2 comments/ 4117 views/ 5 favorites Their Deep Love By: Cuhullian50 She got out of the car and ran to the door and she got her keys out and unlocked the door. She is 5 feet 8 inches tall and she is very beautiful. Her life has changed so much so fast she physically meet him only a few months ago. When they first met her green eyes captured him she has a beautiful body that is a real woman's body soft in all the correct places. She enters the house closes the door and leans back against it. She is filled with peace she has to make choices and decisions all day long, but now she is in their own little world. She puts her things away and undresses as always she is wearing a skirt, one of sir's rules is a woman must dress like a woman wearing either a skirt or a dress. Sir is what she calls him; unless they are out then most of the time he says we can be vanilla. That means act like all the other couples. She finishes undressing and looks in the mirror she checks to make sure she is smooth and all her hair is gone from her cunt, another rule of Sir's. When she first came here she did something unsafe, she stayed at work for a party and drank a few glasses of wine. She realized that she had broken one of his rules; we do not drink unless we are together and if we are going to drink enough to affect us we must do this at home. When she came in that night Sir asked her where she had been, he worries about her his first duty to her is to love her and protect her that is why he has rules about her safety. She told him. Sir asked "do you know you broke one of my rules that before you came here you agreed to obey?" She replied "Yes, But.." Sir stopped her there saying "No buts are ever acceptable go undress and come back to get your spanking." She realized how serious he was and maybe the wine made her feel less shy, so she went got undressed and returned to Sir. He put her over his knee and said "You count 50 and maybe by then you will understand that you are to obey your rules, I will warn you this will be a hard spanking because it is your first you should know how hard they can be, but in the future they will be lighter and you may come to want them. I do this because I love you and care about your safety if a stranger tried to hurt you then you would want me to hurt them and protect you. You broke a rule that is there for your safety this will hurt you some." Sir began she remembered by the time he reached 25 she was angry and spoke very angrily to him and when Sir had reached 42 she was softly crying and speaking very respectfully to Sir and asking Sir to forgive her. When Sir reached 50 he let her up she started rubbing her ass this seemed to make it feel better. Then she was standing in front of him he pulled her onto his lap and with the greatest tenderness he wiped away her tears and kissed her eyes he was holding her in his arms she instinctively put her head on his chest. Sir said "My precious little one you must completely surrender to me everything your body even your orgasms are mine and when I give you pleasure you must ask can I cum Sir before you have your orgasm I must give you permission because you gave me everything of you and I gave you my protection and love." Her reaction stunned her she had a feeling of her own femininity so strong and she felt so safe she could open up all she had her body mind and all her hidden secrets and she knew she would be loved just as she was even the secrets and thoughts she did not like Sir would love all because of her gift of herself and now her love was deeper and she gave more than she ever had. She also came to realize that she did enjoy being spanked. She would even do things to get Sir to spank her, but Sir knew she was wanting a spanking and this was why she would behave this way occasionally. Sir found it as an enjoyable game between them her trying to do something enough to get spanked, but not so much to be spanked as hard as the first time. This was Friday and she was hurrying to get ready naked with only one of his T-shirts on and she went to the living room she knelt down spread her knees apart sat back on her heels placed her hands on her thighs palms up and waited for Sir. When he got home she was in this position as a reminder of her pledge to Sir. Sir would come to her after he came inside and he would tell her to stand he would kiss her and because this was the end of the week they would make dinner together there was something very romantic in her mind that they would cook their supper together Then they would eat together and then go to the living room and maybe have a glass of wine then he might tell her to masturbate there in front of him at first this was a little difficult for her she was completely exposed to him and she was by nature a shy woman, but she came to be very comfortable with this for two reasons first it pleased him he looked at her with such desire she knew Sir thought she was sexy and beautiful. Sir also said to her when he made this a rule that whenever he asked she would masturbate in front of him. She asked why? He said "Well tell me this if you wanted to learn something and could learn from the greatest expert in the world would you? I think the answer is simple of course you would I want to learn about how to please you the most and you are the world's greatest expert on what pleases you so I want to watch and learn plus you as any woman are the most beautiful when you are in ecstasy." Sir also explained that every time he learns something new, about what pleases her. Sir also explained that there were many ways he would drive her to ecstasy some might seem strange, but he was right. Though Friday nights were more romantic Saturdays were different first she would do her cleaning chores then the only time she was allowed to wear trousers was Saturday she would come outside and she and Sir would work in their garden. Then inside they would take their showers she would remove all hair below her neck and then they would eat something she prepared earlier in the week so she could just warm it up. Then her adventures would begin the first time Sir tied her standing at the end of the bed she was unsure, but the Sir began teasing her because she was completely unable to move he could do this over and over she would be brought to the edge and then Sir would stop, but every time he began again it was right from that point the pleasure ran through her body like a river through a canyon with all the fury of white water. Sometimes he would add some discomfort and this was like a wall between her and her release. This caused the greater and greater building to that point she would have already asked so many times for permission to cum for Sir? Sir said "No." again and again. Finally Sir removed the discomfort and brought her over the edge she screamed "Please may I cum Sir?" Sir would answer "Yes cum hard for me my special little one." This would bring on feelings she never had in her life the power of the release was so great it went on and on then after she would be panting her muscles in different parts of her body would tremble and twitch with pleasure. He would release her or sometimes he would bend her over and tie her again. Sir would then do the impossible and make it happen all over again. Finally he would free her and she would feel him her beautiful long legs would open accept him and wrap around him trying to pull all of him inside her. She smiled to herself thinking how at first this all seemed so strange to her, but how it has become their secret life together only theirs and so special to them that a deeper love grew between them than she ever thought was possible. When he saw her after doing battle with the world he came in the door and closed the world out behind him and saw her there in just one of his T-shirts he felt the warmth all the way to the deepest place in him. She was beautiful and intelligent and she was charming, but most of all she was completely his only GOD was loved more in her heart. She was so pure in her gift of herself to him her love was undeniable. Maybe after a lifetime of betrayal finally he had found a woman with a pure love for him her greatest pleasure seemed to be making him happy. Her constant question even when she did not speak was "Sir what can I do for you?" Whatever outsiders in their vanilla world would say about it this was theirs and they were deeply in love with each other. Their Deep Love Ch. 02 She took her coffee and went out to the deck she sat in her favorite chair pulled her knees to her tits and put her feet on the seat of the chair. She was careful because her heels were touching her ass and that was still sensitive. The trees swayed with the morning breeze and their leaves were aflame with color autumn was a beautiful time here. She sat thinking about many things her sister and her were very close, but she could not share with her the feelings she was having and explain why so much of her life has changed. She could not tell her about her world with him their whole relationship was so private so much theirs. She could not share him or their world with anyone. She found herself feeling more and more free than she had since childhood her every secret could be shared with him in their world his eyes never scorned or looked away. She smell the smoke from the houses on the street that were burning wood in their stoves, most of the homes heated their houses this way. The smell had a homey feeling with it as if it comforted her too or reassured her she was home in many ways, many ways. She thought with a smile of last night how she was so sassy she thought gads it was like I almost had to hit him on the head with it her actions screamed "Pay attention to me Sir Spank me I am being a brat!" When he came home she was waiting to greet him sitting in one of his T-shirts naked except for that. She was sitting back on her heels knees spread with her hands palms up lying on her thighs. When Sir came in the room He spoke to her "Well my treasure you look beautiful as always and I see you are as you should be. There is nothing better than when I come home to find my precious sub just as she should be. You have pleased me and now stand my sweet." She stood Sir took her in his arms holding her tight one hand pressing into the small of her back and the he released her and took her face in his hands and kiss her with the Irish kiss and said those beautiful words with every kiss. Sir then caressed her tits and ass and said "How is that beautiful cunt doing." She smiled and replied "It is yours and it is wet for you see for yourself." One of his hands slipped down to her cunt the lips were swelling filling with blood bringing more heat to the cunt and spreading the lips apart so he slipped two fingers inside she moaned because whenever Sir had any part of him inside her there was a thrill that ran through both of them the feeling of being so connected to each other something almost mystical. How could she explain this to anyone they would not understand and think she was just an oversexed whore, but there was the very problem the image of women had become so stamp on that if a woman had any feeling of submission towards her man she was scorned as a heretic of the new order. This new order that talked of liberating women and instead limited them to a cookie cutter life be like they were or be scorned ridiculed ironically this liberation was more imprisoning than a jail cell. Not only did she know that she could not share this, her life with her sister or any of her friends. She really did not want to do it would be the same as telling them a recipe in mandarin they simply would not understand and she did not want to hear or think anything, but smile at how she pleased Sir and how she was pleased as well. She sipped her coffee and looked up into the sky and watched a hawk gliding in circles high above. Then she stared out at the field she remembered having a conversation with Sir and he had said "Watching the tall grass in a field when the wind blows is like seeing ocean waves roll on and on." She did not really see it until this peaceful reflective moment. Suddenly a thought about last night crossed her mind and she smiled as she drinks some more of her coffee. She remembered after the Irish kiss and the tender feel on his hand caressing and hi fingers penetrating he just stopped and ask about her day he listened to her and then volunteered a summary of his day. Then everything went routinely to dinner and then she decided to make her move. Their conversation was light, but she mentioned that Saturday she wanted to get some plants for the flower bed. Sir replied. "That sounds good we can work outside together on that." She replied "Yea like that will happen." It was a particularly sarcastic remark. She knew one of their agreements was to not be sarcastic toward each other toward general events, but not towards each other sarcasm comes from two Greek words sarcus meaning flesh and casum meaning hole translating to put a hole in someone's flesh. She immediately saw the displeasure flash through his eyes and though she disliked being displeasing to him she wanted attention and she was determined to get it. Sir said. "I always help you outside so you don't strand your back." She responded "Well there is help and there is help." She delivered that with her best sarcastic tone and followed it with her most sarcastic look see had in her repertoire He issued a warning. "You seem to be cruising for a bruising." She thought she would get what she wanted with this next response. She replied with sarcastic tone and all. "Well Sir, do you think you can do anything about it." He sprung from his chair and had a tight hold on her wrist. She was jolted to her feet and she tried to keep up as he pulled her along to the bedroom almost like one motion he sat on the bed pulled her over his knee. He said. "You need this I think you are getting the idea that because you have great skills as my whore. That will allow you to be disrespectful." It began she did not even noticed that he picked up the punishment paddle while he was pulling her to the bedroom when it was a pleasure spanking he used his hand. Even so she knew it with the first spank. She automatically responded. "OUCH GOD I am sorry Sir!" The paddle stuck again and again. She cried and screamed. "You better stop I am going to hit with a baseball bat in your sleep." The spanks only increased and her ass felt like it was on fire. Sir said. "Maybe next time you think about this before being disrespectful." Her endurance was gone she very quietly said. "Please forgive me Sir I cannot take anymore." He let her up and cuddled her on his lap and said. "I do forgive, but your punishment is not finished." She whimpered. "Oh Sir I just wanted your attention I have been wanting you all day, please do not spank me anymore. You know I am your whore and you told me I pleased you." She did need to adjust to that title as most women she was raised to have a very negative connotation of the words Whore and Slut, But as Sir told words are what we want them to mean. Whore and Slut are terms that describe a woman who is either oversexed or very good at sex because of her desire for it or enthusiasm for it. Sir went on explaining that the difference that makes it a bad thing is which are you? An everybody's or a somebody's. She felt good about it after that because he was complimenting her skill and sexiness. She had no reason to doubt him, So when he said it she automatically translated it in her mind to you are the sexiness and best woman I have ever been with in my life. She knew it was true because she was determined to be and she felt an essential part of the relationship was that she drop any and all walls to him. She made sure she completely gave herself to him because she never wanted to be concerned about that tempting him. Men seek many different things in a woman they want a friend, a romantic lover, a caregiver, and they want a total whore, so she was going to be all of them it really was all part of her she just let him see all of those women in her. She was happy that she satisfied his needs she did not want to share him ever she was his and Sir was her Sir. He said. "I have been much occupied recently and I have not been doing my duties towards you. However you still need to be punished more you were very disrespectful." Then he stood up and got out of their cabinet some rope he pointed to the bed she got on it right away he started at her ankle then bringing it to the back of her thigh then he wrapped and wrapped until that entire piece of rope was used. He did the same to her other leg and then tied then to the bedposts at the foot of the back so she was completely vulnerable her legs spread wide apart. Then he tied her hands and stretched them over her head and tied them to the headboard. He then smiled went to their cabinet again and got a powerful vibrator he plugged it in and turned it on it hummed very loudly. He also go a dildo from the cabinet. It all started so sweetly him kissing her and then sucking on her tits then down to her thighs with his tongue making in many patterns each one missing her cunt. She was becoming aroused she had never been tied this way before and since it was new to her she felt excited by it. So after this he started to use the vibrator on her everywhere from her tits to the lips of her cunt and even touched her anally sending chills and little electric shocks through her body, but just as she felt the building of an orgasm he took it away. Damn she thought he is the biggest tease I have ever known, but because he teases me it builds the best most lost control orgasms ever. Then he said. "Are you my sub and my whore or not?" She was breathing heavily and said. "Yes Sir I want to be your sub. I am your whore I gave you all of me." As she listened to herself she remembered how this would have felt humiliating in her past, but she had no such prideful distinctions anymore. When he would have her masturbate for him it was something he specified from the beginning whenever he wanted her to masturbate she would in front of him. This was very personal and would make any woman feel extremely vulnerable. He understood and that was one of the reasons he wanted her to understand this would be required, because it was her giving her to him and because it is so personal all her other walls seemed to crumble. Yes this is a lifestyle that is very sexual, but because of this that is why the relationship that develops is so much deeper and closer between them. Her pride of the past was replaced now she was proud of how proud he was that she was his. She was proud she knew she was his and because she gave herself so unselfishly it bond them and he gave back just as openly letting down all his walls too. He smiled and replied to her. "I am so proud of you my sweet precious whore, but you must be punished." Then he slipped his two middle fingers inside her and worked them in and out she was so wet she had lubricated herself with her own juices. Then he touched her nipples with the vibrator and slowly drew it down her body to her cunt. She asked. "Sir please may I cum I need to, I want to cum very hard for you." He replied by taking the vibrator away and gently stroking her forehead kissing her and saying. "Well my most precious of all if you have really learned your lesson when you need my attention do not provoke and disrespect me. Just ask me." His mouth was on her's when she said. "Yes sir I have learned my lesson not to disrespect you and provoke you may I cum for you sir?" He answered again by starting his fingers fucking her again and putting the vibrator on her cunt again. He kissed her very passionately and said. "Well my whore if you have learned your lesson you may cum hard for me." She was panting her hair was stuck to her forward with sweat she felt the muscles in her cunt contracting. He pulled his fingers out she squited her orgasm rolled through her body like a tidal wave. Completely washing over her muscles twitched spam and endorphins wash through her. She screamed out. Yes fuck yes I am your fucking whore I want to give everything to you Sir." When her muscles stopped twitching and stopped their spasms. She started to relax he put the vibrator back on her cunt. She tried to pull away she tried to close her legs, but she could do nothing the sensitivity she felt was almost painful. Slowly the sensitivity that felt almost painful disappeared and slowly became sweeter more pleasurable. Was she? Yes she was building and going to cum again. She said. "Sir you are going to make me cum again oh Sir I will cum even harder for you this time." He said. "Yes my sweet slut cum for me cum hard for me." She could barely believe it, but her orgasm was back stronger than the last. She cried out. "OH Sir yes fuck yes I am your slut I am going to cum so hard for you Sir." Again her body was out of her control she had some many powerful sensations at the same time she could not completely take it all in. When she finished she looked at him she saw the smile and was filled with pride. He said to her. "Oh my baby you did so well you are the best I have ever known in my life. Every time you tell me your are mine every time you cum for me it is an act of love and I want you always." He released her hands and arms slowly untied her legs and picked her up from the bed kissed her. HE was so gentle. Then she said. "Aren't you going to take please I want you to Sir." He set her back down on the bed and she got into one of his favorite positions on all fours and then rocking back to the position where her tits laid on her knees. This way she let herself be physically vulnerable she was giving herself to him. He smiled again with pride in her and caring. Then he said. "That is good sub very good, but I want to kiss you while I am in you she rolled over so happy because he wanted to kiss her and watch her while she was in ecstasy, she naturally learned that he would want her legs high and spread and then he would put his shoulders against the calf's of her legs and he entered her this position caused her hips to roll up to meet him. He started and he kissed her slowly at first on her lips her neck her cheeks. The kisses came more rapidly and with more passion her orgasm was building, but it was different so connected to her feelings she held him tightly and he tightened a already strong hug around her. It went on and on finally they came and he kissed her told her how well she did and when he was on his back she went to his cock and took him in her mouth sucking and drinking it all in their combined juices was satisfying as some how restating what they just did and that she pleased him so when she finished he got up and went to the bathroom. He started the water for a bath. When he came back to her he said my sweet baby we are going to take a bath together and I will wash your back and you can wash mine. After the bath while she was drying herself off he picked her up carried her to bed and so gently put her in the bed and laid down next to her. She was reliving it all in her mind so peacefully on her favorite chair smelling all the scents of autumn and thinking that she could never explain it to anyone because it was hers and his alone. There was something solemn and sacred about it it was theirs and no one else's ever. She smiled and thought why would I even want to explain it to anyone. I am happy and I am his only his. He is all mine and I will always give him all of me from the romantic lover to the hot wild whore and always we are something together we could not ever be alone. Most of all she knew her submission whether some action or sexual was really about saying to Sir I am yours and expressing love on the most committed and beautiful level. Their Deep Love Ch. 03 How he sees it When he came in the door the war that is life fell off him and he saw her naked except for one of his T-shirts that she wore. She was in perfect position he went to her she could feel his attention like a warm breeze caressing her she had missed it all day. His command rise was quickly obeyed she loved this part of the day when he would Kiss her and she would feel his arms around her. His usual procedure was to take inventory as he would say caressing her tits. His hands would then drift to her ass and squeeze the cheeks igniting a warm wet flow to her cunt when his hand came around from her ass to her cunt she moaned slightly at his touch Just think this woman he met a short time ago who had bigger and stronger wall s then China. She had built them with her heartbreaks and use anger and rejection as her mortar. She was fairly hard somewhat defiant and yet her inner self knew she wanted to be a sub she just wanted a Dom with the same set of goals in mind, but she tried to be hard he knew she was a romantic tender hearted woman that ached to be herself. She needed to find trust in a Dom that she could surrender to without worry about a sex only relationship, without worry that she would continue to wilt as she had been doing with the other fools in her life she needed his attention as much as any flower needs the sun, she needed a Dom that her surrender and submission would be his greatest treasure she would be with a Dom that used varied methods to discipline her, but did so to teach her where she fit in her life with him. His goal was to instruct her on the requirements and when she achieved them her Sir was proud of her and made that known she felt an inner joyful sensation run through her the other men in her life were such assholes looking back now she wondered how she was ever involved with them, but when she would sit on his lap and just let it out running through her experiences he told her it was perfectly normal you wanted closeness with a man as I have with a woman, but sometimes we settled because we wanted it so much. This was not something to regret for each asshole brought her closer to her choose of him he understood her as much as anyone had and he wanted to somewhere inside she felt she was not alone anymore. He realize every bit of this too he was more at peace happy and content than ever before because she fit the wounds of his heart were all covered by her heart joining his. This might sound strange to people who if they were inside their world would see him spank her like so was a child, they would see him command her to masturbate on the spot sometimes she got to finish, but mostly as she told him she was close he would command her to stop again and again. The outsider would see humiliation, but her submission was the greatest way a woman could proclaim to a man here in me is this love I give it and me to you. What he saw was a beautiful woman that was the essence of completion for what is a Dom without a submissive his attention and somewhat difficult methods of disciplining her were tough, but as with all submissive she could leave anytime she wanted, but what the outsider didn't see is her feeling fulfillment and her completion with him. Yes she was resistive and frightened would this turnout bad with a betrayal of her feelings, but from him there was understanding for his heart was a male mirror image of her own. She had difficult times in her life one of the first things he said to her was if you ask me to be your Dom my promise you will never be put out with nowhere to go. I will always consider that my responsibility even if you decide to withdraw and leave me. Looking back on it now with the peace and yes real love she felt she was never going to ask to go. They both couldn't because in this short time what was a frightened angry woman and him which was a frightened man concerned was she going to get close just to pull away like they others emotionally feeling like a bandage applied to a wound and ripped away reopening the wound he experienced that but her true tenderness and quiet submission filled his voids in his spirit. This is the kind of romance all others dream about and women if they knew her inner life with him would scorn and scold her yet they themselves if they could feel her peace and joy would beg on their knees for a love like she owned and earned from her Dom and his peace and pure untarnished sheer joy with her was equally something for other men to envy. She was someone to talk with she was someone that appreciated him, she was someone who could fuck him better than any woman had ever done her inner slut burst out of her every time they had their private intimate moments. She was SOMEONE HE COULD TRUST she was a real lover and woman not a selfish self centered bitch or one of the many young trainees sent to him because their rich master wanted them trained, but they did not want to invest the time. Whether they were the mate made for them before the beginning of time or whether their life's heartbreaks sculpted them to be a match that fit. It did not matter what mattered was they were each other's now and she had just about dropped every wall to him there was nothing he could ask that would not be her joy and there was nothing he could do except be swept away by the flood waters of her devotion and love. She was more woman than all the sluts he ever had put together this was a woman that he could talk to and plan things she understood his humor and she had a good sense of humor herself. She cared about him and for him. She was all this and more although she often felt in her life she was never thought of as a woman, but just some meat to be fucked. Still she was a woman and she enjoyed letting her inner slut out she had dropped more walls in their sex life than anywhere else, but as she did her other walls crumbled as well it is hard to scream please finish me, fuck my cunt and not be able to tell him about some inner feeling. She also found him inventive she as frightened to death one night when he asked her if she ever fantasized about getting fucked hard in both her holes this was a boundary and a hard limit he would never share her and then he explained because I want to make your fantasies come true as much as possible her heart was in her throat. She thought has he betrayed me this man that I have given everything to. She was about to explode when he said in our next session I will strap on a dildo just above my cock and if I fuck you bent over your ass gets the dildo your cunt gats my cock if you want it with your legs on my shoulders your cunt gets the dildo and your ass gets my cock she asked please sir fuck your dirty fucking whore bent over with two cocks. He was always being inventive to keep the session from being boring there were some requirements he would deny her orgasm several times until she completely broke down begging to let his dirty fucking whore cum and then he would bring her to two at least before his finish he always seemed to enjoy her Cumming almost as much as his own orgasm. She was inventive too one day that she was off and he was out she set up the camera and taped herself masturbating with a toy and talking like his dirty fucking whore saying how much she wanted him. She knew she needed to be wanted and needed and loved, but so did he they both expressed it in a way that sank into her heart. She also learned spankings can make her cum, but when she has broke a rule there is trouble he spanks her to purely punish and she cries in the middle and gets angry and lets it all out telling him to stop or she will get him back that she is going to fight him when she gets up, but as he asks do you hear me know she gets to the stage of whimpering and she has all her anger drained out of her and she tells him respectfully she is sorry and she will do better and that she is his and she knows this What he must do for her she has a deep inner need for his discipline as he told her long ago? It had not been so long ago he told her you need to worry more if I spank you less because only someone that cares will discipline you. She smiled as she shared her thoughts with him before she snuggled to his chest and slept feeling totally safe and protected he said maybe I should call you Alice because the way you feel your life has changed you sound like you have fallen down the rabbit hole. His thoughts were how lucky he had been because her coming into his life saved him when his soul and heart were next dead and then she came into his life and transformed it every bit as much as she expressed her life was changed by him. He was feeling all the old wounds and the broken back and broken neck it all was slowing him down now like Adam he had a companion she walked with him every day he dropped ten more pounds weight was coming off much slower before. He ate better and just was so happy he was overwhelmed with her surrender and her gift of love of herself to him. When he thought about all the ugly parts of his life past betraying lying Bitches and his war experiences and his childhood a nightmare that Stephen king would get scared about and she and her surrender and love was like an unbelievable change love made him lighter in spirit he was at peace because of her healing love. Strange it may seem in a story like this, but he Thanked God for this woman, her surrender, and their love that was more than she and he could have ever expected. Final word she found in him an honorable man a sanctuary and He found in her a precious delicate flower too beautiful to let it perish from the Earth a true masterpiece of God's her tender vulnerable heart and there was tremendous contrast in her with that vulnerable spirit that had been abused in the past there was also a volcano a sea of molten passion desire and lust that was building up in her that she desperately wanted to pour out into a relationship that would be a love that would be honored even in Heaven. When they found each other they found the one and when she submitted completely to him she found an ocean of love returned to her something she always wanted, but had never found except in books, movies, Art, history, and music and she found safety to be herself. He found peace a woman he could depend on her loyalty and love it was as firm and strong as his honor and he found a true mate. Their Deep Love Ch. 04 She came to the decision to leave her house was in another state he told her to sell it and put the money away for herself, but she did not want to give it up and commit to her Dom she also had a son living in the other state. She felt not completely secure. She returned for a long weekend because she was crazy missing him and the sex enjoyment. One day they went to the local mall they ran into Jennifer she was a team mate on his daughter's team in high school she called him coach she asked if she and her husband could have coffee with them they went to a cafe and sat down together she was anxious because she was leaving in two days. Jennifer could see she was in pain and asked if they could talk separately at another table. When she and Jennifer sat down she almost started to cry she said she was so unhappy because she could not stay with him. Jennifer said you are a fool! She said you do not understand I will be giving up all my security. Jennifer said I am so glad coach trained me when one of those trophy whores was here. What? She said. Jennifer said I will tell you all of it. Jennifer began first me and mike have three kids we were considering divorce when one day we ran into coach it was here and we sat down and talked it all came out coach said he was training very wealthy men's trophy whores He gave a two week course to them and they paid him well. He said you may not understand this, but it is a different way to live with each other and I think it would help you two. We asked questions coach said it is based on the fact that the sexual relationship is supposed to be exclusive to a man and woman and that the complete surrender of a woman to her man sexually brings them closer together than any other relationship because sexual desires and feelings are the most sensitive we are most guarded about them and when we expose a desire to each other we fear more than anything we will be rejected. Because this relationship is based on complete sexual surrender by the woman all other barriers drop completely you share feelings, thoughts, desires you have kept locked up inside forever. So you become closer. He gives you the security that he will always protect you up to and including dying to protect you what does the bible say no greater love is there that one man would lay down his life for you. Also you give yourself security by becoming his greatest pleasure. Every thing Mike comes home I build him up instead of tearing him down American women want their husbands to care for them and be successful let's face it we want to be proud of them, but most tear their husbands down with ridicule and nagging and then we wonder why we have such a high divorce rate. But I encourage and build Mike up all the time in the world he has to compete and face enemies that will always be willing to tear him down, but when he comes home to me I make a haven for him so he can relax and refresh himself he goes out everyday better able to compete and be successful what I want because I am totally subservient to my husband. Well we decide to try it so we went to coaches house first he said we could never say anything about the woman's identity digression was part of what they were paying him for and he did not fuck them so when we arrived he explained that for being there and being trained I would have to part on a strap on some times and fuck this whore. I came with Mike and we wrote down our goals like expectations of each other our rules we wanted each other to follow coach helped us with some to help us keep in our every day lives to maintain our positions him Dominant me submissive. What were the best ways to reward me and what was the most effective way to discipline me. I was not too sure at first, but coach took charge he told mike that my cunt ass mouth were Mike's property and he would respect that, but that when it was required during training I would be fucked by the whore with a strap on. You see so much is symbolic as well as having a practical purpose my cunt is always free of any hair I remove it to keep any barriers from the cock I serve my husband Mike I always refer to him as Sir to show my submission to his position of dominance over me all this elevates my man and he is all the better man lover provider, and protector for it. So who benefits more he who is so happy being for filled as a man or me who is for filled as a woman. I saw you two when you first got together you were in love deeply, but as time went on you found fault with him and instead of accepting him as he accepted you and your flaws you magnified them and made them an obstacle between you and him between you and happiness. Face facts you are a natural whore more than any other woman I have ever seen he is your answer to get off this sick carousel of find a man find him to be perfect then find fault and end the relationship. She said but if I don't end they might. Then Jennifer retorted your afraid of not having security, but your commitment and skills in being his submissive are your security. You have a son, but he has never interfered with you seeing your son and you have a house so sell it you cannot live in both his house and yours put the money in your retirement account and get on with your life with him and being happy for once don't sabotage your happiness he is the perfect man for you yes like everyone he has flaws, but no one else has his skills to rock your world the way he can. You want that be happy and go with it surrender and commit stop the madness of doing the same pattern over and over again only to destroy self-destruct your happiness. She could not find the strength to surrender and so she left behind her best chance for happiness and real love with someone that knew her and her secrets and accepted her and saw what everyone from her family to her list of lovers husbands and others found to be terrible unacceptable flaws he saw as attributes to develop to become an asset to her and their relationship. Life was a tragic waste would she realize in time her foolishness and surrender and give her ultimate gift to him her submission? Only the future holds the answer, but if she returned she was surely going to experience the most arousing sexual experience of her life and with true surrender and commitment she would finally obtain that elusive true happiness she had chased and never caught her entire life.