2 comments/ 23163 views/ 5 favorites Lee's Submission By: celtic_rose6 My name is Lee and I am going to be honest with you. I am a big girl. In fact, most would probably use worse words to describe me. The thing is that I am comfortable with who and what I am. I have been dating this guy for a while. His name is Michael. He is a good guy but he just seems reluctant to make the first move. I mean, come on! We have been dating several weeks and we have only kissed. I've tried to make it obvious I am willing to go further without screaming at him "Fuck me!" If you can't tell, it has been a while since I've had someone to play with that didn't come with batteries. There are times when I think Michael wants more from our relationship. It is almost like he wants to talk to me about something. Then again, I could be imagining it. I get off work and head home. I am tired and hungry and I just really don't want to talk to anyone. I just want to get home, eat some junk food, and crawl into bed. It hadn't been a good day at work. I get home and turn the lights on. Strike that. I tried to turn the lights on. They wouldn't work. It was the perfect end to the perfect day. Suddenly, hands are on me, forcing my arms behind me and tying my hands together. I draw in breath to scream and a gag is forced into my mouth. A blindfold goes over my eyes. I start struggling but the arms that hold me are too strong. I can't escape. I am forced through my house and into my bedroom. My screams echo inside my head with no way to escape. This can't be happening to me! Not to me and not in my own house! I am pushed onto my bed hard enough for me to bounce. Everything is happening so fast. My legs are spread wide and tied to something hard. My hands are released and quickly tied again. This time they are stretched above my head. I try to struggle but I am bound too tightly. I feel lips press against my ear and I hear a voice say "Shhhh... It's just me, Lee. It's Michael. I know you trusted me before this and I hope you will trust me after. I know right now you are scared but it's okay. I promise not to do anything you don't want me to. Do you believe me?" My whole body is shaking. I had no idea he could be like this. As soon as I knew who it was, I became so turned on I could barely think. Now he was asking me a question! I nod my head because I do believe he wouldn't hurt me. He continues to speak. "Good, Lee. Now, you have been giving me all kinds of signals letting me know you want me. Isn't that true?" I nod again. "Honesty. Very good. I don't follow where others lead. I'm sure you've gotten that already. I want to show you how it will be with me. It isn't something I can explain well. You have to experience it. I promise no serious harm will come to you. Do you understand, Lee?" I am still shaking and my pussy has gotten wetter the more Michael has talked. I don't think I have ever been this turned on without anything happening. I know I have to see this through. I need to do this. I nod my head again. "Very good, Lee. This is your one chance to stop this from happening. Shake your head no now, Lee, if you want me to stop. I will untie you and there will be no recriminations. I promise this also. Do you want me to continue, Lee?" I have already made my decision. I nod my head yes and moan as best I can with a gag in my mouth. I hear him laugh and he says, "That is exactly what I hoped for, Lee. You will hear nothing else from me until I completely untie you. I will remove the gag though. I want to hear your moans and even your screams. No talking though. If you talk, the gag goes back on." I nod my understanding. The gag is removed. I stretch my mouth. It had begun to ache from the gag. I feel his hands begin removing my clothing. I wonder how he will accomplish this since I am tied up. Then I hear the unmistakable sound of scissors. I want to protest! I want to scream! I do nothing though. I know if I say anything the gag will be replaced and he will continue doing this. I promise myself that Michael will be buying me a new outfit in the near future. Pretty soon, all of my clothes are in tatters and they are removed. I hear Michael move away from the bed. A match is lit and I smell the sulphur. He moves around the room. It sounds like he is gathering things. I have no idea what he has planned. The anticipation has my pussy leaking onto my thighs. His hands are back on my body, lightly touching my legs. His hands move to my pussy. I try to push my pussy closer to his hands but I am tied too tightly. His hands move to my asshole. Suddenly, there is a finger inside my ass. I wasn't expecting this! I bite down on a protest knowing I have already given my consent to this. I can feel the finger moving easily back and forth. Michael must have used lube. It doesn't hurt like I expected it to. The finger is joined by another. They continue thrusting into my ass. There is a burning sensation now but again not as bad as I expected. It begins to feel good actually. Michael fits another finger into my asshole. I am moaning at this point. This is feeling fantastic. The fingers are removed and I moan in protest. I want them back! There is more pressure applied. This time is hard and unforgiving. It has to be an anal plug! It is inserted. I moan, not sure if I want this or not. I feel Michael's hands near my feet and suddenly my legs begin to spread further apart. My legs begin to ache when he finally stops the spread. I hear Michael bringing things to the bed. I feel a towel being tucked under my ass. His hands are on my pussy again. I feel something sharp scrape the skin around my pussy. My skin is scraped again and again and I realize he is shaving me. I have shaved myself in the past but this is so intimate! I moan from the sensations that are coursing through me. He makes sure to get every bit of hair. I feel the cool air of the room ghost across my bare skin. Michael removes his things from the bed. He moves about the room again. Even behind the blindfold, I can tell the light in the room is changing. I lay there and try to understand what is going on. Suddenly, a sharp burning pain on my bare pussy! I scream. More burning pain scattered across my stomach. I am afraid of where the pain will hit next, not knowing what is causing the pain. Then, the worst pain imaginable. My nipples! More pain on my breasts and then back on my pussy. One hand spreads my pussy lips. I am crying. Pain erupts around my hole. I feel a finger exposing my clit. I try to brace myself, dreading what is about to happen. He just plays with my clit. The pleasure begins to build again, mixing with the pain. I start to relax. I scream again as the pain covers my clit and explodes in my body. I must have blacked out from the pain. I come to a little later to find Michael peeling bits from my skin. With the smell of smoke in the air, I realize he had dripped candle wax on my bare skin. I begin cursing at him. I can't believe he did this to me. Michael walks away from the bed. He returns and the gag is replaced. My curses and screams are trapped once again in my head. His fingers go back to peeling wax from my body, this time from my breasts. Before I even realize what is going to happen, the wax is ripped off both nipples. I'm crying & sobbing at this point. My throat hurts from all my screaming. I feel his hand move to my pussy. I shudder, knowing I can do nothing. The bits of wax are peeled from my pussy lips. Then Michael rips the wax from my hole. I feel pain all over my body. The strangest thing is that my pussy is still wet. I think it is even wetter than when this whole experience started! I feel Michael's finger on my clit. I'm terrified of the pain I know I am about to feel. The finger just plays with my clit through the wax. I try to stay braced but soon I feel pleasure from the finger. The wax is immediately ripped off. I lay there sobbing from the pain. Goosebumps break out across my skin. I try to remain calm even though I know more pain is coming. I hear Michael bring more objects to the bed. I can't help but wonder what he has in store for me next. Suddenly, I feel softness touch my breasts. I gasp from unexpected pleasure. I don't know what he is using but it feels wonderful after the wax. He runs this all over my body. He caresses my arms and my sides. The inside of my thighs get attention as does my feet. I hear myself moaning. Michael touches everywhere but where I need him most. My nipples are aching at this point. They were hard from the coolness of the room and from my arousal. He plays around my breasts again. The softness moves closer then farther away from my nipples. Yes! The softness reaches my nipples and I gasp from the pleasure. Michael touches and teases them and watches my nipples get even harder. My pussy is so wet. I am so turned on at this point. One touch on my clit would get me off. The softness goes away. Something a little harsher is applied but there is only pleasure from it. Michael gently scrapes my skin with this new tool. It just makes my skin more sensitive. I am continuously moaning at this point. My skin feels like it is on fire. He touches every bit of my skin he can get to. My inner thighs, my arms, nothing is spared. He leaves my nipples for last. My nipples seem to get even harder. I am writhing as much as I can in the binds, moaning and gasping with every touch. I want a harsher touch on my nipples. Something, anything on my nipples! Michael's fingers touch my nipple and begin to pinch it. It is wonderful and exactly what I needed. He pinches harder and I moan even louder. His fingers are removed and my nipple is immediately crushed by something. I scream behind the gag. He pinches my other nipple and clamps it as well. I scream again in pain. There is no let up from this pain. The burning faded after a bit. Not this! I feel his finger again at my clit, just rubbing. Not again! The pleasure increases yet again, helping the pain fade a little. The pain in my breasts slowly becomes more manageable. I try to fight it but I can't. The pain in my nipples seems to add to the pleasure somehow. Michael continues to tease my clit. I begin moaning again. The finger moves away. I want him to continue to play with my clit. Just a little more and I would cum. Please, Michael! I feel another touch at my clit. It feels strange, not like his finger. Then, the clamp closes on my clit. I can barely scream at this point but I try. I lay there trying to deal with this newest pain. It is the worst so far. I am panting, trying to catch my breath. Michael brings the softness back, moving along my skin... over my clamped nipples, down my legs and back again. The pain is bearable at this point. The softness helps to distract me. He removes the softness. The something harsher is back following the path laid by the softness. I'm beginning to moan again. The pain from my nipples and clit merges with the pleasure. My whole body feels on fire. I have never felt anything like this before. The something harsher is removed. Pain still radiates from my nipples and clit but it adds to the sensations coursing through me. I hear a swishing sound and pain erupts on my stomach. Michael hit me with something! I scream again. I smell leather in the air. Before I can figure it out, more pain on my upper thigh. He begins to hit me all over my body with this thing. Stomach, arms, the soles of my feet... nothing is spared except for my breasts and pussy. Michael gets close but never actually hits me there. Pain radiates from all over my body. There is no end or beginning to it. There is so much pleasure mixed with the pain. I don't understand why but I am also turned on beyond belief. When Michael hits close to my pussy, I hear a wet slap from the juices pouring from my cunt. He pauses and then strikes my breast. He focuses on my breasts now, hitting one right after the other. All I can do is moan. "Please!" echoes continuously in my head. I don't even know what I am begging for at this point. The hits keep coming. One strike knocks a clamp off. My nipple explodes in renewed pain. He focuses on the other breast and knocks that clamp off. The feeling rushes back into my nipples. I am lost at this point. Michael focuses on my pussy. Hitting my pussy over and over again. My legs are spread wide enough that my lips are open. He doesn't stop. Whap! Whap! Whap! The clamp on my clit gets knocked off. I start cumming. He continues to strike my pussy. I have another orgasm and then another. I shake and shudder so much the bed moves. He stopped hitting me at some point. I am crying from all the sensations. I start calming down and try to catch my breath. The gag is removed. I feel his hands untie my hands and legs. Hands rubbing my arms and legs to get the circulation moving again. The blindfold comes off. I blink in the low light and try to focus. I see Michael standing above me with a very smug grin on his face. "Michael! You bastard! Oh my god... thank you." He leans down and kisses me deeply. Lee's Submission Ch. 02 Michael completely surprised me. He was so much more than anyone I had ever encountered. He taught me things about my body in our first time that I had never known. After he untied me and I came down from the clouds, Michael tended to me. He made sure I was comfortable and warm under the covers. He undressed and joined me in the bed. Michael held me close and we talked about what had happened. Michael told me some of the reasons behind his being like that. I found myself learning about a new lifestyle and new terminology during that conversation. I won't bore you with the details but I do want to share something Michael told me. He said that he knew that I could be a great submissive. I asked him what he meant by that. He told me that I had a certain strength about me that all good subs have. I was surprised to hear that. I had never really considered myself a submissive. I am independent and certainly capable of taking care of myself. At work, I am in charge of my department and supervise the employees in my department. He explained it further and I began to realize that he might be right. I told Michael I would like to know more about being a submissive and what he expected of me as such. He just laughed and said that was a conversation for later. Michael leaned close and began to kiss my lips. He was so very gentle. This was a complete reversal from earlier. I was a little confused but I soon got caught up in the kiss. I began to want more from Michael. I tried to deepen the kiss and even licked at his lips. He quickly pulled back and chuckled. "Just enjoy this, Lee. You really don't have to control everything." He gave me a quick smile and went back to kissing me. Once again, I let Michael lead. He smiled again when he felt me relax. Gentle kisses fell onto my face. When he kissed the tip of my nose, I couldn't help but smile. Michael slowly moved down my body, kissing every mark he had placed on me. The light pink circles from the candle wax received a quick kiss. Scratches were licked and welts were nibbled on. My nipples were still sore from the wax and the clamps. Michael paid special attention to them by sucking them into his warm mouth. I had to moan and gasp when he bit down on them. I felt a jolt go straight to my clit. He continued his kissing and licking further down my body. My skin was tingling everywhere he had touched and my pussy was soaked. He reached my legs and found several scratches that needed attention. Kisses and nibbles spread down my legs. I saw him begin to move back up my body and his focus was on my pussy. I knew he could see how turned on I was. He bent my knees and spread my legs apart. I could feel his breath on my bare pussy and it made me moan. Michael kissed along my thighs, all the time moving closer to my pussy. My moaning was almost constant at this point. I needed to feel his mouth and tongue on my clit and his fingers inside me. I gasped "Please, Michael!" I heard him chuckle and then I felt his tongue licking along my slit. I almost came just from that! His tongue continued licking slowly along my slit, from my ass up to my clit. My head was thrashing about and I had a death grip on the bed sheets. On one pass, he paused his tongue just over my clit and flicked his tongue at it a couple of times. I moved my hips closer to him trying to get a harder touch on my clit. He pulled back quickly and began to kiss my thighs again. I moaned in disappointment. Suddenly, I felt his fingers on my pussy. They ghosted over my clit and moved a little further down. Michael teased me for a moment before pushing two fingers inside me. He began a slow thrusting with them. I tried to spread my legs further apart and thrust my hips back at him. He stopped his hand and in a harsh voice said, "Stay still!" I quickly nodded and gasped "Yes Sir." Michael started slowly thrusting his fingers into me. It was so hard for me to be still. I was so close! I felt his tongue on my clit again. Licking, playing with it... making me moan loudly. He pulled his fingers out of me and I wanted to cry. I felt them move further down to my asshole. Michael was laughing even while playing with my clit. His fingers touched the butt plug that was still inside me and it began vibrating! His fingers returned to fucking my pussy but now there were three. He thrust them quickly in and out. I felt more pressure on my clit and suddenly, Michael bit down on my clit. I screamed and my orgasm rushed through me. Michael moved back up my body and began kissing me deeply. I could feel his cock at my pussy. I grabbed his ass and pulled him towards me, wanting.... needing his cock in me. I felt his muscles tense and he plunged into me. I screamed again in pleasure. Michael started fucking me hard. There was no build up. He needed to get off and quick. I had already cum and was moving fast to another one. He grabbed my hands and held them over my head. I was trapped and there was nowhere else I wanted to be. Michael bit at my breasts. Each pain bringing me closer to the edge. He captured my nipple in his teeth and bit down. I screamed again as another orgasm hit. Michael thrust even harder for a moment. He yelled as he came and collapsed on me. We both laid there and enjoyed the sensations running through us. After several minutes, Michael lifted his head and smiled at me. I smiled back and met him halfway for a kiss. My head fell back to the pillow. Michael reached down and turned the vibrating plug off but left it in me. He moved over to my side and pulled me to him. I felt Michael sigh and heard him say "Good night, Lee." I looked at him and said "Good night Sir." I could see the satisfaction in his eyes and knew mine showed the same. We both drifted off to sleep. Lee's Submission Ch. 03 Pt. 01 Things had been moving along with Michael. He's sweet and caring at times and at others enigmatic and controlling. I enjoy both sides of his personality and I have enjoyed learning about myself in the process. Comments that might have once made me angry or defensive now elicit a different kind of response. I hear "that" tone in his voice, no matter what he says to me, and my pussy immediately begins to get wet. Michael often sends me instructions by email for an evening together while I am at work. He knows just the thought of what might happen later will have me horny all day. It is very difficult to concentrate on work when all I want to do is go into the bathroom and play with my pussy until I cum. I can't though. I am under strict orders not to play with myself or cum unless he has given me permission. This is incredibly hard for me! I do my best though and Michael rewards me often. A few weeks have passed since that first night. We both work so finding time to be together has been difficult. Lately, Michael has been talking about camping. The weather has been getting warmer. There are flowers blooming and the birds are coming back. I can understand how he feels. I've been getting the itch to spend more time outdoors too. I wouldn't mind camping for a little bit. Although, I would prefer a comfortable bed to sleep on and a decent cup of coffee while doing it. I had a three day weekend coming up soon and I was looking forward to it. I had some projects to work on around my place. I wanted to get some flowers planted and get my birdfeeders back outside. Michael had told me he needed to work so I knew playtime was not in the cards for us. I was certainly disappointed but I understood too. There have been times when my job has gotten in the way of us. So, I made plans for a quiet weekend at home getting to know my yard a little better. I arrived home to find a surprise. Michael was parked outside my house and was standing by his truck. I had given him a key a while back so he usually just lets himself into the house. He met me at my car. I had just gotten out and was trying to gather my stuff up so I could make it inside with only one trip. He stopped me by holding my hands. Then, he leaned in and kissed me. Michael pulled away, smiled, and said "Hello Lee." I was becoming quite curious and suspicious but I just smiled back. I was just glad to see him. Michael asked if there was anything in my car that needed to be removed immediately. I thought about it. Paperwork and the week's dry cleaning were the only things I needed to take inside. "No. Not that I can think of. Why? What is going on, Michael?" I said. The curiosity and suspicion were gaining strength. Michael just smiled and told me to come with him. My first thought was that he had planned a surprise date for us. Then I got a good look at what he was wearing. He had certainly dressed down if we were going out. Michael had on a pair of jeans and a long-sleeved t-shirt along with his favorite pair of boots. I just looked at him for a moment trying to process what was going on. Michael made the choice for me by taking my keys from my hand, grabbing my purse from the car, and locking the car. He grabbed my hand and started walking back to his truck. I started to protest! I was still in my work clothes. I definitely wasn't dressed for whatever he had in mind. Plus, I had been looking forward to getting out of them and into something comfy as soon as I got home. Michael ignored my complaints. I guess getting comfortable wasn't in the cards anymore. We reached his truck and he helped me get in. My purse, he casually tossed onto the seat behind mine. I really liked Michael's truck. It was an extended cab so there was lots of wiggle room. I started getting comfortable. I knew that Michael had a plan and he wasn't going to share it with me until he was ready. I might as well enjoy the ride. Michael climbed in behind the steering wheel. He looked over at me and my resignation must have shown on my face. He laughed gently and dropped a quick kiss on my lips. "Good girl. It will be good, Lee. I promise." He started the truck and we were off on whatever adventure he had planned. An hour later... I was fidgeting. I know I was doing it but I couldn't stop. I was going from anticipating what Michael had planned to dreading it and back again. Back and forth... it was making me dizzy. What sort of adventure takes an hour to get to!?! And he was still driving. I kept glancing at Michael, hoping to get an inkling of what was going on. He knew I was doing it. Every so often, I would catch him with a smile on his face. I believe he was enjoying my uncertainty. Screw that, I know he was enjoying it. We had talked as we started the drive. I had filled him in on what had happened at work. He updated me on what he had been doing. It was a good conversation but it also distracted me from seeing where we were going. Now, I had no idea where we were. We could be in Timbuktu for all I knew... that is if Timbuktu was an hour from my house. After another twenty minutes or so of driving, Michael pulled onto this almost hidden dirt road. He kept driving though he had slowed down. There were low hanging branches that hit the top of the truck as we went along. I was getting nervous. Where were we? No one else knew I had gone with Michael. Everyone at work thought I was spending a quiet weekend at home playing in the dirt. I trusted Michael and he had never given me a reason to distrust him. However, this situation was making me very nervous. He continued driving along the dirt road. We went around a sharp curve and a small log cabin came into view. It was so cute! It looked cared for and well tended. Michael stopped the truck in front of the cabin. I looked at Michael and he had the oddest expression on his face. It was almost as if he was nervous. I unbuckled my seatbelt and threw myself at him. He caught me and I started yelling at him. "You had me so worried! I didn't know what was going on. I love it! Is it yours?" Michael started laughing at me. He couldn't take my yelling seriously. I was kissing him as much as I was talking. "I take it you like it, Lee?" Michael asked me. "Of course I do!" I said just before he leaned in for a kiss. His lips pressed against mine and I opened my mouth for his questing tongue. The kiss continued until we both had to break for oxygen. Michael smiled at me and said, "This is going to be a weekend you will remember for a long time. Come on. Let me show you around." We got out of the truck and he gave me a brief tour. The cabin had a very rustic set up. In front of the cabin and off to the side, there was a pump-handled spigot. Michael explained there was a well but no running water inside the cabin. He took me around to the back of the cabin. I was very surprised to find an outhouse there. I have never used one before but it looked like that was going to change. Michael laughed at the expression on my face. He reassured me that it wasn't as bad to use one as I had heard. Michael led me to the porch. We climbed the stairs and sat at the top. He looked very serious and my nerves started their dance again. He began speaking. "Lee, I know that we have played at being Dominant and submissive. I believe you have enjoyed it. I know that I certainly have. It has only been part time though and I would like to show you what it would be like to be my submissive 24/7. That is why I have brought you here where we won't be disturbed by neighbors or work or anything from our vanilla lives. I know you are nervous. I can see it in your face. You can refuse to do this and we will carry on as we have been. I believe you will be an exceptional submissive and I want to show you this. Before you answer, let me tell you what I will expect from you. I will expect you to follow my orders to the letter at all times. You will be naked at all times unless I tell you otherwise. We will play and we will work. There will be punishments for any failing on your part. Do you understand, Lee?" I was shocked honestly. I had wondered what it would be like to be submissive for more than a couple of hours for Michael. This seemed like a dream come true but there was also a dark side to this. Punishment scared me. Michael had had to punish me in the past and it was hard for me to process. I felt incredibly guilty for enjoying the punishment and for incurring it in the first place. Michael was expecting my answer though. I still wasn't sure what I would say. I cleared my throat. "Michael, this is something that I have been curious about for a while. I don't know how you knew but you did. I want to do it but I am also nervous. You know that I will obey you. Being naked embarrasses me but I can do it for you. Besides, who else is going to see me out here? The idea of punishment scares me but we have talked about that." I took a deep breath, looked at Michael, and gave him the only answer I could. "Yes Sir, I understand completely. How may I serve, Sir?" A brief look of happiness crossed his face and then vanished. Now, there was a look of dark humor in his eyes and a smirk on his lips. My Dom was in complete control now. My pussy got so wet just watching the transition and knowing the uncertainty ahead of me. "There are two bags in the truck. Get them and bring them to the porch. Kneel by the bags until I come to fetch you" Michael ordered. "Yes Sir" I gasped out and scrambled to obey. I walked quickly to the truck and retrieved the two bags from the bed of the truck. I heard the door to the cabin open and close. One bag I recognized as mine and I guessed he had packed a bag for me. I brought them to the porch and sat them to the side. I knelt as ordered and waited for Sir's return. It felt like I waited ages for him to return. Michael stepped outside of the cabin. He walked to me and started running his fingers through my hair. Suddenly, he tightened his fingers and pulled my head back so I was forced to look at him. I made no sound though I wanted to. "Good girl, Lee. You have learned much in our short time together," said Michael. He leaned forward and kissed me harshly, forcing my lips open. I moaned from excitement and Michael pulled back. He released my hair and stepped back. "Stand up!" was the order barked at me. I stood as gracefully as I could. My legs struggled to cooperate. "Strip!" was the next order from Sir. I took a deep breath and began removing my clothes. Soon, I was standing before Michael naked and somewhat embarrassed. He had showed me certain positions he wanted me to use while standing or kneeling. I stood with my feet apart and my hands behind my back. I heard a softly whispered "Beautiful" from Michael and I blushed from the honest compliment. He ran his hands down my arms. One hand went down to my bare pussy. His fingers spread my lips and felt the wetness there. The other hand cupped my breast and pinched my nipple. I felt like my whole body was on fire. I am constantly surprised by the strength of my body's response to him. He pinched harder on my nipple, digging his fingernail into the flesh. His other hand had found my clit and pinching there too. I spread my legs further apart and moaned. I heard a chuckle from Michael and realized he had removed his hands. He grabbed the unfamiliar bag and set it on the table. He began pulling items out of it but set them where I could not see. Michael came back to me holding something in his hand. "Lee, I know you have done the readings as I have asked and looked at the websites that I have sent you. I have a collar that you will wear for me during this weekend. It will only be for this weekend. Anything that is to happen in the future, we will leave to the future for now. Do you understand, Lee?" I nodded quickly and, when he seemed to need something further from me, I said "Yes Sir. I understand." He nodded and then in a few deft moves had it fastened around my neck. It sat close to my neck but was not uncomfortable. Michael returned to the table and returned with leather wrist cuffs which were quickly attached. A third trip to the table and I had leather ankle cuffs on as well. Michael stepped back and looked at me. I just stood there hoping I pleased him. A smile ghosted across his face and I knew he was pleased. Michael stepped to the door of the cabin and opened it, gesturing for me to enter.