. They were as welcoming and comforting as a mother's. This was the reason I wanted to be alone with her tonight. We had risen to the level where we could be together in silent communion. I had gotten to this level with Suvarna and Mitra but I was very happy to see that now I could do it with her too. Andrea Bocelli was singing Italia from an album of Chris Botti's music. We let the beautiful melody wash over us while we passed love back and forth between us and looked deeply into each other's eyes. She leaned closer and kissed me. It was a soft, gentle kiss full of love but devoid of passion. There was no need to descend to the level of the body. We were at the level of the heart. Like words, sex would have been an intrusion. Her head moved slowly to the side and came to rest on my shoulder. We stayed like that until the water cooled then got out and dried off and walked into the bedroom. She lay on her back and I lay beside her. "You get more beautiful every time I'm with you." She turned toward me and smiled. I reached over and turned out the light then we wrapped our arms around each other and snuggled close to feel the warm presence of our bodies pressing tightly together. This is how we would sleep on this perfect night. When I opened my eyes again I was alone. I figured she had gone to the bathroom, which seemed like a good idea so I rolled out of bed and started off down the hall. When I got there I discovered her drying herself off after a shower. "Didn't we take a bath just before gong to bed last night?" "Yes but I wanted to be really clean so I took an enema and then a quick shower. I was just about to go back to the bedroom." "I'll go with you as soon as I pee." While I was taking a leak she held up the bottle of spicy massage oil. "You had so much fun with this last night that I want you to use it on me." She then soaked a couple of washcloths and wrung them out and grabbed a couple of towels. "You seem to have woken up in a good mood." "I did, I had the most erotic dreams last night, probably from watching you and Janelle and Suvarna. When I woke up my pussy was soaking wet and I was as horny as a sailor on leave. Oh God Prem I want you inside me very soon. Hurry up will you?" As soon as I flushed the toilet she grabbed my hand and led me back to the bedroom. "If you want me to use that oil on you where I think you want me to, there's something I'd like to do first." "You're not going to tease me are you Prem?" "Maybe a little but I intend to please you as well. I just have to get my mouth on that beautiful pussy of yours." "In that case get started." She put the washcloths and towels on the bedside table and folded a pillow in half to place under her hips then laid down on her back. She raised her knees slowly and gracefully then spread them wide open. Here you are baby, it's all yours." I put the bottle of spicy oil on the bed next to her then crawled between her legs. The sight of her bald crotch was breathtakingly beautiful. I thought of Robert Frost's poem: Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leafs a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. Looking at her I wondered why something so perfect, so beautiful had to age and decay. Why doesn't life continue to progress toward more and more perfection? Mitra had told me that there are bigger themes in nature and that perfectibility happens on a grander scale than our little individual lives. Each leaf falls to make way for something better. Once we see that and drop the ego it ceases to be a sad event. You rejoice that you got to play your part in something as big as the universe. Still it seemed a shame that such beauty was so ephemeral. "Vitesha your pussy is a vision of sexual wonder. I could lay here and look at it for hours. I'm getting hard and I haven't even touched you yet." "I know you could Prem, it's one of the things I love so much about you. The way you look at me just melts my insides. But I'd really appreciate it if you do something more than just look. Kisses would be a very good start." I put my hands at the juncture of her upper thigh and her ass cheeks so I could rub her outer lips with my thumbs and pull them open to reveal her inner labia and vagina. I started softly kissing every inch of her from where my thumbs were up to her mound. Light little kisses with just enough pressure for her to feel them. Her breathing deepened and I noticed the gentle rise and fall of her stomach. "Ooooohhhhhh Prem that's perfect. Your lips make mine tingle everywhere they touch. Do it some more. Let me feel your tongue on me." I continued the kissing adding small licks of her clit and labia as I repeated my mouth's tour of her crotch. She responded with little jerks and twitches. I made a couple of more trips around her vulva with my mouth then reached for the bottle of oil. "You do realize this is the full strength version of this oil don't you? We cut it with some of the regular oil last night." "I want the real stuff Prem. It's a bit wild at first but when you adjust to it after a few minutes it feels incredible. It makes your whole body flush with warmth and tingling sensations and that's what I want to feel when you slide your hard cock inside me." "OK, I'm going to get you started." I poured a little on my index finger and put the tip on her puckered hole. I rubbed it around a little then eased my finger inside to barely cover the nail." "UHHHHHHHH, OH YES Prem that's what I remember. It really gets your attention fast. Keep going." "You're such a nasty little girl Vitesha. Please don't ever change. God how I love you." She wiggled her hips and pressed them forward. "Stick your finger in your nasty little girl's asshole Prem. Make me hot for your cock." I poured a little more oil on my finger and pushed it steadily forward until it was in her as far as it would go. I moved it around to spread the oil on the walls of her rectum. "OHHHHHH GOD YES Prem that hurts so good. Keep moving your finger around in me. You're setting my ass on fire." The bottle had one of those caps with a nozzle that you could flick up and down with your finger so you could open and close it with one hand. I poured a drop of the oil on the tip of my other hand's index finger then made sure it was closed before laying it down on the bed. With one finger still wriggling around inside her ass I touched the oil covered tip of the other one to her clit and rubbed it. It took two seconds for her hips to shoot straight up off the pillow. "Holy Shit Prem! That almost made me cum. You have no idea what that feels like. I don't think a Taser would be anymore shocking." "Let me kiss it and make it all better." I pursed my lips and covered her prominent hood and snuck the tip of my tongue under the spongy flesh that concealed the little pink nub. It seemed to be swollen from the effect of the oil as my tongue came into contact with it. Instantly my tongue felt hot, almost burning as the oil saturated my tender taste buds. Within seconds the sensation extended over half my tongue. I continued to suck on it and lick it until the burning diffused into a warm tingling. She was moaning now and breathing faster. My mouth slid down so my tongue could lap her entire slit. I stuck it into her vagina and her hips pressed against my mouth once more. She gasped as the residue of the oil on my tongue spread to the exposed pink tissue. Her juices began to seep from her into my waiting mouth. I pulled back and inserted the finger that I had used to rub her clit into her pink opening and rubbed it around in a circle. Her moans grew louder as the little bit of oil infused her moist interior and stimulated her nerve endings. She jerked and twitched again from the effects of two fingers in her orifices. I returned my mouth to her clit and sucked on it while I slid my fingers in and out of her holes. "OHHH GOD Prem the burning is turning into pure heat now and making my insides warm and tingling. This is the part I love so much. This is the feeling that is going to let my orgasm spread all through my body. Make me cum baby, suck my clit until I have a meltdown." I could feel her building to her climax as I sucked on her and rubbed the finger in her vagina against her g-spot. Listening to her gasps and grunts was telling me it wouldn't be long before she came. A sharp deep breath was all I heard when it hit her. Her vagina and her rectum were squeezing my fingers simultaneously. I finally pulled my fingers out of her while she twitched from post orgasmic aftershocks. Finally she said, "That was wonderful my love. You make me cum so good and the oil just makes it better. Now you know what I want. Go ahead and get started." I rose up to kneel between her legs and put the head of my rigid cock on her anus. I picked up the bottle of oil and dripped a couple of drops on my tip and pushed forward. I slid into her easily as the tight little hole expanded to accept the head of my cock. I alternated moving forward slowly with dripping more oil on my shaft. Inch by inch it slid into her and I felt her hot rectum conforming to the shape of my erection. When I was almost all the way in I pulled back and out of her to start the process all over again to get her filled with the spicy oil. This time I buried the entire length in her. "OHHHHH PREM your cock feels like a hot poker inside of me. Ohhh baby I've missed this. We don't get to do this nearly enough. Your cock belongs in my ass. I'm right back on the edge of cumming again just from feeling it fill me. Oh Prem fuck me. Fuck my tight hot ass and I'll cum for you all morning." Her hand moved to her pussy and started rubbing her clit. "Don't move. Stay inside me while I get myself off." Her fingers rubbed her nub furiously. Her eyes were filled with lust as her other hand joined her first to rub her labia and penetrate her vagina. "Ooooohhhhh my love watch me. Look at me while I show you how much I love you. See what you do to me. Ohhhh... Ohhhh... Ohhhhhh GOD Prem I'm cumming for you again. Owwwwoooohhhaieee, I'm cumming! I'm cumming so hard!" I felt her rectum start to spasm around my throbbing cock as a massive orgasm roared through her body. Then to my amazement, she squirted. The hot liquid shot out of her pussy and hit my lower stomach in a steady stream. She screamed and used her hands to pull back her labia to let the fluid flow unobstructed. It was almost too much for me. It took everything I had to keep from cumming with her. The sight of it spraying out of her, the feel of it hitting me and the wetness splattered all over her stomach was super erotic. "OH MY GOD Prem I've never done that before. See what you do to me? I want you to fuck me Prem. Fuck me and spray your liquid love in my ass just like I sprayed mine for you." I started sliding my hard cock in and out of her slippery ass in long strokes at a steady rhythm. Her lust was contagious and it grew quickly in me. The pace of my stroking increased as my arousal did. My thighs slapped against her ass cheeks as my cock continued to piston in and out of her. I bent forward enough to place my hands on her breasts and squeezed them. She pulled back on her bent legs so I could get as deep inside her as possible. Our eyes met and we both saw our climax mirrored in the other. Her eyelids closed as her rectum once again began to throb around my cock. I held still buried inside her and let her pulsations milk the cum from me. "Ohhhh Yesssss Yesssss Prem cum inside my hot ass. Spray it into me. Fill me with it. Ohhhh Yesssss. Ohhhhh Yesssss. It took several minutes for our orgasms to subside. As I slid my deflating cock out of her slick cum filled ass I remembered what a wet mess we had made. "We need to get in the shower again and clean up. It wouldn't hurt to change the sheets either." She didn't want to move and said she wanted to lie there and revel in that just fucked feeling for a while. "Come on Vitesha, we can come back and you can enjoy the feeling of being fucked again." That got her moving albeit slowly. We stripped the bed linens and put them in the laundry hamper before heading off to the bathroom. I gave her another enema to cleanse the spicy oil and cum out of her ass then we leisurely washed each other in the shower. We stood under the water and held each other more than we washed. We both shared this intense feeling of wanting to be as close to each other as we could. It was as if the closeness we shared last night had gone through a metamorphosis while we slept and become pure sexual lust. When we awoke we expressed the lust completely and now the sexual energy had changed again into sublime love. I thought back to the first day I met her and how in such a short time she had become a part of my life. I loved her not only as a lover but like a sister too. Janelle had said that she would always be my hot teenager no matter how old she got, that we were inextricably linked for life. Vitesha and I were also linked now through sharing this unconditional love unblemished by jealousy or expectations. We had no secrets from each other and no reason to have any. Her happiness and my happiness were mutually inclusive. I had a fleeting thought about how Sandy would react to the women who had now become part of my life and what would happen after Suvarna was gone. Before I could dwell on it I quickly dismissed it from my mind, I had finally got the knack of being here now and trusted that tomorrow would be dealt with when it happened. I took a deep breath and relaxed into Vitesha's loving arms. After the shower we found some new sheets and pillowcases and were walking back to the bedroom when we ran into Janelle. "Suvarna told me to come see what you two were doing. The rest of us are having breakfast in the big dining room." "We'll join you as soon as we remake the bed. Things got a little wild with the spicy massage oil this morning." "I think Mitra put some other arousing ingredients in that oil besides the pepper. It got to me last night and I didn't have it inside me. You're going to have to use it on my ass Prem and let me see what the secret is." "Vitesha can't seem to get enough of it. She goes into a fucking frenzy when it gets inside her." We made the bed, threw on our robes and went down to the dining room. During breakfast we talked about what we wanted to do today. David said he'd like to take his motorcycle back to his place and bring back his car so we'd have two to use while we were here. Jean asked if anybody else wanted to go to Cern, he wanted to take the tour of the colliders. David said he could go with him and they'd go out there before coming back. The rest of us decided it was time to do a little fixing up so we made plans to go to a world famous spa for the day and get pampered. They also had a hair salon and I was due for a haircut. Alysse called the La Mer, Hotel President Wilson spa and made the arrangements. We could arrive at eleven and spend four hours having all manner of wonderful treatments performed on us. Janelle was very excited to do this, as she had never been near a spa like this before. Actually none of us had probably been in one this elaborate. It was now nine o'clock, which gave us time to fool around in bed some more before getting ready to go out. Janelle said she wanted to join us so we three headed back to our bedroom. Mitra and David also had some unfinished business so they returned to their bedroom. When they got there Mitra told him she wanted to see if he was as good at giving oral sex as he was at receiving. "I don't think I could outperform you Mitra but I sure would like to try." "It's not a contest David. A sincere, enthusiastic attempt is all I ask. I'll direct you if you need any assistance. Basically it's pretty uncomplicated; use your mouth and tongue anywhere between my legs you want to. You do know what all is down there don't you?" "Believe it or not Mitra this won't be my first time doing this." "That's really comforting to know David. Do you remember what I said about the bed last night being the perfect height?" "Yes." "Well now you're going to see what I was talking about. I'm going to lay across the bed and put my feet on the edge like I'm at the gynecologist and you're going to kneel on the floor beside me. Your head will be at the perfect height to examine me with your tongue. You're allowed to use your fingers too. If you can convince me to have an orgasm then you get an extra treat. Are you ready?" "I've never been more ready for anything Mitra. I hope I can do half as much for you as you did for me last night." She took off her robe, sat on the edge of the bed and leaned back and put her feet on the edge beside her ass. "Now take off that robe, kneel down and enjoy yourself." When he was in place between her wide spread legs he took a moment to look at her. "Mitra I didn't know women like you even existed. I've never met a more uninhibited, beautiful, open minded, natural woman like you before. I can't tell you how happy I am to be here with you." "You don't have to tell me David, just show me. Show my body what has been imprisoned in your heart for so long. Show me all the love and intimacy you've been missing." Her knees were bent and above his head which was level with her crotch. He stretched up so he could almost reach her right knee and started kissing her thigh. Slowly, almost reverentially, he kissed down toward her pussy. When his mouth got to the juncture of her thigh and ass he licked the fold between her cheek and leg. His hand slid under her cheek and pushed it up to his open mouth and very gently nibbled on it then licked where his teeth had been to assuage any pain he might have caused her. She liked this. "David that feels very good. Do it some more. You can even suck more of my cheek into your mouth and bite a little harder. "Oooohhhhh Yessssss David, play with my ass baby. Those little love bites feel deliciously erotic." He kept this up for several minutes even going up her thigh next to her outer lip. Her leg twitched when his bite nipped a tender spot. His teasing was causing some very good feelings in her. Satisfied that he had done enough on her right leg he repeated the treatment on the left one. When he finished there he looked up at her and said, "Should I start at the top and work down or the other way?" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 16 "Start at the bottom. Lick my lips with the flat of your tongue all the way to the top then kiss your way across my mound and do the same thing on the other side. Lick hard and rub your tongue on my lips so it pulls on them." He followed her directions, even pausing half way to pull the full outer lip into his mouth and stretch it. He left a trail of saliva all the way around her slit then repeated this action several more times. "That felt incredible David. Now use your thumbs and pull my lips apart to expose my labia. Start at the bottom and slide your tongue between the pink, fleshy flaps until you reach the top." When his thumbs pulled her lips back and her inner pussy became visible he stopped. "Mitra, I've never done this to a woman who didn't have pubic hair before." "What do you think, do you like it?" "Oh God yes. All of these creases and folds and crinkles are gorgeous. I'm getting hard just looking at your labia; they're beautiful. Can I suck on them?" "David, don't ask stupid questions." Holding the outer lips back with his thumbs he put his lips around one of her labia and pulled it into his mouth then slid up it sucking more of the pink tissue into his mouth as he stretched it so he could suck on it and barely close his teeth on it. He did this again and again as slowly as he could, covering it with saliva each time. "I love how they get a little longer and crinkly toward the top. It feels fabulous when I suck it into my mouth. You're amazingly beautiful Mitra and you taste delicious. I could do this to you for hours." "Be careful what you wish for David." He continued playing with her lips until her pussy was very wet, as much from her juices as from his saliva. Mitra was getting really turned on now. "OK David now it's time to play with my clit. Put your left arm around my leg so you can put your hand on my mound. That's it now use your fingers to pull the hood back so you can see the little round, pink bulb under it. Use the tip of your tongue and tickle it by flicking it back and forth." He soon had the little nub exposed and paused to examine it. "You have an absolutely marvelous clitoris Mitra. It's perfect for sucking and the spongy fleshy hood is one of the most exciting things I've ever seen. I'm going to really enjoy this." Before she had time to say anything his pursed lips enclosed the pink pearl and he sucked it inside his mouth where his tongue moved like a hummingbird's wings over the sensitive nub. Within seconds her hips pushed forward to jam her clit into his mouth and let him know he could keep doing this until she told him to stop. They were both of the same mind on this. He opened his mouth wide and covered as much of her upper pussy as he could and let his tongue flitter everywhere it could touch even down to her pee hole, which he seemed to be fascinated with. The more he sucked the harder she pushed her pussy against his mouth until finally she told him, "David put your index and middle fingers into my vagina and press up and rub them against me. You're trying to find my g-spot. I'll tell you when you do. OHHHHH, yes that's it, right there. Now just keep stroking your fingers over it while you suck my clit." She had been propped up on her elbows throughout this entire encounter but after a minute of his combined stimulation on her clit and g-spot she flopped back completely. "Ohhhhhh David, you have done this before haven't you? Oh God honey you're really going to make me cum. Keep doing that. Yesssss OH yessssss baby OHHHHH GOD YES David I'm...going...to...cummmmmm! Take your fingers out and put your mouth on my vagina." He barely got his mouth in place before she filled it with her hot sweet nectar. He sucked her like a Hoover as her hips pushed hard against his face and with his hand still on her mound he felt her stomach muscles flexing as she came. He kept his lips glued to her opening until she finally relaxed and moved her hips back. "David...That...That was fabulous. You've definitely earned your treat. Stand up and let me look at you." He stood and she saw his cock sticking straight out in front of him. "David wrap your hand around that lovely hard on and slide the tip slowly up and down my wet slit. Oh yes, like that. Keep doing it. Cover the head in my juices. Get it nice and wet." He did as she told him wiping the head over her lips from the bottom all the way up to her clit then back down again. "OK now put only the head in my vagina. Good hold it there like that and stroke the shaft. Jerk yourself off while the tip is inside me. Not so fast, we're not in a hurry." He had always felt self-conscious about doing this in front of a female but he had no misgivings about doing it for her. Whatever she told him made him want to do it. They had both given each other fantastic orgasms orally and he was sure that whatever she suggested next would lead to yet another one. "Keep rubbing your cock David but move the head up and put the tip on my clit." As he moved the tip of his cock toward her clit she reached down and pulled the hood back. "Put the tip against it David and jerk your cock. Let your precum flow all over it. Let me feel that precious fluid on my swollen pink nub. OHHHH God yes David that feels divine." She had lifted her chest up and was back on her elbows again. "Look at us David, don't we look wonderful? Isn't this fun? Does my clit feel as good to your cock as your cock feels to my clit?" His smile was all the answer she needed. He was captivated by what they were doing and what it looked like as he stared at his rigid cock oozing precum onto her swollen clit while he rubbed his hand up and down the hot shaft. "Now David, put your cock back at the opening of my cunt." He slowly slid it down her slit until he reached her pink entrance. "That's good, now push forward and this time don't stop until it's all the way inside me." She was so wet that it slid into her with no resistance and she took his entire length until they both could see her distended lips touching his pubes and his balls nestled in her crack. "Hold still David. Close your eyes and feel your hot hard cock inside me. Feel me throb around it. Feel the warm wetness surround you." She leaned forward while he was standing there luxuriating in the sensations and slid her hand down between them and cupped his balls to gently press them against her crack. "Do you like having your balls snuggled against my ass David? I'm going to massage them for you while you stay right where you are deep inside of me." She cradled the soft orbs and manipulated them with her fingers. "My hot juice is leaking out of my cunt David. It's dripping onto your sweet balls. I'm going to smear it all over them. You'd like that wouldn't you?" His answer took the form of his cock flexing inside her as her soft caresses sent thrills through his lower body. She squeezed his cock to acknowledge his response. "It's time now David. Pull your cock back and start to fuck me. Take it nice and easy at first then pick up speed. You remember how to do this. It's what you've needed for so long baby. Do it David. Fuck me." He opened his eyes and looked down at their joined bodies. His whole body filled with sex. This was what he had needed desperately and now it was here. His muscle memory took over as he began the familiar dance of sexual intercourse. How had she known that for their first time, doing it standing up like this would excite him so incredibly? She was giving him everything. The sight of her in a well lighted room, the sound of her as she talked to him about their coupling and most of all the feel of her as she shared her body without limitation of any kind. He let his body run on automatic so he could just enjoy the ride. As his sensitive cock communicated with his brain, messages were returned to adjust the speed and power of his thrusts, his heart rate, blood pressure, the contents of his seminal vesicles as sperm joined fluids from his prostate and elsewhere to ready for the inevitable conclusion of this act. He looked at her eyes as he had done while she was sucking his cock last night and was aware of all the corresponding changes in her body that would synchronize with his to produce their orgasms. It was beyond his control now. The more he looked in her eyes the more detached he felt from the whole process. As if they were both watching themselves from the top of the room. In the past there had often been thoughts in his head that interfered with his enjoyment of fucking. He would wonder if he was pleasing her or if he had not allowed her sufficient time to get ready or if the sounds she was making indicated that something was not altogether right or maybe he wasn't going to be able to cum. There were no such thoughts in his head now. As a matter of fact, there didn't seem to be a thought of any kind in his head, only a deeply rooted confidence that with her, everything would be perfect. He had only to let it happen. And in a few more minutes it did. The thrusting quickened to a vigorous pace, the unmistakable signal of an impending orgasm arrived exactly when it should have, the swelling of his cock and the pulsations of her vagina were in perfect harmony. Then it happened. Cum was released and flowed down his urethra in exactly the right amount at precisely the right timing for the hot pearly liquid to be spewed into its traditional receptacle as her vagina made all the necessary arrangements to receive it. As the contractions of her climaxing cunt implored his cock for more, each request was granted and several additional blasts of cum sprayed forcefully from the tip to join the others. If this description of their first orgasm seems to lack passion, the effects certainly didn't. The magnitude of their mutual climax could only be described as seismic. It spread through them both like the blast wave from a thermonuclear bomb. The release of energy from his stored sexual frustration surprised both of them with its intensity. It was as if a temporary connection had been made between them to enable circulating of the light and Mitra allowed it so he could feel the full impact of what a Tantric orgasm was all about. Even though she had not been expecting it, she enjoyed the hell out of it. This was one of those high pressure, toe curling, heart pounding orgasms that you had to have plenty of experience with to survive. He was still semi-delirious when she told him, "David, don't say a word. Just hang on and ride it out. Enjoy it baby. You were awesome dude." She fell back completely flat and he slowly leaned forward to lie on top of her with his feet barely touching the floor. She put her arms around him and kissed him. The kiss gave him a focal point and helped him return to normal. He decided he liked kissing her and kept on doing it. Then, laying on her chest, feeling her breathing press her full breasts against him he realized he had not had time to touch her breasts. He rose up and moved his head down to begin sucking on one of them. This new activity caused him to forget that his half hard cock was still ensconced in her pussy. He remembered when it began to re-inflate inside her wet channel. Mitra didn't mind his unexpected renewed capacity and welcomed his discovery of her tits. The nipple he was sucking like a three-month-old baby was expanding at the same rate as his cock. When both of them were fully erect he switched to the other one and lavished the same attention on it. "Oh Mitra, your tits are heavenly. They're so soft and full and responsive. I'm absolutely overjoyed that you have so many parts that are wonderful to suck on." "That makes two of us baby. Knock your lights out." When the second nipple had blossomed his attention was drawn to the hot cum leaking from around the base of his cock. Not wanting to waste a drop of it he withdrew his cock completely from her, told her to move up lengthwise on the bed and get on her stomach. He quickly straddled her legs that were partially spread. He raised her hips up slightly then guided his cock back to the entrance to her wet cunt. It slid in all the way, facilitated by the copious lubrication her juices and his cum provided. He paused to enjoy the wonderful feeling of her hot soppy pussy surrounding his hard cock. It was warm and squishy and more than a little nasty. He was happy that he had made it that way and was determined now to make it even more so. "Raise up on your arms a little Mitra." She pushed up lifting her chest off the bed until only her distended nipples were touching the sheet. She knew what he wanted and didn't wait long to feel his hands slide under her and cup them, then begin to massage them. The soft mounds were barely contained in his hands as he caressed and squeezed them. "Squeeze your legs together." She moved them tightly together causing her cunt to exert maximum encapsulation of his cock. He began to fuck her, thrilling to the sensation of his cock sliding through her upper thighs and ass crack on its way to her warm pink cocoon. He pressed hard against her when it was in her all the way to mash his balls against her beautiful sexy ass. She made no attempt to direct him this time. He knew what he wanted and he was taking it. She cooperated with him and her heightened intuition anticipated what she could do to enhance his pleasure, knowing it would enhance her own. Despite her admonition to not compare her to his ex-wife, he couldn't help but notice the obvious differences. His ex was four inches shorter, had mousy blonde hair, much smaller breasts and an ass that really was average. But the biggest difference was that she was twenty-five chronologically and fifteen psychologically whereas Mitra was forty-two chronologically and somewhere between forty-two and two thousand psychologically. The difference in their spirituality was even more dramatic despite his limited capacity to accurately evaluate it. Another difference occurred to him as his cock slipped completely into her gushy vagina and that was how he felt having sex with them. His ex always seemed to make him feel like she was doing him a favor when they made love. She wasn't very adventurous about alternative forms of sex or different positions. She rarely vocalized her feelings during sex and he had difficulty telling whether she had an orgasm. With Mitra the difference was night and day. She could easily talk about any aspect of sex without sounding clinical or vulgar like a street hooker. She left no doubt about her orgasm even if she didn't say anything while having it. It was time to stop analyzing and get on with it. He loved this position. Not only did it excite and inspire him but also provided opportunities for her to do little things to make it even more stimulating. No sooner did he have this thought than she raised her hips up a little more and reached back with both hands to spread her ass cheeks apart so his cock could get as deep into her as possible. "Oooohhhh Yessssss Mitra, you're reading my mind. Hold your ass open for me while I fuck you. Give yourself to me so sweetly." He picked up speed and was soon hearing the slapping of his thighs against hers. She felt hotter and wetter if that were possible. She began to moan. A sincere and honest expression of what she was genuinely feeling. Her breath was getting shorter as he continued to slam against her padded backside. He felt the onset of his orgasm. "Oh Mitra, I'm going to cum. Do it with me Mitra. Show me how good my cock makes you feel when my hot sperm splashes into you." His cock swelled and as soon as he buried it in her he started spurting hot globs of his cum into her. Her cunt began to spasm around him urging him to expel everything he had into her. Her legs squeezed tightly together and she let go of her ass so her cheeks could press against his balls. Her nipples practically dented the palms of his hands as he held her delicious breasts. She collapsed down flat on the bed with him still on top of her. This provided another significant difference from his ex. Mitra was big enough to bear his weight and if felt marvelous to lie on top of her with his cock still buried in her saturated pussy. As it slowly deflated he could feel the hot mixture of her juices and his cum begin to ooze out of her around his cock. God that felt terrific. So hot and nasty and satisfying to know he really had filled her. "David we're going to have to make a decision. Do you want to stay here all day and keep fucking or are you going to go get your car and let me go to the spa?" "That's not an easy question to answer. I feel like I could make love with you all day but I promised Jean that I would take him to see Cern and I wouldn't want you to miss your day at the spa. Could we pick this up when we get back?" "Didn't I tell you not to ask stupid questions? Of course we can, but don't forget there are five other pussies in this group who are all looking forward to meeting your cock. You may want to give one of them a try." "I must say you're the first woman I've ever had sex with that has suggested I do it with one of her girlfriends. You're not the least bit jealous are you?" "Why should I be? I don't own you nor do I want to. Who am I to tell you what you can do with your body? Trying to control another person's sexuality amounts to a form of slavery. It's also foolish; do you know what the present day divorce rate is? People have demonstrated since marriage originated that they will have other sexual partners besides their spouse or their boyfriends or girlfriends. And they should, it's healthy to get a different perspective on sex. You should grow with each new encounter." "But isn't love supposed to be about staying with the person you love and being true to them?" "Do you really feel that you should only love one person in your life?" "I hope not, or I'm finished with love because I've already loved one person." "Do you want to be finished with love David?" "No, I want to feel love again. You've already shown me that I can." "I'm glad to hear that. If you had said yes I would tell you that you should leave here immediately because if you stay you need to be totally committed to embracing an expanded concept of love and you couldn't do that if you can't let go of what you currently believe love to be. Don't limit yourself David. There is so much more to love than you have ever imagined. Keep your eyes, heart and mind open while you are with us and see for yourself what love can be. Come on now, let's go get in the shower and get ready to go out." The trip to the spa was wonderful. We all went for the 'Ultimate Experience' (who wouldn't) to begin with. They actually had a treatment room large enough to hold all of us so except for the baths, we were together for things like facials, scrubs, massages and having all manner of exotic smelling goop rubbed on us. Since it was almost time anyway, we all had our waxing done including Alysse who was tired of being the only one of the group with pubic hair. We each had two full time technicians assigned to us plus a hair stylist to cut my hair. We were pampered and spoiled for almost six hours. This little party cost forty-two hundred Swiss Francs, four hundred each for the treatments and a hundred each for the technicians' tips. Even I thought it was worth it. As we were coming out of the spa to go back to the chateau, Suvarna's phone rang. She looked at the screen and saw that it was her oncologist. She hit answer and said hello. "Anne, it's Bernie, I have some important information for you. I know you were going on a trip and you would be in Europe so I wanted to find out where you are." "I'm in Geneva. What kind of information do you have?" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 16 "That's perfect Anne, in fact I think it's an omen. I just got an email from a researcher who told me about two doctors in Geneva who have been working on an experimental cancer treatment. They've only treated two other patients but now they want to scale up to a clinical trial and they need money. I only know a little about what they do but I think you should go talk to them. Hang on and I'll send you their names and address in a text." In a few seconds the alert sounded for the text. "I've got it, I'll go right there and see what this is all about. Thank you Bernie." "Anne you know I'd do anything for you if it had the slightest chance of helping you. Good luck." Anne told the others to do some sightseeing for a while because she had to go see someone connected with her business. She told Vitesha she'd call her when she wanted to be picked up. In twenty minutes she and I were walking into a large modern hospital. We went inside and inquired at the information desk about the two doctors. We were directed to offices on the third floor. When we walked in the office we went to the receptionist and asked if either of the doctors were available. The receptionist asked if we had an appointment. Suvarna told her that she did not but she was sure they would want to talk to her about the funding for their clinical trial and gave them Bernie's name and said he recommended she come here. She asked us to wait. In about five minutes a man came through the door and introduced himself as Dr. Frank Chesney and asked what he could do for us. Suvarna looked at him and said, "My name is Anne Cordet. I have an inoperable brain tumor and I got a call from my oncologist in New York who suggested you might be able to help me." "I have heard of your doctor. He is a very good neuro-oncologist. Right now my therapy is experimental and we have only treated two patients. It has not been approved by any agency for general use. We are trying to find funding for a more extensive clinical trial but that could take two to three years before it's completed." "If you were to take a look at my records and if after seeing them you thought you might be able to do something for me then I would be inclined to do something for you." "What would you be able to do for me?" "Fund your clinical trial." "Do you realize how much that costs?" "Would ten million euros be enough to get you started?" "Yes, that would do quite nicely." We spent the next two hours in Dr. Chesney's office going over Anne's records and test results, which were sent to him electronically. He told her that she had the same type of cancer as the first two test subjects and that he wanted to do an MRI to see what the state of the tumor was now before making a decision. When he examined the results he said Anne would be an ideal test subject. Then he asked her what she had been doing since the last MRI. "Why do you ask?" "Because this type of tumor always progresses quickly and yours has actually gotten a little smaller. That's very unusual, almost unheard of." "I've made some changes in the past two months. First I fell in love. I've changed to a macrobiotic diet, I meditate every day, I do a visualization every night and ask the tumor not to grow and I have lots of sex every day. Have you ever heard of a tumor being fucked to death?" "I've not seen scientific evidence to support that but please, don't let that deter you. I'll have to recommend that therapy to my other patients. It probably wouldn't hurt for me to adopt that regimen." He told her she would have to sign consent forms for voluntarily subjecting herself to this procedure. In addition she would have to pay two hundred and fifty thousand euros to have it done. The good news is that the actual operation was almost without risk. He then told us what the therapy was. He and his colleague had worked with other doctors in Geneva that were doing genetic modification experiments to develop new pesticides and herbicides for crops. Part of this research involved modifying the genes of viruses. They got the idea of modifying the virus that caused the common cold in humans. It took two years but they succeeded in developing a variation of this virus that could identify and attack cancer cells. They first did a biopsy of the tumor to remove cells that would then be treated and used to load their genetic material into the new virus so it would know exactly which cells to attack. Then the new virus is injected into the tumor through the same tiny fiber optic cable that was used to do the biopsy. Anne said she thought the tumor couldn't be accessed without killing the brain tissue that surrounded it. He told her that to do a conventional operation would do exactly that but they weren't going to cut the tumor out they were going to kill it right where it was from the inside. The virus that's injected is programmed to think the tumor is its food. It will keep replicating as long as it has something to eat then it will die and your immune system will get rid of it like it does with the other dead cells in your body. She then asked him about the first two patients who had done this. He told her that in a week the tumor was gone in both of them and now eight months later there were still no cancer cells detected. He of course said he couldn't guarantee it would work for her because there wasn't enough study done yet on the first two patients to draw any conclusions. She asked him how long the operation would take and he told her four hours. Most of that time was preparation and inserting the tiny cable into her brain. The biopsy would be done in about thirty minutes and her tumor's genetic material would be loaded into the virus in about thirty minutes more. The injection would only take about five minutes and she would be conscious the entire time. Then they would patch the little hole in her head and she could leave. "This just sounds too fucking easy doctor, if you don't mind my saying." "Ms. Cordet this procedure is simple but I assure you it has not been easy to get this far with developing it." "When can you do it?" "Would tomorrow morning be too soon?" "What time should I be here?" "Seven AM. Don't eat anything else today and have an enema in the morning. We won't give you an anesthetic but we don't want you to go to the bathroom during the procedure. Your head will be immobilized but we can make arrangements for you to urinate so you can drink fluids." "Will I have to stay in Geneva so you can do follow up tests?" "No. All we need is an MRI. You can have that done almost anywhere and send me the results." "If you'll give me an account number I'll stop at the bank and transfer your money?" Dr. Chesney opened his desk drawer and pulled out a blank check and wrote void on it. "Send it to this account." "Dr. Chesney can you wait until the end of September for me to send you the results of an MRI to see what's going on?" "I'd like to have one sooner but if you insist then that will have to do. Why do you want to wait?" "I'm on a trip through Europe and I don't want to know if this has worked until I get back. I don't want to get my hopes up and be disappointed." "I understand. Send me the results when you get back to New York." "If this works, I'll send you the ten million euros along with the results." "Then we both have something to look forward to. I'll see you in the morning." We walked to a nearby bank and went inside to see a manager. "Do you have that much money in this bank?" "I've got money in banks all over the world and if I don't then one of my sub-corporations does." She made a phone call to one of her financial team members back in the states and got an account number to use then gave it to the manager to verify. When he was satisfied that it was an account she had access to she handed him Dr. Chesney's check and told him to transfer two hundred fifty thousand euros. The manager left and returned in about five minutes and handed her a receipt and Dr. Chesney's check. She put the receipt and the check in her purse on the off chance she would need it again and we called Vitesha to come get us. Suvarna didn't want anybody else to know about this. We asked David if we could borrow his car and early the next morning the two of us snuck out to drive to the hospital. I went up with her but she told me to go get some breakfast and do some tourist stuff while she was having this done and she would call me when I could come back. I did as she asked even though I was a little nervous about this. A little after twelve she called me. I had already walked back near the hospital so it didn't take me long to get there. She looked like she hadn't done anything more than getting her teeth cleaned at the dentist. "Well, how did it go?" "Just the way he told us. It was really quite boring." "Do you mean uninteresting or are you making a pun because they drilled a hole in your head?" "That's cute, I hadn't even thought of that. I mean it was uninteresting. I didn't feel anything except a little pressure when they drilled the hole. They talked to me and told me what they were doing. It seemed to take forever to get the computer equipment lined up to guide the cable to the tumor. I was very surprised they could poke around in my brain and I couldn't feel what they were doing." She showed me the little patch band-aide she had over the hole. You couldn't even see it unless she pulled her hair back. "Prem I don't want to talk or think about this again until we finish our trip. It's a complete crap shoot that this will work so let's just pretend it never happened and see whatever we see when we get back to New York. Now find me a restaurant, I'm hungry." We drove back to the chateau after getting some lunch. We decided to leave on Sunday since we originally planned to make Sunday our travel day. We planned to leave early because it would take over six hours to drive to Innsbruck even if we only stopped to pee and get gas. Vitesha looked at the map and suggested we take a southerly route once we got to Zurich so we could drive by the lake. Then we could turn north at Sargans and go through Liechtenstein just for the hell of it. We would pick up the highway at Feldkirch and head east to Innsbruck. Our final destination was near a little town called Mutters, south of Innsbruck in the Alps. Saturday morning at breakfast Mitra asked David if he had decided to accompany us on the remainder of our journey. He answered that he felt very comfortable with us and was grateful for what Mitra had done for him. But he still didn't feel entirely sure that traveling around having sex with a group of people was the right thing to do. He was concerned that the people he worked for would think it was wrong if they found out about it. "David I'm going to tell you a little story. It is one of the most beautiful parables ever spoken by one of the most beautiful enlightened masters that ever lived. Don't worry about understanding it the first time you hear it. I heard it over twenty years ago and every time I hear it again I find new meaning in it and it takes me deeper into what it means to be a disciple. Have you ever heard of a man named Lao Tzu?" "No I haven't." "Lao Tzu is the enlightened being who began the Tao tradition. The book 'Tao te ching' is an elaboration of the Tao... sort of. Actually it is a book of hints about the Tao. It begins with the most profound words ever uttered about religion: 'The Tao that can be spoken of is not the true Tao.' I cannot comment on that. The parable I'm going to tell you is attributed to one of Lao Tzu's disciples, Lieh Tzu. Try to listen very carefully; every word of this story is meaningful. It is poetry in its absolute purest form. One of Lieh Tzu's disciples who had only recently joined him would constantly beg for secrets of the Tao so he could hurry up and become enlightened. Finally Lieh Tzu said to him:" 'Three years after I came to be with my master my mind no longer dared to think of right and wrong and my mouth no longer dared to speak of benefit and harm. It was only then that I got so much as a glance from the master. After five years my mind was again thinking of right and wrong and my mouth was again speaking of benefit and harm. For the first time the master's face relaxed into a smile. After seven years I thought of whatever came into my mind without any longer distinguishing between right and wrong and I said whatever came into my mouth without any longer distinguishing between benefit and harm. For the first time the master pulled me over to sit with him on the same mat. After nine years I thought without restraint of whatever came into my mind and said without restraint whatever came into my mouth without knowing whether the right or wrong, benefit or harm were mine or another's and without knowing whether the master was my teacher or not. Everything was the same.' "David, as you are you cannot distinguish right from wrong. That's not what you should base your decision on. You have the rare opportunity to have a taste of what it means to be with an enlightened master. If it took someone as beautiful as Lieh Tzu nine years to get it how do you expect to do it in four days? Unfortunately we don't have nine years. The sex is just a technique. There are many other techniques but sex is powerful and can help us move into the experience a little faster. The only thing you need to make your decision is this: do you feel the love here and do you want to go deeper into it? Will you allow it to transform you? This is your life not your employer's or your parent's or your ex-wife's. You don't have to commit the rest of your life to this if you don't feel it is for you. We only have three weeks remaining in Europe. If you decide to leave, then you can come back here at any time. I'm not trying to convince you one way or the other, follow your heart." "Mitra you have only recently put me in touch with my heart again. It is only now that I can even begin to trust it. When I look at you I see something that seems to be real, something I can truly trust. Even though it scares me, I do want to go with you. I will try to be open to what you have to teach me. I'll need to take my car back to my apartment and put it in the garage and pick up some clothes." We planned to do that when we went out for dinner. To help dispel his fears about continuing on with us, Janelle and Genevieve told him they would like to spend the morning with him since they had not had an opportunity to be with him since the first day he was here and they showered together. I wanted to spend the morning making love with Suvarna. Regardless of how many others she now had to love, this whole adventure began with us and I did not want her to feel the slightest bit like I was neglecting her. I wasn't being completely unselfish; I loved having her in my arms and wanted to be with her as much as possible. Mitra invited Jean, Vitesha and Alysse to go for a walk around the property after which they would play in the pool for a while. Mitra could turn anything into a meditation, even a simple walk. Suvarna and I went to the bathroom in one of the towers and gave each other enemas then got into a hot bath with perfumed salts that we purchased at the spa. I lay back and Suvarna lay back on me between my legs. "That was some story Mitra told this morning. Where does she get them?" "I have no idea but it's going to take me a while to absorb the meaning. I feel like you and I have reached the level where we no longer dare to think of right and wrong. We no longer need to speak of love. It's like the water in this tub. We're just in it. What do you think we will feel like in the next level?" "In the next level not only will we not need to speak of love we will not need to feel it. We won't be like people in a tub we will be like fish in the sea. Even though we silently sit in the water we are still aware of it as something other than us. Soon we will be like the fish; it will be so much a part of us that we will not even need to be aware of it as something different." She turned slightly to look at me. "Prem that's how it will be when we are one. There will be no I and no thou. Love will cease to be a verb because there will no longer be a subject and an object. We won't do it anymore because we will simply be it. Oh my darling Prem that's how it will be when my body dies. I won't leave you because I will no longer be here." I held her close and closed my eyes to see if I could experience this. For a few seconds I felt what she had said. I couldn't say love, I couldn't think love, I couldn't feel love. I was love. I couldn't say we were love because there wasn't any we. It was like two black holes merging, nothing is left of the individual black holes, there is now only one. No trace of what belonged to one or the other exists anymore. When I could think again I remembered watching a cartoon when I was young that featured a character named Foghorn Leghorn, a large, boisterous rooster that was a blowhard with a southern accent. A small chicken hawk was obsessed with trying to catch Foghorn to make a meal of him. They both were in the barnyard when they spotted a big juicy worm and each got hold of one end of it. After a fruitless struggle for ownership, Foghorn decided they should cut the worm in half so he put it on a tree stump and raised a hatchet to chop it in two. Before he could do it the worm contracted into Foghorn's fingers. Foghorn proclaimed that the half belonging to the chicken hawk had disappeared. The chicken hawk pulled the worm out of Foghorn's fingers and stretched it back to full length. Foghorn raised the hatchet again and the worm contracted into the chicken hawk's fingers. Foghorn snatched the worm from the chicken hawk and threw it in his mouth and swallowed it. He then said something that I only now realized how profound his statement was. He said his half too had disappeared so that was that. You can argue with me and I can argue with you but we can't argue with mathematics. Half a nothing and half a nothing make a whole nothing so there's nothing to fight over. I was really amazed that so long ago, in a cartoon, such an esoteric concept as nothingness was so humorously portrayed. Not even Jean Paul Sartre could have put it better. He said 'In love, one and one are one.' That is true but it is not the whole truth. That is the mathematics of love and black holes but the mathematics of mysticism says that in enlightenment, one and one are nothing. I decided this was something I dare not think about. "My love, before we reach that moment, while we are still two, let's finish our bath and go enjoy loving each other and dare not think of right and wrong." "Prem take one of your Viagra pills. I want to fuck you all day." We took wet washcloths, towels and massage oil back to the bedroom with us. There was an elevated four-poster bed in the room along with two very comfortable upholstered chairs with a small table between them. She told me to sit on the side of the bed and she put a towel and a washcloth beside me and laid the bottle of oil on them then walked over and removed the seat cushion from one of the chairs and placed it on the floor where I was sitting. When she knelt on it her head was at the height of my cock between my spread legs. "I haven't been with you since our trip to the spa. You're all hairless and smooth again so I can see and feel every part of you. Which one of us do you think loves my oral attention to your beautiful cock and balls more; you or me?" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 16 "Does it matter? There is no you or me when we're loving each other." I leaned back putting my hands a little behind me on either side so I could watch her love me. She was studying me, anticipating what she was about to do. It made me very happy to see her so focused on loving me. It meant there was no thought of dying in her head. She reached her lovely feminine hand gracefully over to pick up the bottle of oil and pulled the little spout up so she could pour some in her hand. Then just as delicately and deliberately she pushed the spout down with her finger and put the bottle back on the towel. Mitra would have been proud of that small meaningful act. She did it meditatively; her movements were precise and confident, like a Japanese tea ceremony. She continued her little ritual by rubbing the oil on both her hands before carefully picking up my cock by the head with the thumb and finger of her left hand. Her right hand wrapped tenderly around my shaft. She let go of the head with her left hand and began to spread the oil on me by sliding her slick hand up and down slowly. After a few loving strokes I felt her left hand cup my scrotum and begin to gently caress my balls. I looked at her eyes and she locked hers on mine. There is such a noticeable difference in the feeling when I look into her eyes than when I look into Mitra's. Mitra's are compelling, intense and full of magnetic energy. Suvarna's are as soft as a cow's, calming, serene and full of wonder. They are both extremely loving but in a different way that is difficult to describe. I couldn't begin to tell you which I prefer. Her hands knew me perfectly now. She moved them empathetically knowing exactly what to do because she knew exactly how it felt to me. Every nuance of her fingers' movements was transmitted to me with flawless effect. The pressure, the speed and the timing of her stroking anticipated my pleasurable response and when she saw it in my eyes her smile reflected it. She coordinated rubbing my shaft with manipulating my balls for a combined effect that exceeded each activity in and of itself. She moved her mouth to the tip and softly licked it with her tongue. Her lips pursed as she gently kissed all over the head, occasionally threatening to surround it and engulf it completely. It was a threat devoid of consequence since my cock yearned for the sweet seclusion of her warm wet mouth. She sensed my willingness to surrender and soon captured the penile fugitive incarcerating it precisely where it longed to be; inside her moist orifice, safely guarded by her steadfast lips. Her tongue began the slow exquisite torture while her cheeks dimpled to supply the suction that would further her intention of making me as hard as possible. I would not protest because I knew when she had her captive as rigid as a flagpole it would be transferred to the maximum-security prison of her ass; a confinement I would make no attempt to escape. Now her mouth and hands acted in concert to stimulate me. One hand lovingly caressed my balls. The other slid down my shaft followed by her mouth to engulf my entire length. She paused to play with it and tickle the head with her throat when she swallowed. Then her mouth retreated back up along with her hand, which then stroked me several times while she held the head in her pursed lips. She continued these actions picking up speed with her stroking until she had achieved her objective. My cock was achingly hard now. I expected her to stop and tell me it was time to fuck her ass but she surprised me. She kept right on with her hand/blow job until we both felt my cock swell with my impending climax. I collapsed completely onto my back, capitulating to the sensations. Her lips tightened around the head and her hand pumped my shaft by squeezing and relaxing as my cum erupted into her mouth. She let the first spurt spray across her tongue then removed her hand from my shaft and pushed her mouth down to completely engulf me so she could accept the six spurts that followed directly into her throat. Her other hand never stopped gently squeezing my balls, encouraging each ejaculation. She stayed still allowing my cock to deflate in her mouth so she could extract every drop of my hot cream as it oozed out of me. Satisfied that she had gotten it all she finally released it. "Oh Prem, my love, doing that for you has become a holy act of devotion for me. It's my communion with you, my worship of you and my gift to you. Your gift to me is letting me do it. I love you Prem. I love you more with every breath and will until I take my last one. 'So many reasons in so many ways my life has just begun. You are the one, you are the one. I said I loved you but I lied. Cause this is more than love I feel inside.'" She remembered the words of Michael Bolton's beautiful ballad that Vitesha had played for us one night driving us home. I reached down and pulled her up to lie on top of me. I held her close and kissed her, tasting her cum covered tongue. My hand slid down to her ass and softly squeezed her cheek. The warmth of our bodies and the taste of her mouth sent our spirits soaring like two great whales breaching high into the air above a deep blue sea for no other reason than to experience the pure joy and thrill of doing it. She was right; this was more than love we felt inside. I pulled a pillow down and told her to lie on her stomach with the pillow under her hips. She knew what was coming and spread her legs so I could lie between them with my head on her beautiful soft ass. My hands rubbed the sides of her hips as I gently planted kisses all over her warm cheeks. I reached for the massage oil and opened the spout then dribbled some on the top of her crack. It flowed slowly down between her soft pads. I closed the bottle and put it down then used my finger to trace the path the oil had taken until I reached her puckered opening then inserted it into her to the first knuckle. A gentle shudder swept through her as the tenderness of our lovemaking became too much for her. She moaned and cooed and twisted the sheet in her hands, anticipating what was to come. I moved it in and out to get the oil inside her; pushing a little more of my finger in each time. I picked up the bottle, flicked the spout open and dribbled out a few more drops onto my finger as it slid into her then added my middle finger to the first one to stretch her little hole. "Oooohhhhh Yessss Prem, fuck me my love. Fuck my ass with your fingers. Oh God it feels sooooo good Prem. Keep fucking me baby. Play with my ass." I continued to saw my fingers in and out of her anus as well as putting two fingers of my other hand into her pussy to softly stroke her g-spot. She shivered and moaned while my fingers slid slowly in and out of her ass and rubbed the sensitive spot at the top of her vagina. The Viagra had definitely kicked in now so I pulled away from her and removed my fingers in order to move up and kneel between her legs. I held my hard cock and placed the tip on her puckered anus and pushed it in. She was well lubricated with the oil and I slid in easily about half way. She breathed in quickly and deeply when she felt the intrusion into her rectum. I paused for a moment then pushed in all the way. "Ohhhhh Yessssss. That's what I want. Your cock feels so good in my ass. This is how I want to spend the whole day... with your beautiful hard cock deep in my ass." I began to fuck her with long slow strokes. In a couple of minutes she said, "Prem don't fuck me yet. Just lie here with me so I can feel your cock in me." I lay forward on top of her then rolled us both onto our right sides. I put my hand under her left thigh and lifted her leg up. She bent her knee and put her foot on her bottom leg to spread her legs. I reached for the massage oil and handed it to her. "Pour some of the oil in my left hand." She flicked up the spout and poured some in my hand then closed the spout and laid the bottle down. I rubbed the oil on her breasts and massaged them slowly and tenderly. She reached for the bottle again and poured some oil in her left hand then put the bottle down. Her oily hand moved to her pussy and she began to massage it in the same way I was rubbing her breasts, slowly, methodically, deliberately feeling her mound and her outer lips with her palm and her fingers. Her actions were to experience herself as a woman, to marvel at the pleasure to be derived from both of us lovingly touching her. She mimicked what I was doing to her breasts. I would gently squeeze the soft warm globe then rub her nipple between my thumb and finger. She would squeeze her entire pussy with her hand then slide her thumb and finger along her labia from her clit to her opening. I could feel her rectum contract around my embedded cock then release. Her pulse beat against my shaft causing my cock to flex and swell inside her making her moan. "Oh Prem, I could stay like this forever, feeling you in me and on me and all around me. You've done so much more than I asked of you. You've not only shown me how to love you've drowned me in it, filled me with it and joined with me to discover whole new dimensions of it. You've made me happier than I ever imagined it was possible to be. Thank you my love. You've given me the life I would have missed without you." We lay there silently exulting in the almost unbearable pleasure of our love until I felt her hand start to rub her pussy more intensely. Her breathing deepened and her rectum squeezed my cock a little more firmly. "Prem I'm going to cum for you now. You just lay there and enjoy it while I do it." Her fingers rubbed her clit and I felt her stomach muscles flexing. Her head rolled back against mine. "Kiss my head Prem. Smell my hair. Squeeze my breast. Feel me cum for you." Her orgasm came upon her slowly from deep inside her and spread throughout her whole body. She trembled from the intensity and sighed as wave after wave passed through her. Her rectum felt hotter as it squeezed my cock in spasms of delight. She repeated these orgasms about every fifteen minutes for the next hour. Each time she did it I got a little closer to joining her. I still hadn't fucked her but the rectal spasms were really making me hot, figuratively and literally. "Ohhhh Prem, each time I cum it gets more intense and more wonderful. Feeling your cock in my ass as I climax makes my whole body fill with orgasm, I can almost taste it. Keep loving me baby; please keep your hard cock in me while I cum all over it. I can't stop. It feels too good." The next time she started her climax I pulled her tightly against me and pushed my hips hard against her ass driving my cock as deep as it would go. When her orgasm hit her and her rectum began to spasm yet again, my cock exploded, flooding her with my hot cream as spurt after spurt shot into her bowels. She shook much more intensely when she felt my cum spewing into her and her orgasm lasted much longer. I had no idea what time it was and didn't really care but I had to get up to pee so I looked at the clock to see that it was almost two. We'd been in bed for almost five hours. She reluctantly rolled out of bed to join me in my trip to the bathroom. We got into the shower where we decided that we were hungry. We got dressed and went in search of the others. We found them all playing in the pool. They told us they had all been down to Nyon for lunch and had brought us back some excellent vegetable soup, which was in the fridge in the kitchen. We headed back in and warmed it up. When we finished eating we undressed and returned to the pool to join the others. We played a game in the pool with each man floating on his back while two women took turns sucking his cock. About four o'clock we got dressed and went out for an early dinner then came back and did a meditation followed by Suvarna's visualization then got packed up and put the luggage in the van and went to bed early. I slept with Mitra and Genevieve and couldn't resist getting into a daisy chain where each of us licked and sucked another at the same time. We still managed to get to sleep before eleven. It was a good thing because the alarm went off at five thirty. At six o'clock we drove out the gate stopping long enough to lock it and put the keys under a small rock by the left post of the gate. We drove down to Nyon and turned left headed for Zurich. We stopped for breakfast near Bern then headed on to Lausanne. It would have been nice to see these cities but the schedule didn't allow for it. A few miles before we got to Zurich we got off the high-speed highway so we could take the southerly route along the lake. At a little town called Lachen we got back on the autobahn and stayed on it until we reached Flums where we took the exit so we could get gas and have some lunch. There was a service plaza that had several places to eat and a place to fill the tank. We decided to eat first then get the gas. While we were eating, a man came in and went to the take-out counter to place an order. He wore black trousers and a long sleeve black shirt. He had a moustache and looked like he hadn't shaved in a couple of days. He seemed to take an interest in us as he kept staring at our table. He finally left with several large bags of food. Vitesha got up and went to a window to watch where he went as he walked toward a black van and got in the passenger side door. Vitesha returned to the table and told David to use his phone to pull up a detailed map of this plaza. When he had it on his screen she asked him if he could see any little roads that led up into the mountains that were along the northeast side of the road. He said there was one that led to a dead-end about four miles ahead off of the smaller highway that ran alongside the autobahn. Suvarna asked her what was bothering her. "The man who came in and ordered food to take out struck me as very strange. He got a lot of food and his clothes were heavy and had long sleeves. It's very warm today to be wearing that. I didn't like the way he looked at us either. He's obviously Middle Eastern and had the look and demeanor of a tough guy." In about fifteen minutes we finished eating and went to the counter to pay. Vitesha asked them if they had a bottle of Champagne. They said they did so she told them to add one to the bill. We all went outside and got back in the car then drove over to the gas station. The black van was still outside the restaurant but started up and drove to the gas station when we did. The driver made a point of stopping at a pump on the other side of the one we were using. The man on the passenger side got out and put several empty Styrofoam containers for the food he had bought in a trashcan. Vitesha was pumping the gas and kept her eyes on the driver as he got out of the van. He was dressed the same as the other man and as he reached to push the door open, the sleeve of his shirt slid up his wrist. There was a tattoo of a symbol along with Arabic script. He stared menacingly at her as he walked to the pump. When Vitesha replaced the nozzle in the pump she looked at him and said, 'Kul khara Fatah'. Vitesha got back in our van and told us that there would very likely be some trouble coming." "What did you say to him Vitesha?" "I told him to eat shit and called him a foreskin in Arabic." "I think that should just about guarantee trouble coming. I hope you know what you're doing." "Don't worry, this ain't my first rodeo. I joined the Army the day after I turned eighteen and spent two years as an MP. I was deployed to Iraq for six months so they showed us what to look for when you see somebody suspicious. These two fit the profile. I don't want to wait until they decide it's a good time to do something. David, tell me when we get to that little road that leads up into the mountains." We pulled out onto the small highway that led northeast. The black van was following us. We reached the side road in a few minutes and turned left. It was a small, almost one lane access road that led up at a steep grade into a dense forest. The black van turned and stayed behind us about a hundred feet. We drove for about ten minutes going around sharp curves every so often. David told Vitesha we would be coming to the end of the road in about a mile. There was a clearing on the right side of the road where some power lines came up the side of the mountain. "That's what I'm looking for." She pulled the van over to stop just at the beginning of the clearing. The black van slowed to a crawl behind us then sped up and screeched to a halt with the right side of the van blocking the front of our van at a slight angle. Vitesha said, "Prem get up here and be ready to back up and get out of here if this doesn't go well." She then opened her door and jumped out with the Champagne bottle in her hand. She ran forward and crouched down behind the right side door of the van. The door opened and I saw the feet of the man swing out. At the same time Vitesha stood up and swung the Champagne bottle as hard as she could. It hit his forehead just above his nose as soon as it emerged through the doorway. I heard something shatter; it was not the bottle. The man's body slid out the door onto the ground. The gun the man had in his hand fell next to him. Vitesha picked it up then ran to the back of the van. When she heard the driver's side door open she leaned cautiously around the back and pointed the gun toward the front. The driver peeked around the door opening to see if she was just outside and then he jumped out. He had a gun in his hand. "Take one more step and I'll kill you." Vitesha yelled at him. He saw the gun pointed at him and decided that she meant what she said. "Throw the gun across the road and walk toward me." He did as he was told. When he was about four feet away from her she told him to stop and get on his knees. As he looked down and bent first one knee and then the other Vitesha ran toward him very fast and swung the Champagne bottle at his head. He brought his arms up quickly to deflect the blow. Anticipating this, Vitesha kicked him hard between his legs. As his hands dropped reflexively to his injured nuts she did a graceful pirouette and smashed the bottle into his forehead like she had done to the other one. The same sickening sound of skull splintering and bone fragments impacting brain could be heard as he reeled backward from the blow, dead before he hit the ground. She ran quickly to the driver's side door and carefully peeked around to look into the back of the van. "Oh fuck me!" She walked back to our van and got back in. "OK here's the situation. There are three young girls in the back of that van. Their hands are bound behind their backs with plastic straps and they have blindfolds around their heads. This is why these two came after us; they must have thought we had somehow discovered what they were up to. This explains all the food the guy in the restaurant bought." "Now, here's the plan. I need Prem to help me move the bodies back into the van after we get the girls out. Alysse they probably speak French so I want you to tell them that they are safe and that we will get them home but they must not remove their blindfolds. Make sure they understand that they will not be harmed but they cannot look at us. Their pictures may have been taken and sent to somebody so we need to look in these guys' cell phones. David can you handle that? Don't get your fingerprints on the phones. Wrap your hands in a plastic bag or something. Find out about the pictures and the last calls they made and see if they called anybody on the way up here." "Alysse find out from the girls where their purses are and if they had cell phones. We need to hurry in case somebody comes along. When you get out of the van do it on the driver's side and step on the pavement. Don't walk on the side of the road where you'll leave footprints. Get the girls out then search the back of the van thoroughly in case the girls dropped an earring or a hair clip. Use a towel to wipe the walls in the back in case one of them got a fingerprint on it." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 16 We all wrapped our hands in plastic bags and began searching the bodies and the other van once we got the girls out. We found four cell phones in the van. All were phones you could buy at a kiosk for temporary use, burners Vitesha called them. The girls had backpacks and we found them behind the front seats. Their cell phones had been taken apart completely with the chip, the battery and the case all thrown into a river. One of the girls said she heard the men talking about it when they stopped to do it. David carefully looked at the information on the burners and deleted the pictures they had taken of the girls. Luckily they had not called anybody in the last hour nor had they received any calls. I asked Vitesha, "Why aren't we calling the police?" "Prem, the tattoo on their arms and the Arabic writing are badges for membership in a very dangerous terrorist organization. I was shown a lot of these when I was in Iraq. When I saw it at the gas station I knew we were dealing with serious motherfuckers. Kidnapping girls to be sold as sex slaves is one of the ways they train new recruits to become familiar with the territory they are currently working in. These organizations have contacts and infiltrators in the police." "Calling the cops would be like calling some of the numbers in those phones and just telling these bastards to come get us. We can't do anything to get identified with what happened here today. That's why I didn't shoot the driver. A gunshot wound means somebody else was involved. Nobody who can identify us can be left alive. We're going to push this van over the side of the mountain. Hopefully their head wounds will look like they happened in a wreck. With any luck, when the cops do investigate this they'll just put it down as an accident and not look any further into it." Vitesha walked stealthily toward the edge of the mountain to see what was down below. She came back and said she'd need to move the van a little before we put the bad guys back in it so it would roll off at the best point to go over. She got in and repositioned it to aim straight at the trajectory she wanted it to take. We quickly put the bodies in the front seats and put the cell phones back in the console where we found them. She took the gun she had picked up and wiped it carefully to get her fingerprints off it then put it in the glove compartment. She walked over to the other side of the road and retrieved the gun the second one had thrown down and brought it back and put it in the center console. "Don't put the seatbelts on them. Make it look like they were too macho to use them. This will let them bounce around in the vehicle a lot more so the head wounds look more believable. With any luck they'll both go through the windshield." With her hand still wrapped in the plastic bag she reached over and started the engine. Then took a final look around to see if we'd missed anything and reached for the gearshift lever and pulled it back into drive. She jumped back and slammed the door as the van rolled forward and over the edge. "Stay here, I'm going to go see where it landed." She crept to the edge of the drop off and looked over. "Perfect. It went right into some thick trees without breaking any big limbs. It's completely covered. You can't see anything from here. It's got to be at least four hundred feet down." She went over to the other side of the road and got a branch with some leaves still on it then came back and brushed over where she had walked to the edge and the tire tracks of the van just in case somebody saw them and got to snooping around. They'd probably get washed away in the first rain but she was leaving nothing to chance. Finally we looked around to make sure nothing seemed out of the ordinary. Satisfied that everything appeared to be OK we cut the straps on the girls' wrists and helped them get into our van. Alysse told them again not to remove the blindfolds for their own protection and helped them fasten their seatbelts. She then asked them where they wanted to be taken. They had all been snatched within a few miles of each other back toward Zurich. We drove back down the mountain thanking the stars that nobody had come along while this incident was taking place. As we got to where each of them wanted to be let out Suvarna put a thousand Swiss Francs in each girl's pocket and told Alysse to tell them it was for a new phone and anything else they needed to put this behind them. She told them to go to a salon and have their hair colored and restyled just in case their pictures got sent to somebody. Then she told each one to leave the blindfold on for at least a minute so we could drive away and under no circumstances were they to ever tell anybody about what happened to them even if the police came. As we pulled away from where we dropped the last girl I looked at the time. It had only been a little over an hour and a half since we pulled into the plaza to get gas. It suddenly dawned on me what had really happened. While it was happening it had all seemed like a TV show. Now I realized Vitesha had saved all our lives. They might have kept Janelle and Genevieve but the rest of us would have been the ones going over the side of the mountain; with or without bullet holes in us. "Mitra what do you think about all this? Is Vitesha going to incur a heavy debt of Karma for killing those men?" "Prem life is full of choices. If she had not acted, all nine of us would be dead now along with the three girls in the van who eventually would die from an overdose of heroin in a filthy little room when they were no longer capable of being whores sixteen hours a day. Vitesha did not intend to commit this action. She was defending herself and us. I congratulate her on her efficiency and her grace under pressure. We should all just put this little unpleasant episode out of our minds and go on as if nothing has happened." We headed back toward Sargans then turned north and drove through most of Liechtenstein crossing into Austria to pick up the Arlberg Schnellstrasse east of Feldkirch. From there it was a pretty straight shot through magnificent alpine scenery to Innsbruck. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 17 The remainder of the drive to Mutters was considerably less exciting than the first half although the mountain views provided some spectacular scenery. Janelle and I did get to confirm that the seats in the new van were conducive to fooling around. She sat next to me and gave me another one of her superb hand jobs. I returned the favor by playing with her pussy until she made me cum all over her hands. She used my discharge to rub her clit until she climaxed too. About an hour after our run in with the kidnappers Mitra said, "David, what did you learn from our encounter with the two men in the black van?" "I learned that if I ever see Vitesha with a Champagne bottle in her hand I should run like hell." "Unless you intend to do her harm, you might miss out on some fine wine and some good loving. I was thinking more about how impossible it is to predict what life has in store for you and how it could end at any moment. We are on this trip because we wanted to share the little time Suvarna has left to live and by doing so we almost caused her life to end even sooner. Rather ironic don't you think? This is another meaning of the parable I told you about thinking you know right from wrong. Life is full of the unexpected and no matter how good your intentions, bad things can always happen." "Don't think that the parable was advocating an abandonment of right and wrong. Many have made this misinterpretation. Quite the contrary, it shows that you must first discard the morality that society has imposed on you because life is too unpredictable to work from a fixed script. This must be done under the tutelage of an enlightened being. Only then can a genuine morality arise in you and you can begin to authentically discern right from wrong. Eventually you can come to a point where you are enlightened and then your morality will be in total harmony with the Tao. When that happens it will be impossible for you to do wrong." "Is this how Vitesha felt when she was killing those men?" "Vitesha, tell David what you were feeling during that dramatic encounter." "Now that Mitra has explained a little more about the meaning of the parable I realize what was happening to me while it was taking place. I didn't think about right and wrong. Because of our meditations I was able to operate from my center and I felt like I was being directed by my being and not my mind. I used my knowledge of self-defense and my training to deal with the situation." "My brain and body cooperated perfectly to do what needed to be done but my mind did not interfere by thinking about it. I was aware of being very calm and I could focus on what I was doing. It was not my choice to turn this confrontation into a death match. As soon as I saw the gun in the man's hand, the decision was made for me. The right and the wrong of it was not a mental decision." "This is what athletes refer to as being in the zone. It's what the best of them mean when they say it doesn't matter if you win or lose it's how you play the game. Vitesha was in a meditative state when she acted. Her adversaries were not. They were blinded by anger, arrogance and ideology and underestimated their opponent. The outcome was a perfect example of the power of being aligned with the Tao." "I'm beginning to understand how significant being with all of you is. What you are doing is more real than anything I've ever done. I see the consequences of what you have told me and I feel the power of the meditations and the love. I have a lot to learn." "Keep your eyes, ears, mind and heart open David and you will learn. We're not just on a joy ride here. Everything we do is a chance to learn something. We may be on a mission to explore love and meditation and to share with others but there are many in this world who are on a different mission, one of enslavement, indoctrination, subjugation, destruction and death. There is no conflict with the Tao in defending yourself against this type of person. It is the same as using medicine to fight an infection." Mitra never missed an opportunity to instruct us. She talked about the Tao and I got the impression of a vast ocean a thousand times larger than the Pacific looming before us and we were barely ankle deep in it. I still had a lot to learn too. But first, I had a lot to unlearn. On the outskirts of Innsbruck we exited the autobahn and headed south to Mutters. The Alps rose up in the distance as we drove through scenery worthy of a post card. When we first saw the town it struck us all as the most perfect alpine village any of us could have imagined. Colorful houses with window boxes full of flowers made your heart feel lighter just by seeing them. My head felt lighter too until I realized it was because we were a mile above sea level here. We navigated to the property manager's office and Suvarna and David went inside to introduce themselves and get the keys and directions to the property. David already spoke French from growing up in Canada but he had been learning German since he moved to Switzerland and could speak it fairly well. They returned in a few minutes and told Vitesha that one of the agents was going to take us up to the property since it was a little confusing to get to and the GPS was useless. A car soon pulled up in front of us and honked the horn. We proceeded to follow it. The property was not in the town but up on one of the mountains. The road wound around and through the countryside twisting and turning as we ascended even higher into the Alps. After about thirty minutes we came to a level area with meadows surrounded by wooden fences. There were large cows grazing in the lush green summer grass. We drove past what appeared to be a farmhouse painted brightly with alpine scenes. The shutters were red and there were flower boxes in each window. After passing by another beautiful meadow we saw a larger building and the car we were following turned into a driveway and stopped at a gate. The driver got out and unlocked it then got back in and drove in toward the building. We stopped at the entrance to what looked like a barn on the side of the main building. We all got out and Suvarna introduced us to the agent. Her name was Angelika. Pronounced AHN-JAH-LEE-KAH with the accent on the LEE. It was a very appropriate name. She was beautiful, tall, blonde, with an athletic body that induced the same feeling that the mountains around here did: It made you want to climb it; all the way from her shapely calves to the bluest eyes I had ever seen. I was finally able to tear my eyes away from her to look at Mitra with the fervent hope that she would convince Angelika to be our next recruit. She looked back at me as if to ask how many more women did I need. We started the tour by opening the barn to find a spacious, clean two-car garage with stairs leading up to a separate apartment above it with two good size bedrooms and a large modern bathroom. It had a combination living/dining room and a well-appointed kitchen. We went out the side door of the garage and walked the short distance to the main building. It was three stories and painted white with various shades of brown trim. The upper two stories had balconies encircling the entire building. The first story had a porch that also went completely around. The place had originally been built as a farmhouse then completely renovated to be an inn. It was quite large and beautifully furnished and decorated with Tyrolean themes. There were fireplaces in many of the rooms and the main floor living room was two stories tall with a walkway around it on the second floor. It had ten bedrooms each with private bath and doors that opened onto the balconies. There were four on the second floor and six on the third. They were all decorated differently with big comfy down filled duvets on the beds. My cock began to stir when Angelika dove onto one of the duvets to show us how plush they were. "I must admit that in the winter time I've come up here to ski and spent the night in one of these wonderful beds. You will enjoy sleeping in them." I thought I could guarantee I'd love sleeping in one of them if she were in it. We finished our tour of the place and found all of the modern conveniences you could ask for along side the old world comfort and décor of a mountain chalet. This was a place I would enjoy coming back to again someday. The view was fantastic beyond description. We talked with Angelika some more in the big two-story living room and found out that she doesn't live in Mutters but in Innsbruck. She comes down once a week to check on some of the properties the agency has here. They are much busier in the winter because this is such a great place to ski and spend Christmas. Suvarna made me very happy when she asked her if she would like to be our guide while we were here and show us around Innsbruck as well. She said she'd need to ask her manager if it would be OK but she would love to be our tour guide. Suvarna said to tell her manager that she insisted on it. I suspected Suvarna did this for my benefit as much as having a knowledgeable local to take us places. She knew me all too well. We learned that Angelika was a recent graduate from university and this was her first full time employment. She told us she didn't have a steady boyfriend because she enjoyed meeting the handsome men who came here in the winter to ski and she liked to party with them. She thought it was a perfect job to be paid for taking care of the guests who stayed at the rental properties because she got invited to play with them at night. I knew what was going to happen as soon as she said that. She would definitely get invited to play with us at night. We made arrangements for Angelika to stay at the chalet for the week and told her to go home and pack a bag for a week and come back tomorrow around nine so we could go get breakfast somewhere. After that she could begin showing us around the area. We asked her who lived in the other farmhouse we passed on the way up to this chalet. She said it belonged to a couple in their late twenties that had two children and lived up here during the late spring until early fall working the farm and seeing to their small herd of cattle. When the first snow falls they take the cattle to a feedlot lower down and rent their house out to skiers. Their names were Hans and Heidi. When Angelika was ready to leave we followed her back into Mutters to a restaurant she recommended for dinner. The place was charming and there were all local people eating there. The food was good with a nice selection of vegetarian food. They even had a delicious dessert with apples that was not made with butter so we could stay on our macrobiotic diet. On our return trip to the chalet we had to stop to wait on our neighbors who were herding their cows from the meadow to the barn for the night. Suvarna and David got out to talk to Heidi and asked them when would be a good time for them to come over and meet all of us and tell us about living here. They said Tuesday night would be good for them so we told them we would prepare dinner for them. The cows were big, grayish brown cows with hairy pink ears. Most of them had on collars with bells on them. They seemed to know the routine for going to and from the meadow and the barn. I guess they wondered what a car was doing up here interrupting their evening procession. Once the bovine parade was completed we drove on to the chalet. We picked out bedrooms to stay in and hauled the suitcases in. Since there was no elevator we decided to occupy the bedrooms on the second floor. There were four of them but we would only use three. We were balanced now with one male for two females. We did our evening meditation in the soft green grass surrounding the chalet. I could see why the cows were so contented; they must love munching on this stuff. We were on the other side of one of the mountains that surrounded Mutters so there was no light coming from the town. Not that there was that much light in town to begin with. We were also pretty close to six thousand feet above sea level. This all meant that you could see more stars than just about anywhere else on the planet. The sky was beautiful. Because of the altitude we kept the meditation rather low key. We split up into threes and got into a position where the man lay crosswise to one of the women and put the tip of his cock inside her vagina. The other woman would take turns more or less sitting on our faces so we could lick her pussy while she used her hands to play with the man's cock and the other woman's pussy. It may sound a little complicated but it's one of the most relaxing sexual arrangements you can be in. When I wasn't busy licking the woman's slit I just lay my head back and looked at the stars while she continued to stroke my cock and rub it all over the other woman's pussy, which kept getting wetter and wetter. We did this for about an hour with the women changing places about half way through. Changing partners was important because these meditations were about the sex not about whom you were with. You needed to be focused on the energy and loving your partners equally and when you could do that you could have a very important insight: All women are one woman and one woman is all women. It sounds a little depersonalizing at first but it isn't really. It's a realization about the feminine essence. It's like discovering that one flower is all flowers. The form no longer is the important aspect. It's the act of flowering itself that is essential. Then we did Suvarna's visualization. The energy we had all built up from the meditation seemed to intensify our empathy and you could feel love flowing from our foreheads into the back of Suvarna's neck as we each asked the tumor to let her live. Only she and I knew there was another reason to hope the tumor was being consumed by the virus that had been injected into it. I paired up with Mitra and Genevieve for sleeping and Genevieve wanted to continue the meditation we had been doing. We took a nice hot bath first then let her be the one on top to begin with. I lay crosswise between Mitra's widespread legs and watched as Genevieve straddled her face. She sat up straight and let Mitra tenderly lick her bald twat, paying particular attention to her clit. Genevieve moved her hips very slightly forward and back across Mitra's mouth. Her hands cupped her breasts to massage them and I watched her nipples swell. Her eyes were closed and she was quiet while she absorbed the loving she was receiving. She was in no hurry for this to go anywhere nor was she worried about anything being done to her. After a few minutes she leaned forward and adjusted her knees so her pussy remained on Mitra's face but her face was now between Mitra's legs where she began to mimic what was being done to her by Mitra's loving tongue. She used her fingers to pull Mitra's lips apart so she could suck gently on her exposed clit. She arranged her pretty brown hair over to one side of her head so I could watch her loving Mitra. My cock began to harden inches away from Mitra's crotch. Genevieve saw it and moved one hand forward to slide her fingers along the shaft. She gently rubbed her fingertips along the shaft while it swelled. When her hand reached the base, her fingers cradled my balls and tenderly caressed them. A few moments of this was all it took to persuade my cock to full erection. I moved my hips forward a little until the tip of my cock made contact with Mitra's slit. As soon as it did, Genevieve's hand encircled my shaft and she began to rub it up and down the pink folds of Mitra's moist labia while she continued to nurse on her clit. When the head of my cock came up to the top of her slit, Genevieve held it against Mitra's clit and sucked and licked both of them while she rubbed my shaft. Once she had them covered in her saliva she moved my cock back down between Mitra's lips sliding it to the opening of her vagina. I pushed forward a little and Genevieve allowed my head to enter Mitra's cunt. She slowly jerked me off while my head stayed just inside the hot wet entrance of her channel. Genevieve pushed back on my cock freeing it from its comfortable lodging and repeated rubbing it along Mitra's slit while she continued to stroke it. I was amazed at how adept Genevieve had become at this slow protracted method of building up sexual arousal. I wondered if she were ready to try circulating the light. Mitra, not surprisingly, read my mind and said, "Genevieve, sweetie your pussy is so hot and wet that I want you to try something. Get off me and kneel beside me." She rose up straight then moved back to get Mitra's head from between her legs and knelt next to her. She had this serene look on her face and a peaceful smile graced her lips. "Now Prem's going to put his legs together and lean back on his hands and you're going to straddle him and sit on his cock." She moved toward me walking on her knees to straddle my legs until her pussy was directly above my cock. She reached down and wrapped her fingers around the shaft then guided it to her wet opening. She slowly lowered herself down in one smooth motion and buried my cock inside her. "Prem. Raise up straight and put your arms around her. Cross your legs behind her. Genevieve, cross your legs behind him. That's good; now both of you look into each other's eyes. Don't think about anything. The only thing you should feel is love... let everything else go. Don't think love, feel it. You both know how to do that. Breathe deeply and relax." We stayed like that for about five minutes with our upper bodies separated by a few inches. Mitra moved close behind Genevieve then whispered, "Follow your gaze into his eyes. It will feel like you're falling. Don't be afraid my love, you will be falling into pure love. Let go completely and let it take you wherever love wants you to go." I felt the feeling begin as I looked at her beautiful shining eyes and relaxed completely. The energy came whooshing up from my groin to my heart. I pulled her close so our chests were touching and kissed her. The whooshing feeling moved on up to my eyes and into hers. She offered no resistance as it entered her and began the circle. The energy had never been this strong before not even with Mitra. We exploded like a supernova into an orgasm of light. The next thing I felt was Mitra pulling Genevieve backward to her to break the circle. "How long did that last?" "Over an hour. I think that's enough for her first time. That was very intense. She needs to absorb what happened." Mitra held her from behind with her head on her shoulder. She was still out of it but breathing regularly and peacefully. I moved back and slowly slid my cock out of her. Then moved off the bed to go to the bathroom. When I returned they were both sleeping on their sides with Mitra's arms around Genevieve. I got into bed and slid close to Mitra's back and kissed her neck softly then floated off to sleep. I woke up early the next morning feeling very refreshed and full of energy. I don't know if my health was improving because of all the sex or the macrobiotic diet or the meditations or a combination of them but I was consistently feeling better all the time. I looked over and discovered Mitra was gone but Genevieve was sleeping peacefully on her back. I got up to pee and when I got back Mitra was back in the room. "Oh good, you're up. We need to get everybody up for a morning meditation. I've been out walking around and found the perfect spot." "What time is it?" "About quarter to seven. The sun has just risen. It's still cool but if you want, you can just wear your robe to get to the spot I found." She walked to the bed and bent over and kissed Genevieve on the mouth. "Good morning Genevieve. How is my loving angel doing this morning?" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 17 "I feel fabulous Mitra. I don't even remember going to sleep." "That's good baby, go pee and put your robe on then come back here. We're all going out for a morning meditation." Mitra left to wake everybody else up and get them moving. I found my robe and put it on. When Genevieve returned I put my arms around her and kissed her. "Come on, we need to go downstairs." "Are we going out? Don't I need to get dressed?" "We are going out but all you need to wear is your robe. This meditation will be done naked." When everybody had assembled in the great room Mitra led us outside and we started across the meadow on the other side of the chalet. The road didn't go this far so you had to walk. We came to a hill about fifty feet high but it had a path cut in it so you could walk up it pretty easily. When we got to the top of the hill we all stopped and looked at the most beautiful view we had ever seen. There was another big grassy meadow stretching out and sloping slightly down. Beyond the meadow all you could see was the Alps for miles in the distance. Running through the grassy meadow was a stream about ten feet wide. There were rocks in it and you could here the water splashing over them. Mitra told all of us to take off our robes and sit on them next to the stream. It was still cool but the sun was up now and it was getting warmer. We all took a position close to the stream and sat down with our legs crossed in front of us. "This morning's meditation will be an easy one. You simply sit there and look at the mountains in the distance. While you are looking at them, listen to the babbling of the water in the stream as it flows over the rocks. Meditate on these words: 'The mountain is the pure body of Buddha and the sound of running water is his great message.' It was a fabulous meditation. We sat there watching the colors on the snow capped mountains change as the sun rose and warmed our bodies. The sound of the water was the perfect music for meditation. After about an hour Mitra told us to stand up and put our robes back on. We walked slowly back to the chalet holding hands. When we got back to the chalet we bathed and got ready to go out. While we waited for Angelika to arrive I sat with Suvarna in the great room. She was checking her email and looking at some financial reports that her investment group had sent her. My phone alert sounded to let me know I had received a text message. I pulled the phone out of my pocket and touched the message button. It was from Sandy. I opened the message and read: Victoria Alexandra Evans would like to inform you that she is firmly in place in her other mommy's womb and that she and I are both doing fine. Congratulations to mother and father. I love you and miss you very much... Both of you. Sandy. I handed the phone to Suvarna. "You're going to want to read this." Her eyes swiftly scanned the message then read it again slowly to be sure it said what she thought it did. "Oh my God Prem, we did it. We've made a baby. With all that we've been through on this trip I had almost forgotten about it. I'm going to send her an email and I'm going to have credit cards for my accounts issued in her name and expressed to her. I'll tell the bank she's coming in to sign for the checking account and get a debit card. Whatever she wants she can have. We need to send her flowers and arrange for maids and nurses. She's not to drive a car any more, I'll get her a driver and a big reinforced SUV like the secret service uses." "Suvarna slow down. She's survived two pregnancies already. They'll both be fine." "Prem, I won't be around to spoil Victoria so please let me spoil Sandy. I can't wait to get back to New York and see her. Oh God Prem this is just as exciting as the conception process. I'm shaking from joy." She put my phone down and threw her arms around me and kissed me like the day I first came to her house to be with her. Vitesha came into the room and asked what all the commotion was about. "Vitesha, Sandy's pregnant. I'm going to be a mother!" "Oh Suvarna that's wonderful. Congratulations to both...ummh, all three of you." "I still can't believe this is really happening. What a fantastic, crazy, wonderful world we live in. We must celebrate tonight, do we have any of the Champagne from the big party left?" "No that's all gone but we have the bottle I bought on the way here." "I don't think that bottle would be a good choice for a celebration Vitesha." Mitra said, "On the contrary Suvarna. The people who grew the grapes and put the wine in that bottle had nothing to do with what happened. I think it would be entirely appropriate to celebrate a new life with a bottle that was used to make the world safer for that new life to grow up in." "As always Mitra, your way of seeing things makes the world better. Put the bottle in the fridge Vitesha." "Suvarna it's not my mission to make the world better. I'm here to make you better. If the world benefits as a consequence then that will be a blessing for little Victoria. I'm truly thrilled for you and Prem and of course for Sandy. I look forward to meeting her. She must be an unusual woman to not only let you borrow her husband but her womb as well." "The more Prem and I love each other the more convinced I am that Prem learned to love by being with her. I will be eternally in her debt for what she has done for me." Angelika arrived a few minutes after nine. We helped her get her suitcases put in the fourth bedroom on the second floor. She was excited about having the whole week to play as she put it. She had no idea just how much playing she would get to do. When she was all settled in we all got in the van and headed for town. Angelika was an excellent guide. She knew the area very well and was very friendly with everybody. We had lunch at an alpine inn where we sat outside in the bright sunshine and had beer and an excellent Riesling wine while we looked at the mountains in the distance. After lunch she took us up in a cable car to the top of one of the mountains surrounding the valley that Innsbruck was situated in. We stayed for about half an hour admiring the magnificent views. While we were up on the mountain we could see fixed wing gliders riding the wind currents up the sides of the mountains. We all said that looked like a fun way to see Innsbruck so she said we could go by the airport and see when somebody could take us up. A forty-five minute flight cost two hundred euros. There were three gliders available so we booked them all for Thursday so we could all go up three at a time. We headed back to Mutters a little after four so we could have our massages. That would be a nice way to introduce Angelika to the activities of the group and give her a chance to get to know everybody. When re got back to the chalet Mitra told everybody to take a shower, put on a robe and meet in the great room. Mitra, Jean and I went around gathering up duvets, sheets and towels to use for our massage tables and moved some of the furniture out of the way so we had a clear space to work with. When everybody had assembled again Mitra said, "We have a new guest with us today. She hasn't had much time to get to know us yet and has not been introduced to our techniques so we will use this massage to let her experience one of our favorite activities. Angelika will be the guest of honor and she can choose to be first or to join some of us as we massage somebody. Angelika, which would you like to do?" "I've had massages before but never in a mixed group like this so I think I will help give a massage to start with so I can see how this works." "OK, since we are now ten I think we should start with the three men. That will mean two women for each man. Angelika, you can choose the man you want to start with and join the other two women. Don't worry about technique. We do this more as a meditation than as therapy so just think about putting love into what you're doing and do whatever you would want somebody to do to you. We have no limitations here; you may touch any part of the body. Feel free to move to another man if you want to so you can see how the other women do this." We all took off our robes and the three men lay down on the duvets face down. Mitra and Genevieve worked on Jean, Janelle and Alysse took David and I got Suvarna and Vitesha. Angelika decided to start with Jean. She wanted to be close to Mitra at first so she could learn from her. Each man had a woman at his head and feet. Suvarna was at my head. I had a towel rolled up to use as a headrest and my chin was lying on it so I could look at her. She knelt with her legs spread wide apart so she could reach all over my back and so I could look at her beautiful pussy while she was massaging me. She knew how much I loved looking at her and she made sure to sit close enough that I could reach my hand out to touch her. She started on my neck and shoulders with smooth movements of her soft hands. My hand moved to her slit and I ran my finger along it. Her labia were moist and hot and gave me a warm feeling in my groin as my cock began to slightly stiffen. Vitesha was rubbing my left foot and was doing a fabulous job of it. If I had to choose only one part of my body to be massaged, it would be my feet and lower legs. Fortunately I didn't have to choose. By the time they finished with my back they had both worked their way to my ass and were rubbing and caressing it sensually. I felt Vitesha's hand smack my right cheek and heard her tell me to turn over before I went to sleep. She was right, I could have taken a nap very easily with these two pouring love into my body with their hands. They changed ends before starting on my front side. Vitesha had seen how Suvarna was sitting while she had been at my head so she decided to do it too. Her warm pussy was pushed against the top of my head while she did my shoulders and upper chest. When she began to reach further down she slid up so her twat was almost touching my mouth. My tongue removed the separation between us and she pressed her slit against my mouth a little harder. I stuck my tongue out and held it there so Vitesha could slide her slit over it as she leaned forward and pulled back to massage my lower chest and stomach. When she and Suvarna had almost converged on my cock I heard Mitra say, "OK, since we're all about at the same place with the men I'm going to have Janelle and Genevieve give us a demonstration. I've been watching these two lately and they've become masters at the art of what is commonly called the hand job. I think the men would enjoy having them do it and the women might just learn a thing or two from them. Jean you will be first." Since Jean was already lying on his back, Janelle knelt beside his hips and Genevieve got between his legs. They poured some oil in their hands then Janelle began caressing and stroking his shaft while Genevieve tenderly massaged his balls with both of her loving hands. We all watched fascinatedly as they delicately manipulated his genitals. This was no ordinary jerk off hand job. It was a playful, loving, meditative illustration of the art of touching. Their combined efforts had him hard in no time. It had the same effect on me just watching them. I glanced over at Angelika and she was as spellbound as the rest of us by the erotic performance she was witnessing. Their fingers moved with a sure and accomplished dexterity to excite and soothe him at the same time. Their variations of speed and pressure were as impressive as watching an expert play the harp. You could almost hear celestial music arising from their movements. Without disturbing her actions in the least Janelle said, "Angelika would you care to be a part of this to add an extra dimension to what we're doing?" "What could I do to improve what you two are doing?" "Well since you're the newbie and guys always seem to get the hots for strange pussy, I think you would provide a much appreciated visual stimulation to this exhibition. Come over here and kneel down to straddle his hips." When she was in position with her pussy inches above Jean's rigid cock, Janelle told her to lower herself down just a little until she felt her slit touch his cock. "That's perfect Angelika, stay just like that." Janelle began to rub the head of Jean's cock along her slit from her clit to the opening of her vagina as she guided him and stroked him with one hand." A brief description of Angelika is in order here. She was tall, five-ten, and had a body that was in great physical shape but could only be accurately described using a word that appropriately came from German: zaftig. Think Rubens. A body close to being plump but was exceedingly arousing and as sexually stimulating as a body can be. Her breasts were masterpieces. Large but perfectly shaped with large areolas and nipples that begged to be sucked. She was a natural blonde and to prove it she had her pussy waxed from the clit to her asshole but immediately above her clit her pubic hair was in its natural state. The effect was electrifyingly erection producing. Her plump pouting pussy with her large clit topped with those golden curls could make a statue get a hard on. Janelle knew instinctively what a wet dream Angelika was and her improvised inclusion of her in their demonstration was an indication of how intuitively she understood what turns a man on. It was also a very thoughtful, kind and considerate way of welcoming her to our group. Janelle was a constant source of surprising revelations as well as a consummate practitioner of the art of the hand job. Any nervousness or apprehension Angelika may have had about doing sexual things with a mixed group began to disappear as Janelle used her brother's cock to arouse her as much as she was arousing him. She expertly slid the sensitive head of his cock along her folds in a very effective manner. Her actions were soon enhanced by Genevieve moving one of her hands from Jean's scrotum to Angelika's ass crack. Her delicate oily fingers slid between her perfectly padded cheeks stopping occasionally to caress her anus. Angelika took in a sharp breath and a jolt ran through her body when she felt Genevieve's finger ease ever so slightly into her puckered hole. "Is it getting hot in here or is it just me?" I asked as I knelt between Suvarna and Vitesha to watch the demonstration. Vitesha took my hand and put it between her legs to silently answer my question; she was soaking wet. I kept my hand there as she moved hers to my rigid cock. "Down boy. You don't want to miss having your turn with those three do you?" "I think I need a cold shower." "Close your eyes and move the energy up." She admonished me. I wasn't about to miss a minute of this and kept right on watching them. "Angelika I'm going to put his cock at the entrance to your vagina. Move down and take just the head inside of you. That's good; now stay still. Her hand moved up and down Jean's rigid shaft, stroking him and squeezing him when her hand bumped against Angelika's pussy. After doing this for a while she could feel the juices running down Jean's shaft, a mixture of Angelika's vaginal secretions and his precum. "Angelika would you like me to rub your beautiful clit? I'll make it feel really good." "Oooohhhh yes Janelle do it. Rub my clit... please rub it." Her other hand moved to her mound and her thumb began to rub Angelika's clitoral hood in little circles while continuing to stroke Jean's cock. "Oh Angelika, you have the most incredible clit. C'est magnifique! I'd suck it for you but if I got started I wouldn't stop." "Oh no Janelle, don't stop. Keep rubbing it pleeeeeease." Janelle used her thumb and middle finger to pull the hood back and rubbed her clit directly with her index finger. It was magnificent. The pink nub was swollen and glistening. Angelika's breath was faster now and shallower. Janelle moved her head close enough to start kissing Angelika's stomach. Without even seeing her do this Genevieve moved her head to begin kissing her ass cheeks. Angelika began to softly moan as their lips slid over her body. "You're going to cum for me aren't you Angelika. I'm going to keep rubbing your clit until you cum all over my brother's cockhead and cover it with your sweet nectar. That's it, let it build up inside you until you explode and when you do I'll make him cum all over your pretty blonde pussy." "Unnnhhhh, Unnnhhh, Unnnhhh. Oh ja, ja, ja. Oh Janelle yes I'm going to..." She never got the last word out. Her stomach muscles flinched and she started to bend over forward. Mitra quickly moved behind her and put her arm around her to hold her upright as the orgasm hit her with its full force. Her head tilted back and she opened her mouth to scream but Mitra stifled it with her mouth and kissed her passionately. Mitra moved her other arm around her and cupped her breasts in her hands. Angelika began to shudder. Watching her legs and that fabulous ass jiggle under the influence of her climax almost made me cum. Genevieve had pushed her entire finger into her ass and was rubbing the thin walls that separated it from Jean's cockhead. "Now Janelle, he's ready." Janelle pulled Jean's cock out of Angelika's quivering cunt and jerked him quickly, putting the tip on Angelika's mound where her pubic hair began. Genevieve squeezed his balls as Janelle's hand slid swiftly up and down his shaft. His cock swelled then spewed out a massive discharge of his hot pearly cream all over Angelika's golden curls. It clung to her little forest like sap oozing from a maple tree on a cold morning. Genevieve and Janelle milked out several more spurts of hot cum until her mound was drenched in the pearly dew. Mitra laid Angelika back as little aftershocks continued to run though her. Janelle was still slowly stroking Jean's cock to coax out a few more drops of his cum, which she licked off as soon as it appeared. Looking at Angelika's cum drenched mound as she lay there on her back was incredibly erotic. Janelle looked at David and asked, "Are you ready for your turn David?" She didn't need to repeat that invitation. She asked him who he wanted to be his visual inspiration and he chose Vitesha. I was glad because she was more than ready. Janelle and Genevieve gave them the same marvelous treatment as they had done for Jean and Angelika with similar results. David didn't last as long as Jean but you could hardly blame him after watching it the first time. Vitesha had a massive orgasm when David's hot sperm sprayed all over her stomach and Genevieve's finger wiggled around in her ass. Despite my being the last of their victims they did a fantastic job on me. Small wonder since we three had done this a few times before. I chose Alysse and when she straddled me and her tight hot vagina opened to admit the head of my cock, Janelle put her whole hand on her pussy spreading her fingers to slide two along Alysse's lips on each side of my cock. The heel of her hand was pressed against her clit. Alysse pushed forward to rub it firmly into her palm. "That's it Alysse, feel the heat of my hand making your clit hot while my fingers spread your lips around Prem's cockhead. Ooooohhhhh baby you're so wet. I can feel your juices oozing out of your pussy onto my fingers." Alysse continued to hump Janelle's hand while her fingers squeezed the top of my shaft beneath the head. I could feel my precum leaking into Alysse's vagina. She took a sharp deep breath and I felt Genevieve's finger plunge completely into Alysse's ass. She rubbed it around to stimulate both of us. Alysse began to moan and I felt her hole tighten around my cockhead as her orgasm began. Janelle's hand wrapped around my shaft and pulled me out and began to jerk me off keeping the head on Alysse's mound. Genevieve squeezed my balls and my cock swelled in Janelle's hand as a geyser of hot cum shot out of the tip onto Alysse's stomach. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 17 Alysse had a great time rubbing my cum all over her stomach as we climaxed. I coated her in it since I had built up a huge load watching the others. We had been at this for two hours. It was time to shower again and go out for dinner. Angelika, Alysse and Vitesha along with all of the men had this glowing look on their faces all through the delicious meal. Mitra asked Angelika how she liked her first session with all of us. "At first I was anxious and nervous but when I started rubbing Jean my tension seemed to flow out of me and I enjoyed massaging him. When Janelle and Genevieve were doing there demonstration I was fascinated. I've only done that to a man once and that was in a car in the dark. I never knew it could be so arousing and so sensual. When Janelle asked me to join them I got nervous again. I had never been sexual with a woman before. But I thought if they could make me feel as good as they were making Jean feel then I should just relax and enjoy it." "And did you enjoy it?" "I think that should be pretty obvious. I've never had an orgasm that intense. Mitra if you hadn't been holding me up I think I would have collapsed from the powerful sensations I felt. When you kissed me it seemed to make the feelings even stronger. It was truly wonderful. You have the softest lips I've ever kissed." "Do you feel more comfortable being in a sexual situation with a woman now?" "Yes I do. I had this thought while they were touching me that what they were doing was because they loved me and wanted me to be happy. It no longer mattered whether a male or a female was doing it to me." "That's very perceptive of you Angelika and it's true for everybody in our group. We use sex and sexual meditations to help us discover how to love more deeply. The more people that are in the group the more powerful the meditations are. You don't have to do anything with us that makes you uncomfortable but you're welcome to do everything with us." "Thank you Mitra, I feel more comfortable being with all of you with each passing moment. When I've been with more than one person in a sexual situation before it was with two men. It was only about the sex. It had nothing to do with love. In fact I don't know if I've ever really been in love before." "Do you want to be in love?" "If it feels like what I experienced this afternoon I do. That was more than just sex and I liked it." "If you hang around with us I can promise you that you'll come to know what love really feels like. Tonight you should sleep with Prem and Suvarna. They're the most loving people I know. They'll show you what love is." "What makes you two so loving?" "Every time I think I know the answer to that I discover something new. Now I think of our love as the sea and all the things that led us to it are like little streams that started way up in the mountains and trickled down and joined with other things to make a river that will keep on flowing until it empties into the ocean and ceases to exist. Until that happens, it just keeps on getting better." "Doesn't the thought of love ending make you sad or afraid?" "Not any more. In a way our love ends every night and begins again even deeper the next day. Love changes forms like we ourselves do but I believe that love exists beyond our physical bodies and that it is possible to merge into this universal love eventually. What I once thought love was is the love that ends but I didn't know any better then. Prem and Mitra have shown me much about love and will continue to and as long as I am alive I will share my love with anyone who will receive it." "What is love, really?" "You can't define it. It's not something you think, it's something you feel. Trying to tell somebody what love is won't work. It would be like trying to tell them what an orgasm feels like. You can talk all you want but until they have one their not going to know what one feels like. What amazes me is that I've gotten to the point that I no longer have to tell the people in this group that I love them. They know. And I know that they love me. You felt a little of that when Janelle and Genevieve touched you today didn't you?" "Yes I did and it felt wonderful. Is that how you all feel about each other all the time?" Everybody shook their heads in answer to her question. "Oh mein Gott, you all live in love don't you?" More head shaking. "And I can learn to do that?" Mitra told her, "Angelika you have always known how to do that, you just need to remember. Once you remove the things that are blocking your spirit, love will flow in you just as Suvarna said. That's what the meditations do; they dissolve your blockages with the energy of sex. David only joined us a few days ago and Alysse a few days before that. They had many things blocking their spirits but already they are letting go of these memories and the pain associated with them. Did you not see for yourself how childlike and playful they were today as they shared joy with the others?" "Mitra what is your role in this group?" "Originally I was hired by Suvarna to be her caretaker because she is dying from brain cancer and needed the services of a hospice worker. The day I met Anne, that was the name she used then, I knew that she and Prem were very unusual people. They had already gone very deep into love by themselves. What they had done with no help inspired me to share with them my spiritual training with an enlightened guru long ago in India. I had let my job as a hospice worker keep me from doing what my guru asked me to do long ago. I am now their spiritual guide on this final journey we are all making." "The places we are visiting are all owned by Suvarna and everywhere we go we meet people who feel the love we share. Once they really feel it they want to be a part of it so we welcome them to come with us for as long as they want to. That invitation now extends to you too." "Where are you going?" "Angelika that is a question from a very beautiful Zen story so I will answer it that way to give you a little taste of Zen. 'We are making pilgrimage aimlessly.' From here we will visit a villa on Lake Garda just south of here in Italy. After that we will go to Florence to another villa near there. After that we will fly to Antigua in the Caribbean. Finally, unless plans change along the way, we return to New York." "And I can come along with you?" "If you want to." "What about my job? And money, how much would this cost?" "Do not worry about those things. Your job will be here when you get back if you still want it. There will be no cost to you as long as you are with us. Anne is very wealthy." "This is fantastic. I don't know what to say." "I suggest we all return to the chalet and let you experience one of our meditations then you can spend the night with Prem and Suvarna and see how you feel about it in the morning." When we got back to the chalet everybody took a quick shower. By the time we got to the soft grassy area outside the chalet the light had faded into a faint glow and the stars were becoming visible. Mitra grouped us into threesomes. She put Janelle and Angelika with David, Genevieve and Suvarna with Jean and Vitesha and Alysse with me. Mitra would act as proctor to monitor everybody's progress and make adjustments. There were two things she wanted us to concentrate on. The first was the postures. We were to try and get into positions that came from the Kama Sutra. There would be three positions in all with the first being a standing position. One of the women in each threesome would be the one that would be sexually joined with the man and the other one would be the assistant. The assistant would initially get both the participants ready for having sex in this position then helping the couple maintain both their sexual arousal as well as the position itself. The women in each threesome would take turns so both got to be a partner and an assistant in each posture. Vitesha went first as assistant with Alysse and me. The posture was not easy to achieve or maintain. We had to practice it first without actually inserting my cock into her vagina. Alysse had to stand on one leg with her other leg extended straight up with her calf resting on my shoulder. It took a little trying to get her leg extended since it was tantamount to doing a full split. Mitra told the women they could begin with their leg slung over the man's arm if they couldn't get it all the way up on my shoulder. The assistant would help to support her body by standing behind her until we were in balance and we could more or less hold the position. It took a couple of attempts before we could get into a stable approximation of the actual posture but it required a lot of effort to maintain it. I wondered how I could keep an erection while doing it but that was another job for the assistant. Vitesha was up to the task of getting us aroused. She used her talented mouth on Alysse's pussy to get her wet then turned her attention to my cock. Her tongue and fingers managed to get my cock hard in a couple of minutes. We quickly got Alysse's leg up high enough for me to insert my cock into her by having me just hold her leg up with my hand and forearm. Vitesha then moved around behind her and glued her body to Alysse's. She started pushing her hips forward and backwards, which moved Alysse's hips so that her pussy was sliding nicely up and down my shaft. Alysse put her arms around my neck to hold herself upright and was able to still move her hips without help. I was able to thrust in and out a little without both of us falling over. Once we achieved that milestone, Vitesha moved to our side and began helping Alysse raise her leg higher. She managed to get it up high enough so that I could comfortably support it under her knee. Vitesha pushed up on her ankle to see if she could get it all the way up to my shoulder but couldn't quite do it so we stayed with the partial position. Vitesha returned to standing behind Alysse pressing her body against hers. She began to kiss her neck and rubbed her ass with her hands, sliding them up to fondle her breasts. When we were all more or less in position Mitra gave us more instructions. "Assistants are to keep the couples aroused in whatever way you can. Kiss them, play with them and caress them. Couples look at each other with as much love as you can. Kiss and feel each other's body. The men should keep fucking the women vigorously." Vitesha did a great job keeping us aroused. She got us in a three-way kiss and used one of her hands to play with my balls while the other one rubbed Alysse's clit. Despite the strain of maintaining the position, it was a very sensual exercise. "Now the men should push their cocks into their partner as deeply as possible then stop moving. Both of you look up and fix your gaze on the stars. Try to stay as still as possible. Meditate on the unimaginably vast distance you are looking at. Assistants stand behind the woman and hug her. Pour your love into her." The contrast between the incredible distances I was looking at and the closeness of the person I was joined with hit me like a lightning bolt and suddenly I felt more insignificant that I had ever felt before. I realized how rare and fragile this experience of loving another person really was. I lowered my gaze to look into Alysse's eyes. When she looked back at me tears streamed down my cheeks. She was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Mitra announced that it was time for the women to change places. Not surprisingly Vitesha was limber enough to get her leg stretched up and laid her calf on my shoulder. Alysse seemed to be in a trance from what she had shared with me and did an excellent job of being our assistant. She stood behind each of us and kissed us and played with us as softly and tenderly as she could. I wondered if I would get the same reaction from doing this with Vitesha as I had with Alysse but when we looked up at the stars I almost felt like my spirit would go zooming across that vast distance until I could touch a star. When I looked into Vitesha's eyes the sensation of love was just as deep as with Alysse. Apparently this meditation had been powerfully effective for all of us because Mitra said she thought it best to stop after only doing one position and let the experiences sink in. I was both relieved and disappointed. I felt as high as a kite from doing it and did need to absorb the experience but I also could have kept going because I was genuinely excited by the depth of the experience and was eager to continue. Before we went back inside Mitra said that she thought we all did very well for the first time doing this particular meditation as it usually took months to be able to do it without using an assistant and being able to achieve and maintain a heightened meditative state to get the full benefit of the experience. She said not to get discouraged if you felt like you were making a lot of effort to do this to begin with as it was an advanced technique and required practice. Suvarna and I approached Angelika and asked her if she wanted to sleep with us tonight or if she preferred someone else or did she want to be by herself. She said she wanted to be with us because she thought she needed to talk about the meditation and about traveling with us. We made our way to the bedroom we had picked out. "Angelika we usually like to take a nice warm bath after our meditation because we rarely go straight to sleep once we get in bed. How does that sound to you?" "I'd like that Suvarna. I haven't bathed with anybody in a long time; unless you count sitting in a hot tub with a group of people. Hot tubs are a very popular après ski activity around here." "Yes, I imagine they are. There are three of them here in the chalet but we prefer the nice large soaking tubs in the bathrooms that I had put in all my properties when they were renovated. I'm very partial to luxurious baths and have become very fond of communal bathing since Prem came into my life. I enjoy bathing with my lovers as much as I do the meditations. I only regret that I didn't discover how much fun it was sooner." While Suvarna got the bath ready I got out my razor and shaving crème so she could shave me in the bath. The tub was very nice. It was made of granite and was circular in shape and was large enough for four people. There was an overhead rain showerhead that could be used to rinse you off as well as a handheld spray. The controls and the faucet were high up above the rim so nobody had to sit where they would be in the way. Suvarna lit candles and turned out the lights then we got in and let the water continue filling the tub. Suvarna had put in bubble bath and aromatic salts. Angelika sat in the middle and we sat on either side of her. I spread my legs and had her lean back on me. Suvarna poured some body wash onto a sponge then picked up one of her feet and started washing it. "So Angelika, what did you want to talk about with us?" "The meditation we did tonight, I know it involved sex but I have to say it was rather disappointing for me. I didn't have an orgasm nor did David. It seemed like a lot of effort for not much reward." "Angelika there is a big difference between doing these meditations and just fucking somebody. This isn't sex for sex sake. There's no goal involved. Having an orgasm is not the purpose of these meditations. They involve sex but that is not their primary purpose. None of us did very well with tonight's meditation because it was the first time we've done this one. Think of it like somebody giving you an expensive violin. If you're like me, all you will be able to produce is noise." "If you give that same violin to a trained musician you will hear something entirely different. The noise will become music. These meditations are like music lessons only they are lessons for you to become more loving and aware of your spirituality. As Mitra said, we shouldn't even be attempting these advanced meditations yet but because of my limited time she is pushing the schedule extra hard. Also, don't expect to see results from meditation immediately. Sometimes you will feel something during and following the meditation but most of the time you don't. The effects are subtle and need time to be recognized." "That's why we sleep with different people each night and take baths together. It helps to get feedback from the others when you are intimate with them. Give it a little time and trust us, you will soon begin to notice a significant difference. We move quickly because of my condition." "That's the other thing I wanted to talk to you about. I've been thinking about going with you on the rest of your tour and I'm getting excited about doing it. The more I'm around all of you the more comfortable I am and the more I can trust you...Ohhhhh Suvarna that feels wonderful." Suvarna was not just washing her foot but massaging it as well. As she gently rubbed it she would kiss the sole and then each toe as her hands slid up her calf and back over her shin. "I've had pedicures before but nobody has ever kissed my feet like that." She laid her head back and I began to bring handfuls of the warm water up and massage her neck and shoulders. I kissed her cheek and her head as I moved over to the other side. "I think I'm beginning to understand what you said about the effects of the meditation. I'm feeling things I've never felt before." "If you're going to hang around with us you better get used to feeling new things." Suvarna began working on her other foot while I moved my hands down from her shoulders to her breasts. Ever since that first night with Suvarna in her hot tub caressing breasts under water had become one of my favorite things to do. Angelika's were ideal for this. Their large size and perfect shape made them so supple and yielding in the buoyancy of the warm water. As soon as my hands began to massage them I felt my cock begin to stir. I continued to kiss her neck while I fondled her. "I see why Mitra suggested I spend the night with you two. You both know how to make love very well. Tell me Suvarna, is it me or Prem you look at with all that love in your eyes?" "Oh my adorable angel, this is how I look at all my lovers. I'm very glad you can see it. If you could not I would wonder if you were in the right place. Being with us is all about loving and being loved. Does being loved by another woman make you uncomfortable?" "I've never really been with another woman before today but being with you makes me feel very comfortable. The way you touch me, the way you look at me, arouses me and calms me at the same time. I've never known this much tenderness from another person." "This is only the beginning Angelika. Open your mind to new experiences. Allow your heart to lead you to what you feel is right. I had never been with another woman until I met Mitra but I knew immediately that I loved her and I wanted her to show me as much love as she was capable of in every way she could. Now it doesn't matter to me if love comes from a man or a woman, it's the love that is important. Mitra says it is not wise to value the container more than the contents." "Mitra is very special isn't she?" "You've no idea my angel. But you should not let the opportunity of discovering her for yourself be wasted. Her presence in your life is one of the rarest gifts a person can receive. When you look deeply into her eyes you'll see more than love; you'll see infinite compassion and eventually, you will see yourself." I moved my hands between my hips and Angelika's and placed them on the small of her back then pushed her up so her body was out of the water. "Raise your knees and spread your legs. Put your feet on my thighs." I said to her. She did what I told her and opened herself up completely to Suvarna who sat on her haunches between our legs. My erect cock stuck straight up snuggled next to her pussy. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 17 Suvarna told her, "I'm going to wash your beautiful body now Angelika. You just lie there and enjoy it." She put more body wash on the sponge and washed her legs from her knees up to where my cock was nestled against her slit. She put her fingers around the head of my cock and pulled it toward her then rubbed the sponge over Angelika's pussy. When she was lathered up, Suvarna laid the sponge on her stomach and used the fingers of one hand to rub her lips while she stroked my cock with her other hand. Angelika began to moan softly as I continued to caress her breasts. She just about had me moaning too when her hand slid down and caressed my balls under the warm water. I felt Angelika breathe deeply when Suvarna's fingers began to tickle her prominent clit. She stroked it with her thumb and finger like a miniature cock. Angelika was becoming very aroused by Suvarna's actions. "OK now Angelika, switch places with me and you can wash me." When they were in place Angelika followed the same program to wash Suvarna including a little extra attention to teasingly wash her pussy. The expression on her face was that of a little child playing with a friend. If this was truly her first time with another woman she didn't seem the least bit uncomfortable doing it. When she finished they got me in the middle of them and told me to stand on my knees. Suvarna then showed Angelika how I liked to be bathed. It was another of those water ballets that I love so much as their hands bathed me like I was their baby. Except what they did to my cock and balls; that part was strictly for adults. They sat me down again and Suvarna sat facing me on my lap as she lathered up my face to shave me. When she had done the left side of my face she told Angelika to do the other side. She showed remarkable composure using a razor on me while my hard cock pressed insistently against her pussy. We turned on the rain shower for a final rinse then got out of the tub. We gently dried each other off, tenderly kissing each place that the towel touched. I got the hair dryer and brushed and dried their hair. They took turns kissing each other's neck and face while I eased the brush through their hair to pull it up and let it cascade back down, blown by the air of the dryer. When they were both dry, Suvarna handed a bottle of body lotion to Angelika and me so I could rub it all over Angelika's exquisite body while she did the same to Suvarna. Finally, we headed for the bedroom. "Did you enjoy your bath Angelika?" "Let me put it this way, can we do this every night?" "And every morning too if you want to." "Oooohhh yes. I could get very used to that. It was wonderful. I usually only have time for a quick shower in the morning without anybody to bathe me so lovingly." "We try to do everything lovingly; and you won't have to hurry. Taking your time is the real secret to enjoying things. Now we're going to take our time enjoying you. Lie here between us so we can play with you." She lay on her back and we lay beside her. Suvarna began to kiss her neck and face; softly letting her lips almost float over her skin. I started on her neck and kissed down to her shoulder then slid my lips toward her breast. I proceeded very slowly to allow the anticipation of putting my mouth on her and sucking her nipple to build my increasing excitement. Her breasts were spectacular. Soft, warm globes that seemed to be filled with whip cream, topped with a pink areola and nipple like a cherry on top of a sundae. My cock stiffened before I even got there. Without even looking I was in synch with Suvarna as her lips finally made their way to Angelika's mouth. I could almost feel the excruciatingly tender kiss as their lips finally touched. Knowing first hand what Suvarna's kiss feels like I was not surprised to hear Angelika softly moan as she tried to absorb and respond to the incredible sensation. I added to it when my pursed lips completed their ascension of her right breast and opened them to cover as much of it as my mouth could hold. Her chest pressed upward to encourage my effort. I brought my hand up to encircle the warm mound and gently squeezed it to stuff even more of it into my greedy mouth. I regressed back to infancy as I nursed her with the oldest innate reflex I possessed. Doing this to her felt as good as anything I had ever done. Feeling her nipple swell and rise caused me to shiver with bliss. Licking it with my tongue to feel the warmth and the texture of it made my cock throb. With a supreme effort I removed my mouth long enough to say, "Suvarna you must come down here and do this with me, she's indescribably delicious." She moved down and wasted no time in engulfing as much of her left breast as she could and joined me in sucking her like newborns. Angelika's breathing changed to slow deep breaths as she surrendered to the divine feeling of our mouths feeding from her. Her moans had become like a soft operatic aria being hummed continuously, as though she were singing a lullaby to her newfound children. "Ohhhhh... My... GOD. I've never felt anything this good in my life. What you two are doing to me is indescribable. I feel like I'm floating in love. I think I may be having an orgasm but it seems to be in slow motion. My whole body is cumming." She resumed singing her lullaby. I reached for Suvarna's other hand and slid hers and mine down to Angelika's pussy. She spread her legs for us when she felt our hands on her mound. Without even looking we both began to rub her upper thigh and across her golden pubic hair then down over her outer lips. I felt Suvarna slip a finger into her vagina as I moved my fingers to her clit to gently rub it. Her hips pushed up involuntarily in response to our combined stimulation. Angelika gave a little startled cry when Suvarna removed her mouth from her breast. "Don't worry my angel, you will soon feel my lips again. I'm going to get you ready for Prem to fuck you." She slid down to lay between her legs and put her hands under her ass cheeks. Her mouth moved forward and started kissing and licking Angelika's ample lips. Angelika drew in a sudden deep breath and started moaning again. I stopped sucking her breast and moved down to lay my head on her stomach so I could watch Suvarna orally pleasure her. She looked into my eyes while she licked and sucked on her as if to share the divine pleasure of Angelika's wet pussy with me. I gently ran my fingers through her blonde pubic hair while I watched. In a few minutes I felt Angelika's stomach muscles begin to flex and heard her moans get louder. I moved my finger to her clit and rubbed it while Suvarna stuck her tongue deep inside her opening. Her hips lurched upward when her orgasm began and she stayed suspended above the bed while it soared through her whole body. I moved back up and placed my mouth over hers, inserting my tongue into her as she relinquished control to her climax and renounced responsibility for her body to what we were doing to her. She finally broke the kiss to inhale deeply and opened her eyes to look at me. They were sparkling with lust and delight. "I want to feel you inside me now Prem. Fuck me and cum with me." "How do you want it, on your back or on your knees?" "Oh yes Prem fuck me like a dog. Slam your hips into my ass and make me cum." I moved down as she rolled over then raised her gorgeous ass up in the air. I got in position behind her on my knees. Suvarna knelt beside me and wrapped her hand around my cock. "Prem loves it when I put his cock in another woman for him. He really loves to be jerked off with only the head inside you." She rubbed the head up and down Angelika's slit to coat it in her juices. She was soaking wet from what Suvarna had already done to her. The sight of what was happening before me was overwhelming. Angelika's magnificent ass spread wide, her dripping pussy yearning to contain my cock, Suvarna's loving hand squeezing my shaft and wiping the head all over Angelika's quivering slit was really getting to me. It took all my self-control to keep from blasting a huge load of cum all over her pouting twat. I forced my eyes away and turned them to Suvarna. They were met with a look of playfulness and love that left no doubt about how much she loved me and delighted in seeing me enjoy what was about to transpire. Her happiness heightened by knowing I loved her all the more for helping to make it happen. I had a powerful insight that suddenly hit me like I had grabbed hold of a live wire. She wasn't doing this for me; she was doing this with me. The difference between those two small words was as vast as the distances between the stars we looked at in the meditation. For implied something else and as soon as I thought it I heard Elton John singing it: Sacrifice. With had an altogether different connotation. As the words of the song go: No tears to damn you when jealousy burns. But it's no sacrifice, no sacrifice at all. In that instant, I loved her more than I thought it was humanly possible to do. I felt her hand pull me forward as the head of my cock slid into the hot wet confines of Angelika's vagina. Her hand slid down my shaft as I pushed more of my cock inside her until her fingers were the only barrier to its being fully engulfed. "Angelika, are you ready for this baby?" "Ohhhhh GOD YES Suvarna. I'm shaking with desire. Please fuck me Prem. Fuck me hard because I don't think I'm going to last very long." Suvarna let go of my cock and reached around and slapped my ass hard. "Ride 'em cowboy. She's all yours." This was probably going to be the world's shortest fuck because like Angelika I was already close to blowing my load. I raised my head up knowing if I kept looking at her gorgeous ass as my cock pounded in and out of her plump pussy I would lose it for sure. Suvarna moved up the bed and crawled under Angelika until her breasts were under her head. "Suck my breast Angelika. Suck it like we sucked yours. Feel the love flowing from it into your sweet mouth until Prem fills your cunt with his hot cream." Angelika's mouth closed around Suvarna's nipple and she began to suck it. She propped herself up on her elbow and reached down with her other hand to put it between Suvarna's legs. She spread them for her giving her full access to her pussy. I got into a rhythm that actually caused my orgasm meter to lower down into the yellow zone instead of remaining dangerously in the red. Hearing Suvarna telling Angelika what to do to her helped keep her distracted from exploding with her own climax. It was only a reprieve from the inevitable though. The sounds, sights and smells of our sex were too powerful to resist for long. My whole body was hot. Sweat covered most of it as I continued to slam into her delectable body taking us closer to the edge with each thrust. Her glorious pink vagina felt even hotter than I was. For such a big woman, it was also remarkably tight but it was so well lubricated that I slid easily in and out of her with each long stroke. Her orgasm hit her suddenly though not unexpectedly. Her mouth pulled away from Suvarna's tit with an audible pop as she gasped for breath. Her cunt began to spasm around my cock as I stopped thrusting and held it deep inside of her. "That's it baby cum for him. Use that pretty pussy to milk the hot cream out of him. Go on, take it. He wants to give it to you. Suck it out of him." I didn't really need Suvarna to say that since my orgasmic reflex was already about two seconds ahead of her entreaty. The first powerful jet of cum coincided with Angelika's loud moans of pleasure when she felt the hot pearly liquid splash into her. Her ass cheeks were quivering, providing even more stimulus for me to continue spewing my cream into her in big hot globs. Just when I thought I could spurt no more Suvarna's hand encircled my balls and squeezed them, coaxing out another three or four blasts. When she finally let them go I slowly extracted my cock and sat back on my haunches. Angelika's vagina was gaping open and I watched spellbound as my cum began to ooze out of the distended hole and slide down toward her clit. My cock twitched at the erotic sight as if it could possibly resurrect itself for another encounter. I knew better. We had been rode hard and were about to be put away wet. It was one of the most satisfying orgasms I'd ever had. I couldn't imagine two more incredible women to have shared it with. I crawled over and put my arms around Suvarna and lowered my head to her shoulder and began to cry. "Are you alright Prem?" Angelika asked. Suvarna softly replied, "When you love as deeply as we do, sometimes this is the only way you can express it. He's more than alright Angelika. He just keeps finding new ways to love me and pull me deeper into love with him. Would you please turn out the light? It's time we got some sleep." While I had been busy with Suvarna and Angelika, David and Mitra had been having fun together. "David I seem to remember you saying you liked anal sex. Would you like to give it a try tonight?" "Wasn't it you who told me not to ask stupid questions? I've been waiting for the chance to have anal sex with you." "We'll have to do some preparation first so let's go find a bathroom." She started the water running in the tub and put in some bubble bath. Mitra reached over and turned off the water then stepped in and sat down. David watched her do this as though he had never seen anybody get in a bath before. He knew he'd never seen anybody do it as gracefully and sensuously as Mitra. She turned her head slowly toward him with only a faint hint of the obvious question on her face. It disappeared when she saw him looking at her; the question replaced by a knowing, beatific smile. She allowed him this moment of rapture as he admired her and then saw his admiration turn to adoration. His whole body relaxed and softened. "Oh Mitra, I've just fallen hopelessly, irretrievably, unrepentantly, completely in love with you." "Come to me." He stepped into the bath and knelt in front of her. She put her arms around him and reclined his body onto hers with his head on her shoulder. "How does it feel?" "Like nothing I've ever felt before. Like nothing I could have imagined feeling. It's wonderful, as if something new is alive and growing inside me. Oh Mitra, I've been asleep my whole life haven't I?" "Yes my darling you have, but don't feel bad. Everybody is in the same state until they take that first step. You have far to go but you've started. That's what is important. There is a very beautiful song called Crossroads by Don Mclean. In it he says: There's no need for turning back Cause all roads lead to where we stand. And I believe we'll walk them all, No matter what we may have planned. Your journey is just now beginning. Let your love guide you now." "Something else I've just now realized is how wonderful these baths are. They're another form of meditation aren't they?" "Everything can be a form of meditation David. It's not so much what you do but how you do it. Since our primary focus is on sexual techniques bathing together becomes foreplay to both making love and doing Tantra. This is what so many who have tried Tantra and given up on it have missed. The techniques seem to be about the sex but unless you allow the sex to transform your focus to the love you will not get the deeper meaning of them. Bathing helps to make you more sensitive and sensual so you can make that transition." "I must be making that transition Mitra because I see things like the texture of your skin, the sparkle in your eyes, the light spreading into colors as it passes through the bubbles like a prism, I hear things like the dripping of the water, the smooth reassuring cadence of your breathing and the beating of my heart. I'm aware of all this and more and it fascinates me to the point of not being able to think of anything while we do this." "That's how it should be David. You're becoming aware of the miracles that surround us all the time and that we, in our sleepiness, have become oblivious to. We are unaware of these wonders because we're too busy thinking about what we believe to be more important. We are lost in a lost world and don't even know it." "I don't feel lost anymore Mitra. You've found me." "Now I think it's about time you found my asshole." "How do you do that Mitra?" "It's not that difficult David. First locate my ass then spread my cheeks. It's that little puckered hole just above my slit." "I didn't mean that. I know where your asshole is. I meant how do you go from the sublime to the mundane in a heartbeat?" "By not making that judgment. It's like trying to decide what is right and wrong. It's best that you not try to make those distinctions at this time. Now sit up so I can lay across your lap." David sat up and moved onto the small step at the edge of the tub with his thighs barely in the warm water. Mitra lay across his lap and gave him detailed instructions for fondling and washing her ass including inserting his finger into her asshole. He made it a meditation and performed the actions she dictated as though they were a ceremony. His cock hardened while he penetrated her asshole with one finger while doing the same to her vagina with another. He bent his head down and kissed her cheeks and licked them while his fingers explored her. Mitra reached under his thighs and caressed his balls then snuck a finger into his asshole and began to press against his prostate. His cock began to throb. Then she told him to stop so they could get up. They got out of the tub and she instructed him in how to give her an enema. He seemed to take great delight in doing it and his cock remained hard the entire time. His hand rubbed her ass as the warm water flowed into her rectum. When she was full he removed the nozzle and she went to the potty room to expel the water. She came back and did the same thing to him. They got back in the bath and repeated washing each other's ass then rinsed off with the spray. After drying each other they headed for the bedroom. She lay face down on the bed and put a pillow under her hips to elevate them. "David lay face down between my legs and get my asshole ready to be fucked." "And how exactly would you want me to do that?" "With your tongue of course." "I've... never...Ummmhhh. Never mind." He lay down and moved his head inches behind her ass. His hands moved to her ass cheeks and he began to rub them softly then started kissing her from her thighs up to the tops of her hips. After a few minutes he moved a little closer and used his hands to spread her cheeks. Her puckered hole looked beautiful in the subdued light. He stuck his tongue out tentatively and licked it lightly from just below it to above it. He seemed surprised that it wasn't as unpleasant as he thought it would be. He repeated the movement and decided he actually liked doing it. He paused to kiss the little hole in between licks. "OK David, that's good but now I want you to do it differently. I want you to show me you love doing it. I want you to do it like it's the last thing you'll ever do. I want you to lick and suck me like it's made of ice cream. Show me David. Show me how much you love me." She could sense the change in him and then he said, "Yes my love I do you love you this much." His hands pulled her cheeks further apart and his lips pressed against her hole. His tongue slid out and into her anus. She pushed back against his face. He extended his tongue as far as it would go and felt her open to him. She breathed in deeply then moaned. "Oh yessss baby you do love me. Keep showing me how much you love me." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 17 He licked and sucked her like it was the only thing in the world he wanted to do. He put two fingers in her pussy and rubbed her g-spot while he continued to love her asshole with his mouth. She was building steadily toward an orgasm so he varied the intensity of his actions to prolong her ascent. Finally after a half hour of this she told him to stop. He raised his head and asked her if anything was wrong. She rolled over and got off the bed. "Come with me." She led him outside on the balcony and stood with her hips against the solid wooden railing. "You've filled me with love and saliva, now stand behind me and fuck me." It was cool on the balcony but she knew the heat of their lust would keep them warm. His cock was rock hard as he moved behind her. She spread her legs and he guided the head to her asshole while she held her cheeks apart with her hands. She was ready for him and the head slid into her without resistance. Still holding her cheeks apart she bent over and told him, "Push that wonderful cock all the way inside me David." Nothing in his life had ever felt so wantonly sexual as his cock sliding into her ass. He couldn't believe the mixture of sensations rushing through his body and his brain as he felt his balls mash against her when his cock was fully buried in her. She let out a loud, low, guttural moan as her rectum squeezed him in a welcoming embrace. Her head tilted back as she stood up straight. "Fuck me David. Fuck my ass as hard as you can just don't stop. Put your hands on my tits and squeeze them as you slam your cock in and out of me." Despite a fleeting feeling of being completely out of his league with her he rose to the occasion. He'd never imagined being with a woman like this. Hell, he couldn't imagine there was such a woman like this. Then he remembered what she had told him earlier, to let his love for her be his guide now. He let go totally and let that love take over. Without even knowing what he was doing he surrendered completely to that love and his body became an instrument with one purpose, to give her what she wanted. He had no idea how long this love making lasted. Time was inconsequential to them. He found it occasionally mystifying that he had no urge to cum but he didn't dwell on it. What he could not know was that her orgasm had begun some time ago. It came from the very center of her being, rising like the energy from a massive earthquake through the ocean that she now felt surrounding her. Upwards until it finally broke the surface and formed a gigantic tsunami that began to move with unimaginable power toward a shore to break against. Higher and faster the wave moved in search of a place to release its expanding force. There was nowhere for the wave to break. There was to be no climax, no release. The energy kept expanding in all directions. Everything disappeared; only emptiness remained. Even darkness was gone, replaced by a pure and absolute nothingness. But then what was left? The witness. With this sudden realization her insides lit up as though a new star had been born. The orgasm had reached critical mass. She had become enlightened. This constant orgasmic state of being was to be her new reality. Surprisingly she adjusted to this new way of being rather quickly and found that all of her faculties still existed and she was more aware of everything than she had ever been. Then she remembered that she was making love with David and allowed her awareness to shift back to her body. She was surprised to find that the sex was still as wonderful as before and the love she felt was even stronger. "Ooooohhhhh David you're loving me so good. Cum for me baby. Fill my ass with your hot love." Hearing her speak seemed to break the spell of his compulsive mechanical fucking and put him back in touch with his own sexuality. He must have been very close for a long time because when he thought about cumming he exploded with a force that pulled him up on his toes pushing his cock deep inside her, sending hot blasts of cum spurting into her rectum, which pulsed around his unbelievably hard cock to extract every drop he had. His ejaculations triggered her own sexual orgasm. She was surprised again at how intense it was and how satisfied it made her feel. Still the newfound orgasmic state of her being was untouched even as her powerful sexual climax began to subside. David withdrew his spent cock and asked, "What time is it?" "There you go asking stupid questions again. Come on, it's time to get some sleep." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 18 Mitra awakened all of us again at six thirty for another morning meditation near the stream in the eastern meadow. I must have slept soundly because I don't remember anything after that fantastic lovemaking session. I was lying between them when Mitra's voice brought me back to consciousness. I was on my side facing Suvarna when our eyes opened and filled with the other's image. Each of us silently said I love you because words could no longer express the depth of our love. I saw gratefulness for another day to share rather than sadness for one less day to live. In a few seconds we communicated all we needed to know to each other then she moved toward me, wrapped her arms around me and kissed me. I turned over and saw Angelika's naked body lying on her stomach with one leg bent and pulled up. She was a vision of loveliness. I considered revising my definition of true beauty to looking as good as she did first thing in the morning. Even from behind she could take your breath away. I scooted over and kissed the back of her neck. "Good morning angel. How did you sleep?" "Like I was floating on a cloud in heaven Prem. All night long I felt the love that you and Suvarna showed me last night. If it feels this good after only one day with you I'm sure I want to go with you on the remainder of your tour." "I'm very happy to hear you say that. I'm really looking forward to having you around. I'd show you just how happy I am if we had more time but we need to get up for our morning meditation. When that's finished , we can take another bath then come back here. We have a lot more loving to do." "Oooohhhh yesss, that sounds delightful. What do I need to do to get ready for the meditation?" "Just put on a robe and come with us. We do all the meditations in the nude." We grabbed our robes and headed for the bathroom then met up with the others in the great room. We got to the meadow just as the sun was about to come up over the mountains. As I sat down on my robe in the chilly morning air I got the feeling of being in the most beautiful cathedral on earth. Without even trying my mind began to move into silent mode. It knew that words and thoughts were not needed here. The cold actually felt good; it sharpened my senses and challenged my body to be still and let my natural processes adjust to keeping me warm. The air was thinner than we were used to and I felt my breathing become deeper to compensate. The meditation was very natural and went deep as I looked out over the majestic landscape and marveled at the beauty of the world. As the sun rose higher I felt it warming me and the light seemed to penetrate me. It didn't seem like very long before Mitra announced that it was time to head back inside. Angelika had been sitting near and came over close to me when everybody was getting ready to go back to the chalet. "Prem I've done something similar to this by myself when I've been hiking or skiing. Sometimes I would come upon a scene that just seems to stop you in your tracks and makes you pause so it can fill you. This was wonderful. Before we return to the chalet I want to make love to you. I want to be looking at the mountains when I cum. I want to feel your hot cock warming me from the inside as the sun warms my skin." She knelt down in front of me and kissed me. It was a powerful, passionate kiss full of sexual energy and delight. She pushed me onto my back and bent over to take my cock in her mouth. I grabbed her robe and folded it up to use as a pillow so I could watch her suck me. She had me hard in no time but continued to slowly move her mouth up and down my shaft to cover it with her saliva. Rising up she smiled at me like a kid with a new toy then turned around facing the mountains and straddled my hips. Her hand guided the tip of my cock to her vagina and she pressed down to insert it. She wriggled around a little to position herself exactly the way she wanted then pressed down again to take half my length into her. Still holding on she pulled up and repeated pressing down until at last she let go with her hand and pushed herself onto my rigid cock completely. Looking at her fabulous backside, her blonde hair cascading down over her shoulders, the Alps in the distance, all these sights were overwhelming my senses. At the same time she was slowly moving her hips forward and backward to wiggle her hot pink channel on my cock without letting any of it escape her confinement. Her right hand cupped my scrotum and her fingers caressed my balls while the fingers of her left hand were busy rubbing her clit. The heat from our joined bodies spread through both of us to warm and arouse us. Her movements gradually increased, adding an up and down component to the forward and backward one. Her pussy was wet and when it allowed the lower few inches of my cock to escape I could feel the cool air on the juices that coated it. Picking up speed she was soon fucking me with a steady rhythm, which added the glorious sight of her divine ass cheeks jiggling with each of her thrusts. My cock throbbed as her slick pussy slid up to the tip then rushed back down to engulf it again. She continued to rub her clit and massage my balls the whole time. When she began to grunt with each thrust I knew she was getting close. She removed her hands from her clit and my balls then leaned forward and put them on my thighs just above my knees so she could bounce faster up and down my cock. Now the sight of her spread ass cheeks with her dark pink puckered hole combined with her bald pussy lips sliding furiously up and down my cock were added to my visual stimulations. I could feel the first tingling sensations of my impending orgasm begin. "Oh Prem this is so good. I'm so close to cumming. Are you ready? Will you cum with me Prem?" She didn't wait for my answer but she didn't need it either. She slammed her hips down on me and held them there squeezing my imprisoned cock with her cunt. I felt my cock begin to swell and as the first spurt of cum rushed up the shaft she sat up straight and let out a loud sound that was part scream, part yodel and part cry that actually echoed across the mountainside. I was sure you could hear it in Mutters. The effect it had on me was to encourage my throbbing cock to spew several more powerful jets of cum into her pussy, which was convulsing in time to my expulsions. I pressed my hips up to ensure that her cervix was coated with my milky discharge. When her orgasm had finally subsided she raised up on her knees freeing my half hard cock then turned around and laid on top of me. "Oh Prem that was fabulous. I felt like the whole world was cumming with us. I thought my spirit would start soaring across the mountains." Before I could say anything she kissed me and put her hands behind my neck to pull me closer to her. I could feel her sexual high coursing through her and allowed it to flow into me. I wrapped my arms around her and we continued to kiss like we had just invented kissing. She pulled back and looked at me with her eyes sparkling. "Prem how long is this tour going to last?" "It's scheduled to last until the end of September but that could change. Suvarna and I have an important meeting to attend in New York on October 1 and we both want to get back to see my wife." "You're married?" "Yes I am; to a truly wonderful and remarkable woman. We just found out she's pregnant with our child." "She's having your baby and you're on a sex tour with all these people?" "It's a long story Angelika but basically yes, that's what's happening." "She must be a very remarkable woman to put up with that." "When Suvarna asked me to be with her because she is going to die soon, my wife was not happy about it but as she understood more about how much this meant to Suvarna she finally agreed to my doing it. Even without knowing all the details of this trip she is being extremely understanding and will not interfere with whatever I think is necessary to fulfill my commitment to Suvarna to show her what love is." "The funny thing is that the more this trip has expanded both in the number of people and the activities we get into, the more I love Sandy as a consequence. The doctors only give Suvarna until sometime in late November at best and when she's gone I'll go back to my wife with even more love than I left with. Together, we will raise Suvarna's child." "That's the most fantastic story I've ever heard Prem. You seem to love Suvarna more than I've ever known two people to love. Aren't you going to be heartbroken when she dies?" "That's what Mitra is helping us with. She is showing us that death is not and ending, that you must live each day and love each day for as long as you can. I'm slowly getting to that understanding. We've both already reached a level where we've dropped jealousy and possessiveness. We can love the other people we're with as totally as we love each other and we understand that love can only be unconditional." "When she is gone I will cherish the memories I have of her but our love will continue and it will not be diminished by loving others while I'm still alive. I'm trying to fill these few months with as much living and loving as I can so there will be no room for sadness when she dies. I won't hold anything back, I will go wherever love takes us." "That must be why it felt so good to make love with you just now. Prem, I felt your love as though I was the only woman in the world. It turned the sex into a loving experience for me. That's never happened to me before." "Mitra says the meditations create a field around us. This field gets stronger the more times we do them and the more people we have in the field. You're coming along at a time when the field is much stronger so you'll feel the effects sooner. That's why it's important to be with as many of us as you can and move around between us so you can absorb energy from different people. I'm very glad to hear you say that you can feel something new already. This little meditation we did this morning is surprisingly powerful." We headed back to the chalet and every few steps she would stop and kiss me. Each time she did this her smile got bigger and brighter. "Oh Prem I feel better than I've ever felt in my life. I don't seem to be able to keep my hands off you. All I want to do when we get back is make love to you. I can feel your cum oozing out of me and sliding down my legs as we walk and it's turning me on like crazy." "You know what that sounds like to me?" "What?" "It sounds like you're falling in love Angelika. Nothing would give me more pleasure than to spend the whole day in bed with you if that's what you think you want." "Ooooohhhh yes that's exactly what I want. Can we get Suvarna to join us?" "I'm sure she would be delighted but maybe you're ready for Mitra. If you want to feel love, she's the one that can do it. When she and I are together the love goes off the charts." "Could we be with both of them at the same time?" "My, you are feeling frisky aren't you? I'm sure we could arrange that." "Being up here in the mountains always makes me feel really good and making love in the meadow made me feel even better. I'm beginning to realize what love can be and I can't wait to experience more of it." When we got back to the chalet I talked to Suvarna and Mitra and asked them what the plans were for today. They said there was nothing special on the schedule other than getting the dinner together for Heidi and Hans this evening. I told them that Angelika wanted to spend some time in bed with all of us and they both said it sounded like a good idea to them. Suvarna suggested we start with another bath as soon as we had some breakfast. We spent an hour bathing each other and preparing for more lovemaking. While Suvarna was being washed and pampered by us she looked at me and said, "Prem you told me when this felt as good as sex I would know what love really was. I'm there now. Feeling all of your hands on me gently rubbing and cleaning my body actually feels like an orgasmic experience." Angelika said, "I've never had anybody do this for me before. It's the most wonderful way to prepare for sex I've ever experienced." "Angelika, what is the German word for foreplay?" "Vorspiel." Mitra replied, "I'll bet if you asked Janelle she'd say there wasn't a German word for foreplay." "Mitra! Now don't be rude to the newest member of our family. You're probably right though, that little French tart might say something like that. Angelika, you'll have to show Janelle that at least one Austrian knows how to do it." "That's OK Suvarna, there might not be a German word for what we're doing now, maybe not in any language. The more we do it the better it feels. It makes me want to kiss and touch all of you everywhere and when I do I just tingle all over." When we got out of the tub it was my job to dry each of their bodies while they took turns drying their hair. Then I got to rub each of them from neck to foot with body lotion. They returned the favor and felt the same way Suvarna said she felt, like it was an orgasmic experience. I thought somebody should open a business where people could get trained in doing these things with their spouses and significant others; especially for men. I would never have imagined how wonderful it feels to do this with someone you love; much less with three of the most incredible women I'd ever met. This form of meditative intimacy is more therapeutic than anything you could do. When they finished I went over to my toiletries case and got out one of the Viagra pills Suvarna had brought for me and popped it in my mouth. Then we headed for the bedroom where Suvarna and Mitra alternated kissing Angelika's supine body while I lay between her spread legs and used my mouth on her thighs and crotch. They would take turns kissing their way from one of her breasts up to her lips where they French kissed her until I thought she was going to lose her breath; then return to her breast while the other one kissed her way up to her mouth. I teased and titillated her pussy with my mouth in every way I knew how. Her body was trembling as we lovingly assaulted it with tenderness. Even with a tongue in her mouth continuously, she was breathing deeply in a relaxed manner. Her hand was on the head of the one kissing her and it gently stroked her hair and down her back in a fluid caress that felt as good giving as receiving. I used my thumbs to spread the puffy lips of her pussy so I could lick her labia and slide my tongue up to her clit. Her hips pressed against my mouth to assist my efforts and she pulled her knees up to spread her legs wider. I took my time and kissed her pussy the same way Mitra and Suvarna were kissing her mouth. Both openings begging our tongues to explore them and provide them with pleasure. Her juices were flowing now and I kept my mouth on her vagina and sucked them hungrily while I pushed my tongue inside her to get even more. I could feel her arousal rising and decided it was time to change position. I moved so I was lying sideways to her and draped her legs over my hips so my hard cock could lie on her mound, the head nestled in the golden curls of her pubic hair above her clit. Mitra's mouth was on Angelika's right tit but her eyes were looking at me. As soon as I had moved, her right hand moved to encircle my cock. She began rubbing the head through Angelika's pubic hair. The soft curls brushed the underside of my shaft and my cock got even harder. Precum began to ooze out of the tip onto her mound leaving a viscous slick in the golden curls. When she saw I was leaking she pushed back on my cock and I moved back slightly so she could position the head at Angelika's opening. I moved forward a bit and Mitra guided the head into the pink channel. Mitra moved her hand toward me and I pushed forward to insert more of my cock into Angelika's hot vagina. Mitra removed her hand completely to allow me to bury it inside her. I was engulfed by her warm velvety casing and stayed still to feel the sensation. She squeezed me rhythmically as I throbbed in response. I could barely see her face because Mitra and Suvarna were still nursing her full breasts but I saw enough to see the ecstatic smile and heard the soft moaning. Mitra's hand cradled my balls and softly caressed them. Angelika and I lay still allowing these two beautiful women to fill us with love and pleasure. She whimpered and her stomach muscles flexed when a mini-climax swept through her. I pulled back and eased my cock out of her. Mitra's hand immediately wrapped around it again and began to stroke it. The copious fluids from Angelika's vagina made an excellent lubricant. She held the tip against the pink hole so I could begin to slowly fuck through her hand into Angelika's pussy. Mitra knew I loved to fuck this way. The combination of being jerked off and sliding into a hot wet cunt are indescribably delicious. The added sensations of Mitra's fingers snuggled up against her pouting lips increased Angelika's sensory input to the point of making her moan steadily as she abandoned herself to the sensations. Hearing this, Suvarna turned her head without removing her voracious mouth from Angelika's breast and her left hand slid down across the golden curls and her fingers found Angelika's clit. She began to massage the prominent nub pulling the hood back to expose the pink pearl as she rubbed it. Within moments Angelika's moans became louder and her hips were gyrating up and down as we all three continued to drive her toward her orgasm. We varied the speed and intensity of our movements to keep her on the edge for as long as we could but finally her hips pushed up forcefully and her stomach began to ripple with the contractions that had begun in her cunt. Mitra removed her hand and I drove my cock inside her completely. When I felt the tip nuzzle up against her cervix, the full force of her orgasm hit her and her pussy convulsed around my pulsing cock. Mitra moved her mouth to Angelika's to stifle her vocal expression of her climax and kissed her passionately to keep all the energy of the orgasm inside her where it swirled through her like a tornado. Her hot juices seeped out of her pussy and dripped on my balls. I felt like I was enjoying her orgasm too much to have my own. I pulled her leg to open her up further and kissed along her thigh as it trembled in my hands. Her full lips gripped the base of my cock tightly and stretched to accommodate it as they pressed firmly against my naked pubes. We finally relented and let her begin to relax back onto the bed. My rigid cock was still imbedded inside her. Suvarna moved her head down and laid it on Angelika's stomach just above her clit. "Prem, pull that lovely cock out of her and let me suck her juices off of you." I pulled back and eased out of her then aimed for Suvarna's mouth and pushed forward. Her lips opened as the tip neared her and I slid it into her mouth as far as it would go. The head was completely enveloped in her throat. I began to slowly fuck her mouth the same way I had done to Angelika's hot cunt. After letting her suck all the juice from my shaft I began alternating from her mouth to Angelika's pussy, using the fluid from one to ease the passage into the other. I felt Mitra's hand slide between my spread legs to encircle my shaft and take over moving it between the two of them. She held the head in Suvarna's mouth while she stroked me with the saliva sluicing from Suvarna's puckered lips. After several up and down movements of her hand to coat my shaft, she returned my cock to Angelika's sopping cunt and repeated her masturbatory movements to cover it in her vaginal secretions. I was almost delirious with pleasure from what they were all doing to me. I couldn't possibly tell which felt better, mouth, pussy or hand. The combination was driving me crazy with sexual arousal. I made no indication as to where I would prefer to emit the enormous volume of cum that had built up in me. I just waited for it to happen. Suvarna was the lucky recipient. Mitra felt my cock swell in her hand and increased her stroking until she felt the first gush of semen flow though me into Suvarna's eager mouth then released my shaft and moved her hand to my balls to gently squeeze the sensitive orbs and incite them to continue producing an almost steady stream of cum that flowed into her mouth like water from a hose. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 18 Suvarna happily received her gift of my pearly liquid and managed to contain the entire load despite it filling her mouth completely. When she was sure she had gotten it all she slid her mouth off my cock then turned and moved up to place her mouth on Angelika's. As slowly as she could, she transferred her warm treasure through the puckered lips that gently sucked to receive it. I watched in fascination as this salacious exchanged took place. Suvarna paused as Angelika swallowed several times to ready her mouth for more. I grabbed Mitra's wrist and pulled her to me to kiss her and wrapped my arms around her. "I didn't think it was possible to love you any more than I already do but each time I'm with you I find a way to do it." I rolled us over to lie on top of her. I guess it was the Viagra but for whatever reason my cock was still hard. Mitra parted her legs and pulled he knees up then reached down between us and guided my cock to the entrance to her vagina. When I felt the tip contact the wet opening I pushed forward and slid my cock in all the way. Her legs wrapped around my back and her hand pulled my head down to kiss her. We made love to each other as though we were the only two people on earth. We let go totally and lost ourselves in each other. Our spirits danced and played together like the children we were. In the distance there was a faint echo of our gleeful laughter and delight. I don't know how long this lasted because for us time had ceased to exist. Nothing else mattered but our lovemaking and our joy. I barely felt my eventual orgasm as I filled her pulsating cunt with still more of my cum. When it finally subsided I kissed her some more, never tiring of the taste of her lips or their softness as they pressed against mine. I rolled off her and turned to see what Suvarna and Angelika were doing. They were side by side in a sixty-nine position. Each one with their head between the other's legs and their mouths glued to each other's pussy. Mitra and I watched this tender expression of love build to a joyful, shivering climax as they came quietly yet intensely in the other's mouth. They rolled apart and Angelika said, "So this is what love feels like. I'm completely filled with happiness from what you have done to me and I don't want it to ever end." "My beautiful angel it won't ever end, it will keep on getting better until love is all you are. You felt the love between Prem and Mitra and it inspired you to want to feel it for me. The orgasm you had with me came from your heart. That's why you don't want it to end. But we probably should take a little break. I'm hungry and it's after noon and we need to go do some shopping for our dinner tonight. Can you cook Angelika?" "Of course Suvarna, all Austrian women are good cooks. I'll help you prepare dinner for Heidi and Hans." We jumped in the shower then headed back to the bedroom to get dressed. "Prem, if you would rather stay here there's really no reason for you to go with us to get groceries. Mitra, Angelika and I can handle it. Vitesha can drive us so you can stay here with the other guys and the French women." "If you wouldn't mind, I do have some Viagra running around in me and I'd like to use it while it's still active." "You go right ahead. I'm sure one of the ladies will be happy to help you out. We'll bring back something for lunch too." I went searching for the others and found Alysse in the great room in her robe. She was reading an email on her computer. I sat down next to her and she looked up and smiled. "Alysse, if you're not too busy you could make me very happy if you would join me outside for some fun in the meadow." "That sounds wonderful Prem. Just let me finish going over the reply Pierre sent to the offer that Suvarna made him to buy me out of the agency." "By all means, take your time. That is very important to you. Is he going to try to cause you trouble." "It doesn't look like it. He seems to have gotten the message that if he does he will be causing himself more trouble than he causes me. Suvarna let him know that this is a non-negotiable offer and the terms are fair to everybody. He's aware that people who have as much money as Suvarna can get anything they want so it seems he's using his head about this and will agree to what we have asked for." "That's great Alysse. I'm very happy for you. You are officially the personal property manager of Suvarna's impressive holdings. Remember that in a few months you'll be working for me." "That's something we should celebrate out in the meadow Prem. I can't think of a better boss to have than you." "Alysse, you can be sure that whatever Suvarna asks you to do for her in the meantime, I will continue to support when she's gone. Don't ever worry about not having a job or needing money. I love you and as long as I'm around I'll make sure you are well taken care of." "Merci Prem. I have no doubt about your love or your kindness and generosity. I've seen far too many examples of your compassion to ever doubt it. I love you too. You and Suvarna have already given me more than I could possibly have wished for and I will always be grateful to both of you for that." "Prem, I want to tell you how much I admire and respect what you are doing for Suvarna. When I see you two together I get tears in my eyes. Not from sadness but from being in awe of what you have achieved. You two may be the greatest lovers that have ever lived and I feel blessed to be with you. I can't wait to get to New York so I can meet your wife. If she ever needs somebody to remind her what a wonderful man she has for a husband, you can count on me for a testimonial." She finished reading the email and closed her computer then stood and held out her hand. I took it and pulled her to me and kissed her. We went upstairs and grabbed a duvet off one of the beds then headed outside to the meadow. The sun was warm and a gentle breeze was wafting over the hillside. It was a beautiful place to make love. I spent some time between her shapely legs using my mouth to bring her close to an orgasm then moved up and turned her on her side so I could lie behind her. I raised her leg up and slid my cock along her slit a few times before pressing the tip to her opening. I pushed in and eased into her with soft strokes until her warm pink channel accepted me completely. In a few minutes she was wet enough that I could lower her leg and feel my cock slide between her ass cheeks with each stroke. Her ass felt warm and cushiony against my hips and pubes as I gently bumped into it. My hands found her breasts and cradled them. I kissed her neck and inhaled the fragrance of her hair. She softly cooed and called my name as the ecstatic bliss of our shared love flowed back and forth between us. "I'm cumming Prem." She said softly. I rolled her over on her stomach without dislodging my rigid cock and pumped her more forcefully. When her vagina began to throb around me I spewed my liquid love into her as she pushed up with her hips to accept it. I rolled us back onto our sides and we lay there enjoying the post orgasmic glow with my cock still buried inside her. I ran my hand all over the front of her body from her thighs to her neck and felt her amazing femininity. I was so glad we had been able to rescue her from her bad situation and make it possible for her to become the sweet loving woman she always was deep inside. "Hold me Prem. Hold me like you do Suvarna. That's the most wonderful thing about you. You love us all as much as you do her and it almost makes me explode when I feel it." "Alysse when I hold you I feel something that I don't feel with the other women. It's like you were born loving, pure and innocent and by some great stroke of luck, nobody ever taught you to be deceitful, catty, jealous or two faced. Your innocence is so pure that it almost has a fragrance of its own. It permeates me and flows through me like my blood. It's like a drug that makes it impossible to resist falling in love with you." "Oh Prem that's the most wonderful thing anybody has ever said to me. Even Michele didn't love me that much. Your love completely overwhelms me." "How could I not love you Alysse. You may have come with us to get away from Pierre and Sophie but since you've been with us I've seen you become your authentic self more and more each day. I'm very happy to see you discovering yourself and revealing it to us. I'm also glad that you want to be with us even after the tour is over. I do hope you will want to stay in New York or wherever I end up living as your permanent base between your visits to the properties. I hope you continue to be a part of my life." "I never want to leave you Prem. I don't want to lose you as well as Suvarna. I don't have any family except for this group and I know we can't all remain together after Suvarna is gone but I would very much like to be a part of your family and see your new baby when it's born." We heard the van return so we got up and went back into the chalet. They had purchased all kinds of food for tonight's dinner. Some of it was already cooked so all we had to do was reheat it. Heidi and Hans were coming over around six so we had until five before we had to start getting things ready. We spent the rest of the day doing massages with people drifting in and out as they felt like it. At six the large bell at the front door rang to announce Heidi and Hans. They had brought some items for us as gifts including cheeses made from their cows' milk and some nice Austrian wine. They brought their two children and Mitra volunteered to be baby sitter for them even though they were perfectly at home here. We had to push some tables together to seat everybody for dinner but we managed. During dinner we all got to know each other and Suvarna asked them how their farming was doing as a business. Hans looked a little sheepish before replying that they were barely making it for two reasons. The first was that they really needed more pasture for the cows so they could expand the size of the herd. He said he hated seeing the meadows around Suvarna's place going unused. "Hans, I will never return to this place so you are more than welcome to use the meadows for your cows." "How much would you charge me to do that?" "I wouldn't charge you anything." "Why would you do something like that?" "I don't need money Hans. The cows need pasture. I'm confident you will treat the land as though it were your own so use it." "That's incredibly nice of you Ms. Cordet. I don't know how to thank you." "OK what's the second reason?" Heidi spoke, "That's a bigger and more urgent problem I'm afraid. Hans has Stage 3 CKD and has to undergo dialysis twice a week in Innsbruck. His disease is progressing and soon even the dialysis will not help. He must have a kidney transplant soon or he is going to die." "Isn't there some sort of registry for people who need organs?" "Yes and Hans has been on it for almost a year but there hasn't been a suitable donor available yet and we're running out of time." "Do you have all the paperwork for the registry information at your house?" "Yes we do." "Go home and get it and bring it back here right now." Suvarna and Heidi both got up from the table. Suvarna went to get her phone while Heidi left to retrieve the registry information. Suvarna came back to the table and placed a call to her doctor in New York. She gave her name to the receptionist and told her she urgently needed to talk to Dr. Bernard Greenberg, her oncologist. When he answered she said, "Bernie, this is Anne. I need a kidney." "The last time I examined you there appeared to be two perfectly good kidneys in your body. What did you do, misplace one of them?" "It's not for me Bernie it's for someone who is desperately in need of one in a little town in Austria and he needs a transplant ASAP. I'm sure I don't need to tell you how important this is." "No Anne, I understand. Is he on the registry?" "Yes he's been listed for almost a year." "I'll need a copy of the information. How soon can you get it to me?" Heidi returned from her house with a thumb drive and handed it to Suvarna. "There's a lot of information on there including Hans' complete medical history, I didn't want to print it all out for you. Can you use your computer to look at it?" Vitesha got up and went to get Suvarna's computer. "Bernie I have the files on a disc. I'll email you everything in a few minutes. Call me on this number if you need anything else. Bernie.... do whatever it takes. If somebody needs money just tell me how much." "I'll take care of it Anne. I'll get back to you as soon as I have something to tell you." "Thanks Bernie and by the way, when I come back to see you the end of September please remind me that I want to be listed for organ donation when I die." "I'll do that Anne. That's very thoughtful of you. Take care and I'll be in touch." Vitesha had her computer booted up and she put the thumb drive in and sent an email to Bernie with all the files attached. "Well, hopefully that will get something started to deal with your second problem. Are there any more items I might be able to assist you with?" "I hate to sound like the fisherman's wife but you said you were never coming back here again. What will happen to your beautiful house? It's just been sitting here for as long as we've lived here." "Heidi that's a very good question. I've discovered on my tour that all my properties are basically just sitting there doing nothing but needing upkeep and costing money. What would you like to see happen to this place?" "Hans has a sister, Frieda, who has a job on a river boat that takes tourists up and down the Danube to see the cities and towns along the way. She's been doing this for several years and she likes it but for six months out of the year she's constantly moving up and down the river. She has mentioned that she would love to run an inn during the winter but can't afford to buy one. Perhaps you would be kind enough to let her use this place in the winter to rent out to the people who come here to ski. She could live in the apartment over the garage and still have her job on the river boat." "Heidi that sounds like a wonderful idea to me. Ask Frieda if she would be interested in leasing this place year round and being here in the winter to take care of the skiers. You can watch the place for her while she's on the river." "How much would you charge for the lease?" "Heidi, didn't I tell you I don't need money? I guess we do need to have an official lease though just to keep things legal. How does fifty euros a month sound?" "People pay three hundred euros a night for rooms this nice during the winter. It sounds much too low to me." "Good, then it's agreed. This place will become an inn again. I'm sure your sister will make an excellent hostess for anybody who comes to visit. I know you'll be glad to have her near for at least part of the year." "I feel like its Christmas and I'm getting the best gifts of my life." "Angelika, say Merry Christmas to Hans and Heidi in German for me and tell them to light a candle to remember me when Christmas does come." Angelika apparently told them Suvarna was dying along with her message. They both suddenly looked very sad and came over to her. "I'm so sorry to hear that Ms. Cordet. We will light a candle for you every Christmas for the rest of our lives. You've been a Christmas angel to us already." "I'm glad I could help you with these issues. I have hired Alysse to be my property manager for all the places I own. She will drop by from time to time to check on things and see how you are doing. Carl will be the new owner of this property but you will find him easy to get along with and he will honor any contracts I make while I'm still alive." After Hans and Heidi left we cleaned up the dishes then did a short meditation before getting ready for bed. Alysse wanted to sleep with Mitra, Jean wanted to sleep with Suvarna and Vitesha, I chose Janelle and Genevieve, which left David with Angelika. If she couldn't get rid of the remaining thoughts of his ex-wife then nobody could. He seemed very happy with the arrangement. The teenagers did their usual spectacular job of fucking me cross-eyed for over an hour before we finally went to sleep. I loved being the center of a teenage sandwich all night. Those hot young bodies are the stuff that dreams are made of. Wednesday was a little hectic when Suvarna's doctor called in the afternoon to say he had managed to get a kidney for Hans. He was able to locate a man the same age as Hans in Vienna who was a ninety-eight percent match and was willing to part with one of his healthy kidneys... for a price. This wasn't strictly kosher but there is a black market for organs and sometimes you have to do what you have to do. We drove down to Innsbruck where Suvarna bought two first class train tickets for Heidi and Hans to travel to Vienna. Angelika found somebody to look after the cows while they were gone and the children were going to stay with Heidi's parents. Suvarna made a reservation at the best hotel in Vienna for Heidi to stay in while they were there and gave her a pre-paid American Express card for ten thousand euros for incidental expenses. She also told them that all medical expenses above their national health insurance would be paid for, not only for them but also for the donor. They were both crying like babies as they boarded the high-speed train. You would have thought they had won the lottery. Which in a sense, they had. The remainder of our time in Innsbruck was filled with sightseeing. The glider flights were absolutely fabulous. I was sure there was nothing in the world better than seeing the Alps that way; that is, until Angelika told us about a place that took you up in a hot air balloon. Wow! On Saturday we stopped at Angelika's apartment so she could pack for the rest of the trip with us. We had been blessed with almost perfect weather the entire time we had been here and the sky was clear for our last meditation. The moon was almost full so we did it in the eastern meadow. The moonlight on the mountains has to be seen to be believed. We had a leisurely breakfast Sunday morning then headed for the property agents office in Mutters to drop off the keys and say goodbye. The manager was very gracious about allowing Angelika to be away for the next few weeks since business was slow this time of year. Not that Angelika would have been hurting for something to do if she didn't have this job. Suvarna would see to that. We took the E45 highway south through the Brenner Pass, one of the oldest roadways in Europe. It was used by the Romans to conquer Austria and Germany and to bring salt and ice back to Rome. Janelle and I sat next to each other in the last two seats on the left and David and Genevieve sat across from us on the right. The girls sat on the aisle so they could change seats easily. Janelle had my pants down as soon as we pulled out of the gas station after filling up. She brought out the bottle of massage oil and poured some in her hand then wrapped her oily fingers around my cock. She handed the bottle to Genevieve who proceeded to do the same thing to David. They then began to give us another one of their famous hand jobs. I wondered how I would ever ride in a car again without having a beautiful woman do something sexual to me. A tradition that Suvarna started back in New York. OK so I instigated it the first time but ever since then all I had to do was respond to the genuine enthusiasm of whichever female was sitting next to me. I made a note that when Suvarna was gone I would get another gorgeous woman to drive so Vitesha could have some time in the back doing these naughty things with me. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 18 Every few minutes the girls would switch places and I got treated to a different hand wrapped around my cock and a different pair of lips kissing my mouth. Genevieve's delicate, skillful fingers slid up and down my shaft more perfectly than I could have done it myself. I marveled at how astute these two were concerning what I was feeling as they varied their movements to give me exactly what I wanted. They could keep me rock hard for as long as they wanted without making me cum. "Genevieve, how do you know so precisely what I want you to do to me all the time?" "I listen to the little sounds you make. I notice how your kissing me changes when I make you feel really good. My fingers know your cock well enough now that I actually can feel what you're feeling when I slide them up and down your hard shaft and I know how close you are by how much precum you leak on to them. Janelle told me that when I fell deeply in love with you I would be able to do this and I do love you Prem; I'm as excited doing this as you are. Making you feel good is the same as doing this to myself now." "Oh my precious, beautiful young lover; how far you have come is such a short time. Go ahead; finish me. Make me cum. Let me show you how much I love you." Her hand dropped to my balls and caressed them then returned to my shaft where she sped up her stroking. Her hand squeezed me a little tighter and she brought it all the way up to stimulate the head as my precum oozed into her palm. I stuck my tongue into her mouth as far as I could. Her stroking was quick and long and I felt my shaft swell then begin to throb in her warm hand. Just before the first spurt erupted from the tip her hand dropped to my balls and gently squeezed them, she cupped her other hand around the head to catch my cum as eight spurts of hot pearly cream shot out the end of it to fill her hand, urged on by her rhythmic pumping of my balls. We headed west at Vipiteno to visit Merano where we stopped for lunch and did some shopping. Then we headed south to pick up the E45 again at Bolzano. When we reached Mori we turned west to get to Riva del Garda so we could drive down beside the western side of Lake Garda to our destination: Toscolano Maderno. The property agent, Benigno, was very happy to finally meet the owner of one of the most coveted properties in this beautiful town and insisted on escorting us to the villa. It was situated on top of a hill with a spectacular view of the lake. It wasn't huge, only six bedrooms, but it wasn't a bungalow either. It was however, spectacularly beautiful. It sat on about four acres of land that was landscaped as perfectly as the chateau in Lyon. The Italianate architecture was accented by the tall cypress trees that had been perfectly placed around the villa. A wall with wide archways surrounded the villa on the ground floor with a terrace between the wall and the walls of the main building. Faux wicker outdoor furniture was placed all along the terrace so you could sit at a table with an umbrella over it or relax in a comfortable lounge chair to have a coffee and take the sun. It had last been renovated in 2009 to update the wiring and the appliances. A spa was also added to the original villa complete with an infinity pool next to it so you could swim while looking out over the lake. I didn't have to guess whose idea the spa was. It was even nicer than the one in Suvarna's house in New York. It was also twice the size and included a sauna, exercise equipment, two massage tables and of course a bathing pool like the one in New York but larger, with rain shower heads above it as well as a large open space on one side for showers. All the walls and floors were stone and painted with scenes from ancient Roman life. Four marble statues of naked women each holding an amphora on their shoulder stood at the four corners of the pool. The water to fill the pool came out of the amphorae. Why she put these fabulous bathrooms and spas in places she had never visited and probably never would was a mystery. I guess it was her hobby. Sort of like a real life version of Sim City. It was beautifully furnished, expensive but tasteful and appropriate to the setting. The furniture was plush but comfortable and usable. It gave you the impression that you could live here. "Who decorated the villa Benigno?" "My mother is a decorator. She also owns the property agency. Her husband was wealthy but died from a heart attack when he was only forty-eight." "She has done a superb job. Perhaps we could meet her and your wife while we are here." "We would be delighted to have you all come for dinner one night while you are here signora. Whatever night suits you best." "That would be very gracious of you Benigno. Would Tuesday night be too soon?" "Tuesday would be perfect signora. I will give you the address of my home before I leave here. Is eight o'clock a good time for you?" "Eight is fine. You're sure this is not too soon for you to do this for ten people?" "No problem at all signora. Our dining table seats twelve comfortably and I'm sure we can squeeze in an extra seat." "I hate to be a bother Benigno but could you arrange for us to eat outside somewhere? That just seems so Italian to me and the weather is perfect for it." "Of course signora, I know exactly the place you would love if you don't mind going out for dinner instead of coming to my house." "That sounds like a better plan Benigno. That way it wouldn't be so much trouble for your wife and mother. You should also know that four of us are vegetarians so the restaurant needs to accommodate that requirement." "That should not be a problem. There are many Italian dishes that contain only vegetables. I am particularly fond of linguini con pesto myself. You are in a region of Italy that makes the best basil pesto in the world. This restaurant does it the traditional way of using a stone mortar and pestle. No metal is allowed to touch it. They also make their own pasta fresh daily." "It sounds wonderful Benigno, we are looking forward to dining with you and your family. Do you have children?" "Si signora, I have three children. One boy and two girls." "Then you must bring them along with you." "Of course signora Cordet. I'm sure it will be a wonderful evening. I'll call for reservations and confirm the time with you when I have done it." It was after six when Benigno left so we drove into town to find a place to eat. There were a lot of nice restaurants and trattoria along the lake. We chose one that said it had been there over thirty years and owned by the same family. It had a spacious terrace in the back that overlooked the lake so we chose a table out there. Their menu was mostly northern Italian, which meant more cheese and cream based sauces for the pasta along with lamb and veal dishes. They also made a delicious vegetarian minestrone and a traditional Caesar salad that was made at our table. We picked up some pastries, coffee and other necessities at a grocery store before returning to the villa so we would have something for breakfast. After a shortened meditation and Suvarna's visualization we split up for bed. Suvarna and Vitesha would sleep with me; after a nice relaxing bath in that wonderful spa of course. All ten of us were in the bathing pool at the same time, which made for a wonderful experience. Half the time I had no idea who was washing me and kissing me; not that it mattered. I was a total convert to communal bathing. Suvarna shaved me while Vitesha washed my hair. When we finally made it to bed we spent an hour making slow, tender love to each other. I told Vitesha I liked having her in bed with me and Suvarna much more than having her in the front seat of the car while we made love in the back. She kissed me passionately in response and left no doubt that she preferred this arrangement too. I had gotten to the point that I felt like something was missing or incomplete if there were only two of us in bed together. It's just so much better when there are three. I slept peacefully and undisturbed between my two beautiful lovers and when we awoke we made love again. This sweet, slow, meditative way of having sex with each other was so much more satisfying than the grunting, heaving, grasping animalistic gyrations I had always associated with sex before. Despite the slower action, the feelings were much more intense and flowed through your body like honey. When you drop making an orgasm the goal of sex you enjoy the entire performance that much more. My senses were heightened. Touch, smell and taste took precedence over sight and hearing. All of us seemed to have embraced the Tantric methods and preferred them now to old fashion fucking. You may get the impression that this kind of sex lacks passion. You'd be wrong. We went to the kitchen to see what was going on with breakfast and found most of the others there. David fixed everybody espresso to have with our pastries and breads. We all were in agreement that we should just hang around and enjoy the villa instead of going sightseeing. The sights you could see from here were spectacular enough and we all wanted to play in the pool and the spa. About eleven o'clock we were all in the pool when we heard the bell at the front archway where the wrought iron gates were. There was a very pretty ship's bell hanging by one side of the gate with a chain connected to the clapper. Since we were all naked, Vitesha got out and grabbed a towel to wrap around her and left to see who might be at the gate. When she got there she found an extremely beautiful woman wearing a pair of tight fitting shorts and a t-shirt. "Can I help you? I'm sorry but I don't speak Italian." "That's OK, I speak English. I was wondering what you were doing here?" "We're visiting for a week." "Do you know the owner of this villa?" "Yes, very well." "I live in the villa just down the hill. It is a summer home for my husband and me. We've owned it for seven years and we've spent every summer there and this is the first time I've ever heard or seen anybody at this villa. I thought I would come up and make sure that somebody hadn't just decided to move in without permission." "That's very thoughtful of you but I can assure you that is not the case. Actually the owner is here and if you would like me to introduce you, come on in. We like to meet the neighbors of the places we visit." "I hadn't really expected the owner to be here. We tried for years to find out who owned this place but never could. That's very surprising because my husband is a rich and powerful man who can usually get information about anything." "Why were you so interested to know who owns this place?" "Because my husband wanted to buy this villa instead of the one we have." "Well then, you can tell your husband that you managed to do what he could not. Come along and I'll take you to meet the owner in person. I hope you're not offended by nudity. We're all out at the pool swimming." "Nudity doesn't bother me in the least. We swim in the nude at our villa too." "I can see why with a body like yours. Come on in." Vitesha led her around the main part of the villa to the pool area. Everybody turned their head to see the gorgeous babe walking with her. When they got to the pool Vitesha said, "Everybody, this is our neighbor from the villa down the hill that we can just see the top of from here. She came up to make sure we weren't some gang that had broken in here." She turned to the woman and said, "I'm sorry but I didn't ask you your name." "My name is Daniella di Moretti." "Daniella is most anxious to meet the owner of this villa so I brought her back here to discover the owner's identity." Suvarna and I had been floating on a large air mattress and rolled off into the water to swim over to the steps that led out of the pool. When we both approached her she looked at me like she expected me to be the owner. She looked surprised when Suvarna held out her hand and said, "It's very nice to meet you Daniella. My name is Anne Cordet and I am the owner of this villa." "Excuse my astonishment but I didn't expect a beautiful woman no older than you to be the owner. Not to mention meeting them naked. And if you don't mind my asking, why have you not been here in the last seven years?" "Before I answer that question may I offer you something to drink?" "Some mineral water would be fine thank you." Vitesha hurried back into the villa to get it. "Now Daniella why don't we sit down at this table and I'll tell you all about why I'm here." She sat under the large umbrella and Suvarna and I sat on either side of her. Suvarna filled her in on the reason for the trip and what had happened to us so far. She pointed to each person as we got to their part of the story and told Daniella their name. They had all come over to the edge of the pool and lined up with their heads and shoulders above the water to hear the conversation. When we had finished Daniella said, "That's a remarkable story Anne. I'm very sorry to hear about your condition and I sympathize with it. My mother and grandmother both had breast cancer and I live in constant fear of getting it myself. You seem to have omitted one person from your story; who is the lovely woman on the end?" "That's Julia, she is my hospice worker who is taking care of me until I die. She is also our spiritual guide and has been showing us all how to meditate while we have been traveling." "Ooohh, I've always been intrigued by meditation but have never taken the time to learn how. I've heard it helps you be more calm and that's something I have a hard time doing." "If you are really interested you are welcome to join us for our evening meditations. Julia, would you please come over and sit with us?" Mitra walked over to the steps and got out of the pool to come to the table. I got up and told her to sit next to Daniella while I sat next to Mitra. "Julia what do you think about allowing Daniella to join us for our meditations?" "Daniella, may I hold your hand?" Daniella held out her hand and Mitra took it then she looked at her face. "Would you please remove your sunglasses?" She removed them with her other hand to allow Mitra to look in her eyes. Daniella seemed a little apprehensive and her eyes blinked as if she were uncomfortable. "Daniella our meditations are not what most people think of when they hear the word meditation. The techniques we use are based on sex. Since you are married you need to be absolutely sure that you could experience sex with someone other than your husband; including another woman. If you can't, that's OK you just need to find other methods for meditating, and I encourage you to do so either with us or with others because you could benefit greatly from meditating." "You mean you all have sex together like an orgy?" "It would appear to somebody who has never meditated as if it were an orgy but there is a profound difference. The sex we have with each other is to learn to love without conditions or restrictions and to channel the sexual energy to our higher centers. That probably makes no sense to you now because you've never experienced it before but we do every day." "You're telling me that you all love each other and that there is no jealousy or envy and that you don't get angry and hurt when someone else has sex with the person you love the most?" "Yes that's exactly what I'm telling you." She turned to look at everybody lined up in the pool and they all nodded their heads yes. "I can't conceive of feeling that way. My stomach churns and I almost go into a rage when I even think of my husband with another woman." "You were taught to feel that way Daniella. You can unlearn that reaction if you want to. You can discover how good it feels to see someone you love having a beautiful sexual experience with someone else and you can get rid of the guilt about doing it yourself. The three people you are sitting with right now all love each other more than anybody I've ever heard of and never feel jealous or possessive of the others." "That's really unbelievable. Does everybody here feel that way?" Everybody shook their heads yes. Janelle said, "Daniella, I'm only nineteen and I've discovered the most important thing in my life through these meditations. The more love you make the more love you feel. As the love expands it burns away all those other negative emotions. That's why my brother and I decided to come with them. Being with these people is the most incredible thing that's ever happened to us." "It sounds very intriguing and part of me wants to try it but it scares me too. I can't just stop thinking that it's wrong, that it's cheating. Could I just watch and see how I react before I commit to joining in?" "We've developed a welcome meditation for new people since we've had more than we ever anticipated. We can do that with you. If you feel uncomfortable in any way you can stop and just observe if you want to. We're not trying to recruit you, you're welcome if you want to be with us but if you don't, then you shouldn't be here." "What time should I come here tonight?" "We do the evening meditation after dinner. That will probably be around nine. Do you think your husband would like to come with you?" "Oh my God no! He's more jealous than I am. Anyway he's in Milan today and won't be back until tomorrow." "In that case why don't you spend the whole day with us? You can show us where a nice restaurant is for dinner and come with us. We'd be ever so grateful to have somebody that speaks Italian with us and you don't want to eat alone. The more time you spend with us the more comfortable you will become being around us." "I was just going to do some shopping and maybe get a massage but it sounds like a lot more fun to hang out with all of you. Thank you for inviting me." "Maybe we could all do a little shopping later but if you want a massage you've come to the right place. We usually massage each other every afternoon and we're getting quite good at it. We've even got two professional tables in the spa." "I guess there's no need to go back to my villa and get my swimsuit is there?" "You can if you want but we're not going to wear one. I don't even remember where mine is. Besides, I can't wait to see you naked." She blushed slightly when she heard that then stood up and slipped off her shoes. Then pulled her t-shirt up and over her head to reveal magnificent, perfectly shaped breasts covered by the flimsiest white lace bra with thin straps. Next she carefully unbuttoned her shorts and wriggled them off her hips and let them drop to the ground. She bent over to pick them up and put them on the chair with her shirt. She was now wearing only the little bra and a matching thong. She stepped back to get out from under the umbrella and slid the straps of the bra off her shoulders then slid it down to her hips where she put her thumbs under the tiny strap of the thong and slid both of the little undergarments off and placed them on the chair. All of us took a deep breath when we saw her exquisite naked body. I was sure the other men were feeling their cocks begin to twitch like mine was. Being the closest one to her I voiced what we were all thinking, "I sure hope you decide to spend some time with us Daniella." She smiled then said, "Thank you Carl but I still can't get my head around you saying something like that to me in front of two women you profess to love and who love you." Suvarna said, "Speaking for myself I'm in complete agreement with him. If you do hang around with us he's going to have to fight me for access to that luscious body of yours. However, Carl doesn't mind sharing in the least." "Well I'll say one thing, you sure know how to make a girl feel welcome." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 18 Suvarna stood and walked close to Daniella. "Have you ever kissed another woman?" Daniella looked a little sheepish then replied, "Yes." "That's good. How would you like to kiss another one?" She looked in Suvarna's eyes and without even being aware she was doing it her tongue licked her full lips in a little circle then she took a deep breath. "That's answer enough for me Daniella." Suvarna took both her hands in hers and draped them over her shoulders then slowly wrapped her arms around her lower back. "Don't be nervous Daniella. I won't hurt you." She slowly brought her head closer until their lips touched. Suvarna pulled back just a little then repeated the gentle kiss with a little more pressure. She pulled back again and Daniella's eyes relaxed and she saw the love in Suvarna's. The third time their lips came together Daniella's head tilted slightly to one side as she met the kiss then returned it. Suvarna closed the few inches that separated them until their breasts touched. Daniella's arms encircled Suvarna's neck and she pressed herself against her. Suvarna pulled Daniella's hips against her own and the kiss became a lover's kiss. Tongue's met, breath mingled, unspoken invitations were exchanged and a soft moan came from her throat as Suvarna's hands slid softly down and over her ass cheeks. Finally Suvarna broke the kiss and stepped back. "Welcome Daniella, it's a pleasure to meet you." "Wow! I guess I only thought I had kissed a woman before. Nobody has kissed me like that in a long time. Maybe never. I'm going to want to do that again." "You don't even need to ask. Anytime you want, just do it. And that goes for everybody here. I'm sure they're all as anxious as I was to taste those delicious lips of yours. Come with me Daniella, I've just thought of a very nice way for you to meet everybody." Suvarna led her to the steps of the pool then walked her in and told her to lie on the air mattress. "Now one at a time each person will lie next to you and kiss you so you can get to know everybody. We all lined up to take a turn with her. Mitra got the tube of sunscreen and she and Vitesha started at her feet and rubbed the fragrant lotion on her fabulous body. It was fun watching her as each person lay down beside her and made out with her for a few minutes. She seemed to enjoy it more and more as each of us took our turn. When half of us had been with her it was time for Angelika to take her turn. When she got into position next to her Daniella surprised us by rolling on top of Angelika and saying, "I think I need some sunscreen on my back now." Mitra and Vitesha began rubbing the lotion on her backside while she took the lead in kissing Angelika. She was really into it now, grinding her pussy against Angelika's between her spread legs. She gave no indication of being uncomfortable when Mitra and Vitesha took their time rubbing the sunscreen onto her ass cheeks or when their hands slipped between them. Vitesha turned the tables on her when it was her turn and lay on top of her. She seemed to like Vitesha being assertive with her and was pleasantly surprised and receptive to Vitesha kissing her way down to her breasts to suck on her swollen nipples as she held her hands captive above her head. Then it was my turn. Watching this beautiful woman being stimulated and aroused by nine other people had a similar effect on me and my cock was fully erect when I climbed on the mattress with her. It did not escape her notice and she said, "Put that lovely cock between my thighs so I can feel it against my pussy." She rolled on her side and I faced her and complied with her request. She was leaking juice onto my shaft as I pulled her close to me to begin kissing her. "That's the closest another man's cock has been to me in eight years of marriage." "How does it feel?" "Oh God Carl it feels marvelous. I'm so turned on by all this foreplay I'm about to explode. All of you kiss me with so much love and desire that it's made me crazy hot." "Do you feel comfortable enough to cum for me?" "I'm not ready to fuck anybody else Carl. This is all so new to me. I'm really surprised I could do this much." "We don't have to fuck Daniella. Put your hand around my cock and use it to rub your clit. Jerk me off if you feel like it and play with my balls. It's OK to want to have fun sexually with others. Don't be afraid or feel guilty about it. Give yourself permission to enjoy this." She moved her left hand down and slid it between us. I pulled back and slid my cock from between her thighs so only the head was trapped between them. Her hand eagerly wrapped around it. "Ohhhhhh Goddddd Carl you feel so hard and hot. I feel your precum leaking onto me. Ohhhhhh Yessss it feels so good." She managed to slip her right hand out from underneath me and move it down to cup my balls. Her fingers began caressing them and gently squeezing them as she stroked my shaft with her left hand. Her hips rocked slightly back and forth to rub the head of my cock on her clit. It didn't take long before she was taking us both very close to climax. "Ohhh Yesss Carl I'm almost there. I'm going to explode. Cum with me Carl. Let me feel your hot spunk spray all over me. Ohhhh GODDD CARL YES....NOWWWW." Her hands kept rubbing and stroking me as her body tensed then began to tremble. My cock swelled in her hand then started spurting my hot cream onto her as she continued to milk it out with her hand. I pressed my mouth to hers and our tongues slid together as she kept us both cumming. Our orgasms slowly subsided while her body flinched in little aftershocks. I pulled back and we slid apart. She looked down to see her pussy and thighs covered in my pearly cream. "Oh Carl look what I've done to us; I don't even do that with my husband but it was so damned exciting. I haven't cum that hard since my honeymoon. It was wonderful. I had fun and I don't feel guilty about doing it. This is how love should be isn't it?" "That's what we think Daniella. How do you feel about your husband? Do you still love him?" "Yes of course I still love him." "Do you feel like what you did with me was cheating on him?" "A little, but if he had been here to watch me I wouldn't feel that way." "Do you feel like you could watch one of the women here do to him what you did to me? Can you envision loving him enough to watch one of them give him pleasure and not feel threatened by it?" "I think so. I know he would have enjoyed it as much as I did." "I'm very glad you enjoyed it." "Oh Carl I did enjoy it. Now I've got to think of a way to get Giorgio to enjoy it with me." Mitra slid up onto the mattress on Daniella's other side. "Daniella do you know what the most common fantasy for men is?" She shook her head no. "It's having sex with two women at the same time. When he gets home tomorrow you can be waiting for him in some sexy little outfit and seduce him. Then have his favorite meal ready for dinner." While you're eating tell him you found out who owns the villa at the top of the hill. He'll want to know of course but don't tell him. Then say that you have met the owner and you have a special surprise for him. When he asks you what the surprise is say that one of the women at the villa came on to you and asked you if you wanted to have sex with her. He'll ask you what you said back to her. Tell him you told the woman you would think about it but only if your husband could join you for a threesome which she quickly agreed to. Then ask him what he thinks you should tell her." "He'll probably ask you what she looks like and you can tell him about whichever one of us you think he'd like to be with. If he wants to know how you feel about having sex with another woman tell him you've always been curious about it but the opportunity never came up before and this sounds like a way for both of you to experiment with sex without having to sneak around to do it. Sound like you really want to try it but only with him around so it won't seem like either of you is cheating. If he's like 90% of men he'll jump at the chance to see you with another woman and to have sex with her too." "What will I do if he says yes?" "Tell him you will arrange for this woman to come down to your villa the next day so you can both have sex with her. Pick one of us and whomever you choose will come for a visit Wednesday. If he goes for it your new girlfriend will invite you both to come up and play with the others at the villa." "It sounds a little devious but I'll do it." "Daniella this is like sneaking a little spinach into a child's mac and cheese. He'll probably like it if you just give him a taste first. It's not something I would normally suggest but if you want to do things with us I want it to be out in the open and above board. I don't want you sneaking up here or lying to your husband. Either you're both in or you're both out. We won't be a party to messing up somebody's marriage. Do you understand?" "Yes and I thank you for that. You're right of course, I've seen enough already to know that sex with other people doesn't have to break up our marriage and that this might actually be healthy for our relationship. I worry that he might have an affair with some younger woman and not tell me about it. I know men get an itch after they've been married as long as we have. This way we can have fun together and still love each other the way you do but I can't deceive him. I wouldn't want him to do that to me." "Very well, now let's get a shower and go do some shopping. Then we'll come back and have a lovely massage." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 19 Toscolano Maderno is not a particularly large town but it did have nice shops and was well kept and clean. We had fun walking around with Daniella as our guide. She really seemed to enjoy showing us the sights. There were quite a few restaurants and cafes to eat in as well as bakeries and assorted places to snack. We just nibbled instead of having lunch. I couldn't help but wonder why this tasted like real food instead of the crap we put in our mouths back in the states. After a couple of hours, it was time to return to the villa. We stopped at Daniella's villa first so she could get a robe and a change of clothes to wear after the massage. She gave us a tour of the place. It was slightly smaller than ours but very nicely furnished and appointed. It was perfect for a summer home with all the modern conveniences including a small pool. Daniella told us that she and her husband lived in Milan. She was a fashion model and he owned some department stores all over Italy. They met at a fashion show when Giorgio had taken a liking to a dress she was modeling. It didn't take long for him to take a liking to what was in the dress. She had continued to model but each year she did less so she didn't have to go away on assignments so much. Now she only did three shows a year, all in Italy. She tried to accompany Giorgio on his business trips as much as possible and acted as his personal assistant when she did. She said she did this as much to keep him from taking some other pretty woman with him as to actually help him. She was always fearful that some other model at a show would catch his eye. He was a handsome man who was fifteen years older than Daniella who had just turned thirty. Which, she confided, was a source of more anxiety about her husband straying with someone else. Suvarna told her, "Daniella I'm one year older than you and this is as old as I'm going to get. You're drop dead gorgeous and you take very good care of yourself. Quit worrying about your husband cheating on you. What's the worse that could happen? He finds somebody else and wants to be with her. It's not the end of the world. You could have men lined up around the block if you wanted to." "Alysse lost her husband and she was torn up about it for a year. Now she's rediscovered and increased her capacity to love and she's living again. Meeting us and deciding to be with us was the best thing she ever did. The meditations have made a big difference in her life. This is the reason you need to do them. They will put things in perspective and help you quit worrying and dreading what might happen. There is a lot more inside you than you can imagine. You have depth and untapped power. You need to discover it. You need to quit allowing outdated morality and fear to control you and see for yourself how fantastic love can really be." "You make it sound so possible to do these things. Nobody has ever told me about this before." "Nobody told me until I met Carl and Julia. The important thing was that I listened. Not just with my mind but with my heart and then I knew what she was saying was true and possible if I only trusted her enough. Not that she could give it to me but she could help me discover that I've always had it. Now you can see the difference in me and certainly you can see it in Julia. And you felt it with Carl. You may not know what that difference is but it calls to you, it beckons you as though you had heard something you forgot long ago." "Anne what you are saying is giving me Goosebumps. It excites and intrigues me. I'm really going to try and convince Giorgio to be receptive to this. I know it can be of great benefit to both of us." When we got to our villa everybody dispersed to get a robe and meet in the spa. When Daniella saw the spa she screamed with excitement. "Anne it's beautiful! Now I am upset with you. This magnificent place has just been sitting up here the whole seven years we've been just down the hill and nobody's been using it? You should be spanked for that." "Actually the spa wasn't built until 2009 so it's only been sitting here for five years but if you want to spank me that can be arranged if you and Giorgio decide to spend some time with us. Do you think Giorgio could get into spanking a mischievous little girl who's done something naughty? Maybe he'd like to do it while my head was between your legs eating that delicious pussy of yours." "Oh God Anne, he'll come with you for sure if I tell him that." Suvarna moved close to Daniella and put her hand under her chin then leaned forward and kissed her. "Then by all means Daniella, drop it in the conversation when you get a chance." "Anne you're the most fascinating person I've ever met. I think I may already be a little bit in love with you." "Be careful Daniella, Julia says that we generate a love field when we're all together. It's like a spider's web, once you're caught in it you can't escape." "Who would want to?" "You catch on fast Daniella. Now come on with me. While the others start the massages Carl and I will give you a bath in the bathing pool." We all slipped our robes off and hung them on hooks placed along the wall behind the bathing pool. I stood and watched as Suvarna and Daniella sauntered to the pool and wondered what I had done to deserve being in the presence of so much beauty. All of the women in this room were physically beautiful but that physical beauty was enhanced by the inner beauty that had blossomed within each of them. Even though Daniella's inner beauty had not been nourished by meditation as the others had, her physical beauty was mesmerizing. She compelled, demanded that you look at her. Although I was sure Suvarna saw Daniella's beauty and appreciated it, she wasn't the least bit intimidated by it nor should she be. Her beauty could match Daniella's because of the more developed inner beauty that permeated the physical and drew you toward it. Sometimes people who are physically beautiful are full of stress and anxiety inside and if you have any consciousness at all you can feel it and it detracts from their beauty. Suvarna could see that deep down inside that beautiful woman's body was a beautiful little girl; one that her inner little girl had already decided to be friends with. I saw how they looked at each other as they lowered themselves into the warm water of the pool. Daniella had been caught. She would come with us regardless of what Giorgio decided. I hoped he had sense enough to encourage her to accept the gift that was being offered to her and that he would accompany her and accept it for himself. It would be wonderful if they could reach the same level of love that Suvarna and I were on. Their life and love would be enriched immeasurably by the experience and unlike us; they would have a longer time to enjoy it. Neither of them was aware of it but they were at a crossroads and it could take them into a whole new realm of love or it could tear them apart. I wondered how I could see them so clearly and they had no idea of what was about to happen. I decided I had to help them see what a tremendous opportunity awaited them because as the Moody Blues put it: Together they were standing on the Threshold of a Dream. I was finally able to tear my eyes away from Daniella and turned to see Mitra sitting on the floor under a rain showerhead in lotus position, her wrists resting delicately on her knees, palms upturned. Water was gently cascading over her. A second before I had been looking at the personification of feminine beauty and now I was looking at a living Buddha. Suddenly I couldn't breathe. I was completely immersed in the unfathomable depth of my love for her. Tears rolled down my cheeks. She smiled enigmatically. I smiled back. That was all that needed to be said. Suvarna was standing beside me. I heard her voice as if down a long tunnel. "Prem, Prem, can you hear me?" I had to force myself to return from wherever I was. "Yes my love, I hear you." "Would you like to join us in the bath?" "Of course, I'll be right there." Somehow I managed to get to my feet and walk with her over to the bathing pool. I stepped in and felt the warm water on my legs. Slowly I sank down into what felt for all the world like amniotic fluid; as if I had returned to the womb. I was there but I was also not there. Before me was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. I couldn't even focus on her. I was being pulled in a thousand directions at one time. My very being was fragmented into pieces like a shattered mirror. Some part of me wanted to focus but I couldn't even gather enough strength to do it. There simply wasn't enough 'I' left to do anything. All 'I' wanted to do was crawl over to Mitra and collapse in her lap. I felt warm lips on my mouth. Air was being forced into my lungs. I began to breathe again. I opened my eyes and looked into Suvarna's. She was crying intensely. I heard her telling me, "Prem don't leave me. Don't. Don't. Not now. You can't do this. That's my job. Stop it! Stop it right now!" I began to return to some semblance of reality. I could breathe again. I felt water in my mouth. I spit it out and opened my eyes. I could see shapes again. My eyes began to clear and I was able to see Suvarna and Daniella. I heard Suvarna ask me what had happened. There was no way I could tell her. I managed to get one word out: "Satori". Immediately she understood. She was on her knees holding me like a helpless alcoholic. Her sobs could be heard all over the spa. She was crying now because she understood and also because her love for me had risen to challenge any threat to my well being. She would have fought death barehanded to her last breath to protect me and everybody in the spa knew it. Daniella was almost in shock as she stared at what was unfolding before her eyes. Nevertheless she moved forward and put her arms around us, then began to cry like her only child had just died. I gradually returned to... Well, close to normal. Then I realized everybody in the spa had come and put their arms around us. I started crying again. I couldn't imagine what made all these people want to come to me and do this. What had I done to inspire this level of devotion? Where had all this love come from? It was then that I noticed the absence of one person from this pile of bodies surrounding me: Mitra. I turned my head to where I had last seen her and there she was. Still sitting like a Buddha under the gentle rainfall. Nothing I had ever seen could possibly come close to the exquisite beauty and serenity of her motionless form sitting there glowing in the sunlight streaming through the skylights in the ceiling while the water cascaded down on her . My strength returned and I did the only thing I could do. I stood and walked over to her. I knelt before her and bowed down to touch my head to the floor in front of where she was sitting. I hadn't even realized that everybody else had come with me and were bowing in silent communion with her. What happened in the spa that day was beyond my ability to describe. A silence descended upon the room that was palpable; it surrounded us like a fog. All of us were affected and touched by a divine presence. Then as if nothing had happened, Mitra stood and turned around to turn the water off. When she turned back she said, "Isn't it about time for my massage?" We all stood up and went back to whatever it was we were doing before this incident occurred. Suvarna, Daniella and I got back in the bathing pool. Daniella was sitting on the seat near the edge and we were kneeling in front of her. She looked at us and said, "Anne, Carl, listen to me please because I've never meant anything more than what I am about to say. I will not leave you until you have helped me to learn to love as you two do. I am truly awed by what I have seen today. I get it. You people are not just fucking around." Suvarna looked at her and said, "It will be our pleasure to share everything we are with you Daniella. Your only obligation will be to keep your heart open to receive it." We moved forward and finally began to bathe her exquisite body. With soft, loving strokes of the sponges we spread the fragrant body wash over her shoulders and arms. She closed her eyes and soaked in our adoring touches. My hands moved slowly down from her neck to her incredible breast. When I cupped it in my palm I knew I had never felt anything so perfect before. I lowered my head and covered her nipple with my mouth. My tongue told her how much I loved her and she moaned when she heard the tender message. This was no longer biological or physical. This was spiritual. The sexual energy had already begun to move up in her and pervade her heart. What she had seen earlier was now being transcribed into sensation and was spreading through her entire body. She was almost in a trance as we continued to wash her. We were both kissing her softly all over her face, taking turns pressing our mouths to hers as our hands roamed all over her body. Suvarna sat on the ledge beside her then together we lifted her up to sit on Suvarna's lap so she could lean back on her. Her body was almost completely out of the water. Suvarna kissed her neck and caressed her breasts as I washed her legs and moved slowly toward her pussy. She bent her knees and put her feet on Suvarna's thighs and spread her legs wide. I used my hand to caress her neatly trimmed pubic hair and let my fingers slide down her lips to her ass cheeks. I massaged her slit with my open hand rubbing my palm firmly over her lips. We all knew what this was leading to. Suvarna whispered in her ear, "Tell him Daniella. It's OK; let it happen. This was meant to be." Her exposed pussy was merely a representation of her open heart. She was ready to take the next step. She was ready to experience love at the next level. "Make love to me Carl. Love me the way you love her. Convince me that this is real. Let me feel what you felt. Show me how to love." I moved between her widespread legs and placed the head of my hard cock at the entrance to her vagina. Her eyes were still closed as Suvarna stroked her forehead with her hand and gently rubbed her hair while she continued kissing her face. I pressed forward and felt the head ease inside her. She breathed in deeply but slowly and evenly as though she was being completed rather than invaded. I pushed forward again and kept on going until I was buried inside her snug welcoming vagina like I had always belonged there. Suvarna moved one of her hands to Daniella's stomach to confirm that we all knew this was right, that we were all meant to share this moment together. I began moving in and out of her in long, slow strokes. I made love to her as if this was the first time she had ever had sex. I had no intention of getting her off. My only purpose was to fill her with love. Orgasm, hers or mine, was the last thing on my mind. This was sexual communion not fucking. She spread her legs wider to show me she understood this and wanted me in her so we could transcend the animalistic urge to copulate and transform our union into pure love. We both knew that she had been waiting for this for a long time and she was ready to accept it without reservation. Suvarna continued massaging her lower stomach as if to sanction this act so that Daniella could go deeply into it and see for herself what sharing love felt like. She was showing her new girlfriend what it meant to love purely with no thought or judgment. Even without the carnal aspect of our act the sensations were taking her toward a climax. She didn't do anything to help it happen or to hinder it. She relaxed into the almost infinite patience that women are capable of and waited passively for it to come. When it did, it was unlike anything she had ever felt before. Her orgasm was like a slow motion explosion that spread through her like a shockwave filling her with light. Suvarna's mouth covering hers kept the energy of the super climax inside her where it touched places she didn't even know she had. It was so powerful and so joyous that Suvarna and I shared it with her. I didn't have the slightest urge to cum. It was so intense that I knew if I had leaned over and lay on top of her we would have immediately begun to circulate the light. As much as I wanted to do that, I knew she wasn't ready for it yet. Suvarna pulled her mouth away and smiled at her. I slowly eased my cock out of her warm pussy and put my hands on her ankles to pull her legs straight so her calves were back in the water on either side of me. "Well, how do you feel?" "I... I can't describe it. I didn't just see stars I felt like I was out among them. It was fantastic. Is this what you were feeling Carl?" "Yes, only more powerful. The orgasm you just had came from your heart. What I experienced came from my being." "And you did that without having sex. You did that just from looking at Julia. I would never have believed you could feel that much love for someone." "Do you believe it now?" "I don't have to believe it, I've done it. I know what it feels like now. The bath, the tender touching and the lovemaking are the most wonderful things anybody has ever done to me. Thank you so much Suvarna for showing me how it feels to share love. I've always thought that you could only love one person and now I know that sharing it takes love to a whole new level that is much more intense than keeping it confined to just one person. Before I came up here if you had told me that by the end of the day I would have made love with another couple in a room full of people I would have said you were crazy. Now I think it's the best thing I've ever done. Oh, I can't wait to share this with Giorgio." We got out of the bath and dried off so we could take our turn on one of the massage tables. Since there were two, anybody not receiving a massage was giving one. I took particularly good care of Angelika when she was on one of the tables. Her ripe body was so soft and sensual. I would defy any man to try and massage her without getting an erection. She couldn't get enough of having her voluptuous body rubbed and caressed. Janelle massaged her pussy with the same expertise that she exhibited when giving men hand jobs. It produced the same result too. She brought Angelika to a toe curling orgasm. We played around in the spa and the pool for the rest of the afternoon. At seven we got in the van and drove to Daniella's favorite restaurant where we had a leisurely dinner outside under the stars. All of us were feeling very good after the loving afternoon we had shared. What a joy it was to be with happy people without arguing or bickering over trivial crap. I had always tried to keep up with current affairs by watching news broadcasts but I hadn't seen one since we left New York and I sure didn't miss them. The rest of the world could go on fighting and committing crimes without my having to hear about them. None of us used a cell phone the entire time we were there. We returned to the villa about nine-thirty and did our meditation and Suvarna's visualization. Both seemed to be more intense due to the presence of Daniella. The love field was stronger because of her. When we were splitting up for bed Suvarna asked Daniella if she would like to stay for the night and sleep with us. She accepted the invitation happily like a young girl going on her first sleepover. We took a shower in the villa in the bathroom next to the bedroom we would be sleeping in. Daniella got to give us a loving bath as well as get another one herself. She couldn't decide which she liked better. "Daniella since I held you while Carl made love to you today, you can do the same for me tonight." Suvarna lay on her left side in the middle of the bed. I lay behind her and Daniella lay on her right side facing Suvarna. "Now Daniella you and I are going to make out while Carl fucks me from behind. Put your arms around me and snuggle up to me. Oooohh Yessss just like that. Your beautiful body feels so warm and sexy. I'm so glad you didn't go home and spend the night by yourself." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 19 They started kissing and Suvarna slid her hands up and down Daniella's back from her shoulders to her ass. I put my hand under Suvarna's right knee and lifted her leg up then laid my cock on her upper thigh against her bare pussy. I kept her leg in the air. Suvarna said softly, "Daniella, Carl's cock is between my legs next to my pussy. Would you like to rub it and play with it to get him ready to be inside me?" Daniella's left hand moved down and I felt her feminine fingers slide along my shaft then wrap around it. She squeezed it then began to slowly stroke it. "Ohhhh yessss Daniella that feels marvelous. I can feel your fingers sliding along my slit while you stroke him. Carl loves to have his cock stroked. Janelle has spoiled him to hand jobs. I think he likes to have her jerk him off as much as he likes to fuck." "After watching what she did to Angelika this afternoon I can see why. She certainly has a talent for it. I've neglected Giorgio in that respect. I'll have to remember to do it to him when he comes home tomorrow." "If he likes it you can tell him you know where there is a real expert at doing it." My cock was stiffening in Daniella's hand so I said to her, "Daniella hold your hand still and let me slide my cock through your hand." She stopped her stroking and I began to ease my cock back and push it forward to let it slide across her fingers. I continued to fuck her fist and soon felt my precum leak out onto her hand. This made the sliding easier as it coated my shaft while it slid in and out of her curled fingers. "Oh Daniella your fingers feel so good against my slit as Carl slides his hard cock through your hand. It doesn't bother you to touch my pussy does it?" "No it doesn't. I like to touch the lips of your mouth when I kiss you so why shouldn't I like to touch the lips of your pussy?" "Oooohhhh my sweet love, I'm so glad to hear you say that. When Carl puts his lovely cock inside me I'll want you to keep touching my pussy. I'll want you to massage it like Janelle did to Angelika so you can get your beautiful fingers covered in my juice. Ohhhh Daniella you feel so good in my arms. Kiss me my love, kiss me and love me." I continued sliding in and out of Daniella's hand as they kissed. Listening to them moan into each other's mouth was really turning me on. "Daniella, I think she's ready. Do you think you can rub the tip of my cock up and down her slit a few times then guide me into her?" I pulled my upper body back so I could roll Suvarna a little more onto her back. This allowed her to move the leg she was lying on toward Daniella and opened up her crotch to both of us. When I finished readjusting us, Daniella began rubbing my cock along Suvarna's wet slit. She squeezed and relaxed her grip on my shaft while she was doing this like she was trying to pump it up to an even harder state than it was already in. After several passes across her slick slit she put the head at Suvarna's opening. "Keep you hand around me while I push it in." My cock slid through her fingers as I eased the head inside Suvarna's hot hole. I stopped with only a couple of inches in her. "Stroke me some more Daniella, jerk me off while I'm inside her." Her delicate hand began to slide up and down my shaft from my balls to where her fingers pressed against the distended lips of Suvarna's pussy. When her fingers next reached the base of my cock I pushed more of it into Suvarna until I had all but what was covered by her fingers inside her. "Hold your hand next to her pussy." I pulled back and felt my cock slide out of her wet cunt and through her fingers to coat them with Suvarna's pussy juice then began to fuck her through Daniella's fist. She continued to pump my shaft when I withdrew it and relaxed her fingers as I pushed back into her. "Ohhh God Daniella that feels marvelous. I love fucking both of you at the same time like this. Now remove your hand and let me bury my cock inside her." When I was fully ensconced in her wet pink channel I held still. "Play with us Daniella. Spread your fingers on either side of my cock and rub her lips while they're stretched around it." Her fingers slipped past the base of my cock as she reached them down toward her ass. Her palm covered her clit and her mound. She pressed her hand hard against us then slid her fingers back up. Her hand moved to cup my balls and she played gently with them using her fingers to roll them and lightly squeeze them. Her hand moved back up and her fingers danced across Suvarna's sensitive clit. "Ooooohhhh yes baby yes, rub my clit. Flood my brain with sexual impulses. Do it the way you do it to yourself. Show me the way you like it. Ohhhhh you play so nice my love." She lowered her head down to kiss her some more. They were both breathing heavily. Suvarna reached her hand down and began to rub her fingers on Daniella's clit in the same way she was doing to her. "Oh Daniella yes do it. Do it for me and I'll do it for you. Make us cum baby. Cum with me my beautiful sweet love." All three of us were climbing steadily to an orgasm. "Daniella, I'm going to start moving again. Keep your hand wrapped around my shaft. I want you to feel my cum flowing through it as it spews into Suvarna." I began to thrust in and out of her hand and Suvarna's cunt faster now as I neared the point of no return. Her hand continued to milk me each time I pulled back. I could hear both of them begin to breathe quicker and deeper as they approached their climaxes. My brain sent the message to my prostate to begin the ejaculation. I stopped moving with only the head inside Suvarna. Two seconds later the first stream of hot white cream flowed through my shaft and Daniella's hand to erupt into Suvarna's throbbing cunt. "OHHH GOD yes Daniella keep pumping me. Feel me as I fill her pussy with cum." Suvarna's hand stopped moving and I could tell they were cumming with me even though their kiss stifled the sounds of their orgasms. When my cock stopped pulsing, Daniella eased it out of Suvarna's hot pussy and I fell back on the bed. I watched as two of Daniella's fingers replaced my cock inside Suvarna's vagina. She slowly drew them out and brought them up to Suvarna's mouth. They were covered in my cum. Suvarna opened her mouth to receive the cream covered digits and Daniella stuck them in. Suvarna cleaned them with her tongue and opened her mouth. Daniella dragged them across her outstretched tongue then returned them to her hot dripping twat to get more. I watched this erotic sight until Daniella had fed all of my cream to her then she leaned over and kissed her sticking her tongue inside Suvarna's mouth to taste my cum for herself. Then she did something I really didn't expect her to do. She leaned down and sucked my deflating cock into her mouth and swished her tongue all around it. She pulled her lips off with a loud pop and said, "I like playing with you two. This is fun. I've cum three times today. I can't even remember the last time I did that." We got ready to go to sleep and put Daniella in the middle so we could both hold her as we drifted off. In the morning I woke up and saw a tangle of arms and legs next to me. What a glorious sight it was to see the naked bodies of Suvarna and Daniella intertwined beside me. Even in their sleep it was obvious that a special bond had developed between them. They slept like little children innocently holding each other, utterly content and at rest. I lay there and watched their soft even breathing and their total trust in each other. I had to really fight the temptation to ask why I couldn't wake up with them for years to come. I looked at them the way you would watch a fire in a fireplace. Quietly and peacefully, without thinking about it. Just enjoying the warmth and the glow. Finally Suvarna's eyes fluttered open. She saw me looking at them and with one little smile she told me she knew exactly what I was feeling. She began to gently kiss Daniella's face with soft touches of her lips on her cheeks. She softly moaned and stretched as she came out of her slumber. "I'm so glad you're still here. I would have hated to find out that yesterday was only a dream." "No my precious love, this is not a dream. You're really here with us and it makes me very happy." "Oh Anne, what am I going to do? I'm already in love with both of you and I'm worried that Giorgio is not going to understand this. I can't just up and leave him but I want to be with you desperately. I've never met anyone like you and Carl before. This is completely outside my frame of reference. I don't know what to do." "Daniella I told you yesterday to stop worrying about your life. All I can tell you is to follow your heart. Don't try to think your way through this. If you really feel that you want to be with us then Giorgio should see how much you want it and if he loves you then he should at least try it and see for himself why it means so much to you. He fell in love with your outer beauty. Now it's time for him to see and fall in love with your inner beauty. Nobody should deny another the right to follow their bliss." "Do you have any idea what it took for me to call Carl and ask him to come be with me? And what I put him and his wife through when I told him I wanted him to show me what love is? I never thought he'd do it but when he did he completely opened up both our lives to something beyond our imagining. Sometimes you have to leap before you look. Now quit worrying. Play your little seduction game with Giorgio and let him get a taste of what's already happened to you. He may surprise you." Daniella pulled Suvarna to her and kissed her passionately. "Oh Suvarna you are as wise as you are beautiful. How could anybody keep from falling in love with you? You are a true angel. You're right; nothing that has happened to me since I met you is a threat to him. I want to share what I've found with him not leave him for it. I'll make him see that he has nothing to lose and a lot to gain by joining me in being with you." "That's better. The love field is getting more powerful every day. If you can get him here to feel it for himself it will work its magic on him. Now, let's make love some more until you have to go back to your villa." "He won't be home until after five. I've got all day to play with you. But first I need to pee." "Yeah, me too and since we have time let's take another bath. In case you're wondering, we do a lot of bathing around here. It's like another form of meditation for all of us. Come on Prem let's go to the bathroom." "Anne I heard you call Carl Prem in the spa. Does he have two names?" "Yes he does. We'll tell you all about our names in the bath." We told Daniella the story about our names then the bath became another exercise in intimacy and sensuality. Running my hands over their soapy skin made me shiver with delight. They took turns lying back on each other while I washed their widespread legs from their ankles up to the tops of their thighs, then spent a lot of time washing and caressing their pussies while the one on the bottom washed the other one's breasts. When I finally finished with them they washed me just as erotically as I had them. When they started to get out I said, "Suvarna if we're going to spend the morning in bed playing you'd better get my razor and shave me. I don't want Daniella going home with whisker burns on the insides of her thighs." "Daniella replied, "If you're going to do that to me the least I can do is shave you." She got the razor and shaving crème then came back in the tub and sat on my lap. She lathered my face and very carefully shaved me, feeling my face with hers to be sure I was baby smooth. "Ooooooohhh, that feels nice Prem. Now you can spend as much time as you want with your head between my legs." "That's the best offer I've had all day. Come on, let's get dried off and get back to bed." You could tell just from the way she bounced back into the big bed that she was loving being here with us. She had that look on her face that a child gets on Christmas after she's opened her presents and can't wait to play with them. She was stretched out on her back in the middle of the bed. "Prem we have to decide what we're going to do to her." "Let's each take a side and work our way down." "You two do know that yesterday was the first time I've ever had sex with more than one person don't you?" "I find that a little difficult to believe Daniella. But I only did it myself the first time when Mitra came to stay with us six weeks ago. It's amazing how quickly you get accustomed to it." "It was the first time I ever had sex with a woman too. If Giorgio decides he wants to have the threesome you'll need to show me what to do with another woman." "There's no set script Daniella. It depends on the three people involved. You should definitely include both of you using your mouth on him. One of you can suck his cock while the other one sucks his balls. Prem loves that, don't you baby? He may like fucking one of you doggy while you lick the woman's pussy. He might even want you to switch places. If he's a little on the submissive side he might also enjoy one of you sitting on his face while the other one sits on his cock and fucks him." "You speak about these things so nonchalantly. It all sounds so naughty to me." "When Woody Allen was asked if he thought sex was dirty he replied that it is if you're doing it right. That's cute but my own experience is that we've been brainwashed to think some sexual acts are dirty. Doing the Tantric meditations has made sex in all its variations very beautiful and even spiritual. Sex is a natural and healthy experience for people and it's a shame we raise our children to be so neurotic about it." "I've never licked a woman's pussy before Suvarna." "Well sweetie, that's about to change. They're really quite delicious and I've developed a fondness for them. I've done it with all the women in our little family as well as sucked every man's cock. All of them have cum in my mouth. There's something very satisfying about somebody cumming in your mouth and it tastes great. You can practice on us all you want so you can impress Giorgio with your technique. If you can make a woman cum while he's fucking you from behind I guarantee he'll fill your twat with his cream." "Oh God Suvarna that's so exciting. Can we do that?" "As many times as you want to. You are on birth control aren't you Daniella?" "I don't need to be. I had an infection when I was young and it damaged my tubes. I can't get pregnant." "You still have ovaries don't you?" "Yes." "Then if you want to have a baby you should go to an IVF doctor and see if they can't perform a procedure on you where they harvest your eggs and inseminate them so an embryo can be implanted in another woman. That's what I've done. Prem and I are going to have a baby that was conceived that way. His wife has our baby inside her now." "His wife! That's the most incredible thing I've ever heard. She must be a very special woman." "She's an absolute saint Daniella. Without her I would have died alone and never thought about having a child. I wouldn't have come on this trip or met the loving people who are with me now. I'm blessed because of her." "Wow. You must love her very much Prem." "Everyday I reach higher levels of love by doing the meditations and sharing that love with the people who are here. You saw what happened to me yesterday in the spa. Simply looking at Mitra meditating pushed me so deep into love I completely lost my identity. I didn't know who I was. I disappeared into love. I intend to take all that love back to my wife and share it with her while we raise our new child. I'll make sure they both never lack for love." "That's what excites me so much about being with you. Love seems to gravitate to you two like you were magnetic. You both have discovered a way to love that seems so liberating and nourishing. I tingle when I'm with you because I feel it more and more the longer I'm around you. It's magic." "Now I think it's time for a little magic with you." Suvarna moved beside her and started kissing her shoulder and neck. She brushed the back of her fingers gently up and down her arm. I gave her right side the same treatment. Daniella closed her eyes and tilted her head back to bask in the sensations on her skin. Suvarna's lips crept stealthily toward her mouth. When they reached their target they hovered above it. Her tongue licked lightly across Daniella's mouth followed by a kiss. Daniella shivered in anticipation and delight. I kissed my way up until my mouth was close to theirs. Suvarna slid back and I replaced her mouth on Daniella's. She opened her mouth and invited my tongue inside. I accepted her invitation and entered her warm wet mouth so our tongues could slide against each other's. Giorgio had obviously not been this attentive to her lately because she responded hungrily to the intimacy we were showing her. Now I was wondering if there was a word for foreplay in Italian. While our tongues continued their dance together Suvarna began kissing her way down her neck en route to her breast. Half way there she brought her hand up to cup the soft, full mound underneath it. Daniella took in a deep breath. Suvarna's thumb brushed across the pink nipple and I felt her flinch. She was becoming an empty vessel that we could pour love into. She longed for it and would accept all we had to give. Suvarna's mouth reached her breast and her lips replaced her thumb as they puckered and surrounded her nipple. The tip of her tongue flicked the swelling nub. Her hand softly squeezed the ample flesh beneath it to inflate the top and force more of it into her mouth. She sucked hard and licked the nipple with broad laps. Daniella pushed her chest up to offer more of her breast to Suvarna's hungry mouth. I decided she needed to feel this in stereo and slid down until my mouth took its place on her right breast and began to mirror Suvarna's actions. Daniella moaned as her two new lovers nursed her like babies. "Ohhhhh My God that feels incredible. Please don't ever stop what you're doing to me. Now I see the advantages of making love with more than one person." Suvarna removed her mouth and said, "Would you like me to get you another partner to eat your pussy while we keep sucking your tits?" "Suvarna you're incorrigible. Yessss! Do it. Let me have the full treatment." "Prem you keep her entertained and I'll go find somebody." Suvarna left and soon returned with a naked smiling Vitesha. "Vitesha wrap your lips around that magnificent breast while I introduce our new friend to having her pussy licked by a woman." Vitesha got on the bed beside her then leaned over her face and said, "Hello Daniella. Thanks for inviting me to your party. If there's anything special you want me to do just let me know. Meanwhile I'm going to suck you like an all day lollipop." Daniella's only response was a low, coarse, gurgling moan at the thought of what was about to happen to her. Vitesha kissed her then moved down to her breast to resume what Suvarna had begun. Suvarna crawled between Daniella's legs and pushed her calves up to bend them at the knee so she would have unrestricted access to her crotch. Daniella spread her knees as wide as she could to receive the sensual treatment she was about to get. Without removing my mouth from her right breast I turned my body so my legs were stretched out beside Daniella's head. Then I curled my body around so my hips were even with her face. I took her right hand and placed it on my cock. Her fingers wrapped around it and squeezed it gently. "Ummmhhhhh you do like having your cock stroked don't you." I answered her by flexing my shaft. She began to slowly jerk me off. With her perfect tit in my mouth and my cock in her hand it didn't take long until I stiffened completely in her warm grasp. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 19 She stretched her neck then turned her head and I felt her lips glide over the head of my cock as she guided it to her wet mouth. Her tongue licked it like mine was doing to her nipple as we both sucked each other. Her hand continued to slide up and down my shaft and I pushed forward to insert more of it in her mouth. When half my length was inside her I stopped and let her keep sucking and jerking me at a leisurely pace. Her hand slid down to enclose my balls as she added playing with them to her hand's manipulation of me. I concentrated on sucking her breast and left my genitals in her very capable care. I felt her tense and heard her moan around my cock as Suvarna began to explore her pussy. I could only imagine what her talented mouth and tongue were doing but I had seen her do this before and knew that Daniella would definitely enjoy it. I put my left hand on Daniella's neck and felt her pulse. As I suspected, her heart was beating fast as the excitement of all the new experiences was swirling around in her beautiful body. I moved my hand to her head and ran my fingers through her long black hair. Her eyes opened and looked at me. They told me that even with all she was feeling she appreciated that I took the time to have my hand tell her that I loved her. She was perceptive as well as beautiful and was already beginning to surrender. Her eyelids began to flutter and I knew that her orgasm would come soon. Three against one was too much for her to deal with for long. Her hand increased its speed on my cock and her mouth sucked harder signaling me that she wanted me to cum with her and fill her mouth with hot cream. I focused my attention back to my cock in order to comply with her silent request. She had discovered the exact way I liked to be stroked and at the perfect speed. Watching her beautiful mouth enclosing half my length began sending urgent messages to my orgasm control center and I felt the first stirrings of an impending climax. I felt her chest begin rising and falling as she moved her hips in response to Suvarna's tongue on her clit. Her nipple was fully erect and firm in my mouth as I sucked it. Her moans turned to muffled grunts around my cock as we both crossed over the point of no return. Her hips pushed up firmly off the bed causing her mouth to slide back a little on my cock but her hand continued to jerk the shaft determinedly. My cock swelled and she sucked hard as the first spurt of hot cum sprayed across her tongue. Even in the throes of her own orgasm she never stopped milking me for more as I kept on spurting glob after glob of creamy goodness into her mouth. It took a while for both of us to recuperate from our orgasms. We all laid there basking in the afterglow. I finally withdrew my deflating cock from her mouth and her hand released it. I reluctantly removed my mouth from her tit, as did Vitesha who slid up beside Daniella and took her in her arms and held her while she kissed her neck. Her breathing was deep and relaxed. The post-orgasmic flush of her skin made her even more beautiful. Suvarna's head rested on her lower stomach, slowly rising and falling as she breathed. Her hand softly slid along her thigh like she was petting her. Nobody spoke. It was in these silent moments when our love for each other flowed between us and strengthened as each of us added to it before passing it on. Finally Suvarna said, "Daniella, how do you feel?" She softly replied, "I had no idea. I couldn't possibly imagine love could be like this. I can't tell you how grateful I am to you for sharing this with me and showing me how wonderful love can be. Usually after I have sex I'm hyper. I want to get up and go pee or drink water or put on a robe but now all I want to do is lie here silently with you. It feels so peaceful." Vitesha said, "I love seeing that look on your face. I hope I get to see it a lot more." Then she moved forward and kissed her and stuck her tongue in her mouth. "Ummmhhh, you taste like Prem's cum." "Vitesha if Giorgio goes for my little ruse tonight about having a threesome I want you to be the one we have it with. He has a thing for blondes, especially gorgeous ones." "It will be my pleasure Daniella. I'll help you show him a real good time." "I think I should practice what I'm supposed to do to you first." "Ohhh yes, you definitely should. I'll lie down here and you can get started. Try doing to me what it felt like Suvarna was doing to you. I'll let you know if you need to change anything." Vitesha laid back then grabbed a pillow and put it under her hips. "This will make it a little easier on your neck Daniella." She pulled her knees up and spread her legs wide to give her full access to her crotch. Daniella stared at her pussy like she'd never seen one before. "Start by kissing my inner thighs. You can put your hands on my ass cheeks to guide me if you want. I like to feel a woman's ass when I'm eating her. It's soft and warm and it puts my thumbs in the perfect place to pull the lips apart. Daniella started to lie down between her legs but Suvarna told her to get on her knees and tuck them under her so her ass stuck up in the air. "Remember Daniella, Giorgio will be behind you while you're loving Vitesha so you want to give him a good show. Now Prem, you kneel down here behind Daniella." I got into place and spread my knees so my cock was level with her ass. Suvarna knelt behind me and put her chin on my shoulder. "Look at that pretty pink pussy Prem. See how beautifully it's framed by that gorgeous ass and those luscious thighs." It was quite a picture. The puffy outer lips pushed up against her ass cheeks looked delectable. Her labia protruded slightly, still glistening from her recent orgasm and Suvarna's saliva. Daniella had begun kissing Vitesha's thighs just below her lips. Vitesha's hand was on her head guiding her gently. Suvarna's arm reached around me and I felt her fingers wrap around my cock. "I'm going to help you get ready to put this between those pouty lips you're looking at. You just keep staring at her and I'll give you some of what you love. Daniella was too engrossed in what she was doing to deliberately wiggle her ass enticingly but she did it involuntarily. I reached forward and put my hands on her cheeks and spread them apart. Her puckered asshole was clearly visible now and added to the visual stimulation. I put my thumbs on her outer lips to open them and expose her pink labia to my view. My cock was steadily stiffening in Suvarna's hand as she slowly jerked my shaft. Vitesha was giving Daniella directions on what to do to her. "Yessss, that's it baby, suck on my lips. Nibble them gently with your teeth. Oooohhhh yes, yes, just like that. Pull on them. Stretch them with your lips. Unhhhh, Unhhhh, yes. Oh God Daniella that feels so good. Now use your tongue. Slide it up and down my slit from the bottom to the top." I was almost fully erect now so Suvarna slid her other hand between my legs and cradled my balls to squeeze them while she kept on jerking my cock. When she had me completely hard she told me to move forward. When my cockhead touched Daniella's pussy Suvarna rubbed it up and down her slit. I could feel her juice coating it. She rubbed her clit with it then slid it up again until it was pressing against Daniella's puckered asshole. I pushed forward slightly just to put a little pressure on it. Daniella drew in a sharp breath and I felt the cheeks of her ass clinch. "Don't worry Daniella, we're not going there, at least not today." She relaxed her ass cheeks and continued her attentions on Vitesha. Her pussy was getting wetter and Suvarna lowered the tip of my cock to Daniella's vaginal opening. "Ease the head in Prem." I pushed it inside her hot hole. "Now you stay right there and I'll keep jerking you off the way you love to have it done." She was right; having one of the women jerk my cock while the head was inside the vagina of another was fast becoming my favorite way to have sex. The women seemed to enjoy it as much as I did. They loved the satisfaction they derived from making me cum, it thrilled them and empowered them to know they could do that to a man. I think it also made them feel more connected to me because it seemed like play as much as sex. It introduced variety and novelty into the sexual relationship. Since another woman was also involved there was a conspiracy between the two of them to get me to orgasm. It was a win-win-win situation. Especially if they could get me hard again so they could switch places. Suvarna removed her hand from my cock and said, "Push in all the way Prem and hold it there for a minute." When I did it caused Daniella to moan and she pushed back with her ass to take me in deep. "Ohhhh Godddd Prem you feel so good inside me." I reached around her hip and put my hand on her lower stomach and pressed. "You like my hard cock in there don't you? If feels good to be filled with it doesn't it?" "Ohhh Prem yes, yes, you're going to make me cum it feels so good." Suvarna whispered in my ear, "Fuck her Prem." I started stroking her with long slow strokes that bottomed out in her each time. Her cunt was hot and wet with her juice. I increased the speed and soon was slapping against her ass with my hips. Suvarna's hand was still between my legs caressing my balls while I continued to pound into Daniella's slippery channel. "Keep your mouth on Vitesha Daniella. Lick her clit. See if you can get her to cum with you." All three of us were in synch now and headed for a climax. Vitesha's hand was on the back of Daniella's head pulling it into her pussy. "Stick your tongue in my pussy Daniella. Suck my juices out of me. Ohhhhhh I'm going to cum in your mouth baby. Get ready." She threw her head back and moaned loudly as her orgasm began. I could hear Daniella sucking hard on her pussy. I slammed into her and stopped to feel my cock swell and begin to throb. Cum erupted into her and splashed against her cervix. Her vagina went into spasm. Suvarna was squeezing and releasing my balls, milking me like she was squeezing a bag of whipped cream. When she finished extracting every drop of semen from me I eased my cock out of Daniella's cum filled pussy and sat back on my haunches. Her knees moved back as she slowly slid down to lay on her stomach. I could see Vitesha's face with a satisfied smile on it. She moved back and lay on her side. Suvarna leaned over and put her hand on Daniella's neck. "If Giorgio has half as much fun as we just did, you've got nothing to worry about baby. How did you like the taste of Vitesha's pussy?" "Delicious. Sweet and hot like a warm ripe mango. I wish I'd discovered I like it earlier in my life." "Yeah, me too." "I don't know about you ladies but I'm about ready for some breakfast. Anybody want to join me?" We all took a quick shower and put our robes on. We ate some of the pastries we bought when we were shopping yesterday. The others came and went as we were sitting there. Each one coming over to give us a good morning hug and kiss. We really did seem like a family. A happy family. The rest of the day we spent in the pool and the spa. By the time Daniella was ready to return to her villa to prepare for Giorgio's arrival she had been pampered and played with by most of us and loved every minute of it. I really hoped she could persuade Giorgio to have some fun with us for the rest of the trip. Benigno called to confirm tonight's dinner and told us how to get to the restaurant. We got ready and assembled in the living room at seven. It would only take us about fifteen minutes to get there but we left at seven-thirty and arrived a little early. The place was like something out of an old Fellini movie. The restaurant itself was inside a long three-story building but the customers sat at long tables out in the street. Each table could seat about twenty people and there were eight of them lined up with benches for seating instead of chairs. Bare light bulbs on wires were strung across the street over the tables. The servers, men and women, wore long sleeved white shirts with black ties and black vests. They used white linen tablecloths neatly arrayed over their black trousers as aprons. There were no menus; everything available would be listed for you verbally by your server. On the off chance you didn't hear anything you wanted, you could order just about anything if you were patient enough to wait for them to cook it. Pitchers of wine and water sat on the tables. We sat across from one another and took up half a table. When Benigno and his family arrived he rearranged us interspersing his wife, mother and children amongst us. It turned out to be one of the most delightful dinners I'd ever had. We really felt like a family this night. Benigno's family were delightful, especially the bambinos. The waiters were cordial and efficient and the food was excellent. We were there until eleven. All of the tables were full of people enjoying the ambiance and the great food. Typical Italian music played the whole time. About nine o'clock Suvarna's phone chimed for a text message: All went better than expected. Giorgio is willing to try 3-some. Tell Vitesha to come at eleven tomorrow. Wear something sexy. Daniella She showed it to me and I handed the phone to Vitesha. "Oh goody. I can't wait." Benigno tried to pay for dinner but Suvarna told him if he wouldn't let her have the bill she wouldn't let him manage her villa anymore. Neither of them believed it but he relented and allowed her to have the check. On the drive home I wondered why there were no places like this in the states. I guess in some cities where there is an Italian section they do this but why aren't these places everywhere? When we got back to the villa it was a little late for a meditation so we all just split up for bed. I would be with Angelika and Mitra. Angelika gave me a great blowjob to get me stiff then sat herself down on my cock because it was her favorite position. Mitra straddled my chest and moved up until her pussy was on my mouth. I feasted on her delicious twat until Angelika's talented pussy extracted the cum I had managed to regenerate since this morning. I got to sleep in the middle, right there between four of the most fabulous breasts in the world. When I awoke, Mitra and I had our arms around each other. Even in the night while sleeping our bodies wanted to be close and share our warmth and intimacy. I shuddered to think that if I had not said yes to Anne's insane request I would never have met the great love of my life. Even though we loved on a very high plane as long as we had bodies we would want to share them with each other as a way to celebrate that love. If we were to part when Suvarna dies it wouldn't matter. Our love would still exist just as her love for her guru still exists and my love for Sandy still exists. Love like this cannot be diminished because you are physically separated. I kissed her and felt love rush into me from every part of us that touched. Even with her eyes closed and still half asleep she knew my touch. No one had ever known me like she did. We would know each other for as long as time lasts. I felt Angelika stir behind me. She turned herself around and I felt her lips on my ass kissing me. "Raise your leg Prem." I lifted my leg and she laid her head on my thigh. I could feel her breath on my balls. "Prem I'm going to see if I can make you cum this morning just by sucking on your balls." Her tongue licked one of them before she puckered her lips and gently drew it between them. I bent my knee and put my foot on her upturned shoulder so she could have complete access to my scrotum. She started slow with teasing licks, sucks and kisses that felt fabulous on my hairless balls. It didn't take long before my cock stiffened in reaction to what she was doing with her warm talented mouth. When Mitra felt my hardening cock press against her lower stomach she raised her leg up almost straight in the air and reached down with her hand to place my cock on her upper thigh snuggled against her bald pussy. She then lowered her leg trapping her prisoner in the hollow between her thighs. "When Angelika succeeds in making you cum, you'll have a nice warm spot to receive it. In the meantime, keep kissing me and remember how much I love you." "That's the one thing I will never forget." I moved my right hand to her breast and started caressing it as our lips melted together again. The sensations began pouring into my brain. Angelika's mouth alternately captured each of my testicles so she could molest it with her tongue. Closing her lips around an oval orb she would pull her mouth back to stretch the thin wrinkled skin that enclosed it so she could lick it with the flat of her tongue then ever so gently threaten to bite it as her teeth scraped over it when she pulled back to let it escape. I could feel Mitra's pussy getting warmer against my cock. She would squeeze her thighs together and my cock throbbed in response. Her slit was becoming wetter, her juice leaking on top of my shaft. She moved her lips from my mouth to my ear and whispered, "Take your time my love. Let her take you closer while you relax and enjoy being loved by us. There's nothing else we need to do but love." "Angelika was relentless, finding new ways to caress, massage and tickle my balls with her tongue and mouth. They were both covered in her saliva now. Then I felt her open wide and suck both of them into her hot mouth. There was no avoiding her tongue now with my entire scrotum in close proximity to it. Her pink appendage slid all over and around my balls with her mouth applying suction so she could pull them away from where they were attached and stretch them. How she could do these incredibly pleasurable things without causing me any discomfort was a mystery. When she ran her tongue up and down the middle to separate them she hit my orgasm switch and started a countdown. I don't know how but as soon as I felt like my climax was approaching both of them did too. Angelika began doing something with her mouth that seemed like she was chewing on my balls but it felt fabulous. My cock increased its throbbing and Mitra whispered to me again, "Oooohhhh yessss baby cum for us. Spray your hot cream all over my pussy and know that all the while you're doing it Angelika will be pressing those full balls to make you keep cumming until we have every drop that's in them." As soon as she finished that sentence the first spurt rushed through my cock and splashed out onto her slit and thighs. "Yessss baby do it. Cum on me. Keep cumming on me until I feel it running down my legs. Cover me in your pearly goo." I was helpless to do anything else. My balls tried to retract but Angelika denied them refuge from her tongue by imprisoning them with her lips. Each time they tried to pull away she would suck them back down again and another big glob of cum would squirt all over Mitra's crotch. I lost count of how many times her mouth convinced my balls to trigger another ejaculation and wondered if I would ever stop. She finally released her delicate prisoners and the pulsing subsided into a slow seepage of the last remaining semen in my system. I pulled my cock back from Mitra's love tunnel and immediately felt it get sucked into Angelika's mouth. She cleaned it and made sure that there was no more cum left in it. Then she pushed my leg away and I rolled onto my back. Angelika lifted Mitra's leg up to expose her crotch. Cum seemed to be everywhere as she began to scoop it up with her fingers and put it in her mouth. She extended the next glob that covered her fingers up to Mitra who sucked and licked them clean. They didn't stop until every drop had been removed. "Well, that little experiment was a huge success. I'm going to want you to do that again. Often." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 19 "I was hoping you would like it. I'll have to do it to Jean and David and see what they think about it." "I hope you teach it to all the other women too. It's good to know there's another way to cum without having my cock stimulated. Next time we do it I'd like to try it where I tea bag you and see if you can make me cum all over your tits." "If you're ready now I'm game." "It will take me the rest of the day to replenish my semen reserves but maybe tonight." We took a shower then went to the kitchen for breakfast. Vitesha was there, having a nice fruit salad and some espresso that David had made. I leaned over and kissed her cheek. "Good morning sweetie. Are you excited about your date today?" "Yes I am. I like Daniella and I hope Giorgio likes what's going to happen to him today. She would be disappointed if he doesn't want to come up here and meet the rest of us." "One thing I'm sure of, he won't be disappointed in you. If he can turn down the chance to spend some more time playing with your sexy body then we're better off without him." "Daniella's text said to wear something sexy. I'm trying to decide what to put on for this ménage a trois." "You've got the perfect outfit. Wear the costume you wore when you danced in the club in Lyon." "Of course, the schoolgirl outfit. That should get his attention. Thanks for suggesting it, it's perfect." We decided to hang out in the spa and the pool until after noon and then drive to another little town on the lake not far away to have lunch. I was in the pool on the air mattress with Janelle and Alysse when Vitesha came out wearing her schoolgirl outfit and told us she was going to walk down to the other villa. She did a little twirl to show us the little white cotton thong then asked how she looked. "Good enough to eat." I told her. Watching her walk away toward the front gate made me worry that if any other men saw her walking in that costume she might not make it to the villa. Then I remembered how well she could take care of herself. About twelve thirty I heard voices coming from the front of the villa. A moment later Vitesha reappeared with Daniella and Giorgio. Vitesha had on her schoolgirl costume and they had on plush terry cloth bathrobes. Vitesha took them to Suvarna and introduced Giorgio to her then left to go change into something more comfortable...like nothing. Suvarna took Giorgio and Daniella around introducing him to everybody in the pool then took them into the spa. "Are you all nudists?" Giorgio asked. "We don't belong to any formal group. We just like being naked as often as we can. We practice a form of yoga called Tantra and it's all about reaching higher states of consciousness through sex. Being naked facilitates that." "In that case we should join you." Giorgio removed his robe and Daniella then took hers off. "Oh good, I see you came prepared. Doesn't that feel much better?" "Yes it does. Daniella and I spend most of our time at the villa naked. I think it's very healthy." "With a wife that looks like yours I can see why you would think that." "Daniella has told me a little about you Anne and I want to say I was very sorry to hear of your condition. It makes me sad to know that such a lovely woman as you has to die so young." "Please don't be sad Giorgio, I've learned that death is inevitable and can come at any time to anybody. That's why we are travelling together with people that have met us and want to learn more about how to love and live while they are alive. If I hadn't done this I would still be at home in New York sitting around depressed, probably drinking too much and feeling sorry for myself. Because of Carl and Julia I've lived more in the past two months than I have in the first thirty-one years." "That is truly remarkable Anne. When Daniella told me she had met the owner of this beautiful villa I was intrigued and excited at the prospect of meeting you. Then when she proposed having sex with a woman she had met here I was shocked. Italian women are not known for their open mindedness when it comes to sex and their husbands. I knew there must be something very unusual here to get her enthusiastic about it." "Giorgio I have discovered that getting over this 'one and only' attitude regarding sex is the key to learning what real love is all about. The more people I meet and that want to be part of our tour, the more I learn about love and the more love I feel. It may seem unrealistic to you but I love everybody here equally and it makes me truly happy. I believe Daniella has had a glimpse of this and believes she is capable of loving this way. Don't be afraid to let her try it. It will not threaten your love for each other. Quite the contrary, it will strengthen it and enhance it. Carl and I love each other more every day. Just ask anybody here." "I don't have to ask Anne, I know what love looks like on a woman's face and I see it all over yours. What Daniella and I did today with Melissa was the most fun we've had doing something together for years. I saw the joy on Daniella's face. If being around you for only one day can make her feel like that then I want both of us to have the chance to experience this. I appreciate what she did for me by bringing somebody as beautiful as Melissa to me to make love. It showed a great deal of trust in me and in her. I love her for doing it. She was very brave." "Yes, it does take courage to break away from convention and find your own way through life but it is ultimately the only way you can live an authentic life. Now you will have an opportunity to be with people who will help you and love you so you can see for yourself what you are capable of being. Since you had so much fun with Melissa, how would you like to have a massage? We have two tables in the spa and we all enjoy giving them. Afterward, we were planning to drive to Torri del Benaco for lunch." "That sounds like fun Anne but instead of driving it would be more interesting to take the ferry. Then we could eat and walk around a little to see the town. It's very lovely." Our newest guests were treated to sensual massages for about forty-five minutes. Alysse and Genevieve worked on Giorgio and David and Jean took care of Daniella. When they were finished Giorgio said he knew he was going to like being with us. He and Daniella went back to their villa to get dressed and we picked them up in the van a little later. We drove in to town and parked the van and got on the ferry that took you straight across the lake to the little town where we had another fabulous lunch and walked around for a while. Giorgio was an excellent tour guide. It was close to seven when we got back to Toscolano Maderno so we had a light supper and some wine before returning to the villa for the evening meditation. It had been a wonderful day and having Giorgio and Daniella with us felt good and right. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 20 Meditation this evening was circulating the light. Not the easiest one to begin with for newcomers but still enjoyable even if you didn't succeed in actually doing it. We were back in balance now, four men and eight women. This way each man got two women. It made meditations and sleeping arrangements much more manageable. We began by getting with our partners. Giorgio got Mitra and Suvarna because they could both actually do this meditation and they had been doing this longer than any of the women. I was with Janelle and Alysse. Jean was with Angelika and Vitesha. That left Daniella and Genevieve with David. Mitra told us, "This meditation is done with a man and woman facing each other sitting down. The woman sits on the man's lap with his cock inside her. The woman wraps her legs around the man and the man crosses his legs if he can, if he can't just raise your knees a little. The man may have to lean back to allow the woman to get in place. The other woman can get behind him to help raise him up so he's sitting." "Obviously the man needs to have an erection and the woman should be lubricated enough to receive him. You can use some of the massage oil to accomplish both of those tasks. I'll walk around to assist and let Suvarna begin with Giorgio." When we had all managed to get into position Mitra said, "OK we can begin. The two active participants need to stare into each other's eyes. Keep your chests close but not touching and sit up straight. The women should not try to fuck the men but you can move very slowly and use your internal muscles to help keep the man erect. Don't try to have an orgasm. "Try to convey as much love as possible to your partner. You can kiss but don't close your eyes. Keep looking at each other. Watch for your arousal building up and try to move it up in your body. Allow whatever you feel in your genitals to have a pathway upwards to your heart. We are trying to transform sexual energy into love." "The women who are not active can sit behind the male partner and help him in any way they can. Talk to him if you want to. Let him know that you love him. Kiss his neck or rub his lower stomach. Play with him." "If you feel like you are falling pull your partner close to you and let your chests touch. If the energy has risen sufficiently it will begin to circulate. If you have never experienced this before it will be intense and you may be overwhelmed. Don't worry, let it happen." I began with Janelle as my partner and we knew each other well enough by now to trust each other completely so I hoped we'd be able to do this. I could do it easily with Mitra and often with Suvarna but I don't think Janelle had ever experienced it but I knew by now she was close to being able to. She and Alysse had me lie on my back so they could both start rubbing my cock with massage oil. It didn't take them very long to get me hard. I sat up in lotus position and Janelle mounted me. She slid all the way down me until I was buried in her warm, tight vagina. She was smiling that happy loving smile of hers. Looking into her eyes was a pleasure. Everything I saw was so genuine. I could feel her vagina making rippling motions around my cock. She was barely moving her pelvis so this must have been her internal muscles doing it. I felt Alysse behind me as her legs slid around my hips and her pussy touched my butt. She started kissing my neck. Her arms went around me with her hands on my stomach. Alysse started whispering in my ear. "Don't look at her like she's your teenage sex toy. Look at her like you love her. Look at her like you look at Mitra." What an incredibly insightful thing to say. She was right of course, I was letting my preconceived image of her block my vision. I needed to look at her as she was tonight in this moment. I cleared my mind and quit looking at her even though I never took my eyes off her. I changed from looking to seeing. My eyes softened and I began to see the beautiful being that she was. Her eyes changed too. The playfulness disappeared and more love than I had ever seen in her before came shining through. I knew she loved me. We had told each other countless times but she had been concealing just how much she loved me. I had been reluctant to give her all my love because of the age difference. I didn't want her to be hurt when she had to return to France to go back to school. I had already moved there in my perception and it prevented me from being totally with her. We both stopped holding it back and let it flow. We finally allowed our love to meet without any restriction. "Forgive me Janelle, I should have known." "Oh Prem, I love you so much. I know you now. I told you we would always be connected." Her eyes filled with tears and overflowed down her cheeks. I pulled her to me and hugged her against my chest and kissed her like I had never kissed her before. I could actually taste her complete surrender. Immediately the light flowed into my chest and began to circulate. Our minds stopped and for the next thirty minutes we were one. There was no thought, no right, no wrong, no resistance, no separation. There was only Tathata, Suchness, the essence of the Buddha. The only thing I was aware of was breathing and the incredible things her magical vagina did to my cock. Alysse softly brought us back. "Prem, it's time now." I heard her voice from far away and opened my eyes. "I've been with both of you the whole time. I've never felt anything so wonderful before." I pulled gently back from Janelle. Her body was so soft. She was completely relaxed without a trace of tension. She opened her eyes and straightened her back. She uncrossed her legs and moved them so her feet were on the ground then stood up, freeing my stiff cock from her pussy. Her smile now was radiant and serene. She looked at Alysse and said, "Your turn." Alysse wasted no time straddling me and squatting down until her pussy was just touching my cock. She moved the head to her opening and impaled herself on me. Her legs wrapped around me and crossed behind me. The look in her eyes told me she was ready. We sat motionless staring into each other's eyes until I felt the falling sensation. "Take me there Prem. I'll go anywhere with you." The light didn't rush into me this time. When her breasts touched my chest I felt it as a warm glow that slowly brightened until it had enough energy to move down and begin to circulate. I saw in her eyes what a pure and gentle soul she was. She didn't need to surrender; she was totally receptive and clear. The light took on her character, warm and soft and delicate; exquisitely feminine. This time not only thought stopped but feelings too. I bowed my head to rest it on her shoulder as I held her snugly in my arms. I breathed in deeply and her unique fragrance pervaded my senses. The next thing I remember was Janelle bringing us back. This was the first time I had done this with two different people so close together. It was a little difficult to reintegrate back into a single consciousness. Both of these women had surprised me by how far they had come in meditating. Even more surprising was the depth of their love for me. A veritable child and an emotionally crippled widow were now radiating love on a level few reach in a lifetime. After we did Suvarna's visualization I took both their hands and without needing to say a word it was understood that we would sleep together and continue to share ourselves in love. A bedroom was not large enough for us. We needed to sleep beneath the stars. We grabbed some sheets and pillows then went out by the pool and decided to sleep on the big air mattress. But we had more to do before we slept and promises that must be kept. Our lovemaking was a continuation of the meditation, a sensory overload of intimacy, tenderness, love and devotion. Our bodies performed a ballet of sexual acts in which all of us knew what the others needed and wanted. We touched and kissed, joined and separated, licked and sucked for over two hours and never spoke a word. It was a love poem rendered in flesh. I had never felt such a closeness to anybody before. Even to say that we were close is not correct. We were one. We did not distinguish one from another. Nothing was done from our minds, every movement was directed from love and feeling. There was no goal, no purpose except to share our joy. Our senses were heightened and every touch, taste and smell was magnified and spread throughout our bodies. Orgasms came and went scarcely noticed since we stayed in an orgasmic state the entire time. I can't even remember when we stopped. We seemed to just slow down until sleep finally overcame us. When I awoke I felt spectacular. I had slept better than I ever had in my life. As soon as I opened my eyes I saw Janelle's angelic face inches from my own, sleeping peacefully. Her arm was lying over me; her warm body snuggled next to mine. Alysse was on my other side doing the same thing. It felt like I had awakened in heaven. The sun must have just risen since there was light but you couldn't see the sun in the sky yet. I rolled over on my side to face Janelle and put my arm over her. She pressed close to me without waking up. I kissed her and still asleep, she kissed me back and her arm moved on my back. Her hand moved down between us and found my cock. It was already hard as her fingers wrapped around it and she moaned softly into my mouth. Her eyes opened and she pulled her head back. "What a nice way to be woken up. I see you're ready to pick up where we left off." "After what happened last night I'm ready to stay here for the rest of the day. It's going to take me a while before I'm ready to stop making love to you." I slid my hand down to her ass and caressed it. She moved down until her head was in front of my cock. Her mouth slid over the head as her hand began to stroke my shaft. I let her suck me and jerk my rigid cock for several minutes as I wallowed in the pleasure she was giving me. My hips began to move involuntarily to push more of my cock into her warm wet mouth with each stroke of her young skilled hand. I felt a kiss on my neck and Alysse whispered in my ear, "Good morning my love. I see you're being well taken care of already. Would you like me to put something in your mouth while Janelle works her magic on your cock?" "I can't think of anything I'd like better for breakfast than your sweet pussy Alysse." I rolled slowly onto my back so Janelle could move with me without disturbing what she was doing. With her mouth still on my cock she crawled between my legs and lay on her stomach. Alysse straddled my head facing my feet and spread her legs until her bald twat made contact with my mouth. "Lick me Prem. Use that wonderful tongue and lick my slit from my clit to my ass while I watch Janelle play with your cock." Janelle began to do the same thing to my rigid cock. Licking the underside from the base to the tip while her hand kept it pointing straight up. When her mouth reached the tip she licked and kissed the head and drooled saliva onto it. She was deliberately making a show of this for Alysse who was obviously enjoying it because she began to undulate her hips so her slit slid along my tongue as I licked it. When her vagina was directly over my mouth she paused so I could insert my tongue into her and suck her juice. Then she would slide back until her clit was on my lips so I could suck on it for a while. I moved my hands to her ass so I could squeeze and caress it and pull her cheeks apart. I walked a fine line between focusing on licking her and feeling the fabulous sensations of what Janelle was doing to me. We kept this up for at least ten minutes until Janelle said, "Alysse I'm sure your pussy is wet enough by now. Move down here and lay Prem's cock on his stomach so you can slide your juicy slit all along it. While you're doing that, I'm going to suck his balls." I gave her ass a last squeeze as she slowly scooted down my body to place her pussy on top of my cock. I felt the warm wetness of her slit along the length of my shaft. Her hands replaced mine on her ass cheeks and pulled them apart so I could see her crotch on top of my cock. She started slowly sliding her slit from the tip down to the bottom. The next thing I felt was Janelle's fingers cradling my balls followed by her wet tongue licking first one then the other. After a few minutes of both of them pleasuring my genitals Alysse said, "Excusez-moi mon amour. I seem to have gotten your hard cock all wet and shiny. Perhaps I should wipe it for you mon cheri." She slid back until the tip was barely touching her lips and reached down with her hand to encircle my shaft. "Ummmhhhhh, it's wetter than I thought, I may need to wipe it quite a bit." Her hand began to stroke me. It was obvious that she wanted to jerk me off while Janelle sucked on my balls. She inched forward and directed the tip to her clit, pulling back her hood with the fingers of her other hand. "Prem your cock is leaking. You don't mind if I wipe the tip on my clit do you?" My cock flexed in her hand and got even harder. "I'll take that as a yes mon amour. I didn't think you would object if I try to put my little pink nub in your pee hole." My cock flexed again. She was smearing my precum all over her clit as her hand continued to slide half way down my shaft and back again. Her breathing changed to a faster, deeper cadence and she began to whimper. She stopped stroking me and just continued to rub my cock on her clit. Her hips were moving slightly as she pushed her pussy toward me. "Oh Prem, you've shown me how to play. I never did this before not even with Michelle. You've taught me how to enjoy my body and how to have fun with yours. I feel happy and alive and in love. Oh God Prem, I love you so much. Janelle suck his balls ma cheri; make him cum. I want to feel his hot cream spray all over my clit so I can cum with him." Janelle knew she had a direct connection to my orgasm center and her masterful sense of timing could trigger it at exactly the right second to comply with Alysse's request. She sucked both my balls into her mouth and used her tongue to drive them crazy. Alysse still had her hand around my shaft and felt me swell in preparation to cum. "Ohhhh Yessss mon amour. Now my sweet love, give me your hot cream. Let Janelle coax out every drop all over my clit." Janelle's finger penetrated my asshole and went straight to my prostate to urge the swollen gland to get started. The first glob of hot semen began flowing through my shaft. Alysse felt it rushing up the length of my cock. "OHHHHH GODDD YESSSS Prem cum for me my love. Cover my pussy in your cream." She continued to hold the tip of my cock against her clit as each successive discharge spurted against it and splattered all over her crotch. Her legs began to tremble and her head tilted back as she wailed, "OHHHH Mon Dieu, Mon Dieu!" Watching her cum as my cock continued erupting on her was an exhilarating sight. Her back was straight and her hair hung down almost to her ass because of her head being laid back as she howled like a she-wolf to express the intensity of her orgasm. There is nothing more beautiful than a woman consumed by sexual bliss. Watching her only intensified my own powerful orgasm and increased the effects of what Janelle was doing to make me expend every drop of cum in my body. Goddamn, what a way to start the day! The orgasm didn't end until Janelle was satisfied that she had extracted every last bit of cum from me. Her mouth released my balls and she withdrew her finger from my ass. Alysse was still having aftershocks and I felt her jerk as they hit her. She put her hands back on either side of me and laid back with her feet planted beside my hips and her wide open crotch exposed to Janelle's view. "Prem, you've outdone yourself this morning. I've never seen that much cum in one place before. Her pussy's covered in it. I guess I'm going to have to get busy and clean her up." I couldn't see too well from my vantage point but I heard Janelle begin to make slurping sounds as she commenced licking my cum off Alysse's crotch. She paused to smack her lips and tell us how delicious it was. By the time she had finished, Alysse was almost ready to have another orgasm. I suspect Janelle licked some places twice. We got up and headed for the bathroom where I finally got to take a leak, and then we got in the tub to continue our morning play session. I suppose you could eventually get tired of being bathed and pampered by two beautiful women but I knew I was a long way away from that. No matter how many times I did this or whom I did it with I loved every minute of it. It just seems to inspire tenderness and intimacy. All my senses were heightened as I touched, kissed, licked and smelled the bodies of my lovers. I was like a baby again being washed in the sink by my mother. Instead of a rubber ducky I had four breasts to fondle and suck on. We stayed in the bath for almost an hour until we decided we were hungry. We got out, put on robes and headed for the kitchen. We found most of the others there and got something to eat. Suvarna told me, "Prem today's Thursday which gives us three more days to be here. Giorgio has made us aware that Venice is only about two hours away from here and suggested that it would be worthwhile to try and include it in our trip even though I don't own any property near there." "I find that hard to believe Suvarna. How could your father have made such an egregious oversight?" "I'm going to ignore that remark. What do you think about leaving here this afternoon and going to Venice? We can spend Thursday, Friday and Saturday night there and leave for Florence on Sunday. As pretty as this place is, we have seen it and Venice is a must see place if you're this close." "My darling Suvarna if you want to see Venice then you will see it. Your happiness is my only priority." "By the way, Giorgio and Daniella have decided they want to join us for the remainder of the trip. They will drive their car back to Milan today and take the train to Venice and meet us at the hotel. Giorgio knows the manager at the Aman Canal Grande Hotel and will call to book the two best suites they have." "That sounds like fun to me. Let's do it. What time will we need to leave?" "Let's plan on three o'clock. That will give us time to get there while it's still light and then we can bathe and dress for dinner. It's almost ten now so we can spend some more time playing in the pool and spa today." I was lying on the big air mattress in the pool when Genevieve came swimming up to me. "Want some company Prem?" "I'll always want your company Genevieve. Come on up." "Can you rub some sunscreen on me please?" I had a bottle on the mattress and grabbed it to pour some on her back. I rubbed it in and continued down to her pretty ass. "I haven't had a chance to be with you much lately, what's been going on with you?" "Something very exciting has happened Prem. I was talking to Daniella and of course she mentioned how much I look like Audrey Hepburn and then asked if I had ever thought about being a model. I told her about what I had been doing and how I had gotten involved with the group in Paris and how that had led to going to Lyon for the party. Then I told her how you and Suvarna had rescued me and allowed me to come on your trip." "Prem she told me that what happened to me happens to a lot of models and said if I really wanted to continue being a model I could come stay with her and Giorgio and she would introduce me to a very reputable modeling agent and get me started in haute couture in Milan. She said I shouldn't have any problem getting work there." "That's fabulous Genevieve. Is that what you want to do?" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 20 "Yes it is. I like her a lot and Giorgio seems like a very nice man. I haven't had sex with him yet but he looked at me like he liked what he saw while we were talking." "Genevieve, I would be very surprised if any man could talk to you in the nude and not like what he saw. You're gorgeous sweetie. And loving too. I really hope this works out for you. If it doesn't, you can always call me and you can come try modeling in New York." "Thank you Prem. I don't ever want to lose touch with you no matter what I do. You're the nicest man I've ever met and I love you." "I love you too Genevieve. I won't let anybody ever mistreat you. If they do, you just let me know. Now turn over so I can put sunscreen on your front and play with that beautiful body of yours." By the time I finished rubbing sunscreen on her tits and down her stomach to her legs I was already half hard. After doing her legs and her pussy I was completely rigid. She wrapped her hand around my shaft and said, "Since I gave this to you I get to say what you can do with it." "I suppose you have something in mind already." "I'm going to turn on my side and you're going to get behind me. Then you're going to put this in my pussy and make love to me while we snuggle and you massage my tits." "God I love the way you think Genevieve. But before we start you have to promise me something." "Anything Prem." "You have to sit beside me on the ride to Venice today and give me one of those incredible hand jobs you're so good at." "You've got a deal Prem. Now let's get started." She turned on her right side and I lay behind her with my right arm under her. I used my left hand to lift her left leg up and she reached behind her and grabbed my cock to guide it to her hole. Between the sunscreen and her own juice she was already wet. When she put the head on the entrance to her vagina I pushed forward and slipped completely inside her. She moaned as her tight, pink channel stretched to accommodate my rigid cock. She lowered her leg to seal me in her fleshy cocoon and I moved my left arm over her so I could fondle her left tit. I lay still so I could savor the feeling. Her warm body pressed against mine, her glistening skin shining in the warm sunshine, looking out over the edgeless pool at the lake and the beautiful Italian countryside beyond, my cock buried in her young juicy pussy; I'm sure you've heard the expression 'it just doesn't get any better than this'. Well take my word for it, it doesn't. If you've never done this I suggest you stop reading right now and go put this on your bucket list. While I was basking in the glow of my good fortune like a pig in the sunshine, she started moving her hips slowly forward and backward. It wasn't enough to say we were fucking but it was enough to give you the idea. My hands covered her breasts and began to gently massage them. I kissed the back of her neck and her ear, whispering, "Use your fingers to softly rub your clit." Her left hand moved to her mound to follow my direction. We lay like this for some time letting our arousal build up slowly. Every so often she would shiver like an electric current ran through her. Her vagina would squeeze my cock and she would sigh softly. I rubbed her nipples between my thumb and finger and felt them stiffen and enlarge. I stretched my legs out straight and hers followed mine. This tightened her ass cheeks and I felt them on my cock as I started to move in and out of her pussy a little quicker now. I pulled out until only the tip was left inside her then pushed back in as far as I could go. She squeezed me every time I bottomed out in her and moved her fingers from her clit back along her lips to touch the base of my cock and feel it completely filling her young cunt. "Genevieve you are so fucking delicious lying here in my arms. There's no place in this world I'd rather be than here with you now. I love you Genevieve." "Oh Prem your love makes me feel so secure and protected and safe. You have no idea what that means to me. Nobody has ever loved me like that. It's just incredible. I'll never sop loving you." We continued our slow sexual dance in the loving silence that surrounded us like a bubble. Each of us knew what the other was feeling as we got closer and closer to the edge. Almost without warning my cock swelled and my orgasm began. When the first stream of cum spurted deep inside her she joined me and her vagina began to throb around my cock milking out one gush after another of my hot cream. The closeness we felt was indescribable. I stayed inside her until my cock deflated completely then slid it out of her and rolled onto my back. She turned around and climbed on top of me so she could kiss me. The kisses were full of love that went deep into my heart. I put my hands on her ass and caressed it. "Oh Genevieve you are one wonderful woman. I will always keep you in my heart." "You've made me wonderful Prem. You've shown me how to love in ways I could not have imagined. You've shown me how to genuinely care for someone and make them feel loved. You've taught me how to share my heart without giving it away so I won't get hurt. You and Mitra and Suvarna are the most beautiful people I've ever known. My life will never be the same because of you. How tragically ironic that I have learned how to live from someone who is dying." "We are all dying Genevieve. Suvarna just has a better idea of when it will be." I rolled us off the mattress into the water. When we came back to the surface we both swam to the shallow end so we could walk out to go to the spa. We got into the bathing pool and washed each other. Vitesha walked over and got in with us. "What have you two been up to?" "Oh you know, just another day in paradise." "I was thinking about that myself. My life is completely different since you came into it Prem. I've done things and learned things I never would have if it weren't for you." "Vitesha do you consider your life to be better since you met me or worse?" "How can you ask that Prem? Everybody considers being here better or they wouldn't be here. Ever since we started this trip we've all helped to make the lives of the people we've met better. Madeline and the twins, the Mercier's, Alysse, Genevieve, David, the three girls we found in the van, Hans and Heidi, even their sister who we never met." "Maybe I'm just having a momentary lapse of thinking about right and wrong, benefit and harm. I never envisioned anything like this happening. There are twelve of us now and who knows how many more before we're finished. What's going to happen to everybody when it ends?" "Prem I'm surprised that you of all people would be having doubts about what we're doing. The one thing I'm sure of is that you have always acted out of love in whatever you've done. That's why we all love you. Instead of wondering about what will happen when Suvarna dies and this is all over, ask yourself what would have happened to everybody if we had never come into their lives. You've enriched everybody's life and with Mitra's guidance you've helped us all learn how to do that too. You're not responsible for all these people for the rest of their lives. You've given them the gift of a rare opportunity. What they do with it after the trip ends is their choice, just as being here with us is their choice." "You're right. I can't predict the future and even if I could what right would I have to impose my insight on others? But there is one person who didn't have a choice...Sandy." "That's not exactly true Prem. Didn't you explain all of this to her and tell her that if she didn't want you to do it all she had to do was say no? Didn't she trust in your love and feel compassion for Suvarna enough to let you love her and do it without restrictions? Haven't you and Suvarna provided for her and sent her gifts and told her that you love her ever since this began? I won't even ask you if you still love her. I know the answer to that. Prem, are you worried about what will happen to you and Sandy when this is over? Is that what's bothering you?" "Vitesha I've never believed worrying contributed anything to a situation but I am concerned about what she would think of what we're doing on this trip and that she might think we had this whole thing planned from the start and we've been deceiving her about everything." "You're doing her a disservice thinking like that Prem. I know people can get some strange ideas in their head but nobody could have possibly planned everything that has happened on this trip. Your ideas and feelings about love have changed since you started this. Maybe Sandy will not be able to understand love the way we've all come to know it but don't underestimate her Prem. Give her some credit for loving you. After all, it was she who taught you how to love in the first place. Do you really believe she would think you were the kind of person who would deceive her to the extent of tricking her into having some other woman's baby? For God's sake Prem even Anne at her worst couldn't have been that evil." "I'm sorry Vitesha, I didn't mean to bum out this beautiful day with doubts about the future. I just don't want to hurt Sandy, that's all." "That's the first thing you've said that makes sense since this whole conversation started. You can quit worrying about that Prem. I know you and love you enough to know that unless somebody was threating you or her with bodily harm, you're incapable of hurting anybody. You are the most non-violent person since Gandhi. And you're probably the most loving person since Jesus. So don't even think about that. I know that you have come to realize what we all have realized. If anybody gets hurt because of love, it's their fault for not loving the way they could have. Making yourself a victim because somebody you love doesn't do everything exactly the way you want them to or does something you've decided is wrong is a sign of immaturity and an underdeveloped spirituality. You're missing her aren't you?" "Yes, that's part of it. And part of it is feeling a little guilty about living in this constant party while she's back there raising our children and pregnant with my little bastard." "Prem stop it. What's gotten into you? You know when Suvarna dies you're going to take all this love you're getting and give it all to her regardless of how she feels about what you've done. You're going to take all the money you'll have and do everything you can to make her and your kids, all of them, as happy and healthy as it's possible to be. As much as I hate to admit it, I also know if she can't get happy with having an open sexual arrangement with you then that will be the end of that for you and me. But it doesn't mean I 'll ever stop loving you and it doesn't mean we can't keep trying to persuade her to see the advantages of loving more than one person." "Maybe I need to talk to Mitra about this." "That's not a bad idea Prem but remember you began a journey when she initiated you as a disciple. This trip is part of that journey but it is by no means the only part. This trip will end, your journey won't. Nobody and no thing has the right to impede that journey. You can't turn back now and if Sandy has a problem with that, if she can't realign herself with who you are now, you may have to make a very difficult choice. I believe she loves you enough to try and see you as you are now and support your journey; even realize where she is on her own journey and learn from you. But if she's not ready for that and wants you to be the same old Carl then it may be that you've outgrown her and this is where your paths diverge." "I really hope it doesn't come to that but I have to be prepared for that eventuality. It's funny but everything that has happened so far has made me love her more. I hope she can see that I've grown from loving Suvarna and learned more about love. I really believe it's impossible to learn everything about love from only one person. This entire trip has been a constant confirmation of that. I've learned from all of you. As for our paths diverging, wouldn't it be ironic if Sandy cannot accept who I am now and chooses to separate from me, leaving me with all of Anne's money and nobody to love." She slapped me! Not hard enough to hurt but enough to get my attention. "What was that for?" "Mitra said Zen masters do that to their disciples when they are being particularly stupid. Prem don't be ridiculous. If she were crazy enough to leave you, what would she do with Victoria? Legally she may be the child's guardian but in every other way Victoria would be a constant reminder of you and Suvarna. You of course would see to it that they never wanted for anything but she'd know that she would be depriving Victoria of the one thing her mother wanted for her more than anything, the love that only you could supply her with. I can't believe she would be that selfish and stupid. As far as not having anybody to love, open your eyes, look around, you're surrounded by people that would jump at the chance to be with you. Actually, you don't need to look any further than me." "All of us have learned from each other Prem. When this trip ends and we all go our separate ways, even if we never see each other again, we will all know in our hearts that what we have done has been worthwhile. Nobody will ever make me believe that what you've done for Suvarna was just an excuse to run around the world having as much sex as you can with anybody you could find while a dying woman pays the bills. If that is the only thing somebody can see about us then they are blind and do not know right from wrong or benefit from harm." I hugged her and told her, "Vitesha this is why I love you so much. You're getting as good at this as Mitra. Thank you my love, for everything." It was getting close to the time we were to leave for Venice so we began the process of packing up and loading the van. Giorgio and Daniella went back to their villa to pack for the rest of the trip and take their car back to their place in Milan. At three o'clock we were ready and pulled onto the little road that led down the hill after locking the gates. We stopped at Benigno's office to drop off the keys. He was a little disappointed that we were leaving early but he understood our wanting to visit Venice. He thanked Suvarna profusely for allowing him to take care of the villa for all these years and she told him she was very happy with the way he had maintained it. She reminded him that Alysse would be taking over as her personal property manager and all future correspondence should be directed to her. He wrote down all the contact information then we said farewell. He seemed like a very nice man with a lovely family. There was some road construction along the way but Genevieve's hands lovingly caressing my balls and stroking my cock made the trip go by quickly. She didn't even slow down after she made me cum but used the hot cream as a lubricant to keep jerking me off until I covered her delicate fingers with semen again. We got to Venice at five-thirty. The hotel was on the Grand Canal and was very luxurious. They had our suites ready and had opened the large arched doors between them so they made one huge suite. They were full of antiques and artwork. You almost got the impression you were in a museum. There were two large bedrooms in each suite with lavish bathrooms to match. Each was decorated individually. We had some wine and snacks sent up and shortly after they arrived Giorgio and Daniella knocked on the door. We opened it and they hugged us like they hadn't seen us in years. Daniella said they were both excited about the next three weeks because they hadn't been on a real vacation in a long time and had never been to the Caribbean. We all got showered and dress to go out to a restaurant that Giorgio recommended. The food was excellent and the place was full of tourists. Venice is a very popular place to visit in the summer. We walked around a little and took a water taxi to some other parts of the city to do some more sightseeing then headed back to the hotel. There was one room in the larger suite that was big enough for us to do our meditation and visualization then we split up for bed. I had Vitesha and Mitra for my bedmates because I was tired and wanted to go to sleep. They were ready to do the same. Sleeping with them restored me. They were my two dearest friends in this world. The next two days were filled with doing what tourists do in Venice. We went for gondola rides and visited churches and museums and had wonderful meals. I was glad we had come here and wanted to bring Sandy and the kids someday, if it didn't sink first. Sunday was a pretty day, perfect for driving into Tuscany. Janelle and I sat in the back so she could keep my cock hard for most of the trip. Her fabulous hand jobs had become a meditation for both of us. This time she laid her head on my chest while she did it. She said she wanted to listen to my heart tell her how much I loved her. I had to try very hard not to think about how much I would miss her when this was all over. We arrived at our destination about four o'clock. We had met the agent in Florence and picked up the keys. Giorgio helped with the language and introduced Anne and Alysse. The agent gave us directions to the villa, which was southeast of Florence across the Arno river in Casavecchia. I had been expecting something along the lines of the house in the movie 'Under the Tuscan Sun'. I couldn't have been more wrong. This villa looked more like a hotel. Three stories tall and probably two hundred feet long and one hundred and fifty feet wide. Eighteen bedrooms all with private bathrooms, formal living and dining rooms, sun rooms, an incredible kitchen, a library and beautiful furnishings were just a few of the attributes this place possessed. At the back was a room with a large pool. The room ran the entire width of the villa and had eight tall arched openings to the grounds. On one side the archways led to another spa that was even more sumptuous than the one we had just come from. This was no fixer upper; this was a Tuscan palace. Giorgio and Daniella looked like they were in shock. Their first comment was, "Suvarna how long have you owned this incredible mansion?" "I think my father purchased this in 1970." "And it's just been sitting here unused for forty-four years?" "Yes." "Well you showed me one thing today. I always thought you couldn't be too rich or too thin but you, my dear, are too rich." "I'm becoming more and more aware of that every day Daniella. I'm already making plans to find people who can live in the places we are visiting. From what we've seen so far this place would make a wonderful boutique hotel and spa. That way it could serve a useful purpose and put a few people to work." "I think I know just the couple to run it for you Suvarna." "Who did you have in mind?" "Me and Giorgio. The only reason we live in Milan is to be near the fashion industry. Since I'm winding down my modeling career and Giorgio has managers to run his business, we could live here and make this place a very popular beauty and meditation retreat. It would give me something to do when Giorgio's not around anymore. I'd really love to do something like this." "If you're serious, we'll talk about it later. Vitesha would you see if you can find the control for the pool heater? I know it's a pretty warm day but this pool is more or less indoors and the water could be a little chilly. Let's all go pick out the bedrooms we want to use and unload the van then meet back here for some fun in the pool. Then we can all go check out that fabulous spa." Despite the size of this palazzo it had a very comfortable and livable charm about it. Maybe some of that charm came from the surrounding countryside; I could see why everybody who comes to Tuscany falls in love with it. I would too in the coming days as we drove around in the towns and hills and met the friendly people. Giorgio found us an unusual country house where you could have dinner but you had to come in the morning and go shopping with the people who owned it. Then you were required to assist in the preparation of the meal. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 20 I've never spent a happier day than that one. Shopping with the wife of the owner was like the first time your mother took you shopping. We went all over collecting the ingredients for the dishes we would help prepare and meeting the people who grew the vegetables and made the sauces and baked the bread. Even though there were twelve of us, we all got to help create our dinner and it was done in a superbly relaxed way with relatively few electronic kitchen gadgets. We drank wine and mixed things by hand and used a wood fired oven. Mitra turned the entire process into a meditation, which put us all in touch with food like nothing we had done before. The evening meditations were becoming much more effective. We were able to sustain the positions better now and our bodies were increasingly in tune with each other. We were getting closer to the state Mitra said she reached in India. The sex was changing from a body-mind experience to a spiritual one. The closeness we all felt now was noticeably more intimate and we could interact on a higher plane of love. I was aware that each person I was with seemed to be dropping more of their personality and their psychological defenses. This allowed us to be together being to being from the very beginning of a meditation and helped the energy flow within and between us. This closeness carried over to making love at other times. The activity level slowed when we played with each other. The touching became softer but more intense. The kissing was almost an expression of pure love. It no longer mattered where my cock was or what was being done with it. We spoke less but communicated more. The love field was very strong and created a bubble of joy around us. Everyone had a peaceful, serene look on their faces all the time and all of us were happier than we had ever been in our lives. The change in David and Alysse was dramatic. The dark clouds that had hung over their lives were completely gone now. They smiled a lot and when they hugged the other members of the group they did so in a loving embrace that let you feel how open and free their spirits had become. They actually made a good couple in my estimation. Janelle and I had reached a new level of connection too. We still played the teenage dream game with each other but now we both did it consciously knowing it was a game. We no longer held anything back from each other and showed the full extent of our love with no restraint when we were together. I no longer thought of her as young. The age of her body was secondary. Spiritually we were, and always had been, ageless. The group seemed complete now. Giorgio and Daniella fit in better than I could have thought possible. Even though they came into the group at a later time they quickly caught on and rose to the same level as the rest of us. They looked at each other the same way I looked at Suvarna. They had passed a big and important milestone in their relationship and had moved to a higher level of love. They both seemed much calmer now and at ease with all that was happening to them. When Suvarna called her travel agent to get tickets for Giorgio and Daniella added to the flight she was told that there were only two first class seats left. There were only four rows of four seats to begin with so that meant we had practically the entire section to ourselves. If we added any new members in Florence they would have to come along later. Friday came and Suvarna and I sat with Giorgio and Daniella to discuss the idea of them running the villa as a spa. They both were very positive about doing it. We worked out the details by forming an Italian corporation with them as the principal shareholders and me as a minor participant. Suvarna would sell the villa to the corporation for a ridiculously low price to be paid over time so if anything were to happen to Giorgio and Daniella I would still retain ownership as the surviving member of the corporation. They would be paid a salary from the profits. I didn't need a salary so the real relationship was that they would get to start this business for next to nothing and be the sole beneficiaries to its success. We were all excited about the deal. Our final meditation here was a long one that involved some new positions from the Kama Sutra. We did it out by the pool because some of the positions we did in the water. I was paired with Daniella and Mitra for sleeping but it took a while before sleep came up on the agenda. Daniella wanted to lie between us so I could be behind her while she and Mitra faced each other. I put my cock between her thighs snuggled up next to her slit. I'd never seen two people kiss that way in my life. I could feel the love flowing between them. Daniella's body was so warm I thought she had a fever. The same thing that happened to me the first night I slept with Mitra was happening to her. Simply by being held and kissing she became orgasmic. At first she trembled and felt it sexually. I could feel her slit leaking juice onto my cock. But she didn't peak, she just kept holding Mitra tight and rubbing her body against her and moaning. She pressed her hips forward to grind her mound against Mitra's, which only served to make the orgasmic feeling more intense. Her pussy made my cock hard just by being next to it. I remembered Mitra saying that two women couldn't circulate the light but that's what it felt like was happening to me. Maybe with me lying behind her we had somehow got the circulation going between all three of us. I raised her leg up a little and slid my cock inside her vagina. She was so wet I pushed in completely with one stroke. Her pussy never stopped throbbing around my hard cock. I didn't have to stroke into her. The love that Mitra was pouring into her went directly to her cunt and caused it to stay in orgasm. It was the most wonderful feeling I'd ever experienced. It felt like Mitra and I were the ones making love and using Daniella's body as a conduit. Then I realized that's why it felt like we were circulating the light because it was Mitra and I doing it. I put my arm over them and pulled them tightly to me and we all stayed in an orgasmic state for over an hour. I don't remember ejaculating but when we finally stopped this three-way embrace and I withdrew my cock from her hot vagina, cum flowed out of her and ran down the back of her thigh. I pulled back from her and she rolled away from Mitra to lie on her back. I'd never seen a more blissful look on anybody's face. Her eyes were open and staring as if she were looking far out in space. When I looked into them I knew what I had to do. I spread her legs and pushed my still hard cock back into her and lay on top of her. Her arms and legs wrapped around me and immediately we started circulating the light. Both of us went right back into that never-ending orgasmic state and stayed there until Mitra finally pulled me back after another hour had passed. Amazingly we weren't tired from this incredibly intense session of love. Nevertheless, it was time for sleep. Saturday morning we headed for a hotel near the airport in Rome. First we turned in the van. We would take a shuttle in the morning to get to the airport for our flight, which was at ten-thirty. I was a little surprised that Suvarna didn't have a property near Rome but she did have one further south on the Amalfi coast. That would have to wait for another time since we had already done two in Italy. There were no direct flights from Rome to Antigua so we had to fly to Miami where we would spend another night then fly to St. Thomas the next morning. In St. Thomas we would transfer to a one hundred and eighty four-foot sailing yacht that accommodated twelve people luxuriously and sail to Antigua. It had a crew of four and would take us around in the Virgin Islands for a couple of days before getting to Antigua. I suggested this arrangement because I had been on a sailboat once in the Florida Keys and loved it. I knew Suvarna would enjoy it too so she chartered it for two weeks so we could anchor it off the beach at her property and use it the entire time we were there. We had an excellent meal at the hotel in Rome then broke up into our sleeping groups and went to bed by ten. I had Vitesha and Angelika with me and slept very well between the two natural blondes. I fell asleep sucking Angelika's tits while Vitesha snuggled up behind me. We were up at seven for a light breakfast then took the short trip over to the airport to check our bags and clear customs. I asked Janelle to sit with me in seats 1A and 2A so we could do what we usually did when we were traveling. We put a blanket over us and she gave me hand jobs all the way to Miami. She made me cum three times. I don't know if that counts as being members of the mile high club but we had fun anyway. Because of the time difference we got to Miami about three thirty in the afternoon. We cleared customs then checked our bags for the flight to St. Thomas in the morning and everybody but Suvarna and I took a shuttle to the hotel, which was on South Beach. I had called an exclusive car rental agency and made arrangements for them to bring a Lamborghini Gallardo Spyder convertible to the airport for us to use. We drove around Miami until about seven and then headed for the hotel. We had fun feeling the wind blow through our hair and smelling the sea air. We had dinner at the hotel and in the morning I left the key to the car with the front desk so the rental agency could pick it up. Then we all took the shuttle back to the airport. This time Genevieve insisted on getting to sit with me because she said Janelle was monopolizing me. The flight was over two hours but she did manage to get me off twice. I was sure going to miss traveling with these two wonderful young women. We needed two vans to take us to the marina where the boat was docked. The boat was named 'Lorelei' and was absolutely gorgeous. She was five times the size of the thirty-six foot sloop I'd sailed on in the keys. There were six staterooms with queen-sized beds all with nice size bathrooms. The crew was dressed in white tennis shorts and dark blue polo shirts. There were two men, Peter the skipper and Andy the first mate. Peter was in his early thirties and Andy was twenty-six. The two women were Debby and Rachel, both in their mid twenties. They were the entertainment directors, the cooks and bartenders. They also made the beds and cleaned the rooms. The crew could run the boat without us but we were all encouraged to learn how to sail and help with the lines and sails. There was so much computer controlled electronic equipment on board the boat could sail itself. I asked Peter if he owned the boat and he said he wished he could afford a boat like this. The original asking price for it was twenty-seven million dollars. It belonged to a corporation and was used to reward VPs and managers for good performance. They would get to sail on it for a week or two every so often along with their spouses. The company let it out for charter when they had nothing else scheduled for it. This kept the four crewmembers in a job virtually all year round. They had been sailing her since she was built over two years ago. I could see why they loved their jobs. Peter had been a Navy Seal and was part of a team that specialized in missions on and in the water. He said he didn't think he could live on the land full time. The corporation that owned Lorelei hired him for his ability to keep the clients safe as much as for his sailing skills. The four of them had taken her on a long voyage to the Azores last year when nothing else had been scheduled to see how she handled in big seas. It was also a training mission for the crew. There were weapons on board including a fifty-caliber machine gun on deck hidden underneath a locked storage locker in the middle of the boat. The entire crew had been trained to operate it as well as other weapons locked up down below. Peter said it was the best trip they had ever taken because even in a storm she handled like a dream and they never had a bad problem with any of the systems on board. It took about an hour to get everything stowed away and do the final checklist before getting underway. We used the engines to leave the marina then raised the sails. Or rather the computer controls raised the sails. Peter showed me how to navigate. A map came up on a computer screen and you point to a box that said, 'Sail To', then you touch wherever you want to go. That's it. All the variables were fed to the navigation computer concerning wind speed and direction, depth of the water, temperature, time, GPS location and anything else necessary and the computer did the rest. You didn't even have to steer. The boat could tack by itself when it sensed that it needed to. Peter said he'd let the computer drive for a while so they could look after us but later he would switch to manual so we could see what sailing was all about. I took Suvarna up on deck and we walked all the way forward to the bow and stood there as Lorelei cut smoothly through the sea. There was a slight up and down movement as we crossed the small swells. I stood behind her and wrapped her in my arms then said softly in her ear: "My bounty is as boundless as the sea. My love as deep; the more I give to thee, the more I have, and get to keep." This was as close to heaven as you could get on this planet. As if someone had read my mind, music began to play. It was 'Sailing' by Christopher Cross. Listening to the words and actually doing it filled me with so much happiness I thought I would float right off the deck and disappear. 'New Horizons' by the Moody Blues was the next song followed by love songs and smooth jazz by a number of people including Sade, Toni Braxton and Chris Botti. Whoever put this mix together really knew how to set a romantic mood. In about twenty minutes Rachel walked up behind us and asked, "Would you two care for a welcome aboard Mimosa?" She almost dropped the tray she was carrying when we turned around. "I've seen dozens of couples come up here and do what you're doing but I've never seen anybody radiate love like you two. It surrounds you like an aura. Do you think you could teach me how to do that?" We reached slowly over and took a glass from the tray and raised it to our lips to take a sip. Suvarna looked penetratingly at Rachel's eyes and said, "Actually we could. If you really want to we'd love to have you and the rest of the crew join our meditations. We like to share what we've learned and you are all most welcome to participate." "Thank you for the invitation, I'll certainly consider it. I apologize for interrupting your reverie just now. I'll let you get back to it." "You don't have to apologize Rachel. You didn't interrupt anything. This is how Prem and I are all the time. This spot is just a wonderful place to enjoy being this much in love. I can see why you like working here. By the way Rachel, would it bother any of you if we didn't wear clothes on the boat?" "People have been getting naked on this boat since the first trip. None of us would mind but you might want to put on a robe for dinner in the dining room below. I'm not sure we were expecting a group of nudists but you've chartered the whole boat so if that's how you want to be then feel free." "Thank you Rachel. Please don't hesitate to join us if you want to." She smiled then turned and walked back to the rear of the boat. When she got back to the stairway that led down to the main deck she walked down the steps and went to the bar where Debby was busy setting things up for drinks and snacks. "Hey Debby, did you know this was a nudist group?" "No. Did you walk up on somebody naked?" "No, but I did walk up on a couple that were standing on the bow acting like love birds and when I asked them if they wanted a drink I almost dropped the tray. Debby, you've never seen two people so much in love. I could actually feel it. When they both reached for a glass they did so very slowly and deliberately like they were doing Tai Chi or something. When the woman looked in my eyes I got dizzy. I half jokingly asked if they could show me how to love like that." "What did they say?" "The woman looked at me with the most compassionate expression I've ever seen before and said that actually, she could. I got this shiver when I realized she really meant it. Then she invited me to do meditations with them. Apparently they do them every evening and they said any of us that want to could join them. They also said we could walk around naked too if we wanted." "Oh Jesus, this isn't some swingers club or something is it? I don't know if I could take stepping over copulating couples on the deck for two weeks." "Well, it's not like you haven't had a lot of practice doing it. I don't think this is just a sex group. I get the feeling these people are different somehow. Wait until you talk face to face with one of them, you'll see what I mean." Mitra found Peter when he came up to check on some things on deck and walked over to him. "Peter, my name is Mitra. I haven't had the pleasure of speaking to you yet and there are a couple of things I want to talk to you about." "It's very nice to meet you Mitra. That's a very unusual name for an unusually beautiful woman." Mitra let the compliments pass. "I wanted to be sure you knew that we prefer not to wear clothing whenever possible and that we do meditations each evening which involve sexual activity. If this will cause you and the others in the crew any discomfort then I would like to discuss how we might go about arranging for a way to do them without inconveniencing you. We could do them up on the deck if the weather permits but if there are any places where we might stop then we could do them on a beach or somewhere else off the boat." "We've seen a lot of unusual behavior with the people that have been sailing with us before so the nudity won't bother any of us. I'll have to ask the others how they would feel about an orgy though." "Our meditations may look like an orgy to the untutored but they are valid Tantric techniques for developing consciousness and learning how to love at a deeper level. You may even wish to participate. If you do you would be welcome. The woman who is paying for this charter is dying from cancer and only has a few months left to live. These meditations are very important to her and she is very important to the rest of us. We need your cooperation to help us find an appropriate place to have them." "I will arrange for you to have a place for your meditations. There are numerous uninhabited islands that are close enough to us that we can put in so you can have a beautiful beach all to yourselves. I'll consult with the other crewmembers regarding our participation and see how they feel about it. Thank you for inviting us." We went down to the cabin we had picked out and took off our clothes and put them away. Then we took a tour of the rest of the ship to see what it looked like. When we had finished our inspection we went back up on deck. We sat in the cockpit where the wheel that could be used to manually steer the boat was located. Peter was there at the helm since he had put the boat on manual control. He explained some things about operating the boat and let Suvarna have a turn at the wheel. She enjoyed that immensely. Peter enjoyed standing behind her naked body so he could point to things she needed to keep an eye on and help her steer the boat. "Mitra asked me to find you a place to have your meditation this evening. We're headed for a deserted island that has a perfect cove where we can anchor close enough for you to swim to the beautiful beach that runs all around the cove. There are plenty of trees and driftwood for building some bonfires so you can do your meditation right on the beach. I'll stay on the boat and Andy, Debby and Rachel can go ashore with you to help with the fires and keep an eye on things so you won't be bothered. We should be there in about an hour so it will still be light when we drop anchor." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 20 "That's very kind of you Peter. I appreciate your help and it sounds like you've found us a lovely spot for our meditation. It should be a warm and clear night so a beach would be a perfect place for us." Peter helped Suvarna sail the boat to the island and showed her how to pull in the jib and drop the main sail as we neared the shore of the cove. She was as excited as a twelve year old kid that she had actually sailed a boat this big across the ocean. I was very grateful that she had spent another hour without once thinking about dying. The island was perfect. The water in the cove was almost flat as we slowly motored up to a spot about sixty yards off shore and dropped anchor. We were in about thirty feet of water here but the bottom dropped off sharply a few yards in so you could actually touch bottom after you swam a little way toward the beach. The sun was still up and it was a very warm day so it felt good to get in the calm water of the cove and have a leisurely swim to shore. Once we were all on the beach we did a little exploring of the island to gather wood for the fires. Andy, Debby and Rachel came to shore in a dinghy and brought supplies like bottled water, blankets and charcoal lighter to get the fires started. We had three large piles of wood about twenty feet apart ready to be lit once the sun had set and the light dimmed. We laid out the blankets so we could lie on them for the meditation then just sat and watched the sunset. When the stars began to appear we lit the fires. Being here felt magical. The sound of the gentle surf rolling onto the shore was the best music we could have asked for. The light from the fires cast our shadows on the white sand of the beach. The moon was about three quarters full and helped illuminate the beach. Tonight's meditation began with one of the women sitting on the man's cock while he sat facing her. My partners were Angelika and Genevieve who sat behind me while Angelika sat on my lap. Almost immediately I felt the sexual energy rising up in all three of us. I was convinced that the setting we were in had a lot to do with it. I held Angelika close to me and put my head next to hers. I could see the stars in the sky beyond us and got the same feeling as when we did the star meditation in Mutters. Genevieve held me tightly from behind and it felt like energy was flowing up her torso and up my spine in unison. Her head was lying on my upper back and neck. She felt warm against me and her breathing was slow and deep. She sighed softly as she exhaled as if she were almost singing us a lullaby. After about twenty minutes Mitra told the women to lie back but stay joined to the men. When Angelika was on her back with my cock still in her pussy I rubbed my hands all over her chest and stomach. Her eyes were fixed on the stars above us. Then Mitra told the women in back of the men to move back so the men could lie back on their laps. Genevieve moved back and got on her knees then sat on her haunches so I could recline on her lap. She sensed what was coming before Mitra even said it and bent her head over and put her mouth on mine. Each of the crewmembers was sitting near one of the fires to tend to it while this meditation was happening. They still had on their uniforms but they didn't seem to be bothered by what they were witnessing. I'm sure they had never seen anything quite like this although they probably had seen couples having sex on the beach before. No doubt they had done it themselves a few times. After another twenty minutes Mitra had the women switch places and we did the same postures with our other partner. This meditation had been very powerful and all of us felt energized from it. When the fires died down there was just enough light from them to swim back to the boat. There was a platform on the back of the boat with ladders on it so we had no problem getting back on board. We heard the little motor on the dinghy as it pulled up. The women got out and took the blankets and other things with them while Andy tied the dinghy up to the boat. Peter had been busy fixing a light supper for us while we were on the island so we took a quick shower to get the salt water off us and put on robes and went to the dining salon for some delicious ceviche made with fresh conch and scallops. It wasn't strictly macrobiotic but we made an exception for it. He had also prepared a delicious gazpacho with a fresh fruit cup for dessert. Suvarna, Mitra and I went up on deck before going to bed to look at the stars. We had never seen so many, not even in the Alps. We would stay here for the night and set sail in the morning after breakfast. Down below Rachel and Debby were cleaning up from our late dinner. "Well Debby, what did you think about the meditation on the beach?" "It was certainly a new experience for me. I've seen people screwing on the beach before and I've walked in on a few in their rooms but I've never seen sex performed like synchronized swimming. What's really different is these people hadn't even been drinking or doing drugs. They were stone cold sober and it lasted for over an hour." "What was really unusual is that nobody seemed to have any problem about who was with whom. How do you get that many people together for something like that and not have anybody be jealous? They all looked to be as happy as clams. I'm very intrigued about this. I think I'll talk to the couple I spoke with earlier today about what kind of meditations these are." "You're not thinking of joining in are you?" "I'm not ruling it out. There's just something about them that attracts me. I feel something I can't quite put my finger on when I'm around them. Didn't you feel it?" "I'm not sure. I wasn't just sitting there watching them the whole time. I felt a little uneasy doing that so I guess I didn't get the same vibe as you did. I don't know if I'm ready to do something like that with people I haven't really met yet." When they finished cleaning up and putting things away Rachel came up on deck and saw us sitting on top of a raised flat area that was the top of a storage room where equipment was kept. It was only about three feet above the main deck. Mitra and Suvarna were sitting cross-legged on some cushions and I was stretched out on my back with my head in one of their laps and my feet in the other. Suvarna was massaging my feet while Mitra was rubbing my shoulders. Mitra had just bent over to kiss me when Rachel walked up to us. "Oh, I'm sorry, it looks like I've interrupted you again. I just wanted to see if there was anything I could get you folks." Suvarna looked at her and said, "Rachel didn't I tell you earlier that you weren't interrupting us. We don't mind your company and it's very nice of you to take care of us and see to our needs. Right now we have everything we require but thank you for asking." "In that case I'll leave you alone." "And what if we don't want you to leave us alone?" "What do you mean?" "What if we want you to stay here with us and enjoy this perfect, beautiful night under a sky full of stars? Wouldn't you like to share this night with us?" "I...I don't want to intrude." "You wouldn't be intruding, you've been invited. We love to share our experiences with others. You would be very welcome to join us. You don't have any other duties tonight do you?" "No. No I don't." "Then please be our guest. We were just giving Prem a massage. We could give you one if you'd like. Have you ever had a massage from three people at the same time?" "No I haven't. I like to be massaged though." "Then take off your clothes and get up here with us and we'll give you a massage like you've never had before." She looked a little hesitant. "What are you waiting for Rachel?" "I'm not used to being naked with more than one person at a time." "Then it's time you got used to it. That's one of the things our meditations do for us is free us from being ashamed of who we are and what we do so we can accept ourselves and others more naturally. Nobody's going to judge you. We only want to make you feel good. Now come on up here." She slowly pulled her polo shirt over her head and laid it on the platform then proceeded to unbutton and remove her shorts. Her bra followed until she was standing on the deck in her panties with her arms folded in front of her. "Go ahead Rachel. Panties too." She took a deep breath and finally slid her bikini panties down to her ankles then stepped out of them and put them with her other clothing. Then she climbed up on the platform with us. There was nothing to be ashamed of about her body. Her work on the boat had kept her in great shape. She had a swimmers body. Very toned with a firm ass and pretty legs. Her breasts were very nice, about average in size and shape. She wasn't exceptionally beautiful but still attractive in a cute sort of way. Her hair was short and brown in color to match her eyes. I slid over and off of Mitra's lap so Rachel could get in the middle of all of us. Mitra was still sitting with her legs crossed and said to her, "Rachel sit here facing me." She sat down and crossed her legs so her knees touched Mitra's. "Now give me your hands." She reached out and Mitra took her hands in hers. "Now just look at me and relax. Breathe deeply for a few moments." You can't do this with Mitra and not be affected. It took about two minutes for her to become calm and comfortable being with us. I saw the look on her face change as she continued to look into Mitra's eyes. "That's better Rachel. Now you know there's nothing to be afraid of don't you?" She didn't answer. "Are you ready?" She slowly shook her head yes. Mitra put her hand on her forehead and lightly stroked it across her hair. "Come sit in my lap now and put your arms and legs around me." She uncrossed her legs and moved forward and as soon as she was in position Mitra put her arms around her and held her like she was her long lost daughter. Tears began to streak down her cheeks as she held tight to Mitra. "That's it my sweet child, you feel it don't you?" "Yes, yes I do. It feels so wonderful. I... I..." "Shhhhhhh, don't speak. Just feel it. Let me go deep inside you. Let me touch you." They stayed in their embrace for a few minutes. I looked at Suvarna and we knew what Rachel was feeling; we'd both been there. Mitra moved her hands to Rachel's wrists and lifted them to untangle their bodies. "Now Rachel just lay back against Suvarna and we'll start your massage." Suvarna moved closer to them as Rachel slowly reclined into her lap. She straightened her legs but left them on either side of Mitra. That familiar blissful look was on her face, her eyes were closed and all doubt and fear had left her. I poured some massage oil on my hands then handed the bottle to Mitra to do the same then she gave the bottle to Suvarna. Mitra started rubbing her legs while I did her stomach and chest. Suvarna rubbed her shoulders and arms. She was as limp as a wet rag. After a few minutes Suvarna slid back and put a folded towel under her head so she could move to her side. She knelt beside her and put her face near to her cheek. "Rachel how does this feel?" "Ummmmmmhhhhh." "Rachel, do you like to be kissed?" "Ummmhmmm." Suvarna looked at me then moved her eyes to Rachel's breasts. "We're going to kiss you now Rachel." "Ummmhmmm." Suvarna started kissing her neck and the side of her face. I did the same thing on her other side. Suvarna slowly kissed across her face until her lips lightly touched Rachel's. She kept them there as Rachel's lips puckered and returned the kiss. Suvarna slowly moved back to kissing her cheek and I moved my lips up to replace hers on Rachel's mouth. We continued to alternate kissing her this way for several minutes. While we were kissing her face Mitra's hands were rubbing her thighs all the way from her knees up between her spread legs to her pussy. Her thumbs slid across her lips as her hands moved up then over to her hips and the outside of her legs. I let Suvarna have exclusive access to her face and slowly kissed my way down to her breast. I caressed it with my hand then began to kiss it gently. My lips slid across the warm soft flesh to her nipple to enclose it. I sucked lightly on it and licked it with my tongue. When it began to swell I closed my teeth around it and very gently rolled it between them. She pressed her chest up to push more of her breast into my mouth and I opened wide to take in as much as I could. As I moved over to her other breast I glanced up to see Suvarna kissing her passionately now with her tongue deep inside her mouth. Rachel was ardently returning the kiss. When I reached my goal I looked down to see Mitra firmly massaging the lips of her pussy with the palm of her hand. Her other hand was on her mound pulling back the hood of her clitoris with her thumb. Rachel's hips were rhythmically moving up and down as Mitra continued to caress her crotch. I continued giving her breast the same attention I had given the other one. Before I could finish, her chest heaved up and her intense moan was stifled by Suvarna's mouth. Her hips pushed up hard into Mitra's hand as her orgasm spread through her. We gave her a minute to enjoy her climax then slowly withdrew from her. She was breathing deeply with her eyes still shut. In another minute she opened them. "Wow, that was some massage. Could we do that again sometime?" Suvarna leaned over and kissed her and said, "We do this to each other every day. You're welcome to join us whenever you want. How do you feel?" "Fabulous. I've never felt better in my life. Thank you all for treating me so nice." "It was our pleasure Rachel." "I guess I should go below and get to bed. I have to be up to help with breakfast in the morning." She picked up her clothes but didn't put them back on. She started walking toward the stairway. "Rachel, aren't you going to put your clothes back on?" "No. I've decided I like being naked." We all just smiled and watched her walk away. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 21 We were awakened by a knock on the door announcing that breakfast would be ready in half an hour at eight. I recognized Rachel's voice and jumped up to open the door. She was about to walk away to knock on another door when I called to her, "Rachel, come here please." She turned and came back. "Knocking on our door is not the proper way to awaken us." "I'm sorry. It's how we usually do it. How would you like to be awakened?" "Like this." I took her hand and put it on my shoulder then put my hand on her waist and pulled her to me and kissed her. I pulled back and said, "Now, isn't that better?" "I can't just walk into your room and kiss you." "Sure you can. And you can bring a cup of coffee with you too." "What about the others? Am I supposed to kiss them awake too?" "You can't show favoritism now can you?" "What do you think this is, the love boat?" "If it isn't, we'll soon turn it into one. Now you go ahead and practice on the next room." She walked up to the next room and stood there. "Go ahead, go in and wake them with a kiss, just like in the stories." She put her hand on the door lever and opened it. She left it open as she walked up to the side of the bed. Jean, Angelika and Genevieve were in this room so she leaned over and kissed Jean on the mouth. "Good morning. Breakfast in thirty minutes." "Bonjour Rachel. Merci." She giggled and turned to leave. When she came out she was smiling. "There, now isn't that better than knocking." "I guess I'll get used to it. You people sure know how to have fun." "Just wait Rachel. You haven't seen us really have fun yet. Did you sleep well last night?" "I slept very well thank you. How could I not after such a wonderful massage?" "Let us know when you're ready for another one. By the way, why aren't you naked?" "I'm on duty." "I'll speak to Peter and see what I can do about that." "I've got to go help with breakfast." She turned and left to go back to the dining salon. Breakfast was lots of juicy tropical fruits and melons along with some croissants and muffins accompanied by delicious coffee. Peter asked us how much of a hurry we were in to get to Antigua. He said if we wanted to go there right away we could make it by the day after tomorrow if we kept sailing all night but he thought we might like to see some other places along the way where we could have meditations like last night and do some snorkeling. These were places you could only go by boat and they were really beautiful. We told him we could wait a couple of days to get to Antigua, as we could be flexible about how long we would stay there. We all were having a great time on the boat and liked the idea of seeing some more islands. He said in that case we would head east to Anguilla and Gustavia then south to St. Kitts and Nevis before turning east again to go to Antigua. "Peter, one of your crew has expressed a desire to join us in being naked on the cruise and I wondered if you had any objection to allowing this person to go without clothes while on duty." "If all of you are going to run around naked I don't have a problem with us doing it too. I declare this cruise to be clothing optional until we get to Antigua." I looked over at Rachel and winked at her. "Well Rachel, any more excuses?" She blushed then began taking off her clothes. As she removed each piece she folded it neatly and placed it on the counter until she was down to only an ankle bracelet. "No more excuses Prem." "If any of you want to go for a swim this morning I'll give you about thirty minutes. Otherwise we'll pull up anchor and get underway." We all opted for another chance to jump in that lovely warm water and splash around where it was shallow so we returned to the rooms to put our robes away then headed for the platform on the back of the boat. There were masks and snorkels for all of us and we used them to float around and look at the sea floor for most of the time we were in the water. It had been a long time since I had done this and Suvarna had never done it. She was having a great time and I loved seeing her naked body floating on the surface bobbing up and down in the gentle waves. We got to a spot where we could stand on the bottom and put our masks on top of our heads so we could talk. "Oh Prem I'm having so much fun here. Thank you for suggesting we take this trip and come on this boat. I feel like a little girl again. How much more can I possibly love you?" "I'll keep trying to find new ways. Watching you do this makes me almost explode with joy. I've never been happier in my life." I held her close to me and kissed her. We heard a blast from an air horn to signal it was time to return to the boat. When we were all back on board we headed for our rooms to shower and get the salt water off of us. We couldn't take a lot of time in the shower, as fresh water was a precious commodity on board a sailboat, even one this size. While we had been playing in the water Debby and Rachel were cleaning up from breakfast and making up our rooms. "So Rachel, I see you've decided to join in at least one part of the group activities. What made you decide to bare it all?" "Three of them gave me the most fabulous massage I've ever had last night and I felt very comfortable and natural being naked with them. Since we've all seen each other naked before I figured why not join them." "What was so great about the massage?" "The way they got me to relax first. The one called Mitra had me sit cross-legged in front of her and look in her eyes. In a couple of minutes I felt like I had known her for a very long time. Then she had me sit on her lap with my arms and legs wrapped around her and she hugged me like nobody has ever hugged me before. I've never felt so safe and loved in my life. Then I just laid back on Suvarna and they started rubbing me. I might have been half asleep by the time she asked me if I liked to be kissed. The next thing I knew both she and Prem were kissing me like we were honeymooners. It felt incredible. Their kisses made me tingle wherever they touched me. I don't remember much after that until I had an orgasm." "They made you cum by massaging you? And you don't remember how they did it?" "I didn't really care Debby. I trusted them and let them do whatever they wanted to me. Everything they did felt fabulous." "You didn't get fucked did you?" "No, I think I would have remembered that. Besides, they aren't the kind of people who would do that to somebody unless you wanted them to. I mean it's not like they don't have enough pussy in that group already. However, if they're half as good at fucking as they are at massage, I wouldn't say no if the opportunity presents itself." "You keep letting them massage you and I'm pretty sure you'll get your chance. Do you think they would give me one of those massages?" "They told me they do it to each other every day and if I wanted another one all I had to do was ask. If you decide to do it, be sure you get Mitra to be part of it. I get the feeling she's sort of the leader of this group. At the very least you should just sit with her and look into her eyes. You won't believe what you see." After our shower we went up on deck to watch Peter pull up anchor and get us underway again. You could tell he really loved sailing and he loved this boat. He knew her as well as I knew Suvarna. He never stopped looking at things to make sure everything was as it should be. I could tell Suvarna could see how attentive he was to making sure we all had a good and safe time while we were aboard. She flirted unabashedly with him asking him to show her how to sail and letting him put his arms around her to help her do some of the things that needed to be done or bending over provocatively to show him her bald pussy when she needed to pick up a line or work the cranks that tightened them. He didn't stand a chance. When she looks at you with all the love she's capable of it's just as irresistible as being looked at by Mitra. I was delighted that she was doing this. She and I knew we had gone past jealousy a long time ago. I was enjoying seeing her play with him. Her confidence was so rock solid you could tell she knew exactly what she was doing with every movement and look. This behavior told me she was living and not thinking about dying and it made me feel wonderful. Just as she had no concerns about me playing with Rachel she knew I'd have no qualms about her and Peter. We were in a tacit conspiracy to seduce the entire crew and we both knew it. While I was sitting in the back of the cockpit watching Suvarna's performance Alysse and Vitesha came along and asked me if I wanted some company. I only had to look at them to answer that question. Alysse had found a wide brimmed hat in an olive green color with an ivory colored scarf tied around it as a headband. She was also wearing a pretty gold necklace with little rubies interspersed with the gold. The bench in the cockpit was nice and wide so I told them to lie next to me on either side. They both kissed me when they were comfortably seated and I complimented Alysse on her ensemble. She giggled and told me she was glad I liked it. We watched Suvarna begin her playful but sincere seduction of our captain. She enticed Peter with her every action and we smiled at what a good job she was doing. Whenever she would stand to hold the wheel and steer the boat she would spread her feet wide to give all of us an unobstructed view of her crotch. Peter would stand very close behind her when he would come back from doing something out on deck. I was sure Suvarna was pressing her gorgeous ass back against him at every opportunity. The wind had picked up a little and we were going through swells that were about three to five feet so we had a rocking motion as we moved more rapidly across the water. Suvarna felt Peter shift from side to side to steady himself as he stood behind her when we would pitch up and down. She took one hand off the wheel and reached down to grab his hand then brought it up and put it on her breast. "Why don't you hold on to that so you don't fall down?" When he didn't move his hand she reached for his other hand and put it on her other breast. He pulled her tightly against him as the up and down motion of the boat caused his cock to rub against her ass crack. She laid her head back on his shoulder then turned it toward him and said, "Don't you think this would be the perfect time to kiss me?" He turned his head and lowered it down to put his mouth on hers. His was a hungry kiss full of lust and passion. She met it with softness and a disarming receptiveness that told him he could have her but he didn't need to take her. She would meet him as an equal partner. "Treat me as you do Lorelei; with loving kindness and I will respond as she does and do what you want me to do. I know her now and we both will give you everything we have but only if you show us love and respect. Prove to me that you are aware of how great a privilege it is to put your hands on us." "I've never met a woman like you. You are like Lorelei; expensive, powerful, sleek and beautiful. You demand to be handled correctly and with loving admiration by someone who knows your capabilities and can help you realize what you were made to be. You're strong but you exhibit your strength with grace and elegance and force your lover to temper his passion with restraint and intelligence. You are both unique. Tell me what you want, I am yours to command." She reached for his right hand and moved it from her breast down to her pussy and placed it between her legs. "Feel me. Close your eyes and feel the heat that our play has already engendered. Feel me get wet and ready for you to unfurl my sail and fill me with the wind of desire. Put your hard cock inside me and stand behind me while we both hold the wheel and Lorelei takes us across this beautiful sea on this glorious day so we can know that we are alive and free and there will never be another day like this one." His hand moved from her breast to unbutton his shorts and let them fall to the deck. He wore no underwear and his cock was hard and ready from what they had already started. He pulled her back a little and she bent over and spread her legs to push her ass out behind her. His hand wrapped around his cock and directed the head to her opening. He pushed forward and entered her. "Unnnnhhhh." Her sharp intake of breath signaled his cock's entombment in her pink channel. "Ohhh Yessss Peter just like that. Fill me as the wind fills Lorelei's sails. Stretch me to my limit and feel my pussy strain to contain your power as it propels me into sexual bliss. Push tight against me and stand behind me with your cock buried in my cunt and your hands over mine on the wheel so we can guide Lorelei while we are joined together. Let her joyful bouncing across the waves do our fucking for us so she can feel it to. Allow us both our freedom and we will do your bidding." Watching them standing there joined in love while they sailed the boat was incredibly arousing and had affected all three of us. Vitesha asked, "OK Prem, which one of us do you want to sit on your face while the other one sucks your cock?" I laid back on the bench and said, "Alysse come put that sweet pussy on my mouth and face my feet so you can make sure Vitesha's doing a good job of sucking me." "Prem have you ever known Vitesha to do a less than stellar job of sucking your cock?" "You've got a good point Alysse but if you sit this way I'll lick your ass for you too." Her leg swung over my head as soon as I finished the sentence. She spread her legs until her soft sweet labia brushed against my mouth. I pursed my lips to kiss them and she began to slowly move the pink folds across my mouth gently sliding her slit to and fro. She made sure to move far enough forward to get her puckered asshole directly over my mouth and when she did, my tongue reached out to probe the wrinkled aperture. Her hands cupped her breasts and she began to softly moan as I continued to lick her while she slid back so I could flick her clit then move forward again to pause while my tongue penetrated her anus. Her juices began to seep out onto my chin and mouth with each pass she made. While my mouth was having fun with Alysse's crotch, Vitesha was sliding her lips up and down my hard cock and massaging my balls with her hand. In my preoccupation with Janelle's unparalleled expertise at manually and orally stimulating my genitals I had forgotten how good Vitesha was at doing it. She could completely engulf my entire length and still use her tongue to tickle the base while she held my cock in her warm wet mouth. The combined effects of licking Alysse's pussy and Vitesha sucking me were pushing me toward a climax that I was sure would come soon. The rocking of the boat contributed to the sensations that were spurring me toward orgasm as well. As if that weren't enough I soon heard Suvarna grunting as Peter had begun to augment Lorelei's movements with his own and was driving his cock firmly in and out of her slippery pussy with a steady rhythm. "Oh Peter yes, yes fuck me. Fuck me hard. Let me feel your cock deep inside me." Suvarna's hand left the wheel and moved to her clit as she began to rub the little nub frantically. "Ooooohhhhhh Peter yesssss. You're making me cum. Ohhhhh God yes, cum with me Peter. Fill my pussy with your hot cum. Do it Peter. Do it NOWWW! Oh God, Oh God, I feel it spurting into me. Ohhhhhhhhhh!" Her vocal expression of their orgasms triggered Alysse's as she rubbed her clit and pressed her pussy hard against my mouth. Feeling her juices fill my mouth and Vitesha squeeze my balls sent me over the top as well and I erupted cum into her like a fountain. Her warm mouth milked me like a hungry calf as her hand urged my balls to release more each time my prostate yielded it's pearly cream to her incessant sucking. While the heated activity in the cockpit was taking place Debby had been in the room that was the electronic control center of the boat. She was watching one of the large flat screen monitors that was filled with the image of one of ten high-definition cameras placed strategically around the boat to allow everything to be checked out even when nobody was on deck. This particular camera was mounted so you could see everything that was happening in the cockpit. She had been watching Peter and Suvarna's flirtatious activities for several minutes and was becoming a little aroused by it. Rachel opened the door and saw her sitting there. "Oh, here you are. I wondered where you had gotten off to." "Rachel! Come here. You have to see this." Rachel moved behind the chair Debby was sitting in and looked at the monitor. "Wow, I never thought I'd see Peter do this with a guest. God knows he's had every opportunity since some of our trips have been all men and beautiful hookers for them to play with. I'm sure some of them came on to him during those cruises." Debby reached over and turned up the volume on the directional microphone each camera was supplied with then zoomed in for a closer look. "Oh My God Rachel, look at them. Aren't they magnificent? Isn't she amazing? How do you get to be that free and comfortable with your sexuality to stand up for everybody to see you and still manage to sail a boat?" "Ask her. She'll tell you. Better than that, she'll show you. She was the one who held me last night while I was being massaged. She kissed me with more tenderness and love that I've ever felt before." "Rachel! You kissed a girl?" "It was more like I let her kiss me but they were the best kisses I've ever had. The guy in the back of the cockpit with the two women took turns kissing me with her. He's a great kisser too. And not just on the lips. He kissed my boobs and not long after that I had my orgasm." "Holy shit. First you get massaged then you go nudie then Peter's fucking in the cockpit. This is turning into a floating free love convention. Even I'm starting to get turned on by what we're watching. If you weren't here my hand would be in my shorts rubbing my clit." "Don't let me stop you. Go ahead, I'll do it with you." She walked around the chair and stood next to it then spread her legs and moved her hand to her pussy. "You'll enjoy it more if you take your clothes off." "Jesus Rachel, I don't believe this is happening. I've never done anything with another girl before. I don't think I'm wired that way." Rachel rubbed her pussy and pulled the hood of her clitoris back to expose it. "Then why are you looking at me and Suvarna like that?" Debbie stood up and without moving her eyes from the monitor reached down and unbuttoned her shorts and unzipped them. She stepped out of them when they fell to the floor. Her hands moved to the waistband of her panties and she pushed down until they too fell to the floor. She sat back down and spread her legs then brought the fingers of her right hand to her clit and began to slowly rub it. "I don't fucking believe I'm doing this." Rachel watched Debby rubbing her swollen clit while they both listened to the sounds coming from Peter and Suvarna in the cockpit. Debby kept shifting her gaze from Rachel to the monitor and back as she became more and more aroused. Her breathing was fast and she was making little moaning sounds. When Suvarna gave voice to her orgasm and Peter joined her, both Rachel and Debby began to have one too. "OH MY GOD Rachel, I'm cumming. Unnnnnhhhhh OH GOD YESSSSS." Rachel's orgasm was intense but silent as she watched Debby have hers. This was a first for her too. She turned her head to see Suvarna's face as her ecstasy transformed it into an image of pure beauty and knew who had caused this change in all of them. She realized that a real Lorelei had come aboard and they were succumbing to her call. She knew the German legend of the beautiful maiden who had thrown herself into the Rhine in despair over a faithless lover and was transformed into a siren whose song led sailors to their death on the rock that she inhabited. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 21 But her song was not leading them to their death; rather it was inviting them to wake up, to live fully, to love uninhibitedly and unashamed. This was not a malevolent spirit but a true enchantress, a seductress that promised and delivered joy and delight. By Sharing Suvarna's orgasm vicariously and surreptitiously with her she knew with certainty that she was irrevocably in love with her. The song of this Lorelei was just as irresistible as the one in the legend. Debby stood up and reached down to get her panties. "You're not really going to put those back on are you?" "I guess it is a little silly at this point. She put them in the chair then picked up her shorts and put them with her panties. Then she pulled her polo shirt off and removed her bra. "I'm going to leave my shoes on. I can't walk on the deck very well without them." Rachel walked over to the door and left the room with Debby close behind her. When she got to the stairs that led up to the deck she met Suvarna coming down. "Oh, hi Rachel. I was just going to my stateroom to have a quick shower." "Suvarna I saw what you just did with Peter. I think it's the most fantastic thing I've ever witnessed and you are the most beautiful and fascinating person I've ever seen." "Thank you Rachel that's very sweet of you to say. If you'd like to see some more of me you can join me in the shower." "I... I... " Unable to speak she moved forward and put her arms around her and kissed her as tenderly as she had been kissed the night before. Suvarna returned the kiss as passionately as it had been given then pulled back and said, "I'll take that as a yes. Come on, I hate to bathe alone." Debby had gone up on deck to see where everybody was and find out if anybody wanted a drink or a snack. She found Mitra in the spot where Rachel had received her massage last night. She was with the twins and the two females were rubbing Jean as he lay between them. "Hello, would any of you like me to bring you something to drink or a snack? "Can you make a pina colada without putting milk or cream in it?" "Sure, we use fresh pineapple and coconut and I can add a little soy milk instead of cream." "That sounds delicious. Bring us three of those but go light on the rum. We don't drink much, especially during the day." "Of course. I'll be right back." When Debby brought the drinks back they were in tall plastic glasses with a wedge of pineapple on the edge. The icy beverages were perfect for the warm tropical day. "Debby I forgot to mention it before but I'm glad to see you've decided to shed your clothing so we can see what you look like. You really shouldn't hide such a cute body like yours under clothing." "Not all our guests are as liberal in their views on nudity as you all are. It does feel good though." "Did you remember to put sunscreen on?" "Oh no! I didn't. I'll have to go get some, this sun can be brutal." "There's no need to go anywhere. The massage oil we're using has an SPF of fifty. Come on up here and we'll make sure you're covered very well." "You're Mitra aren't you?" "Yes, how did you know?" "Rachel told me about you and suggested I talk to you about giving me a massage like she got last night." "We'd be happy to give you a massage Debby. Climb up and we'll get started. Have you met the twins yet?" "No, I haven't" "This is Jean lying between us and his sister Janelle at the other end. We met them in Bordeaux France and we all fell in love. We just couldn't leave them behind so we brought them with us." Debby took her shoes off as Jean moved over to let her climb up on the platform. When she was sitting in the middle of all of them she asked, "Is that why there are so many of you? Does everyone who meets you fall in love with you?" "Only the ones who are intelligent and perceptive enough to recognize us. When someone meets us they either feel the love that exists between us or they think we're just a bunch of swingers running around having sex with anybody who wants to. It's pretty easy to see which attitude a person has when they're around us. These meditations are very powerful and are definitely not for everyone. You have to be extremely receptive and willing to dedicate yourself totally before you can benefit from them. We don't have time for people with negative feelings." "I have to admit that the first night when you did your meditation I was a little uncertain about what I was seeing. I've known Rachel for over two years and she definitely felt something positive about what you did and she's become much more comfortable with all of you very quickly." "Rachel allowed me to touch her last night. She overcame her fear and doubt and showed me who she really is. She is a kindred spirit and could easily fit in with us if she wants to. Would you like to try that? Are you brave enough to put aside your preconceptions and conditioning and show me who you are? There is nothing to fear Debby. Everything we do is an expression of our love and we would never hurt you." "I've never done anything like that before. I don't know what to do." "That's just the point Debby. There is nothing you need to do. You stop doing and your true self will reveal who you really are. You just need a little help to get started that's all." "OK, I'll try it." "Good. Now sit facing me with your legs crossed like mine are." When she was in place Mitra took her hands in hers. "Close your eyes and relax. Breathe easily and as deeply as you feel comfortable with. Don't think about anything. Feel things. Feel the warm sun and the breeze blowing and the deck beneath you. Feel my hands holding yours. Be still and let all these feelings flow into you unobstructed by your mind. Make no judgment about them, only feel them as they are." They sat like that for a few minutes until Mitra spoke, "Debby how do you feel?" "I feel relaxed and comfortable." "That's good. In a moment I'm going to tell you to open your eyes. When you do I want you to look directly into mine. Don't look away or close them. No matter what you see or feel just let it happen. Nothing will harm you. Can you do that?" "I'll try." "OK, open your eyes." Her eyelids slid up and she directed her gaze at Mitra's eyes. At first she seemed unaffected like she had been told to read an eye chart at the doctor's. But as she continued to stare into Mitra's hypnotic eyes her expression began to change. Her face took on a melancholy demeanor tinged with sadness. "It's OK Debby, let me see it. Don't try to hide it. Trust me, I can help you deal with it." A tear rolled out of her eye and slid slowly down her cheek. "That's it my beautiful child, come to me now and let me hold you." She moved forward and sat in Mitra's lap with her legs around her as Mitra took her in her arms. The tears were flowing now as Mitra gently rocked her and held her. Slowly the tears stopped and she almost went limp in Mitra's embrace. "Janelle, move forward, I'm going to lay her back on you. Just let her lie there and rest. Rub her neck and shoulders very gently. Let her feel your warm hands on her skin. Jean put your hand between her breasts on her heart and send as much love as you can into her." In a few minutes she opened her eyes and smiled. She looked at Mitra and said, "How did you do that? I had almost completely forgotten about it." "No you hadn't. You had suppressed it and buried it in your subconscious. You trusted me enough to let me see it. That's the first step to healing. You did very well Debby. I've been a hospice worker for twenty years. I help those who are dying. At the end of one's life when your brain begins to die all sorts of repressed memories surface and come back into the conscious mind. I've learned how to see the pain and help them to realize that they can finally let it go." "You saw what happened to me?" "I didn't see the details but I saw the consequences. I felt your pain and I know that whatever happened caused you a lot of anguish. I can help you release yourself from its grip and free you from the pain. Your trust in me is what allowed you to do this. It took a lot of courage for you to decide to take your clothes off and walk around naked. This incident that you've suppressed has made you afraid to expose yourself emotionally as well as physically. I can help you restore your confidence and lose your fear of vulnerability so you can feel joyous about revealing your body again." "Oh Mitra that would be wonderful if you could do that for me. But why would you want to?" "Because I can. It's what I do. It's what love does because that is the only thing that truly heals. Helping you to grow in your capacity to love is all the reward I could wish for because it helps me to grow with you." "Are you for real? Do people like you really exist?" "Unfortunately we are becoming an endangered species. But there is hope. I had almost forgotten it myself until I met Prem and Suvarna. Since we have been together we have grown to twelve people who are learning to love to their full capacity." "You can probably include Rachel and Peter in your group. I have a feeling I won't be far behind them. Can we do my massage now?" "Of course we can my sweet. Which side do you want to start with?" "Which side did Rachel start with?" "I believe she started with her front side up." "I thought so. That's where she ended too I'll bet. I think I'll let you start on my back so I can get that sunscreen on both sides." "The sun wasn't shining when we massaged Rachel." "I don't care. I want the full treatment." "Are you OK with women touching you?" "Touching me where?" "Everywhere." "Oh. Well let's try it and I'll let you know if I can't handle it." "Don't worry about it. If you feel uncomfortable with it we can let Jean do those parts or we can just skip them altogether but they are usually the best part of the massage." "If it didn't bother Rachel I'm not going to let it bother me. Let's get started." Debby rolled over and lay face down on the cushion. Janelle moved down with Mitra to rub her legs and Jean moved to her head to do her shoulders, arms and back. They worked their way to her ass and then began a concerted effort on her pretty butt. Jean reached over from above her head to rub the small of her back while each of the women took one of her cheeks. They took turns pulling them apart with one hand while their other hand slid down her crack to her pussy. When she made no move to tell them to stop they spread her legs apart and rubbed her inner thighs and ran their fingers up and down her slit from her asshole to her clit. It was time to turn her over. They had to roll her over she was so relaxed. Everyone got in the same place to begin doing her front side. She gave absolutely no indication that she was uncomfortable being naked with them as she lay with her legs spread and her eyes closed. As they continued to massage her with the oil her breathing slowed and she looked to be close to sleep. When Jean finished doing her neck, shoulders and arms he moved to her breasts. A soft moan escaped her lips as he caressed and fondled her soft ample mounds. Janelle and Mitra had worked their way up to her hips. Mitra got between her legs as Janelle moved up to help Jean massage her breasts. They began to kiss and suck on her nipples as Mitra's magical hands massaged her pussy. They thought she was too far gone to notice what they were doing to her until she said, "Rachel said there would be kissing. Where is my kissing?" Janelle moved from her breast to begin kissing her neck, cheeks and finally her soft pouting mouth. Janelle explored her mouth with her tongue and she responded with enthusiasm. Mitra's thumbs were playing with her clit and her arousal was evident when her breathing changed to a faster tempo. She was helpless before their onslaught. When these three want to make you cum you can be certain that's what you will do. When Mitra's fingers slid into her vagina and tickled her g-spot it soon triggered her orgasm. Her hips rose up and she pressed her chest against Jean's hungry mouth. Her whole body trembled with the intensity of her climax. Janelle never stopped kissing her. She relaxed back down and let out a long soft sigh. She smiled and stretched then opened her eyes. "That was wonderful. Thank you all very much. I can't believe I've had two orgasms before lunch time." Mitra stretched out on top of her and kissed her, pushing her tongue deep into her mouth then pulled away and asked her, "Do you want to try for three?" "Yes." "How would you like to have your third orgasm?" "Well the first one I did myself. You gave me the second. I think I'm ready for a cock for my third one." "You're in luck. Jean has a wonderful cock and he's very skilled with it. Would you like us to get him ready for you?" "That would be very thoughtful of you." "It would be our pleasure. Would you like to watch or would you like me to get you ready while Janelle gets Jean ready?" "You can do anything you want to me Mitra. I trust you completely now. I've never felt this close to another woman before." Mitra kissed her again. "Since we don't have a lot of time to be together I'm going to make you my special project. I'm going to open up your heart so you can feel love again and I'm going to help you truly forget what happened to you and move on to become who you were born to be." "Oh Mitra, Mitra you're the kindest person I've ever met. Show me how to do these things and I will love you forever." "Look into my eyes as I kiss you and don't close them. Let go completely. Surrender to me and I will help you to heal." She lowered her mouth down to kiss the soft lips of this young woman and looked into her bright trusting eyes. Mitra felt her warm body relax into a total surrender. Mitra poured love into her as only she could, holding nothing back. Debby received it all and felt it drip onto her heart like warm honey. Nothing in her life had ever felt this good. She wrapped her arms and legs around Mitra and pulled her to her tightly, giving her self to her new lover completely, no longer caring that she was loving a woman this intensely. All that mattered was the flood of love that continued to flow through her body and into her heart. Mitra lifted her lips and asked, "Are you ready my sweet love?" "Oh God yes Mitra. I've never been more ready." Mitra rolled off her and lay beside her. Jean knelt between Debby's widespread legs. Janelle moved to her other side and lay down next to her. "Lay your hard cock on her mound Jean. Debby put your hand on him and feel the hot throbbing cock that will soon be inside you. Squeeze it and stroke it. You want it don't you?" "Ohhhhhh Goddddd yessss I want it more than I've ever wanted anything. I want to feel it enter me and stretch me and fill me up with love. Oh Jean, do it. Please put your cock in me." Janelle reached over and wrapped her hand around Jean's hard cock. "Let me do it Jean. I know exactly how she wants it." She wiped the bulbous head up and down Debby's slit then positioned it at her entrance. "Push now Jean, nice and easy. Janelle's hand slid back as Jean's rigid cock entered Debby's pink vagina. Janelle moved her hand from around Jean's cock and began to rub Debby's clit. "Go on Jean push it in all the way now." When he was buried in her snug channel he held still and let her feel it throbbing inside her. Janelle continued to rub her clit and moved her fingers down to caress her distended lips as they stretched to contain Jean's hot cock. Mitra covered Debby's mouth with her own and explored inside it with her tongue. Janelle's mouth moved to her breast and engulfed the nipple. Debby was almost delirious with sexual joy at this point. Jean put his hands on her knees and pushed them back toward her chest to get even deeper into her tight vagina then began to slowly stroke in and out of her slippery passage. In just a few minutes his steady fucking brought her to her third orgasm. Still they did not relent. Jean kept fucking, Janelle kept sucking and Mitra continued to kiss her to the point that she could hardly get her breath as they pushed her higher and higher into an ecstatic sexual bliss that she had never known existed. Finally Jean could feel his release approaching and increased the pace of his stroking until her juice was leaking out around his cock with every thrust. He pushed in as deep as he could then began to spew his hot cream into her. The orgasm that roared through her now made the others pale in comparison. She had to fight to remain conscious as the sexual energy surged into parts of her body she didn't even know she had. Her head was filled with light and she wanted to scream but Mitra would not allow her to release any of the sexual energy that had her practically in convulsions now. It seemed like she would never stop cumming. She was dizzy with orgasm. Her pussy was still filled with Jean's cock and overflowing with his hot cum. Mitra finally released her mouth and she moaned long and loudly trying desperately to vent some of the intense energy that had her tingling from her head to her toes. Jean withdrew his half hard cock and let her lower her legs. Janelle reluctantly pulled her mouth from her breast and laid her head next to hers. She was breathing deeply and eventually reached a state of sexual joy that she had visited only once before in what had up to now been the high point of her sexual experience. She was reassured that she would live through the sexual cyclone that had just ravaged her body and soon return to normal. Then she wondered if she would ever be normal again after what these three loving people had shared with her. All doubt and reservations concerning this group of incredible people had been obliterated by the whirlwind of sex and love that had just blown through her life. She had never wanted anything more than to be with them now. She had drunk the Kool-Aid and was a fervent convert to whatever it was that made them so special and so loving. They let her lie there and recuperate for a while then Mitra asked her, "Debby, how do you feel sweetie?" Debby just looked at her with her eyes sparkling like they were filled with glitter. "It's OK my precious darling, it was a rhetorical question. There's nothing you can say and we know exactly how you feel. We feel that way all the time." "Oh my God. I don't think I could function if I felt this way all the time. I don't want to do anything but float in this blissful feeling. Oh shit! What time is it? I've got to get down below and help with lunch." She pulled herself up and climbed down off the platform, slipped her shoes on then tried to walk back to the stairway. Janelle called out to her, "Debby you'll probably want to stop at the bathroom before you go to the galley unless you want to have cum running down your legs during lunch." "Thanks, I was just about to figure that out for myself." After a stop in the bathroom to compose herself she rushed to the galley to help get lunch ready. Rachel was already busy with preparations. She looked at Debby and asked, "Where have you been? You're late for lunch service." "Rachel you're not going to believe where I've been. It was beyond wonderful. I've been with Mitra and the twins. Did you know there were French teenage twins in this group? You must meet them. So what have you been doing since we watched Peter in that porn movie this morning?" "I've been in Suvarna's stateroom falling in love." "With who? Suvarna?" "Yes. I gave her a bath then we went to her bed and made love. Oh God Debby it was wonderful. I've never known such tenderness. That woman could teach a PhD level course in foreplay. She aroused me so sweetly and gently that I was almost shaking when she put her mouth on my pussy. I didn't last more than two minutes until I had the most powerful climax I've ever had. I couldn't tell whether I was having an orgasm or a stroke." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 21 "Well I can't blame you, I'm in love with Mitra. She said she was going to make me her special project for the rest of the time we're with them." "What's that suppose to mean?" "I'll tell you later. Let's get finished with lunch first." Everybody at the dining table now had on robes with the notable exception of Andy who was not present at all. "Peter, where is Andy?" "We don't like to use the computer to sail so he's steering the boat. I insist that somebody be at the helm whenever the boat is moving even if the computer is in control. Andy will have lunch when we're finished and I can take over the wheel." Suvarna said, "Ohhhh, that's not fair. He shouldn't be up there all alone. Angelika, why don't you and Daniella fix him a sandwich and take it up to him. Maybe if you're really nice to him he'll teach you to sail the boat the way Peter taught me." Word had gotten around about Peter and Suvarna's performance in the cockpit this morning so everybody knew what Suvarna meant. Angelika and Daniella were only too happy to comply with her request. If Andy was anything like me he'd try and teach them to fly the boat in order to get next to either of them. Apparently Mitra was the only one who hadn't heard about what happened in the cockpit this morning because while everybody else was smirking at Suvarna's suggestion to Daniella and Angelika, she naively asked, "Did I miss something about you learning to sail Suvarna?" Debby walked over behind her and leaned down to whisper in her ear, "Don't worry Mitra, I've got the whole thing recorded on the DVR. I'll show it to you after lunch." Mitra kissed her on the cheek and said thank you and Debby walked back to the counter. Rachel looked at her and said softly, "My you two have become cozy haven't you. What was that you said about not being wired that way?" Debby stuck her tongue out at her. The rest of the day was spent relaxing, massaging, making love, looking at the islands that we passed and learning about sailing. About five PM we reached an island where we were to do our evening meditation and dropped anchor. It was beautiful and we explored it before it got dark. All the crew had decided to take part in the meditation so Mitra started them off with a gentler one to let them get accustomed to meditating. The love field was even stronger now with sixteen people. We left early the next day but Rachel let us sleep until eight. She opened the stateroom door gently and crept inside. She may have been a little surprised to see me in bed with Angelika and Alysse but she moved up to the bed and noticed my morning hard-on. It took me a moment to respond to the warm mouth that was covering the head of my cock. "Rachel, I didn't expect this from you when I asked you to wake me with a kiss." She removed her mouth to say, "I don't remember you specifying exactly where I was to kiss you and it seemed a shame to let that nice hard cock go to waste." "Well now that you've got me up, would you like to finish what you started or should I ask one of my lovers to take over for you?" "I don't like to leave things half done Prem. Just lie back and enjoy this. It's been a while since I began the day with cum for breakfast." She was not in the same league as Janelle when it came to fellatio but she was enthusiastic and was obviously not a beginner at sucking cock. She crawled up on the bed to get in a better position and proceeded to suck and stroke my cock until I felt the familiar signs of an impending orgasm. She sped up her stroking as she sensed my climax approach and stopped when she felt me swell in her mouth. She held still while I spurted six hot globs of cum into her warm mouth then pulled off and tilted her head back as she swallowed my load. Alysse was awake now and asked her, "Rachel are you as adept at eating pussy as you are at sucking cock?" "Suvarna gave me a lesson yesterday I won't soon forget but if I have to get you all off in the morning to wake you up I won't be finished before lunch." "In that case you can come back tonight and put me to sleep by licking my pussy. Have you ever tasted French pussy Rachel?" "No. I'd never taste any pussy until I was with Suvarna." "Well you started with one of the best. Tonight you can see how French cooze compares to American." I added, "You won't be disappointed Rachel. Alysse is delicious in every way." After a delightful breakfast we spent the morning on deck. We stopped at two islands, one just to explore and the other to meditate. The following day we reached Antigua before noon. We docked Lorelei at a marina that Peter knew so we could go to Suvarna's property and see what kind of access it had to the ocean. We didn't know exactly where the property was so we couldn't anchor the boat near it yet. We located the property agent's office and met the manager, Marvin Wilson. He was delighted to see us and said he had been making preparations for our arrival for the last week. He arranged for two vans to take us all to the place and insisted Suvarna and I ride with him in his car. After about a twenty-minute ride we approached a long wall and then reached some gates. He stopped and got out to open them then got back in the car and led the two vans behind us along a long drive that was immaculately landscaped with tropical trees and shrubs. The drive turned from gravel to pavement as we approached the house. We pulled up under my favorite architectural feature, a porte cochere. This one was long and wide enough for three cars. Three steps led up to a long porch that encircled the entire house. High-end outdoor furniture was arranged all along the porch for lounging and eating outside. The house itself was spectacular. Not as grand as the one in Lyon or as stately as the one in Bordeaux it nevertheless had twelve bedrooms and was three stories tall. It also had a very important feature: A reinforced storm cellar. There was an open area in the middle of the great room on the ground floor that went all the way to the top and was covered with Plexiglas to let in the sunlight. Directly underneath it was a tiered fountain where water spilled from one level to the next in a delightful dripping way that you could sit and listen to like music. Balconies went all the way around the second and third floors both inside and out. These floors were where the bedrooms were. They were large and each one was decorated beautifully with ceiling fans and tropical décor. French doors opened to the outside balconies. You could see the ocean from the balconies on three of the four sides of the house. The fourth side overlooked a marvelous garden. The garden was filled with flowering plants and was bordered by a beautiful hedge of bougainvillea. In the middle of the garden was another edgeless pool and beyond the pool was an opening in the hedge that led to another fantastic spa that had been built five years ago when the air conditioning systems in the house were upgraded. I wondered why you would want a pool when you had the Caribbean close by but tall trees shaded it and the hedge gave it seclusion so you could swim naked in privacy. The area around the pool made a perfect spot to do our meditations. The entire estate, all thirty-seven acres of it, was what I would call simple elegance or elegant simplicity, take your pick but it just fit the part of the world it occupied perfectly. It had an air of Charleston and New Orleans. Of all the places we had been so far, this was hands down my favorite. And I hadn't even seen the beach yet. Marvin had even hired staff to be on sight every day we were there. A cook, a gardener and two maids were at our service from nine to six. I wondered how they would react to sixteen people running around naked all the time. I asked each of them if it would be a problem and they assured me that it would not although they did suggest that we put on clothes for eating our meals inside the house since the furniture was very expensive and some of it was antique and irreplaceable. But as far as being naked, they said they grew up practically naked because, after all, they lived in paradise. I couldn't argue with that. After touring the entire house we headed for the beach. It was down a gently sloping hill and you could see the gorgeous aquamarine water from the moment you put your foot on the path that led to it. The path led to a beach so perfect that you would have thought Disney designed it. Sand like talcum powder. Palm trees placed exactly where they should be. This part of the estate was on a point that faced due south so as you walked from one end of it to another you went from an eastern view around to a western one. This meant you could sit on the beach to watch the sun rise and set on the ocean and never leave the spot you were in. The water was not only beautiful but remarkably calm. Waves measured in inches instead of feet lapped gently on the shore. In less than two minutes of standing on the beach I felt like I never wanted to leave this place. We could sell all the other properties and it wouldn't bother me but I wanted to live here. I had never had such a strong feeling of being at home in my life. Suvarna looked at me and said, "Do you feel as wonderful as I do being here?" "I'm already thinking I want to live here. I want to get some pictures to send Sandy and see what she thinks of it." "What about your kids? If you want to stay here after I'm gone where would they go to school?" "I'm guessing they have schools here Suvarna. If they don't, I'll build one and staff it." "Do you think Sandy would be all right with having our baby here?" "They may not have schools here but I'm very sure they've been having babies here for a long time. I'll fly doctors and nurses in if she wants them and it makes her feel better about delivering here." We walked along the incredible beach then returned to the house to get settled. The staff was already assisting everybody in getting luggage put in the rooms we would occupy and Marvin was overseeing things as if his family had returned from a long absence. I liked him immediately. He had that innate island, 'no problem' attitude about everything and never stopped smiling. I sought Vitesha out and told her to get the video camera then asked Marvin to take us on a tour of the entire property. It took almost an hour and we went everywhere. There was no part of the estate that was not superbly maintained and groomed. "Marvin how long have you been taking such good care of this place?" "Well Mr. Evans, I used to come here as a little boy with my father when miss Anne's father owned this estate. I'm fifty years old now so you could say I took over for my father like miss Anne took over for hers." "Didn't you ever think it was strange that nobody ever came here in such a long time? "Yes sir Mr. Evans I surely did. But a check arrives every month to pay for the maintenance of this estate and I make sure that happens. It keeps a few people in jobs and that's a good thing." "Marvin if everybody in the world had your gentle spirit and good attitude and integrity then the whole planet would be a paradise like Antigua. Thank you for what you've done for so long." I hugged him and he hugged me like we were brothers. Vitesha filled an entire memory chip with video so we headed back to the house. I asked her to upload the video to a website so Sandy could view it then I sat down to compose an email to her. I told her we had arrived in Antigua and that I had fallen in love with the estate and asked her to please look at the video and see it for herself. I told her to reply to this email and let me know what she thought about it after she had seen it. After I sent it I found Marvin again, "Marvin, how are the schools here on Antigua?" "We have many residents who have moved here from all over the world and they have contributed to building and staffing several fine schools not only for their own children but also for those who were born here. The result is that the literacy rate is very high and academic standards actually exceed those in the states." I could check that issue off the list of objections to moving here. Emma, the cook, announced that she would be serving lunch in the dining room in a few minutes so we all gathered there. I asked Marvin to please stay and have lunch with us and he accepted. The food was excellent. Peter informed us that after looking over the waters around the estate there didn't seem to be a good spot to anchor Lorelei so he had decided to leave her in the marina. We would have to rent some vehicles after lunch to use while we were here so we could see the island. Marvin said he would be happy to drive us to the car rental agency where we could pick up a couple of vans. After lunch Suvarna, Vitesha, Mitra and I accompanied Marvin to rent the vans. We all registered to drive them. The more I saw of Antigua the more convinced I was that I wanted to live here. When we returned to the estate I checked my email and there was a reply from Sandy. She said she thought the place was beautiful and that I was being mean to her by showing it to her. She said I was flaunting being in a tropical paradise while she had been abandoned pregnant and alone to suffer through a miserable existence in a hot polluted big city. She put a smiley face at the end of that sentence to let me know she was trying to make me feel guilty. Then I read the words that made my heart feel good. 'I really wish I could be there with you.' I hit reply the second I read those words. I told her to be careful what she wished for then told her that I felt more at home here than any place I had ever been and I wanted to bring her here as soon as Anne was gone to see if she loved it as much as I did and if she did, we would make this our new home. It didn't take long to get an answer to that email. All she said was, 'Are you serious?' I replied that I had never meant anything more in my life. She said she was already getting excited thinking about it and couldn't wait until she and the kids could come and see it for themselves. Mitra walked in and sat down on one of the white wicker sofas that were in the great room. "Prem, Suvarna, I've inspected this place and discovered that it has a high level of spiritual energy and that will boost the effect of the love field. Now that we are sixteen people it should be very strong." "I'm going to schedule Tantric meditations twice a day for the next two weeks, one in the morning beginning at seven AM and another in the evening starting at seven PM. The staff will be gone during those times so we should have complete privacy. The morning meditation will be out by the pool. The evening meditation will be on the beach." "There will be days when we take the boat out in those two weeks so we'll have to find places along the way for those days or, now that the entire crew is with us, we could do them on the deck of Lorelei if we had to. Afternoons will still be for massages or sightseeing if we're on the boat." "Why are we doing two meditations a day?" "Because we only have two weeks left before everybody leaves. Then we will be back to where we began with just the four of us. We will still do meditations then but I need to see how you're feeling to know how much you can do." We spent the next two days exploring Antigua then spent two days just being on the estate. We found some musicians in town. There was a steel drum band and a reggae group that we heard perform so we hired them to come to the estate and put on a show for us. We started the evening meditations early and built bonfires on the beach where the musicians had set up their instruments. They had never played together before but you'd never know it, their styles blended wonderfully and they did some incredible versions of songs by the Beatles, Stevie Wonder and lots of traditional island songs. They did two songs I hadn't heard in a very long time and they did them so beautifully I thought they should be recorded. The first was 'Sad Movies Always Make Me Cry' and the second was 'Send Me the Pillow that you Dream On.' The subdued reggae beat and the soft, slow melody of the steel drums completely redefined these old songs. We spent a lot of time on the beach. Suvarna found a place that had horses and arranged for four of them to be brought over to the estate. She had ridden as a young girl and was thrilled to be able to do it again. Of all the images I would have of her after she was gone, none would be more ingrained in my memory than watching her ride a white horse bareback with nothing more than a bridle along the water's edge. She was naked except for a wide brimmed straw hat. I had Vitesha take a lot of video of her to show our daughter just how incredibly beautiful and alive her mother was. The staff was remarkably hospitable, bringing us fruit smoothies with a splash of dark rum in them and little snacks throughout the day as we played on the beach. We bought a large circular tent and had it put up on the beach so we could do our massages there. We rolled up the sides so we could see the ocean while we caressed each other. After the evening meditation we would put down blankets and lie on the sand and look at the stars as we listened to the gentle surf splash lazily on the shore. I was very happy that we had done this trip but to be honest, I would have been just as happy to come straight here and spend all our time together doing what we were doing now. The two-a-day meditations were having a great impact on everybody. During most of them we had gotten to the point of not speaking a single word other than occasionally getting guidance from Mitra. I guess she noticed this because one of the morning meditations was to take turns telling the person you were in a sexual position with exactly what you were feeling and to keep talking about your desires and preferences for several minutes. The one listening was required to make adjustments to their actions to enhance the speaker's enjoyment. Mitra kept Debby close to her during every meditation. The male partners would rotate with the women but Mitra was always helping Debby either as a partner herself or as a guide. I found out just how effective Mitra's extra attention was when Debby asked me if she could lie on a blanket with me after meditation one night. I could see the serene, blissful look on her face as she lay down beside me. "Prem I can't believe what a difference you all have made in my life since you walked on board Lorelei. I remember thinking you were just another group of tourists who would probably be drunk most of the time and cause me a lot of grief while I tried to look after you but boy, was I wrong. The first night you did a meditation I didn't know what to think about it. Rachel felt something immediately but I tried to avoid getting involved." "When I had my first massage with Mitra and the twins it changed my feelings about you. I've never met anybody like Mitra before. At first I didn't know whether to be scared of her or to trust her but she saw something I had been hiding deep inside me and I believed her when she told me she could help me with it." "When I was eighteen I was at a party and had too much to drink. My date took me to his apartment and had sex with me. It wasn't rape exactly but it was as close as you can get to it. I didn't want to do it, I was feeling sick and he knew it but he took advantage of me. It hurt me a lot more than I realized because I'm still carrying it around." "That's why Mitra's been keeping me close to her. I can really feel that she's healing me. She told me that he did it the first time but every time after that when I allowed that memory to disturb me, I was the one doing it to myself. I can forgive him now and soon I'll be able to let it go completely. It took a lot of trust for me to first get naked with all of you and then to join in the meditations but the more I do them the better I feel. Because of what happened to me years ago I had lost the capability to be a total sexual being because whenever I had sex that subconscious memory would make me withdraw from what I was experiencing and feel unworthy and scared of being hurt again." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 21 "In the brief time I've been doing the meditations, Mitra has opened my eyes and I can see things I couldn't before. Not only about myself but about everything. I've been in the islands for over two years and seen starry nights like this many times but tonight I see the stars differently and I hear the waves and feel the breeze like I never did before." "Tonight I had a breakthrough. Really for the first time in my life, Mitra opened my heart. Oh Prem, I've never felt anything that powerful and wonderful. I'm stunned." "You know what you're feeling don't you?" "Not really. I don't have any basis to compare it to." "It's love. Not the silly romantic hormonal rush that most people think love is. This is love as few people have come to know it. We've all been where you are now and we're all still learning and growing in our capacity to feel and express this kind of love." "You mean it gets better?" "You've barely stuck your toe in Debby. These meditations can bring you to a level where you don't feel anything but love. You watched Suvarna the day she and Peter had sex in the cockpit didn't you?" "Yes." "Mitra told me you had a recording of it. You need to watch it again. This time look at her face very carefully. Then tell me if you think that was only lust. They weren't fucking Debby. Peter may have thought he was but not Suvarna. She was sharing her love in a sexual act. It's not the same thing. Fucking happens below the navel, love happens above it." "I think I understand. I will watch it again. Prem, would you let me try to do that with you?" "Of course. Do you think you can stay focused on that powerful, wonderful feeling you have? Can you let go and allow your body to express that feeling through sex?" "I think so." "You can't think so Debby. You have to know. You have to say a heartfelt YES. Be confident, follow your heart." "YES!" "That's it. Now do it." "What should I do?" "Debby it's sex, what would you like to do? You have had more than just that one unfortunate sexual encounter haven't you?" "I like having my pussy licked. Could we start with that?" "An excellent choice Mademoiselle. Why don't you swing your leg over my head and get in position." She straddled my face and began to lower herself down to my mouth. "Debby, wait a second. I've got a better idea. Turn around so you're facing my feet and you can see the ocean." She pushed up and turned around then lowered herself down again. "Now before we get started I want you to look out at the ocean. Think about how big it is. See the stars above it. Think about how far away they are in this vast universe we're in. Now think about how fortunate you are to be here on this beautiful night in this wonderful place and how privileged you are to have this time. Don't let anybody or anything make you think you don't deserve to be here. Feel how exhilarating it is to be alive and free and capable of knowing love." "Oh Prem yes, I do see it. It's thrilling. There's so much out there!" "Debby, that's just it, there is no out there. Everything you're looking at is here. The universe is unbounded, there is only one sky and you are a part of it. You have a new way to perceive it. You can experience it with love in a whole new way. Let go. Lose yourself in the love." I put my hands on her hips and gently pulled her down until her pussy contacted my mouth. She breathed in sharply and tilted her head back and gave herself up to pure sensation. I kissed her and licked her until I felt her start to softly tremble. She tasted sweet as her juices began to trickle out of her. Her hips began to slowly move over my mouth as she pressed her pussy to my lips. I continued to lick her as she moved back and forth, sticking my tongue into her opening as it passed above my mouth. She slid back so her clit was on my lips. "Suck my clit Prem. Help me cum. I feel like I'm going to explode." My hands massaged her ass as my tongue flicked her swollen nub. Her legs began to twitch and she pressed down harder as I sucked her clit inside my mouth and licked it with the tip of my tongue. When her orgasm came it swept through her and she leaned forward and put her hands on my legs to steady herself. "Prem that was incredible. I've never had an orgasm that made me feel so happy. That's because of the love isn't it? I want to do that again." It was then that she spied my erect cock. "Ooohhh, maybe I'll have the next one on your cock." She crawled off my face and moved down to position her pussy over my hard cock. Her hand encircled it and directed the tip to her opening. Her lips surrounded it and she pushed down to take the head inside her. "Oh yes, that's what I want." She pushed down again and slowly engulfed the entire length. "Ohhhh God yes Prem you feel so good inside me. I'm going to sit here for a minute and squeeze you with my pussy. Oh... Oh... Ohhhhh yesssssss." "I don't want to interrupt your meditation on my cock but I must tell you that you have a very cute ass and it looks even cuter sitting on my cock." "Oh Prem you don't have to say that." "I didn't say it because I have to. I said it because I think you have a very cute ass and I very much enjoy seeing it right where it is." "That's a very sweet thing to say." She shook her hips then asked, "You don't think it's too jiggly do you?" "Do that again about fifty times and I'll let you know." She laughed then said, "Oh Prem I didn't know it was possible to feel this good. I know what you mean now about the difference between fucking and sharing your love in a sexual way. I felt that last orgasm above my navel as much as I felt it below." "Soon you will have one that will open your heart. Then you'll know what it feels like. After that I'll help teach you how to circulate the light and you'll really know what an orgasm is supposed to feel like." "I can't wait Prem. I want to experience all these things. I never knew it was possible." She began to raise her hips up and push them back down. Her wet cunt slid easily over my hard shaft. She was like a kid with a new toy. Her newfound joy excited her and she allowed herself to express it. She trusted me enough to overcome the bad memory and in so doing she defeated it and banished it from her psyche forever. She was bouncing up and down on me now and taking me deep with each thrust. "That's it Debby, play with me. Have fun and share your joy. Don't think about having an orgasm just keep loving me with your body." She kept up her steady ride for about twenty minutes as her arousal built up. Her breathing changed and her climax came closer until it overwhelmed her at last. She pressed down hard and her hips moved back and forth instead of up and down as she milked my stiff cock with her hot pussy. When she stopped moving I reached up and pulled her back to me so she was lying on top of me. I rolled us over on our right side and spooned behind her with my cock still imbedded inside her. I put my arms around her and held her tight. "Prem that was fabulous. All the time I was riding you I was thinking about what you said. There really is no 'out there'. We are among the stars in every direction. I really felt like I was a part of everything and what we were doing was expanding my capacity to perceive it. When I came, I felt like I disappeared for a few moments." We lay there until my erection finally subsided. I eased my limp cock out of her and kissed the back of her neck. "Come on my beautiful young lover, let's go get ready for bed and we can love each other for the rest of the night." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 22 We arose early today and skipped the morning meditation. We were going back out on Lorelei to visit islands south of us. Our first stop would be Dominica where we would do some sightseeing then we would head for St. Lucia stopping on the way at a small uninhabited island for a meditation. On the way back we would stop at Martinique then head for Guadeloupe. Finally we would swing by Montserrat on the way back to Antigua. We would be gone for four days. We could have done it in three but we didn't want to sail at night, preferring to spend our nights in port ashore. We made it to Dominica in good time; we had a nice wind and didn't have to tack very often. We spent a couple of hours touring the island then got underway for the deserted island where we would do our meditation. The island was small but pretty and had a good beach as well as good anchorage for Lorelei. Now that there were sixteen in our group we divided up so that six women each had a man. The other four women paired off. Mitra took Debby and Suvarna took Rachel. The meditation was basically the same for all the pairs: sitting facing each other with the man's cock in his female partner. Four of the women could do the circulating of the light. The other two would keep practicing until they got it. After the meditation we returned to the boat and headed for St. Lucia. We still had about four hours of daylight left so we would make it before dark. I got the impression that Suvarna was treating Rachel like she was Victoria. Knowing she would not have the chance to form that mother-child bond with her, she was experiencing it with Rachel. The same thing seemed to be happening with Mitra and Debby. Both of the younger women seemed very receptive to this. I didn't know if they never had this close, affectionate relationship with their mothers or if they just responded to it because it felt so genuine and loving. I did know that what Suvarna and Mitra were doing could only be done on this high plane of love or it could become a dependency for all of them. It reminded me of two lionesses showing their cubs how to survive on their own, only done with much more love and spiritual awareness. They would benefit from these relationships for the rest of their lives no matter how short or long they may be. I paid close attention to them because I wanted to learn how to do this for my own children and to help Sandy become capable of doing it. It was very bittersweet to see how good a mother Suvarna could have been. As for Mitra, I would try to get her to stay around after Suvarna died to be our spiritual guide and another mother to Victoria and my two children. I was convinced that having more than one mother was as healthy for you when you were young as having more than one lover when you were older. In order to keep these relationships anchored in the reality of what the group was all about, Suvarna made sure that when we bedded down for the night, she and Rachel had one of the males in bed with them. Tonight was my turn with them. After a shower that was longer than we could have had if we had been at sea, the three of us climbed into bed. We began by having Rachel lie between us. Suvarna and I took turns kissing her and running our hands through her hair. She was so much more relaxed and comfortable with us than she had been on the previous trip on the boat. I moved down her cheek kissing my way across her neck to her chest, then continued on to her breast. When my lips enfolded her nipple she pressed her chest up to push as much of her warm soft mound into my mouth as she could. I heard her breathe in sharply as my tongue began to dance with the swelling bud. Suvarna's hand cupped her other breast and softly caressed it. Rachel was as receptive as a sponge as she soaked up our affection and silently expressed her desire for more. As Suvarna slid down to put her mouth on her other breast, Rachel said, "Suvarna, being with you has completely changed my way of thinking about sex. I thought it was all about passion and action and heated movement in order to have a climax. Now I see how much better it is when it's done with tenderness and affection and love. You two take the time to make foreplay not just a part of lovemaking but essentially the entire act. Everything you do is done with so much love and genuine caring. It's like the meditations, you don't rush toward an orgasm you float into one." "You just keep right on floating my sweet love. Prem showed me from the very first time we ever had sex that love was the key to the whole experience. When you love your partner this much, these acts stop being sex; they become communion. You stop feeling like the other is doing something to you and your bodies become a harmony of movement like two ballet dancers. This opens your heart and the sexual energy moves there and transforms you." "Oh Suvarna yes it does. It makes me want to give myself totally to you both. Even more than I want to experience you, I want you to experience me until there is no more you and no more me." "Then just let it be my love. Let it be." I left Suvarna to attend to her breasts while I slid down, kissing my way to her navel and then all over her stomach. I barely touched her perfect skin as my lips glided across her, pausing occasionally to lick her navel. Her muscles twitched when the touching got to be too tender to bear. She pressed upward wanting me to kiss her with more pressure. I put my arm under her lower back and pulled her to me as the intensity of my kisses increased. She softly moaned followed by, "Ohhhhhh Yesssssss." Her eyes were closed and she was so surrendered she appeared to be floating on the open ocean, rising and falling on gigantic waves of pure sensation. She no longer cared who was loving her or how they were doing it, trusting that whatever was being done to her was done with love and had no other intent than to provide her with pleasure. I moved still lower and the arm under her back slid down so my hand could hold her left butt cheek. My mouth continued its journey toward her mound. She and Debby were the only two women in the group who still had pubic hair. Her soft curls were an enticing alternative to the bare flesh of the others. I licked across them then blew my breath over the damp trail my tongue left. I kissed my way slowly down until my tongue touched her clitoris. Another soft moan escaped her lips as her legs spread open and she pulled them up and bent her knees. Now it was my turn to shiver. This beautiful gesture of opening up to me like a flower spreading its petals never ceased to cause me the highest erotic pleasure. It was the most intimate invitation a man can receive. A silent beckoning to behold and partake of the joy her body so eagerly wanted to share. There is no other moment quite like it. To miss the opportunity to appreciate it is to miss one of the great experiences of living. Still holding on to her ass with one hand my other hand moved to her knee where my fingertips lightly traced a path along her inner thigh to the fold where her pussy began. My thumb pressed against her outer lip and smoothly rubbed up to the top where it replaced my tongue on her clit so my mouth could slide gently down to kiss the pink folds of her slit. My lips slowly traveled the length of her labia until they covered her opening. My tongue parted her lips to explore her vagina and once fully extended began to lick the hot flesh. I alternated licking and sucking her as she pushed her pussy against my face to urge me to continue my tongue's discovery of her. I kept feasting on her slit for a long time making sure to slow down whenever it felt like she was nearing a climax. I didn't want her to cum yet but to get completely aroused. I had other plans in mind for her before she had her release. She was very wet now so I shifted my position to lay crosswise to her and draped her legs over my hips. My hard cock was pointed straight at her opening. Without my saying anything Suvarna moved down to lie beside Rachel's hip and laid her head on her mound. I shifted my hip slightly so the head of my cock was touching her lips then pushed forward to slide it into her mouth. Her hand encircled the lower half of my shaft as she began to stroke it while she was sucking me. After only a minute she pulled back and released my cock so she could put it on Rachel's entrance. When I felt the tip in position I pushed forward and slid smoothly inside her until Suvarna's fingers stopped my insertion. Her hand began to move again as she slowly jerked me off while the upper half of my cock was being squeezed by Rachel's cunt. Suvarna knew this was my favorite way to make love. She and Janelle had done this to me many times. She moved her mouth so she could lick Rachel's clit while she lovingly stroked my cock with her hand. I could feel Rachel's juices seeping out of her. Suvarna alternated my cock from Rachel's pussy to her mouth until I could no longer distinguish which was more arousing. She would let go of my cock completely to engulf my entire length with her mouth and coat it with her saliva then pull off and redirect it to Rachel to let me feel it slide all the way inside her while she played with my balls. Suvarna kept Rachel and me below our orgasmic threshold for a long time while she orchestrated our movements. Then she raised her head and swung her leg over Rachel's body and slowly lowered her pussy to her mouth. Rachel eagerly welcomed Suvarna's bald twat to her mouth. Even with Rachel's enthusiastic oral attention to her pussy, Suvarna kept on playing with my cock and Rachel's pussy. Finally she pulled her mouth off my cock and returned it to Rachel's pink channel, "Oh baby, I feel like my pussy has just collapsed like the core of a star and now it's going to explode." Her hand moved to cradle my balls as I slid my wet cock deep inside Rachel and held still. Suvarna's head tilted back; her eyes fluttered closed and her face took on an expression of pure bliss as Rachel's vagina went into spasm around my cock, causing it to throb then spew the contents of my balls all over her hot pink walls. Our orgasms engulfed us in a silent explosion of white light. They were powerful but each of us assimilated the full force of them as we had learned to do in the meditations. These were whole body-mind orgasms. The energy blasting its way through our hearts, rising upward to our third eye where it made time stop and joined us together as one entity. No moans, screams or other sounds could express what we were feeling. This time love took us even beyond tears. Sometime later we slowly came back down. Rachel moved over so I could lie between them. They turned on their sides and each one put an arm over me. I thought about what Mitra said about lovers' spirits watching over each other while we slept. We would all be well cared for tonight. Even though we had plenty of supplies on board we decided to eat breakfast at a local restaurant in St. Lucia before leaving. The restaurant was located in a beautiful, secluded resort on Marigot bay with magnificent views of the surrounding mountains and the ocean. The bay was just wide and deep enough to bring Lorelei into and anchor in the gorgeous turquoise water. Peter went ashore in the dinghy and returned with the resort's larger water taxi to ferry the rest of us in. The weather was perfect for our trip north to Martinique. September was prime hurricane season but this year had been quiet and there were no storms in sight at this time. Lorelei had more than enough sophisticated electronics to be able to spot any bad weather within several hundred miles so storms were not an issue for us. We had to make do with warm sunshine and puffy white clouds and a perfect amount of wind for sailing. Another day in paradise. The atmosphere on board had completely transformed from crew and passengers to one of all of us being a family of sorts. Everybody looked after each other and helped themselves to whatever they needed. Peter, Andy, Debby and Rachel all fit in with the rest of us like they had known us for a long time. Each one said they had never had a better cruise than this one. The morning was spent with small groups having massages and rubbing sunscreen on our bodies while others sailed the boat. David was especially enthralled with learning how to sail and loved Lorelei almost as much as Peter did. He said this was the first time in years he'd been disconnected this long from a computer network and he was loving it. He had really progressed from when we first met him in Geneva. He had completely dropped all the pain caused by the breakup of his marriage and was living life happily and completely. I went below deck to go to the bathroom and met Daniella and Janelle walking back from the galley. Daniella ran up to me and threw her arms around me and kissed me. "Prem, Janelle's been telling me how much you like hand jobs and has graciously agreed to show me how you like it. Are you busy doing anything else right now?" "I'm never too busy for some loving from Janelle's marvelous hands. I need to go to the bathroom first then we can go back up on deck for an open air demonstration." Janelle said, "Prem I want you to have an enema so we can both do something to you. Would you like me to give you one?" "Follow me ladies." We went into the bathroom connected to the cabin I'd been sleeping in and I located the enema bag and handed it to Janelle. She put warm water in it then showed Daniella how to administer the enema. Daniella was excited to do this and wanted Janelle to do it to her when they finished with me. Janelle gave Daniella hers while I was on the toilet. After the enemas we all got in the shower and bathed each other. We didn't bother drying ourselves; the sun and the wind would do that. I rummaged around in Suvarna's case and found the strap-on dildos and the anal lube before heading back up to the deck. We went to a spot about two-thirds the way forward and found a wide area of the deck. Janelle went to a locker nearby and got out some cushions for us to lie on. "Prem you lie on your back. Daniella you put your leg over Prem and put your butt close to his face so you can help me with his cock and he can start getting your ass ready to be fucked." When we were in position I heard Janelle telling Daniella how I liked her to do this, "When he's soft like this I like to begin with gentle kisses and licks. You can start at the base and work your way up to the head. Then lick the tip and put you lips around it." She alternated her instructions with demonstrations. "Lick across the hole while your lips are pursed around it." I could feel my cock slowly growing stiffer. "Ooooohhhh Janelle, what you're doing seems to be having the right effect. How did you get to be such an expert at this?" "The university I attend has a farm and I took a year long class that required me to work on the farm one day a week. We had cows and goats that were used to produce milk, butter and cheese; which we also learned to make. Being a horny little girl, when it was my turn to milk the cows I would always pretend that the teats were a boy's cock. I experimented with different techniques to see which one produced the most milk. Watching and listening to the creamy milk spraying into the pail got me hot so I'd keep one hand on a teat and the other on my clit while I pretended I was doing this to a boy." "Jesus Janelle, so that's how you learned to jerk a guy off better than he can do it himself. I'll bet those cows were happy too. Didn't you have machines to milk them?" "We didn't have a big herd and the school wouldn't pay for machines. The cows never complained Prem. Now that he's started to get hard you can wrap your fingers around his shaft and give it a little squeeze while you keep licking and sucking the head. I love to feel him grow in my hand, it makes me shiver to know I can do this to him and he enjoys it so much." My cock continued to swell as Daniella paid rapt attention to her lesson. Since I was already familiar with what Janelle's magical hands could do to me I decided to pay some attention to the fabulous ass that Daniella had so kindly put in front of my face. Her exposed pussy, framed by her ass cheeks and thighs, was seriously adorable. Her puffy outer lips held pink labia in an intimate embrace that allowed them to protrude enough to make you want to suck on them all day. Her clit was prominently displayed at the top of her slit and begged to be licked. But the star of the show, especially considering my vantage point, was her perfect asshole. The puckered wrinkles surrounding the hole were as symmetrical as a computer could draw them. In addition to their tidy arrangement they were also a beautiful shade of pink. Studying her crotch was a great assist to the hardening of my cock, which Janelle had already done a superb job of. I put my hands on Daniella's hips and pulled her back to me so I could reach her with my mouth. She jerked when she felt my lips make contact with her puckered hole. "Oh Prem, nobody's ever kissed me there before." "Are you telling me you're an anal virgin Daniella?" "Yes, nothing's ever gone in that hole up to now, but don't let that stop you. I want you to play with it and when you think I'm ready I want you to fuck it." "That's exactly what I had in mind. First I'm going to lick it a while to get you in the mood. Then I'm going to put some lube in you and stick my finger in to stretch you out a little." I proceeded with my attentions to Daniella's ass while they progressed to the next phase of my hand job. Janelle told Daniella to pour some of the lube in her hand and wrap it around my fully erect cock. Janelle poured some lube in her hand and used it to massage my balls. "Daniella you can't neglect his balls when you do this. It's an essential part of the program. Prem is especially fond of having his balls massaged. Prem, when did you develop your fondness for having a woman play with your balls?" "When I met you Janelle." "Ahhhwww that's sweet but I'm sure your wife must have done this for you." "Strangely enough no, she didn't. But she's going to." "I'd be glad to teach her if you want me to." "I'd like nothing better Janelle but you'll be back in France before you get a chance to meet her." "Maybe we could do a video for her." "I'll have to think about that my sweet, but it's very kind of you to offer." Janelle returned to teaching her current pupil the fine art of manually stimulating a man's testicles and I resumed my oral attentions to Daniella's asshole. After a few more minutes of my licking her and inserting my tongue into her while she became increasingly adept at stroking my hard cock under Janelle's superb tutelage, she suddenly stopped and moaned loudly. "Ohhhhh Godddd Prem that feels so good. I had no idea I'd like this so much." I gave her something else to like by inserting my finger into her vagina to search for her g-spot while using my thumb to rub her clit. Her moans increased but she did manage to keep stroking my cock with a nice firm steady rhythm. Her hand was moving from the base to the tip easily as it slid through the lube coating my shaft. "You're right Janelle, I love the feeling of his hard cock in my hand. It's so warm and the texture is so... stimulating. Ohhhh Goddd this is making me so fucking hot. My pussy's tingling from doing this." "I think it's time to show you some more advanced techniques Daniella. You don't have to limit what you're doing to just your hands. I'm going to straddle his hips and you rub his cock all over my pussy. Slide it up and down my slit and put the tip on my clit. Rub it on my thighs too. You could use your own pussy if there's not another woman around." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 22 Daniella began to rub my cock all over Janelle's bald twat. "Am I doing it right Janelle?" "Ohhh yesss... you're... doing... just... fine. Unnnnhh, oh shit Daniella you're doing it really gooood. Now move the head back and rub it on my asshole. Yes, yes like that! Ooooohhhh yessss. Move it forward a little so it's right at the entrance to my vagina." When Daniella put the tip at her opening, Janelle pushed down a little so the head of my cock slipped into her. "While I've got his head in me, use your hand to jerk him off. That's it... a little faster. Ooooh yesss that's perfect. He loves it when his cock's just barely in my pussy and somebody's jerking him off." "Janelle you're dripping juice all over him." "Oh fuck yes. If you keep this up I'm going to cum all over him. Slide your hand up all the way when you stroke him so I can feel your fingers on my lips. Oooohhhhh yes, rub my pussy when you do that. Ohhh, ohhh, ohhhhh fuccckkkk." Daniella used the fingers of her other hand to rub Janelle's clit. "Ohhh Jesus Daniella you're...you're... Ohhhh Goddd, I'm cumming. Don't stop. Keep rubbing my clit. Ohhhhhhhh." Watching Janelle cum while rubbing her clit and jerking my cock combined with what I was doing to her was too much for Daniella, her climax hit her and she pushed her ass back into my face and moaned loudly. I stuck my tongue in her as far as I could and kept rubbing her sensitive spot with my finger as she shuddered in orgasm. It took every ounce of self control not to cum with them but I wanted to save it for Daniella's ass. Janelle's orgasm must have been intense because she seemed to struggle a little pulling herself off my cock and lying down on her side on one of the cushions. Daniella was still holding my shaft when her orgasm finally subsided. I removed my finger from her pussy and pushed her hips forward. "You can stop now Daniella. We're going to do something else with my cock now." "Oooohhhh yesssss Prem, put your hard cock in my ass now. Make me cum again by fucking my ass." I pulled her down to lie on her side next to me and turned on my side so I was behind her. I got the lube and poured some on the head of my cock then raised her leg up and told her to hold it there. I guided my cock to her tight little hole and put the tip against it. "I'm going to let you control the action Daniella. Push back and once the head pops in I'll put some more lube on the shaft. Then you can take it as slow as you want to." She moved her hips back and the tip began to penetrate her anus. She relaxed and pushed back some more and the head slid inside her. "Oh! I did it. I feel it Prem. Your cock is in my ass." "Yes it is my love. How does it feel?" "It feels good. I like it. I think I'll have some more." "Wait until I put some more lube on the shaft then you can have all you want." I squeezed out some more of the clear viscous liquid and ran a couple of lines along my rigid shaft. "OK, you can keep going now." She pressed back against me and allowed another inch or so to penetrate her. "Put your fingers on your ass and feel it stretched around my cock. Rub all around my shaft and feel your tight little hole squeezing me." She lifted her leg a little and I felt her fingers exploring where we were joined. "Oooohhhh Prem that feels so naughty...and good." "Rub your clit too. That will help you think about this as sex and when you cum your orgasm will be much more intense." "Oh yes Prem that does feel good. I can't wait to cum while your cock's in my ass." She pushed back some more and this time I pushed forward. She succeeded in taking half my length inside her. She took in a deep breath and exhaled with a sigh. I moved my hands to her breasts and began to caress them. I kissed her neck and pulled her tight against me. She pressed back again and I pushed ahead. This time we didn't stop until my entire length was buried inside her hot snug rectum. Her fingers grasped my balls and she took another deep breath. "Ohhhhhh Prem you're in me all the way now. Just lie still with me and hold me. Let me feel the incredible fullness of your cock inside my ass. Oh! I feel your pulse throbbing. Now I know why everybody loves you so much. You're the most gentle and considerate lover I've ever known. You make love so much fun. I don't ever want this day to end. I want to lie here and feel the sun and the breeze and the boat moving through this beautiful water for the rest of my life while you make love to me." While we had been engaged in getting my cock fully ensconced inside Daniella's rectum, Janelle had recovered from her orgasm and had put the harness with the strap-on dildo on her hips. I felt her lie down behind me. "Prem I think it's time you felt what Daniella's feeling, I'm going to fuck you in the ass." "Janelle you never cease to amaze me. I can't think of anything I'd like better right now." "I got the nine inch dildo for you. Do you think you can take it?" "This ain't my first rodeo Janelle. I'll let you know if it's too much." She took the bottle of lube and covered the lifelike head of the artificial cock. Suvarna had chosen these well. It had been cast from a mold of a real porn star and was made of a material that felt extremely close to the human skin. It even had the same pliancy as a real erection. I felt the tip contact my anus along with Janelle's hand pulling up on my ass cheek as her other hand held the shaft of the dildo. She pressed forward and I copied Daniella's method of pushing back. I felt my hole begin to open and slowly the head penetrated my tight hole as my sphincter stretched to allow it entry. She stopped and squirted some more lube on the shaft while I adjusted to the intruder. I took some deep breaths and relaxed. "You ready for some more?" "Oh yeah. Let's do it." She pressed forward but I didn't want to press back because I would slip out of Daniella if I did. "Keep going Janelle, I'll tell you if I want you to stop." She pushed her hips toward me very slowly and I felt the lifelike dong sliding up my ass. When it was about half way she had to stop and move closer to me so she could keep up her almost glacially slow insertion. Because of her lack of speed I was able to get used to its presence and continued to breathe deeply and relax as the head slid inexorably up the entire length of my rectum until I felt it enter my sigmoid colon. At this point I felt a little discomfort but I relaxed again and was relieved when I heard Janelle say, "There you go baby, you've got all nine inches in you." I'd never felt so full in my life. She stopped moving so I could get adjusted to the entire length of the intruder and as I did so I began to feel a sexual warmth spread through my lower body. My cock wasn't nine inches long but it was a tick over seven so I knew Daniella was experiencing the same thing in her tight hot ass. "Prem, I'm going to back it out now and only keep about a third of it in you so you can start fucking her ass. That way when you pull back from her you'll fuck yourself with the dong. I'll adjust my position to make sure you're having a good time." "Janelle, in case I haven't told you lately, I love you more than chocolate." "I know. I love to hear you tell me though." She kissed the back of my neck. "Raise your leg up and put your foot on your other thigh so I can get my hand on your balls." I bent my knee and raised my leg to allow her access to me and felt the incredibly wonderful sensation of her soft warm hand cupping my scrotum. "My sweet, beautiful love, you more than anybody on this planet know how sexually exciting that feels to me. You've really become an extraordinarily accomplished lover." I pulled back to ease some of my cock out of Daniella's hot ass and she moaned as it slid back. Doing this moved the strap-on cock deeper into my own ass. Janelle's fingers caressing my balls while I slowly fucked Daniella and myself were almost a sensory overload. I closed my eyes and got into a rhythm. Daniella was constantly whimpering while my cock slid smoothly in and out of her rectum. I kept the length of my strokes short because I didn't want to pull away from her and miss feeling the exquisite sensation of her warm backside pressed against my chest and stomach. Her hand was between her legs rubbing her clit causing her to shiver and flinch as little mini-orgasms seemed to ripple through her every minute or so. I was really getting into this double action of fucking and being fucked at the same time. The combination of sensations was flooding my brain with sexual stimulation and the warm flush I experienced when Janelle was inserting the dildo was intensifying and spreading throughout my body. Daniella's ass was relaxing more so that my cock slid more easily in and out of her. Her moaning and whimpering were becoming louder and deeper as we both headed for our climax. I was kissing the back of her neck and kneading her breasts with my hands while her hand continued to rub her clit. Janelle began to move her hips to vary the stroking so the dildo wasn't constantly matching my own cock's in and out motion. Her hand kept tenderly massaging my balls. "Are you getting close my love? Are you ready to spray your hot cum in Daniella's tight virgin ass while I shove this cock all the way inside you and squeeze those lovely balls of yours? You want to don't you baby? Oooohhhhh yes you do! Give it to us Prem. Do it baby. Do it now!" My cock swelled as my orgasm slowly reached critical mass and I buried it completely in Daniella's hot, tight ass and held it there. Janelle did the same to me and both of our rectums began to spasm. Daniella's was squeezing and releasing my cock in rippling pulsations that perfectly matched what I was doing to the dildo. Her moaning became a low, guttural scream when my cock began to spew cum into her in a constant stream that felt like I was pissing it into her. The pulsing of my rectum had short-circuited the spurting of my cum. I squeezed her tits the same way Janelle was squeezing my balls and both of us shook from the intensity of our orgasms. All three of us lay snuggled up against each other for several minutes as the orgasmic energy dissipated. Even when it had subsided, none of us wanted to move lest it break the spell that our lovemaking had woven around us. With my eyes shut I breathed in the fragrance of Daniella and felt her warm body next to mine as if I had never done this before. My hands still cupped her breasts and her hands had moved to cover mine. We were as close as two people could be and not just physically. Finally Janelle began to extract the dildo from my ass as slowly as she had inserted it. When it was completely removed I began to withdraw my cock from Daniella's ass. She breathed deeply and easily as I slid it slowly from her grasp. Without speaking we all disentangled and sat up with our legs crossed in lotus position and looked out at the beautiful sea all around us. We knew there was nothing to be said, nothing to be done except to sit there and be thankful for this wonderful day we had been given. I felt a little hungry and needed to pee so I went back to the stairway that led to the lower deck. I saw Andy, Suvarna, David and Rachel busily sailing the boat. Enjoying the perfect conditions, they were having great fun trimming the sails and tightening the lines and doing all the other tasks necessary to keep a boat of this size gliding merrily across the waves. Suvarna had never looked happier or more alive. We reached Martinique about two hours later and after taking a shower we all got dressed and went ashore. We had dinner and went to a couple of clubs where we could dance to the music being played by a local band. We got back on board Lorelei about eleven-thirty. The next morning we had breakfast ashore then set sail for Antigua by way of Montserrat where we dropped anchor at a place Peter knew about that was a great place to snorkel. After about an hour we got back on board and headed back to Antigua. If I was going to live here I made a mental note to make some kind of arrangement to have access to a sailboat. Being on Lorelei had spoiled me and made me unsure if I liked being on board her better than being on land. Even though we still had a few days left on the charter, Suvarna told Peter he could take Lorelei back to St. Thomas since we had no further plans to go sailing. He and the crew said they wanted to stay for the entire time so they could be with us as long as possible. They had really become full-fledged members of the group and I would miss them when they left. When we arrived at the marina the crew said they would need about an hour to button up Lorelei. David and Genevieve stayed behind with them to help. The rest of us took one of the vans and headed back to the estate. It was about two in the afternoon when we got back and Emma insisted on fixing us an afternoon snack. After we had eaten she asked if someone could drive her to the market so she could get some things for our dinner. Mitra volunteered since she loved going to markets and she seemed to have a special affinity for Emma. They were as comfortable together as two sisters. While they were gone the rest of us went to the beach and did massages in the big tent. The crew, David and Genevieve joined us when they returned from tying down Lorelei. Andy, Genevieve, Alysse and I gave Angelika her massage. I worked on one of her shoulders and on the right side of her back. I spent a lot of time kissing her while I did it. This beautiful Teutonic wet dream had really taken to the island lifestyle. She was as comfortable and unselfconscious about being naked as Suvarna. She loved having her gorgeous body touched as much as we loved touching it. The meditations and the mostly fruit, vegetable and fish diet had caused her to drop about seven pounds and she looked marvelous. Fit and toned with a little bit of a tan that really accentuated her natural beauty. "Angelika, you get more beautiful every day. This place seems to agree with you." "This place is magical Prem. It is here that everything has come together. The group is complete and the love field has reached its zenith. The meditations and the massages have penetrated all of us deeply and elevated us to the same place. Even Mitra has changed; she practically glows now." "I remember the day she said I could be part of the group. I was excited and scared and skeptical all at the same time. Now I'm relaxed, open, accepting and giving all at the same time. Even the way we touch each other is different. It's not groping or sexual; it's loving and sensual. Your kisses are not only felt where your lips touch me but all through my body. They make me tingle everywhere. Now I know what love is. Sleep with me tonight, just the two of us so we can make love and confirm that I'm not just dreaming that all of this has really happened to me." "Nothing would give me more pleasure." She was right about how we touched. Desire and attachment had fallen away from us like dead leaves from a tree. No matter where our hands or mouths made contact they did so not to stimulate but to soothe and communicate affection. Their effects went straight to the heart. Time didn't seem to matter here. Nobody was in a hurry. We were completely unrestrained. This kind of freedom was almost intoxicating. It made it easy to drop the mind and stop thinking. I looked over to where Suvarna was lying. She was being massaged by the entire Lorelei crew. They all were in the same space as we were. I could tell by the way they looked at each other and the way they touched Suvarna that they felt exactly as we did. Love was flowing between them and into Suvarna. Peter was kissing her the way I had been kissing Angelika and I could tell he loved her as much as I did. He ran his hands through her hair and stroked her head like she was a cat. Could there be a greater testament to the power of love and meditation? Here was a man that had spent many years as a highly trained professional killer touching her as tenderly as a mother touches her newborn baby. His only mission now was to pour his love into her and silently express his complete devotion to her. Watching him gave me hope that maybe some day the whole world can learn to stop the killing and live life the way the Buddhas have been beseeching us to do for centuries. I stopped massaging Angelika and walked out of the big tent to sit under some palm trees and just listen to the gentle breeze blowing through them and look at the calm sea as the little waves splashed onto the shore. I remembered the beautiful poem by Robert Frost: 'Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening'. The first time I read it I reacted the same way the horse in the poem did. I wondered what the hell is this guy doing just sitting there looking out into the dark woods while I'm freezing my tail off. Now it expressed what I was doing perfectly. I was simply taking a moment to commune with nature; to listen to the gentle breeze or the exquisite, almost silent sound of snowflakes falling; to turn off the constant chatter of voices in my head reminding me of promises I had to keep. I saw a small white cloud drifting in the sky and let my mind float away with it. In a little while I realized that this is the state of consciousness Suvarna will be in when her body takes its last breath. What Mitra had said from the first time we met her, that death is not an ending but a transition, is true. Like the death of a star blown to pieces by the combined effects of nuclear fusion and gravity it is not an ending but the next step in creation. The elements created in the explosion are the seeds of something new and more wonderful. It is an act to be celebrated not mourned. I don't know how long I remained there in that deep peaceful silence. When I felt arms encircle me from behind I knew it was Mitra even before she whispered in my ear. "This is how Buddha became awakened, sitting silently under a tree, doing nothing." I relaxed back against her, completely surrendered to our love. We were beyond words now. All we needed was to be in each other's presence and even that need would soon pass away. She merged into my communion with the breeze and the sea and joined me in a place where we were no longer two. We stayed there until Vitesha arrived to tell us that dinner was ready. Emma had stayed late to make a fabulous dish of baked, freshly caught red snapper in a wine sauce. There was brown basmati rice and a salad too. When she finished telling us about dinner she looked at us and said, "You two have about five seconds to get up or I'm going to join you and we'll probably be here until sunrise. It's taking all my self control to resist what you're doing." "As delightful a prospect as spending the night here with both of you is; I have a promise to keep. Let's go get some of that delicious food Emma has been kind enough to prepare for us." The dinner was delicious, the equal of anything Anthony could have made. I missed Anthony; he was one of the few things I looked forward to about returning to New York. Apart from being closer to Sandy that is. I was missing her too but I was no longer worried about her misunderstanding what I had been doing on this trip. I was determined, along with Mitra's assistance, to bring her up to this level of love. I had no doubt she was capable of it and I also knew it would be of great benefit to our children. The communion I had on the beach today had removed all doubt about the rightness or wrongness of what had transpired since I left her. This was meant to be. It had all been meant to be. Tonight's meditation was a simple one: Zazen. Basically it was just sitting cross-legged and being silent while you watched your breath. Simple. But not easy. Mitra said it was one of the most advanced forms of meditation and was usually reserved for those who had been meditating a long time. What we had done together today on the beach had convinced her that we were all ready for it. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 22 It was much more powerful when done in a group and she had found it most effective in India when everyone sat very close to each other so we all touched. She said that often when she was doing it, the person in front of her would have a Satori and fall backward into her lap. This made her own experience more intense because she would pick up on what was happening to the person in Satori. It was a perfect night for it. There was enough moonlight that we didn't have to light the torches. Mitra and I sat in the front the way we had been today with her directly behind me with her arms and legs around me while I sat cross-legged. The rest of the group formed a bunched up semi-circle around us. There was no music, only the sound of the gentle waves washing up on the beach. It didn't take us long to get back to the same state we had been in before. The level of love was constant and very high now. The others soon followed us into deep silence. Some put their foreheads against the back of the neck of the person in front of them. Others put their legs around the person in front of them. Everybody seemed to be adjusting to get in to alignment with the energy, which, unlike some of the sexual meditations, was constant and fluid. Like the blue glow of nuclear fuel rods making a sound at a frequency that was below what you could hear. Once we all achieved balance, the energy flowed through us like a group form of circulating the light. You couldn't see it, in fact you could barely perceive it at all but it was extremely powerful. This was the deepest I had ever gone into meditation. I couldn't possibly describe it in words. We would probably have stayed there all night if Mitra hadn't finally snapped out of it and announced that the meditation was over. Nobody said a word as we all untangled and got to our feet. It would take some time for the effect to subside. We all walked slowly back to the house and dispersed for bed. I found Angelika and took her hand. She looked at me the way only Mitra had ever looked at me before. It was a look of pure serenity and love. It came from her very being and was met with my own. Nothing was said. We just knew. I had a fleeting thought of how much I was going to miss being with all these people when they left now that we had achieved this level. I knew this was attachment. I knew everything that begins must end. I knew that once you get to the top of Mt. Everest there is nothing else to do but start back down. But still I would miss my lovers. Angelika and I made our way to one of the bedrooms on the third floor. We took a long leisurely bath in the tub and continued our meditation by washing and caressing each other. As I ran my hands over her beautiful body I thought of the meaning of Mitra's name. She said it meant friend and loving-kindness. What else should you be to your friend if not loving and kind? Angelika was my friend. I loved her. Why would I ever be anything else but kind to her? I kissed her tenderly everywhere I could. I bathed her like I would bathe Victoria when she was born. She did the same to me. All of this affection was made much more intense because we never said a word. We took our time and finally got out and dried each other then moved to the bed where we continued the affection by rubbing moisturizer on each other while we kissed and caressed and exulted in the pleasure we were giving each other. We eventually got around to rubbing the moisturizer on our genitals before we got too blissed out to make love. I sucked her breasts for a long time and rubbed her bald pussy with my hand to feel the warmth emanating from it. She moved into position to suck my cock and did it with so much love it almost hurt. She felt the same way when my mouth pressed softly on her slit and my tongue slid slowly along it. She moaned as the intimacy became almost too much to bear. Gradually our arousal began to build to the point where my cock was hard from the loving attention it was getting from her tongue. I focused on it and began to move my hips to slide in and out of her mouth. I could feel the sexual heat building slowly up in each of us. Her slit was wet from my licking it and her juices began to increase their flow. I moved my head from between her legs and got on my knees. "How do you want me?" Still without saying a word she rolled onto her stomach and spread her legs. I put a pillow under her hips to raise them up then moved between her legs. I took a minute to look at her fabulous ass and the lips of her pussy framed between her cheeks. I rubbed my hands over her soft flesh and leaned down to plant kisses all over her warm butt. Then I moved in and directed my cock to her opening and eased inside her. She breathed in deeply and exhaled slowly as she felt the head of my hot cock begin to slide into her. She raised her hips to assist my entry and I pressed forward until I was buried in the hot pink cocoon of her vagina. The back of her thighs and her ass cheeks pressing against my hips were warm and comfortable and exciting. I lowered my body down until I was lying on top of her and moved my hands under her to cup her breasts. She turned her head to the side and I kissed her neck and face. Her breathing was slow and steady and deep. I pulled up with my hips and began to slowly slide in and out of her. It was almost difficult to continue to stroke in and out of her. Everywhere our bodies touched communicated love between us and the sex seemed to diminish the connection. I knew she felt this too because each time I would bottom out in her she would squeeze my cock tightly as if she didn't want it to leave her. It was very tempting to just stop and stay joined with her and feel the powerful sensations of our love. I kept on stroking at a slow but steady pace until we both began to feel the effects of our lovemaking. I wasn't going to force this. Our bodies seemed to be telling us the pace they wanted and I submitted to that directive. It took a while but we both became adjusted to the movement and I felt her get wetter with each insertion. She began to whimper as she allowed the sexual feelings full expression within her. I continued this relaxed rhythm for what seemed like a long time until the first signs of an orgasm began to make themselves felt. It seemed to be coming from somewhere far away and crept slowly towards us like a hazy mist. The orgasm began but it wasn't a climax. It originated in our sex centers but didn't stay there. Instead it spread through us like the blood in our veins going everywhere and galvanizing our nervous systems. The energy refused to localize in any one place. Every cell in our bodies felt supercharged by it. It was impossible to speak or even have a thought while this was occurring. I literally couldn't tell where my body stopped and hers began. This was even more powerful than circulating the light. This was being enveloped by the light. I didn't even know if I was still breathing. I couldn't possibly say how long it lasted. Not that it mattered. The sensations dissipated slowly and never completely subsided. A remnant, a gift had been left behind in each of us as a permanent reminder of what love feels like at the highest level. Eventually she pulled away and rolled over to face me. I can't even begin to describe the look on her face. Imagine every good feeling you've ever had magnified by a factor of ten. She pressed against me and wrapped her arms around me to pull me tightly to her warm body then kissed me like it would be the last thing she would ever do. Nothing had ever felt so good as her in my arms at that moment. We stayed like that the rest of the night. I don't know if we went to sleep or not but we did a lot of kissing. When the first glow of the morning began to invade the room I almost couldn't tell if it was coming from the sun or from us. We were still wrapped tightly in each other's arms and feeling better than we had ever felt before. I couldn't stop kissing her. Her sweet lips were like a drug that I would never be able to get enough of. Ripples of ecstasy ran through me every time I pressed my lips to hers. If I hadn't had to pee so bad I would have stayed there with her the rest of the day, maybe the rest of my life. With a supreme effort I managed to pull myself away and roll to the edge of the bed. I slid my legs over and got to my feet. I felt fabulous. "Come on my love, a new day is dawning." Her smile could have melted steel. "Well I guess I got my answer. This is real. My imagination is not capable of dreaming up what we did last night. I will never be the same again because of it." We headed for the bathroom and when we finished there we went downstairs to see what was going on. The others had already started to gather for the morning meditation. I got a cup of coffee and looked around. From the expressions on their faces it appeared that Angelika and I weren't the only ones that had experienced something extraordinary last night. Everybody seemed to have a sort of ecstatic hangover from what had transpired. When we were all there we went out by the pool and got ready to do some Tai Chi. Mitra said that the energy we had built up last night needed to be kept flowing and this was a great way to do it. We had done a little of this before on one of the beaches we stopped at while we were on Lorelei. We did it for thirty minutes and then did something she called Sufi dancing to some exotic Indian music. This was the beginning of our last week together as a group. Each day seemed to increase the love between us and the meditations got more powerful. We continued the massages and spent the night with different partners just as before but the sex had changed completely. It was no longer the hot passionate copulation that characterized it in the beginning. It had transformed into long sessions of cool tender lovemaking where the actions were more like Tai Chi moves that were done deliberately, lovingly and meditatively. We spoke less but communicated more. All of us knew that something very special would soon be coming to an end so the level of love and cooperation between us rose significantly. Plans were made for everyone's departure. The crew would take Lorelei back to St. Thomas on Thursday. They decided to spend Wednesday night on board so they could leave at first light. David was going with them because he loved sailing. Angelika decided she would go with them too to keep him company and they could both take the same flight back to Zurich on Saturday. Giorgio, Daniella and Genevieve were flying to St. Thomas on Saturday and would transfer to a flight to Milan. In order to maximize our time here, Suvarna decided she would just charter a private jet for the rest of us so we could fly direct from Antigua. Alysse was going to stay with us in New York for a while to get familiar with her new duties as property manager. The twins wanted to stay in New York with us too but Suvarna would not let them miss returning to school so she made them promise that if they went with us on the private jet they would remain on the plane when we arrived at the airport and as soon as it refueled, it would take them directly to the airport in Bordeaux. At dinner on Tuesday night Suvarna stood and spoke to all of us. "This will be the last time we gather together like this as a group and I want to tell all of you how much you mean to me. When this adventure began it was the result of my desperate attempt to convince the only person I knew that I thought was capable of it to show me what I had been missing my entire life. I asked Prem to show me what love is and to help me experience it. I was lonely and scared and would have settled for companionship and sex. What I have received is something I would never have believed possible. Through his unselfish compassion and love I have come to know love as few people have been privileged to know it and it has been my rare honor to be able to share what I've learned with all of you. I would have been more than satisfied if Prem and I had just stayed in New York and shared the love he helped me to feel but he found ways to take us both as deep into the wonders of love as it is humanly possible to go. My life is now divided into two distinct phases. The first was spent in pursuit of wealth, prestige and power. I accumulated things, most of which I never even had personal contact with, like the properties I visited on this trip. Oscar Wilde once defined a cynic as someone who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing. By that definition I was one of the worlds greatest cynics. Being told that I would die soon forced me to look inside myself for something to give me solace, to mitigate the tremendous fear I felt but I couldn't find anything of value. That's when I realized I was already dead because I existed in the world of materialism and had missed the only thing of value there is: love. The second phase began with that realization. I reached out to Prem and begged him to help me find something of value. I desperately wanted to feel like I was alive even if only for the few months I had left. It was the only thing I had ever done that came from my heart. Every other decision I had ever made was from my head. Thankfully he heard my plea and like Prince Charming, he awakened this sleeping beauty with a kiss. That's when my life really began and it led to this seemingly crazy trip where instead of things, I accumulated lovers and together we explored the world of value. To say thank you seems so inadequate to express the deep gratitude I feel for having all of you in my life. To have the opportunity to love you and have you love me is the greatest gift I've ever been given. Because of what we have shared I no longer fear dying. I have not only accepted it I have embraced it as the culmination of my life not the termination of it. I hope you have learned to face your own mortality as a consequence of our love and meditations and see that what we call death is merely a transition to something greater. I know that all of you will forever be changed by our experiences and I hope you continue to exemplify the higher levels of love and spirituality that we have come to know. I know that I will live on in your hearts for as long as any of you is still living. Because of Prem and his beloved wife I will leave a legacy in the child I will have because of their love for me. I hope you all get to meet Sandy someday. Without her understanding and compassion none of this would have happened. If any of you ever need anything I know I can speak for Prem when I tell you to contact him and all of you are welcome to come back here anytime you want whether or not anybody else is here. I will make sure that Marvin puts all of you on the permanent guest list." When she finished, Peter stood up and said, "Suvarna you are not the only one who has lived their life in two phases. The first part of my life was spent honoring a tradition in my family of serving my country. I was trained from a young boy to be a soldier and I became the best one I could be. Death is not a stranger to me. I've seen it many times, on the giving side when I killed an enemy and on the receiving side as I held my brothers in my arms and they soaked me in their blood and gasped out their last breath. This was the price to be paid for freedom, I told myself. After I left the service I chose to live an almost reclusive life thinking I didn't need the comfort of someone to love and to love me in return. I wanted to be free and roam around on the sea away from the soft life on shore. I was still a warrior that dealt with life aggressively and acted tough; believing I could get the things I needed by force and being strong. I don't regret or condemn anything I did. That was then; this is now. Then you and your group walked on board Lorelei and into my life. What Prem did for you; you've done for me. And I didn't even have to ask you for it, you gave it to me unselfishly, requiring nothing in return. You have shown me there is another way to live. When you and I stood in the cockpit and made love while sailing the boat I was fundamentally changed. I was in awe of your bravery to do what you did naked and unafraid, completely without shame or embarrassment. You showed me you don't need a gun to face the world with courage. You taught me that sex isn't just a biological function but it can be a doorway to something I never knew existed; a love that you embody and inspires me to stand here and say these things. I made the decision at that moment to relinquish command of my fate to you and try something totally new. In only two weeks you've changed my life. You were gentle, kind, generous and unafraid of being vulnerable. You showed me that having power is not what makes you strong. Strength is having the wisdom not to use that power unless you absolutely have to; and then only to seek justice and not revenge. You never lied to me. You never ordered me to do anything. You led by example not by decree. You invited me to try things for myself and make my own decisions. Something a soldier is not used to doing. For these two weeks you have been the captain of my soul and I have never served under a better commander. I respect and admire you. I love you as I loved the men I served with and there is no higher honor a Seal can pay you than that. At the end of the movie 'Hero' a nameless master swordsman finally gets the opportunity to kill his longtime adversary, the king of Qin. Instead of killing him he gives him a scroll that says the greatest thing a warrior can learn to do with his sword is to put it down and live in peace. You have shown me the truth written on that scroll and I will honor that wisdom for the rest of my life." Then he saluted her. The rest of the crew stood and saluted with him. I really wished I had a video of this speech. I had never witnessed a more profound example of the power of love and compassion to change somebody's heart, especially somebody with Peter's background. The meditation that followed was incredible. It transformed the sadness we had all felt after listening to Suvarna and Peter into celebratory joy and filled us with love. Peter and Rachel asked if they could spend the night with Suvarna since they would sleep on the boat tomorrow night. Andy slept with Mitra and I spent the night with Debby. The next afternoon we took both vans and all went to the marina to drop off the crew and Angelika and David. We had dinner at the restaurant in the marina, which was much better than I had expected. We said goodbye to our friends and discovered again how sweet the sorrow of parting is. We drove back to the estate talking about the wonderful times we had enjoyed on Lorelei. Daniella and Giorgio got their last chance to be with Suvarna on Friday night while I shared the night with Genevieve. The next morning we took them to the airport to catch their flight to St. Thomas. This parting was more like a 'see you later' than a goodbye since we would be in contact quite often to keep updated on the conversion of the palazzo into a boutique hotel. I would see them again when the hotel got up and running. We were back to the group the way it had been in Lyon. Janelle wanted to be with me as much as possible before we left. We spent the day the same way we had been spending them, meditating, massaging and playing on the beach and in the pool. We were all very comfortable with each other and the level of affection was noticeably higher. When we ate lunch in the dining room. Emma and Sally, one of the maids, said they had never been around people that loved each other as much as we did and that being here with us made them happy. Mitra told her to try being more loving with her own family and see what happens. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 22 The evening meditation was quiet but still powerful despite the fact that the group was smaller now. The difference was that we were making everything we did a meditation so the energy was constantly circulating. That was most noticeable when we gathered around Suvarna to do her visualization. Jean wanted to sleep with Suvarna and Mitra while I spent the night with Janelle since Alysse was coming to stay with us in New York. Janelle and I walked along the beach before going to bed. The moon was bright as we strolled along at the water's edge. "I will never forget the time I've spent with you and Suvarna. I don't know the words, even in French, to tell you how much I love both of you or how heartbroken I'm going to be when I hear that she's gone." "Losing people you love is all part of life Janelle. In the book 'The Prophet" it is written:" When love beckons to you, follow him, though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure, Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's Threshing floor, into the seasonless world where you shall laugh but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears. "It's not love that breaks your heart, it's the attachment. If you turn a person into an object and you cling to that object you will destroy the love you have for it. This is the difference between divine love and what most people think love is. We have to learn to let her go Janelle. Just as others you love will someday leave you and one day you too will leave. It's OK to be sad, go ahead weep all of your tears and remember that being able to do so is a gift that loving her has given you." "Ohhhhhh Goddddd Prem it's so hard. It hurts so bad!" The tears streamed out of her eyes and she dropped to her knees and sobbed. I knelt beside her and held her hand and let my tears join hers as they fell to the sand. The little waves came and washed them away. We may not have wept all our tears but we let them flow for a long time. I put my arm around her and told her, "Some day we will understand why things are the way they are. And that day will come sooner because we had her to love even for this all too brief time. Until then we must accept that which we are unable to understand and be happy that we had her for as long as we did." We walked slowly back to the house then went upstairs to take a bath. I lit candles then turned on the water to fill the tub. We got in and lay silently in the hot water and relaxed. The catharsis we had shared on the beach had wearied both of us. She was lying between my legs leaning back on me. I rubbed her shoulders and scooped up the warm water to let it cascade over them. Our breathing synchronized and our chests softly rose and fell in unison. Gradually our love dispelled the sadness and restored our spirits. My hands moved down to her breasts to gently caress them. Her head leaned back on my shoulder and I kissed her neck and face as tenderly as I could. I whispered in her ear, "Ahhhh, This." She softly replied, "Yessss my love, This." We lay there in sheer bliss until the water began to cool and then I slowly bathed her with the sponge and the body wash. She did the same for me. We rinsed off and got out of the tub and dried each other with the large towels and made our way to the bed. I told her to lie on her back. I knelt beside her and began to kiss her. I started at her feet and kissed every square inch of her until I reached her head. She knew what was coming and spread her legs so I could lie between them. Her hand moved to my cock and guided it to her opening. I pushed forward and entered her, sliding in gently until I was buried inside her. We wrapped our arms around each other and only then did I let my lips touch hers. As soon as the kiss began the light started to circulate. The bliss we had shared in the tub returned and enveloped us. Always before when I had done this with someone I was so close to the ecstasy of the experience that I lost all sense of time and when I stopped I couldn't fully remember what had transpired. Not this time. This time I could be in the ecstasy but apart from it at the same time. I was totally aware of what was happening throughout the entire experience. The problem is I have no words to describe what that was. Sex was involved but we weren't just having sex. Love was definitely involved but we weren't just making love. We were merging with each other. Blending together in an intimate sharing that has no name. We would disappear for a while and reemerge somewhere but I can't tell you where that is. This was super-sex and it took us to super-consciousness. This wasn't something we did. It was something we became. I understood why the past experiences were dimly recollected. We weren't ready for them. They overwhelmed our ability to absorb them so our minds shrouded the memories from us in an effort to maintain its tyrannical control of our consciousness. But this time we let go completely. We were not only ready to face Suvarna's death; we were prepared to face our own. Thus we were shown what few have ever seen. I can't say anymore about this. I've already said too much... And I haven't said enough. When we returned to this plane of existence we felt incredible. We weren't hungry or tired or sleepy or thirsty; we just were. Lying side by side on our backs, Janelle took my hand. "We don't have to be sad anymore Prem because now we know. Now we can let her go. Now we can really say we love her." I rolled over on my side facing her and pulled her to me and kissed her. "And now I can really say I love you." She looked at me with her sparkling eyes and said, "I bet you say that to all the girls you do this with." "Actually, I do." She smiled then turned over facing away from me and moved back against me. I put my arm over her and held her tight with my hand covering her warm soft breast. This is how we went to sleep. When we awoke we showered and went down for the morning meditation. As soon as Mitra saw us she walked up to us and put her arms around each of us in turn and hugged us. She could tell something was different about us. She asked me what we did last night and I told her how deeply we went into circulating the light. "Do you two feel like doing it again?" "I feel like I could, what about you Janelle? "Sure, I'd be delighted to do it again." "I want to take advantage of your heightened state so Jean and Alysse can experience it with you. If it looks like it's getting to be too much for you I'll intervene but this is a great opportunity for the others. Suvarna, Vitesha and I will just sit silently with you." I felt more energetic this morning than when we had done it last night. I guess the crying session on the beach had taken something out of me. But being with Janelle restored me. We went out by the pool and put down some cushions and covered them with large chenille bedspreads. Alysse and I knelt on one of them facing each other. I held her hands in mine and looked at her beautiful face. Her delicate fingers were calm and warm and her face was serene and peaceful. As compelling as her physical features were I realized that all of this grace was coming from deep within her and that I was seeing her, not just an external representation. Most women are raised to use cosmetics to enhance their appearance and hide what they perceive to be flaws and accentuate characteristics that they believe will make them more attractive. When you look at a woman carefully as I was doing now there is usually a slight nervousness that the person looking at you will see beneath the cover up and spot the flaws. This uneasiness causes a subtle tension that can be seen as well as felt. There was not a trace of this on Alysse's face. And she wasn't even wearing makeup. She had that calm, self-assuredness that I admired so much in Mitra. Her countenance proclaimed her beauty. Not in an egotistical way but by projecting confidence that she was secure in her body, mind and spirit and she had nothing to hide or that needed to be embellished. On top of that she knew because of how much we loved each other that she could trust the image of herself that I reflected back to her. This is what is essential in being able to circulate the light. Both parties had to have reached a higher level of love where they could see each other beneath the surface and not be self-conscious about their true nature. This was being completely naked with each other, not just the absence of clothes but wanting to reveal your very essence to the other. This trust, engendered as a consequence of the love, was the heart of the secret to circulating the light because in the light nothing can be withheld. That is the reason most people are incapable of doing this. It took only a few seconds of silent communication for us to begin to let go of our minds and settle into the love we felt for each other. We probably could have begun at this point but we were in no hurry. "Before we start, let's have a little fun first Alysse." "Of course my love. Would you mind if Suvarna joins us? I want her to hold me while you play with me." "Suvarna, would you please hold this precious child while I get her ready?" She moved to sit cross-legged behind Alysse as she lay back on the makeshift bed. When she was fully reclined Suvarna lowered her head and placed her lips on her mouth and began to tenderly kiss her. The gentle passion of that kiss was enough to get my arousal started. I knelt between her widespread legs and just looked at them as they kissed. Love radiated from them. You can actually feel it when two lovers can silence their minds and let their hearts overflow with love for each other. Sometimes you can see it as an aura around them. There is nothing more beautiful on this earth. What makes it so beautiful is that it anchors you in the present moment. Right now, this moment is all that matters. There's nothing else to think about and nothing to say. Only love exists and it's here, now. I lay down and kissed my way from her knee up to her pussy on one leg and then the other. She pulled her knees up to fully expose her crotch and invite me to kiss her there as Suvarna was kissing her mouth. I accepted her invitation and ran my tongue up the full length of her slit then kissed my way back to the bottom. Suvarna moved one of her hands to Alysse's breast and began to caress it. We were so attuned to each other that we knew exactly what to do without having to think about it. All of our senses were fully engaged and connected. I listened to the sounds of lovemaking. I felt the warmth of her body. I inhaled the mingled fragrances that sweetened the air all around us. I savored the delicious taste of her pussy and her juices as they tantalized my taste buds. I marveled at how delicately she communicated her pleasure to me by the way she pressed her hips forward to invite my lips and tongue to continue their exploration of her. My hands cupped her ass cheeks and gently squeezed and caressed them feeling her flesh accept my touch. Giving and taking had merged into a single act for all of us. Every movement had an equal amount of both. When you are this close to the ones you love it's impossible to be selfish because you don't know where you stop and they begin. Simultaneously we all knew we were ready. Suvarna sat up but still kept Alysse lying back on her lap. I looked deep into Suvarna's eyes as I moved slowly into position above Alysse's supine body and brought the head of my cock to her wet opening. As soon as we touched, what we were doing ceased to be sex. My eyes lowered to meet hers. I paused briefly as our gaze locked into place and softened. The feeling of falling began as a signal for me to enter her completely. It intensified as my cock slid effortlessly into her welcoming warm embrace. I lowered my chest down and felt her soft breasts press gently on mine. I moved my mouth toward hers as slowly as I could and when they met, the light began to circulate. Softly and gently it flowed through us carrying us deeper and higher at the same time. I was becoming familiar with the experience now but it was still unique for each person I did it with. Like flowers, the essential aspect was the same for all of them but each one varied in the expression. With Alysse it was delicate and graceful. Our movements were like those of ice dancers gliding smoothly and silently across a frozen surface. The last vestige of resistance evaporated in the warmth of the light and soon it didn't seem to circulate as much as just form a constant ring in us and around us. The color changed from golden to bright white. The light intensified the love we were feeling to the point that it changed too; our love transformed into prayer. Now we were no longer making love, we were in deep communion. There's nothing I can say about this state. It would do no good even if I could because it's not a mental phenomenon. We stayed there for about two hours. When it ended, we saw that Suvarna had moved to the side of the cushions in order to allow our bodies to express what we had been feeling. There were tears in her eyes. "You two were unbelievably exquisite. I never took my eyes off you the whole time. It was spellbinding." Apparently Janelle and Jean had gone as deeply into it as we had. Mitra and Vitesha were sitting close to them and I heard Janelle telling them she was so glad she had been able to do this with her brother. There would now be a bond between them forever that was based on pure love and all doubt and shame about having sex with each other had been vanquished, never to bother them again. They both said this was the highpoint of their lives and by coming to know the other, they had come to know themselves. Then they asked Mitra to initiate them as disciples because they wanted to take this new spirituality that they had discovered as far as they could and they loved Mitra as much as they loved each other. Mitra looked at Alysse and said, "What about you Alysse? Do you love me enough to become a disciple?" "I no longer know the meaning of enough love my beloved Mitra. Just when I think I do, you find a way for me to discover more. I would be honored to be your disciple." We had their blessing that evening and Jean became Anand. Janelle's new name was Dhyan. Alysse would be known as Turiya. The seven of us would be linked not just in life but also in eternity. Jean asked, "What is the significance of our new names?" "They are Sanskrit words for the names of gods or kings or great meditators or attributes of enlightened people. They really have no significance. All of you have learned that you are not your name and when you realize your own enlightenment there will be no need for names. It's just a device to break your identification with the name you were given at birth. Don't take them seriously." It had been a busy day and we all seemed to be ready to get to sleep so we broke into our sleeping groups and headed for bed. Tomorrow was our last full day here before we headed back to New York the following day. We spent the whole day in meditations including one were we walked as slowly as possible along the beach keeping our eyes focused on the ground about three feet ahead of us. It always amazed me how effective these simple little meditations were. We got packed up and turned in one of the vans; we would leave the other one at the airport. Emma and the maids were sad to see us going. They had gotten used to us being around and enjoyed our company. Suvarna gave them each a nice tip for taking such good care of us. They hugged her with tears in their eyes knowing they would never see her again. I tried to cheer them up by telling them I would definitely be back and was seriously considering living here. The following morning they fixed us a very nice breakfast before we left for the airport. When we arrived and turned in the van we were greeted by the pilot of the chartered jet. He helped us go through the screening and customs process and escorted us to a lounge where we met the co-pilot and the flight attendant. We waited while they oversaw putting our luggage on board and when it had all been secured he told us we could go on board. The plane was both larger and nicer than I had expected. There were three rows of two large comfortable seats on either side and plenty of legroom between them. Behind the seats were two tables with small sofas on either side of them and a galley for fixing drinks and food. Further along was a door leading to six sleeping compartments with double beds in them. It looked like we could all get a chance to join the mile-high club if we wanted to. We put our carry-on bags away and got comfortable. The engines started up and we began to taxi out to the runway. There was no other traffic around so as soon as we made the turn the pilot revved the engines and we rolled down the smooth surface until we felt the plane lift up into the air. The attendant asked us if we wanted anything but it was too soon after breakfast to eat. She said there would be a nice lunch in about two hours then told us if we needed anything to press the call button. There was a room in the back of the plane where she would sit until it was time for lunch. As soon as the seatbelt sign went out the pilot made an announcement about our route and expected time of arrival in New York. Janelle was sitting next to me and turned to me as she said, "Hey sailor, are you looking for a good time? If you are, I know where we can go to have one. It was very thoughtful of Suvarna to supply us with a bed for our trip to New York." "We've spent enough time in bed lately. How about we stay here in these comfortable lounge chairs and you give me one of your superb hand jobs." She unbuckled her seatbelt, raised the armrests between us then stood up and got a bottle of massage oil and a couple of small towels out of her carry-on bag. She grabbed a blanket out of the overhead bin to cover us. As she did so she made a point of showing me that she wore no panties under the short skirt she had on. "I see you were well prepared for my request." "I know you better than you know yourself Prem. Neither of us wanted to miss a chance to do this one last time. Who knows when we will ever get to do this again?" "Janelle, you're one of the sweetest people on earth and I don't have to tell you how much I've enjoyed having you in my life. Rest assured we will meet again. Until that day arrives know that I will always keep you in my heart just as I know I will always be in yours." She told me to stand up then she unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down. Next she put one of the small towels on the seat and told me to sit down. "We don't want to mess up these nice seats now do we?" She sat back down and poured some of the oil in her hand then put the bottle in the pocket in the seat. As she reached her oily hand over to wrap her fingers around my cock she said, "Put the blanket over us so the attendant won't throw us off the plane if she comes back." As soon as I felt her soft warm hand surround my shaft I pushed the button to recline our seats a little. Then I laid my head back and surrendered to joy. For the next forty-five minutes she rubbed, caressed, squeezed, tickled and massaged my cock with so much care and affection that I thought I would float out of the seat. I finally said to her, "Janelle, this isn't a hand job, it's a love job." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 22 "I know my darling. We're beyond sex now. Why settle for having an orgasm when you can become one? If you want to get off then do it with one of the others when you get to New York but right now, let's just be in that place that only you and I can go." She laid her head on my shoulder and continued to pour ecstasy into my cock through her hand while both of us went to that place. The last thing I remember thinking is that no matter what else happened in my life, if all the money was gone, if everybody else I know went away, I would always have Janelle. We both knew that. We were brought out of our reverie by the attendant opening the door to the rear compartments to announce that lunch would be served in ten minutes. Janelle and I took turns going to the bathroom to get the oil off us and freshen up. We sat at the tables behind the seats to eat lunch. It was an excellent meal. The charter company had arranged with a local restaurant in Antigua to prepare it for us. After eating we had about forty minutes until we landed in New York. We were escorted to a holding area for passengers in transit. This is where we had to say farewell to Jean and Janelle. It was not the tearful parting I thought it might have been. The twins hugged us and kissed us but somehow managed to keep smiling when they did it. Suvarna handed each of them a prepaid American Express credit card with ten thousand euros on it and told them she had never met two finer people in her life. Then added that if they ever needed anything all they had to do was call me. Janelle started to say something and Suvarna put her finger on her mouth. "I know my love; you don't have to say it. Hold on to the love we shared and share it with others. When you and your mother come to New York to open the restaurant you'll see Prem again and by that time Victoria will be born so you can love her too. Don't be sad. We'll meet again one day." Then the rest of us turned and walked through the door to the customs area to claim our luggage and go through the passport line. Once we passed through there we had a porter take our bags to the area where limousines waited. There was a driver holding a sign with the name Cordet printed on it. He loaded up our luggage and we got in the car. We were all somewhat subdued on the ride back to the house although Alysse was fascinated by her first impressions of New York. I thought of how much we had done on this trip, most of it completely unanticipated. I would never have imagined meeting all the people we met and creating a traveling family and falling in love with all of them. I really believed it would just be the four of us checking out the properties and trying to keep Suvarna happy. Isn't life strange? Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 23 Being back in New York brought mixed feelings. It was nice to be in a place that at least felt like home but we all missed the excitement and camaraderie of the trip. It was good to see Anthony again. Suvarna told me I should call Sandy and tell her we were back and ask her if she needed anything. Mitra said, "Suvarna what do you think she would like to have more than anything else?" "Duh! Of course, Prem you need to go home and spend the weekend with Sandy." Knowing she now had three lovers to be with I was sure she wouldn't lack for affection while I was away, I agreed that a visit with my wife was a good idea. I called her and asked her if she had plans for the weekend and she asked me why. I told her if she wasn't busy, I'd very much like to see her. "Oh Carl, you're back? Do you really mean it?" "Yes to both questions. I can be there in less than an hour." "Not one minute later. Promise me. Oh Carl I've missed you so much. Is Anne OK?" "Yes, she's the one who told me to come see you." "Tell her thank you for me. I know how much two days without you means to her." "I'll see you soon sweetheart. Bye." Vitesha drove me to my home and I told her I'd call her Sunday when I was ready to return. "Have fun Prem. I'm sure she's missed you. I love you." I opened the door and had just gotten out when Sandy came running toward me. I barely had time to grab the bottle of Champagne Vitesha had thoughtfully brought for me to share with my wife. "Oh God Carl it's really you. I've missed you so much." She threw her arms around me and kissed me like I'd been gone for years. We were still kissing when I heard the car drive off. "You can't imagine how good it feels to hold you again Carl. Come on, let's go inside and you can tell me all about your trip." When we walked in the front door it felt good to see my old familiar home and smell the smells that I was used to. I put the Champagne in the fridge. "Where are the kids?" "They're staying with my parents so I can have you all to myself tonight, tomorrow and Sunday. The kids won't be back until late Sunday afternoon." "I've missed them a lot. How are they doing with their school work?" They're fine. I've kept them very busy while you've been gone so they wouldn't have a chance to miss you too much. They've had the best summer of their lives." "I'm glad but I'm sorry I couldn't be here with them while they had it." "It was because you weren't here that they could have it. Both the kids and I appreciate what you've done for us. Being able to do all these things and buy whatever we want has been a huge stress relief for all of us. We have maid service now and a yard service, I have an armored SUV with a chauffer who is also my bodyguard; I get massaged every day and have manicures and pedicures as often as I want. I even got the kids a dog." "A dog? What kind of dog? What's his name?" "The kids picked him out at a rescue place in the mall that had a bunch of homeless dogs that needed to be adopted. He's a Border Collie and he's scary smart. He belonged to an Australian man who trained him for two years but can't keep him anymore. He said he wanted to give him a name befitting his intelligence but thought he might get arrogant so he named him Dingo." "Where is he?" "He has a bed out on the patio in the back yard. It's completely fenced in and he's already learned to patrol the entire yard. His previous owner said he's a marvelous guard dog." We walked out the sliding glass doors and Dingo immediately stood up and walked toward me. Sandy said, "Dingo, this is Carl. He's your new daddy now. Say hello to your new friend. Dingo barked then sat and held up his right leg. I reached over and shook his paw then he put his foot down and came to my side. I reached down and petted his head. She was right. He was scary smart. He had better manners than most people. We went back inside the house and Dingo returned to his bed. "Oh shit! Where's my brain? How are you doing? How's the baby?" "We're both perfect in every way. I see the obstetrician every week. We're coming up on ten weeks so I'm going to have a baby bump soon." I put my arms around her and kissed her. "I know it was crazy while this was happening but now that it has, it looks like everything is turning out pretty good. I'm really glad we've been able to find a way to provide a happy future for ourselves and everybody we know. I want to talk to both our parents about a nice cruise. They haven't been on a real vacation in years." "That can wait. I want to hear about your trip. What are Anne's houses like? I guess I should start calling them our houses now. I saw the pictures you took of each place. Were they as wonderful as they looked?" "Spectacular. I can't wait to take you to see them. I'm serious about moving to Antigua. It's the most beautiful of all the places we'll own and I fell in love with it the minute I saw it. You will too and the kids will love living on the island." "I could tell you loved it from your emails and all the pictures you took. When do you think we can go see it?" "As soon as Anne is gone. I want to take her ashes there and have a little ceremony on the beach. I have a video of her riding bareback on a white horse on the beach that is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. She loved the place as much as I do and I think it's the place she would want her spirit to be. We can put some of her ashes on the beach and take some of them out to sea on the most incredible sailboat I've ever seen. It's called the Lorelei and Anne loved being on it. She even got to sail it herself." "It sounds like you've done what she asked you to. You really did teach her how to love." "We taught each other Sandy. I've learned as much about loving as she has. More than I ever thought possible. More than anything else I want to share what I've learned about love with you. Oh Sandy, you just can't imagine what we're capable of." "What do you mean? Weren't we already in love?" "Of course we were but we were only in the lowest form of love. There are higher dimensions of love that we probably would never have discovered on our own. I've experienced these higher dimensions and you can too. We will do it together and then you will see for yourself." "You and Anne discovered these higher dimensions of love?" "Yes, but not by ourselves. We have a guide. A spiritual guide and teacher who helped us get to these higher dimensions. She taught us how to meditate and the meditations made us capable of experiencing love in ways I never knew existed." "Where did you find this guide?" "She's Anne's hospice worker. She studied with a guru in India for two years and became a disciple. You will meet her. She is the most incredible woman I have ever met. And the first time I did meet her I kneeled at her feet and put my head in her lap and cried. I knew her. Even though we had never met, I still knew her. I recognized her and by trusting her and loving her she has shown me things that I would never have imagined possible." "You love her too?" "Yes." "How can you love me and Anne and this spiritual guide woman all at the same time?" "Do you not love me and your parents and our children all at the same time?" "That's different. It's not the same kind of love." "There is only one kind of love. All that is different is your level of awareness of it and how you express it." "I don't think I understand this." "Please, be patient, trust me and don't try to figure all this out. It can't be done by thinking about it. You have to experience it. I promise you if you will let yourself, you can come to the same level of love as we have come to. It's not a competition; don't feel threatened or worried about it. Anne loves Mitra as much as I do. And I really hope you can come to love her the same way." "Is that her name, Mitra? What kind of name is that?" "It's the name her guru gave her when she became his disciple. It means loving kindness and it is absolutely appropriate for her. Her legal name is Julia. I want her to live with us in Antigua and be our spiritual guide just like she was for Anne and me. I want her to teach you meditations to do while you're pregnant and then to teach our children how to meditate. I'm completely convinced this is the best thing we could ever do for ourselves and the kids. And we'll do it together as a family." "I suppose since you feel that strongly about it the least I could do is be open minded enough to try it before I pass judgment on it." "That's all I ask you to do Sandy. I'll be very surprised if you don't feel the same way I did when you first meet her. She said that without you, I never would have learned to love enough to do what I did for Anne so she already knows you have the spiritual potential to rise to the highest levels of love. I realize now she was right. You were my first guide to learning how to love. Now Mitra can guide us to an even greater realization of love." "Speaking of love, how would you like to show me what a higher dimension of love feels like? You've been gone for three months and I'm way overdue for some loving." "It would be my pleasure. First though, let's have some Champagne while we take a bath. I've learned all sorts of fun things to do in a bath." "Ohhhhh reeeally? I can't wait to see this. You go get the wine and meet me in the bathroom." I got the bottle out of the fridge and put some ice cubes in a bucket then grabbed a couple of glasses and headed for the bathroom. When I walked in Sandy was in a robe walking around lighting candles and the water was pouring into the tub. It was one of those corner tubs that had plenty of room for two people but it was nothing like what I'd been used to for the past three months. Jesus, was I getting spoiled or what? I sat the bucket next to the tub and pulled the bottle out and opened it. I poured some of the fabulous wine in both glasses and sat them on the edge of the tub. Then I got undressed and stepped into the tub. I reached over and turned the water off and sat down and leaned back. "Are you going to join me?" "Oh yes, but first I want to ask you something." She stood close to the tub and slowly untied the belt of her robe then shrugged her shoulders to let it fall to the floor. "Remember this?" I stared at her naked body like I was seeing it for the first time. I wondered how I would feel when this moment happened. I'd thought maybe all I had learned about love in the meditations would somehow not be there without Suvarna and Mitra. I shouldn't have worried. I felt the same intense love for her that I had felt with the others. "How could I possibly forget anything as beautiful as you?" She stepped into the tub to sit beside me but paused when she looked at my cock. "Where did your pubic hair go?" "After Anne had hers removed for her egg extraction I liked the way she looked without hair so I decided if she was going to go bare then I would too. So we keep it that way. What do you think?" "I like it. It's very sexy. Do you want me to keep mine removed?" "If you wouldn't mind." "If it pleases you my love then it pleases me." I handed her a glass of wine and held my glass up. She touched hers to mine and said, "Welcome home my love." We took a sip of the wine and sat our glasses down on the edge of the tub. I leaned over and kissed her. "Oh Carl, I've missed you so much. I can't believe you're back here with me again. This feels so good." I picked up a sponge and poured some body wash on it then began to gently bathe her. It seemed like a long time since I had done this for her. How strange, since it had become second nature to me now to do it with my lovers. She definitely seemed to appreciate it and responded to it by relaxing and closing her eyes as I softly moved the sponge over her body. I kissed her face and neck and her shoulders while I gently washed her. "You do this with Anne?" "Every day; usually twice a day. It may be the most important thing I learned from being with her. She loves it as much as you seem to." "Then I have one more thing to be grateful to her for. It's incredibly wonderful. It makes me feel so cared for. The way you touch me, it's so..." "Meditative." I finished her sentence for her. "Yes... yes... that's what it feels like to me. It's making me quiet inside." I moved so she could stretch out then continued to wash and caress her body. My hands slid gently across her breasts as I spread the lather over them. When my hands reached her stomach I stopped and held them there. "That's where she is Carl, right under your loving hands. I think she's enjoying this as much as I am." I bent over and kissed her stomach and moved my hands lower. She spread her legs without my saying a word and my hand slid slowly down to massage her pussy. "Ohhhhhh Carrlll, you're making me feel better than I've ever felt before. I'm tingling everywhere you touch me. Why has it been so long since we did this?" "I promise you we'll make up for lost time. We'll do this every day." I washed my way down to her feet and spent about five minutes massaging each one. I could swear it sounded like she was purring. I kissed her toes then told her it was her turn. I lay down and she sat beside me and began to wash me as I had done to her. She already had the look of meditation in her eyes as she moved her hands lovingly over me. She was picking up the feeling from me and it told me how truly connected we still were. I knew she was anxious to get in bed with me and make love with me but she was focusing on making me feel as good as I had made her feel. She was here, now, in the moment and it made me feel fantastic that she moved into this state so effortlessly and naturally. Her eyes were closed as she used her hands to see me. "You're pretty good at this yourself my love." "I'm beginning to see what you mean by a higher dimension of love. I feel closer and more in love with you now than I ever have. I can't say why but I feel it." "It can't be described. But it can be communicated. Your hands are telling me and your breathing is singing to me." She finished bathing me as sensually as Suvarna or Janelle had done so many times. I lay back and spread my legs and told her to lie between them and lean back on me. I picked up her glass and held it to her lips so she could take a sip of the wine and then took a drink myself. "Now just lay here and be as quiet as you can. Let all your thoughts just drift away while I hold you and see if you can feel how much I love you." I put my hands on her breasts and softly caressed them and spread the warm water over them. I kissed her head and rubbed my face softly over her hair. "Carl, thank you for doing this. I was hoping you'd tear my clothes off and throw me on the bed and fuck my brains out. That would have shown me you still want me. But instead, you've shown me that you still love me. No, that you adore me. I can't tell you how reassuring that is to me." "Let's get out of this tub and I'll show you how much I adore you." She stood and rinsed us off with the handheld spray. She picked up a towel and began to dry herself. "Here, let me do that." I took the towel and gently patted her dry from her neck to her toes, pausing to kiss her stomach. She did the same for me and her movements were slow and deliberate. She knelt to dry my legs and feet, saving my cock and balls for last. When she had softly rubbed them with the towel she dropped it to the floor and used her hands to caress them. Her fingers encircled my shaft while her other hand held my balls. Her warm, wet mouth engulfed the head and she began to lick and suck on it. When I was almost fully erect I took her hand and pulled her up. "Let's go get in the bed and you can continue that for as long as you want." I lay down on the bed on my side and she started to lay in the same direction with her head near my crotch but I told her to lay the other way so we could love each other at the same time. She smiled and turned so her pussy was inches from my face. She raised her leg and put her foot on her other leg to expose her crotch to me. "I really like you hairless, that was always a hazard with blowjobs, getting stray hairs in my mouth." My lips touched her clit at the same time as her mouth surrounded my cock. She held it in her mouth and licked all around it as she sucked gently on it. It felt more like a little girl sucking on a candy cane than a blowjob. We had somehow drifted away from oral sex and I couldn't even remember the last time we did sixty-nine but this felt incredible. She was almost as in synch with me as Janelle had been when we did this. We mirrored our movements to each other and she seemed to understand that this wasn't oral sex we were doing but loving caressing and deeply intimate kissing. She sensed instinctively that she didn't have to do anything; her body would do it for her. We stayed like this for a long time. Her slit was a hot, gooey mess of my saliva and her juices and her pussy was telling me how much she loved this. She pulled her mouth off my cock and said, "Ohhhh Carl that feels divine. You've taken me excruciatingly slowly to the brink and now I want to cum for you. Make me cum my love. Taste me while my pussy shows you how much I've missed you and want you. Ohhhhhh, yessssss Carl lick me and suck me and... Ohhhhh Godddd, yesss baby, yesssss." Her orgasm was deep and powerful. She flooded my mouth and face with her juice and pressed her pussy hard against my mouth as I sucked voraciously on her vagina. I couldn't remember her ever cumming like that from oral sex. It was as magnificent as one of Mitra's. I knew then that she would take to Tantra as naturally as Suvarna had. She slowly rolled onto her back and spread her legs wide with her knees bent. "Carl, do you remember the night before you left and I told you I was afraid that our sex would change and not be the same when you returned?" "Yes, I remember. You think it's changed? It didn't seem too bad to me." "It hasn't changed for the worse, it's changed for the better. I'm beginning to wish this had happened ten years ago. Whatever you and Anne have been doing has made you into a super lover. I don't mean you were a bad lover before but there's something about you now that is so attentive and affectionate. You're... more present and you communicate love much more intensely. The sex was wonderful but I couldn't tell what was just sex and what was love. I seemed to move between both feelings without any effort until I couldn't tell them apart." "That's because of the tantric meditations we've been doing with Mitra. They're all sexual mediations. What you just described is an effect of doing them. The more you do them the more you feel like what you said; that you can't differentiate the sex from the love. After a while, there will be no difference. I go so deep into myself when I meditate that I forget who I'm meditating with. At first the sex is what you focus on but then it shifts to love and all your sexual energy rises up to your heart." "Oh Jesus Carl it gets better?" "Every time you do them and it doesn't take that long to feel the effects." "When can I start?" "Do you mean that?" "I sure do. At first I had my doubts about what you told me but now that I've tasted it I definitely want to try it." "OK, you can start right now. Stay just as you are with your legs pulled up and spread apart like that." I moved crosswise to her and draped her legs over me and laid my cock on her mound. "Use your hand and rub my cock all over your pussy. Make yourself feel good with it like it's your own personal vibrator." She wrapped her hand around my hard, hot cock and began to slide the head slowly up and down her slit while she gently squeezed my shaft. She rubbed the head on her clit and her hips began to undulate. "Don't think of anything except what you're feeling in your pussy. See how many times you can cum for me." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 23 "Ooooohhhh Carl I can't believe how good this feels and how hot it's making me. My pussy's never been so wet." "Put my cock on your vagina. That's it. Now use your hand to rub your clit." As she placed her fingers on her engorged nub I eased the head of my cock inside of her. "Jesus baby, you really are wet." I pressed forward and my cock slid into her slippery channel until my balls made contact with her ass cheeks. My cock was throbbing inside her hot cunt. "Do it Sandy. Rub your clit until you cum. Cum for me nice and hard like you did before." Her fingers massaged the sensitive nub bringing her closer to her climax. "Unnnhhhh, unnnhhhh, unnnhhhh, Oooooohhhhh God yes I'm so close. I'm going to cum for you my love. I'm going to cum all over your beautiful cock. Yesssss... Now. I'm cumming." Her vagina pulsed around my cock as her orgasm swept though her. Her head fell back on the bed as she trembled from the ecstasy of her release. I eased my cock out of her and laid it on her mound. "Put your hand around it Sandy. Feel how wet you've made it. Stroke it and play with it. Rub the tip on your clit and make yourself cum again. "Oh God Carl, how many orgasms can I have?" "How many do you want?" She continued to rub her clit with my cock while she stroked and squeezed me. When she was ready to cum she put it back in her vagina and I pushed it into her completely. She had three more orgasms each more intense than the last until finally her pussy convinced me to join her and I coated her pink walls with cum. I withdrew my cock and moved up beside her and put my mouth on her breast to suck her. I put my hand on her stomach and thought about the new life inches below my palm that would soon be doing to her what I was doing and it sent shivers through me. I scooted up and lay beside her. She rolled toward me and we put our arms around each other and kissed. "Carl you couldn't have given me anything more precious than this night. And it was a total surprise." "We can do this all day tomorrow too if you want." "Oh I want. I definitely want that." "Goodnight my love." I was awakened with a kiss. For a moment I didn't even try to think about where I was or who was kissing me, only that the kiss was full of love and I was extremely fortunate to have somebody doing this to me. I opened my eyes and the image of my kisser came to me seemingly in slow motion, as if the speed of light had changed and I received the impression one photon at a time until it built up a mosaic on my retina and sent the inverted image to my optic nerves where I finally recognized Sandy. "What are you doing here?" "Well! Good morning to you too. Have you forgotten where you spent the night?" "No. I spent it in the arms of somebody who loves me." "You've had the privilege of doing that every night for the past three months. Could you be a little more specific?" "Do I need to be? Does it really matter as long as we're together?" "No, I guess it doesn't. Are you awake?" "Almost. Why, do I need to be?" "Yes, I want to tell you something." I raised my head up and pulled the pillow under it. "OK, besides I love you, which your eyes are already telling me, what do you want to say?" "Last night was the most incredible night we've ever spent together. You shared something wonderful with me and now that I've had a taste of it I want more. I had a dream that Victoria spoke to me. She said I should take her to her mother. She wants to be with her as much as possible. I want to go see Anne." "You mean now?" "We can have coffee first. And I want to make an appointment at a salon to have my pussy waxed, after that we can go see Anne. I realize now that we're all linked. You, Anne, me and Victoria. I don't know exactly how we're linked but I feel it, I know it." "You're right. We are linked. You're experiencing the effect of the love field that we created on our trip. I guess it works at a distance as powerfully as it did when we were all together. You need to be there. You need to be with Mitra. She is the link and she will help you understand what is happening to you. This is incredibly wonderful. I'm so glad you feel this way. When Anne hears about your dream she's going to just explode with joy. Should I call her and tell her we're coming?" "No. Let it be a surprise." "OK, but I'll have to call Melissa just before we arrive and tell her to open the garage. Are you ready to get up now or do you have time to pick up where we left off last night?" "I'll always have time to love you. Let me go pee and I'll come back and finish waking you up properly." When she returned I was lying on my back with my legs spread. She lay between them on her stomach with her head above my cock. She started kissing all around it and then kissed from the base slowly up to the tip. "I never realized how much fun it is to watch you get hard. Maybe it's your new bald look or the fact that I've missed you so much." She wrapped her fingers around my stiffening shaft and gently squeezed it as she covered the underside with tender kisses. Her tongue licked from the bottom to the top and back down again. When she got back to the bottom she kept going and put her lips on one of my balls. After a couple of delicate kisses she pursed her lips and I felt the fabulous sensation of my testicle being drawn gently into her mouth. Her tongue softly played with the oval organ while her lips enclosed it. "Baby, please don't stop what you're doing but why did you decide to do that? I can't remember you ever doing that before." She released her delicate prisoner just long enough to say, "Something just told me you'd like it." I felt her mouth slide over my ball once again and she continued to torment it with her tongue. Now I knew she was under the influence of the love field. This had to be a psychic message from Janelle. I remembered her saying she would give Sandy lessons in doing this and it felt like she was. "Oh I do like it. I like it a lot." She kept doing it, alternating from one ball to the other with licks and sucking that made my cock as hard as Chinese arithmetic. My scrotum was covered in saliva. Finally she moved her head up and took my cock into her mouth. Her lips began to slide up and down my rigid shaft as she laved it with her spit. When she had it drenched she rose up and straddled me with her pussy above my cock. She lowered her hips down until my head made contact with her opening. She used her hand to adjust the placement then pushed down until my entire length disappeared into her hot, wet channel. "Put that pillow under your head so you can watch me fuck you. I bet you like that as much as having your balls sucked don't you?" "I'd hate to have to pick between the two alternatives." "The good news is you don't have to. You can have either one whenever you want." "Would it shock you to know I've had both at the same time?" "Ooooohhhh you have been naughty while you've been away. Now I'm going to make you tell me the details of that experience while I slide my slick pussy up and down your hard cock." "It was in Paris the first night we got there. Anne and Mitra were taking turns sucking my cock and balls. Finally I told them I was about to cum and Anne decided to straddle me and fuck me, only she was facing away from me. She did this so she could lay back on top of me while Mitra licked us from my balls all the way up to Anne's clit where she would suck on it until Anne slid back to release my cock so Mitra could put it in her mouth. She'd suck it for a while then put it back in Anne's pussy then she moved back down to my balls and kept doing the whole thing all over again until finally Anne's orgasm triggered mine." "Wow Carl, what a story. Mitra must be a very unusual woman." "You can't imagine Sandy." I felt her pussy getting hotter and wetter while I was telling her about that night in Paris. Her hips were gyrating forward and back as well as up and down as she rode me. It didn't take long for me to feel the familiar sensation of an impending orgasm. Sandy sensed it too. "Use your hand to rub your clit. Cum with me my love." She was almost bouncing up and down on me as her fingers began to agitate her swollen pink nub. Her head reared back and she pushed her hips down hard on me and held me tightly in her pink embrace as her vagina began to spasm around my cock. My cock erupted like a geyser spraying cum deep into her. Her legs squeezed tightly against my hips as her climax ripped through her. She bent over and lowered herself down while keeping my cock confined in her soppy cunt. "You were right about the orgasms. They just keep getting better. I think they're very good for Victoria as well. You're going to have to keep giving them to me from now on. I'd say at least three a day." "And how am I going to do that if I'm at Anne's home?" "She's had you exclusively long enough; she's going to have to share. You can stay with me all day and spend the night with her. It will be like going off to work every day. Unless of course you'd rather I find someone else to give me orgasms." "Or... You could come stay at Anne's place." "Are you forgetting we have two children and now a dog?" "There's plenty of room at Anne's house and lots of people have dogs in Manhattan. It's only one block over to Central Park so we could take him for walks every day. There would also be more people to help with the kids. Mitra and Melissa could watch them and your driver could take them to school and go pick them up every day." "What would Anne say about all of us moving in?" "If you even hint that you want to do this she'll lock you in the minute you say it. There is nothing in this world or any other that she would love more than to be with you and Victoria. I am absolutely certain of that." "Well it would be a hell of lot more convenient. I made peace with you having sex with her a long time ago so I guess it doesn't matter if your fifty miles away or fifty feet." "Ummhhh Sandy... how would you feel about being a lot closer than fifty feet away while I'm having sex with her?" "What do you mean?" "I mean all of us sleeping together in one bed." "She would be OK with that?" "Perfectly OK. She's quite used to having multiple partners in the same bed. Women as well as men." "Do I really want to know all about what you two have been doing while you were away?" "It's not as wild and crazy as you're probably imagining. Once we started on these sexual meditations we went wherever they took us. That meant dropping all of our previous inhibitions and limitations on our sexuality. We've had to pack a whole lifetime of sex and love into three short months and that meant no conditions. It also meant that I had to change my mind about some things I thought I wouldn't do." "We weren't promiscuous but we did meet other people that wanted to experience these things with us. I'm not going to hide anything I did from you. Right now there are four women at Anne's place. I've had sex with all of them. That doesn't necessarily mean I have to continue to have sex with all of them but you need to be aware of the whole situation and make sure you can handle it before making this decision." "Carl, I know what I felt last night. I also know it was even better this morning. If it took you having sex with these women to get you to where you are then I can't condemn you for doing it. I trust you enough to know you did what you believed was the right thing to do for Anne and for yourself. I also trust you enough to not put me in a situation that would hurt me or our relationship. I know that you love me and the children as much as you love anything else in this world and you would never purposely put our lives in jeopardy. Your views about marriage have obviously changed but I won't say they are wrong or in opposition to my views until I have tried these meditations and this open lifestyle for myself and made up my own mind about them." "You might want to know that the other three women at Anne's house have all told me that they admire you for what you did for Anne and they love you even though they have not met you. They all say that if my having sex with them causes you any problems then they will stop because they respect the way you feel even if they don't agree with it. They all want to meet you because they don't think they would have had the courage and faith in their husband to allow him to do what you let me do with Anne if they had been in your situation. These are not just girls that Anne and I picked up to have a good time with. We both love them and have the highest regard for them. One of them literally saved our lives on this trip. These are not bimbos." "You might want to know that the idea of having sex with a woman is not something I'm totally unfamiliar with or opposed to. Since we're being completely honest with each other I must admit to having tried sex with another woman when I was in college. As a cheerleader I was asked to join a sorority that most of the cheerleaders belonged to. One of the initiation rituals was to perform oral sex on one of the members until they had an orgasm." "At first I was reluctant but I'm also intelligent enough to know that my reservations were based on the morality I had been raised with and I felt I should see for myself if it was as abhorrent as my mother once told me it was. I can't say I really loved doing it but it wasn't unpleasant. I mean the circumstances were hardly ideal since I was more or less forced to do it. Not to mention that I was naked in front of an audience." "During my freshman year I did have sex on occasion with my roommate when both of us were horny and didn't have a date with a boy. That was a lot more satisfying even though we both knew we were not each other's first choice for a sexual partner. We definitely were not in love with each other nor did either of us have the slightest inclination to become a lesbian. Now that I already feel like I love Anne the prospect of being sexual with her has a certain intriguing appeal. After all, you love her as much as you love me so why shouldn't I?" "Honey you never cease to amaze me. I do see what you mean though. You have her child in your womb. Why would it be so objectionable to kiss her? By the way, she is a great kisser." "I've no doubt that is the result of your superb tutelage. One of many things I suspect you taught her to do." "It almost sounds as if you like hearing about my sexual exploits with Anne." "In a strange, almost perverse way, I do. I don't want to become a boring little mother and housewife. If she can go from being a tight ass, anal retentive, money addicted bitch to being a love goddess then why shouldn't I? You showed me last night and this morning that there's still plenty of smoldering sexuality left in this thirty year old body. We're soon going to have more money than we could spend in ten lifetimes so why shouldn't we both spice up our lives and enjoy these bodies while we still have them?" "That's all the more reason why we need to continue the meditations. They are what will keep us grounded in ourselves and keep us from drifting into a life of hedonistic indulgence. We can have all the fun we want but we still have a responsibility to each other and the children to do it with restraint and respect. Believe it or not the prospect of casual meaningless sex with anybody that's willing does not appeal to me in the least. I don't love the people I've had sex with just because I had sex with them. I had sex with them to enhance and celebrate the love I feel for them. It may sound like just a semantic difference but it's not. The difference is real and very significant." "How about we go take another bath like we did last night then have a bite of breakfast and get this day started? I'm getting anxious to get to Anne's house." We finished our bath and put on robes to have breakfast out on the patio with Dingo. If felt really good to have a dog again. I hadn't had one in years and I was very glad to have this one since the kids had chosen him and done what Anne had done on our trip; made his life better. Sandy called a nearby salon at the mall and asked when she could get a Brazilian waxing and was told they could take her in thirty minutes. Then she called her driver and told him to come to the house as soon as he could. We were getting dressed when she asked me, "Should I take some clothes with me?" "Maybe one outfit for tomorrow but we can come back for more after we get the living arrangements settled. You won't need as many as you might think. We've gotten into the habit of going naked unless we have to go out." "That habit may have to be modified if the kids are going to be in the house." "Of course, we'll make the top floor off limits to them and whenever they're in the house we will dress appropriately." Don, Sandy's driver and bodyguard, was waiting for us when we were ready to go. He took us to the mall and waited with me while Sandy had her waxing. I learned all about him and he seemed like a very competent and nice young man. He had been in the military and had extensive training in personal security. He was very alert and was constantly looking around to anticipate trouble. I told him about Sandy moving to Anne's house and that she had a driver and bodyguard that he would be pleased to meet. I asked him if he was married and he said no. "In that case, you'll be very pleased to meet Melissa." Once we were back in the SUV, Sandy scooted close to me and whispered in my ear, "They asked me at the salon if I was going to keep my pussy hairless and when I said yes they told me I should have the treatment done with a laser. After about ten more sessions it won't grow back. I decided not to put my panties back on so if you'd like to check it out you can." She spread her legs and I slid my hand up her leg and let my fingers explore her smooth bald pussy. "Oh Carl, it feels so good to have you touch me. Make me cum for you. Rub my clit and make me wet then stick you fingers in me and I'll cum all over them." I thought it was ironic that once again I was having sex in the back of a car. Sandy and I had never done this before but I was more than ready to comply with her request considering how many times I'd done this with Anne. I kissed her and played with her until she began to shiver and I moved my finger down to feel how wet her slit was. I inserted it into her and felt her hairless lips press against my hand while I rubbed her clit with my thumb. She moaned into my mouth when she came and I kept on kissing her until her orgasm subsided. Traffic was lighter than usual so we made good time driving to Anne's place. When we were about five minutes away I called Melissa's cell phone and told her what was happening and not to tell anybody else but to come watch for us and open the gates and garage for us. As soon as we pulled into the driveway the gates opened and when we had come through them, the garage opened. Don drove down the ramp and pulled into an empty parking space. Melissa was waiting for us. Don got out and opened the back door for us. We walked over to Melissa who just stood there. "Melissa, I don't think you've ever been formally introduced to my wife. Sandy this is Melissa, Anne's driver and bodyguard. Melissa meet Sandy." Sandy looked at Melissa's face then looked at mine. "I remember you from the doctor's office the day of the IVF procedure. We didn't actually get a chance to meet then. I don't know why you two are being so formal about this." She stepped forward and put her arms around her and hugged her warmly. "It's very nice to meet you Melissa. I'm sure we will become very good friends." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 23 Melissa hugged her and said, "I wasn't sure what Carl had told you but that hug says a lot. Welcome, I am very pleased to finally meet you. More than you can imagine. Can I ask you what brings you here today?" "I felt like I needed to come be with Anne. I'm going to ask her if I can stay here." "Oh, Sandy that's fabulous. Nothing could make her happier than having you here." I turned and saw Don standing by the car. "Don, come meet Melissa. He walked over to her. Melissa looked at him and said, "Do you accept hugs or do you prefer to shake hands?" "Normally I prefer shaking hands but for you I'll make an exception." "You won't be disappointed with that decision." She hugged him in a more than friendly manner and said, "It's nice to meet you Don. If you need anything please don't hesitate to ask me." "Don't worry Melissa. I'm not shy." Melissa turned and said, "Come on, let's go surprise Anne. I can't wait to see the look on her face when she sees you." We took the elevator up to the second floor and went into the living room. "Don you can make yourself comfortable here. Can I offer you something to drink?" "Some coffee would be nice." "I'll have Anthony bring you some. I'll come check on you in a little while." "I'll be fine Melissa. Thank you." We walked back to the elevator and rode up to the fourth floor. Melissa said Anne was in her office going over some reports dealing with the upcoming team meeting. I asked her where Mitra was. "I believe she and Alysse are in the spa." We walked back to Anne's office and saw her sitting at her desk in a robe engrossed in something on her computer screen. I stood at the door and said, "Excuse me Ms. Cordet, could I have a word with you?" She looked up quickly and said, "Prem, what are you doing back here already?" She stood up and started walking toward me. "I brought someone who wants to see you." I stepped aside so she could see Sandy standing there. She screamed and ran to her and put her arms around her. "Oh Sandy you're here! You must have heard my heart longing for you. I've been wishing you were here all morning. Prem, is this your idea? Did you bring her to me?" "Before I answer that I want Mitra to be present. Where is she?" "In the spa with Alysse. Let's go up and find them." She took Sandy's hand and led us to the elevator and we rode up to the eighth floor. "Oh my God Sandy, I'm trembling with excitement. I'm so glad you're here." Sandy's eyes were as big as saucers as she walked through Anne's bedroom suite on the way to the spa. When we got there, we found Mitra and Alysse in each other's arms in the bathing pool. "Mitra, Alysse, we have a guest I'd like you to meet." They stood and got out of the pool then walked toward us as casually as they would have if they were alone, totally unconcerned that they were naked. Mitra's eyes were riveted on Sandy. She had that warm, compassionate expression on her face and her eyes sparkled with delight. She knew who she was of course but said nothing. Alysse stood beside her with that glowing, radiant look of love all over her; as unselfconscious as a two year old. Anne started to speak but Mitra raised her hand and she stopped. Then Mitra said, "Prem's wife needs no introduction. She is exactly what I knew she would be." Still looking at her with a fixed gaze she continued, "You know don't you? This is where you should be. This is where you belong." Sandy's voice was quivering as she replied, "Yes I do know. Victoria told me last night in a dream." "This is very good. Welcome." Anne looked at Sandy in shock. "Sandy, Victoria spoke to you? What did she say?" "She said she wanted to be with you Anne. She asked me to come here. I couldn't possibly refuse. If you will have us, I want to stay here with you for as long as you are still alive." Anne shrieked, "Sandy do you mean that? Do you really mean that?" Sandy couldn't stop looking at Mitra but said, "Yes Anne I really mean that." "Oh God Sandy you've just given me the most wonderful gift anybody has ever received. You can't possibly imagine what this means to me to have you and Victoria with me. Is there no limit to your capacity to show me love and generosity? You truly are a saint." Finally Sandy turned her head to look at Anne. "This is not solely for your benefit Anne. Carl showed me how his love has changed because of being with you and Mitra and I want you both to help me learn to love like that. I want Victoria to be immersed in an environment of love beyond even my capacity to provide for her. I feel confident this is where that can happen." She looked back at Mitra and said, "Why did you refer to me as Prem's wife?" Mitra explained the names and told her about all of us becoming disciples. Then she said, "Sandy I have never solicited anybody to become a disciple but in your case I urge you to do so. Not only for your own sake but also for the sake of your unborn child. It will be of great benefit to you both. There is only one condition. You must love me as totally and unrestricted as the others do. This is not for my benefit but for yours. I will not transform you; your love is the only thing that can do that. I can help to put you in touch with your heart but you will do the rest. Being a disciple is based on the deepest love relationship possible and if that is what you want for yourself and Victoria that is what you must commit to." "That will not be a problem Mitra. I feel the love in this room. It comes from all of you and it's very powerful. I can see that by just looking at you and Alysse. Love permeates both of you. This is what I want to feel. This is what I want for Victoria." "Very well. We will have your blessing soon. Now come to me." Sandy walked to her and Mitra put her arms around her then slowly turned her head and moved it close and kissed her. The first kiss from Mitra is an overwhelming experience and you could tell that Sandy let all of the love Mitra was conveying to her go deep inside her. When it finally ended Sandy managed to say, "Loving you is definitely not going to be a problem." She turned and walked back to me, "You should have warned me about that. It almost made my head explode." "There is nothing that can be said to prepare you for your first kiss from Mitra." Anne took Sandy's hand, "We need to make plans for your moving in here. Would you like all of us to get in the pool to do it or are you ready for that yet?" "You can't possibly think I'd pass up a chance to get in that pool do you? Carl gave me a sample of what being bathed feels like last night. It was wonderful." "Fantastic. Get undressed and let's get in." Anne slipped off her robe and followed Alysse and Mitra into the pool. Sandy started taking her clothes off and I got undressed with her. "Melissa before you get undressed, would you be so kind as to go tell Don he can leave. We won't need him the rest of the day. Tell him we'll call him tomorrow to let him know when we want him to pick us up. And please give him your phone number." Melissa left to deliver the message to Don and let him out of the garage. Sandy and I got in the pool. "Anne this is the most luxurious bathroom I've ever seen. Which Roman emperor did you get it from?" "I've got this thing for nice bathrooms. You should see some of the ones we visited on our trip. Would you like me to bathe you?" "I'm counting on it. I can't wait to see if you're as good as Carl." "Carl sets the bar pretty high when it comes to pampering a woman. I'll try to do as good a job as he does." "He never did it as sensuously and tenderly for me before." "Don't be too hard on him Sandy. He learned a lot himself by what he's done for me. You'll get the benefit of it for a long time to come. Lie back on this ledge and let me show you." Anne poured some body wash on a sponge and began to wash Sandy's hand and arm. "That fragrance is divine. It's almost as good as the moisturizer you sent me. I've already gone through both bottles." "I've got plenty. I'll put some on you when we get out of the bath." Anne gently slid the sponge up her arm to her shoulder and down again covering it in the perfumed lather. "Anne you're trembling. What's the matter?" "I'm just so happy you're here and I'm actually doing something for you. I can't believe you brought me our baby. Sandy I can't tell you how much this means to me and how much I love you for doing it." Tears started rolling down Anne's face as she continued to tenderly bathe Sandy's body. Mitra moved behind Anne and put her arms around her and kissed her neck while she held her. "Breathe Suvarna. She's here now. Love her." Anne became calmer and Sandy got yet another example of Mitra's compassion. Sandy looked at Mitra and said, "Mitra what you just did was so beautiful. You didn't hesitate or even think about it you just did it because it needed to be done. That's what I want to learn from you; how to respond with love in every situation and not react by doing only what I think should be done." "It seems to me you've already started to do that. Why else would you be here if not to respond with love to your child's request?" Sandy looked at her and knew she was right. She also knew that she already loved Mitra and was sure she would come to love her as much as Carl did and that up until this very moment, she hadn't even come close to knowing how much that was. This thought was followed by the amazing realization that she wasn't the least bit jealous or bothered by her husband loving someone else that much. Sandy reached for Anne's arm and pulled her to her. "Anne come close to me and hold me. Kiss me and love me like Mitra told you to do." Anne put her arms around her and said, "Oh God Sandy yes. You are so beautiful and I do love you." When her lips touched hers Sandy felt love pour into her the same way it had when Mitra kissed her and it sent waves all through her unlike anything she had ever felt before. She didn't think the kiss would ever end. It became more passionate as it continued to the point that she didn't want it to end. She pulled Anne tightly to her and thrilled to the touch of her warm body as it pressed against her. When the kiss finally ended Sandy asked, "Do these baths ever turn in to something more than just washing, something more... intimate?" "Almost always." "Then please continue." Anne smiled as she continued the bathing using only her hands. She slid them over her shoulders and down her chest to caress her breasts. Sandy asked her, "Would you mind if Mitra joined you in washing me?" Mitra answered her by moving next to her and started running her hands all over Sandy interspersing her loving touches with soft kisses. Alysse and I had been watching this tender interlude in silent fascination. When Sandy asked Mitra to join Anne in bathing her I wondered if she had any idea what she was getting herself into. She had just invited two of the most sensual women on earth to make love to her. I had been on the receiving end of what these two can do to you in a bath and I could only hope Sandy was ready for that. Melissa returned from her errand and stripped down and got in the pool next to Alysse and me. "I see I got back just in time. This looks like it's about to get interesting." "Would it be asking too much for you and Alysse to give me some of that treatment? That is, if it won't interfere with your voyeuristic activities." They both giggled and I felt their hands begin to slide over my body. For the next half hour I was loved and washed by two of my lovers while I continued to watch Anne and Mitra do the same to Sandy. I was amazed how turned on it made me to watch them bring Sandy to two powerful orgasms. After the second one I moved over next to Sandy and said, "Would you like to get out of this pool and move to the bed? I want to make love with you." "Can Anne come with us?" "You don't think she'd let us go without her do you?" "Good. I like making love with her. You've taught her well." We got out of the bath and dried off. Anne got a bottle of the moisturizer out of a cabinet and we walked to her bedroom. Anne told Sandy to lie down on her back and she and I lay on either side of her. She poured the creamy liquid into her hand then told me, "Hold out your hand Prem." She put some of the moisturizer into my palm. "Now help me spread this on your beautiful wife." Sandy said, "Anne, you know you're his wife too don't you?" "What do you mean?" "I mean I've realized that marriage isn't a piece of paper and some words you say to each other in a church. It's who you've shared your heart with. More than that, it's who you've shared the growing of your soul with. Carl has done that with all of us and we have all done it with him. I just happen to have been the first." "When Carl came home from that first night with you and told me about what you had asked him to do I was devastated. I felt betrayed. I was sure you had seduced him into making love to you by dangling the prospect of getting the money you had promised him before and by making him feel sorry for you by telling him this fantastic lie about your impending death. My first reaction was that you were going to die a lot sooner if I could get my hands on you." "I finally calmed down enough to listen to what he was telling me and the way he said it. And I struggled but succeeded in thinking about the money and how that could help us. And you did owe it to us. I was able to put myself in your situation and I tried to imagine my life without loving him. That's when I decided that nobody deserves to spend their entire life unloved. Even you. Although you brought it on yourself because you never made time for it." "Then I thought maybe it's time to see if our love was all I believed it to be. This would be a test to see if it could survive this fantastic challenge. If it could then it would confirm that our love was real and strong enough to withstand anything. If it couldn't then I needed to find out sooner rather than later that I had been living in an illusion. That's when I decided to go along with it." "It never occurred to me that it would lead to where I am now. Lying here beside both of you. Being loved by both of you. Carrying your child inside of me. Exulting in the sensation of your hands caressing me while I see a look of love in your eyes so profound that I'm embarrassed because it far exceeds my own." "Oh my precious darling Sandy, from the very beginning I knew that what I was asking Carl to do meant that I was asking you to do it too. I knew it would be a supreme sacrifice on your part and that it would cause you pain. But somehow I knew you would be strong enough to endure it. If the situation had been reversed, I wouldn't have been. As profound as the look you see in my eyes is now, the look of desperation was far worse when I was told that I was dying. It didn't take me long to realize that I was going to die alone and unloved and that I had brought it on myself. Still, way down deep inside me a tiny spark glowed dimly." "I reached out to the only person I knew that was capable of preserving that spark and turning it into a flame. Carl was my only hope of redemption and my only chance of being saved from dying as the monster I had become. I knew I didn't deserve that chance. I didn't hate myself but I felt completely lost and alone and more afraid than I ever thought it was possible to feel. When he agreed to do what I asked I was delirious with joy even though I knew that this would cause you a great deal of anguish. I told myself I'm not taking him away from you; I'm only borrowing him. That may sound silly and rationalizing but it was true. I didn't know then how far he would exceed what I asked him to do and how much he would discover as a consequence." "Now you're both here and I still can't believe it. That's what happened to me earlier in the bath. Not only had Carl taken me to heights of love I never knew existed but now you were here to go to those heights with us. Not only that but you had brought me the miracle of our child. I was overcome with amazement. I didn't feel worthy to touch you because your kindness and generosity and understanding was so much more than I deserved." "Don't compare your love to mine. Carl and Mitra have spent the last three months in a concerted effort to help me become capable of realizing the higher dimensions of love. You demonstrated that your love comes from these higher dimensions without your even being aware of them. You have no cause to be embarrassed. Your very presence here proclaims that you have as much capacity to love as any of us and you possess a natural compassion that rivals Mitra's. I am truly humbled and honored by your being here. I am in awe that you came to the same understanding as I did that sharing your love does not diminish it but enhances it. The more love you give, the more you receive. And you did that all by yourself." "Weren't we supposed to be discussing plans for me, the kids and the dog to move in here?" "The dog? Prem didn't tell me you had a dog." "We only just got him. He's a very smart border collie named Dingo." "Oh how wonderful. I've never had a pet not even a cat or a goldfish. This is marvelous. We can take him for walks in the park. As far as plans to move in, we can put the kids in their own suites on the floor below us. That's where Mitra has her bedroom although she rarely uses it. I'll have Melissa move up to that floor too so at least one of them will be there with the kids every night to watch over them." "If you'd rather, you and Prem can have a room there and I'll put Melissa on the sixth floor with Alysse." "Actually Anne, I would prefer to sleep with you. As long as that is possible I want you to sleep next to your daughter and me. Prem's had his chance to be close to you for months now and I think I should have a turn." "Oh Sandy, nothing would make me happier. You're as good at finding new ways to love me as Prem is." "We can still let Prem join us if he wants. This bed is plenty big enough for all of us." "There are now five women in this house who love Prem. He's not going to lack for a place to sleep." "Well then, that's settled. I guess the only thing we'll need to bring is clothes. I can get that organized Monday while the kids are in school and they can come here after school and see their new home. They'll be so excited." "I can't wait to meet them. I only saw them once long ago when they were very young. I'm sure they don't remember me." "I want them to though. I hope you'll spend some time with them and we can take them places together. It will be a little compensation for not getting to do things with Victoria." All the time this dialogue had been going on between Suvarna and Sandy, Suvarna and I had been rubbing Sandy's body with the moisturizer. I guess she had been too engaged in the conversation to notice that we had been massaging her breasts and were now sensuously caressing her bald pussy; taking turns playing with her clit and her labia. She suddenly realized that she had gotten very turned on. "Ohhhhh wow you two. That feels incredibly wonderful. Is this what you've spent the last three months doing all day?" "Pretty much." "Now I really do wish I'd come with you Prem." "None of us were ready for this then. I'm just glad we've all gotten to this point. It seems somehow inevitable that we would, now that I think about it." "Quit thinking and pay attention to what you're doing to me. I don't want to waste another minute." I looked at Suvarna and without even saying a word we both knew what to do. I got on my knees as Suvarna moved between Sandy's widespread legs and started licking her slit from the bottom up. I swung my leg over and straddled Sandy's chest with my cock pointed at her mouth. Her hands moved to my balls as her lips opened to slide over the head of my cock. I began to slowly fuck her mouth as her delicate fingers lovingly manipulated my balls. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 23 I pushed my cock far into her mouth and held it there while her tongue licked and slid all around my shaft with an enthusiasm she had never before exhibited for cock sucking. When I pulled back leaving only the head in her mouth she moved one of her hands to encircle my shaft and stroked me with the saliva that coated it. I guess Janelle was continuing to inspire her remotely and guide her actions. What Sandy was doing was becoming increasingly indistinguishable from what Janelle could do. The next time I pushed my cock deep inside her mouth I felt her use her fingernails to lightly scratch the backside of my balls in a quick tickling motion. She followed this by enclosing my entire scrotum in her hand and pulling on it as she lightly squeezed it. "Oh God Sandy that feels marvelous. You're getting better at this each time you do it." She didn't have time to acknowledge the compliment as she moaned around my cock due to what Suvarna was doing to her clit. I could tell Suvarna's actions were bringing her close to a climax so I pulled back slightly and held my cock halfway in her mouth so she could give her full attention to her highly aroused pussy. It didn't take long before Suvarna's efforts drove her over the edge and into her orgasm. I felt her raise her hips to push her pussy hard against Suvarna's face as she came; her mouth continuing to suck on my rigid cock the entire time. I pulled my cock from her mouth and swung my leg over her to move off her chest. Suvarna crawled out from between her legs and moved up to put her face near to Sandy's. "Do you want to taste yourself?" "Ummmhmmm." Suvarna lowered her lips to Sandy's and kissed her. Sandy opened her mouth to receive Suvarna's tongue coated with her own pussy juice. She must have liked it because she sucked on Suvarna's tongue and lips for a full minute. "How do you taste?" "Delicious." "That's what I thought too." "Now I want to taste you." "Oooohhhhh I was hoping you'd say that. How do you want to do it; on your stomach between my legs while Prem fucks you doggy or on your back so I can sit on your face and see his beautiful cock sliding between your hairless lips while he watches you put your tongue up my twat?" "I'll let Prem decide. Do you want to watch me put my tongue up Suvarna's twat?" "I highly recommend it." Sandy lay down on her back. I grabbed a pillow and put it under her hips to elevate them and knelt between her wide spread legs. Her delicious pussy was still wet from Suvarna licking her. I held my shaft and rubbed the head of my cock up her slit to coat it in the slippery combination of her juices and Suvarna's saliva. Then moved the tip to her clit and slid it over and around it. Her knees were bent so I pushed on them to bend her legs back to give Suvarna a better view of her pussy as she moved to straddle Sandy's face. I put the head of my cock at Sandy's hole and waited for Suvarna to lower her pussy onto Sandy's mouth. She began to slowly slide forward and backward rubbing her slit over her lips. I pushed forward and slid my cock about halfway into Sandy's cunt then raised my head to look at Suvarna. She was looking at me with an expression that is hard to describe. A mixture of delight, love, disbelief, mischief and wonder, as though she couldn't quite bring herself to accept the surreal sight of the three of us being here together doing this. I dropped my eyes to watch in fascination as Sandy began to lick and suck her with a genuine eagerness that surprised me. She wasn't doing this because I wanted her to; she was doing it because she wanted to. She was either a quick learner or had a natural talent for eating pussy because Suvarna's head slowly tilted back and she began to moan. Her expression changed to one of lustful enjoyment as Sandy's lips and tongue caressed her soft pink folds. I began to fuck Sandy with a steady rhythm and moved my thumb to her clit to rub it. Sandy had pulled her thighs back to almost touch her shoulders with her knees. I don't know what made me think of it but I reached down and took her ankles in each hand and raised her legs straight up then pulled them against my chest with her feet on either side of my head. I put my arms around her calves and held her in place as I picked up the pace of fucking her and began to make slapping noises as my thighs collided with her magnificent ass cheeks. I guess I remembered that she said she wanted me to tear her clothes off last night and fuck her brains out so I decided to do just that. She seemed to really like this position; one that I couldn't remember ever being in with her, because she began to breathe faster and deeper. Her pussy was getting hotter and wetter making it easier to stroke her even faster. She began to grunt as my cock bottomed out against her cervix with each insertion. Suvarna's moans got louder and more intense as Sandy increased her licking of her slit. The first stirring of my orgasm started in my balls as they began to draw up against me. I was furiously slamming in and out of her now making it difficult for her to keep her mouth in position on Suvarna's pussy. She knew I was getting close and this was edging her closer to her own climax. Suvarna's hands were on her breasts rubbing them and pinching her nipples as her hips continued to slide back and forth across Sandy's mouth and outstretched tongue. I pulled Sandy's legs hard against me and held them as I buried my cock in her and stopped thrusting to feel the first blast of cum explode into her. She pushed against me with her hips and her vagina pulsed around me to milk out the rest of my hot cream. Her mouth was open wide and pressed hard against Suvarna's opening as her orgasm flooded her mouth with juice, her stomach muscles contracting in jerks as she came all over Sandy's face. I slowly released Sandy's legs and lowered them to the bed on either side of my legs. She moved her hands from Suvarna's ass where they had been holding her cheeks apart while she was licking her. Suvarna moved back and removed her wet pussy from Sandy's face then moved down to lie beside her. I withdrew my deflating cock and moved to Sandy's other side. Sandy turned her head toward me and said, "I'm really going to like living here. We've only been here for about two hours and I've already cum four times." Suvarna rolled on her side and put her arm over Sandy and said, "I'm going to love your living here. And you can have as many orgasms as you want. Orgasms aren't bad for the baby are they?" "Absolutely not. I'm very sure that Victoria enjoys them as much as I do." "Did she tell you that too?" "She didn't have to, a mother just knows these things. She is your baby after all." "She's our baby. And she's here. Mitra is right, you are where you belong. Both of you." It had been a hectic day and we drifted into a nap while we lay together. I woke up about an hour later to find Sandy and Suvarna asleep in each other's arms. They looked as peaceful and content as only lovers and children can be. I had another one of those moments that make you stop and stare in awe at a sight that to anybody else would appear quite ordinary but to me was as special as a moment could ever be. I loved them both so much that I wondered how my heart could contain it. I forced myself to get up and go to the bathroom. The others had left the spa while we were napping so I took a leak and went in search of them. I decided to try the rooftop garden for some reason and found Mitra, Melissa and Alysse making arrangements for Sandy's blessing ceremony for her to become a disciple. They had arranged pillows and put out candles and gathered flowers in order to make this as festive a celebration as they could. I was happy to see that they all were genuinely pleased that Sandy was here with us. When they saw me Mitra said, "Good you're awake. We didn't want to disturb you while you were napping. We've decorated for Sandy's darshan. Do you think she would be ready to do it now or should we wait until after dinner?" "They were still asleep when I left them a few minutes ago but I vote for doing it now. I'll go get them." I returned to Suvarna's bedroom and awakened my sleeping beauties with kisses and told them that Mitra was ready for them on the roof to initiate Sandy as a disciple. Suvarna said, "Oh goody. Once you do that there's no changing your mind or turning back. You'll be here for the duration and we will have yet another very special bond between us. I'm excited for you Sandy. I thought this was very weird when I first heard about it but it's really the most important thing you could ever be given the chance to do." "I know nothing about it so I can't appreciate the rare privilege that it undoubtedly is. Maybe it's best that I don't know anything. I can do it as sincerely as I can and put my whole heart into it without any preconceived ideas." "Yes, exactly. It's more innocent and uncorrupted that way." "What should I wear?" "Well it's sort of a rebirth so your birthday suit would be appropriate." "Why does that not surprise me? Are all of you confirmed nudists?" "You could say that. I love being naked for several reasons, not the least of which is it saves a lot of time when you have as much sex as we do. But for this occasion it's very symbolic. A disciple can have no secrets from her guru. You are about to make a commitment to reveal everything you are to an enlightened being. This is absolute nakedness not just the absence of clothes. Being naked with each other also means we keep no secrets from each other. We have nothing to hide or be ashamed of. We see the others as they are and love them for it. You saw Mitra and Alysse earlier in the spa; have you ever seen more innocent and pure souls than those two? Not an iota of self-consciousness between them." We rode up in the elevator and walked to the spot that had been arranged for us. Mitra was sitting on a curved bench with candles on either end. There was a cushion in front of her and she told Sandy to come and kneel on it. The rest of us sat on cushions a few feet behind her. Mitra explained the significance of discipleship and how rare the relationship had become. Then she asked Sandy if she was totally committed to making a sincere effort to discover and become who she was born to be and was she doing this with all the love she was capable of. Sandy said yes. Mitra touched her forehead and all of us were silent for a moment. Then Mitra did something she had not done in our blessings. She announced that she was going to give Sandy her special name as a disciple but she was not going to give her a Sanskrit name as she had done with the rest of us. She said those names had been chosen rather serendipitously and that Sandy deserved a name of deeper significance. She stood up and told Sandy to come and sit on the bench where she had been sitting. Mitra kneeled before her. "Sandy, words and names can be many things. They can convey deep love, respect and honor or they can be use derogatorily, sarcastically and pejoratively. Many names and titles have been misused over time to where they no longer retain their original significance. One of these misused titles that has lost it's great original meaning is the name I give to you in the true original denotation it had when it was first used. From this day, when you are among your brothers and sisters you will be known as The Reverend Mother." "I give you this name for two reasons. The first is that you are the only one among us that has performed the miracle of giving birth. With so many billions of people on this planet, that act has lost its miraculous significance and we treat the children of the world with much less love and respect than they deserve. How can we call ourselves civilized when eight thousand children are allowed to die of starvation every day?" "The second reason is that you are now pregnant with a child that will very likely be born with a highly developed spiritual consciousness and there is every reason to anticipate that she will become a Bodhisattva, a Buddha in waiting. I am here at your feet to pledge my devotion to you to assist in helping Victoria realize this potentiality. 'Buddham saranam gacchami' I bow to the feet of the Buddha." She bent over and kissed Sandy's feet. The rest of us bent over and touched our heads to the ground. Tears began to run down Sandy's cheeks. "This is why she told me to bring her here isn't it? It wasn't just to be with Suvarna it was to be with you. Victoria has three mothers, her creator, her birth mother and her spiritual mother. That's why you said I belong here. Oh Mitra it's true. I do belong here." Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 24 Following Sandy's blessing we put on robes and had dinner in the dining room. This was the first time The Reverend Mother had ever tasted Anthony's cooking. It was superb as usual. She was given the seat at the head of the table in honor of her new status. The impact of her ceremony had not worn off her yet and she still had that faraway dreamy look on her face. Mitra was seated to her right and Suvarna to her left. I sat next to Mitra with Vitesha next to me. Turiya sat next to Suvarna. My left arm was resting on the table. Mitra placed her right hand on top of mine. "Prem don't you think it feels like everything is perfect now that Reverend Mother is here with us? I wondered why she had asked me that question. We didn't need to talk about anything so I suspected it was for Reverend Mother's sake and that maybe she was leading me to say something to reassure her. "Mitra, why do I have this sneaking suspicion that everything that has happened since you first came here to meet with Suvarna and me has been orchestrated by you?" "You may call it orchestration but I prefer to think of it as putting things in place and watching what happens. From that first day when I met you Prem, I knew you were already well on your way to heightened consciousness. I also knew that The Reverend Mother had to be pretty advanced herself to acquiesce to the request that Suvarna made of you. I was sure that my guru was sending me a sign that it was time to do something else besides hospice work in order to further my own development." "The opportunity to assist you both in going deeper into love was something I could not refuse to do. Once I came to be with you full time and learned of the baby and that The Reverend Mother had agreed to carry it for you and Suvarna, I was sure that I had made the right decision. That's when I became aware that the baby was going to be special. After that everything was done to prepare for all three of Victoria's mothers to be together for as long as possible." "I had two concerns. One was for you Prem. Since I knew that you were going to be the heir to a vast fortune I had to make sure that the money wouldn't interfere with your spiritual development. Any virile, good looking man with that much money could be tempted into a playboy lifestyle of indulgence and abandon his spiritual growth. The trip we took provided an excellent opportunity to throw sex with other women at you to see if you could stay focused on Suvarna and your spiritual progress. I agreed to include the women we met in the group because it was an easy way to have them around as willing sexual partners for you. I also kept their spiritual development in mind so it wasn't just for your enjoyment. They all surprised me by how far they progressed, especially Turiya. Her spiritual growth is remarkable." "You never waivered from your commitment to Suvarna. I heard you ask her more than once if she was uncomfortable with the other women around and if she had been you would ask them to leave. She passed her own test when she overcame any feelings of jealousy or fear of the others threatening her relationship with you and genuinely came to love them too. That was a milestone for both of you." "By the time we returned to New York my concerns about you were completely dissolved. I knew you would keep your commitment to Suvarna and to The Reverend Mother to be with them until death. This is important Prem. You will play a pivotal role in Victoria's life and her own realization depends heavily on you and your presence in her life. She will need a father's love to balance having three mothers. There is no doubt about your ability and willingness to do this and be part of her love field while she is growing up." "The only thing left to do was to get The Reverend Mother to come here. This was critical. She had to be brought to the same level of consciousness as the rest of us or your marriage would be torn apart. She had to overcome her hurt feelings, her jealousy, her suspicion that you loved Suvarna more than her as well as being afraid that you had outgrown her and wouldn't want to stay with her. But she had to be convinced that it was her idea to come here. The only way I could think of to do that was to send you to her so she could see how much your capacity for love had grown." "I had witnessed how all the other women who met you were attracted to your openness, sincerity and honesty; and what woman could resist being loved the way you love Suvarna and me? I suspected your wife could not fail to see how much more loving you had become and would want to see for herself what had caused this. I counted on the fact that she had missed you and didn't want to be separated from you anymore. Her dream was a subconscious transference allowing her to believe she was coming here for Victoria. There was no way she could resist a request from her. And so, here we are." "Mitra every time I think I know how incredible you are you pull the rug out from under me and I discover entirely new facets of you to love." "Prem, pulling the rug out from under disciples is the real work of a master." "I thought you said you were not a master yet." "Do you remember what Darth Vader said to Luke Skywalker in Star Wars? He said 'Luke, Obi Wan has taught you well but he didn't tell you everything.' Devious sometimes a master must be." "You didn't think I was just playing games with you and Suvarna did you? These meditations weren't just distractions to keep her occupied until she died. You asked me to show you what love is. You can only know the deepest secrets of love through higher consciousness. Love and meditation are the most powerful forces in the universe." "So you have become a master! When did this happen? Why didn't you tell us?" "It happened one night while we were in the inn in Austria. David and I were having very energetic anal sex on the balcony when the orgasmic energy built up to the point that it collapsed my ego completely. It was very unexpected. You noticed it a few days later in the spa at the villa on Lake Garda. I thought for a moment that it was going to happen to you. You're very close Prem. As for not telling anybody, well, thousands of seekers go every year to the tree where Buddha became enlightened while sitting beneath it. If there is even a remote chance that years from now there are those who wish to visit my place of enlightenment, I really don't want to be remembered as the woman who became enlightened by being butt fucked on a balcony." The Reverend Mother had been listening intently to this story and seemed to be taking it all in. I looked at her and said, "Are you beginning to see why it is impossible not to love Mitra? Even without you being with us she has been taking care of you and planning for our future. And the way she did it benefitted everybody we came into contact with. Each one of us helped the others while she was lovingly guiding us all to converge to this point. This is the most intricate, mystifyingly spectacular feat of human interaction I've ever heard of let alone participated in. How do you do these things Mitra?" "When each step of a process is done with the utmost love and compassion and when you expect nothing as a result and are willing to accept whatever happens, then the consequences of your actions can only turn out to be in harmony with what is meant to be. This is the essence of the Tao. This is how the universe works. It's like being a gardener. You don't make the plants grow, you don't give them life. You first understand their needs then you provide for those needs to help them grow. Barring some unforeseen catastrophe, the outcome is inevitable. It is as Almustafa has said:" For in truth it is life that gives unto life-while you, who deem yourself a giver, are but a witness. Mitra looked at Reverend Mother and said, "You do understand that Victoria will not belong to us. From her first breath she will belong to herself. She will be a child of the universe. We will only be her caretakers. This applies to your other children as well. Nothing is to be forced or imposed on them. It is our job to help them make their own choices, not to make the choices for them." This was a statement of fact, not an issue for debate. Reverend Mother's look conveyed her assent. The children would not be coerced in any way. Suvarna looked at Mitra with a stunned expression like she couldn't believe all that she had just heard. "Mitra, I think it's time for a meditation. After what you just said, I need to meditate. Reverend Mother are you up for trying your first meditation?" "I'm sure I need it as much as you do. This has been a lot to absorb." "No shit! Mitra let's go up on the roof for this. I think Reverend Mother and I both need something extremely sexual tonight." Mitra gave us a meditation that definitely lived up to what Suvarna had asked for. Reverend Mother was the focal point. Mitra wanted her to concentrate on having as many orgasms as possible so we could build up her energy and increase her orgasmic capacity. What transpired was a meditative gangbang. She was put in many positions and was worked on by all of us. Mitra kept telling her to close her eyes and not worry about who was doing what to her. Her only responsibility was to enjoy it. It didn't take her long to comply with her directive. Of the many orgasms we brought her to it seemed the one she had while standing up with one leg raised to point almost straight up was the most intense. She said when she was a cheerleader she could do that without help but Vitesha assisted her and was kissing her as she helped hold her leg in place. Mitra told her she would start her doing yoga so she could regain the ability to do it alone. As the only man I of course played a big part in this meditation. The frequent position changes kept me from ever reaching my own orgasm but I wasn't trying to have one anyway. I was trying to keep the energy flowing upward so that I could be ready when Mitra thought Reverend Mother was capable of circulating the light. That meditation was what Mitra wanted her to learn to do as soon as possible because it would not only be of great benefit to her but also to Victoria. Suvarna, Reverend Mother and I played in the spa pool for a while before getting into bed where we continued our playful loving. Reverend Mother told us that she had been apprehensive about the three of us sleeping together and having sex when I first suggested it but the meditation and the bathing and what we were doing now had, in just one day, made her feel like this was actually better than sleeping only with me. She already felt like the distinction between our bodies was blurring so that she didn't know or care which hand was touching her or whose mouth was kissing her. It really was only the love that mattered. She had missed sleeping with someone she loved. It had really brought home to her how much Suvarna had missed out on in her life. Feeling the love flowing between them now made her sure that what she and Prem had done for her was absolutely the right thing to do. She felt better and better about being here with each moment that passed. "The name Suvarna really suits you. Your soft, warm breasts feel so good pressed against mine. Your lips are so sweet and tender when I kiss them. I love you Suvarna." I was thrilled to hear her say that. All my misgivings about her ability to move from loving only me to spiritual love vanished in that one statement. The love field seemed to retain the power that it had in Antigua and everybody felt very happy that Reverend Mother was now part of the extended family. I was lying behind the two entangled lovers and snugged up against Reverend Mother's back. The touch of my hand on the back of her thigh was all the signal she needed to raise her leg so I could slide my hard cock up next to her warm pussy. "Oh Prem yes put it in me. I don't know why I'm not exhausted from the meditation but I'm not. I guess the bath restored me. I want to feel you inside me again. Suvarna moved her hand down to encircle my cock and began to rub it against Reverend Mother's slit." "Is this what you want my sweet? Do you want to feel his hard cock fill your cunt? Show me how much you want it. Get wet for me and I'll put your husband's cock into your juicy pussy." Reverend Mother's hips began to move back and forth as Suvarna continued to rub my cock on her. She used her fingers to play with her pink lips when I pulled my cock back before sliding it forward again. I could feel her juices leaking onto my shaft as Suvarna's fingers now played with my tip to stimulate my precum. "I think you're ready now. Prem, I'm going to put your head against her opening. Push forward and slide it into her slowly. Don't stop until you bury your wonderful cock in her." As soon as she felt it begin to enter her, Reverend Mother began a deep inhalation. While her lungs filled with breath her entire body filled with sex. By the time my cock was fully inside its pink cocoon I could feel her heightened arousal. Her vagina squeezed me and she hugged Suvarna tightly to her and kissed her. Their tongues gently caressed and Suvarna's fingers moved to her clit to rub the swollen nub. On the outside it seemed as though she was lying motionless between us but on the inside she was absorbing the sexual energy that Suvarna and I were pouring into her. She broke the kiss and breathed out then took another deep breath into her. Suvarna moved down to suck her breasts causing her to moan. I began to slowly slide in and out of her leaving about half my cock in her with each stroke. "Ohhh Yesss, fuck me my love. Fill me with your cock. Push it deep inside me where it belongs. Give me your love so I can feed it to Suvarna. Ohhhhh Yesssss Suvarna, suck it from my breasts. Let me fill you with love." After nursing her breasts until her nipples were extended and wet, Suvarna moved lower until her lips kissed her clit and sucked it inside her mouth. I increased my stroking both in speed and range. Suvarna's tongue licked my cock as it slid in and out of her pussy then returned to sucking on her clit and flicking the little pearl. "Ohhhh Goddd Yessss you two. This is incredible. Ohhhh Yesss keep doing that. Don't stop. I'm trying not to cum but I don't want you to stop. Ohhh, Ohhh yes keep taking me higher. Ohhhhh, Ohhhhh Fuuuckkk." Try as she might she couldn't stop the orgasm from happening. Her vagina started pulsing and squeezing my cock and that made me cum. I buried my cock in her and just let it spray spurt after spurt of hot cream into her. Her back stiffened as the orgasm built up to a higher intensity now that I had joined her. Suvarna pulled away and waited until she had calmed down then when I withdrew my cock she pushed her on her back and crawled between her knees to cover her slit with her mouth and began to suck my cum from her. "Oh Suvarna that feels wonderful and nasty all at the same time. Suck it from me. Take it all." Before Suvarna finished doing just that, Reverend Mother had another earthquake size orgasm that caused her hips to rise up as she pressed her pussy against Suvarna's face to expel every last drop of my cum into her open mouth. "Oh Jesus. Well, that was a first. I've never had another woman suck Prem's cum out of my pussy before. I do hope it won't be the last time. I can't believe how much that turned me on." "Next time I'll let you return the favor. You can suck his cum out of my pussy." "That will be another first for me. I am so glad to be here with you. I only wish we could have done this years ago." "None of us was ready for it then. You would have freaked if Prem had suddenly asked you to let me hop into bed with you. I would have thought he was crazy too. It just wouldn't have been the same. But you're here now and I love it. Are you ready to go to sleep?" "Only if you'll promise we can do some more in the morning." "I can definitely promise you that." We lay side by side with Reverend Mother in the middle. Suvarna and I put our arms over her and our heads on her shoulders. Both of our hands moved down to lie gently on her stomach to silently let Victoria know that at last, we were all together. The next morning we did pick up where we left off. First a sensuous bath then more lovemaking. I got to enjoy the rarest of all activities, having my lover teach my wife new ways to pleasure my cock with her mouth. It was such a tender, loving experience that I actually liked watching it more than feeling it. Reverend Mother would watch as Suvarna showed her something then she would do it while Suvarna helped her make fine adjustments that only she knew about. "Reverend Mother lie on your back and Prem you straddle her head so she can get your balls in her mouth with your cock sticking out over her chin." When I was in place Suvarna told her, "Suck on his balls and wrap your hand around his cock. I'm going to put my mouth around the head while you jerk him off." The idea alone of what they were doing was enough to drive me crazy but to actually experience it and watch it happen really got me going. I mean, here was my wife sucking my balls and jerking my cock into the mouth of my lover. I was already half way to an orgasm when I said, "Suvarna take your mouth off me and tell Reverend Mother where I developed a taste for this kind of sex." "He learned it from that little French tart Janelle. That teenage sexpot loved to play with Prem's cock and balls. Every time they got in the car she would immediately start jerking him off. The things she'd come up with when the three of us got together would blow your mind." "Suvarna don't put my cock back in your mouth. I want Reverend Mother to jerk me off onto your face so she can lick it off you and feed it to you." "Now that sounds like something Janelle would come up with." It didn't take much longer before I felt that familiar tingling sensation that told me my orgasm was on its way. Reverend Mother felt my cock swell in her hands and increased the speed of her stroking but kept sucking my balls. Suvarna knew I was close and licked the tip of my cock to entice it to yield up the creamy contents of my balls. The first blast of cum gushed though my cock and splattered onto her left cheek, coating it with the thick white goo. I couldn't seem to stop spurting hot cream as Reverend Mother continued to paint Suvarna's face with it. Thick streams covered her from her forehead to her chin. It was the erotic high point of my life. "Enough. You've got it all." Reverend Mother released my balls from her mouth then she licked the head of my cock to get any remaining cum off as I slid back off her head. Then she looked at Suvarna and said, "I've never seen anything so hot as your face covered in cum." I had to admit I hadn't either. She started licking it off her and when she had a mouthful she kissed her and squirted it inside her mouth. She kept this up until she had cleaned Suvarna's face completely. I don't know which of us had more fun doing this. We got cleaned up and went down to breakfast and Mitra said she wanted to get Reverend Mother started on a yoga program and it would be gentle stretching at first, changing as her pregnancy progressed so that by the time Victoria was ready to be born she would be as ready to give birth as she could be. Mitra strongly urged me to join this program. The remainder of Sunday consisted of massage, bathing, lovemaking and other meditations, not all of which were Tantric. Mitra said that the Tantra techniques would be mostly for me and Reverend Mother in order to get her to be able to do the circulation of the light. Once she could do that the Tantric techniques would be phased out in favor of more Zen like meditations and Sufi dancing. This was for the benefit of Suvarna, Reverend Mother and Victoria. It was time to deemphasize energetic sexual meditations in favor of turning in to go deeply inside their beings. She said it was one of life's cutest coincidences that meditations that benefited someone getting ready to die were the same meditations that benefited someone getting ready to be born. Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 24 We had Don drive us back to our house so we could pack up what clothes we needed then when the children returned from their stay with their grandparents we told them that we were going to be living somewhere else. The car was already loaded with their things so we all piled in along with Dingo and headed back to our new home. The kids were a little hesitant about all this but were glad to see me again. We told them this was part of my new job and that I had to work closely with a woman named Anne that they would meet at the new house. This way they would all get to be with me without having to wait a few more months. They liked that idea. We got settled in and the kids thought the house was great. They especially liked all the games on the entertainment floor and the theater. They couldn't believe they each got their own apartment with a sitting room and a beautiful bathroom all to themselves. We introduced them to Julia, Melissa and Alysse and told them that they all had nicknames. Julia's was Mitra. Melissa's was Vitesha and Alysse's was Turiya. All of them were genuinely happy to see them as they had no children of their own and were delighted to be nannies. My son said he thought Melissa was really pretty. Sandy told him he took after his father. We had dinner early so the kids could get to bed. Tomorrow was a school day and they would have to be up early for the drive. Mitra and Vitesha prepared the meal since this was Anthony's day to spend with his daughter. I didn't say anything but as I looked around at the table I got the same feeling I had in Antigua that we were all a family. I thought it might be a little soon to voice that feeling but I wouldn't have been surprised if Suvarna and Reverend Mother both shared it. It was amazing how well all of us adjusted to this new arrangement. Even Dingo felt at home. He seemed to love the back courtyard and his twice daily walks to Central Park. On Thursday we had the team meeting with Anne's business partners and they were all very happy to see that she was still very much alive. The results for the quarter were very good and Anne was now about two hundred million dollars richer. She then made an announcement: "I want to thank all of you for your exceptional performances. I know you all work very hard to produce these results. However, I want all of you to remember why you do this. Please don't forget to live. It's nice to have money, even a lot of money but you must take time to spend some of it and enjoy yourself occasionally. The last three months have been the best months of my life and it's because I went on a fantastic trip and met wonderful people and managed to help some of them have a better life. In return they helped me concentrate on living instead of dying. Please don't wait like I did to do this. I want all of you to promise me you will take a nice vacation before the year ends and spend time with your spouse and children or take your parents on a cruise but do something. Thank you all and goodbye." It was an emotional parting as each person lined up to tell Anne goodbye. Some of them hugged her with tears in their eyes. They all shook my hand and said it was nice to see me again and they looked forward to working with me. While we were at the meeting, Reverend Mother was in the spa bathing with Turiya. She asked Turiya how she had come to be with the group. "I was part owner of a property management agency in Lyon and helped take care of the Chateau that Suvarna owns there. She asked me if I would show them around Lyon while they were there. It didn't take Mitra long to become aware of how unhappy I was in my situation. My husband had died within the last year and I found myself being his brother's partner in the agency. It was not a pleasant relationship. Suvarna asked me if I would really like to do something about it. At first I was skeptical about why she was asking. I wondered why somebody with her money would care about me." "Turiya come close to me and let me put my arms around you." Turiya moved in front of Reverend Mother and was enveloped in her arms. "Ohhhhh Turiya, it's very easy to see why anybody would care about you. You have the most gentle, pleasant spirit I've ever felt. Love shines out of your eyes and your heart is warm and welcoming. Kiss me." The instant their lips touched their hug became a lover's embrace. The kiss was tender but passionate. Reverend Mother pulled back and asked, "When did you fall in love with Prem?" "The second day they were there. I showed them around and Suvarna asked me if I would manage all her properties for her. I said yes and she told me to move into the Chateau with them. That night I did a meditation with them and when it was over Suvarna told me I was to sleep with her and Prem. She bathed me and washed my hair and put perfumed lotion on me before taking me to bed. It had been a long time since I had been loved. She and Prem not only gave me the love I had been missing, they showed me a love I didn't even know existed." "Prem was the most caring, affectionate lover I have ever known. He touched my heart from the moment he touched my body. Both of them poured love into me until I couldn't help but fall in love with them. That love has grown and evolved every day since then. Now the love Prem and I share is the same love he has for every one of us. It's the only way we can love. It won't be long before you and I love this way." "I think we already do Turiya. I see it in your eyes and, like you; I can't help but return it. What is it that makes this so easy to do, so natural?" "It's Mitra. She has created a milieu that surrounds us and saturates us with love. It compels you to see that love is our natural state and we quit finding excuses not to be part of it. It fills you so completely that there is no room left for jealousy and envy and negativity." "Turiya would you spend tonight with me and Prem? I want to make sure you are with him enough and I want to imbibe your love when we are together. I do this with Suvarna and I want to experience it with you." "It would be my pleasure to make love with you and Prem. I really enjoy sharing him. There are things that three can do that two cannot so it's always a richer experience." Following the meditation that night Reverend Mother told me that there had been a change in the sleeping rotation and Suvarna was to be with Mitra while Vitesha would stay next to the children's suites to be there if they should wake up and need anything. Turiya was to share Suvarna's bed with us. I asked her what had caused this rearrangement and she told me she wanted the three of us to make love because she had spoken with Turiya and decided that she should get to know her better. We began the lovemaking with a soothing bath and when we got out, Reverend Mother dried Turiya before we went to the bed. She brought a bottle of the moisturizer with her and told me to help her rub it on Turiya's body. We lay on either side of her and caressed her with the fragrant lotion. I was amazed at how sensuously she rubbed her, interspersing her caresses with kisses everywhere her hands moved. She took her time massaging her hands, kissing her palms and sucking her fingers. When we finished covering her with the lotion, Reverend Mother said, "Prem suck her right breast while I do her left one. She pulled her legs up as she cupped the soft flesh of her breast in her hand and began to lick the nipple. She lay in a fetal position as she began to suckle her like an infant. I copied her and did the same to her other breast. Turiya began softly moaning then whispered something in French to us. "Oooohhhh Turiya, speak to us in French while we love you. It sounds so sexy and loving." I completely agreed with her and enjoyed hearing her talk dirty in French too. You didn't have to know the words to understand what she was saying. She was definitely becoming aroused as we continued nursing her. Her nipples swelled and extended in our mouths and her breathing changed. "Turiya I want you to get on top of me so we can lick each others pussy." When they were in position I was told to kneel behind Turiya's ass so I could fuck her. "Prem I want you to take turns with me. First I'll lick her then you put your cock in her." Reverend Mother started licking Turiya's bald slit and soon had it slick with juice and saliva. She continued to suck on her hole while Turiya pushed back with her hips and her mouth did the same thing to Reverend Mother's pussy. My cock was rigid from watching them. Reverend Mother moved her hand to cradle my scrotum and caress my balls. She finally pulled her mouth off Turiya and said, "OK Prem, I think we're both getting close to cumming so put your cock in her and let me watch you fuck her." I moved forward to place the tip of my cock at her opening. It was hot and very wet. With one push I slid my cock completely inside her. I heard her moan into Reverend Mother's pussy. I fucked her with long slow strokes while my hands held her ass cheeks apart. Ohhhh Goddd Prem, watching your hard cock slide in and out of her beautiful sweet pussy is making me so hot. I'm going to cum soon. Oh yes baby keep fucking her." Turiya was still licking Reverend Mother's pussy while her wet cunt squeezed and released my cock with each stroke. I knew her well enough to know she was going to cum very soon. It didn't take much longer until she pulled her head up and began to moan and speak in French to announce her orgasm. As soon as it hit her she returned her mouth to Reverend Mother's pussy and licked her clit. "Ohhhhhh Prem, Turiya is making me cum. Fill her cunt with cum for me. Cum with us my love. Now Prem NOW!" I shoved my cock in as deep as it would go and began to spurt my cream into Turiya's welcoming, spasming pussy. We all continued in our orgasm until I'd given all I had. I slowly pulled my cock out of her and immediately Reverend Mother's mouth covered Turiya's hole. It stayed there until she had sucked out every drop of my cum. We untangled our bodies and got into position to sleep. Reverend Mother insisted Turiya sleep in the middle and the two of them fell asleep in each other's arms. They had fulfilled Turiya's prediction that they would soon love each other the same way they loved me. Everything went along perfectly for the next week. The kids loved their new home and having big sisters to take care of them and do things with them. Mitra even began teaching them to meditate, with their clothes on of course, which they did with us after dinner each night. Turiya or Vitesha would take them to their rooms to get them bathed and ready for bed. Dingo slept between their two suites; a constant sentinel to anything that might disturb them. When the kids left we took off our clothes and continued the adult meditations. They were all geared toward Reverend Mother now and getting her capable of circulating the light. Most of the time that involved sitting in my lap with her legs wrapped around me while my cock was buried in her pussy. Usually there was somebody sitting behind each of us pressing her body into our backs and putting her head on the back of ours or kissing our necks and shoulders. I could tell she was getting closer to being able to do it because on occasion I would stop thinking completely and feel like it was about to happen. After the meditation we would spend some time in the spa then make love in the bed. Suvarna and Reverend Mother would always sleep together and the rest of us took turns sleeping with them. I would sleep with one of the two women who was not with Suvarna. The other woman would sleep on the seventh floor with the children in case one of them woke up and needed something. When it was my turn to be with them they would take turns loving me in my favorite position. Lying crossways to one of them while the other one used her hand and mouth to play with us. This had become Reverend Mother's favorite way to make love as well because it allowed her more time to build up to an orgasm and when she had one it was much more intense. She also said she liked how wet she got from Suvarna licking us while my cock was half way inside her vagina. She had become a huge fan of having multiple people in bed with her to make love with. Suvarna would always be telling her to move the energy up from her vagina to her heart. It was on Friday, October 10 that I finally asked Suvarna if she was ever going to have her MRI done. "I'm scared to find out the results. However, I also think it's strange that I haven't shown any symptoms yet." I made her call her doctor and he told her to come in Monday morning. The test seemed to take a long time and I was nervous too. She came out to the waiting room and asked me to come with her to the doctor's office to find out the results. The doctor came in and sat down at his desk, "Anne did you go see that research doctor I told you about in Geneva?" "Yes." "Did he do anything for you?" "Yes." "Why didn't you tell me about it?" "I didn't want anybody to know. It was a total shot in the dark, a Hail Mary pass on fourth down and I didn't want to get my hopes up so I just tried to forget it happened." "Well whatever he did, it worked. I see no trace of your tumor." Suvarna almost screamed then caught herself and said, "Are you sure?" "The reason the test took so long is I had them run it twice. I'm sure. There is no sign of your tumor. Before you get too excited we need to be realistic about this and do a couple of more tests. There is one that will look for certain proteins in your blood to tell us if your immune system is still producing cells to fight cancer. If they're not there then we will consider you to be in remission. We will then do tests every month for the next six months. If they still show nothing then you can get excited." "Oh my God! Oh no, what am I going to do? Carl, this can't be. It wasn't supposed to happen this way." Bernie looked at her and said, "Anne, this is good news. You're acting like it's bad." "You don't understand, Carl's wife is carrying our baby. She was inseminated back in early July. She's pregnant with his and my child. She did it because I was going to die. How can I tell her I'm going to live?" "Anne calm down. Anybody who would do that for you must love you very much. She's not going to be angry about you not dying anytime soon." "You're right, she does love me and I love her. We'll work this out. Julia will have the answer." She looked at me then said, "Besides, it's your fault. If you hadn't taken me on that damn trip I never would have been in Geneva and this never would have happened." "You're welcome. Do you perhaps recall anything about not thinking of right and wrong or benefit and harm?" "Don't get sanctimonious with me Carl. You know this doesn't change anything. I'm going to hold you to your promise. You still have to love me 'til I die. Come on, let's get out of here and go home. Oh Bernie, don't forget to send the results of the tests to Dr. Chesney. I'll need to stop by the bank and wire some money to him." Vitesha was waiting for us outside the doctor's office with the car. We told her to wait while we walked across the street to the bank and Suvarna wired ten million euros to Dr. Chesney's account. On the way back to the car I saw a florist and we went inside and bought four dozen red roses and brought them back to the car. Vitesha opened the door for Suvarna then asked me, "What are the flowers for?" "We have something to celebrate." "Prem please tell me what I hope you're going to tell me." "The tumor is gone Vitesha." She screamed and threw herself in the back seat and into Suvarna's arms. "Oh Suvarna this is the happiest news I could ever receive in my life. I feel like a dark shadow has been lifted from my spirit. Kiss me and tell me I'm not dreaming this." I stood there on the sidewalk feeling a little foolish holding four dozen roses while two women made out in the back of a car on a New York city street. "Ummhhhh Vitesha, can you possibly contain your happiness long enough to drive us home? Then we can all join you in kissing her." "Prem hang on or I'll make you drive us home. This is so wonderful. I don't know if I can even breathe much less drive. I'm trembling with emotion." She finally let go of Suvarna, got out of the car and looked at me. "I'm tempted to start in on you, but I'll save that for later. If it weren't for you... Get in." I sat next to her surrounded by the flowers. She looked at me and as the full impact of what she had just been told hit her, her expression changed to something indescribable. It was as if she just stopped inside. Almost as if she went into shock. Then she exploded in tears. She cried uncontrollably, shivering like she was suddenly very cold. I put my arms around her and immediately burst into tears with her. Then Vitesha started. How we got home is a mystery because we were all completely consumed with emotion. We were still crying when I realized we were in the garage. Vitesha managed to get the doors open and helped us out. "Let's go upstairs and have a drink. I'll come back for the flowers. I'm a total wreck now." We all helped each other get over to the elevator and ride up to the eighth floor. We went straight to the spa where we found Mitra and Turiya washing Reverend Mother in the bath. They saw us come in and Mitra said, "What is it Prem? What has happened?" Suvarna didn't even take off her shoes. She just ran to the pool and jumped in and put her arms around Reverend Mother and kept on crying. I finally managed to get myself under control enough to tell them, "Suvarna's tumor has disappeared." Mitra and Turiya moved close to her as tears began to flow from their eyes. Mitra started stroking her head and said, "Yes my precious child do you see now what love can do? At last, everything is as it should be." "No it's not! I've ruined everything. Oh Reverend Mother please forgive me! I stole your husband, used him to knock you up then took him all over Europe so he could fuck half a dozen more women. And now I don't even have the decency to die like I'm supposed to." Reverend Mother put her hand under Suvarna's chin and raised her head up. "You didn't steal my husband, you borrowed him and made him better. If he hadn't come to you he would never have met Mitra and without her we would all have missed this glorious opportunity to learn about love and higher consciousness. That trip and those other women were necessary to help you two achieve what you did." "You haven't knocked me up you've blessed me with the honor of being one of Victoria's mothers to help her become what she is meant to be. As far as dying is concerned it seems to me that you've already done that. Anne is dead. She died so you could be reborn as Suvarna. Mitra is right my love, everything is as it should be." "But I was so afraid you would take Prem and the baby and go back home now that I'm not going to die. You won't do that will you?" "Don't be silly. You and I and Mitra are sisters now. I could no more leave you than I could abandon one of my own children. Prem, Vitesha and Turiya are all part of our family; they're not going anywhere. Do you love me?" "Oh God yes. With all my heart. That's why I was so upset by the thought of losing you; I realized that I love you as much as I love Prem and Mitra and it caused me more anguish than dying to think of not being with you." "Then that's all that matters isn't it?" "OhhhhhYes, Yes that's all that matters." "Let's get you out of these clothes and celebrate our love. Vitesha would you be so kind as to bring us some Champagne so we can toast to a long loving life for Suvarna?" Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 24 Vitesha left to get the wine and Mitra, Turiya and Reverend mother managed to peel Suvarna's wet clothes off her. Reverend Mother was sitting on one of the ledges at the edge of the pool. Suvarna wrapped her legs around her and sat in her lap, her bare pussy pressed against her stomach. They wrapped their arms around each other and kissed. Mitra moved to stand behind her and put her arms around them. They truly were a trinity now. Bound together by love in the most unusual relationship three women had ever been in. They were more than sisters; they were lovers, spiritual soul mates, mothers to the same child and wives to the same husband. Suvarna paused in her kissing and looked deeply into Reverend Mother's eyes. "When Prem first came here and we were bathing each other he told me that when this feels as good as sex I would know what love is. I know what love is. This is what love is. We are what love is." I had finally gotten my clothes off and stepped into the pool. I moved over to sit on a ledge beside Turiya. She smiled at me and said, "Just looking at them is one of the best meditations I've ever done. Watching them takes my breath away and silences my mind." "It's not often you get to sit silently with an enlightened being. Aren't you glad you decided to come with us?" "It's the best thing I ever did. I can't imagine my life without being here. Everything has changed completely in only three months. It's unbelievable." "It just doesn't get any better than this." "Ohhhhh I don't know about that." The words seemed to ooze out of her mouth as she slid closer to me then slowly swung her leg over me and climbed onto my lap facing me. Her mischievous, playful smile was telling me she might be able to think of something to make it better. Her warm body felt like she was spreading homemade chocolate pudding on me as she began to gently rub it on mine. She moved her pelvis like a belly dancer to slide her bare pussy over my cock. Her arms encircled my neck and her mouth found its way to my face to kiss me as her lips slid over my skin. I got lightheaded inhaling her exhilaratingly exotic fragrance. My hands cupped her ass cheeks to both feel her move and encourage her to continue. I gently squeezed them as she undulated her hips over my thighs. Her arms moved further around my neck as she pulled her body tightly against mine causing her soft breasts to press into my chest. She pressed the soft full lips of her mouth against mine with a mixture of tenderness and lust that finished swelling my cock to full erection. Her tongue slithered inside my mouth to play with mine. I could feel the moistness of her pussy as it slid back and forth over my hard cock. I pulled her hips up with my hands and she reached one of her hands down to encircle my shaft and guide the head to her opening. I relaxed my hands and she slid down until my cock was buried inside her. I felt Vitesha sit down on the edge of the pool behind me and put her legs around us until her warm pussy was pressed firmly against my back. She leaned over and said softly, "Go ahead Prem, you know what she wants." I broke the kiss and moved my arms up around Turiya's back. Her eyes locked on to mine as I pulled her close against me. Vitesha's gentle voice said to her, "Go ahead Turiya, fall into him. I've got you." Her arms encircled both of us and she laid her head on my shoulder. It didn't take two minutes for the light to arise and begin to circulate. I don't know if it was the proximity of the trinity, the elation of knowing Suvarna's tumor was gone or being so close to Mitra's enlightened spirit but this experience of circulating the light was magnificent. We were both completely aware the entire time. Our beings mixed and merged and played with each other like the northern lights twisting and spiraling under the effects of an intense magnetic field. Our spirits shot high up into the sky turning colors and changing shapes like ethereal pastel rainbows as they danced with each other. After about an hour of aquatic love and meditation we decided to get out of the bath and have some lunch. Then Reverend Mother decided we should take Suvarna out to celebrate tonight. This of course entailed a shopping expedition to get all the women something new, sexy and expensive to wear. I was told to come along so I could render my opinion as the only man in the group. It was fun to see them all acting like a bunch of high school seniors picking out dresses for the prom. Even Mitra was excited. This little trip cost over thirty thousand dollars but I would be going out with what appeared to be five contestants for Miss Universe tonight. We booked a reservation at another elegant and expensive restaurant that was very popular and impossible to get into unless you knew the people Suvarna knew. Her private phone book included people who could arrange anything and if by some chance one of them couldn't, he knew somebody who could. I swear she could probably have gotten us invited to the White House for dinner; not that any of us was too keen on going. Anthony volunteered to babysit the children and promised them a special treat for dessert. I won't insult anybody's intelligence by saying that walking into a trendy restaurant with five gorgeous women and being immediately shown to a table for six ahead of a crowd of other well heeled patrons isn't an exhilarating sensation but I would have been just as happy to sit around a campfire and eat hot dogs and roast marshmallows with them. I wasn't with them to inflate my ego and get stared at by everybody else in the place even though everybody did look at us like we were major celebrities they didn't recognize. No, I was with them because I loved them and they loved me. This is what made me rich, not being able to spend five thousand dollars on food and wine. It occurred to me that I was probably the only man in the place that felt that way. All of the rest of them were there to play the game. To impress and be impressed. To wheel and deal or seduce some lovely young woman. To see and be seen. How meaningless all that seemed to me now. I was comfortable being here with my lovers. We were being genuine, loving and kind. I wished we could have put something in everybody's water glass that could make them feel the way we did even for a single moment. I had to trust that love would find them eventually. I was mesmerized by the women. The theme for their new attire seemed to be glitter and cleavage. Each one of them wore a full-length gown that sparkled like crystal chandeliers. Mitra had on a sort of Chinese inspired gown in a dark red with a large collar that completely encircled her neck and a neckline that plunged to her navel to reveal her breasts to the limits of decency. She looked like an empress and rightly so since she was one. An empress of her soul. Reverend Mother had been adorned in a shimmering gown in a blue color that is found only in glaciers. She actually looked like she was dressed in ice. Her lovely breasts were also brazenly displayed by a low cut neckline. And to make sure there was enough attention drawn to them, Suvarna had let her wear one of her necklaces with blue sapphires and diamonds that could start a riot all by itself. Suvarna wore another gold metallic dress that didn't expose her breasts since it too was held up by a large collar that encircled her neck. But the dress clung to her chest like it had been sprayed on her and the contours of her braless breasts and nipples were more erotically displayed than had she been topless. In addition the dress had no back. The skirt part started so low on her hips I thought she was going for the butt-crack look. The skirt fit her fabulous hips so well that not a millimeter of her crack showed. The same flirtation with exposure exemplified the front of the dress as it barely came around to cover half her breast on either side so when she moved her bare arms you could see the round curvature of her lush naked breasts hanging against her chest. This was a feature she exploited to its fullest. Reaching for things on the table she wantonly played titty peekaboo with anybody looking her way. Despite having been naked with her for the past five months seeing her in this dress was making my dick hard. Vitesha opted for the classic look of a black halter-top dress made out of a material that looked like spun glass but was actually soft to touch. It scattered even the lowest light in every direction. It too was backless with a plunging neckline that came down to her navel. A gold choker encircled her neck and pink, white and natural gold bracelets adorned her wrists. She was elegance personified with her beautiful blonde hair hanging down her bare back. Long onyx earrings hung down her neck. Last but not least was Turyia. She wore a gray dress simply made with thin straps on her shoulders. The pattern of the shiny material was like a harlequin design with tiny silver ropes in a diagonal checkerboard arrangement. Her hair was up and beautifully styled. Her makeup was exotic with smoky grey eye shadow and a plum colored lipstick. She was smolderingly understated so when you looked at her you found it very difficult to stop. We were seated at a circular table with Reverend Mother directly across from me. Suvarna was seated next to her on her right. Mitra sat next to her on her left. Vitesha was to my left and Turiya to my right. It was the most enjoyable evening I've ever spent. Reverend Mother was almost giddy with excitement and joy at being here. Suvarna was constantly touching her on the arm or hand and looked more beautiful than I had ever seen her. No doubt due to the relief caused by her death sentence having been lifted from her spirit. Watching Suvarna and Reverend Mother interacting with so much love was pure joy. They reminded me of the first dates Suvarna and I had when falling in love was so intense that it was all you could think about. When she looked at me I almost burst with happiness to see her be so comfortable now that she was a full-fledged member of this group and was in love with every other person just as they were in love with her. I couldn't even find the words to express how grateful I was for being with them and loving them. I did manage to occasionally look around at some of the other people near us and got the impression that what we felt for each other was somehow spreading to them a little bit. They didn't look at us like we were celebrities; they looked at us like we were something that made them happy just to see. Almost as if a sweet, pleasant fragrance had wafted over them that they couldn't quite identify. I guess some of them thought it strange that we didn't speak much and never touched a cell phone but still seemed to be enjoying ourselves more that anybody else in the place. We stayed there for almost three hours before getting back in the limo to take us home. I use the word home because Anne's house had finally become a home. To all of us. We were a family now no matter how unorthodox. Even Anthony was part of it since he had volunteered to play baby sitter to the kids while we went to dinner. I suddenly remembered we hadn't told the twins about Suvarna. I took out my phone and sent Janelle a text that said, 'Suvarna's tumor has disappeared. She will not die anytime soon. I love you and miss you.' I knew it was early in Lyon so I didn't really expect a reply but in about five minutes I received one with a selfie of her gorgeous naked teenage body attached that read, 'I'm so happy and excited I can't speak. Jean and I must come there for Christmas break. I know you love me and I miss you too.' I handed the phone to Suvarna then she showed the photo to Reverend Mother. "So that's the little slut that's trying to steal my husband." She looked at me and said, "I can't wait to meet her. She's a doll. And I hear she has a brother that's just as cute." It was after eleven when we got back. After everybody got undressed, Suvarna told us all to go to the theater. When we got there she showed the DVD that was made of them dancing naked in the Club du Paris in Lyon. She told Reverend Mother, "Now you'll really get to see what Janelle looks like. And the rest of us too for that matter." Reverend Mother was excited to see them dancing and shocked that they would all do something like that in a public club. Mitra told her, "You would have been up there too if you'd been with us. The real fun was after the dancing when we all gave a customer a private lap dance." When the show was over, Mitra said she wanted us to do a meditation. I thought it would be a gentle one but she pushed us hard; especially Reverend Mother. When it ended she said she was exhausted but she could feel the effects very deeply. Mitra told her that's exactly the way she wanted her to feel because that was the state she needed to be in to do the circulation of the light. Suvarna helped get me ready by using her mouth to get me hard and when I was fully erect she guided my cock into Reverend Mother's pussy then moved around behind her and said softly into her ear, "Just let go completely now my love. Drop the last shred of resistance. Don't think about anything; just feel the love and let it take you to our child. Let her lead you to your heart." I moved close to her with our eyes fixed on each other's. Mitra sat behind me and put her head on my shoulder to look into Reverend Mother's eyes with me. In a very few moments I saw her eyes soften as the last vestige of doubt and uncertainty dissolved and I began to fall into her. Mitra saw it too and pushed me forward so our chests were touching. Slowly the light moved out of me. I smiled at her and she opened completely and I felt the light move upwards from her pussy to her heart then back into my chest as it began to circulate between us. This was the final step. We were together now in a new place where she and I had never been before. And yet we were also back to where we had always been. We had moved not horizontally in time but vertically into eternity. Mitra and Suvarna didn't move away as they usually did when a couple was doing this. Vitesha and Turiya also came and sat closely beside us to share this glorious moment. Lending their love and spiritual confirmation to us to sanctify our bond. The last thought I had was that Victoria was also here with us experiencing this as a beginning to her own spiritual journey. Then I turned off my mind and gave my beautiful wife the greatest gift anyone can give another person. I shared divine love with her and helped her move into this realm with the rest of us and knew that at last, everything was as it should be. The book of life is brief And once a page is read All but love is dead That is my belief. Don Mclean - And I Love You So I want to thank those of you who took the time to read this series in its entirety. I appreciate the comments I have received and encourage you to continue them. mountaincat4