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No Ordinary Love Ch. 01

By: JAYCE73



I work as a Hotel night clerk at one of the largest hotels in New York City. Every night, I struggle to stay awake, and welcome thousands of tourist to the greatest city in the world.

The hotel industry, I have found is my career niche, because I love people, I am very intrigued by different people. And as you can expect, you meet very interesting and people at night in New York, especially in Times Square.

About six months ago, there was a large convention at the hotel. It was the annual, Adult Video News Convention. There was every, porn star, producer and magazine publisher of adult literature In Attendance. 

That day, just about every male working at the hotel, walked around holding his crotch, and drooling at the mouth, at the sight of all the beautiful and willing women there. As you can expect as well the women working at the hotel hated it, you just don't know how many, " She's not all that's" was uttered that day. As for me? Well, yeah! I was in heaven, but I was just too damn tiered to enjoy all the sights that morning of check in. So, I just decided to arrive for work a little early, to gaulk. 

When I left the hotel, I stopped at a news stand a few blocks down to pick up a Daily News, and while paying for it, I noticed out of my eye a magazine hanging there. I turned and looked, and of course it was one of those, Men's sex magazine. Now, I try not to look at or buy those things, because I figure it's not really good getting one all excited over seeing a nude woman, who I know I would never met, yet make love to. But I'm just a sucker for a beautiful face, so most times I give in.

As I stood there contemplating whether I should buy the damn thing, I got a thought, well actually something hit me, figuratively speaking. " I work at a hotel in which a large adult sex convention was being held, maybe I could meet one of these girls." 

The woman on the cover of this magazine had caught my eye before, every time she appeared, I would always look at her pictures and read the interviews she gave. 

She was truly amazing. Physically, of course she is what every man fantasizes about, a nice tan complexion , a knock out body, long beautiful hair, well taken cared of hands. But the interviews I read, revealed that she was very intelligent as well as beautiful , which in my mind made her even more sexy. Her name or at least she said her name was Tera Patrick. She said in an interview her father was English and her mother was Thai, put the two together and "BAM" you have a drop dead gorgeous offspring. Anyway I thought maybe, just maybe she would be there, at this convention, and maybe I, unlike other guys, would meet my fantasy girl......... Hey it was a thought! As I made my way home I could not help but think of the possibility of meeting a woman who I had secretly obsessed over for, at least a year, but I didn't want to become too excited because there was a chance that she wouldn't be there.

I got home around nine am, and found a message on my answering machine. It was one of my managers at the hotel, he asked if I wouldn't mind coming in around five, to help cover the shift because of the amount of people that would be checking in, he also said I wouldn't have to work the overnight if I did. Well I really hate the overnight shift, and I'll do anything to get off it, so I agreed. 

Afterwards I tried quickly to go to sleep because I would have to wake up in about five hour to head back to the city. I couldn't get any good sleep, because of my excitement, but eventually I did.

I woke up before my alarm clock rang. I was tiered but, kind of rested. I turned on the news and the weather report said that it was , at two o'clock, ninety five degrees, and that evening it would only drop about five degrees. 

I took a shower, and got dressed. By the time I headed out it was around three thirty, so I figure I would get something to eat and just take my time going to work. I hopped on the uptown "A" train from the world trade center, it was as always packed during that time. As I stood on the train, tiered as hell, hanging almost lifeless from the lack of proper sleep, I noticed a women at the other end of the car, who somewhat resembled Tera, the women I was hoping to meet, but I thought "can't be she would be at the hotel by now". 

I couldn't help but stare. I must have caught her eye because she looked back and smiled. Was it her? I don't know I thought , everyone in those magazines looks different in person, so I just shrugged it off, and closed my eyes. 

After about fifteen minutes or so, the train arrived at the 42nd st. stop. I got off and walked up the steps to the street level, by this time it was about four o'clock. I had an hour to get something to eat, and just prepare myself for the rest of the day. As always when I'm hungry in Times Square, I eat at Tad's steaks which in my opinion is the beast steak one can buy for under twelve dollars.

After I ate, I walked the short one block up to the hotel, and walked down to the lockers to change. I over heard many of the male workers, talking about the "bad Bitch's" that was around the hotel. I thought to myself, "would she be there?" 

I don't know, I felt kind of stupid for thinking and feeling the way I did, I mean I was literally one of at least one million men who have seen this woman and felt this way. What would make me, different? What would make me stand out so that she would notice? I looked at my watch, I had an half hour to figure something out. Then I thought of it, something simple and to the point, just get a card and give it to someone to give to her. It sounded too simple, but a few years ago I got a girl to call me just by sending her a funny card. If I wanted to do this, I had to act fast, my time to punch in was near.

One of the great things about Times Square is that everything is here, so I didn't have to go far for a Hallmark card. I quickly looked for the funniest card there was on the rack and bought it. As I walked out of the store I noticed a floral shop, I ran in a got two long stemmed roses and had them put in a box. I ran back to the locker room of the hotel and put the card and the roses in my locker. I barely was able to punch in on time, but I made it.

The front desk was for once full of people checking in at that time. I shook everyone' s hand, said "hi" to everyone there and took to my station. I stood by a young man who is a part of a special club, he and two other workers , a club in which I made up and gave them membership to, it is called P.B.3, which stands for perverted bastards x 3. 

These three guys always talk about sex. One college kid there doing an internship, swears they aren't getting any because they talk about it too much. Anyway, I asked John of pb3, what was the babe count for the day? He almost instantly replied, "there is some fly ho's in here tonight". I had to laugh because, if the first lady of the U.S. checked in , he would call her a "fly ho." John respected women, but didn't give them respect, if that makes any sense. 

The time went past quickly, before I noticed it was eight o'clock. 

"Shoot , I got to head down to the ballroom, to see if Tera was there." I punched out for break, and headed down to my locker. I felt really stupid going to a porn convention with a gift wrapped box, so I just left the roses in my locker. I took the service elevator to the level were the convention was at. As I walked in the doors, my mouth dropped at the sight of all the beautiful and barely dressed women. 

"Damn!" I thought, this place is too big and I have no time to walk around, and look for her. "So close but, yet so far away ." 

Just as I decided to leave I literally , bumped in to one of the, I guess featured women there. A very beautiful and sexy black women by the name of Crystal Knight. "Damn, I never thought I would meet her."

She was very polite and friendly as well. We talked for about twenty minutes or so about this and that. I was enjoying her company so much, I had forgot I had to get back to work, so I excused myself and started walking out. "Well at least I got to talk with someone, may not be who I wanted it to be with but , .......HEY!"

Just as I was about to walk out of the ballroom, I remembered in an interview, Tera said she had did some work with a Crystal Knight, it had to be the same girl. So I ran back and asked her if there was a Tera Patrick, attending the convention. She said yes, and asked if I want to meet her?

" No! I mean, Yes! But I,......I have to get back to work. Could you just give her this card, and ask her whenever she gets a chance to come to the front desk on the eighth floor and ask for Jason." She said she would do that for me.

I ran back up to the desk and took my spot. Every five minutes or so I would look at the clock to see how much time had elapsed since the last time I looked at the clock, and I would look at the elevator to see if I saw any women resembling Tera, but nothing. Time went so slow after that. BOY MEETS GIRL

Eventually mid- night hit , and no one came to the desk asking for me. I had felt like someone had just told me that my parents had died, and everyone noticed, my emotional downward spiral.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" One of the managers asked.

"Just tiered. I said. I'm banking out."

I grabbed my cashier drawer to lock it up for the day. As I was making sure I was, "on the penny", John came into the vault and said to me,

"YO MAN, SOME FLY ASS HO, is at the desk asking for you!"

"Alright , tell her I'll be right there." 

I didn't think much of who it was, because a lot of women I check in, try to get free up grade, by flirting or fling the hair, etc. sometimes it works but tonight, it ain't happening.

I walked from behind the desk to the lobby and looked at John to see who wanted to talk to me, he pointed to the information rack. 

There I saw a women who was about five foot nine, with long dark brown hair, and highlighted accents. She wore a very short mini skirt, and one of those handkerchief tops. Her legs looked unbelievable, they were long and smooth to the eye. She had also on sandals , her feet were perfect, toes done in a French style.

As I got closer to her I could smell her. On a nice breezy summer day, if you walk pass the central park conservatory, you will be able to smell all sorts of exotic flowers. That fresh, crisp sent is what she smelled like. Some times, I just sit on a bench around that area and read and relax. It basically is the only place in New York City that you can go to that doesn't smell like smog. I could have smelled that scent all day.

I got about five feet from her, my heart was racing a million miles per second, my hands got all sweaty and clammy. It was her, .....Tera! "ALL MAN," I thought. What am I going to say? Calm down! Calm down! Just be yourself. Woman like me because, I have I good personality, so just, be yourself. I walked up behind her, and said at a very low voice, "Tera?" She turned looked at me and smiled. My God, this woman was more beautiful than I had ever expected, the pictures I have seen of her, did not do any justice to her beauty. I literally had no adjectives in my vocabulary to use in describing how beautiful she was. But I can try.

Her skin was tanned and smooth, no blemishes, no scars. Her face had was like, some master artist had painted it. Perfect in shape. Her eyes, were slightly almond shaped, you could definitely tell she had some Asian in her. Her smile was warm and genuine, from it, I could tell that she wanted to be there.

When she held out her hand for me to shake, it felt as though she did not do any manual labor in her life, soft and very smooth. One of the things that I love on a woman, is well taken cared of hands, for some reason it is a big turn on for me. Her hands were definitely well taken cared of. Her body was the typical hour glass shape, she couldn't weigh no more that one hundred and fifteen pound. But she wasn't thin, she was very built and in excellent shape. She must work out three four times a week. Her hair was to her mid-back. Dark brown, with some sort of highlighted tint to it. I just stared in amazement, there was nothing fake on this woman, nothing. From hair to fingernails to breasts, it was natural and hers. I thought to myself, God must have been in a good mood when he made her!

"You must be Jason, Chystal gave me your card. It was funny. You made me laugh. I like it when a guy makes me laugh." "That's a good start." 

"Yes it is." 

I could not stop the conversation, so I just had to say something, or do something or say and do something,... I just had to act.

" I always wondered what I would say, or what I would do if I ever meet you."

"So now that you have me, what are you going to do?"

"I have you?"

"I'm standing here in front of you, aren't I?"

"I guess you are. So I should do something, shouldn't?"

She smiled. I just looked not saying a word, I didn't know what to do. The hardest thing for me to do when I meet a woman, is getting pass the introduction. Once I do that, I'm fine. I took a hard swallow as I nervously stood there.

"I'll make it easier for you. Kiss me!"

"OK!"

I leaned over to her, and gave her a very soft kiss on the lips, and ask if she would like to go for a drink and talk? She said , "yes."

"Now, that wasn't too hard was it?"

"Why does it feel like my knees are about to give in on me?" She laughed.

"I have that power over men. To make them week at the knees."

"Did I ask if you would like to get a drink or something?"

"Yes."

"Did you say yes?"

She laughed and told me yes.

"So why am I still here? Why haven't we moved from this spot?"

"I'm waiting for you."

"Well I guess I better do something before you get bored and leave."

"Yeah! I was just thinking that."

I told her I had to punch out and I would be about five minutes. I walked as fast as I could to the back office, to punch out. I didn't even bother changing, from my uniform, which is not all that bad because our uniforms are Georgio Armani suits. I walked out from the desk to meet her in the lobby, and we took the elevators down to the street level. We were the only two on the elevator. My god , she smells so good. I thought to myself. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in.

"I love this hotel." She said

"Me too, that's the reason I work here, well, also the fact that I have a love Times Square too."

She smiled at me .

"You're not a native New Yorker are you?"

"No. How can you tell?"

" I've been around native New Yorker, and you don't strike me as one of them."

Thanx! .....I guess.

"No that's a good thing, because I can't stand people with attitude."

"Oh! Well than, Thank You!"

The elevator stopped at the main street level, and I let her out first.

"Thank you."

As we walked out to the square the heat and humidity hit your face like a huge slap. "Damn it's hot!" I said

"It is but I love it." she said.

"I don't. In the winter, when you get cold, you can put on more clothes. If you get a little warm, you can take off clothes. In the summer you can get naked and still be hot. You can't do anything."

"Yeah, but it's fun walking around nude!" "Alrighty then!" 

I asked were she wanted to go? She looked at her watch and said, 

"It's twelve thirty Am in the city that never sleeps, were can we find a place that's open so we can talk?" She looked at me, I looked at her and we said at the same time " The Village!"

We walked down to 42nd and 8th Ave. to catch the C train. We got to the station and I bought two tokens, gave one to her and let her go before me. We walked down to the platform, and stood there waiting for the train.

"Crystal said that a very cute guy wanted to meet me. I wasn't going to go to the desk at first, but she said that you seemed different from all the other guys that attend these things. She said you were funny and could actually hold an intelligent conversation. Being in this business, you grow to have a sixth sense about people, and it's a protection. It helps you see through those who are full of crap. Most guys that attend these conventions are full of it, there either nerds trying to get there first lay, or big assholes who just think that all the girls here are easy fucks. So when Crystal assured me that you weren't that type, I figured I had to trust her. She's hardly ever wrong when it comes to he opposite sex.

" Thank you miss knight!" I thought to myself.

"Are you one of those girls?"

"What?"

Easy fucks?

She looked at me and smiled, "It depends on what type of mood I'm in. If I'm in a good mood, I'll take a guy back to my room and let them live out his fantasy, and then kick him out."

"Do you get lonely?"

"Occasionally"

"Do you at times just want to be held, and made love to, by someone who knows you , and not be fucked by a stranger?"

She gave me this look like, Oh God another one of those guys again and said to me, "Don't tell me you're one of those emotional pussies, who is going to try to get on my emotional side and bring out my morals to make me change and start going to church are you?"

"I like the job that I do, because people intrigue me, and you are by far the most intriguing woman I've ever meet or known."

"You didn't answer my question."

"No." She smiled at me, and said "good."

"Let me see your hands." She took my hands and examined the on the front and back as well as the nails.

"I like guys with nice hands."

I grabbed her and pulled her to me. She wrapped her arms around me, I put my hand on her bare back. Oh my god, her skin was as soft as it looked. I looked her in the eyes and asked her, what type of mood she was in tonight.

She smiled and asked me "why?"

"Just curious." I said.

"I'm in a good mood tonight."

I yelled at the top of my voice, "YEAH BABY!!" She started laughing. I whispered in her ear, "shall we shag now, or shag later?"

Still laughing, she said "later."

The train arrived finally at the stop. We got on and found a seat together. It seemed like ever man on the train was looking at me with envy, because of the beautiful woman I was with. Tera also got looks from men, like they wanted to say something to her because they recognized her but they were afraid to approach. God knows it wasn't me the one that was intimidating. 

There was a older man sitting across from our seat, who was shamelessly staring up Tera's skirt and rubbing himself. She didn't even notice, or maybe she did, I don't know. I stopped her in mid-sentence to ask if she was wearing any underwear. She looked at me strange and said , no. "Why?"

"Because the guy across from you is staring up your skirt." "Let him look! You know your going to have to get use to guys looking at me and hitting on me."

What did she say? That I would have to get "Use to guys hitting and looking at her." Did that sentence denote that there would be more times I would be seen in public with her? " Shut up Jason." I thought , I'm being way to overly analytical of the situation.

She did eventually cross her legs, which ended showing more flesh because of the almost non-existing skirt she was wearing. I wasn't upset, I actually loved it. I got just as much a kick out of seeing and knowing she was wearing nothing underneath than the other guys looking.

The train conductor announced that the next stop would be Christopher St.

I looked at Tera and asked if she was ready, to get off. We both stood up and moved to the door of the train, I held her by her waist and pulled her close to me, god she felt and smelled so good. It seemed like all eye on the train was on us. I leaned down and kissed her on the neck. With my hands I began rubbing her naked back and softly caressing her ass. I moved from her neck to her mouth, and we both began kissing each other passionately. It was like the whole world stop for that moment, and we both did not care that the train of about thirty people was staring at us, it seemed we both blocked out everyone except each other. The conductor announced "Christopher st." The train pulled up to the station stop, and we got off. "Damn this women looks fine!" I thought to myself. We walked up to the street. 


No Ordinary Love Ch. 01



On a hot evening or early morning like this, the Village is always packed, you have the clubs, the café's the stores all of which close down around three or four in the morning. Where shall we go? I asked.

"I know a funky little place that has the best margarita's in New York."

We walked about three block from where we were, to a corner restaurant. We were seated outside on the sidewalk. She began talking, I honestly do not remember about what, I was so busy looking at every one looking at her. She got many looks like, " I know this girl from somewhere." Most from men, but hey, we were in the heart of Greenwich Village, so she also got looks from other women as well. The waiter came to our table and took our order. She had a strawberry margarita , and I just had a rum and coke.

"So why isn't a guy like you married with three kids, a Volvo station wagon and a four bedroom house in the suburbs?"

"I like kids, as long as they aren't mine. I'll make them laugh have fun with them but when they start to get on my nerves, I give them back to there parents, and I bare no community responsibility for ignoring them, when they walk into their school and shoot up all their classmates with an assault rifle that they hid under their bed, that I never knew they had because I never went into their room to spend time with them."

She laughed and said "OK!"

"What about a wife? Why aren't you married?"

"Do I have to be married?"

"No, but you seem very main stream, and main stream guys do main stream things like marry, and have kids."

"I wanted to do stuff before I settled down."

"Like?"

"Travel."

"Where have you gone?"

"I've been to Budapest, Vienna, Italy, Toronto, the Caribbean."

"That's not a lot of places."

"Well I don't have a job that affords me to travel to exotic places, where I can enjoy the sights while frolicking in the nude."

"Touché!" 

"I guess, to tell you the truth, I have passed up a lot of good women, because I'm very picky at who I want to spend the rest of my life with. I guess, I truly have not met my type, or maybe I have , but I just didn't know."

"What is your type?"

"Physically?,..... YOU." 

I stopped and looked at her, she smiled, and took a sip of her drink.

"I guess I can sum up the rest of my type in this way. About two years ago, I meet a very beautiful young girl, who I talked to on the phone. We never really went out, on dates, but when we talked on the phone, she would soar me to an emotional high that I never felt before. It was like being on a drug, we would laugh and talk for hours about nothing. Emotionally I want what she gave me. Intelligence, as well. A sense of humor and some sort of spirituality, nothing fanatical though. Basically someone , you know, I can enjoy my life with."

"What happened to the girl?"

"She end up marrying some jerk that mistreats her. What about you, I mean what do want in life?"

She leaned back in her chair, smiled, leaned forward looked at me and said,

"World peace."

"What?"

"I'm sorry, I had a flash back to my modeling days, when we used to get asked those questions in beauty contest. What do I want in life?" She took a deep breath. " I guess just to be happy, to be happy at what I'm doing and happy where I'm going. Sorry I can't give you a more detailed answer, no one has asked me that question in a while."

"What type of questions do guys ask you?"

"You want to go back to my place and have sex?"

"I guess I'm some what of an enigma, since I have not asked that question yet?" She shook her head, yes.

"Are you happy?"

She looked at me with a strait face and shrugged her shoulders.

"Sort of. I could be a little more, if I try."

I wasn't going to push for any more information on the matter, I figured if this night was the beginning of something good, she would tell me what would make her happy.

"Do men try to get to know you?"

"Yeah, physically and that's it."

"How do you feel about someone who wants to get to know You , and not you're body only?"

"You're not interested in me physically?"

"HELL YEAH, I'm interested in you physically, I've been sporting wood since I meet you." She laughed very loud. 

"But I want to go beyond, the physical attraction."

"Is what you want, a relationship?"

"A chance, I 'm asking you to give me a chance."

"It's not going to work."

"Why not?"

"I've let other guys try and they end up getting hurt. I'm not an ordinary girl. I don't live an ordinary life. I don't have an ordinary job. Men say they can handle what I do, but they end up getting mad because I don't quit what I do to be with them. I am a considerate person and it would be very inconsiderate for me to let a guy become attached to me and I, not change. A relationship is fifty, fifty and I can only offer twenty percent."

She took a sip of her drink. 

" Plus I'm in a contract for five years, even if I did want to quit, I couldn't." 

I had to think of something quickly to counteract her thinking. I deep inside do not think it would bother me,...... let me stop lying, yes it would. I mean the thought of my woman being fucked every time she goes to work, can be traumatizing emotionally. But there was something about her. I've seen other porn stars before, but I never wanted to build a relationship with them. What the hell was so different about her? I couldn't put my finger on it.

"You know, I have a friend that works for the iron workers union. They had a contract to build a one hundred story building. He got hired when they were on the eightieth story. Every day when he would leave his wife to go to work, she would worry about him, she said, even though, she knew there was safety precautions, and safety nets to protect them, but there was always that chance of a freak accident that could happen.

At the end of the work day when he came home, she would give him the biggest hug and kiss, because he made it back to her alive. She would tell me that she would not say anything to him about changing jobs, or show him that she worried about him, because she knew that he enjoyed what he did, and she respected the choice of career he made. 

What you do is not easy to accept, but I think I can tolerate, and respect what you do because that is the career you have chosen, and I don't think it is right for anyone to criticize what others do for a living. I know that there are safety measures you guys take, but that would not stop me from worry about you, but you know what? The thing that would keep me going, is that knowing, I would be the only man that has the privilege of making love to you when you come home. 

She looked at very cynically with her hand on her chin, smiled and said, 

"That's it? You have the opportunity to be with the woman of your dreams and the only thing, that you can say to keep me , is that you respect what I do, and that it would be a privilege to be the only one making love to me. BOY! You better think of some more bullshit to sling my way." 

I burst out in laughter after what she just said. She had to laugh as well.

"What do you want me to say?"

"Be honest with me, just be honest. Why do you want to be with me, why do you want a girl like me, in you life? Be honest."

"I don't know, that is the honest truth. I just don't know why. There is something about you, that I can't figure out. There is something that has seduced me to search you out fact that I know that my every fantasy can be fulfilled by you. It could be the fact that I know, no one who is with anyone, that is as beautiful as yourself. But,.... it goes deeper, I know it does, but I just can't figure out what it is." and wish for you to come in my life. It could be the 

Just as I finished what I was saying, a cool stiff breeze blew our way, her hair blew with the wind, I was able to smell the intoxicating perfume she had on. I closed my eyes and just imagined for a split second what my life would be like with her. 

She finished sipping her drink, and moved the hair from her face. It was like everything that she did dripped with sensuality, her breathing, her smiling , her talking, her moving her hair back from her face, and I don't think she knew that. Maybe that was it, me wanting to be with a woman that didn't have to try to be beautiful and sexy. Maybe, I wanted to be with a woman that just was. 

One of the guys I work with at the hotel told me that, I never knew what he meant until that moment. He also said that I had the personality and disposition in life to turn a whore, into a housewife. I didn't want that to happen, did I? I don't know, either way it would take time and patience with Tera to do what ever life had in store for us.

"You ready?" she asked

"Yeah! Where are we going?"

"Where do you want to go? What do want to do?"

"What type of mood are you in?"

She smiled .

"I'm in a good mood still."

"Well , lets do whatever the mood is. Are you staying at the hotel?"

"No, I live in the city."

"Where?"

"72nd and Broadway."

"I knew I've seen you around there! One day last year, I almost got hit by a car, because I stopped in the middle of the street to look back at a woman who I thought was you. Damn! You've been that close to me. Sorry! I just can't believe you've been that close to me. Anyway , let's go! ................."

We left the restaurant and walked back to the train stop. About a block from the train stop, I bumped into a buddy of mine that I knew from Philadelphia. 

"What are you doing here? I asked?"

"My fiancé lives in Brooklyn, and you know , I just wanted to visit the Village before I went back to Philly."

"This is a friend of mine, Tera.... Tera this is Jermaine."

"HI! How are you? Tera asked."

"Fine, just fine." He gave me this look, like where the hell did you meet her. Jermaine and I grew up together and we just knew the type of woman that we wanted to be with just did not existed. Physically, Tera was the type of woman I wanted to be with from childhood, and Jermaine knew that.

Before we walked away Jermaine shook my hand and held it, pulled me to him and said to me in a low voice, "Good going, you held out for the right one." Boy , if only he knew, I thought, if only he knew.

See , I was brought up with a strict moral and biblical background, I knew the woman I wanted would be hard to find, but I never knew she would be the epitome of everything wrong, that I knew.

We continued walking to the train. I looked at Tera and told her that she was a very big ego boost for me.

"I've noticed." 

I held her close to me while waiting for the train on the platform. I really could not wait to go home with her. "So, how often do you bring guys to your apartment?"

"What are you crazy? You really think I would bring a guy to my place for a one night stand?"

"Your taking me home."

"Your different, I actually like you."

"That's a start. Am I just going to be a one night stand?"

"It depends."

"On what?"

"How well you treat me."

"Are you going to kick me out after were done?"

"Done what? What do you think were going to do? I want to just talk." She turned and looked at me and smiled. "Just kidding."

"So your giving me a chance?"

"No, I'm giving you the opportunity, an opportunity to prove to me whether your full of shit or not."

"What do you mean?"

"You have to prove to me, that all the things you said, can be backed up by actions. If so,.......I'm yours."

Oh , God! What have I gotten myself into? Somehow I think this woman will test me in ways I never have been tested before. If I wanted to be with her, then I would have to pass whatever tests there was 100%, and I wanted to, but how?

The uptown C train stopped at the station. We got on the car, looked around and to our pleasant surprise it was only us. Now this is my fantasy, being on an empty subway car with a beautiful woman who was willing to do whatever. 

I wanted to see what she would say or do. We sat down and she snuggled up under me. I put my arm around her. She started rubbing my chest and stomach.

"How many days a week do you work out?"

"Three." 

Her hand went down further, she lightly tugged on my penis.

"Nice size."

I looked at her. With my hand that was around her, I grabbed her hair, and pulled her head pack, and kissed her. This kiss was different from the kiss from a few hours ago. It was long hard and with lots of tongue. She broke from the kiss and looked at me in a very seductive way. I looked back at her, and shook my head, and said NO! 

"This is a local train, it makes every stop, we could get arrested, for doing what your thinking."

"Punk." 

"No, I just don't want to make page six in the post."

It was good that we didn't start, because the next stop about fifteen people got on the train. So we both sat there very horny, rubbing on each other getting even more hot. About ten minute later, we arrived at 72nd and central park west. We had to walk about two blocks over to her apartment. 

LUST 

We finally made it. As soon as we enter the door of her place, her clothes almost instantly, was shed off. "Wow, I've never seen a woman get naked so quick." Her body was perfect. She stood about ten feet away from me, with her legs spread just waiting, for me to do whatever to her. Her breast were natural and perky, I looked down and she had a very beautiful, vagina. Her labia, was about one inch in length and spread open at the end. I started taking off my jacket, apparently I wasn't moving fast enough for her, because she walked very fast over to me, pulled my jacket off, literally ripped my shirt off and pulled my pants down, around my ankles. She got down on her knees and began hungrily sucking my penis, after about a minute of that, she stood up and told me to follow her to the bedroom. I took my shoes off and walked out of pants , I at that point was as nude as she was.

I ran behind her and grabbed her. My left hand I rubbed her breast and pinched her nipples. My right middle finger, entered her very loose vagina. She leaned her head back and we both lock lips in a kiss.

"Lay on the bed." She said

I walked over to her king size bed. I laid on my back and she straddle on top of me. No protection? I asked 

"Do I need it?"

"Do I?"

"Only from me, if you don't do what I want you to do." She then took my cock and guided it into her. I couldn't believe, this woman was about to go down on me. As I entered her instant pleasure was felt.

I looked at her as she began ridding up and down on me. She bite her bottom lip and leaned her head back and let out a soft moan. 

I rolled her over on the bed, she spread her legs wide, I was able to get good leverage in ramming my male member in her. I ran my hands through her long soft silky hair. I thanked god for finding me a woman with long hair. I just love a woman with long hair.

I move down to her neck, and nibbled on her left then on her right, the center. She opened her eyes and looked at me, our eyes locked. I grabbed her legs from the knees and put them around my shoulders, I pushed forward and harder, she gave me a smile of pleasure. Her legs were pushed over her head. I began kissing her on the lips. 

I let her legs down. She wrapped them around my waist. She pulled my head down to her and whispered in my ear that she wanted it from back. She turned over, and I entered her from the back. After a few thrust from the rear, I pulled out of her, turned her back over, spread her legs and moved down on her. I took her beautiful labia, and began sucking on it, I loved it. She rubbed my head and neck in approval. 

I spread her lips with my right hand and entered her with my tongue. I moved it around in her, the only thing I heard was her breathing heavy. My tongue moved about a eighth of an inch up in her, and hit her clitoris. Her body jerked with pleasure.

I moved back up, and re entered her with my cock. I felt myself about to cum, I pulled out and held my cock with my thumb and index finger, then I placed the head of my cock on her lips. She grabbed it and allowed me to explode on her face. I never thought how much of a turn on it was for a woman to allow a man to cum on her beautiful face. 

After about a five seconds of spewing all over her face, I fell to the side of her. She looked at me, and rubbed my face with her right hand covered with my sperm. She licking her lip, and then leaned over to kiss me. I didn't want her to but it was me that came on her so I guess I didn't mind. She leaned back on the bed and looked at me.

I told her she didn't have to let me do that to her. She said if she didn't want it done she wouldn't have let me.

As I lay there beside her, I couldn't help but think why would such a pretty woman let a man do that to her? I don't know. I guess one of those enigmas.

"What to take a shower? She shook her head yes. I went in her bathroom to run the water, she soon followed." 

When we entered the shower, she immediately washed her face, which I don't blame her. I lathered her body up with soap, and then washed it off. Just having her in front of me made me still want more.

She turned and face me, she looked so sexy with her body glistening from the water and soap, and her hair well what can I say, I loved it. She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled my head down. We lock lips ,and began passionately kissing. She moved her hand down and put my cock in her, she then wrapped her legs around my waist. I slammed her against the shower wall holding her from her ass. My hands spread her ass open and my hands entered her rear. She brook from the kiss, and said very softly, "fuck", my thrust got faster and harder, the more she moaned and groaned. 

The water was warm hitting us from above. Her breathing got heavier, as we both neared climax. The grip that she had around my neck got tighter. She took one hand from around my neck and grabbed one of her tit's and she leaned her head down and started sucking on the nipple. She looked at me and told me to suck it. I took her thick nipple and bit it and sucked on it. I then went back to kissing her.

Our tongues intertwined. Her sliding against the wet shower wall, got faster as I entered and exited her. Finally she let out a loud "FUCK", her death grip around my neck tightened, eventually after she came fully, her arms just fell to her side, her legs I had still wrapped around me. She was finished but I hadn't. She leaned her head against the shower wall, and just looked at me while I continued entering. About a minute later, I pushed up in her and came inside. I pushed my body tight against hers, and made sure every drop of sperm was in her. Her arms wrapped around my neck tight keeping her self up as her body fell limb. Her head rested on my chest, as we both mustered up ever ounce of strength in us to stand. She began kissing my neck and she bit my ear. She then whispered to me , " give me more!" Damn! I don't think I can. I thought to myself.

She looked at me for about thirty seconds and then squatted down and put my still throbbing cock in her mouth. She ran her warm mouth back and forth on it, she then moved down to my nuts and began sucking on them. She then looked up and told me to turn around. When I did she spread my butt cheeks, and I felt her tongue, lick me up and down. I turned back facing her and moved down to the shower floor. I positioned my self under her vagina, so we were in a sixty nine position. She let her body fall on me, she slightly pushed her pelvic area in my face, and I felt her warm mouth wrap around my cock. We laid there licking and sucking each other for what seemed like hours, bring one another to a pleasurable climax, after climax.

She then moved to where she was beside me, and laid her head on my chest. I think we were both dead exhausted at that point. 




No Ordinary Love Ch. 01



What time was is, I thought. It had to be about five in the morning. 

I got up turned the water off, carried her to the bed and laid down beside her. We were both soak and wet from not drying off, but I don't think it mattered. 

As I laid there on my back, I began thinking about this new relationship. Would it work out? Deep inside I hope it did. At least the sex started out good.

She then moved herself to lay on top of me, and fell into a deep sleep. I didn't want to wake her so, I just laid there with her one hundred an fifteen pound frame on top of me. I was meaning to see what type of shampoo she used, because her hair smelled , so good. That smell, her light breathing on my neck as well as the hum of the window fan eventually put me to sleep. 

I woke up to the sounds of honking cars. I looked over at the alarm clock, it was 12:55pm. "Man, I must have been really tiered!" I guess so after last night. I said very low.

Tera , was still laying on top of me. Her hair had dried, so I just began stroking her mane. "God I love long hair." I thought to myself.

I must have woke her up doing that, because she took a very deep breath and wrapped her arms around me.

"You awake?" she asked

"No!" She laughed lightly.

"What time is it?

"One o'clock."

"What time did we fall asleep?"

"Around five."

I was still twisting, turning and stroking her hair.

"You like my hair."

"How can you tell?"

"You're the only guy I know, that stops in the middle of making love and thanks god for giving you a woman with long hair."

"Did I say that out loud?" She laughed

"Yeah, you did"

"Guys don't like running their hands through your hair?"

"They like grabbing it and pulling on it, they don't run there hands trough it and caress it like you."

"Promise me something."

"What?'

"Promise you won't cut your hair." She laughed . 

"I promise."

"What do you want to do today?" She shrugged her shoulder.

"Do you have anything planned?"

"No."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"You haven't asked me that before, so this must be something deep."

"What would you have done if we didn't hook up yesterday?"

"Probable found some guy in a bar took him to a hotel and fucked him."

"Like you did me?"

"No. This morning we didn't fuck."

"It sure as hell wasn't making love."

"Lust, pure lust is what we performed."

"What is lust?"

"Lust is when you like a person based on their appearance, it's before you grow to love that person."

"So I'm closer to you loving me than the guy that you would just screwed?"

"If you want to think of it in that way."

"So am, I jumping the gun by saying I have a new girlfriend?"

"You made it to my apartment. Guys I pick up don't make it to my apartment, so, I think you can say that you've made it to boyfriend status." 

"Promise me something else."

"What?"

"Promise me that outside of business, you will not let another man touch you. I mean , sexually." 

She leaned up, looked at me long and hard, for about one minute. She then got off of the bed and went into the bathroom. 

"All damn, that's probable what pisses her off about men. I wasn't trying to change her, I was just ......I don't know, making sure that our relationship was a relationship."

She came back into the bedroom and laid on top of me.

"Are you mad at me?"

"For what?

"For asking you that question."

"No, that was a legitimate question"

"So can you promise me that?"

"I think I can promise you that." 

What a relief! I thought to myself..... What the hell was I saying, a relief, from what? Every time she goes to work she'll be cheating on me. I guess a relief, from knowing she wouldn't do it without my knowledge. I got to remember, this is no ordinary girl, so this would be no ordinary relationship, so I would have to stop thinking ordinary.

"By the way you jumped off the bed, I thought you were mad at me." "When?"

"Just a few minutes ago."

"I HAD TO PEE!....... Listen if you want this to work, you can not be insecure. I hate men who are insecure. When I say I want to be with you, I mean it, you have to take my word. ...... What's the longest relationship you've been in?"

"Two years."

"Did you trust her?"

"Of course!"

"Look at me Jason, look at me in the eyes." She grabbed my head and looked me dead in the eyes and said, "trust me I'm not going to get mad at you for asking questions about you and I , if you have them to ask, TRUST ME! Trust me in that respect, and trust me in general, trust me. Ok! Now lets get dressed and get something to eat." 

She rolled off of me and went into the bathroom. About fifteen minutes later she came back into the bedroom, and sat in front of her vanity mirror, combing her hair. I sat on the edge of the bed just stunned at her natural beauty. I didn't even realize how long I was looking. All the photographs of women in those magazines made them look like the most beautiful women in the world, but it is all make up and camera angles. Tera though, had no make up on, her hair was not done by a team of professional stylist and there was no deceiving lighting, yet she still looked strait of a glamour session.

She glanced at the corner of the mirror and saw me staring at her, she pause from combing her hair, smile at me and asked if I was ok.

"Once I get over the initial shock that I'm with you and get use to looking at you, I'll be fine. But until then, I'm still in awe." 

"You know , you can stop." 

"Stop what?"

"The pick up lines, you got me!"

"That's not a pick up line, it's what I'm thinking." She smiled and shook her head. 

"I have to wash up. Where do you keep the wash rags and towels?"

"In the bathroom closet."

I went into the bathroom and washed my face, and got freshened up. I walked back to the bedroom, were Tera was still making herself pretty. I laid on the bed still looking at her getting ready, while still in the nude. Eventually she made her way over to one of her dressers, opened it and pulled out a pair of jeans, and threw them on the bed next to me. She opened another drawer, and removed a light blue sheer silk shirt. She moved to another dresser and got a pair of socks and a powder blue bra. I watch in amazement of how well organized her bedroom was. I had noticed too that she allowed some room for clutter, so she wasn't a complete neat freak, from that I knew she wouldn't get mad at me for leaving a dish in the sink for a day or two.

I walked into the living room and pulled my pants and jacket from the floor. It would be too hot for the jacket, so I hung it up in her closet. I put my pants on and the T-shirt I had took off last night. I looked at the shirt she ripped off of me, and was kind of upset, because it was a Turnbull and Asser custom made shirt, "damn I paid two hundred for that." I thought, but hey it has good memories now. And I smiled.

I walked back in the bedroom, were Tera had put on the jeans and bra. As I made my way to the bed, she looked at me and asked if I was going to put on a shirt over what I had on. I looked at her and said, that a ravenous and sex crazed woman ripped and ruined my shirt last night.

"Oh, My bad!"

"That's ok. It's hot anyway I'll be alright just wearing this." She looked at me and said "Yeah, you'll look ok"

She put on the sheer shirt, which made that outfit very sexy, "WOW! You look great!"

"Thank you , Jason."

My heart felt like it would skip a beat every time I looked at her. I hate to sound redundant, but I could not believe I would be with this woman. I could not mess this up, I can't. 

"You ready?"

"Yeah!"

She put her cell phone and a few other things into a Luis Vuitton, mini back Pack and put it on. She grabbed her Channel sun glasses, put them on looked at me and gave me a kiss on the cheek and said, "let's go!" Pop Quiz

We left her apartment and started walking down 72nd . "What do want to eat?" she asked.

"I don't care. Are you, hungry,... hungry?" "Not really."

"How about we go to Central Park, get a hot dog and a coke, find a nice cool spot and talk?"

"Sounds good." We got our hot dog from a vendor outside of the park, and we walked to a spot that I knew would be nice and cool. There was an empty bench by the John Lennon, Imagine memorial. It was surrounded by trees which made it shady and cool. We unwrapped our lunch and began eating.

"How long have you been living in New York?"

She finished chewing, took a sip of soda, and said,"Two years."

"Where were you before?"

"California. LA." 

"How did you make the career jump from nursing to porn?"

"I did semi-nude photo shoots, which lead to harder photo shoots, and finally someone asked if I wanted to do a movie, I agreed. The rest is history."

She took another bite of her hot dog chewed a few times swallowed and asked, 

" What about you? What we did last night, was strait out of a triple x movie. I thought I would have to hold back, but you have just as much drive as I do. Your not exactly a puritan."

"Imagination and pinned up sexual energy."

"Have you ever seen any of my movies?"

"No."

"Why?"

"The pictorials are enough for me. How often do you work?"

"Out of fifty two weeks, about twenty five."

"That's not bad. Does that include the print shots you do and the conventions?"

"Yup. Although , I would say most of the pictures you see in the magazines now were done about two years ago. Like, on the stands now there's a magazine that I'm on the cover of, and I can't even remember when I took the photos."

Does someone own the rights to the photos?

"The photographer. He or she pays the models, the models signs, the rights over to them, and the photographer, then sells them to magazines etc. Most of the pictures just keep circulating ."

"Are you ever recognized in public?"

"Most guys look too hard. They think I live in exotic places, places they'll never go. I get letters from guys who say they wish they lived where I lived to be near me. Little do they know, I am literally the girl next door. I live in a normal apartment, as you know, wear normal clothes, shop in everyday places, walk down everyday streets. People tend to think that a fantasy girl lives in a fantasy world. I could stand in front of magazine which I am on the cover of, hanging from the rack on a news stand, and no one would know who I am, which is cool, because anonymity in this business is like a bullet proof vest, protecting me from all the wacko's and anti-porn people in the world." 

"So , most people don't recognize you."

She looked at me and laughed.

"I thought I answered that."

"Sorry! I was lost in your eyes."

"You and those pick up lines! I'll repeat my answer. I SAID , you listening? I think some do, but their afraid of approaching me because their embarrassed that they watch the films I do. And sometimes their families and wives, are with them so they can't." She took a sip of coke. "Any more questions?"

" Do guys recognize who you are in public?.......Just joking! If I think of them, I ask you."

"Enough with me, what about you? How long have you lived in Newark?"

"How did you know I lived in Newark?"

"You talk in your sleep, plus I looked at your drivers license."

"You looked in my wallet?"

"I had to know something about the guy I was sleeping with, just in case you assaulted me or something ." 

I just smiled at her and shook my head.

"Do you feel I will hurt you?"

"After only , twenty four hours of knowing you,.....No. You're a big harmless teddy bear." She touched my face and gave me a kiss. I smiled and probable blushed. 

"I've been in Newark for about two years."

"And before that?"

"Philly."

She finished her hot dog, and sipped on the rest of her coke. She wiped her mouth, with a napkin, turned to me and said, "You know, if I knew you, I would never have gone out with you."

My heart dropped.

"Why?"

"Your too nice of a guy."

That statement pissed me off. I stood up and said to her, 

"WHAT THE HELL IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN? HUH? JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME KILLING YOU, OR DOING BODILY HARM TO YOU, JUST BECAUSE I WANT TO TREAT A WOMAN NICE, AND RIGHT, IS A TURN OFF? YOU WOMEN ARE ALL THE SAME, YOU ARE ALL JUST FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD." 

She just sat there with her legs and arms crossed, and looked at me through her sun glasses. Her not saying anything, pissed me off even more. I flagged her and started walking away from the bench. About twenty feet away from her, I stopped and said out loud, " You idiot! She's testing you. She's testing you." I turned back around and walked back over to the bench. I stood in front of her and she looked up at me. 

"Why did you do that?" 

"Sit down." She said. I sat next to her. 

She pulled out from her backpack a metal container of altoid mints, popped one in her mouth and gave me one. She turned on the bench to were she was facing me, and started to talk.

"You know, I not a stupid whore. I'm a smart one. When I want to get involved with someone emotionally, I have to know what triggers them off. I know now, you have been hurt emotionally . 

I don't think that you would kill me or hurt me physically if I were to break off with you, you'd probable go to you're apartment and cry for two or three days. But, now that I know that your fear is loosing someone you really like or love, I know what not to say or do, because I don't want to hurt you. That's why I did that." She softly held my hand, took off her sun glasses and looked at me.

"I like you, Jason. For some reason that I don't know, I think I am willing to do things for you ,......... that I haven't done for other men before. For some reason, I actually see a future with you, which really confuses the hell out of me, because I've only known you for less that twenty four hours. I just want to let you know that, and that I will not do anything willingly to hurt you. I may do some strange things or say some strange things, but that's were you are going to have to trust and believe in me when I say,..... I will not leave, or hurt you."

What could I say? She had just reassured me that, I would have no fear in this relationship. I understood. I don't think other people would understand it, but screw'em for not having an open mind.

"Come on let's go."

"Where are we going?"

"I'm taking you shopping."

"For what?"

"For things to keep at my place. So you'll have stuff to wear when you stay over."

"Ok!" 

Till The Morning

We walked through Central Park to the shopping district of Madison Ave. I just followed her lead. We stayed in that area for at least two hours or so. We ended up caring twelve bags full of clothes and accessories of all sorts. I hailed a cab, and we rode back to her place. We were both were covered in sweat, from all the walking in and out of the heat, and air-conditioned stores. I know I felt like passing out, and from the look of Tera , she felt the same.

" Do you have to work tonight?"

"No! I'm off until Monday night."

"So we'll have our first weekend together." I look at her and smiled, and shook my head.

"I need a shower."

"Me too, run the water and I'll meet you she entered a few minutes.

"OH,GOD! This feels good! ............ Wash my hair for me Jay."

I moved her under the gentle , down pour from the shower head. After her hair was soaked, I poured some shampoo into my hand. She moved close to me and wrapped her arms around me. I lathered up her hair and ran my soaped covered hands through her hair. She laughed lightly as she laid her head on my chest, and told me that she never meet a man that had such a hair fetish as me.

"When I was about ten years old, my mom cut her hair. She's half Indian so, she has long black , strait hair, that I loved . So when she cut it , I got mad at her I started to cry and throw things in the house. I didn't speak to her for two days."

"Because she cut her hair?"

"Yeah!"

She laughed.

"So if I cut my hair, would you be mad at me?"

"YUP!"

"You are definitely different, from anyone I've meet."

I finished washing her hair and moved her back under the water and rinsed the soap out.

"You want me to wash you?"

"Why would I say no, to an offer like that?"

She took a bar of soap from her hanging shelf, and wet it and lathered up her hands. She then started washing my face, then my neck, and chest. She then took a wash clothe and wiped the soap off. She soaped up her hands again and began washing in between my thighs and my private area. My penis at this point was hard as a rock. She looked at me and began rubbing it with her soapy hand. 

I put my arms and hands on her shoulders and lightly tugged on her hair. After about two minutes of her rubbing me, I felt I was about to cum. Before I could tell her, her hand was full of my sperm and soap. I let out a sigh of pleasure.

She then took what was in her hand, and ran it through her hair.

"Protein, makes the hair strong." She gave me this wicked and seductive grin. As she ran the mixture in her hair.

"Wash it out for me." 

I moved my hands from her shoulders and washed out the mixture of semen and soap out of her hair.

She grabbed my neck and pulled me down to her and whispered in my ear, "Make love to me, Jay. Make love to me for the rest of the day, night, and into the morning."

"I'll do my best." I said

I took my hands and touched her face, moved my head down and began kissing her. I moved from her lips to the right side of her neck. Kissing, lightly biting, and sucking on it. From there I moved to her throat. I felt on my lips, the vibration from her moans and groans. 

She leaned her head back, to were the water fell directly on her beautiful face. The water ran down her face to my lips on her throat. 

She moved her head to the right, exposing the left side of her neck. I lick the warm water that ran down her face to that side.

I gently moved her to the wall of the shower, to were her back was against it. I moved down to where I was at her perfect chest. I took her left tit and began sucking it. I nibbled a little on the nipple. I licked, sucked and bit her breasts and nipples, until she moved me down further.

She moved my head down between her legs. I took her labia, and ran my tongue on the outside of it. It was long enough for me to suck it. She moved her left leg over my shoulder. My head moved to her inner thigh, I kissed it from the point of her knee to her crotch. I felt I was doing something right, because she would give me rubs and moans of pleasure and approval. 

As I stayed in her thighs, I thought to myself, what else could I do to pleasure her until the morning. Improvise I thought, improvise.

I grabbed her other leg and put it over my shoulder, and began pleasuring her other thigh. The noise from the shower and the sounds of love and the warm water hitting our bodies, was so relaxing.

I centered my head between her legs and thighs. I entered her vagina with my tongue. I pushed my tongue as deep as I could in her. I twisted and turned my tongue in her, hitting the walls of her vagina. I pulled out and as I did licked her clitoris, her thighs snapped together in a tight grip around my head. I licked and licked there in that spot for about a minute. I didn't want to bring her to an orgasm , because I wanted to see how long I could last and how much stuff I could think of to pleasure her. 

I moved her legs off of my shoulder. Moved up back to her lips and kissed her. I turned her around, so that she was facing the wall of the shower. I pressed my body against hers. I moved her hair from her neck and began kissing the back of her neck. Her face was sideways on the wall. She leaned back and kissed my lips. She then took her hand and grabbed my cock, and told me to enter her from the rear. I took my dripping cock and put the head of it at the entrance of her anus. Her hands were pressed against the wall, she bit her bottom lip, and prepared herself for a rear entry. I asked if she was ready, she shook her head, and at that point I entered her tight asshole. Her fingernails started to scratching the tile of the shower wall. She let out a loud "AAAAHHHHHHH!!" I slid my cock, slightly in and out, until she told me very forcefully "FUCK IT, FUCK IT!" 




No Ordinary Love Ch. 02



LE-FEMME MEETS  THE PARENTS

I know that was it, I literally parked one block away from were my parents live. I put the top up and we got out.

"Nice area here. Is this were you used to live?"

"Yes." We started walking  down the street, and we passed my parents apartment.

"That's were my parents live."

"Nice building. Aren't you going to stop by and say Hi?" She said very sarcastically.

"They're not home."

"How do you know?"

"A day like this, their out walking around, trust me. We'll bump into them."

Within two minutes of me saying that, who do I see walking about one block away coming to us, my parents.

"You wanted to meet my parents, there they are. She looked ahead and smiled."

"They are so cute!" My heart began racing. I truly don't know why I was afraid they would disapprove of me. I hadn't lived with them in five years. I talk to them about once a month. But I guess, it's that thing that children go through.

"Aren't you going to tell me something?"

"Like?"

"Not to tell them what I do for a living."

"No."

"Why not?"

"I know you wouldn't do me like that, so there is no need for me to tell you that."

"You're alright Jay, you're alright!"

We walked up to my parents and they gave me a hug and a kiss.

Mom dad, this is a friend of mine, Tera. Tera gave them a hug and a kiss on the cheek and said that I had told her a lot about them.  "Were are you guys going?" I asked them

"To get something to eat." My mom said.

Tera chimed in almost seamlessly, " So are we, why don't you join us. It will give me the chance to get to know you both better. Dinner will be on  us."

We walked about five blocks down to a TGI Fridays. We got seated and the conversation between Tera and my parents just went on and on. It seemed they didn't even know I was there. I don't know whether they purposely did it or not, but I was totally omitted from their conversation, except for the occasional," Please pass the salt." They talked about everything, values, morals, religion, pre-marital sex, I watched in amazement. I thought to myself, this girl can BS with the best.

The question was eventually asked. The question that I had dreaded. My mom asked, "So what type of work do you do, Tera?" Oh God, I thought.

"I'm a  RN."

"Oh , a nurse. That is wonderful." You just don't know how hard it was for me not to laugh. I mean technically, she was, but just,..... a non practicing one.

"Are you in private practice or do you work in a hospital?" My father asked.

"No I work in a hospital."

"Which one."

"Beth Israel, in Manhattan." My god, she can lie quick on her feet.

"My mom asked if she did any modeling."

"Yes, when I was younger."

"I thought so, you too beautiful, just to be a nurse." Tera smiled and thanked her.

"You know, you both raised a very wonderful young man. I have never meet a person with good values and morals like Jason." She was really shoveling it tonight. I tried my best to keep a blank face, because my parents, could read me like a book, and if I showed that even I was amazed at some of the crap, Tera was saying, they would know this girl was lying  to them, if they didn't know already. We sat there and ate and talked and talked, for hours. I think all in all they really liked her, which was all I wanted. 

"So how long have you both known each other?" My mom asked. Tera let me answer that one.

"We just meet last week."

"But it seems we've known each other forever." I think that was the first truth she told tonight.

"How did you meet?"

"I checked her in at the hotel, and I thought I would never get a chance of seeing her again, so I asked her out."

"Do you live in New York Tera?"

"Yes."

"Why did you check in at the hotel, if you live in the city?"

"There was a big medical conference there and they put everyone who was apart of it in a room for the night." Damn she's good! I thought.

It had reached , about nine o'clock, and we still were talking. I looked at my watch and said that we had to get back before it got late. I paid the check and we all walked back to where I had parked the car.

"Nice car." My dad said.

"Thanks. It was a gift from my family when I got my degree." My parents gave Tera and me a hug and a kiss, and told us to be careful going back. Before I got into the car, my mom pulled me to the side and told me that I better take care of this girl. I couldn't believe it, she had successfully pulled the wool over my parents eyes. I mean it wasn't something I was happy  about it, but it was better than saying she fucked for a living.

We both buckled up and I pulled off.

"How did I do?" I turned and looked at her, and shook my head.

"Did you want me to tell them the truth?"

"Not at that moment."

"So why are you so pissy?"

"I don't know. I guess it's the fact that I LIED to my parents for the last four hours."

"You didn't do it, I did."

"I knew the truth, so it was just the same."

"Things will work out. Things will work out. They always do." She grabbed my hand, and held it.

       YOU

We made it back to New York, around eleven thirty. I parked the car in the garage and we took the elevator to her floor.

"You tiered?"

"Yeah kind of."

"Me too." We both took our clothes off and laid on the bed. She put her head on my chest.

"Jay, I got to go away for a few days."

"Where?"

"To St. Tropez." I had to laugh, because nobody says they have to go to St. Tropez. They say I'm going. She made it sound like a chore. Well it probable was, I mean she was going there to work.

"Photo shoots, or movies?"

"Both."

"How long?"

"Just until Thursday............ Are you mad at me?"

"For what?"

"For leaving you so soon, after we've meet?" I rubbed her hair and gave her a kiss on the forehead.

"No. I knew you would eventually have to go somewhere, it's your job. I said that I would accept that about you. For me to get mad, would mean that I would be breaking my promise." She moved on top of me. She put her chin on my left shoulder.

"Why couldn't I have meet you, three years ago?"

"Three years ago, I'm not who I am now."  She began kissing my neck. Her hand went between lightly tugged on my cock and put it in her. She began moving very slowly up and down. 

"You want to make love?"

"Let's just talk."

"About?"

"Us. You said that you see a future with me. What do you see?"" She thought  for a second, took a deep breath and said,

" I can actually see, the lust that we have for each other, turning into love. When  you look at me, it's like, I  see in your eyes you really care about me. From the first time we shared each other. You don't talk to me like I'm a slut, you talk to me like  your in love with me. You touch me like I'm a fragile piece of China. I haven't  meet anyone like that in long time, I've never been treated like that in years."

"How old are you?"

"Twenty four. Why?"

"Just asking." I , at that moment realized  that she was physically a woman. She knew beyond a shadow of  a doubt how to please a man. But inside, inside she was a girl. She grew up to damn soon, she experienced things in life at that age, that most people would take years to experience. I made a vowel to myself at that point, that I would not do anything to her to degrade, or shame her. That meant when we made love, I would have to do just that, love her, hold and caress her. I would make it my aim every time  to make love to her, like I was making love to her for the first time.

"How many men have you slept with?"

"You've got to be kidding?"

"Roughly."

"Oh god, I don't know. It's been that many. How about you?"

"I've never been with a guy."

"You know what I meant."

"Counting you, ........................YOU!" I didn't look at her face, but I could feel her reaction. I knew what she was thinking. I mean, I even wonder why I waited, or how I was able to do so.

"You're lying, you're lying, you're lying." She leaned up and looked at me. "What we did, or what we do is by two people who have experience, you can not lay there and tell me you were a virgin until Friday. Tell me the truth!"

"I told you I could not lie to you, that is the truth. What I told you is the truth."

"Why did you want to give something special like that to me. That is supposed to be given to someone who you love, not a one night stand."

I leaned up and touched her face. I ran my hands through her hair, and looked her in the eyes. I saw she had a tear moving down her face. I gently kissed it as it ran down her cheek.

"I knew you would be special to me. I knew you would not be a one night stand." She began to cry.

"What do you see in me? What do you see?"

"FOREVER!"

"This can't be happening. This is not suppose to happen. I, I can't take this Jason. I'm feeling things that I can't feel because I'm in this business. These feelings will interfere with my livelihood . I can't do it."

"Do you want me to leave?" She began crying even harder than before.

"I told you this would not work out. But instead of it being you, it's me."

"I'll leave." She grabbed my neck, and wrapped her arms around me. I kissed her neck and rubbed her back.

"You have to get yourself ready for your trip. You have to prepare yourself, you'll be no good if I stay here tonight. Tera you know where I work, you know were I live, you know my  phone number, you know I will be here whenever you are ready."

I put on my clothes and left. It was about two thirty in the morning, by the time I made it to Newark. I entered my apartment, and saw the three piles of dirty clothes on the floor that I had been washing for two weeks. I laid on my couch, thinking if I would ever see her again. "Damn. I left my uniform in her closet. How was I .............She didn't ask for the keys to her apartment back. Before I go to work tomorrow or tonight, I'll stop by and get it and leave the keys there. I tried not to cry, I felt I was truly falling in love with her. Something told me not to tell her. Why did I? Why did I? Everything happens for a reason. What was this reason? Only God knows. 

        A long night

It's bad enough that I have to stay awake for eight hours a night when most people are sleep, but to do so when your emotionally drained, is painful. I tried not to look like I had been through emotional hell in  the last twenty hours, but those who knew me knew something was wrong. But I had a job to do, so I had to do whatever to make it through.  I had another uniform in my closet, so I didn't have to go to Tera's place to change. My shift overlaps with the mid-day shift so when I got to work, I saw and talked to a lot of the guys that I worked with  Friday. A few of them, hooked up with a couple of the porn queens and got their fantasies fulfilled. Basically,  that was the whole scope of the conversations when I got there and when they all left two hours later. Mid-night rolled around  and the overnight shift was the only ones  left at the front desk. One guy called out so it was just myself and Jeb.

Now when you hear the name Jeb, one tends to think of a red-neck southerner who's father owned slaves and a cotton plantation. But this Jeb, was a three hundred and forty pound black guy from Brooklyn, who's never been to the south and doesn't have plans to go to the south. He said his father gave him that name so that he would be different from all the others in his neighborhood. This guy looks very intimidating but when you get to know him he turns out to be the biggest pussycat there is. But he is no push over, he has told me that he is a reformed pimp. Every time  he says that, I just laugh. Some of his stories are truly amazing and entertaining and to my surprise,  can be verified. So when I have different questions to ask, about life, I listen to him because this guy has lived and seen every thing. I wanted to tell him about Tera, but I just couldn't. I don't know why, but I just didn't feel comfortable talking about my personal life at work. Everyone there thinks that I'm a "Vanilla" type of guy, because I just laugh at all the crap they go through in their relationships and all the "Babymamadrama" they have.  But this was different, I had to talk to someone. The lobby had quieted down, and Jeb and I were the only ones at the desk.

"What did you do today , Jeb?"

"All man, I fought with my daughters mom today, she was crying about some shit her new boyfriend was doing to her. She is so stupid, she let this guy who is a drug dealer move in with her and wonders why the cops are always harassing  her. Sometimes I just don't get women, do they think before they do stuff? And then I say to myself  no, because if they did , they wouldn't do the crap they do. And if they thought they would rule the world. I mean if every woman in the world thought and agreed for just one day to not give any pussy to men, they would see just how much power they had. But instead they just are too damn emotional, that's why there will always be whores in the world, because whores are just to damn emotional."  

OKAAY! Every thought that I had to confide in this guy just went out the window. Sometimes he would have the most twisted outlook in life. Most of the times he made good sense about life and love, but tonight he must be really messed up in the head.

"What about you're girlfriend, how's she doing."

"She's giving me drama because my ex keeps calling me asking about a job. So because I don't tell her to stop calling she's mad at me."

To understand this conversation, you have to understand , urban English and Jeb. Jeb truly was a player in his youth. At the age of thirty three, he says he now regrets everything that he has done while young. He is in a love / hate relationship with a young woman who is just to damn paranoid, and on top of that he has three kids from three different mothers. His oldest kids mother turned out to be the biggest slut he's ever encountered. He really is not sure if the kid is his or not but he takes care of it just the same. That kids mother is in and out of jail for selling and using crack, so he is in court trying to get full custody of that daughter. This woman is referred to as his oldest daughters mama. You know what? I'm not  even going to try to explain the rest of his life's drama, I'll just say that his headache is coming form his oldest girls mother and his current girlfriend. 

Well he's all stressed out about that stuff so I won't bother him. I walked back to the PBX room and thought of talking to the operator there. Her name is Sam. Sam is in her mid forties and has been on the overnight shift for the last fourteen years. I don't know how this woman does it, but she is always, happy and awake. Should I tell her? 

"How was you're weekend Jay?"

"Not bad. And yours?"

"The same. ..... Hey did you hear about JoJo in housekeeping?"

"No. what?"

"They caught him stealing some stuff from a room." I didn't know how true that was, because jo had been fired before for having sex with a guest in the elevators, well in the rumor mill he was anyway. So this new story about him was kind of hard to believe. If I tell Sam about my new love life, God it would be all over this hotel.

I walked out of the PBX room and went down the hall to the managers office. There was Kim in the office. Kim is cool to work with, as long as she's not upset, if she's upset, all hell will break loose. As I walked to the door of the office, I saw her slam down the phone, and curse under her voice "GOD DAMN GUEST, MOTHERFUCKERS GOING TO MAKE ME LOOSE MY MIND." OKAAY! I thought she's not in the mood to talk, so I slowly turned away and quietly walked back to the desk. The lobby was still empty, and Jeb was on the phone talking to his girlfriend. I looked out into the empty lobby and thought if I would ever see Tera again. I didn't do anything wrong to her, I just got her a little over emotional. The clock on the wall said it was two am. The phone rang and from the caller id on it, I saw it was an outside line. 

"Guest service's. This is Jason, how can I help you?"

"Why did you leave?" I didn't pick up the voice right away, but from the question, I knew who it was.

"I , I thought that's what you wanted."'

"Did I ask you to leave?"

"No".

"Did I tell you to leave?"

"No."

"So why did you think, I wanted you to leave?"

"I don't know. I just thought that's what you wanted, to be left alone."

"Don't leave me like that that again.  I need you to pick me up around  five tonight at J.F.K."

"I thought you were there until Thursday."

"There is a bad storm about to hit, and they are getting everyone out. So I'll be coming home early. Can you pick me up?"

"I thought you wouldn't be here so I told them  I would work a double."

"What time do you get off?"

"Eleven o'clock."

"Just meet me then at my place when you get off."

"Are you mad at me?"

"Why?"

"You just sound kind of pissed off, that's it."

"You would too if you flew half way around the world, and told to go home after you land."

"Good point. Hold on, for a second." A family of four came to the desk and checked in. I gave them the room and told them the different ammonites of the hotel. They asked a couple of questions and eventually left.

"Hello , you still there?"

"Yeah."

"So did you guys do anything?"

"We still had to do our photo session, and we shot a few indoor scenes for a movie."

"Oh yeah. Like what?" She paused. I heard her chuckle.

"You don't want to know."

"You're right, I don't want to know. Hey listen, I gotta go. There's a lot  of people coming in, what do they think this is, a hotel? I'll see you, tonight. Be careful coming back."

"Bye."

Damn these people are a pain coming in here at two thirty in the morning, but if they didn't, I'd be out of work. Thank you for choosing the New York ..................

It was ten o'clock AM. by the time I punched out. I had to back by three.

Why the hell did I agree to pull a double?…… Well  its not all that bad, they do put you up in a room, give you room service, and two movies for doing this.

I ordered room service and turned on the TV. Flipped through the channels, nothing on. What do I expect, it's ten thirty in the morning. People come to this hotel not to watch TV, it's in the middle of time's square, it's New York! Pay per view. What movies are on. I turned the channel to the pay access channel. There was absolutely nothing I wanted to see. Then I check to see what type of adult movies they had.

Happy hookers pt3

Ron Jermy and the temple of poone.

God these title are HORRIBLE!

I flipped through the titles, and to my relief none featured Tera. I turned the tube off and just picked up the news paper. About ten minutes latter my food came, and I gave the server a tip and signed for it. I only ate half of what I ordered, when I get upset or disturbed emotionally it effects my apatite. I looked at the window, and saw the busy people of times square. It always amazes me that in the middle of the work morning, there is that many people in times square, and I always think "Why aren't these people at work? I eventually laid down and fell asleep.  When I woke up at two thirty, it had started to rain and hard. I knew that Tera's flight would be either cancelled or delayed, because of the weather. I took a quick shower and  got dressed.

I caught the elevator to the eighth floor and went behind the desk to punch in.

"Damn you look tiered, Jay." One of the girls behind the desk said.

"You just don't know."                          I took my station and started checking in people. It was  very busy which made the night go quick. By the time I knew it the time was ten o'clock.  One hour to go. Thank god I don't have to come in to night.

Fifteen minute later, my manager told me I could leave if  I wanted. He didn't have to tell me twice. I banked out and locked up my money.     Before I punched out, I was told I had a phone call. I looked at my watch it was ten forty.




No Ordinary Love Ch. 02



"Guest service's Jason speaking, how can I help you."

"Are you still coming over?"

"Yeah, I'm on my way. I'll be there in about twenty minutes."

"OK! I got some of my girlfriend over, they want to meet you. Do you mind?"

"No." All righty then. I got to deal with an apartment full of  porn stars. What the hell am I complaining about? I'm going home to an apartment full of women who do not have any inhibitions what so ever. I started to get happy. "Hey I'm a lucky guy." Tera told me to stop by the store and get a two litter of Coke. Then she hung up.

I left the hotel and took the train to the 72nd St. stop. I stopped at the local 24hr fruit store and got a Coke.

    A test of commitment 

When I said I would be tested by Tera in ways I knew I have never been tested before, I didn't know what I was saying, until now.

I entered her apartment and saw three of the most beautiful women I have ever seen. There was Tera of course, she came over and gave me a big hug and a kiss. Right behind her was Crystal, who gave me a hug, and just as she was going to let go, she whispered in my ear, "Just say no!" She was either the new pitch woman for D.A.R.E. or she was preparing me for something that was about to happen. I  went into the kitchen and put the soda into the fridge, then  went back into the living room and sat on the couch. I introduced myself to the other girl that was there. Her name was Misty, or something like that.

"So how did you remain a virgin for so long?" Misty asked. I looked at Tera and asked her why she told.

"Their my girlfriends. We talk."

"I think it's kind of romantic, saving oneself for the right person. And it's even more of an ego boost for me to know, I got him the right one." Crystal said.

All four of us talked for a while, about different things. The only one that truly was clueless on certain matters was Misty. She was the epitome  of a porn slut, long blond hair, boob job, knock out  body and no brains. Certain things she would say,  made Tera and Crystal just shake their heads.

Tera got up from beside me on the couch and went into the kitchen. Crystal and Misty looked at each other and began kissing. When they did that my penis got rock hard. Their kissing got harder and more deep. Crystal stood up and took off her shirt, exposing her bare chest and then she took off the jeans. She sat in the lazy boy chair next to the hallway and spread her legs wide open. Misty walked over and got on her knees and began eating her pussy. Misty had one hand down her jeans rubbing herself and the other hand was fingering Crystal in the ass. I couldn't keep my eyes off of them, I never seen two women make out, this was amazing! Crystal opened her eyes and looked at me as I watched, she gave me this very seductive look , like she knew I wanted to join in. I thought to myself, "Would Tera let me. They were in her house in the open doing this, it wasn't like I was doing this while she was gone." Crystal pulled Misty's long blond hair and told her to turn around. She turned and faced me, while still between Crystal's legs. She unzipped her jeans and pulled them off and began masturbating on the floor. It was like they both were waiting for me to do something. I wanted to but, something told me not to.

"All men have a fantasy of making love to three beautiful women at the same time, is that yours?" Misty asked

I just looked in temptation. My heart raced as my thought's ran through my mind. Thought's of pleasure, thought's of bragging to all the guys at work that I did something they only wished , and thought's of consequences. What if this was to see what I would do? How would Tera react if I fell for it? Would she  let me? Just then Tera walked  behind me and kissed my neck and said to me in a very low seductive voice, "Do you want to do it? Just think about it, you have three beautiful very willing women waiting for you to fuck. We're waiting for you." She sounded like a devil tempting his innocent victim, preying on the weaknesses knowing what he wanted.  She moved to the front of me and bent down on her knees. She started to unzip my pants. I grabbed her hair and pulled her head back  and told her to stop. I stood up and pulled her up with me. I  pulled her body to mine  and wrapped her legs around me, she grabbed on to my neck. I walked over to the wall and slammed her up against it. I looked her in the eyes and told her, "You  are  everything that I want, needed, desired, lust for and could handle. Why would I want to give up all of  that for a few minutes with some other women?"   

She looked at me and gave me a smile, and said to me, "That's my boy." She then gave me a long kiss, and then  slid off of me and looked at the two girls and told them to get out. Crystal looked at me and gave me a wink, telling me I did a good job. That I had passed some sort of test.

As Tera escorted them to the front door, I got a chance to think about what had just happened. I sat on the couch and thought, "Why did I say no? I thought with the right head, that's why." I had waited two years to meet  Tera and it could have all been lost if I would have said yes. A few years ago I meet these two sisters who both were very pretty. The one that I wanted to go out  with had just broke off an engagement, and she told me that maybe I should go out with her sister. So being a man I asked her sister out. Why did I do that? Both of them ended up getting  mad at me.  So when in this situation, I knew if it was too good to be true, and  the woman wanted me to say yes, but  I  knew to say no, and if I really wanted  to be with this woman and make this relationship  last and  work out, you best believe I would say no.    Tera walked back into the living room, ran her hands though her hair and let out a big yawn.

"God I am so jet lagged." I just stared into space, thinking about what had just happened. She sat beside me and turned the TV on. She laid her head on my shoulder.

"What's up Jay? Why are you so quiet?" I looked at her.

"What would you have done if I said yes? She looked at me and gave me a wicked grin, moved over and  straddled me. She grabbed my  head gave me a kiss and  began grinding her body against mine. I looked at her waiting for an answer. 

  "What would you have done?"  

"I would have went along. I would have made you a very, very, happy man. I  with the other girls would have let you do anything and after we were all finished, I would have kick you out and told you  I never wanted to see you again."

"Why would you have done that?"

"Because you would have failed me. You would have been like all the other men I've known."

"Do you test all your boyfriends like that?"

"None of them have made  it this far. So you are somewhat of a surprise."

"Is that it? Or are there more things your going to test me on?"  I began to get kind of upset. I gave her my word  that I would remain faithful. Grant it this was very difficult, but I remained true to my heart, sort of.

"Don't do that again. I gave you my word Tera, there is no need for you to keep testing me. You have my heart, I'm not going to ask for  it back." She moved off of me and went into her bedroom. About a minute or two she came back with a necklace in her hand.

"Do you know what this is?" I looked at it and identified it as the key to the Penthouse. The necklace that all the Penthouse Pet's get, when they make it to the pages of that magazine.

"Yeah, I know what it is." She unhooked it and put it around my neck.

"I want you to wear this at all times. It will remind you of me when I'm not around. It will always remind you of who you will loose if you fuck up." She then sat beside me and put her head on my shoulder.

"I'm going to take a shower and go to bed." I sat there looking at the TV. She got up and went into the bedroom. I looked down at the necklace, I got kind of happy. Hey! How many guys do I know that has a girlfriend that was a penthouse pet? Wow this thing is really pretty! A few minutes later she came back in the nude and took the remote  form me and told me to get undressed and take a shower with her. I didn't want to, but it was like I was clay in her hands, she could get me to do whatever she wanted, I was glad that she was not a wicked person. I got undressed and went into the shower with her.

"Your mad at me."

"How can you tell?"

"I can tell........... I had to know Jay."

"Know what?"

"Being apart of my life, means that you are going to be exposed to stuff that would make a normal man break down."

"Like?"

"Like being in a room with a bunch of women who basically have no morals. Being exposed to women who will give it to  you just  because. I want to make sure the guy who says he will  be true to me, will be true to me despite those things. I want to have peace of mind knowing that you will not leave me for the next beautiful woman that comes along, and there will be more beautiful woman that you will meet, trust me. But that's why I did that. If you would have gave in, then there would be no need for me to give anymore of myself to you." I have to keep reminding myself this is no normal girl. And this would be no normal relationship.

"I understand."

"Good. Now wash my hair for me."

"I don't think I will ever meet another girl who will let me play with their hair like you do." She smiled.

"I doubt it. Not to many women I know like  men touching them all the time."

"How can you be in that business and not like being touched?"

"Some are in it not because they want to. So therefore they  have to deal with stuff they don't like."

"What about you? Are you in it because you want to, or  because you have to?"

"I don't do anything that I don't want to do." I rinsed the soap out of her hair, and combed it back with my hands. She leaned her head back and let out a soft "mmmmmmmmmm"

"I never knew how relaxing it is to have someone just rub my hair."

"Hey! You had a first with me!" She laughed. "Yeah, that is a first." We stepped out of the shower and dried each other off and went to bed. She took her normal spot, on top of me and laid there with eyes open. She took a deep breath in and let it out.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, just thinking. Just thinking." 

"Hey, you know what?"

"What?"

"We just took a shower and didn't have mad ravenous sex."

"How about that. We must be maturing in our relationship."

"I doubt it. We're just tiered."

"Yeah." She turned her head to my neck and fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up around seven. I leaned over and turned on the radio. "1010 wins news time at the tone seven o'clock am. The 1010 wins news weather forecast is Hazy, Hot and Humid with temperatures reaching  one hundred one degrees." I reached over and turned the radio off, I heard enough. Damn it will literally be too hot to do anything today. I put my head back on the pillow and listen to the sounds of the city. It's amazing that everything sounds so different when it's one hundred degrees. The siren of ambulances and police cars, the sound of the buses, people. I thought what better city to be in than New York on a hot day. Even on a hot day you can find something to do.  I thought , I really don't know why I love this city so much. I mean growing up in Philly, I grew to really hate city life, but I knew somehow I would love New York. It could be the fact that, if you push hard enough you can achieve anything. There is just a vibe that permeates  throughout it, whether you're a writer, a dancer, a musician or one just looking for love, it's here. Hey! Tera and I have not really took any long walks together. I wonder if she'll mind taking a walk in the heat. I'll ask when she wakes up. I turned my head to the side and fell back to sleep.

"Hey, wake up! Wake up!" I looked up at her and  she hit me in the head with a pillow. 

"What? What?"

"Get up. Come on let's do something. It's a nice day."  "It's going to be one hundred and one degrees today, it is literally going to be hotter than Hell outside."

"So! We'll walk around and come home later and wash the sweat off of us, that's what they have running water for." I looked at her as she hopped off of the bed and went  to find something to wear. What the hell is she so happy for? She was almost gitty. I don't know maybe I said something that she wanted to hear in my sleep.

"I am in a really good mood today."

"Why?" She looked at me and smiled, "Just because, just because Jay."

"Ok!"  I went into the bathroom and washed up and brushed my teeth.

"What time is it?"

"Twelve o'clock." Why is it that I never wake  up before twelve with her? I don't know. I really have to stop complaining. I mean there are guys that I know personally that would do anything, and I mean anything to be in this situation. I looked at myself in the mirror and thought how much of a lucky bastard I was.

"Hurry up Jay." I Walked out of the bathroom and saw Tera sitting at the edge of the bed. "DAMN!" Just when I think she can't get any more beautiful, she astonishes me even more the next time, every time. She wore just a plain sundress and a pair of sandals. That simplicity in  my eyes was just so sexy. She looked up from reading the newspaper and smiled.

"Hey!" I smiled and walked over to the closet and put on a pair of jeans and a light T-shirt. I sat at the edge of the bed and put my sneaks on. Tera walked from the other side of the bed to were I was and stood in front of me. If the light hit the dress a certain way you could see straight through it.

"Are you wearing anything on under that?" She moved in between my legs and told be to feel. I rubbed my hand down her back and felt nothing.

"Do you like that?"

"What?"

"Knowing I don't have on anything underneath." I smiled.

"You little pervert. Come on lets go." We took the elevator down. She stood in front of me. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her to me. I leaned down and kissed her neck. I loved the way she smelled, God! I didn't want to know what it was, just to keep me guessing. I rubbed my hand on her stomach and went down further. I took a deep whiff of her scent. My hand lightly pulled on her dress from the crotch. I grabbed her dress and pulled it up, exposing her naked bottom.

"Jason, there are camera's on this elevator."

"So!"

"I have to deal with a co-op board, if they see that I have sex on the elevator, they'll get paranoid because they might think their kids will walk in and I'll be"......... she  stopped and turned and looked at me, I let her dress go and it very gracefully fell back to place. "We'll be out of a place. You know I have no problem doing it anywhere, but not here.  You don't shit where you eat."

"I got you!"

As we left the air conditioned building, you could instantly feel the heat. Tera took her sunglasses and put them on. She looked like someone who was of importance, just by the way she carried herself. People would stop and look at us, I say us because we held hands, they had to look at me even though they were looking at her and would smile. Different men would walk by and look and just say "Damn." One guy stopped and shook my hand. Tera asked me if I knew him, I told her no. I think one of the coolest things that I notice about her was that she was not vain, not what so ever. By the way people acted when they saw her, she would just either ignore them or say out loud "What the hell is wrong with them." It really hit me that that's what I wanted. To be with a woman that just was beautiful and she was it, she was or is just beautiful. No if ands or buts about it. To have a woman that's cool on top of that is even better. I think  every man wants that, but most men are just to damn impatient to wait. Well I can say, I'm glad I waited. As we continued walking down the street, I thought I know this is not an ordinary relationship. I had to keep reminding myself of that, so that I would not become to complacent. I had to keep reminding my self that there was still a lot that I had to do, that we were still at the beginning, that I still had to deal with her career, that I still had to deal with  what others thought about her. 

She let my hand go and walked over to the Gucci display window. She looked at the dress that was in the window. I though that she would look very good in it, I also thought that all the things that I would have to deal with concerning her, would be all worth it, she would be well worth the struggle.  She saw my reflection as I stared at her, I saw her smile. She turned around took my hand and said "let's go."

We walked down Madison Ave. until thirty fourth street. It was hot as Hell, but the city was still pack with people.

"Don't these people have jobs?" Tera looked at me, and laughed.

"Maybe their all Porn actors and actresses and hotel night clerks."

"That would make sense then." We walked over thirty fourth to eight Ave. and walked down eight Ave. The east side of Manhattan is Ritz and Money, the west side is just Funky and on a hot day you are bound to see some very interesting sights. 

"We can take a bus if you want."

"No I like to walk." We walked pass a News stand and hanging in the front of it was a magazine with Tera's picture on it. She was totally nude, and had a huge dildo in her. The caption under her picture was "Tera Patrick opens up for you."

  "Hey look." She turned  looked at the magazine and laughed.

"When did you take that shot?"

"Jay, I don't know. I can't remember."

"Will you open up for me tonight?" She put her hand over her mouth and laughed.

"Anything you want Jay."

The light changed and we crossed the street. I began wondering to myself, "Why doesn't that bother me, seeing the woman that I have feelings for naked on the cover of a magazine?" I don't know. Maybe I have some sick sadistic  pleasure at knowing that my woman is the cause of millions of men secretly jerking off, while their wives are in the kitchen cooking dinner. 

A few blocks down,  we found a little Italian restaurant. We order some pasta and salad. After we ate we both were just too hot to walk anymore so we took the train back to the apartment. The train was somewhat crowded, there was no seats so the both of us stood. She stood in front of me as I held onto the handrail with one arm and the other I had wrapped around her. The movement of the train and her deliberately grinding made me want to take her right there. She turned around and faced me, wrapped her arms around my neck and started stroking me with the rhythm of the train. It was a very erotic experience.

We arrived at our stop and got off. By the time we got to the apartment  our bodies were soaked in sweat. It was bad enough to be in the heat for a long period of time, but it was even worse to be on a sub-way train with the air-conditioner brook. When we entered the apartment, Tera  slid the spaghetti straps that held her dress on her shoulders off and the dress just fell to the floor, exposing her body with beads of sweat covering it. She kick off the sandals and told me she would be in the bathroom, waiting for me. I got undressed as quick as I could. The sweat from my body had soaked my shirt and jeans to the point were I could wring  them out. I heard  the water in the shower running and I went in.  Tera was already covered in soap.

"What took you so long?"

"I couldn't just let my clothes fall off onto the floor. They were so covered in sweat I had to peal them off."

"I guess that's one of the good things about being a girl, I can wear thing that just fall off." I took a bar of soap and held it under the water until it began to lather up. I soaped up my hands and started  cleaning myself. I looked at Tera and she looked back at me with this very hot and horny look. I smiled because I knew what was coming next,........ me.  Tera pushed me against the shower wall and walked over to me grabbed my penis and rubbed it. She then knelled down on the floor and put me in her mouth. I grabbed her long wet hair, and moved her head back and forth over my cock. Her warm breath felt so good as she sucked and licked me down there. I looked down at her and I could see her right hand was in  between her legs rubbing her vagina. I  took my other hand and grabbed another hand full of hair and pulled. At that point I had a flash back to when I told myself that I would do nothing to degrade her. I looked down at her, her eyes were closed and she had a look of intensity on her face. I can't do this anymore. I just can not let the woman that I ,  that I , love do this. Even though I wanted to, I just couldn't. I took  one hand and put it under her chin and moved her mouth off of my penis. I then moved my body down on the floor of the shower with hers. I ran  my hands trough her hair and  leaned over and kissed her. I then gently laid her body on the wet floor of the shower. Her arms wrapped around me and she grabbed my butt. I just began giving her slow wet kisses on the floor. I took my right hand and guided my penis into her. I slowly began to move in and out. She brook from our kiss and let out a soft moan and bit her bottom lip. She moved her legs to were they were spread wide. One leg was on the shower wall the other was  over my right shoulder. My movement in her began to get faster, then I told myself to just take my time, she wasn't going anywhere and neither was I. As I  entered her I would  do so in short rotating strokes hitting her clitoris in the processes increasing her pleasure. I moved my head down to her neck and sucked and lick her skin. I could feel her breathing getting heavy on my shoulder. She opened her eyes looked at me and told me to let her get on top of me. I laid on my back and she laid on top of me. Her hands were on my chest holder her up as she concentrated  on the grinding she was doing. Her head would lean back and forward whipping her wet hair over her face. Her body began to move faster and faster  with each movement. She grabbed her hair  with both hands  then she leaned back holding herself up with one hand on the floor and with the other hand she would rub and  grab her breast. I felt myself  reach the point of climax, I looked down at he vagina moving over my penis, seeping out was my  semen, I hunch up as she still rode me I began bouncing her up and down, she moved her left hand down to her vagina and rubbed her clit. She then moved forward and laid her head on my chest while she was still moving on me. She moved her face to mine and looked me in the eyes, water was dripping off of hair and face onto mine, she humped faster, she grabbed my face with both of her hands and began breathing harder. Her body twitched and her eyes rolled beck in her head as she bit her bottom lip, she grabbed me by the neck and pulled me to her. She held my neck tight for about ten seconds and then she loosened her grip. She  then just laid on me and closed her eyes. I could have laid there for a long time, on the shower floor. The warm water was so relaxing. Eventually I did muster up the strength, to move us from the bathroom to the bed-room. She laid beside me, eyes opened just looking at me. I leaded over and kissed her on the forehead. About  a half hour later, I awoke  to  her kissing me. When she was finished, she moved to the foot of the bed and began to rub my cock. She then leaned down and  started to suck it. "You don't have to do that." I said. She just looked at me and continued to suck me. After about a minute of her  running her mouth up and down on me, I came in her mouth. I grabbed her hair to move her head off of my cock, but she kept  pushing  my hand away. She then went down on my cock as far as she could with her mouth and then ran up and suck. She stopped at the head of my cock and sucked every drop of semen that was there. She leaned up and opened her mouth, to show she had a mouth full of my cum. She closed her mouth and swallowed. 




No Ordinary Love Ch. 02



I sat there in pure amazement  at what I just  saw and had experienced. She looked at me as she wiped  her mouth. She took another hard swallow and sat on top of me rubbing my cock. I laid there waiting for her to do something else, she just looked at me and rubbed very slowly my penis up and down.  

"When were both in public, you are affectionate, kind, gentle, loving and respectful. I like that. I think every girl wants their man to  treat them like that. One thing you've  got to know and remember, is that I am not your run of the mill woman. I will let you do things to me, that other girls won't. I will do things to you  that other girls won't. I have a whore's mentality Jason. Do you know what that means?" I shook my head no.

"It means while in public treat me the way you've been treating me, but when we are in the compounds of this bedroom which it seems has been extended to the bathroom, I want you to FUCK ME! Fuck me like you would fuck a whore. There is no need for you to slow down to show that you love me, I know you love me. You said it the second night together in your sleep. So you don't have to prove that to me.  This  business has warped me, Jason. It will take a long time for me to change my sexual habits. If you're in it with me  for the long run, then you are going to have to feed me sexually what I need to be faithful  to  you, and I from the bottom of my heart, want to be faithful to you." I thought to myself, "Well that was very enlightening!"

"Will I have to get a prescription for Viagara?" She laughed.

"I doubt it. You have a lot of sexual energy. If I didn't think you could handle me, I would have let you go, because I would have known you would not be able to keep me faithful."  Throughout her tutorial of how she want's to be treated, she continued to rub my cock. About ten seconds after she finished talking I came. My cum shot up  hit her chin and splashed over her right tit. The rest of the semen ran out and flowed over her hands. She looked at me waiting for me to do something. So I did. I thought "Hell I'll treat her like a whore if she wants."

I rolled her over on the bed and spread her legs wide open. I took my still wet cock and entered her ass. I started slowly, then faster. I looked at her, she had her mouth open and was letting out  AH's in spurts. She took her hand that was covered with cum and began licking it off. I took her legs and spread them even wider. I moved my hands down to her pussy and spread it open, she licked her left hand and rubbed it. I felt myself about to cum, I pulled out of her ass and held my cock with my index finger and thumb. I told her to open her pussy as wide as she could. She took both of her hands and dug into her cunt and spread it open, I could see straight in her, I put the head of my cock at the entrance of her, and let the grip loose. At that second, stream after stream of my semen entered her, it was so much that it looked as if it filled her up. Cum started seeping out of her and dripping down to her freshly Fucked asshole. I moved up to her head and put my cock in her mouth. I then began fucking her head, like a pussy. I told her to open her mouth as wide as she could. When she did that  I pushed the rest of my cock and testicles in her mouth. I just began rocking back and forth on her head with my entire male reproductive organs in her mouth. Two seconds later I felt myself come deep in her throat. Her breathing got heavy as she could only breath through her nose. I looked down at her mouth and saw cum oozing out of her mouth that was still wrapped around me. I took my hand  put it around her mouth and told her to open up. When she did I pulled out and cum drained all over her face. She let out a loud FUCK, as that happened. I leaned back to the other end of the bed and closed my eyes for a second. When I reopened them I saw Tera rubbing violently her cunt. She had her mouth opened and cum was still dripping out. My cock was still hard so I moved her hands from her pussy and entered her and started pumping as fast as I could. A minute later she shot her  midsection up, I grabbed her ass and held it to me as she climax. She thrust forward a few times and then she went limp. I still had a little energy left, so I let her body down to the bed a continued humping. A few seconds later I came. I pulled out and came all over her body.  After that I just fell to the side of her on the bed. I looked at her and she was covered from her head to her vagina  with cum. I thought to myself, " If that wasn't treating her like a whore, I don't know what was."

A few minutes later, I nudged Tera, and told her we had to get cleaned up. I said I would run the water for a bath and when it was ready I would get her. I went into the bathroom and started running water for the bath. Her tub was big enough for the both of us, I figured we would have just relax in hot water after that episode. About five minutes or so the tub was ready, I threw some bubbles in it and some perfumed oils she had as well. The bathroom smelled wonderful. I walked into the bedroom and carried Tera's cum drenched body into the tub. I stood her up and sat down in the tub first, she then sat down in front of me.  I took a washcloth, dipped into the water and washed her face very gently. She leaned her head back and rested it on my shoulder. She put her arms to the side of the tub as I washed her body. She then took a deep breath, with her left hand she grabbed my left ear and began twisting it. She  moved her head towards my neck and began kissing it. With both my hands I gently washed her  breast.

"Is that  what you want me to do to you when we fuck?" She let out a light chuckle.

"Hell no! No one has ever done anything like that to me."

"So why did you let me?"

"I'll experience anything once. I don't know what the fuck that was called, but I don't want to experience it again."

"So what do you want me to do?"

"Fuck me, fuck me hard, just not that hard. What you've been doing to me is fine."

"I thought that wasn't enough, that's why you gave me that talk."

"I said that to you so you would know some things about me, not to prompt you to fuck my head like that."

"Sorry!"

"It's ok. Just please don't do that again....... Wash my hair for me." I think my hair fetish has made her into a hair whore. She began to enjoy my playing in her hair more than I  do. She laid back and closed her eye, and  relaxed while I washed her hair.

"You know I can't go to a hairdresser anymore, because I afraid  that when  I get my hair washed I'll  get flashbacks  and start having  orgasms."

"So do you want me to  be  your hair dresser?" She laughed, and said yes.

"This  is great! I'll change my name to Antoine`." We both finished relaxing and cleaning up. I dried us  off and walked back into the bedroom. I looked at the clock, it was 9 Pm. "Damn! I have to be to work in one and a half hours. I never had a reason not to work before, but now, I have this woman in my life and the only thing that I can tink about, is her. As we laid on the bed, she started kissing me. I knew if I let her continue, it would lead to us fucking, and I couldn't . I mean when most guys make love to a woman, chances are they go to sleep for eight hours, I would have to stay awake for ten hours and stand on my feet at that. I moved up and slid to the side of the bed.

"What time do you have to go to work tonight?"

"Eleven." She got up and stood in front of me. "Lay down." She said. I laid down on the bed and she sat on top of me. She gave me this  very seductive look like always when she's about to tear me up. I was powerless. What man in their right mind would say no to a woman this beautiful, who wanted to please them at all cost? I knew that I would pay for it around two o'clock in the morning, but I just laid there.

"Are you up for it?"

"What?"

"You know what." She grabbed my cock and guided it into her. She slowly began riding me. I loved looking at her vagina wrap around me. As she rode me, I couldn't help but think of  falling for a girl who has the sex drive of a Ferrari. Would I be able to keep up with her?  She thought I could.  About forty minutes later she came, I came and she collapsed  on me. I looked at the clock and saw I had forty five minutes before going into work.

There is absolutely nothing that we did, that was normal. When we made love, we made love for no less than forty minutes, I should have just told her no, but instead I just laid there giving myself willing to her sexual rampage. It felt like my energy had just been drained from me. I put my arms and rubbed her back while she laid on top of me. I took a deep breath in. God no matter what, she smells so good. I thought about calling out, but it was too late. Hotel rules for employees are that you have to give at least two hours before your shift to call out. Not only  did I have no energy, I just did not want to go to work. I had a beautiful woman laying on top of me. Well I just had to do what I had to do. 

I some how  got the energy  to move and catch the sub. As I sat in the car going to work, I noticed three very pretty woman at the other end of the car. One of them a tall blonde walked to the end where I was and asked if I would like to join them for a drink.  "I have to declined, I'm  on my way to work"

"Where do you work?"

"At the Marquis in Times Square."

"Can you get us a room at a discount?"

"I could if I wanted."

"What can we do to make you want to?"

"Nothing!"

"So, you'll give it to us?"

"No! because I don't want to." She moved closer to me and moved  her hand down my chest.

"There is nothing I can do to change your mind?"

"Absolutely nothing!"

"Do you have a girlfriend?" I stopped and thought for a quick second.

"Yup!"

"What's her name?"

"Tera." She looked at me like, she knew her, or at least the name.

That's a pretty name. Are you in love with her? I thought  for about ten  seconds  and looked at her and said.                           "Not in love with her, but defiantly falling in love with her, so I really don't want to ruin any chances of my opportunity to be in love  with her. It wouldn't look right if I gave three beautiful strangers  a room in a hotel , I don't care if we don't do anything, it just wouldn't look right."

"I agree. I would be upset at it if you were mine."(she swung herself on the pole) "Well, Tera's a lucky girl to have someone who thinks and is committed to her. I know she's been wanting to meet someone like you, for a long time."

I looked at her, because she was talking as if she knew Tera, maybe. If she did, this experience would be good on my resume`. The three woman got off at the next stop. I stood there thinking about, why is it that I never had woman approach me before I meet Tera. It just wasn't this situation, but the other day when I was walking to the train, I notice a few woman hitting on me. I never noticed the things they did to get my attention before. I guess being with someone, you care about it opens a  portal to things you never noticed.

The next stop was Times Square. I got off and walked to the hotel. One of the great things about Times Square is that no matter what time it is, when you come up from the train and hit those lights and the ambiance, it is instant and I mean instant energy. I think that is one thing I would miss about working nights here.   You get it in the day time, but the city is a city that never sleeps, and for the most part it vibes more at night. Every time I walk down 42nd street, I just marvel at the fact that all these buildings used to be strip joints. It's kind of ironic that I am dating a girl that probable would have a featured film at one of those theaters. 

I walked to the lockers and got changed and took  the elevators to the desk.

"What's up Jay?" The hotel rooms controller asked. I walked into the vault to get my  bank, afterwards  I walked out to the desk, the lobby was full of people checking in. I took a station and check the house count for the night, to see what percentage we were at. If we are oversold than we on the night shift would have to send people to another hotel and that is something that I really hate doing. Fortunately we were at ninety five percent for the night, so we had plenty of rooms. I stood next to a young woman by the name of Sandra. Sandra is a short Spanish girl, who I sometimes fell so sorry for. She seems to always be in an argument with  her boyfriend who totally mistreats her. He runs around and has other girlfriends, but Sandra keeps him. I stood there and listened to her talk about him. He must have did something good this week, because she was talking about having a child with him. Sometimes I just think woman can be so stupid when it come to men.  Some nights I can take her accent, but tonight I was just to damn tiered to try to understand some of the things she was saying.  To the left of me was another woman, who would be one of those girls that your girlfriend wouldn't mind you being around. Joann was just cool with everyone. She had the best outlook in life and just was funny. She asked how I was, and asked how my day went. I told her everything was fine. She said that she heard I had a new girlfriend. I asked how did she know that? She said that Mrs. Sam  the overnight pbx  operator told everyone. "God I am so glad I did not confide in her the other night!" I thought.

"You know Jason, that this place doesn't  hold water." I just smiled  and said "I know, I know."

"So who is she? How did you guys meet?"

"Her name is Tera, and I meet her here."

"When?"

"A couple of weeks ago."

"She works here?"

"No, she was a guest, sort of."

"Well, I wish you the best. She has a good man in her life now." I smiled at Joann and thanked her. A few minute later Joann along with the rest of the PM, shift left. Tonight it was just myself and a guy by the name of Rico. Rico was the typical player, good looks and a nice personality, sometimes. He was one of the members of the PB3 club. It seems that every night he came in he would have some story to tell about his sexcapades.

"What's up Rico?"

"Chill'n man! Just Chill'n!  YO, man I meet this fine "B" that did shit to me that I ain't never had done to me before, G. She went down on me, and just sucked me, and she did so junk that I can't even say. Man you need to get yourself someone like that. Someone that you can just fuck and not care about. I got my main girl, I love her in all, but sometimes I just want to do some freaky shit, and she's not with that." If I told him some of the stuff me and Tera do, it would probable blow his young horny mind.

"Is she older, or younger than you?"

"I don't know man! I didn't ask. See you want  to be with a woman that has the whole package man. You think you can find someone that will be freaky and respectable as well. She ain't around man, she's either going to be freaky, or respectable. The freaky ones you keep in the bedroom. The respectable ones you take out and meet your parents and talk all that shit about having kids and buying a home. There is no woman that is freaky and respectable, I've looked."

"How old are you, Rico?"

"Twenty."

"How can you say you've looked, when you haven't even really lived yet?" He just shrugged his shoulders.  You see, here is the reason why I waited. I hate to admit it but I agree with Rico. Basically men want someone like that and that woman is hard to find, but I feel I found her, it took me a long time, but she was there.  I mean Tera, grant it is a glorified prostitute, but I  actually see potential. She is freaky and is  respectable as well. What she does for a living is not actually respectable per say , but she doesn't go around promoting it or make people feel uncomfortable about what she does and you can be with  her in public and not feel embarrassed. For god's sakes my parents love her!  Bob Guccioni the publisher  of Penthouse magazine was once quoted as saying that "The perfect woman is, a perfect lady in public and perfect whore in the bedroom." Most men would have you believe that's not true and that's not what they wanted, but you know what? Their all lying. Rico my friend here just admitted to what most men want. I know, I must sound sexist, but I'm not. These are just things that go through not only my mind , but through the minds of millions of men. If woman knew what men was thinking all the time, all men would be in jail for sexual harassment.    

"So are you in love with your 'main girl'?"

"Oh, of course. But I still need things that she can't give me." Wow I never knew how much of a jerk he is.

"I never hear you talk about a girl, you got one?"

"Yeah, I do."

"You in love with her?"

"Something like that, something like that."'

"Is she respectable?" I looked at him an smiled 

"Very. She's the kind of girl that you would not be embarrassed to be with in public. She has a nice personality, smart and funny."

"What does she look like?"

"Looks aren't everything."

"You got a dog man.( he laughed ) Oh my bad, my bad. I just think it's funny to hear  a guy, talk about all that emotional shit." I just looked at him and shook my head in shame, shame to be in the same gender as him. The phone rang, it was an outside call.

"Guess services, Jason speaking how can I help you?"

"I wanted to give you a kiss before you left."

"I didn't want to wake you."

"That's ok, I just wanted to tell you to have a good night." I looked down at Rico and thought that he would have conniption fit if he saw Tera.

"You want to do breakfast tomorrow or this morning with me?"

"Sounds good."

"Meet me here in the hotel lobby around  six, we'll go to the restaurant here, they have a real good buffet."

"Well if I'm going to be up that early, I got to get some sleep. See you in a few."

"Alright, see Ya.  Tera......"

"Huh!"  Why is it that men have such a hard time saying three little words, even though they know that the woman knows what their thinking?

"I um.."

"I know Jay, I know. I'll see you in the morning." She hung the phone up. I hung the phone back on the base and looked out into the empty lobby. Rico walked pass me and  gave me a pat on the back, and told me that I need a woman at home and a woman to just fuck. I sincerely hope I never think like him.

It's hard to believe that I have only known Tera for less than two weeks. I mean how can I feel like I do , about someone who I've only known for two weeks. I'm quit sure she feels the same way. But, I am not going to question destiny.

The night went pass pretty fast. With this new system we're  on, all our work has to be done by three. So the rest of the night we just talk and eat. I didn't want to eat too much because Tera was meeting me for breakfast. I told them that and everyone was looking forward to meeting her, especially Rico.

Five thirty rolled around fast. For some reason there was not a lot of check outs. Aside for the traffic in the restaurant the lobby was empty. I took my bank and went to the back to put it up, I didn't take in any cash so I could get out quick enough. I went back to the front after putting my money in the vault. As I walked out to the desk I saw Tera sitting  on  one of the benches in the lobby. At six in the morning she looked unbelievable. She wore a  short but very business like skirt, sandals and a  mans  French cuffed shirt. Her hair looked like it was just done by a stylist. I just looked and shook my head in amazement. She smiled when she saw me. I stared at her from the desk. Rico walked over to me and saw me looking at her.

"She's out of your league man, totally, no way in hell, get it out of your mind." I turned and looked at him and grinned. If there was anything that would do me more pleasure, it would be to shut this sexist pig up. I shrugged my shoulders and walked around to the lobby. I walked over to Tera and did something that was totally unprofessional. I held out my hand, she gently grabbed it and stood up. I softly pulled her to me leaned down and gave her a long soft kiss. I say it was unprofessional because that is something you don't do at work, but I think I was so feed up with Rico's shit all night I didn't care. I looked at the desk and Rico's mouth was on the floor, God that felt so good proving someone wrong. I told Tera I had to punch out. I walked behind the desk and as I walked pass Rico I said to him. "We do shit that I can't even pronounce!"




No Ordinary Love Ch. 03



      Panic attack

You  just don’t know how hard it was for me not to blurt out all the perverted things , Tera and I have done over the last few weeks. I guess one of the reasons why I am so attracted to her, is that she doesn’t look like a woman who does what she does. If  you never watched porn, or never looked at a Playboy, or Penthouse magazine, you would just assume  she is just a very well mannered young woman. That to me,………..God! is such a turn on!

“Well, Jay, at least you don’t  have to worry about her fucking around on you. Me, I like sluts, women who will do anything. Women  who have no sense of fucking self respect. Women  I can degrade, get my dick sucked, fuck and move on to the next one, when I get sick  of them.”

“WHAT! ARE YOU LISTNING WHAT YOU ARE SAYING? I thought you were just young and needed to grow up, but after that statement, I have lost all, and I mean all respect  for you. How can you go in life  with that mentality?”

“Come on man! Woman think  the exact same way, but it’s men who are labeled, sexiest and pigs. I guarantee, you precious virgin of yours has done, not thought, but done what I do. Woman don’t care  about men. Especially pretty woman. Jay, I like you, but man, I have a lot of experience in the playing  field. I don’t want to break your heart, but that girl of yours is too, too, damn pretty, not to have any skeletons in her closet. I’m telling you, your heart is going to break when you find out that she is not all that you expect. Your heart is going to break when you find out she’s fucking around on you. It happen to me, and from that point on,  I vowed never to let another woman fuck me up. Your problem is your  too nice  of a guy Jay,  you need to toughen up. See,  there  are certain paths  you have to take to find true happiness in a relationship. You have to start  with ugly women, and then gradually work your way to more beautiful ones when you get more experience. You,  want the prize without the fight. That girl, what’s her name?”

“Tera.”

“Tera is a woman that a man gets when he has fought a long time for. Jay,  you ain’t be fighting long enough for a woman like that. She knows it, and it’s just a matter of time before she realizes, that your not worth her time, because your not what she truly wants.”

I  just looked at him. As much as I hated him that moment, his words  did make some sense. That  cliché, “Nice guys finish last” was something  that through time people realized. At  that moment, it had felt like my entire world, my  hopes and dreams just collapsed, and the wrecking ball was  an asshole  by the name of Ricco. Damn! All  of the sudden, I got a huge knot in my throat, my eyes started to get  all watery, my hands were all sweaty. In my mind all sorts of thought were running around. What if’s. What if she was playing me for a fool? What if she had no intention of being with me except for a short time? What  if, she was fucking someone on the side? I mean she was, but outside of work. She did it for a living, but what if I was just a guy on the side. What if she was a Ho, for some pimp, and she was just fucking  me to pass time while her  pimp was pimping his other “Bitches?” GOD! I don’t know what to think anymore. I don’t know what to feel. I don’t know how to act. Do I just demand, from Tera that she tell me what her intentions are with me, and if there not compatible with mine, do I leave? Do I not say anything, and become insecure and paranoid and suspicious, of her when we are not together? There is no one that I can talk to for advise on this. Except one person. The person who can give me the true answers to everything. Tera. 

I  gotto go. I just can’t stay here tonight. I went to the managers office, and told them I just wasn’t feeling good, and left. 

I hailed a cab in Times  Square. The ride couldn’t be any slower. It seemed  that we hit  every light from 42nd and eighth Ave. to 72nd. Finally I made it back to her place. I stood at the entrance, just looking. I mustered  up the courage to open the door. As  I  entered  her apartment, I could hear the television, the sound was low. I  walked over and cut it off. I stood at the  entrance of the bedroom, and marveled at the beautiful sight before me. I started to think, “maybe she is too beautiful for me.” Even if this was to end today,  it would have been the best three weeks I have ever had with anyone. 

I got undressed and as quietly as I could laid beside her. I moved over close to her and softly kissed her forehead. I ran my hands softly and slowly over her bare skin. I then just stared at this beautiful work of God’s that lay before. “It will be so, so hard to find another woman who can even come to a tenth of what Tera is.”

I just don’t want to look anymore, I just don’t have the energy. 

She must have felt my presence there.

“What are you doing back?” She asked in a sleepy voice.

“I said I was sick.”

“Are you?”

“Sick of not being with you.” She smiled.

“There you go with those pick up lines. Give me a kiss.”

I moved  over even closer, moved her hair from her face and kiss her on the lips.

“UMMM! Sleepy breath.”

“Make love to me, Jay.”

“How can you wake up wanting to fuck?”

“I didn’t say I wanted to fuck. I said make love to me. There is a difference.”

“To be honest with  you, I am just too damn tiered  to do anything right  now. ……. Wow I  never thought I would turn down sex!”

“Tiered or worried about something?”

“What makes you think, I worried about something?”

“Woman’s intuition, and the way you kissed me.”

“You can tell that I’m worried  about something, by the way I kissed you?”

“It wasn’t the lustful passionate kiss you have been giving me. So from that, I can tell.”

“Can’t it be that I’m just tiered?”

“Now you’re trying  to convince yourself that your not worried, so now I’m convinced your worried about  something. What  is it?”

“Nothing. I’m just going to sleep.”

I laid on my back and closed  my eyes. Tera rested  her head on my chest and feel asleep.  Tomorrow, I  have to talk to her. I opened my eyes and then took a deep breath in. “God she  smells so good.” I gently ran my hands through her  hair. Then softly rubbed her back . This girl is just too wonderful. Everything  that I want, she possesses. 

I started to think, maybe Ricco was right, maybe I hadn’t worked long enough to be here with her. 

I woke up around ten thirty. Tera had left for her photo shoot. She left a note on the dresser, telling me to meet her at the Tower Record store at W4th and Broadway around one. I went into the bathroom to get washed up. Taking a shower alone was just too boring. So I just splashed water on my face, and brushed my teeth.

I left the apartment around twelve. I took the 1/9 Downtown train to Times Square, and transferred to the Downtown "N". I got off  at the 8th st stop and walked back four blocks to the Tower record. As I entered the store through the revolving door, I could see Tera standing at one of the listening stations. She  wore a lime green sun dress, that just lightly covered her body. As I entered the store, I noticed three or four guys staring at her, like they wanted to say something. Now  being a guy, I had  to show that this woman was with me. So I walked up behind her, and grabbed her. I leaned down and kissed her neck. She turned around, and gave me a huge welcome hug. 

"I knew you would be on time."

"Be late, to met you? NEVER! So what do want to do?"

"Whatever!"

"Wanna grab something to eat? There is a pizzeria Uno's around the corner."

"That sounds good."

We  walked the short distanced to the restaurant, and waited to be seated. After about ten minutes we were seated at the window.

"What do want to order?" I asked

"I really don't care."

"Extra cheese, pepperoni?" 

"Yeah! That's cool."

"How did your photo shot go?"

"Not bad. The photographer is good. When you have a good photographer, everything goes smooth."

"Who was the photographer?"

"Suze Randle."

"Oh yeah, she's pretty good. Everything that I've learned about you, is through her web site."

She smiled at me. 

"Everything Ok?" I ask

"Yeah! Why?"

"You just seem, not you."

"You really don't know me that well yet. This is me. I …..just go through some ups and downs  every now and then. I'm ok though."

"Anything, I can do? I'm a pretty good listener."

"I know. I'm alright, really."

I really had no idea how to comfort her, I had no idea what to say. I mean, what? I had a feeling that she was just, really fucked up emotionally. I would think that anyone in that line of work would be. What do you say when you see her? "Hey honey! How was you day? Did you have a good day at the office? Normal people in a normal relationship, could have normal conversations about their day at work. I knew how to hold that type of conversation, but this, I had no idea.

One thing that I have learned working in the hotel business, is how to read peoples eyes. You see, a guy walk up to the desk with a beautiful young woman. The guy has no shame at what he is about to do, but girl,  her eyes gives what she is thinking and feeling away. You can see the sadness, the horror, the anger. Tera, at times when I look in her eyes, I can see she wants to change, that she wants to do something else, but she just doesn't know which way to go. I wanted to just tell her that she is too bright, too beautiful, too wonderful to do what she is doing. But I know, if those words come out of my mouth, it would probable be then end for me. So, I would have to gently manipulate her to making  the decision that she wanted, and I wanted. It  would just take time and patience.

Our food arrived and we ate and talked some more about us and what we both wanted, and how we could achieve it. We sat in the restaurant for about two hours. By the time we left it was around three  Pm.

"Hey, you want to take the Staten Island Ferry?"

"Sure."

We caught a cab to Battery park, and walked a short distance to the Ferry dock. The slip was packed with people. Commuters, tourist, and people like us, who just wanted to take a cool free boat ride on a hot day.

"What's in Staten Island?"

"Um, people and house's. I'm quite sure there is more over there, but I just like the ride. I think it is the best free, romantic thing there is in the city."

"Romantic?"

"Very. You  ever been to the Hoboken pier?"

"No."

"It's a make out point. Well, was until the yuppies  took it over. Now it's a nice park. But it still has the allure of a make out spot. It has the best unobstructed view of Manhattan." We  got on the boat and found a nice spot to ourselves. I stood behind her and held her tight to me. She began to grind into me, and I  instantly became hard. I took a deep breath in as she slowly moved backwards and forwards in front of me. She leaned back and took my hand which was around her waist and slid it down between her legs. Her dress was long so I couldn't do what I wanted, without pulling it up. She turned and faced me. I looked at her face and could see that she was crying.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing………………..Jay, make love to me."

"Here?" 

"Find a spot, where we can be alone."

"Tera. There is about two hundred  people on this boat, I don't think that’s possible."

She laid her head on  my chest and hugged me tight. 

"Make love to me Jay."

If I were to get arrested for indecent exposure, it would be for her. The only spot  that I could think of that would give us the opportunity to be alone, was the restroom.

"Follow me."

I lead  her to the middle of the boat. By the concession stand was the restroom. I really didn't give a damn at that point if people saw us go in together, but no one did. When  we got in, it had smelled like the restroom was just cleaned. It was small, but it was enough room for us to do what we were going to do.

My feelings were of concern for her, because I didn't know what was wrong, and of sexual excitement. 

I slid the straps of her dress off her shoulders, and the dress fell to the floor, exposing her naked body. I unzipped my pants and slid them down. I pulled her to me and kissed her on the lips. Our kiss was deep, passionate and meaningful. I moved down to her neck, and kissed and sucked it. Then I went down further, to her chest. I sucked on the right breast, biting on the nipple lightly. Then I went to the other breast and did the same.  She rubbed my head  very gently. She then moved my head off her. Then  she turned around and leaned on the sink. I spread her legs, and entered her pussy. I moved in and out slowly. The movement of the boat at times forced our bodies up and down right and left. I pulled her hair back as my thrust got harder and harder. I felt myself  about  to cum. I pulled out of her and quickly put my cock in her ass. Before I could enter, I exploded on her. I then spread her ass  with both hands and rammed my cock in it. She  softly let out a sigh. She began moving her rear around. She grabbed hold on to the sink with both hands and wildly moved up and down. I quickly moved in and out of her. I  was about to cum again. I pulled out and turned her around. I pushed her don to the floor and came on her face. She  got up and told me to sit down on the toilet seat. She then straddled me and took my wet cock and put it in her. She  leaned down  and kissed me, both our faces at that point was covered with cum. She leaned up from the kiss and I noticed that she was still crying. Which made me start to cry. She leaned over, when she did her hair covered our faced. The mixture of cum and tears dripped down her cheeks. She then took both her hands and held my face. I looked at her, with a very concerned look. She took a deep breath, and closed her eyes. When  she opened them again she looked at me.

"Jay, make LOVE TO ME. Don't FUCK me! Make love to me."

I  leaned up and kissed her and we just began to make love to each. Our lips from that point on, never became unlocked. We  kissed and kissed and kissed. I was still in her, and  she slowly and rhythmically moved on me. I came in her over and over. I could feel my cum, dripping out of her and down my shaft and over my  testicles. When  we did break from our kissing, she closed her eyes, and moved her body slowly on me. Her mouth  was open, and she let out a light "AHHH, that's it. Fuck, I'm coming." It was like she was moving in slow motion. When  she finished, she opened her eyes, and just looked at me. 

"When we get home, I need you to make love to me, as long as you can."

"I have to go to work tonight."

"CALL OUT! If you get fired, I'll take care of you."

She  got up slowly, from off of me. She then leaned down and slid her dress back on.

"I'll be outside." She said.

I guess I got my work cut out for me tonight.

A couple of minutes later, I left and went to find Tera on the deck. No one seemed to have noticed us being in the restroom for that long of a time. And we were in there a long time. When we first went  in, the Colgate clock in Jersey City, read four. Now were  passing it again heading toward Staten Island, and it reads five thirty. Which means we rode this thing, to Staten Island, back to Manhattan, from Manhattan to Staten Island, back to Manhattan, and now to Staten Island. Funny how time fly's when your making love.

I walked over to Tera, and held her from behind. I leaned down and kissed her neck. I looked at her face, and there was a huge wade of cum  on the side of her right cheek. I  leaned over and licked it off of her and then kissed her in the mouth. I could feel a few people watching our every move, so I didn't do anything too erotic.

"Are you going to be able last tonight?"

"I'll try."

We held each other the entire trip back to Manhattan. When  we  got back to Battery Park, I hailed a cab, and told him to take us to 72 and Broadway. When we took off, Tera snuggled up under me and closed her eyes. I rubbed her long hair as  we moved slowly in  rush hour traffic. Ten minutes later, we still hadn't gotten out of lower Manhattan.  Tera opened her eyes and looked around.   She  then  kissed my neck and put her hand down my pants. Her cool hand and her manicured fingernails felt good rubbing and lightly scratching up and down on my cock. She  then pulled my cock out, leaned down and began to suck on it. She moved up and down slowly, sucking hard in the process. I could not control my facial expressions. They were of pure pleasure. A  school bus pulled up beside the cab, and I noticed a teenage  boy looking at us in amazement. Fortunately, the bus turned at the next corner. A few minutes of this perversion, I came in her mouth. I pushed her head into my crotch, and held it there. When I was finished unloading, I let go. She moved back up and leaned her head back on the seat and swallowed. I moved over and kissed her throat as  she swallowed my sperm. I  lifted her dress up, and moved my hand up it. With  my index and middle finger I fucked  her pussy, while I sucked on her neck. She moved her thighs around as I roughly moved my fingers in and out of her.  About  two minutes later I  felt a warm liquid on my hands. Her  thighs tightly gripped around my wrist and she jolted forward. She  started to breath  hard, and then softly. She  then  leaned on my chest. We both closed our eyes. It seemed as soon as we did, we were home. I  paid the cabby, and we rushed  up to the apartment.

 From dusk, to dawn, to midnight 

It was seven o'clock, if I was going to  call out, now was the time. Three years  of working at this property, and I have never  called out of work. I never had a reason to. Tera walked into the living room, wearing nothing and I thought, this is a good reason. I called the job and gave them some BS excuse. They  told me I could take whatever time I needed  to recover. I sat on the couch, and closed my eyes, just then, Tera whispers in my ear to come to the bedroom.

7:15pm

I lay  Tera on the bed. I then spread her legs and enter her. I begin to kiss her neck, while enter in and out of her slowly. My excitement makes me cum almost within one minute of the intercourse. But I don't stop, I just keep pumping and pumping.

8:00pm

I cum for the fifth time. I push deep in her and allow all my sperm to enter her vagina. I then move down and put my head between her legs. I start to lick, suck and fuck  her wet, cum soaked pussy. I  can stay here in this position for hours at a time. I  loved the way her pussy looked and felt in my mouth.

10:10pm

My face  is covered with sweat, and vaginal secretions, but I want to lick more. Her  hands hold my head tight in her pussy. Her hips gyrate, as my tongue, goes deep in her, hitting the walls of her vagina, licking her hardened clitoris. Moans of pleasure is heard as I continue on my oral trek.

Midnight

I turn  her on her stomach, and I  start to kiss, the back of her neck. Then down her spine. I reach her  ass. I spread her ass, and lick deep in  it. I wanted to stick my  hard cock in the hole, but this was about pleasing her. I  worked up a mouth  full  of saliva, and  wet her ass.

2:00am

I enter  her pussy again  and begin to slowly fuck it. Fucking in circles, hitting  her  clit as I move in and out. I  put her legs over my shoulders and push  herd and deep. I lean down  and kiss her sweaty forehead. I  let her legs down and just continue fucking. I could feel the sweat and the cum between my legs, from the hours of love making. I lean down and bury my head in her neck. My  humping goes from fast, to slow on a continuous basis.

10:00am

Exhausted, I still want to do more.  The sheets  on the bed are covered with sweat, vaginal secretions and cum. The  bedroom wrecks of  sex. Her  hair is wet and curly  from sweating, both our bodies glisten from the  marathon love making. I  lay on top of her, ready to just  sleep for at least eight hours straight. She rubs my head as it lays on her  wet chest. She  then ask me to continue, not to stop. 




No Ordinary Love Ch. 03



12:00pm

My head is deep in between her thighs. My tongue licks her  freshly fucked, wet pussy. I  bite on the labia. Pulling  it twisting it. My tongue, licks until I bring  her once  again to a climax.

4:00pm

I thrust  my cock in her. I  spread her legs, holding them my the ankles. I move in and out quickly. I feel I am about to cum. I  pull out and drain my sperm on  her  pussy. She  moves her right hand down and rubs herself, then she licks her cum covered hand. "More!" She says. So  I put  my  still throbbing cock, into  her again.

9:00pm

After the last four hours of humping her, I could not get the energy to do any more. I collapse beside her. I  close my eyes, and fall asleep. A few minutes later, I feel  her  hot breath  on  my cock. I open my eyes, and she is moving her head up and down on me. I  cum in her mouth, but she doesn't stop. She continues. Cum, covers her hands and face. I grab her hair and move her head faster on me. I cum again. She leans up, and her face  is just drenched with my cum. She  then, rubs my withering cock, until it gets hard. When it does , she straddles me and begins to bounce up and down. She  bounces so hard, her tits begin  to hit her face. I  cum again. She pulls off me, leans down  and  sucks the cum that drips from my cock.

11:00pm

I have her on her hands and knees. I enter  her ass and begin to fuck it  hard and fast.  Her  head lays on a pillow, while both her hands are dug into her pussy, rubbing it violently. I push deep into her anus  and drain my  cock.

12 Midnight

We pass out. 



No Ordinary Love Ch. 04



Breakfast for two: eggs, coffee, bacon, pancakes, and Tera.

Around nine o'clock in the morning, I awoke to the smell of bacon frying. In the summer, the smell of bacon is so distinctive, and very pleasant. I felt very, sticky, sweaty and just all in all physically unclean, which is to be expected from the day and a half of fucking our brains out. So before I even went to give my love a good morning kiss, I had to get washed up first. I went into the bath-room, and started the water for a shower. I got in and started washing up. A few minutes later, Tera comes in with me. I give her a nice wet hug and a kiss on the cheek. She tells me that breakfast is done, and we can eat after we wash up.

"I was wondering when you were going to wake up."

"I'm surprised I'm up now. God, do you realize, what we did? I have never heard anyone talk about doing anything like that."

"I have, but, I just thought they were full of it. But now, wow! I'm in just as much of a shocked state as you."

"What do you want to do today?"

"I'm still recuperating. I need to just rest up." She starts to rub against me, and grabs my cock. " And who knows, what."

"Tera…Within these last few weeks, I have had more sex to last a life time."

"So……..you don't want to have sex anymore?"

"Hell no! I'm just saying,……..you know, we can cool down with it if you want."

"Yeah right!"

"Well, we can try, anyway." She looked at me and smiled.

Now being in the shower, with this beautiful, nude, willing woman and not have sex with her, was VERY hard. But I wanted to prove to myself, that I had self-control. I wanted to show that, loving her, would mean more than just jumping on her every time I see her nude. Tera, on the other hand, wanted to see how long I could hold out.

"Wash my hair for me Jay."

I took some shampoo and lathered it up in my hands. Then I started to rub it into her hair. She closed her eyes, and wrapped her arms around me. I was extremely, excited sexually. She began to grind her body into me.

"UMMMMM! RIGHT THERE. Uh, that feels sooo good."

I wanted to. God knows, I wanted to. I had to make a point, to ME!

I moved her head under the shower, and rinsed the soap out. She opened her eye, and looked at me in that seductive, devilish grin. A look of invitation, to unleash my sexual desires. But NO! I thought. NO! I am not going to do it. 

My heart raced, a million miles per second. I was like a crack fiend, that was trying to quite cold turkey, and being offered an unlimited, supply of the drug. I wasn't trying to go cold turkey all of the sudden, but just curb the thirst and lust. Tera wasn't helping.

"Let me wash you."

What the HELL was I suppose to do? She moved close to me and lathered up her hands with soap. She washed my face, covering it with soap, then my neck. She took a wash cloth, and wet it then washed my face.

"Move over to shower head." She told me.

She started to wash my chest, then went down lower. She rubbed my erect cock, with her soapy hands.

"You like that?"

Oh, Lord! I thought. She knew what made me weak. She continued to rub, until I came in her hands. When I did, I screamed her name. She washed the soap of my cock, and bent down in front of me. She looked up at me, and put my cock in her mouth. "stop." I said, but didn't really mean it. "tera, stop. I can't, I don't want to." 

She moved her head fasted back and forth. I pulled her hair trying to get her head off of me. she just resisted, grabbing on to my ass, going deeper and deeper.

"Tera, Stop!"

"STOP! STOP IT!" I moved back and pushed her away. She looked at me in a shocked way.

"You did like it?" She said in a very childish voice.

"Tera, I truly LOVE YOU! You don't have to do this every time we're together. I Love you." 

"I know."

She got up from the shower floor, and walked over to me. She hugged me tight. Then her hand, went down in between us, and tugged on my cock..

"Oh FUCK IT!" I said.

I grabbed her up. She wrapped her legs around me. I entered her and began to pump her.

"What made me think I could resist you."

"I don't know."

I moved in and out of her. The warm water from the shower hit the side of our neck.

"God, I love you so much! Tera."

Then I just stopped. I let her down and I pulled out of her.

"Your, finished?"

"No."

She looked at me and gave me a kiss.

"Our breakfast is getting cold. Let's eat."

We stepped out of the shower, and dried each other off. I was so weak, physically. I didn't know, by not finishing the act, you could feel this way. My desires was still raging, my cock still throbbing, I still was wanting. But I knew, I would end up having self-respect and respect from Tera, because of using self control.

Breakfast did get cold, but I don't think we cared. After we ate, we laid on the coach together and watched the TV. She laid her head on my chest, and closed her eyes. I ran my hands through her hair. Then I started to rub her bare back. She turned her head and looked up at me. I leaned down and gave her a nice long kiss.

"I think I just pick a piece of bacon out of your teeth." I said

"You are so silly."

I took a deep breath in, and kissed her forehead.

"Thank you."

"For what?"

"Showing me you have self control. I like that. I like knowing, that the man I'm with, doesn’t just want me for sex. A lot of guys say that to girls, but they don’t mean it. You showed me, you mean it…………….I just have one thing to say though. Don't EVER start to make love to me. and not finish."

"Ok."

 MY WORLD

I know it sounds really corny, but the four months that I have been with Tera, feels like, four years. We just clique. When we go out with friends, they are just amazed that we have only known each other for that short of a time. We hardly, ever argue and when we do, it's minor stuff.

She has given me so much, I feel. She has given me a stable emotional, and physical relationship. She has given me love. She has given me confidence in life, in dealing with myself and others. She has taught me how, to deal with and accept a person who is different. 

Being with her, I have learned how to control my darkest desires. She has taught me how to display those desires properly in love and lust. I know what the differences are between love and lust now.

The sun rises and sets with her. My life revolves around her, my life is for her. I live for her. I will die for her. She IS my world.

  I'm sorry

I think we pretty much have a really great relationship. Living together, we are bound to get on each others nerves. But, just when we are really getting sick of each other, she has to go away to a photo shot, or some promotional tour, somewhere half way around the world. When she gets back, we want to be with each other, and we end up making love for days at a time. This day, was different. We got into an argument over something I said. I can't even remember what it was, but she said I said it. On top of that, I moved something she asked me not to move, which pissed her off even more. Then I got mad at her, and told her that this was stupid. She then thought I was calling her stupid.

So I stormed out of the bedroom, slammed the door, and sat on the coach.

I was pissed. Not at her, but just at the situation. We have built a pretty good relationship on communicating. We, here did not do that. We just got mad. I wanted to be alone. At least for the time being.

I sat there surfing 500 channels of nothing. How can you have 500 channels and not find anything to watch? I stopped at the Fox Spanish channel. The Power Rangers Movie was on. I just stared not knowing what was going on, not understanding a word.

I heard the bedroom door open, and I saw Tera's reflection moving to me in the television. She walked up behind me and kissed my neck. I acted like I didn't know she was there.

"I'm sorry. I found what I was looking for, and realized I moved it when I was cleaning up. I also apologize for blowing what you said out of proportion."

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I SAID! I thought. I wasn't going to say that out loud.

"Jay, don't make me feel worse than I already feel."

I just shook my head and continued watching the movie. She walked around and stood in front of me. I looked around her. She then straddled me, and held my head by her hands and made me look at her.

"I'm watching a movie!"

She turned and looked at what it was.

"IT'S THE FUCKING POWER RANGERS,……IN SPANISH!"

"I understand Spanish."

She looked at me and said a long sentence in Spanish.

"I didn't know you spoke Spanish."

"Since you understand Spanish, you know what I said."

"I don't know it well."

"I said, will you accept my apology?"

"Tera, I'm angry because, I don't know what I did."

"I know, that's why I'm apologizing. So do you accept?"

"Tera."

She leaned down and kissed me. Her hair covered both our faces like a veil. She didn't have any clothes on, which made it harder for me to remain angry at her. I rubbed her bare back. Then I ran my hand through her hair. She kept her promise not to cut it. She would only trim it from time to time.

She started to grind into me. I leaned my head back and took a deep breath in. God! I could not stay mad at her even if I wanted to. 

She kissed and sucked on my neck, then she looked at me and asked me for forgiveness. I accepted, her apology.

"Can I give you a peace offering?"

"What?"

"Me."

She pulled my boxers off, and sat on me. She then guided my cock in her, and she began to move slowly back and forth.

I began to think how she literally, ignites my senses. It's like, I a bucked of un-protected gasoline, and she is the flame.

Sight- You just don't know how much I have mastered self-control with her. It's hard, when your with a woman who will give you sex, anytime. If I wanted it 24-7 she would probable give it to me. Well at times we do fuck in 24hr increments. But just the mere sight gets my blood and heart pumping.

Sound- Her voice, is like the sound of angels speaking. Very comforting, very loving, and at times very, erotic. When she calls on the phone, from the first sound I hear, I know it's her. Hearing her, brings a smile to my face and heart. If she wants me to do something, I don't want to, all she has to do is say my name in a low sultry tone, and I'm done.

Smell-No matter what, she always smells so fresh, and wonderful. Almost like she just stepped out of the Bath and Body Works. At night, when she lays on top of me, the scent of her hair and the sound of her breathing lulls me to sleep.

Touch- When I run my hands through her hair, it's like I am feeling a million single threads of the finest imported silk. So soft to touch. When I caress her skin, it's as if my hands are crossing a new born babies skin. Her hands are so soft when she touches my face. For me, that is a huge turn on.

She continued to make love to me until she came. I had cum about two times, and I could feel her vagina, contract on me when she climaxed. She then leaned down and feel asleep on my shoulder. I ran my hands down her back and cupped her rear, then kissed her on the head. I was tiered at that point, but I couldn't move, so I leaned my head back and closed my eyes. I woke up to the ringing of the telephone. I reached over, and answered it.

"Hello."

"Are you coming to my wedding?"

"Jermaine? How did you get this number?"

"You gave it to me."

I forgot, that all my calls from Newark were forwarded to this number.

"So are you coming?"

"Yeah! Of course."

"You never sent your reply back."

"Sorry, I just forgot."

"Well I need you to be a greeter, can you do that?"

"Yeah!"

"Oh, and um, Monica will be there."

"Why?"

"She's good friends with my fiancée."

Damn! Damn! Damn! Monica, was the first woman that I think I loved. She was funny, pretty, had a nice personality, and just wonderful. But I didn't tell her how I felt, and she eventually married some knuckle head.

"She's about to get a divorce."

"Really. What happened?"

"Her husband had another family."

"That she didn't know about?"

"That she didn't know about. She knows how you felt about her. She said if you would have just said something, she would have went out with you."

"A little to late."

"Who's fault is that? So you and that girl, serious?"

"Very."

"Well, I think you might want to reconsider Monica. She has gotten more beautiful with age. She's looking forward to seeing you."

"I can't."

"Yes you can. We'll be in New York Tonight around seven. Meet us at the Dallas Barbecue on 72nd . You know were it's at?"

"I can't."

"She won't let you, see some old friends? Just tell her you've got go somewhere."

"I'm not going to lie."

"So, don't tell her."

"Jermaine."

"So just bring her along, and see how things work out."

"Who's all going?"

"Me, Joanne, John, Maurice, Monica, and about six other people. So are we going to see you?"

"I'll call your cell. I gotta go."

"Alright, later."

Oh God! These damn feelings. I did have feelings for Monica. The word being, DID. So why do I feel so doubtful. I mean Tera, is a woman that I know I will never meet again. But I just don't know. Sometimes at night I would lay there almost in tears, because I did not tell Monica how I felt about her. Damn!

"Hey! Wake up!"

"What's up?"

"Come on, were going to meet some friends for dinner."

"Who?"

"Your buddy from Philly."

"How did you know he was coming up?"

"He called. And invited us to dinner. So come on, we're late."

I got up and threw on a shirt and walked out with Tera. As we walked down the street, I noticed, that she was a little cold to me. But I just brushed it off. As we got closer to the restaurant, tell told me I got another phone call.

"From who?"

"Some Bitch name Monica."

"Damn! You don't have to call her that."

She looked at me with this dead serious face.

"Stop for a second Jason."

"What's up?"

"Don't FUCK with my emotions."

"What are you talking about?"

"Don't fuck with me!"

Oh God, she knew. About the whole thing with me and how I felt towards Monica. Somehow she knew.

We walked in and were seated in the section, were Jermaine and the rest of the crew were. Being with Tera, I knew that she was a very beautiful woman, but I got used to her beauty. It wasn't until I saw the reaction on other men's faces that I realized once again what I had. The look on all these guys faces were of marvel and disbelief. 

I introduced Tera to everyone, and we sat down. We were conveniently seated next to Monica. The air was icy, but Tera started a conversation with her and talked the whole time we were there.

The guys there just stared, at Tera with looks of lust. I could tell that they in there minds had sex with her numerous times. A few hours later, we all finished and left. I told everyone, that I would see them in a few days for the wedding, and Tera and I left.

"So what did you two talk about all night?"

"How men are fucking pigs. That they don't know what they have, so they fuck around, and fuck up the lives of the people who love them."

"Some men, not all."

"Monica knew who I was."

"How?"

"Her ex-husband, watched my videos, and she found them."

"Was she mad at you?"

"FOR WHAT? I DIDN'T FUCK HIM."

"Yeah but, your videos may have been the cause for him to cheat on her."

"That is the lamest fucking excuse! You all do that,…. blame women for your fuck ups. My wife didn't do this, or that. She changed on me. I fell out of love."

"Why are you so upset?"

She didn't say anything. We walked into the apartment, I sat down and turned on the TV.

"Turn the TV off."

From her tone, I knew something was wrong.

"What's up?"

"Do you love me?"

"Of course I do!"

"How?"

"What do mean?"

"How do you love me?"

"I love you with my heart, soul, my life."

"And?"

"I don't know where you're going."

"Remember when Chrystal and Misty was here? And you said that I was all that you wanted and some other Bullshit."

"Yeah."

"I told you that if you to stayed faithful to me and I would give you my all. I have been giving you my all, but you haven't been giving ME your all." 

"What are you talking about? I HAVE been faithful to you, I have given you my all. I'm offended that you think I haven't."

"What about your mind Jason? You have to be faithful to me in your mind. If you think of cheating on me, given the right situation, you will."

"That's not true!"

"It's says so in the Bible. So it has to be true. You've read the Bible, and you know what it says. You have given me a doubt. I am doubtful of you. I don't trust you."

"What are talking about, there is no other woman on my mind but you."

"What about your first Love, Monica? Has she been on your mind?"

I didn't say anything. "Damn! I thought. Damn! She was right, given the right situation, emotions might have gotten involved and who knows what I would have done. Damn! 

Tera sat across from me, and I could see that she was crying.

"Tera, I swear that I would never, never do anything to cause you pain."

"How could you think about another woman? HOW COULD YOU?"

"Tera, she's nothing."

"Give me your keys to the house."

"Tera listen."

"GIVE ME THE GODDAMN KEYS!"

"Tera, your over reacting." Oh god why did I say that?

"Get out! Get the FUCK OUT!"

My soul on that day, was ripped from my body, my whole world had crashed on that day. 

HUUUUHUHU! I woke up and I was still on the coach. Tera, was still laying on top of me. God! I thought, that dream was so realistic. I had to tell her what was up. When I told her, she laughed at me. which I guess was comforting. One thing she did make clear, was that she would fuck me up big time if I did cheat on her.

        Heat

Our breathing was almost asthmatic, as we embarked on the fourth hour of making love. It wasn't that these marathon love episodes was new, but we just never fucked like this in one hundred and ten degree weather.

It was a record breaker, in New York City. One hundred and ten, by eleven o'clock am. Too hot to go outside, we decided to just stay in and make love. Then Con-Edison, starts random brown out in the residential areas of the city to conserve electricity. We didn't care. We got naked and just fucked and fucked. 

Teras body was covered with sweat and cum. Every time I climaxed I would do so on her face and body. I think I was delirious do to the heat, and I think Tera was too, because she just let me. 

I can't think of how many times I came.

We sat in the middle of the bed, in an up-right position, deeply kissing. I was in her, rocking back and forth. I felt I was going to cum again, so I pushed her down on the bed. I then pulled out of her and came on her face. She looked at me in a half sleep look. I collapsed beside her, and laid my head on her chest. She rubbed my head and told me she wanted to fuck some more.. I moved on top of her, and entered her wet pussy. I began to fuck as hard as I could. She rolled me over and started bouncing up and down on me. I looked at her pussy, and I wanted to lick it. I stopped her, threw her on the bed and spread her legs. Then I buried my head between her legs. I dug into her soaking wet vagina, licking her walls, clit, and pulling and biting on her labia. The sight of her pussy in front of me, got me aroused more. I leaned up and entered her with my cock. I was hot and tiered but I had the energy to fuck her hard. I rammed in and out of her. I pulled her wet hair tight as I reached another climax. I looked down at her and told her to open her mouth. When she did, I pulled out of her pussy quickly, and held my dick on her lips. I let the grip go, and a short stream of cum shot in her mouth. I fell beside her again. The bed room smelled of sex, and sweat. We looked as if we worked out for ten hours at the gym. Both of our hair was soaked and curly from sweating. Her body glistened, with beads of sweat.  




No Ordinary Love Ch. 04



"What time is your flight?"

"Seven thirty."

"International?"

"Yeah."

I looked at the clock, it was four thirty. We had to be out of here in an hour.

"We got get cleaned up." I said.

" This is fucking ridiculous."

She it the speaker phone and dialed information.

"Verison 411, what city and state please?"

"New York, New York"

"What listing?"

"Con- Edison."

"Commercial or residential?"

"Residential."

"Connecting, please hold"

"Tera, calling them is not going to do anything."

"Shut up!"

"Con-Edison, this is Mrs. Jones how can I help you?"

"Hi, Mrs. Jones, I'm calling from 2538 w 72nd in Manhattan, and I was just wondering, WHERE THE FUCK IS MY ELECTRICITY!"

"I can understand your concern, were working on the problem now."

"How soon, will I have electricty?"

"Soon. Is there anything elese?"

"No." click.

"Satisfied?"

"Shut up. Take a shower with me."

We washed up, I got dressed and waited for her in the living room. 

"You ready?" She asked

"Wow, you look great."

She wore some denim overalls and a plaid shirt and a pair of horn rimmed glasses.

"This is my nerd look, guys won't hit on me if I look like this."

"It's kind of a turn on for me."

"That's because you know."

We got to Newark Airport about one hour before her take off time. Because of the security, I couldn't go with her all the way in. I said my good-bye's at the luggage check point.

"Give me a kiss jay!"

I leaned over and gave her a long kiss. It felt like the world stopped. The sounds of the airport was drowned out, people seem to stop. Damn! This woman makes me feel things, I just never knew I could feel. "I'll see you in a week."

"Just in time for Jermaine's wedding."

"Oh Joy!"

end of part four



No Ordinary Love Ch. 05



Tell me

I  woke up, around noon on this  day. It seems, that we all ways  wake up at noon. Tera lay on my chest with her eyes  open. I  start to run my  fingers through her hair, and  caress her  naked  skin. She  took a deep breath in, and then  out.

"What are you thinking about?" I  asked.

"Just  thinking."

"About?"

"Stuff."

"Could you be a little more vague?"

She  shook her head, no.

"Look at me Tera." 

She  lifted he head, and looked at me in the eyes.

"What  are you thinking? Tell me.  We  have been together  for almost  six months now, I would think our  relationship  is at  a point were  we  can talk about anything, so  what  is  it?"

"Well… Um, since  we'll be  in Philly  this  weekend  for  you  friends wedding, and since  you'll  be introducing  me to your friends  and family, I guess…, I  guess  it would be good for you to  introduce the woman you love, by  her right  name. Tera Patrick is  my screen  name, my  birth  name  is Linda Hopkins."

"I know."

She  leaned  up and looked  at me, with a  puzzled look.

"How  did you know?"

"I've  been living with you for six months, don't you think I see  your in-coming  mail?"

"Oh yeah!" she said while laughing." Well why haven't  you been calling by  my real name?"

"I  figured, when  it was time, you would tell me. But  the real reason is,… I  like  Tera."

"Call me Linda. I want  to live in reality."

She  laid  her head  back down on my chest.

"What time  do you want to leave?"

"I guess  around, five. His  bachelor party is at nine."

"Do you want  me to strip  for you guys, I could use  some extra cash." ~ laughing.

"Hell no, I  already  have  about  ten million  horny  guys already wanting  you, I  don't need another  thirty."

"I  don't think it's that many, who actually know who I am…. Alright, your turn."

"For what?"

"To tell me something I don't know about you."

"I have lived a pretty non eventful life, well up until  I meet you."

"There  is something, that I don't know about you. Come  on, tell me. like, were you a chronic masturbator  before  you met me?

"That's a given."

"Jason! Open up to me!"

"Why are  you so, bent  on knowing?"

"Because  I LOVE you, and people  who love each other KNOW, stuff about  each other."

"You love me?"

"Of course, you wouldn't  be here if I didn't."

"That is the first time, I heard  you actually say out right, I love  you."

She  leaned up and looked at me  very angrily. 

"Did I need to say it?"

"It would help."

"You should have know, by how I  treat you. You  did know, didn't  you?"

"I did."

"So, why  would you say something  like that?"

"Just hearing it, from  time  to time is needed."

"That, kind of  hurt me."

"I didn't mean it to."

"Are  you, that insecure, that I have to say, I love you every five minutes?… Love  is  an action word, it  is shown  by works. People  say they love  each other, but don't mean it. I  rather  for you to show  me, you love me, than to say  you love me. I knew  how  you felt about  me from the start."

"How?"

"They way  you talk, the  way  you  looked at me." She  slid down to the end of the  bed.

"You, don't  even know the  gift  you  have."

"What  are  you talking about?"

"See! You  don't know. … You  have a gift  to  speak. Not  just, empty non emotional words, but words that reaches  the heart, words that, make a person feel good. That's why  I feel for you, it's  not the way you look, they way you dress, or how much money you have. It's  how you make me feel. That's  why  I  love you. You make me feel good." She  started  to cry, which  got me all emotional, and I started to cry. She  wiped the tears  from her eyes and looked at  me. I  knew what question  was coming next. I  had  to think quick. I had to be honest, and the answer  had  to come from my heart.

"Jason. Why  do  you love  me?"

I knew  it. I  had five  seconds, before  she  would get pissed. In  a situation  like this, if  a guy doesn’t  answer within  five seconds, HELL HATH  NO FURY!

I  took a deep breath in.

"Definitely, the way  you make me feel. Our  personalities  are, different  enough  where, we are not the same, so we have some variety. We are similar enough  where  we  can enjoy things together. You have a very beautiful, caring,  genuine  personality. You  carry  yourself with dignity. You  respect others, and are open minded on new things. I can't  lie, and say that  your  beauty is not a part  of it, because it is. But all in all, it is what  you are inside and how you make me feel that makes me love you."

She smiled, and started  rocking  back and forth.

"Your good! Your good!"

"Why do you say  that?"

"You knew  what I wanted to hear."

"You doubt  what I say and how I feel?"

"NO! No! It's just, I never  heard a guy, say those  things with out long pauses, and stutters.     Where  did you  learn  how  to talk and express  yourself so well?"

"Through  my religion. In order  for us to give  discourses and go out and teach, we  had to learn how  to  speak and learn how to use  words  that reach the heart."

"So what happened? That's  what you can tell me. What happened? Why  did  you turn your  back on  religion?"

"I didn't turn my  back on religion, I  walked away  from God."

"Why."

I took  a deep breath in, and closed my eyes.

"Talk,  to me. I need to know."

"When I was  eighteen, I  swore to  God, that  I  would  remain  single, for  ten years. As  a result  of  that, I was  able to travel, and do things that most my age were not able to, because they got married  at such  a young  age. As  I got  closer to  the end  of the goal, I  became  lonely and wanted to settle  down. I  met a young girl  who like me, had did what she wanted and  she said she was ready  to settle down. We  took it slow, got to know  each other, and  our relationship  progressed to an engagement. Six  month before  the  wedding, she  called it off. She  told  me, that  she never  really loved me. That  she wanted  a life, that I could not give her. She  didn't want to live, in want. She  wanted  someone  who could give her the things that she never had…. Three month later, she  married  a guy who had  some  big car, and  a nice  apartment in the city.

The  whole situation, made me very angry. At  every one, my parents, my friends, religion and God."

"Why?"

"If  I  couldn't rely  on God to provide  me with someone, to make me happy for the rest  of my life, how could I rely on him for other  important things in life. My faith, was destroyed, and  if  you don't have  faith, you can't be religious, you can't serve God, you stop believing. When  you don't have faith,…your  dead."

"You don't want  go back? It  seems as though you were a good  servant."

"It's not that easy now."

"Why?"

"For the last few months, I  have lived  a life, that is  in total contrast to how I was raised  and taught. I  would be  definitely be  disciplined."

"How?"

"Depending on my attitude. If  I had  a , I don't give a Damn attitude, I  would probably  be excommunicated."

"If you go back, why would you have that attitude?"

"I don't know."

"And if you didn't have  that attitude?"

"Then  I would helped to get back, to the standing that I once was."

"Is that what  you want?"

"I don't know anymore. If  I do, then  that would mean, I would have to give up things that I  truly  love now."

"Like?"

"You."

"Why? Why would you have to give up the person you love, to go back to serve God?"

"Tera, Linda, you, and now me… live  a life of…Sin. I don't know any other  way to put it. Sin, willful, deliberate  sin  dose not mix  with religion  and God."

"If you  would have  married  that girl, you would have never met ME. So, could it be that I am your gift from  God, to make you happy? Could  it be that God  has made a compromise, because  of the promise  you kept to him. Maybe, just maybe he sent you to me, to change me. Maybe, we  were  destined  to be with each other. Do  I make any sense? I  can change."

"But  what if I don't."

"Why?"

"I'm happy. While  serving God, I was never happy. I always  Wanted. I was always  in want. I was never  satisfied, never. I  was taught that  if I wanted  the things of this world, I was wrong, and that  these things would  not last. That  thinking, made me lose the woman I loved, I don’t  want  to lose another love."

"You  won't."

"YOU, are  who my heart, soul and body loves now. My  heart and  soul are dedicated  to you. You  are MY GOD. You  make  me happy. You  make me content. You satisfy, my needs want's and  desires. I  never, had those things. I will NOT, leave  you to go back to a life  of want. I am  you servant. My  temple, is  this bedroom. The alter is  this  bed. My body is my sacrifice to you. What  you want, I will do. As  long as I  remain  faithful  to you. As  long as you have  my  heart, promise me, that  you will never  take you love  from me. Promise  me that  you will never, NEVER, leave me."

"I…I  can. I can  try to."

"Don't try to. Commit."

"Jason, that is  a  lot to ask."

"To remain FAITHFULL? That  is a lot to ask? You  just told me that you love  me. That love, is an action word, that it must be displayed. I am asking  that you just LOVE ME, REMAIN FAITHFULL TO ME… FORERVER! Why  is that  a lot  to ask from a  person who loves  you?"

"If  you remain true  to me FOREVER! I  will remain true  to you, FOREVER! I  promise."

"Come here!"

She moved over to me, spread  her legs and  sat on top of  me. I  leaned  up and  held  her  tight  in my arms.

"Look at me in my eyes and say it."

She looked me in the eyes.

"I promise. Now  give me, my sacrifice."

"As you  wish."

I  moved  forward and  kissed her. My  heart raced. It  was amazing, every time we  made  love, it felt  like it was the first time. I  got nervous, and would start  to shake. Questions  would  go through  my mind  like, am I pleasing  her? Do  I really satisfy her sexually? My pulse  would race to the point it felt like I was running a marathon. Every time, no matter what felt like the first time. The  rush, of exploding  in her. Her  warm breath on my neck, our lips  meeting, and passionately, lustfully kissing. Even  when  we got down and  really perverted,   it  was still special. For some reason, it seemed the more perverted, the longer  we made love. And  the longer we made love, the tighter our bond became. When  you make love  to someone you are truly  bonded with emotionally, physically you are taken to another level. That  high, is so intoxicating, and unlike a drug addict, who continues  to do drugs looking for  that next first high, but never finds it, this high was repetitious. Every  night, every day, every second, I felt my first sexual high  with her. There  was nothing else  like it. When  we just were outright  perverted to each other, my heart felt like it would  beat out of my chest. Love, lust, and perversions where  our  theme to this sexual theatrical performance we  put on every day.

                                                      Perversions of Love   

True  love makes you treat the one you love, with love. By  the way  Linda  and I  made  love to each other, people would probable  say we  are in lust with each other not love. The  way we loved, was not traditional. It  was not boring. It  was not even hot. To tell you the truth, I don't think there  is a  word  in the English, or any other spoken language, to  describe  how we made love. And I can truly  say, it is love, because I felt the love inside of me. I cared for her. No  matter how hardcore, we  never asked each other  to do things that would cause pain, or do things that was totally sadistic. We  just feed  of each others desires. And  the more we drew closer to each other, the  deeper our  sexual thirst became, the more perverse our  thoughts  became. It  was like we read each others mind, and just did  things to please each other, because  we  knew that  is what  the other wanted, even without  asking. Our  fantasies became broader and  more lustful. 

"You  got everything?" 

"Yes."

"Do you have  your shoes?"

"Yes."

"Do you have your suit?"

"Yes."

"Do you have your shirts?"

"Yes."

"Do you have your brain?"

"No."

"You are so stupid."

I looked up at her  as  I sat  on the couch. She  looked so  great. She  had a pair of  black leather  pants, that  were  very tight. She  wore  as a top a thick black wool sweater. She  looked so sexy when she wore black. I knew she didn't have on any under wear  or  a bra which  just peaked  my  hormones. It  is such a turn  on for me  to know that  all I have  to  do  is  unbutton and  unzip and I would  have  access  to the  best  pussy  in the world.

"Linda."

"What?"

"Come here for a second."

She walked  around to me and stood  there. She  looked  at me like she knew  what  I wanted.

"We have to go."

I  pulled  her to me. She fell  on top of me, and I kissed  her.

"I just want to see, you pussy."

"Jay! We have to go."

"Just let me see, that's  it."

"No! Come  on let's  go."

"Please! Just let me lick it. Just once before  we go."

"NO! Now  get up off your ass and lets go!"

I  got  up off the couch and help  her up. She  walked in front of me, and picked  up her  bag. The  pants she  had on, fit  her body like a glove. My cock  was so hard, I could have just  fucked  her right there. I  walked  behind  her and  pulled her to me.

"Jason!"

"Can you feel how hard I am?"

I pulled her  to me. I then moved  her hair from the right side of her neck. I kissed it, then  licked it.

"we gotta go." She  said  in a low  voice. I  knew I had her. I  found  that her  neck was  her  erogenous zone. When  I  kissed  her there  she  literally became week. I continued to kiss her. My  left hand went  under  her sweater and  I  lightly  grabbed her right breast. My right  hand  went  into her pants. It  was hard  getting  in and it was tight moving around. I  pushed  down until  my hand was at the  entrance  of  her pussy. I  felt  her  labia and I  pushed  in with my middle  finger. I  moved around in her and  I felt  for her clitoris. When I  felt it, I  slowly  rubbed the bottom  of  it. My  kisses  on her neck  got  harder. I moved  up and  bit  her ear.

"you like that?" I said very low in her ear.

"yes."

"you want me  to stop?"

"fuck no."

She was at  the  front door, so I  pushed  her to and began  to hump  her  from the back. I could  feel my wet  cock through  my  pants.

I  started to rub  her clit  hard  and faster. I  lifter  her sweater  up, exposing  her tits. I  leaned  over  her  shoulder  and  sucked  one of them . I  then  moved  back  to her neck. I could feel  her, pulse racing  as my lips  kissed  her  neck. Her  knees buckled, her breathing became  heavy. She  unbutton  her  pants. I got more room to finger fuck her. She kneeled to the floor. I was pulled  down with her. My  lips  never  left her neck,  my  finger  never left her  cunt. She  laid  on the floor and she pulled  down her pants. She  began  humping  on  my  middle  finger. I  rubbed  her clit harder. I  felt  on my  hand a  warm  liquid, she  moaned  load and  pulled  her sweater  up. She  then  took  one of her  tits  and  began  to suck it and  bit on  the nipple. When  she  stopped  I knew she  had  finished  climaxing. I  felt  so  pleased  knowing  that I could, turn her on and make her orgasm. For  a  guy  to cum is  so easy, but for  a  guy o make  his  girl cum, was  a great accomplishment. I've  read in so many  magazine  how woman  love the men their  with, but are so  displeased  sexually. I  knew I could please Linda, because  I  would feel her heart  beat, I could  feel  and see her body in convulsions, I  could feel and see her cum. No matter how good of and actress a woman is, she can not fake  those  things.

Linda  laid  on the  floor, with her  head  to the  side  and looked at  the  wall in a daze. I  pealed  the  tight pants she  had  on  down to her ankles. I then  leaned down  and  spread  her  ass cheeks. I  buried  my face  in her ass, and  began  licking the  hole. I  lubricated  it  with  my saliva, I  then  moved up to her and whispered  I  was  going  to fuck  her ass. I put the head of my cock  between her cheeks, and  asked if  she was ready. She  closed  her eyes. I then pushed  forward. She  let out  a  light "Fuck!" I  then  moved  back and forth  in her hole. I  kissed her  neck again, and began to suck on it. As  I  got closer to coming, I leaned  back and pulled  her  hair. I  felt  myself about to cum. I pulled out of her ass, and  held  my cock tight. I slid on the floor  to were  I was in front  of her, my  pants  were  around  my ankles so  I  kneeled  in front of her.  I  lifted  her  head up, and I told her to open her  mouth. When  she  did,  I  let my grip on my cock go. I quick  stream  of  cum went  in her mouth. She  moved  forward  and started  to suck. When  she  finished  she moved  her  mouth  slowly off my cock. She  then  got up very  slowly, and stood in front of me. I  was still on my knees. 

"Untie my boots." She  told me very forcefully. "Pull them  off." I  did. "Take my pants  off." I did.  She  stood in front  of  me with her  legs  spread. I  looked  at her  pussy. I loved the way it looked. The labia  hung there, waiting  for me to  lick. 

"You wanted  to see my pussy, here it is."

She  moved forward, grabbed  my head  and  pulled  me into her cunt. 

"LOOK AT MY PUSSY, YOU LITTLE FUCK. LICK, AND SWALLOW  MY CUM."

I  entered  her pussy with my tongue. I  entered  her  ass hole with my middle finger. I licked her wet cunt, hard. 

"THAT'S IT FUCK IT! FUCK IT. FUCK IT."

I  knew  she was just  about two minutes  away from  coming. I licked  the  bottom of her clit, with the tip of my tongue.

Her  hard  tone of voice changed  when  she  came.

"Oh, jay! Yes, ah, ah, fuck. I'm, yes, yes!"

She  came in my mouth. It was a quick gush, and  her legs buckled. I pushed her  against the  door  and drove  my mouth  deep  into her  vagina. I then sucked  ever last drop of her cum, and held it in my mouth. I moved  up to her face. I  grabbed her  jaws  with my right hand and  made her open up. When she did,  I  let the cum and saliva  mixture that was in my mouth drain into hers. When  it was all out, I told  her  to swallow. I  then  spread  her  legs, and lifted her up and entered her cunt. I forcefully began fucking her. Our  bodies  hitting the door, made a loud  thumping noise. Linda  looked  at  me  as  I pumped  harder in her. She  gave  me this wicked, grin  of  satisfaction and approval.

"I'm about to cum, you want  it in your pussy  mouth or  face?"

"You choice."

I  let her legs drop to the  floor, and pulled  out of her. I held my cock, with my left hand. "Get on your knees!"

She  got on her knees, and swallowed  my cock. She  moved  her  mouth  over it a few times, and  then  I exploded  in her mouth. She  pulled away and let most of my cum drip over  her face.  She  stood up, and looked  at  me. Her face was covered, with hot sperm, that dripped  from  her forehead  to her  lips.

"Kiss me!" she said

I leaned down and  kissed her.  As  my tongue probed  her mouth, I could  taste  the  salty sperm on the roof  of her mouth, on her tongue, and lips. She  moved  back and leaned her head on the door.

"You want to fuck all week end or you want to go to this wedding?"

"Let's go, it would be really hard trying to explain why we didn't go."

"I'm feeling kind of sick all of the sudden."

"Get cleaned up and  lets go."

She went into the bath room and  got freshened up. I walked into the  bed room  and she  stood  in front  of the closet nude, with  her legs spread. I  walked over and  stood behind her. I  grabbed  her waist, and then rubbed her  stomach.




No Ordinary Love Ch. 05



"Why are you changing cloths?"

"The tight  pants were  not a good thing to wear to meet your family."

"What are you going to wear?"

"Something  Virginal, innocent. I'll  wear a  pair of jeans and a plaid shirt. I'll pull my hair back,  and wear my glasses."

"You'll look like a dork, and they'll know it won't be you. Just wear some jeans and a nice top. But  do  keep the glasses, I like that  look."

She  bent over in front of me, I  started to unzip  my pants, when she leaned  up quickly and  looked at me, like she couldn't believe  what I was about to do.

"You little freak. Step  back from me."

"What?"

"I can't believe  you. Your  friend  is about  to get married  and all you can think of is fucking. You uncaring  perv."

I went over and sat on the side of the bed. When she was done dressing  she stood  at  the door and looked over at me.

"Stop pouting, you act like you'll never fuck me again, come let's go."

Traffic  was horrible, going  out of the city. It  took us an hour  just to get to the Holland  Tunnel, when  we got there, it was gridlock.

We  sat there for about ten minutes, and slowly moved a half a block or so.

"Jay." 

"What's up?"

She rubbed my face  and looked over at me. 

"I like the way you fuck me."

"Ok!" I'm thinking to myself, where  did that come from. She  smiled  at me.

"You know what?"

"What?"

"I've always wanted  to fuck  in traffic."

She  started  to get undressed.

"Linda people can see you."

"Fuckem!"

She  unhooked  her bra, and  then unbuttoned her jeans. She  leaned  down  and  pulled off  her boots. Then  slid her pants off. She was completely nude in the front seat. She  started  to  masturbate, with one hand, and the other she lifted one of  her tits and  began sucking it. A car  pulled  up beside us, and the driver looked over in shock. His month was open  and his eyes wide. I  looked at her the same way. I've seen her masturbate, but this was  different  she was very erotic, wild, sexy, and  just down right dirty.

She  put  both her legs on the dash and spread  them, with one hand on top of the other, she  starts to fuck  herself again. She  stops for a few  minutes  to breath. She  sit back in an up right  position. 

By this time we're in the  tunnel, moving about  fifteen  miles per hour. She  looks  over at me, with that  fuck me grin. She  then looks at  the gear  shifter. She  leans  over  and swallows  it.  Then  she  moved  her head  up and  down on it.

"What are trying to make the car  cum?

She  moved off of it.

"I was making it wet, so  that I  could fuck it."

"Why do you want to fuck a stick?"

"I just want something  hard and big in me. There  should  be  a green  button on the  left side of the  panel  there."

"I see it."

"Push it."

When I pushed  the button, the rear windows and the driver and the passenger windows  tinted.

"Wow, that was cool!"

"That's a  fucking ten thousand dollar  option. Drive  carefully, I'm going to  stick my leg  between  yours."

When  she  did that, I rested  my chin on her bare right shoulder. I could not believe I was letting her do this. But  I wanted to see it, I wanted  to get off at seeing  her  fuck her car. 

She  looked  down and pulled  her labia apart. Then  she  stretched it over the  leather  shifter. The  top of it was about the  size  of a tennis ball. She  stretched  her labia  more, then she slowly  lowered  her  body down. Traffic stopped. I pressed hard on the breaks  just  in case, she  shifted us out of gear. She  went lower and lower,  until she successfully had  a metal and  leather  German gear sifter in her. She  the  began to move up and  down on it. Slowly  then  fast. We still was not moving, so I could  enjoy the perverted show. I  unzipped my pants and pulled  out my cock. She grabbed it and  started to rub it. She  began  screaming  in pain, and moaning in pleasure. I  leaned over  and sucked  her tits. I bit hard  on her nipples. My  cock was wet just  from the sight  of this. I looked down  at  the gear box, and  it was a puddle of her  cum there, and  sliding  down the shaft.

"FUCK,FUCK, I'M COMING, FUCK!" she screamed.

She grabbed my cock tight as  she climaxed. She  then slowly moved of  the shifter, and slide down in her seat. I looked  down, at  her pussy and saw that it  was  at least  three times as  wide  as  normal.

My  cock was still throbbing. I grabbed  her  head  by the hair and pulled her over  to my lap. She  then began o suck on me. a few minutes later we were out  of the tunnel and I came in her mouth. I  moved my hand between her legs, and  rubbed  her cunt. Then I entered it with four fingers. She just laid  back with eyes closed  her eyes.



No Ordinary Love Ch. 06



After Linda and her…, well you know, she pretty much slept for about an hour, and we just made it on the turnpike south. I really don't get the traffic here. One day you can go in and out of the city, within ten minutes, the next day it take two hours. But, that's what makes New York, New York.

"Hey." I taped Linda on the shoulder, to wake he up.

"You want me to stop for food, you haven't ate anything today."

"Sure!" she said in a sleepy voice. "So were are we staying in Philly?"

"I'm staying at the grooms place, you're staying with at my Grandmothers."

"Why can't we stay together?"

"Well, I just didn't want my family to see that we, you know…"

"Fuck."

"Well, to put it bluntly, yes!"

"Fucking is wrong? I thought if two people loved each other, it was ok to fuck."

I looked at her and shook my head.

"You act like your ashamed that we live together, and fuck."

"I'm not ashamed, it's just that I don't want to be blatant with my life style. And could you not use that word?"

"What? Fuck? What's wrong with the word fuck? I fuck, you fuck every body likes to fuck, fuck. If our parents didn't fuck, then we wouldn't be here to fuck, I wouldn't like you fucking me."

She leaned behind her seat to look for her purse.

"All fuck. I left my fucking purse at home. Fuck! It matched my fucking outfit for tomorrow. Fuck! Were are you going to stop for some fucking food?"

I ignored her.

"Why are you fucking ignoring me? Am I making you fucking mad? It's fucking cold outside. I wonder what the fucking temperature is?"

"LINDA!"

"WHAT?"

"Stop the cursing!"

"Don't get all fucking holier than thou, on me! You're acting like you don't use the word."

"Not in everyday conversation! The only time I use that word is when,… we…"

"Fuck!"

I laughed. "Yeah! When we make love."

"Now you know, we don't make love!"

"Yes we do! It's just, we do it differently."

"We fuck!"

"Not all the time, that.."

"Fucking?"

"Yeah, that is mainly, bang, bang, bang, bang. What we do is more, bang, caress, kiss, kiss, kiss, bang, bang."

"I see, the difference." She said in a sarcastic tone of voice. "So what we did before we left, was?"

"Love."

"Sticking you dick in and out of my ass, and coming in my mouth is love?"

"Well, I mean, I didn't force you."

"You had me pinned to the floor, and you held my face in your crotch, and then made me swallow your semen."

"Am I domineering? I'm that bad?"

My heart dropped. I knew I was wrong in doing those things. My conscience was stabbing me all over. The conscience I thought was dead. My face showed how I felt. Linda looked over at me and smiled.

"I'm just fucking with you Jay. I know our love making is different from others. Our love is not ordinary. This is no ordinary love."

"Ok Sade!"

"Besides, if we did things normal, I would problem leave you."

"What about love? I thought the way I showed my love to you was different."

"It is, and one of the big part of love and relationship, is sex. My sex drive is different from anyone you know. So I need to be fucked, or made loved to, differently. So the way you express your love to me, a girl with a different sex drive is not the way you would express your love to a girl that is a good God fearing woman. She would expect, to be kissed and caressed all the time, and held. I expect that, but I want to be fucked while you kiss me and caress me."

"I disagree."

"If you married Monica, would you do the things we do?"

"No."

"Why?"

"Because! She,… I wouldn't expect her too."

"So why do you do them to me? A woman,…THE, woman you love."

"I guess, because…"

"Do you expect me to suck your dick? Do you expect me, to let you cum in my mouth? Do you expect me to allow you to fuck me like you do?"

"Well…"

"I'm not trying to make you feel bad, I'm just trying to make you see, that, were different. I am what I am, sexually. And you fulfill MY sexual needs, by fulfilling YOUR sexual fantasies, so we both give each other what we need and want. Fifty, fifty. And believe it or not, that's love." 

"I… never looked at it that way."

"You have what it takes to make a woman in the porn industry sexually satisfied. For a guy to do that and not fuck for a living,… is a damn good accomplishment!"

Wow! I thought to myself. I, just never knew. My eyes have seen so many new things. My mind, has been opened to so many new ideas and ways. I still felt, uneasy though. I mean, hell! I was a virgin until I met her. It takes time I guess to get over the things in life, you thought was just, wrong.

I have know so many guys and girls, who have been married and yet they just don't know what the other wants sexually. Most of them, don't know How. I didn't think I would know how. But, I think from the way I saw other couples made me try harder. It made think deeper on different ways to satisfy a woman. I just never knew, that my thinking was so, deeply perverted.

"Are we perverts?" I asked.

She thought for about a minute, and said, "Yeah,… sort of… well, I don't think…Yes!"

"So, are we?"

"Like I explained before, we… just express our sexuality different. Others may see it as perverted, but if we keep it between us, no one will know."

"So if we don't discuss it with others, than we're not, because in our eyes and mind, it's love."

"Something like that."

We stopped at some rest stop half way between, NY and Philly. We ate some Roy Rogers and pretty much ate and ran.

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure!"

"What the hell were you thinking of back there?"

"I was hungry, so I ordered a hamburger and chicken. What's wrong with that?"

"Not there! I'm talking about, that thing you did on the stick shift."

She shrugged her shoulders.

"What possessed you, to do something like that?"

"It disturbed you that much?"

"Pretty much."

"I'm stressed."

"Bout what?"

"I…,I'll tell you later."

"No! Tell me now! I want to know what stressed you out so much to make you stick a steel and leather stick up you!"

"Promise you won't get made at me.?"

"Linda, what?"

"I was offered a steady job."

"Really! A normal job? What's bad about that?"

"It's not really normal."

"Oh God! What is it?"

"In addition to my show, Playboy asked me to co-host night calls with Chrystal."

"Wow! Cool. You know, you and Chystal are the only women in the world I truly love?"

"Why didn't you ask Chrystal out?"

"I don't know. I mean, she is just as funny and nice and kind as you. But, I wanted to met you."

"Would you fuck her?"

I looked over at her and frowned.

"No. Unless,… No!"

"Unless what?"

"Nothing."

"No! I want to know, Unless what? I won't get mad."

"Unless, you gave me permission, or you were there."

"Ok!"

"Was that permission?"

"No. I just know not to leave you two alone."

"Have a little more faith in me. I do have self-control."

"What-EVER!"

We arrived in Philly around eight thirty. I dropped her off at my grand- mothers and I headed to Jermaine's place. As I drove there, I was so nervous about Linda being with my family alone. It's not like they would ask her probing questions, like how often we make love or if we lived together. But, I just, wanted her to accepted.

"YO! What's up man!" Jermaine asked as I walked up to the lawn of his house.

"Nada!"

"You just making it here?"

"Yeah, traffic out of New York was horrible. But I'm here."

"You’re here, or we're here?"

"We're here."

"Were is she?"

"At my Grand-Mothers."

"You know, you are by far the luckiest bastard in the world!"

"Why?"

"Why? He asks… Your Girl-friend, is Tera Patrick."

"Yeah so." I tried to play stupid, but I started to grin.

"You do know, what she does for a living?"

"Yeah, she's a nurse."

He looked at me like I had no idea.

"Come inside."

We walked inside the house, and there was around ten of fifteen guys, standing watching a video, one of Tera's. Virtual sex, with Tera Patrick. All of them were fighting about who would be next to fuck her. I just shrugged it off.

"Do you think these guys will recognize her tomorrow? I asked.

"I don't know."

"Some bachelor party, beer and a virtual sex video."

"My father to be would kill me if her found out I had a stripper here."

"Hey guys! She's my girl-friend. I make love to her every night."

All of them looked at me and laughed.

"No really!"

YEAH RIGHT! They all said at the same time.

"Jay! I've know you for a very long time, you would not have the guts to walk up to her. It took you what, two years to ask Monica out." Rob said. Another one of my closest child-hood friends.

"All damn! Why you gotta bring up that Bitch?" I said.

"Pretty hard language." Jermaine said.

"Well, you just don't know what she did to me."

"Yes I do!"

"No! You don't know what she did to me." I looked at him, with a very angry look.

"Maybe I don't. She'll be at the wedding."

"So!" 

"I want to see her reaction when she sees you and Tera."

"Linda. Her name is Linda."

"Wow! You got her real name. Things must be serious."

"Yeah, I guess." I said sighing.

"You act like that's bad. You go home to Tera Patrick. This is the woman that all these guys in this room fantasize about. And your like Ho Hum about it."

"I, just really want to settle down, and maybe even have a family. I can't with her."

"Have you talk to her about it?"

"No. I promised myself, I would not say anything about her career."

"Do you love her?"

"Yeah!"

"Does she love you?"

"She says she does."

"Well then, why not just talk it over with her, and take it from there."

"It all sounds so easy."

I walked out side and sat on the step and just thought for a few minutes. Thought about the future. Did I really want to have children, and have them to find out some time later in life that their mother was… I don't even want to think about it. When your single, children, marriage, is such a far goal to have. Well at least when you are enjoying your singleness. But when you have someone you really, deeply and truly love, the only natural thing to think of is life, love, family and happiness.

"YO Jay!" Rob said as he walked out of the front door.

"Hey!"

"What's up?"

"Nothing."

"Remember growing up, we could never lie to our parents, because the way we answered them? The way we said things. It just gave us away, so the way you said "nothing" tells me that something is up. So what is it?"

"I really don't want to talk about it, Rob."

"Women. What's her name?"

I looked at him and smiled, "Linda."

"Do I know her?"

"Sort of."

"From where?"

"You don't want to know."

"Tell me. It must be serious, it looks like you have the whole world on your shoulders. Talk, unload some of those burdens."

"Linda, you know her as…"

"You must be kidding! Tera Patrick? You were serious, she is your girlfriend. Damn! Do your parents know?"

"They know, who she is I mean they've met her. But they don't know what she does for a living."

"Wow! Do you guys live together?" I looked at him, then put my head in my hands and said,

"If judgement day came right now,… I'd be dead! It's just, I fell so in love with her, my heart is so, is so hers, it's,…I'm in love."

"I mean Jay, I was raised differently than you. If it was me, hell I'd be the proudest Mother Fucker there is. But YOU! People would not expect you, to have a woman like that in your life. Hey! You got the best! You love her, she loves you, so…that's what counts."

"Yeah!"

"Wow! You are my hero! Where did you met her?"

"At the hotel."

"Damn! Something told me to get into the hotel business. Will she be there tomorrow?"

"Yeah! She's at my Grand Mothers."

"YOUR GRAND MOTHERS! Why did you put a woman like Tera Patrick in your Grand Mothers house? Your Grand Mother, is like the most righteous woman I know. Jesus probable stays there when he's in town."

I looked at him with a frowned face.

"Just kidding. But you know what I mean. Well, your Grand Mother can put the fear of God in her."

"I didn't put her there for that."

"Why did you?"

"She's the woman I love. And whether my family likes it or not, she is apart of my life now, which means she is apart of their family now."

"Can I tell the guys you were serious about her being your girl?"

"Don't. I don't want the undue attention."

"Jason. Half those guys in there, including me, have just about every movie and magazine Tera has been in, they WILL recognize her tomorrow."

"I thought those guys were married."

"They are, but they all come over to my house and watch the videos and read the books and magazines, and talk about how miserable their marriages are."

"That bad?"

"It's bad. But that's what they get for marring those young dumb girls. They got the body, but don't know how to use it."

My best Friends Wedding

I woke up around nine am the next morning. I think this was the first time in six months I actually woke up before twelve noon. The morning was bright and crisp. A perfect day to have a November Wedding. I was the only one up in the house, so I thought. I walked into the living room and saw Jermaine sitting on the couch, just looking into air.

"Nervous?"

"A little."

"Are you ready?"

"For this? Or for life?"

"Both."

"Yes and no. Yes, I'm ready for life, but… I don't think I'm ready for marriage."

"It's a little too late to come to that conclusion don't you think."

"No."

"Your not calling it of?"

"No. I am responsible. I have to live with my decision."

"Do you love her?"

"No."

My heart stopped. I didn't know what to say. What do you say to a guy that is about to marry a woman he does not love? Head for the hills? Run?

"Why?"

"She's pregnant, with my child. I don't love her, but my unborn child, I love very much. I want to do my best to make that child's life good. I want to raise him or her in a family atmosphere."

"So your going to go through life, pretending to love a woman you don't?"

"Yup!"

"I don't know what to say."

"Nothing. Don't mention this to anyone."

~Ring, ring. I stood at the door of my Grand Mothers house, waiting for someone to open the door. My cousin came and opened it.

"Hey Jay!" I leaned down and picked her up, and gave her a kiss.

"Hey, what's up?"

"Nothing, you should see Linda, she's beautiful."

"I bet she is."

I sat in the front room almost in tears, because one of my closest friends, was about to, basically start a fouled up life. And there was nothing I could say, or do. I heard someone walking down the steps, I looked over and say my love gracefully, walking towards me. describing her would be like, describing a Picaso to a blind man,… you can't. There were no words.

"You’re a walking simile."

"What?"

I stood up and walked over to her and put my arms around her waist.

"You are a walking simile. Every time I see you, It's Like. I describe you in my head to the finest and most beautiful things know to man."

She closed her eyes and opened them back up slowly.

"Where do you come up with these lines?"

"You like them."

"Yeah! What girl wouldn't. Every time her man says something to her, the words make her so weak… What's wrong? Your eyes are red, like you've been crying."

"I'll tell you later."

"You look very handsome."

"Thanks." 

She wore a long black wrap around dress, and a black matching jacket. I moved the double breasted jacket to the side and viewed her naked chest. I then kissed her on the lips, and lightly grabbed her ass.

"Something is wrong." She said.

"Yeah, a lot."

"Tell me later."

I shook my head. We got to the church, and I sat Linda near the back. I put on a plastic smile, and greeted the guest as they arrived. One of the guys at the party last night, looked over at Linda and stared at her, long and very eerie, like her wanted to do something sadistic. Being with Linda, I was able to pick up, those looks, like I know you, I love you, I lust for you, I want to fuck you, and I will stalk you. This guy had basically all those looks, but I knew of him and I knew he wouldn't dare say anything because his wife ruled him. I walked over to Linda and leaned down and kissed her on the neck. She looked up at me and smiled. 

A few minutes later a couple sat next to her and started to talk. She was the best, because she just was so warm and personable. If you got past her intimidating beauty, you would actually see, she is a wonderful woman.

The crowed settled down, and the procession came in. About ten minutes later, the bride walked in, I looked and just shook my head.

After the wedding discourse, we we're told that those who were invited to go to the reception hall, at the Marriott Hotel in down town Philly. Linda and I, were among some of the first to get there, we sat down at a table that had our names on them, Jason and Tera.

"Tera, you didn't tell him my name."

"Yes I did it was just after the fact."

"The wedding was very beautiful. Jay, do you think we will see this day together?"

I looked at her and smiled. I leaned over and kissed her on the forehead, and held her hand.

"Yes. I just see one obstacle though."

"What?"

"Finding a black wedding dress for you."

"Fuck you!" she said laughingly.

I took a deep breath in and shut my eyes, for a second.

"What's wrong jay?"

"This whole thing, this day,… is one big lie."

"Why do you say that?"

"He told me, he doesn't love her."

"Wow, that's pretty serious. So why did he marry her?"

"She's pregnant."

"Now I see why your so upset."

The reception eventually started and the new couple seemed to be happy, smiling and taking pictures, thanking every one for coming out to support them, etc.

"Jay, why is that girl two tables over keep staring at us?"

I looked over and identified who it was.

"That's Monica."

"That's Monica? Wow she pretty. I'm going over there to talk to her."

I shrugged my shoulders. I got up and walked over to sit by rob and talked to him, for a bit. I realized that after twenty five year, he was the same old horny guy. The announcement came that the couple would have their first dance together and the MC instructed everyone to take their seat. Linda came back to the table and held my hand. 

"she's funny." She whispered.

"Who?"

"monica."

"yeah, I know that's why I liked her. We had the same sense of humor."

"no, jay! She's funny as in loco, crazy, fucked up in the head funny. Her husband screwed her up… I got to go to the bath room."

She left the table and walked o the bath room. I looked over at Monica, and saw there was a seat next to her. The dance was over so I walked over to her and sat down.

"I was wondering if and when you were going to come over."

I just looked at her.

"Your still mad I see."

"You think."

"It's been almost five years. I was hoping that you would get over it and move on. I was hoping you would give me another chance, but I see, you have moved on in relationship, but not in feelings.

"You know, you were perhaps the only person in the world that I whole heatedly Hated."

"Is that what you came over here for, to tell me you hate me."

"I said I hated you, past tense. But now, I see you got what you paid for. A broken marriage, two kids, a junkie husband and a fucked up life. So, to tell you the truth,… I'm happy."

My cell phone that was in my jacket pocket rang. I let it ring about three times before I picked it up.

"Hello."

"Met me by the elevators."

It was Linda, I didn't know what she wanted. It felt kind of good, closing a chapter in my life, but, Monica still was there in it,… the next chapter. No matter how hard I tried, I could not completely get over her. I walked out of the banquet hall and headed to the elevators. Standing to the side was Linda, she looked at me while I walked to her. I got to her and pulled her to me and kissed her long and hard.




No Ordinary Love Ch. 06



"What's up?"

"I got a room. Let's make love."

I smiled. I pushed the elevator button and a few seconds later the elevator came. We walked in. as soon as the doors shut, I reached in her jacket a grabbed one of her tits. I pulled it out and sucked it. She turned around, and faced me. she looked down and unzipped my pants and pulled my cock out. She then opened her wrap around dress and exposed her naked pussy. She moved forward and put me in her. She grabbed my jacket, held tight on to it and leaned back and pushed her lower body into mine. 

I unbutton her jacket, then leaned down and sucked and bit on her nipple. I leaned back up and saw her eyes were closed and her mouth open. She continued to rock back and forth. I felt I was going to cum, I pushed her off of me and told her to get on her knees. When she did, I put my cock in her mouth, and moved her head back and forth. A few seconds later I came in her mouth. She got up and fixed her dress. Her jacket was still open showing her bare chest. I put my rock hard cock back in my pants and zipped up. Just then the elevator opened to our floor. As she walked out of the elevator, she disrobed the jacked, and walked slowly to the room topless. 

When we got in the room, she unbutton her dress and it fell to the floor. Now all she had on was a pair of black garter stockings on, which was so sexy. I got undressed a quick as I could, then sat beside her on the bed. I leaned over and kissed her cum covered lips. She brook from the kiss and told me to just fuck her hard.

I laid her down and spread her leg, entered her and began pounding her pussy. It felt so good, after only one night of being away, I yearned for her sex. I wanted to make her cum, so I banged, and banged, for about thirty minutes. I looked down between our legs, and our thighs were covered with sweat and cum. I pulled out and a string of cum accompanied my dick upon exiting. Cum oozed out of pussy and onto the sheets. I laid beside her still wanting more, but I did not have the energy. She then hopped on top and shoved my wet cock in her. Then she bounced up and down. Her tits were hitting her in the face as she bounced. I grabbed hold of them and squeezed them tight. She stopped bouncing and began grinding her pussy on my cock. She leaned down, covering my face with her tits. The smell of her perfume, and sex mixed was intoxicated. She leaned back and began to push into me. Her black stockings were covered with cum, ruined. I looked down and just watched in perverted awl at her labia wrapping around my herd penis. You could see, cum seeping out of her pussy as she pushed, and moved her lower body in circular motion on me. 

She started to moan and pull on her hair, which meant she was close to coming. She pulled off of me and moved up to my head, she opened her pussy wide, and sat on my face. I licked the inside of her cum drenched vagina, tonguing the walls. My face was covered with cum now. But instead of being grossed out, I was enjoying it. I licked knowing my semen was inside her, that it glazed her beautiful pussy. I moved my hands between her legs and placed my thumbs on both sides of her labia and spread them wide. My tongue went deeper in her, I pushed my tongue as deep as I could, and licked the bottom of her clit. Her legs clapped on my head. She grabbed my head by the hair and pulled. I felt a short stream of liquid enter my mouth. I then held it there and shut it. I moved her off me, and went to her face. I kissed her first at the forehead, letting out a little of the secretions in my mouth. I moved to her cheeks, letting out a little more. I made it to her mouth, and kissed, and when I did, all the liquid in my mouth I let drain out on her lips and into her mouth. That was such a turn on even more. I spread her legs, and entered her soaking pussy. I hammered it for about two minutes, I held my dick with my thumb and index finger and moved up to her mouth. I held it on her lips. She looked up at me with a wicked grin. I let the grip go, and cum slowly exited the slit of my cock, and covered her thick lip. The rest of it, slowly ran down the right side of her face. 

I got up off the bed and wiped my face. The I got dressed. I felt so, so perverted, I wanted to do something that I had never done with her before. I wanted to be apart of a gang bang with her.

I asked if she was up to being fucked by three other guys. She said yes.

I went down to the banquet hall and pulled three guys I knew I could trust, and rely on for some hardcore action. I got Rob, and two other guys who I knew who wanted to fuck her. 

When we got to the room, Tera, yes this was Tera not Linda in action here, was waiting on the bed, with her legs spread wide. On the television she had ordered a porno. 

One guy, laid beside her and she moved on top of him. She slowly slide her ass on his cock, when he entered her ass, she screamed lightly. Another guy laid on top of her and began fucking her pussy. She turned her head to the right and began sucking on Robs dick, she held my cock in her left hand, getting it ready to suck next. I looked down between the three set of legs, and saw that both guys had came. Cum oozed out of her pussy, and ass. Cum had drained from her ass, down the guys cock, paste his testicles on to the sheets. Rob grabbed her hair as her came in her mouth, she pulled away from his cock, and he shot cum in her hair. She then sucked on my cock. I could feel the hot cum in there, along with her saliva, she began to give me the sloppiest oral sex ever. Cum was all over her chin, and neck. Rob told the guy on top of Tera to get of, when he did, they changed places. Rob began fucking her cunt hard and crazy. A few minutes later I came in her mouth. She then moved to the right and swallowed the next dick. 

I went into the bathroom and wiped the cum off my cock, and thighs, then I sat in a chair by the window and watched three guys fuck the woman I loved in the pussy, ass and mouth. They took turns fucking her in different positions. Came in her hair eyes, ears, mouth. The sheets on the bed were soaked. 

Tera, turned and looked at me, while she was sandwiched in between two guys. She gestured for me to come over. When I got up and walked over, she took my cock and began to suck it. Another guy was to the left of her laid on the bed, she had his cock in her hand jerking him off. As I came in her mouth, the guy she jerked off came. Cum shot up, and then ran down her hand.

I ordered the three guys to finish up. They moved themselves off of her and all four of us stood around her. She looked at us waiting for the next act. I told her to give the all a final blow job, but I told her not to swallow. She started with Rob, running her head hungrily over her huge cock, he came in her mouth, she then moved to the next guy. As she opened her mouth to swallow some cum leaked out.

"Don't loose any!" I said.

Rob looked at me and gave me a pat on the back. That guy came in her mouth. She held the cum of two guys in her mouth waiting for the next order. The final guy walked over half dressed and stuck hi cock in her mouth. This last guy, had a huge ten inch cock, Tera wrapped her lips around it and proceeded with the head job. When he came, she let him drain in her, then slowly moved back. She then looked at me. I walked over to her and shoved my cock in her mouth. I then watched as the guys all got dressed looking in sheer amazement at Tera. I told the guys to please keep this as a secret, and the next time we're in town, we'll see them. I came in he mouth just as they all were leaving. I told them to look at Tera as she opened her mouth. The cum of the four of us along with her saliva slowly covered her chin, and down her neck, to her chest.

Then they left the room. Tera sat on the bed and finished swallowing. She looked at me and closed her eyes and fell back on the bed. I laid beside her. I looked at her naked body, it was completely covered with cum. I then hears the low moans from the porn movie on the television. I though that was G rated compared to what we had just done. The look of her body knowing that she had just been fuck by four guy, just turned me on. I wanted to fuck her for the rest of the night. Just banging her pussy, and ass, and coming in her mouth and on her body. But I knew, she had a limit, and this was well beyond that. So I just held on to that fantasy for the next night.

To Be Continued...



No Ordinary Love Ch. 07



"Physically, what is it that you love about me a Jay?"

"First, your eyes. When I look in them, I really do lose myself. Your facial features, what can I say, I love Asian women. Your hands, their soft, and warm and I enjoy holding them. then there is your hair, you know how much I love that. Finally, there is on last thing I that I just love about you physically. You labia. for some reason, I just love the look of a well fucked pussy."

She spread her legs as she sat facing me at the end of the bed. I looked down and saw the pussy, I loved so much, I wanted to lick it, wet it and fuck it. At work, I would think about how our love life was and get so hard and wet reminiscing on the wild sex we've had in the past. And what was in store for us in the future.

"You got go to work tonight?"

"Yeah, I have a meeting with my department head and the Gm. So I have to go in around four."

"What's the meeting for?"

"I don't know, but they said it will be good."

"Next month, I have to go to Las Vegas, for an awards dinner, you want to come?"

"Hell yeah!"

"Chrystal will be there."

My face lit up, and I smiled.

"You really like her, don't you?"

"Yes. Does that make you mad?"

"No, because I know you love me."

"I have some Vacation time, at the end of the month, you want to go some where?"

"Sure, where?"

"I've always wanted to go to Tahitti."

"I've never been there. Which Island?"

"Bora Bora."

"Nice, well lets go, my treat."

"I'll put in for the time tonight."

I started rubbing her feet, and toes. I then leaned down and sucked on them. I moved in between her legs, and rubbed my body in them. I ran my hands through her hair, and looked her in the eyes, then I leaned back up and slid back to the head of the bed.

"Why did you stop?" she asked.

"What about me don't you like? I mean, quirks that I have that I need to work on to make life with me better."

"You’re a slob."

"Gee, thanks!"

"You asked. Not a total one, you just need to clean up after yourself. Especially when you cook. And pick up your close when you come home from work. That's it. You don't fart in your sleep, you keep yourself clean at all times, which is good considering the amount of oral sex we do. And you buy thing when we run out of them. Oh yeah! One last thing, you need to be more money conscience. I think you waste money to much."

"I'll work on what I need to work on. As far as money though, I think I pretty good with it."

"No your not, you totally waste it."

"I've worked for Marriott for Ten Years, nine out of those ten years, well actually ten out of eleven now, I have put away, forty-five percent of my weekly salary. At an interest rate of twenty two percent a year."

" Wow, that's pretty good. How do you do that?"

"No debt. I have credit cards, I just pay them off quick."

"How much do you live off of?

"After taxes about, around four fifty."

"How much is rent?"

"Three twenty five."

"Why so cheep?"

"It's Newark. Even though I could probable save that, because I'm never there, now."

"Why haven't you completely move out yet."

"I guess, for some reason, I think you will one day get sick of me."

"That hurt. I wouldn't do that. So how much do you have saved?"

"Around a half million."

"What are you going to do with it?"

"I've always wanted an apartment on Central Park west, so I figured sometime in the next few months, I'll buy one and ask you to marry me, and we will live happily ever after."

She smiled.

"Come here."

I moved down to her again, she then hugged me tight.

"You have about four hour before work, let me make love to you. Lay on your back." When I laid on my back, she straddled me. She then took my cock and entered it in her. She slowly moved back and forth on me. She moved down to my chest and began kissing it. Then she began to kiss my neck. I just laid back and let her do the magic she does. Her hair covered our faces as our lips kissed. Our tongues played with each other, as our mouth met. She moved down to the left side of my neck, she then bit my ear. Her tongue licked my lobe, then she whispered to me, "I love you." Those three words meant so much to me, they took me to another level emotionally. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in. I then leaned up, and began kissing her breast. She took my head away and told me to lay down and let her please me.

She pulled off of me, then bent down and began sucking slowly on my cock. I looked down and all I could see was a head full of hair between my legs. She moved up and down, licking and kissing on my penis. I tried to stay still, but that feeling of her kissing my cock just made me twist and turn. It was the most amazing feeling. She went deep down on me, just as she did, I came in her throat. She coughed, and then sucked as she leaned up. When she sat back up she ran her hands through her hair and looked at me. Her hair covered half of her face. She looked so erotic. She smiled and told me she wanted to wash me before I went to work. She hopped off the bed and went into the bathroom. I heard the water running, and the smell of perfumed oils filled the air. I laid my head back on the pillow and thought that I was the luckiest man in the world. To have a woman, who I love, treat me like this was just so wonderful. What else could I ask for?

New York Marriott Marquis Hotel, Times square.

I made it to work about an hour before my meeting. I wanted to make sure, I was on time. I felt so great inside. Linda in the bathroom, just… Oh God, Just blew my mind. It wasn't just sex, it was a combination of sex, and emotions. It just made me feel so good. Everyone knew that I felt great, because of the huge Cool Aide smile I had on my face.

"You ready Jay?" My front office manager asked.

"Yes"

We both took the elevator to the forty-fifth floor of the Hotel to the Gm's Apartment. I shook his hand and we all sat down.

"Ok, Jason, I'll get strait to the point. You are a very hard worker, you are committed to the job, to the Hotel, to the company and to your fellow workers. We all have noticed that, and we are rewarding you for it." The Gm said.

"Jason, as you may have heard, there is about four of our managers are leaving to go on to bigger things, which leaves, a lot of positions open. One of which is the assistant front office manager. We want to offer you that job. you are extremely qualified for it and we think you will do a very good job at it."

The General Manager, passed me a piece of paper with a figure on it.

"That is what you will make." He said.

I looked at it, $65000.00 a year. Hell yeah! I thought.

"Wow! This is more than generous."

"I pay my employees what they are worth."

"Other than that, it will mean a great career jump for you. Your next step up is a department head. And coming from this Hotel, you can pretty much go anywhere in the world. So do you accept?"

"Yes!" I said excitingly. 

"Good. Now you have the rest of the day off. Come back refreshed tomorrow, and be ready to start learning your new job."

I left the hotel and headed back for the apartment. This was my day. What could go wrong?

"What are you doing home?"

"The meeting was short and sweet."

"What was it about?"

"I got a raise and a promotion."

"Great!… So you have to stay here in New York for how long?"

"Well I had to sign a contract for eighteen months." I looked at her and I noticed her eyes getting watery. 

"What's wrong?"

"I told you about the job offer from Playboy, right."

"Yeah."

"Well, it's a weekly show, and I have to do promotions for them and…"

"And what?"

"I have to move to LA."

"So why are you crying?"

"Because, I have to move away from you."

"It's three hours by plane, it's ok. We'll work it out. I have to stay here for a year and a half after that, I'll move to La to be with you….Ok!"

"Ok."

Pre-Orgy sex

It the weekend of the big award dinner in Las Vegas, for Linda and her thousands of porn stars. We left Thursday from Newark. When we got to Lax, Crystal was there waiting to pick us up. We went through the baggage area got our luggage and looked for Crystal. She wasn't hard to find. She stood out, because she was the only one bouncing up and down screaming at the top of her lungs. We walked over to her, and my cock got so hard. She wore these Tight shorts. No, tight is not the word, small shorts, that just fit her like a glove. Looking at them you could actually see her labia out of the side of them, and they rode into her ass. "Fuck!" I thought. 

"What, the fuck do you have on?" Linda asked.

"What?"

"I like it." I said.

"You would, horny man." Linda said.

Crystal wore as a top just a plain white T-shirt that was ripped and tied. You could see her thick nipples, though it. Crystal gave me a hug and a kiss, and did the same to Linda. As we walked to the car, I couldn't help but stare at Crystal's shorts. Her ass was hanging out, and when she stood still, she did so in a spread stance. You could see, everything. Linda noticed me, and every now and then she would slap me in the back of my head.

We got to Crystal house, about an hour later. She lived in the typical Southern California home. Nice yard, large living room, nice Kitchen a huge backyard and a big in-ground swimming pool. Linda went and changed as Crystal and I sat out side and talked.

"So, what's up Jay?"

"Nothing much."

"I heard you got a promotion, congrats."

"Thanks. So do you live her alone?"

"Most of the time. I have a lot of girlfriend come over. Most of them stay for weeks at a time. I have about four that are here now."

"Where are they?"

"They went shopping for something to wear to the awards dinner tomorrow."

"Who are they?"

"Let me see, one is Dee, and then there is Kobi, Stephanie, and Kindra. Do you know any of them?

I smiled.

"Koie, Dee, and Stephanie. Well I know who they are, I've never meet them."

"You will tonight." She said in a very sneaky tone.

"Why do you say it like that?"

"Like what?"

"You know. Crystal what are you guys going to do tonight?"

"Nothing!"

"CRYTSAL."

"Oh all right! Linda wanted to give you a surprise. She wanted let you met and, well you know, some of the woman you like in the business."

"What does she want to kill me?"

"We'll be gentile."

"So,… we are going to have and Orgy?"

"Pretty much… Do you like my outfit?"

"Crystal, don't."

"Linda, knows. She upstairs watching us."

I looked up and saw her waving to us.

"She told me how you feel about me." 

She spread her legs. I had a better view of her pussy. Her shorts were tight, the crotch of them cut right up into her vagina. From both sides of crotch, you could see, flaps of skin. I moved over to her and I pulled her shirt over her head. Just then, Linda came out nude and jumped into the swimming pool. I laid in between Crystal's legs and put them over my shoulders. Then I began sucking on her tits. I felt from behind me, Linda unbuckle my pants, untie my shoes, and pull my pants off. She then proceeded to lick my ass.

I moved up to Crystals mouth and kissed her slow and passionately. I was getting a tingling feeling from what Linda was doing, and it felt good.

"I want to stick it in you." I told Crystal.

She took her legs from off my shoulders and stood up. I moved Linda from off me, and I stood up. Linda remained on her knees, rubbing my hard cock back and forth. Crystal, pealed the tight denim off of her and stood in front of me nude. Linda pushed us together from the ground and guided my cock into Crystals pussy. As I slowly moved in and out, Linda licked the bottom of my shaft. I kissed Crystal again. I grabbed her ass, and spread her cheeks and then fucked her hole with my middle finger. I began to move faster in and out of her, and then I came in her. I pulled out, and watched as Linda licked the cum that seeped out of her cunt.

"That, is just the beginning." Crystal said.

I pulled off my socks and then jumped into the pool. Linda and Crystal, began kissing each other, which ended up with them being in a hot Lesbian 69. I watched from the pool as I watch these two woman lustfully lick each other until they both reach an orgasmic climax. That was the most beautiful thing, I have ever seen. Two woman making love to each other. After they were done, they jumped into the pool, Crystal swam underneath me and came up in the front. She the moved to the wall of the pool, Linda swam over to her and spread her ass cheeks. I slowly walked over in the water, and stuck my cock into her hole. Linda, got out and sat in front of Crystals face. She then spread her legs, and Crystal began eating her pussy again as I rammed her ass hole. When I felt like I was going to cum, I pulled out, and held my cock tight. I then walked around to the ladder and stepped out. I walked over to Linda, and bent down, I placed my cock on her pussy, and let my grip go. Cum shot out in and around Linda's Pussy. I then took Crystals head back between Linda's legs and told her to lick all the cum up. Then I took my hard dick and shoved it in Linda's mouth. I stood there with my head turned up towards the hot sun, basking in this sexual glory. I came in Linda's mouth. She swallowed every drop. I then told them both I was going to put on some boxers. 

I went into the guest room and sat at the edge of the bed. I just shook my head. It's like I turn into another person, sexually at times. And after, I get hit with a tone of remorse.

"You Ok?"

Linda walked in the room and sat on my lap.

"Yes. It's just at times, I feel so remorseful when I do certain things with you, sexually."

"I'm going to have to kill that conscience of yours. Some how. Is this what you fantasized about isn't it?"

"What man hasn't!"

She stood up and then she straddled me. Took my head in her hands and kissed me. "We can tell, the other girls, not to come over tonight."

I smilled.

"No, I want to see what I can do with all of you tonight. This is some serious locker room conversation."

"Well stop fucking worrying about your conscience then, and just enjoy yourself. We are basically going to fuck until we are all fucked out, or until your all cummed out. So you better rest up, your going to need the strength and drive tonight."

"Why are they all coming over?"

"I, told them, we made love at time in twenty four hour blocks, and none of them has ever done that, so they want to do it,… with you."

"Suck my cock."

She got off me and kneeled to the floor. She put my cock in her mouth and began to suck. She went fast. She had a lot of saliva in her mouth, and I could hear, the sound of her slurping my cock. A few minutes later I exploded in her mouth and on her face. She stood up and told me to rest up. Then she walked out.



No Ordinary Love Ch. 08



I woke up a few hours later, groggy and with a horrible headache. Probable from stress. I laid on my stomach, arms spread across the bed, and began to think about what lay in store for me, downstairs. My head was killing me, and I really was in no mood to be some "resident dick" for a bunch of Porn Queens. I mustered up the strength to get up. I moved to the side of the bed, and put my head in my hands. I was able to hear the laughter of the woman downstairs, and thought of a hundred things, they could be laughing at, me being one of them. All my life, I would feel so insecure being around, beautiful woman, constantly thinking, if my breath smelled ok, if I had some nose hairs sticking out. If my clothes were in style. But most times, I found that if I was just myself, just funny and relaxed, things would go smooth and we all would have a good time. Linda, was by far the most beautiful woman I had known. But it wouldn't hit me how beautiful she was, until we went out together. The looks, I would get. They were like, "Where the Hell did you meet her?" The look of guys would be of lust , awe and envy. Then, I would appreciate this woman on my arm, this fluke of a relationship, I would care for more. Because I knew, if I didn't do my job of loving, caring, appreciating, and pleasing her physically, there would be so many men in line to take a shot. Most of whom where my friends. 

She confirmed that she felt the way she did for me, because of the way I am, my personality, my care for others and my internal qualities. So, tonight, well,… I guess I would just confirm what she already knows about me. That my love for her was deeper, than any ocean, higher than any mountain, that I would not be apart of some, some, outlandish orgy. That the only woman that I could make love to for, two, three days strait, would be only her. 

I walked down the steps, and entered the living-room. I was greeted immediately with a "Hi!" from everyone. I sat next to Linda, on the couch, and jumped in the conversation that had already started. To my surprise, these woman had a normal conversation. They talked about life, shopping, the latest fashions, and of course, men. Being involved with a woman in the porn industry, and now meeting theses woman, has definitely humanized them. For some reason, a person who watches their movies, or like me, who just loves looking at beautiful, sexual women, you tends to think that they are sex machines. That they live, eat breath sex, all day, every day. But their not. We all laughed, talked, and cracked jokes, it was quite normal. Eventually though, the question was asked of me. How could I last for such a long time, in love making. All eyes were on me. I took a deep breath in, shrugged my shoulders, and gave the best, honest answer.

"Emotions. Emotions, play a huge part in it."

"How?" Stephanie asked.

"For me, I can not be physically involved with a woman, who I am not emotional with. When Linda and I, have made loved for days at a time, I have the biggest emotional high. It's like I'm on some type of drug, that soars me, that gives me the energy, the will and the drive. We do some really erotic things when we are together, but in my mind, the most erotic of all things we do, is just kissing. And the times were we have lasted for hours on hours, most of it is kissing. I just can't passionately kiss a woman, who I have no ties to. Kissing is, to me the most deepest intimate thing that two people who love one another can do. All of you guys are beautiful, but I really could not be intimate with you, because I have no emotional feelings for you. I mean as our friendship grows, I'll love you, but only as a friend, or a sister… nothing more."

"What about Crystal? Today, you did her." Linda said.

"Well, Crystal introduced me to you, so for some bizarre reason, I feel that she will always be apart of me emotionally. If that makes any since."

"No it doesn’t." Linda said.

"Ok! I've had a huge crush on her for the last eight years."

"That's better."

Everyone laughed.

"So, Jason. If I came over there and stood in front of you with no clothes on, you would not get aroused?" Dee asked.

"I mean, involuntary I would get aroused, but I wouldn't want to jump on you."

"Can I see? I have to see this, because any man who says these things, I think is full of shit." Dee said.

"If you want."

Oh my God! What have I done? I thought. The three woman, that I have been in lust with were all here in this room. Crystal for the last eight years, has graced the cover of every men's magazine and I have been so, so, so in lust with her. Dee, is a Puerto-Rican , Goddess. Tall long hair, tan complexion, and legs that would not quite. One of my deepest passions, is for Puerto- Rican woman, they just make me loose it. And of course there was Linda, that I have been sexual with. Every time she stood before me nude, my heart raced, like I was seeing her for the first time. These three woman, are what my passions, lust, and perversions yearned for. The other woman, as beautiful and sexual as they were, I had no desire. 

Dee, took her top off, then unbuckled her jeans and let them fall to the floor. She then walked over to me and straddled me. I took a deep breath in, "God she smelled so good!" She then began to grind on me. I was so hard. My heart pounded. I thought to myself, I could not go through with this, I would just have to sit here, and let her do whatever to me, to prove that I really did only want to be with Linda physically. She grabbed my head and pulled me into her chest. I just smiled. I leaned my head back, and looked over to my right at Linda. She rested her head on the back of the couch and laughed. She leaned over to me and whispered in my ear," You did this to yourself." There was on thing that I could use to help me to conquer this situation. Dee, was married. And no matter what, I just did not fuck with married woman. Even if she was nude grinding on me, waiting for me to fuck her. When I started thinking about that, my emotions, my feelings ceased. My fire was extinguished. I grabbed her head very softly, and then kissed her. When I did that, she looked at me, and then got up. 

"I felt nothing from him." She said. "Nothing! When I am having sex with guys on the set, I feel something from them. That something, helps me perform, but I felt nothing, no vibe, no interest nothing. I thought you were full of it Jay, but I believe you."

All the other women looked at me and smiled. Linda scooted over to me and kissed me on the cheek.

"Well, I'm tiered. I'll see you all in the morning." Crystal said.

The other girls either went to bed, or went out by the pool. 

Linda and I sat on the couch alone, and we talked.

"So, how did you do it? How did you, shut your feelings off? When we make love, I can feel what you feel. Dee was right, when we do pictures, there is a little something we feel. And most of the time, we can pick that up."

"I told you. I only have feelings for you."

She looked at me, like she didn't believe what I said.

"Jason! Come on! It's me your talking to me. I know you."

"I knew she was married, I can't do anything with a married woman."

"So if any of the other girls would have did it to you?"

"I would have lost it. What man wouldn't have?"

"You know, I think you’re a lire."

"Why?"

"What you said, it's a big lie."

"You don't believe me that I can't be with someone without being emotional?"

"No, for some reason… I actually believe that. It's what you said concerning being a virgin until you meet me. You know how to make love too well. You know what a woman wants sexually, before she even ask. You know a woman's body to well. You are too in touch 

with the feelings of a woman. Those things comes from experience. They come from a man who knows from knowing."

" Two things. One, I read… a lot. And two I used to work at a medical school."

"OK, so what does that have to do with the price of tea in china?"

"In my opinion the greatest thing a man can use, to find out what a woman wants without asking a woman, what she wants, is fashion magazines." She looked at me puzzled.

"Vanity Fare, Vogue, Cosmopolitan, Glamour, and all those other magazines, feature every month at least two articles that talk about how woman are in relationships that are unfulfilling, mentally, emotionally, and sexually. These woman, who represent the majority of all woman, tell what is missing, and how a man can fill the void. I just remembered all that I've read, and applied what I learned. I use to work in a medical school, in the anatomy lab. I would assist in teaching the anatomy. Male and female. I know the, nervous system. Where the nerves are, the pressure points, how to stimulate them. What stimulates them. I just never put them to use, until I met you. And they work. Another thing that most men, don't do is, they don't take time to get to know the woman's body of whom they love. Linda, I know your body, I know where to kiss, where to lick, where to caress. I know that if I kiss you on the right side of your neck, you will let out a soft moan of pleasure. I know that if I want to relax you, I can lick and suck on your breast. I know how long it will take to bring you to an orgasm, when I do oral sex on you. I know, if I lick the bottom of your clitoris with the tip of my tongue, you squirm. I know that if I want to relax you I can rub your vagina with a little pressure. I know that if I want you to sleep well, all I have to do is run my hands through your hair. 

So you see, I'm not a lire, it's just, the knowledge I have, makes up for me being inexperienced."

She looked at me, and took a swallow.

" Make love to me."

I took her hand and lead her to the bedroom. I told her to lay on her back. When she did, I gently removed the little bit of clothes she had on. Then I got undressed, spread her legs and laid between them. I began to kiss on her neck, then on her face. Eventually we locked lips, and deeply began kissing. 

I could not help but notice, that no matter what, her breath always tasted so fresh when we kissed. I know it must sound really strange for a guy to be talking about his woman's breath, but it's the little things that turn me on about her. Her hair, her hands, her soft skin, all of those things combine just makes me melt. 

I entered her and began moving very slowly up and down in her. My heart was racing. She wrapped her legs around me, and I then went deeper in her. I didn't last very long, a few slow in and outs, I came. I leaned down and kissed her neck, and sighed.

"What's wrong?"

"I came to quick. I guess I was more excited than I thought."

She kissed my shoulder, and told me lay on my back.

When I did, she moved between my legs, and started rubbing my cock. A few seconds of her warm soft hand rubbing up and down got me aroused again. When I got hard, she leaned down and began sucking my cock. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes. When I opened them a few seconds later, I saw Crystal, standing in the doorway in a short white shirt and nothing else. Without saying a word, Crystal walked slowly over to the bed, and straddled my head. She moved her hands down and spread her labia, exposing the light pink of her vagina. I stuck my tongue deep in her, and moved it around. I then began to suck on her labia. I took my hands and spread her ass cheeks, then finger fucked her tight, hole. I felt I was about to cum, and I began to squirm uncontrollably. My right hand left Crystals ass, and held Linda's face in my crotch as I came. Her hot breath mixed with my cum and her saliva, made a good lubricating fluid. Linda leaned up, and then stuck my wet dick in her ass. The tightness almost made me cum again. She began to move slowly up and down. She leaned forward and hugged Crystal. She then pulled off the little white shirt that Crystal had on, and began kissing her bare back. Crystal turned back, and her and Linda began kissing. Linda started rubbing, Crystal's tits as they continued to kiss. My tongue re-entered Crystals pussy. I licked the walls of it, I dug and found her clit, and when I licked it, I heard her sigh. As Linda continued moving on my cock, I felt another explosion coming. When I came, I thrust, my thighs up. I felt the semen, slowly oozing out of Linda's ass and down my shaft. She leaned forward on Crystal, pushing her harder into my head. Crystal then moved off of me and laid horizontally. Linda then got into a sixty nine position with her, and they both began eating each others pussy. I laid there just looking. I was so, horny, but I just wanted to watch. It was beautiful, seeing two women that I love very dearly, please each other in this way. 

I leaned up and kissed Linda's bare bottom, then I moved to a chair, that was close to the bed. The moon light that shone through the room, hit their bodies and made them look like a work of art. As I sat there looking in awe and lust, Dee peeped her head through the door. She must have heard the moans being that her room was next to ours. She walked in and saw me sitting in the chair, she smiled. She then moved over to me, and kneeled on the floor in front of me. She took my cock in her mouth, and started to suck. I grabbed her long curly hair, and moved her head back and forth on my cock.

A few minutes later I came in her mouth. She moved her head back, and let me shoot my hot sperm on her face and hair.

She moved on the bed and laid beside Linda and Crystal. She spread her legs and rubbed her cunt. She began to masturbate. She closed her eyes, and her mouth was open, she began fucking herself harder, she lifted herself up and dug deep in her pussy with both hands. I couldn't help it, I got aroused again, walked over and took her hands from in her. I got between her legs and began to fuck her. Her pussy was loose and well fucked, just the way I like it. I leaned down and kissed her neck, our lips joined and we began to kiss each other. The room began to be filled with the sounds of moaning, and the air had a light trace of sex. I came in Dee, but I didn't stop pounding her cunt. I just continued on and on. I came a second time, a third time, and a forth time. I looked between our thighs, and saw we were covered with cum. She looked up at me, breathing heavy. I leaned down and began to suck on her tits. Her hand rubbed my head as I sucked covering her chest with saliva. I entered her again and fucked in and out of her. About a minute later I came, I pulled out and moved up to her head, and exploded on her face. By that time Linda and Crystal were done. They both stood beside the bed and looked at me on top of Dee. I looked over at Linda, and smiled. She moved back on the bed and kissed me.

"Fucking liar!" she said softly.

"Sorry. I was caught in the moment."

She kissed me again, I could taste Crystal's pussy on her lips. My tongue probed her mouth, deeply. She pushed me down on the bed, and put my hard cock in her. Then she began to move back and forth on me. I touched her face and held it in my hands as she closed her eyes in concentration, moving almost in slow motion on me. she bit her bottom lip, then opened her mouth. She let out a soft "fuck." When she cursed in passion, it turned me on so much. Dee and Crystal got into a sixty nine, and began eating each other beside us on the bed. Next to me I could hear the slurps, and the licks that Dee made as she hungrily ate the wet pussy of Crystal. 

I pulled Linda to me and kissed her lips. I was sure the other girls by now would have heard us. I whispered to Linda "Where are the others?"

"They went home." She said in a weak, tone. 

"jay, I going to cum. Eat my pussy to finish me off."

She leaned back. I pulled out of her, the I put her legs on my shoulders, and buried my head between her legs. I stuck my tongue in her pussy, and licked the walls, and clit. I licked her clit with the tip of my tongue, and within four minutes of me doing it, she came in my mouth. I held the cum in my mouth, and then I swallowed it. She rubbed my head, as I continued to eat her pussy. I just loved being between her legs. So I just lay there and closed my eyes. 

I woke up still laying between Linda's legs. Dee and Crystal moved in the night. I leaned up and moved beside Linda. I just looked at her as she slept. "Damn! She is just so beautiful!" I thought. 

"Hey! Are you guys up?" Crystal said from the door.

"I am. Well sort of."

I looked towards the door, and saw Crystal nude standing there.

"You wants some breakfast?"

"Is that a rhetorical question?"

She smiled at me.

"No that is a real question."

I got up and walked over to her, and told her let's cook something. We walked down the hall, both of us naked as the day we were born. I held her by the waist, then my hand grabbed her ass softly.

When we got to the kitchen, she put on a small apron, that barely covered her chest. She then threw on some bacon, and scrambled some eggs. A few minutes they were both done. 

"I'm not really hungry right now." I said

"Neither am I. So we'll save it for later."

"Let's take a dip." I said.

We walked out to the pool and hopped in the water. She went under and came up in front of me. She the pushed me to the wall, of the pool. She grabbed my cock and put it in her. She then put both of her legs on the pool wall in back of me. she started to move fast, as she did that splashes of water hit us both in the face. Waves were being made as she fucked harder. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes as I came. When I finished, she moved off my cock and stood beside me. She then looked at me and began rubbing my hair.

"When Linda moves out here, you know you won't see her a lot."

"I know."

"What are you going to do?"

"I'll probable return to masturbating on a daily basis."

"She real concerned about you. Our show is going to be once a week. A lot of her promotional stuff she'll be doing here in La. But I'll be in New York dancing about two times a week."

I looked at her. 

"Well on my days off, I'll just fly over here."

"It will get old. The flying back and forth. I know, but I have to do it to make ends meet."

"Yeah."

"Linda wants me to stay with you when I'm in town. She feels that she rather know the woman your fucking, than to find out she a stranger."

"You don't mind me just fucking you?"

"I know that when Linda is not in town, you’re my man. When she is, I know to fuck off."

"She doesn't mind?"

"She is just worried about your needs, physically while she away."

I leaned over and kissed her. Wow! I thought. This is definitely getting bizarre. Linda making arrangements for Crystal to be my concubine, while she's away. I mean I liked it, but it was just different. 

"Hey guys." Linda said as she jumped in the pool.

"Well I'll leave you two, I have to finish packing."

"What's up?" Linda said.

"Nothing, just, thinking about what you'll be doing for me."

"What's that?"

"Letting me fuck crystal while your out of town."

"Well I don't really like it, but I've got to take care of you. Plus she'll be your protector."

I shook my head.

"Stop worrying for gods sake."

She moved in front of me, and then kissed me.

"You fuck my ass really good." 

She turned around, and pushed up against me. I spread her cheeks under the water and rammed my cock in her hole. She leaned her head back and kissed my neck. Her legs floated up as I fucked her tight hole. With my right middle and index finger, I fucked her pussy. Her arms wrapped around my neck holding her afloat. My left hand grabbed her tits, and I squeezed them hard. I leaned down and kissed her neck, sucking on it. I felt I was going to cum. I pulled out of her, held my cock with my right hand. She turned and looked at me. Then she went under water. She opened her mouth, and wrapped it around my cock. I let my grip go and came in her mouth. She grabbed my ass, and pulled her face into my crotch. Her body floated to the top of the pool. I reached over and grabbed her ass, I stuck my middle finger in her hole. She then let go of me and swam to the other side of the pool. She stood by the wall, and gestured for me to come over to her. When I did, she grabbed my head, and spit the mixture of cum, water, and saliva into my mouth. Then she leaned over and kissed me. I grabbed her wet hair and pulled her head back. I then spread her legs and fucked her pussy. We just looked at each other. I don't know what she was thinking, I don't know what I was thinking. But the way we looked at each other, we were thinking of something. I came in her. I pushed her tight to the wall, and let every drop enter her. She grabbed my head and looked me in the eyes.




No Ordinary Love Ch. 08



"I just have one thing to say to you."

"About what?"

"You and Crystal. Don't make love to her like you make love to me. Just FUCK HER. You understand? Just fuck her. Don't make her fall in love with you. Now come on we have to get dressed. We have a flight to Vegas to catch.



No Ordinary Love Ch. 09



As I followed Linda out of the pool, I just began to think how Bizarre this relationship is getting. From the start, my goal was to gently bend and steer her the right way, to try to get her out of the flesh business. But it seems that she has morally corrupted me. Destroyed my ethics. Seared my conscience. Blinded me to distinguish what is right and wrong. Yet… I was enjoying the utter destruction of the man, that I once was. I mean, I was at a point were I was making excuses for myself. "I didn't drink. Didn't smoke. I don't do drugs. Don't gamble. My only vice, was sex." Even that, I wouldn't consider a vice, because it was with a woman I loved. The way I was going, I would be in films with her. I didn't know what to do, or who to talk to. I never thought I would be "over sexed."

"What time is the flight?" I asked

"Five. We're staying at the MGM Grand. Me and you."

She walked into the bathroom, and ran the water for a bath.

"Are you going to join me?"

"How could I say no."

I walked in behind her, and when the tub was filled, we both got in. She sat in front of me, I rubbed her breast softly and kissed her neck. I then kissed her shoulders. Her skin, was just so soft. I could hold her like this forever. I took a deep breath in, and leaned back to rest my head against the wall. She turned her body around and laid her head on my chest. I ran my hands through her hair, and then rubbed her back. This… she is what I want. She is who I love. If this is love though, true love, … why am I constantly questioning it. Why do I feel so, adulterated. Love is suppose to be pure, and unadulterated. It makes you feel good inside, you don't question it. So if I feel everything that love is not,…is this love? If I have to ask that, then it's not. The conclusion, was not what I wanted to think of. So, what do I do? Do I just go on pretending, that I am in love? I mean, I truly loved Linda, but,…I…I…can not say, that I was, In Love with her. Her personality, her beauty, her mind, her sexuality, were things that I loved. But her life, her lifestyle just overshadowed all of the great things about her. Really, what normal man would want to spend the rest of his life with a woman who was in her work. What normal man, would want to raise a family with a women like her. But when I looked at her face, her beautiful flawless face, I thought, what man would Not want to be with a woman this beautiful. Despite how I felt. Despite that I didn't think I was In Love with her…I had to give it time. I had to give her a chance to change. I just prayed that I would not change for the worse, before she changed for the better.

"What are you thinking about?" 

"Nothing."

"Liar." 

She leaned up and softly grabbed my face and looked me in the eyes.

"Your almost in tears. What's wrong?"

I shook my head. She looked at me in a ver concerned look. She then leaned down and kissed me on the neck.

"Stop worrying. Things will be ok for us…I promise."

She moved her hand between my legs and rubbed on my penis. I was already hard from her laying on me. She then put me in her. She slowly moved up and down. She closed he eyes, then leaned down and kissed my face.

"I swear…things will work out." She said in low voice. 

I moved my hands down and rubbed her ass. We both began kissing each other. My heart raced, my breathing got heavy. My body relaxed. She moved faster on me. I grabbed her ass hard, making her slow down. I pulled her tight to me. I brook from kissing to whisper to her I was going to cum.

"Stand up." She said.

When I did, she took my cock, wiped the bubbles off of it, then stuck it in her mouth. I grabbed her hair with both hands and pulled. I then pushed her face into my crotch. I felt I was about to cum. Some shot in her mouth, but most of it was on her face. I could not help but think how unbelievable it was, feeling wise to cum on her. I would never have Thought about doing thing like that with another woman. But…it just felt so good.

She stood up in front of me, with bubbles from the bath covering her body. She then hugged me tight. I pulled her even tighter to me, with my hands on her rear.

"I love you." I said

"I know. I know sometimes you feel that you don't. Are you, In Love with me, Jason?"

I looked at her, with a confused look.

"I know you love me. But are you, In Love with me? If you are In Love with me, you'll accept me for what I am, and what I do. You'll be patient with me, if you are In Love with me."

She paused, "Jay, are you In Love with me?"

I didn't say anything. She then walked out of the tub and dried herself off. I followed. It really bugged me, that she could sense, what I was thinking and feeling sometime. She knew what I was feeling and thinking. She knew the struggle I had in accepting her career. She knew I doubted my feelings.

I walked into the bedroom, and she was packing some things. She didn't acknowledge I was there. Which meant, she was some what upset. I took my overnight bag, and then headed down stairs. I sat on the couch and waited for Crystal and Linda. I laid my head back and closed my eyes. Crystal picked up that something was wrong, with us.

"What happened Jay?"

"Nothing."

"What did you say to Linda?"

"Nothing."

"Sometimes,…that is a bad answer."

I didn't say anything to back to her.

"Jay, you know she really loves you. She really, is in love with you. If something goes wrong with what you and her have, she would become a person that you can't imagine. She would do things, that I problem would not do, and I'll do just about anything. So, whatever it is Jason, work it out. If you love her, work it out. If it's nothing on your part, just be patient with her, and she'll turn around."

"Thanks."



Tomorrow comes today

We landed in Las Vegas around six thirty. Even though Linda did speak to me, she was still cold. We got to the hotel and checked into our room. This was the first time I'd been in Vegas, and I was in awe. It was amazing. I thought New York was something, but this place was in a whole different category. Our room was on the thirtieth floor overlooking "The Strip." I stood by the window and looked at all the Neon lights, it was almost Hypnotic. I turned around and looked at Linda getting unpacked. She was totally ignoring me. I couldn't take it any more, I had to find out what was wrong with her.

"Linda, what is wrong with you?"

She stopped what she was doing and looked at me.

"Nothing."

"Linda, you have been cold as ice towards me since we left LA. That's not you. What is wrong?"

"You don't know me, how can you say how I'm acting is no me?"

I couldn't believe what I heard. I plopped down in the chair by the window and looked at her. What she said really hurt me. Like a knife was pushed into my chest.

"Linda."

"What!"

"Sit down. Sit down please." 

She did so reluctantly on the side of the bed.

"What is wrong with you? Your acting like some teenager who is pissed off at her boy friend for not calling her. What is wrong? What did I say to make you so upset?"

"Nothing! You said Nothing!"

"So, why are you acting like your pissed at me?

"Because I am."

"For what?"

"For not saying ANYTHING!"

Crystal told me, sometimes that's a bad answer. Wow, know I know.

"Help me to understand. What did you want an answer to?"

"Think."

"If I knew, I wouldn't ask you what it was. Now what is it?"

She paused and looked at me. She started to cry.

"Linda, what is it?"

"You never answered my question."

"What question?"

"I asked if you were In Love with me? You never answered."

"That's what this is about?…Linda, Yes, Yes I am in love with you. I love you, and I am in love with you. What caused the sudden insecurity?"

She wiped her face and then put her face in her hands.

"I don't know. I don't know."

Damn! I thought. I just told a bold face lie. But if I told the truth, god knows what would have happened. Sometimes, the truth hurts, too much. I had to do something or figure something out, to make me Fall In Love with her. What the Fuck was missing? What was I doing wrong? 

"Linda, we need to talk. Now!"

She shook her head in agreement.

"Do you have to go to the banquet tonight?"

"No."

"Then, we have to talk. About what we want. Where we're going, and how we plan to get there."

"I know."

"Do, you want me to start?"

"Go ahead."

"Linda, I love you from the bottom of my heart. Now that I know you, your inward qualities are just radiant. But what you do for a living, just, tarnishes all of your glory. Linda is your name, but Tera Patrick is who you are. The line has been crossed and it seems that, there is no turning back. And sadly, I am turning or have turned into someone who is equivalent. The thing is, I like it, but I don't want to be like that way forever. I found a great, funny, wonderful, beautiful woman, that I want to be with for the rest of my life. It just, I have to patient. But patience has it's limits. There comes a point when a person has to know,… when. How long Linda? How long, do I have to be patient? How long, must I wait for change?"

She looked up at me.

"Why do women always have to sacrifice? Why do we always have to make changes in our lives to meet the approval of men? Why do women always have to conform? "

I tried to remain calm. I sat back in the chair, took a deep breath in, thought before I spoke. And then I replied.

"What are you sacrificing Linda? What? You would be sacrificing, being FUCKED by men who do not love. You would be sacrificing, not being viewed by the rest of the world as a whore! You would be sacrificing being Pimped by magazines, photographers and internet companies, who capitalize off your beauty. Those are things, that you GIVE UP to be with the person you LOVE. You sacrifice, moving from your family and friends, to be with the love of your life. You sacrifice, a better paying job because it will take you away from you children. THOSE ARE SACRIFCES! Giving up what you do for a living, is not a sacrifice Linda. It's just something you DO, for love."

"Maybe we shouldn't be with each other than."

"Do you really mean that? LOOK AT ME LINDA! DO YOU REALLY MEAN THAT? IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?"

"What you want, I can't give."

"Can't,…or won't."

"Can't."

"Why. Make me understand."

"Jason, you just don't understand. You don't understand."

"Linda." 

I walked over to her, and kneeled in front of her. I lifted her head up and looked her in the eyes. 

"Linda, Marry me. Let's make this legit and then we can work things out as a married couple. We're in Vegas we can find some freak to marry us."

She laughed.

"Yes!"

"Do you want to spend the rest of your life with me?"

She started to cry, and tearfully said, "Yes."

"Do you want to have ten kids with me?"

"No!" laughing.

"Let's go."

Going to the chapel 

We left the hotel, and got the Bell Hop to get us a cab. When we got in, I told the driver to take us somewhere to get married. About ten minutes later, we pull up to a purple and white chapel. It didn't have a name, but there was about ten couples waiting in line to get married. We walked up the steps and got in line. I looked at Linda and smiled. 

"Jay, for some reason when I was a little girl, this is not how I imagined my wedding would be."

"It can't be that bad. We'll have a nice honey moon in Tahiti and things will be ok. This is not that bad."

Just as I said that, the minister came out.

"OH MY GOD!" Linda said.

I looked up and I could not believe what I saw. These people including us were waiting in line to be married by "Barney" the dinosaur. There was a purple Dinosaur, with a black and white collar around his neck, and a bible in hand. 

"When I said we could find a freak to marry us, I was joking." 

"Ok Kiddies we're going to let you in now." Barney said.

The line moved forward and I walked up, but Linda pulled me back.

"Jay, no. Not this way. Not here. And I Damn sure ain't getting married by a dinosaur. This would be a mockery of something that is sacred. I can't." She looked at me. "Jason I do want to marry you, but not like this."

"Ok."

We walked to a bench by the street and sat down.

"Four Years Jason."

"For what?"

"That's how long it take for me to get out of Porn. Four Years."

"Why so long?"

"Contracts, that were signed in blood. That's why."

She look over at me.

"Can you wait? Will you wait? Please."

"Yes. I would wait longer if need be."

She smiled at me.

"I know you would. This will give us a chance to grow together, get to know each other more. And to work out what we need to work out. Then we will be in a good standing before God and we can both say that we will be faithful to each other,…forever. Right now, I can't say that, because of my job, which means I would be lying before God. And believe it or not Jay, I do fear God, I don't want to lie to him."

"Can we have Barney to marry us?"

"Hahahahaha. You are so stupid!"

"I'm hungry."

"The hotel has a 24hour all you can eat Porterhouse Buffet."

"I've always wanted to know how many Porterhouse steaks I could eat."

I hailed a cab, and we got in.

"The MGM Grand."

"So did you two just get married?" the driver asked.

"Hell no. Not here. We decided to do it right, and wait a bit." I said

"Good. Marriage is serious. A lot of kids come here, and do it as a spur of the moment thing. It's not a joke. You have to be with that person, Forever, and that's a long time, with the wrong person."

"Yeah, we know."

I leaned over and began to kiss Linda. We both kissed each other hard and passionately. My hormones were charged up again. I stopped kissing and looked at her. She looked back with the look that I wanted to see again. The, I will do anything you want look. I took her hand and placed it on the bulge in my Jean's.

"Do you want to eat first?"

"It depends on what you eating." She smiled

"You."

"Then yes, lets eat first, then we can get something to eat."

"I love it when you talk like that. It's going to be a while, I have a lot of stress I need to relieve."

"I'll help you relieve it."

We arrive at the Hotel, and then we both rushed to our room.

We got undressed as quick as we could. She laid on her back, on the bed, spread her legs and beckoned me to her. I laid between her legs, and entered her. I moved back and forth, in and out of her. I leaned down and kissed her neck. 

"Fuck!" I softly whispered. "I coming already." 

I pushed on her and leaned up. She held on tight to my ass. 

"FUCK, I came too Fucking quick."

She looked up at me and smiled. 

"Lick my pussy, Jay."

After I came in her, I slid down between her legs and began eating her freshly fucked cunt. I licked the cum around her labia. I then spread it and entered her with my tongue. I licked the bottom of her clitoris. She grabbed my head tight. I loved when she did that, because I knew I was doing my job well. She screamed out "FUCK!" Her breathing got heavy, her hands pulled me deeper into her pussy. She pulled my hair hard. I pushed as deep as I could in her with my tongue. With the tip of my it I felt for the very end of her clitoris, the I slid back to the front. I did this as hard as I could. When I reached the entrance to her vagina, she screamed in ultimate orgasmic pleasure. I repeated the same thing four more times, each time, her scream became loader, her language more perverse and vulgar. When she finally came, she screamed at a piercing level "FUUUCK! I' M COMING!" Seconds later, several shots of liquid filled my mouth. When she was done, I moved up and kissed her, releasing the mouth full of liquid I had. I then entered her again with my rock hard cock, and rammed it in and out of her pussy. I put her legs over my shoulders, and pushed down hard on her. I leaned my head back and began to frantically fuck her. I was almost at the point of coming, but I couldn't. I could feel her vagina contract around my cock as it entered and exited her. I could feel I was almost there, but wasn't quite yet. So I just fucked faster. I looked down at Linda, she looked up at me. My mouth was open and saliva dripped out. Linda reached up and wiped my mouth then licked her hand. The look she gave me, just turned me on more, and more. Her knees hit her forehead as I pushed harder. Finally, I felt the sperm moving up my shaft. I pulled out, her legs dropped to the bed. I moved to her face quickly, and rubbed my cock. "Fuck, it's not coming out!" I rubbed it harder. Linda Scooted up and moved my hands from it. She then placed it in her mouth. I grabbed hold of the head board as her warm mouth ran back and forth over my cock. "Make be cum Linda!" As she moved faster, I grabbed tighter the head board. As I came, I shouted "FUCKING FINNALLY!" I came all in her mouth. She sucked until my cock was sperm free. I then collapsed to the foot of the bed. She moved to me and kissed me. She straddled me and rubbed my withering cock. When it hardened again, she put it in her, and bounced up and down. I just laid there. I had no energy to do anything. I looked up as her tits bounced up and down, at times hitting her in the face. She grabbed her hair and pulled it. I felt myself coming. I looked between our thighs, and could see cum oozing out of her cunt when she bounced up and down. I moved my hands and ran them across her bare skin. From her waist to her thighs. It was like silk. She slowed down and started grinding on me. She then moved off my cock. She leaned back sat on my stomach, then spread her labia. She then rubbed her clit for a few seconds. Then a she came on my chest. She leaned over and licked the fluid off me. When she was done, she laid her head on my shoulder, and kissed my neck.

"We have about five or six years to get all this perverted sex out of us." She said.

"Why?"

"When we have kids, we can't fuck like this."

"You want kids?"

"If their with you." She looked at me." Our children will be beautiful."

"I know."  



No Ordinary Love Ch. 10



"So which do you want, a boy or a girl?"

"Girl. So I could spoil her to death."

"I could see you doing that. For me, I think I would want a boy. So if we have a girl, what are you going to do when she's old enough to date?"

"I wouldn't mind her dating, I would mind if the guy she dates does the things that I do to you… to her."

"What would you do?"

"If I found out, I would castrate him."

"How do you think my father feels?"

"Probable like I would, if my daughter fell into the life you have."

"How's that?"

"Angry, upset, I would get over it, but a parent is still a parent, a child is still going to be a child, no mater what the age."

"How are you going to do it Jay? How are you going to, put up with me being away, all the attention from other men. The sex, the magazines."

"The assured expectation of things hoped for, but not yet beheld."

"What is that?"

"The definition of FAITH. I have faith that in the near future, things will be, what I want, and what you want. With out faith, there we have no love, what would we live for? With out love, we have no future. If I had no faith that you would change, you would be a one night stand."

"So, you knew from the start? How?"

"I just did."

She moved her head on my chest, I combed her hair with my hands. I then rubbed her naked back. I took a deep breath in. She smelled wonderful, even after some hardcore sex, she still smelled like a rose garden. I kissed her forehead, and caressed her bare bottom. My hand went between her legs, and I entered her vagina. She moved her legs giving me more access. She kissed my neck, and held my penis. I have always been able to cover my feelings with clean words, words that people wanted to hear. I gave what Linda wanted to hear from me, that I had faith, that I would be able to deal with her livelihood, until the time was right. But in actuality, I couldn't. I couldn't continue to think about what she does when she leaves me. At the beginning, it was a thrill, a rush to see the woman I dated on the cover of all those magazines. I was a huge ego boost, to have guy's recognize her with me. It was such a high, doing all those nasty perverted things we did and still do when we have sex. Now, those things are so old. I really don't want men to know what my woman looks like in the nude, or how she performs in the act of love. I think I was at a point of being severely depressed. It would be different, if I could talk to a friend about EVEYTHING, but I don't want to divulge the secrets or the private going ON's of my love life. I had to talk, but who would listen?

"Hey, Crystal's dancing at local club here, you want to see her?"

"Yeah, sure."

"You want to fuck me first?"

I just closed my eyes when she said that. I didn't say anything. I almost cried, but I couldn't, I couldn't let her know how I really felt.

"You want to fuck?"

"Ok."

I rolled over on top of her, and entered her. I slowly moved in and out. I leaned down and kissed her neck. Then I moved to her lips. We kissed, and tongued each others mouth. God, the physical thrill of sex with her, was so wonderful. I spread her legs and leaned up and pumped harder. I looked between our thighs, and say the way her vagina looked as I fucked it. Her labia would enter and exit with my cock. The walls of her vagina wrapped around me was very intense. Her pussy was loose enough for easy penetration, but just tight enough to make me cum easy. A few minutes later, I was ready to cum. I pushed into her, and came. I held that position until I felt no more cum.

"Why didn't you cum in my mouth? I like when you do shit like that to me.?" I smiled then fell to the side of her.

"We smell like sex. We have to clean up before we leave." I said.

I got up and went into the bathroom and ran the water for a shower. Linda walked in a few seconds after. She walked over to me, and hugged me.

"I know your thinking about something, but I don't know what. I wish I did. I wish you would let me know."

"I'm ok."

We got into the shower and washed each other. I could not control myself with her, in certain situations, and this was one of them. Seeing her naked in front of me, I began to have flashbacks of when we would have sex everyday in the shower. I thought about all those things we did. I got aroused. She noticed. Linda grabbed my cock, and rubbed it with a hand full of soap. She moved in back of me, wrapped her arms around me, and began to jerk my cock. I grabbed her neck from behind, and pulled her hair. She moved her hand fast. I quickly turned around and pushed her to the floor of the shower. I continued to rub my cock, a few seconds later I came. She opened her mouth wide, and waited for my cum. When I filled her mouth up, she swallowed and the stood up. She moved close to me and looked at me in the eyes. "You like that? Being able to things like that to me. You'll never find another woman who will let you do shit like that. I could have any man I want, but for some reason, I chose you. I fell in love with you. I won't give up on us. You shouldn't either. Don't give up."

We got out and dried off. I put on some dress slacks and a Polo shirt. Linda took a very short denim mini skirt, and a black see through shirt out of her suit case, and put them on. The skirt, was too damn short, but,… I liked it. I mean, no mater how much I hated her job. No matter how much I hated when other men drooled when they saw her. I still liked it when she dressed so sexy. The skirt, was literally one inch down from her crotch, and she didn't put on any underwear. The shirt, was black, but you could see all of her chest. She then put some clogs on and we left the room. As we walked down the hallway to the elevator, another couple that was staying in the next room came out and waited with us. 

The guy was a tall black man, and his girlfriend was a short blond. We said hello, and got into the elevator. I noticed the gentleman's look towards Linda. I just rolled m eyes. His girlfriend looked at Linda, and she very bubbly asked if she was Tera Patrick.

Linda smiled and told her yes.

"WE LOVE YOUR SHOW! WE WATCH IT WHEN EVER IT'S ON. Were are you going?"

"A friend of ours is dancing a one of the local clubs."

"Can we come. We would love to spend some time with you."

"I…I guess so. So what is your name?"

"I Jenny, and this is my boyfriend Matt."

"I'm Jason."

We stepped out of the elevator and walked to the front door and asked for a cab. The door man instead got us a Limo. We got in and told the driver what club to go to. When Linda sat down, she exposed everything, but she immediately crossed her legs. She leaned to Matt and Jenny, giving me a eye full of her ass and pussy. I leaned over and put my chin on Linda's shoulder. I rested one hand on her leg, and the other I caressed her right tit. 

"So were are you guys from?" Linda asked.

"Florida, were her on a business trip."

Siting in the back of Linda like this, gave me such a hard on. I wanted to fuck her right there. It seemed I got more excited seeing her half naked than naked. 

"So how long have you both been in town?" Jenny asked

"We got in today."

"So you were the two who was making all that noise, a few hours ago. That was such a turn on."

"We were that loud?"

"Yeah."

"So Matt, what type of work are you in?"

"I own an internet company."

"What kind of company?"

"We have an internet sex site."

"Really! What is the name?"

"Black on Blonde's dot com."

"Really! I've heard about that site."

"I haven't." Linda said.

"He would make a good guest for your show. These guys have some huge cocks and they fuck these little white girls."

"Basically that's the whole scope."

"You want to see his cock? It's Huge! He has thirteen inches."

"DAMN!" "DAMN!" Linda and I said at the same time.

Jenny unzipped Matt's pants and pulled out his long thick blackish blue cock. She then pulled up her skirt and sat on his lap. She lowered herself on to him. She moaned in a pain pleasure tone. I was very amazing that something that big, could go into something that small.

"Do you wish I was that big?" I asked Linda

"Fuck no. That's scary."

A few minutes later, Jenny moved off of his, and you could see how stretched her vagina was. You could see into her. Cum dripped out and onto the leather seats. She laid her head back and smiled.

"Tera, You want to try?"

"Uh,… NO!"

"I thought you liked big cocks?"

"Yeah big, not Monstrous."

"You get used to it."

"How old are you Jenny?" I asked

"Eighteen."

I looked at Matt and he smiled in a diabolical way. I thought that this girls parents would have a heart attack if they knew.

"So when we get back to the hotel you guys want to have an orgy? We were going to pick up some girls and shoot some stuff for the site."

"No thanks." I said

"What about you Tera?"

"I can't. I'm under contract. I can only shoot stuff for my company."

"Bummer. That would have been soooo cool. Fucking Tera Patrick. So do you have any advise for a girl who wants to get into porn?"

"Yeah, Run!"

Just then the driver called out our stop. We got out and the line for the club was wrapped around the corner.

"All FUCK!" Jenny said.

"Hey, I tell you what, you guys go to the end and hold a spot and we'll see if we can get in. If so we'll get you."

"Ok." Jenny said in a squeaky voice.

I looked at Matt and smiled. He looked over at a crowed of young white girls, and said,

"I got what I came for."

Linda called me and told me that Crystal out us on the list. We bypassed the whole line and entered. The club was packed, the music was loud. We walked in. I had my hand on her ass and we walked to the VIP room. Once inside, there was a bunch of girls Fucking and giving head to guys. Crystal sat at a table with her legs spread and a young blonde in between them eater her out. Another girl sat beside her and sucked her tits. Linda and I sat at the table and ordered a drink.

"So what are you like the mother whore here?" I asked

"Just some of the privileges of being a well know porn queen." 

The girls around Crystal both stood up and walked over to the bar. Linda ordered a Rum and Coke, I just had a Coke. We talked about the club and how hip it was, and extremely hard to get in.

"So, where were you guys tonight? I was looking for you. As a matter of fact, a lot of people was looking for you both."

"We, needed to talk.”

"Oh, that Boyfriend Girlfriend thing…Well, you didn't miss much. The same old sluts, same old shit. Nothing new. So what did you talk about for four hours, if I can ask?"

"Us. The future. Where we're going, how we're getting there. Stuff like that." I said

"Hum. Sounds deep. So you both are really serious about each other?" Linda looked at me.

"I am."

"I am too. Why did you look at me like that?"

"Jason doesn't think I change."

"I never said that."

"Your thinking it. You have doubts."

"How do you know? You can't read my mind."

"Your body tells me. Your not as lustful, as you once were."

"That doesn't mean anything. I could just be tiered."

" Jay, we've fucked for two and three days straight. You've fucked me when you've been tired, it's not the same."

"Can we discus this at another time?"

"If you want."

Crystal looked at us with an interesting look.

"You guys can continue, just ignore me. This is great."

"Crystal!" "Crystal!" We said at the same time.

"Well guys, I've got to go on in a few minutes, so enjoy the show."

"I'll meet you by the balcony, I have to go to the bathroom."

A few minutes after, I walked out of the bathroom and saw Linda standing by the edge of the balcony, that over looked the dance floor. In the middle of the floor was a round stage, dancing on the stage was crystal. There was a guy that stood by Linda talking to her. Being a man, territorial feelings arose in me. My first instinct was to walk over to Linda and kiss her on the neck. Another was to walk behind her and hold her tight to me. Both actions would say that I was very insecure. So I just walked beside her and held her hand. Her soft, warm hand. A rush went through my body. She tighten the grip on my hand and pulled me to her. The guy just kept talking and talking. It seemed he didn't even acknowledge I was there, witch really pissed me off. I mean if your trying to push up on a woman and that woman's man walks up and holds her hand, he's saying "FUCK off!" but this guy didn't get the point. So I made him get the point. I made his see, that she was with me, that this was my heart, my love, my future. I stood behind Linda a pulled her to me. The music in the club was loud and rhythmic, you could feel the base as it blasted out the speakers. 

Linda began to grind her body into mine, moving with the beat of the music. I leaned down and kissed her neck, licking it biting on her ear. The man just stood there mesmerized at us. He would not move. I moved my hand down the front of her short skirt. From the bottom of the short denim skirt, you could see my hand between her thighs. I lifted the skirt up with my other hand, making my finger fucking her in plain sight. Linda turned her head and our lips locked. We French Kissed, with a lot of tongue. She began to moan, because the music was so loud, you couldn't hear her, but I could feel the moans on my lips. I looked down to the stage where Crystal danced, and got turned on more. Crystal looked up at us and spread her legs, and put her hand down her bikini. Linda looked up at me and told me to fuck her. I turned her around, and pulled up her skirt to her waist. She leaned back on the rail and spread her legs. 

The man that was still standing there watching began to rub his budging mound in his pants. I unzipped my pants and pulled out my cock. The lights went out, and the only lights were the one's on stage and very dim one's around the club. The music became more intense. The base heavy music along with my excitement gave me such a rush. I moved close to her and entered. She leaned forward and hugged me. I grabbed her ass and pushed her to me. We fucked to the music, she grind on me, moving side ways, forward and backward. We began to kiss, our lips locked again probing each others mouth with our tongues. I whispered in her I was about to cum. She moved back, I pulled out of her. She then squatted on the floor. She spread her legs, and began rubbing herself. She then started to suck on my cock. Her head moved back and forth, she licked the bottom of it, she sucked on my testicles then put it back in her mouth. A few minutes after, I came. I pulled her head back by her hair. She opened her mouth and I came in. The stranger was just amazed at us, he just stood there saying and doing nothing.

Linda stood up, and then she kissed me on the lips. She turned around and looked to down to the dance floor. Her skirt was still hiked up to her waist. I moved closer behind her, and spread her ass checks. I then shoved my still hard cock in her hole. Her head went down. She grabbed the rail tight. I fucked her ass hard and fast. Seconds later I came. I moved out her hole, but let my cock explode between her cheeks. When I was done, I out my cock back in my pants. I looked at her ass, and saw cum running out of ass and down her legs. She pulled her skirt to it's proper way, and pulled me to the back of the club. The Man, still stood there and looked at us while we left. 

We got back stage, and a huge Black bald head man stood there. Linda looked at him and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"Hey Bear, this is my boyfriend Jason."

The man shook his head and let us by.

When we entered Crystals dressing room, she was wrapped in a towel and sat on a stool by a vanity mirror.

"It looked like you both had fun up there tonight." Crystal said.

"How could you tell?"

"I saw."

"Crystal, do you have any tissue's? I have cum dripping down my leg." She threw a box of cleanex over to her. Linda then wiped the back of her legs. She stood in front of me, and told me wipe between her cheeks. When I finished, she sat next to me on the couch. 

"So are you done for the night?" Linda asked Crystal

"Yeah, that's it. I have to finish packing tonight, then we go back to La. So Jay, how did you like Vegas?"

"It was ok. I liked it."

"Jason, you didn't get all the cum from my ass. I can still feel some."

"Come over here and I get it for you." Crystal said.

Linda walked over and turned around. Crystal then lifted her skirt up spread her cheeks and licked between them. I instantly got a hard. I loved to see those two do stuff like that. Linda looked at me, and grinned. Crystals face was buried in Linda's ass. I pulled my cock out and began to rub it. Linda walked away from Crystal and knelled between my legs. 

"I hate seeing you jerk off."

She took my cock and sucked it.

"So, what are guys doing next week?"

"I…i…i…we…are, going…Oh God Linda…We are..going, to…Ah….Ah…AH…AH…" I came in her mouth. She leaned back wiped her mouth and looked at Crystal.

"We're going to Tahiti for vacation."

"Yeah, that's what I was trying to say."

We left the club around four AM. Crystal stayed with us. These two gave me so much sexual pleasure, it was unbelievable. I fucked Linda, Linda fucked me. I fucked Crystal while she eat Linda's pussy. I came on Linda's pussy and watch Crystal lick it off. Crystal gave me head while Linda straddled my face with my tongue in her cunt. We fucked each other util we had to stop to catch the plain.

While on the plane, Linda jerked me off very discreetly. I fingered her. I don't know what got into us. I don't what got into us, we definitely had some issues. Just a few hours ago, we talked about being faithful to each other forever, then a few hours later we are a part of a hot threesome. Our life contradicted what we said we wanted. But at times, the passion, the lust blinded me from reality. 

We got to Crystal's place and Linda and I ran to our room and ripped our clothes off, and began to make love. I laid her on the bed, and kissed her neck, her face her lips. My heart raced, my blood boiled. I brushed her hair back and looked at her beautiful face. I thought how much I needed her. Breathing, eating, drinking, are necessities in life. You can't live with out them. Added to those necessities for me, was Linda. I felt, I… I could not live with out her. Even though I had thoughts of…well, I don't know what the fuck I thought off. I think most of the feelings I had, was of guilt. That I found and have such a beautiful, sexual, smart, funny woman in my life. I felt that I had been blessed, for something I done. But I haven't done anything. Nothing that would merit me having this woman in my life. That's what I felt, GUILT. 

I pushed all those feelings aside and just concentrated on loving this woman beneath me. I fucked her with passion and meaning. I made her feel what I felt. I pumped her slow, I savored every ounce of sexual feeling. I chewed every stroke in and out of her slowly. Tasting the love and every spice that made our sex so good.

I leaned down and kissed her on the lips. We kissed exchanging fluids, playing with each others tongues. I became lost, the world around me stopped. The only two that exited at this time were she and I. 

I came in her, I could feel my cum fill her vagina. As I pumped I feel the cum clinging to my cock. The room began to smell like sex. I whispered in her ear, that I loved her. She whispered back the same. I sucked on her neck, tasting her skin, I then moved down and began to suck on her tit. My lips and tongue played with her nipples. I lightly bit them. Her hands rubbed and caressed my head, silently telling me that I did and was doing a good job. 

We passionately, loved each other for hours. The sheets were soaked from sweat, and body fluids. Our faces dripped with sweat. We sat connected to each other in an upright position. She moved slow on me. I felt another explosion. I pulled out and pushed her between my legs. I came on her face. She leaned back up and we connected again. She began to bounce up and down, her legs wrapped around my waist, my legs under her body. I looked to the door and saw Crystal standing there watching. She smiled and walked away. I grabbed her hair and pulled her head back, and kissed her throat. 




No Ordinary Love Ch. 10



I stopped and let her finish. A few minutes I felt dripping on my lap liquid that gushed out of her cunt. She leaned back. I then got on top of her and fucked frantically, until I came. When I came, I pulled out and came in her wet hair. Then I collapsed beside her. Her pussy was covered with cum, her chest beaded with sweat, her face was dripping wet, from sweat. Cum slowly ran down her forehead. I grabbed her tits and squeezed them. Then I laid my head on them and fell asleep. I woke up about thirty minutes later. I looked at her nude body, and my heart pumped so fast. I moved between her legs, and entered her pussy with my tongue. Her pussy wrecked of sweat, and stale cum. But it was a turn on for me, because it was mine. He body, her pussy, was mine. I loved it. I could taste the sweat as I licked her labia. I could taste the cum still, still wet in her vagina. I woke her doing this, I could hear her moan. Her thighs moved, her legs clamped my head. My arms wrapped around her body. I pushed my face deep in her. 

My tongue found the pleasure spots, I felt and tasted a quick gush in my mouth. I opened my mouth wider and let it be filled. Then I slowly sucked her pussy, and leaned up. Linda opened her eyes and looked at me. She grabbed my face, then pulled me to her. We kissed. She spread her legs wide and I entered her. I pumped slowly working to a faster fucking rhythm. When I got to that speed, it wasn't but a few seconds before I came. I felt the cum swiftly rushing up my penis. I pulled out of her, and held my cock tight. I then rested the head of it on her lips. I let the grip go and cum covered her lips and drained down the sides of her face. When I was finished she licked her lips. She turned her head to the left and closed her eyes. I laid beside her again and went to sleep.



No Ordinary Love Ch. 11



Two days before our vacation to Tahiti, the North East got hit with a massive snow storm. At the end, New York as well as the entire area was under fifteen inches of snow. The airports, highways and tunnels leading into the city, were all shut down.

Linda and I had nothing to do but, well, you know.

Linda laid on the floor under me, legs spread, arms wrapped around me. I drove my male member in her deep. Twisting and gyrating in and out of her. Our lips locked and we deeply, and meaningfully kissed. I lost myself, my eyes were closed, my thoughts on her and how I could please her. I broke from the kiss and softly told her I was going to cum. I pushed deep in her, filling her vagina with all my semen. I leaned down and sucked on her neck. After I was done, I remained between her legs, and kissed and sucked on her neck.

I leaned up and leaned on the sofa. Linda remained on the floor, and looked at me. Her legs spread and she rubbed her vagina, signaling me that she wanted more.

"I'd rather be fucking on a tropical beach." I said

"So would I, but we're here for the time being."

I always looked for new and hot ways to make love to her. But it seemed that we had done everything, everywhere. I looked out on the balcony, that overlooked Broadway. The snow was lightly dropping, the balcony had about ten inches of snow on it. I just stared out. I stood up and walked over to the balcony, and opened the French Doors. A stiff breeze hit me, and I my entire body instantly felt cold. I didn't have to say anything to Linda. She got up, and walked out with me. We steeped into the freezing snow, with our nude bodies. She moved in front of me, then kneeled, and put my cold hard cock in her mouth and began sucking it. I looked up and down the street, it was dead. People could probable see us from other apartments, but at this point, we didn't give a fuck.

I moved Linda's head of me, then I moved down to the cold floor. I gently laid her in the snow, and I spread her legs. I moved between her and slowly, entered her. We needed to work up some heat, so I began to move faster, and harder in her. I ran my hands through her hair, and pulled. Steam began to radiate from our bodies. Our breath was cold as soft grunts and moans were made as we passionately fucked. As I rammed in her, her body became covered with snow. Seeing the heat from our bodies, and her hardened cold nipples, really turned me on. I felt I was nearing climax. I tried to hold back, but I couldn't. Within a few minutes, I came. I pulled out of her, and moved to her face. I put my cock on her cold lips and let my grip go. I came in her mouth, and I grabbed her wet hair as I released. I leaned up and pulled her to me, we then quickly ran into the apartment, and shut the doors. Our bodies were soaked and we both shivered from the cold. I walked quickly into the bathroom and ran water for a hot bath. A few minutes later, we sat in the hot water together. I held her tight in my arms, and gently kissed her neck. I moved my right hand down between her legs, and entered her vagina with my middle finger.

"So, if we don't get out of here, what are we going to do for three weeks?" I asked

"What do we normally do?… Talk and fuck. Talk and fuck."

"The story of us."

"You don't like the story?"

"Why did you ask that?"

"The way you said it, like being with me is a chore, or un- pleasurable."

"I didn't mean for it to sound like that."

She didn't say anything. She leaned her head back on my shoulder and closed her eyes.

About a half hour later we got out and dried off. We both laid in bed, and kissed. Which lead to us making love until the morning. Why do I feel like I am so over sexed? Men think about sex, every 5.5 seconds. They want it at will. They want a woman to fulfill their deepest fantasy. They dream about a sex life, were sex was a daily occurrence. I had all of those things, but still was not truly happy. I wanted to be happy, with her. But I wasn't. I don't know. I just don't know.

Linda pushed my head between her legs, I began to eat her pussy. I still got such a rush when I'm between her legs. I entered her with my tongue. I licked in her, hitting the walls, and her clitoris. I went in her as deep as I could. Eventually I tasted her fluids in my mouth. Her legs clamped around my head, her hands held my head tight. When she was done, I moved up and entered her and pumped her fast I came almost immediately. I pushed deep on her and came. I then laid beside her.

She moved over and laid on top of me. I ran my hands through her hair, and caressed her skin. 

"Why is it so hard for you, to let me know what your thinking? I know something is wrong, but I just don't what it is."

"Why do you keep saying there is something wrong?"

"Because I know you! You're not the same. When we make love, your body is there but your mind isn't."

"I'm not happy. There you have it."

She leaned up, and slid to the foot of the bed.

"Why? I thought, I made you happy. I thought you loved me."

"I do, but, I just feel so empty. You're what I've waited for. You're what I want, and need. I just can't figure out why I am so, unhappy, inside."

"So what do want to do?"

"I don't want to leave you. God, if I did that, I would probable become BI-polar. I just need to talk."

"I don't understand. Your unhappy, because you don't talk about… what? What do you need to talk about?"

"Us, Linda. Us."

"What about us?"

"I just can't get over the fact, that, I live a life that is so different from what I've been taught. It's killing me Linda. Every time I make love to you, my conscience stabs me all over, because I know I'm wrong."

"How can it be wrong to express how you feel towards someone you love? We love each other, so that is all that matters. Would it be different if we got married?"

"Yes, because that is the way it should be."

"Well let's just get married. If you can deal with my career for four more years, than let's do it."

"I'll wait."

She looked at me and took a deep breath.

"Your confusing me. You tell me what you want, I agree to do the things needed to try to make you happy, and you brush me away."

"I'm not brushing you off. I just need to think."

"ABOUT WHAT? You have a FUCKING life that most men would die for. YOU HAVE A WOMAN THAT IS WILLING TO MAKE CHANGES,TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. WHAT DO YOU NEED TO THINK ABOUT?"

"I don't know."

"You need to see a shrink."

She moved off the bed and walked over to the window.

"Their plowing the streets." She said

I reached over to the clock radio and flipped on to the news station.

"1010 Wins News time at the tone, 10am. And now for the 1010 Wins Accuweather Forecast: By tomorrow we will have highs of forty degrees. The storm has passed over us, and for the next five days, we will have clear and sunny skies with highs in to the fifties. I'm John Johnson and that's the Accuweather forecast. 

It looks like all major airports will be back in Operation by Tomorrow. So if your heading out, to some tropical island, you can do so by tomorrow."

I click the radio off. I looked over at Linda, as she stood by the window. The way the bright light that beamed off the snow, and into the window hit her body, made her look like a porcelain doll. I got up and walked over to her, and wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her to me. I then kissed her neck. She then turned around and looked at me.

"Listen, just like I have a lot to deal with, concerning your career. You have to deal with my insecurities and my conscience."

"The conscience I think I can deal with, but I can't understand why you are so insecure. You have no need to be insecure."

"I don't know what to say."

"Don't say anything"

She walked over to the bed, and sat at the edge. I walked over and sat beside her.

"We need to pack. We have to be in Newark by five am tomorrow morning."

"How much are you packing?"

"Basically, just a few skirts, and sandals."

"That's it?"

"Most of the time, I'm going to be nude, so there is no need to pack a lot."

"I have dreamed so much of the day, when I could walk on the beaches of Bora Bora, with a beautiful nude woman."

"Another fantasy fulfilled."

"I'm running out of things to fantasize about."

"You'll think of some more. When we come back, I'll have to leave you in La."

"Where will you be going?"

"I have some trade shows I have to do. I'll be away for about a month."

"Wow. It's going to be hard being alone."

"I don't get you. One minute you're saying your un-happy with me, and the next minute, your telling me it will be hard being without me. Your either happy with me, or not, which is it?"

"It's not you."

"WELL WHAT THE FUCK IS IT? I CAN'T GO THROUGHT THESE EMOTINONAL HIGHS AND LOW'S WITH YOU. WE NEED TO GET SOME STABILITY, AND QUCK."

"Or?"

"Do you really want to know?"

"Linda, we are both Fucked up people. So, I just guess we have to deal with each others quirks."

"Quirks are not putting the toilet seat down, and chewing with your mouth open. That, I can deal with. This,… I don't know what to say to you to get you out of what ever you're going through. I don't know WHAT you're going through. There comes a point where you have to move on, stop living in the past, and just get the FUCK on with your life. You were raised different, you have a conscience that kills you, I did not COME AFTER YOU. YOU WANTED ME! So if you're conscience is killing you because you live a life of sin, it's not MY FALT. YOU CHOSE TO DO SO."

"You didn't have to be so harsh."

"Yes I did. Because I walking around, feeling horrible, because I'm thinking I did something to make you feel this way. But I'm not doing it any more. I did not mess up your life. We are grown ass adults, we make grown up decisions, and we have to live with the consequences of those decisions. You made a decision to fall in love with a woman that did not live the way you do. And the consequence of that decision is a guilty conscience. If you can't live with the decision and consequence, then pack your shit and leave. But if you decide to stay, GET THE FUCK OVER IT. I am not going to live with a man, that will make me feel bad. The choice is yours Jason. What do you want to do?"

"I can't leave you."

"Why?"

"Because, I'm like addicted to you."

"YOU ARE SO FULL OF CRAP! Why can't you leave? Say it."

"Say what?"

"You men are all the same. You're afraid to commit. That's what it all boils down to. Your afraid. You've told me you love, and I believed it. But now, that you have to prove it, your bluff has be called, you can't put up."

"That's not true."

"Well than prove it."

"What exactly do you want me to do?"

"Show me you love me. Show me, you want to spend the rest of your life with me."

"What? What do you want me to do?"

"Have you told your family and friends what I do for a living?"

"HELL NO!"

"Why?"

"I don't know."

"Yes you do. You're embarrassed. You're embarrassed to say, that you are in love with a woman who is in porn. THAT'S what your fighting with. Your afraid of what others will think."

I shook my head in agreement.

"If that's it. If that's what it is, what the cause of your emotional struggle, then Jason, I can't change my past. I can't change who I am right now. If you TRULY love me, than you will accept that. If your family and friends TRULY love you, they'll accept who you've fallen in love with. Going into this relationship, Jason, you should have known, it would not be easy."

"Your right, your right."

"Now you see why, women in the porn industry, only date those in the business?"

"Do you regret allowing me to be here with you?"

"No. Because you have given me a reason to change."

"Don't throw me out."

"I was, but now that I know what your problem is, I …we can work this out. Do you really think, that if you brought me to a family function or introduced me to some more of your friends, that I would embarrass you?"

"No."

"So what did you think?"

"Just the thought of them finding out."

"That's understandable. Did you think I would get mad at you because your embarrassed?"

"Yeah."

"Well, I'm not."

I looked at her and smiled. I then leaned over and kissed her.

"You want to make love?" she asked

"Not really."

I leaned back on the bed and closed my eyes. She laid on top of me, and kissed my neck.

"I love you Jay."

"I love you too."

"Just talk. If you have something on your mind, just talk."

"Is it too late for me to accept your offer of sex?"

"No."

She leaned up and took my cock and put it in her. She slowly moved up and down. I closed my eyes and just felt the feeling. I ran my hands down her legs that were straddled on me. God! I thought, what would I do without her? What? I would miss her body, her company, her voice, her laughter so much. 

I reached up and squeezed her tits lightly. She began to move faster, gyrating, and bucking on. Seeing her face, and the intense look she had, while fucking me, turned me on so much. 

I felt myself, coming. I jolted my hips up, and held her tight by the hips as I exploded in her. She leaned down and kissed my neck. Her body still moving up and down on me. I could feel the cum running down the bottom of my shaft. I grabbed her ass tight and as she moved. Our lips locked and we kissed passionately. Our tongues played together as our mouths locked. We exchanged breaths our saliva mixed. I was in heaven. My heart beat faster and faster, as I came closer to another climax. She moved faster on me. She leaned up and ran her hands through her hair. Her mouth open, letting out soft moans of ecstasy. Her eyes opened and she looked down at me, with a look of seduction. She grabbed her chest and squeezed, and rubbed it. She then leaned down and rested her hands on my chest, and began to grind harder and deeper on me.

I came in her again. I closed my eyes, and moaned lightly in pleasure. She continued moving on me. A few minutes later, she came, then collapsed on my chest. 

Her breathing was heavy, but after a few minutes it became normal.

"Play with my hair."

I ran my hand through her hair, which made her fall asleep. I was soon after.

We woke up around two AM. Our flight left at five, which means we had to be there by three. We were able to find a cab, and got to the airport on time.

Thirteen hours later, we landed in Honolulu. After a two hour lay over, we left for Papeete, Tahiti. Thirty five minutes after that, we landed in Bora Bora. By the time we got to our hotel, we just were ready to sleep for about two days. Which was cool, because we would be here for three weeks. And let me tell you, the three weeks, were unbelievable.



No Ordinary Love Ch. 12



I woke up feeling very well rested, from the fifteen or so hour flight. I lifted my head up slightly from the pillow, and saw Linda sitting out on the balcony, swaying back and forth in a hammock. I slowly got up and walked out. She looked up at and smiled. She was completely naked. I took a deep breath in and smiled. I sat down on a bench next to her, then I leaned over and kissed her on the forehead.

"Did you get enough sleep?" she asked

"Yeah, I think too much."

"Come lay with me." I got up and slid under her, in the hammock. I held her tight in my arms and kissed her shoulder. I gently cupped her chest, and squeezed her right breast softly. My cock was very hard, and I was very rested and horny. I kissed her on the ear, then I guided my cock into her tight ass hole. I kissed her lips, then I ran my hand between her legs. I entered her pussy with three fingers and twirled them around inside her. She moved slowly on my cock., up and down. I could feel her checks tighten as she moved up, and loosen when she moved down. 

"I'm about to cum." I said She lifted up and moved around to face me. Her ankles were on my shoulders, she bent down, and began sucking on my wet cock . A few seconds later, I came in her mouth. She leaned up and rested her head at the top of the hammock. I began kissing her ankles, feet, and toes. I scooted down a little, and rested my cock at the entrance of her pussy. 

I opened her labia, stretched it a little and placed it over the head of my cock.

I then scooted down further, and stuck my cock in her half way. I spread her legs more than what they were, and completely entered her. She moaned lightly, and closed her eyes. I stayed in her, moving slowly. The hammock rocked back and forth, with that movement I was able to please her, and myself. I closed my eyes, and felt the pleasure of her body, and the gentle wind that blew from the east of us. 

I felt myself dripping but I hadn't cum fully yet. I wanted to start pounding her, but I didn't think the hammock would support, that much pressure. I grabbed her arms and pulled her to me. her legs still on my shoulder, her body was folded in half. I held her tight. She began to move on me, I pulled her hair, and pushed her into me. I was about to cum, a few seconds later I exploded inside her. I let my tight grip go, and she laid back down. My cock, fully satisfied, withered inside her. When I pulled out, cum dripped out of her cunt. Her inner thighs, were glazed in cum. Her pussy, was wet and covered with my seamen. I stared between her legs in a perverted gaze. She just looked at me, and laid back, and closed her eyes. I rubbed her soft legs up and down, and kissed her feet.

"You want me to change, but you still want me to be a whore."

"What do you mean by that?

"You don't want me to fuck, and do perverted things with other men, but you want me to continue to do the things I'm known to do, to you. Does that make any sense?"

"I get what you trying to say, but, it's not true."

"You fuck me like a whore, not like a woman you love."

"I thought you wanted me to do those things to you."

"That was before, I fell in love with you. That was before, we matured."

"So what do you want me to do? Do you want a boring sex life?"

"No, far from it. I would like you to TREAT me, like I am the woman, you love."

"A couple of months ago, you wanted to be fucked like a whore, now you want to be made loved to like a normal woman. Which do you want?"

"To be made loved to. People change. I am changing. And my transformation starts with my sex life. I get FUCKED at work. When I'm with the man I love, I want to feel a difference. I still want you to enjoy sex, I want to enjoy sex with you. The perverted shit will have to stop."

All man! I thought to myself. One of the things that I LOVED about her sexuality, was that she had no inhibitions.

"Ok. I've lived out my every sexual fantasy. Now I need to mature."

"Why do you want me out of porn?"

"It's obvious, I love you. I don't want to see you in that light. I want the world to forget about you, so that WE can live life together, forever."

"It turns you on, seeing me being fucked by other men?"

"In some, sick, perverted way…yes. I can't lie."

"If that's the case, why can't you just let me continue?"

"Linda!"

"If it turns you on, if you want to continue to just fuck me, why can't you just accept what I do?"

"Because…"

"And don't say you love me, that gets old."

"I don't know. It's not normal, to be a prostitute and a wife."

"Why?"

"I don't know what you want to hear."

"I want to hear an answer that is original. Something that is not canned."

"When we first started dating, I was a huge EGO thing for me to know that I was with a woman, that was unattainable to most men. It was such a rush, to see other men drool over your pictures, and then when I would come home, I would be the man to fuck you. Now,…Now, things are different. I get tiered of seeing your nude photo's on the cover of magazines. I get tiered of seeing magazine articles, making fun of you. I mean not making fun, but sarcastically saying degrading things about you. Last month, you were on the cover of a magazine, and in bold letters it said, TERA PATRICK, AMERICA'S MOST BEAUTIFUL SLUT. Or TERA PATRICK, SHAMELESS WHORING QUEEN OF HARDCORE. These are words that people use to describe you, THE WOMAN I LOVE. It hurts. Bad. That's the reason why, because it hurts me."

"So, it's all about you?"

"Stop, because you know that's not true."

"Do you think that I feel hurt, because you keep bring up a bad decision. Can't you just let me work things out. Think about how I feel. Think about me, and how I HAVE to lay there and let men FUCK ME SILLY. Think about how I feel, when I have to run from men who just want to fuck me. It's not just about YOU, Jay."

"I know that!"

"No you don't. You want me to quickly change, so that YOUR LIFE can be satisfied. So that YOU can be happy. All I hear from you, is what you want. What it would take to make YOU happy. I have never heard you ask me, what I want. Or how you can make me happy. That hurts more than other people calling me a whore. Because it appears that you don't give a fuck about my feelings, thoughts and needs."

I didn't know what to say. I had been selfish in what I wanted. It was about my future, my life.

"Don't try to think of anything to say. I know that's what you're doing. Just think about me Jason. Think about the stress, that I am under. I make very good money, doing what I do. I still have about one hundred and fifty thousand left to pay on that apartment. I have a two thousand dollar monthly car note. I have other monthly bills to pay. If I quite, where will I get money to pay for those things. Am I going to go on welfare? Am I going to get a "regular" job? I have a Lpn's license, but I haven't practiced in years. How will I explain in an interview, why I haven't practiced in five years. I can't say, I've been in the FUCK business. I'll never get a job. How are others going to view me, if I go back to nursing? Am I ready to go back to the normal world? Am I ready to hear others call me names behind my back? I have a lot to think about. I can't just quite over night."

"I never thought about those things, sorry."

"That's ok. Just be more patient with me, that's ALL I ask. Put yourself in my place. … Don't look so down, we'll be ok."

I looked up and smiled. The sun kissed her face, her eyes, I had never notice, how beautiful her eyes were. The sun just highlighted them, so wonderfully. My heart pounded in my chest, from just looking at her. I was so, lucky. 

"Let's take a walk on the beach." She said.

We got up, and put some clothes on, well sort of. I put on a pair of boxers, she just put a long skirt on, that's it.

We left our bungalow, and headed for the beach. We were at a private resort, so the beach was not flooded with tourist or locals. We held hands and walked, and walked. We eventually got to a very secluded section of Bora Bora. We stood at the edge of the beach and held each other. We began to kiss, my shirt came off, her skirt, unwrapped, I pulled off my boxers and we made hot passionate love on the black sands of the island.

I laid her down, and spread her legs. I kissed her neck and sucked. I then kissed her lips, and our tongues joined.

I entered her pussy with my cock, and slowly moved up and down. The more I moved up and down, the more I pushed in her, the deeper her body went into the wet sand. She broke from the kiss. She looked at my face as I pushed deep into her. My mouth was open, my eyes half closed, my eyes rolling in my head, all signifying my joy in loving her. She pulled me down, grabbed my face, and said loudly "FUCK ME!"


I did what she want me to do. I spread her legs wide and fucked her pussy fast and hard. In and out my cock rapidly entered her cunt. I came, but didn't stop. Cum oozed out of her and washed away into the lagoon, by the tides hitting our bodies. Her hair was wet from the fresh water. The tides hit our bodies almost in stroke with my moving in and out of her. The weather was hot, but the water, that covered our bodied, was very cool.

I continued to fuck her. I pulled our of pussy, and turned her over and made her get on her hands and knees. Her ass was covered with wet sand. I spread her ass cheeks, and fucked her hole. 

I banged her ass for about five minutes, coming again and again. I pulled her hair back with both hand and rocking back and forth fucking her ass. I then pulled out and entered her pussy. Still having a tight grip on her hair I savagely fucked her uncontrollably. I was about to cum, I pulled out and held my cock tight with my fingers. I stood up and walked around to her face. She looked up at me, then opened her mouth. 

I let my grip go and shot a gooey, stream of cum in her mouth and on her face. I then put my cock in her mouth, and stood in front of her legs spread as she sucked. I grabbed her hair, and moved her head back and forth on my cock. 

I began to think about how, our sex wasn't planed, it was almost always spontaneous. I didn't want to do the things that I did to her, but most of the time, we just got caught in the moment. Like now, I felt so bad about having her on her knees sucking my dick, but I couldn't stop. I felt so good, having such a beautiful woman, do this to you. 

I came in her mouth, I pulled her hair tighter, and pushed her head into my crotch. I came in her mouth, I could feel the cum drain down her throat. I held her there for about twenty seconds. She tapped my ass, and I let go. 

She stood up and pulled my head down to her and kissed me. I could taste my salty seamen in her mouth as my tongue explored it. She then wrapped her legs around my waist, and began bouncing on my cock. 

I held her up, with my arms. Her body leaded back her arms tightly gripped on my shoulders. She let her grip go, and leaned backwards, until her head was on the sand. I tightly held her by her mid section. She held herself up by the forearms. Every ten seconds a small wave of water would cover her face. I began to pound her cunt. "I'm going to cum!" I said. 

She screamed back, over the load crashing of the waves, "DON'T FUCKING PULL OUT! DON'T FUCKING PULL OUT!" I continued to fuck her, I came in her, my knees buckled, when I did. Some how I managed to continue to stand. I looked down at her, her hands were dug deep in the wet sand. Her mouth open, her head turned to the left, away from the waves. I felt her tense up, and then loosen back. I knew she came.

I continues to fuck until I came again. When I did, I pulled out quickly, and shot her on the chest. I then collapsed between her legs, and closed my eyes. We laid there getting hit by waves for hours. When we woke up, we fucked some more, then passed out, then woke up and fucked and passed out.

We drew closer to each other over the three weeks, by talking and expressing what our deepest feelings and thoughts were. And of course we continued to have very hot sex. We even fucked in a shark infested lagoon. The sharks were non aggressive, but it was still a rush, feeling those things hit against us as we passionately fucked each other. We got caught up in a island sexual right of passage. One her friends told her to check out a little village about a half hour from our hotel. We got in contact with a beautiful local girl by the name of Mickey. She told us that, the villages young men, needed a woman who could handle all of them. Around thirty, teen age boys. All of which needed to loose there virginity. Linda said she would volunteer. Night came, and I watched as thirty horny teen age boys fucked and came on Linda, from dusk till dawn. It was such a turn on seeing that first hand.

In the morning, I meet Linda by a huge waterfall, she looked so wonderful. She sat by the edge of the lake, or whatever you call it. The crash of the water drowned out all surrounding sounds. I walked behind her, and ran my hands through her hair. She turned and looked up at me. Then she pulled down my shorts, and began to suck my cock. I took a deep breath in and smelled the flowers around us, I savored the feeling of her warm breath moving on my dick. I grabbed her hair with both hands and moved her head faster. I looked down and she began fucking herself, with her middle finger. God! That's all I could think of to say. I tensed up, and came in her mouth. She moved her head back, and stuck her tongue out letting my cum land there, then she moved her tongue back in. She licked my cock, and testicles, sucking the little bit of cum that was there. Linda then, dove into the small body of fresh water, and swam to the end of the crashing water. She waited for me to join her. I jumped in and swam to her. The water was cold and hit our bodies hard, but it was a very romantic and very erotic situation. 

We never said anything to each other, but we knew how, and what we wanted from each other. I kissed her lips, and held her tight to me. She broke from the kiss and turned around. She pushed her ass into my crotch. I spread her ass cheeks and entered her. I fucked her ass hard and fast. Her anus was loose from the mass fucking she got the night before. Normally when we have anal sex, it would only be a mater of about a minute before I came, but since her ass was looser than normal, I could actually enjoy the perverted act. 

I moved my hand down to her pussy and finger fucked her. I moved down and kissed the back of her neck. I felt like I was going to cum, but I couldn't. Her anus gave no resistance in rubbing my cock as I moved back and forth. I moved my hand from her pussy, and squeezed her cheek tight together and moved in and out faster. I still was unable to cum. I pulled out of he anus, and entered her pussy. I banged hard, trying to get some sexual release, her pussy, was just as loose as her ass. "FUCK!" I yelled. My scream being muffled by the waterfall. I still rammed faster. I needed to think of something. 

Then I began to replay, the scene from the night before. The moans, all those young men, fucking her silly. I thought of how much, I wanted to be apart of that. That thought, made me so hot, and just inflamed my sexual rampage. I pulled her hair, and rammed fasted. I then began to think of all the perverted shit we did. 

"Fuck me like a whore!" is what I kept thinking about. "Fuck me like a whore!" I never, saw any of movies before, but her pictorial layouts were very hot, and I thought of some of those, to make me more hot.


I turned her around, so now she faced me. I re-entered her sloppy pussy. I looked at it and just felt a huge rush of lust go through my body. She moved up and sat on a rock, with her legs spread wide. She just looked at me as I hypnotically fucked her. I opened my eyes and looked at her face, she showed no emotions. She just watched me. It was kind of weird but at this point, I was just so into fucking her. I put her legs over my shoulders, and continued. I looked at my cock moving in and out, and thought if my cock was just a little wider, I could stretch her cunt more. With every, stroke, it seemed that energy was drained from my body. But I wanted to finish, and after forty five minutes of fucking both her pussy and ass, I came. I pulled out of her pussy, and came all on her face. She looked at me, and let me finish, then she moved back under the fall and stood there, letting the water wash her.

I sat on a rock, feeling very sexually satisfied and very HORRIBLE. I had never felt this bad, after a love session with her. I began to think about, what she said back there at the hotel, how our perverted sex needed to stop. That she want's me to make love to her. I also got confused, because when we were on the beach she demanded to be FUCKED. I looked over at her, and she was now laying on her back, under the fall. I walked over to her, and laid beside her. I kissed her forehead, then her neck, and worked my way down. I wanted to relax her, and please her. I situated my head between her legs, and ate her pussy. Her vagina had be fucked so much and so hard, it was stretched at least, four times from it's normal. I licked her open pussy, making sure she felt, every lick. I could see strait into her, it was dark, and deep. I licked the left wall, moving deep into her. Then I licked the right side, then the bottom, then the top. I licked her clit, from the back to the front, the sucked the exposed tip of. I then sucked and pulled on her labia. After for what seemed to be hours of me being between her thighs, she came. I watched as her pussy, became full of a thick white fluid. I watched as it filled up and then oozed out and over the bottom of her Vagina. 

I picked up her limb body and walked over to the side of the pond. I laid her body down gently on the green grass. Then I laid beside her. She turned her head and looked at me. 

"I'm sorry." I said

I knew I was wrong in fucking her like I did. I knew she would not neglect me of what I wanted to do sexually. I knew she would be upset with me, if I did the shit I did to her. But I knew, I…I couldn't stop. I wanted to, but I couldn't. She rolled her eyes at me and turned away from me.

"Linda, Talk to me."

"About what?"

"What your thinking and feeling."

"You know what I'm thinking and feeling."

"No I don't."

"Yes you do. You just don't want to think about it. You want me to say I'm fine, then you'll move closer to me, and fuck me again, and again and again. I'm not fine."

"Tell me what it is." I said

"I keep thinking about all those things you say to me. How you love me, how you want to spend the rest of your life with me. How you want me to change. But every time, we are in a sexual situation, you treat me otherwise. You treat me like a whore. You treat me, like a slut. You treat me like, you will never see me again after we're finished. You treat me like you don't want me to change. If all you want is to FUCK, then I'll let you. I like being with you, but if you're not going to give me anything else, then you HAVE to leave. When I'm in town, I'll call you and we can FUCK. But if not, if you WANT ME, you need to show some control, I can not continue to let you FUCK and rip my body every time we lay down."

"Ok! I need some clarity. At times, we get so engrossed in sex, that we do things without thinking."

"That's when you need to slow down and THINK about what you are going to do next."

"It's not just me! You shout out things that make me think you want something, you say you don't. When you scream "FUCK ME!" how am I supposed to react? Why do you say those things?"

"Jason, THINK about what I do for a living. When I'm on my back and a man is on top of me, I INSTINCTIVELY, say things. So when you're on me, I lose myself and I say things, that, I don’t' mean. You know what I want. You know how to treat me. So START giving me what I WANT, and TREAT me right."




No Ordinary Love Ch. 12



We talked and I was told by her what I need to do, and what not to do when I'm with her. It seems as though, our relationship was some what, stabilizing. If I wanted a "Normal" relationship, then it would definitely have to start with our sex life. I mean, what "Normal" couple fucks like we do? A strong relationship, a lasting relationship, starts with communication, and other INWARD qualities of the man and woman. Sex, fades. Our bodies deteriorate. We lose our sex appeal. If I have a relationship based on Sex, Looks and how much we have sex, what will happen if, she loses her looks. What will happen, if she can't give me what she gives me now in bed? I can't lie, I loved the way Linda looks, but I also enjoy being with her in a non sexual way as well. So I need to start expressing that, more.

We walked on a beach, and sat by a rock and watched the most amazing sunset. Then we talked under a blue moon. She laid in my arms, naked. I did want to have sex, but I needed to start self control. I did. I thought, that even if we stopped having sex right now, I think I would be fine. I had experienced and done stuff that most men lie about. But you know what, it was more of a turn on to me to KNOW, that if I wanted some really hardcore shit, she would do it.

We made it back to our Bungalow, and slept until the next afternoon. I woke up to soft warm kisses on my neck and face. THE greatest feeling in the world. She laid on top of me and laid her head on my chest. I ran my hands down her back and squeezed her soft rear. She moved her head up and kissed me on the lips.

"Do you think we can have sex with out the hardcore shit?" she asked 

I shook my head, yes.

She moved her hand between us and put my cock in her pussy. We kissed and she moved up and down, horizontally very slowly. I kissed her neck, then her shoulder. She kissed and bit my ear. She then leaned up and began moving faster on me. I watched as her labia wrapped around my cock, I delighted in seeing cum seep out of the sides of her pussy. I got so much joy at seeing her climax, in silence. Without us doing anything degrading. I was proud of myself for being able to use self-control. 

"Was that boring?" she asked

"No." I said.

She laid on top of me and closed her eyes.

"Is crystal still coming to New York for a month?" I asked

"Yeah."

"Is she staying with me?"

"If you want her to."

"Do you, want her to?"

"I want you to be ok. She is not just there for FUCKS. She there to protect you."

"From who?"

"Other women."

The rest of our stay went very fast. I left Linda at LAX, and connected on a flight to New York. A few days later Crystal arrived, and for a whole month, we enjoyed each others company. We slept together, but most times we just talked. I found a lot about Linda, and what she really thought of me. And how I could improve on being a lover, and a friend to her.

Unlike Linda, Crystal was very, very BI-sexual. At nights, I would either watch or listen to her and her girlfriends fuck each other. And on occasions, I would join in. Crystal also wore extremely revealing clothing in public. Once I could not help myself, so I fucked her in the subway, and in a unisex bathroom at a club in the Village. And in an alley, and in Central Park. I also was the only male in a ten woman orgy as well. That one I did not tell Linda about.