1 comments/ 10243 views/ 3 favorites Lady Elaine By: Rob9a Lady Elaine was the 7th story I wrote. It was a story I wrote for an English lady who used to be from nobility but her family lost their status due to a scandal. She fantasized about the estate she would have lived on as she passed by it every day. I miss you Elaine! "I love you. I need you. But I can never marry you." I had been working on the estate since early March. In late spring, I had whipped the grounds into shape somewhat, but there was still plenty to do after a decade of disrepair. Lady Elaine was kind enough to allow me to reside in a small cottage at the rear of the property as part of my wages. Times had been hard on me and I was grateful for the opportunity to work again and to have a solitary place to lay my head without having to share a room. It was the first really hot day of the spring season and I was perspiring quite nicely in the mid day sun. I was laying some stone around the flower bed I installed at the rear patio so as to keep the soil from running down the hill when it rained into the beautiful meadow below. Lady Elaine was out to inspect the progress that day and to see all of the flowers in bloom. "It's coming along quite nicely Robbie. When do you think you will have it finished?" "Oh, I imagine late today or early tomorrow morning Milady." "Very good Robbie. You seem to be working up quite a sweat. Aren't you uncomfortable in that work shirt?" "Well I am Milady but..." "Nonsense. Take you shirt off if it will help. I won't be offended. Would you care for some fresh lemonade to help quench your thirst Robbie?" I nodded my head to say yes as I unbuttoned my damp shirt. I had seen Lady Elaine many times before but I never LOOKED at her before. She was quite elegant in a simple way. She seemed very genuine and down to earth compared to most aristocrats I had worked for in my years. She was a modest beauty and a delight to look upon. I just couldn't take my eyes off of her while I took my shirt off. She poured the lemonade herself which I'm sure was unheard of for a lady of her stature. All the more reason for my amazement I suppose. "Here you go Robbie. Enjoy." I drank the sweet lemonade and savored my good fortune that day to be here in the first place. Could this get any better you suppose? When I finished the glass, I turned to thank my host only to find her staring this time. Her eyes were riveted to my chest. I looked down to see if I had spilled some of my drink, but there was just the glistening sweat from a hot spring day. I had built some muscles in the few months of work here and it showed now. I turned back and said, "Thank you Milady. That was quite refreshing." "Yes. Yes it was, wasn't it?", she said with a slightly puzzled look on her face. Although I went back to my work, I kept catching myself looking for her to see what she was doing. Mostly she was watching me. Occasionally she would turn to survey the grounds which gave me the chance to take in her charms. She was wearing a thin flowered dress. If the sun caught her just right, I could see the silhouette of her body under her dress. She didn't have large breasts but they were very shapely and quite nice. The roundness of her firm bottom was a delight to my lonely eyes. I must say, it was an arousing day of work filled with moments where I had to turn away to conceal my pleasure of the view. At one point, I'm sure she caught me looking at her bum. I wonder, did she see me blush? Did she blush? Was that a smile I caught on her face as she turned? Part 2 The next morning, I was up at the break of down so that I could get the stone wall finished. The sun had been up for about a ½ hour before I hear my name being called. I looked up to see Lady Elaine on her bedroom balcony waving in my direction. "Robbie, do you have a minute you could spare to take a look at these dismal plants?" I nodded and proceeded to the house. I had never been in much of the house so I carefully found my way upstairs and down the hall where I though her room must have been. I only saw one door open and from the hall, I saw her motion to come in. The view of the estate was breathtaking from this vantage point and I took as much of it in as I could. "Robbie, do you even know what this plant is?" "No Milady. I surely don't" "All of these plants are looking quite dreadful. The flowers are wilting and seem to have lost a lot of their luster. Is there something we can do with them sort of ripping them out and starting over? I water them every morning." "Well that may be part of the problem Milady. Some plants don't need much watering. It takes the nutrients out of the soil. I'm sure I can find some fertilizer that could help and you mustn't water them so often." "Well I do sometimes obsess about thing and I just want to..." Somewhere between looking at her potted plants and listening to her voice, I somehow found I was staring at her breast. Her silk nightgown was just sheer enough to make out the color and size of her aureole and nipple. I could faintly see the round fullness of her breast. She was not overly endowed but rather pleasantly shaped. It was a quite pleasant sight. I was mesmerized by how they jiggled and swayed as she moved. I lost track of time and only realized what I was doing when her breasts stopped jiggling. Then a sudden dread came over me. She knew I was staring. Hot shame and fear gripped me from the depths of my stomach and I immediately turned my head to view the grounds again. I was nervous and expecting to be fired any second now. Her silence seemed an eternity before she spoke. "Did you like what you saw Mr. Robbie?" I couldn't speak a word and just hung my head in shame. Things were going so good for me here in spite of a tough year. Now it seemed at an end and her questions mere torture. "Tell me Robbie. What did you think when you were looking at my breasts?" With a quivering voice I said, "I...I'm so sorry Milady. I didn't mean to stare at..." "Nonsense", she interrupted. "I won't have you be sorry for that." "It's just that it's been so long since I've been with a woman. I'm afraid my weakness got the better of me." "Robbie. It's been far too long since anyone looked at me that way. I noticed you looking at me on the patio yesterday and it made me feel good. I usually despise men looking at women with desire in their eyes. But your eyes were kind, appreciative. I really didn't expect you to look at me that way again but now that you have, I'm glad. I really didn't bring you up here to stare at my body you know." "No Milady. Likewise for me." We stood there in an awkward silence for a minute. Then she turned and walked to the hall door to show me out. I paused, took a deep breath to relieve my tension, then walked in the room behind her. She stood facing away from me while holding the door open. She seemed uneasy about something which surprised me as she seemed to take my indiscretion very well. "Robbie!," she blurted out hurriedly. Her nervousness was very obvious and I though she would have a change of heart about letting me off so easy. She hung her head and said, "It HAS been a long time for me Robbie and I don't know if I care to have it continue that way." I didn't know what to say at this point. She caught me completely off guard and with the events of the morning, I was quite sure I was unprepared for what came next. "What if you had me to yourself for a while. What would you do with me?" Well I was dumbfounded to say the least. Never would a woman of any stature in life say something like that to me, least of all Lady Elaine. I couldn't speak. My heart pounded in my ears and my palms began to sweat. Not to mention that my work pants were now a bit tighter that they were when I entered her bedroom and she seemed to notice that. My body betrayed my better judgment. I believe Lady Elaine took my excitement as a confirmation that I was indeed ready and willing. But I wasn't. She closed the door in front of her and stood there with her back to me. Her form was so sensual. The lines of her body were shaping her white nightgown in a most flattering way. I couldn't help but stare at her and wonder what she must look like underneath that thin fabric that separated us from each other. "Do I arouse you Robbie? Would you ever just take a woman that you were attracted to? Would you take me here and now and have your way with me?", she said in a low quivering voice. I know she heard me swallow hard as I tried to answer, "But Milady I..." "No Robbie. Not Milady or Lady Elaine or any other title you may have in mind. Not when we're alone behind closed doors. Just call me Elaine or Miss or something innocuous. Here I'm just a woman and you a man. I need you to be a man for me Robbie. I'll do anything you want. You can do to me whatever pleases you. I just ask that you do NOT hurt me, you will be discreet and that you will respect me and my title." Well, there it was. Most men's dream and I suspect a few women's too. I could have my way with little restrictions. The problem was, I had no idea what I wanted. I suspected she had something in mind and I didn't want to disappoint her but where to start? She asks me, "If you were in complete control of a woman and she was submissive to your every whim, what would you tell her to do?" I think for a moment and then blurt out something in order not to offend her. "Stand spread eagle against the wall." She says, "Do you mean like this?", and goes over to the door, locks it then puts her hands against the trim with her feet spread. The silence is deafening. I can hear my heart pounding. "Yes", I finally eek out. "Then what?" I say, "Take your clothes off", with a lump in my throat. She stands there motionless for a few seconds which seems like an hour. Then she lowers her arms to her shoulders, pulls the straps of her nightgown to the outside then lets her nightgown drop to her waist. She still has her legs spread which catches her gown just below the top of her hips. Her bum is exposed to about 2 inches down her crack. I can't breathe. She hears me gasp then says in a soft voice, "Calm down Robbie. What's next?" "Let it fall to the floor," I said in a near whisper. She moved her legs together and her gown slipped effortlessly to the floor around her ankles. She was beautiful. I know that it had been a while since I gazed upon a woman's body but she was absolutely stunning to me. She had a perfectly rounded bottom that tapered down to her shapely legs. I wanted her. I needed her. But was this a dream? Was my mind playing tricks on me? She parted her legs again and struck the pose again. It felt like gravity was pulling me toward her and I didn't want to resist. I slipped my arms around her waist and pulled myself close to her warm body. I could smell yesterdays perfume mixed with her own womanly scent. It was intoxicating to a man of me needs. I brushed my cheek against her neck and kissed her as I kissed her shoulder. She shuddered as I kissed the back of her neck. I repeated my kisses all around the spot I found and had her cooing like a lovebird. It was then I noticed a very uncomfortable feeling in the front of my pants. I found myself grinding my body against her soft buns. "Take it out for me Robbie. I want to feel it against me," she said. It was such a relief to have the pressure off of my male member and up against her soft creamy skin. Her buns felt like a warm hand around my cock. I pulled myself tight against her and in the process, my cock slid through her open legs up against her very moist pussy. The natural motion of two bodies in lust took over and we both found ourselves moving back and forth in a mock sexual intercourse. After just a couple of strokes, I found my hard cock very slippery with her excitement. She took one hand off of the door and reached between her legs to press my hardness against her womanhood. A soft lingering moan escaped her lips as she pressed the head of my cock against her clitoris. Her fingers became wet as well as my cock and suddenly I felt a flush feeling come over me. It had been too long without the slick feel of a woman on my cock. The combination of her wet fingers and the hot pink of her pussy was too much for me. The sensation turned to tingling as I felt my semen shoot in an uncontrollable spurt into her cupped fingers around my head. It just kept on spurting and squirting all over her hand and swollen pussy. I felt such relief but as she began to orgasm herself, I realized I had blew it with her. She convulsed with one hand against the door and the other stimulating my cock and her clit. She writhed uncontrolled as she moaned in complete delight of her body. With her body shuddering against mine, I felt as if my cock would drive me insane. My cock was so sensitive at this point. We panted like two dogs who had run all the way home from a romp in the forest. I pulled her even closer to me and hugged her as if to never let her go. "I'm sorry Milady." "Elaine!," she gasped breathlessly. "I didn't mean to cum so soon. I just couldn't help it. You are too beautiful for me." "Nonsense. I was right behind you wasn't I? There will be plenty of time for us to do this right my sweet Robbie. Plenty of time." With that, I pulled away and tried to catch my breath so I could get back to work. As I pulled my shrinking cock from between Elaine's legs, I noticed how wet her cheeks were from my cock sliding by. It was a beautiful sight. I don't know why but the thought of her wet from our juices pleased me tremendously. It was especially noticeable when she bent over to slide her nightgown back up. Umm, what a delightful sight. Her gown was quite spotted from my errant emission. She finally turned to me and said, "I suppose I'll have to go back to bed for a short while so that my clothes will have time to dry. I can't very well go to breakfast with wet spots from semen all over my clothes now can I? Hard to explain to the staff." I pulled her close to me and kissed her on the lips. It didn't take long to find her mouth open and eager for my tongue to enter. With heavy breathing once again, I felt it was time for me to go. "Thank you Mila...I mean Elaine. You are beautiful and I am grateful to you for what you have given me today." "Robbie, it is I who thank you for being a gentleman and indulging this lonely woman. I'll be seeing you soon I hope." "Indeed Milady, indeed." Part 3 "Nature abhors a vacuum." As a young man, I overheard a Gentleman say those words in polite conversation of a scientific nature. He said that the idea went back to the ancient Greeks or so it was thought. I didn't understand what it mean so naturally I was intrigued. Over time, I developed my own understanding of this philosophy. If you have a piece of freshly tilled ground and do nothing with it, soon things will grow. If your lucky enough to get some grass or perhaps a tree to start, so much the better. Unless you plan on starting a garden. But without fail, the first plants to sprout are weeds. Lots of them! It is almost inescapable. I've also come to understand that the human mind is much like nature itself. It can't stand not to know important things that have been left out of our experiences and missing from our conversations. The mind makes up scenarios of what if, and could this be so, or does this mean and so on. The list is as large as the imagination that occupies the mind. More often than not, these thoughts are as prolific as weeds in our freshly tilled minds. I was grateful for the solitude I was given the rest of the day, alone with my thoughts, work on the wall, I was able to try at least to make some sense of what had happened that day. I couldn't have been good company anyway. I was consumed with endless reasons for what happened and scenarios for the future of my employ. At first it was quite pleasant but as the weeds made their way in, the shadows grew darker in my head. Quite strange on such a sunny day. I worked hard but found I would at times drift off into thought and wake up staring at the ground or some stone out of place. I suppose I was distracted. I tossed and turned for hours. Physically I was tired but my mind wouldn't stop reeling. Sleep finally came with the chill of the night air through my window. Sometime after midnight, I awoke to a soft voice and a kiss on my cheek. It was her. "My Robbie," she whispered through a smile. "I missed you. Things were busy today and I didn't get to see your wall until late. I like what you've done with it." "Milady, you came down here in the night to tell me you liked my wall?" "No I didn't and it's Elaine, not Milady. The door IS CLOSED you see." She never stopped smiling that little girl smile. She also looked quite lovely in the moonlight. I couldn't help but touch her hair and brush her cheek. "I need more Robbie, much more you see." And with that, she kissed me. Was this just a poor man's dream or was she really here? The question's importance faded quickly as she pulled the covers aside and climbed on top of me to continue her smoldering kisses. Once again I had my hands around her body only this time, they were steady and more sure of themselves. Her breathing pick up as my hands found their way to her bottom. How nice it felt to have a woman's body against mine like this again. She sat up and slid both of her hands down my chest. She paused for a moment while she stared into my eyes. I thought she would leave me now. Instead, she reached for the hem of her gown, the same one from this morning. I watched eagerly as she slowly pulled it up and over her head only to drop it on my floor. "Elaine!" She slid down to kiss me again I thought, but it was also to position herself in order to mount me like her prize steed. She gently lifted her lower body and with one hand, had me inside of her in a second. She was warm and wet inside. So wet that there was little effort sliding inside of her even though she was tight around my manhood. With her knees bent at my side, she slowly rode me up and down, feeling every inch of me and I of her. There was no hurry, no mad dash to the finish lie or need to cum. There was just the two of us connected, feeling, enjoying each other. When the time came to consummate this relationship, Lady Elaine picked up her pace and began to play with herself with one hand while holding on to the wall with the other. Her sighs and moans drove me to thrust up against her. This ignited the flame that she now wanted to burn brightly and soon let out a deep moan as she tightened her leg muscles around me. Her contortions led me to my own orgasm right inside of her as I called out her name. But she wasn't done yet. She picked up the pace with her fingers as I fondled her breasts. My seed leaked out onto her fingers and made for quite a squishy sound around her clitoris. Her breathing intensified and in a moment, she turned into a quivering body of naked pleasure. She happily collapsed on top of me where she stayed for hours. Once again I awoke to the sound of a soft voice and a sweet kiss. I could tell that the moon had faded and that dawn was soon approaching. She still had that little girl smile on her face. We kissed again. "I must go now Robbie, before the day finds me out. I do so enjoy being with you." And with that, a final kiss and a treat. I got to watch her shimmy into that silk gown. I loved the way it slid over her curves. Then she turned to smile and was gone. Part 4 Spring had passed into summer and for the next few weeks, Lady Elaine and I would meet discreetly for some kissing and fondling whenever we could steal a moment or two without the chance of being seen. On two more occasions, my late night visitor returned for more passion by moonlight. I could tell though that she wanted more than just a quickie feel and a short sleepover. Then she hit me with this when we were alone behind the stable: Lady Elaine "Robbie, do you remember the first time we were together, up in my chambers?" "Yes! How could I forget?" "Then do you remember me asking what you would do with me if you had me all to yourself for a while?" "Well, yes I suppose I do. Why do you ask?" "I'll be off on a ride around the estate tomorrow morning. Be here then and play along with me won't you? And be thinking about what you would do...or have me do, when you have me all to yourself. I'll do anything you say. Just be gentle alright?" I nodded yes and watched her walk away. What lovely behind she has. I can get lost in thoughts of her and that beautiful bum. Anyway, I was up early as usual tending to the chores I had near the stable. Since I didn't know what time Milady would be taking her ride, I stretched my work out so as not to run out before she arrived. At about 8:30 AM, She came to the barn with one of the stable boys. Hardly a boy at 50 but nonetheless, a stable boy. "Robbie, are you handy at carpentry and the like?" "Well, I can hold my own, but I'm no master carpenter." "There's an old wooden bridge over the stream in the lower woods that if I recall was in need of repair last year when I rode by. Would you take a look at it for me and tell me if it can be fixed or will it need replaced?" "Certainly Milady." And with that, Lady Elaine instructed her boy to get a horse ready for me as well. We rode off with her in the lead as should be for a noblewoman. It was quite a distance to get to the brook that went under the short wooden bridge. There were some signs of weathering but it looked quite solid. "I'll have to take a closer look Milady, but I think the bridge has a lot of years left in it. Why we could..." "Robbie, it's Elaine now and I don't care about the bloody bridge." With that she dismounted her steed and tied it to a nearby tree. I in turn got off my mare and did likewise. "So my lover, what shall it be? I am yours to command. I'm at your mercy. Do with me as you see fit." With that, my heart pounded and my throat tightened. I had thought of things to do but my mind went blank when she blurted out that she was mine to do as I pleased. I stumbled in my mind briefly and blurted out, "Take your clothes off. Slowly." With that, she hesitated for a second and then with a devious smile, she began to undress ever so slowly. She placed all of her clothes on top of her steed so as not to get them dirty. It turned out to be in vain. She stood there before me wearing just a smile and her hands covering her pussy. "What now my lord?" she said in a sheepish voice. "On your knees my dear." "But in the dirt?" I didn't speak a word but stared at her sternly as I thought a taskmaster would do. She soon obeyed my command. Once she was kneeling in the dust, I told her, "Take it out, you know, my cock. And suck on it." "She looked up at me and said, But my lord I can't do..." She paused at my gaze and slowly reached for my pants to release my cock. I have to admit that in all the excitement of the moment, I had not gotten hard yet. I was too concerned that we would get caught. I suppose I was a little puffed up at the sight of her naked but this scenario was way out of my experience and in some ways, terrified me. "Sir, aren't you the least bit excited to see me?" I didn't know if she was in character or not. At a loss for the correct response in case she was, I said, "Just put it in your mouth girl and do your job." With that, she wasted no time in putting my soft cock in her mouth. The sensation of her warm lips and wet tongue drove me into another world. My eyes closed and she took over my body with a flick of her tongue against the underside of my cock. It was growing inside of her mouth with every stroke of her tongue against the length of my shaft. She was in control now, not me. The world around me disappeared. There was no sound or sight, just the sensation of her mouth making me feel things, wonderful things. It was like I had never been in a woman's mouth before. I felt a sudden tightening of the muscles in my lower body, much like it does right before I cum. But this time it was a steady pressure instead of a pulsing. It felt so good. Then I suddenly realized that something was coming out of my cock. I instinctively pulled out of her mouth immediately. I knew I hadn't cum but something came out. Precum perhaps but it would have been more than a little taste. "What's wrong my lord?" "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that." "You didn't cum did you?" "No. I don't think so, just a little lubrication I suppose." "I liked it. In fact, it would have been quite alright if you had cum. My tongue's all slippery now and I like the taste." Never had I heard those words before. I helped her up to her feet then kissed her. I could have ravaged her right there but she stopped me and said, "Now don't short change me on my fantasy Robbie. What's next?" I motioned for her to go over to the bridge. Then I took a rope from the horse and joined her at the railing. I tied her hands together with a slip knot then pulled her to the edge of one of the posts and tied her toward the middle of the post. This put her in a bent over position with her pretty little bum sticking out for all to see. None did, I hoped. Then I stopped and looked at the sight before me. She was perspiring in the heat of the morning sun and had some dirt on her legs from the path. This wasn't my sort of excitement but she seemed to be enjoying it. "Milady." "It's Elaine Robbie!" "Not right this minute. Do you realize Milady, that if someone were to see you naked and tied like a dog to this bridge post and me standing here with my cock out, that I would be shot and dead before you could say NO? This is quite a chance we're taking here for a little bit of fun, don't you think?" She looked down at the ground for a moment then said, "Well Robbie, at least you would die happy having just had me and with a smile on you face. Wouldn't you say?" There was a brief silence followed by both of us laughing about the image of that scene. When we calmed down, I grabbed her by the hips and slid my cock into her wet pussy. I could hear the stickiness of her juices as my cock penetrated her then withdrew. As I got into the rhythm of the strokes, I pounded into her harder and harder. I slammed my legs against her cheeks with a slap each time I hit home. She made some unusual sounds of pleasure as we fucked in the great outdoors, her hands tied in submission and her man thrusting away at her back side. I finally held her tight against me as my seed went deep inside of her, spurt after spurt until the deed was done. I slid my cock out of her and noticed it was quite wet and still somewhat hard. I slid it up the crack of her ass and wiped my slippery cock off in her crack. The sensation of my cock head against her rosebud was too tempting for a man playing a domineering role to a submissive dirty girl. I worked my way into position then slowly slipped the soft head of my shrinking cock inside of her ass. She let out a loud moan and bucked back against me. This only drove me in deeper into her now slippery ass. I knew I couldn't stay hard much longer but this surely did feel good to me and from the sounds of it, to her too. I pulled out and stood back to see what she looked like now. She had perspiration all over her pale skin and her bottom was nicely covered with my cum. There was a trail of semen dripping down her leg mingling with the dust from the path. I must have had quite a load saved up or she contributed quite a bit of juice on her own. Either way, she was a gooey writhing mess. I could tell she needed release from a building orgasm but there was one thing more I felt she would want me to do. "You've been a dirty girl haven't you my dear? Quite the naughty little tart. You took off all your clothes outside, got dirty and even fucked your gardener. Now you have his seed running down your leg like a lady of the night. Whatever shall I do with you? " She was breathing quite heavily now wiggling her bum and legs in a futile attempt to massage her pussy. I knew just the thing to set her off...a good spanking. Without warning, I laid my hand across her right cheek with a crack. It startled her and she jumped and gasped. After a quick moan of pleasure, she went back to her wiggling. Then I smacked her left cheek. Can't leave anyone out now can we? The smacks weren't hard but seemed to have a particularly loud crack due to the sweat. She moaned as she bobbed her head with each stroke of my hand. "I've been bad my lord. Spank me good. Spank your dirty girl!" I was delighted that she took so much pleasure in this. It seemed such a trivial thing to me but if it made Milady happy, it made me happy. Before long, I saw her shudder and tense her muscles. I could have sworn she just had an orgasm. It was just in time too because her little white bottom was now a nice shade of pink. I stopped. "There you little tart. I hope you enjoyed that. Now I have one more thing for you." With that, I untied the rope from the post and turned her to face me. She was covered in sweat now not to mention what was between her legs. I stood her up and raised her tied hands over my head and lowered them around my neck. It was time for the grand finale. I pulled her damp body against mine and kissed her on the lips. Then I lowered my hand to play with her swollen wet pussy. I found her clit to be swollen and sensitive to my touch. It was quite slippery by this time and easy to stroke. Her breathing increased rapidly and she broke our kiss to pant. Within a couple of minutes of fingering her soaked pussy, she raised up on my fingers and her panting turned into screams of pleasure as she had the loudest and most physical orgasm that I had ever witnessed in my life. It was a good thing for sure that we were quite a distance into the woods. Her limp body hung from my neck. Exhausted and quite spent, she raised her head and weakly uttered, "Thank you Robbie. I needed that so badly." Now even her hair was moist and running down her neck. I pulled her close and kissed her softly on the lips and neck until she revived somewhat. I untied her only to find she had some pink rings around her wrists from her thrashing around on the bridge. "I'm so sorry. I didn't think..." "Not to worry Robbie. My sleeves will cover it." I was going to make you ride naked and not allow you to clean off before you got home but I don't think that is a good idea now." "Well, I agree about riding naked but I won't clean off until I'm in private. I want to savor being your dirty girl all by myself. Did you enjoy this?" "Well I suppose so. I always enjoy being with you Elaine. You know that. It's just not my cup of tea." "Well it was certainly exciting for me but I don't know that I would want this type of play often. Thank you so much for helping me loose control. It's a refreshing change for me. Now, shall I get dressed in my nice clean clothes or do you have something else for your little tart to do? " I would have stayed there all day and dreamt up whatever she wanted but I knew it wouldn't look good for her if we stayed too long. I watched her get dressed and wondered what she would do when she got back home and took them off again. How I would have liked to see that for myself. Part 5 Summer was nearly over now. In the months that we've been seeing each other, we grew closer together. In the time since the bridge, we had made love numerous times but never seeming like it was enough. It was getting harder to find a moment or two to be alone. Sometimes we only had time enough for a passionate kiss, just enough to ignite a fire inside but no long enough to extinguish it. We make love one more in her bedroom, once in the kitchen and once on the lawn in the dead of night with only the stars as a witness. I never realized how close we had become, how dependent we were on the other until her trip to London on family business. "I'm sorry my love but I do need to go. It will only be for the day and I'll be back in your arms tonight. OK?" "Sure. It's just for the day anyway. I'll finally be able to get some work done around here. Some wench keeps getting into my pants and keeping me from my duty." "I'll give you some duty my Robbie. From now on, you are to pleasure the Queen of the House! Any time she wants. Oh, and do some gardening when she's busy." We laughed then she kissed me goodbye and gazed into my eyes with her hand on my cheek. Then she left to get an early start on her trip. It was about 3:00 in the afternoon when Alice, the assistant cook, came out onto the patio where I was working. She was the youngest of the staff besides me and was bolder than most with her opinions. "Robbie, there's talk about the estate that Milady must have a lover." I was almost proud of the fact that I never missed a beat in my work even though I felt the icy tingle of fear course through my body. I could hear my heart beating in my ears. "Whatever do you mean Alice?" "Haven't you noticed? She smiles all of the time. She never used to do that except when someone was visiting or there were parties like at Christmas. But when everyone left, she'd be back to her old stone face. She was like a lost soul or something. Been that way since before I started here. " "Well I haven't been here all that long and for the first couple of months, I was quite busy and never had much of a chance to meet her. You say she's different now?" "Yes Robbie. Indeed she is. And that's why the talk is that it might be you." "Rubbish. Why? Just because I haven't been here long?" "Well, it isn't a direct match but she does seem to enjoy your work around the estate. And she is always wondering how you would think of this or that. She always seems to have you in mind when we talk about the grounds. And she never was that interested in fixing up the place before." Well, maybe she's taken some enthusiasm in what we've been able to accomplish around here so far this year. It really has come a long way from the drab old castle that it once looked like. It's alive now. I'm sure she's just pleased with the change in the place. Don't you think it looks quite nice?" "Well, yes Robbie. I...we all do. But that's not the look on her face dear boy. Hers' is the look a woman gets when she's in love. It's unmistakable." "I guess guys don't see that very well do they?" "No they seldom do at their own peril. You seem to be the likely candidate though. She has been seen coming into the house very early in the morning. Where else would she be?" "Alice, maybe she has a secret rendezvous with her lover. Maybe they have to keep it a secret or something." "That's what we were thinking. But we think it's YOU!" "Come now Alice," I said with a long face. "Do you really think Milady would have someone like me? Look at all the fancy folks that come and go here every day. Why, she could have her pick of the lot and do way better than me. So why would she settle for a gardener when she could have a Prince or a Lord or a rich man of business? I bet she's off having a grand old time with her lover right now in London. Family business? I wouldn't be a bit surprised if she stayed with him the night. After all, she has an excuse now doesn't she?" My words hit home in Alice as was evident in her expression. What she didn't know is that they hit home in me as well. That icy cold stab of fear was back. Only this time, I impaled myself. "I suppose you're right Robbie. We had all hoped...well you know. But you're right. I'm sorry if I was out of line in..." "Nonsense. I'm flattered." I had planted another seed which distracted me throughout the rest of the day as it grew in my mind. I would shrug it off as reckless amusement on my part and go about my business. I looked forward to her sneaking down to my cottage after dark to tell me of her wondrous day. But she never came. I barely slept all night and kept a vigil at the window overlooking her bedroom window up on the hill. It never lit all night. Could I have been right? Did I somehow stumble upon the truth in an attempt to sway Alice's opinion? Was I just a plaything for her amusement when at home? I began my work again near the patio in order to see when she came home, if she came home. The day was long and agonizing. I had not only been troubled by my fears but the realization that we hadn't really been out of each others sight in months. Even if we didn't get to meet secretly, we at least saw one another and smiled. I had grown very accustomed to at least seeing her face every day. It was something I looked forward to every day. I never realized how dependent I was on her in such a short time. I needed her now. Day slipped into night and Elaine was no where in sight. I didn't want to sleep but couldn't keep my vigil because of my lack of sleep from the night before. After a couple of hours, I fell into a deep sleep. Somewhere in the night, I was wakened with a kiss. She was here. "Robbie, I missed you so. I'm sorry I didn't get back home until now but the affairs ran long and we felt it best to stay the night instead of coming back so late. Then we ran into some old friends and spent the day with them reminiscing old times. But my mind was on you mostly. I had planned on bringing down some blankets and spending the night with you out in the meadow. The new moon would have covered us in darkness and we could have walked about naked without a soul to see us if we liked." Could I believe her? I wanted to but now I wasn't sure. After all, if she wanted to just use me, she could in her position. What could I say about it anyway. Then she kissed me deeply. I couldn't remember what I had been upset about. It all faded away quickly in her embrace. So we took some of my blankets and headed for the meadow below. It wasn't long before we were clothed only in darkness. I couldn't get enough of her that night. We must have made love for several hours, taking turns pleasuring one another until we regained our strength and went at it again. She had sucked on me and made me cum in her mouth for the first time that night and it was heavenly. I had no idea how skillful a mouth she had. At one point, she even rode me like a horse and when I came inside of her, she promptly dismounted me and sat on my chest and savored my pulsing cock as it softened in her mouth. She then kissed me softly on my lips in a roaming fashion. This was without a doubt, the best sex I had ever had. In a return of her favor to me, I sucked on her clit after we had made love. By now we had tasted each other completely. Even though we were outdoors, the smell of sex was all around us and what a heavenly scent it was. When we could do no more, we settled beneath the blanket, both of us on our right side with my arm over her holding her damp body next to mine. My soft cock was pressed into the crack of her bum just waiting for a sudden burst of energy or stimulation. But we were both tired and satisfied for the moment. We settled into a short sleep beneath the stars with the comfort that we had one another at the moment and nothing else mattered. I awoke first with my hand cupped around her left breast. I kissed her neck until she stirred. She awoke with a coo of contentment. "Let's never leave this spot Robbie. I want to be in your arms forever." "Elaine, I love you. Do you think there will ever be a time when we could marry? I would love to have you as my wife someday." She turned to me and held her hand on my face and said, "Oh Robbie! I love you. I need you. But I can never marry you. You know the position I'm in. I can't marry you without causing a great deal of pain and turmoil to my family and my faithful servants. There would be a great scandal and I would loose my home and everything dear to me." Lady Elaine My heart sank. I knew it was a long shot at best but she was so quick to dash my hopes. It was a terrible end to a beautiful evening. It also gave credence to my recent fears. Maybe I WAS just a toy for Milady to use at her whim. I did believe she cared for me but apparently not enough to even consider the possibility. We shared a lot this past season; more than just sex. I believed we had made a connection and that we were as close as two lovers could be. Lovers that is, that have to sneak around to be together. The rest of our time together was spent huddled in silence until we parted in the very early morning. A couple of weeks had passed since that night and we only talked a few times. It seemed that fate had kept us apart due to interruptions and visits from dignitaries. She would usually sneak down to my cottage on Thursday night. I didn't want to see her alone until I had sorted this mess out for myself. So I hid in the woods and watched her enter my cottage from a distance. Once she even called out to me in a loud whisper. I suppose she didn't want anyone else to hear her but she definitely wanted me to hear her. It just seemed so ironic to me. She no doubt knew I was watching. I just slept in the woods those night, alone with my thoughts. Fall was now in full bloom and the days were getting shorter. I hated to see the time come. All of the flowers were gone and the leaves would soon shed the glory only to leave the drab desolation of winter to come. It was a depressing time for me any year but so much more for this one because I knew I would have to leave her soon. I just couldn't stay and not be a part of her life. I went up to the house to give Milady my notice. Alice met me at just below the house. "Robbie, I was just on my way to fetch you. We're having a staff meeting in the kitchen and I was told to come and get you. Hurry along now." "What's it about?" "I'm not sure. We've only ever had one before and I wasn't eve here then. It must be important!" There were 7 of us plus Lady Elaine. There was the cook Beth and her helper Alice. Trudy and Charlotte were the maids. Rudy and Avery were the stable boys and then there was me. I was curious as to why the butler, chauffeur and the two secretaries were missing. She began, "I've called you all here because most of you have been loyal employees of this estate for may a year. Beth and Charlotte I have known since I was a child. The others serve this house but in a different capacity and loyalty. What needs said will only be said to you seven. Today things will forever change in this house. I'm not sure how yet as the direction of this change is quite up to you. For you faithfulness and loyalty to me and this house, I figured I owed you that much. These past few weeks have been particularly hard on me. I've done a lot of soul searching and I've made a decision about my life and I want to share that with you. For the better part of the summer, I found a lover." Alice spoke up excitedly, "I knew it! Oh, I'm so sorry Milady. Go on." "Was it that obvious? Oh well. Anyway, I've done my duty in this house for many a year but I wasn't happy. I felt empty inside. But then I met him and that all changed. It started off as a lark but turned into something I've grown to cherish. He made me happy, fulfilled and wanted. But I haven't seen him in a while and I'm afraid I'm loosing him. Maybe I already have. That is why we are here. I don't want to loose him." "If our love affair is found out, it will be the end of my existence as I've known it all of my life. I will loose my title, the estate, all of you. I will be shamed and ridiculed all over Great Britain and the lot of you will be out on the street looking for a job. I couldn't stand it if I was responsible for your pain. You mean so much to me. But I also can't stand not being with him any more because of my responsibility to all of you. Can you understand that?" We all at some point nodded yes. Lady Elaine looked down at the floor and stared at the floor for a while before she spoke again. "I'm sorry," she said without lifting her head. "I would not have hurt any of you. Especially you," and with that she lifted her head and looked right at me. So did everyone else in the room. Now everyone knew who her lover was. It felt hot in there in an instant. "Here is my decision. I will give myself to my lover. He will either be with me here, discreetly, or I will take my place by his side for however long he shall have me. That is, if he still wants me." While the burden of our secret was now gone, it felt like the weight of the world was now upon me. I never expected this in my wildest imagination. How could she just blurt it out like that. She seemed so calm and reserved about it. I didn't know what to say. "Now. If any of you feel that you couldn't keep MY secret, I fully understand. It is quite a lot to ask of you to share in my secret. There are others here who would love to know what you know now and especially, you know who. I would be like a fox in the hounds teeth if they should ever find out, shredded to pieces. If that be the case, and he'll have me, we'll leave and take up whatever life we find. But if you can keep OUR secret, we can all get along as things were. Only I'll be happy for a change with someone to love me for me and not who I am. Can you all live with that? And Robbie, do you still want me?" Part6 The room was brighter than I expected when I awoke. I knew the sun wasn't up and it had been cloudy when I went to bed so it wasn't the moon. It was also very cold. I must have let the fire go out. I got out of bed and fumbled for my robe. As I put more wood on the fire, I noticed that everything outside was white. It was the first snow of the season. As much as I hated seeing summer end, I always loved the fresh newness of the first snow because before anyone stepped in it, the new snow covered all of the deadness that comes with winter. It was a pristine environment. Everything seemed quieter, peaceful, when snow covered the earth. I couldn't help but stare and the beauty and take stock of my situation. It seemed the perfect setting for such thoughts. Things could have turned out far worse than they had and still could. I turned and pulled the covers off of the bed. "Hey! What was that for?", said the naked figure in my bed. "Get up or you'll miss it." "This better be worth it." As she looked out into the cold winters night huddled under my robe and arm, "Oh! It's beautiful Robbie." But as she looked in awe of the scene before her, she exclaimed, "How am I going to get home? I just wore my coat and slippers. I'll freeze!" After some mild grumbling, we got dressed. When I finally put my boots on, I said, "Well hop on." "You'd like that wouldn't you? Can't get enough of me that you want me on top this time?" "You know full well what I mean," then I bent over in front of her and she hopped on my back with her arms around my neck. "Maybe Alice will have some hot coffee on by the time we get up to the house." "And pancakes! And maybe some sausage. I'm famished." And I carried her all the way up to the big house on the hill. The End