0 comments/ 19287 views/ 0 favorites Her Deepest Desires By: Cuntrygyrl She sat at her computer, bored, nothing to do. Looking over at him as he lay on the couch snoring. Five months have passed by since he moved in and yet it seemed they had been together forever. She knew she loved him, he had become a part of her in such a short time. The few kisses they had shared left her breathless and wanting for more, so much more. But as of yet, kisses were all they had shared. They had met each other through the computer and fallen in love very quickly after spending hours and days talking. They both felt they were meant to be together. After ten months had passed they decided to take another step and meet in person. But this was no ordinary meeting. He would be driving for 20 hours and was bringing his stuff with him, moving in for good. They were that in sync with each other, that much in love. They had no doubt it would work, and they were right. He finally arrived late one Saturday; she met him along the road so it would be easier for him to find her house. They got out of their cars and went to each other, embracing instantly. She closed her eyes and knew she was with the man that she was meant to be with. Melting into his arms as he crawled deeper inside her heart. She sat there watching her beloved soul mate sleep and remembered the past five months, and all they had been through. So much, not just any man would have stuck with it like he did. He was a very special man. Unlike any she had ever met or talked with online or anywhere. He wanted to take their relationship very slow, getting to know each other completely before moving to the next step. They started out with him having his own room, at his request. She was fine with that and really it was a big relief knowing nothing was expected of her. With each passing day they grew closer. She could still remember the first time he held her hand, the first kiss on her forehead, the first real kiss… things she would never forget. Each touch of his hand left her body aching for more. Eventually they began sharing a bedroom. Sleeping with him was like nothing she had ever experienced before. Falling asleep in his arms made her feel safe and secure, a feeling she’d never had as far back as she could remember. The sound of his snore was like a sweet lullaby to her ears, making her go to sleep every time she heard it. Waking with his warm body next to her was like waking up in a dream everyday. She loved this man with all her heart and couldn’t imagine being without him. One night after a particularly good day, they went to bed and she snuggled close to him as always. Her head on his chest and her hand lying on his stomach, watching as it would rise and fall with his every breath. He whispered he loved her as his hand pulled her close in a warm, tight embrace. She closed her eyes and whispered how she loved him too, her hand making soft slow circles on his stomach and slowly moving up to his chest. She loved the feel of his strong chest beneath her fingers, moving though the tangles of his hair. She kissed it softly; breathing in his cologne as her hand slowly traveled back down to his stomach. She loved touching his body; the warmth of it and the smoothness of his skin made it hard to stop. Her hand continued traveling up to his chest, softly caressing his skin as if it were made of delicate glass. Moving slowly back down his stomach and this time, beyond. With nervous fingertips, she reached the waistband of his underwear. Quickly her mind was wondering if she should stop, but it was too late to stop. Her fingertips found the hardness he was hiding. She gasped slightly, her heart racing as her fingertips slowly moved along the length of his cock. Liking what she felt, she slowly moved them back up along his cock stopping in the middle. Finally remembering to breathe, she slowly wrapped her fingers around it. She couldn’t believe how big it felt, her fingers didn’t even go all the way around it. She heard him moan softly and it startled her back into reality. Turning loose of his cock, she moved her hand back up to his stomach as though she were caught at something. She felt his hand on hers, as he slowly moved it back down. He took her hand in his, sliding it inside his underwear and placing it on his hard, swollen cock, pressing down on it hard. She again wrapped her fingers around it, holding it firmly, feeling it’s strength. He slowly moved her hand up and then slowly back down. Her heart was going crazy as she started stroking him slowly up and down, feeling him grow even more. Her breathing quickened and she felt a slight tingling between her legs. She ached to feel him, to have him inside her so deeply. But right now all her attention wanted to be on him. She was fascinated by his cock and wanted to have fun with her new toy. She raised up and slowly kissed down his chest… down to his stomach. Licking and kissing her way down to his waistband. He reached down and slid his underwear off, giving her full access to her new fascination. She took his cock in her hand and softly kissed the head of it, licking it gently. Suddenly her nervousness was gone and replaced with raging curiosity instead. She slowly swirled her tongue around the enormous head of his cock. Closing her eyes and enjoying the absolute pleasure of feeling his hard smoothness against her tongue. Slowly she ran her tongue along the length of his cock, savoring every inch of his manhood. Licking her way back up to the head of it, she looks up into his eyes, licking her lips slowly as she leans over and takes his huge head into her mouth. Wrapping her lips around his cock as her tongue teases the head of it, slowly sliding along the rim. Closing her eyes as she realizes she’s found what’s been missing from her life. She’s never felt anything like this before. The hardness of his cock combined with the smoothness of the skin against her tongue made her so wet and so hot she knew she would cum immediately if something was to brush against her clit. She slowly took in more of his beautiful cock, her warm wet tongue sliding along its length. As she took him in deeper almost into her throat, she imagined him sliding deep inside her pussy. Softly sucking on his cock as she slowly pulled it out. Stopping at the head then sucking it back deep inside her mouth, her lips meeting her hand where she held onto him. Nearly gagging as she feels the head of it just inside her throat, but she wants more. Needs more. Sucking on him as she takes him out faster and sucks it back inside even deeper. Feeling his cock throbbing as she does it over and over again, moving faster each time she takes him into her mouth. She hears his moans growing louder, feeling his hands on her head holding her there as his hips start to move, as if he were fucking her face. This turns her on even more, the control he showed by holding her there. This sudden rage of excitement sends her over the edge and she cums like never before. Moaning and sucking on his cock as though it was a lifeline, she feels him explode deep inside her mouth, so thick and hot. She swallows quickly, trying to keep up with every spurt he explodes, but to no avail, no matter how she tries some escapes and runs down his cock and onto her hand. She slows down as he holds her head tighter, thrusting a couple of final strokes into her cum hungry mouth as he trembles with his final eruptions. He slowly turns loose of her hair, as he takes a deep breath. She takes his cock in her hand and gently licks the dripping cum from the head. She looks up into his eyes as she slowly runs her tongue around her lips, licking his cum from her chin. She lies back down with her head on his chest as he again tells her he loves her. She whispers how she loves him too as they drift off to sleep in each other’s arms. She was startled out of her haze of memories by the sound of the TV being turned on. Looking around she sees that he’s now awake and back at the computer. She must have really been into her memories, it was almost as though she had been asleep. If it weren’t for the wetness she felt between her legs she would have sworn she had been sleeping. Tired and ready for bed, she gets up and walks to the kitchen, passing him along the way but not saying anything. After getting a drink of water she goes to stand behind him as he sits at the computer. Putting her arms around his neck and resting them on his chest, she leans forward and kisses his head, breathing in the smell of this man she loves so much. “I’m going to bed”, she tells him. His hands cover hers as he tells her “Ok baby, I’ll be in there in just a few minutes, I love you”. “I love you too”, she whispers as she slowly takes her arms from his chest, giving his shoulders a squeeze and kissing his head one more time. She goes to the bedroom with a smile on her face, but a feeling of emptiness in her heart. After getting settled in bed her mind once again returns to her lustful memories as well as a few hidden desires. Closing her eyes as she thinks of his arms around her, hearing his whispers of how much he loves her. Feeling his soft kisses on her face, her lips, her neck as his hands rub her back. Then she feels his hand softly touching her breast, caressing it as though it were a fragile piece of glass. She holds her breath as her hand slips inside her nightshirt, imagining it’s his hand that’s pinching her nipple, his hand that’s caressing her soft breast. Then she feels his hand slowly moving down along her side. Down to her thigh it moves, caressing her flesh so tenderly she can feel how very much he cares for her. Her breathing comes faster as her hand moves slowly up her inner thigh and coming to rest between her legs on her warm soft pussy. Her legs open a little more as her touch sends a spark throughout her hungry body. She feels his hand start to softly rub up and down as a finger traces along her slit. Up and down that finger moves, slowly, teasingly as her aching pussy begs for more. Her hips move slightly, pushing towards that hand, wanting him to explore deeper. Then he slides that finger just inside the lips of her pussy. She moans softly as her finger brushes across her already hardened clit. So wet and so ready, her pussy begs to be filled as she continues rubbing her clit faster and harder. She tries to be quiet as she stifles her moans with a pillow. Suddenly the door opens causing her to jump and grab for covers even though she knows he’s seen what she was doing. He stands there in the doorway looking at her with a blank expression on his face. Is he mad? Feeling her face turn bright red she stammers, “Oh, I uh, you surprised me”. He says nothing, but moves into the room closing the door behind him. His eyes never leave from her face as he moves closer to her bedside. He reaches out and takes her covers in his hand, pulling them down exposing her pushed up nightshirt and wet panties. Stunned with embarrassment she’s frozen and doesn’t move a muscle. He looks at her with this odd expression on his face, one she’s never seen before. Finally realizing she’s lying there with her legs spread open without any covers, she tries to cover herself with her nightshirt. “Stop”, he says as he yanks the covers from the bed, looking at her with an almost mean glint in his eye. “What are you talking about”? she asks as once again she reaches to cover herself. “I SAID STOP”, he says sternly. Surprised, she just lies there, wondering what has come over him and why he’s so mad at her. Just as she’s about to ask him what’s wrong he gets on the bed, sitting on top of her with his knees on either side of her waist. He looks down into her eyes and asks her “What were you doing”? Rather puzzled and very confused she just looks at him as though wondering who he was. “I said what were you doing”? he asks again a little more loudly this time. “Nothing”, she answers softly as she feels her face once again turning bright red. “I think you were being a bad girl”, he tells her with a smirk on his face. Being caught off guard by his statement, all she can do is nod her head and look away as though she really were a child that had been caught doing something wrong. “You know what happens to bad girls don’t you? Bad girls have to be taught a lesson before they get out of control”, he said as he got off of her and walked to his dresser drawers. Opening the top one he takes out a pair of his long socks and walks back to the bed. Once again he gets on the bed and straddles her body. She lies there still in shock from being caught touching her self. He reaches for her right arm and takes it up to the bedpost, tying it there with one of his long socks. Then he reaches for her left arm and ties it to the other bedpost. He looks down into her eyes as he tells her, “You’re not just a bad girl, you’re a little slut too, aren’t you?” She lies there looking up into the eyes of a man that is totally different from her boyfriend. She pulls at her wrists, trying to get loose from the bedposts, but to no avail. She was completely helpless... Her Deepest Desires It took Noela a long time to figure out what she liked in bed. She often wondered about her own curiosity with using toys, or having herself violated in different ways that had titillated her senses. She wasn't very experienced and her last real serious relationship proved he was very different, by different I mean liking a finger up his ass and even though it was foreign to her, having his ass licked. Also when the mood would strike her, causing the proverbial "wild hair up her ass", she liked having him perform anal on her, but only if she controlled how the scene went. Well Noela met and married a wonderful man named Mason. He was caring, sensitive and loyal and all around the perfect man for her. He also had bad luck in women, and when he met Noela he realized things would never be the same, somehow they were better than he could have ever imagined. The way he rubbed her 38C's and sucked on her pert nipples shook her and she always begged for more. There were never complaints in the bed and she was always adventurous for more. So every once in a while she would have him finger her asshole,(she has the greatest ass, plump and it looked great in a skirt), knowing that secretly it turned her on and that in return it turned him on just as much, hell every time they had sex he tried to finger her or even try for more, and she liked it, and always welcomed his touch, whether it was her ass or her dripping wet pussy. She would get so turned on she would have to stop him, but he just kept teasing her. This time he was holding her hips down, he took her mound into his mouth, licking up and down her dripping wet slit. She writhed around his tongue making sure he tasted all of her, sucking on her clit and while doing so, sliding a finger into her steamy pussy. "Ugh baby that's it baby, finger fuck that pussy, make me cum all over your hand!" The more she moved, the harder Mason sucked on her clit the more juices flowed and the more he slid his fingers into her, two fingers then three, opening up her love canal and stretching it how she liked it while he ate her out. "Lick my taint baby, if you keep going I'm gonna cum.." Teasing her almost bringing her to orgasm, she pulled away enough from him just so she could start sucking on his cock. She drove him crazy with how she sucked his dick, tonguing up and down his shaft and the tip of his head, getting her saliva all over it, she grabbed it with her hand and started pumping his cock, making him tingle and want his cock in her now begging pussy and rubbing his tender balls bringing him to his breaking point. "Hunny put me inside you, I want your cunt now!" Then she stopped and slowly scooted up and started to lower herself onto his throbbing member but not before she grabbed hold of it and teased her empty pussy, getting his cock coated with her juices. The feel of his cock was exhilarating and made her shudder with excitement, she knew how he liked it and when he grabbed her ass and pulled her on his dick the she liked, he got turned on too. While on top, Noela turned around while his dick was inside her tight pussy and sat backwards. She was flexible and the feel of her turning backward on his stiff member made little waves inside her cunt. This made it easier for Mason to tease her tight asshole, knowing he could get a finger or two in it. She moaned with pleasure as he teased it, almost like she was begging for more. He started to finger her more, harder, making her scream out loud into a furious orgasm. She pumped onto of his cock faster making her orgasm that much more, causing her almost to cry tears of ecstasy. Then as fate would have it, that familiar mood hit her, now after regaining her composure, with Mason fingering her ass she had to turn back around, and as she did so, sat up and sucked his cock, tasting her sweet nectar knowing she loved the way she tasted. Noela began rubbing the tip of his cock against her tight asshole signaling to Mason that he was going to get something he loved, the feel of his huge dick in her tight ass. "You want your cock in my tight ass tonight baby?" Noela said. Heated with passion he nodded, "Yes baby I wanna feel your tight ass." She made sure he rubbed her clit, knowing this would help her relax, she began to push the head of his dick at her entrance, gently, knowing if he kept rubbing her; it would work its magic. Soon she felt that pop and the tip was in, moaning she shivered and tried to get used to the feeling, and she started moving up and down slowly, taking in the rest of his cock. All of a sudden in one shift motion down she slid onto his fat cock as it filled her ass...he moaned in the satisfaction of getting anal from Noela, and relished in the feeling. He loved her, and this was just another way of showing her just how much she could trust him. They began moaning in pleasure, Mason knowing all the spots on Noela to hit, grabbing her ass to open her up more, sucking on her tits and slapping her ass. One good crack made Noela wince, it was hard yes, but she loved it. "Slap my ass again, I love it when you slap my ass baby". CRACK, and again his hand hit her ass. He would run his hand over where it hurt, making it feel a little bit better. "Pull my ass cheeks apart, open me up, I wanna feel all of you in my tight ass baby", he did as commanded knowing how much he loved hearing her talk dirty like that. She winced and moaned once again, head spinning wild knowing how much closer to ecstasy she was coming. He stopped and pulled out of her, and rolled her onto her knees, he wanted a better position so he could really drive his dick farther into her tight hole. He played with her rosebud again fingering it, getting her loosened up again, and while doing that, Mason pulled her ass apart. Noela cried out knowing how this was going to feel. She loved being opened up, so vulnerable, he spit into her ass and she moaned and groaned deeply, he had never done that before. Sensing she was ready he gently pressed his dick head to her gaping hole and plunged in. Noela cried again in ecstasy and he hammered into her ass, pushing his cock harder and deeper into her. She reached in front and started to furiously rub her clit and pussy hole, driving herself insane while Mason drilled her. "Faster hunny, I want you to fuck me faster and harder, I want your cum in my ass, coat my hole". "You want it harder and faster, you got it my little ass slut!" That was all the encouragement he needed and 5 pumps later he shot load after load filling her asshole to the brim with his creamy cum. Noela feeling the throbbing of his cock cumming in her ass, reached her climax and screamed loudly into the pillow, not caring of the neighbors heard or not. "Ughh baby, that's it, keep cumming, you feel so good, I want it, I want it all,....ahh ahhh fuuuuccckkk..holy shit I'm cumming again!" Waves and waves of orgasm hit her making her head spin. Noela milked his cock and squeezed her ass muscles around his dick, making sure she got every last drop, as he began feeling soft he slipped out and fell next to her on the bed. Feeling a euphoric state, he laid there panting and attempting to come to his senses. They helped each other clean off, and rested back in bed, and slowly drifted off to sleep, wondering what the next session would bring. Her Deepest Desires Ch. 02 She realizes her body is being gently shaken. She gives another tug at her wrists and realizes she's no longer bound. Opening her eyes she sees him standing above her, "Are you ok?" he asks. She slowly sits up and looks around the room. "Uh... yea, I'm fine. I guess I was dreaming but it seemed so real" she mumbled. Feeling totally confused and a bit embarrassed, she pulls the covers up beneath her chin as she lies back down. What a dream, she thought to herself. He turns off the light and climbs into his side of the bed. She turns and lies against his chest as her fingers slowly travel through his wonderfully soft chest hair. Inhaling his cologne, she feels that terrible ache as it starts to slowly build up from within. Wanting him so badly makes it so very hard to snuggle so closely against him. It's not long before her fingertips find their way down his chest to his stomach. Does she dare go further? This man intimidates her so much; she's always second-guessing herself. Rubbing his stomach softly, her hand moves downward along his thigh. These feelings burning deep inside are driving her insane. Slowly she brings her hand back up and rests it casually against his crotch. She feels his cock there, still soft yet quite noticeable. She loves his cock and is pretty much fascinated with it. Her heart races as she tries to decide if she should continue. But before she has the chance he turns over, with his back towards her. She closes her eyes as her heart sinks. Feeling very rejected and alone she too turns over with her back towards him. With a soft sigh and a heavy heart, she tries to convince herself he's just tired. But deep inside she knows it's her fault. Why must she keep putting herself through this? She knows he's not interested, but she just can't help it. She loves him with all her heart, isn't it natural to crave his touch, to ache with the desire of something more? Then the tears begin. She struggles to keep them under control, but she can't. The hurt is too deep. But she has no one to blame but herself. He starts to snore as she envies him the ease of which he falls to sleep. If only it were so easy for her. But all that's on her mind is the feel of his skin beneath her hand. The way his body feels as it's pressed against hers. The softness of his lips when she receives one of those rare kisses. She so desires a kiss that lasts forever. One of which she's never had. But most of all she aches for the intimacy and closeness that they share so seldom. So seldom in fact, that she feels as though she pushes herself on him. She craves the way his cock feels as it grows. The hardness of it against her lips and the soft smoothness of it as her tongue slides along its length. Oh how she would love to hear his sounds of pleasure as he explodes so forcefully inside her mouth. Hugging her pillow tighter, she tries to shake these thoughts and the awful feeling of emptiness that has seemed to take up residence inside her heart. Finally she falls asleep with the hopes of tomorrow. Her dreams never become a reality. Yet she continues to love this man who has become a part of her very soul. Just the thought of his touch brings tears to her eyes. All she's ever known is pain, why would anything be different now? Every experience she's ever had with a man has brought nothing but misery to her life. Yet she craves his touch. She desires the ultimate closeness that most others take for granted. She recalls the night he rubbed her back softly. Just for a few seconds but those were the best few seconds she's felt from a man. Never has a man placed his hand on her in a good, loving way, but plenty of times in a bad way. She knows the sting of a slap and the force of a punch all too well. But the gentle caress of a lover is what she has missed out on. How can she miss the things she's never felt? Sometimes she feels as though she can't go on any longer. But there's no other choice, her dreams and hopes ache to be satisfied. So she accepts her fate, a life of being on the outside looking in. A life of craving what she'll never have. A curiosity that will never be fulfilled. Today was a wonderful day. They spent time together doing the usual stuff. Going to town and doing some shopping. She rides with her hand on his thigh, feeling so proud to call this man hers. Or is he? Is she kidding herself believing he really loves her? Sometimes she wonders if that matters at all. She loves him, that's all she knows. Just looking at this man makes her want him in the most intimate of ways. If he could read her mind what would he think of her? She already tells him too much. She doesn't try to think of him all the time, but damn it she can't help it. She's in love, way too deeply. That night they go to bed as usual. Snuggling together, feeling his body against hers. Inhaling his cologne and kissing his chest, she gets lost in the moment. Promising herself she won't even think of anything more, won't spend another night crying herself to sleep. But she feels her body betray her. As he holds her close, she feels him pressing against her. Then the usual feelings of lust begin to grow. Can't he tell what she's feeling? Surely he knows, they've talked about it plenty of times. But as always she ends up feeling like a slut for voicing her desires. She's given up talking about it and has decided to accept things as they are. Yet here she is, wanting him again. Trying to control the animalistic urge to take control and tell him what she needs. It's not much after all, a long meaningful kiss would completely satisfy her... for now anyway . But she'll never make that mistake again. All that does is cause her great embarrassment when he turns her down. She wonders what it would be like to feel his kiss, his touch, his breath against her neck and his weight on top of her. She holds him tighter as these thoughts go through her mind with such speed she couldn't even control them if she wanted to. Slowly her hand travels down his stomach, and back up along his side. Caressing him gently, feeling the body of the man she loves so much. He breathes in deeply and presses against her, causing her to feel his growing hardness. She presses against him as her hand again slides down along his side and slowly back up his stomach, her fingertips softly entangling in his chest hair. She kisses his body as her hand continues it's journey exploring and delighting in what it finds. He pulls her close and hugs her tightly to his chest, kissing her forehead as his hands softly caress her back. Her hands come to a stop as her heart sinks, knowing what's coming next. He raises up, adjusts his pillow and turns his back towards her. She lies there staring up at the ceiling, and wonders if she'll ever learn.