0 comments/ 13930 views/ 3 favorites Jessica's Hawaii Vacation Ch. 01 By: RSD3016 "I'm telling you, only one day." Ryan said, shifting uncomfortably in his seat. "I know; how many times do you need to say this! I've had enough of this conversation already." I said looking out the window, looking down at the blue water below. My fiancé and I were finally on our way to Hawaii. I had been trying to get this trip to become reality for at least three years. There were two reasons I wanted to go; one was the obvious beauty and warmth I craved but rarely experienced living in the north east United States. The second was a different matter all together. I have a long time friend that lives there whom I have never actually met face to face. Todd and I have been talking for about three years. We had a lot in common; music, movies and our sense of humor was unique and hard to find in other people. Don't get me wrong, I love Ryan and he fulfills most things I need in a relationship, but one person has never been able to be my end all be all. There was always something in every relationship I have had that was lacking. Ryan was a good boy, jeans and t shirts, country music, faithful and loving, a dream for most girls. I liked those things about him but I have always craved the bad boys. I love tattoos and a man with a darker side. That was Todd; his arms and back we littered with tattoos, he loved to box and his long braided hair, dark eyes and sharp American Indian features that just plain did it for me. "I know and I am tired of it as well but you don't seem to understand this from my point of view. You are willing to fly half way across the planet to meet this guy. You have to see how jealous this makes me. Imagine how you would feel if you were in my shoes." Ryan said taking my hand. "I would kill you. I understand but meeting him is just something I have to do. I am not looking to hook up with him; I just want to spend a little bit of time with him. He wants to show me his new boxing club he opened last year, and show me some spots on the island. You and I both agreed that I wasn't doing the scuba diving thing and I know you would regret it if you didn't go. One day apart won't kill us and if you love me you would trust me. I don't cheat and I would never think about cheating on you. I love you." I said, kissing his cheek. Ryan seemed to calm down after that, going back to reading his book. My mind began to wander to the events that were to come. I was finally going to meet him; finally going to be able to see what he was really like. I started to feel anxious, what if we didn't connect in person the way we had on the phone all this time? If not I would lose a good friend. One day was going to determine the next chapter of our friendship that I so desperately clung to in stressing times. Todd had the uncanny ability to calm me down when I thought my world was falling apart. He always knew what to say. Ryan usually tried to help me, but all he ends up doing is frustrating me more by smothering me. He just never knew when to back off. The plane was making its final approach when I snapped back to reality. It was five hours earlier here so we basically arrived only a couple hours after we left, which made it mid morning in Hawaii. We had to get to the hotel and check in and then I was going to sit by the pool and get some sun so at least I wasn't glowing white anymore from the mostly cloudy and freezing climate I called home. Our baggage was already at the counter when we arrived at baggage claim. Thank god for small miracles. Our taxi ride was relatively short but we went all along the ocean. I have never seen the Pacific Ocean; it seemed so different from the Atlantic, much more rough but still beautiful. I couldn't wait to sink my toes into the sand. As we pulled into the hotel I was in awe. It was right on the ocean, as in we could walk out the back door and walk onto the beach! "You like it honey?" Ryan asked smiling. "I love it! How did you manage to score this? I expected to be farther in!" I exclaimed. "Mom managed to do some switching around and got us in. I thought you would like it; I know how much you're going to be laying on that beach this week." He said smiling. "Yes but what will you be doing? I mean you aren't exactly the lounge on the beach type." I said. I couldn't believe it. Our vacations usually consisted of me running around after him instead of doing what I wanted to do. He was actually making this vacation for me! "I brought my book, besides I'm sure I can find something to do. I have been looking things up since I found out that you would be with Todd the whole day tomorrow and I am sure I can't do all of them in one day, as long as you don't mind me going out on my own." "No, not at all I would feel very bad if your vacation was filled with watching me soaking up the sun. Thank you so much for this, I need it so badly." "I know baby," Ryan said as we pulled into a parking space. Our room wasn't a room at all; it was more like a luxury suite with a patio that went straight into our own pool and lounge chairs where I could sun myself without dealing with other people. I spent the rest of the day on that lounge chair with my headphones on occasionally texting Todd letting him know we got in alright and convincing him to stay home until the next day. He wanted to come over right then and there but I knew Ryan wouldn't appreciate that very much at all. As I lay there I couldn't keep my mind off of Todd. I knew that it was wrong, that my feelings for him were more than friendship feelings. I had tried many times to stop those feelings to no avail. I felt how I felt and even though I would never act on those feelings nothing I did made them go away. Ryan was the best thing that ever happened to me; I don't know what I would do without him in my life but I craved more than a mortgage, car payments and an occasional trip to the movies. Todd was always into something. He had a great career; he surfed, went biking and had tons of friends. He just had this air to him that people gravitated to and I wanted to be a part of that. The rest of the day went on pretty much the same; we had dinner out on the patio and went to bed early, exhausted from the time change. I woke up early the next morning, just as the sun went up and decided to go for an early run before Ryan got up for the day. It was promising to be a warm one with temperatures in the seventies already. I started my run with a smile on my face, Tom Petty singing in my ears and the smell of the ocean as my feet hit the sand making my calves hurt more than the usual pavement I normally run on. My mind started to wander to Todd, imagining what he was doing at that moment, if he was dreaming laying in bed or if he was up to the same thing I was, using exercise to calm the sexual frustration that came with the day that lay ahead. I thought of him at his boxing club, working at the bag with his shirt off as he usually did, his tattoos gleaming with the sweat the workout was giving him and began to run faster, trying to get the images out of my mind. I knew I was going to have to do something about the feelings I was having toward him; I just didn't want to do anything about it today. That however would have the risk of sexual frustration turning into something more, something wrong, something I was determined to keep from happening. When I got back to the room Ryan was still in bed passed out cold. I went into the bathroom and started the shower and went to my suitcase to grab my clothes for the day. I chose my favorite shirt; a black T with Abby from NCIS on it and a pair of short jean shorts. I chose my black rhinestone flip flops; I didn't want to wear heels due to the fact that Todd was only about five foot seven inches and I like being a bit shorter than a man. Being a mere five foot two inches would be a perfect height difference with heels we would be almost the same height. I stepped into the hot spray of the shower and sighed, my tired muscles thanking me. As I stood there soothing my muscles, my mind began to wander to Todd. I pictured him in the shower across town. I pictured the water running down his tattooed chest and muscled arms. I thought of his long dark hair out of its customary braid, his chocolate brown eyes looking at me expectantly. My hand began to wander down in between my legs to the folds of my cleanly shaved pussy. My index and middle fingers found my clit and I began to rub it gently. Already excited by my thoughts that morning it didn't take me long to feel the warmth beginning to build, my orgasm close at hand. My head fell back as I used my fingers on my pleasure nub, circling faster until the pressure exploded in the wonderful release I needed so badly. My knees buckled when the force of my orgasm hit me. I stayed on the shower floor panting from the intensity I hadn't experienced in a long time. When I stood back up I quickly washed the evidence of my pleasures away, finished my hair and turned off the shower. I blow dried my long, dark brown hair, straight ironed and curled the layers so they started to curl at my shoulders and finished midway down my back. I put on my makeup sparingly, I didn't like the look of too much makeup on me, it just didn't look right and I could never cover up all the freckles that riddled my nose and under my eyes. The colors I used perfectly complimented my bright green eyes. I quickly put on the t-shirt and shorts I had picked out. Looking at the finished product in the mirror, I was happy with what I saw. My outfit complimented my curves in all the right places. Being short and curvy had been considered fat when I was growing up but now men appreciated a woman that wasn't skin and bones and I was thankful for that. I stepped out of the bathroom to see that Ryan was awake in bed watching TV; looking unusually somber for him. "Morning," I said sitting on the edge of the bed sliding my flip flops on. "Morning, you're up early," he commented, looking me up and down. "Yeah, I went for a run on the beach; needed the exercise." I said grabbing an apple off of the table. "You aren't going to stay and eat breakfast with me?" "No I can't I am supposed to meet Todd over by the boxing club in an hour and you know I am going to get lost at least once." I said laughing. I was hopeless even with a GPS. "I was looking forward to spending at least some time with you before you left to go with him," he said, giving me the guilt trip look. I hated when he did that. He always had the uncanny ability to make me feel guilty about everything he didn't like me doing. Personally I felt it was a cheap shot and he just wanted attention. "I know but I have to go," I said sighing. Someday he would grow out of it, at least I hoped so. I loved Ryan but sometimes I just wish he were more of an assertive person. I hated being the aggressive person in the relationship. I was the girl, he was supposed to be the dominate personality not me. I picked the rental car keys up off of the table, grabbed my purse and headed out into the hot sun. I didn't bother saying anything more to Ryan, I was too aggravated to deal with his over emotional attitude and the faster I got out the door and on the road the better. By the grace of god I only took one wrong turn during the whole trip and pulled into the parking lot of the boxing club ten minutes early. As I sat there waiting for Todd I began to get so nervous I was shaking. I needed to calm down before he arrived or I was going to look like an idiot. I wasn't sure I was even able to speak without my voice shaking. I decided to give him a call to see where he was, maybe then I wouldn't be so nervous. "Hey!" Todd said. "Hey, I'm here in the parking lot." "Great I'll be there in like two minutes. I'm glad you found it ok." He said. "Yeah only got lost for like five minutes or so. What are we going to do today?" I asked. "Well, I wanted to show you the club obviously and then I was going to take you to my new place make some lunch and then we'll take it from there." "Ok, sounds good I'll see you in a minute then," I said, voice shaking just as I had feared. "I see you now," he said as he pulled his white Hummer up next to my rental. My stomach was doing flips as I saw his smiling face as he stepped out of the monstrous vehicle. He was wearing his usual jeans a little on the baggy side, a white and black Ed Hardy t-shirt and his usual black Oakley sunglasses. I somehow made it out of my vehicle by the time he got around to my side and picked me up into a huge hug. I wrapped my arms around him and tucked my head into the curve of his neck. He smelled of soap and cologne. I don't think I had ever smelled anything so wonderful in my life. "Finally," he said setting me back onto my feet. "How long have we waited?" "Oh not long, only about three years or so," I said laughing. "I'm glad you're here," he said leaning down to kiss my forehead and pulling me into a soft hug. We stayed like that for a while; my eyes closed enjoying the feel of his strong arms around me. I felt safe there and never wanted it to end. "Let's go in and I can show you around my baby," he said taking my hand and leading toward the back door of the club. It looked much different from what I expected. The light oak finished wood floors and the high ceiling made the whole place look bright and clean. There was the huge ring in the middle of the room and on the sides along the walls were the training equipment you would expect. To the right were the locker rooms and benches lined the sides of the ring. "Very nice place for people to beat each other in," I said laughing. "I think so," he said smiling. "It's become quite the popular place to be. I especially like the kids programs. It teaches them responsibility and self control; it also keeps the kids busy so they aren't getting into trouble on the streets after school." "I never thought about it that way! I'm glad you're doing something that makes you happy." "Well, I can't compete anymore with my knee getting busted up. I wanted to be able to still be in the business even if I can't be the one in the ring." He said. "Coaching has become my passion and this place is a dream come true." "I can see how happy it makes you. I am glad you can still do what you love," I said squeezing Todd's hand. He hadn't let go of mine since we walked in and I certainly didn't mind. Besides, it's just one day and it isn't like I was making out with him or anything. What Ryan didn't know wouldn't hurt me. At least that was what I was going to keep telling myself. I was enjoying every touch; it felt too good, too right to back off. I secretly hoped this day would never end. "Thank you, that means a lot." He said squeezing back. "Come here I want to show you the ring." "Oh, I don't think so. I probably won't be able to even get in there I am so short." I said letting him pull me towards the ring anyway. "I'll help you up," he said as he climbed up into the ring himself then putting his hands out to help me up. "Oh all right," I said, letting him pull me onto the mat. "It's bigger than it looks." I said standing up. "I actually get that a lot from first timers," he said walking to the center of the ring. I smiled at him mischievously as I walked around the edge of the mat. He knew me well enough to know what I was up to and gave me the same smile back. "Come on then, see if you can take me down." He laughed. "Maybe I'll let you win." Oh that did it! I ran at him and jumped, wrapping my arms and legs around him determined to use any leverage I had to at least back him up to the ropes. That however didn't go very far as he just stood there with his hands on his hips laughing at me. "Yeah, you weigh next to nothing and you expected to knock me down?" he said. "Guess not" I said laughing. Before I realized he was even moving I was flat on my back on the mat with his face maybe an inch away from mine, his face changing from laughter to very serious with the heat of lust in his eyes. He took my hands in one of his and trapped them above my head holding them tightly. I was effectively trapped under the weight of his delicious body. That coupled with the fact that he had me completely immobilized, unable to move to get myself free made me moan deep in my throat with desire. The heat in his eyes intensified as he reached under my head with his free hand, bringing my face to his in a fierce kiss, his lips soft even as they crushed into mine. His hand moved into a fist; pulling my hair causing my head to tip back so he had full access to my neck. The pleasure/pain combination sent a jolt of desire between my legs. Somewhere deep in my head I heard my mind telling me to stop this, it was wrong and I was cheating. The thought was gone as soon as it came when Todd bit the side of my neck lightly and let his weight onto me pressing against me in the most intimate of places; letting me know just how turned on he was. I wrapped my legs around him as he came in for another kiss. "Don't move those hands," he said as he let go of them, running his hand down my arm to come to rest on my right breast as he kissed me deeply once again. My nipple hardened with desire under his rough hand as I pressed myself against him, wanting to feel his touch wherever I could as he started to kiss down my neck. I tugged upwards on his shirt trying to get it over his head as he grabbed onto my bra and ripped it in half. "I'll buy you a new one," he said taking his shirt over his head and revealing the defined muscles of his chest and a six pack that any woman would die to touch. He pulled my shirt over my head and threw it off the mat. He again grabbed my hands and put them over my head; giving me a look that told me to keep them there. I happily obliged him as he quickly lowered his face to my waiting breasts, his mouth capturing my nipple and gently sucking and running his teeth over the hardened surface. By the time he reached down and unbuttoned my shorts I was in a sexual frenzy, wet and needing to be touched. He threw my shorts and underwear off the mat and growled low in his throat as he got the first look at my clean shaven wet pussy. Gently pulling my thighs apart he moved down on the mat and kissed the insides of my thighs, making me pant in frustration. He seemed to enjoy this and kept gently kissing and touching the inside of my thighs, careful to never touch where I wanted him to so badly. I started to whimper as his onslaught continued to drive me crazy; I needed to cum so badly. "Please," I cried. "Please I can't take it anymore!" "What do you want?" He asked; that wicked smile again on his face. "Tell me little minx; what do you need?" "Please I need you to touch me," I whimpered. I cried out as he kissed me oh so gently then began to slowly suck and nibble my clit. The sensations were almost too much as I began to feel the buildup of my orgasm from his talented mouth. He must have sensed I was close because he got up and threw his pants on the mat. I was in awe at the size of him, not too long but perfectly thick. I wanted to touch him, play with him and give him the pleasure he gave me but he pushed himself into me fast and hard causing us both to gasp at the wonderful sensations. It was as if he were made for me he fit so perfectly inside me. He began to slowly move on top of me as I wrapped my legs around him; urging him on matching him thrust for thrust wanting him to go faster. He would have none of it and kept on with his slow rhythm knowing how close I was to release. I couldn't take it anymore; I needed my release so I reached up and grabbed his hair pulling his face to mine. Before I knew what happened he flipped me over onto my stomach pulling my ass in the air and grabbed my hands; trapping them behind me. Jessica's Hawaii Vacation Ch. 01 "I told you to keep your hands there, you don't like to listen do you?" he asked. "No, I don't." I said mischievously. "This is mine," he said slapping my ass hard. "Understand? You do as I say!" he said as he roughly buried his cock into me and began to fuck me fast and hard. I was cumming before I even knew what happened; the orgasm stronger than I had ever experienced in my life. He brought me twice more before he emptied himself into me; both of us gasping as he fell onto me. We didn't say anything for a while; he just laid there with me holding me in his arms. My head began to swim with guilt, knowing what I had just done to Ryan. I didn't know what I was going to do, but the thought of leaving Todd's arms was horrible. I had never felt such a strong connection with someone the way I did with Todd. From the first time we talked I had felt it but now, lying on the mat in his club I knew I had fell for this man and it would kill me when I had to leave to go back to Ryan. "Lets get cleaned up and dressed love, the manager will be here soon to open and I don't think you want him seeing us as we are now." He said kissing my head. "No, that wouldn't be good would it," I said laughing. He helped me up and gathered our clothes as we walked to one of the locker rooms. I heard him turn on one of the showers as I turned my clothes right side in. "Come with me, let me take care of you." He said leading me into the shower stall. I grabbed a hair tie and put my hair up so I didn't have to re blow dry it and stepped into the hot spray. Todd grabbed some soap and began to wash my breasts; standing behind me and kissing my cheek as he continued to clean me. "That feels nice," I said leaning my head back to rest on his shoulder. "Yes it does," he said, moving his soapy hands down between my legs, taking his time washing away the evidence of our coupling. We finished showering each other, toweled off and got dressed. I felt kind of funny without my bra on but that was now in two pieces in the trash bin. Todd said I looked great so I didn't worry too much about it as we walked out into the parking lot. "Hop into my truck we can just use this for the day," he said unlocking the doors. "Good because there are way too many people on these roads for me and I would probably get us lost in your own neighborhood." I laughed. "You should never have to drive when you are with a man," he said opening the passenger side of the Hummer. "Thank you," I said climbing up into the black leather seat. His statement struck me as a little weird but I put that thought aside, he was probably just trying to be a gentleman. "To my place then? I want your help decorating the place. It's like any man pad, empty of all non essentials. I have the entertainment system set up, a couch and love seat, beds in both the master and guest bedrooms but that's about it." He said, giving me a look of desperation. "I think I can manage to help you out. I am pretty good at things like that," I said. "Do you cook or eat out all the time?" "Eat out or go to my dads, his wife is an excellent cook." "Ok, but you still need a dining set or the place just looks wrong," I said, thinking of what else he must need. "Please, order everything one would need for the kitchen if they were to be cooking and all that," he said. "Ok, will do!" I said, sitting back in my seat and began to make a mental list of what he would need to purchase. When we pulled up to his house it took me until he opened my door to realize we had arrived. My mind was preoccupied with what I was going to tell Ryan and the list that Todd would need. When I came back to reality Todd was unbuckling my seat belt. "I'm sorry, off in my own little world there for a minute," I said blushing. "More like twenty but that's perfectly fine, I could see your mind was hard at work," he said kissing my forehead. I avoided saying anything about Ryan, I didn't want to delve into the fact that I was going to have to leave Todd at the end of that day and go back to Ryan, let alone what I was going to tell him when I got there. That was one thing my mind couldn't do, wrap itself around the idea that it was going to be bad however I said it. I looked up at the house and the first thing that came to my mind was wow that's huge! It was a cream and white two story house, an attached garage with what looked to be a loft. The front of his house had two bay windows on the right side one right on top of the other. The left side was dominated by a huge wraparound porch on both levels. As we walked up to the house I could see the back yard consisted of a very large in ground pool and lush greenery. I loved it! Todd opened the front door to his house and led me inside. The front hallway led to a beautiful granite counter topped kitchen with an island in the middle that sported an empty pot rack above it. All stainless steel appliances and light oak cabinets. It was any cooks dream kitchen with plenty of counter and cupboard space. To the right was the empty dining room. It looked plenty big enough to hold a large dining table and a nice cabinet. There was a bathroom in the hallway just beyond the kitchen leading into the living room. It had a wonderful looking shower stall with what looked to be about eight different shower heads and built in radio with DVD player and Jacuzzi tub at the bottom. A large vanity was to the right with two stainless steel sinks, the toilet on the far side of the room. The ceiling was made up of skylights that made the room seemed to glow with natural light. The living room was huge and largely empty with a burgundy sectional wrap around couch and a love seat in the middle of the room facing what looked to be every piece of electronic equipment you could imagine. I spotted several game systems, blue ray player, stereo and the flat screen was at least 60" mounted on the wall and wireless surround sound was set up. Yep this was definitely a man pad. He led me to the stairs to the left. The floor consisted of three rooms. The first one to my right was clearly the guest bedroom, it had a queen sized bed and a small dresser. On the left was a small bathroom with just a shower stall and toilet. Ahead on my right was a workout room, very large with everything I could imagine in it, including a lot of weight lifting equipment. That didn't surprise me at all with the way his arms and back looked. On the left was the master bedroom. There was a king sized bed to the left in the middle of that wall, on the right were two doors, one leading into a double his/hers walk in closet. His half was filled with clothes and shoes, twice as many as I owned easily. The master bath was beautiful! There was a very large glass block shower to the left, in the middle of the room was the bath with Jacuzzi jets, easily enough room for two people and very deep. To the right was a walled off toilet room. "You like it?" Todd asked. "I love it! You could have a nice place here with a bit of a woman's touch. But you are going to have to paint the walls, the whole house is white. Way to stark; and you're going to need a lot of lighting." "Why don't we go sit on the couch, watch a movie and you can order everything I'll need online." He said taking my hand, leading me back downstairs. We sat down on the sectional and began to flip through the movies on demand; finally settling on Avatar, our favorite movie as of late. I had my legs over his lap and started to work on what he would need. Five hours and a hell of a lot of money later I finished. I wasn't due back with Ryan for another four hours so we ordered pizza delivered. We decided to catch up on our Dexter episodes, neither of us had gotten a chance to watch it and it was half way through the season already. We ate pizza and watched the bloody mess of a show that we loved, joked around and cuddled. Neither of us discussing what was going to happen when I left. He seemed completely at ease with everything where I was a wreck inside. I wasn't sure if he even felt the same way I did about him. I decided to stop thinking and lay down with him closing my eyes for a half hour; I was so warm and comfortable in his arms and I had time yet before I had to leave. To be continued... Jessica's Hawaii Vacation Ch. 02 I opened my eyes and searched for Todd behind me but found myself alone on the couch covered in a cream blanket. I quickly sat up and looked at the clock which read 11pm; I was late! Ryan was going to kill me! I quickly ran into the kitchen to grab my things and look for Todd. My purse wasn't where I had left it, nor was my keys. I could hear Todd talking upstairs so I went to go find him but stopped when I heard the conversation. "So the car has been returned and he's on the plane?" Todd asked whoever he was talking to. "Great, did you get all of what I asked? Yes, 34 C." That was my bra size, what was going on? "Thanks Lisa I really appreciate this," he said. I walked the rest of the way upstairs, motioning for him to come with me; he simply put his finger up for me to wait. He had to know how late I was! "I have to go!" I whispered; again motioning for him to come downstairs. He shook his head no and turned away from me. I began to get really irritated and just stood on the top of the stairs with my arms folded in front of me, waiting for him to get off the phone. "So I'll see you tomorrow morning?" he asked. "Thanks again." "Come on we have to get me back to my car, I am really late!" I said, turning to walk down the stairs. "Relax, you have no need to go anywhere," He said, gently grabbing my shoulder. "What the hell do you mean I don't need to go anywhere? Ryan's going to kill me!" "Ryan is on a plane going home and your rental car has been returned." "WHAT!" I yelled. "What do you mean he's on his way home? He just left me here? Why because I was late? Oh my god, did you tell him what we did? Why would you do that?" I started to cry then. What was I going to do? I didn't have the money to get home and even if I did he obviously didn't want to be with me anymore. I had nothing to go back to! What had I done! "I simply told him that you weren't coming back to him, handed him his ticket and had my brother drive him to the airport. My sister returned the car for you. You don't have any need for it anymore," he said. I sat down on the stairs in shock. Nothing he said even registered to me other than the fact that Ryan was gone. How could I blame him? I had cheated, the one thing I swore I would never do, I did. Somewhere in the back of my mind I realized that Todd was picking me up, carrying me into the bedroom. It didn't matter; nothing did. My world had fallen apart as I slept. "What time does his flight get in? I need to call and apologize. Try and save our relationship somehow," I said as he put me down on his bed. "You don't need to worry yourself about that anymore Jessica." "What do you mean I don't need to worry about it?" I asked. "My sister went out today and bought clothes, shoes and whatever else you would need. You are staying here with me," he said kneeling down in front of me. "Thanks but I can't, I have to go back I can't just run away from my problems." I said wiping my eyes. "You misunderstand; you aren't going back because I said you're not. Ryan means well but he doesn't have a clue what you need in a man; neither do you for that matter. You weren't happy with Ryan because he never had a firm hand with you. He wasn't in control of the relationship, you were and that is the last thing you need. I know how to make you happier. Besides, I want you to be mine, and I always get what I want." He said, bringing my head up to look at him. "You're mine sweetheart, plain and simple. If you just accept it things will go a lot easier, understand?" I just sat and stared at him for a while. I didn't have a clue as to what to say to what just came out of his mouth. I'm his? What was that supposed to mean? Who says this to someone? "What the heck are you talking about Todd?" I asked quietly. "You belong to me. I wasn't kidding when I said you were mine and to do what I say. I knew I was right about you the moment that you surrendered yourself to me. Your life here will be much happier; you don't have to worry about anything but what I ask of you. You will feel safe and secure all the time instead of worrying what you would do if your relationship didn't work," he said smiling. "You don't just own people Todd. That's not how life works. You can't just take me away from my life and act like I'm just some piece of property." I said. I was beginning to get really irritated with this whole situation, maybe Ryan was right; maybe I shouldn't have met him at all. "Yes I can. It's exactly what I did," he said standing up. "Come on, we need to get you something to drink, you are upset and you've been crying. I don't want you getting dehydrated." "So that's it? I'm just supposed to say OK and follow you downstairs after what you just said?" I said. "Yes, you are going to follow me downstairs and then I will explain everything that is expected of you, and what happens when you don't do what you're told." He said taking my hand, pulling me up to a standing position. I grabbed my hand back from him and went for the front door. I was not going to deal with this. I needed to get out so I could call someone and get back home; explain to Ryan it was all a mistake. Before I could get to the door Todd grabbed me from behind and threw me over his shoulder; carrying me over to the couch and tossing me down on my stomach. As I tried to get up he held my legs down and smacked my ass hard. "Stay still or I'll give you more than I'm planning to now," he said pushing on my back keeping my head on the couch. "Please stop, it hurts! Why are you doing this to me?" I cried as he continued to slap me. After about five or so I stopped struggling. He was way to strong and I was getting tired. Maybe if I let him get on with it he would stop soon. "That's a good girl" he said, continuing to slap me. I can't exactly explain it, but laying there crying was making me feel better. I was getting all these pent up emotions out; the whole day of confusion, the hurt from Ryan just leaving without even speaking to me, even what Todd said to me didn't seem quite as horrible. Todd finally stopped after what seemed like forever and picked me up onto his lap, holding and rocking me as my tears continued to flow. "There now, I don't want to have to punish you but you left me no choice. Let me tell you what's going on and what is going to happen," he said, brushing the hair out of my face. I was beginning to calm down but instead of getting mad again I felt comfort in his arms and the world seemed a bit fuzzy like I had been drinking. "We have been talking for about three years. Over that time we have become very close. You confide in me and turn to me when you are having problems. I think that's wonderful that you have trusted me and counted on me like that. Through those conversations, I have come to a wonderful conclusion. You are my perfect mate and you don't even know it. I need to be in control of everything; I don't want a woman that has a dominate personality. I want a woman that takes care of the house and meals. I don't want her to work; I want to take care of her that way. I am what's called a dominate and you my little one are a submissive through and through. You need a firm hand to guide you and take care of you," he said, wiping the tears off of my face. "A what and a what?" I asked. What was he talking about? He was going way out of my comfort and knowledge zone here. "A dominate is a person in the relationship that is in charge. What I say goes, down to when you go to bed and what you wear. You, the submissive belong to me. You do as you are told no matter what. You will eventually come to find that doing that and making me happy will bring you great joy. You will want your status and be proud of it." "I doubt that, I am after all A HUMAN BEING!" I said. "I know it's hard to understand now. I think after meeting others in your situation and given some time you will see what I am saying is right," Todd said, kissing my forehead. "What others?" I asked. "My brother David is also a Dominate and you will be meeting his wife tomorrow. She is proud to call herself his, though at first she was a bit hard to handle. My friend Josh has his girlfriend too. They are getting married next month. I think you will like her. She can be quite the brat, just like you." He said. "I'm not a brat," I said, smacking him in the chest. "That's my Jessica, I'm glad you are feeling better." "I can't help it, you are adorable. I don't know about this whole thing but I do know that going back to Ryan was going to kill me. I care too much for you; I just hope you don't think I'm a slut for sleeping with you today." I said, my cheeks turning crimson with embarrassment. "Not at all sweetheart, it was three years in the making, not three hours," "So here isn't any talking you out of this and just having a normal relationship?" I asked. "Nope and I think it's time to set some ground rules," he said setting me on the couch and standing up. "First is the obvious, what I say goes. No talking back or there will be punishment." I couldn't help but laugh at that. It was like he was my parent. It was then that his face changed from happy to serious. Oops. "Ok, I have a different way to get this done," He said. "Follow me." He led me upstairs into his bedroom through a door in his closet. Weird Place for a door but ok. He entered the room and turned on the light. It must have been what I thought was the loft. It consisted of two rooms, one large one and a bathroom. The larger room had a track on the ceiling, going to various parts of the room and into the bathroom. There was what looked like a massage table on the far left wall a bed on another wall and an empty table on the right. All the windows had heavy black curtains on them. Todd grabbed my shirt and yanked it off, throwing it in a clothes basket nearby. I immediately covered my breasts, shy regardless of the fact that he had already seen me naked. "Hey!" I yelled. "Turn around," he said grabbing me and turning me so I faced him, taking my shorts and underwear off. "Give me your hands," I did what he asked, not wanting to upset him anymore than I already had. Todd pulled out what looked like handcuffs but made of leather. He put them tightly on my wrists, lifting my arms over my head and lifted me onto a hook that hung on the track. When he let go my toes barely stayed on the floor. "What's this supposed to accomplish besides making my arms hurt?" I asked. "First of all, it has the distinct effect of showing you that you have no control over anything." He said, walking me over to the front of the table. He opened one of the drawers under it and came out with what looked like a blindfold. He put it over my eyes and tied it behind my head. It fit comfortably over my eyes and made it impossible to see a thing. I couldn't tell where he had gone. I heard another drawer opening, then silence. "Todd?" I asked. All that answered me was a slap followed by searing pain across my ass. "This is what happens when you don't do as your told, talk back," he said landing another slap across me. "Or give me a smart ass attitude." "I'm sorry, I'm sorry please stop!" I cried. "What are you hitting me with? It hurts!" "You'll see later, you have ten more. If you talk back again it will be twenty!" he said. When he finished, I was in hysterics it had hurt so bad. "I am so sorry, I won't do it again I promise. Please just don't hit me again." "It's yes sir for one thing and I'm glad you see it my way." He said. I could hear him putting something down on the table, presumably whatever he had hit me with. He slid his arms around me causing me to shiver in anticipation. His mouth captured my right nipple in his mouth, gently sucking and grazing his teeth across the surface. He slid his hand down and grabbed my sore ass, pulling me against his body. His skin was warm against mine. I moaned in pleasure when his mouth crushed onto mine in a deep kiss and growled in frustration when he pulled away from me. "You receive pleasure only when I say you do and you will give me pleasure whenever I want it." He said, reaching down cupping my mound in his hand. "This is mine, I'll do what I want to with it," He began to use his thumb on my clit very gently, then inserted one finger in me; working both until I purred. My breaths became faster, my climax closer. He began to kiss down my body slowly stopping at my breasts to kiss and bite each one then proceeded down until he reached my pussy where he continued his slow finger fucking. I gasped as he lightly kissed my most sensitive spot. "Oh, you like that or should I stop?" He asked. "No, don't stop please don't stop," I cried. "Are you going to be a good girl?" "Yes!" He gently licked at my clit sending me higher, closer to climax. I let my head fall back, enjoying the sensations as he expertly worked at my pussy. He sensed I was close and inserted another finger; fucking me faster. My release was amazing, my whole body rocking with the intensity. Todd said nothing as I came down from the pleasure he had given me. He picked me up off of the hook, keeping my hands bound but taking off the blindfold. He carried me back into the bedroom, placing me on the bed. He attached the bindings on my hands to the headboard before standing up to undress himself. All I could do was make sounds of appreciation as he undressed. His chest and abs were well defined even at rest. I wanted to touch him all over, to show him how much I enjoyed his body but the bindings held tightly keeping me immobilized. "So impatient," he said smiling down at me as he climbed onto the bed; pulling the covers up around us. Let me make love to you, relax and empty your mind." I did as he asked, just concentrating on his skin touching mine, his soft mouth on mine in a heated kiss as he settled himself between my thighs. The weight of him on me made me sigh in contentment. He entered me slowly; a low growl escaped his lips as he buried himself completely inside me. I heard him say 'mine' before he quickly pulled himself out of me and slammed himself back in; sending shocks of pleasure through me with every thrust. He fucked me hard, grabbing the mattress for leverage. Helpless cries of pleasure escaped my lips from the force of his hips. I was Cumming again quickly; the contractions of my pussy making Todd groan. "God you're so tight," He whispered. "I don't know how long I can last like this." I smiled and wrapped my legs around him, meeting his every thrust with one of my own. His breath became ragged and I knew he was close. I squeezed his cock when he thrust into me; sending him over the edge. He came hard, burying himself into me and collapsing on top of me. He stayed there for a few minutes, catching his breath. When he was ready he untied my hands. I sighed as he rubbed my wrists, kissing each one where the leather had dug into my skin. "I love you," I said wrapping my arms around him. "I love you too Jessica. We are going to be so happy, you'll see." He said tucking me in beside him. A sleepy smile crossed my lips, knowing he was right. I was going to be his, there was no doubt about it.