0 comments/ 8946 views/ 2 favorites Sexual Discovery By: ainu2 I'm six feet five inches tall, weigh 218 pounds. I played football and am now on the track team, so I work out regularly and am in extra good shape. I just turned eighteen and in another two months I'll graduate from high school. I plan on going to the local community college to study nursing. I know, nursing is mostly a female profession but my Mom is a nurse and it's what I want to do. Besides, thinking chauvinistic, being a male in a female field will probably be to my advantage when it comes to promotions. When I finish my two years and pass the exam to be an RN I'll get a job and start working on my bachelor's degree. I can do that almost all over the internet. Then, I plan on continuing my studies and getting a master's and become a nurse practitioner. By the time I'm twenty five or so I should then have a good job,be able to really be of help to people and also earn very good money and afford to find a girl I love and get married. I've got it all figured out. Right now I live with my Mom and two younger sisters, one sixteen and one fourteen. My Dad died five years ago. Things are a little tight, I work part time, but my Mom makes enough that we manage o.k. I'll need to keep working while I live here and get through the first two years and earn my RN. Then I'll be able to move out and find some little place to rent while I work full time and work on my BS. I usually do my exercises in our back yard and lift some light weights to keep in shape. So, I'm in the yard, doing some arm curls with ten pound weights when my youngest sister, Nancy, comes home with a friend. The friend's Mom, Mrs. McGovern, apparently drove them and is with them. I have to admit that Mrs. McGovern is a fox. I mean, she could probably be a centerfold model. Truly great body. I know she's old. She must be past thirty to have a fourteen year old. Maybe thirty five. Maybe a year or two younger, depending when she married. Whatever, she's old maybe but really, really sexy. I've jerked off thinking of her, which may seem odd with all the high school girls I know but there's just something about her. She sees me and comes out into the yard. My shirt is off, I have on some shorts, and I'm sweating a little. She walks right up to me and reaches out and puts her hand on my chest. "Mark," she says, "you're so big now. You just had your eighteenth birthday didn't you?" I lower my arm, still holding the weight. She's sort of rubbing my chest a little, feeling me. I've just been thinking about her great body and feel a little guilty, I mean she's my sister's friend's mother. So I sort of grunt out a "yes". "You must have a lot of girl friends," she says. She then looks over her shoulder into the house and both girls must have gone into another room because I can see they're not there. She then does something that's both surprising and sort of weird. She uses her other hand to grab at my crotch and get hold of my cock and balls. "You're probably fucking them, aren't you?" Where's this going? I'm not sure what to do. So I just say, "No, I don't have a girl friend." But I can tell that in reaction, I'm getting a little harder down there. "You feel like you have a very nice cock, Mark," she says, smiling and still holding me. "You could give someone a really good fuck. You could give me a really good fuck. And, I could teach you how to really satisfy a woman. That should come in handy with some of the girls your age. What do you think?" I'm almost speechless. This is like a weird dream or something. "Uh, you want you and me to fuck?" is what I blurted out. "Yes, that's exactly what I want," she says, still smiling and still holding my cock and balls. "We just have to figure out when and where." She looks over her shoulder again. I can see some movement inside the house. She lets go of my balls and steps back a little. "Tomorrow after school Mindy (that's her daughter) is going to come home with Nancy. So you come to my house then and we'll have a couple hours before my husband comes home." With that she looks over her shoulder again and turns and walks away, back inside the house. In no time, she and her daughter are gone. Now, what do I do? On the one hand, I feel like skipping my last class and getting to her house early to have more time with her. On the other hand this is so unreal that I think I better forget it happened, like it was a dream or something. She's older, she's married, she has a daughter, she's probably been fucking for years. Why would she decide to fuck me? I mean, she's a fox, it would probably be great but then I've never done it before and will probably screw it up somehow. It's adultery, probably not even legal. But then, if I did it with a girl at school it would also be adultery. And I'd do that any chance I got. Anything short of getting married is adultery. All kinds of people do it all the time. And she's right, learning how to be good at it would give me an advantage over other guys. So, I'm ringing the bell at her house at a little after two in the afternoon. She doesn't answer right away and I'm about ready to run away because I'm making some huge mistake, when the door opens and she's there with a big grin on her face. She's bare foot with a light robe on, looking even sexier than normal. "You're earlier than I expected Mark, how great that is. We'll have even more time together." She almost grabs my hand and ushers me in, closing the door behind us. "We might as well get to the bedroom," she says. "We'll use the guest room rather than the one my husband and I use. If I don't get it cleaned up right away, no one will ever notice," She leads me up stairs and down a short hall, into a very nice bedroom. As soon as we're through the door, she pulls loose the robe and drops it and she's completely naked. This is the first naked lady I've ever seen in my life, live and up close and she has an even greater body than I had imagined. "You're beautiful, Mrs. McGovern,' I say out loud, almost in awe. She grins. "I'm glad you think so, Mark, and it's Diane, not Mrs. McGovern, at least when we're in a situation like this. Now we need to get your clothes off because I think I'm going to think you're beautiful, too." She starts to unfasten my belt. I have on a t-shirt, so I pull it up over my head while she works on my belt. As I get the shirt loose so that I can see, she's unzipping my fly. I grasp the waist and help her pull my pants down. I step out of them and as she shakes them out straight and folds them and puts them on a chair, I lean down and get one shoe and then the other off. I'm pulling off my socks when she's back, running her hand down my back. Here's this sexy naked female body right up against me practically. I'm trying to see everything, sort of memorizing what it all looks like. As I straighten up, she has hold of my boxer shorts and starts pulling them down. She's almost kneeling in front of me as I step out of the shorts and my cock, very erect, is bouncing around in front of her. She wraps the fingers of one hand around my cock and holds it and looks at it, grinning. "I knew you'd have a great cock, Mark. You're so big I figured your cock would have to be also and it's just perfect.' She keeps hold of it and stands up. "If we're going to be lovers, we should probably start with some kissing, don't you think?" Almost automatically, without thinking about it, I have my arms around her and she lets go of my cock and has hers around me and we kiss. She has to look up and I have to almost scrunge down a little to get our mouths together. She's perhaps five foot five or six, a lot shorter than me. It's a really good kiss, as good or better as I've ever had with a girl before. We stop for a moment and then kiss again, still holding each other. I can feel her breasts pressing against me, her hips pushing to be against me, too. This is the real thing, not just one of my wet dreams. Finally, she backs off a little and starts backing up, looking up and down my body as she pulls me toward the bed. I get to look at her body at the same time. Gorgeous breasts, just like I've seen in magazines but right in front of me now, actually jiggling a little as she moves. I look on down where her legs come together, where her pussy has to be. I've never seen a live pussy, just some in some internet pornos. It makes me realize that she's just like the girls in the porn, there's no hair showing. "You don't have any pubic hair," I say. "I shave it," she says, smiling. "In fact, I was shaving when you rang the door bell. Getting ready for you. I plan on you becoming very familiar with it before you leave." She's right at the bed now and sits down on it with me right in front of her. She again grasps my still erect cock with one hand. She looks up at me, grinning, then looks at my cock, opens her mouth and leans forward and taskes a couple inches of me into her mouth.She's licking and sucking or doing something to me injside her mouth. It makes me realize, all the dreams and fantasies I've had, often while masturbating, I've never been specific about what's happening to me. Since I have no real experience, I couldn't even imagine what would happen or how it would feel. Right now, I know that from now on I'll be able to recall this feeling, it's unbelievable. "You have a really nice cock, Mark," she says, sliding her lips off me but still holding it. She uses her other hand to hold my balls and sort of fondle them or roll them around a little. She bends her head to the side and licks the length of my cock, then the other side. Then she starts swallowing it again. She slides off it again. "Really big, I can hardly get my mouth open enough to take it in," she says and then proceeds to take it in again. This is the sexiest thing that's ever happened to me. She probably hasn't sucked on me for more than ten seconds and I can feel that I'm probably going to cum. "I think I'm going to cum," I say out loud. Her mouth still holding about half my cock, she makes an "uh-huh" sound and shakes her head up and down slightly, then takes even more of me into her mouth. I can feel the head of my cock sitting at her throat, like she might swallow it. Then I cum. I can feel it. I get a little light headed and put my hands on her head and can't help but push my hips at her like I'm trying to shove my cock into her farther. I shoot some more and then I'm done. She slides her lips back and off, stares at my cock a moment and then sticks her tongue out and licks a last drop or two off it, sucks the head into her mouth for a second and then sits back and looks up at me. "I really like your cock. Now, though, until you get it up again, maybe you can do the same for me. What do you think about my body, Mark?" She then starts crawling back on the bed, ending up laying on her back, her legs spread slightly, her one hand, fingers out, is down between her legs. "I've always thought you were sexy," I say to her. "You have a gorgeous body." "Well, climb on here and get next to me and start making love to my gorgeous body," she says. I can see her fingers moving, rubbing her pussy. "Guys are ready in seconds, it takes a while to arouse a woman. I need you to get me ready now." I get on the bed, lay next to her and lean my face to her and kiss her. I get one hand to one of her breasts. When the kiss stops, she says, "Feel my breast like you love it, not like it's some piece of meat that needs to be squeezed tight. Yes, just like that. Now slide down a little and get your lips to it, kiss it, lick it. Yes. Lick the nipple. Oh, yes. Suck on it. You're a natural Mark." I'd never touched a female breast before. But it was easy to act like I loved it because I did. I wanted to make her feel good and I wanted to enjoy everything I could about her breasts. She had me move to the other one and I did the same to it. She made the same comments, .leading me through what I should do. She also took my one hand and slid it down over her stomach, getting my fingers down where hers had been. I could feel the shape of her pussy lips. Oddly, I could also feel some hair stubble. It's hard to grin when you're sucking a nipple but I did because I thought that she hadn't managed to finish shaving as I felt the stubble. "Get between my legs, Mark." She spread her legs and I pushed up off the bed to climb over her one leg and get between them. "Slide down a little," she says. "Kiss me some on your way. Ah, yes, like that." I licked her belly button as I moved down on her. I'd seen this in porn before so I knew what I was about to do. And I wanted to do it, wanted to learn how, to find out what it was like. Then, there it was. Some wrinkled flesh, the lips, I guess. She used her fingers to pull them apart and show the pink insides. "Put your tongue in there and lick up and down some," she tells me. Her knees are up on either side of me, her legs back some, raising her pussy up from the bed, but still my chin was on the quilt as I got my tongue into her. As I licked up and down and then up again, I felt a little bump. "Ah," she says, "you found it already." So I licked on it. "Get back to it later but lick down now and find my vagina." I did, It was right there, an opening, a softness that I could push into. I shoved my tongue in as much as I could but I learned I don't have a long tongue. I licked around a little then licked back up to that bump. "Slide a finger into my vagina, do it in and out for awhile and keep licking on me where you are." She makes lots of moans and I can feel her pussy changing, getting more engorged maybe, opening up on its own. My finger slides in and out easily, she's getting wetter. "Make it two fingers, push in a third if you can. Yes, Like that. Keep it up, please. I'm getting there." I kept flicking my tongue in her, sliding my fingers in and out of her, finger fucking her I realized. Her moans became yelps, her hips and legs jerked a little. Then she started a muffled kind of scream. A scream but not as loud as a real scary scream like in the movies. Then she started to really jerk her hips, her legs were waving around and I could feel a real flow of juice coming out around my fingers in her. It was getting on my face, I could even taste it -- not bad, something I'll always think of as sex. And then she's pulling on my hair and almost yelling. "Fuck me, fuck me. Slide up here and get that big cock of yours in me!" So I do. I slide up and start trying to shove my cock, which was definitely full hard again, into where my fingers had been. And I keep missing. She reaches down with one hand and grabs me and aims me. "Push!" she says. I do and slide into her. A feeling like no other. My whole cock is enveloped in warm, moist, tightness. "On in, all the way," she says, so I push on. I can feel my cock head forcing her flesh open as it moves. I can feel my pubic hair against her, I'm fully in. "Now fuck me, Mark. In and out, in and out, faster and faster and harder and harder." I last a lot longer than I did in her mouth but it still was probably only a couple minutes and I was shooting off again. It felt wonderful, amazing, yet almost hurt a little. My cock and insides weren't used to this. She has her legs and arms around me. "Just stay in there for a moment," she says. "Lets feel how good this has been." So I do. It feels good to me, too. In a minute she lowers her legs and I pull my hips back and move off to the side and lay facing her. "That went really good, Mark," she says. "You're a natural. I hope you liked it as much as I did." "Oh, I loved it, it felt terrific," I tell her, which is certainly true. I can't even come up with words to describe how mind blowing it was. But I wonder what a married woman is doing with a kid like me. "You're married," I say. "What about your husband?" "Mark, I was the horniest girl in the world when I was young. The only solution was to get married, at least that's what society and my family said. So I got married. I probably got pregnant an hour after the ceremony. We fucked like wild animals, never stopping almost, not even to eat for a day or so. Now, fifteen years later, we still fuck regularly. I'll probably repeat what we just did with him in four or five hours. And I'll love it. He's a great lover. I think he probably knows I'm getting a little more on the side and I think he's probably doing the same. But we don't mention it. I'm just always horny and always have someone available, often more than one. So I've been doing this for years now. I hope to do this more with you, a lot. And, no, I'll never say anything to my husband and you better never say anything to anyone. Now, I'm feeling sort of gooey down there so I'm going into the bathroom and clean up some. Want to come, too?" I follow her, amazed that I'm naked walking with this naked woman who has a fabulous body. I watch her hips move, her ass cheeks move, her tits bounce a little. She squats on the toilet and lets some stuff come out and then gets what looks like a bottle and tube and holds it and aims the tube at her pussy. "It's just plain water, a douche to clean me out," she tells me. I just watch all this. I'm particularly staring at her pussy, trying to recognize its shape and what it is. "I could tell that you didn't finish shaving," I said, "I could feel the stubble when I was licking you." She grins. "Well, maybe you can finish shaving me. How would you like that?" "Actually, I'd like to get a better look at you. I don't want to cut you so I'll be careful but, yeah, I'd like to." There is a can of shaving cream and a razor, a little female type light blue razor, on the counter next to the sink. She backs up to the counter next to the sink and hoists herself up so she's sitting on the counter with just the very back end of her rear on it and the rest of her out in front. She spreads her legs and I kneel down between them and get a good close up look. What must be her pussy lips that I've read about really aren't all that beautiful. Sexy, yes, because I know what's behind them. But darker than the rest of her skin and sort of wrinkly. I get some shaving cream on my finger and spread it over her whole pussy area. I take the razor and start shaving. I start above and then move to the side. If there's any on down below, leading to her ass hole, I miss it. When I think I'm done, I get water on my hands and wipe her clean, use a wash cloth and wipe her all over. "I better check just to be sure," I say out loud. I use both hands to spread her open and get my tongue into her again and start licking. She has her hand on the back of my head and makes little moaning noises. I lick down to her vagina opening and stick my tongue in and then lick up to her clit and flick my tongue on the bump. I get a finger into her vagina and start working my tongue on her clit faster and faster. I can feel her getting wetter and pull my finger back out and get two fingers into her and start sliding them in and out. I stop every once in a while to back off and just look at her, sort of memorizing what a pussy is. She seems to get more swollen, more engorged with blood as I keep on licking. As her moans get louder and her bottom jerks a little I use my lips to sort of suck on her whole pussy insides, which includes her clit and she seems to really react to that. I must work on her for a couple minutes until she's really screaming and I'm getting her fluids all over my face. I pull my fingers out, stand up and get my cock aimed at her and push into her. It takes a few seconds to get all the way in but I just keep pushing until I'm all the way up against her. And then I start fucking her, pistoning my cock in her vagina. She's telling me how great it is and moaning and screaming and holding on to me and I feel something that I didn't the first time I fucked her. She's cumming. There can't be any doubt. I think this must be even bigger for her than when she came while I was eating her. I'm not done so I just keep fucking her, pounding into her as hard as I can in this position. I think maybe she just keeps cumming because she's loud. And then I cum and just stay in her and feel my cock jerking and shooting off. Sexual Discovery "Ohmigod Mark, you're good. You're going to make a lot of girls very happy." she says to me, getting her legs around my butt as much as she can. We kiss and I can feel her breasts against my chest. I really like this. I hope to repeat it often and I tell her so. Then back to reality and finishing school. I see Diane four more times in the next two weeks. Each time is as good or better than the first. She sort of reminds me of the built blonde in 'Sex and the City' on TV with her terrific body. Except Diane isn't blonde, she's dark brown. Which makes me wonder what her real hair color is and then I decide I don't really care. On an odd night that I'm not working I go to a friends house for a party celebrating our graduation in another ten days. His parents are somewhere so there's no one chaperoning us. A lot of nice looking girls are there, too, including Marcy. I mention Marcy because she's been trying to seduce me, making all sorts of suggestions for a couple months. She's a cheerleader, one of the more attractive girls in school. Nice body, big tits, cute face, black hair. But I happen to know that her goal is to fuck the entire football team. She and her friend Lynn, another attractive cheerleader, although blonde unlike Marcy's black, are in a competition apparently. Lynn is doing the basketball team. I'm sitting at the kitchen table with a bottle of beer, taking it easy, and Marcy comes and sits on my lap, pretty much shoving her tits at my face. "Hi Mark," she says, "why don't we go find a room and have some fun." Nothing subtle about Marcy. No one would think anyone so attractive could be such a slut. "Marcy, I know about your intent to fuck the entire football team." She grins. "Just the starting offense, Mark, not everyone." "And Lynn's doing the basketball team." "Yeah, but there are fewer starters so she has to do the whole bench, too. I think she's even got one of the coaches so far." "Black, asian, Caucasian, doesn't matter?" "No, they've all got cocks. No real difference. Except some are bigger than others. I did wonder if blacks would taste different, you know, like maybe chocolate, but they don't." "So you suck as well as fuck?" "Oh, yeah, I love cocks, they're just the sexiest things in the world. I bet you have a terrific one, Mark, you're so big and strong. Why haven't you let me have it yet?" "Truth is, Marcy, I didn't want to lose my virginity to a slut that was fucking the whole team." "You're a virgin?" "Was. No longer. Why don't we find a room and you can check off one more name on your list." She doesn't answer, just grins, stands up and grabs my hand to pull me up. She's a very good looking girl with a great body. I think she's screwing herself by being such a slut and I bet the guys she fucks treat her bad, like a whore that has no worth other than a vagina to cum in. I know the football guys and some aren't so great. From what I know, the basketball guys are even worse. I bet Lynn really gets treated like shit by them. Why do such attractive girls do that? Well, let me treat Marcy good and see if I can influence her in some way. She leads me immediately to an empty bedroom, as if she'd reserved it or something because I bet things are going on in some other rooms. "Marcy, let's do this my way. We should both be naked, no clothes to get in the way." It doesn't bother her at all, she has everything off even before I do. "Marcy, you have a really great body," I tell her. And she does. Trim and slim, with lots of curves and unusually large breasts for her size. Nice legs and a good, strong looking butt. I can;t help but have a boner, looking at that body. "You have a great body, too, Mark," she says, coming up to me and wrapping one hand around my erect cock. "And an even greater cock." With that, she's on her knees, holding my cock with one hand while she gets her lips around the head and starts taking my length into her mouth. She's only the second person to suck my cock and she isn't as loving about it as Nancy but she sure gets at it quick and active. She's licking and sucking and sliding her lips back and forth, moving her hand along so that she's partly masturbating me and partly sucking me off. I guess her intent isn't to love my cock but to make me cum. And she sure succeeds. It doesn't take long before I'm shooting off in her mouth. She takes it all, swallowing it, then uses her lips to milk me a little and get all the last drops. She sits back, still holding my cock and looks up at me with a grin. "You really do have a great cock, Mark, I really liked that." "Okay, now Marcy, let's do something a little different. Let's pretend that you're a really nice girl and not a slut. You haven't fucked every guy within sight, you're new at this and you're with a guy for the first time and feeling horny. That's how I want you to pretend." I reach down and get my hands under her armpits and lift her up, put my arms around her and pull her to me and bend my head down to kiss her. "And I'm going to treat you as if you're my virgin girl friend and this is your first time and I want you to really love it so you'll want to do it a lot in the future." I pick her up, my h ands under her knees and around her shoulders, and carry her to the bed. I softly lay her on the bed and climb on next to her. I kiss her again, getting my hands to her breasts to caress them. I break the kiss and kiss the side of her face, her neck, and as I slide down, I kiss onto her breasts, which I've been holding and softly massaging. These have to be at least C cups, maybe more, they're so full, even when she's on her back. I kiss all over one, lick the dark nipple and then suck on the nipple while I work the other one with a hand. After a minute or so I move my lips to the other breast and do the same but while I'm sucking on the nipple, I have one hand down between her legs, starting a finger into her vagina. She's actually fairly wet. She may be a slut but I guess she gets aroused and likes having sex. I tell her how perfect her breasts are and kiss down onto her stomach, lick her navel, and slide my body on down between her legs and kiss down towards her pussy. I kiss onto her one leg, pushing it to the side so I can kiss on the inside of her thigh. Then I move to the other leg and do the same. My finger is in her through all of this. "Move your knees up toward your shoulders Marcy and raise your pussy higher so I can get at it." Her pussy isn't anything like Diane's, at least at first look. Lots of black, wiry hair. I use my hands to pull the hair aside and get a look at her pussy. Getting the hair out of the way has opened her a little and I can see the pink insides glistening. "You're going to lick me Mark?" she asks. "No one's ever done that before." I don't even answer her. Of course no one's licked her, unless she and Lynn are bisexual and like each other. No one bothers being nice to a slut, they just shove it in and fuck them. I get my tongue in her and lick up and down. It's slightly different than Diane but almost the same taste and her clit is up above her vagina, just like Diane's. As I lick on it, her clit enlarges some. I shove a finger into her and move it. I kick on her clit and get my lips on it to pull on it a little. It's sort of like a little finger, a little larger than Diane's. Her vagina is wet enough that I get two more fingers into her. I finger fuck her as fast and hard as I can, licking and sucking on her clit at the same time. Her hand is on my head, holding me to her. She's moaning, giving little yelps or screams as my tongue flick on her clit. As she gets wetter, I use my mouth to try and suck on her whole pussy and she gives out a real scream, her hips jump and I'm getting a load of her juices on my chin. Her hand is pulling on my hair. I pull back, slide up over her and get my cock aimed into her and push, working myself fully into her. She's about the same as Diane, tight around me, holding my cock tight and warm and moist. She's never had a baby like Diane but she's fucked plenty fairly recently so she's about the same tightness. I'll have to try some others to find out if all woman are like this. I start pulling back and pushing in again and again and again. She's moaning and giving out grunts as I push in and more little yelps. I go faster and faster, pounding her as hard as I can. Her head is shaking back and forth, her moans have turned into "Oh fuck" and "Oh shit" over and over and over as I fuck her. I last and last. I'm fairly sure she has another orgasm from her sounds and the way her hips jerk around. I can feel her fluids leaking out from around my cock. Finally I cum. I push hard into her and hold it and shoot off, my cock jerking a little. Her legs come up around me her arms hold me. "Mark, that is the best fuck of my life," she almost whispers, still wrapped around me. She kisses my shoulder. She wiggles her bottom, I can feel my cock moving inside her and I pull my hips back and my cock slips out. "We can do this again can't we": she asks. I kiss her. "Sure, Marcy. As often as you want." "How about right now?" she asks and grins at me. "Sure, but maybe in a few minutes while I recuperate." We're laying side by side, facing one another. She rolls about half onto me, putting one leg over me, pushing me onto my back. She reaches between us and grabs hold of my soft and sticky cock. "No one ever ate me before," she says. "It was the best experience of my life." "Of course no one ever ate you before, Marcy. Guys don't eat sluts, they eat good girls, girl friends. They don't eat whores. And the way you've been going after the football team, you're a step below a whore. At least whores get paid, they fuck for a living. You're probably thought of as a step below a whore. The guys you fuck think you're crap. Maybe you think it makes you popular to fuck everyone but it doesn't. It makes you dirt. But you're a very pretty girl with a terrific body. Most guys would like to be with you , to fuck you, to suck on your tits, which are amazing, and lick your pussy. But only if they think you're a good girl. I mean, good girls like to fuck, too. Sex is a basic human need. But they need the guy to be respectful and loving. You need to go to college or go to work somewhere else and start over. You won't have any trouble having guys be interested but don't go after them, play coy, make them come to you. I'm sure no expert on all of this but I think you're on your way now to having a really fucked up life as a slut, probably end up as a cheap whore. You need to change. "You're probably right, Mark, but right now I'd like to suck your cock and get you up again so you can fuck me again. Is that all right?" So she does and we do fuck again. For the next several weeks, during summer vacation, I fuck Diane twice a week and Marcy twice a week. I'm fairly sure Marcy would have liked a dozen times but I really didn't have the sexual drive to need that. I also work a full time job as a janitor at the hospital where my Mom works. I figure that being an employee will help me get hired as a nurse when I finish my AA degree and pass the RN exams. As the summer nears the end I begin to wonder about fucking so much. It certainly feels good. But it's sort of like watching TV or going to work or something. I mean I show up and we do it but there's no emotion involved hardly. I find it a little difficult at times to treat the females like I should, arousing them, sucking their breasts, eating them to orgasms. I can understand how a whore or a gigolo might feel, going through all the moves but without real emotion behind it. Then Marcy tells me that she and Lynn have been working as call girls. Apparently Lynn thought of it and went to a concierge at a classy hotel to get a phone number to call, the number the concierge would call to set a client up with a girl, a high priced girl. She had to blow him but he gave it to her. Marcy figures she'll be able to pay her way through college at something over $1000 a night for her services, plus good tips if she really pleases the client. She laughed when she told me that not all clients are male, either. She and Lynn are moving in together and going to college. I decided I didn't really want to be with her any more. I mean, I'm not really better than her but at least I'm not doing it for money. I wonder if I'm even capable of finally finding a nice girl and falling in love and settling down with her for life, even though that's what I've always planned on doing. As I start college I learn that it's a lot different than high school. For one thing, it's really difficult. The classes require more studying than I've been used to doing. Additionally, the teachers might care about you and hope you do well but they don't hold your hand and work with you and remind you when things are due. They just give you all the assignments and you have to do them on your own and meet all the deadlines. Plus, working and going to school really takes up all my time. I barely manage to get enough sleep. I have no social life at all. I hear from my friends often and get invited out and to parties but I just don't have the time. It's a tougher life than I expected. There are 32 of us in the class and the way the nursing curriculum works, we'll be together for the two years it takes to finish, although half of us might not make it to the end. I'm told that it only gets harder as we move on. As a result of being thrown together, we're almost like a club. We take breaks together, often eat lunch together, discuss the classes and try and help each other. As we get to know one another better, there's one girl that I wouldn't mind getting to know better. Ellen is probably the smartest one in the group, seems to be handling everything well. She's also very personable, easy to get along with. Plus, she's cute, very attractive. Months go by. I've had to get the hospital to change my work schedule, working fewer hours, so that I can keep up with school. But I'm doing o.k., I'm sure I'll make it. Ellen and I have been getting friendlier, we tend to sit next to one another, talk to each other a lot. After a year and we've finished our finals Ellen and I end up sitting in a local coffee shop talking about school and what's coming up, when she surprises me. "Mark, you've never hit on me, dated me. Don't you like me?" "I like you a lot, Ellen. I just don't have the time or money to get into dating right now. I work and go to school and study. Once I get my AA and pass the test and become an RN, I'm going to continue on and get a bachelors. So I'll still be working and going to school. By then, I'll finally move out on my own, which means I'll have to pay rent and buy furniture and food and all, which means I still won't have much money. And after that, I hope to go on and get a master's and become a nurse practitioner, which means I'll still have no time or money. In five or six years I hope to be doing very well but until then, my life is completely taken up. So it's not that I wouldn't like to get to know you better it's that I just can't afford it now and it probably wouldn't be fair yo you to lead you on when I have all these plans." She grins. "You sound like me. My plans are pretty much the same. I don't have the time to date, to build a relationship." The result is we become even better friends, spend even more time together. The others in our class kid us about it a little. More than once one of them says, out loud to all of us, that Ellen and I should just become room mates and quit this dancing around each other. Truth is, I would like that a lot. I'm pretty sure that Ellen and I belong together. But it wouldn't be fair to her. I'm a horny guy that thinks with my cock some times. I'm still getting with Diane at least once a week even though it's a dead end, she's happy being married with some sex on the side. Ellen deserves better. Meantime, we start running together. She saw me change into running gear one day after class and decided to join me in the future. I've run a couple miles most days for several years. It turns out, Ellen may be better than me. Diane, as I mentioned, is built like the blond in Sex and the City, very sexy but with some meat on her bones. Marcy is built similar. With her big breasts she runs the risk of eventually developing a stomach to help support them. Ellen is more long and slim. She's still built with all the curves a female should have, but not as pronounced or as large. Nice breasts, small waist, great ass and long, lean legs. Her dark hair that goes with her girl-next-door cute face is all very sexy. A year later we finally both finish the program and take the RN exam. We're both back at school to find out if we passed. We did. In the school office, when we find out we passed, Ellen grabs me, pulls me to her, puts her arms around me, pulling my head down to her and kisses me. I kiss her back. Soon, my hands are running down her back and feeling her butt as we continue to kiss. Her tongue is pushing into my mouth. The clerk, that knows us both, says, "Get a room, you two." Ellen breaks the kiss and looks at me like I've never seen her look before and says, quietly, to me, "That's a good idea." I keep my arm around her and lead her out the door, out of the office into an empty hall. "Do you really mean that?" "Mark, I've wanted you since the first day of class, the first time I saw you. It's been driving me nuts for years. Now I'm tired of my fingers and dildo, I need you." I kiss her again and we hold one another and press against one another. It's the middle of the day, both my sisters are in school and my Mom is working so my bed is available for a couple hours. We get into my little, old pickup and head off. I'm going to have to change my thinking about women. Diane made all the moves, seduced me almost against my will. Marcy came after me for months before I gave in to her. I've thought all along that they both were oddly sex hungry, beyond the norm toward sluttiness. Now, here's Ellen, definitely a female I admire -- more than admire, that I almost idolize - and she's coming on to me strongly, making the first move. I guess most females are human, as horny as most guys. It's going to require a change in my thinking. In my room we're both naked in seconds. She has a fantastic body. Long, slim, lovely breasts that are perhaps B cup in size, that great, firm ass and those long, long legs. I wanted to dig in and start tasting her pussy, which is hidden right now in dark hair. She says, "I knew your cock would be like that. You're so big it had to match the rest of you." She reaches like she's going to grasp my cock but I lean down some. get my arms behind her knees and lift her up, cradled in my arms, and carry her to the bed. I lay her on it and lay next to her, ready to start kissing her and working my way down her body. "Mark, I know you want to do all sorts of things to me and I definitely want you to. But I've been fantasizing about your cock for almost two years," she says as she sits up and moves to hover over me as I'm on my back. She grabs my cock and slides down some to lean over and her her face to it. She bends her head and licks up and down along the side of it. She then pulls away a foot or so and just smiles as she looks at it and moves her hand up and down on it, feeling it's size and shape. "It's looks delicious," she says as she leans to it again and licks the head with her tongue. She then gets her lips over the head and licks it some more. "Um, I love your cock," she says without even looking at my face, just staring at my cock. She leans to it again and takes it into her mouth and starts sliding her lips down it, her tongue working on me inside her mouth. Her other hand is now fondling my balls. She starts into a serious blow job, bobbing her head up and down, sucking me, moving her hand right below her lips to jerk me off some. Up and down and up and down, slurping. She pulls off again. "You're even better than I ever dreamed of," she says just before swallowing me again. Sexual Discovery I've almost decided to accept that woman are as horny as men because she asked that we do this, that we have sex. Now I also have to accept that women must love cock as much as I love pussy. I mean. Ellen, who's as close to perfect as any girl possible, is sucking me like a pro. And she's definitely loving it. So am I, I have to admit. I'd never even had a thought about whether she had any sexual experience with other guys. Since I've certainly been with other females, I have no reason to expect that her experience has been any different than mine, But it's a lot to accept when it hits all at once. All those thoughts leave my mind, though as she brings me to an orgasm and I'm shooting off inside her mouth and she's swallowing every drop. She backs her face off and licks her lips while she looks at my cock that she's still holding. She darts back to it to give it a last lick and final suck to get the last drops. She then backs off again, looks at it a moment and then looks up at my face. "I've been thinking about doing that forever. I love your cock, Mark.," she says as she lets go of my cock and moves almost on top of me to get her face up to mine. "Your turn now," she adds as she kisses me. I put my arms around her and kiss her back. I can taste my sperm on her lips just as I have often on Diane's lips. I hold her and roll us so she's on her back and start kissing her neck and shoulders and down to her breasts. I do everything I've learned to do from Diane but I do it a little slower and with a lot more feeling. I want to almost memorize this body that I'm sure I'm going to be doing this with thousands of times in the future. There's that old saw that says that more than a handful of tit is wasted. Well, Ellen's may not be as large as Diane's or Marcy's but they're more than a handful and beautifully shaped. I'm soon sucking on one nipple and then the other before kissing down over her stomach. A very strong, smooth stomach that has some muscle behind it. I want to take the time to kiss down and then up her legs but I really, really need to get at her pussy so I slide down to get in position. I reach under her legs to lift them some and she gets the message and pulls them up towards her torso, raising her butt and pussy to a position where I can get at it. Is she used to getting her pussy into position to be eaten? Whatever, I need to give her the best treatment I possible can and try to be better at it than any experience she may have had before. We'll need to trim this hair in the future, it's in the way. I push it back with both hands, pulling her open some in the process and then get my tongue to her pink insides. I don't know why I like eating pussy so much. I have ever since my first time with Diane. Part of it is probably because it gives the female an orgasm. Women have these wild, out of control, screaming, whole body orgasms that I just can't have. I mean, I have emotions around an orgasm, it's more than just shooting off some sperm, but nothing as strong as females apparently have. But my desire to eat pussy is more than that. It's some how all part of an innate sex drive or something. I just want to and once into it, I don't particularly want to stop. I'm sure than finger fucking, having a couple fingers in her vagina, moving, contributes. But the real heart of the orgasm has to be the clitoris. Flicking my tongue on it, sucking it with my lips all get her more and more aroused. As I get into it, I open my mouth a little and suck in as much of her pussy as I can, including the clit. I'm savoring her, tasting her, satisfying my urges as much or more than I'm satisfying hers. When she starts to cum, I move my mouth down and try to suck up her whole vagina, getting as much of her juices as I can. Her cum isn't like my cum at all, which is really sperm. Hers is lubrication, making it easier for my cock to slip inside her, making it easier for my sperm to swim up to her eggs. Sometimes after she cums, the woman will grab my hair, try to pull me away, wanting me to shove my cock in and quit eating her. I never want to quit. I like it all too much. I want to go right on tasting her, arousing her, making her whole pussy get more and more engorged and tasty. I guess I'm driven to eating pussy much like females seem to be driven to suck cock, it's all part of our sex drives somehow. Anyway, here's Ellen's sexy pussy, all pink and red and already wet and glistening. I get my tongue to her and start licking. Up and down. Into the vagina. Up to the clit. Down below the vagina, to her ass hole and then back. Back up to her clit. Play with her clit with my tongue. Slide a finger into her. Get my lips on her growing clit and pull on it a little, suck on it. She gets even wetter. I pull out my finger and slide in two, move them around, fucking her with them. Suck on the clit. Grab as much of her pussy as I can with my mouth and suck it all in. Delicious. I love her taste. And then do it all again. And again. She's pushing out fluid in her vagina. I move my mouth down and suck on her. Sexy as possible. She's been moaning and grunting through all of this and now is almost screaming. She's pulling on my hair, her legs are flapping around to the side. I slide up over her and start pushing my cock into her. "Fuck me, fuck me" she's almost screaming. It's so tight. It almost hurts to keep pushing further and further into her. I think my foreskin might get pulled off and yet it's very great at the same time. Warm, moist, tight and massaging as I move inside her. "Ohmigod you fill me so much" I'm all the way in. I can feel our bodies against one another. Her hips are jumping, pushing to me as I pull back some and then push back into here. She grunts and moans. In and out, in and out, over and over. Her whole body moves against me, her arms are up around me, her legs bent, her feet on the bed pushing back at me, fucking me almost as much as I'm fucking her. Faster, harder, bodies banging together. Groans and moans and big breaths and just pounding into one another. I can feel it coming and push as far in as I can and hold it as my cock jerks and shoots off. I can feel her fluids around my cock. She's actually screaming. And then we both relax. She gets her legs up around me and holds me with them and her arms. We're looking at each other and kiss. A soft, warm kiss rather than a passionate one. "I love you, Ellen," I say. My feelings are stronger than I've ever had before. She smiles and we kiss again, me still on top and in her, she still wrapped around me. "You're really good at this," she says. "So are you," I murmur in reply. "We're going to do this a lot, aren't we?" she smiles again. "As often as possible for as long as possible. A million times," I quietly say to her. We kiss again and she lowers her legs. I pull my hips back some and roll to the side. As I do, she turns with me so we're laying there facing one another. We'd be willing to stay there for a long time, have sex again. But the time is such that we have to get dressed and continue with life. Over the next weeks we both get nursing jobs, me with the hospital where my Mom works and where I've been working in maintenance. Ellen in another hospital. Together, we look for an apartment, find one and I rent it. We pick out a bed, a refrigerator, a table and a couple chairs. We'll eat at the table but we'll also have our computers on it and use it for studying. We arrange for everything to get delivered on a Saturday when we're both off. It's frustrating but the table and chairs come first, then the refrigerator and last, the bed. The moment the bed is set up and the two guys who brought it are out the door, we're on the bed. We haven't even put the sheets on it yet. We're kissing and feeling and getting each others clothes off and without any foreplay at all, her legs are spread and I'm between them, shoving my cock into her. She's as ready as she can get. I bet it doesn't take two minutes and we're both cumming. After, we just lay there grinning at each other. "We better take a shower," Ellen tells me, "I'm going to stain this new mattress." So that's what we decide to do. She runs into the bathroom, naked, sort of holding on to her pussy to keep from leaking. I follow. This is our first day in this apartment. This will be our first shower in this apartment. In fact, we've never showered together before. I do wash her, using soap and my bare hands, but mostly I make love to her body. I play with her breasts and kiss them and suck on the nipples. I kiss her back, her lovely, firm ass, down her legs. Then up her legs in front, to get at her pussy. She spreads her legs and ends up with one leg on my shoulder so I can get my face to her pussy, my tongue in her. Before she cums, she pulls back and does the same to me, ending up with my very erect cock in her mouth. She doesn't stop or pull back, though, and she ends up with another mouthful of my sperm. But we're clean enough. I suggest that whike we're here, I'd like to trim her pubic hair, Get it out of the way so I can eat her better. So she's sitting on the counter and I'm using plain old scissors on her. Once it's fairly short, I test to make sure and lick her a little. "You don';t have to do that, Mark," she says. I tell her I want to. I love eating her. She seems to want to make love to my cock, suck it, and in the same way I love to eat her pussy, to taste her, to give her orgasms. We move to the bedroom and between us we make the bed, using the new sheets we bought and a quit-like coverlet. Then we pull the top sheet and cover back and get on the bed and start over. I don't know whether she's hornier than me or more aggressive but each of the few times we've had the time for a full, loving sexual tryst, she always starts by making love to my cock and sucking me to an orgasm. She does again this time. "I love your cock, Mark," she tells me and then holds it and moves her hand on it, just sort of feeling what it's like, using her other hand on my balls. After staring at it and grinning, she starts licking it, kissing the head. "I could do tis for hours, I really love doing things with my cock. That's how I think of it now, it's my cock, mine to have whenever I want." and then she takes it into her mouth and starts seriously sucking and working it. "If you can keep from cumming," she adds as she takes a break, "I could do this for a lot longer." She grins and starts swallowing me again, making sure I won't last much longer. When I do finally cum, she looks up at me, grinning, a self satisfied look on her face, "I hope you like this because I want to do this all the time. Wake up to having you for breakfast." She then licks the head, getting a last drop, takes it into her mouth again and slides her lips down, milking it. She finally sighs and lays back, giving me a look that tells me that it's my turn and she wants me to give her an orgasm. I purposely tease her a little, kissing all over her body, down her legs, loving what I'm doing but stalling a little to give me time to recover so I can fuck her in a little while. I come back up to her breasts, fondle them and kiss them and lick them, get my mouth to a nipple and then the other. She's lifting her hips, pushing her pussy at me, reminding me it's there. It's obvious that she loves my oral work on her. Meanwhile, she's moaning and making happy noises as I move all over her body. But now I get to the real meat of the day. I'm down between her legs, she lifts them, raising her pussy to make it easier for me to get at it. . I use both hands to spread her open and lean in and get my tongue to her. Her sounds immediately change, a little louder, more moans and sighs. I do everything in amidst the pink and red wet membran- like insides of her, lick and suck and bite lightly with my lips. I slide two fingers into her and concentrate on her clit. Open my lips some and try and suck a big area around her clit into my mouth. She's starting to put out some fluid. I move my mouth down and suck on the opening to her vagina, getting all of her tasty juices that I can, then back up to her clit again. Her hips are jerking, her legs waving next to my head, her hand on the back of my head stops pushing me into her and starts pulling me away. I pull back, slide up over her and start pushing into her. Her moans change to "Fuck me, Mark, fuck me" and little screams and grunts every time I push back into her. I last and last, she has her feet on the bed pushing back at me. "Faster, harder" and more little yelps. I finally push as far in as I can and hold it, shooting into her. She wraps her arms and legs up around me. I kiss her and stay in her. "I want to do this for the rest of my life," I tell her. "Just you, no one else, ever." I kiss her again. "I love you. I want to marry you, make sure we stay with each other and no one else forever." She lowers her legs and loosens her arms and I pull out and move to the side. She rolls half on top of me. I can feel her pussy leaking onto my hip. "Mark, I should have told you this earlier" she says very quietly with what look like tears in her eyes. "You're going to tell me some of your history. You don't need to. I love you now and your past doesn't matter," I interrupt her. "But I do. If we're going to be honest with one another and be together and with no one else, I need to be honest. When I was in high school I was very horny. I really wanted to experience sex. So, with a friend, Luis, we both had sex for the first time with each other. And we've continued to do it ever since. We weren't in love, we don't date, we're just what he calls fuck buddies. We've done it a lot. I don't feel for him what I do for you. And sex with him has never been anything close to what it is with you. We pretty much just fuck. Oh, when I would have periods, I would suck him because he wanted me to. I tried to get him to eat me but he wouldn't. After our first time, you and me, I let him know that it was over between us, that I'd found someone. He convinced me to do it one last time and we did. But not since then and I'll never see him again. I hope this doesn't bother you that much because I really, really want to be with you and nobody else." "Ellen, I love you. I didn't know but I pretty much expected that you had some sex history. I do, too. We're too old not to have tried it. Mine was with an older woman, a mother of my little sister's friend. She taught me everything I know about sex. There was one other, a girl I knew in high school, but she was working her way through the football team and I was on the team. I think she's now a call girl." Ellen kisses me, a real kiss, tongue and everything, wiggling her pussy against me. "If we ever meet that older woman, point her out to me, I want to thank her. You're a perfect lover, in case you didn't know it. And yes, I love you and want only you forever, too." This very warm situation got interrupted because she felt she really had to clean her pussy up some, since it was full of our combined stuff. So we ended up in the bathroom again. Once she was finished cleaning herself I suggested that I needed to test to see how good a job she did. I picked her up and set her on the counter and pushed my face into her pussy and started eating her again in the very best way I could. Life can be beautiful.