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Enduring Dreams of Submission

By: Player One



Prologue

Reina called me just after I had finished my lunch. I was sitting out on my back porch looking out over the rows of orange groves below. My house sits high on the side of a hill at the north end of a large valley that runs between twin rows of 6000 foot mountain peaks in north central California. There are around 15 homes out here and each one is a half mile apart on the average. This is my retreat from the world. Surrounded by mountains, lots of trees, and right next to a small lake with seven of the homes bordered directly on the water.

Reina, by the way, is my slave. She's highly intelligent with an unwavering need for submission, pain, and humiliation in large doses. We have been together for several years and, on rare occasions, will ask me to see a girlfriend, or a new acquaintance that she has either met at work or through another friend, and "TALK". By "TALKING", she means that she is sending me a female who has confided in her that she has unfulfilled secret dreams, desires, or fantasies dealing with their wanting to experience some type of submission to a man. This can be sexually, physically, and/or emotionally. The levels of these unexplored needs can vary from light game playing to serious training as a slave. These scenarios can be one nighters, weekenders, or involve much more lengthy periods of time, depending on what Reina's friend is looking for or actually discovers during the process of our "TALKS". She also likes to join in on these sessions whenever possible.

"Master, I have met a girl at work who has become my friend during the last month and she has just started feeling close enough to me to start opening up about her most deeply buried and seriously secret unexplored desires. She has never had the nerve, nor has she ever found the right person, to explore any of these fantasies that she has concerning her being controlled by another person. She has told me that the thought of complete submission and obedience to the will and desire of a man is so powerful of a turn on that she can almost orgasm without touching herself. Her problem is that her fears outweigh her needs. I have told her about my relationship with you in a very general way and advised her that you would be the perfect person to talk to about her situation. She has reluctantly agreed to come and see you if you think you consider helping her to understand all of this emotional turmoil that has been reverberating around inside her for several years. I told her that you may only talk to her once or that you may possibly require her to return several times or even stay with you for a few days. I also was very forceful in telling her that everything would depend on how honest, sincere, and determined she was in her self-presentation to you. She is gorgeous Master. You will love her instantly I think. Can I have her call you?"

Two of the women Reina has asked me to "TALK' to in the past were completely sincere. A third was a total put on that didn't last an hour before I sent her on her way. After thinking about her request for a few minutes I said, "Yes little one, you can have her call me. But tell her that she must be naked and lightly masturbating when she does. Tell her that if she is anything but totally honest and completely sincere with me, the response will be that I will end the conversation immediately. Tell her that if she proves to me that she has a real deep down need to explore and experience her submissive fantasies and dreams, I will invite her out here to the house where we can then discuss her feelings and desires in much more intimate detail. Tell her that everything, and I mean everything, will depend on her responses and how honest and real she is when giving them."

"Yes Master. I will tell her exactly what you have said. Thank you Sir. I am positive she will please you completely."

"If not little one, you will receive a very long and severe punishment session."

"Yes Sir. I know. You won't be disappointed."

"Tell me little one, are you looking forward to playing with her too?"

"Oh yes Master, if you will allow me."

"We will see. I'm not sure yet but there may even be a possibility that I include you in part of the 'TALKS' if your friend proves herself to be legitimate. Just maybe. I'm not making any promises. By the way, what is her name?"

"Her name is Karen, Sir. Her last name is Kelly. She is a para-legal at my office. She is in her 40's I might add, and single at this time. She doesn't even have a boyfriend because of all of the sexual and emotional confusion going on in her head. She told me that she has many unfulfilled cravings and needs that she has never been able to explore, either in her only marriage nor in the many relationships she has had over the years. She absolutely looks like she is still in her late 20's. I am not lying about that Sir. She is tall like I am and she has a beautiful face and shape with long light brown hair that goes almost to her waist. And she has the longest legs I have ever seen on a girl so I know you will like her since you always tell me how much you love my legs."

"I love everything about you little one except when you presume to assume what I will or will not like. Just remember the consequences if you are wrong about Karen."

"Yes Master. I will ask her to call you when I see her in about an hour. Thank you Sir. Thank you for trusting me."

"We will see."

Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 01



Chapter One

It was around 8:00 p.m. that evening when my phone rang. It rang twice and stopped before I could answer it so I shrugged it off and went back to watching the basketball game on the TV. A minute later it rang again. I let it ring four times before picking up the receiver and said "Hello."

"Hello. This is Karen Kelly. Reina suggested that I call you and talk to you."

"Hello to you too Karen Kelly. What do you want to talk to me about?"

"I am not exactly sure right now. No, that's not true. I'm not exactly sure what you want me to talk about."

"Did you call me a few minutes ago and hang up after two rings?"

"Yes I did. I'm sorry for that. I chickened out for a moment and then decided that that was what I have been doing all my life and that it was time to stop once and for all."

"Stop what Karen? What were you feeling when you hung up?"

"Absolute fear. Panic. Confusion. And then deciding that this idea of calling you was totally ridiculous. Plus, asking myself why I had even listened to Reina or told her anything in the first place. I had this sudden feeling that I had already dug a hole and now I was about to bury myself in it."

"Let me tell you something Karen. You have immediately impressed me with your personal honesty. BUT, and I use that word with great emphasis, there is immense safety in distance and even more so when talking on a phone to someone you have never met and can choose to never meet in the future. I have three requirements for us to continue. Trust, honesty, and obedience. The first takes a lot of time, effort and determination. The second is what determines who you really are in your unique life. And, in your case, the third is what will allow you to discover personal fulfillment. All three must be total and absolute or none will work. Do you understand what I have just said to you Karen Kelly?"

"Yes I do. I have great difficulty in trusting people. Especially men as they have proven time and time again, at least the ones that I have met anyway. Just about all they want is to use me for their own personal needs and satisfaction. Honesty comes easy to me which makes it all that much more difficult in finding happiness or love or even a decent relationship because I have always been surrounded by dishonest people in my life. Obedient, in my world, is the definition of a person not worthy of recognition or respect."

"Karen Kelly, I see that we may have a great deal to talk about and learn from each other and to experience with each other. This is obviously of great interest to you or you would not have called me. This tells me a lot about you. I have several questions to ask you right now. Do you want to answer them? If you say yes, you must make a personal commitment to me and to yourself to answer every question. They will be extremely intimate in some cases and I can't tell you how many there will be. We will both find that out together when I don't have any more to ask. You cannot lie or be half truthful. I may not recognize a lie or a half truth but you certainly will and that alone will permanently destroy the very purpose of this phone call that you chose to make to me. I want you to hang up and think about what I have said for an hour. Reina has told me that you have a number of sexual needs, desires, and fantasies that you want to explore. During this hour you will make the decision to either continue on in life without ever understanding or experiencing these needs and desires or that you are now ready to commit yourself to yourself and to another person and finally work on what it is that has you so confused and unfulfilled as a woman. I guarantee nothing. I can only promise to do my best to help you find your way through your confusion. I may or may not succeed. That depends completely on you and you alone. You are free to explore just as you are free to end the exploration. That will be your choice also. Everything else will involve trust, honesty, and obedience without question. I don't want you to say anything now other than to answer two questions before you hang up. After you hang up, I want you to find a place in which you feel at peace and spend the hour as I have instructed you. I don't expect nor do I anticipate anything from you at this time. You will call back or you won't call back. That is also your choice to make. Do you understand what I have said Karen Kelly?"

"Yyyes. I do. This is probably an important moment. Maybe the most important in my life."

"It could very well be just that. Are you naked right now?"

"No."

"You have sixty seconds to strip totally naked. No clothes. No jewelry, And, the time is starting right now"

I heard the phone drop immediately and I could hear the rustle of her removing her clothes and whatever else she was wearing. 

I heard the phone being picked up again and fumbled with and then an out of breath voice saying, "I am naked now. Totally naked." Forty eight seconds was not bad. 

"Are you fingering your pussy right now?"

"No, I'm not. That's a rather presumptuous thought on your part don't you think?"

"I'm never presumptuous about anything young lady and don't ever make the mistake of thinking I am at any time. I speak. You obey. Accept that or hang up now."

"I am now fingering my pussy."

"Stay naked but stop the masturbation during the next hour. Every hour on the hour you are to masturbate for five minutes. You will do this until you go to bed. And, as one last thought to keep in mind should you choose to continue with what you have started with this phone call, you are NEVER allowed to have an orgasm for any reason what-so-ever without my expressed permission or you will be appropriately and severely punished. Call me back in one hour and five minutes. Hang up now."

I put the phone back in the receiver without waiting for any response from her and went back to my basketball game that was now mostly over and my team was 17 points behind.



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 02



Chapter Two

It was actually an hour and twenty minutes when the phone rang again. The other three women did the same thing. It was a statement of their independence. By disobeying just a tiny bit, they still retained some control over the situation they found themselves in when it was time to make the return call. Reina did that too, the first couple of times I told her to call me at a certain time. It's natural. I understand it. The punishment is still the same.

"Hi. This is Karen Kelly. I thought very deeply about what you said and, if you will accept me, I want to continue with what has been started. No..... I need to continue with what I have chosen to start with you. I hhhave to continue with what I have started with you."

Her voice was extremely shaky and quivering, and then she began to openly cry. I let her cry without any interference. The crying turned to deep sobbing moans and then slowly began to subside until she was finished.

"I'm sorry Sir. I didn't want to do that with you on the phone. I just felt a million pounds lift up off of my shoulders and I just lost it. That is the first time I have cried in several years. I'm so embarrassed."

"There is absolutely no need to feel embarrassed Karen Kelly. That was positive proof of your sincerity and you have my permission to cry any time you feel the need to release your emotions. Are you ready to continue now or do you need some more time?"

"Please let me continue Sir. If I stop now I may never get started again."

"I will accept that. I think you have more inner strength that you realize. Are you ready for the questions?"

"Yes Sir. I am."

"You have called me 'Sir' several times now. Why?"

"I am looking up to you as someone who might be helping me find something that I really do need to find for my life to grow any further. Saying 'Sir' to anyone is not natural to me. Saying it to you seems to be quite easy. Please don't ask me to explain that because I probably can't at the moment."

"Do you like to masturbate?" 

"I love to masturbate."

Are you still naked?

"Yes I am."

"Are you willing to obey whatever I tell you to do no matter what it is that you will be doing?"

"Yes I am."

"Do you want to obey me without question or hesitation?"

"Most definitely."

"Are you afraid of me or what I may have you do or do to you?"

"Very much so"

"Are you willing to make a commitment to participating in and experiencing the many areas of submission that I will require of you?"

"Yes I am Sir."

"Do you need to experience total submission?"

"Yes I do. I don't think I will ever find happiness and fulfillment until I deal with all of these desires and fantasies that have been soooo overwhelming my thoughts for the last few years. I I at least need to come face to face with them and then be able to chose what I want or need when I understand what they are."

"Is this what you want deep down in your heart and soul?"

"Yes Sir, it is."

"When you look out your living room window, what do you see?"

"My apartment overlooks a park across the street."

"Hold the phone in your right hand, stand in front of the window, spread your legs wide apart, and begin masturbating your pussy with your left hand." 

This will be her first confrontation with what I call the 'committee of 12' that is inside if every person's head. That voice that is always trying to tell you what is right and wrong according to its distorted version of reality. The voice that always seems to get you into more trouble then out of it. The voice that tells a sober alcoholic that one drink won't hurt them at all and not to worry about it.

I heard an intake of her breath and, after a few seconds of silence, a long exhale of air that had the sound of "Yes Sir" in it.

"I am standing in front of my window and I am fingering my pussy."

"Are you petrified with fear and scared out of your wits that someone you know will see you?"

"Absolutely. I'm scared to death that anyone might see me!"

"Are your nipples hard and is your pussy wet with excitement?"

"I have long nipples and they are standing up at full mast. And yes, my pussy is very very wet at the moment."

"Do you understand that you are doing this to please me and because I told you to do so?"

"Yes Sir. I do"

"Do you want to continue standing there for another two minutes while you finger fuck your pussy?"

"Yes Sir. I actually do want to do that. I'm surprised at myself. Really surprised."

"I want you to stop right now. Close the curtains. Put a simple straight backed chair in the middle of the living room facing the front window. Spread your legs wide open with your ass on the front edge of the chair and put two fingers back inside of you. Do not move your fingers or your hand at all."

"Yes Sir." I hear her shuffling about again and then she says, "I am as you ordered Sir."

"Lesson number one in learning submission. You obeyed me and stood in front of the window to please me. I stopped you when you told me that it was exciting you to be fingering your pussy in front of the open window. You sat on the chair and put two fingers inside of you to obey me. Obeying me is pleasing me. I told you to not move your fingers or hand because that would please you. The object of submission is not your pleasure. It is only to please me. If I were there watching you do this, it might please me to be watching you masturbate. Since I am not, your pleasure is of absolutely no consequence at this time. Do you understand what I have just told you?"

"Yes, I do understand."

"Yes what, I do understand."

'Yes Sir, I do understand.

"Learning submission involves pain, punishment, humiliation, embarrassment, fear, obedience, faith, trust, love, fulfillment and commitment without question. Do you honestly accept this at this time?"

"I fully accept whatever is necessary. Whether or not I can successfully deal with everything you have mentioned will only be known by making the attempt."

"Do you trust me?"

"I don't know yet Sir."

"If I told you to stand at the entrance of your local grocery store, strip naked, and masturbate for 2 minutes, would you do so?"

"If you told me to do that I would make the attempt. I don't really know at this time if I could or not. I can tell you that I want to do that if you want me to. I'm not very confident that I would be very successful with that command. I don't believe that you would have me do anything that would bring me harm but I don't really know you and my trust in you has not had any time to develop. I don't know what the future will bring."

"That is a very good answer little one."

"Thank you Sir."

"If I told you right now to take a needle and pierce your left nipple, would you do it?"

"If that is what you want me to do right now, I will do it for you?"

"Karen Kelly, your answers have told me a great deal about you. I have this inner instinct that tells me that you have been honest with me and that is extremely important. You must always be honest with me. I have decided to invite you to my home for a day. Will you accept that offer?"

"I will gladly accept that offer Sir. I'm scared to death of doing that but I am also so happy that you have decided to accept me."

"I haven't accepted you yet Karen Kelly. I have only approved your responses during this first major step in your life. My acceptance of you will be much easier than your acceptance of all that will be required of you in the future. Reina will bring you out here on Saturday. That will give you several days to think about what you have told me and what you have chosen to do. You can call her at any time and cancel. You can call me at any time, also to cancel, or to ask me any questions you may have that come to mind in the next few days. You may call at 6:00 on any of these days to ask these questions and at no other time."

"Thank you so much Sir. I don't know what to say."

"I don't want you to say anything. Get a pen and paper and write down what I want you to do every day until Saturday and what I want you to do in preparation of your visit on that day."

"I'll be right back."

She was gone about 30 seconds. I could hear her fumbling with papers near the phone and then she was back.

"I'm back. Go ahead with what you want me to do."

"Write all of this down in full. If you fail to complete any of the first part you will not be allowed to continue. Tell me if I am speaking too fast for you. I will also email them to you. You do have an email address do you not?"

"Yes Sir. I do."

"Here are you commands for the week and for your training, should you be accepted. Very few have been accepted in the past so again, I make no promises in your case. It will be entirely up to you and how you respond."

You will shave your pussy immediately after this phone call ends and you will shave it as often as necessary to keep it completely smooth at all times. Hair remover may work well for you. I'll leave that up to you. This includes any hair around your asshole too. You will also masturbate for five minutes every hour as I told you earlier for the rest of this evening. 

Each night, beginning tomorrow at exactly 8:30 p.m., you will sit on a chair in the middle of your living room and masturbate with your fingers. At exactly 9:00, you will call me and ask me for permission to cum. You will stay on the phone with me until you do cum. I may not allow you to cum at all. I want to hear the sounds of your sexual pleasure but you are not to talk to me during most of this. Just before you cum you will ask again for permission to do so. After you cum, if I allow it, you will say "thank you Sir for allowing me to cum for you". I may ask you a few questions. When I tell you we are done, you will hang up immediately. You are not to touch yourself at any other time for any reason except to bath. I will ask you. If you do you are to tell me and you will be punished at our meeting on Saturday. If you touch yourself and lie about it to me, you might just as well forget about this adventure you have asked for because you will have destroyed any possibility of finding what it is you are seeking from me. A submissive who lies is absolutely useless,

You are to remain naked at all times while in your apartment.

On Friday, you will go to your local adult store and buy a toy with which you will use to masturbate for me on Saturday. Don't make it something common like a vibrator. Use your imagination and bring something that shows your ability to go outside of the norm.

Write down three sexual acts that you want to perform for me and one that you want to perform for Reina. The three for me will only involve you but the one for Reina can involve her in the performance if you so chose to do so. Be prepared to act out any one or all of these four performances should I chose for you to do so. This will always remain an option for my personal pleasure.

You will be dressed in a skirt and blouse and will not be wearing panties or bra when you arrive here Saturday. You are to never wear panties or bra in my presence at any time unless I have given you specific permission or instructions to do so.

The only purpose in a submissive's life is to please her Master. That is the only thought you can have at any time. That is your objective. It will take a lot of training for you to learn that to the point where it becomes automatic. That is to be your only desire and your only need. You are to come to terms with that in some form before Saturday. Any pleasure of any kind that you will experience from this day forth will be at my discretion and at my command. You will experience pleasure only when I want you to experience pleasure and only when I have given you permission to do so.

Prepare yourself to stand in front of me and state all of your needs, desires, and fantasies and to beg me to take control of your sexuality in every way. You will be prepared to ask me to take control of your life in general. I may not require you to do this on Saturday but I will at some point in the near future so you must be prepared, no matter if or when this event should happen.

You will be asked to tell me your deepest desires and fantasies that you have never told anybody about. You will tell them to me in detail. They are to be scenarios that you have always wanted to try but have never had the courage or opportunity to participate in or perform. There will be no limit on how many you describe to me but there will be a minimum of three. For each scenario that I find acceptable after the required three, you will be rewarded. I may reject one or more of your first three so be prepared for that. You must understand that there is a big difference between playing at submission and actually dealing with your most deeply guarded secrets that will no longer be secret.

Never forget, in your mind and in your heart, that I will never intentionally allow you to be harmed in any way by another person or by any personal performance that will have repercussions at a later time. Your safety is my vow to you. I will allow you pain. Pain is not harm. Harm is malicious. Pain is not. Pain is what you will become devoted to experiencing as it is one of the most powerful means of expressing your commitment and determination to please me in every way possible. Humiliation will be a common experience. Humiliation and embarrassment are the results of your concentrating on what others are seeing you perform rather than remembering that your only goal is to please me. Submission is pleasure and joy received for being allowed to perform for me and to please me through the act of giving yourself to me. This may take a while to understand. When you do, I want you to tell me instantly, no matter what you are doing at the time. It may never come at all. In this case you may be seeking domination rather than submission. Should this be the case, we will have to adjust your direction. You may not be capable of dealing with either domination or submission. That is totally acceptable. No one can force you to do anything. Never forget that. Anything and everything that you perform or experience as a submissive or as a dominated slave is done so by your choice and your desire and your need. Never forget that for that is the most vitally important aspect of your personal decision to make the call to me today. Love and trust and uninhibited joy can only be achieved through personal commitment. That's basically true of just about everything in life.

Punishment is for failing to please me or failing in performing what is expected and required of you or failing in your submission in any way. Punishment can come in many forms from pain to humiliation to emotional turmoil. Punishment will also be taught as a means of extreme pleasure and orgasmic release. Deliberate failure of any kind will be met with punishment meant to teach you otherwise and meant to cause you severe but temporary pain as a means of reinforcing the lesson needed to be learned.

Your submission will require you to obey laws, rules, requests and commands of all types. You will do so without question. You will obey immediately. Hesitation means you are thinking rather than responding. A submissive does not think unless her Master tells her to do so. A submissive only responds to her Master at all times.

"I realize that this an awful lot to absorb at one time. I doubt that you have been able to write all of the above even though I gave it to you slowly. I will give you a copy of all 12 statements when you arrive Saturday if necessary but the email should be satisfactory in this case. You can ask me any question at that time when you are allow to do so. The first six are to be obeyed immediately. Most of the second 6 will be learned over time should I decide to accept you for further training. All will depend totally on you. There is nothing that you have to do. There is only everything that you want to do. We will be "TALKING" a great deal at first. Reina will be here to help you part of the time."

"Will I be hearing from you each day and will I be seeing you Saturday at 12:00 noon?" 

"Yes Sir, you most certainly will be hearing from me and seeing me. Thank you."

"Do you have the first six parts written exactly as I spoke them to you?"

"Yes Sir. I can write shorthand and have all 12 word for word."

"You are full of surprises my pet."

"Don't you know it!!! And I want you to know that I have already begun trusting you."

"Would you like me to give you a nickname?"

"What nickname do you have in mind?"

"There are lots of possibilities. I will give you one when an appropriate name comes to mind. I think I will let you earn your nickname. You may even earn several"

"You are full of surprises too Sir."

"Don't you know it....... Now hang up the phone and begin your first command"



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 03-04



Chapter Three

At exactly 9:00 p.m., my phone rang. I heard the words, "may I cum Sir?" I told her no but that she was to continue fingering her clit only and to ask me again when she was close to cuming. I also told her that I wanted to hear the sounds of her sexual excitement and the sounds of her wet pussy. I could clearly hear her heavy breathing and frequent moans of pleasure. Then, for a moment, there was silence. But only for a moment. Now I could hear the distinct sound of the squishy sounds of a very wet pussy being worked on by her fingers. She must have been holding the phone really close to that hot sloppy cunt of hers. 

The sloshy wet sounds slowly increased in their pace for the next five minutes. I was truly enjoying listening to the sounds of her pussy dripping excitement when they suddenly stopped and the moans and heavy breathing returned. 

"Pleeeeese Sir. Please let me cum now. Please let me cum for you. I want so much for you to listen to me orgasm. I wish more than anything in the world that you were here right now with me and watching me fingering myself and watching my naked body going over the edge. Pleeeese let me cum for you now....."

"Go ahead Karen. Cum for me in the next 30 seconds or you will not be allowed to cum at all."

That was all she needed to hear. Her breathing increased even more. I could even hear the rhythmic squish squish squish from her pussy increasing to a frantic speed. Her moaning jumped 200 decibels and was almost non-stop. She yelled out "I'm cummimmingggg" followed by a long "oooohhhhhh gooooooodddddddd" as she went over the edge and had what sounded like a fantastic body shaking orgasm that lasted nearly a minute. 

Then, much to my surprise, I heard her say, "may I cum again Sir?" 

I immediately said, "No! Stop touching yourself right now." And the sounds of female sexual bliss came to a sudden end. 

I asked her, after I had given her a few moments to calm down, if she had shaved her pussy. She told me yes and that she had used a hair trimmer and an electric shaver because she was afraid that she was going to cut herself if she used scissors and a razor. She also told me that she had made a very big mistake and had put a healthy portion of Nair Hair Remover all over her pubic area, all around her pussy and completely covering her ass hole immediately after shaving herself. She advised that she had experienced such horrible and immediate pain from the Nair on her raw freshly shaved skin that she had instantly found herself twisting, screaming, and crying on the floor in searing pain and agony. And she proudly added that she had left it all on and endured the pain for the required time before wiping the Nair completely off, jumping in the shower, and coated the harshly red skin with baby oil.

"Did you attempt to stimulate yourself at all during this process?"

"Absolutely not. You told me that I am not allowed to do that and I will obey your wishes."

I asked her if she thought she was going to be able to satisfy me with her submissive qualifications by Sunday evening, which was when I would be making my decision on whether or not she would be continuing, or wanted to continue, with the pursuit of her dreams and fantasies.

"I will qualify no matter what I have to do."

"Have you remained naked in your apartment at all times."

"Yes Sir. I even answered the doorbell totally naked. I cracked the door and remained behind the door. It was the USPS guy with a mailing envelope. He handed it to me through the crack in the door and I signed for it. The way I acted and positioned myself probably told him I was naked. It was soooo hot."

"Tomorrow, during the day, you are to go somewhere outside of your apartment where you can be naked. I don't care where it is. When you get there, you are to get naked and you are to write, in detail, a list of five forms of punishment that you are to receive for disobedience or failure of anything on your part. Each one that I reject as not worth the time and effort will be multiplied by ten and applied in its new format. Take a digital camera with you and take several pictures of your pussy and tits. Then put the camera on timer and take several pics of you and your surroundings. These, you will bring with you on Saturday. You will also write a list of five activities you would like to perform for me this weekend in great detail. If you please me, you may be rewarded. I am difficult to please in some cases. Keep that in mind."

"Yes Sir. I will do everything you have told me to do. And I don't intend to fail or disobey at any time."

"Good intentions are nice for the naïve. Perfect people don't exist. Never forget that I am the one who evaluates and decides just how well you have or have not done as required. Hang up now and follow your instructions for tomorrow."

"Good night Sir."

"Good night."

Chapter Four

Karen woke up Thursday morning just before 8:00 a.m.. She lay back in the bed and stared at the ceiling while sometimes glancing out the window when she heard a bird chirping. She was caught up in thinking about everything that had gone on the past few days. Thinking about what she had been told over the phone by a complete stranger. How she has allowed his will to dominate all of her life since first talking to him. And she thought about how safe she actually was when communications were only by phone. 'Distance seems really safe' she thought to herself. 

"I can do the things he has told me to do if I want to or I will not do them at all if I don't want to," she said out loud with a big smile on her face. He can't force me to do anything. I really enjoyed sitting in a chair with him on the phone while I played with my pussy and clit. That was one of the strongest orgasms I have ever had in my entire life. That was really a fantastic turn-on having a man listen to me masturbate and listening to my excitement and hearing all the sounds of my cuming. Even the sounds of my finger working inside my very wet and dripping pussy lips. 

I did shave my pussy and tried to shave my asshole. I definitely have to be more careful with the Nair the next time. What a shock that was putting in on the areas that I had just shaved. Do men feel that much shocking sting when they put aftershave on their freshly shaved faces? That Nair did a really good job. No stubble at all today. I do love my bald pussy. It's so cute looking at it in the mirror. I'm glad he told me to shave my little beaver. I know he's going to see it this weekend. God.....I'm getting turned on again just thinking about him seeing my pussy in all its glory and shining baldness. Is he going to look at my asshole too? No doubt. He's going to have me bend over and spread my cheeks and give him a clear close-up view of my little puckered brown eye. No man, or woman for that matter, has ever seen my pussy totally hairless since puberty. And no one has ever looked at my bald asshole since I was a baby. I just know he's going to make me get naked in front of him and probably inspect my body very closely. And Reina might be there too. How is that going to feel with two fully clothed people making me stand in front of them completely naked while checking out every part of my body? 

Why am I doing this? I know I have always wanted to experience some kind of domination. I enjoy doing what someone else tells me to do. Especially when it involves my having to do nasty sexual things or allow people to see me naked. My tits are a full 35" and I'm really proud of them but checking out my pussy and asshole is really getting personal. Now my pussy is getting soaked just thinking about all of this stuff. I'm getting hot. Maybe I'll finger my clit and give myself a quick cum. No...... I better not. He told me not to touch myself without his permission or command. I know he's going to ask me about that and I don't want to have to lie. I understand what he meant when he said a lie would ultimately end my association with him. 

I have already decided to accept my role as a submissive. As a submissive 'sex slave' might be a more accurate description. I am finally going to get to experience all these dreams and fantasies that I've been having for years. I am already beginning to trust him and I don't even know what he looks like. God....am I crazy or what? What if he's a sadist or something cruel like that. What if he decides to hurt me and I can't stop him. He says I have to make a vow of obedience before we can continue on. If he decides that he wants to continue on with me. Reina has been his slave for several years and she is perfectly alright as far as I can see. What is he going to make me do? What is he going to do to me? This is going to be so embarrassing. He's going to humiliate me in front of the both of them. Is he going to make me do things in front of other people too? That would be just a little too much I think. I'll call it quits if it gets out of hand. He told me I can quit at any time I so chose. But I don't really want to quit. I do want to learn how I am going to respond and react to being a submissive slave. Oh, I most certainly do. I hope he is as great in person as he is on the phone. I'm scared. I'm scared shitless. 

He told me to buy an unusual sex toy. Is he going to use it on me or make me use it on myself while he watches? What kind of sex toy can I find that would be unusual? Dildos, vibrators, and blindfolds certainly are not considered unusual I wouldn't think. I've never been in an adult store. I'm probably going to be stared at by a bunch of perverts who will see everything I look at or chose while I'm there. That is going to be a real trip. Why does my pussy get wet every time I think about him? No man has ever had that affect on me. My nipples get hard too. He's going to love my nipples. They stand up nearly three quarters of an inch when fully erect and are a half inch across. He'll have lots of fun with these two stand-ups. I will too I think. But, then again, there are a lot of things he can do to them that won't be so much fun either. 

I slept off and on all night that first night of home obedience with him on the phone. I had all sorts of dream fantasies and can't remember a single one clearly. I finally slept soundly for a few hours in the morning and woke up sort of refreshed. I wrote down what he had told me I must do today. I was to go someplace and get naked. I was to write out five punishments to be applied to me. I was also to write out five activities I want to, and will, perform for him on Saturday. That's still two days away. I'm going to go insane long before I arrive at his house at the rate my mind was spinning out of control. And my clit. And my pussy. And even my nipples were standing hard a lot of the time. 

I was lost in thought over a breakfast of oatmeal and juice as to where I was going to go where I would be safe being naked for a short period of time. Hopefully, without being interrupted. I also thought about what I would do if I was interrupted. Not a whole lot in a case like that was my conclusion. I remembered a place about 30 minutes away that I once walked around on a day that I needed to do a lot of thinking. It was a big field in an open area without anything but weeds and trees on the far side. I had pulled over off the side of the road there a few years back because I had needed to think for a few minutes. The field had seemed inviting so I had gotten out and just walked around for awhile until I had figured out my problem and had continued on. I decided that that would be the first place I would check out. I grabbed my biggest 'suitcase' purse, put in several pens, two large yellow pads of standard page sized paper, my little digital camera with case and extra batteries, and a large beach towel. I made a couple of sandwiches and put them, along with some soda and ice, into a small cooler for my lunch and went out to my car to begin my morning adventure. My mind was already running wild as usual.



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 05



I guess everybody was at work because the roads sure were void of cars. I passed one here and there but that was about it on the trip out to the field. There was a small dirt area near the beginning of the field of weeds and that's where I parked. I just sat there at first. Mostly thinking of a way out of this project. I could lie. I've had that thought more than once in the past few days. I knew that lying was out. As much as I was afraid of what I was about to do, I was also just as excited about doing it.

I got out of the car and locked it up and began my hike to the far end of the field with cooler in one hand and purse slung over my shoulder on the opposite side for balance. It was about a quarter mile to the far end of the open space to where the weeds met the trees. I walked about ten feet into the tree area and put my beach towel on the soft, leaf covered ground next to a pine tree that was about a foot thick at the base and perfect for me to lean against.

I guess you could say that I was at the point of no return. My pussy was actually beginning to sexually react to this situation. I was hot, turned on, and scared to death at the same time. My brain hadn't stopped running on overtime since the minute I had left the house. I took a deep breath and began unbuttoning my shirt. With the shirt completely off, I did a very thorough look around just to make sure that no one was invading my space and my solo adventure. I kicked off my shoes. Next came my jeans and I was openly standing in only a bra and panties. I remembered something being said about no bra and panties but I think that was when I went to Sir's house on Saturday. Anyway, bra and panties I had and I slowly dropped the bra to the ground first, followed by the panties with the large fresh wet spot in the crotch.

There I stood. Totally naked. The temperatures were in the mid 70's and there were a few clouds here and there in an otherwise all blue sky. I looked around again just to make sure I was still alone. I could see the road and my car way off in the distance. Since I was into the woods a short distance, I knew no one would see me if they happened to look this way as they were driving by. I only had to worry about people like me just wandering around on foot or out for a hike. What a surprise they would have if they stumbled onto me in all of my bare assed nakedness.

The first thing I did was to take out my digital camera and turn it on. This hot adventure needed to be recorded not just for Sir, but for myself as well. If I got through that outdoor scenario successfully, I wanted to be able to prove it beyond all reasonable doubt if the need should ever arise. I held it as far out in front of me as my arms would reach and aimed it at my tits with their nipples now standing up in all their glory and snapped quite a few pictures of my two firm beauties. I thumbed back through each pic and they had all turned out pretty good for someone who knew very little about photography. I sat down on the beach towel, spread my legs, leaned back against the tree and took several more pictures of my pussy. I even spread my outer lips to spice things up a bit with some real inner pink. I then added a few more that Sir had not required me to take but ones that I decided to do anyway. I was really getting into this photography stuff and looking forward to showing all the pictures to him. I used one hand to finger my clit and the other to take pictures of my masturbation technique. I even put a finger into my ass hole and got a fine looking picture of that hot little display of my willingness to go beyond the minimum requirements.  

There is a setting on my camera that will allow it to take a picture all by itself every ten seconds. I put it on this setting and then picked up the cooler. I moved it about ten feet away and put the camera on top of it and aiming back at the beach towel. I pushed the shutter button and ran back to the towel and quickly got down on my hands and widespread knees with my ass toward the lens and heard the camera take the picture. I kept this pose for a few more shots with my head and tits down on the towel and my ass pushed up as high and open as it would go. I then began doing a bunch of different poses during each ten second break. I sat facing the camera and held my tits up with my hands. I laid face down with my legs spread wide. I laid face up with my legs spread wide. I played with myself and fingered my pussy. I even inserted more fingers into my asshole which I had NEVER done before in my life. At least 30 pictures later, I decided that that was enough and did one last pose laying on my stomach with my head toward the camera and up on my elbows so that my hanging tits and nipples could be seen and formed a kiss on my lips as the shutter snapped one last time. I got up and turned the camera off. For the time being anyway. This was fun and outrageously exciting knowing that Sir would be looking at all of these posed porno shots of myself that I had taken and would still be taking as the day's adventure continued. The thought of me standing there in front of him while he looked at all of these pictures had the juices flowing like a river from my between my legs.

I grabbed the camera and decided to take a very short walk further into the woods. I took a few pics as I went along and even aimed the lens at me once in awhile. I sort of circled around, never going further than 100 feet my spot. This was really exciting. The biggest turn on being the possibility that somebody could just happen to show up out of nowhere and discover a bare assed naked crazy female taking pictures of her shaved pussy and playing with herself out in the middle of the woods. I have never felt so free and at one with nature in my life. After another quick look around, I decided to go off into the woods a bit further this time. The thick trees went way beyond what the eye could see so I felt pretty safe inside of them. I actually left my clothes scattered around on the ground and walked straight into the trees. I ended up taking an exploratory expedition that lasted nearly a half hour before I realized just how long I had been out there butt naked. Butt naked and suddenly not so sure how far away from the beach towel and my clothes I really was at that moment. My initial response was to panic. My heart was going at a rate of 180 per and my mind was frantically trying to retrace every motion I had made and each direction I had moved in during the past half hour. I gave up on that idea really quick. It wasn't going to help me find my starting point. More than likely, it would get me further away and more lost then I was at that moment.

I'm no girl scout, but I did remember where the sun was when I started on this adventure. I was also confident in knowing the basic general direction I had to go in to get back to the field. I pointed my tits in the chosen direction and off I went. It took another 10 minutes to find the field, but I did find it. I was also on the wrong end of it. I came out of the woods only 30 feet from the road. I could see my car on the other end of the open space and I could also see another car coming in my direction. I ducked back into the woods and hid behind a tree that was smaller than I was. The car passed by without changing speed and I let out a long deep breath of relief. My nipples were hard and my pussy was tingling and my clit was on fire. What a feeling I was experiencing. I actually stood there and masturbated only 30 feet from the road and a long ways from my towel and clothes. And I had an orgasm that nearly dropped me to the ground. And that was when I remembered that Sir was very emphatic in saying that I was never to have an orgasm without his specific permission to do so. 

He had asked me last night if I had cum on my own. He would most certainly ask me tonight. Especially after having spent so much time naked in the woods. Again, that concept of lying came up. And again, I knew I couldn't do that. I would be a complete phony if I did. He said I would be punished if I came without permission. I was not going to worry about it then. It was definitely one more thing I didn't want to worry about at that particular moment. I fully understood the concept that to lie to Sir meant that I was lying to myself too and that it is totally impossible to be a realistic submissive and a phony liar at the same time.

I walked along the edge of the woods just inside the tree line most of the way back. I even got daring and walked a few feet into the field outside of the tree line just to see how it felt and how I reacted. I felt more and more risqué every time I did that. And I felt completely sexual and sensual and beautiful and scared. I was turn on as I had never before experienced in my life. A totally different kind of turn on actually. Every square inch of my body and every hair on that same body was tweaked to the max with overwhelming sensual and sexual arousal. No single spot on my body being any more or any less aroused that any other spot. Finally, with only 50 feet or so left until I reached my original spot, I walked out into the open area for the remaining distance left before reaching the imaginary safety of my towel. As far as 10 feet or so into the open. Some of the weeds were waste high and a few of the brush clumps were over my head but scattered sparsely around the entire field. Still, I was in the open and on full display to anyone who happened to be around and just happened to be looking in my direction. 

That was hot. I was shaking and excited and turned on something fierce. I sat down on my towel and just stared out over the field. My heart was racing and so was my mind. My entire body was shaking with an adrenalin high. But the more I looked out at that field of weeds and brush and scrubs, the more I wanted to test out my courage by walking further out into the open field. There were not too many places to hide but there were some here and there so at least that was in my favor. My fear of someone, anyone, showing up was at a really high level. Not so much fear of passing cars though, but they did present a small amount of danger. I wanted to push myself even further. I think I had lost my mind somewhere out there in the woods during my first walk.

I decided that I was going to do this just one time only and then finish my assignment with the pen and paper. I picked out a fairly high brush area just short of the middle of the field. I would guess about 250 yards or so out from where I was sitting. I stood up and, with camera in hand and totally bare assed naked, began a slow stroll out toward my destination. My head was turning rapidly in all directions. making sure that I wasn't caught by surprise. I stopped a few times and took a picture of myself with the open field for a background. One time, I even put the camera on the ground with a little pebble under the front edge to angle the lens upward somewhat and put it on automatic timer again. While it took pictures at even intervals, I paraded in front of the camera and even did a few spread legged poses to show off my ass and my pussy. I did that at several different distances from the camera. As much as 20 feet or more at one point. I got so into this that I didn't see or hear the next car coming down the road. It was almost to the field when I did see it and all I could do was squat down and hope they couldn't or didn't see me. With my heart on nitro, the car drove past the outer edge of the field at a very slow pace but didn't stop to check out why some naked female idiot was squatting out in the middle and pretending to be a weed. 

I finally made it to the tall brush I had picked out as my furthest and final point of wandering outside the safety of the woods and stood there motionless. As a final picture, I spread my legs really wide, squatted halfway down, spread the lips of my pussy with one hand and took a really close up shot of my clit and wet slit with a clear view of the road and the open area between me and that road. It was then time that I headed back to the towel at a pretty good pace. "The Towel" had been turned into my designated safety zone. 

Once back, I breathed a sigh of relief and parked my ass on the towel with my back against the tree and just took deep breaths until my heart resumed it's normal rate and all the rest of my vitals slowed back to normal. I still can't believe that I did all of that walking around and the trip into the middle of the open field. It was an amazing experience. I have an awful lot of photos to prove it to myself if need be. And to anybody else to whom I may have to present proof of my first outdoor solo adventure a some point in time in the future.

After calming myself, I got down to the writing. I decided to start with the five activities or performances I would like to do for Sir. It took me a long time to get into the proper train of thought but I finally wrote:

1) I want to masturbate for Sir and Reina. To show them all of the techniques I use and to verbally explain why I do each one and what the immediate stimulating effects are that has on my nipples, my pussy, and my clit.

2) I want to have Sir watch me cum. I would like him to be just inches away and watching very closely while I cum. 

3) I would like to ask Sir if he would like to watch me fuck myself with any object of his choosing. ANY object at all that would fit inside my hole. Or as many different objects that he may chose for me to use in any or all of my holes.

4) I would like to ask Sir to order me to do something that involves using my ass hole. This is outside of all my perceived limits of my comfort zone but I know I must prove to him that I am both willing to obey and willing to push myself to find my various limits. To prove how very willing I am to learn to surpass those same limits. And the desperate desire to demonstrate my craving need to totally submit to him in every possible way that could be required of me at any time or place.

5) I want to ask Sir to command me to perform any sexual or physical acts of any kind what-so-ever, no matter what they are or what they require of me or where they are to be performed. I want to do this to prove to him that I am sincere, that I trust him, and that I only want to please him in every way.

I re-read that list over and over again and finally decided that I would leave it as is and not change anything. I got up to stretch my legs and walked around the area for a few minutes. I was really getting into this being naked out in the open wilderness so to speak. I felt so free and so full of energy and freedom that I almost went out on another hike but thought better of it. I needed to finish my assignment and the second part was not going to be easy. I have to tell Sir five different ways I would like him to cause me pain or humiliation or both. Punishments for failure, as he put it. And, if I don't make them acceptable, he will reject any one that he decides is too easy on myself and inappropriately un-submissive. Any punishment in which I would be thinking of myself rather than of the purpose of the punishment. And I can't forget that he said he will multiply each reject by 10 and apply it just for the fun of it to teach me a lesson. If I say 10 lashes of a whip on my ass and he says that is too little, he will give me 100 lashes as punishment for a wrong request. If I say 30 lashes and 20 would have sufficed, I am screwing myself. This isn't going to be easy at all.

Well......here goes my first try:

1) 10 strokes of a riding crop on each ass cheek, each tit, each nipple, and my pussy.

2) 100 strokes anywhere on my body using any or all of the whips, crops, paddles, or other similar instruments.

3) A two plus hours of an unrestricted punishment session. Sir will decide the content and the format.

4) Order me to do something that I would NEVER do willingly. Something I am afraid of, something extremely humiliating, something painfully beyond my current understanding or limitations.

5) Any mental, emotional, physical, or sexual punishment. A pain or humiliation activity or scenario, without any limits in time or place, that Sir would like to use at his discretion and choosing.

I didn't re-read this list. I wasn't very sure of myself in this area and I knew I would really get caught up in trying to perfect my five choices and I really didn't want to do that at all. I had absolutely no doubt that Sir would perfect that list for me at some point in the very near future. 

I picked everything up, wrapped everything in my beach towel, and crossed the entire field to return to my car and did so totally and absolutely bare assed naked. All the way out onto the street (after making sure there were no cars coming of course), unlocked the driver side door, and got in the car with my heart racing and my mind running on hyper. Why I did that I will never know. I can't even remember thinking about it or making the decision to do such a stunt. I just did it. Once in the car, I yelled out "Yessss," pounded on the dashboard and steering wheel several times. I then very quickly put on my pants and shirt only, and drove back home. I thought about driving home naked, or with just my shirt on, but that was not going to happen that day. I'm almost positive that it will happen on another day though. 

My thoughts now turned toward the next phone call I would be making to Sir later that evening...



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 06



At exactly 8:30 p.m., I sat in my chair in the middle of my living room, pushed my ass up to the front edge and began to slowly masturbate. And I mean slowly and lightly. It wouldn't take much to explode into a giant orgasm after everything I had done earlier in the day. I was still hot, hot, hot. 

At exactly 9:00 p.m., I called Sir. When he answered the phone I asked, "May I cum Sir?"

Just as he had the night before, he told me no. He told me to stand with my legs spread and to finger my clit only while telling me about everything I had done that day. I told him everything in intimate detail from the moment I parked the car by the field to the decision to go to the car at the end of the assignment while remaining totally naked. I did a slow circular motion on my clit head with my finger the entire time and I was soaked and dripping only minutes into the summary of my days activities. 

Now I was diddling my clit head and squirming appropriately. "Please let me cum Sir."

"No.... What are you doing tomorrow?"

"I'm going to the adult store and get something special Sir."

"What else are you going to be doing tomorrow?"

"I'm going to shave my pussy and asshole Sir, but the Nair worked really well. There is still no stubble of hair growing back yet. Other than going to the adult store, I will be staying at home until Reina picks me up on Saturday and brings me to you Sir."

"Have you followed the rule of nudity in the apartment at all times?"

"Oh, yes Sir, I have done that to perfection. I am always naked when I take my second step into my apartment."

"Good girl, my pet. After you hang up tonight, I want you to do a couple of things for me. They must be done before midnight. One must be done after midnight. And, from this time on, you will leave your front door open until you are naked every time you come home. If you hear someone coming down the hall and you haven't finished removing all of your clothes, I would suggest that you best hurry up. Really hurry up as you will not close the door until you are totally naked. Is that understood?"

"Yes Sir. That thought scares me Sir."

"It shouldn't my pet. Since you won't be wearing panties and bras again after Saturday, you might as well start getting used to that immediately. You should be able to get a top, a skirt or pants, and two shoes off in just a few seconds. You can begin at your own leisure. You can open the door and stand in the hallway until the sun comes up in the morning if you so choose. The only requirement you have that is unbendable on your part is that once you take the first step into your apartment, you must strip naked before you close the door. I'm fairly certain you can figure out how to do that simple task without getting caught or seen by someone passing by."

"Yes Sir. You are right, now that I think about it."

"Good."

"Sir? What else did you want me to do for you before and after midnight?"

"Any time you chose, you are to put on a tube top and a short skirt and nothing else. No shoes either. You are to pull the tube top down so that your tits are totally exposed and walk to your car. If you think someone is going to see you this way, you can pull the tube top back up but you must return to your apartment door and start over. You will keep doing this until you make it all the way to your car. Once at the car, you are to stand leaning against your trunk facing out toward the driveway, with your hands on the trunk and count to 500. Do you understand this so far?"

"I do but now you really are scaring me. What if someone sees me? I live here?"

"Use your intelligence and keep your eyes and ears open. Do this slowly and cautiously and you shouldn't have any problems my pet. If anybody sees you it will be their treat. I also want you to be able to tell me exactly how many times it took you to complete this part of the task. The lower the number, the more impressed I will be with you and the greater you will be rewarded. I strongly believe in rewards for a successful effort by one of my slaves. You will be accorded the same consideration when you have obeyed what I have told you to do in the manner in which you were required. When I see you putting out a greater effort to complete your tasks than was necessary, you will find that I am a very gracious and giving person. Should you perform less than required, you will find me a very strict person and your punishments will be appropriate to your failures.

"Yes Sir. I will do what you ask. What is the rest of the assignment you want me to complete?"

"Once you have successfully completed the first part, you will pull up the tube top to its normal position with your beautiful tits covered. You will then, while still standing at the trunk of your car, pull your skirt all the way up to your waist and return to your apartment door with your ass and pussy on complete display. Again, you can pull the skirt down at any time but you have to return to the car and start over. Do this until you return to your apartment door and, while leaning against the door face out with your hands behind your back and you skirt still wrapped around your waist, you will count to 500 again before entering your apartment and strip naked once again with the door open. If you don't make it to 500, you will return to the car and start again."

"Oh my God Sir.... Somebody is definitely going to see me at some point."

"Maybe. Maybe not. That will be entirely up to you."

"I'm afraid to ask what you want me to do after midnight Sir."

"I'm glad you brought that up. You can wait until 3-4 a.m. if you want. I don't care what time you choose. To do this you must have completed the first two scenarios. I am also going to add a reward for these successful earlier trips. You will again go to your car. The only difference being that, this time, you will be completely naked and carrying nothing with you what-so-ever that you can use to cover any part of your naked body. Nothing at all. When you reach the car, you will stand next to any part of your car that you choose and masturbate until you cum. Just before you cum, you will ask me out loud if you can cum. Since I won't be there to answer, you have my permission in advance to have an orgasm. Then return to your apartment. Reina told me earlier that it's only about 100 feet from your front door to your car so just be happy I'm not having you go all the way out to your front gate or something similar to that. Who knows...... maybe the next time I decide to have you become a naked exhibit, I may just do that. We shall see....."

"Yes Sir, we most certainly will. I am much more enthusiastic about the early a.m. totally nude adventure then I am about the earlier scenarios. Nobody here in this small apartment complex is ever up at that time of night. I will do exactly as you say."

"That's what I expect from you. I don't care if you are enthusiastic or not. You will do exactly as I say. You will always do exactly as I want you to do. If you find that impossible to live with then you will soon discover that submission is not what you are looking for in life. I do not want you to call me tomorrow evening. I may call you and tell you to do something. If something interesting pops into my head that is. Do not unwrap or open what you buy at the adult store. You are not limited to one item at the adult store. You can buy up to five other items of your choice, but only if you are convinced that they will have my complete approval. Tomorrow evening you are to masturbate to near orgasm five times. The last time being when you have gone to bed for the night. I want you to sleep horny. Do not cum at any time. I will ask you on Saturday. One of the times you masturbate you, will stand in front of your living room window with all the lights out in the apartment. I want you to do that just after dark and play with your tits and pussy while people are still up and about. If or when you see someone, I want you to think about how you are playing with your clit and nipples in plain sight and that you can see them, but they can't see you. Make sure you are up early Saturday morning. You are to sit and write about all of your home adventures of the past few days. You will do so in explicit detail. I want you to be very clear about all of the various emotional and sexual reactions and responses that you experienced. I have no doubt that there are quite a few of those that you want to tell me about. You need to learn to feel comfortable telling me the most secret, intimate, and even humiliating or embarrassing personal details that you have never dreamed of telling another person. Even a close girlfriend. Do you think you might understand the reason and the importance of being able to do that?"

"I think what you are asking me is am I capable of having complete honesty with you are you not?"

"In a manner of speaking. I also need to learn to trust you too Karen Kelly. Trust and honesty are very difficult things to achieve in a relationship. Total absolute trust and honesty is mandatory for a submissive and her Teacher. The word 'Teacher' I use in a casual sense. Sir. Master. Dom. Owner. These are the words you will soon learn the meaning of with intimate acceptance should I decide to allow you to continue with me after this two day weekend. You will need to learn as quickly as possible to respond to my command without hesitation. You will be required to answer any of my questions in complete and intimate detail without hesitation. You will be describing your most secret of all fantasies to me and you will do so without hesitation. I won't be concerned whether or not you are humiliated or embarrassed while doing that. That will be your problem to deal with. You will respond to me in complete intimate detail when asked or you will not be welcomed for very long. I will never force you to do anything. Anything and everything you do with me and for me, including walking out to your car totally naked in the middle of the night or telling me how much you want me to fuck you in the ass, you will do because you WANT to. Because you NEED to. And because you don't ever want it to be any other way..... And last, but not least, on one page alone, write what you want to do as a submissive. Let me correct that. What you want to do and what you think or expect will be required of you to do as an owned submissive sex slave ." 

"Yes Sir. I will do my best. This is all pretty new to me so please have patience with me."

"Patience is not part of the deal. Reina told you who and what she is in relation to me. You are the one who told Reina about your fears and unfulfilled dreams and fantasies. You made the phone call to me by your choice. You are the one who wants to explore and learn about yourself and what you are the most afraid of in your sexual life style. You are the one who has finally decided to take the big step into learning and experiencing submission to a man who will have complete control over every aspect of your life. Be it for a day, a week, a month, a year, or forever, you made the commitment to yourself to seek out a man who can teach you and train you in this area of your sexuality and your submissive personality. You are the one who has chosen to obey every order and command I have given you up to this point. Patience has absolutely no part of your search for yourself. You will obey and perform as I wish and as I say or the performance will be over very quickly. Do you understand?"

"Yes Sir. I most certainly do?"

"Do you chose to obey me?"

"Yes Sir."

Do you choose to totally submit to my wishes and command?"

"Yes Sir, I do."

"Do you choose total obedience to me and commit yourself to performing any and every scenario and sexual act that I wish or command you to complete?"

"Yes Sir. I do."

Then, there will be no further discussion of patience or your lack of confidence. It is your lack of confidence that has also led you to me. Have a good day tomorrow and do exactly as I have told you to do. I don't accept excuses for failure. Goodnight."

And I hung up the phone. My last thought, before returning to another Laker/Celtic game, was that I wish I had a picture of her face the moment I hung up the phone...... Then I had another sudden thought. I immediately called her back up. It had only hung up a few seconds earlier so she was still next to the phone and answered immediately.

"Hello."

Without telling her who I was, I just plainly said, "Take a picture of your tits, your shaved pussy, and your ass hole and email them to me. Get my email address from Reina and tell her exactly why you need it. And one last question. Do you want me to fuck you in your ass?"

"Yes Sir. I hope you want to fuck me in my ass."

And then I hung up again wishing I had a picture of her face that time too.



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 07-08



Chapter Seven

I slept late Friday. I didn't get out of bed until after 10:00 a.m.. I took a nice shower and had a bowl of cereal for breakfast. And a glass of V8 juice with it. I couldn't get my upcoming trip to the adult store out of my thoughts and kept running some ideas over and over in my head as to what I could possibly get that Sir would consider unique. I finally decided to leave it alone until I got to the store and could see, first hand, all of the possibilities. I finished the cereal and headed out to the car.

I have never been in an adult book store in my life. Or any other kind of adult store for that matter. I had checked out items on AdamandEve.com a few times but that is the total extent of my knowledge of adult toys and next to nothing of the other various devices of varying life styles. Vibrators and dildos were all I had ever needed to know about. I pictured jerk off booths and men standing in corners reading X-rated magazines and weirdos of all kinds ready to be less then gentlemanly with a woman alone in the store. I live in an affluent town and this was the only adult store that I knew of in the entire area. What a surprise when I walked in and it turned out to be a higher class book store like Borders. Not the sleazy hole in the wall shack that smelled of sex and had cum stuck on the walls. There were quite a few men and several women also. Well dressed and surprisingly uninhibited and unembarrassed singles and couples wandering around checking out everything that the store had to offer. My initial apprehension just disappeared without notice. The main room was for books and magazines and there were quite a few separate rooms off the main room that looked like specialty areas. Each had a sign over the door such as BDSM, Gay, Lesbian, Extreme, etc., etc.. I chose the room labeled "Play Toys" to visit first. 

The room was paneled in Oak with a carpet that my feet sank into with every step. The room itself was close to 30' X 30' and almost every single square inch of wall space was taken up with hanging packages of dildos, vibrators, and every other object imaginable that could be inserted into a vagina or a rectum. And every size of each item possible too. There were a few items that I couldn't imagine being possible to insert into my pussy or asshole. I saw one that was roundly pointed at the top and was three inches wide at the base followed by a one inch wide and two inch long stub ending with a flexible two inch square flat piece. I could see that, if the entire object did make it all the way into a vagina or rectum, the muscles of either hole would comfortably close around the thin shaft while the flat piece would remain on the outside of the body. It would have no trouble remaining inserted no matter what activity the recipient was engaged in at any time. There were a lot of other types of items that attached to the male and female genital areas that were quite interesting. Something called a 'butterfly' really tweaked my interest.

Several items caught my attention immediately as possibilities for my purchase. A thought came to my mind almost instantly that any item I would buy for my pussy, I would also get a matching but smaller size for my asshole. Such as toys that would stay inside by themselves and cause the greatest amount of potential stimulation possible. After browsing for a half hour I decided to buy a clear glass vaginal insert that was about 6 inches long, round at the top, starting out at just one inch wide and slowly progressing out to about two and a half inches before returning to a slightly thinner two inch stem with a rectangular piece on the end. This also would allow my pussy to close around the entire probe and still have the end piece remain on the outside of my body. It was completely hollowed out and would allow anyone looking into it, while inserted, to clearly see the complete inside of my vagina and the cervical entrance to my uterus. This device also had several tiny LED lights embedded on the inside, right at the very end of the tube that penetrated the deepest. I got the anal version too, which was a few inches longer but only an inch and a half at its widest point. The instructions on the package also suggested that a camera could be used if one wanted to take pictures. A foot long tiny cord with an on/off switch at the end came out of the end piece that prevented the tube from being inserted completely into the vagina and was what was used to turn the LED lights on and off. The anal tube was identical in every way other then the length and width. Sir should have no problem regarding these tubes as unusually innovative toys to play with.

I also bought a matching set of anal and vaginal vibrators that inserted completely inside my body. Each had a single thin black insulated six inch long wire that came out of the end of the vibrator and remained outside of the body like the string on a tampon. They also had a remote control that could turn each vibrator on and off separately or together. Since I had never seen this before, I decided that this dual kit would be my "unique" purchase for Sir to use at his discretion. I was already visualizing these things being used as terror devices in restaurants, grocery stores, walking along the beach, or any of a thousand other places. Even at work! This was a sudden shocking thought. How would I deal with that if he made me wear them to the office? The package stated that the remote could be used as far away as 200'. Sir could stand well away from my office and turn the darn things on and off at his leisure and put some real turmoil into my workday for sure. My pussy was already getting wet and I had only just started looking through the store

I went into the BDSM room and was immediately overwhelmed by the tremendous variety of items, objects, and devices for use in this lifestyle. Almost everything in there had but one general purpose. And that was to cause pain, humiliation or control. A little bit of pain or a whole lot of pain. As I began imagining some of these devices being used on my body, I began to shake. And my pussy got wetter than it already was. I bought a set of nipple clamps that actually had vibrators attached to them. I was amazed that that could be done and just had to buy them. With my super long nipples, these little babies had some real potential. Each clip was adjustable and had tiny little pointed teeth to allow for a good grip on flesh without doing any serious damage. I also found a bag of small binder clips that the package illustrations identified as for use on nipples, pussy lips, and even directly on the clitoris. These made me a little nervous thinking about them being attached to my tender sensitive body parts but I wanted them anyway. These should show Sir my willingness to push my limits. I paid for everything. Not one person eyed the items I was carrying or even paid attention to me at all. 

The clerk was a female and only asked me if I had found everything I wanted. I told her I had found enough. And then I left before I lost complete control over myself and ended up buying a large portion of the items in both the 'BDSM' room and the 'Play Toys' room. I went home to prepare myself for what was to come later that evening. Sir wants me to expose myself publically. Granted, standing naked in my window at night with the lights out is not too public and the chances of getting caught are very slim. But there is still a chance someone will see me during the outdoor activities that took place in the hallway of my apartments or out in the driveway where my car is parked. I was a bit panicky about this but Sir gave me my orders and I will obey them no matter what the risk. I will do anything he tells me to do. I have yet to meet him and he already controls most of my life. I can't even begin to imagine what It will be like being with him in person. I just have to be accepted by him. What will I do if he decides that I'm not worth the effort and his time? I didn't want to even think about that possibility. This was going to be a very exciting evening and nothing was going to spoil it for me. 

Chapter 8

It's finally Saturday morning. I woke up at 7:30. I am so excited I can hardly stand it. I had successfully completed my tasks last night with the naked walks out to my car. I was petrified at first. I felt some since of security when I only had to pull my tube top down off of my tits and get out to the car with the two of them bouncing in the open air. My nipples were rock hard and standing up full length the entire time. I made it out without any problems. I knew I could always pull the tube top back up in just a short second if necessary. The second part was just pure heart pumping excitement at its peak. Standing by the car and then in front of my door for the required amount of time with my skirt pulled up to my waist and my bare shaved pussy and ass on display was near orgasmic. I couldn't believe that I could possibly have that kind of reaction to exposing my body. The trip out and back totally naked was over the line exciting. I was pretty sure no one was going to be up and about at 3 a.m. in the morning. I was out and back and completed that part of the assignment with a very high heart rate and a soaking wet pussy. There were absolutely no immediate options available should someone have appeared suddenly and without warning. I was so wet that I could even smell my own sexual excitement while I stood in the hallway. I didn't care at that point if someone did come along and see my bare ass. I even fantasized someone doing exactly that and tried to picture my reaction. I have a really nice body and I know I am a very attractive woman.

I masturbated four times before my outdoor adventures came to a happy conclusion. I had stood in front of my big bay window earlier, just after dark, and played with my clit, fingered my pussy, and pinched my nipples while all sorts of people walked by below. I could even see people moving about in their apartments across from mine. I wanted to cum sooooo bad I nearly lost it. I quit just in time the first time. Sir's command not to cum came back into my thoughts just seconds before I went over the edge into orgasmic bliss and I managed to get my hand away from my puffy hairless slit without disobeying him. I actually thought about turning on one light in the bedroom while I masturbated in the living room but even that small amount of backlight would be enough to allow me to be seen and that was not an option. I may consider doing something similar to that in a place where I don't live, I'm not known and will obviously never return to, sometime down the road. I casually fingered myself to sleep for the fifth and final time and slept the rest of the night with my hand held between my tightly squeezed thighs and had some wonderful dreams. I even had a dream of an entire room full of people watching me finger fuck myself to a rip roaring climax. Maybe I will get to do that someday........ 

Along with the written summary of the previous evening, I also added a page with the following:

WHAT I NEED AND DESIRE

I love sex. I love a cock in my cunt and banging in and out of me like a freight train.

I love doing any sex act or variation or newly invented sexual activity of any kind.

I love sucking cock and I am totally addicted to sperm. I love the taste. I love to swallow it.

I love to keep it in my mouth for long periods of time. I love to watch it shoot out of the hole.

I love to have it sprayed all over my face, on my tongue, in my hair or anywhere on my body.

I love to jerk off a cock with both of my hands until the cum wads shoot into the air.

I feel so good and so special and so needed when I can make a cock shoot sperm.

I love sucking balls and licking assholes.

I love fingering an asshole.

I love holding a cock and watching it grow and shrink. 

I love just having it in my mouth or licking it or kissing it.

I crave cock

I love the feeling of being the one who is exciting a cock that is growing larger and cuming.

I want to be fucked in the ass.

I love toys.

I love adventures. 

I love the thought of a man using me for anything he wants and in any way he wants.

I need to be used.

I want to be a slave. 

I need to be totally submissive. I have a craving to be completely owned. 

I need to be controlled by a man

I need a Master. I have never met a man whom I could handle being my master.

I want to totally please a man in every way possible.

I want to love and be loved

I want to trust.

I have to be safe.

I got lost in thought after first waking up and I had to rush with my shower and a quick shave of my pussy with the electric razor though I still didn't have any signs of stubble. I was soft and smooth. I was also behind time when Reina knocked on my door. I let her in and ran to finish dressing and brushing out my hair. Reina is such a beautiful woman that I wondered how Sir could possibly be interested in me. I don't come close to her beauty. She is beautiful and sophisticated and confident. I'm more of a foxy tease with a sassy attitude. We left nearly ten minutes later then we should have. Reina warned me that Sir was not going to be very happy about my being late on my very first appearance. Before the day was over, I would learn of the consequences of not keeping Sir very pleased with my obedience and attitudes.

It took nearly two and a half hours to get to Sir's house. It was way out in the mountains and very much in a remote area. There were big beautiful trees everywhere and a small lake just a few hundred yards from the back porch. I could see only two other houses and they were each a quarter mile or so away and near the shore on the opposite side of the lake. Reina told me that there were seven houses all together just facing the lake but, with all the trees and the distance between them, you have to stand in many different locations to be able to see all of them. We pulled into a driveway I hadn't even seen and drove through about a 100 feet of densely packed trees. Coming out of the trees, I could see the house about a quarter mile up the dirt driveway. Everything here was open and covered with dirt and brush. There was a nicely cared for lawn around the entire house but that only went out about 50 feet from the porch and had a double rail fence completely surrounding the house and used as the dividing line between the grass and the somewhat unattended open areas. The house looked beautiful. It was a ranch style structure and there was a small barn in the rear. Everything was natural wood. And the porch encircled virtually the entire outside of the house.

After Reina had driven most of the way up to the house, she suddenly turned around and drove back to the edge of the woods without even stopping. 

"That drive up toward the house was just to let Master Bill know that we are here," was all Reina said.

Back at the trees, Reina told me to get out of the car and walk into the woods far enough that I could no longer see the house. I was to strip naked, toss my clothes off into the woods, and then walk back to the driveway and on up to the house. When I get to the house I am to walk up the porch stairs and stand directly in front of the main door. I am to be facing the door with my hands behind my head and my feet spread wide apart and I am to remain in that position until told to do otherwise. 

"Master Bill is very picky about how sexy his slaves walk and how well they present themselves when naked. You have a pretty face, fantastic tits, a solid round ass and a very shapely body so you shouldn't have any problems with this first stage which we shall call the 'Inspection'. He will be watching you but you won't be able to see him. You may stand at the door for a while at first but, if the door opens, you have made a good impression on him and he will invite you in to complete the inspection phase. I will give him the papers you have written and your bag of goodies that you bought at the adult store. I have no idea what you bought and neither does Master Bill. We will all look at your purchases together at the same time and you will explain what you bought and why you bought them. We will also discuss some of the things that you didn't buy that stirred up some interest and desire and reactions in your mind and in your body when looking at them and thinking about what would be done to you with them if you had made the purchases.

I want you to know now that you are about to approach and stand on the threshold of an adventure that will totally change your life should you be chosen and should you choose to be accepted.

You do not have to do this and you are not being forced to do this in any way Karen. This is and has been your expressly desired course of action that you willingly choose to take. You are in complete control of everything that happens from this moment forward. But only by having the right to choose to stop at any time. Once you have given a stop order, there will be no further possibility of continuing. Everything will be ended and you will leave to continue on with your previous life. At no time will you control the content of the adventure. Your control is your choosing to be here and the ability to stop at any time. Otherwise, you control absolutely nothing. Everything you have done this week, as directed by Master Bill, was done by your choice. Nobody forced you to do anything. No one will ever force you to do anything against your will. You are standing here in front of me totally naked, in the middle of the mountains, and you are about to walk to the house up that road and present your completely naked self to a person you have never met. You are going to ask this man to use you in any way that pleases him. You are going to tell him that you will perform any sexual act or scenario that pleases him. You are going to present your naked body to him as your proof that this is what you have chosen to do on your own free will. And you are going to make the choice of whether or not to step into his world because you need to learn all that you don't understand about yourself. If you don't appear from these woods within 30 minutes after I drive back to the house, I will return and pick you up and take you home. Just as simple as that.

There are two word statements that you can make at any time from now until forever. These two statements have consequences but they also have personal safety. The first is 'Red Light'. This means that what is happening to you at that moment is overwhelming you and that you have lost all direction or are completely confused and lost as to what is happening to you at that time. The instant you say those two words, all activity will cease immediately and completely. You will be allowed to be by yourself for however long you need for yourself and then you will be required to return and discuss exactly what was happening to you at that moment when you needed to stop. Master Bill needs to know your limits as much as you need to know your limits. The training is to both teach and to learn. To be successful, the both of you will need to learn and grow together. Trust is the vital key to everything in your future. I trust this man with my life. He is strong and he is strict and you'll sometimes think he is cruel. Always remember that cruelty is intent to cause pointless harm and he will never do that. Just take a close look at me and you can see that for yourself.

The second two word statement is the more powerful of the two. 'Stop Light' is the phrase and the consequences of this statement are complete and permanent. Should you make that statement at any time, all further training will cease. You will be released from your vows and promises and commitments and you will be returned to your apartment immediately. No further contact will ever be made between Master Bill and you ever again. That is final. You also have one request word that you can use at any time but you can only say it once for each time it is used. That word is 'Speak'. You can ask to 'speak' as often as you feel absolutely necessary but you must never make the request to speak until the previous request has been responded to and completed. What this means is, for example, that you can say "'speak'" if you need to ask for permission to go to the bathroom or if you need to ask Master a question about something that you need to know or understand at that moment. You will not repeat the word "speak" again until Master Bill responds to your first request, no matter how desperate you may feel the need to have a quicker answer. Your punishment for pissing or shitting on yourself or the floor will be far less severe than repeating the 'speak' request a second time. Master Bill will have discussions with you on a continuous basis as part of your training and you must understand that the 'speak' request is to be used for urgent needs only. Should this request become too frequent or frivolous, this could become the cause for you to experience painful punishment sessions, or be revoked entirely for a period of time, or even permanently, should you abuse the privilege beyond what is reasonable and acceptable.




Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 07-08



Do you fully understand everything I have told you or do you have any last minute questions that I can answer for you?"

"No Reina. Not now. I actually have a million questions but they are mostly from fear. I'm scared to death at the moment and I just pray I am doing the right thing. What I've done this past week has sparked such an intense craving need inside of me that I have had a difficult time even getting to sleep at night. I know I was alone but the excitement was just so overwhelming that I have to experience more than that. The excitement is one thing but knowing why I was so excited is what I need to explore. I can't even begin to tell you how much I love you for doing all of this for me. Even if it turns out to be the wrong direction for me, I will always love you for being the person who began my journey to where ever it is that I'm going to go. And I also want you to know that Sir hinted to me that you will be involved in my training to some degree and that I look forward to that more than even I thought would be possible. I have never done anything sexual with another woman nor have I ever wanted to but, I definitely do want to experience that with you. I asked myself last night what I would do if I were told to lick your pussy and I want you to know that the answer was instant. I would love to lick your pussy and clit and give you the most fantastic orgasm of your life and I have NEVER had even the most fleeting desire to so much as touch another woman in a sexually suggestive manner. Thank you again and I will see you at the house."

Reina stepped up to me, gave me a huge hug and a light kiss right on the lips and stepped back one step. She reached out and touched each of my nipples and then ran the flat of her hand over my pussy in a soft slow slide from my ass to my stomach while her eyes never once broke contact with mine. It was so sensual that I started shaking immediately. That was the first time a woman had ever touched me. My physical and emotional reaction and response was so intense that I almost melted into the ground. She turned and returned to the car and drove up the driveway and parked next to the house. I stepped out from the trees just a bit and watched her walk into the house. 

My moment of decision was finally here. This indeed was a very special life changing moment. I have feared it and craved for it at the same time for so long. The truth of the matter is that I had actually made my decision the first night that I had masturbated and had cum for Sir while he listened to me on the phone. That had been my point of no return. And in my heart, I knew that there was only one direction that I was going to take from that moment onward in my life. With that last thought, I stepped out into the middle of the driveway and began my walk to the house. I walked with a carefree bounce and kept looking all around at the beauty and splendor of the forest and the mountains as I made my way up the dirt road. I actually felt relaxed and experienced the feeling of true happiness and contentment for the first time in my entire life.

The fear was nuclear but I had never been more happy at any point in my life then I was right at that moment. I can't explain how these two emotions could possibly exist at the same time and in the same person but, they absolutely did. And they still do appear together quite frequently.



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 09



I couldn't see anyone watching me through the huge curtained windows at the front of the house, but I could feel and sense their eyes on me with such intensity that my pussy started getting moist and my long nipples stood up to full length before I had even gone a hundred feet. I walked slowly. Sometimes I would even skip and bounce my tits a little and turn around in circles to look in every direction of the surrounding area and see every detail of the forest and mountains and the entire open area of Sir's huge property. My tits are a complete handful and I loved the feeling of their bouncing up and down as I drew closer and closer to the front porch. I hoped that my audience enjoyed watching them bounce as much as I did. Being totally naked in the wide open mountains gave me such a sense of freedom. I even laughed like a little girl at times during my walk and threw up my hands in the air when I spun around in circles. I wanted to make sure that Sir and Reina could both clearly see the joy and freedom I was feeling during that entire walk.

I reached the porch and stopped for a moment. "This is it," I thought to myself. "This is the moment of truth."

I took a deep breath and walked up the eight steps and across the ten foot wide porch and positioned myself facing the front of the door. The door was only a few inches from the tip of my nose. I spread my feet as wide as I could and still keep my balance and put my hands behind my head with my fingers interlocked. I thrust both my chest and my pussy out as much as I could in that position. My tits stood up proud and firm. My nipples were solid and erect. My breathing began to calm down a little but the nerves in my legs still wanted to dance. My outer labia lips were getting increasingly puffy and they slowly but steadily spread themselves open all on their own. "Like a flower opening in the morning when the sun comes up," was the dumbest thought that had gone through my head all week. Then I began to feel many increasingly intense and overwhelming sensations of physical, emotional and sexual responses throughout my entire body. More than I had ever experienced. I didn't think that it was possible to have this many different sensations at the same time. I could actually feel an orgasm lingering inside of me getting ready to break out and explode out of control the instant the right trigger was pulled or button pushed. I had never experienced so many bodily responses at one time in my life and nothing or no one was even touching me or visible to me at the moment. 

I'm not sure exactly how long I stood there motionless in front of that door. It seemed like hours and days. I finally heard the doorknob turn and the door began to open up slowly. Just inches at a time. With each inch, my excitement grew in intensity. Finally, the door was fully open and I could see Sir for the very first time. He wasn't tall and he was older then I had anticipated. Probably around 60 I had guessed. He had a moustache and even had a ponytail. He was silent as he looked me over and then he stared directly into my eyes and asked me if I would like to be accepted into the house.

"More than anything else in the entire world." 

"Then please come in to the living room and let us have a look at you."

"Yes Master," was my instant response. I was surprised at how easily that word came out of my mouth. I wasn't at all sure where it came from. I didn't even know if it was appropriate to call him that. 

I had no idea what to do with my hands and arms so I dropped them down and then held them behind my back in what I hoped was a sign of submission. I stood up straight and walked through the door into what may become my new life. I had no doubt that this was going to be my new life. There wasn't any possibility that Master would not accept me after this first weekend. No doubt in my mind what-so-ever. Well.....not too much doubt anyway.

The house was decorated in a beautiful western style. Most of the furniture was natural wood and the decorations on two of the walls, which were made of large rocks, were all things that one would expect to find on a ranch. A huge fireplace took up an entire wall on one end. Pictures of western scenes were common. There was a gun case with rifles and pistols next to a large roll top desk on another wall. Cattle horns and horseshoes, and several types of riding crops and whips decorated another wall. The whips caught my attention immediately. They looked just like some of the ones I saw in the BDSM room at the adult store. 

There was a long sofa and 3 huge single chairs around the edge of a 12 foot square rug on the open end of the living room. There was a beautiful coffee table and, in the very center of the carpeted area was a curious looking table. It was about four feet by four feet square and the top was knee high with some sort of a soft leathery type of material covering the entire surface with the exception of the outer four inches of highly polished wood. There was a round metal one inch ring attached to each corner.

"I want you to stand on top of that square table that you are looking at so intently Karen Kelly and resume the position you held at the front door. And position yourself so that you are facing the sofa. Any time that I refer to your 'slave table', this is the table that I am referring to."

"Yes Sir." I was so nervous I thought my legs might give out. The embarrassment from being naked had not even begun to set in yet. 

I immediately went over to the small table and stepped up on top of it. I turned to face the sofa and spread my feet as far apart as the limited space allowed and put my hands behind my head once again. Reina and Master sat down on the sofa together and began to talk about me as if I couldn't actually hear them. Now the humiliation and embarrassment began to take control of the turmoil of emotions that I was experiencing at that very moment. And then my mind began talking to me in a very loud voice. 'I am completely naked, my pussy is shaved, I'm also standing on a short table that sort of puts me on a mini-stage with two people watching me, and I am doing this willingly. I wasn't dragged here. I came here on my own. I am sexually aroused and petrified with fear at the same time.' 

I could never have done this if Reina were not here. I would never have done this. My mind is going in a thousand directions at the same time and each vital part of my body is doing it's own thing without any regards as to what the rest of my body is doing. My pussy is leaking, my heart is beating so loud I can hear it in my ears, my legs are weak and unsteady, my nipples are standing erect and my mind is asking me 'what the fuck are you doing here asshole?'

"She has a beautiful body doesn't she Reina?"

"Yes she does. I love the shape and firmness of her breasts but the nipples are a monstrous turn-on. They must be nearly an inch long. I have never seen such long ones before on any woman I have ever known."

"I agree with you. She has shaved herself as I ordered. Her labia hangs down just a little more than yours do but still perfectly acceptable. They give us more to play with don't they?"

"Yes they do Master. And did you see how nice her heart shaped her ass is and that it doesn't hang down loose at all. She must work out a lot for a woman in her 40's to have such a firm and well developed body at her age?"

"I noticed that the second she walked past us when she first came in the front door. You know all too well just how much I like nice firm ass cheeks to whip and paddle and spank."

"Yes Master. I do. That's why I spend so much time exercising mine."

"Why don't you go get my good camera Little One. I want to take a number of pictures of our new slave trainee. Bring the new notebook with the papers she brought also so we can begin putting her personal training album together."

"Yes Master." 

Reina got up off of the sofa and disappeared down the hallway between the living room and the dining room/kitchen area that led to the rear of the large house. She returned a few minutes later with the camera. While she was gone, Master cleared the nick-knacks and ashtray and magazines off of the coffee table and carried them into the dining room and left them there. He returned at the same time Reina had walked back into the room with the camera. Actually, it was an entire camera case that looked like a knapsack. 

Other then asking me into the house and telling me to stand on the table, he has not said another word to me. I was sure beginning to get really embarrassed when they started talking about my boobs and my nipples and my pussy lips. It's a very strange feeling standing naked on a table while other people are talking about your body as if you were a statue or something inert. 

Master opened the camera case and pulled out a small pocket sized digital camera and a much larger one that looked very impressive. Like a camera a professional photographer would own. He put a large flash unit on the table and three very complicated looking lenses next to it. 

Master looked up at me and said, "I am going to take a number of various pictures of you slave. 'Slave' will be one of your names for this weekend. You'll also be getting a few other names as we go along but 'slave' will do for now. I want you to keep telling yourself over and over again that you are a slave. When I next ask you what you are, you will tell me that you are my personal naked slave to be used in any manner that I chose. I will be taking pictures of you, for that matter, for the entire weekend. I will be keeping a notebook as a record of everything you do. It will also contain the papers you have written, any that I write such as evaluations or summaries, and anything else that is created during the next two days that need to be kept for future reference. I want you to know right now that these pictures are not private. I'm not going to lie to you and say that they are just between the three of us. If and when I so choose, I may, and will, show them to my friends, my acquaintances, and people I may not even know should the opportunity arise. I may even show them to your friends. I reserve the right to show them to anybody I choose. I will have a complete record of you in a state of total naked submission and enslavement. I may also create a web page for just you alone. I have done that in the past and received mostly good responses from those who viewed those pages on their computers. I will tell you now that any of those pictures that might become available to be seen on the internet will not show a clear picture of your face at any time. Nor will I allow any copies of pictures that reveal your identity to be given to anyone at any time. They will be available for viewing only. Sometimes in your presence if the occasion should come about by the presence of visitors while you are here. Do you understand what I have said and do you fully accept what I have told you?"

"Yes Master." I said this after a few seconds of quick thoughts of strangers looking at my nude and fully exposed body in lewd poses. "If you consider me worthy of showing off to other people, then I will be proud and honored for you to do so."

That answer sounded pretty good but I'm not so sure I meant it right at that moment. I had just started thinking about him showing the pictures to some of my friends and that didn't sit too well with me at all at that moment. That thought scared the living shit out of me.

"Good. I'm glad you feel that way slave. That lie is your one and only freebie. If there is a next one, it will be extremely painful. Now, as I was starting to tell you, the three lenses I have here for the Canon camera are wide angle, telephoto, and micro close-up. The micro lens can take high resolution pictures of just the tip of your nipple or the tip of your clit in such detail that the texture of the flesh will be clearly visible. With my graphics software, I can create a high resolution poster measuring 4' X 4' of just your nipple or clit that I could frame and hang on the wall. The telephoto will take the usual normal sized pictures with the ability to zoom in whenever I want closer shots. The wide angle will only be used for general pictures that include both you and the area around you."

Master put a lens on the big camera and began taking pictures of me just standing on the table. Legs spread wide apart and hands behind my head. He walked slowly around and around the table taking pictures as fast as he could push the button. He would often move in and take close-ups of one of my tits or my pussy or my ass. I would guess that he took several hundred by the time he finished with this set. 

He then told me that he was going to have me get into all sorts of sexually explicit poses. I have never allowed anybody take pictures of me naked in my life. A few guys I dated tried to get me to pose for them but there was no way I would ever trust a guy to take a picture of me in the nude. That never happened, until now of course. The instant fear of wondering who would possibly be seeing these pics in the future was there for sure but I had an instant sense of trust for this man who was now becoming my Master. He was not my Master or Owner as of yet but he most certainly was my Master in every way possible for the duration of this weekend. I was actually feeling a little excited and turned on by the prospect of posing for lewd and obscenely sexual photos. I began making mental images of some poses I thought he might order me to get into. I have always be an exhibitionist at heart. What woman isn't!!!

He spent the next half hour taking pictures of me standing up, laying face down, face up, on my side, legs spread, legs pulled back to my chest, legs pulled back and spread wide, on my knees with my head on the table and my ass aimed high while spreading my cheeks apart, and some of me masturbating. He took close-ups of my asshole, my pussy hole, my pussy spread open, my fingers pulling open my vaginal entrance, a finger in my pussy and in my ass, my tits, and my nipples from every angle possible. I can only begin to describe the poses he put me into. He even took some with Reina kissing me, touching my boobs, squeezing and pulling on my nipples, holding my pussy spread wide open, and her finger on my clit. By the way, my clit can stand up very prominently when it wants to. Master took several pics of the whitish head of my swollen clit standing up outside of the safety of it's hood. He took one with that lens he said was for close ups and showed it to me. The tip of my little clit took up the entire picture. It was shiny and wet and you could actually see the texture of the skin. When he backed away a few inches and snapped a few shots, the protective folds around it almost made it look like a flower.

When he was finished with all the pictures, Master put his cameras away and pulled out an HD Video Camera. He told me to lie on my back with my legs hanging over the edge of the table to keep them spread apart. Then he looked into my eyes with his face only inches away and almost whispered that he was going to take a complete video of my masturbating myself to an orgasm including all the sounds of my sexual excitement. Just like I did when masturbating for him over the phone. After cuming the first time on my back, I was to turn over and get on my knees with my head and tits still touching the table, spread my legs and hold my ass up as high as it would go and masturbate to a second orgasm while he took a real close-up video of my hand action from behind. And I was strongly reminded to not forget to ask for his permission to cum.

Reina was standing next to Master as he gave his instructions and would be watching all the action as I played with myself for the camera. I had an even more difficult time dealing with this then I did playing with my clit while Master listened on the phone. That was not an easy barrier for me to break. I was being told to masturbate while two people watched and took a movie of the whole performance. My mind was winding out like a freight train on a long downhill slope and I had to keep telling myself that I was a 'slave' and that this is what I wanted to be doing more than anything else in the world. And, deep down inside, I had no doubt that it was indeed. But not so deep down inside I had a whole bunch of doubts that I was having a very difficult time keeping under control at that moment.

Then, I'm on my back with my knees pulled up and spread and both my hands go between my legs directly to my pussy. I use two fingers from my left hand to spread the red swollen lips apart and use my right index finger to start lightly rubbing the area over the head of my clit. I can feel the cool air on my wet and open inner pink. It takes a few minutes but that little fella will suddenly pop out into view without any warning. It's very white and rounded with its own tiny head and it sends shockwaves up and down my body as I rub it in circular motions, going one direction and then reversing to go the other way. My clit is ready to burst. It is standing up hard and I'm nearly ready to cum. My ass is picking itself up off of the table on it's own volition. What a sight I must make with my ass in the air and my fingers going at my pussy like it's going to be the last time I'm ever going to be bringing myself off in this life. Master has had the camera lens pointed at my pussy from the start. I can see the lens going in and out as he zooms in on the action. 

"May I cum Master?" 

I barely managed to gasp that one out in my state of arousal.

"No."

My God.... I couldn't believe he said not to cum. I can only last another few seconds at this rate. 

"Please Master. I'm begging you to let me cum. Pleeeeease. I need to cummmm...."

"Go ahead and cum after you count down from 20 at a slow steady pace. If you don't cum on zero, I'm going to pull your hand away from that wet twat of yours and make you start all over again."

"Oh please Master.... 20....19......18.....17. I paused to squirm a bit and to force the orgasm back down. I kept counting and finally managed to make it to 4.......3.......2.......1........0"

The moment I said zero, my ass rose up even further off of the table then before. My entire body arched into a 'U' with only my head and shoulders and my feet on the table with the rest of my body in mid air. I started turning red and my legs started shaking. And then the explosion hit me like a shock wave. My whole world rocked. And it kept rocking and rocking and rocking. The orgasm wouldn't stop. I took my finger away from my clit and the explosion kept going another ten seconds or so. And then it ended and my body slowly lowered itself back down till it was lying flat on the table once again. My entire body was soaking wet with sweat. My pussy was flowing with thick juices and I had even pissed myself during all the fireworks. The table was soaked. I was soaked. The floor was soaked where the piss shot over the end of the table. Master's pants were soaked where the piss had hit his lower legs and shoes. The smell of my essence of sex filled my nostrils and probably the entire room. And I couldn't move. I didn't want to even try. I had to get more air into my lungs and let my body settle down first. That was the most powerful orgasm I had ever had in my entire life. It was twice as powerful as the best one I had ever had since that very first little cum many years ago when my first real boyfriend's finger had been pushing in and out of my little wet pussy hole with a technique that demonstrated very little experience but certainly not lacking in enthusiasm.

I couldn't hear. I couldn't speak. My eyes were closed and I kept them that way until I heard Master speak.

"Very good slave. I'm actually impressed." 




Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 09



I couldn't believe what had just happened. I had masturbated myself to an orgasm of monumental proportions in front of my best friend and a man I had just met, and had done this while being videotaped. I said a quick prayer to God to please never let this come to an end. I even made the sign of the cross when I said that. And both Reina and Master had heard me say that prayer in what I had thought was a volume only I could hear. 

"It seems that you like frigging your clit with people watching you. If I choose to keep you after this weekend, I'm going to invite a couple of my poker friends over some weekend and we are going to watch this video of you getting yourself off. And you're going to be sitting there with us while we watch the entire scene. And maybe I'll even have you put on a live performance. Now, I want you in what you will are to learn as position #1. Any time I say #1, you will immediately stand with your legs spread, your back arched with your tits thrust outward and your hands behind your head. Any time. Anywhere. Dressed or naked. Public or private. And that means in a store, on a beach, in a restaurant, at the mall, on the side of the road, in a parking lot, in the house, out in the yard, or anywhere else we may be. Do you understand what I want from you?"

"Yes Master."

"Number one."

I immediately got into that position. My body was still covered in sweat and I was still weak from the orgasm of my life but I moved quickly anyway.

"Now you will learn #2. Sit down on your heals. Spread your knees as wide apart as you can. Put each hand on the appropriate leg with your palms up. You will stare at the floor in front of you. You are not to look up for any reason unless I order you to do so. Do you understand this position?"

"I do Sir." 

"Number two."

Again, I moved into the ordered position without hesitation.

"#3 will have you bent half way over at the waist with your ass towards me. Your feet will be spread wide apart and you will reach back with both hands and spread your ass cheeks as wide apart as you can and hold them so that your cunt and your asshole are clearly visible."

"Yes Sir."

"Number three."

I stood up quickly, turned around so that I was facing away from him, and bent over as required. I reached back and put my hands on both cheeks but was just a tad slow in spreading them open for display. I did do it but he could tell that I was having a sense of dignity problem with that position.

"What is the problem slut? Are you embarrassed to show me your asshole? Is that position too unladylike for your tastes and upbringing? Are you a prude? Are you more worried about showing me that crinkly little brown eye of yours then pleasing me by putting it on display?"

"No Master. I..I...I have never shown my asshole to anyone like this before. And now I'm showing it to both you and Reina at the same time. It's humiliating to be bent over naked while spreading my ass cheeks wide open. I'm ssssorry Sir."

"You should be more than sorry. A real submissive would be overjoyed to spread her ass cheeks for me simply because she knows that it will please me to look at it. Are you having trouble with the concept that your only purpose in submission is to obey and please your Master? Do you find it too difficult a concept to understand that you should feel great pleasure because you can please me by showing me your little brown wrinkled asshole?"

"No Master. I know that I am here to please you. I want nothing more in this world then to please you and make you happy and to accept me as your slave trainee. I won't hesitate again Sir. I promise....."

"That's good to hear Karen Kelly. Isn't that good to hear Reina?"

"Yes, that's very good to hear." 

Reina had said that with a definite smirk on her face. She almost laughed but held it in for the time being.

"There you are slut. Now you've heard it from the both of us. Are we both to take your word for that and assume that you are telling us the truth?"

"Yes Sir. I won't hesitate again."

"Well, in that case, let's have a little test, shall we?"

"Yes Master."

"Ask me if you can have my permission to finger fuck your asshole and would we both please stand really close behind you and watch your finger going in and out of your browneye."

"MMMaster Bill. WWould you and Reina like to watch me finger fuck my asshole? PPlease let me do that for you both."

"That didn't sound too convincing to me. Did that sound convincing to you Reina?"

"Actually, that sounded sort of pathetic. Like a whimpering sound I would say. Do you think she really wants to finger fuck her asshole for us?"

"No, I don't think she really does. That sounded more like a basic, unfeeling response to an order she's not all that enthusiastic about completing. Minimal obedience at best. I am beginning to question her honesty about wanting to learn submission and to become my slave. Are you getting that feeling too?"

I saw Reina just nodding her head in silence.

"No Master, I'm not lying to you. Please, please, let me finger fuck my asshole for you. I want you both to watch me closely and see everything that I do and watch my finger going in and out of my rectum. I want to please you so much. Please let me fuck myself. Please."

"Well, Reina. That sounded a little more enthusiastic didn't it?"

"A little bit."

"OK slave. I want you on your knees on your slave table. Lean fully forward so that your head and tits are also pressed onto the table and your ass is on complete display. It's time to video tape you from behind while you finger fuck yourself to another orgasm for our viewing pleasure. This will be your second cum in one day slave. That won't be happening too often in the future. Make sure your knees are spread as wide as you can get them and arch your back so that Reina and I have a clear view of your puckered little anus and your entire hairless cunt. You have exactly five minutes to reach the point of orgasm, ask for permission to cum, and then cum if we approve. As a matter of fact, you will first ask me for permission to cum and then you will ask Reina for her permission to cum. If either one of us says no, you will stop immediately. Let's try not to make this one as sloppy as the last one if you don't mind."

"I'll try not to lose control again Sir but it's impossible to guarantee anything when I cum that hard."

Karen positioned herself on the table as she had been told and what a pleasant sight she presented. He head was on the table and turned to the side with her nipples pushed into the soft surface of her mini-platform/stage. Her knees were spread as far apart and the size of the table allowed which gave an excellent open view of her spread ass cheeks and her pussy. She had her back arched and her ass was as high in the air as it could possibly go. 

"Put your hands behind your back."

"Yes Sir."

"We are just going to sit here for awhile and admire your ass and pussy. You have been blessed with a fine looking body. You have a nice round and firm ass and a puffy pussy with the inner lips sticking out just perfectly. I am really fond of pussies that look just like yours. What do you think Reina?"

"Yes Master.... She's turned me on since the day I first met her but seeing her so totally naked and exposed in this lewd manner is even more of a turn on. May I lick her red puffy hairless lips and ass hole Sir?"

"Not yet my pet. She is here for the purpose of her discovery, not yours. What are you thinking about now Karen Kelly?"

"I am so embarrassed. Being in this terribly lewd position and listening to the both of you talk about my body like that is very upsetting to me. This is the most humiliating position I have ever been in during my entire adult life. I'm just beginning to wonder how I can be doing this while you are both sitting comfortably in nice casual stuffed chairs directly behind me talking about my pussy and ass like you are on a comparison shopping trip. I fell like an object people are having fun with at my expense. I don't think I can do this anymore Sir. I feel like an absolute fool who is nothing more than too stupid to know any better. Is this what my fantasy of submission really is? Being used as a joke?"

For some unknown reason, every ounce of my confidence and commitment seemed to have just vanished into thin air in a matter of just a couple of seconds. The first time I had masturbated, I had felt tremendous embarrassment and humiliation but I also had a pussy on fire at the same time. There was no fire in my pussy at the moment and I was suddenly feeling lost and defeated with a mind in a state of mass confusion.

"I think it is time for us to have a heart to heart talk. I want you to go to the guest bedroom and put on a skirt and blouse which you will find in the closet that is full of Reina's personal things. When you are ready, I want you to come back in here and sit with us and we will talk. What you are experiencing now is the first of many walls that you are going to come up against in your search for who you are and what you want to be in life. I think we can get over this hurdle and, when we do, you will find that all the future walls you may or may not run into will be much easier to deal with. But first, before you leave, tell me what you are."

"I am your personal naked slave to do with as you wish Sir."

"You don't seem to have much faith in that statement at the moment."

"I want to Sir. I thought I had a good grip on things but then it all suddenly disappeared in a split second. I don't understand why Sir."

"You will very soon. Go now and get dressed."

She actually ran out of the room and I could see the very clear look of confusion and conflict on her face. We needed to get her past this point. Everything depended on it as far as Karen's quest was concerned.



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 10



Karen returned in about 15 minutes. She was dressed in a nice skirt and blouse that she had found in Reina's closet but she was still barefooted. She sat down on the couch and curled her feet up underneath her and held her hands in her lap. Her eyes stared at the floor. I couldn't tell if she was disappointed in herself in general or because she had crashed head on into an emotional wall that had suddenly made itself known and had just as suddenly overwhelmed her entire focus as to why she was here in the first place.

"What are you thinking right now Karen?"

"I'm thinking that I have just made an idiot and a fool of myself and that I probably shouldn't have come here in the first place. I mean..... just look at the chain of events. I have been curious about being controlled by another person for most of my life. I've sought out situations that I had hoped would allow me to experience being under someone's control and never felt safe enough to allow it or had just hooked up with men who understood less about what I needed then I did. 

You know..... Using the word 'control' is a rather lame way to explain what is going on inside of me. It's way too polite. I want to be truthful with you Sir. Deep down inside of me is a need, no, a craving to be used by a man in any way that he could possibly want to use me. I have no desire to be anyone's personal masochistic victim. I get so turned on when I think about doing depraved or unusual sexual acts or scenarios that I would never consider doing myself. I want to go crazy wild but I want to be safe at the same time. I need a situation where a man will tell me to do all of these things that I am afraid to do on my own. Things that I can't or haven't been able to do on my own. Won't do on my own is probably the best description. I consider myself a very liberal minded and liberated woman. I love someone looking at my naked body and it thrills me to know that I am desirable and sexy enough to be looked at with lust and other nasty perverted thoughts. 

I love being fucked in any hole and I love sucking cock. I dream constantly about being ordered or commanded to do something sexually perverted that I have never done in my life. In my dreams, it's always about the thrills and the arousal that I receive from doing these sexual scenarios. The dreams are rarely about the pleasure the one giving the orders is experiencing. They are mostly about the pleasure I am receiving and the attention I am getting in the process. 

When I first felt confident enough to reveal to Reina some of these desires that I have and have never be able to experience, I was so scared I almost pissed in my pants, right there in the restaurant. I have never told anybody anything about me. Not my former husband and not any of the boyfriends and short lived relationships that I have had over the years since my marriage fell apart. When Reina told me about you and told me that she had been your slave for a few years, I thought God had come down to earth and blessed me with a divine miracle. I looked at her, and she does look absolutely fabulous, and I thought that the answer to my prayers was sitting right there in front of me. If she could look this good and be this happy and so obviously confident in herself from being a slave, then this is what I needed too. She certainly didn't show any visible signs of being abused or used in any harmful way at all. I wanted to be just like her and I became so seriously jealous that I could hardly control myself. She was experiencing what I had been dreaming about and craving most of my life, but had been completely denied. Probably much more accurate to say that I had been the one to deny myself. 

When we first made contact on the phone, you immediately began telling me to do things and I did them for you. I have never masturbated while someone listened to the sounds of my passion, my arousal and my orgasm. And you were someone whom I had never met which made it even more arousing and exciting. When you began telling me about some of the rules I would have to obey and live by I was ecstatic and turned on beyond what I thought possible because I knew that I could actually follow them. I would follow them. Mainly because I was there and you were here. If you had told me to make like a fountain and stand on my head and piss, I would have gladly done so because I could do that and you had told me to do it. Therefore, it was OK to do and, if you wanted a film of me doing it, all that much more of a turn on because I was there and you were here. 

And the orgasms I began having were monumental. I had no idea that a woman was capable of having orgasms that powerful. Some were so overwhelming, both physically and emotionally, that I couldn't even move for several minutes. You had me fingering my pussy without cuming and then only allowing me to cum while you listened to all the passion flowing throughout my body. It was dirty. It was nasty. It was perverted. No woman in her right mind would allow a perfect stranger do that to her. And I just became more and more excited because of that. I wanted more. The craving and the need was beginning to come out of hiding.

When you told me to go to a private place outdoors somewhere and get naked, I nearly creamed my panties thinking about doing that. The walks at night out to my car with my tits exposed, or my pussy and ass exposed, or totally naked without any way of covering myself if some situation came about that wasn't expected or anticipated, set fire to my body sexually, physically, and emotionally. I was scared shitless and so turned on at the same time that it was often difficult to concentrate on what I was supposed to be doing. At one point, I didn't give a damn if the entire apartment complex had suddenly appeared and were watching me complete my bare assed naked assignments given to me by you Sir. When I was standing by the car and masturbating myself to an orgasm, I was picturing several of my neighbors standing there watching me finger fucking my shaved pussy with one hand and frigging my clit with the other. I even yelled out when I came that time. I knew nobody had heard it at 3 a.m. in the morning but I surprised myself in hoping that somebody actually had heard me and was at their window trying to figure out what that strange noise was that had woken them up in the middle of the night. 

I have always been an exhibitionist at heart and now I was actually being one and adding in some very personal sexual activities at the same time. And again, I was there and you were here. And, from that very first moment we had talked on the phone, my pussy had been nothing but soaking wet.

But, Sir, it's not the exhibitionist part of me that I have been so confused or unsure about or afraid of for all these years. It's the part of me that wants to be totally controlled. It's the part of me that so desperately craves to be owned and used in any way, manner, or form and having the ability to choose my direction totally taken away from me. No longer having the ability to choose or make a choice of any kind of my own free will. I don't think there is anything wrong with me. My brain cells aren't attached on the wrong ends. I don't get up in the morning and say to myself, 'Gosh, I sure do want to be humiliated and embarrassed today. And, even more than that, wouldn't it be wonderful if someone would whip my pussy and tits all day long and put alligator clamps on my clit while fucking me in the ass!'

The three days of conversations we had on the phone and the activities I performed because you told me to perform them, were absolutely fantastic for me. That was the first time in my life that I have ever felt the trust and confidence in anybody that I felt from you and in you almost instantly during the first phone call. The 'petrified with fear' part of me that hung up after the first ring of the first call was the person I have been most of my life. In the few seconds it took to redial your number, my whole life of distrust and disappointment flashed through my mind. Realizing that I was probably about to throw away the last opportunity I would ever get in this life, the image of Reina again came into focus and I knew instantly that I wanted exactly what she had and that you were the only way left for me to find it and make it a reality. So, I called again, and this time waited for you to answer, and here I am.......

You and Reina have both given me a way out many times over. You have never relented in keeping the knowledge that I can quit or leave at any time in the forefront of my thoughts. When Reina left me at the edge of the property, totally naked, and told me that I was going to have to walk bare assed to the house, knock on the front door, and wait for someone I have never met to open the door and ask me in, I still hadn't fully understood the meaning of what I was about to do. I'm not all that sure that I even understand now why I had done any of this.

Meeting you was a thrill. I was so sexually hyper that I would have cum instantly if you had reached out the door and just barely touched my clit with a fingertip. I was the center of attention and I was loving it. Masturbating for you was not a problem because I was again the center of attention. All of that was turning me on in ways I had never dreamed of nor ever thought possible. The turn on was much more powerful then the humiliation and the embarrassment I was experiencing at the same time. I didn't care that you were telling me to do things to myself while you watched. I just wanted more of it and to never have the excitement come to an end. You took pictures and videos of me bringing myself to an orgasm. Thrills and more thrills. I was the center of attention. Everything seemed to be focused on my sexual excitement. I was the SUBJECT. 

And then, I suddenly became the OBJECT. You posed me again in a different position that exposed both my pussy and my ass hole and the two of you were talking about me as if my only value was having tits, a cunt, and a tight anus. I was the entertainment instead of the one being entertained. I was being used instead of being sexually thrilled. That was the moment my little fantasy world of lust and sexual arousal and having orgasms fell apart. 

I don't know exactly how to explain it Sir. I guess you can say that reality set in for the first time. And boy did it set in hard. It was no longer a game of thrills and getting off. The total freedom I felt wandering around in the woods by myself the other day, and the danger of being seen that kept my pussy soaked and dripping and my clit standing up until it began to ache was such a powerful feeling of self confidence and self assurance and freedom that I never wanted it to end. Those feelings flashed past my eyes and the fact that I was bent over on a table, completely naked, and putting my pussy and ass on display for two people who were going to closely watch and video tape me masturbating myself to an orgasm, just because I had been told to do so, brought my new fantasy world down with a big crash. I had to get up and leave no matter what you said or thought at that moment. I needed to be by myself and possibly try to figure out what it was I was doing, why I was here in the first place, where the hell was I going with all of this, and where the hell all of this was going with me.

And that's where I am right now Sir. I feel as if I am just a nothing. Just an object. Submission, slave, obedience, commitment, humiliation, and pain are now all mixed up together in one big bowl of soup. Trust is all that is holding me here right at this moment. I trust Reina as my best of friends and I trust you on instinct that is a result of what I see in Reina that is there because of you.

Right at this moment, I'm pretty much confused and lost Sir. And the fear is overwhelming my senses. You have opened the door to the mysteries of my life just a crack and I'm not sure if I want it opened any further. I don't know if I have the courage and the determination to really discover and then experience what is actually behind that door. Can the two of you help me through this?"

"Do you want to continue your search? Do you really, deeply, and desperately want to continue with what you have started by coming here? Do you need to explore all of those questions that you have been asking yourself for so many years? Do you need to find out who you really are?"

"Yes Sir, I do, because I have missed out on so much over the years but there is a voice in my head that is saying 'don't do this' over and over. This is going to take more faith and trust then I ever thought possible. How can I possibly turn so much of my life over to you when I don't even know you? 

"I can't make you trust me under any circumstances. That is something you must learn on your own and that also depends on how much you trust yourself. You are correct in saying that you don't know me and that I could just as well be a sadistic mutilator who takes joy from torturing women as I could be a Master who can facilitate your finding the answers for which you seem determined to find. You have run into your first wall and you are probably seeing it as being much bigger than it is in reality. But, it is still a wall that is stopping you from moving forward so the size doesn't really matter at all. The size of the wall is measured by the determination you have to get past it.

You have told me over and again that you want to explore your submissive desires. I have told you over and again that you can do this on weekends for fun and games or you can live it every day, if that is what you are really seeking and truly desire. Reina lives it every day of her life but she also lives her own life. I don't take in weekend slaves. I should say I haven't taken in any weekend slaves. There is a very large lack of determination and commitment with part timers. They are only looking for excitement and new adventures that come to an end when they go to work Monday morning.

I can teach you submission but you must have it inside of you to begin with. It's not something you suddenly discover out of the clear blue. It's something that has always been there and something you have always known was there. To do this, I must remove you from who you are now and replace you with whom you want to become. The only way to do this is to force you to confront your fears and learn how to get past them successfully. I'm only going to give you a direction. You are the one who will suffer all of the emotional, sexual, and physical confusion and turmoil that comes with every step you will take in that direction. Do you not want to realize your potential sexuality and experience the fantasies you have carried with you all of these years?"

"Yes Sir, I do so much that it is eating me up inside."

"Nothing of value comes easy Little One. I'm going to ask you now to decide one thing, which happens to be the most important decision you will ever have to make while you are here. What are you willing to do to get over this wall?"

The tears had been running down her cheeks for several minutes now. She kept wiping at them over and over again with the backs of her hands and her finger tips. Her eyes were all red and she wasn't even sitting up straight anymore. She looked like a wet Persian cat. She sat there with her eyes closed and unresponsive for a few minutes. I wasn't going to interrupt her thoughts. She suddenly took a very deep breath, one that pushed her breasts outward under the blouse, and I could see her nipples clearly trying to poke through the cloth.

"What do you want me to do Sir?"

"I want you to take responsibility for your actions and then follow through on them with 100 percent determination and commitment. You're a big girl now and have been for some time. Make up your mind as to what you want to do and stop wasting both of our time. I'm not going to decide for you. You came to me and asked for help. When you were the center of attention, you were in a make believe fantasy world. In the few minutes that you were actually used as a sex object and a submissive, which is what you claim you want in the first place, you suddenly ran away from yourself. Make up your mind. I'm going to have a sandwich. Reina....go and make us a couple of meatloaf sandwiches please. When I'm finished eating, you are to be standing on your slave table, without these clothes you've borrowed, in the #1 position, and ready to finish your last day before we decide what to do with you. Be ready to accept being used, abused, punished, fucked, and otherwise treated as a useless submissive slave trying to prove that she may have some potential hiding somewhere behind those tits, cunt and ass. Or, you had better be gone. You can keep the clothes and meet Reina back at the edge of the property and she will give you a ride home."



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 11



Surrender was the most powerful and monumental emotional barrier that I have ever had to deal with in my life. I've suffered through encounters with boyfriends, and even my former husband, on several occasions, where my hints and suggestions had finally been heard and acted upon with totally laughable attempts of D/s. There was never any true submission involved in these episodes of Master/slave folly. It was all game playing and pretending and very amateurish from beginning to end. I will admit that most it was a lot of fun and sexually arousing but it was always temporary, a teasing put on, and not very meaningful past the end of the game. 

Master said that he doesn't do "weekends" and I certainly don't want that either. I don't really know what I want specifically because I don't know what is there to begin with. In the past few days I have gone through periods of total ecstatic arousal, to intense orgasms, to personal challenges I have never faced in the past, to moments of total panic and fear. 

Now I was once again standing in front of him and Reina. I was on the slave table, still dressed in her skirt and blouse, with my legs spread and my hands behind my head.

"You want to submit, don't you?"

"Yes Sir."


"Do you really want to be my slave?"

"Yes Sir."

"Tell me."

"I want to submit to you and I want to be your slave."

"Do you want to be naked."

"Yes Sir."

"Do you like being naked in front of other people?"

"Yes Sir."

"Do you like people looking at your tits and shaved cunt and asshole?"

"Yes Sir."

"Say it."

"Say what?"

"Tell Reina and I what you want to do."

"I want to be naked Sir."

"Tell us all of it slut. Beg us for it."

"I want to be naked and I want you both to be able to look at my shaved pussy, my tits, and my asshole. Please let me take these clothes off now so that I can be naked Sir. I want to show you any part of my body that you would like to see. Please let me do that Sir."

"Is your pussy wet?"

"Yes Sir. My pussy is always wet since the first time we talked on the phone. It's wet because I know I am going to be standing here naked and you are going to tell me to do sexual things or you are going to be doing them to me and that excites me Sir."

"What would you like me to do with your pussy my little slut whore? You are my little slut whore are you not?"

"Ohhhh, yes Sir. I am your slut whore. I'm your cum drinking fuck slave Sir. I want you to do anything to my pussy that will please you Sir. I want you to use it in any way you can think of.

I am ready to submit my entire body for your use Sir. Whatever you want to do to me or use me for, I am no longer going to be afraid to the point of failing to please you. I have made my decision. I need you Sir. And I trust you more than I have ever trusted another person in my life. I need to learn to be the submissive slave that you can be proud of and pleased with and trained as you wish me to be. Please use me to make you happy and pleased."

"You make a good speech slave. Are you ready to back up what you have said to me?"

"I have made the choice Sir. I swear to you that I will become what I came here to explore and discover no matter what I have to do. I am not going to fail or give up again Sir. I will strip on the center divider of main street at noon and masturbate. if that is what will please you Sir."

"Reina..... Get me the crop. And, when you return with it, I want you naked too."

Reina raced out of the room with a "Yes, Master" and returned about three minutes later completely naked. She is a beautiful sight to behold. She has blonde hair, blue eyes, and a gorgeous body that is completely tanned except for where her bikini is worn. That area is bright white and actually makes it look like she is wearing a white bikini until you notice the slice of her pussy and the lightly reddish color of her aureoles and nipples. She too has nipples that stand up large and tall but not anywhere near the ¾" of an inch that my new potential slave achieves when her nips are fully aroused.

Reina immediately got into position on the floor directly in front of me. She sat on her heels with her knees spread ultra wide apart. I could see her hot bare pussy was already excited. The outer lips were puffy and more deeply colored and the inner lips were rapidly spreading themselves further and further open from the stretch of the spread of her legs. Her hands were locked behind her back and the riding crop was gripped in her teeth with her head tilted way back and waiting for my next action. This position also had her back arched and her beautifully full tits thrust out from her chest in proud formation and on display for me.

Both of these girls were very similar in their shape and features. I guess I just can't resist long, light brown or blonde hair and really deep eyes. Both of these girls have a very rare and special quality in their eyes. If you have the ability to look into people's eyes and instantly feel what is in their heart, then you would be able to look into either one of these two girl's eyes and easily see forever. 

The first time I met Reina, I knew instantly that she was a submissive looking for someone to control her life. She's very successful on her own but that was never enough for her. And she had never found anyone able to fulfill the needs she had as a woman. Not until that very moment in time when our eyes locked onto each other and her entire body suddenly stiffened and froze in place for a few seconds. She had instantly recognized a particular ability in me, something that I had absolutely no idea that I had to the degree that Reina said was obvious to her. She said she new instantly that I could look into her entire being through her eyes and see what was in her heart and soul. I knew I could do that to some extent. I learned at a very young age that I could get a sense of a person by looking straight into their eyes. I learned also that this made many people very nervous and uncomfortable and most would look away very quickly. What I didn't realize, as Reina first explained to me, was that I also projected what was in my heart at the same time. She told me later that she had never met anyone who could do this on a continuous basis. She told me that she knew instantly that I would become her Master. And that was what convinced me beyond question that the submissive is the one who is actually in control. She had already decided that I would become her Master long before I even began entertaining the possibility of her becoming my slave. And all of this before a single word was spoken between us.

I reached down and gently took the riding crop from Reina's mouth and she immediately moved her hands from behind her back to lay them palms up on each leg. There was a twinkle of anticipation in her eyes and a slight all knowing smile on her lips. Sometimes I think she knows too much.........

"Karen Kelly!"

"Yes Sir," she said with a startled jump at the sudden switch to putting her back as the center of attention.

"I have decided that 'cum slut' will actually be your name for the rest of the weekend. That may even become your permanent name. You begged fairly well for a beginner when you pleaded with me to allow you to have an orgasm. I'll decide later about your namewhen we find out how hard you beg and work for my cum."

"Yes Master. I am your cum slut in every way you chose for me to prove my willingness to be your slave."

"Is you pussy still wet cum slut?"

"My pussy is so wet I can feel the juice making it's way down the inside of my upper thighs Sir."

"Do you want to show me your pussy?"

"Yes Sir. I want you to see how wet my whole cunt is right now. I want to spread my lips open so you can see how much liquid there is in there and to see how shiny it makes my cunt when it's spread wide open."

"Lift up the front of the skirt."

"Yes Master," she said as she quickly lifted up the front of the skirt with both of her hands.

"Tuck the skirt into the waist band and use your hands to open up your pussy for me to inspect."

"Yes Sir." She quickly tucked the skirt into the top at her waist so that it was held firmly and wouldn't fall down unless pulled out deliberately. She bent forward just enough for her to look down and see her swollen labia and pulled them apart.

I got out of the chair and squatted down directly in front of her with my face about a foot from her gorgeous display of wet cunt.

"I can see the opening to your vagina, your pee hole, and your clit sticking up out of it's protective folds. And you are soaking wet. There are juices smeared all over the tops of your thighs next to your cunt slice. Does this embarrass you to be spreading your lips open so that I can see everything inside of your pussy?"

"Not at all Sir. I am so happy that you want to look at it and that I am pleasing you by holding it open for you to see everything clearly."

"Do you feel humiliated standing there and spreading your cunt open? Reina, come over here and get a close look at her cunt."

Reina instantly moved over next to me and put her head next to mine so she could also see Karen's soaking wet and spread open cunt.

"Do you like her pussy Reina?"

"Yes Sir, I do. It is beautiful and so wet."

"Cum slut. Does this humiliate you at all. Does this make you feel degraded as a woman or as a person?"

"No Sir. No one has ever done this with me and it is turning me on. I want so much for you both to enjoy looking at my pussy."

"Do you feel any fear or are you afraid of what you are experiencing throughout your body at this very moment?"

"No Master. I'm no longer afraid of you or of being here or of finding out the truth of what I have dreamed so much about for so many years. The only thing I am afraid of is not pleasing you or of doing something wrong that will make you unhappy or angry with me."

"You cannot do anything wrong as long as you instantly obey my every command and submit to my will without hesitation or question. You are never to think about anything I tell you to do. Thinking about your response to my power over you when I give you a command will cause you to hesitate and I will not tolerate anything but absolute and totally instant obedience. You have given me complete control of your sexuality and your physical body. I now control your entire life. It is a gift I will honor respectfully. On a scale of one to a hundred, this is but step one. You have a long ways to go and you have no idea where you are going. Do you now make your vow of commitment to me and to yourself?"

"YYYes Sir. I do."

"Good. Now drop the skirt to the floor, open your top so that your tits are on display, put your hands behind your head, and start slowly turning around and around on your slave table. You are to say 'I am a cum drinking, cock sucking, ass licking whore and I will perform any normal or perverted sex act I am ordered to do and will do it with complete willingness for my Master, for Reina, and for anybody else they want me to perform in front of for their entertainment.' Start now and I will tell you when to stop."

"Yes Master. I am a cum drinking, cock sucking, ass licking whore and......................."

I planned on having her do this for about an hour while Reina and I watched and took pictures and video taped part of her performance. Her next performance was going to begin testing the truth of her commitment and the strength of her need to continue on her new adventure of self exploration......... And, I was beginning to feel more confidence in her need and her ability to submit to me or anyone else with whom she trusted completely.



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 12



"Cum slut, I want you down here on the floor with the top of your head pushed into Reina's pussy, your tits touching the floor, your hands locked together behind your back, your knees spread wide apart and your back arched with your ass as high in the air as you can get it. I am going to give you a total of twenty strokes with my favorite riding crop. They will be randomly applied to your ass cheeks and your thighs with one or two surprises. After we finish with the twenty strokes, you will receive five more in a row directly on your pussy. 

Any time your nipples lose contact with the floor you will receive an extra ten strokes. You are to remain silent during your punishment. I will accept a quiet moan or groan now and then but anything louder than that coming out of your mouth will result in another ten additional strokes to your pussy. After each stroke, no matter how many it turns out that you receive, you will say 'Thank You Sir. Should your hands not remain locked behind your back for any reason, you will receive twenty strokes on your tits as a bonus for each time you may forget to keep them in place. If you don't keep your ass up in the air as I've instructed, you will receive and additional ten strokes on each tit and ten on your pussy. These ten will be much harder than any of the others you receive so keep that in mind. Reina will keep track of the totals if or when they should start to add up after we begin. Do you understand everything I have told you cum slut?"

"Yes Master. I will do my best." 

I did exactly as Master Bill instructed me to do. I got down on the floor in front of Reina as she sat there like a statue in the #2 position. I was in awe of how well she had kept her body in tune. Her breasts were just perfect and every square inch of her just exuded sex sex sex.

I turned my head to the right and pushed it forward towards her pussy. I had never touched another woman's pussy in my life. To be perfectly honest, I had never had any thoughts or desires, hidden or obvious, to touch another women in any form or manner of sexual contact. I was lying face down on the floor and completely flat from head to foot. I inched my way toward the V of her legs. Her lips were puffy and I could see her wetness in it's beginning stage. 

The top of my head finally made contact with Reina's soft swollen clean shaven labia mound and I gave a tiny extra push to insure the contact was solid. I almost laughed out loud when the thought that I was probably the only woman in the world who pushes her head against a pussy instead of her mouth. My eyes stared at the smooth creamy flesh of her left thigh as I began drawing my knees toward me. I was careful to keep my tits and nipples touching the floor as I slowly began raising my ass cheeks higher into the air. After getting my knees directly under my hips, I slowly spread them nearly as wide apart as Reina had her legs. I wasn't as limber with this position but I had no doubt that I would be very quickly in the near future. When my legs reached their maximum spread, I arched my back down which turned my ass upward. I felt the cool air on my vagina, labia, and anus. I must have made quite a sight. As the last act of my submission to Master's orders, I pulled my arms behind my back with each hand taking a strong grip on the forearm of the opposite arm. Keeping my nipples and tits on the floor wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. My chest seemed to want to rise off the ground in this position so I had to concentrate on keeping the upper half of my body on the floor at all times. I quickly became aware of Reina's scent as I'm sure someone close to my pussy would obviously smell mine. That was a turn on that I didn't expect either. I was getting turned on anyway from exposing myself to Master and knowing that he could even see the wrinkly pucker of my asshole's browneye. The smell of Reina's sexual excitement seemed to trigger my sexual response systems On/Off switch to the ON position. And I mean full ON position. I could already feel the wetness starting to seep out of my now very excited pussy. I felt embarrassed and humiliated being in this position with two people watching me very closely but I was also entering fast action turn-on mode at the same time. I could also feel myself beginning to shake a little bit.

The first impact of the riding crop on my right ass cheek came without any warning. It wasn't a really hard swat but it was strong enough to cause a very sharp painful reaction in my body. My body jumped, or maybe I would better describe it as a solid jerk, as every nerve I owned reacted to the impact. I couldn't help letting out a painful moan but I did keep it quiet. This time anyway.

"Thank you Sir."

A second stroke landed in the exact same place and it was definitely harder than the first. This one hurt. I moaned a little longer then the first time and I could feel my eyes getting a little teary as the pain increased. 

"Thank you Sir."

The next landed on my left thigh with a loud smack on soft flesh.

"Thank you Sir."

Then came another on my left ass cheek, my left thigh again, and then my right thigh. One more on each ass cheek followed in rapid fire.

"Thank you Sir." "Thank you Sir." "Thank you Sir." "Thank you Sir." I kept up with the 'Thank you Sir's' without a miss and my groans stayed minimal even though the tears were starting to flow fairly steady. I was feeling quite a bit of pain but I was still sexually turned on for some reason that I didn't really understand or comprehend as yet. How could I be sexually stimulated and feeling all this pain at the same time?

I didn't get any time to think about that. Very suddenly, and totally unexpected on my part, an extremely hard stroke landed on the bottom of each of my feet. They came so fast that I was hearing the second stroke before the first stroke had really sunk into my mind and my pain receptacles. The pain was enormous. It was probably much more so because I wasn't expecting these strokes at all.

"Oh shit." I jumped and my nipples came off the floor. And my hands lost the grip on each of my arms which caused each arm to move as if I were going to get a grip on my feet and soothe them until the God awful pain faded away. 

Through the agony and pain, I could hear Reina summarizing my penalties. 

"Ten strokes anywhere on your body. Ten strokes on your pussy. Ten strokes on each tit."

I had managed to keep my ass aimed up and I did have the momentary sanity to thank Him twice or I would have been issued many more punishment strokes for fucking up and not obeying Master's orders. The thought of all those additional strokes to my poor tits and pussy took my mind and attention off of the pain that was flourishing on my ass cheeks, thighs, and the bottom of each of my feet. Tears flowed from my eyes and liquid flowed from my cunt. I began asking myself why I wanted all of this pain, but the questions were instantly answered by the continuous arousal emanating from my clitoris. It was such a turn on to be submitting myself to my Master. It couldn't possibly be sexual stimulation resulting from the pain. Being used in any way Master chooses to use me is giving me a rapidly rising level of arousal. Having Reina there naked and watching everything was also a super turn on. She was rubbing her pussy against the top of my head as I was being stroked by the riding crop. She sounded so happy announcing the additional strokes my tits and pussy would be receiving. I'm thinking too much. It's all too confusing. I'm just going to go with the flow. I sure would like to cum.

Master's hand suddenly cupped my pussy and slowly worked a finger into my very wet slit. This was his first contact with my sex. He moved his finger along my crack in a slow back and forth motion for over a minute when he began putting pressure on my hole as his finger became more and more lubed from the juices that were now soaking the both of us. I felt his finger begin to enter my vagina more and more until he had it was inserted as far in as it would go. He held it still for about 30 seconds and then began doing the finger action one does when one wants to signal another person to come towards them but this was different. His finger was aimed downward and putting a lot of pressure on my clit from inside of me. This was an entirely new sensation to me and brought me closer to cuming at a much faster rate. Not a word was spoken by any of us. Then the finger began to move in and out. In and out. In and out. A little more speed added to the finger fucking I was getting and I could began to hear the squishing sounds from a sloppy wet pussy of a girl in heat. That girl was me. I could already feel the beginnings of an orgasm that I wasn't going to be able to control. If he kept this up much longer, I was definitely going to cum. And I knew this would be a big one. I didn't forget for an instant that I must ask for permission to cum. I had already learned that lesson and had practiced that requirement when I was masturbating for Master while he listened to me on the phone. 

"May I please cum Master?" I said this with an obvious sense of urgency and hope in my voice.

"No." And the finger pulled out and I was left in the frantic frustration of being turned on to a near orgasm and then left out in the cold. I was left with rapid breathing, a rapid heartbeat, and my juices flowing down my thighs. And the door slammed shut. I was dead in the water.

Then the strokes began again before I could feel any more sorry for myself. Ass cheeks and thighs. One after another. A 'Thank you Master' after each. And then I noticed something different. The last few strokes of the crop were harder than the earlier ones but they didn't hurt nearly as much. In fact, I found myself actually wanting to see how I reacted to having my pussy and tits whipped with the crop. I didn't like the pain but I most certainly did like being naked and used for Master's pleasure. That really turned me on in spite of the pain of the impacts. After a couple of strokes, Master would run his hand all over my ass cheeks and my thighs in a very gentle and sensual manner and even lightly touch my puffy labia lips for a few seconds. These touches kept my pussy wet for sure. Then it was over. For the moment anyway.

"Stand up and assume position #1 facing me with your ass directly in front of Reina's face."

I jumped up instantly and stood facing Master. I spread my legs wide and put my hands behind my head. I arched my back again which pushed my boobs up and out. This made them easy targets for the riding crop. I was shocked that my nipples were standing up at full mast. They never get fully erect like that unless they are being stimulated by direct contact. When I'm sexually turned on they will rise up quite a bit by themselves but never to this extent.

"Reina, I want you to remain in your position but I want you to use your hands to gently massage cum slut's ass cheeks and thighs. I want it to be as sensual as you can make it. When I am whipping her tits, I want you to be stroking her cunt and using a finger to caress her clit. Use your mouth and your tongue to lick and kiss her ass and thighs whenever you feel the urge to do so. If you can get her to cum while I am applying the crop to her tits and nipples, I will reward you with two orgasms before the day and evening are over. If you can get her to cum twice, I will have her tongue your clit until you cum three times."

That last statement should have provoked a very strong negative response out of me. I am not a lesbian. I'm not bisexual. I have never touched a woman sexually other than putting my head against Reina's pussy and I most certainly have never licked a woman's pussy. But, for some reason that I didn't fully understand at the time, I suddenly found the idea of putting my mouth on Reina's cunt and licking and sucking her clit and using my tongue to caress her labia and the entrance to her vagina to be completely acceptable. I actually wanted to see if I could make her cum with my mouth and tongue. It was a challenge I was looking forward to experiencing.

I thought the crop strokes to my pussy would begin immediately but I was wrong. Master left the room for a minute and returned with two objects. A blindfold and an orange ball with straps attached to it. He put the blindfold on me first and I no longer had any visual ability to warn me in advance of the crop landing on my poor defenseless supersensitive tits or pussy.

"Cum Slut. Do you want me to whip your pussy?"

"If that is what you want to do Master."

"I didn't ask you if it was OK to whip your pussy if I wanted to. I asked you if you wanted me to whip your pussy. I will ask you again slut. DO YOU WANT ME TO WHIP YOUR PUSSY?"

I actually did want him to whip my pussy. "Please whip my pussy Master. Please whip it hard. And please whip my tits and my nipples just as hard as you want. And I don't care if you whip me more than the number of times Reina counted out earlier. If you don't want to stop then please keep whipping me for as long as you wish to do so. You can do anything you want to me Master. Anything at all."

With that burst of emotional submission out in the open, Master took the orange ball and pushed it into my mouth. It was sort of soft but still firm enough to force my jaws apart to the point where they began to ache very quickly. He pushed harder and the ball made it past my teeth and into my mouth. I almost gagged at this new intrusion into my mouth. I had a quick gag reflex. I can lick and suck a cock with the best of them but I have never been able to get one all the way to the back of my mouth without gagging. I just can't do it. I have always wanted to have a cock completely buried into my throat and I have tried countless times to no avail. One former boyfriend even spent an entire day sitting in a chair while letting me practice getting his cock further and further into my mouth with no success. Every time, the sensation of size triggered my gag reflex before the mushroom head made it to the back of my mouth. I have even tried using numbing spray, but that didn't work either. 

Master strapped the ball gag tightly to my head. It was not going to come out no matter what I did. I expected to start feeling the gag reflex immediately but I quickly discovered that the ball did not go deep enough into my mouth to trigger that unwanted response. The ball, more or less, just sort or sat on top of my tongue. It was virtually impossible to speak. 

Reina was sitting on the floor in what has become known as the 'Indian Position'. Also, the 'Yoga Position' I believe. I had my body turned so that my ass was straight in front of Reina's face and I backed up slightly so that there were only a couple of inches of space between the soft skin of my cheeks and her soft wet lips. I spread my feet fairly wide apart so that my pussy was completely open to either Master's riding crop or to Reina's hands.

The first sensation I received was Reina's finger running lightly up and down the length of my slit. My outer lips were already swollen with arousal and slightly parted of their own accord I'm sure. After three or four trips up and down the entire length of my slit, I knew that they were spread wide open. Her finger tip was slick with my juices and it met absolutely no resistance as it traveled from the top of my split, down over my clit, into the cavern between my engorged labia, over the entrance to my vagina, coming back up to the surface once again as it approached my asshole, and finally doing a few light circles over the top of my now really sensitive brown pucker. The finger moved so slowly that I wanted to scream. Reina was an expert at this. Back to the top of my pussy slit and slowly back to my asshole again. I lost track of how long she was doing this and how many trips her fingertip made from my clit to my anus. Master was silent and Reina just kept going at it. There was never enough pressure to actually push my over the edge into orgasm but she kept me right on the very edge like a pro. I was moaning and groaning behind the ball gag and the blindfold was not necessary as my eyes were squeezed shut in passionate arousal like I have never felt in my entire life. No man had ever turned me on like I was feeling right at that moment.

'That moment' being precisely the exact instant that the riding crop landed on my fully erect nipple. 

I was in heaven. Reina's gentle sensual fingertip was turning my entire genital area into a nuclear explosion. I was in another world where only sexual bliss and pure erotic pleasure exists. When the flat end of the crop smashed into my completely erect nipple, the breath was suddenly sucked out of my lungs. Agony was a word I once looked up in the dictionary, and now fully understood its definition without any doubt in my mind. I wanted to scream in horror and pain. My legs suddenly lost their ability to hold up my body with any assured steadiness. My mind was void of any and all thoughts except for the overpowering surge of pain that didn't actually begin for at least two to three seconds after I heard the impact of the leather on my flesh. Master hadn't aimed the crop straight into my right tit. He had brought the crop down from above directly onto my nipple while only making slight contact with my aureole or other tit flesh.

As the explosion of pain spread from my nipple into my body, the fingertip in my pussy suddenly concentrated on my swollen clit nub that always stuck out very prominently from the folds of flesh that kept it warm and safe before it is coaxed to it's little erect state of arousal. The fingertip increased it's pressure and made rapid tiny circles over the top on my oh so super sensitive clitty. This was followed almost instantly by the sensation of my terrorized nipple being sucked into a warm wet mouth with a tongue tip roaming firmly over the skin surface from top to bottom and all around it. The stimulation from my clit and the super arousing effect of my nipple being sucked and licked quickly replaced the agonizing pain the crop had caused with a large amount of beautiful sensual orgasm building stimulation.

"Do you want to beg me to do the same thing to your other nipple cum slut?"

"Oh yes Master. Please use the crop on my other tit."

"Why don't we add Reina's thumb in your asshole too."

"Yes Master. Please have her put her thumb in my ass."

"So....what would you like to do for us?"

"I want you to use me in any way you can think of Sir."

"For instance?"

"Please Sir. Use the crop on my other nipple. Whip it really hard while Reina fingers my clitty and puts her thumb up my asshole. Pleeeease Sir."

"OK, cum slut. If you insist."

Reina's thumb immediately started pushing it's way into my backdoor entrance. Through the sphincter and into my rectum as far as she could push it into the dark channel. Then the finger started doing it's little circles again on my hard clit and I was immediately ready to go over the edge into an orgasm that I knew would be unlike any I have ever had before this day.

As I was thinking about the fantastic, earth shattering cum I was working my way up to, the flap of the crop made contact with my left nipple. It was like I was being electrocuted. The pain just flashed throughout my entire body and every muscle I had contracted and loosened several times in rapid succession. Then the thumb began going in and out of my anus as fast as Reina could pump it and her finger, instead of doing the circle motion, was now pushing down really hard on the top of the head of my red swollen clitty and not moving at all. Her finger would back off and then push really hard down onto my love button again and she would hold there for a couple of seconds. I barely had time to open my mouth and ask Master if I was allowed to cum.




Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 12



"Mmmmaaaayyyy I cuuummmm Sirrrrr?"

"Are you asking me to let you cum, my little slut?"

"Yessss Master. Please..... May I cum?"

"I don't think you have earned a cum yet slut. Reina, stop everything."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. And feeling. Reina's thumb stopped pushing in and out of my ass and her finger lifted off of my clitty nub. The orgasm stopped before it even got rolling. I was covered with sweat and my knees were shaking non-stop. The muscles were twitching like they were doing a dance. The flow of liquid out of my pussy hole had left both of my thighs slick, slippery, and shiny wet half way down to my knees. I didn't think I could remain standing much longer. Master must have read my mind because he stepped forward and wrapped his arms around me just above my waist and held me tightly upright for about two minutes. Not a word was spoken. The only sounds were of my rapid breathing.

As my sexual and physical buildup slowed down enough for me to keep control of my leg muscles, Master suddenly let me go and I found myself standing alone again with my legs spread wide apart and my hands behind my head and a thumb up my ass.

Still, without a word, the thumb began it's in and out motion once again and was soon followed by the fingertip pushing down firmly on my clit. It didn't take thirty seconds to bring me back up to the place where I knew the orgasm would start it's assent to the edge and to an explosive release that I had no doubt would be a hall of famer.

And then I was there again. "May I cum now Master? Oh God. Please let me cum. Pleeeease. I beg of you."

Master spoke the magical four words. "Yes, you may cum."

And again, at that very instant, the crop came down on my right nipple. I had the exact same reaction as when he cropped my left nipple. I heard the sound of the impact and then felt the pain of the impact about two seconds later. Either my right nipple was more sensitive because it had already felt the impact of the crop, or Master applied more force, because the pain didn't radiate slowly at all. The agony again went throughout my entire body all at once and I could no longer hold myself up. As I sank to my knees on the floor, the scream came out of my throat and, even with a gag in my mouth, managed to let itself be heard quite clearly by Master and Reina.

My mind went numb for a moment and I lost all awareness of what was around me until the thumb and the fingertip started again in my ass and on my clit. Reina's hand had followed me to the floor and had not lost it's place on and in my body at all. As the pain bounced around inside of me, the orgasm began a climb that I knew I couldn't stop even if I wanted to. 

Then the crop hit my left nipple again for the second time with the same force as the right nipple had just received. The impact was like a shock and the orgasm exploded an instant later. All I can remember is that my universe became one that held both the greatest amount of pain I had ever experienced and the most violently explosive orgasm that had ever taken over my body, and that they were both existing at the same time. My entire being became engulfed and consumed by the two opposing forces that had combined to become one entity. That was the last memory I have of that moment. 

I don't know if it was seconds or minutes or hours until total awareness of my surroundings returned. I knew I was covered in perspiration and my entire body ached. I knew I had just had the most overwhelmingly powerful orgasm known to man. I touched my nipples and found then still fully erect for some reason. They didn't normally stay that way for very long after a good cum. They hurt when I touched them but it was a good kind of hurt. I don't know how to explain exactly what that is. They hurt and they felt good being touched at the same time. I was lying on the floor and realized that my head was being supported by Reina's naked lap. I could smell her pussy scent vividly. Master was sitting back in his favorite chair and our eyes met and held locked on to each other. Master smiled and had the neatest look of satisfied content on his face. I knew then that I was going to be OK. That I was going to experience my dreams. And I smiled back with all the loving trust in my eyes that I could muster up at the moment.

Then I suddenly remembered Reina's voice way back when. "Ten strokes anywhere on your body. Ten strokes on your pussy. Ten strokes on each tit." 

I knew that there were a whole lot of hours left to go before the end of this day would come. It was still morning...



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 13



I was left alone for an entire hour. I could hear Master and Reina on occasion, moving from one room to another, or going outside and walking around the house. My tits were red and sore to the touch. My nipples had an ache that would not go away or even get any less in intensity. Each time my mind would wander back to the part of the session that Master used the riding crop on my nipples, they would start getting hard again and start hurting even more. I wasn't sure I understood that response but I did like the fact that they seemed to have a mind of their own.

Master was in the kitchen when I heard, "Come out here cum slut."

My mind immediately switched from my physical condition to responding to His command instantly. I didn't think about it at all. I didn't wonder why He wanted me to come out to the kitchen and I didn't think about how totally naked I was. I just obeyed. It felt really good to obey. That was what I wanted most to experience. Obedience was the subject of all my fantasies and I craved to be the submissive who couldn't say 'no' to anything I would never say 'no' to anything Master told me to do. 

"Do you like being naked cum slut?"

"Yes Sir."

"Why?"

"Because I have what I would consider an excellently well shaped body. I spend a great deal of time keeping it that way and I would hope it pleases you to look at it."

"Do you go around flashing your tits, ass, or pussy at anybody? Do you get off showing yourself to any man who happens to be looking?"

"Oh, no Sir. Only with someone I want to be with. When you told me to stand in front of the window at my apartment I almost died thinking someone would suddenly appear and see me naked. But, it did give me a real sexual thrill to do it."

"Did it thrill you sexually when you made the trips to your carport in various stages of undress and nudity?"

"Yes Sir. Not so much when I still had the ability to cover myself, but still knowing someone could pop up out of nowhere before I could safely pull my top or my skirt down. When I made the trip to the car totally naked, the fear was tremendous but so was the intense sexual turn on. I was pretty sure no one would be out at that late hour but there was always a chance of getting caught. I would have been so humiliated and embarrassed if that had happened. Not so much from being seen naked, but because I live there and anyone who had caught me would also have lived there and I don't know what I would have done after that."

Does it thrill you and sexually arouse you to be totally naked here with both Reina and myself seeing every square inch of your body any time we choose to do so?"

"Yes Sir. It does. It was more intense when I first arrived but has lessened since then because I am getting used to being naked around you both all the time."

"Put on the skirt and shirt you had on earlier and put on a pair of tennis shoes too. Reina's should fit you pretty well I would think. When you have done that, meet me out on the back deck."

"Yes Sir", I said with a tiny tinge of fear in my voice. I have quickly learned that, no matter what we do or where we go, I am going to end up either naked or close to it. The 'deck' faces the lake and the other houses around it.

"Reina! I want you dressed also."

"Yes Master", she said as she moved to join Karen in the bedroom.

I have already decided that Karen is a keeper. She is that rare woman who knows that she enjoys submission and giving total obedience to another person. In the very short time that we have been testing each other out, her fears have gone from their highest level to a level that is now equal to her positive responses in most cases. That shows that her trust in me is growing and the trust in herself is beginning to grow stronger at the same time. If I hadn't seen her self confidence growing at all, I would have ended this testing before the day was over. We still had a few adventures to go, to be sure, but I was fairly certain that she would pass with flying colors.

Reina joined Karen in the bedroom where they both instantly went into a really tight silent hug. Nothing was said. Just a long silent embrace. The fact that they were both totally naked and pressing their tits and pussies against each other didn't enter into either of their thoughts.

"Thank you for bringing me here," Karen said to Reina after they released each other.

"I am so happy that you decided to take the step. I was very much like you three years ago. I was afraid of my life. I was afraid to go after what I knew I really needed, which was to find happiness in my life. I was scared to death, at first, of Master Bill. I was sucking and screwing every dick I could find, as often as I could find them, I thought that was the only way that I could validate my self-worth. Unfortunately, it didn't work too well.

I am a submissive. I am a slave. I am also a very powerful woman. I know who I am and what I want and all of my needs and cravings are fulfilled on a continuous basis. Not many women in this world can say that. I hold a good job, just as you do, and I am in complete control of my life. I know.......... How can a submissive slave be in complete control of her life? I have a feeling that you have learned a small part of that answer during the past week. If you are chosen to continue on, and I know you will be, you will be amazed at how much your world changes in the most positive of directions. Trust me on that with all your heart sweetie. Now, we must get dressed and get out on the back deck as fast as we can."

Reina and Karen quickly dressed in just a skirt, blouse, and tennis shoes. No panties or bras. No jewelry and no makeup. They brushed out each other's hair and then headed out through the kitchen, through the sliding glass doors, and onto the huge redwood deck what was easily 15' or so above the ground. Karen noticed that there was a lower floor to the house that wasn't visible from the front. She also had a sudden feeling that she would find out all about that bottom floor sometime in the near future.

Master Bill eyed each girl with great pleasure and invited both to sit in the padded wood chairs that were placed around a large round redwood table that had a huge umbrella which came out of the center and provided cool shade from the hot sun for anyone sitting in that immediate area.

There was a large pitcher of lemonade and ice cubes, three tall glasses, and a bottle of vodka on a tray in front of Master Bill. He poured at least three ounces of real imported Stoli Russian potato juice into each glass and then filled them all up with the ice and lemonade. He then handed each of his girls a glass. He raised his glass high and said, "To peace, love, and happiness, and the courage to find them."

Reina said, "To us."

Karen said, "To the miracle that brought me here."

We sat and enjoyed our drinks and watched over the valley and the lake in silence for several minutes.

"I once asked Reina for an outdoor fantasy and she gave me a pretty good one, which we fulfilled. Sometime, when you two are alone together sometime, I want her to tell you exactly how she managed to do that. Now, cumslut, I want you to put together an outdoor fantasy that you would like to fulfill right here in this beautiful valley. I want it to be detailed and I want it to be as real as you can possibly make it. Keep it simple but keep it effective. And I want in in writing. Do you think you can do that for me?"

"Yes Sir." I think I can do that. How long do I have to complete the fantasy?"

"You can take up to two days for the fantasy scenario. The more immediate thing I want you to do during the next hour or so is to come up with a list of things that you would like me to do to you out there in the woods. Just you and me. I'm not sure yet if I will bring Reina with us but there is still plenty of time to make that decision"

"That doesn't give me much time for the second part Sir."

"It gives you enough time. I have no doubt that you have many fantasies in your head that you haven't spoken of to anyone up to this point in your life. I'm sure you can form a list of at least 10 activities that can be put into use while we are hiking around and exploring both you and the nearby slope. Am I assuming wrong that you won't be able to come up with 10 relatively short in length fantasies that you have had tucked away in your secret space for all of these years?"

"No Sir. I can easily come up with that many, and probably, more for you"

"Good. You are also going be tied to a thick tree limb above your head at some point somewhere in the woods a short distance up the side of the hill that you are looking at right now. It runs from the back of my property for several miles to the peak. While you are hanging from that tree limb, you will tell me a very very special secret story my little cum slut. If I do bring Reina along, I may have her fingering your cunt or your asshole while you are telling the both of us your very special super secret. We will see when the time comes. And I do mean that this is to be a desire or need or fantasy that you have thought about or dreamed about for years but have always feared the limits you would have to accept to fulfill this deeply hidden scenario. It may surprise you how active your mind can become when you are naked and tied to a tree limb above your head alone in the woods while your sole source of security and protection is out exploring among the trees and not in sight at all. Especially when you are completely blindfolded." 

"Master, I want so very much to tell you all of my dreams, fantasies, and cravings. For the first time in my life I know I will be telling all of my secret desires to someone who will appreciate them instead of laughing at me and thinking that I'm some kind of a sick pervert because of the things I want to experience and perform."

"Any man who has laughed at you was not a man. He was just a boy looking for thrills and didn't have a clue as to how to deal with your needs or the courage to even try."

"I don't have much of a clue how to deal with them either Master. But I do have the willingness and the courage to try and the determination to succeed."

"Let me ask you this, cum slut. Those woods out there are nearly a quarter of a mile away. They go deeper for miles into the forest wilderness. I hiked out there for days the first time I ventured into that mountain area and never saw anything else but grown in trails and more trees. I have come across other hikers on rare occasion but not too often. Would you like to go a little ways out there and explore those woods for a while this afternoon?"

"Oh yes Master. I love hiking and I love nature. And, after playing in that field during this past week, I love the security I felt being in the trees. It felt like I belonged there."

"If I decide to keep you cum slut, you'll have many opportunities to explore the mountain but you can never go into those woods unless you are naked. You will never go out there with anything but food, water and, on occasion, a backpack full of items I will want you to use during your outdoor adventure. You will never carry any clothing of any kind with you. Your only security will be me or your ability to stay hidden by blending in with the tress and underbrush. Does that interest you?"

"Yes Sir. I'm feeling chills now just thinking about it."

"Is there anything special that you might want to do out there?"

"Anything you want me to do Master. I will please you in any way you want me to."

"I don't usually do this cum slut, but, as I just told you, I'm going to let you give me a number of your fantasy ideas. If they are acceptable, I may allow one or many more of them to be experienced by you this afternoon. We both need to begin testing your limits and setting goals for future limits. Are you confident in your ability to begin doing this part of your training now. 

"I want to give it my best shot Sir."

"Just remember that I will, at a minimum, double the intensity of any one that you suggest that I deem unworthy and unacceptable. You must speak from the heart and not from the mind. You will be very careful won't you little one?"

"Yes Sir. I will try not to disappoint you. I have no idea what you would consider 'unacceptable' but I guess I will find out soon enough."

"First, before the adventure in the woods, I have something I want you to do prior to our going out on our first short outdoor adventure together. It's something that will take less than an hour and will, in an abstract sort of way, be a small statement by you, to the world, of your overwhelming need to be owned and used in any way your Master chooses. Even though it will be a small statement, it will be your first step in declaring your commitment to me, to Reina, and to yourself that nothing can or will stop you from finding what you so desperately seek in yourself.

Now, my new little slut, I want you naked and standing on the corner table built into the railing that is just behind you. I want you facing out toward the lake with your hands held behind your back and your feet spread to each side of the table. As you can see for yourself, every house on this lake has a clear and unobstructed view or every other house. There is a reason for that which I will tell you about in the near future but, for now, I want everyone who happens to be outside or at a window to be able to see you standing naked on that corner table."

"Yes Sir." I have never thought of myself as an exhibitionist, nor have I ever had much of a desire to display my nude body to other people solely for that purpose. When Master first began talking to me on the phone and had me doing a window display scene and going outside at night totally naked, I will admit that I found myself very stimulated and excited at the prospects of being seen by other people. But still, that was a game. A test of my willingness to obey orders. 

Now Master wants me to display myself totally naked to his entire neighborhood. Not as a game or a sexual adventure. Nor as a test of my willingness. And what did he mean there was a reason that every house could be seen by everyone at every other house? These houses were up to a quarter mile or more apart in some cases in their positioning around the lake. It would take a pair of binoculars, a telescope, or a long range camera to see that a person standing outdoors at another house was actually naked. The thought of being on open display was turning me on though. It was also making me very nervous at the same time.

Master didn't say whether to get naked while standing on the table or before I got onto the table. I decided to do a strip tease after climbing onto the top of the four foot wide redwood table top. I stepped onto a chair and then onto the small platform and immediately realized that I was probably close to twenty feet in the air considering that this deck was at the second story level of the rear of the house . The railing that bordered the outer edge of the deck was about four feet high so that only left a foot above the table and nothing between me and thin air for the most part. Heights don't scare me too much but I prefer something to hold on to for safety. I immediately got back down on the deck and rapidly took off all of the clothes that Reina had loaned me, along with the shoes, and climbed back up onto the table totally bare assed naked and displayed for the world to see after spreading my legs apart and putting my hands behind my back. I didn't feel stable enough with my feet spread all the way to each side of the table so I brought each foot about six inches toward the center for a more steady balance. Master didn't say anything so I assumed that this was OK with him. I took a deep breath and then let it out very slowly as I stared out over the lake and at the other houses. I couldn't see anybody looking my way. I couldn't see anybody.....period. 

There was a tiny little breeze and I could feel the air on my pussy which meant I was wet down there. My nipples were standing up at full staff as usual. There was no way for me to ever lie about whether or not I was turned on. My nipples got hard just from the thought that someone might be checking out my tits. Even when fully clothed.

Master and Reina stayed perfectly silent for a long time. Not a sound from either of them. I knew they were looking at my ass and pussy from behind me. Hell, I'd be looking too if Reina and I were in reverse positions. I was really getting into feeling Nature and hearing Nature. I could feel the sun and the air and I could actually "feel" my nudity too. I could hear the birds and the breeze and the lake and every other sound that floated by my ears. That was quite an enjoyable set of sensations that I had never paid attention to in my life. I had never stood on display twenty feet in the air in the mountains before either.

"Are you enjoying the view little one?" I jumped a little when Master broke my reverie of Nature.

"Yes Sir. I sure am. This is wonderful being out here in the world rather than cooped up and restricted in the city. It is so beautiful being here. So peaceful."

"Why don't you play with your tits and your pussy and give yourself an orgasm while you are standing there. I think Reina would also enjoy watching you masturbate for the world. I think you will begin to understand the true meaning of personal freedom while you are doing that. We won't make a sound or disturb you in any way until after you cum. You do have a time limit of ten minutes which is not flexible in any way. If you haven't cum by then I will tell you to stop and you will not be allowed another orgasm until I feel that you have earned one as a reward." 

"Thank you Sir. I would really like to do that. I never realized how sexually exciting and arousing it can be by just standing here naked in the open and on display for anyone who happens to see me. And I love the idea of having you watch me masturbate for you and having you watching me cum just for you."

"This is just a beginning step. When you have finished here, you will be experiencing another display adventure for about an hour that will be much more involved then this little scene. I want you to begin now and you have ten minutes exactly to cum."

While Reina and I sat back in the two well padded wooden lounges, Karen began to slowly bring her hands up each side of her body, starting with her upper thighs and finally ending at her tits. It was almost like she was putting herself into a trance or into her own special sexual universe. She was almost unmoving as her hands covered each soft but firm breast and began squeezing them. She didn't seem aware that she was being watched by the two of us or even had a second thought about the possibility of any number of other people watching her from around the small lake as she stood elevated on a platform that was now her very own stage.

Neither of us could see her nipples or her pussy from where we were sitting other than what can be seen from behind and below her with her legs spread apart a few feet at most at this point. She started moaning softly so I knew she was squeezing her long nipples. She always seemed to get extremely aroused when I rolled or pinched them between my thumb and index finger. Next came the movement of her right hand slowly coming down the front of her body and we could see her entire hand eventually appear between her legs as she began caressing her entire genital area. She bent forward a little while doing this and bowed her legs at the knees to give her hand more room to freely move from her lower ass cheeks up to the end of her slit. This slight squatting position looked so sexy from the rear. It got Reina's attention really quick and she immediately sat up and moved her head to within a foot of Karen's ass and began watching intently. I could also see Reina was beginning to squirm also.




Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 13



Karen's breathing was picking up and she began to bounce up and down a little more in her semi squat position. Her hand was moving faster and her fingers were beginning to come into play. Soon, it was just her index finger rubbing her clit. She tried to use her other hand to get to her pussy from behind but that was really awkward in the position she was in so most of her effort with that hand became a single finger rubbing and lightly penetrating her rear pucker.

After a little more than eight minutes, it was becoming evident that her orgasm was getting closer and closer. Every square inch of her body glistened with shiny sweat and her head was looking down rather than out over the lake. I could see a little of her face with her head in this position and I could see that her eyes were closed tightly and her mouth had the look of complete determination as her lips were compressed tightly against each other.

Then she did something that totally surprised me. She asked me if she could cum. I had told her from the beginning that she must always ask for permission to cum at any time but I had already given her permission when I told her to masturbate herself to an orgasm. She didn't need to ask this time.

"Master? May I please cum for you and Reina and anybody from around the lake that may be watching? I am right there on the edge Sir. My pussy is so wet that it sounds like my finger is sloshing around in a bowl of water. Please Sir."

"You have 90 seconds to go cum slut. You can cum anytime after 60 of them. You already had my permission to cum but, since you asked, you will wait until I say 30 seconds. I will say nothing else until I tell you to stop. You must cum in that time only."

"Thank you so much Sir. "

After another minute of her frantically fingering of her clit and pink slice and poking a finder into her asshole, I told her "30 seconds".

"Oh God. I'm cummmmming. Ooooooooooooo. It's here. It's here. Oh God. This is going to be a good one. I'm going to explode into a million pieces. Here it comes Sir"

I could see beads of sweat and pussy juice flowing down the inside of her thighs. Her whole body bounced, then froze in place, and then the spasms started in her legs. Her moaning got louder and louder. Like she was announcing her climax to the entire lake. Then she stood straight up and just began moaning nonstop. The muscles in her ass where flexing rapidly but the rest of her body was motionless with the exception of her left arm which was keeping her index finger flying over the top of her clit at light speed. And then it hit. 

I've seen a lot of women have an orgasm and multiple orgasms one after another. But I had never seen anything like this orgasm. She actually kept it rolling for over a minute without a pause or slowing down. And then another minute of slowly coming down to Earth. It was such a beautiful scene to watch. I decided right then that we were going to do this again with her standing on a table in the center of the deck and I was going to put up four video cameras on tripods all around her and put a scene just like this on film. Reina looked like she was going to pass out just from watching the intensity of Karen's cum from only a foot away and looking upward at all the action. Her turn would come shortly but not quite yet. Reina knew from several years of being my special number one slave just how much I enjoyed keeping her in orgasm denial for long periods of time. She is also an amazing sight to behold during one of her climaxes. 

After the orgasm, Karen once again was standing still but with her arms at her side and her eyes fixated on the light reflecting off the lake. I just let her remain there in silence after her huge sexual release had come to an end. In a few minutes, she spread her feet far apart once again and put her hands behind her head in her primary submissive position without my saying a word to her. I knew for sure then that she was a born natural to be a submissive. She did that because it was the proper thing to do and what she very much wanted to do. It was not because it was something she was supposed to do. In only a week, she was already beginning to live in submission. It was just a very simple start but it was an action that told me that she was going to become a work of art.

"You may step down now Karen. I want you to put a chair out in the middle of the deck facing us and sit with your legs draped over the arm rests and your ass pushed forward to the front edge."

Without a word, she shakily came down off of the corner table and moved a chair into the center of the deck. Her entire body was still shiny wet and there was a lot of thick whitish fluid dripping from her pussy. Some in long strings reaching for the floor or collecting along the insides of her legs. She made no move to try to clean them up. She sat in the chair in the position I told her and we could clearly see all the fluids and a pussy that was both swollen and deeply red in color. 

"I want you to very lightly run your hands over your tits and between your legs. Not in a manner to stimulate another orgasm but only to lightly touch and caress and to keep yourself minimally aroused. While doing this, I want you to prepare yourself to tell me the things you would like me to do to you in the woods. I will let you know when you can tell me your list of thoughts and fantasies. They should number around ten, give or take. And, do not forget what I said earlier about giving me weak and unacceptable scenarios and what I will do if you make that mistake. Doubling the intensity, as a punishment, for your giving me a lame, weak, and unacceptable fantasy could prove to be an overpowering experience for a beginner like you. I repeat the warning......'Be Careful'"

"Yes Sir Master. I have several I am ready to tell you."

"Just think about them for now. I'm going to video tape your little presentation for us to watch at a later time should the need arise. Since this will be your first serious attempt at revealing your most secret desires and needs, I want you to be able to watch yourself and listen to what you will be saying many times in your future training. And yes, by my saying that, I am informing you that I am going to keep you. I wasn't going to tell you this early but you have earned the right to know. Tomorrow at noon, you will sign your acknowledgement of all the rules, and requirements, and willingly turning over complete ownership of all that you are into my total and complete possession and control for as long as this new relationship remains growing and productive. Is that all agreeable to you cum slut?"

At that moment, just as I was standing up from my chair, Karen sort of lost it. In a matter of just a few seconds, the tears were flowing down the cheeks of her beautiful face, her smile was from ear to ear, and her shout of joy was echoing across the lake. At the same time, she had launched herself out of her chair and I found myself the sole supporter of her entire body as she jumped on me with her legs wrapped around my waist, her arms around my neck, and holding on for dear life in a body lock. I hadn't expected this enthusiastic of a response but it was acceptable, considering the occasion. She will get ten swats of the wide hardwood paddle as a reminder that she can't do this all of the time but that will be later in the evening. I didn't want to spoil her very special moment. 

"Oh Master..... Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I love you so much. I will always love you with all of my heart. I am yours for as long as you want me. Do anything you want with me no matter what, or where, or when. Anything. Anything. Anything. I love you."

"I love you too little one but we need to continue on with what I told you to do. And I need to change my pants now since you have now managed to dry off all of your cum juices and sweat on me. "

"Oh...I'm so sorry Sir. Would you want me to wash them for you?"

"Later. Let's get back into focus. I realize how deeply special this moment is to you but it's time to move on with the plan."


Turning toward Reina I said: "And you can take that shit eating grin off of your face and go get one of the video cameras before I decide to send you naked to one of the neighbor's houses to borrow a cup of sugar!"

This girl knows too much. As she walked by me she was laughing and she messed my hair with one of her hands and said: "You're such a Grizzly Bear Master. But I know who you really are."

I gave her a very hard swat on her ass and informed her that she was going to match everything that Karen experienced during the late evening. And probably a lot more if she wasn't careful.

Karen was seated once again in the wooden chair with her legs slung over the arm rests and her ass pushed as far forward as possible without sliding over the edge of the seat.

I went to my room, changed my pants, and popped three alligator clamps into my pocket. I stopped by Reina's room and got a set of two remote eggs with a clip extension from her box of extra special toys that she would often beg me to use on her. I returned at the same time that Reina was walking through the kitchen with the Sony Camcorder. This one being a very expensive HD recorder with high resolution video. She knew which one was my favorite.

We both walked out onto the deck and found that Karen had not moved an inch from her position of total exposure in the chair. Even her ass hole was clearly visible because of how far forward she has slid her butt. It was an excellent chair for this because of the padding that went full length from the head to nearly all the way down to where the very short legs started.

"Reina. I want you to set up the camera directly in front of cum slut but back just far enough to completely frame her entire body. I don't want just her head in the picture. I want all of her in the picture. I also want it set to zoom directly onto her face for close-ups without having to move the camera. I will be using the remote to zoom in and out whenever I want to change from body framing to facial framing. Make sure the zoom is targeted directly on the center of her lips."

"Will do Sir" was Reina's simple response.

I moved the two chairs that Reina and I would be using to a position on each side and slightly forward of the camera tripod and facing directly at Karen. There was a separation of maybe four feet between all three chairs. Even though the chairs facing Karen were forward of the camera, they were not far enough to be seen in the video as long as we didn't lean forward or raise our hands for any reason.

When Reina was finished setting up the camcorder, I served each of us one more glass of lemonade and ice with three shots of vodka in each. I sat in the chair to the right of the camera and began with Karen's instructions for what we were about to do.

"Cum slut. What we are going to do now is to record a video of you telling the world about some of the fantasies you have had in your life and any that you may want to tell us about that you have created since arriving here. I use the phrase 'telling the world' because that is exactly what you are going to be doing. For the entire time that you are sitting in that chair and either talking about your secret desires or answering any questions that I or Reina may have as we go along, you will never once look anywhere other than into the lens of the camera. Anyone watching this video will feel that you are talking directly to them and not to someone off camera. What you will be creating is a completely personal conversation between yourself and whoever is watching and listening to you as you reveal, in complete detail, some of your most innermost needs and desires. We are going to video tape many of these sessions in the future.

I can't begin to tell you how many as that will depend on how long you are here or keep returning here. The main purpose of these videos is for you to be able to see a record of how you are developing in your training and how you are changing as a person. These tapes will not be private by any stretch of the imagination but they won't be put on the internet either. A lot of various events and get-togethers occur here and around the lake and you can safely assume that most of these people will eventually see these videos at one time or another. Frequently, with your presence required during the showing. None of this will be happening for many months down the road yet so you need not worry or stress out over your first presentation for quite some time. I can almost assure you that, when the time comes, you will be very excited and enthusiastic about showing other people who you really are. Even if you don't know them or have never even met them at all. For now, finish your lemonade and give Reina the glass and lets get started."

Reina took the empty glasses and put them aside so they wouldn't get in the way of cum slut's first video interview presentation.



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 14



"You will look straight into the lens at all times. You are not to look toward Reina or myself, nor in any other direction at any time. You are only to speak to the camera with your statements and your answers to questions either of us may ask you along the way. This isn't going to last longer than 30-45 minutes at the most unless you like to get long winded frequently. Keep things precise but keep them totally honest and from the heart. Are you ready?"

"I think so Sir." She took a long deep breath and let it out slowly. "I'm ready now Sir."

I picked up the remote control and watched the plug in viewing screen that I placed on the arm of my chair and zoomed in until only Karen's face was in the screen.

"Tell me your name and why you are here."

"My name is Karen Kelly and I am here to learn how to deal with and explore my lifelong intense need and desire to experience every aspect of submission to a Master that can possibly exist."

"That sounds a little rehearsed Karen," I said. "Can you rephrase that in a way that speaks from your heart and not from your brain?"

There was a slight pause there, with another deep breath, and then she responded with: "Yes I can Sir. My name is cum slut and I am here because I want to be trained to live and exist as your obedient submissive slave. This is what I have craved and dreamed of for my entire adult life and now I have the opportunity to have this all come true for me. I desperately need to be owned and used in any manner that would please you Sir. There is nothing that I will not do for you and no activity that I will not perform if ordered to do so by you. I vow total obedience and instant response to your wishes and commands without hesitation."

"That was much better cum slut. That is the person I want to hear talking during this interview. You spoke with such intensity that I could vividly see and feel just how real that statement was by the expression on your face and the excitement in your eyes. That is exactly how you need to communicate what is inside of you at this point in your life. And, by communicating, I mean both to me and to yourself. If you don't believe what you are saying, no one else will either. Are you ready to continue on that basis?"

"Absolutely Sir."

"You are sitting here completely naked and exposed and you are being video taped. Are you comfortable with that knowing that there could very well be a large number of total strangers viewing your nudity and listening to you reveal things about yourself in the near future that you have never told another living soul."

"I am extremely nervous and I'm sure this is going to be a very humiliating and embarrassing experience for me, especially if this video is shown to complete strangers while I am there also, if commanded, and have to see everyone watching me on screen or maybe even asking me questions. But, I am also extremely excited and very sexually aroused at this moment, just knowing that I will finally be expressing what is inside of me in such complete detail for the very first time."

"Let us begin cum slut. Tell us about your first secret desire."

"While we are on our outdoor hike, I hope you will find ways to tie or restrain me that will leave me in extremely humiliating poses and positions. And, I beg of you to do this in locations that will have the highest possible chance of my being discovered by one or more other persons. Please tie me in ways that will totally and clearly expose my asshole, my pussy, and my tits and take as many pictures as possible from every angle, with close-ups included, to show your friends and other people or to put on the internet. I would also hope that you would tie me in positions that pass my current flexible abilities. I will gladly suffer any discomfort or pain for any length of time that you choose for me to endure. I need to feel your total command and control over the use of my body. And I hope and pray that you will fuck my mouth, my pussy, and my asshole and let me suck your cock."

"That was a very good start little one. How long has this desire to be totally restrained been a part of your sexual needs?"

"Since I was a teenager Sir. When I was just 13, four or five of the neighborhood kids were playing in a makeshift fort they had built in the nearby woods. It was their make believe base of operations for playing 'Cowboys and Indians' or for fighting the Japanese and Germans. This was near Coral Gables, Florida, and the woods there were mostly large palmetto bushes with a sprinkling of trees every 10 feet or so. Not much of a match for the beauty I see here but it was very dense and hard to see more then 20-30 feet at a time in many places. The boys were all a year older than me but I was more mature as I had already started puberty and my breasts were starting to develop. I walked out there one day when they were playing their games and found myself captured as a spy. All in fun of course. Right up to the point where they decided to stand me with my back against a skinny tree and tie my hands behind the trunk. They ran a rope around my feet too and tied it so I couldn't move very much. They even took a handkerchief one of them had balled up and forced it into my mouth so that I couldn't make any loud noises. They proceeded to pull down my pants and panties and open my shirt and undo my training bra and then they all just stood there in front of me looking at my mostly naked body. One by one, they each came up to me and ran their hands over my newly budding boobs and ran their fingers into the crack of my pussy. After an hour of this, they untied me and said I could leave. I told them I didn't want to leave and that I wanted to play their games with them. I was welcomed as long as I agreed that they could undress me and touch my naked body any time they wanted to. I instantly agreed. There was never any sex involved other then the touching and some kissing. Even in my own 13 year old innocence, I knew that this was something that I wanted to do as often as possible, no matter how old I got to be. It was then that the dreams and fantasies began and they just got better and better and more complex and much more involved as I grew older."

"What fantasies have you developed from that adventure over the years up until today?" Reina asked that question which I should have expected.

"The few times I have convinced a man to tie me up and use me in any sexual way he wished, they always turned out to be more concerned with treating me softly and gently to make sure they didn't hurt me. I wanted them to use me, and fuck me, and do anything they wanted to me. I never found a man who was willing to do that. They all thought about it and even told me some things that they would like to do to me but they never followed through on their golden opportunity. I'm sure they have thought back about that over the years and have kicked themselves for being too high on thought and too low on action. I find that amazing but it is absolutely true. I gave an open door policy and they all slammed the door shut after only a few experimental attempts at trying to do me the way I wanted to be used and even abused. Granted, there were a few that I never made that offer to because they were out of control mean and all they wanted was to stick their cock in my cunt, shoot their load, and leave.

Now I have come to this house and will gladly tell you some of the things that I would like to have done to me. I will do this with complete honesty and gratitude because I now know that I will actually be able to experience a bunch of old fantasies and, I'm sure, many new dreams and fantasies for the first time in my life."

So far, Karen has said every word directly to the camera without holding back anything as far as I could tell. Her eyes haven't wavered and her intensity has remained very high the entire time. I panned the camera back just enough so that her entire body was in the viewer.

"I have just panned back the camera and we now have a full screen image of your naked body, including your tits, pussy, and asshole, in clear digital quality. Tell us what you would like to have done to this body while we are out hiking in the trees that you seem to enjoy and dream about with such intense passion."

"It doesn't matter whether I am tied up or not but I would beg you to penetrate my ass hole and my cunt hole with anything that can be pushed inside of me. Please fist fuck me in both of my holes, either one at a time or both together. If you are both there with me, then both of you please fist me at the same time. Fuck me with your cock until you cum and shoot your thick cream in my mouth, all over my face, or on my tits. Use dildoes and vibrators or anything you can find around the immediate area or right there on the ground to fuck my holes. I'll even beg you to piss all over me and I'll beg you to let me drink your yellow fluid though I have never done that before. I have had fantasies about that too. I will beg you to let me suck your cock and lick your balls and stick my tongue into your rectum for as long as you want me to do that. Just tell me what you want me to do and I will do it. I will cum any way you want me to. Or I won't cum at all if you chose not to allow me that pleasure. I will only be thinking of pleasing you Sir. And you too, Reina, if you are there with us at the time. I need the both of you to use me and I will be forever grateful when you do."

At this moment, I panned the camera back in so that only her face was framed in the video. Karen was still staring straight at the lens but there were tears rolling down her cheeks in a steady flow. She remained perfectly still and did not try to wipe the tears away at all. Then she suddenly closed her eyes and began to softly whisper": "Thank you God for bringing me here. Thank you God for bringing me here. Thank you God for bringing me here." She must have said this at least ten times before she reopened her eyes and returned her focus on the camera lens.

"Are you ready to continue cum slut?"

"Yes Sir." Her voice was slightly shaky but her eyes still had that determined intensity in them. It is the absolute truth when I say that you that you could look into her eyes and see forever.

"Tell me a fantasy about cuming."

"The most frequent dream I have is being told that my nipples and clit are going to be stimulated continuously, along with my pussy and asshole, without being allowed to cum for a long period of time. I am kept tied spread eagle on a long thin metal table that also has stirrups attached on one end if needed. There is also a crossbar at each end that my wrists and ankles are attached to so that my arms and legs are kept spread wide apart. The leg crossbar is adjustable and my legs can be spread to a full straight out to the side split if that is the position they are wanted in at any time. I am told that I am going to be kept on the edge of orgasm for a minimum of twelve hours with no limit on time as to how long after that that I will finally be allowed to cum. I know that probably can't be done very easily in the woods but that is my main cum fantasy."

"Tell us about a number of methods that you feel would be appropriate for punishments. I want you to describe mild punishments and heavy punishments and several in between. Also, activities included in sessions that aren't for punishment at all. Sessions that clearly demonstrate that you are the slave and that I am your Master. And, you may include Reina. She is not your Mistress but she far outranks you in position and authority. You are always to obey anything she tells you to do, at any time, and without any hesitation, as if I were telling you. No exceptions will ever be tolerated."

"Yes Sir. I have always considered Reina an extension of your will and command. I have never, and would never, act any other way than as her complete submissive slave under any circumstances. That has never been a question nor a concern in my heart or in my mind."

"I'm glad to hear that little one. I would now like to hear you tell us about your concept of punishment. How are you punished in your fantasies? What methods are the most effective? What instruments of punishment dominate your dreams and how long do the punishments last? You can take over the conversation now and fill in any and all the details that you want to tell us at this stage of your training?"

"I can start off by naming many of the common punishment tools that dominate my dreams and fantasies. The list has grown tremendously in size over the last few years as I have been reading and learning more and more about why I have always felt so unwanted and unfulfilled and just plain ignored when it came to my sexual cravings and desires.

Whips, paddles, clamps, spreaders, needles, plugs, rope, and cuffs are just a few on the long list. Each of these categories I just named have dozens and dozens of varieties of items that can all be used differently. 

It's not 'WHAT' is used on me. A toothpick can cause severe pain and punishment. It is 'HOW' and 'WHY' it is used that makes all the difference in the world. Any instrument of punishment can also be an instrument of torture and an instrument of love. The same experience can be a punishment lesson to correct any wrong action by a slave and the exact same experience can be used to prove dominance of the Master for the sole reason that he feels like doing it and that he can do it at any time if he so chooses. Throwing me on the floor and beating me with a crop won't accomplish much in the way of willing submission but hanging me from a ceiling hook with a spreader bar on my legs and using a riding crop directly on my pussy after telling me that the continuous landing of the crop on my cunt lips and clit with varying degrees of impact won't stop until I have an orgasm will have a hugely positive result whether I do cum or not. The attempt and the learning experience is the true value gained from that event. A submissive needs to learn sexual arousal through domination and how to convert a controlled pain session to monumental orgasm. At least this slave does. 

I know I am probably sounding like some kind of experienced submissive slave authority on this subject but that can't be any further from the truth. This is all intellectual knowledge. Things I have read or have been told about by somebody else. Past boyfriends have tried whipping me and using a paddle on me but none of them were ever successful at creating even the slightest sexual arousal because they didn't know any more about this then I did at the time. You, Master Bill, are the very first person in my entire life to apply pain to my body and create extraordinary sexual arousal while doing that.

Emotional punishment is a passion of mine. I crave being humiliated. I get wet, hot, and turned on to the max through humiliation. Ordering me to do things that I would never do on my own, and then watching me do it or making me tell you all about it is a whole bunch of my fantasies coming true all at the same time. I nearly orgasmed when Reina pushed a finger into my asshole while you watched her and took pictures of her finger fucking my rectum. I'm getting turned on now just talking about it. Embarrassment is also something that adds to the humiliation. If you told me to take one of those pictures of Reina fingering my asshole and give it to my next door neighbor, who happens to be a single handsome business executive, and give him a detailed narrative of what I was experiencing while I was being finger fucked in the ass while he was looking at the picture, would be a perfect example of a totally humiliating and embarrassing experience. I'm not even sure that I could do that at my present training level. I don't really know for sure. If you, Master, commanded me to do that, I would do my utmost to obey you but I'm not sure yet if I would succeed. I would have a much better chance of completing your command today then I would have two days ago. This I do know for sure.

I need to be punished for doing something wrong. I need to be severely punished for doing something wrong deliberately. And, I need you to do whatever you want to me at any time and without notice just because you can and you want to. This I know because of the strength of the trust I have in you that has developed so deeply in such a short period of time. I have willingly given myself to you because I know you can turn my dreams and fantasies into reality and because I am absolutely committed to becoming the most perfect submissive slave you have ever trained or owned. And I also know that you will always love and protect me."

Again, a pause and a deep breath.

"One of my more frequent fantasies is being taken on a long drive in a car completely naked. By completely naked I mean totally bare assed naked with any and all clothing or anything that can be used to cover my nudity in case of an emergency having been left behind or locked in the trunk of the car and not accessible to me in any way. I am told to do things to myself and expose myself in such a way that may make it possible for someone else in another car or truck or walking along the side of the road, to see me. During a long drive out of the city into the open countryside is one of my favorite of all naked fantasies. Stopping at times and being told to get out of the car and walk naked down the road. Masturbating while standing on the center paint line of a remote stretch of road that may or may not be used at that time of day. Having a picnic under a tree off to the side of the road or being sent off a short distance to explore the area or to finger myself to near orgasm in an open area in which I could be easily seen. I have fantasized hundreds of scenarios that can be played out while on a trip like that. Even an overnight trip with a stay in a remote motel and I have to get myself from the car to the motel room without being seen. Even being told to go to on a nude trip to the ice machine for a bucket of ice late at night. The possibilities are endless, depending on one's imagination. 

I have one other favorite I should tell you about too. While driving along a country road at night and fully clothed in this case, we pull over into a large empty rest area along the side and stop in a completely open spot just a few feet from the main highway. The high beams of the car are turned on and I am told to stand about 20 feet in front of the car where I will be lit up like a spotlight on a stage. I am to do a slow strip until I am completely naked and then masturbate until I have cum three times. Under normal circumstances, I can have multiple orgasms but doing this next to a highway while lit up by the headlights of a car is not my idea of a normal circumstance. I am told that I am not to stop frigging my clit for any reason unless I am told to return to the car. I am able to see a long way down the highway in both directions but I am not allowed to move nor stop the finger action in my pussy, under any circumstances, even if I see the lights of another vehicle coming in my direction. I cannot move one inch until told to do so. And, I won't be told to do so until the very last second when I probably will still be able to get to the car before I'm seen. 'Probably' being the key word. I also get fucked on the hood of the car. Both in the pussy and in the ass and then get a load of cum cream shot into my mouth for me to savor and swallow. 

I have never been fucked on the hood of a car in my life. Maybe you will do that to me someday Master. If I have earned that reward of course.

I know that none of this has been really explicit and detailed. I hope my limited knowledge in this area has satisfied your questions?"

"That's a question that you could answer for several hours without stopping or repeating yourself. You gave good honest answers and we appreciate your commitment to that honesty. That particular commitment will never stop being tested as long as you remain here or continue coming here after you have finished your training. Let's see now. What shall we make the next question?"




Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 14



Reina jumped back into the action at that moment with a question of her own.

"I would like you to tell us about a torture fantasy that can be carried out while hiking, if possible, or anywhere in general, if that doesn't work for you. Backpacks can easily be taken along and filled with a wide variety of punishment equipment and other toys or specialty items when out in the woods but I realize some fantasies or dreams must take place in a special location to fit the theme. And explain in detail exactly why you want to be tortured, what you hope to gain from it, and what you desire the most from receiving pain."

"I do not desire pain just to feel pain. Pain frightens me and the things that can be done to cause pain scare the hell out of me. I would never allow anyone to hurt me if that was their only intended purpose. There is a huge emptiness inside of me that has left me very vulnerable on a few occasions in the past. A large part of this emptiness is due to a complete void, for most of my life, of trusting and loving a man enough to give myself to him. This giving of myself to another person involves turning complete control of my body over to them to use in any way they want. It means using me sexually in any manner, form, method or means. It means doing anything, anywhere, anytime, and in any way they choose for me to participate or to perform on my own. The fulfillment will come from knowing that I love and trust that person and, because of that, can show them total and absolute willingness to entrust them with my life and well being to be used only for their pleasure with no limits on how they may do that. I need and crave to be the source of all of their pleasures. I wouldn't do that if I thought that this person only wanted to hurt me to inflate their own ego and self esteem or just needed to do that to feel like a man for some pathetic reason. I need and crave to learn how to feel excitement and sexual arousal and orgasm from being subjected to pain of any kind and for any purpose that my Master has chosen for me to experience. I don't believe there is any greater gift one person can give another then the willing gift of trust, love, devotion, control, and ownership of one's own self. That is the most powerful 'Power Exchange' that a woman can give a man or any one person to another person in some various other possible gender circumstances. I also think I am talking too much and not answering your question."

Karen took a deep breath again and slowly let it out as if she were blowing out a candle, with puffy cheeks and all. After a minute or so of silence, and never once taking her eyes away from the camera lens, she continued.

"Here is one of the more extreme examples of how willing I am to except pain to provide pleasure for the person I love if that is what he wants me to experience. I have had dreams about this a number of times at night when I am asleep and even during the day on very rare occasions during idle fantasies. I am not tied or restrained in any way. I am free to move into any position I can be told to assume any position but mostly lying spread eagled on the floor or ground with my arms straight out to the side and my legs spread as wide apart as they will go on their own power. I am also ordered to stand with my feet wide apart and bent over with a firm grip on each ankle. The last, most common position, is on my back with my arms between my legs and pulling them all the way back toward my head so that my pussy and ass are lifted off the ground, totally opened and exposed for any use. The reason I am not tied or restrained is so that I can demonstrate unquestionably honest proof that I totally commit myself to his will and desire by my willingness to remain in any position of his choosing while doing what it is that he may want to do at that time. And, by that, I mean anything that he wants to do....I want him to do also. I can think of no more powerful of a gift from the heart then that.

I have a Dream Master and I am lying on the floor naked with my arms extended straight out. My Dream Master begins by inserting a needle completely through the center of each of my fully erect nipples. They are plain, everyday sewing needles. Not pins or syringe needles, at this time anyway. The first needle is slowly inserted from the tip of my nipple and pushed completely through the center and into my breast. And done so very slowly. Common needles come in packages of all different sizes for the most part and this one is the longest and thickest of the lot. I prefer that all of the needles were this size if possible, but not absolutely necessary. And Master should be well supplied with a very large quantity of needles before starting this scenario. At least 500 I would say would suffice. One of the rules he requires of me is that I am not allowed to make any sounds at any time barely more audible then the most quiet of moans possible. Any sound louder than 'next to nothing' will result in an additional three needles pushed into my body anywhere he chooses, as punishment for violating the rule. Rule 2 is that I am not allowed to move any part of my body at any time unless told to do so. The punishment for any movement will be five additional needles in a location of his choice. My fantasy dreams also include Master stimulating and sexually arousing me on a near continuous basis so that I can feel growing sexual excitement at the same time I am feeling pain. As an alternative, pain for a short period of time by itself followed by sexual arousal for whatever length of time Master wishes to reward me for obeying his rules. I prefer to experience pain and arousal at the same time but that won't be my choice at any time. Dream Master will be free to do this in any manner he may choose. I only want to do this so that he can see me giving myself to him the entire time.

The other nipple receives the exact same treatment immediately after the first nipple has been completely penetrated. I realize that many of the insertions will require the use of both of his hands and that there will be no stimulation during those instances. I have chosen sewing needles because they are extremely sharp and come in various lengths and thicknesses. There are a few insertions that will require a much thinner needle then the ones going into my nipples. Pins are very dull and very difficult to push into someone's assorted body parts. Syringe needles are way too sharp and actually cause very little pain when used in tit or ass flesh. I tried using them on myself a while back and made that discovery. I didn't have the will power nor the courage to try the other needles or pins on myself."

Again, Karen paused, but this time she closed her eyes. She immediately explained that she was only picturing her fantasy before she continued on with her verbal description. I asked her if she would like to pause for a few and have another lemonade and she said, "Yes Master. I would if you don't mind."

I paused the camcorder and Reina got her the lemonade. I asked her how she was managing this ordeal of talking to the camera and to the world about her deepest secrets and sexual desires. She responded by telling me that it was the hardest thing she has ever done in her life and that she was so profoundly excited doing it at the same time that it was hard for her to stay serious and not laugh or smile on a number of occasions. I told her she could laugh or smile any time she wanted to as this was her story and that she can tell it in any way she wants to express herself. She thanked me for telling her that and took the large glass of lemonade offered by Reina. Reina told her there were four shots of Vodka in this glass. She said thanks and added that she didn't want to get drunk at all but that a little 'buzz' wouldn't hurt at the moment. 

"You know," I said. "You are on your third glass of lemonade and they are 32 ounce glasses. I suspect that you will be feeling the urge to pee before too long and I want you to know in advance that I am going to video tape that in close up view when the time comes."

"That's perfectly OK with me Master," was her response. I'll even pee into a glass, add some Vodka, and drink it again if that is what you would like me to do for you."

"That's very good thinking little one. I just may have you do that," I responded with a smile and a chuckle.

Karen only drank about a third of the glass and handed it back to Reina and asked to continue on with the filming.

"Certainly. But, until I tell you to stop, I want you to very lightly touch and tease the tip of your clit with one finger while you are talking. I am going to pan the camera in and out several times so that 'the world' can watch you masturbating yourself while you are telling them about this special way you would like to be tortured."

Her finger immediately went to her pussy slit and quickly worked it's way onto the top of her clit. This clit of hers is not huge but it is almost always visible as it pokes it's head from under the protective hood. It is definitely several times larger than the average female clitoris. That must come from the same genes that made her nipples nearly an inch long and about a half inch wide at their base. This is my first experience with nipples and a clit on the same female the size of the one's she proudly displays. Reina's clit hides until it is wet and before it sticks it's whitish pink shiny head out into the open and her nipples are less than a half inch long but they stand up hard and proud when played with or sucked on. Karen was ready again and I started up the video with it panned back to show her fingering herself when she started talking. 

"After both of my nipples are skewered (and she immediately laughed at that moment and she informed the camera that that word just "popped into my head out of nowhere"), I am ordered to sit up straight with my legs spread as far to the side as I can get them. My Dream Master sits yoga style directly in front of me with his feet pushing on my thighs to help me keep my legs in that wide open, nearly straight to the each side position. He tells me that he can finger my clit and insert needles at the same time much easier in this position. He has a small cup filled with the long thick variety of needles on the floor to his right. The next needle he inserts is pushed in across the width of my right nipple just barely below the tip. The pain is overwhelming while the point is pushing it's way through my flesh but I manage to keep quiet and not flinch or jerk from the intense pain. He tells me that, with the needle positioned like this, he can pull my nipple out from my tit and stretch it to it's maximum length and hold it there for as long as he wishes. He does this to demonstrate and also puts the tip of the index finger of his other hand directly on top on my confused clitoris. The instant his finger makes contact with my clit head, it is no longer confused and responds with immediate enthusiasm to his touch. While his fingertip massages my clit, he keeps increasing the tension on my stretched nip. 

Heavy pain and powerful clitoral stimulation at the same time always wake me up from my dream. Every time I get to this point, I wake up. I have a hard time closing my eyes and fantasizing about that moment also. My brain doesn't want to compute these totally opposing physical stimulations. After giving my subconscious a break and a rest, I can usually continue without a problem

What happens next is that my Dream Master begins pushing needles completely through my nipple, up and down the entire shaft. At least 10 of them or more in quick succession. After each needle is pushed through my flesh, he fingers my clit again for about 30 seconds. I am silent and feeling a constant switching of pain....pleasure....pain....pleasure....pain.....pleasure. After he finishes with that nipple, he fingers my clit for an extra long time. When I look like I am about to cum. he abruptly stops. He lets me sit there for a few minutes without touching me in any way at all until he is sure that I have come down from the higher level of sexual stimulation. He just stares into my eyes and watches my insides through them. Not a word is spoken.

Then the other nipple receives the exact same treatment. as does my clit. And I nearly cum again but he also stops fingering me just before I fall over the edge. This time he smiles. He tells me that I was building up to an orgasm much faster this time then after he had finished with my first nipple. That's a good sign and I smile too. I look down at my nipples and see all of the needles that are pushed completely through them and I suddenly feel a little light headed but that passes quickly. There is no blood at all, which is a big surprise to me. 

Suddenly, he speaks to me and tells me to put one of my fingers on my clit and gently massage it but that I am not to cum under any circumstances or I will suffer severely and then be rejected and thrown out. 

For the next half hour, my dream Master inserts one needle after another into each of my tits. He makes a tight ring of them around the edge of my aureoles where the skin color changes from sunless white to a darker brown. He keeps pushing needles in to every space he can find and goes from one tit to the other and back again. I'm frantically fingering my clit to compensate for the pain of what probably turned out to be over a hundred needles in each breast but I never managed to get anywhere near the edge of orgasm like he had done.

From here, we can skip most of the next part as it is more or less a repeat of my tits except that he turns my ass cheeks into needle cushions while I am standing bent over gripping my ankles and my butt is directly in front of his face. These needles are just being jabbed into my flesh one after another with one hand while he strokes my pussy lips with the other. He pushes a finger or two or three into my vagina and pumps the sopping wet channel as fast as he can. He still doesn't let me cum. Another couple hundred needles are being pushed into my ass cheeks and some into my upper thighs too. Without missing a beat, he continues to play with my cunt but I suddenly feel a finger at my backdoor entrance. I hear him suck on the finder tip and then felt it slide effortlessly in to my back door pucker hole. Now he was pumping fingers into both of my holes at high speed. Soon it was two fingers up my ass hole. Then three to match my pussy. When I get near my orgasm, I expect him to stop as usual but he doesn't. He keeps pumping even faster and soon I can hear myself moaning like a porn star whore getting fucked by two huge dicks at the same time. The orgasm hits me like a ton of bricks. I am in the middle of a wild powerful cum when he pulls out of my ass hole and, with his open hand, begins lightly tapping on the needles in my ass cheeks like he is playing a one handed bongo drum. The cum and the pain are now both amazingly intense. Then he stops and leaves me hanging there in the midst of all this physical, mental, and sexual turmoil. I push my fingers into my own pussy hole and start tapping on the needles in my ass with my other hand until the universe comes back into perspective once again. I can't believe what I just experienced and what I just did to myself. He immediately informs me that there will be no punishment for the verbal expressions that came out of my mouth. There was no way of stopping them and he knew it and demonstrated his kindness.

Without a skip in the beat, my Dream Master tells me to lay down on my back with my legs pulled back so that my feet are next to my head. Not an easy task with my tits and ass filled with hundreds of three inch long needles. I manage to get into this position without anything touching any of the needles stuck into my body. My ass is raised up in the air and my pussy is fully open and exposed. A hard pillow is put under my lower back to help me stay in this position. I know the next target is my cunt. The inner lips. The outer lips. The clit hood. Probably even my clit itself. And all the area around my pussy too most likely.

My legs are pushed a little further apart to give my Dream Master even easier access to not only my pussy, but to my asshole too. I am told to close my eyes and I feel a large piece of tape being placed on each eye to keep them closed. I am now in total darkness and I no doubt that he is going to stick needles into my pussy and my asshole. 

He actually tells me that he is going to insert a short, thin needle through my clitoris. Then, amazingly enough, he asks me if I am willing for him to do that. I answer yes, of course, but hesitantly. He asks if I want him to do that and I again tell him that I do. He then tells me to beg him to push a needle through the center of my erect clit. I beg him over and over again until he finally tells me that he will do as I request. But first, I must tell him why I want him to do that. And I can't. I don't know why I can't because I have just finished begging him to do it. I have suddenly lost touch with myself completely. My entire emotional and rationally thinking being seems to have turned itself upside down and then turned itself off. 

My Dream Master tells me that we will come back to that question later and I begin to calm down as much as I can being naked, blind, and bent nearly in half with my pussy and ass sticking up in the air for any and all to see. There could be a hundred people there and I wouldn't know. I feel humiliation beyond intense. I'm not even tied down. I am positioned like this of my own free will. I can get up and leave any time I want. But I don't want to do that. I want to stay.

He tells me that he is going to insert a number of the thin needles into the flesh around my asshole. All of them inside the ring of my little brown pucker. These are not really painful but they do sting as they are pushed into the wrinkled area around my anus. He has a thumb on my clit that is slowly circling round and round on the head. Each time he inserts a needle, he pushes his thumb down a bit harder on my clit to increase the stimulation level. After each needle, he lessens the pressure. After about five needles, I am concentrating mostly on my clit and very little on my asshole. I'm suddenly hearing him telling me that he has just inserted the twentieth needle and that I am going to receive a reward. I had no idea he was anywhere near twenty so that came as a complete surprise. My mind is locked onto his thumb and my throbbing clit. His thumb quickly increases it's pressure and it's speed. He tells me to cum and, within seconds, this fifteen second explosion hits my entire body. No buildup at all. No approach. No right on the edge moment and no over the edge moment either. It is just there. It isn't intense or mind blowing like the last one. It is just fifteen seconds of deeply satisfying sexual release. And then it is gone and I am feeling wonderful.

Without another word, my Dream Master takes one outer labia lip between his thumb and forefinger and pulls it out and away from my body and begins inserting needles into and all the way through the thin flesh. A shaved pussy must be making that a lot easier was all I could think as the needles pushed completely through my poor labia lip. He is not stimulating my clit at all. It is very painful but not overpowering. I can feel the sharp points pushing through from one side to the other. My hands are balled into fists and I am aware of my body being covered in sweat every time some moving air touches the surface of my body. I feel him release the labia lip and begin inserting more needles into the soft skin on the outside of my punctured flap and he wasn't touching me at all. When he is finished with that lip, he pushes a finger into my vagina and pumps it in and out for a couple of minutes, and that is feeling really nice until he pulls it out. I have absolutely no idea what the size of the needles are. They all feel the same. Dream Master duplicates the entire process on my other outer lip. After the last needle, he tells me that he is going to insert one more of the large needles into each of my outer lips but that they will each be inserted lengthwise from the top, near my clit, and downward toward the opening of my vagina. Each needle will be pushed through nearly three inches of soft tender pussy flesh. My pussy flesh. And I have no urges or intensions of stopping him from doing this to me. At this moment, I am really wanting him to do this to me. And I have absolutely no idea why.




Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 14



The first needle is pure torture and an extreme test of my will power. He is pushing it slowly but steadily through the center of my entire labia lip. I do let out a few very quite moans but I do not move at all other then squeezing my eyes under the tape and clenching my fists. There are several instances when I want to call it quits but I don't give in. He pushes that needle so slowly that it takes at least two minutes, and probably more, to get it pushed fully through the entire length on that now swollen fleshy labia. Tears are flowing from my eyes and I want to scream. What I feel next is a finger pushing into my asshole. It only goes in for a very short distance. I am thinking that the needles around my asshole probably aren't allowing for much penetration. I feel the finger twist back and forth a few times and then it is pulled out. The second large needle is suddenly being inserted into my other labia lip exactly like the first one. It is an exact repeat of what I just went through. Pure torture all over again. But this time he is using a finger to rub the top of my clit as the needle is being pushed ever so slowly through the length of my pussy. The stimulation of my clit makes all the difference in the world. I am concentrating fully on that very intense sexual stimulation and the pain of the labia piercing seems so far away. And then it is done. He tells me that he is not going to do anything with my inner labia lips. They are fairly long and stick out from my outer lips at least a half inch or more. Why he isn't going to use them is a mystery to me but I'm certainly not going to ask him why he's not going to be using them for his pleasure.

He pulls the tape from each eye and tells me to look at my body. What I see shocks me. I am feeling an entirely new emotion. One that I have never experienced in my life. I can't see the needles in my ass cheeks and around my asshole but I can see several hundred sticking out of my tits and nipples and I would guess about fifty sticking out of my labia. And the two embedded entirely inside each labia. Again, there is not one drop of blood. I don't know why I keep thinking about blood. I watch him take a pocket camera from a drawer in the corner and he begins taking pictures of me from every angle. Close up and from across the room. Hundreds of times I hear the click of another picture being taken. I'm thinking that I really want to see a picture of all those needles stuck into my rear brown eye. 

Dream Master puts the camera down, comes over to me and stands just inches from my ass and pussy and, once again, asks me if I would like him to insert a needle through the center of my clitoris. I again tell him that I would if that is what he wants to do. He angrily asks me what it is that I want him to do and I almost whisper that I want him to insert a needle into my clit. And again that fucker asks me 'WHY' and I instantly come out of my sleep state, sit up in bed, and start screaming at nobody.

That is as far as I have ever gotten into this dream or into the fantasy. It always fucking ends right there. Sorry about the language Master, but that is what I feel and have felt every time I have that dream. I have been having it for years. Not on a daily basis but it just seems to appear every once in a while. And that needle has never been inserted through my clit."

"I can see how emotionally upsetting that dream is for you cum slut. You are really worked up right now. Do you realize that you have been fingering your clit for the entire time you have been telling us this dream fantasy? The more intense the story, the faster your finger flew over the head of your clit. When you were describing sexually exciting moments, your finger actually slowed down to barely a crawl. It never stopped completely. And you never appeared to even get half way up the hill to an orgasm the entire time. I have all of it on the video which I will be showing you in the near future."

"I will be so grateful when you allow me to watch this entire session Master."

"You will, very soon cum slut. In the meantime, I have a question for you. Are you ready?"

"Oh yes, Master. Anything you need to know, I will be so happy to tell you. I will never keep anything from you."

"Do you want me to insert a needle through your clitoris?"

The camera was focused on only her face when I asked that question. Her lips began quivering almost immediately. Then tears began flowing out of her eyes and making trails down the sides of each of her cheeks. She didn't blink. She just stared at the lens as if she were trying to see another world on the other side of the glass. Then a smile appeared. The smile grew slowly until it couldn't get any bigger. Her tears were stopped and her eyes were expressing a new discovery.

"Yes Master. I would love for you to insert a large needle through my clitoris."

"Why?"

And the smile actually did get bigger somehow and her eyes were glowing.

"When you finish pushing that needle through my clitoris, I will know in my heart and in my entire being, that I have finally made a totally honest commitment to myself. The walls will have all come down. And my commitment to you, in accepting my life as your obedient submissive slave, will be as real as it can get. And I will finally know happiness."

"I am extremely happy that you have suddenly made that very important and vital discovery for yourself Karen. I know that you are trapped inside of yourself and now you have begun to find your way out into the real world. Tomorrow, immediately after you sign your papers, you will kneel down at my feet and ask me to pierce your clitoris. And we will do it right there. By the way, the signing is down on the shore of the lake. And I can guarantee you that there will be many people watching your signing, your being collard, and having your clit pierced. After that, we will have a commitment celebration here at the house and everyone from around the lake is invited. I made the initial call while you and Reina were getting dressed in the bedroom earlier and, by now, the entire lake knows all about it. If you haven't guess as yet, everyone who lives around the lake and on the opposite side of the street that circles the lake are all into this lifestyle. We still have two short adventures left and, after we finish with the short adventure in the trees, you can have some 'open' time for yourself and you can ask Reina about her commitment party if you like. Or you can wait and be surprised. It's just a party. Nothing else. You won't be required to perform or do anything else. No one will be touching you and doing anything to you. You won't be demonstrating your abilities as a new slave. It's just a party. With the one exception that you will be the only totally naked guest at the event, Well...... 

Almost totally naked. You will be wearing your new collar plus wrist and ankle cuffs."



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 15



"Put your clothes on cum slut. The skirt, blouse, socks, and tennis shoes only. The things you had on earlier."

"I responded immediately, even though my brain was still locked onto the part about being the only naked person at the party. If that is what Master wants me to do then I will do it. I'm just a little thankful that I won't know any of the people there. That probably won't help me during the party but it will help me as a good rationalization during the time between now and the actual event itself. 

Back again in Reina's room, I began dressing. Being naked all the time becomes a natural lifestyle after a while and putting clothes back on actually felt uncomfortable. This thought and feeling had really surprised me. It's strange to remember just a week ago, when I was what I considered to be a fairly normal everyday female with a couple of minor sexual hang-ups. Reality is that all women have sexual hang-ups of some kind that they have dealt with in the past or are dealing with in the present or will just avoid at all costs in the future. In my wildest imagination I would have never accepted the possibility that, one week later, I would be a naked submissive slave. Nor would I have dreamed that everything I have done or have had done to me during this past week was about to become my new reality. I finished tying the second tennis shoe and headed back to the outdoor deck area once again. 

"This is going to be a short but very different adventure for you cum slut. I'm going to tell you what I want you to do and you will immediately obey my instructions without question or hesitation. Each command is designed to provoke hesitation and thought about what you will be told to do. This will be an exercise in training you to respond without thinking. You will do exactly as I tell you. You will be learning more about the meaning of "TRUST'. Any hesitations or deviations from your required activities will result in a punishment session in front of everyone at your collaring party. Do you understand what I have just said?"

"Yes Sir. I do."

"Good, because you will be doing this entire scenario all by yourself. You will not have anyone to guide you from point A to point B. You will be on your own just as you were when you went outside of your apartment in various stages of nudity. Are you ready?"

"I'm a bit nervous Sir but I would like to begin now. I will do everything you tell me to do with no exceptions."

"I hope so. Your final acceptance can still be delayed or cancelled. I want you to take the large orange beach towel and the little brown box that Reina has put on the table here, along with the video camera mounted on the tripod, and go down to the edge of the lake. The first thing you will see when you are to open the box will be self explanatory and you will put it to it's intended use immediately before doing anything else. You will also find a number of index cards in the box that are numbered in numerical order. Obviously, you will read and complete the instructions on these one card at a time before proceeding to the next one. You are going to set yourself up about ten feet from the water's edge so that you are still on the grass area. Lay out the towel on the grass and put the tripod about five feet from the end of the towel. Turn the camcorder so that it is aiming at the towel and turn it on. Adjust the zoom and focus so that the entire towel is pictured clearly in the frame. Then turn it off until told to do otherwise. Any questions yet? You had better ask now because you won't get another opportunity."

"No Sir. What you have told me is very clear. I also own a camcorder so I shouldn't have any trouble using yours."

"I hope not because walking back up here to ask me how to turn it on and off or how to adjust the zoom and focus will be very costly to you. After you have set everything up, I want you to walk down to the water's edge and just stand there taking in the view of everything. When you are ready to begin, you will slowly remove each article of clothing that you are wearing until you are completely naked and on display to the entire lake. You are not to search around looking for any signs of someone watching you from one of the houses or anywhere else. You will act as if you are the only person in the world. You are not to even think about anybody being able to see you standing next to the water totally naked. 

When you are finished taking in the entire visual image of the lake and the surrounding area which, by the way, takes on an entirely different aspect of awareness when you are doing this totally naked, you will return to the towel, turn on the video camera, and then lay down on the towel with your pussy toward the camera and your legs spread apart enough for the video to have a clear view of your cunt lips. You will then start playing with your body in the manner that you usually begin when you masturbate and go through the entire process to orgasm that is natural for you. You can put your legs or body in any position you wish as long as the camera can clearly film your pussy action without the view being blocked in any way. You are to be as verbal as possible in expressing your increasing sexual arousal and through the entire orgasm that I now give you permission to have. You will still ask for permission to cum as required before going over the edge. Actually, I want you to beg to be allowed to cum and keep the begging going as if you have been refused at first and then finally given permission.

When you have completed this part of the scenario, you will get up and slowly walk into the lake up to your waist and wash off your pussy until it's squeaky clean and then come back out of the water. Use the towel to dry yourself off completely. When you are dried off, lay the towel back down where it was, sit back down on the towel, and open the box. The first thing you are to do is to put the item which I told you that you would know it's intended purpose the instant you see it. When you have down that, read Card #1 out loud. Every card you read at the proper time after that is to be read out loud as if I were there and your voice is actually mine giving you a command. Now, either ask any questions you have or head out to the lake."

"Yes Sir. I have no questions. My only thoughts are to follow your orders exactly as you have command and to please you in every way with whatever I am about to perform for you, Reina, and anybody else who happens to be watching. I will never forget to do what you command me to perform Master."

"Good. Now, without another word, go to the lake."

"Yes, Master. I love you Sir."

The very first thought that hit me as I was walking down the long narrow stairs from the deck to the ground was, 'I am about to be more naked then I have ever been in my life'. I don't mind people seeing my nude body but this was looking like I was going to be putting on a private show for the entire neighborhood. That's OK with me because Master wants me to do this and I am going to obey any wish or command he wants me to fulfill or perform no matter what I have to do. I only want to please him. 'A slave's purpose in life is to please her Master.' I had imagined the worst possible scenarios the first time I had heard that phrase. I know now that it's the Master's personal belief system that allows that statement to describe anything from the best to the worst.

When I reached the ground level and started walking slowly out toward the lake, I could actually feel the submission inside of me. I have never felt anything like that until that moment. It was one of the most powerful and wonderful feelings that I have ever experienced. I felt the need to obey and the tremendous pleasure it was giving me. Not once did I, or have I, thought about whether or not I should do what I have been told to do. I am not afraid. I am nervous as hell but I am not afraid. I totally understand the meaning of trust for the first time. I felt joy from knowing that I could, and would, do anything Master wanted of me and have absolutely no doubt that I would be safe from any harm. I am becoming a true slave step by step and what a wonderful world it will be as the song said. All of my thoughts during the slow walk to the lake's edge were about the tremendous change has come over my life is such a very short time. 

I arrived at the lake and laid out the towel and set up the video recorder as ordered. I put the box next to the towel and walked out to the edge of the water, stopping about a foot short of actually getting my feet wet. I put my hands behind my back and just stood there looking out over the water and up into the mountain forest. Even the orange groves, way off in the distance far beyond the lake, seemed to jump out at me. It was such a vision of beauty and what a feeling of peace that it brought to my heart. I felt like I could stand there forever.

I first removed my shirt and threw it back onto the grass. Again I stood there with my hands behind my back and enjoyed the scenery, felt the sun on my bare breasts, and the slight breeze tantalizing my nipples as they quickly became hard and aroused. 

Next came my shoes and socks and I stood on the cool stand with my bare feet. Wiggling my toes and bouncing up a down a little. This also made my boobs bounce up and down a little and the feeling of freedom began taking over my entire body. I removed my skirt and threw it back on the grass with my other clothing. When I turned back to the lake, I spread my feet in the soft sand, put my hands behind my head, and stood there motionless while staring out over the entire lake totally naked and totally visible to the world. The feeling of freedom just totally washed over my entire body like somebody had just dumped a huge bucket of water over my head. I looked over the lake and up the mountainside and felt absolutely free of everything. That was another first experience in my life. It was almost overwhelming. I never wanted it to end. Before I turned to return to the towel, I slowly ran my hands over every part of my body that they could reach while standing straight. My fingers touched my thighs, my ass, my pussy, my stomach, my tits, my neck, my face, and my entire head until I was convinced that that was actually me that was standing there feeling all these wonderful emotional and physical responses. It wasn't my imagination or a dream. It was me for sure. I looked back up to where Master and Reina were both standing on the back deck side by side and watching me. Master had a camera in his hand with a really long lens sticking out from it. I waved to them and walked back to the towel and video camera. 

I first turned on the camcorder and made sure the settings were still correct and that it was still aimed at the towel. After that, I sat down on the towel and then laid back. It was a huge beach towel and just large enough to accommodate the entire length of my body without anything hanging beyond it's edges onto the grass. I spread my knees as wide as they would go but still kept my feet touching each other. I made sort of diamond with my legs. With a sexy smile toward the camera lens and a quick glance at the two most important people in my life watching me from the deck, I lowered my right hand and cupped my entire genital area and just slowly began pushing my fingers lightly against my entire crack. The only thing now in my world at that moment was me, the towel, and the camera.

As I pressed on my pussy with my right hand, I put my left hand to work lightly running my fingers around and over my tits. My nipples were at their full erection almost instantly and immediately began sending messages to my clit. As my arousal slowly increased, so did the moisture between my labia. My clit was getting its head up too. My fingers pushed into my inner pink and found total wetness and the sexual arousal just began jumping into high gear. I pushed two, then three fingers into my vagina and started pumping them in and out until the sloshing of juices became very loud. I was pinching and rolling my nipples and even painfully gripping them hard enough to lift my tits upward from my chest and hold them there stretched out for several seconds at a time. I really enjoyed this pain as I imagined that Master or Reina where actually doing the pulling and stretching of my boobs and orgasm triggers, as I like to call my nipples.

At this point, I raised both legs into the air and bent them back toward my head. I reached both arms between and through my legs and used my elbows to hold that position. This allowed me to use two hands on my pussy while keeping my knees spread wide apart. One hand to spread lips apart and the other to finger my now fully erect clit. The clit fingering kept getting faster and faster and I could feel the immense increase in my arousal. Juices were flowing and I was nearing the edge of orgasm. I began saying out loud: "Please let me cum Master. I am so close. I don't know how much longer I can hold back. I'm going to explode Master. Pleeeeeese let me cum. Pleeeeeeeese. Pleeeeeeese Sir. I have to cum Sir."

I could hear myself begging and begging to be allowed to cum. It felt so natural to do that. I begged louder and louder and then, in my mind, I could hear Master tell me to cum. I went over the edge and exploded into oblivion. I remember screaming "Thank you Sir." And I remember being engulfed in total ecstasy and pleasure. When I returned to this world, I was soaked in sweat and pussy juice and barely able to move. I was laid out flat on my back with my arms at my side and my feet straightened out on the towel almost in the same position as when I began my own personal cum performance for the world. I just lay there staring up at the blue sky and a few of the small puff balls floating by. I actually laid there for quite awhile before I made my first attempt at sitting up. I was OK to navigate so I slowly stood up and walked into the lake until the water was almost up to my tits. I instantly realized Master had told me only to go as far into the lake until the water was at my waist so I immediately stepped back until the water was just under my belly button. The cold water on my hot wet pussy was a wake up call. I quickly washed my pussy and my inner thighs clean of any remaining female arousal fluids and walked back out of the lake. Back at the towel, I pick it up and dried myself off and replace the towel to it's former position and sat down in the middle of it facing the lake.

I hadn't even thought about turning the camcorder off at this point so it kept recording everything I did. I picked up the small box and slowly opened it to see what it was that I would instantly know what to do with. My eyes lit up with joyful anticipation when I saw what Master had put in the box. There was a small piece of paper taped to the object that said: This is a powerful, custom made long distance remote hello from your Master and Reina.

It was a large two inch wide plastic ball, a one inch wide plastic ball, and a plastic clip with pointed teeth and spring loaded. There was also a six inch silver wire hanging from the larger of the two balls. I had to think for a moment to figure out what the clip and the long wire were for but, when it finally dawned on me, I instantly flashed a huge smile and looked up towards the deck once again. 

I knew exactly what to do. But first, I had to pee. Not just pee. I had to really pee. I squatted on the end of the towel closest to the camera, spread my legs wide apart, leaned back on one hand, pushed my pussy up into the air, and let loose with a powerful stream of yellow piss that actually hit the tripod holding the camera. The pee kept coming and coming. Finally, the stream began to slacken and then came to a complete stop. I actually wiped my pussy clean with a corner of the orange towel. I remember hoping that Master wouldn't mind my doing that but necessity calls for instant action at times and......well......the towel was there.......... 

I straightened up the towel again and I turned toward the camera and laid back with my feet up in the air once again and spread wide apart. Straight up and straight out in a wide open 'V'. The camera was pointing straight at my squeaky clean and smooth shaven cunt. I put the big ball in my mouth and got it wet with my saliva and did the same for the smaller one. I worked the two incher through the swollen labia lips and into my pussy hole. It took a little pushing but it finally went all the way inside. Next, I pushed the one incher into my asshole. That brown wrinkled pucker didn't want to accept it at first but I finally applied enough pressure and felt it pop past the sphincter and shoot into my rectum. I then pressed the clip open with my thumb and forefinger and, after fingering my clit with my other hand until it stood all the way up once again, I let it close very tightly over my clit hood. It was a strong grip but not too strong that I couldn't deal with it. It gripped both my little hood and the white headed clit itself and was really painful at first. I laid there motionless for a few minutes doing some rapid breathing until the pain slowly subsided, but it would never go away completely. One thing I should probably mention is that the clip was very much like the vibrating nipple clamps I had seen in the adult book store with the long, heavy, AAA battery tube hanging down. (God, that felt like a million years ago and it was only last week.) The battery holder on this one wasn't nearly as big as the ones on those nipple clamps, and certainly not as heavy either. I had guessed that they were small nickel/cad type batteries that would power the vibrating clit clip. 

When I was accustomed to the various number of unusual sensations I was being forced to experience, I stood up straight. Looking between my legs, I could see that long silver wire hanging down from my pussy almost like a kotex string, but a whole lot longer. Right at that instant, everything started vibrating. First, only the ball in my pussy. Then, just the one in my asshole. And finally, the one on my clit. Then all three were vibrating again and I was jumping around like my feet were being electrocuted. Just as suddenly, everything stopped completely. I looked up at Reina and Master and I knew they were laughing but I couldn't see that far away to know for sure. It suddenly dawned on me that I was going to get nailed whenever they felt like turning on one or two of the devices, or all three at once, while I was completing the commands on the cards that were still in the box. I knew this was going to be a wild second half coming up shortly. I wondered if they could make me cum again with the balls and the clip and, if so, how many more times. How powerful was that remote triggering device and how far would I have to go to be out of range? I knew the answer to these questions would soon be made obvious.

I sat back down on the towel again, making sure to face the camera of course. Yoga style with my legs folded in front of me. Glancing into the box, I instantly noticed that there were only three cards in all so this wasn't going to be a long drawn out scenario as I had first anticipated. I also noticed that there was a hole in the center of each card and a long piece of kite string lying underneath the cards in the bottom of the box. These were just your standard index type cards. They were face down and the first one had a large "1" drawn on the back. I leaned over and pulled the first card out of the box and began reading out loud.

cum slut

Do not read the other cards. Run the string through the holes

and tie the string around your neck so that the cards are hanging

below your neck and above your tits. Begin your walk around the

left side of the lake and do not stop until you have reached the 




Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 15



end of the trees and can see the first house clearly. You can look

at the second card at that time. Every time you feel any of the 

devices inside of you, or your clit clip begin to vibrate, you are to

stop, turn toward this house, and stretch both arms above your 

head and hold them there until the vibrations stop. When they 

stop, you will bow towards us with your feet spread very wide 

and your arms still fully extended, yell out 'thank you Master' as 

loud as you can, and then continue on with your walk.

This was going to be pure, unadulterated, evil torment. They were going to play with my mind and my body and enjoy every minute of it. And I knew they were going to have a grand ol' time doing that to me. This had to be Reina's idea. This wasn't something a Man would normally think of. This was what I call "Woman Mean". Turning on one or more of the stimulators was one thing, but tormenting my sexual urges while walking naked in public was another matter entirely. And making me thank them for it was the cherry on top. 

I will do this because Master wants me to perform this scenario. I will do anything Master tells me to do. This is a part of my new life that I have taken to heart and will not violate under any circumstances. I know I'm letting my mind (the committee of 12) beat up on me like this because I just KNOW that Reina is behind this part of the adventure and I still haven't learned to control my natural born female competitive spirit. I suddenly realized that I was turning this into a challenge when I should just be obeying my commanded performance. I would talk to Master about this when I get the opportunity because I want him to know about the mental conflicts I have and hopefully, he can tell me how to best deal with them. 

I waved one last time toward the distant rear deck with the two tiny figures standing on it watching me very intently and filming me with that powerful long distance telescopic zoom lens. I took a deep breath and turned toward the lake. Walking slowly up to the edge of the grass, I turned to the left and began my trek. I didn't want to walk on the sand as that would be really tiring over a long distance, so I stayed on the edge of the grass. I got about 10 steps when the clit clip started vibrating. It made me jump when it went off. I stopped, turned toward the house, raised both arms straight up, spread my feet wide apart, and waited while they went from turning on the clip to alternating between the ball in my ass and the ball in my pussy. I actually started getting really aroused when the vibrations suddenly stopped. I bowed toward the house and yelled 'Thank you Master' as loud as I could and immediately returned to my walk toward my destination.

This same process was repeated 8 more times before I found myself approaching the first house on that side of the lake. On the last occasion, they had left the devices vibrating for so long that it was everything I could do to not cum. I almost lost it. In between the vibrating tortures, I became more and more aware of the fact that I was well over a quarter mile from Master's house. I was totally naked and shaved so that nothing was left to the imagination. I was a whole lot closer to the houses that were once way off in the distance. I knew that I was easily seen if anybody looked. And who wouldn't look at the sight of a naked girl walking along the side of the lake like this was as normal and everyday as could be. I had thought a few times about the possibility of encountering kids or young teenagers but decided Master wouldn't have ordered me to do this if there were a chance of that happening. (I would find out later that there weren't any people under the age of 25 anywhere near the lake.)

I found myself standing in full view of the first house. When I came past the last of the trees, the house wasn't more than a hundred feet away. And damn if the vibrators didn't go off at exactly that moment. I turned to face Master and Reina, who I couldn't even see anymore, and did the required routine with the arms up and the bowing and the yelling out my thanks. I had been sure beyond doubt that they were going to force me to cum that time because the vibrations just went on and on and on until I could no longer control whether I came or not. They stopped at the very last second before all control was completely lost and I was left shaking and covered in sweat and panting through my mouth and cursing under my breath.

"That was a very interesting routine you just did young lady. Do you often walk totally naked into the backyards of complete strangers, raise your arms, bow forward in a way that clearly exposes your shaved pussy and asshole, and then thank your Master loud enough to be heard across the entire valley?"

When I heard that voice, I just froze completely. I was bent over with my legs spread and that voice was behind me. What the hell was I going to do now? I could run into the woods, or take off back down the lake towards Master's house. What I decided was to follow through with that old saying: "Grab the bull by the tail and face the situation." So, I stood up straight with my hands at my sides and turned to face the 'Voice'.

The 'Voice' said, "Why are you standing naked in my backyard young lady."

Young Lady??? I'm in my early 40's and he's calling me that? He looked barely 40 himself. I realized I was blushing all over and my arms seemed to move by themselves to cover my tits and a hand over my shaved crack. 

"Such modesty you have suddenly? I've been watching you from the patio glass doors since I first noticed that there was a very naked woman walking my way for some reason. Put your hands back at your sides and keep them there please."

He was polite but he sure spoke with authority. I put my arms down immediately. I also pulled the card with the big "2" on it from the string around my neck. My nipples were standing up straight and hard and I wouldn't be surprised if he could see the juices dripping down my thighs from my extremely abused, but super aroused, pussy. He hasn't said a word about the clip on my clit or the wire hanging from my vagina.

"Please excuse me Sir. I must read this card before we can continue this conversation," I said in a very shaky voice.

"Take your time. I already know you are someone's slave so don't even think about lying to me about anything."

Oh God. How could he know I am a slave instead of a crazy woman running naked around a lake? I held up the card and began to read it before anything more was said. I prayed that this situation was going to be covered by what I read.

cum slut

Now that you are reading this card, you are either standing naked in 

front of my friend David, Master David I should say, and he is standing

on his back patio or he hasn't seen you yet, in which case you will now

go up to his house and knock on his back door until he answers it.

In either case, you are to stand in the slave position with feet spread 

and hands behind your head immediately after you have finished

reading this card.

You are to introduce yourself to him using your proper title and 

designation. You will tell him that you have been sent to pick up

the special book that he has for you and you will obey any command 

he gives you as if I were giving you that very command. When you are

finished doing whatever it is that you will be doing at Master David's 

house, you are to read card three. 

This was sooooo humiliating. I was having a hard time believing that this was really happening to me but there I was, standing there bare assed naked and carrying on a conversation with a person I have never met. I'm in his backyard and I can barely see the only place of safety that I know of around this lake. What is it about this lake that I don't know? And this guy is a Master? Is this lake community a place of nothing but Masters and slaves? I turned to face him straight on and spread my feet with my hands behind my head once again. I had a feeling that I was going to be in this position an awful lot in the future.

"Sir. My name is cum slut and I am being trained as a submissive slave by Master Bill. I assume you know my Master as he has written on this card that I just read, that you are Master David. At least, I hope you are Master David. I have been sent to see you about a special book that you are going to give me and then I am to return to my Master's house."

"Well then, cum slut, put your hands behind your back and walk up here onto the patio so that I can get a closer look at you."

I had to respond instantly because I am a slave. A brand new one, but a slave just the same. And I can't keep the 'committee of 12' inside my brain from running off at the mouth with a lot of questions and opinions flashing through my thoughts as I am walking across the yard and up onto this beautiful flat stoned outdoor patio with it's low rock wall completely surrounding the outer edge. 'Why are you doing this?' 'You are an idiot standing here naked in front of someone you don't even know!' 'You are a cheap fucking whore!' 'What kind if brainless female walks around a lake totally naked?' 'Don't you have any self respect?' 'Real women don't enjoy being humiliated!' 'Are you having fun yet?' 'Why don't you ask him to take a picture of you fingering your asshole so that you can send it home to your family inside your next Christmas card to them?' 

There are only two spaces through the wall so I take the one on the right side. I walk right up to Master David and assume my position with feet spread wide but with my hands behind my back as he has ordered. Hopefully, I had put the voices to sleep. For the moment, anyway.

"You are a very beautiful woman cum slut. I do not intend this to be insulting in any way but you are a little bit older than the usual scatter brained teen sluts and the phony self proclaimed know it all cunts in their 20's that I see around the lake most of the time. You seem to carry yourself in a very proud and dignified manner that I find just awesome. It didn't seem to throw you off balance at all to find me standing behind you and looking at your asshole and pussy. I'm sure you had a little turmoil inside of you at first but you carried the introductions off just perfectly. How is it that you have come to be Master Bill's new trainee?"

"It's a very long story Sir. I'm a late bloomer I guess. Never had the opportunity to learn who I really am and what I really need in my life until, out of nowhere, everything suddenly fell into place and here I am. And you scared the shit out of me."

"And an honest slave trainee besides. You are a very rare find indeed. When you return, tell your Master to call me."


"Thank you for the compliments Sir. And I will ask Master Bill to call at your request."

"Enough of the niceties. Follow me."

I followed Master David across the huge outdoor patio area and into his house through a set of double sliding glass doors. His home was completely furnished European style and very beautiful. He too had his expensive recliner chair, like my Master's, and he promptly sat down in it and watched me in silence. I knew he was waiting to see how I acted without orders or commands. I walked right up to him and stood about two feet from his chair. My bare toes only inches from his feet. I put my hands up behind my head with my feet spread apart just a tad wider then I usually do in this position, and stared straight ahead at the far wall and didn't say a single word. The 'committee' was trying to get in a few words but I kept them silent, somehow, by concentrating on what I was doing at the moment.

"How long have you been training under Master Bill?"

"Not quite a week yet Sir."

"You have amazingly long nipples cum slut. Put your right foot up on the arm of my chair and spread your pussy lips so I can get a good look at your clit."

I did as he said and the feelings of humiliation and embarrassment grew even stronger. So much so that I was blushing all the way down to the tops of my tits. Once my foot was firmly planted on the arm of the chair and I was comfortably balanced on my other leg, I reached down with both of my hands and spread the outer and inner lips of my pussy as wide apart as I could.

The clip on my clit was in full view and the silver wire coming out of my vagina was very obvious to his view. He reached out and removed the clip and the sudden ending of the heavy pressure on the tip of my clit allowed a great deal of painful sensations to flow back into and through my clitoris and the skin that formed the protective hood over and around it. I watched as the blood flowed back into my clit covering and the colors of my flesh rapidly changing from crushed white all the way to deeply used and abused red. Master David then pulled lightly, but steadily, on the hanging silver wire antennae hanging from my cunt until the plastic ball deep inside of me began to move toward my opening and finally glided out with a little popping sound. A hefty amount of my pussy juice also flowed out of my cunt hole at the same time. Some of it running down the inside of the single leg I was still balanced on. The rest dripped straight onto Master David's thickly carpeted floor and made a noticeable wet spot just a few inches from my foot.

"I'm so sorry for getting your carpet wet with my juices Master David. May I get some towels and try to get the spot dried out?"

"No cum slut. Just leave things as they are. I won't mind having your scent around for a few days."

Now my blush was even a deeper red then before.

Next, he began pulling on the ball from my pussy to get the ball in my rectum out. This one didn't come out quite as easy as the first ball did. He kept adding pressure a little at a time as he was pulling straight down from my asshole. I could feel the ball against my sphincter. He told me to push internally. I did cautiously as I didn't want an accident to happen and the ball finally began breaking through that tight muscle. I could feel my asshole spreading open little by little and I stopped pushing just as it reached the point of coming out of my body. It too made a popping sound as it finally made it's exit and was immediately followed by a large release of gas that had built up behind it. That has got to be the most embarrassing moment in my entire life. I once let a boyfriend watch me squat in the woods and take a shit but that wasn't anywhere near as embarrassing as letting out a long and loud fart in front of a man I didn't know while he was looking at my pussy and asshole from less than a foot away. 

Master David laughed, which made the situation even worse, and told me to put my foot down and stand at attention. As soon as I had done that, he handed me the two balls and the clip and told me to lick them until they were perfectly clean. 

I had never cleaned an object with my tongue and mouth that had just spent nearly an hour in my asshole. I must have hesitated because each of his hands suddenly slapped each of my tits with enough force to cause them to slam into each other. It was so sudden that I jumped a little, which caused each of my tits to be subjected to the same treatment once again. I didn't move this time and immediately began licking the two plastic balls and sucking each of them into my mouth over and over again. The taste of the ball from my Hershey highway was not pleasant by any stretch of the imagination but the ball from my pussy was very tasty. I love the taste of my cum juices almost as much as a man's cum. My tits had red marks matching his hands and fingers on the side of each of them. Master David combined both suggestion and command in a totally uncountable manner and authority.

"You will carry the two balls and the clip back to your Master with the clip attached to the nipple of your choice when you leave here cum slut."

"Yes Sir." I placed the balls and clip on the coffee table and returned to my position.

"Now, I want you to turn around and bend over as far as you can and spread your ass cheeks open as wide as you can with your hands and spread your feet wide apart. I have two items that your Master has requested to borrow from me for your ceremony tomorrow. Do not move at all while I go get them."

"No Sir. I will not move an inch." And I did not move a fraction of an inch.

Master Dave was gone just a few minutes. When he returned, he sat down again in his chair and told me to back up to him until my legs touched the front of his recliner while still bent over and my legs wide open. That must have looked pretty funny as I slowly waddled backward until my calves touched the smooth leather where he was seated and closely watching my efforts to obey his orders exactly as he wanted them to be done.

"Master Bill phoned me earlier and asked if he could borrow a few items that he doesn't have at his house at the moment. I told him I would be glad to loan them to him and what exactly did he want. He said he would send you over to pick them up. I didn't expect to find a totally naked slave standing in my back yard so that was a very pleasant surprise. I will inform him that he can borrow anything he needs if he promises to send you."

Even in the exposed position I was in, I still blushed in embarrassment. "Thank you for such a nice compliment Master David. I recognized very quickly that you are a trustworthy and honorable man and it would be a wonderful privilege for me to come here any time my Master commands me to do so."

"Well......Thank you my dear cum slut. I suspect you will be coming here every once in awhile to further your training. For now though, I have two items that Master Bill specifically requested. Since you will need to keep your hands free on the trip back, I think the best and easiest way for you to return with the items would be to wear them. Don't you agree cum slut?"

"Yes Sir. That sounds like a very good idea as I still don't know what is on the third card with the instructions for my return trip back to Master Bill's house."

"Then that is settled. What I have are two inflatable rubber dildos. They are each six inches long and are very slim and easy to insert when not inflated. You will take each one in your mouth and make sure it is nice and wet so that it will easily slide into each of your holes."

"Yes Sir." 

Master David reached between my lags and held the first rubber dildo toward my head. I had to bend even further to be able to suck the rubber thing into my mouth from the upside down aspect my head was in. I was bent nearly in half at this point and keeping my balance was coming into question. Master Dave must have realized my predicament as he reached around my left thigh with his arm and provided the support I needed to keep my position. His face was right in my pussy and I felt his tongue pushing it's way through my swollen labia lips and press onto my clit. This sent an immediate warning to my brain that I was going to cum very quickly. I now had the dildo in my mouth and I started sucking on it to distract my attention away from the tongue in my hot wet cunt.

When the rubber cock was removed from my mouth I said, "Master David. If you lick my clit any more I'm going to cum."

"You had better not cum slut or you will be staying here an extra 30 minutes for disobedience punishment. I will tell you when you can and can't cum when you are in my house. Do you understand the importance of that?"

"I understand that I cannot cum without permission Master David but there is a point at which I will no longer be able to control myself."

"You had better control yourself cum slut or I will inform Master Bill that you are not yet a fit enough slave to be given your acceptance collar tomorrow."

"Pleeeese, Master David. I will do anything I can to obey."




Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 15



Just at that moment, I felt the first rubber cock pushing past my outer lips and into my very sloppy wet vagina. He pushed it very slowly and every inch was a true test of my control. Then, it was all the way in and I breathed a sigh of relief. As I looked back between my legs I could see a small black tube coming out of my pussy with a bulb like object and a silver thumb screw where the tube and the bulb came together. I watched as he grabbed the bulb with one hand and slowly squeezed it into a compressed state. As he squeezed the bulb, I could feel the rubber cock expand just a little bit inside of me. He squeezed again and the cock got even bigger. He kept squeezing the bulb over and over and the rubber cock was slowly getting larger and larger. When he stopped, I felt like I had a huge massive cock in my cunt. It was all internal. Nothing was showing but the small tube with the bulb hanging out of my crack. I watched as he turned the thumb screw and then let go of the bulb, which was about a foot below my crotch and was going to make it uncomfortable to walk as it hung between my lower thighs. It was also going to look very strange should I encounter anyone on the return trip.

Once again, his arm encircled my left thigh to hold me steady and his hand came toward me with the second rubber cock. I bent further down again and got the cock in my mouth and started sucking on that one to get it as wet as possible. My asshole was not going to be as slippery wet as my pussy was. The cock was pulled out of my mouth and I quickly felt the end of it pushing against the tight brown eyed wrinkly entrance to my rectum. Master David had not licked my clit any further during, or after, inserting the first rubber cock into my vagina which I was thankful for to say the least.

The second rubber dildo was not going in as easily as the first. I felt more and more pressure being applied and I did my best to loosen my sphincter muscle to help with the insertion. It finally pushed through into my dark passage and began it's slow, inch by inch, journey up into my Hershey highway. The same process was repeated again with the bulb and I soon felt like I was going to explode as this new expanding cock got bigger and bigger and bigger. When Master David finally stopped, I knew what it must feel like being double fucked by two donkeys at the same time.

"Stand up straight cum slut and turn around and face me. Now back up a few steps, spread your feet apart and put your hands behind your back."

I did this instantly and could feel the two hanging rubber bulbs between my thighs and the two huge inflated rubber cocks in both my holes. This was going to be a very interesting return trip back to Master Bill's house when Master David was finished with me.

"You look beautiful, cum slut. Now, attach the clip with the two plastic balls to one of your nipples and let's see what you look like."

I reached over to the table nearby where I had placed my original tormentors while the new super tormentors were being inserted into my body. I attached the clip to my right nipple after teasing it to full erection. A shock of very sharp pain shot out of my sensitive nip and I gritted my teeth hard, but didn't make a sound. Soon, the pain lessened but didn't go away and probably wouldn't until the clip was removed. Now I had the plastic balls hanging almost to my waist from my nipple and two long black tubes with squeeze bulbs hanging most of the way to my knees coming out of my pussy and asshole. And I was stuffed beyond belief. I must have made quite a sight standing there like that.

"Now, cum slut, I want you to finger your clit until you cum. When you get close to cuming, you will ask for permission but I would also like you to keep yourself on the edge for at least five minutes before you do have your orgasm. Can you do that for me cum slut?"

"Sir. I am on the edge right now. I will cum very quickly so I best ask you now for permission to cum."

"I didn't realize you were so aroused and turned on by the expandable cocks in your pussy and asshole. Yes, you may cum but I do so enjoy watching a slave finger her clit. I'm sure you can do that for me for awhile before you cum."

"Oh, yes Sir. I will do anything that you ask of me Sir. I will try to last as long as possible but my whole body is ready to explode."

I didn't think that this was going to work at all. I put one fingertip very lightly on the head of my clit and the sexual shockwave that shot throughout my body was intense. I had to take my finger away immediately. The clip on my right nipple and the two hugely inflated cocks in my holes had me so close to the edge that there wasn't any room to play with as far as having an orgasm was concerned. I couldn't finger fuck myself with both my asshole and my pussy stuffed with rubber. I couldn't touch my clit without pushing myself over the edge almost instantly. I was between a rock and a hard place for sure. I settled for running my fingers, very lightly of course, over the areas around my clit without actually touching it and triggering the monster cum that this was surely going to become. 

I have never been in a state of arousal as high as this and not cum. I have never been so close to the edge while deliberately holding back like this in my life. Just a touch was going to push me over and I was being asked not to cum but to go ahead and touch myself anyway. I knew this wasn't going to work and it didn't. "Master David," I said, while holding my hands out to the sides of my body, "I'm not touching myself and the orgasm is about to happen anyway. Please say that I can cum right now."

"I have never witnessed a woman having an orgasm without any active stimulation cum slut. Keep your hands out to your sides and just let the process progress at it's own pace. This will be a new experience for me and, hopefully, for you too."

I couldn't believe this. Master David wanted me to cum, all by myself, without any help from myself. He wanted me to just stand there, with the two inflated cocks just sitting there doing nothing but stuffing my holes and the clip with the two plastic ball vibrators hanging from my nipple and only causing minor pain sensations whenever I moved or turned, and just simply cum. And, I had no doubt that that was exactly what was going to happen whether I wanted to or not.

And cum I did. I could feel my clit start to swell up even more then it was already. The orgasmic sensations began spreading from my even more aroused clit to my body. They moved down my legs and up to my tits and then into my brain. This wasn't the explosion of sexual energy that I both expected and assumed was inevitable . It was like I was standing barefoot on each of a set of railroad tracks and there was a slow moving train several miles away. I could barely feel the vibrations in the rails but they did tell me that the train was coming. And the closer the train got, the stronger the vibrations became. But it seemed to be taking forever for the train to come into sight.

I'm standing there motionless and I can feel the vibrations in my body. I'm not moving except for slightly uneven breathing. On a scale of 1-100, I am around 60 on the orgasm scale. My body is sweating profusely from every pore. There aren't any juices coming from my vagina because it's stuffed and blocked. And the number on the orgasm scale is going up one number at a time. Very slowly. Very, very slowly.

Without saying a word, Master David got out of his chair and came over to me. He stood there and stared into my eyes for a full minute in silence. As he stared into my soul, I could feel the numbers rising just a bit faster. Master David then sat down on the floor, directly in front of me, with his face only inches from my pussy, and just stared at my very protruding clit head. Again, in total silence. And the numbers began rising a little more quickly. My mind switched from thinking about what was happening to becoming a part of what was happening. My thoughts became part of the orgasm itself. I was inside of the orgasm and I was growing along with it.

The moment Master Dave sat down in front of me and I became the orgasm, the trigger was pulled and I could feel myself falling gently over the edge into oblivion. Without any direct contact or active stimulation to my body other then the clip and the inserted motionless rubber cocks, I was starting to cum. It was a sensation that just flowed throughout my entire body and I became aware of nothing else. It was nothing remarkable in the way one usually perceives an orgasm as being explosive or powerful or mind blowing. It was not explosive or powerful at all. But it did take over my world. It was mind blowing because of it's totally unique form. I had no idea that this could be possible. It was wonderful. I just stayed in limbo, without moving, and experienced the most complete orgasm of my life. It grew steadily to the point of amazing fulfillment and then just stayed there and continued on and on and on and on.

Master David told me afterward that I was in that state for nearly five minutes. He not only had watched my pussy and my clit, he had also watched my breathing. He said that it remained steady through the entire experience. He told me that the orgasm didn't change anything on my body except that my clit turned bright red. When the orgasm finally faded away, I was left in total amazement and without an ounce of energy left in my body. Without even asking for permission, I slowly dropped to the floor and then curled up in the fetal position. And I remained there for nearly a half hour.

I was aware of everything. I didn't fall asleep. I wasn't even tired. I was totally without energy so I just laid there and spent the entire time running the entire event over and over in my mind. I could hear Master David get up and I felt his hand lightly brush the hair away from my face and I heard him say: "You are one very special prize." I heard him move off into the house somewhere and I knew that I was left alone, laying all curled up on the deep plush carpet. But I wasn't alone at all. Reina, Master Bill, Master David, last week, this weekend, my past life, my current life, and my future life, were all going through my mind and they were all with me as I laid there on the thickly carpeted floor.

"You can get up now cum slut"

My reverie was broken and I suddenly crashed back into the real world. I sat up and looked around and felt myself come back to life. Everything was back to what it was except for two things. My self awareness took on a whole new aspect and I had the most monumental full body feeling of physical, sexual, and emotional fulfillment a thousand times beyond what I had ever thought possible. The new Karen Kelly was born. There was absolutely no doubt in my mind that I had made the right choice in responding to Reina's suggestion of calling Master Bill.

When was that? A hundred years ago? It felt like that had taken place before my memory even began and that life had always been like this. I felt happiness of such intensity at that moment that I began to cry. And I cried for several minutes. And Master David didn't say a word. He knew why I was crying, I'm sure.

I was the first to speak. "Master David. I want you to know how grateful I am that you have allowed me to experience what I have today in such a short time. I haven't been here very long but it seems like I have been here forever and, for that, I will always have a special love in my heart for you. Thank you so much Sir. I had probably better start heading back to Master Bill's house now. I think I have been here way longer then he intended for me to be here. I don't know for sure though. This could very well have been his plan all along."

Master David had a big smile on his face when I said that. "You could very well be right on the money about that cum slut but we will never know, will we?"

Master David walked over to the coffee table and picked up a book and handed it to me. The title was 'The Power and Fulfillment of Submission'.

"I hope you learn from this book cum slut. I wrote it many years ago and nothing in it has changed over time."

"Thank you Sir. I will read this over and over and cherish it for the rest of my life."

"I want you to make one promise to me first. Should you ever become the person to help lead another lost soul in the direction Reina led you, I want you to make sure that I find her here one day, standing naked in my backyard, with the purpose of picking up a copy of this book, just as it once happened with Reina and now, with you."

"Reina was here too?"

"Yes she was. And she experienced new awakenings in her life as a result, just as you have and will continue to encounter as you move along your new path. And, when the next girl comes here, I will know that she has been sent by you to carry on with her new path."

"Oh yes Master David. She will come someday soon, I'm sure. And you will always be a part of my life. And I will see you often too."

"Thank you my dear. I look forward to that. Now, you had better read your next card before Master Bill starts getting upset or disappointed with you."

I had almost forgotten about that. I know I had been at Master David's house much longer then planned. Two or three times as long as planned would be about right. I picked up my third and last card from where I had put it before all of this had begun taking place in the house and read it out loud.

cum slut

I had wanted you to explore in the woods by yourself on the way

back, after leaving Master David's house with the book and a few

other items I had requested from him. But, knowing you and Master

David as I do, I know that won't be possible before the sun starts 

setting. I don't want to take the chance of your getting lost in the

woods so you are to come straight back here. Reina has already picked

up everything you took to the edge of the lake so come straight to the 

back deck where we will both be waiting for you.

I had a wonderful walk along the shoreline all the way back to the house. I even got up the nerve to walk about 50 feet into the woods at one point just to see what it felt like to be naked in the mountains. I came right back out when it dawned on me that Master Bill had told me to come straight back and to not wander off. Well.....I didn't wander off. I just stepped to the side for a few minutes. I finally reached the end of the lake which is now my home more or less. It's my home for now anyway. The rubber bulbs hanging between my legs had been a pain all the way back. The insides of my thighs were slightly chaffed from the rubber rubbing against my skin with every step I took. I had thought about holding them up with one hand but decided against that right away. The nipple with the clip attached to it was hurting something awful at this point. With every step I took, the long trail of wire with the two balls attached to it would swing back and forth. The nipple that normally stood up straight and proud was pulled downward with the pressure put on it, which pulled the tip of my tit down a little bit also. I was going to be very glad when this thing was removed.

I looked up toward the rear of the house and I could see Master and Reina standing against the outer wood railing watching me. Master had his long range video recorder up to his eye so I knew he was filming my return from Master David's house. 

At last, I was climbing the steps up to the deck. When I reached the top, Reina was standing there and gave me a big hug and a kiss right on the lips. Her tongue pushed it's way into my mouth and we turned that kiss into a full minute of passionate tongue combat. 

"Enough of this my two little lesbian sluts," Master said.

I went over to Master and immediately assumed the position in front of him. He put his hand on my cheek and looked straight into my eyes and told me that I had done well except for one thing that he would talk to me about later.

"I just had to see the woods and be naked in them, if only for a minute Master. I only went in and came right back out Sir. I'm sorry if that was disobedience but it wasn't meant to be."

"I said we will talk about it later," was all he said. 

Reina came over to me and asked Master if she may be allowed to remove the clip from my nipple and received immediate permission. She reached up and grasped the clip and, very slowly, began releasing it's grip on my extremely painful sensitive flesh. And I thought it hurt a lot at that point. I had no idea how much pain was going to hit me when the nipple was being released and the blood began flowing in and circulating once again. I couldn't help the moan that the agonizing pain produced. And, the more she let off the pressure, the louder the moans became. I had no idea how loud they got as my thoughts and attention were focused completely on my poor nipple.

At last the clip was removed and Reina instantly bent over and took the entire tip of my tit into her mouth and began tonguing, sucking, and licking my flesh very passionately. She finally released me from her mouth and began lightly rolling the entire, now fully erect, nipple between her thumb and forefinger. After a few minutes, the pain quieted down and became bearable again and then almost went away completely.

"What do you want to do with the two giant rubber cocks in her cunt and asshole?" she asked.

"Why don't you deflate them and take them out of her body," was Master's response.

"Yes Sir," she said. "I would love to do that. Karen, I want you to squat down and lean forward onto your hands and hold that position."

I did as Reina told me. She went around behind me and squatted down also and loosened the silver thumbscrew on the cock in my pussy and very slowly released the valve that allowed the air to escape and the dildo to deflate back to its original state. The instant the black rubber tube deflated, I began to pee. When the fluid had stopped flowing, both my hands and my feet were soaked in my urine. The rest of the pee had fallen through the spaces in the deck floor and onto the ground down below. Then, I felt the tube being pulled out of my vagina and once again, as I had done at Master David's, I released a large quantity of thick white cum juice that had built up inside of me the entire time that I was stuffed with the inflated rubber. It came out with such force that both of my calves and both feet were covered with the sweetly scented fluids of my sex juices. And when those juices flowed between the slats of the deck floor, they dripped in strands over a foot long, in some cases, until gravity won out and they fell to the ground where my piss had landed.

Next, was the cock in my up my asshole. I immediately remembered the huge fart I had fired off at Master David's house and was determined not to allow that to happen again. Reina released the pressure and the cock slowly deflated back to its normal size. She pulled it out of my rectum without a gas incident thank God. 

Master spoke. "Take the vibrators and the two rubber cocks and yourself to the shower cum slut and clean them and yourself thoroughly. You will find soap and shampoo and towels in the bathroom closet. When you are finished, Reina will take you to her room and set you up with one of her sexy dresses. We do practice the outside world lifestyle here every once in a while. For the rest of the evening, submission is to be at a minimum and we will have a nice time together. We can watch a movie or TV. We can also talk about anything you want to discuss cum slut. Now, get going."

Off I went and boy, was I looking forward to that shower. And even more so to the rest of the evening with just the three of us. My thoughts were beginning to turn to the acceptance collaring ceremony/party tomorrow as I headed toward the bathroom. I was going to begin my training that would hopefully culminate in my being awarded a permanent collar at some point in the future. Assuming that I made it to that point, of course. I was going to talk to Master and Reina about this in as much detail as they would allow in the coming hours. And the thoughts about the needle through my clit head and my having to ask Master to do that to fulfill my unfinished dream fantasy scenario also began to play an imaginary video of the event in my mind. I was fully naked and on my knees begging Master to insert a needle through my clit. There were a lot of people there watching me doing the begging and being pierced. Was this just my old unfinished fantasy or a vision of the future? Time would tell.



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 16



What a wonderful evening the three of us had. First, a dinner of fantastic charcoal broiled ribeye steaks, cheese stuffed potatoes, and broccoli smothered in butter and lemon juice. We also had two glasses of an astonishingly wonderful red wine that Master Bill said was a home brewed private stock that would challenge any of the world's best but would remain anonymous forever. He also added that the price tag on one bottle started at $5000, if you could find someone who was willing to sell it, and that it was absolutely free to any of the residents of the community who lived around this beautiful private lake. This sparked the question, once again, that has been popping in and out of my thoughts since Master hinted that the people living here were all of the same lifestyle. Who were they?

Who gives out extremely expensive bottles of wine for free that aren't for sale at any market place or exclusive shop? Who are the people who find that a completely naked woman wandering around their lake in a high state of sexual arousal, who is perfectly willing to lay out on the grass next to the lake and video tape herself masturbating and having orgasms in plain sight, is nothing more than a common event that doesn't warrant any special interest or investigation?

Outside of Master Bill and Reina, Master David is the only other resident of the lake that I have met. And he didn't find a naked woman standing in his backyard, bent over and bowing while yelling out "Thank you Master" over and over again, to be anything unusual either. The only thing I learned about Master David, while at his beautiful home being overwhelmed with orgasms created by a perfect stranger, was that he is a professional writer and a man who draws instant respect and trust in a way that I can't even begin to explain. Here was a man, that I had no idea was even there and looking at my shaved pussy and asshole, to whom I had given my complete trust by the time he had barely said ten words to me. Who were these people living around this lake, high in these magical mountains?

Well before dinner had been served, prepared completely by Master Bill, Reina had taken me into her private room to find something to wear that would be very special for the evening. 

"We are just about the exact same size, as far as clothes are concerned, except that you will probably have to undo an extra button on top to accommodate those beautiful breasts with their extraordinary nipples. Master loves a nude woman but that is purely sexual in nature. He also loves and appreciates an exquisitely dressed woman who presents herself as intensely sensual with an alluring aura of mystique. If you find him staring at you at any time during the evening, don't worry about it. It means that you have succeeded in capturing his attention. Not many women have been able to do that. I promise I won't be jealous if you turn out to be one of those few. I know and live the truth of the relationship he and I have developed over the past few years, and another woman can have absolutely no negative influence on that. 

And I want to add one thing that you aren't aware of yet. Master Bill doesn't sleep with beginning trainees. He can and will do anything sexual with you that he may choose during training, but shared personal intimacies in the private bedroom are reserved for submissive slaves who have already discovered who they are, what they need, and why they need it. When the evening comes to an end, you will be asked by Master whether you would prefer sleeping alone or with me. I don't mean to second guess him but that is what he has always done in the past with women who were visiting here and staying overnight for one reason or other. He has always asked me first whether or not I would like them to sleep in my bed with me before making the offer. He would never force me to do that under any circumstances. If you say yes to sleeping with me, it doesn't mean that we are obligated to engage in any form of sexual contact. We can sleep in the same bed like girls at a pajama party or we can make love to each other. Maybe we could call it 'exploring' each other, as you don't have any experience of sexual intimacy with a woman in your past. I know it's a big step but I just wanted to tell you, in advance, of the options you will be given. And, I also want you to know that I find you to be the most unbelievably sexy woman on the planet and that you have been stirring up a flowing river of juices from my pussy since the very first time we met. I don't want you to say anything now. Just think about it during the evening and I will honor your decision. It's a big step and I most certainly don't want to push you into something you don't want to do as far as you and I are concerned. As far as your training goes, that is an entirely different story. Being ordered to lick my pussy as a submissive is one thing. Wanting to lick my pussy and having yours licked in return by another woman in a more private sensual situation is an entirely different circumstance." 

"Reina, I am extremely attracted to you, both by love and by desire. I'm not a lesbian and I don't want to get caught up in being afraid of becoming one. I know that's a stupid thought process but that's all that I understand about a girl/girl relationship. I want to touch you, kiss you, lick you, smell your special scent, and explore all of you. I'm just afraid of what the effect of that would be on my own sexuality and how it would evolve as time moved on. If you can show me how we can be with each other sexually and emotionally without detracting from the purpose that I am here to begin with, I would love to learn about you in every way possible."

"I think the best way we can grow with each other is to let things happen as they happen and we will adjust to all that we learn. I have been through the process of confusion and fear that you are experiencing since the day you first talked to me about your secrets. I had my secrets too, but they were much more self destructive then self discovery. If there is one thing that outshines all of the others in justifying my love and commitment to our Master, it is his never ending pursuit of my learning to trust myself, love myself, and to live as I want to live with confidence and without fear of who I really am. Now, let's finish dressing for the evening and join Master for dinner."

Dinner was fantastic. After eating and throwing all the dirty dishes in the dishwasher, we all sat in the living room and began talking like three friends who had no cares in the world. It got fairly cool in the evenings up in the mountains and the fireplace was put to use with a very small fire that was more for atmosphere then for heating. The outside temperature was probably still in the 70's because of the winds coming off of the desert areas of Nevada and Arizona that were flowing right through this area. The temperature had been near 90 at the peak of the day. We were working on our second bottle of wine when Master decided to turn the conversation in a different direction.

"Karen, tell Reina and I exactly who you think you are. I believe that I pretty much know who you really are but I would love to hear your opinion on the subject."

I don't know where that came from but it took me by complete surprise. As a matter of fact, it brought my mouth to a standstill and put my mind into a state of 'not sure'.

"Wow, Master. You really know how to come out swinging without any lead ins or warnings."

"I just want to know who you see when you look in a mirror. Nothing really complicated. I'm also open for any questions you may wish to express or discuss."

"When I'm looking in the mirror, am I dressed or am I naked?"

"I didn't ask you what you saw. That's fairly obvious. You're a very beautiful 42 year old woman with very long light brown hair, tall, great body shape, outstanding tits, galactic nipples, a nicely round and firm ass, a pussy with a wide smile, and legs to your ears."

"My pussy smiles?"

"Absolutely!"

"No one has ever told me that before."

"Now you know the truth. Let's get back to the original question. Who do you see in the mirror."

"Up until a week ago, I saw a woman who was confident in her ability to take care of herself and able to provide for herself."

"Stop the bull shit Karen. I didn't ask you who you saw a week ago. I am asking you a direct question and you will provide a direct answer. This pussyfooting around now requires that you will receive 10 strokes of a riding crop on each ass cheek. You will receive these shortly. Back to the question. If you fail to answer this time, you will be punished non-stop for an hour in as many ways that I may happen to choose. Who do you see in the mirror?"

"Sir. I see a little girl whom nobody seems to want other than for a quick fuck or a blowjob. I see a little girl who is neither accepted nor respected as an individual with my own personal needs. I see a woman who has lost hope, over the years, of ever finding personal happiness and fulfillment. For the most part, I see a little girl that has never been truly loved by anyone other than my parents." 

At that moment, the tears started streaming down my face and I started crying. Reina came over to me immediately and put her arms around me and held me very tight until I stopped crying and the tears began to dry up.

She whispered in my ear, "I love you and so does Master Bill."

And that started it all over again. It took another five minutes for me to get myself back together and got us all laughing when I asked, "Is my pussy still smiling?"

Reina and I had one last glass of wine while the three of us just chatted about my trip to Master David's house. It wasn't a serious chat. We all laughed about everything that had happened to me there except for the 'mind cum' that I had experienced. They were both extremely interested in everything that I thought and felt during that orgasm. And I told them every single detail of the entire event. 

"Let's go for a drive," said Master Bill.

"Where are we going?" I said this without thinking. I still haven't adjusted very well to the submissive life. My first thoughts about most anything are those of your average, everyday woman responding to a suggestion or a statement. I have to consciously remind myself, very frequently, that I am trying to learn to live the life of a submissive slave and that I must respond to everything in that capacity. I am realizing this more and more and I am finally beginning to understand what the word "training" means. I can't be submissive until I think as a submissive and respond as a submissive without the identity conflict between who I am here and who I am when living my regular everyday life away from here. Right now, it is like I am two separate people living two separate identities and it sure gets confusing. I realized my mistake in asking where we were going when Reina hit me hard in the arm with her fist. 

"It's not for you to question anything I say or tell you to do cum slut. By doing so, you will be cropped 10 special stokes while we are out on our little drive and you will be blindfolded for much of the time beginning right now. Reina, go get a blindfold for our misguided slut slave. You, my little cum slut, are supposedly going to be accepted for training tomorrow and you still can't seem to understand that you are to be obedient without question, providing acceptance with without hesitation or just simply being a sub who does what she is supposed to do in general. Up to this point, I have allowed your amateurish carelessness slide by with a little tolerance to your being new to this lifestyle. From now on, there will be no further tolerance to anything less than perfection. Do you understand me loud and clear little girl?"

"I do Sir. I apologize for not thinking as I should."

"That is your problem, slave. You think too much. Do not think at all unless you are asked to think. Is that clear? 

"Y Y Y yes Sir."

"Do you or do you not want to continue on the course you have chosen for yourself?"

"I do Sir. So very much Sir."

"What are you?"

"I am your slave Sir."

"Who owns you?"

"You own me Sir."

"What do I own slut?"

"You own my tits, my pussy, my ass and my entire body. You own my dreams, my desires, my emotions, my thoughts, and my complete sexual being and my future Sir. You own who I am now and who I will become."

"Why do I own you?"

"I gave myself to you, unconditionally, for you to do with as you please Sir." 

"And why did you do that slut?"

"Because I needed to and I willingly chose to do so Sir. I need you to own me completely. I won't get to where I need to be without you Sir."

"What can I do with you?"

"Whatever pleases you Sir."

"What can I do to you?"

"Anything you chose to do to me Sir."

"What do you want me to do to you?"

"Anything you wish Sir. I don't have any preferences as long as you are the one using me."

"Do you trust me enough to truly believe what you have just said to me slut?"

"Oh, yes Sir. I do. I am only having trouble trusting myself."

"That will change soon slave."

Reina had been standing a few feet behind Master with the blindfold in her hand during that exchange. It was both humiliating and embarrassing being asked those questions and also having to answer them with her standing there looking at me. And both the humiliation and the embarrassment had turned me on. I was wet. Very wet.

"Reina. Give me the blindfold and go get the riding crop with the double flap on the end and a medium butt plug. Also, get a set of wrist and ankle cuffs, two sets of handcuffs, two sets of nipple clamps with chains, four 3 oz. weights, 4 ten foot lengths of nylon rope, and a vibrator. Put everything into a small travel bag and we will be ready to leave."

"Yes Master," said Reina as she rushed to the room where all of the toys are kept.

As I listened to Master run off that list of items that we were going to take with us, I started to imagine what was going to happen on our drive but immediately stopped that train of thought. It wasn't my place to even be thinking about anything other then what Master told me to do. Reina returned with a small carryall bag and set it on the coffee table.

"Reina. Take out the butt plug and start getting it wet with your tongue and mouth. Karen, lift your dress up to your waist and bend over with your legs spread wide apart. Reina, when the plug is well lubricated, insert it into Karen's asshole."

Reina responded with a huge smile on her face and the devil himself in her eyes. "Yes Master. I would be honored to do that for you."

I am bent over at the waist and I have pulled the beautiful dress Reina loaned me for dinner well above my ass and am holding it in a bundle under my stomach. My feet are spread fairly wide apart and I can feel the motion of the air touching my anus and my labia. Turning my head slightly to the side, I can see Reina with the butt plug she has chosen to insert into my bowels. She is licking it like a lollypop and her eyes are held onto mine as her tongue does it's job of coating the big black thing with her saliva to make it nice and slick and slippery. Again, the smile on her face is one of pure evil and her eyes are glowing with desire. 

I'm getting turned on too. I'm getting more used to having Reina seeing me naked after watching all of the activities I have performed and completed during the last two days. I don't feel the levels of humiliation or embarrassment that I first encountered and experienced upon my initial arrival here at this lakeside mountain retreat. I know this is Master's home and not a retreat by any sense of the word but, if someone asked me to defined a 'retreat', this is what I would describe in detail. I'm just a plain and simple city girl so anything away from traffic, cement, and asphalt is absolute heaven in my mind. 

"While we wait on Reina licking the butt plug, you are going to feel the double flap of the riding crop cum slut."

With that, Master took the riding crop from the bag and into his hand and I soon felt the first impact of it on my left ass cheek. It hurt like hell for a few seconds and then the pain began to fade. WHAAACKKK came the second stroke onto my right ass cheek, even harder than the first. I jumped a little when the pain hit from that one. WHAACKKK accompanied the third stroke, again on my right cheek just below the previous impact. Over and over the crop kept landing on one or the other of my ass cheeks. No order to the strokes. They were totally random. When the last of the twenty strokes was over, my ass was as red as a beet and the skin had turned very hot to the touch. I know.....I touched. And that cost me a stroke to my pussy.

"I didn't say you could touch your ass, did I slave?"

"No Sir. I didn't think it would matter to you if I did since the strokes were over with."

"You are thinking again. Everything you do matters to me slave and you are never to do anything without my telling you to do it or have already given you permission to do it. Do you understand?"

"Yes Sit. I will remember that in the future."

And another stroke landed on my pussy again.

"That's to help you remember cum slut."

I guess Reina had decided that she had licked the butt plug to its proper degree of wetness because she suddenly moved over behind me and sat her own butt down on the floor with her face just a foot from my tomato red ass cheeks. I knew what was coming and did my best to relax and hang loose to make the insertion of that huge piece of plastic much easier on my tight rear entrance. 

With her left hand, she used her fingers to spread my very sore cheeks apart. Just enough to allow the point of the plug to push against my rosebud. She even added some spit before she started to twist the plug back and forth to help make the intrusion a little easier to accomplish. Then I felt the pressure of her pushing the butt plug into me along with the back and forth motion. She told me to relax in a very soft and sexy voice and told me that I was going to like the feelings and the sensations of having this plug in my rectum if I didn't fight against it's penetration process. Little by little, the plug began to push its way further into my asshole. The further in it went, the wider the plug got, and the more intense the sensations in my sphincter. It was starting to hurt but not so much as to cause me to cry out or try to move away from the rear assault. It kept getting wider and wider and the pain began to increase even more. Reina spit on it several more times and kept up the twisting motion to help get the biggest part of the plug past the opening of my anal entrance. She even began spanking my ass cheeks to distract me from the increasing pain of the insertion. Nothing this big has even entered my ass for any reason. So, I just spoke out and asked her to please push the damn thing into my ass and get this part over with. 

She said, "OK" and gave it a really hard push and I could suddenly feel the pressure going away as my sphincter was finally fully penetrated and began to close around the smaller width of the plug as the flat plastic base came to rest against my crack and my hole. With the fat part of the plug inside of me and the flat square end of the plug immediately outside of my wrinkled brown eye, the plug was not going to go anywhere. There was no way that plug could get out of my ass unless it was deliberately pulled out and even that would take a strong tug to accomplish. 

Reina told me to walk around the house for a few minutes, which I did. Slowly, at first, but I was soon walking normally. I even squatted down a few times just to make sure the plug wouldn't pop out at the wrong time or place. She told me to stand at attention, when I returned, and close my eyes. Reina walked up behind me and I could feel her standing just inches away from my body when I felt the blindfold being placed over my eyes and around my head. This particular blindfold had an adjustable strap because I could feel it tighten down suddenly. This thing was not going to fall off on it's own. 




Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 16



Without warning, I felt Reina's hands rest flatly on my shoulders and begin to slowly slide down over my back. They reached my waist and continued downward until they stopped at my ass cheeks. She gave a few tender squeezes, a few circular motions, and one hard slap on the left cheek before continuing down over my thighs and all the way down to my feet. Then, there was no contact at all until I felt both her hands on the inside of my ankles pushing slowly outward. I got the message and spread my feet wider apart. Her hands continued the pressure so I spread my feet even further apart. They wouldn't go much further before I would no longer be able to keep my upright balance but I did manage about another six inches on each side. Now she began to blow air into my ass crack and into my pussy. My labia had split open on their own from the stance I was maintaining and her breath blowing on my moist inner pink was very sensual and cooling at the same time.

I was really beginning to get off on this technique she was using to arouse me when that too suddenly stopped. Nothing at all happened for I don't know how long. A few minutes or so I would guess. It seemed like forever. Nobody moved. Nobody said anything. Everything was silent. I sensed, more then heard, Reina move around in front of me and I suddenly felt her blowing air directly onto my clit area. Her mouth had to be just an inch or so from my pussy because the pressure of her breath was directly onto the area where my now very wet lips joined together to help hide my little cum trigger. I could feel the little guy starting to swell up and poke his head up into the air. When it is first aroused, it is slightly red on the tip and gets redder as it becomes more aroused. When it is at full erection, the head, which looks just like a tiny little cock head more or less, turns almost white and any simple contact at this point can cause every nerve in my body to jump with sexual excitement. And that's exactly what Reina did.

I was really getting into, and enjoying, her blowing on my clitoris. I think I could definitely cum if she kept this up. I don't know for sure because I've never cum from that type of stimulation. If I can cum without even being touched, as I did at Master David's house, anything is possible. At that very moment, Reina's finger began to lightly tap on my clit head. Once every five seconds or so. Each time her finger mad contact with my now fully ariysed and ready to go into action clit, a shockwave of pure sexual energy surged from my pussy to every part of my body including my hands and my feet. She kept this pace going for a long time. All I knew at that moment was that I was hearing someone moaning at the exact same time Reina's finger touched my little white stem of power. It was me. I couldn't stop the moans even if I had wanted to do so. Each finger tap brought a slowly increasing volume of moans from my chest and out of my mouth. I was panting and I could feel the sweat starting to form over my entire body. My toes started to curl under, which was a good trick while standing in the wide open stretch that I was still managing to maintain without falling over. My hands went behind my back without my even thinking about them and I arched my back a bit to push my tits outward and upward for proper display and balance. 

Now the tapping increased to once every two or three seconds and the juices started to flow from my vagina. The tops of my inner thighs were getting soaked and I knew that the juices would begin to flow down the insides of my legs very soon. This still embarrassed me. Having two people watching my pussy overflowing and dripping more and more and getting my legs wet all the way to my feet. It seemed like such a personal thing between me and a lover rather than a show for others to watch. I could feel the beginning of an orgasm. The part where everything becomes so much more sexually sensitive and you know that the big boom was going to come if this stimulation kept up without interruption. That was the key word. "Interruption." I had reached the point of expecting interruptions stopping my moments of sexual bliss. This was a part of my orgasm control training. I think it was more for teasing me and frustrating me then training me at this point. I have been told that I will be trained extensively in orgasmic control if, or when, I am approved and excepted as Master's submissive slave trainee. 

Reina once told me that Master had brought her to the edge of orgasm for two weeks, at one point in her training, without ever being allowed to cum. And, brought to that edge many times per day without release. She told me that she had begun to learn that relishing the pleasure of the stimulation became her greatest enjoyment because it was Master who was making her feel so excited and sexually aroused. She learned to desire the arousal as much at the orgasm over a period of time. When Master did allow her to cum after that training, the orgasms were so much more powerful and fulfilling because she was being allowed to experience these intense moments of sexual bliss knowing that her real intent was pleasing Master instead of herself.

Reina's tapping increased again. It was now at a constant and steady pace of one every second. There was no other contact to my clit other then the tap tap tap tap of her finger. My moaning had now become one constant wail interrupted only by having to breath once in a while to get more air to moan with. There was absolutely no other contact or form of stimulation anywhere on my body other then the butt plug inside my asshole and the tapping on my clit head. My clit must have looked like it was going to explode. I secretly wished that someone would take a picture of it so that I could see what it looked like at such a height of arousal as it was at that moment. I stopped the moaning long enough to ask if I could cum. 

"Please let me cum. Pleeeease let me cum for you. Please let me cum so you can watch the pleasure that you have created in me come to life right in front of you both. I beg you to please take pictures of my clit and of my body as it orgasms for your pleasure. May I have permission to cum?"

Reina responded with: "You can cum like a whore if you want but only after you have counted down from 100 with each tap of my finger on your clit. When you get to zero, you may cum. If you cum before that, you will receive severe punishment applied just to your pussy for one hour. If you don't cum within 10 seconds after reaching zero, you won't be allowed to cum at all and a small but painful clip will be attached to your fully erect clit for an hour to remind you of your failure to obey properly."

"Oh yessssss Mistress, I will do anything you tell me to do." I don't know where 'Mistress' came from but it just popped out. It seemed the proper word to use at that moment even though Reina was not my Mistress, nor ever would be. She will always be a higher ranking slave then I am and nothing beyond that. She is also a 'Teacher' as Master had told me earlier and that I would most certainly do well to listen to everything she had to say to me. I do, and always will, listen to her.

I began the count at 100. Every tap on my now enormously huge and rock hard clitoris brought the count down by one. It literally took forever to even get to fifty. I had started thinking about alligators at seventy five. At fifty I was concentrating about being chased by alligators. At twenty five, one alligator had a grip on one of my legs. At ten, I had to scream really loud and I tried to force the butt plug out of my ass which turned my face a bright red. I was shaking so bad at that moment that I had to move my feet closer together to be able to keep standing. At zero, the explosion began. Within a few short seconds, reality left me and I was caught in a dimension of overwhelming pleasure that I couldn't even begin to describe. At one point, I can actually remember feeling as if someone had turned on a garden hose that was aiming outward from somewhere way up inside of my vagina. My body began jerking uncontrollably, like an epileptic. My eyes rolled up inside of my head and looked back at my brain, which was all red and beginning to melt like a lump of butter in a hot frying pan. There was no feeling on the outside of my body. Only on the inside. A monstrous brightness overwhelmed everything and then somebody turned off all of the lights and I was floating in the air in complete darkness. But the blindfold was gone! Then Reina's face appeared out of that darkness. And, wouldn't you know it, there was Master's face too. Both of them side by side. Staring at me. And they were smiling. I was lost in darkness and they were actually smiling. How could they do that to me? 

It took about ten minutes for me to come back to my normal space. I didn't ever want to leave the space I was in but I finally realized that I don't get to stay there for any length of time and must always return to the real world. Reina was hugging me and running her hands all over my body trying to get some feeling back into me. Master sat in his chair and waited silently for me to become myself again. I was soaking wet. Everything around me was soaking wet. Even Reina was soaking wet. 

"Why is everything so wet?" was the first thing I could get out of my mouth with any clarity.

"You were like Niagara Falls when you reached your peak in orgasm", Reina told me.

"How do you mean 'Niagara Falls' I asked, still not fully understanding what she was saying.

"Your cunt started spraying like a fire hose for a few seconds. Then you pissed all over everything, including me."

"Oh my God! I had no idea that I was doing that. I'm so sorry Reina. And Master, for cuming and peeing all over your beautiful rug. Please Sir, let me clean this up now before it ruins the entire thing."

"Don't worry about it cum slut. We can take it out back and hang it over the railing and use carpet shampoo on it at a later time. It was well worth the possibility of sacrificing the rug to be able to watch you squirting like a fountain. Maybe I should start calling you 'cum squirt' or maybe even 'fire hose'."

"Don't tease me Master. I feel so bad about soaking everything with my bodily fluids. I didn't know I could squirt at all. And I certainly didn't know I could pee that much."

Reina chimed in with how much she would be willing to pay to get a repeat of my spraying cum. Then she got up to go rinse off in the shower and change into dry clothes before we got under way on our little driving adventure. Master sent me to the guest shower in the room at the other end of the house to do the same. Master told me to get my skirt, blouse, and tennis shoes and put them on after my quick shower.

In ten minutes, we were all back in the living room again. Master had dragged the rug out to the deck and we were all ready to go. Reina had the bag of toy goodies and paraphernalia. I was told to grab three liters of bottled water from the fridge on the way to the garage. It was time to go. And the blindfold was put back into place over my eyes. It would be put on and taken off several times during the evening I suspect.



Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 17



The garage was a separate building from the house. There was about twenty feet between them with a flat rock footpath from one to the other. Inside the garage was a Lincoln Navigator and a Shelby Cobra. There was also an old Ford Woody Station Wagon that looked like it had never been driven out of the showroom. There wasn't enough space in the Cobra for three of us and the equipment so we piled into the Navigator. I would have liked to go in the Woody, myself. I sat in the passenger bucket seat and Reina sat in the back. The garage door opened electronically and off we went down the driveway. Just before we got to the street, Master asked if we had ever heard the story about the man driving a Lincoln with two naked women in it. We all laughed because we all knew that was going to happen before we even got into the car. 

We pulled out onto the main road that circled the lake. It is just a two laner with only one exit connecting to the main highway in the area. The one that either went into town or, in the opposite direction, out into the beautiful mountain wilderness where nothing existed other then the flora, fauna, and you. And, an occasional car passing through on it's way north to the Tahoe or Plumas National Forests , west to Sacramento, or east to Reno and Carson City. Or Route 80, if you were really headed way east across Utah towards the Atlantic side of the country. There was usually much more traffic going southbound toward Yosemite, which wasn't very far to the south of us. This area is, in my mind, the most beautiful place on Earth.

And there are very few people who would argue with that evaluation.

The darkness in the mountains is very special. There are a million stars for example. That's one of the things that I miss the most by living in a city. Even a small one as I do. The glow of lights in a city block out almost all but the brightest of stars. The high beam lights of the Lincoln make all of the trees appear to be slightly whitish and, if you pay very close attention, you will frequently see sets of orange or yellow glowing eyes looking at you as you travel along. 

We just kept driving for nearly a half hour in total silence. It was a cool comfortable evening so we slid back the glass sections in the roof of the Navigator and just enjoyed the smells and the visual sights above and all around us. Master did not say one word about either Reina or myself getting naked. I really thought we were going to spend the entire driving trip in the nude. 

After we had gone about 25 miles, the road peaked at the top of a long upward slope of a hill and, at the very top, was an overlook area for travelers to stop and park and look out over the area for miles and miles. At night, you could see an occasional light way off in the distance but mostly, it was pitch black unless the moon was out. You could also see several miles of the nearly straight road in both directions. 

"Karen. I want you to go out there and stand about thirty feet from the front of the car and stand directly in the lights of the high beams. I want you to entertain Reina and myself by doing a slow sexy striptease. Don't remove your tennis shoes as the ground is pretty rough to walk on and I don't want you to hurt or cut your feet."

As he was telling me this, he also reached into the large center console and pulled out a small video camera. He told us that this was a special camera that could take stills and videos in very little light and still look just like it was daytime. He placed it on the dash and pointed it toward where I was going to do my very own wilderness strip show. This was just like my dream fantasy that I have had for so many years and I was going to finally get to act it out. 

"If I toot the horn, you are to walk casually back to the car. You are not to move or stop the outdoor show for any other reason under any circumstances. I have an outdoor speaker in the grill between the lights and I will be giving you orders of what to do while you are out there. If you see lights of an oncoming vehicle off in the distance you are to ignore them completely. I may even keep you there while the vehicle passes by or I may have you return to the car so that you are not seen at all. That will be my choice. Not yours. Should I tell you to return to the car, you will walk slowly and casually. You will not run. Do you understand me?"

"Yes Sir. I will do exactly as you tell me to do."

"Who are you?"

"I am your submissive slave Sir. I am your cum slut."

"Who owns you?"

"You own me Sir. I am your property to do with as you please."

"Is there anything you won't do for me?"

"Nothing that I can think of Sir."

"Is your pussy wet?"

"It started getting wet the moment you told me that I was going to put on a naked show out there in the parking area with your head lights shining on me like I was on a stage."

"Who's pussy is that between your legs?"

"It's your pussy Sir. And it's Reina's pussy if you want her to have it too."

"Who's butt plug is in who's asshole?"

"It's your butt plug and it's in the asshole you own."

"Is there anything you feel motivated to tell me cum slut?"

"Yes Sir. I hope and pray that you fully understand just how far it is that I am willing to go with you Sir, and that you are totally successful in getting me there."

"I haven't a clue as to how far you are willing to go for me and won't know until you get there and tell me that that you wish to go no further. Your limits only expand if and when you want them to expand. I'm not the one who takes you there. You are the one who takes me there. My only role is to open doors, make the rules, and keep you safe. If you go through doors without following the rules, then you won't be safe. That is what punishment is for my little cum slut. Anytime you feel that you know more than I do, you will be punished. The only exception to that rule being that I will also use you as I please as a reminder of who you are, on occasion, And that will also be reminder for you not to forget who you are and to re-enforce your understanding that I can do anything that I want to do to you and your body, at any place and at any time, whenever I may chose to do so."

"Thank you Master. I actually felt every word you just spoke."

"I'm really glad to hear you say that cum slut. Now, here is what you are going to do out there in the parking lot. After you are naked, I want you to pull your nipples out so that your tits are stretched and hold them like that for at least two minutes. After that, I want you to hold your tits up with your hands and bounce them around for two more minutes. I want you to spread your legs, stick your cunt out toward us and spread your lips apart and hold them like that for another two minutes. Your last display will be bending over with your ass towards us while spreading your cheeks and holding them wide apart so that we can clearly see your pussy slit and your butt plug for another two minutes. Reina will use a stopwatch to time each of those personal displays that you are going to present to us. You will have to guess how long two minutes is. You can do the one-one thousand method to count to 120 each time or you may use any other method you think will work for you. For each second over the two minutes that you continue any of the actions I have given you to perform, you will receive one stroke of the riding crop. For each second under the required two minutes, you will receive two strokes of the riding crop. I will deliver the strokes that you have earned immediately after you have finished the four directives. The strokes will be directed to the body area doing the performing at the time they were earned. In other words, if you are ten seconds short stretching and holding your nipples out in front of you, your nipples will receive twenty strokes of the crop. Is there anything you are not absolutely clear on cum slut?"

"No Sir. There isn't."

"Good. Now, here is one last thing to keep in mind while doing your display performances. If you fail to show maximum enthusiasm and effort while stripping, pulling your nipples, bouncing your tits, holding open your pussy lips, or spreading your ass cheeks, you will feel the crop an extra twenty times for not pleasing your Master. Let's start now cum slut."

Yes Sir. I will please you no matter what."

I was nervous to say the least. This was my dream fantasy becoming a reality. We are actually on the side of the road, at night, and I can see for miles in both directions. Just as in my dream. I am going to strip naked, just like in my dream. And I am going to completely display my entire body on the side of this mountain road, just as I dreamed and masturbated to so many times over so many years. The only discernible difference between this reality and my dream fantasy is that there is another woman present and this adds an entirely new dimension to my fantasy. A very interesting and intriguing dimension, I might add.

I opened my door and slowly exited the Lincoln. Reina did the same from the rear door and got right back into the front seat I had just vacated and closed the door. And then I heard the locks engage. That sent a chill down my spine. I know I wasn't alone but that sound of the locks engaging sure made it seem like I was alone. I wasn't even naked yet.

I walked very slowly to the front of the car and stood looking out over the parking lot and down the road. Suddenly, a loud 'you can start at any time cum slut' echoed out over the mountains and I jumped at least three feet forward. My heart was racing. I looked back into the car and Master was waving a microphone at me in his hand and both were laughing like they were at a comedy show. It had never entered my thoughts that Master had a regular outdoor PA system under the hood of his car.

With my heart racing and my pussy flowing and my nipples getting longer and harder by the second, I walked out about thirty feet or so and turned toward the car. The high beams were blinding. Totally blinding. I couldn't possibly see another vehicle coming up the road from the direction we had just come from until it was already able to observe me standing there lit up in the open parking area. Since I had to face the car for the first three displays of my body after the striptease, I wouldn't be able to see any vehicle coming from the other direction until I either heard it or it was right next to me. Panic was the initial response to these thoughts but my trust in Master quickly brought that under control. More or less.

Now for the striptease. I had never done a striptease in my life. I've done the usual taking off of the clothing in a bedroom for a man but I don't think Master had that simple of a performance in mind when he told me to do a really sexy strip. For some reason I will never know, the Byrd's song 'Turn Turn Turn' popped into my head and I started humming that song out loud. It has always been one of my favorites. I knew the words by heart so I actually began singing the song out loud. As I did, I began moving around in slow spins and bending from side to side with the rhythm of the song. I decided to do the strip backwards. I began pulling up my skirt and letting it fall. Then, pulling it up further and turning around so that the back flared out enough to expose a good portion of the back of my thighs but not enough to show my ass. I danced to the song like I was on a stage. Not a slow dance. Certainly not a fast dance. A free motion dance. I finally pulled up the front of my skirt enough to reveal my shaved pussy but kept my legs held together that time. I kept my eyes on the car as much as possible as I moved around and swayed to the beat in my head as I kept singing the song. I turned away from the car and bent forward and started swinging my ass back and forth a little and then began to pull up the rear of the skirt. I got it up to where Master and Reina could see the bottom of my butt cheeks, the beginning of my ass crack, and probably the black square piece of plastic keeping the plug from going all the way into my rear passage. I finally turned to face the car again and slowly unzipped the side of the skirt and just let it fall to the ground on it's own. I stepped out of it with one foot and kicked it into the air with the other. It landed about ten feet away and I was naked from the waist down in the middle of a parking area lit up by car light and not knowing if any other vehicles were coming my way. My heart was on high speed and my pussy was what I call 'sloppy sound wet'. That means wet enough to make loud squishing sounds when fingers are pumping in and out of my cunt hole.

I kept dancing slowly and kept singing the song over and over. The shirt was a pull over so there weren't any buttons to undo one at a time. I started pulling the bottom of the shirt up toward my tits little by little until the bottom of each of my round globes was visible, and then lowered it again. I did this a few times. Raising the shirt a little higher each time and I started using some bouncing motions in my dance routine. I pulled the shirt up over the top of my tits and left it there and made sure my body bounced even more. My tits had a rhythm of their own and were either jumping up and down or going around and around in circles. I used to stand in front of a mirror when I was a little younger and try to get my newly growing boobs to do just that. I imagine every girl with tits that can bounce up and down has tried that at least once in her life. I caught one of my first boyfriends doing that with his dick one time and we both stood there in front of this huge, full wall mirror and bounced our body parts up and down and around together. That may sound a little dumb now but it sure wasn't at the age of 17.

I danced around a little more and no longer very felt much concern that anybody would be driving by. I knew Master would not allow me to become part of a situation that might turn out to be dangerous. I pulled the top completely off and just threw it as far away from me as I could. Except for the much needed tennis shoes, I was absolutely, totally, and completely bare assed naked next to a mountain highway in the early evening of a beautiful clear night. The stars were twinkling and there was only a quarter moon straight over us. I kept dancing a little longer and used my hands to rub all over my body. I would put my arms straight up above my head and swing my hips back and forth and turn in slow circles. I kept my legs open as much as possible. I wondered, at one point, just how much of the details of my bald pussy were visible to Master and Reina from thirty feel away. I brought the dance to an end with both my hands cupping my pussy and closing my legs tightly and bowing a little forward to look directly at Master with a big smile on my face and making a kissing motion with my mouth.

The PA crackled and the voice said: "I'm going to show that video to everybody on the lake tomorrow after your initial collaring. If that was your first strip tease, you have most certainly claimed first prize. As a matter of fact, I'm going to show it to everybody I know eventually. And, maybe even to a number of people you know!"

That last thought caused both fear and desire to shoot throughout my entire body. It was very confusing. I really do not want any of my friends to watch me doing a naked strip tease. That would be the real definition of absolute embarrassment. I would rather have complete strangers watching me masturbate then my friends seeing me doing what I have dreamed about for most of my life. I don't want any of my friends even knowing about my secret fantasies, much less seeing me acting one out in reality.

"It's time to begin your four display performances cum slut. Nod when you are starting each one."

I immediately snapped out of the sub-space I had just wandered off into concerning my friends and came back to my present reality. I turned so that I was facing the car and spread my feet wide enough apart to allow for a full and clear view of my cunt. My nipples were already fully erect. I was blessed to have such long buds for men to suck on and bite and roll between their fingers. Even more so because my nipples were super super sensitive. They weren't like the nipples that a lot of women have, which need a lot of stimulation buildup before they become as sexually aroused and sensitive as mine get almost instantaneously at first contact, or even the thought of contact. Mine are so sexually sensitive that they can actually trigger an orgasm under the right circumstances. I'm certain Master can and will do that with my nipples without any effort at all.

I got a good grip on each nipple between a thumb and two fingers. I nodded toward the car and pulled the full weight of my proud girls outward and upward by my nipples. I had a really firm grip on each and pulled them out until it began to hurt just a little bit. I immediately realized that that wasn't far enough for Master's satisfaction. I instantly tightened the grip on each nipple and pulled even harder and began to stretch my tits out even further. Tits that were once round and symmetrical were now in a forced cone shaped stretch that looked painful. It was painful. And I pulled even harder until tears began to form in my eyes and blur my vision. And pulling them upward at the same time made the pain all that much worse for me to suffer through.

I held that position until I was beginning to worry that my nipples might slip out of my grip. I turned each hand to the outside so that my nips were forced to bend and twist a little and I felt my grip become a lot more solid . The pain increased with every passing second. I had no idea how long I had been doing this tit stretch. It felt like an hour. Was it a minute? Was it two minutes yet? This wasn't good. I hadn't been paying attention to the time at all. My mind had been fully engaged in getting a good grip on my nipple and pulling my tits away from my body. I wasn't sure how long I could hold this position before the muscles in my arms and fingers gave out. I did decide to pull outward even harder until they couldn't go any further. I gave it every ounce of strength that I had left and gritted my teeth and pulled for all I was worth. The pain was tremendous but I kept the grip and kept pulling as hard as I could. The tears were flowing down my cheeks now. I knew I couldn't keep this up much longer. God, I hoped this was two minutes as I released my grip on my poor nips. There wasn't a slow return to my tits normal shape. I just released the nipple hold and they both just popped back into place with a few minor jello bounces and became normally shaped again. Normal with a lot of pain too. I wiped the tears from my face and softly stroked my nipples until the pain faded and the arousal began coming back once again. It never took much to get these two sex switches to turn on.

"Reina has marked the time and you can begin the next display when you are ready," came the announcement from the PA. It there were any campers within two miles of us, they would have been able to hear that PA. If I were camping out there and I heard what Master had just said floating into my ears from a long distance away, I would have definitely gone to investigate for sure. I wondered if there actually were any campers nearby.

I was still facing the car and I was still lit up like a performer on stage and still totally bare assed naked with a butt plug. I was totally used to the plug. I even squeezed my ass muscles every now and then to make sure it was still inserted in my asshole. It was. And it wasn't coming out by itself either.

I put a hand under each of my tits and nodded at the car. I started bouncing them very lightly. This time I was going to keep better track of the time. I did start counting with one, one thousand. Two, one thousand. Three, one thousand, etc., etc.. There are not a whole lot of things one can do with one's bouncing tits in the way of variety. I bounced then softly. I bounced then rapidly up and down. I bounced one up while the other was going down at various speeds. I even tried standing with my feet together and bouncing my body up and down while bouncing my tits. I tried to use my hands to swing each tit in a circle but my tits aren't big enough to do that so I decided to move my hands down under my tits and to start swinging them with my upper body movement like I did in the mirror when I was a teenager. I got them swinging pretty good like that. As a final attempt at variety, I squeezed my hands together as tight as I could at the base of each tit and forcefully swung them in every direction as best as I could. I could have done a whole lot better with 38DD's but God gave me fantastic nipples and only average sized tits. I hadn't kept continuous count, so I stopped when I was pretty sure that two minutes had just passed.




Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 17



"The time is marked and you can continue." I was beginning to hate that damn PA.

I stood facing the car with my feet about two feet apart and I arched my hips as far forward as I could get them to go. I ended up in sort of a "U" shape with my pussy at the middle of the "U". My head was held back a bit and my back was arched and my legs were bent at the knees. I looked like I was setting up my body to be able to piss for a new Guinness world distance record. This was a very uncomfortable position to hold for very long and I had to hold it for two minutes. I got a thumb and forefinger grip on each of my outer labia lips and pulled them as far apart as they would go. I nodded at the car. 

I pulled on my lips a little harder after a few seconds to spread them even further, if possible. This was when I ran into a problem. Juices flow out of my vagina when I'm aroused. Non stop.

A slow flow up to a gusher flow, depending on the level of my arousal. As all guys know, and most women, it's very hard to keep a grip on juicy labia lips. Really hard. I hadn't thought of this until now. I could feel my wet slippery lips slowly slipping out from between my thumbs and fingers. I tried as best as I could but I couldn't stop the inevitable and each lip picked it own time to pop back into place. The first thing I did was to push the back of my hand through my pussy to get the moisture off of the inside of each flap. I got another grip. and this seemed to work for a few seconds. but they began to slip again the instant I got them spread all the way apart and the inside of my cunt back on display. I managed to hold on to them for another fifteen seconds before they slipped out of my grip again and went back to their normal position.

This time, I forced my entire forearm between my lips and rubbed it up and down a couple of time. When I got back into position again I could see that my arm was covered and shiny with my vaginal flow of juices. I got another grip on my outer labia and pulled them apart and opened up my pussy again. I didn't pull my lips to the max this time. I let off on the pressure just a little bit to help maintain the grip on the now fairly dried out flesh. And the juices continued to flow. I don't understand how the juices got under my thumb and finger grip but they did, eventually, and my labia started to slip once again. And I couldn't stop it. I slowed it down by lessening the pulling strength but I eventually lost again. The forearm thing seemed to have worked and I had no other ideas so I did it once again using my other arm. 

Now I'm beginning to think that Master and Reina must be having a grand ol' time watching me going through this comical process of trying to keep my pussy spread open. If I were in the car watching Reina doing this I would probably be laughing myself silly. I finally gave up and stood up straight with both of my hands turned upward and held out to the side in a "Oh Well" motion. 

"Kind of hard to hold on to those slippery lips isn't it?" That statement echoed all over the mountains that time. "The time you actually succeeded in keeping your cunt held open has been marked down and you can do the last of the four displays now." I heard that statement at least three times as two echoes bounced back from the distant peaks. I wondered again if there were any people within hearing distance. It wouldn't have surprised me in the least if some people suddenly appeared out of the dark to watch my performance up close.

Not one single car or truck has shown it's headlights down the road since my performance began. It is a Sunday evening and I guess most people are home and not out wandering around in the wilderness mountains of this part of California. I turn and face away from the car and my two fun loving tormentors inside the car and spread my feet very wide apart. I take one last look up at the beauty of the celestial heavens, nod my head, and bend over at the waist until I can actually look back between my legs and see the bright lights that are eliminating my naked body so clearly in this little spot completely surrounded by deep, nearly impenetrable darkness. I know I won't be able to hold this position in a steady fashion unless my knees are bent just a little to give me some flexibility that keeping my legs perfectly stiff would not allow. I reach behind with both hands and placed a hand on each ass cheek with my fingers pushed into the crack. I slowly pulled my ass wide open. I knew I wasn't going to have as much of a problem keeping my ass cheeks held open as I did with my wet creamy cunt lips. My fingers made contact with the plastic square that was helping to hold the butt plug in place and I found that I could easily keep my cheeks spread an acceptable distance apart and, by angling my hands just a tad, I could also tap and push on the plug with either forefinger. I started doing this and the sensations that were produced by the huge part of the plug that was way up inside my Hershey highway and being pushed further in ever so slightly, actually caused a strong arousal response in my clit. My pussy was also spread open on it's own from my legs being so wide apart. As usual, it was oozing creamy juices out of my vagina and making my entire inner pink that much more 'slippery when wet'. The cool night air added even more stimulation along with the fact that I was doing this in the middle of a parking area while being watched by two people and filmed in detail. I could feel my clit standing up hard and proud and there was no way I could touch it without letting go of my grip on my ass cheeks. Since it didn't take much concentration in performing this last display of my ass and pussy, I was almost certain , when I finally stood up, released the grip on the soft but firm flesh of my ass, brought my legs back together again and stood up perfectly straight with my hands behind my head as an added touch, that I was fairly close to the two minute mark. I slowly turned to face the car once again and remained in that position with my tits pushed out proudly from my chest.

"You have finished your four display requirements cum slut and you can now walk back to the car with your hands held behind your back." As expected, this too echoed all around this part of the State for anyone to hear and investigate. As I was slowly moving toward the car, Master announced that I should stop directly in front of the car and face the street with my feet spread and my hands back behind my head again. He told me to stare straight ahead and not to move any part of my body one single inch until told to do so. 

I got into that position immediately and waited for whatever reason I was doing this to happen. And happen it did. The first sound I heard was the shifting of gears and the revving up of a very loud engine. It was a long way off in the distance but sound carried a long ways out there in the middle of nowhere. Without thinking, I turned my head a little to the left and looked down the road towards the source of that sound.

The PA on Master's car came on immediately. "Straighten up your head slave. For disobeying my order to remain motionless, you are going to feel the pain of ten hard strokes of the long thin flat paddle on your cunt. If you move again, it will be fifty strokes. I afford absolutely no kindness nor mercy in punishments for deliberate disobedience. You think about that cum slut. The punishment will come before the tally of seconds from each of your performances." 

As soon as I had moved my head, I had realized what I had done, but I was caught in the action by Master and Reina and I knew that I really did deserve the punishment, even though I hadn't done so deliberately. It is just a natural instinct to look towards a sound when one is standing in a slave position next to a road while naked and lit up by high beams. Isn't it?

But, while my head had been turned, ever so slightly, my eyes saw all the lights of a tractor trailer beginning it's climb up the two mile grade that ended where I was standing naked and unmoving and clearly visible in the bright lights that the driver could probably already see. I fully understood the reason for the performances. They were meant for me to practice obedience by doing overt sexual activities that your average everyday woman didn't usually do on a regular basis. For most women, never at all. It was just a session of exhibitionism meant to test my obedience in the face of humiliation, embarrassment, and the possibility of being discovered. In this case, with the truck coming, it was a virtual certainty. Since the very first phone call to Master, I have had my exhibitionist desires put to the test for the first time in my life. Parading around naked in front of a boyfriend is not anywhere near the same thing as exposing my body to the possibility of being seen by strangers, or even by someone I knew, as in the case of my activities at my apartment building. Standing naked in front of my full sized living room window overlooking the parking lot of my apartment complex activated a very strong craving for more of those danger sex activities where the chance of being caught in the act was a definite possibility.

The huge truck was getting louder and louder now with each passing second. I would guess that it was only a half mile away and was wondering when Master was going to tell me to get into the car. This was rapidly becoming a true test of my trust and faith in my Master. My brain was yelling 'run' and my heart was telling me not to fail this test no matter what happened. I remained perfectly still and stared straight out across the road. The headlights of the truck were now beginning to light up the road and the trees along side of it as it was just about to reach the top of the upgrade. I was lit up like the Statue of Liberty in New York Harbor and still there was not a word from Master to get into the car. I'm beginning to shake at the knees and I'm telling myself: 'Oh God. I can do this. Master is going to make me stand here and let the driver see a totally naked woman standing in a slave position out here in the middle of the mountains.' 

As the truck reached the peak of the upgrade, he shifted up a gear and I could tell that he was beginning to accelerate. My eyes turned to the right as far as they could without moving my head and I immediately saw the front of the cab appear. I would guess he was doing about 50 at that point. As he was only twenty feet or so away from me, I could see his head turn toward me and I could see his eyes staring right at my tits. Or maybe it was my bald pussy. A big smile appeared on his face and he yelled out "Hi gorgeous" as his right hand pulled on the air horn cord several times. There was no way he would be able to stop before he was well past the turn off where I was standing in all my naked glory. Since it was only a two lane road, there was no way he could turn around and return or even back up more than a few feet with that long set of doubles he was pulling. I was safe. And I knew Master had known that I would be safe or he wouldn't have let me continue standing out in front of the Lincoln. 

I couldn't believe what I had just done. I was shaking so bad that I moved, without permission, so that I could lean against the front of the car to keep myself standing upright. Master didn't say a word about that. I had actually allowed myself to stand naked in an open area next to a public roadway while fully lit up my powerful lights and casually let a truck driver see me standing there with my legs spread wide apart and my hands behind my head in my totally submissive slave position as he drove by. Was this so much different than being discovered naked and in a bent over bow of thanks by Master David in his back yard? You damn well better believe this was different. I knew that I was going to meet with someone while fully nude with my pussy and asshole stuffed with large rubber inflatables and clamps hanging from my nipples. I knew the person was someone whom Master was friends with and who was part of the community around the lake that I was becoming a member of if all when well.

Standing naked out next to a public roadway while waiting for someone to drive by and see me like that is a whole different world of reality. The thought of my standing there, while pulling my pussy lips apart, flashed through my mind and I began to laugh. I laughed loud and clear and it too echoed throughout the mountains.

"Get back into the car. Use the rear door behind Reina," announced the PA.

I walked to the passenger side of the car, opened the rear door, and climbed inside. I was still shaking a little but I was calming down somewhat. The adrenaline rush was fading away.

"Who owns you?"

"You do Sir."

"If we are standing in the isle of a crowed grocery store and I order you to strip naked, what will you do?"

I will strip naked Sir."

"If I tell you to finger fuck your asshole while five of my friends watch, what will you do slut?"

"I will finger fuck my asshole for as long as you want me to Sir."

"If I order you to tell everyone at your acceptance collaring tomorrow, a detailed description of one of your secret fantasies that you haven't even told me yet, what will you do?"

"I will tell them about how I have always wanted to be fucked in my cunt and my asshole with frozen popsicles Sir?"

"Frozen popsicles?"

"Yes Sir. Frozen popsicles. Cherry flavored preferably Sir. A lot of them. And I want them to melt inside of me. At least a dozen of them Sir." 

"You've got some strange fantasies cum slut. I'm looking forward to hearing about all of them over the next month. And you will tell me every one of them won't you?"

"Oh yes Sir. Every single one of them. The few that I've already told you about are just the very tip of the iceberg. And I'm really good at making up new ones on a moment's notice, if and when you might like me to Sir. And I want so much to perform every one of them for you, if that would please you Master."

"We will see cum slut. Reina, I want you to get the flat paddle and a blindfold out of the toy bag if you will."

"Yes Sir, Master," was Reina's instant response. 

I admired the ease with which she responded to any command given to her. Her submission was a part of her reality and a part of her mental and emotional existence. I hope and pray that I will learn that ability really quickly. I know it's going to be a rough, painful, and emotional path to walk down, and that my commitment, willpower, and sexuality is going to be tested way beyond what I can even imagine at this moment. But, I am willing. And I am committed to that goal no matter what it takes or what I will have to do, or will have done to me. That is a vow to myself that I made earlier today. An unbreakable vow. The only way for me not to succeed would be for Master to reject me and I will never willingly do anything that would cause him to do that. 

"Karen. Who owns your pussy?"

"You own my pussy Sir."

"When I tell you that I want to whip your pussy, what do you do?"

"I present my pussy to you Sir. I spread my legs, push out my hips, keep my hands behind me, and give you complete and total access to my pussy Sir."

"Do you want me to whip your pussy with this skinny flat paddle."

"Yes Sir. Please whip my pussy as many times as you wish."

"Do you want to feel the pain of your pussy being whipped?"

"If that is what you wish Sir, then I want to feel as much pain as you may choose to give me."

"Do you deserve to have your pussy whipped slave?"


"Very much Sir. I know I disobeyed your command and I want you to punish me sir"

"Everybody out of the car. Karen, I want you to stand facing the lights about twenty feet out. Reina, I want you to stand next to the road and keep an eye out for anything coming our way."

We each responded instantly and took our positions. Master came over to me and stood to my left side.

"Spread you feet wide apart and prepare for your punishment. You will keep your arms behind your back and you will hold onto your wrists with your hands. You will not make a sound during your punishment, nor will you move your feet. If you move your feet, let go of your wrists, or yell out for any reason, you will receive five more strokes of the flat paddle to your pussy. This is not part of any training session. This is punishment for disobedience. This is a mild punishment compared to the punishment session you will be subjected to if you should ever disobey me again. There is no 'red light' or 'stop light' during a punishment session. You will endure from beginning to end. No exceptions. Do you understand me cum slut?"

"Yyyessss Sir. I understand"

"After the tenth stroke, you can beg me to give you one more stroke that is harder than any of the others if you feel motivated to do so. You must beg from your heart because you crave one more stroke. Not because you think if will please me to ask for one. If it doesn't sound to me like it is coming from deep down inside of you, don't even attempt the request in the first place. If you fail in the attempt to convince me that you want one more really hard stroke more then anything else in the world at that moment, you will receive ten more to your pussy and ten more to each of your tits. Are you perfectly clear on what I am telling you my pretty slave slut?"

"Yes Sir. I completely understand what you have just told me and I won't fail you Sir."

"That is good little one. Let's begin."

Master put the blindfold over my eyes. I had forgotten about that. I was totally naked and totally blind. There was no way I could even prepare myself for any of the strokes. I was scared out of my mind with fear. But I was also determined to accept what I had earned by being disobedient. I will endure the pain. I knew I had to keep my complete attention on not making a sound or moving any part of my body.

The first stroke came out of nowhere and the impact on my pussy was almost loud enough to produce another echo. The sound of the paddle making contact with the flesh between my legs came about two seconds before the pain of the impact made itself known. I had never felt a pain so intense in my life. It didn't radiate at all. It stayed right there in my pussy. I wanted to scream. I thought I was going to scream out of control but I managed to hold it in by biting my lower lip and breathing in and out like a panting dog. Tears began to flow and soak into the blindfold. The impact was so hard that it lifted my entire body upward so that only my toes were touching the ground for just a second. I was petrified. How could I possibly endure nine more of these and maybe even one extra one at the end? I wasn't even sure I could make it past two at that moment.

And that was the exact moment that number two stroke landed squarely on my pussy flesh. It wasn't as strong as the first stroke but it hurt just as much because of my already pained labia.

This stroke was more effective because it sent shocks of pain into my clit and out into my hips.

I wasn't sure I could remain standing. My entire body had a layer of sweat form all over it and the cool air just heightened that reaction even more. Tears were flowing in full force and I knew that I wasn't going to make it to ten at this rate.

Instead of the third stroke, Master began rubbing my ass cheeks with on hand. He pushed the flat paddle against my lips and I knew to open my mouth so that I could hold it with my teeth. How I knew to do that I will never know but, it seemed to be the thing to do at the moment. With his other hand now free, he began to lightly massage my entire genital area all the way back to my lower ass cheeks. He even pushed a finger against my anus each time his hand made the rounds from the top of my slit down to where my ass cheeks began. He did this for nearly a minute and I was totally surprised at the amount of stimulation and arousal I was experiencing. Even my clit responded to the stimulation even though it wasn't actually being touched directly. It stayed hidden under its hood but it seemed to respond anyway without coming out to play.




Enduring Dreams of Submission Ch. 17



Then the hands stopped their massage and the paddle was removed from my mouth and I knew that number three was on it's way. It hit with the same impact as the first stroke and the air just gushed out of my lungs and my clit responded by shooting unbelievably powerful shocks of pain into my entire lower body. My knees wobbled and I felt Master grab my upper arm and steady me for a few seconds. The blindfold was soaked and I could feel the tears flowing down both of my facial cheeks in a steady flow. I wanted to cry and curl up in the fetal position. How was I going to make it through seven more of these? 

"Nod your head if you want to continue with your punishment slave."

I nodded. I didn't even think about it. I just nodded and waited for number four.

It landed almost immediately but it was much softer than any of the previous strokes. It impacted on the small area between my vagina and my anus. My labia absorbed some of the impact and the bottom of my ass cheeks absorbed the rest. The pain was strong but it was more spread out over a larger area this time. If the rest were like this, I wasn't going to have any trouble taking the rest of the strokes but I knew that wasn't going to happen.

"Nod once if you want the next stroke centered over your vagina, twice if you want it directly on your clit, and three times if you want it across the very top of your slit where your pubic hair used to be. The third choice will be a very forceful stroke as it is to a less sensitive area. The next three strokes will be the three I just named. I am allowing you to choose the order in which you will receive them."

I only took one second to choose. I nodded three times. I heard Master move more to my right side and I heard him tell me to thrust my pussy outward. I did this and I actually heard the paddle whoosh through the air on it's way to it's target on my pubic mound at the very top of where my slit began. The impact of such a flat solid surface created a very loud smacking sound that really did create an echo. The pain was immense but it spread out over my abdomen very quickly and started fading very soon after that. I was halfway through this terrible ordeal and I was beginning to think more positively about the outcome. 

Master put the paddle back between my teeth again and I was so happy that I was going to get a nice stimulating break from the intense pain for a minute. One of his hands massaged my pubic mound and the middle finger of his other hand worked it's way into my slit until it rested directly on top on my clit. The finger began a circular motion that my clit was extremely happy to receive and immediately stuck its head out of its hiding place. It was making a statement, I think, that Master could paddle my pussy all day if he would just pet the clit's head between each stroke. I wondered if I could cum with all this pain going all over the lower part of my naked body.

The clit stroking ended and the paddle was taken from my mouth once again. 

"Nod once or twice my little pain slut."

Since my clit was still standing up, I nodded once and hoped that the stroke to the lower part of my cunt would only center on my vaginal opening and not hit my clit at all. That thought came out to be partially true. The impact was a very strong one but it did manage to make contact with my little nub because it still hadn't ducked back into its hiding place. Again, the impact was strong enough to raise my body upward so that only my toes were touching the ground. And I let out a moan without even realizing I was doing it until it was too late. I did cry that time but it was hardly noticeable. I'm sure Master noticed it but I did my best to keep it at a minimum. This time the pain shot all the way up to my tits and all the way down to my feet. It wasn't overpowering like the first few. It was just overwhelming my ability to control my reactions. Master said nothing about the crying or the moan and didn't even ask me to nod twice for the clit impact. It just happened. This time I did say, "Oh God" loud enough to be heard. I knew Reina was watching the road but I'm sure she was also watching my torture punishment and heard those two worlds where she was standing. The tears were in full force again and the pain went everywhere. My knees began to give out and I just slowly sank to the ground as if that was what I was supposed to do at that moment. Master didn't try to hold me up this time. I kept my grip on my wrists with my hands. I wanted so much to use my hands to comfort my pussy but I didn't dare to that. I was already sure that I was going to be punished with extra strokes because of the moaning and crying and my sitting down on the ground with my legs under me as the physical pain shockwaves hammered my body. I just openly cried at that moment. It lasted for about two minutes. I couldn't control it any longer. I knew at that moment that I had lost. A wave of deep depression seemed to come out of nowhere and just flow over my entire body. I couldn't give up now but I couldn't see how I could continue on either. That was a moment of mental anguish that I don't ever want to experience again. My mind refused to give up but my body was having a different opinion. 

I felt Master's hands under each of my armpits and he began lifting me up to my feet. I had no idea what was going to happen now and I could only think that I have just completely disappointed my Master. When I was standing, he spoke to me.

"You have been punished enough my little submissive slave. You have truly impressed me with your determination and willingness to carry out your punishment to the very end. I set a goal that I knew was beyond what you were capable of achieving for the purpose of learning how far you were willing to go to pay for your disobedience. We both know your limit now and I will adjust to that until you think it is time to make the attempt to surpass it in the future. Your punishment is over and you have succeeded beyond what I thought you were capable of experiencing."

"I am convinced now that you really do know for sure how far I am willing to trust you to go with me Sir. If you had wanted to continue, I would have found a way to make it through the ordeal. To convince you of my sincerity Sir, I am begging you to give me one more extremely hard stroke to my pussy. Please Sir. Please give me one final stroke of the paddle."

"I am impressed with your willingness my little slave but it is totally unnecessary at this time. There will be many times in the future yet to come, that your request for more pain will be accepted. As long as you have the courage of commitment and the willingness to tell me, I will always know exactly how far I can go with you. You will always tell me, won't you slave? "

"I will try Sir. I would have finished the last of the strokes if you had given me a pause to get over that last stroke."

"It wasn't necessary cum slut. There is a purpose for punishment and yours was realized. There is never a purpose for torture other then satisfying the pathetically empty ego of a useless, pathetic man who hates himself and his life so much that he can only gain purpose for himself from hurting another person,. Your punishment was meant to teach you to focus. The next set of strokes you will receive, based on the number of seconds you were off on each of your two minute displays, is part of your submission training. They will be mild in comparison to an actual punishment. I will teach you to orgasm to pain and to turn pain into extreme pleasure if you commit yourself to me long enough to reach that point. That use of pain will give me great pleasure. But, never forget that willing disobedience, or just not paying attention disobedience, will always bring you painful physical, sexual, and emotional pain and agony beyond any you will ever experience. There may be a few exceptions to that rule but not many. An example would be your asking me to pierce your clit with a needle. The pain from that, I imagine, would be mind boggling. But, it would also be something that you have dreamed of, asked for, and are totally willing to suffer through to satisfy a craving need that is inside of you. You may believe that that action would openly show to me, yourself, and the world, that have willingly demonstrated the ultimate sacrifice of pain as proof of your absolute submission to me, and you would be wrong. The real proof is the strength of your commitment. Inserting a needle through your clit would only be YOUR imagined proof to YOURSELF because you have set up that scenario throughout your years of fantasy as the final goal for you to reach. You will soon learn that there aren't any 'final goals' in submission. Just more new ones. Are you following what I have said slave?"

"Yes Sir. I am understanding you more and more by the minute."

"Who owns you?"

"You own me Master."

"What are you?"

"I am a slave trainee Sir. I am a cum slut learning total submission to you Sir."

"Who are you?"

"I am whom ever you want me to be Sir. And I am also Karen. I will always be Karen no matter what happens. Karen cannot be taken away from me Sir. Not by you or anybody else in this world. You are teaching me exactly who Karen is in reality. I have asked you to help me find her and to know her and to understand everything about her. And I trust no other person to do that other than you Sir."

"What do you want to do with my cock?"

"I want to lick it, suck it, fuck it, taste it, feel it shooting it's creamy cum on my face, in my mouth, in my vagina, in my ass, or anywhere else on my body Sir. I want to hold it and kiss it and feel it in my hands when it is soft and when it is hard. Especially when it is going from one state to the other. I want to look at it and watch it do everything it can do. I want to make passionate love to it at any time or place you may desire Sir."

"Do it now cum slut. I want to cum in your mouth."

"Oh yes Sir. Thank you so much Master."

And I did. Right there in the parking area with Reina watching both the road and my head action on his hard throbbing cock. I unzipped his pants, knelt down on the hard rough ground,

And I pulled his beautiful cock out into the open air and straight into my mouth without any other preliminaries. I concentrated on the mushroom head first and gradually began swallowing more and more of that now totally stiff shaft deeper and deeper into my mouth. All the way back to my throat. I bobbed my head up and down that shaft like a high speed oil well pump. I used my tongue and I kept up a strong suction with every stroke. I also managed to get his balls out of his pants and I held and lightly squeezed and tickled them with both hands. Only my mouth touched his throbbing dick. Master held his hands behind his back the entire time. My hands on his balls and my mouth frantically sucking his cock were the only points of contact between the two of us. It didn't take long before I felt his cock starting to swell up even more than it already had and I knew Master was about to cum. And then he did cum. His cock shot one load of thick cum cream after another into my mouth. The first few had hit the back of my throat with a powerful force and I swallowed them. The next gobs of delicious cum fired into my mouth with less velocity and I just let them collect into a rapidly growing mouthful of liquid delight. When the cream stopped coming out of the eye of his shaft, I let his shaft rest on my lower lip while I kept licking that tiny hole until all the cum cream was in my mouth. I pulled away from Master and turned my head up to look and him and opened my mouth as wide as it would go so that he could see all of his white juicy load coating my tongue and the entire inside of my mouth. He didn't say a word at first but he did have a nice smile on his face. I didn't move until he told me that I could swallow all of his load. I obeyed that order but did so very slowly. I just savored the taste and texture of his cum cream for as long as I could. It was only a little bit bitter tasting but delicious to me beyond belief and I savored every last drop. 

"Reina, you can stop playing with yourself and get off the road. I want you and Karen in the car right now!"

I hadn't been watching Reina at all but, when Master yelled that out, my glance in her direction just caught sight of the front of her dress falling back into place. She was getting off on watching me suck Master's cock. Well, I would too if our positions were reversed. We both ran to the car while Master took his time. He stayed outside to have a cigarette and then joined us inside. I was in the back seat and Reina in the front passenger seat. Master pulled out a small bottle of Jack Daniels from under the seat and three shot glasses from the glove box. He poured while Reina held the glasses and then passed them around. 

"To the two most beautiful slaves I have ever owned," he said as he raised his glass to toast us both."

We all took the shots straight down and Master poured another round. 

"To pussy and obedience," he toasted this time and we all laughed and then downed the shots again.

"That's enough for now. There's little worse in the world then two drunk cunts in the same car." We laughed again because we both knew he loved having two drunk cunts in the same car.

"Karen. If I told you to stand out in front of the car and go through the same punishment again, how would you react?"

I wasn't expecting that question at all. I didn't hesitate, though, to answer. "I would instantly do as you asked Sir."

Master turned in his seat and looked me straight into my eyes, which were reflecting the huge number of dash lights that lit up the inside of the car in a very sensual glow.

"Even knowing the exact amount of pain you were going to experience and the ordeal you would be going through for a second time?"

"Yes Sir. If that is what you want me to do, then I will do it right now Sir. I only want to please you. I will endure any pain for you at any time or place you may choose for me to receive it. The physical pain will go away. The mental pain will not if I should fail you for any reason. Did I not perform my submission properly Sir?" I asked with real concern in my voice. 

"You did well cum slut. I was just asking a question. I will do that frequently to test your reactions so that I can look into your eyes and see whether or not you are really telling me the entire truth."

"I will never lie to you Sir."

"In your mind, it is often difficult to recognize even your own lie. It is impossible for your heart to hide a lie from itself and I can see into your heart through your eyes."

"I know you can Sir. I'm not used to that yet. A girl has to have a couple of secrets for only herself."

"Not with me she doesn't. There are no secrets of any kind that you will ever keep from me my little slave slut. Not a single one. Do you fully understand that?"

"Yes Sir. I promise that I will never keep anything from you Sir."

"Never forget that slave! Now.....Reina.......Give me the count of the seconds accumulated during Karen's four display performances and itemize each of them for her to hear."

"Yes Sir," was Reina's instant response. "Karen was 18 seconds over the two minutes while pulling out her nipples. She was 12 seconds short with bouncing her tits. She had a total of 23 seconds short when holding her pussy lips apart. That includes the additional seconds when her labia slipped out of her grip on several occasions. She did well with spreading her ass cheeks and was only 8 seconds short on that one. That's a total of 18 strokes for being over the time limit and a total of 86 strokes for being under the required time. The grand total being 104 strokes all together Sir."

"Thank you Reina. As I see it Karen, you will receive 18 strokes of the flat headed crop on your nipples, 24 strokes on your tits in general, and 16 strokes on your ass. Since you have just gone through a rather rough treatment of your pussy during your punishment session, I think it would be only fair if Reina accepted the 46 strokes to her pussy as a sign of her love for you and your well being. Does that sound fair to you Karen."

"No Sir. It doesn't. It's not fair for Reina to take my place for my mistakes."

Reina jumped into the conversation and said, "I WANT to accept some of the penalty strokes for you Karen. I want you to give your pussy a rest and my pussy needs to feel the crop. I can cum while being cropped on my clit if Master allows me to do so. Don't feel any guilt about my being whipped. It would be too much for you so soon into your training and I actually crave such treatment. While Master is whipping my pussy, I want you to watch my face and my eyes. I will stare straight into yours the entire time and you can see for yourself just how much I love this level of punishment. I don't relish the harsh flat paddle on my cunt, like you just received, but you will probably hear me begging Master for more before he is finished using the crop on my gushing pussy."

I gave in to Reina. She made it sound like a dream she had to fulfill so who was I to deny that to her? 

"Karen. How is that butt plug feeling after all of this time. What has it been now? About two hours? Three?"

Looking at my watch I could see that it was just after 8:20. "It's been close to two hours Sir. Give or take. I hardly notice it anymore except when I am sitting down and it gets pushed in a bit more frequently. It has become a part of me for now, so to speak."

"Well girls. I think it might be a good time for an entertainment break before we do anything else. Wouldn't it be nice if I closed my eyes for about a minute and, when I opened them again, I could see two totally naked females standing in the headlights of my car who are totally into giving each other an orgasm? Of course, they would probably be oblivious to any traffic that might come along and would certainly be on open display to any car or truck passing by. I suppose I could keep an eye down the road and on the rear view mirror and honk the horn if any vehicle should come along. I would really hope to see something more innovative then just two naked women rubbing clits until they both cum. What do you think the chances of that happening are? I think I will close my eyes for a minute, right now, and see if anything happens."

It happened. Have absolutely no doubt about that. Any wish or thought that Master may have is most definitely our command. We both got out of the car within seconds and Reina removed her dress and her shoes and we both walked out onto that hard rocky dirt parking lot and stood naked facing each other in the center of the high beams of the Lincoln. And, to be quite truthful, I don't believe either of us gave a shit about cars or trucks driving by and seeing us playing with each other.

I still had my tennis shoes on so my feet were not exposed to the sharp rocks. Reina's feet were bare and she didn't even seem to notice what would have been a very painful short walk to me and my extremely tender feet. It didn't seem to bother her at all. We got to the brightest spot where both of the headlights crossed each other and we just stood there facing one another in silence.

"What should we do to please Master with our innovation? There is not much we can do here. We can't lay down or kneel so that pretty much limits what we can do at all." The reason I said that to Reina was because I didn't have a clue of what sexual activity we could be innovative about in this situation and I was hoping she would take the lead.

"The first thing you should do is squat down and lean forward, with your ass towards the car, while I take out your butt plug. Then we are both going to lick it clean and maybe I will have you insert it into my ass. Maybe we'll wait until later to insert it into my ass as it took quite an effort to get it into yours. That will be a good start anyway."