28 comments/ 57773 views/ 4 favorites You Don't Know Me By: DG Hear Some sex but not a lot. Thanks to 'Techsan' for his editing skills. * My wife Kelly and I have been married for three years now. We have one child who is three years old. Yes, Kelly was pregnant before we got married. I'm now twenty-three and Kelly is twenty two. All through our school years I always had a big crush on Kelly. She was my next door neighbor and we basically grew up together. I walked with her to school almost every day until we started high school. Then she got a ride everyday with her old boyfriend Tom. I guess our relationship was like the song 'You Don't Know Me.' by Ray Charles. ---------------------------- I remember the words: You give your hand to me and then you say hello And I can hardly speak, my heart is beating so And anyone could tell, you think you know me well But you don't know me ----------------------------- That's the way I always felt about Kelly. I felt love for her my whole short life. I believe she always liked me a lot as a friend also. Just not to the extent of how I felt about her. We would hang out and tell each other secrets. The times I spent with her as a kid were the best. But then came high school and we belonged to different groups. She, with the cheerleader and jock group. I hung more with the shop guys. Welding, construction, car repair, I liked using my hands. I was hoping to someday have my own business. I knew the trades were the best way to go for me. Kelly never said anything about working or college. She was one of those who didn't make up her mind. To listen to her talk, you would think that all she wanted was to marry a guy with lots of money and she would do her best to spend it. She loved nice things and was always one of the best dressed girls in school. Her parents bought her just about anything she wanted. You would think she would be conceited but I never saw that in her. She seemed to be friends with just about everyone. She was head cheerleader and of course that made her very popular. --------------------------- Then there was the part in the song about dreams: No, you don't know the one who dreams of you at night And longs to kiss your lips and longs to hold you tight. To you I'm just a friend, and that's all I've ever been. No, you don't know me --------------------------- I remember the evenings when Tom would bring her home from dates. They would sit and neck in the car. I would always have tears in my eyes as I went to sleep. Always wanting to be the one to hold her tight. To kiss her lips and make love to her. She just thought of me at the time as her best friend, not really knowing how much it hurt me when she talked to me about Tom. How someday they would get married and have a family together. She would tell me how Tom was going to be a business executive and one day be the bank president in our town. His dad was the president of the bank now so of course Tom had the inside track as soon as he graduated. Everyone knew he would be working at the bank being the big executive and earning the big bucks.. I remember being out with some of my buddies one evening and I spotted Tom with another girl. They were parked back in the Big Boy restaurant parking lot necking. It hurt me so much to see him cheating on Kelly. When I got home she came over and sat with me on the porch to talk. I asked her where Tom was and she said he was out with a few friends. I didn't want to hurt her so I didn't say anything. I decided to talk to Tom the next day. I wasn't a wuss. In fact I was bigger and stronger than Tom. I just wasn't all that interested in sports. Of course since he played sports it kind of made him big man on campus, so to speak. I caught him alone after one of our classes and told him straight out that he better quit cheating on Kelly or break up with her. She deserved a hell of a lot better than him. He laughed and asked me, "What are you going to do about it? Go and snitch to Kelly?" He started to turn around and walk away. I grabbed him and turned him back around and hit him as hard as I could in the mid-section. He grabbed his stomach, doubled over and fell to the floor. I told him next time I wouldn't be so easy on him. I turned and walked out of the room. The only person to witness it was Sheila. She seemed to like me so I didn't think she would ever turn me in. She just smiled at me and walked away. -------------------------------------- If only I was a lover: For I never knew the art of making love Though my heart aches with love for you Afraid and shy I let my chance go by The chance that you might love me too --------------------------------------------- I did date a few other girls in school. I guess a lot of them liked me also. I remember a couple of Kelly's friends asked Kelly if she could get me to go out on a double date with her and Tom. When she brought the subject up and asked me what I thought, I laughed and said I could never double date with her. For one thing I didn't like Tom and the other was I couldn't make out with another girl in front of her. Of course she just laughed. I was just too shy and couldn't tell her that she was the one I wanted to date instead of her girlfriends. I remember the high school prom. Of course Kelly went with Tom. I took another close friend Sheila. Yes, the girl who saw me hit Tom. She and I were good friends also. I did find out later that she felt about me the way I felt about Kelly. I remember her signing my year book. "To Jerry, the one guy in high school I always had a crush on. If only you liked me half as much as you liked Kelly I would have been the best girlfriend and future wife you could have ever imagined. I hope you end up with the girl of your dreams, with love, your friend always, Sheila." ---------------------------------- There I was always saying goodbye: You give your hand to me and then you say good-bye I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy To never, never know the one who loves you so No, you don't know me ---------------------------------- Wow! Damn, Sheila was one of the nicest girls ever. I was so busy pining over Kelly that I missed a possibly great relationship with Sheila. I wish I had known how Sheila felt about me then instead of after graduation when we all signed each other's year book. I did have feelings for her only they weren't as strong as the ones I had for Kelly. At the prom Sheila and I were having a nice time. Every now and then I saw Kelly and Tom arguing. I kind of let it slide. I knew Kelly would probably tell me everything later. Kelly told me a couple of days after the prom that Tom wanted to have sex with her. I was surprised that they had never done it before. She told me she let him feel her up and finger her, and that she jacked him off but that was as far as it went. It bothered me to even hear that but I tried to listen as a friend. That's what they were arguing about at the prom. She said that Tom was heading off to College and wanted to secure their relationship before he left. She told me she thought she loved him but didn't know about going all the way. Of course I told her she shouldn't unless she was sure he really loved her as well. After hearing Kelly tell me about giving herself to Tom I was really aggravated and decided to go out. I called Sheila since now I knew she cared for me. We went out to dinner and then saw a movie. I kept picturing Kelly making out with Tom and it got to me. It was as though I was going to get even with them and have sex with Sheila. I parked in our lovers lane and started kissing Sheila. She kissed me back with everything she had. I started to unbutton her blouse and was feeling her breasts. Soft, warm, hard nipples, I lowered my head and began sucking on them. She just held me tightly and told me she always wanted to do this with me. I unbuckled her jeans and slid my hand down into her pants. Wow, she was hot and kept saying how much she loved me and has always wanted me. I wasn't thinking of her while doing all this. I was thinking of Kelly. Sheila removed her jeans and panties and I lowered my jeans and underwear. Sheila then got on my lap facing me and slowly lowered herself onto my stiff manhood. This was my first real fuck. I have felt up a few girls but never penetrated any of them. As Sheila lowered herself on my cock she looked into my eyes and said, "I love you, Jerry, with all my heart," and with tears flowing down her cheeks she lowered herself all the way down on my manhood, breaking her hymen on the way down. My God, she was a virgin and gave herself wholly to me. That's when I realized what had just happened. Sheila gave herself fully to me. Giving her virginity to me. It felt so good being the first time for me also. Then I thought about what a bastard I was. I used Sheila for some off the wall revenge. How stupid could I be. Here was a woman that truly loved me and I used her. After we were finished, I apologized to her. I told her I had no right to take away her virginity. I really felt bad about it. If I didn't have such strong feelings for Kelly it would have been different. Sheila looked at me and replied, "Jerry, you didn't take away my virginity. I gave it up for you. I have always cared for you. You are the one I want to always remember making love to me for the first time. Maybe it didn't mean as much to you but I will always cherish you and remember this night." I kissed her one more time very passionately, and it was for her. A really loving tender person. I then drove her home. A couple of weeks after graduation Kelly came crying to me. She said that Tom was running around telling everyone he finally took her virginity. She was crying and said she broke off going with him. He was nothing but a bastard. She said she never wanted to see him again. Of course that was great news to me other than her getting screwed. I asked her if she wanted to go to the movies with me to get her mind off the situation? She said yes and we had our first official date. I finally got the girl. It was summer time and we went to the beach almost every day. I was doing everything I could to get her to think about me. I thought she was finally falling in love with me. One day after one of our dates we went into her house and were watching a love story. Her parents would be out most of the evening so we decided to get comfortable. She went upstairs and put on her baby doll pajamas and I just had on my shorts and t-shirt. We started necking and we were both getting hot. I started feeling her up. God, this was what I dreamed about my whole life. I undid her top and started sucking on her nipples. She just pulled my head down against them and kept moaning. I slid my hand down into her bottoms and started rubbing her bush. My God, it felt so great, she never even tried to stop me. I pulled her bottoms off with her panties and began rubbing her clit. She kept telling me how good it felt and asking if I would kiss her down there. I knelt between her legs and buried my face into her oh so wet vagina, separating the lips so I could push my tongue in as deep as possible into the pink valley. I couldn't take it any longer and took off my shorts and pushed my rigid member as deep into her waiting valley as possible. My balls were banging against her ass. I couldn't hold back any longer as I erupted, coating her insides with my sperm. She was screaming how great it felt and how much she loved me. I was in seventh heaven. I had just made love to the girl of my dreams. The oddest part was as I came I thought of Sheila and how she had given her virginity up for me. My thoughts were all mixed up. I was with one girl and thinking about the other. Hopefully it would be something that would pass. I found a good job with a construction crew. They paid me top bucks even though I was a beginner due to the school courses I took. Everything was going good. Then of course I get a call from Kelly telling me she was pregnant. She was crying and asked me what she should do? I told her I would be right over. I went next door and she invited me in. I asked her if her parents were home and if she told them about the up coming baby. She said that they weren't home and she wanted to talk with me first. I knelt down on one knee in front of Kelly and said, "Kelly, I have loved you my whole life. I was just too shy to tell you. But I'm not shy anymore. Will you be my wife?" She started crying and said how she knew I had always liked her and that of course she would marry me. She told her parents when they got home. They weren't happy about her being pregnant or marrying me. They didn't think I would amount to much and then there was Tom who was a college boy. They had hoped she would have waited for him. Then she could have been the banker's wife. I did feel an obligation to tell Sheila. I stopped by her house and she was so happy to see me. She just ran up and kissed me. Then I looked down and she knew there was a problem. "What is it, Jerry? What's the matter?" she asked. I looked at her and said, "Kelly is pregnant and we are getting married. I wanted to be the one to tell you." She looked at me with tears in her eyes and said that she wished us the best, that I finally got the girl of my dreams and she kissed me goodbye . She started crying and went back into her house. God, why did I feel so miserable about telling her. Could it be that my feelings for her were stronger than I had thought? My parents said that I did the right thing by Kelly. If I got her pregnant and loved her then we had their blessings. We got married the following month. She wanted to get married before she began to show her pregnancy much. Even though I made decent money we couldn't afford much just starting out. I didn't want her parents giving us money and bailing us out. I knew I would never hear the end of how their princess was just too good for me and I wouldn't be able to supply her needs. We did buy a nice three bedroom house trailer and it was put in a nice trailer park. Of course at nineteen and twenty years old, we did the best we could. I was working a lot of hours and trying to get ahead. Kelly spent the day taking care of the house and getting one of the two smaller bedrooms ready for the baby. The other we just made a small office for me. One day I got a call from work telling me to head for the hospital. I was about to become a father. I went into the delivery room, put on my gown and face mask and stood holding my wife's hand during the delivery. It was unbelievable watching my daughter being born. I cut the umbilical cord and waited for them to clean up the baby. My whole life I use to say how ugly all babies were when they were born. My little girl was no exception. She looked like a wrinkled little red mass. But she was ours, and I was a very happy father. Our parents came in and of course the women did nothing but giggle over the baby. Each saying how the baby looked like us when we were born. I just shook my head and laughed. Geez, I hoped I wasn't that ugly when I was born. Three years passed since the birth of Ellen. She became one cute little bundle of joy. To me she looks a lot like her mother, which is a good thing. I'm not a bad looking man but Kelly has all the looks. I started working evenings doing welding jobs on the side. It brought in a lot of extra money and was the start of my own business. Kelly was a stay-at-home mom. She really kept the place clean and spent most of her time playing with Ellie (that's what I called Ellen). My wife was a neatnik. Everything had to be just right. No dirty dishes, garbage always taken out and then the stupid old toilet seat issue. She would always say, "If you put the seat up then you have to put it down. What's so hard to remember about that?" Every time I would forget she would hound me. I guess this was the side of married life you don't think about before marriage. I started putting half of every job I did welding into a special account. I was hoping to someday surprise Kelly by quitting my job and having my welding business built up enough to support us. The other half I put into our checking to help pay our expenses. For some reason Kelly always told me we didn't have enough money. She would go shopping with her friends pretty often. Life wasn't as good as I had hoped for. I still loved Kelly but the sex wasn't coming very often for two young people. She was either not in the mood or would fake sleeping when I came in late. Other times she more or less went along but something was wrong. I was now becoming suspicious. I received a message on my cell phone. "Tom Edwards is back in town and has been back for over a year." No name, that was it. I wondered why Kelly never mentioned it to me? Who sent the message? I was wondering if she had been cheating on me. The first clue was one afternoon when I came home after my first job to get ready to go do some welding. I went into the extra clean bathroom and was getting ready to wash up. I glanced over and the toilet seat was up. I thought to myself, "Oh, shit, I'm going to hear about this shit again," but I couldn't believe she would go the whole day leaving the toilet seat up just so she could yell at me about it. I quickly put the seat down. When she got home she was in a somewhat happy mood. I asked her if she had any company today and she said that no one was in the house but her girlfriend Jane picked her up to go shopping. I put the toilet seat issue back in my memory and talked about how many jobs I was getting doing welding. She told me that all I think about is the stupid welding. I told her that the stupid welding helped buy the clothes on her back. She laughed at me and said her parents were the ones buying her clothes, that my paychecks weren't big enough to keep her in the style she was accustomed to. I asked her how long she had been taking money from her parents and she said ever since we got married. She told me I was always on an ego trip and knew I'd get pissed off if she told me. But now she didn't care what I thought. I was pissed. She said I didn't make enough money for her and that I never spent much time with the baby. She was right about Ellie. I hardly ever saw or played with her but that was all going to change when my business got better. I left to go to my welding jobs. A couple of days later I got a message on my personal cell phone. It was a text message. All it read was, "Your wife is cheating on you." I had no idea where it came from but when I got home the toilet seat was up again. Kelly was out again so I started looking for anything else suspicious. I went through the computer and found nothing. I checked our charge card bills and there were a lot of personal purchases for women's wear but the bills were all paid on time. As I was going through a few of the drawers I found a business card in her lingerie drawer. It was just a card but the name on it read Tom Edwards vice-president of the local bank. Why would she have Tom's card in her drawer and where did she get it? About ten minutes later Kelly came in with Ellie. She handed Ellie to me and said, "Here, hold your daughter" and she headed for the bathroom. A few minutes later she came out of the bathroom yelling at me. "Jesus Christ, how many times do I have to tell you to put down the damn toilet seat?" she blurted out. I looked at her and said, "I haven't been in the bathroom since I got home a few minutes ago, just before you. Your boyfriend must have left it up just like he did yesterday," I replied. Her face froze. She needed a second to think. "What the hell are you accusing me of? There's been no other men here. You must have left it up before you left for work this morning," she replied. You Don't Know Me I looked at her and said, "Yeah, you're probably right. No one but me has used the toilet for two days," as I walked away. I needed more if I were to accuse her of infidelity. I told her I had a small job and would probably be back within the hour and walked out of the door. I waited about two minutes and walked back in. She was already on the phone and all I heard before she saw me was, "He knows something," and then she stopped talking when she saw me come back in. I told her, "I decided to take a piss before going so that's why I came back so quickly. Who were you talking to?" She hadn't spoken another word since I entered. She said, "I'll call you back," and hung up. I told her, "You never answered my question. Who was on the phone?" She said, "Just my girlfriend, Judy." I went and took a piss and when I came back out I told her I put the seat down in case she wanted to check. She got pissed and grabbed little Ellie and went into the bedroom. I grabbed the phone and hit redial. "First Bank, can I help you?" was what I heard. I said, "May I speak to Tom Edwards, please?' "One moment please," Then I heard a male voice say, "Tom Edwards here," as I hung up. The bastard was back in town. Whoever left me the message was right. I wonder if they were right about Kelly cheating on me also? That might explain some of the coldness I've been feeling in my marriage. I didn't say anything to Kelly. I went and did my small job and returned. I then received another text message. It read "Get a DNA test done, Ellen is not your child." What kind of silly games were going on. Who's sending me these crazy text messages. Why would they care? Were they for real or pranks. I figured I would go and get the test done. What did I have to lose. I set up an appointment at the local hospital lab to get the test taken the next day. As I walked into the lab, I was asked to wait a few minutes and a nurse would be with me. I sat there trying to figure out my life. What was going on? What would I do if I found out Kelly was cheating on me? What if it was with Tom? What if Ellie wasn't my daughter? So many questions. So far very few answers. Chapter 2 After waiting about five minutes a nurse came out to see me. I looked up, my God it was Sheila. She was a sight for sore eyes. With everything so mixed up in my life right now it was nice to see someone as nice as her. Sheila smiled at me and spoke first. "Hi, Jerry It's so good to see you again. I can't begin to tell you how much I missed you. I know why you're here and would like to talk to you first if you don't mind?" "How do you know what's going on in my life right now? I'm just so confused. I came to get a DNA test. I'm a little embarrassed about it, especially since you're here." I replied. "Jerry, let me begin by saying I am the mysterious note sender. Please let me explain and then I'll answer any questions you have." Sheila began, "I went away to nursing school. I had to get away from you. I was so in love with you and didn't want to mess things up for you and Kelly. As I told you a few years ago, I would do anything for you and that included stepping aside so you could have the life you wanted. I got my degree in nursing and last year transferred back here to work. I did my best to keep a low profile. So I never contacted you." "Then one day I went to the bank and saw Kelly going into the back office. I asked one of the tellers about the bank and told her I was new in town. She welcomed me to the bank and said that Roger Edwards was the president and his son Tom Edwards had just returned from a bankers' program and was now the new vice president. He pointed to the back offices where I had seen Kelly go and said that was their private offices and of course to the right were the vaults." "I didn't know whether you knew Tom was back or not. I thought you should know that they were seeing each other. At first I thought it might just be two friends seeing each other but then I had saw them together a number of times. It really started to aggravate me. I didn't like seeing them do this behind your back. I felt you should know." "One day Tom came into the hospital for an employment physical which is required by the bank. He did recognize me but I guess I didn't leave a lasting impression on him because he just talked away about coming back to town and meeting up with his old girlfriend and being the bank vice president. He is one arrogant son of a bitch. I drew his blood and I don't know why I did it but I saved a spot of blood on a slide to run a DNA test." "Please forgive me for this but I pulled your baby's birth record and the baby shots she had and found that Tom is actually Ellen's birth father." My God, I didn't know what to say. I looked at Sheila with tears in my eyes. If what she said is true than I've been living a lie ever since I got married. I've worked so hard for nothing. The woman I loved and thought loved me was a marriage farce and then my baby girl wasn't even mine. I just broke down and started crying. Sheila came over to me and held me. She had tears in her eyes also. I knew she was crying because she knew how badly I was hurt. I looked up at her and said, "I don't know what to do? I don't know what to say? I have nothing, I have no one," I cried. Sheila said, "Jerry, you still have me. I've always loved you and I'm still here for you. I'll do anything for you. All you have to do is ask." I tried to gain a little composure so I said jokingly, "Do you want to have my baby?" as I tried to smile. Sheila looked back at me and said, "I already have." I said, "What? What are you saying? "Jerry, remember the time I gave myself to you and then later you came to my house to tell me you were going to marry Kelly because she was going to have your baby? Well, here's a flash for you. I was pregnant with your child also. That's why I was so happy to see you then. I was going to tell you but you surprised me first. I went away to live with my aunt while taking the nurses course. I had my beautiful baby girl. I call her Jeri. I named her after her father. That's why I left the message for you to take the DNA test. To prove to you that you are the father of Jeri. I wanted you to know for sure. I'm not asking for money or anything. I'm not trying to play you. Jeri and I are doing fine. She is one of the smartest, prettiest little girls you have ever seen. Kind of looks like her dad." Then Sheila smiled. I didn't know what to say. I was totally mixed up. I knew what kind of person Sheila was. She wasn't trying to pull anything over me. She was just too nice of a person to do that. I asked if I could see Jeri. She said they had a day care at the hospital for employees and took me to see my daughter. The minute I walked into the room and saw all those little kids I was able to pick out Jeri in a second. I knew she was mine the second I saw her as she ran up to her mother. Sheila picked her up and said, "Jeri I would like you to meet a very special person. This is daddy," as she handed the little tyke over to me. I reached out and took her in my arms. I said , "Hi Jeri. How are you?" She said, "Hi, daddy," and kissed me on the cheek. I handed her back to Sheila and she put her down and told her to go play with the other kids and away she went. I looked at Sheila and told her I didn't know what to say or do. I needed time to clear all the cobwebs from my head. This was just so much to try and figure out in one day. I did tell her no matter what the outcome of my messed up life that I wanted to be part of little Jeri's life. She said she understood and felt sorry for me but she would help me in any way she could. She asked if I wanted the DNA taken and I told her I did. Not to match Jeri's DNA but to make sure there was no match for Ellie's. Sheila took me in the lab and took my blood sample and said it would take about a week. She didn't want to rush it through and make any waves. She kissed me lightly on the lips and I gave her a hug, then I left the hospital with a head full of cobwebs. Where do I go from here? I had to have some kind of plan. I needed to talk to Kelly also. I knew down deep inside that everything Sheila told me was true but I wanted to hear what Kelly had to say. When I got home I told Kelly we needed to talk. She said she was going to go shopping with Jane and we could talk another time. I looked her right in the eyes and said, "Your damn shopping can wait. I have some questions and I need some answers." She looked nervous as we sat down at the table. I hardly ever raised my voice to her. "Did you know that Tom Edwards is back in town?" I asked She looked at me and said, "Yes, I guess he's been back for awhile as far as I know. What difference does that make if he lives here?" I didn't answer her question but thought I would try a bluff. So I told her that his car was seen in the trailer park yesterday and asked her if he stopped over to see her? She remembered the toilet seat being up so she said, "Yes, he stopped by for a few minutes and said, 'Hello.' We talked a little bit and then he left. Why are you badgering me about this? I didn't do anything wrong." "I just thought it odd that your old boyfriend was back in town for almost a year and you never mentioned it to me and then he stops by our house and you never even told me. Sounds a little suspicious doesn't it?" "Well, I knew you would suspect the worst with your ego and all and I wasn't in the mood to argue with you. Just like right now, you're accusing me of having an affair with Tom. Just because an old friend stopped by doesn't mean anything," she said "I never accused you of anything. I just asked if Tom was back in town and if he stopped by. From now on you better tell him to put the toilet seat down so I won't get in trouble for him leaving it up every time he stops by for a little bit," I replied Kelly jumped up and called me a bastard and said she was going shopping and that Ellie was at her mothers. I told her that Ellie was always at her mothers and my mom wondered why she hardly ever gets to see Ellie. Kelly walked out the door. Well, there was step one. She has been seeing Tom. Time to start getting ready for step two whatever that was going to be. It's funny how quick love can fade when your lover cheats on you. Kelly and Tom were messing with the wrong guy. I spent too much of my life trying to make the wrong woman happy, I can see that now. So I was going to take control over my life. The only sad part is Ellie is in the middle of the playing field. At least she was only three and had a full life ahead of her. Probably without me. I have to see the DNA results first. I had to make sure. I let things go for the next few days. I wanted to see how Kelly reacted after our conversation. Funny how every day I came home from work I went and checked the toilet seat. The weird things we do when distrust sets in. Kelly always had somewhere to go when I got home. I could tell she was trying to avoid me as much as possible. I decided to spend more and more time on my side job. I was making more money on my wielding jobs then I did on my regular job. I had over $30,000 stashed in an account in a different bank. The last thing I needed now was for Kelly to find out about it. I received a text message from Sheila saying "The test results are back". That was good, I could finally find out for sure if Ellie was my child. I was pretty sure that she wasn't since I last talked to Sheila, but I needed the proof in writing. I gave Sheila a call and asked if I could see her after work. I told her I would like to see Jeri also. She gave me her address and I stopped by the next evening. She had a nice apartment. Nothing luxurious but nice, neat and clean. She asked if I wanted anything to eat or drink. She said she didn't have much but I was welcome to whatever she had. She didn't get much company other than her parents and other relatives. I asked if her family knew who Jeri's father was? She said she wouldn't tell anyone but she had a feeling her sisters knew. She asked them to promise never to tell me because she didn't want to mess up my life and that she and her daughter were very happy. She told me she went on a few dates but couldn't get serious about anyone. She then pulled out the DNA papers of four different individuals, me, Tom, Ellie and Jeri. She set them all on the table and explained all the dots and dashes. Ellie was Tom's birth child. I was wondering if Kelly or Tom even knew. Then I looked at my DNA. It wasn't even close to Ellie's. No question about it. I was not the biological father of Ellie. Believe it or not it made me sad. I thought she was my daughter for over three years and then, boom, she isn't mine. I was getting ready to match my test results against Jeri's when Jeri came over to me and held up her hands for me to pick her up. I reached down and set her on my lap. She looked at me and said, "My daddy." Then I looked down at the test results and little Jeri was right. I was her daddy. I gave her a big hug and a kiss on the cheek. I glanced over at Sheila who had tears in her eyes watching me with our daughter. How could I be so blind? She did feel about me the way I used to feel about Kelly. I decided I was going to make it up to her. She again reminded me of my song, "You Don't know me," only I was the one who didn't have the eyes to see who really loved me. ---------------------------------- This verse fit Sheila's love for me also: You give your hand to me and then you say hello And I can hardly speak, my heart is beating so And anyone could tell, you think you know me well But you don't know me It was true, I really didn't know how Sheila felt. ------------------------------------ I wasn't going to do to her what Kelly did to me. I asked her if she still loved me? With tears in her eyes she said, "I've never stopped loving you, Jerry." I sat down and told her about wanting to quit my job and open my own little wielding business. She was so happy for me. She thought it would be so great. Then I thought about Kelly telling me how my plans were nothing. What a difference in women. I was just too blind to ever notice it. I told Sheila that I had a little money saved and I wanted to put it in her name. I explained how it was going to be for my business. I wanted to get it out of my name and there was no one I trusted more than her. I explained that I was going to face Kelly with all the facts and ask for a divorce. I didn't know what the outcome would be yet but that I wanted her and little Jeri to be part of my life. We said our goodbyes and I told her I would drop her off a check the next day to deposit my savings in her name. The next day I went to work and explained to my boss that I was giving my two week notice. He said I could use my two week vacation now and he would list my termination date as two weeks from now. I told him that would be great. It would give me some time to set up my business and get a little time off before burying myself in my work. He wished me well and said if I ever needed a job I was welcome back. He said he was losing a really good employee but understood how important it was to me to own my own business. I was going to use this two weeks to find out exactly what Kelly and Tom were up to. I put a bug on the phone in the office to record any calls going through our home line. Kelly hardly ever used that phone and besides the actual recording tape was in a drawer. Since most calls were local calls there really wasn't much of a record. I also decided to follow Kelly on some of her shopping trips. I first stopped by the hospital to talk with Sheila to give her the check and let her know that I wouldn't be in much contact with her for the next couple of weeks. I didn't want her involved in my problems. If she needed me to text me like she had been. I promised her that I wouldn't leave her this time. I would be back. The next day I got up like I was going to work and followed my regular morning procedure. I asked Kelly what her plans were for the day and she said she would be home doing her usual household chores. I stated that I didn't have any wielding jobs set for the next two days and maybe we could take Ellie and go visit my parents that evening. She looked a bit hesitant and mentioned that her parents wanted to see Ellie that evening and she promised them she would go there. I actually offered to go along and visit her parents who really disliked me. Kelly came back saying her dad was going to watch Ellie while she and her mom did some shopping. I told her that if she didn't want me to come along that it was okay. Maybe I would go next time. I left the house since I was supposed to be going to work. I stopped by a small building that was for rent. It was an old building that used to be used as a gas station but they had taken the pumps out. I found out I could rent it with an option to buy after six months to a year. The owner said it was pretty run down and if I wanted to, I could fix it up and make repairs and charge it off against the rent. Well, now I knew what I was going to do with my days for the next two weeks. When I got home Kelly was getting ready to leave as usual. I guess I used to be too much in love to notice the real Kelly. She did everything possible not to be with me. About fifteen minutes after she left I went to her parents home and parked my truck a couple of houses down the street. A few minutes later I watched Kelly get into her car without her mother or Ellie. I guess her mother decided not to go shopping. I followed her through town to a secluded little restaurant. I watched her sit in the parking lot till I saw Tom's car pull up. Well, there was some proof. I took out my digital camera and started snapping pictures. The two of them greeting with a light kiss and then Tom put his arm around her as they went into the restaurant. I decided not much more I could do right then so I thought I'd go by Kelly's parents and pick up Ellie. As I rang the doorbell Kelly's mom looked at me both surprised and nervous. I asked her where Kelly was, that she had told me she was going shopping with her mom. Her mom asked what I was doing there and then just stuttered and said she wasn't feeling good so Kelly called one of her girlfriends and she went with her. I asked her which girlfriend. Again she stuttered and said she didn't know. Then I told her since I was going home and she wasn't feeling good I would just take Ellie with me. There wasn't much she could do so she invited me in and went and got Ellie and I took her home. It was kind of sad, I really did like the cute little gal. She really was a good girl. I almost thought about asking for custody but I would never get it and besides I was going to use her DNA to get even with Kelly and Tom. Ellie and I were playing on the floor when the phone rang. It was Kelly. She started yelling at me asking me why I took her daughter. I yelled back, "Isn't she my daughter too? Your mom wasn't feeling good or at least that's what she told me so I took our daughter home with me. You keep saying I never spend enough time with her. By the way, who did you go shopping with? Your mom said you called one of your friends." She yelled back, "Well, if you have to know it was Jane." "That's nice, I'm interested to see what you bought," I replied She yelled back at me, "What the hell is wrong with you? You act like you don't trust me. I didn't end up buying anything. So we just went to a restaurant and got something to eat, if it's so important for you to know." "It was nice to know you told me the truth. I checked out a job tonight and I saw your car parked at a restaurant on route 6. I was going to join you but I figured you went out to eat with your mom. So I didn't want to bother you. So I'll see you when you get home. Bye." Then I hung up. You Don't Know Me I forgot about my phone bug. I picked up Ellie and went into the little office and checked the machine. There was one call from Tom telling her that he would see her at the restaurant tonight and a second call she made to her mom's asking her to watch Ellie. I changed the tape and took Ellie back into the living room and watched a little TV with her. About a half hour later Kelly came home. She settled down, probably figuring she got away with something tonight. In fact she talked about going over to see my parents the next day. I told her that I had talked to them and they were going to my aunts for dinner that evening. She actually looked relieved. She didn't consider my parents quite high enough on the social ladder. Unbelievable what I went though all these years. How could I be so blind? The next evening we actually stayed home and she made us a dinner. Maybe she was feeling a little guilty. I couldn't remember the last time she cooked for me. When she went to the bedroom with Ellie I decided to go into the office and check out the bug. She had called Tom earlier in the day and told him how lucky they were the day before. She also said her mom was getting a little tired of making excuses for her. That could only mean her mom knew something about her affair if she was covering for her. Then she said that she missed him and maybe she could drop by the bank to see him tomorrow around noon. Then they had said their goodbyes and hung up. I quickly changed the tape and headed back into the kitchen. We went to bed and I decided I was going to have sex with her. She told me she was tired and I told her it had been quite awhile since we made love. I reached over and started rubbing her mid-section. Slow circles going lower and lower down to her mound. As I began to rub her mound she was getting warmed up. I inserted two fingers into her and started fingering her. She was saying, "Oh, God, that feels so good," as I kept fingering her and she was getting real wet. I kept stoking her and stroking her until she finally begged me to fuck her. That's exactly what she said, "Fuck me, fuck me, God, I want it." I had to problem getting a hard on. I was a guy after all. I wasn't making love to her, I was fucking her. She came screaming. I didn't know if she was thinking of me or Tom but she had one hell of a climax. I came shortly after she did, coating her insides with my cum. Too bad she was on the pill. I could have given Ellie a little brother or sister. Of course Kelly was too proud of her body. She didn't want any more kids. But I do have to say she was a good fuck. I was out the next morning working on my building. It was really starting to look decent. I received a phone message from Sheila. It said, "I'm in the bank and your wife just arrived and went to Tom's office. Thought you might want to know." I immediately called her back. I wanted to hear her voice. When she answered I could actually hear her smile. I told her I got her message. I told her I found out about the meeting and was wondering if Kelly would meet Tom. Then I asked her if she would be free on Saturday. I had a couple of surprises for her. She said she would get a baby sitter for Jeri... I interrupted her and said I wanted her to bring Jeri along. She said she would be more than happy too. I told her I would pick her up around noon. She said she loved me and hung up before I could respond. I had enough of this playing around. I decided to go over to the bank. I walked in and walked straight back to Tom's office. They must have been in there about a half hour so I was pretty sure what was going on. I began to bang on his door. Security came up and told me I had to leave. I told them as soon as I was done talking to my wife. Tom opened the door, my wife was sitting there with her hair messed up and both of their clothes were disheveled. The guards let me go as I entered the office and closed the door. Kelly jumped up and asked me what I was doing there? I told her I came to ask about a small business loan when I saw her car parked out front. I asked her what she was doing there and Tom started to say something. I looked at him and said, "Hey, Prick, keep your fucking mouth shut or I'll shut it for you." Kelly said "You can't talk to Tom like that. He's just a friend and I came to see him." I walked over to her and pulled up her skirt quickly and noticed she didn't have time to put her panties back on. I said, "You mean you came to fuck him like you've been doing for the last year. Well, my dear loving wife, he can have you. I want nothing to do with you. I'm headed over to my lawyers and file divorce papers. You are getting nothing but your personal items and the car your parents bought you. You will have till Sunday to get the hell out of my home." She responded, "You can't do that. You will have to pay child support and alimony because I don't work. Besides just maybe I'll ask for that dump of a house we live in and sell it for a few bucks. Just maybe if you're nice to me I will let you have visitation rights to see your daughter." I looked at her with contempt and decided to let her have it with both barrels. "You've been cheating on me for at least a year, maybe ever since we got married. The only person in this family I feel sorry for is little Ellie. She deserves better than a slut for a mother and a bastard like Tom for a father." I then pulled out Tom's and Ellie's DNA file and laid it on Tom's desk. "You will either sign the divorce papers the way I said or I'll rake you through the courts and make Tom pay over three years of back child support payments to me." I then pulled out the few pictures I had of them at the restaurant and pulled out a couple of audio tapes. "More evidence to support my cheating claims against you." I then looked over at Tom and said, "You son of a bitch, you better treat little Ellie with love. If I ever hear that you hurt her I'll come after you and kill you. You see, I still love the little girl but I'm not her father anymore." With all that said, I opened the door and walked out of the bank. All the patrons were staring at me and then at Tom's door. I think everyone heard the conversation. As I walked out the door I realized that neither of them knew that Tom was actually Ellie's father. I did go straight to my lawyer's office and filed divorce papers. The lawyer told me it should go pretty quickly if Kelly didn't fight it. I told him I needed to be taken off Ellie's birth certificate as the father also. I found a motel to stay at for a couple of days. I spent my days at the business fixing it up. On Saturday I went and picked up Sheila and Jeri. I headed over to my little business and asked her what she thought of it. She smiled at me and said, "It's beautiful. It needs a woman's touch and it will be perfect." I looked at her and asked if she was that woman. She smiled at me and nodded her head, "Yes" and then hugged me. We got back in my truck and Sheila asked where we where going? I told her it was a surprise as I pulled up in front of my parents' home. As we walked hand in and with Jeri in the middle Sheila told me for the first time she was scared. I told her there was no need to be as I had talked to my parents the day before. When my mom opened the door I said, "Mom and Dad, you remember Sheila. She was my prom date way back when, and the beautiful little girl is your granddaughter, Jeri." Mom started crying and reached down and picked up Jeri and started hugging and kissing her. My dad walked up to Sheila and said, "Welcome to the family." Sheila looked over at me and my dad said, "Oh, shit, didn't you ask her yet?" "Christ, dad, shouldn't I get divorced before I ask another woman to marry me?" Sheila looked over at me and said, "No, you don't need to wait if I'm the woman and if I am the woman the answer is yes." I grabbed her and hugged her. I thought to myself this is what love is all about. Even though I thought I loved Kelly all those years I never felt this warmth and tingling. I guess it's the difference of one-sided love compared to two people loving each other. We left my happy parents and had one more stop. Sheila asked where we are going again and I told her to see her family. As I pulled up in front of their house I was getting nervous. I looked at Sheila and she laughed. Then she told me that unlike my parents hers were not pre-warned about what was about to happen. Sheila didn't knock but walked right in. Her mom and dad were sitting there watching the TV. When they saw Jeri they smiled as she ran to her grandma. They looked at me and asked if they knew me, that I looked somewhat familiar. Before I could speak Sheila's sister came into the room and said, "Hi, Jerry, long time no see." I looked at Sheila for help but wasn't getting any. She was just smiling along with her sisters. Her dad said, "Well, son, what is it?" I have never been so nervous in my entire life. "Well, sir, my name is Jerry Jones. I would like to ask for your daughter Sheila's hand in marriage but there are a number of complications that need explaining." "What sort of complications?" He asked, as his daughters were almost laughing. "Well, sir, to begin with, I am already married and we can't get married until my divorce is final." Her dad looked at me like I was some kind of a nut. "Sir, there are more complications. Well, not complications as much as issues. I just found out in the last month that Jeri is my daughter. Please, sir, let me finish before you kick me out. I love Sheila and I sure do love Jeri. I will be the best husband and father on God's green earth. I would like to have your blessing." Her dad looked at Sheila and asked if everything I said was true. She said, "Yes, dad. It's all true." "Do you love him or is this just so Jeri has a father?" he asked. "Dad," Sheila replied, "I love him with all my heart and always have since high school. We need your blessing, dad, because I waited a lot of years for him. You see, I prayed that someday this day would come true." Her dad got up with tears and his eyes and hugged his daughter. Then he came over to me and told me to take good care of his daughter and granddaughter as he shook my hand. I looked over and Sheila's sisters were crying along with their mother. That was pretty much everybody. I was getting ready to take Sheila and Jeri back to their apartment when Sheila asked her mother if she could watch Jeri tonight because she had some stuff to discuss with me. Of course her mother said yes and her sisters started laughing. As we got in the truck I asked what was going on? Sheila said, "I've waited for over three years to make love to you again. You have a motel room and we are not going to let it go to waste." I headed for the motel. We started off by taking separate showers. We decided that this was going to be an all night love fest. I got out of the shower and she had the lights dimmed and was under the top sheet. She had a romantic music station on the radio. I had on my boxers. I got in the bed next to her and gently kissed her. She kissed me back. Our kisses were slow sensuous kisses. I pulled the sheet off her breasts and began to slowly rub them, watching the nipples get hard. Then I lowered my head and sucked on one nipple while massaging the other breast. After getting the one nipple hard I switched to the other one. I slid my hand down to her belly while still sucking on her nipples. Then I lowered my head further down her body and began kissing her little belly. I felt her intake of breath while kissing slightly below her belly button. I slid my hand down to her mound. It was trimmed with a just a tuft of hair to run my fingers through. I kept moving my lips lower and lower till they were on her mound. My fingers were rubbing down in the valley between her thighs. I felt her spread her thighs even more so I could get my whole hand in the valley rubbing her very moist vagina. Pulling the sheet off of her I buried my face between her legs, tonguing, tasting and even lightly biting my way into her moist cavity. She started coming as she held my head tightly against her. I loved the taste of her. I kept devouring her till she was through having those little mini-spasms. Then I climbed between her wide-spread legs and slowly, very slowly pushed my hard member into her. This was what making real love was all about. As I slowly push my member in and out of her and she was coming up to meet every thrust, my song came on the radio. ----------------------- For I never knew the art of making love Though my heart aches with love for you Afraid and shy I let my chance go by The chance that you might love me too ----------------------- Not this time. We both knew the art of making love. No more afraid and shy, no more letting the chance go by. We were together in the full throes of passion. With our song in the background I came with the biggest climax of my life. She was squeezing my member so hard with her lower lips that my cock was almost hurting. She came and was crying at the same time, screaming at me, "I love you, Jerry, I love you so much." ------------------------- You give your hand to me and then you say good-bye I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy To never, never know the one who loves you so No, you don't know me ---------------------------- Not anymore, we finally found our true loves. We would spend the rest of our lives together. Conclusion: Well, my divorce became final. Kelly didn't fight it at all. She stopped by the trailer and picked up her belongings. She and Ellie moved in with her parents to start. She kept seeing Tom who accepted the paternity results and was paying support for Ellie.. After the divorce was finalized she and Ellie moved in with Tom. They didn't get married yet but were living together. I don't see Kelly very often. I may run into her sometime in the market or restaurant. I don't hate her. She had told me that she really didn't know that Tom was the father of Ellie. She said she more or less married me for revenge against Tom and of course because she was pregnant. She apologized for her actions during our marriage. She said she didn't have the affairs until after Tom moved back into town. She stilled loved him and one thing led to another and the affair started. She wished me the best in my new business venture and was glad I found someone who really loved me. I still feel sad when I see Ellie. She will have a good life though. Kelly is a good mother and of course her parents love Ellie. So all her needs will be met. On a brighter note, I couldn't be happier. My business took off and I had to hire additional help. I also teach a wielding class at the school and then hire the best of the crop as apprentices. I keep regular hours and let the help do the night jobs. My evenings are spent with my family. I lived in the trailer until after the divorce and when it was finalized Sheila and I got married. I love my family with all my heart. I'm doing my best to keep my promises that I made to Sheila's dad. Her family accepted me and we all get along great. My mom and dad have become good friends with Sheila's parents. Little Jeri has the best of both worlds. A mom and dad who love her dearly and two sets of grandparents who love her to death. The only problem is in a couple of months she is going to have to share that love with her future brother. Whenever we hear our song "You don't know me," it brings tears to our eyes. We think about our past and where it lead us. One thing is for sure, Our love is real and we are doing our best to truly know each other. My life is not only good, it's Great! * Thank you for reading my story. Comments welcome DG Hear You Don't Know Me, But... You won't have heard of me, but... You won't have heard of me before, I am confident of that. You will have heard of one of my relations I am sure, but I am much better at my job than she is. Trick or Treat. I suppose that sums me up. Trick or treat. If you read on from here, then it is trick or treat. Am I treating you or tricking you? Do you want to take the risk? Will reading this story be a treat, or am I tricking you? Dare you read on? Oh, by the way, if you are too young, then you should certainly not read on. My relation looks after the kiddies. I am only interested in the grown-ups. Go on kiddies, Go away now. Shoo. Scram. Go and watch television or something. There is nothing here for you. ... Yes! You. Go away. ... That's better. Without the little-one's prying eyes we can, what shall I say, relax a bit? Make sure that we are comfortable. Perhaps get a glass of something to sip. Well perhaps not if you are reading this at work, but you wouldn't be doing that, would you. No. Excuse me a moment while I top up my own glass. ... That's good. I decided to treat myself to a tot of the good stuff. There's that word again, treat. It seems to be a bit of a theme, doesn't it. But there again, so is trick. One or the other. This or that. One or t'other. Comfortable. Are you sure that you are comfortable. They look a bit constricting to me. Undo them. Slip them off. That's better. What are you thinking? Have you got any little urges? It's OK. There's no-one else watching now. It's just the two of us. I would be more than happy if you were to take that off as well. Are you warm enough now? Would you be happier if you were to snuggle under the duvet. You could put another log on the fire perhaps -- but mind the sparks -- or turn up the thermostat, but it would be better for the environment, I think, if you were to use the duvet. Don't you agree? Yes, go ahead, stroke, fondle, tickle, rub. Nice, eh? Not too fast. You've plenty of time, haven't you? Haven't you? Yes, just relax. Fantasise. Whose hand would you like it to be. Whose? Oh really, They wouldn't do that to you, would they. Or would they? Of course, you would have to return the... return the ... complement. You would like that, wouldn't you. Dream now. Dream of it. Just you, and them. Of course I am here as well, but you can choose, can't you. Do you want to be aware that I am watching you? Does being watched excite you more? Perhaps instead you could imagine that I am really that other, special person you dream of. Just dream if what you want, and then enjoy the result. What could make it better. Do you have any little bottles or toys by your bedside? Do you want to reach for them? Any little potions that might enhance it? Make it smoother? Anything to give it that little extra buzz, so to speak? Do you like it to feel especially tight, or filled that little bit extra? Squeezed? Stretched? Anything, just anything to take the pleasure just that little bit higher, further, more intensity. What a treat. What treatment. What beautiful treatment. What a treat you are having. You like it, don't you. Aren't you glad you took me up on my offer. You wouldn't want to be missing what I am giving you now, would you? Are you are wondering who I am? Don't worry about it, just go with it. I'm giving you pleasure, aren't I. What does it matter who I am. Just accept that I am giving you these ideas, leading you to your wanton behaviour? But it is fun, isn't it. Ok, not fun, more than fun. Pleasure? More, more, more. More. More. Who am I that I have the power to give you this pleasure. So far, just pleasure. There's still no hurry. We will get there, there, there, there. Oh yes, there. There. Oh yes, Oh yes. Is it ecstasy? Have I brought you to ecstasy, so soon? No, surely not, Just a little peak on the way. Where am I taking you? Questions? Where? Why? Who? Who? You are asking who again? That question is getting in the way, isn't it. Shall I answer it? Shall I hint? OK! I have told you that you have heard of my relation, my wife actually, although we have parted company now. What she does doesn't interest me, and what I do, well I just don't think that she would approve of what I do. Can you guess now? You know who I am yet? You will have heard about her in stories; in films even. Getting warmer? Oh, yes, you were getting warmer. Lets get back to that, shall we. Forget questions, just enjoy, just please yourself, just pleasure yourself. Ignore the questions. Oh, you really can't, can you. Do I have to I tell you? Yes? No? Think. You want to know? Oh well, so be it. You know my wife. She is the Fairy Godmother. Which makes me... Yes! I am the Fairy Godfather. That's right, Godfather, like in the mafia. What? You have never heard of the Fairy Godfather? You haven't, have you? Actually, there is a good reason for that. Do you remember that I said that I do my job better than she does hers. Her secret has been discovered. Mine hasn't. You see, as soon as someone finds out about me, I have to do something about it. I am sure that you have heard about cases of sudden unexpected, unexplained deaths. So Goodbye. You see, it was a trick.