4 comments/ 37821 views/ 19 favorites The First Book of the Merciful Nun By: snoopercharmbrights Author's Note: The author has asserted moral rights under sections 77 and 78 of the Copyright Designs and Patents Act 1988. This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance between any of the characters depicted herein and any real person, living or dead is wholly a matter of Nature imitating Art. There is not, and never was, a College of Correction and Redemption, or any similar establishment. The city of Dublin portrayed in this novel is not the one in Ireland in the early part of the twentieth century. *** Chapter 1 Childhood There was nothing special about little Anne Tynan, she was a typical daughter of a poor Dublin family who lived in the maze of little streets between Pill Lane and the Quays, in the middle of the nineteenth century. Still a virgin, as any good Catholic girl was almost certain to be, she married at eighteen and moved in to live with her husband Stephen O'Driscoll in his mother's little terraced house. Sex was a painful surprise on her wedding night, for not even her mother had told her any of the facts of life. All the instruction she had received was that she was to obey her husband in everything. While sex soon stopped being painful, never in her whole marriage to Stephen did she get any pleasure from it; it was just something he did to her every night without fail, under the covers, in the dark, in the one position. It lasted a few uncomfortable minutes and then he rolled off her and was snoring within moments, while she lay there and leaked. Anne had her plans for her children, which were the usual dreams of any mother then. Her sons would be brilliant, and one would work in a bank, which for her was the height of ambition. Another would become a priest. Others would have equally brilliant careers. Over the first four years she bore five daughters and no sons. This was, of course, God's will and Anne did not question it. In any case the children were not brilliantly clever; even she could see that. Their fourth daughter, named Molly, was a quiet child who seemed little different from the others, until one day when she was three, Anne found her staring intently at a Bible, which she was holding upside down. "What are you doing with that?" she asked the child. "Nothing, mammy," replied the child, "I was only looking at the story." "What story?" "See here mammy, it says this man was thrown into the lye-own's den. What's a lye-own, mammy?" Anne took it as a sign from heaven when she confirmed that her daughter could read a good few of the words in the bible, self-taught. She could only read upside down, since she had learned by watching her mother read the bible from the other side of the table. However, she read silently and swiftly, unlike Anne, who had to keep her finger on her place as she read, and say the words aloud, or she got lost. From that day onwards it was decided that Molly would enter a convent and become a nun. "If that were not the divine intention," Anne explained to Stephen, "why would she have been taught to read by a miracle?" Stephen was run over by a passing carriage when Molly was five, and Anne stayed in the house with her mother, eking out a bare living by taking in washing from the soldiers in Kilmainham Barracks. Two years later she met a fifteen year old boy soldier called Rory O'Callaghan when he started to act as runner at the barracks, carrying washing too and from the barracks. She was not yet thirty, but thought of herself as an old widow woman. Rory was lonely, a boy soldier many miles away from home, and she treated him like the son she never had. There was always hot soda bread to be had when he brought the washing, and he liked that. The volume of washing coming in to the little house grew steadily through his influence. Most of the soldiers for whom he was the runner cared little who did their laundry, so he brought all he could to Anne and she prospered. As she was conscientious about her work, and made minor repairs to frayed shirts at no charge, so the word spread and she was soon making a comfortable living. Rory was posted away, but still the work came to their little house. The new runner was a rude boy, so he got no soda bread, and no sympathy. The main recipient of the benefits brought by more the extra income was little Molly, who was enrolled with the nuns at the little school near the Nelson Pillar, just off Sackville Street. They, in their turn, reduced the fees when it was clearly understood that the child was to become a nun. Three years away in England had turned Rory into a real soldier, filled out his frame and put a big smile on his face. When he knocked at Anne's door one evening, she didn't recognise him until he asked if she had made soda bread that morning. They talked for hours, but about what Anne could not have said. Somehow it was nice to have a man around and, to tell the truth, she had been short of adult company since Stephen's mother had died of bronchitis the previous winter. The five girls were shy and in any case were soon packed off to bed. Then it was time for Rory to go; he had to be back at the barracks by midnight. As he went to the door, he turned and suddenly kissed Anne. "You don't know how long I've waited to do that," he said. "Go on with you," she chided him, "It's not respectable." "I want to marry you," he said, "I've always dreamed of marrying you." "Away with you. You were only a child when last you were here." Rory was not taught to give up at the first set back when he was trained in soldiering. Soon he was spending all his free time with Anne and her girls. Soon it was normal for them to kiss as he left to go back to barracks. Soon Anne found she missed him on the days when he could not visit. His persistence was phenomenal; every single visit, his parting words were, "Anne, will you marry me?" Then one day he seemed much more serious than usual. "What's the matter?" asked Anne. "I've all of a week as leave due," he said, "And I'm thinking that it would make a fine honeymoon, but I can't work out who could look after the girls." Their wedding night was a revelation for Anne. Rory was gentle and tender and used his hands and tongue in ways that Stephen would never have thought of in a million nights. She had her first orgasm, and her second, and her third, and those were before he slipped gently inside her now sopping wet vagina. A side effect of this marriage was that Molly was sent to live in the convent at the tender age of ten. There were a few other girls there, orphans mostly, and they were quieter than her sisters. The best thing from Molly's point of view was that she had her own tiny room. For the first time in her life she could sleep with nobody else snivelling, snoring or disturbing her. She could sit quietly reading, her favourite occupation, without being disturbed. At sixteen she became a Postulant, at seventeen a Novice, and when she was eighteen Anne and Rory sat proudly in the Public section of the divided chapel and heard her profess her vows before the Bishop and take the veil as Sister Lucia in the first year of the new century. Anne's conversation for weeks afterwards with her friends was larded with frequent references to "Sister Lucia, my daughter you know", or "My daughter, the Bride of Christ". *** Chapter 2 Sister As a fully professed Sister in the Convent, Sister Lucia was totally under the control of the Mother Superior, who could invoke the rules of Poverty, Chastity and Obedience to justify almost any orders she might see fit to give. It was soon clear to Sister Lucia that Obedience was regarded, by the Mother Superior if not by the Church, as the greatest of these three. Her entire life was ruled by the prayers of the Breviary, each at their ordained hour. The day started, often before sunrise, with Matins; this was followed by Prime; then Terce; then Sext; then None. As the names implied, these were at pre-ordained intervals of three hours through the day. Finally, Vespers ended the day. As a Novice, attendance at all of these services had been expected; as a Sister of the order the only possible excuse for non-attendance was if the Sister Infirmarian decreed that a Sister's attendance was a grave danger to her own, or the other Sisters' health. Even then, Mother Superior regarded it as a grave omission, to be expiated only by extra prayer after the invalid recovered. Thus the Sisters' day was some eighteen hours long, and sleep was permitted only in the remaining six hours. Between the services in the gaps of two hours or so, all the work of the Convent was to be done. Sister Lucia spent most of that time on her knees, scrubbing the flag stones of the Convent floor, in the other Sisters' cells as well as in the common areas. It took three of the Sisters working full time to scrub the entire Convent every day, which was essential, according to Mother Superior. Promotion would come as each new Sister professed her vows. Sister Lucia could look forward to rising through the duties from floor scrubbing to the laundry, and thence to the kitchen as an assistant to the lay woman who was the paid cook. Beyond that, there was little for which she was fitted, since she had no training in medicine, theology, or teaching. Envy, she knew, was a sin, but she harboured a secret wish to be allowed to teach the little girls in the Convent School. Surely, she wondered, she could at least teach the littlest ones to read and write? Poverty and Chastity had never been a problem for Sister Lucia. In her entire life she had never owned anything of value, so Poverty was simply a fact of life, and not a deprivation. As a live-in student at the Convent School from the age of ten, she had had no contact with men for many years, and certainly not since the onset of puberty. The gory details of monthly flow and its control were explained to her by the Sister Infirmarian when she complained of bleeding the first time. The explanation she was given would have been wildly inadequate for any girl in the outside world, ignoring all aspects but the physical, and explaining the phenomenon as a curse placed on women by God at the expulsion from the Garden of Eden. The reproductive aspects were simply ignored. The other girls in the School, those who lived outside with their families, had given her a highly inaccurate version of the facts of life, but that was the limit of her knowledge when Marie joined the Convent as a Novice. *** Chapter 3 Admired Marie Donovan was an unusual Novice, in that she had never been to the Convent School. She came from a rich family, and had been educated by a tutor who visited her family home three times a week to teach her, and her siblings, such things as it was deemed appropriate for a well-to-do young woman to learn in preparation for a 'good' marriage. Marie had, of course, fallen in love with this young man, and they had progressed as far as stolen kisses when her father discovered the relationship. The tutor was sacked and Marie was told in no uncertain terms that she was to marry a widower forty years older than herself, who was an important customer of her father's tannery. The prospect of marriage to an old man was not to her liking, but the idea of becoming step-mother to a man and woman, both ten or more years older than herself and both still living at home, was intolerable. She rebelled and for a week the row raged between her and her father. He finally solved his problem of a wayward and uncooperative daughter by threatening her with a Convent. She responded by saying that would be preferable to the proposed marriage. He called her bluff and she was sent to join the Convent as a Novice. Sister Lucia had been a full Sister for some two years when Marie joined them, and was regarded as one of the steadiest and most reliable of the younger Sisters, so the Mother Superior assigned her the duty of schooling the new Novice in all the aspects of the Convent which were new to her, a task which Sister Lucia embraced with joy, as her current duties in the kitchen seemed to consist of peeling endless piles of potatoes, and then washing up endless piles of dirty dishes. *** Chapter 4 Coming Together Within a week, Sister Lucia began to realise the enormity of the task. Marie had no knowledge whatever of the religious life, and little enough of the rudiments of her religion. The endless patience and good nature of the older girl meant that Marie was hopelessly besotted with her in a school-girl crush within a month. One evening they were discussing life as a nun and Sister Lucia pointed out that once having taken her final vows, a nun was committed for life to the convent. At this Marie burst into tears and Sister Lucia naturally drew the unhappy postulant to her to offer comfort; Marie's hand somehow came to rest on Sister Lucia's habit just over her right breast, but the good sister ignored that, assuming it was accidental. The positioning of that hand was no accident; Marie had rather more knowledge of sexual matters than most of the Convent's inhabitants, and had experimented with her older sister for some time prior to her sibling's marriage. Sister Lucia was inevitably unable to resist the advances of the young Novice, which quickly passed from accidental touches to overt stroking of breasts and from innocent pecks to full-blooded kissing. By the time three months had passed they were in a firm lesbian relationship, based on Marie's crush and Sister Lucia's ignorant fascination with the pleasures Marie could give her during their 'study' sessions in the Sister's cell. Tongues were used on each other's clitoris and vaginal entrances. Fingers were insinuated into orifices. Wide open mouths met and provided a playground for duelling. As a novice, Marie slept in a dormitory, but the Sister with the responsibilities of Novice Mistress was old, and slept very soundly, so it was not difficult for Marie to slip out of the dormitory and visit Sister Lucia at night, hoping they could have an hour or two of mutual fingering and kissing before she crept back to the dormitory. *** Chapter 5 Sins Of The Spirit Heather O'Hagan was a quiet girl, a studious girl, but above all an obedient girl. She was rarely admonished, and never chastised as she always tried to do what she was told by her parents, by her teachers, and above all by the Priest. Her childish confessions rarely moved to anything more serious than envy, though on occasion she admitted telling the odd white lie, and occasionally to being nasty to one of her six younger siblings. Father Creggan was a very old man, and even older in spirit than in years; however it was not a fashionable parish and there was little sign of a replacement until Father Reilly came along as curate, specifically asking for this parish as he had been born and brought up in the area. He was also ambitious and thought that he could make his mark in an environment where the parish affairs were very run down, because the elderly priest simply could not cope. Indeed, Father Creggan welcomed the young man and told him within a week of his arrival that he had a completely free hand; after that evening the old man rarely left the manse except to go into the church for his daily office. Father Reilly quickly became a great favourite among the younger women, and they vied for his attention, him being what was known as 'well set-up'. He was tall and well-built, having played rugby for his University in his younger days, which were not so long ago. The confessional was supposed to be anonymous, but with only two priests it was obvious which one was hearing confessions on any particular day, and the women seemed to have rather more sins when it was Father Reilly. Some of their sins were explained to him in more detail than to the older priest; it is doubtful if the old man's heart would have stood the strain of hearing some of the more lurid sins, though they were always by way of impure thoughts, rather than deeds. The children's confessions were, of course, simpler and less imaginative than those of the young married women. Heather was no exception, and Father Reilly might not have noticed her had she not had a beautiful singing voice. When it came to selecting a St. Lucia for the annual procession, there was little doubt in the young priest's mind where his choice would lie. That was how it started. The child was beautiful and yet, and yet, she was not quite still a child; at sixteen she was in the first flush of being a beautiful young woman as her jet black hair, worn usually in two long plaits, emphasised the fair complexion and sky blue eyes. Father Reilly saw her at her home one evening when he visited to sort some trivial details of the procession; her hair was flowing freely and her everyday clothes did nothing to hide her fast developing figure. As she brought him some tea, then turned away and showed a tight but plump behind to him, he felt a twinge between his legs that he had kept firmly repressed for some years. That night in bed he had a dream in which he disrobed the girl-woman and beneath the childish clothes he discovered the body of a fully adult woman who welcomed him into her bed and into her body. Then he woke up lying in a sticky mess. As he lay feeling very foolish, he realised that he was totally besotted with the emerging woman he had perceived in the girl who still thought of herself as a child. He was horrified to find himself seeking ways and means which would allow him to spend time with her ... alone. There were many opportunities for a priest, automatically wholly trusted, to be alone with the child of a parishioner, or to be with her when only other children were present. Heather's parents were pleased when she was asked to help with the bible teaching for the little ones, and when she was invited to sing in the choir. These activities afforded Father Reilly many opportunities to watch the girl without it looking odd, and very beautiful he found the experience as he watched her grow and flower into young womanhood. For two long years the priest managed to keep himself in check; he made no move to touch the girl, much less to indulge his ever more vivid fantasies. *** Chapter 6 Sins Of The Flesh Then it was Heather herself who suggested that some tuition in singing techniques would not come amiss. She had realised that she actually had a good voice, and that money could be made as a singer; furthermore, a trained voice would be more saleable than an untrained one. It was some weeks into the singing lessons when Father Reilly's self restraint finally snapped. "There's something wrong here," he commented, "You are not breathing at the right times in the song." "I can't just keep on singing without breathing," she pointed out. "Don't be pert with me, miss," Father Reilly admonished, "You will have to take off your top so that I can check your breathing," continued the priest, keeping his voice as matter-of-fact as he could. Heather looked very uncertain, but he simply reached out and started to unbutton her blouse. He was not disappointed; as he opened her upper garment it revealed small firm breasts, pert and cheeky nipples which were quickly hardening in the cold air, and huge pale pink areolae. Heather was obviously worried by this, but she reasoned that as a priest he would not do anything wrong. In fact the sight of her bare breasts was both a pleasure and a torment to the young man. He did not touch her, but contented himself with the vision of perfect breasts which her singing half naked gave him. After this first time Father Reilly kept his desires in check for many weeks, only demanding that she strip a very few times. As these occasions multiplied Heather became accustomed to being partly naked before him and would instantly strip off her blouse whenever he asked. The First Book of the Merciful Nun It was because Father Reilly lost his temper with her that they moved on to further intimacies. He had asked her to learn Mozart's Ave Verum Corpus at home, so that they could start to rehearse it ready for the Easter services. When she came for her private lesson she was not ready; she had simply not managed to find the time to learn it. "What punishment do they use at school for disobedient children who have not done their homework properly?" the priest asked sternly, knowing full well the answer. She paused for a moment before answering very quietly, "The cane, Father." "Speak up!" he snapped. "The cane, Father," she repeated, only a little louder. "Then I shall do the same," he decided, suppressing his excitement as best he could. "But I'm not a school child any more, Father. I'm eighteen years old and a grown woman. The priest was unmoved by this argument. "Remove your underwear." She didn't move. "Come on," he snapped, "Caning is always on the bare bottom, isn't it?" "I don't ... don't know," she started sobbing quietly, "I was never caned." "Well it is," he declared, "or are you going to argue about that as well?" Very reluctantly she lifted her skirt and gripped the waist band of her underwear. As her knickers were slowly, and very reluctantly pushed down her long pale thighs a sweet little mound covered in silky dark hair came into view. "There, that wasn't too hard was it?" he said as he led her to the sofa, "Bend over the arm of that chair and it will soon be over," he ordered, and after a small hesitation she lay as instructed. "Lift your skirt," he ordered. Slowly and very reluctantly she bared her behind to his view. Father Reilly contemplated the soft curved white buttocks for a moment, and then struck them with his cane. He had to restrain himself from hitting her anything like as hard as he would have liked, but she was unused to physical punishment and burst into tears. This presented the opportunity he had hoped for and he took the beautiful naked body into his arms and comforted her. Heather was so shaken by the pain in her bottom that she didn't notice the hands stroking her hair, her back, her buttocks, and as she collected her thoughts and rose to dress herself, trailing across her breasts. After she had gathered herself together and adjusted her dress, Father Reilly said, "Now, go home and learn the piece properly. I'm sure someone in your household can play the piano?" "Yes, Father. My mother plays." "Well, ask her to accompany you as you practice it. And if I were you, I wouldn't mention the punishment, or you will be in trouble at home as well," he admonished. "Yes, Father," said Heather meekly, knowing full well that if she mentioned being in any kind of disfavour at church she would certainly be punished at home as well, for disgracing the family. As she walked home she could not fathom why she felt so happy, in spite of the pain in her rear end. In truth, she was just happy to be noticed for herself, and not merely taken for granted as a useful pair of hands in a household which had seven children in it, ranging from her own eighteen years down to little Jamie who was four. Much to the priest's surprise Heather arrived promptly the following week for her next lesson, and was note perfect on the Mozart. More perplexing was that she knocked the music stand over several times, and Father Reilly could have sworn it was deliberate on at least one occasion. The third time she rose from collecting the sheets of music from the floor she moved to stand in front of the Priest with her head hanging in shame. "I'm sorry, Father, and ... and ... and" her voice tailed off. "And what?" snapped the Priest, hardly daring to hope. "And ... and I expect you will punish me again for my clumsiness," she mumbled, quickly adding, "But only smacks, not the cane, please Father. I wasn't bad enough for the cane. I learnt my music, didn't I?" "Over my knee, if you please," he said, and was surprised at the alacrity with which she moved to the prescribed position. Settling herself comfortably across his knee, she asked, "Do I raise my skirts, Father?" "If you please." SMACK. His hand descended on the knicker-covered arse cheek further from his body, eliciting a small squeak and a wriggle from the pupil. Father Reilly was somewhat embarrassed that his prick enjoyed the pressure of the wriggling young woman on his lip. SMACK. The other cheek was somewhat more difficult to hit, and so the squeak was more of a moan. Heather could not understand why being spanked was such fun. 'No,' she thought, 'fun isn't the word. It makes me tingle all through my front from my bubbies to the bottom of my tummy.' SMACK. The first cheek again this time, but the squirming young body on his lap was too much for the young celibate and he abruptly pushed her off as he filled his underwear with jism. Heather wasn't prepared for the sudden move and fell awkwardly to the floor, hitting her elbow on the floor and hurting it enough to make her cry. Father Reilly leapt up and helped her to her feet, holding her close to him to comfort her. She noticed that his 'thing' was no longer sticking out in front of him as it had poked into her belly when she was across his lap. This whole phenomenon was known to her in theory, and she had occasionally seen one or other of her brothers wanking, so she was well aware of the effect she had had on the young priest. The next lesson she again manufactured a good reason for her teacher to punish her, and this time she dropped her knickers before bending over the chair arm. "It will be easier like this," she said and threw her skirts up to reveal her naked bum. Artlessly opening her legs to get a proper balance, she showed her priest a clear view of the dark hairs peeping between her thighs. Father Reilly took another step down the route to perdition as he stepped over and stroked her white flesh. 'To judge the distance,' he told himself, knowing that he lied even to himself. Six smart blows from his hand had the young bottom bouncing about and the dark hairs soaked in a matter of moments. Again the girl was in tears, and as he raised her from the chair neither of them commented that he was stroking her consolingly. More to the point, neither remarked that the consoling strokes were on the damaged skin and that his hand was under her skirts on the naked posterior. And so it went by small steps, never a week passing without further liberties being taken, and allowed without demur by the girl, who was by now utterly besotted with the priest. She had seen one of her brothers playing with the girl next door, and so she knew that the priest would want her to touch him as intimately as he was now touching her. It was as she stood after being spanked and while she was being consoled by Father Reilly fingering her clitoris that she first stroked the bulge in his trousers. Immediately he pulled away from her. "Please, Father," she said in a small voice, "Don't stop. ... And let me help you." After that they gave up all pretence of music lessons and spent each of their weekly sessions in further and deeper sexual contacts, until the priest was not only stroking her lower regions to assuage her pain, for they always started with a spanking, but he had gone so far as to kiss the damaged area, and then the other nearby sites of pleasure. The change from Father Reilly dominating Heather was abrupt. One evening she knelt before him instead of offering her behind for spanking; opening his trousers, she reached inside and withdrew his prick from its hiding place. Then she did what she had seen the girl next door do to her brother. She kissed the rapidly growing tube of flesh and took it in her mouth. His first orgasm took her by surprise and she nearly choked, but she did manage to swallow it all eventually. Father Reilly thought it was just a routine meeting with his immediate superior, the Bishop, and that it might even be news of his promotion from curate to priest-in-charge, with Father Creggan retiring. "Tell me," were the Bishop's first words, "What is she like, this ..." he consulted his papers, "... Heather O'Hagan?" It was then that Father Reilly realised he was in trouble, serious trouble. "This young girl is saying that you ... did things to her," the Bishop thundered, "and I see from your face that you are guilty." Father Reilly sat silently fearing the worst; that he would be excommunicated, defrocked and left to the mercy of an unforgiving world. "Fortunately for you the Church in her wisdom realises that young men cannot always keep to their vows of celibacy," continued the Bishop, "And so you will be dealt with. You will double the number of masses you say for the next six months, and during those months you will meditate on Our Lord's celibacy on your knees for one hour every day." "Thank you, My Lord," said the priest. "You will not be made priest-in-charge in that parish as you hoped," was the next blow, "In fact you will not set foot in it again. Your belongings will be sent on to you, and you will become the junior curate in the Parish of St. Francis Xavier. You will also attend the College of Correction and Redemption on a regular basis." "Thank you, My Lord," the priest repeated, "May I ask where is this College and what does it do?" The Bishop gave him the address and added, "Monsignor Flavin, the Master of the College is expecting you today. He will explain everything." "What will happen to the girl?" the miscreant asked, timidly. "Oh, she's gone," said the Bishop. "Gone? Gone where?" "Off to some institution to have her baby. Then she's for a convent many miles from here, and the child will be put in an orphanage at birth." "That's terrible," stammered Father Reilly, who had not even been aware that she was pregnant. "You should have thought of that before you seduced her," observed the Bishop, tartly, "Her situation is entirely of your making. The child is also of your making, she claims." The Bishop picked up a piece of paper from his desk and started to read it; clearly the interview was over, and ominously without the usual benediction. Father Reilly left the room quietly, but somewhat relieved that he was not to be expelled from the priesthood, although the transfer to working in the roughest parish in the diocese was clearly a punishment. *** Chapter 7 The College Father Reilly considered what the attendance at the College of Correction and Redemption might involve. It did not sound promising -- severe self-flagellation at the very least would be the 'Correction' part of the course, he imagined. He made his way to the address he had been given, and found there a gaunt early Victorian building which looked extremely forbidding from the outside. There was no indication on the door that this was the College, but he was in the right street and the number on the door was correct so he pulled the bell handle and waited. The door was opened by an insignificant servant girl in a drab smock, and Father Reilly started to ask if this were the right address. "Follow me," said the girl, ignoring the question. Father Reilly was led along several corridors until they reached a closed door. "There," said the servant, and turned away, disappearing before Father Reilly could ask any more. Hesitantly he knocked at the door, and then entered in response to the call from within. Seated behind a desk was a short dark priest wearing the purple which signified that he was a Monsignor. He had a sour expression on his face as he looked Father Reilly up and down, and evidently was not much impressed by what he saw. "You will be Reilly, the child molester?" he asked. "Not a child, Monsignor, not a child. She was ... is eighteen," stammered Father Reilly. "But you sinned with her in your heart long ago; you 'looked upon her' as Our Lord expressed it," it was a statement, not a question. "No matter," Monsignor Flavin continued, "I am Monsignor Flavin, the Master of the College of Correction and Redemption. It is our purpose here to ensure that you do not transgress with any of your new parishioners. The Holy Mother Church accepts that you are human and therefore sinful. What we do here is provide an outlet for the sinful part of your nature which is carefully controlled so that no scandal can arise. To that end a devout nun accepts the rôle of provider, we call her the Merciful Nun, and she allows you to indulge any carnal desires you may have, after which you come to me and confess. I then give you a penance and absolution." Father Reilly was completely silenced by this short speech. He wondered if he had correctly understood what was being said. Was it possible that a nun was being offered to him for sexual dalliance simply to stop him becoming entangled with another parishioner? After some moments Monsignor Flavin said, "Yes. That is the usual reaction. Well, now comes a certain amount of disappointment. The current Merciful Nun is heavily pregnant so no chastisement of her is allowed. Of course she can perform fellatio, or you can sodomise her, or you can copulate with her, though the latter is difficult now. And, of course you may indulge in all three if you so desire; she is entirely at your disposal for the rest of the day." Still Father Reilly was struck dumb by the enormity of what was being offered here. After some moments he gathered himself and asked, "Are you sure no word will get out?" "Absolutely sure, Father." "But what about the servant girls?" Monsignor Flavin laughed, "They are specially selected from girls of very poor families, girls who have been orphaned in their early teens and who remember the hardships of their childhoods. Having three meals a day, more than one set of clothes, a waterproof roof over their heads, a comfortable bed, and warmth in the winter is like living in heaven for them. They will not talk. In any case they never go out. They are not to be touched, or even spoken to unnecessarily; their purpose is to act as maids in the College, not to indulge any of your needs." The older man rose from his chair and walked to the door, saying, "Let me introduce you to Gertrude." Following him, Father Reilly asked, "Gertrude?" "The current Merciful Nun's baptismal name was Gertrude. She does not use her convent name while performing her sinful duties. We find it helps these women if they can divorce their two lives." As they spoke, the two men were walking briskly along a corridor. Monsignor Flavin stopped at a door and turned to the younger priest. "In there. No need to knock, just walk in and use her as you see fit. She has several different costumes and on future visits you can specify in advance what apparel you want to find her in." With that he turned away and strode back towards his office. Father Reilly hesitated for a moment and then opened the door and walked through it. *** Chapter 8 Sister Victoria He saw a very ordinary bedroom with a youngish woman wearing a flowered dress such as many of his parishioners might wear at home. He breathed a sigh of relief, for he had been very apprehensive about this whole concept. "Hullo," he said, and then was completely at a loss as to how to proceed. The Merciful Nun was able, after well over a year in the College, to handle this situation, a young priest who was new to visiting her. She smiled and said, "Welcome. I am here for your pleasure, Master. I will help you in any way you wish." Father Reilly sat beside her on the bed, and then realised that she really was very heavily pregnant. He stared at her belly until she realised what he was looking at, and misinterpreted his interest. "Do you want to see?" she asked and stood up, quickly taking off her dress. She stood before him naked, except for stockings and shoes, apparently totally unconcerned at his stares. "I bet you haven't seen a woman like this," she said, "Well here I am and you can do anything you want." When there was no reaction from the priest she moved in front of where he sat and knelt before him. Reaching out with both hands she lifted one of his hands to her breast while also trying to unbutton the front of his trousers. Father Reilly sat transfixed; never in his wildest dreams had he imagined that the Church would provide a woman, a young woman, a young pregnant woman, a young lascivious pregnant woman for priests such as he. The breast beneath his hand was warm and tangible, if rather larger than young Heather's and as the woman, Gertrude he recalled, opened his trousers he found that his penis was not reacting in the least. Contemplating the swollen belly in front of him and the blue-veined breasts he felt almost physically sick as the image of the beautiful naked eighteen year old Heather floated in his mind. Gertrude misinterpreted his lack of response as shyness, so she ducked her head into his lap and licked the end of his shrunken prick in an attempt to bring it to life. "Stop, stop," he said, springing up, "This isn't right." "Oh dear," Gertrude responded, switching her tactics in a flash, "Am I the naughty girl?" She rose and fetched a paddle from the sideboard and then lying on the bed with her legs over the edge. With the paddle she reached behind her and patted one buttock, saying, "I ought to be punished, didn't I?" "No, no, no," said the unhappy priest. If this was the Church's substitute for his lissom eighteen-year-old Heather then it simply wasn't enough. As he sat on the bed beside the bulky belly of Gertrude he wondered how he could stop himself desiring other parishioners with only this bovine alternative. Pushing her away, half unconsciously, he was again misinterpreted and Gertrude obligingly rolled on her side. Glancing down, Father Reilly's attention was caught by her plump buttocks. One of his fantasies about Heather, never actually achieved, had been to enter her from behind, and possibly even in his wildest moments to use the darker route. Here was this woman who would, Monsignor Flavin had assured him, allow anything. His dormant sex rose swiftly as he contemplated sodomising this woman. Standing up, he quickly divested himself of all his clothing. He joined the naked woman on the bed as she lay on her side. As his now erect penis rubbed into her slit she half-turned towards him and reached for him with her hand. "If you wants me like this, you'll find it works better if you stand up beside the bed. Then you can come into me any way you want," she suggested. That phrase "any way you want" had his organ bobbing up and down in eager anticipation. He stood up and Gertrude shuffled across until her generous buttocks were on the very edge of the bed. "Please rub it in my cunt first to get it wet," she asked, "And then you can have my arse." Father Reilly obeyed, dutifully rubbing his cock head in between her labia to acquire some lubrication. By a deft twist of her hips, she managed to impale herself on his prick and he pushed in and out dutifully for a few moments. Then he withdrew and pushed gently against her dark rosebud. It opened obediently and he was soon ensconced in the hottest tightest tube he had ever known. As she clamped her sphincter on his intruding prick it felt even tighter than little Heather's cunt had been in the first days if their sexual intrigue. If he had known Gertrude's thoughts he would have lost his erection immediately and possibly permanently. As he thought, 'This is great. I could enjoy this to the exclusion of any young girl. She's hot and tight and I don't have to spend ages persuading her, She must like me a lot,' she was thinking, 'He's no use to me, just another arse fucker, still at least he doesn't smell. I wonder if I'll have to suck him when he's done and what's for the evening meal tonight?' The First Book of the Merciful Nun *** Chapter 9 Caught It was close to midnight when Mother Superior was passing the dormitories and saw a figure walking along the corridor ahead of her. Fascinated, she watched as the woman went in to Sister Lucia's cell and shut the door. 'I wonder where Sister Lucia has been at this hour?' she mused, 'The facilities are the other way, so it musty have been to a dormitory.' She went back to her own cell, but continued to worry about the movement she had seen. Eventually she gave up trying to think of a good reason for Sister Lucia to have visited the dormitories, or the Novice Mistress so late; it was well after Vespers. She decided to inquire immediately and retraced her steps to Sister Lucia's door. There she paused to check to be certain that she was at the right door. As she did so, she heard noises coming from within the nun's cell, moaning noises. Mother Superior opened the door, wondering if Sister Lucia might be ill. The candle in the cell was lit, and the sight presented to Mother Superior's eyes took her breath away. Sister Lucia was lying back on the bed, entirely naked, with a Novice, still half dressed, sucking on her private parts. It took a moment for Mother Superior to recover from the shock and recognise that the Novice was Marie Donovan, the rebellious daughter of a rich benefactor of the Church in general, and the Convent in particular. The two young women were so engrossed in what they were doing that neither of them heard the Mother Superior enter the cell. The first intimation of her arrival was a loud SLAP! landing on the upraised rump of the novice. Her scream alerted Sister Lucia, who seemed to in the middle of some sort of fit, and the two sprang to their feet. Mother Superior realised that Sister Lucia had been in the throes of an orgasm. "Marie," snapped the Mother Superior to the young Novice, "Go to my study, now!" Seeing Marie reach for her drawers she added, "Don't bother with those. Go now and wait for me." After the Novice had left, the angry older woman turned to the sobbing nun on the bed and demanded, "What did you think you were doing, seducing a Novice?" Sister Lucia merely sobbed the louder, knowing that the Mother Superior would never believe that it had been the younger girl who had been the aggressor in the love-making session. "Hmm," snorted the outraged Mother Superior, "Come with me. Don't bother to dress." Scared, Sister Lucia dragged herself up from the pallet and followed the Mother Superior along the corridor, acutely aware of her nudity. She knew well where they were going; the punishment cells were at the end of this passage. They were small, windowless, unheated rooms which every Sister had seen at one time or another, usually when on cleaning duties. Sister Lucia could not remember the last time one had been occupied, but sure enough she was pushed into the first one and the door slammed behind her. Then there was a thud as a bar was dropped across it, effectively making it impossible for her to get out. As she strode back along the corridor, the Mother Superior compared the two miscreants' positions. Sister Lucia was from a background of poverty, and while a hard working young nun, had brought nothing to the convent beyond her intelligence and her body's capacity for work, and keeping her and feeding her made that as expensive as hiring a local family's daughter to do the same work. Marie, or more accurately the Donovan family, brought a great deal of money into the Convent each year in the form of gifts and work done by the Donovan family building firm at no charge. 'Yes,' she thought, without conscious cupidity, 'Sister Lucia must be at fault here; she must have led the well-brought-up young Novice into the wicked ways of her terrible background.' Back in her study, the Mother Superior started to talk to Marie in a 'more in sorrow than in anger' voice, "Marie, do you truly want to take your final vows soon, and become a Bride of Christ?" "Yes, Reverend Mother," said the young girl, very quietly. Marie was really frightened this time. She had been in trouble before, but only for minor infractions, never for anything like this. For a lesbian sex act such as this, she imagined she would be expelled from the Convent and she knew that being nineteen years old would not stop her father taking a strap to her behind. He might even disown her; at best she would be married off to someone even less appealing than the original elderly widower customer, and that well within the year. "Have you been to me for punishment before?" asked the older woman, though both of them knew the answer. "Yes, Reverend Mother." "For what offence?" "Talking during meals, Reverend Mother." "And how did I punish you?" Again both knew the answer. "By banning me from speaking a word for four days, Reverend Mother, except if it were necessary to save someone else's life." Then the Mother Superior asked a question which worried the young Novice. Until now this had been a familiar catechism, where old questions and answers were repeated to reinforce a well-understood position or idea. "Why do you think I chose that punishment?" asked the old lady. "Well, Reverend Mother, er ..." Marie was floundering. "It was appropriate, was it not, that you should be punished in a way directly relevant to your sin? A glutton might be put on bread and water, one who speaks out of turn, denied the use of words, and so on. Is that not appropriate, my child?" "Yes, Reverend Mother." "And your sin today? Into what category would it fall?" This was easier, and Marie answered with confidence, "Reverend Mother it was a sin of the flesh." "Correct, and so the mortification of the flesh seems an appropriate punishment, does it not?" "Yes, Reverend Mother." Then Marie's heart sank as the Mother Superior continued, "Of course, we would only punish you if you were to stay with us, here in the convent. If you prefer to avoid all punishment here, you may return to your dormitory now and remain there until the morning, when I shall have suitable clothes brought to you, and you may walk out of the front door to pass the rest of your life wherever you wish. If you choose that course, I shall not punish you." "Please, Reverend Mother, I do so want to stay here. I will truly try to be better in future," she lied, or half lied anyway; what she meant was she would try to be better at not getting caught. "And you will accept whatever punishment I see fit?" asked the old martinet, thinking gloatingly of the cane in her cupboard. "Yes, Reverend Mother," replied the girl, not having the slightest idea what might be in store for her, but certain it would be less painful in the long run than facing her father. "Very well, we shall see in a moment," said the Mother Superior, opening the cupboard and taking the cane out. Turning to face the young girl, she asked, "Do you know what this is?" Marie smiled, "Yes, Reverend Mother. It's a cane like they used in schools in the old days." The smile vanished as the older woman swished it through the air and then said, "We still use them in the Convent, though not with the school girls." "But ... but ... but that's terrible, Reverend Mother," Marie stammered. "It is only used in the courts for the worst kind of criminals, certainly, but you are nineteen and I am ... well let us say older than you. If I choose to cane you, and you accept the punishment, that is not contrary to Church or State law. Indeed the Holy Bible itself says, 'He that spareth the rod, hateth his son: but he that loveth him, correcteth him betimes,' does it not ... my child? And here you are my 'son' as it were, for you call me Mother." "Yes, Reverend Mother," came the reply and the automatic addition of a reference, "Proverbs 13:24. But Revered Mother, you don't mean ..." "As I said, my child, you may go to your dormitory now and leave us in the morning, with no other punishment. If you want to stay here, stand on the floor at this end of my desk and then lean forward until your body is lying on it. Remember, you do this because you feel the Good Lord is calling you to be a nun." Almost holding her breath, the Mother Superior waited to see whether she had misjudged the Novice's fear of disgrace. It was all she could do to breathe evenly as the young woman moved to the desk and lay forwards on it. The curves of her arse cheeks could be seen clearly through the thick flannel of her night-dress, but that was not what the elderly sadist wanted to see. "Lift your night clothes to your waist," she ordered. Marie did as she was bidden, believing that the Mother Superior's cane would be less painful than her father's belt. She was about to discover that this belief was wrong. The Reverend Mother gloated over the two perfect buttocks presented in their pink and white glory, twitching in fearful anticipation of the first stroke, and with just a few wisps of dampened red hairs escaping through the crack between the girl's thighs. She leant forward and touched the folds of the night-dress, watching with a frisson of pleasure as the girl flinched. Gently she rolled the material a little higher, revealing the very top of the quivering bottom before her. Her hand hovered for a moment only inches from the curves she would dearly like to stroke, then it moved to press in the small of the victim's back and hold the girl firmly in place. 'Later,' she thought, 'Later they will be mine.' Raising her other hand she slashed the cane viciously down across the pale target, ignoring the howl of pain from the unfortunate recipient and watching as the colour along the line of impact changed rapidly to dark red, through purple to a blue that was almost black. This took some moments and the howling continued unabated. "Cry all you like," said the Mother Superior, "No one will hear you. There are thick walls in this convent and as you know, the dormitories are at the far end of the building." After a while the howls subsided to heart-wrenching sobs, so the Reverend Mother raised her arm again. As Marie sensed the movement, her buttocks clenched involuntarily, sending another sting of pain through the bruised skin and causing another howl to start. The arm fell and Marie's cry suddenly went up an octave as the searing pain of the second stroke was added to the first. Blow after blow fell, each a measured time after the previous one to allow the victim's fear to grow; each was preceded by a slow raising of the cane to allow that fear to clench the buttocks. After six strokes the pain was such that Marie could no longer control her bladder, and her piss splashed down on to the stone floor. "Get up; get a mop and clean that up now," snapped the Mother Superior. Marie dragged her agonised body out to the toilet to collect the mop and bucket. Soon she was cleaning the mess she had left, while doing her best to avoid her night-dress touching her smarting skin. "That will do," said the Mother Superior, "Now dry the floor." "R-Reverend Mother, what with?" stammered Marie, anxious not to offend any further. "With your night-dress. Take it off and use that." Marie was too frightened to object, and in too much pain to care about her nudity. The body revealed to the gaze of the older woman was everything she could have hoped for, tender young skin, freckled as many red-headed people are. She was a little on the plump side, with beautiful breasts large enough to bounce as she moved, tipped with palest pink nipples and areolae. A generous bush of red hair, slightly lighter than that on her head, covered her lower belly. When the floor was dry, and the bucket, mop and soiled clothing had been put outside the study, the Mother Superior instructed Marie to bend over the desk again. "Please, no. Please, Reverend Mother, no," pleaded the girl. "Obedience is the foremost of the vows you claim to want to take," was the stern reply. Slowly Marie took up the position again, her breasts swaying enticingly just before they were flattened to the surface of the desk. As the Mother Superior approached her, the girl started to sob and her buttocks clenched as tightly as possible. When the hand carrying the cream touched one cheek she screamed again, in shock at the cold unguent, rather than actual pain. "Calm down, child. This will ease the pain," said the older woman spreading it evenly over the damaged areas. Marie relaxed with total relief and this allowed the older woman's hand to press cream into the girl's arse crack and to stroke all the wounded areas gently. Almost imperceptibly the movements were lengthened until the fingers of the stroking hand were reaching the tender labia of the victim on the desk. Marie was confused by the feelings of lust this gentle caressing aroused, and her legs opened automatically to allow the questing hands easier access to her waiting cunt. Soon the Mother Superior had two fingers in the girl's cunt and a thumb deep in her darker passage, while the girl first moaned and then screamed her climax. Abruptly the hands were gone and Marie felt bereft. Looking up she saw the Mother Superior washing her hands in the small hand basin in the corner. "You may get up now," Marie was told, "There is a spare night-gown in the cupboard; put it on." As the young woman obeyed, the older woman watched with undisguised interest. "Now, do you want to go back to your home, or to stay here?" "To stay here, Reverend Mother," Marie said, wondering whether to say anything about the wonderful climax she had just experienced. "Very well. You may be called here from time to time for more punishment, but let me make one thing clear. If you are ever caught indulging yourself with another member of the Convent without my permission, you will be expelled. I shall not allow you to pleasure me, that is a privilege you have to earn, though I shall call for you from time to time. Remember, obedience is the first rule, and nothing you are ordered to do by me can ever be a sin on your soul. Any sin is on the soul of the person giving the order." As Marie returned to her dormitory, she reflected that the Mother Superior was no better than she. It would be interesting to see how far the old woman wanted to go. 'Well,' she thought, 'I don't want her caning me again, even for a climax as good as that.' When she reached her dormitory the Novice Mistress was still fast asleep and snoring quietly. *** Chapter 10 Sister Lucia Sister Lucia stayed in the punishment cell for what seemed an interminable period. It was cold and dank, and smelled faintly musty. With no clothes and no heating, she passed a sleepless night. At some point a tray was pushed under the door with a plate of porridge and a mug of tea on it; neither had been sugared, but both were very welcome for their warmth alone. Later still a plate of meat and potatoes was pushed under the door, though not a word was spoken. After some considerable time, the door opened and the Mother Superior came into the cell. "Well," demanded the old woman peremptorily, "What do you have to say for yourself?" "Reverend Mother, it wasn't what you think ..." "Sister," interrupted the Mother Superior, "Do you think I am stupid? Or is it ignorance of which I you suppose I am guilty? When I entered your cell you were naked. A novice was suckling at ... You each had your hands in a disgusting ..." the Mother Superior broke off, evidently unable to continue her description of the scene, "This is so serious a breach of discipline that you could be expelled from the convent and excommunicated. If that happens you would be simply put outside the Convent door, on the street, in a simple shift with no other clothing, no shoes, no money, no provisions, and no hope of help from the Church. I have spoken to the Bishop about this matter, and he agrees that you cannot stay here." "But Reverend Mother, where shall I go? What could I do?" "I have no doubt that if we put you out on the street someone would soon find you and put you to work, probably in a house of ill-repute, or perhaps working in a factory where you would be used by the men in charge as well as toiling fourteen hours a day, until you eventually end up, as do all excommunicates, in Hell for all eternity." "Reverend Mother, I know I have broken my vows, and I know I have not been a good nun, but surely I don't deserve Hell's fire for eternity?" "I made that very point to His Reverence myself. We felt that you should be given a chance to redeem yourself. There is a College which takes on cases such as yours, called the College of Correction and Redemption, though where you might go afterwards, neither I nor the Bishop could imagine. However, I spoke to Monsignor Flavin, the Principal of the College, and he seemed to think that somewhere could be found for you. You are not, of course, released from your vows of life-long obedience and poverty, they are irrevocable. It remains to be seen whether you will again break your vow of chastity as a Bride of Christ." Sister Lucia was again left alone with her thoughts for a long time. Then the Mother Superior came to the cell again, this time carrying a pair of sandals and a calico shift. "Put those on. Monsignor Flavin is here to collect you." Led again through the passage, Sister Lucia was surprised to see that all was in darkness. She surmised, correctly, that it was very late at night. In the reception area, where nuns were never normally allowed to go, there was a short dark priest wearing the purple which signified his rank. "This is Monsignor Flavin. I commend you to his care. He is your Superior from this moment forth," said the Mother Superior. "Come my child," said the Monsignor, "our carriage awaits." Outside, a closed carriage bore them away from the Convent; it was the first time in her life that Sister Lucia had travelled anywhere except on foot. The windows were covered with curtains, so Sister Lucia had no idea where they went. Monsignor Flavin said not a word during the journey. *** Chapter 11 College Inside the college, the still silent Monsignor led Sister Lucia along a corridor, carpeted she noticed, and opened a door, indicating that she should enter. The room was small and dark, lit only by a small window high in one wall, through which a shaft of moonlight came to strike the wall opposite. A candle was on a small side stand and Monsignor Flavin lit it before bidding her a gruff, "Good night," and withdrawing. As she looked round she saw that although the room was dark, it was luxurious compared with her cell in the Convent. There was a thin carpet on the floor, instead of bare stones; a bed with a thin mattress on it was there, rather than the pallet on the hard floor, and a small prie-dieu against the wall beside the window. She even had a pillow, and two blankets. She was curious about the other door in the room, and opened it to find a small toilet with a hand basin. This was a far cry from crossing the quadrangle to the privy in all weathers at the Convent. She wondered why she had such splendid accommodations, since she was there as a punishment. Returning to the other room, she was just going to say her nightly prayers before lying down for the night when there was a tap on the door. Sister Lucia opened it and a very young girl stood there. "The Master says I am to fetch the smock and the sandals, Sister," she said, curtseying. Sister Lucia was taken aback at this, but reasoned that amid such luxury she had no need of the smock or sandals until the morning, so draping a blanket round her for modesty, she contrived to remove the smock and handed it to the girl. It took only a moment and then she kicked the sandals off. The girl bent and took them, left and closed the door behind herself. The First Book of the Merciful Nun As Sister Lucia sank down on the bed, slightly perplexed as to why she had no clothes again. Then she thought it was probably to confine her; her nudity made her a prisoner in her cell as surely as if the door were locked. Trying to dismiss all her worries, she lay down on the bed and pulled the blankets over her. Sleep was elusive until she worked out what was wrong. Once she had discarded the unfamiliar pillow on to the floor, she slept like a log. When she struggled to wakefulness, she wondered for a moment where she was. The memories of the previous two days flooded back, and she was horrified to realise that it was broad daylight outside and she had clearly missed Matins. She draped a blanket round her and tried the door. The door handle did not turn; evidently it could only be opened from the outside. All day she sat, unclothed, unvisited, wondering what, exactly was in store for her here. The College of Correction and Redemption sounded very strict and fierce, but the alternative was being expelled from the Convent into an outside world of which she knew nothing, and feared everything. She had no trade with which she could earn a living; her main duties had been as a sort of general maid-of-all-work, when she wasn't praying, and she thought there would be little call for an adult woman to do a child's work, and even less call for someone to pray five times a day. The day wore on and she became hungrier, but that was no great hardship; days of fasting were well known to her, though usually it had been as a religious duty rather than as a penance. There was some water in the small side-room in the wash jug, and she drank a little of that. The light faded, and Sister Lucia, well aware that she had not made her devotions once, knelt beside her bed, pulling a blanket round her since it seemed sacrilegious to pray in the nude. She recited the whole of the litany of Compline, which took her nearly two hours. Stiff and weary, she lay on the bed and slept again. *** Chapter 12 Induction Sister Lucia woke when one of the nondescript servant girls in a grey smock brought her some hot tea, and bread and cheese early the next morning. When the prisoner started to ask a question, the skivvy looked very frightened and almost ran from the room. However, she left a bundle behind which proved to contain a nun's habit, complete with Swiss wimple, though no under-clothing. Sister Lucia donned such clothes as there were quickly, and with some relief; then she sat and ate the bread and cheese and drank the tea eagerly, as she had not eaten for some thirty-six hours. Some time after that, the servant appeared again, and put an admonitory finger to her lips. Evidently there was a rule of silence in this establishment, at least between the servants and the inmates. Obeying the servant's gestures, Sister Lucia followed her along a corridor and was directed through a door. When she entered with much trepidation, she was relieved to discover that it was merely another toilet, and she gratefully made use of its facilities. Returning to the corridor, she again followed the servant to another door, through which she went, to find herself in a book-lined study with a cheerful fire blazing in the hearth. A large desk, its top completely clear, stood below the window, with a comfortably upholstered chair behind it. Other than that, there was nowhere to sit, so Sister Lucia stood quietly waiting for someone to come and tell her what to do next. It was a worrying few minutes for her; clearly she was expected to wait, but most of the rules of the College were unknown. Should she speak to whoever came in, or not? Should she kneel and pray as she waited? Should she pass the time reading one of the books? How should she greet whoever came in? As she pondered these mysteries, Sister Lucia heard the door open behind her and Monsignor Flavin came past her and sat in the chair facing her. He examined her for some moments in silence, before asking, "Why are you here?" Sister Lucia didn't know what to say as her thoughts ran wildly over possible answers. Should she say she was a sinner? Should she say it was the Bishop's suggestion? Did the question only refer to her being in his study, in which case should she say that the servant brought her? It appeared that the question was rhetorical, as the Monsignor continued, "You are here because Mother Church has not finally decided that you are incorrigible. I have been looking at your history, and one thing puzzles me. Tell me, why did you become a nun?" Sister Lucia was at a loss as to how to answer that, but an answer was required, so she decided to tell the truth as she saw it, "Reverend Father, I ..." Monsignor Flavin interrupted her, "You address me simply as 'Master', not as Reverend anything. I am your teacher and Master while you are here, not your confessor." Somehow she heard the capital M on the word Master and shivered slightly. "Sir, I became a nun because I had always been intended to be a nun. It was something I knew had to happen, even from childhood, before I understood anything about Our Lord." A smile broke over the Monsignor's face, "I thought so. None of the V's?" Seeing her puzzled look he continued, " No visions from God ordering you to take the veil? No visitations from Our Lady talking of the cloister? No voices insisting that you must profess the vows? Nothing like that?" Sister Lucia was frightened even more by this line of thought; all the nuns who said they had visions in the Convent also had fits and were, in her opinion, at least partly mad. The one who heard voices was definitely mad; either that, or the angel which spoke to her was a devil, bent on upsetting the Convent. "No, sir," she replied, "Nothing like that. I just always knew that was to be my life." "So what did you feel, spiritually, when you first broke one of the vows?" "Sir, I ... I ... don't understand," she stammered. "Mother Superior had you removed from the Convent because you were found indulging in the sins of the flesh, specifically sexual sins. You had, she was certain, indulged before. When you had first enjoyed sexual stimulation by someone else, after you took your vows, and had not been caught, or been struck down by the wrath of Our Lord, what did you think?" "I ... I ...it was so nice. I wondered how it could be wrong." "And did you confess your sin?" "N-No, sir," her voice was very quiet as she admitted that. "Thank you for your honesty. We shall get on splendidly if you continue to be honest with me, and to obey your vow of obedience. You won't have the chance to disobey the vow of poverty, since you will have nothing which is your own. Even the habit you are wearing belongs to the College and can be withdrawn at any time," said her teacher, "And speaking of poverty, I see you are still wearing the ring you were given at the time you professed your vows. Please remove it and I will have it returned to the Convent, whose property it is." Sister Lucia removed the ring with much anguish, as it seemed the last link with her status as a nun. "Don't worry, I'll see you get a College replacement, but of course it will not have been blessed in the same way," the Monsignor reassured her, "Much as the habit you are now wearing, it will preserve the memory of being in the Convent, and the illusion of being decently dressed, while not actually signifying the substance." The dazed Sister really did not understand this at all. The difference between one habit and another was completely lost on her, but she did hope that she would be allowed another ring; her finger felt very odd without it. Monsignor Flavin rose from his chair and came round the desk to stand beside Sister Lucia, his hand brushing her cheek in a very familiar way. This was the first time a man had touched her at all since she was a small child. "I can see we will get on very well," he said, "As long as you remember that I am your Master now, and it is to me that you owe the obedience you formerly showed to the Mother Superior." "I'll try to obey, sir," the nun offered. "Good, good," he replied, "Stand still." With that he lifted the winged Swiss wimple from her hair, leaving her head bare. The dark hair, cut very short, contrasted with her fair complexion. When she had been in the College for a while and the hair had grown, she would be very popular indeed, he surmised. "You must let your hair grow for a while, and then we'll have it shaped a little," he said, to her utter amazement. He moved behind her and growled in her ear, "Stand still now. Remember you must obey." His hands snaked round her waist as he stood behind her, and cupped her breasts. Immediately she broke away from his grasp and turned to face him, tears coming into her eyes. "Reverend Father, you must not ..." "I shall do as I please, and you will obey," he interrupted, "You will not tell me what I must or must not do. You will address me as Master."" He walked back behind the desk and sat down. "You disobeyed my order to stand still. Is that another vow you wish to abjure? I believe the Reverend Mother explained what would happen if you failed to grasp the chance this College offers you. You would be put out on the streets of Dublin, almost naked, barefoot, penniless, homeless and excommunicate. Is that what you want?" "No, Master," she whispered. "I imagine you believe that allowing me to touch your breasts would break your vow of chastity?" Sister Lucia did not reply, merely hanging her head. She knew it was a trap, if she said no, she was condemned for disobedience, and if she said yes, she was condemned for valuing her already broken vow of chastity above her vow of obedience to his orders. "Answer me!" "Master ... no man has ever touched me like that," she prevaricated, "I was ... startled." "Come here, beside me," he ordered. Sister Lucia moved round the desk, acutely aware of what was to come next. Monsignor Flavin held out his hand, palm up, just above her waist level. "Lean forwards until your breast rests on my hand," he said quietly. Sister Lucia knew that the only other choice was impossible. Thrown out on the streets of Dublin in January with no home, money, or clothing, she would be lucky to live through the freezing night; if she did live it would only be as the servant or toy of some ruffian. She leant forward carefully, until her left breast was resting on his hand. "Better," he said, "Go back to where you were, in front of the desk." Sister Lucia breathed a sigh of relief and did as she was told. *** Chapter 13 Self-Correction Her relief was short-lived as the Monsignor took a knout from a drawer in his desk and offered it to her. "This is what you will use to purge yourself of any sins you may feel you have committed, Sister. Here it replaces confession; when you believe you have purged yourself sufficiently, you are absolved of the sins you have remembered, just as if you had confessed them and performed the penance set by the priest," he said. She took the whip and looked at. She had never seen its like before, It consisted of a tapering bundle of leather thongs about three feet long; clearly the user could flagellate her own back with ease. Sister Lucia was not aware that this was a gentle version of the device; more earnest penitents would use the same whip, but with each thong twisted with wire and hardened, so that its use would mangle the flesh. "Do you have any sins unconfessed, Sister?" came the quiet question. "Oh yes, Master," she replied, "You know I have." "Very well then. You may commence to purge them now." "Here? In front of you, Master?" she asked, uncertain. "Of course, child. I need to know that you are using this scourge properly. You have never seen one before," it wasn't a question. Sister Lucia took the knout in her right hand and lashed it over her left shoulder on to her back. She did feel it land, but it didn't really hurt. "Sister Lucia," Monsignor Flavin's voice was full of tender solicitude, "You will have to strike much harder than that. Moreover it is a time-honoured tradition that scourging is applied to bare flesh." "You mean I am to ..." her voice trailed off. "My child, I do not say this for my own satisfaction," he lied, "but for the sake of your immortal soul. Here at the College of Correction and Redemption we have seen many souls at risk. Many have been saved from eternal damnation, but only by obedience and humility. Do cease your questioning of every order you are given, my child, I beg of you, for your soul's sake." Sister Lucia hesitated for only a moment before slowly removing her habit. She had never in her life stripped herself naked before another person, not even as a very small child. Even her lover, Marie, had had to remove Sister Lucia's clothes herself. When she was naked, the Monsignor had to fight hard to control himself. This young nun had a body that would have tempted a saint, had there been such a one remotely near the College. Unpromising though her birth and upbringing had been, the end result was definitely worth looking at, and more. Much as he wanted to do so, he dared not fondle that body just yet. There was much groundwork to be done first. Not looking at the priest, but keeping her eyes firmly on the floor in front of her, Sister Lucia lifted the knout high again. Monsignor Flavin could not tear his eyes from the way her right breast lofted and bounced slightly, the pink nipple rigid from cold and embarrassment. She let fly with the knout, putting all her strength into it, and screamed in pain as the thongs bit into the flesh of her back, the tips of several of them snapping viciously into the soft skin of her upper buttocks. She crumpled to her knees and dropped the knout. Never in her life had she known such pain. Entranced though he was by the bouncing flesh on show, the old priest was not slow to rush round the desk and help her to her feet, taking every opportunity to grip the young firm flesh 'accidentally' as he did so. When she was on her feet, he examined her back solicitously, stroking the angry red and black marks left on her skin by the knout as though to smooth them away. He even went so far as to cup one buttock before remembering himself and moving away from her. Fortunately she did not notice, her mind being occupied by the agony of her outraged flesh. When she had calmed a little, he said, "I think that's enough for today, Sister. You may replace your habit." Gratefully, she did so, only to discover that her skin protested violently wherever the cloth touched a weal. "Go to your room, my child. I will come and see how you are later on," as she reached to recover the whip, he added, "Do not take the knout. I will bring you a shorter, softer instrument, more suitable to one who is not accustomed to flagellation." When he went into her room later that evening, the Monsignor put a light knout on the shelf of the prie-dieu before turning to the figure lying face down on the bed. "Come here, and we will see what we can do with those weals," he said, and helped her to her feet, "then we will talk about your life in the College of Correction and Redemption." Slowly Monsignor Flavin helped her remove her habit, as he explained, "So that I can put some ointment on your poor skin." When he examined the damaged skin, he was relieved to see that she had not harmed it in any way which he thought would leave permanent scars. That was the last thing he wanted, and he cursed himself for not realising that she might prove an over-enthusiastic self-flagellant. Taking the cream he had specially made up at the pharmacists to soothe bruises and clean cuts, he gently applied it to her back. It was also rather greasy and served well to lubricate skin to skin contact. He smoothed it into her back and sides, occasionally touching the side of her breasts, and as she made no movement he became bolder, stroking and cupping her breasts more firmly, and feeling the nipples harden under his touch. Reluctantly moving his hands away from her breasts, he spread more cream on her lower back and worked on down towards, and on to the tops of her buttocks where they rose to form the sides of a shadowed valley. Then he lengthened his strokes so that each moved further on to the undamaged pale flesh of her twin cheeks. Eventually he was massaging her bottom without moving to her back at all, and his thumbs were moving deeper and deeper into the furrow between them. Without her realising what she was doing, her legs parted and her bottom rose in the air, giving his soothing fingers access to her clitoris. He stroked it gently until she was twitching with pleasure. Very gently he parted her labia. As he sank his thumb deep into her vagina she moaned in pleasure and he redoubled the caresses to her sensitive nubbin. In moments she was in the throes of an orgasm. When she had finished he withdrew his hand and said, "Is that how it was with the Novice, at the convent?" Sister Lucia blushed deeply and nodded. "You must never do that again in this room," he said, "This is Sister Lucia's cell and here you must behave as a nun. Here you pray and meditate. Outside this room, when I allow you out of it, you can be Molly and she is allowed to climax." "Master?" she queried. "What word did you use for what just happened, you and your Novice." "We never spoke of it, Master, but I thought of it as shuddering." "A good nun, such as Sister Lucia wants to be, should never shudder," he instructed her, "But if your body needs it, Molly will be allowed to do so only when I permit it, and never again in this room. Later, when your back has healed, I will punish Sister Lucia for today's excesses." As he was leaving he added, "Your food and drink will be brought to you by the servant girls. They will not speak to you, nor may you speak to them." Making his way back to his study, the Monsignor reflected on how easy it usually was to persuade these foolish young women that they were two people, and that one was virtuous and the other sinful, but that they shared a body. Of course, he had never heard of hormones, he only knew that young women of Sister Lucia's type needed sexual release, and that this bodily need was in conflict with their spiritual devotion to their convent vows. He had heard the tales of places like Loudun and he thought that using their bodies sexually from time to time allowed such women to be all the more pure when they were being nuns. It helped to use two different names and to use different locations. 'Yes,' he thought, 'before she knows it she will be opening her legs to anyone who tells her to do so. I hope she lasts longer than most of our visiting nuns before she falls pregnant.' *** Chapter 14 Co-operation For two days, Sister Lucia was left alone to contemplate her fate in this strange establishment. She wondered what she would be required to do for this strange establishment where she was punished and yet encouraged to sexual sin. When she tried to leave her cell and go into the corridor she confirmed that although there was a doorknob on the inside of the door, it did not turn and she could not open the door. The servants brought her food, but never spoke, and they were always careful to shut the door after they left. After the long two day wait and many hours of contemplation, Sister Lucia was escorted again to Monsignor Flavin's study. "It is time for you to be punished for your disobedience and obstinacy. Are you ready to obey me and to be an obedient pupil of the College of Correction and Redemption?" he asked. "Yes, ... Master," she said, "please do not punish me too hard. I am now resolved to obey." The First Book of the Merciful Nun "Disrobe," he ordered, "You should always disrobe for punishment," and she moved to do as she was told as quickly as she could. Soon she stood before him naked again; he stood up and moved round the desk to stand beside her with a knout in one hand. Using it as a handle, he lifted one breast and then released it, watching it drop back into its accustomed place with a delightful little bounce. "You may have surmised that your time here will be different from the life of a nun in a convent. Here you must remember that anything demanded of you is required by the Church," he told her, "Now lie face down on the desk here." As she complied her moved her so that her upper body was supported on the desk, but her feet were still on the floor. "Place your feet as wide apart as you can." Again she obeyed, very conscious that her most private parts were displayed in a very rude manner. The first blow to the rounded pale bottom offered for punishment landed squarely across the fleshiest parts, leaving a series of angry red marks. As the girl's howl of agony subsided the Monsignor reached out and smoothed the abused skin gently, much to the young nun's distress. The knout fell again, across her back this time, expertly applied so that the tips several of the tails curled round to catch the side of her breast in a vicious bite. More howls followed, and the Monsignor was again moved to console the girl physically, and yet felt a deep desire to hurt her even more. The knout fell again, and this time her body rose involuntarily up from the desk as the backs of her thighs took the blow. "Down. Stay down," snapped her Master unfeelingly through the girl's piteous cries for mercy. He ran his hand over all the marks on her back and down to those on her thighs. Moving up again, his fingers went between her thighs to find her opening and little nubbin, which they tweaked expertly so that she found herself shuddering again in seconds. This was a wonderful feeling, enhanced by the contrast with the pain she was still feeling from the kisses of the knout. When she had calmed a little, he said, "It is time now for you to return the pleasure, for me. To help me shudder as well." "Of course, Monsignor," she said, eager to show him how obedient she was. "Call me Master," he reminded her, "Now, do you know how to do what I want?" "N-not really, Master," she said. Monsignor Flavin opened his trousers and showed her his erection. She recoiled at first, but soon reached to touch him. "Have you seen one before?" he asked. "No, Master. But I have heard about them. The girls, when I was at school, they said they had seen their brothers' and that it works for people like for dogs or horses. The man goes in to the woman and she has a baby." "That's right," he encouraged, "Now Molly, do you know what happens if you stroke this enough to make me ... shudder?" "Yes. Master; seed will come out and it is supposed to go into the body of a wife to bring a child to her." "Now I have no wife, being a priest, so what can I do with the seed the Lord sends me?" "I don't know, Master," said Molly, wondering where this was all leading. "Well, I must not let it fall on the floor, must I? You know your bible and what happened when Onan did when he went to his brother's wife, do you not?" Molly was now very worried, but she dutifully recited, "It is from Genesis 38, Master. It says, when he went in to his brother's wife, he spilled his seed upon the ground, lest children should be born in his brother's name." "And what happened to him?" "In the next verse it says the Lord slew him, because he did a detestable thing." Monsignor Flavin seemed pleased with her. Molly felt she had passed some sort of test. "You don't want that to happen to me, do you? The Lord slaying me?" "No, Master, but I am not your wife. That would be mortal sin to lie with you," she replied, "I don't know what I can do?" "You can swallow it, my child. That way it will not make a baby in you, but nor will it fall on the ground." Molly looked very doubtful at this suggestion, so the Monsignor decided that a measure of authority might help. "Kneel, now," he ordered firmly, and she obeyed, "Take it in your mouth and suck out the seed. Do not let one drop fall on the floor." As he had expected, the nun did as she was told. Once again he marvelled at the degree of obedience that could be instilled by years of training. She sucked inexpertly for a few minutes, then he started to move his penis in her mouth and before long she was swallowing as if his life really depended on it. He soon recovered his composure and rang for a servant. "Take Molly back to her room please," he said, and she hastened to put her habit back on under the incurious stare of the servant girl. Back in her room, Sister Lucia considered what she had just done. When she thought about it, she knew that his casuistry about not spilling his seed was a fraud. She had sinned, and she had to confess it. It occurred to her that she had not attended a single mass or office since she arrived at the College. When the servant brought in her next meal, the nun put herself between the servant and the door, and asked, "Please can you help me?" The servant looked at her in utter horror and said, "Forbidden." "Please tell Monsignor Flavin that I need to see him," said Sister Lucia. The servant disappeared through the door without responding, and there was no sign that her message had been passed on. *** Chapter 15 Plaything About mid-morning, well after Sister Lucia had said in solitude the morning offices of Matins, Lauds, Prime and Terce, a servant came to her room and indicated that she was to go with her. Again they passed along the corridors and she was led into Monsignor Flavin's study. Standing before his desk, she felt quite ill at ease, not thinking it was her place to initiate the conversation, but unsure of what he might say to her. After what felt like an age, he finally stood up, walked round the desk and stood beside her. "Do you remember your visit here yesterday?" he asked in a quiet, controlled voice which filled her with foreboding. "Do you remember what you said then?" he prompted. "Yes, Mons ... Master," she said, her voice quavering, "I said I was resolved to obey." "And do you remember what passed between us?" "Yes, Master." "And you spoke to the servant?" "Yes, Master." "Then why are you still clothed? Do you think you are not to be punished for your disobedience?" Resigning herself to more punishment, and sinfully hoping for his hands to soothe her again afterwards, she discarded her habit and underwear. "It would be more convenient if you did not wear underthings when coming to my study, and if you disrobed immediately you enter the room. I will tell you if you have no punishment due, but that seems unlikely." As she moved towards the desk, he held out his hand to stop her. It cupped her breast briefly and then moved down her belly to cup her furry mound. This she allowed without moving a muscle. "Better," he said, "But stand with your feet apart when I touch you." To his surprise, she did so without demur. Teasing her nubbin until he felt her lubricating, he took his hand away just as she was beginning to pant. "On the desk again," he ordered. She lay across the desk again, and opened her legs without needing to be told to do so. Monsignor Flavin spent a few seconds admiring the beautiful bottom offered to him for punishment, and the private parts clearly visible between the parted thighs. Then his desire to hurt her came to the fore, and he swung the knout from three feet away, so that its tails landed on one cheek and on one thigh, with the tips curling into the gap between her legs and inflicting tremendous pain on her tenderest portions. As she cried out in agony and slowly subsided in to heart-rending sobbing, he moved to the other side and let fly again, on the other cheek and thigh, but on the same tenderest portion with the tips of the flail's many strings. After some moments she had calmed again and lay there with her buttocks clenching and relaxing alternately in anticipation of the next blow. As the true refinement of his torture became apparent she looked round to see that he had put the knout down and was watching her closely. Still he said nothing and she did not move. His hand stroked the battered skin of one buttock as he savoured the vulnerability of the woman now lying naked on his desk, entirely at his mercy. For some time he remained with one hand still, lightly resting on the inflamed skin. Moving away, he opened his trousers and his erection stuck out like a flagpole before him. "Come here," he ordered. Standing up she moved to him and without any need for further orders, she knelt before him and ministered to his needs again, swallowing his outpourings as before. When he had closed his trousers, he ordered her back to the desk, but did not use the knout again. Instead he fingered her nubbin and then slid a finger into her wet and welcoming womanhood. Moving it gently in and out so as not to damage her intact maidenhead, he brought her to a shattering climax. While she still lay there twitching in the aftershocks of her pleasure, he resumed his seat behind the desk. Ringing for a servant, he said, "You may go now." "Master?" she asked, "When may I make confession?" "You will be fetched when I deem that necessary." Emboldened by this reply, she persisted, "And when may I attend mass and receive communion, Master?" "Obedience will bring such privileges. Questioning my orders as you have just done will cause you more punishment tomorrow," he said and took up a book, ignoring her and the servant as they left. The following day she was conducted to the study in the early morning, just after dawn and interrupting her private celebration of Lauds. This time she stripped without any word being spoken and sucked on her Master's organ. Then she was whipped and fingered to climax. A servant was called and as the two women left the study, Monsignor Flavin uttered the single word, "Better." Late that afternoon she was conducted by a servant, not to the study, but to a small chapel where she was ushered into a confessional. This made her nervous because she had assumed that she was going to the study again, and she felt very odd, kneeling in a confessional naked under her habit. "Yes, my daughter," said a familiar voice, and Sister Lucia realised that Monsignor Flavin was also to be her confessor. The routine of confession was completed, with Sister Lucia detailing all that had passed between them, and being questioned closely as to her feelings and experiences. At the end, the Monsignor said, "I find no sin here. You merely obeyed those whom God put in charge of you, as a good and devout woman should. Penance for the sins of disobedience has already been made by the whippings you have received. Go in peace." The curtain on the little grating between them was then closed with a degree of finality. She rose and left the confession box to find a different servant waiting to escort her to her cell. There she discovered that all her underthings had been removed. For seven more days the routine of one visit a day to the study continued, though the time of day of these sessions varied a lot. The events in the study always included whipping, and shuddering, and kneeling to drink the Monsignor's offering, though again the order of these three was unpredictable. Rarely was anything said by either of them. Then a day came when she was not conducted to his study, and the same the following day. Sister Lucia was at a loss to know why she was no longer being used, and on the third night she was compelled by her desires to bring herself to a shudder in the darkness of her cell. *** Chapter 16 Choice It was some days after that before she saw Monsignor Flavin again. When she did, it was in his study, where she stood before his desk again, feeling like a schoolgirl 'on the mat' before the headmistress. As she entered he had told her to keep her clothes on, and she felt quite bereft, that she was not to be punished was good, but did that mean they were not to pleasure each other? She knew it was sinful, despite his words in the confessional, but she had become accustomed to him making her shudder, and a modern psychiatrist would say she was conditioned to expect it. "Molly, listen to me. The time has come to review your progress, and to discuss your future," he said. Waving to a chair she had not previously noticed in the corner, he added pleasantly, "Pull up a chair, my child." When she was sitting nervously opposite him, he looked long and hard at her. "Well, you have improved a lot since the first time we met in this room and you flinched when I touched your breast," he started. Molly nodded. "Now you seem very obedient. You have realised, I feel, that obedience is the true virtue, and the only one to which you are capable of adhering. I dare say that if I walked round there now and told you to be still, then fondled your breasts and lower body, you would not move a muscle." She blushed as she realised that this was indeed true. In her cell the Sister Lucia persona ruled her body and hated what happened to her, but in this room the she knew that she would willingly submit to anything he wanted to do to her, and that she would enjoy most of it. "How sweet, you can still blush at a sexual thought." He paused and concentrated on filling and lighting his pipe. When it was well alight, he spoke again. "I have again discussed you with the Mother Superior and the Bishop," he lied, "They both agree that you do not yet have a true vocation to be a member of a religious order. While your obedience is not questioned and the vow of poverty does not present a difficulty, your obvious enjoyment of sexual activities means that some time, perhaps even years must pass before you could again be trusted inside a closed community dedicated to chastity, which really means celibacy. I am sure you understand that a Bride of Christ should not scream in ecstasy as she spends, shudders, impaled on a male finger, or excited by another woman's mouth; nor should she swallow a man's offering so eagerly." Molly nodded. "That brings us back to the old option of the Order expelling you on to the streets of Dublin, barefoot and penniless. I do not doubt that you would soon be earning a living in a whorehouse and would not suffer immediately. However, whores tend to catch awful diseases, and to die young, in cruel circumstances, so it isn't a very tempting option. Now, the Bishop and I have devised a way in which you can continue to serve the Church while not actually being in a Convent. On the Bishop's advice, the Mother Superior has agreed that you can remain technically a member of the order, but that you will be on Sabbatical Leave indefinitely. That means you can resume the life of a nun when you are older, should you so wish. In the mean time we have a useful rôle for you within these four walls." Somewhat infuriatingly for her, he stopped to relight his pipe. "It is an unfortunate fact of life that all priests are men, and that all men are sinners. The Bishop thinks that for those priests for whom celibacy is all but impossible, it is better for their sin to be controlled and channelled, rather than random and causing scandals. We propose, therefore, that accommodation be provided here for you to ... indulge, yes indulge is the word, indulge these men who could then better control their urges and keep their ... ahem ... hands off their parishioners." She thought bitterly, 'So I am to be in the church's whore house, instead of a public one. Some choice.' "I think we could make your life here comfortable, and we anticipate no more than three or four visitors a week. In the stews of Mountgomery Street you would be visited many times every day, by all sorts of undesirables. Of course, I shall still have my needs, and the Bishop will call occasionally. If that course of action is agreeable, you would be provided with suitable clothes and, of course, while performing these services you would be known by your former name, Molly." "Yes, Master," she replied, remembering with no great pleasure those far-off days when she was Molly all the time, before she professed her vows and became Sister Lucia. "Come with me," he ordered and swept out of the room. Hurrying to keep up with him, she followed until they reached her cell, and both went into it. "This is Sister Lucia's cell. Here you are Sister Lucia, the Merciful Nun. Here you will eat, sleep and live, except for the special occasions, when you have a visitor." She stared at him, not fully understanding. "Come," and he was gone again. They hurried along corridors into a part of the College of Correction and Redemption which she had never before visited. The corridors here were not merely carpeted, the carpets were thick. There were pictures on the walls, religious scenes to be sure, but decorations nevertheless. The Monsignor opened a door and led her into a room. "Here, you are Molly and will entertain your visitors," he explained, "It is in this room that the Merciful Nun shows her mercy and compassion for men torn apart between their vows to the Church and their earthly desires." Molly looked around her and saw the sort of bedroom she thought a rich lady might have, though in truth it was basic enough. It was warmed by a cheerful fire in a large fireplace. There was a bed, with a proper mattress which sank a little under her weight as she sat on it. A wardrobe stood with its door open and several dresses hanging in it. A dressing table had some unfamiliar items on it, among which she recognised only lipstick. A large leather upholstered easy chair was off in one corner. It was frayed but looked serviceable; she would learn soon enough what it was for. To one the side was a washstand with a jug and bowl, which were purely decorative, since he showed her that through another door was a bathroom. Out of the window she could see a garden with tall trees obscuring any longer views. "Now, Molly," said Monsignor Flavin, "You may serve me." Dutifully, she sank to her knees before him and opened his trousers, taking his manhood into her mouth. No doubt this was how she had to help the men who would visit the Merciful Nun. To her surprise he indulged himself for only a few moments before withdrawing and buttoning himself up. Taking her hand he helped her up and took her over to the armchair. "This is not for sitting in," he said, "At least, not by you. Bend over one arm." Helped a little by his guiding hands, she settled herself face down over one arm of the chair, her shoulders resting comfortably enough over the other arm. "That is how you will use this chair, when a visitor wants you to do so. He may want you bent over the arm like this for various reasons, but the position is always the same." She felt him lift the skirts of her habit, and of her shift to expose her bottom, naked as it always was now. He stroked her globes tenderly. Molly resigned herself to another spanking, but he surprised her by parting her cheeks and running his finger down the crack and between her waiting labia. She was wet, as she always was after sucking him, even for a few moments. His finger entered her a little, as far as he ever pushed it, and turned and twisted, collecting her juices. Then it ran up to her darker entrance and pressed. "No," she breathed, before she could stop herself. "Obedience," he ordered, and she stilled herself. The finger entered her rear passage and went deep. It was an odd feeling, not quite exciting, but a reminder that he was there and using her body for his own pleasure.