5 comments/ 22512 views/ 7 favorites On A Rainy Summer Afternoon By: BeachBum314 The first wave of thunderstorms finally arrived a little after one o'clock in the afternoon. The entire day had been overcast but being the dutiful husband left alone at home while the wife, kids, and her parents enjoyed the Florida sunshine down around Orlando, I figured I might as well work on a few items of the Honey-Do list my lovely spouse, Emily, had left me despite the incoming bad weather. Namely bagging up dead leaves left over from autumn along with trimming the hedges and a few low hanging limbs on the trees. All seemingly small tasks until you realized how much time had passed since stepping outside earlier that morning. As the hours passed I became so engrossed in my chores it was the weather itself that pulled me back to reality. The wind suddenly picked up blowing a pile of leaves that I had painstakingly raked out from underneath the hedges sending them all over the backyard. After a moment of disgust at all my work going to waste I looked up at the overcast sky and saw an angry black line of clouds coming in from the northwest. Adding emphasis to the approaching squall line were flashes of lightning that made the storm all that more menacing. "You better get inside Jason," my next door neighbor Laura said from the backdoor off her enclosed deck, "I just heard over the television there's a tornado warning. It's going to stay this way until early tomorrow morning." "Thanks," I said, "now I have a perfect excuse to go inside and sit on my butt all day." Laura waved back and sort of giggled at my response before going back inside the house she shared with her husband, Kevin, and their young son Jacob. For just a moment I was slightly puzzled, while I had stayed home the past five days instead of going with my family to Florida, mainly so I didn't have deal with mys, every time I left the neighborhood I didn't see any sign of Laura or Kevin's cars. Since it was summer I had assumed they had gone on vacation themselves. As I climbed the steps of my deck to enter the backdoor of my own house, I figured that for some reason they must have decided to put their cars inside the garage for a change. Thankfully I didn't take my assumption to the next level and use the emergency key we had to their house and start bringing in the mail. I can only imagine the look on their faces had I let myself in while they were relaxing in the living room. Taking it even further, I shuddered to think what Emily or I would have said if either Kevin or Laura had falsely assumed we were gone and used the emergency key we gave them for our house to come in unannounced. We were all good friends but in the suburbs it's best to not to cross certain lines without an invitation. Whatever the case I went inside and quickly made myself a sandwich, grabbed a beer, then plopped in the recliner to watch a little television. Of course twenty minutes later the full force of the thunderstorm hit my area causing the power to go out. I didn't care, I grabbed another beer and just relaxed while listening to nature's fury. Sometime later I wake up to hear the ring tone on my cellphone going off. It takes me a few seconds to gather my wits and locate the thing. "Hello," I say groggily while rubbing my eyes. "Hey Jason," my neighbor Kevin says in a much too cheerful mood, "I'm sorry, sounds like I woke you up." "No problem, that thunderstorm forced me inside. Must have dozed off when the power went out. "Yeah, that's why I'm calling," Kevin said, "Laura just called me a few minutes ago hysterical, she says a tree limb smashed a window, could you go look at it?" "You mean you're not at home?" I ask a little confused. "No, one of my sales partners suddenly got sick and I had to take his place at a conference in Dallas. Been gone for three days and probably won't be able to get back for a couple of more, I'd greatly appreciate if you could help her out." "No problem Kevin, in fact I'll take some pictures with my cell phone so you'll have some idea about the damage." Several seconds pass by and I can hear Kevin talking to someone else in the background, I even hear some sort of strange music and female laughter. "Hello Kevin," I say again. "Yeah thanks!" Kevin says suddenly returning to our conversation. "I'll call Laura back and tell her you're coming over." Kevin abruptly cut the call seemly more concerned about whatever was going at his sales conference. I thought about trying to call my wife but figured Emily was probably in one of the Disney parks with the kids and her parents. The last thing I wanted to hear was my dad make some snarky comment. So I just put my flip-flops back on and went out the front door to go see if I could help Laura. Stepping out on my front porch to walk over to my neighbor's house, I was relieved to see that at least for the moment there was no lightning and the rain and calmed down to a light drizzle. Laura almost immediately opened her front the door after I knocked just twice. "Come on in Jason, the limb crashed through Jacob's bedroom window sending glass everywhere," she said clearly shaken. Where's Jacob?" I asked following her across the living room and into the hallway. "He's at my parents house," she said. "When my dad found out your kids were gone and that Kevin had to take off for Dallas he came and got Jacob. Frankly, I was relieved, poor guy didn't have anything to do." "Yeah, I actually wondered what he would do since Neil and Sean are with their mother down in Orlando. All three spend so much time running between our houses I've found it far too quiet." It was then that I walked into Jacob's room. Not only had a tree limb that was at least six-feet long and six-inches wide crashed through the glass it had busted most of the window frame with the blacked end laying in the middle of the boy's bed. Standing close to the shattered remains of the window I looked outside. It looked like lightning had struck the tree with the limb falling and hitting several other branches before going through the window. Jacob would have certainly been injured had he been laying on his bed at that moment. It was clear the entire window would have to be replaced but until Kevin got back I had a plan. "Okay," I said, " Laura, you go sit down for a while and relax, I'll go grab my chainsaw and I believe I have some plywood sheets that we can use to cover the hole." As an afterthought I pulled out my cellphone and tried to call Kevin but got no answer. Instead I took several pictures and texted him the details of my plan. Figuring I had covered my bases with Kevin, instead of going back out Laura's front door to get to my house I slipped through the gate Kevin and I had installed in the backyard fence so our kids could freely play with each other. All it took was thirty minutes to cut the fallen limb into manageable pieces, then about an hour to pull the plywood out of my backyard shed, and carry it over to the damaged window. As Laura and I each stood on a ladder next the window and began maneuvering the plywood in place so we could use the drill and wood screws to secure it to the house the drizzle turned into a full-fledged downpour. "Come on Jason," Laura said from her perch on the ladder next mine, "we've got to get out of this rain." "If we wait till the rain stops again you'll have some major water damage inside the house. We might as well go ahead and close up the window." I said loading a screw into the drill bit. Laura just shrugged and held her end of the plywood up against the house. It only took about fifteen minutes to finish and when we were done we abandoned everything except the drill and ran inside Laura's screened-in deck. Once inside we were both so relieved to be out of the rain Laura and I just stood there for several seconds letting the water drip from our soaked clothes. It was then that I noticed Laura's t-shirt was clinging to her body leaving nothing to my imagination. She was wearing a bra but it did nothing to prevent her nipples from almost poking through the thin fabric of her shirt. I couldn't help myself but stare. I had known Laura for years but never saw her as a woman, a neighbor, a friend to my wife, and mother to my kid's best friend but not a beautiful lady in her own right. She was slightly taller than my wife with chestnut brown hair that ran down in length to just below her neck. Since my wife and I, along with Kevin and Laura, were suburbanites in our late-thirties we were all carrying ten to fifteen extra pounds but on Laura the weight just filled out her curves in such a way as to make her more feminine. "Just what are you staring at Jason!"Laura exclaimed with a clear mock disgust. "I'm sorry, I'll just head back over to the house and let you get cleaned up." I said still staring at her shapely tits and becoming aroused in a way I hadn't in a long time. "You don't have to go if you see something you like," Laura said seductively. You read about and see those moments in books and movies were hidden desire and opportunity intersect but a reasonable person just discounts them as the wild-eyed creations of a bad writing. Normal people with families and reputations to protect just don't succumb to the combination of animal lust and more than a little abject loneliness. But there we were, standing in her porch with the rain pouring down and some baser instinct whispering in our ears. "I very much see something I like." I said with a small part of my mind cringing at how it sounded. Despite the clumsy nature of my statement it was enough. In the space of a couple of seconds we were in each others arms. Even though I had never thought of Laura as more than an acquaintance, we kissed like a wildly passionate couple who had been separated for a long time. Somehow during the initial rush of animal lust we drifted over to the wicker patio couch and crashed onto it without really noticing. When we finally broke for air, we both looked deeply into each others eyes. We didn't speak, but it was not only crystal clear to both of us that not only hadwe had crossed but that we also didn't care. I didn't have a clue as to how Laura liked to make love so I was going on nothing but instinct. Without thinking I reached up and grabbed the collar of Laura's t-shirt and ripped it off her body. She gasped in surprise and pleasure. "How did you know I like it rough?" she said staring back at me with her eyes blazing. "I didn't, but it's nice to know these things." I said reaching around and unhooking her bra. As the her bra fell to the floor I gazed at her beautiful tits actually bewildered that I had never really noticed them before. Her body still glistened with moisture and I couldn't help myself but immediately lean over and start sucking on one of her rock hard nipples. Laura squealed in pleasure, "Bite it Jason," she almost pleaded, "I want to feel your teeth." As I slowly bite down on her nipple with my teeth while using the tip of my tongue to dance over it, I heard her moan deeply enjoying the sensation. Laura had always seemed a little prudish to me whenever I talked with her. To realize that she was a sexual tiger and that I had her all to myself was driving me insane. "I want to see your pussy." I said after letting go of her nipple. Seemingly in a daze Laura got up from the wicker couch and stood in front of me unbuttoned her shorts and letting them drop to the floor. Her panties were nothing spectacular, the type commonly sold at any number of department stores. Like the t-shirt it didn't take much for me to rip them off. I had planned to pull her to me so I could suck on her tits again but she stopped me. "Wait a minute big boy," she said smiling, "it's your turn to ditch the wet clothes." She didn't have to ask twice. I jumped up and had both my shorts and shirt off in seconds. "This is going to be so much fun," she said after grasping my fully erect cock in her hand. Laura then pushed me back on the couch and then kneeled down between my legs. Laura immediately took my cock in her mouth and began stroking it up and down with her lips and tongue. The sensation was driving me wild and I struggled not to blow my load. Occasionally, Laura would look at me with her bright blue eyes gone wild with lust as she slid up and down on my throbbing cock checking to see if I could control myself. She pushed me to the very edge then stopped. At that moment I wasn't really aware of anything but my need to reach satisfaction, but I did remember Laura saying she liked it rough. Jumping up from the couch I moved Laura around to the couch's cushioned armrest and bent her over. With her in position I quickly rammed my cock into her incredibly wet and tight pussy and began pounding. There was no grace or style to me fucking Laura but I could sense that was the way she liked it. "Go baby go, fuck me hard," she screamed, "I want to feel you deep inside me." I didn't need any encouragement, I continued to increase the rhythm and force until all I heard was the slap of skin against skin and Laura's moaning and heavy breathing. Laura was the first to orgasm with the muscles of her pussy going into such severe spasms I couldn't control myself anymore causing me to explode inside her. "Oh my God, Laura," I said after regaining some higher brain functions, "what if I made you pregnant." "Don't worry lover," she said turning around to kiss me,"I'm still on the pill." With that she grabbed my hand and began pulling me inside the main part of the house. We made our way to the spare bedroom with both of us crawling on top of the queen-sized bed. For a couple of minutes we just laid there holding each other. I have never been one to look a gifted horse in the mouth but there were a few questions I needed answering. "Laura, answer me this, is something going on? For the past few days I thought both you and Kevin were out of town. Now I'm not complaining, but never in a million years would I have guessed what just happened between us would occur." Laura looked thoughtful for a several long moments, enough to make me worried I had ruined the mood, but she eventually answered. "Kevin thinks I'm a fool, but I know his sudden sales conference is just a cover for him to run off with that bitch he works with. He's been having an affair for close to a year now. If you're wonder why I picked you for a summer afternoon romp it's because truthfully, you were in the right place at the right time and I know that you and Emily are not the happy little family she desperately wants everyone to believe." All I could do was pull Laura closer, because the truth was that my own marriage was shame. Emily was a white collar professional while I was a glorified blue collar type who would never make the kind of money she does. A fact my dad reminded me every time I had the misfortune of being around him. During the early years of our marriage things were good but I could tell now the inequality in salaries was really bothering her. In fact I had long realized the only thing keeping us together was the kids. "Did my seriousness bring you down baby?" Laura asks after I had apparently drifted way off in thought. "I'm sorry, if you want to know, another reason I picked you for today was the fact I have always wanted to see how you were in bed. Knowing Emily and the kids were gone and then seeing you outside was just too much of a fantastic opportunity to let slip by." She then got up and straddled my body with her knees pushing into the firm mattress. With her hands she guided my dick back into her pussy and then slowly eased down on it. "I've felt so alone for such a long time, Jason. I need you to make me feel again." She then leaned down on my chest and we kissed deeply. There was a mixture of desperation in everything we were doing along with a total lack of caring for the outside world. During those moments in that guest bedroom we were a complete person and if a few factors, like children, were not part of the equation I am convinced we would have both agreed to leave our spouses right then. The trouble was that our kids were very much part of our respective lives but we at least had each other during that rainy day. While Laura laid on my chest I began thrusting my cock upward causing her to gasp and moan. Her pussy was incredibly tight and wet and I wanted nothing more than to go on forever. But Laura had a different idea, she pushed herself up and took control. With her hands on my chest she used her hips to start grinding on my dick. As she enjoyed herself with my body I reached up and began squeezing her beautiful tits. "Pinch my nipples lover," she said in a whisper. Laura squealed as I did just that and began pounding on my cock almost as much force as I did her back on the patio. As much as I wanted it to go on Laura reached orgasm and collapsed back on my chest gasping for air. I hadn't, and we re-positioned with Laura laying on her side and me fucking her from behind. My strokes were slow at first but I gradually built up speed until I could feel the excitement again building in Laura. "So good...so good...keep going baby." She whispered between the moans. She came again, this time screaming and panting to the point it drove me over the edge. She purred like a cat as I pumped my cum into her. "Your cum is so hot I feel like my insides are on fire," she said turning over to face me. We laid on that bed for a long time listening to the driving rain. What broke the spell was the sound of our cell phones going off nearly at the same time. We both scrambled to find the damn things with me making careful that I silenced mine before she answered hers. "Hello Kevin," she said in neutral but civil tone. I quickly slipped to the far end of the house to let her talk with Kevin. Feeling sure I would not be overheard, I called my own wife back and after discussing what work I had done around the house that day spent several minutes talking with the kids. When it was over I quietly looked for Laura making sure I she wasn't still on the phone. "You okay?" I asked after finding her back in the guestroom. "Yeah," she responded, "how about you?" "I'm fine," I said laying next her on the bed. "I told Emily about the limb and how I helped you remove it." "Kevin is glad everything turned out okay. He told me to really thank you for the help." "I'd say you've gone above and beyond on that one." I said with a smile. Laura laughed and moved to cuddle next me. "What are we going to do now Jason? We gave ourselves freely to each other and there is simply no way I can look at you as just my neighbor. We're lovers now and I'm already thinking of ways I can see you again." "We'll do as we have always done. But I will see you again," I said. "Don't know how or when we'll be able but what happened here is only the beginning." *** That summer afternoon was three years ago. Our secret rendezvouses after that were few and far between. Sometimes it took as much three or four months for the stars and planets to align for us to find a few short hours alone together. Both Kevin and my wife Emily are so caught up in their professions Laura and I have become secondary to their true purposes in life. The last time Laura and I were together though something unexpected happened. Laura has always worked as a part-time real estate agent, which theoretically provides us with countless little love nests. On that occasion it was nice cottage on the lake and we had a whole afternoon together. When it was over we parted company and returned to our normal lives. Three weeks later we causally spoke across the fence that divides our backyards. "I'm pregnant Jason," she said acting as if we were talking about the weather, "and the baby is yours." On A Rainy Summer Afternoon Ch. 02 The news that Laura was pregnant with my child wasn't really a surprise despite the fact it still hit me hard. While we stood on opposite sides of the fence dividing our backyards I wanted so much to take her in my arms and calm the fears that had to be running rampant through her mind. But that would be impossible, mainly because our respective kids were outside playing together and there was the fact that her husband, Kevin, and my wife, Emily, would be home within the hour. Not to mention there was always the chance one of the neighbors in our subdivision might see something with us standing outside in broad daylight. All we could do was continue our pleasant and totally innocent conversation until Laura said she had to go inside to make dinner. Although we did have a chance to coordinate the schedules of our respective spouses so we could plan a time for our next secret rendezvous. "Kevin and the woman he's seeing behind my back will leaving for Atlanta next week and my real estate broker wants me to show a few houses at the same time," Laura said referring to real estate agency where she works part-time. "Perfect," I said, "I can call my boss and take the on-call pager for one of my buddies. Plus, Emily will be in conferences all next week which will force her to work late." Being a computer technician had provided me with almost as much leeway for our affair as Laura's real estate job. Being on-call meant I had to provide my company's clients with twenty-four/seven service if one of their servers or computers went down. An after hours call could mean anything from a quick reboot to several hours sweating through possible hardware or software issues. Luckily, the calls I got hit with almost always turned out to be something quick and easy to fix. So easy it was company policy to not even write up such service calls in an effort butter up our clients. Since Emily showed little concern about my work-related absences, as long as our two boys were safe, I could be gone for hours. Time eventually forced us both inside our houses so we could go through the motions of the normal evening routine with our families. All that night all I could do was think of Laura and wish our time would come sooner. The only thing I could really think about was the last time Laura and were together. *** It had almost been two months since the last time we had any time alone. The competing demands of our families and jobs had gotten so bad during that period that we almost agreed on taking some dangerous chances just to be together. For me, it was the weekend my infuriatings were visiting and for Laura, she almost demanded we see each other when our kids didn't have an afternoon activity. One of the things you quickly learn during an illicit affair is that keeping it secret is both an art form and combined acts of discipline for those involved. When the day of our tryst finally arrived Laura was waiting for me at the little apartment we used. It was located in a building she had described as the type rich people kept to house their mistresses. The building was not an actual luxury address, those were in a different part of town, but it was clearly upscale offering both easy access to two major highways along with a sense of seclusion given the numerous trees and hills surrounding it. Laura said her real estate coworkers joked that unless you knew the building existed you would never find it and if a suspicious wife did, a cheating husband could quickly escape and be on the other side of town in minutes. It was a Saturday morning with my wife thinking I was on a repair call. In actuality one of my buddies at work, who had me run a cover story during his own affair months back, had called the house asking if I could help him with a difficult issue. With the kids already staying at my parent's house for the weekend, it was a relief to Emily to have me doing something as well. I quickly ran to the nearest elevator after parking my car in the attached garage and then hurried down the spartan hallway to the door of the apartment and knocked. This particular apartment was officially owned by a local corporation that let Laura's real estate office occasionally sublet for short periods. Which Laura told me meant that the man who used it was between mistresses. Laura quickly opened the door and let me in and immediately threw herself into my arms. "Oh god, how I have missed you," she said. I then took a moment to look over my beautiful illicit lover. Laura was wearing a bright and crisp white blouse and a conservative dark red skirt, the perfect apparel for a real estate agent. "You've been all I could think about for days." I said in return. "How long are we safe today?" I asked after kissing her again. "Kevin is not expecting me home until late this evening. He's got Jacob and they have driven to Atlanta to see a football game." "Emily is busy working at home and with the kids gone won't think of me for hours, and I've got Bill from work providing a cover story." With what had become our initial ritual of figuring out how long we had together Laura kissed me again and then fell to her knees. She then began to undo my belt and unbuttoning my pants. It only took her a second to then grab hold of my underwear and pull everything down below my knees. Laura then grabbed my dick and promptly slide it into her mouth. There was simply no way to describe the sensation of her full and luscious lips sliding along my now throbbing cock. The way she used her tongue to play with my dick as she sucked it only added icing to an already fabulous cake. Had she gone on much longer I would have come in her mouth then passed out and fallen to the floor. Laura had come to my body very well during our affair and quickly stopped. "Not yet baby," she said after licking my dick like a lollipop, "our fun is just beginning." She then jumped up and ran to the bedroom unbuttoning her blouse as she walked away, "Just don't stand there Jason, get undressed and come fuck me. But I will warn you, I'm ready to try something crazy." I quickly shed the rest of my clothes and followed her into the bedroom. The bed itself was king sized but in all our uses of that apartment we hardly ever had sex on it. No, what drove Laura crazy was the fact that the bedroom had a huge plate glass that opened up on a forested area. She loved to have sex on the grossly plush carpet next the window safe in the knowledge that no one outside could see us. I didn't argue, but the carpet and window seemed to prove the point the whole building was a collection of secret love nests meant for the rich. Laura had already laid down on the carpet and was lustfully smiling at me. "You know," she said, "there was something I wanted to try when Kevin and I were dating but I didn't have the courage." "What's that?" I said laying down beside her and beginning to run my eager hands over her body. "I wanted someone to try anal penetration on me," she confessed half shyly. With that she reached underneath the bed and pulled out what looked like a short dildo and a tube of some special lubricant. "Kevin and you never tried this?" I asked while one of my hands rubbed her clit. "No," she said after letting loose with a slight gasp, "I wanted to but back then he was so straitlaced and formal about sex, to him doing it doggy style was something adventurous." "Really," I said thinking back to that rainy summer afternoon when we began lovers. Before that I had always thought Laura was the prude of that family. "Whatever you want baby," I said to Laura before moving down to position myself between her legs. From our first encounter that rainy summer afternoon I had noticed that Laura liked to keep the hairs around her pussy neatly trimmed. Since then Laura had trimmed her pubic hairs now to a bare minimum, she said it was because she knew how much it excited me. It was true, but not exactly for the reason she thought. While it was true Laura had come to know my body and what brought me to orgasm, I could easily do the same to her. In fact I often thought I played her body like master musician might a violin. That day on the carpet I pushed my tongue and lips as deeply into her pussy as I could go while sucking. Her wetness almost flooded my mouth but I was rewarded by the deepest moan I had ever heard her utter. This only excited me more and I grabbed her hips to add leverage so I could go deeper. This time she screamed and ran the fingers of both hands through my hair. As I felt the lips of her pussy swell I pulled back just enough to suck on her clit while I began running two of my fingers in and out of her pussy. As I picked up speed with my thrusts I felt her arch her back. I looked up just enough to see that she now was using her hands to squeeze both of her tits hard. "Harder..." she pleaded a few times and I responded like the crazed man I had become. When she came it rocked her body so hard it seemed like a seizure leaving her breathless. I crawled back up to lay next her again and all we did for several moments was look into each others eyes. "Turn over," I said grabbing the crazy looking butt plug and the lubricant. "Oh god baby, I don't know if I'm ready. What you just did to me was amazing." She said running one of her hands down my chest. "We'll see," I said, "now turn over." Laura complied nervously spreading her legs wide enough to allow fr our experiment to begin. Wherever she got the lub it seemed designed for what we were about to do so I squirted out a good-sized blob of the stuff and used one of my index fingers to spread it around her butt hole. The butt plug was divided into three sections each an inch long and ended with a wide circular base, to prevent it going up any further. "The guy at the sex shop said this one for beginners." Laura said as I inserted the tip into her ass. Several minutes went by before the first section was inside her. "You okay baby?" I asked. "Yeah, it was scary at first but I'm liking the feeling," she said smiling back at me. The second section went in quicker and it was then I saw the dreamy look on her face telling me she was actually enjoying it. "More Jason, I want it in all the way," she said as her breathing increased. The final third went in with the base of the butt plug resting up against her body. The look on her face was a combination of both pain and pleasure with the latter winning out. "Oh baby, this is intense," she said getting up on her knees. "I want you to fuck me now." I turned over on my back while she maneuvered to straddle me above my dick. She slowly lowered her body allowing my cock to slide insider her savoring the sensation of having her pussy and butt penetrated. Laura placed her hands on my chest for stability and slowly began grinding her pussy on my dick. "If I had know anal sex was like this I would have had you do it to me that afternoon on my deck." Again referring to the day we first became lovers. I tried to thrust upward but she stopped me. "No baby you be still, this is mine alone," she said while still grinding her pelvis into me. What happened next was a sort of a dance of lust. Laura became consumed by the two sensations inside her. Our relationship had always been a combination of dirty lust and loneliness originating from our unhappy marriages. But as she danced above me I felt something shift, we began looking into each others eyes with a depth that went beyond anything we had shared before. It was like reality had been suspended leaving nothing but that room and us. When Laura climaxed this time it seemed to last forever and she savored every second until her body was exhausted until she collapsed on top of me. "I want you to take all of me Jason." She said laying on my chest with our sweat mixing. "What babe, I don't understand," I said stroking her hair. "I've had to go off the pill for a while, you know female reasons. So I wasn't going to let you cum inside me this occasion. But I want you to take all of me." What can I say, there are just some moments in life where commonsense and reason do not have roles to play in the affairs of men and women. So we both rolled over so Laura was now laying on the floor while I was laying on top of her using my arms to keep some of my weight off her. We kissed deeply drawing every bit of energy we both had as I began slowly thrusting inside her. She moaned and gasped in way that I have never heard. "Lover, make my body yours," she whispered in my ear before sticking her tongue inside it. "That's it baby," she whispered further as my thrusts quickened, "more, that's it, more." When I came, I could feel myself empty out inside her in way that almost promised she would get pregnant. Although at our ages there was every reason to believe it wouldn't be easy. I was the one exhausted now and I rolled off her but not before she looked at me and whispered, "I love you." After that I removed the butt plug and we both got up on the bed to rest while just holding each other. That wasn't the last time we made love that day but each time Laura had me cum inside her to the point we both realized the possibility that now existed that could upend our secret relationship nine months later. Night had fallen when we finally went our separate ways with us both promising to talk when we had time. Emily barely registered my return and I went to bed beginning to plan how I would tell her that I wanted to end our meaningless marriage. *** When the day arrived for our next rendezvous to discuss the news of her being pregnant with my child I was scared shitless. For the past several days something seemed to be going on at their house but whatever it was neither Kevin nor Laura were saying anything during the few times I saw them outside. Even their child Jacob seemed not to know what was going on when I asked as he played with my boys. It was all answered though when I arrived at the apartment. As soon as Laura opened the door I could tell something huge in our relationship had changed. The welcoming kiss, while deep, had none of the passion I had come to expect. "What's wrong Laura?" I asked as we both sat on the couch. Laura hesitated in a way that scared me even further. "The only way I know how to say this Jason is just to blurt everything out. Kevin knows about the baby, he found one of my pregnancy tests in the trash and immediately assumed he's the father." For a brief moment my soul felt deeply cut when I remembered that Kevin still occasionally had sex with Laura to cover up for the fact he was having his own affair with a coworker. But like I fool I quickly realized that wasn't the point Laura was beginning to make. "He's changed Jason, the news about the baby so completely shocked him that he admitted to the affair he was having then broke down and cried at everything he had taken for granted like me and Jacob. He begged me to forgive him and pleaded that we try and work everything out for our family." "What did you tell him?" I asked already knowing the answer. With that Laura kissed me gently and then smashed my heart into a million pieces. "At first I said no, that our marriage was too badly wrecked but as the days passed by he ended his affair and then he became the man I first married. But it was Jacob that pushed me over the edge, he still doesn't know about the baby but he said something the other day that hit me hard. He said it was great having dad pay attention to him again and he wondered what was the cause. Jason, I can't destroy my son's happiness even though I love you more deeply than I ever imagined I could." The handwriting was on the wall and while I wanted nothing more than bust up the apartment I surrendered to the fact it would solve nothing. We talked for a couple of hours discussing how we were to handle the ending of our affair. Mainly it revolved around how we were supposed to act in front of other people. As we parted ways I did make Laura promise that if Kevin went back to his old habits we would leave both our spouses. She agreed but I knew it was an empty promise. Months passed and the usual events occurred, like Laura telling my wife Emily that she was pregnant. At the same time Kevin told me as well and it was hardest thing I had ever done sitting on the deck where Laura and I first fucked listening to him say how happy his family was now that another child was on the way. Adding soul crushing insult to further grievous injury my wife, Emily volunteered both of us to take Kevin and Laura got for dinner that night. I played it like an Academy Award winning actor but after it was all over went to bed that night thinking about suicide. But the bombshells for me weren't over, a month before the baby was due to arrive news filtered over to my house through Jacob that they were moving. It turned out Kevin had accepted the offer of a transfer to escape the repercussions of having an affair with a coworker. So literally weeks before my baby with Laura was due to arrive Kevin, her, and Jacob drove off. We still hear from them occasionally, mainly through letters and phone calls Emily and Laura exchange. See Emily had always felt Laura was her best friend but I am totally out of the loop. After months of depression that I carefully hid from everyone I've accepted my situation in life. I even tried to rekindle something with Emily but it failed miserably, she is happy with the way things are between us. So now I just wait for something to change and the way things are going my best guess it will be my son's with Emily growing up and leaving the house. When that happens I will be free and I will do my best to salvage something of my life. But there are moments during the summer when I'm alone and a sudden rainstorm moves through and think of nothing but my lost Laura.