0 comments/ 10504 views/ 0 favorites Diary Entry By: teasemedenyme Saturday 11th October 2003 Wow... yvonne came round this afternoon... i love her visits now, though i still get nervous... i can't believe she wants to do those things with me... but i'm not complaining... and Master says its okay so no worries... i have to get permission off Him though and that means He speaks to Yvonne too before the meetings and lets her know what i'm allowed to do... Anyway... she came round about 2pm... Master told me i had to wait for her naked today... but to put on the cuffs He left with me, ankles and wrists... oh boy, that made me nervous... when she arrived she sent me a text and then knocked on the door so i would know it was her... she was wearing a lovely leather mini skirt today with knee boots, and a white halter top, obviously naked underneath that top, i could see her breasts moving, the nipples already hard and pushing against the silky fabric and i just had to reach for her and fondle her through her top... right there in the doorway... totally forgetting i was naked... a good job no neighbours were passing (blush)... Fortunately yvonne was a bit more alert than me and quickly moved me out of the way of the door, closing it behind us and dropping the latch... As soon as the door closed we began to kiss... again yvonne seized my hair and pulled my head back to raise my face to hers... then, still with my head held firm, she began to trail kisses down my neck, moving lower until her lips were on my breast. Then, from nowhere it seemed, her teeth closed over my right nipple and i cried out with the intense and unexpected pain. It lasted only a moment, for she began to kiss and lick instead... which soothed but also intensified my arousal... It's odd really... i love my Master, adore Him, love being with Him... but when yvonne kisses me its so intimate i almost explode... it's different... and i can't help wondering if that's okay to feel that way... Oooops... got distracted then... well, coming back to kiss my lips, tongues probing , yvonne went straight for my pussy with her hand, holding me there firmly... i ground myself against her, trying to get enough pressure to my clit to trigger an orgasm... i was so close already... but she kept pulling her hand back to stop me from cumming.... Turning me away she clipped the cuffs together with a metal catch and told me to go into the bedroom which i did quickly... resentful of not being able to touch her any more i tugged at the cuffs, wishing i had fastened them a bit looser so i could pull my hands out... yvonne giggled as she realised what i was doing, stroked the side of my face and said "soon"... oh how i hate that word!!!! Bending me over the bed yvonne took the tube of lube from the bedside table, and using a good amount of it she began to work my butt plug into my ass, fucking me with it, making me gasp with the sheer pleasure of those wonderful sensations it creates... she already knew how much i love anal play and anal sex, we don't keep much from each other... i was just about to reach orgasm when she stopped, leaving the plug in my ass.... Slapping each cheek in turn she climbed onto the bed and propped herself up against the pillows, knees drawn up and separated so i could see her pussy, open and wet... Raising a hand and crooking her finger to summon me was all the signal i needed.... Scrambling (somewhat not gracefully... lol) onto the bed i wriggled my way towards her, feeling the plug moving and arousing me with every movement... i could smell her arousal as i got closer... and longed to taste her again... Pausing just a moment when i reached her, i eagerly started to lick at her waiting pussy lips, tasting how aroused she already was... and boy did it turn me on... continuing to lick, i started to flick my tongue across her clit, moving to swirling circles around it before sucking it into my hungry mouth as hard as i could (i've learnt by now how much she loves that)... loving the moans and gasps coming from yvonne's mouth... A few more moments and i could tell she was on the verge of orgasm.... Teasingly i stopped and pulled my head back.... Too late it seemed.... yvonne cried out, pulled my head back to her pussy and trapped me there between her thighs... which i took to be a sign that she was gonna cum whether i liked it or not... (giggles to myself)... And she did... long and hard too... left her quite exhausted... (smiles)... Her legs fell open and i scrambled round to lie next to her... she took me in her arms, reaching round to undo the metal clasp securing my cuffs together... we just lay there together for a while, wrapped up in each other... enjoying the closeness and intimacy... Only then did she tell me softly.... "you aren't allowed to cum today.. your Master said so... take the plug out in an hours time baby"... i was horrified as she dressed and headed to the door... but she meant it.... No orgasm for me.... But she did grope me and kiss me again before leaving.... (sigh)... when i told Master He chuckled... and called me a good girl for not arguing about it.... And added that if i continued to please Him i would be allowed to cum.... Soon.... Diary Entry #01 October 16, 2009 the feeling of having him climb on top of me, feeling him rest on top of me as he bites my lip and tongue gets me so wet, I replay it over and over as he undresses me and fingers intertwined, fit nicely, soft and warm....his cock is quickly rock hard and I put my lips around it, getting it ready to fuck me and then, legs spread and the feeling at the beginning is always so fucking good, feeling that huge cock thrust in as my pussy wraps around it, is delicious. my arms were pinned down above my head, and soft kisses on my neck and ears.....and he lifts up my sweater and bites my tits, which besides hair pulling has to be the quickest way to get me extraordinarily wet then slowly and rhythmically, the pleasure was building...building uncontrollably while I cried out for more, harder and faster and the begging works and I was throbbing ready to cum, faster and faster two small thrusts and a hard one that made me cry out in pleasure every time. One of the best combinations ever, Its so deep and then he found a way to get even deeper inside me and while I could barely stand it he held me and pinned me down and I had to take it, I had to take his huge cock inside me for what seemed like forever as I tried unsuccessfully to say wait and to push him, but it felt so ridiculously good and he had this incredible look on his face, like he knew exactly what he was doing, and then he slowly slid it out and it had to be one of the best feelings ever. Every inch that pulled out felt so good, I don't think a dick had ever reached that far into me it was incredible to just have it in for a while no thrusting nothing just having it in so far back and not being able to do anything about it felt so amazing, I never would of guessed . And then he rubbed the head over my pussy while I fingered myself and even though I had just had a massive orgasm I felt another orgasm rushing in me, how he does it I don't know, but feeling only the tip of his dick inside me drove me crazy and makes me want to get fucked nonstop, it's the worst teasing ever, it makes you want to just grab the cock and squeeze it in you, even just remembering I have to stop and sigh. But I love the image in my head of seeing him on his knees, rubbing it all over the entrance of my pussy and watching me squirm in pleasure, its this look of taking pleasure in watching me want more, I love it, its super sexy. And then it starts again harder this time faster and he's pulling my hair and I'm loosing it, I have to try very hard to not yell out and he slaps me, and the more he slaps me the more I find myself loving the idea, but maybe I wont admit it just yet, id love to be spanked, and he holds my head in place and I bury my head in his shoulder, I need to yell, he's making me want to scream out in pleasure but its 3pm and I'm trying hard not to...so I do the next best thing and whisper in his ear that I love fucking him, and that he's amazing and my harder and faster pleads are met and he lifts up one leg and is fucking me so hard and deep and fast I can barely think all I feel is a huge dick building pressure inside me and it feels so fucking good....and then he says he wants me on my knees, and just hearing that makes me so horny, like you cant even imagine, I enjoy being told what to do, so I figure this blow job needed to be amazing, I get on my hands and knees between his legs and slowly lick his tip and then I take his whole cock in my mouth, my lips rubbing against his shaft and I feel it getting tense while its in my mouth. His balls are so soft and feeling my tongue against them makes me so wet I have to moan a little, I feel him pull back as I lick under his balls, I think I found a sweet spot. And then I'm pulling it I keep going keeping the same rhythm only the tip in my mouth and hearing him moaning and grunting in pleasure gets me so wet, its incredible. And I feel him tense up more and more and his balls are tensing up too and I know he's close and while he's whispering to keep going all I want to do is feel his cum in my mouth and then it squirts in and I love that feeling, I swallow every last drop, and suck on the tip for good measure. And as he lies there he looks exhausted and I love it...just watching him lie there makes me happy that I was able to make that happen and even happier that he was able to please me....its delicious. Diary Entry #02 So it had to be filed under remarkable nights, and things to remember, you know when you think about it sex really is always amazing but every once in a while something will happen to make you think it's remarkable, extraordinarily delicious. I'm going to say this was one of those times where everything about it is just so good from start to finish, or maybe I was just really looking forward to it, I don't know, I'm going to say its just him. As soon as I see him, I automatically think about wanting to kiss him everywhere, and doing very dirty things in all kinds of places .........constantly, he's good at what he does...its weird And you know Its really funny when I start thinking' about it throughout the day, in little snippets, and I have to snap myself out of it.....he bites, yes, he does and that's one of those things I always feel weird asking for, that and well the whole oral sex talk, but really its one of those things where if he's not into it he's just not going to do it, but he did, he bit my tits and my leg and the awesomeness of that is what turned me on the most, and it just comes naturally, I think that's what's so fucking sexy about it, its like every button that I need pushed he does it, almost like he has a cheat sheet. The hair pulling, the biting, and the just nonstop ramming of a cock into me..... Fantastic...I wonder what else he has stored up his sleeve. I mean when we kiss the biting is nice, but I always hoped it would move elsewhere, and now that it has its like fuck I really have to make sure I control myself, I think I might have gone over board with the steady hard hand job, I just got way to excited, but I love feeling his cock get so huge and hard between my hand The teasing gets me every time but this time it was just nuts, I found myself literally trying to push him into me, it felt like that initial cock sliding in, over and over again, I think about it and just start getting wet, and then he thrusts so hard into me, it took me by surprise, it was just in so deep so fast and I was feeling every single inch thrust in and out, it was so rough and it felt like I was being torn apart for a moment and as fucked up as that sounds it wasn't, it was just remarkable, and like the weirdo that I am I love seeing his face when he does it, its what I remember most, he just always looks like he knows this is the best fuck I've had ever, and if its not he's going to make damn sure it is...its hot,....like for real...... then its just a constant hard thrust, but this time he was very deep inside me like a whole new level but the feeling when he slides out, seriously feels like it takes a while for it to slide out, and all I remember saying is you're to fucking deep, wait, ...........but I think that just encouraged him to stay in longer, .....and I think this was the first time where my moans were so loud I just didn't care how loud I was, I was to caught up in the moment, and he covers my mouth, I'm not going to lie, that's very sexy, I loved it last time where he pulled me in close and made me yell into his shoulder......this was great though, its like a shut the fuck up kind of thing and it sounds harsh....ha! Its not though........ and I feel it building and this time my orgasm just keeps on going well after he had pulled out it was like a rolling wave orgasm, I was literally speechless afterward, it was bizarre, because it happened, long and hard and then a few minutes passed and it felt like it was settling down but instead just picked up again....and I think seeing him over me just jerking it and then feeling warm cum on my face is such an amazing feeling, really though its like the simplest thing to do and it gets me so off, I nearly had another orgasm just watching him stand over me, the positioning was amazing... I just wish he would have given me more of a chance to suck his cock while he was leaning over me or at least fucked my mouth for a while it was the perfect angle, I feel like I didn't take advantage of that, perfect position, comfortably lying down just ready to gag on a cock... I'm digging this whole thing where I just get fucked, I mean it sounds obvious, but the more I think about what I would do before its like I was the fucker not the fuck-ee it makes sense in my head, but I'm in the position to just enjoy it, its so different....the spanking and the blindfold really need to combine with all these other things, that happened, I want to see it happen, but seriously I'm kind of scared I'm a loose all control over myself, maybe I should try to be on top and assume control again....I wonder how he would deal with that....in any case I don't want to ask for things, I feel like so far he's done so well at knowing what I want, I'm sure there's more amazing things in store.... conclusion, maybe the later the fuck and the better the conversation before the more awesome I feel like it is, I don't know, it's a theory...I just know I find myself wanting to get constantly fucked, and I don't know if that's a good thing or not, really fingering myself four times in one day is ridiculous....something's got to be done about it....I cant wait to see him again, could it be its getting progressively better? We shall see. Diary Entry #03 Dec. 10, 2009 Dear diary, There's nothing more satisfying then being pinned up against a wall being fondled, and that's exactly what he did, slowly pressing me against the door frame, kissing my neck and moving his hands till he was squeezing and rubbing my tits and it always makes me moan, the simplest touch from him becomes that much more exciting when he bites my lip, and all the while he's pushing himself against me and feeling him so close gets me so wet. It was cold out, so I had my wintery sweater on which he said made me look bundled up and innocent, I'm amused by these references, he kisses my upper lip and bites it and I can't help but start to breathe hard in anticipation. I wrap my arms around his neck and he grabs a fistful of my hair, leads me to his bed, and pushes me onto it, I lie down getting ready to take his big cock, always such a high point, pants come off and I love being able to feel his dick grow and throb while I'm sucking on the very tip of it...he tugs at my hair slowly guiding my head as my lips wrap around his cock, hearing him moan gets me completely drenched, my pussy is soaking wet, just waiting for him to take me... Then he finally climbs onto the bed and gets between my legs, slowly spreading them apart and this time there's not so much teasing implemented, only rubbing the head of his cock over my pussy to see how wet I was, fine by me because I've been waiting all day to get fucked, that's how good he is, I'm distracted all day before I get to spend time with him, trying to think of the dirtiest things to do to him........ He finally lifts my leg onto his shoulder and rams his cock into my tight pussy, I'm so wet he glides in effortlessly, the look on his face when he first starts to fuck me almost immediately gets me off, he licks his lips like he's savoring the moment and it's the little nuances like that that I remember the most the next day when I find my hand buried between my legs... It starts off great, he's tugging at my hair taking fistfuls of it wrapping it around his fingers and pulling with every thrust, i enjoy feeling completely overpowered and the rhythm of his cock throbbing inside of me is making the pleasure build, and then he slides out of me almost completely, and then forcefully rams into me, over and over and every time he renters my pussy, it throbs, it's like being nailed for the first time all over again, which feels amazing because recreating that initial feeling when you're taking a huge cock for the first time feels incredible and is hard to come by.......he takes long pauses, in between each push and I can't help but moan out in pleasure, he covers my mouth with one hand and in the other our fingers are intertwined, the feeling of not being able to scream out makes my pussy tingle so much I feel the good kind of orgasm coming, the kind where you start to feel every single muscle in your body tense up because you know you're getting ready to release all this energy, and after one last thrust I scream out and I writhe under his body, he's lying so close on top of me pinning me down to the bed, almost like he's basking in the fruit of his labor and every fucking inch of my body is in so much pleasure I can't help but smile like some kind of mad lunatic woman, he the starts fucking me faster and faster and it only adds to my pleasure, I feel like I'm going to burst at the seams. After a few minutes, just when I think he's done he slowly unzipped my wintery sweater that I was still wearing, he pulls down my shirt and starts to suck and bite my tits, simply amazing.......then he grabs hold of my tits and uses them as leverage while he's on his knees slowly fucking me, he reaches up to my face too keep it from moving and says "I want to paint this fucking canvas" yes, there's nothing I love more than to feel warm creamy cum drip onto my face, I love the feeling of looking at him while he's jerking off onto my face and he throws his head back in pleasure, all the while I've got his balls in one has and he's slapping his dick on my face, "I love those glasses" he says and I'm surprised they lasted this long on my face, if this is how I'm going to get fucked every time I leave my glasses on, you better be damn sure I'm going to leave them on more often... my hair once neatly combed is disheveled and I guess once again I've got the sexy librarian thing he enjoys so much working for me, a minute or so later I feel his warm cum on my cheeks and lips and I lick up as much of it as I can, I'm still twitching and having muscle spasms from the other orgasm, but feeling his cum on me makes me almost orgasm again and so I reach between my legs and rub my clit while his sweet cum drips all over me...amazing, I couldn't have asked for anything better. Diary Entry #04 We walk up one big hill, take an elevator up a few flights and then we're there, in his apartment, a dark room and he takes off my little black sweater, says I won't be needing it and blindfolds me, I can't help but feel excited and overwhelmed all at once....every sense is heightened....he leads me to his bed once again... It's easy to get me going I was breathing hard, but he was just starting, he likes to tease me and watch me squirm as I beg for more. He's between my legs unzipping and unbuttoning, goodbye jeans, goodbye panties, and I slowly feel the head of his huge cock gliding along the edges of my pussy, just nearly pushing in. I try to get him to start fucking me, but he pulls away and says, "Not yet." Hearing him talk without being able to see him is driving me crazy, I start feeling myself getting wet.... Then I feel something really warm on my clit, it makes me moan and then I realize it isn't warm, it's cold, since I can't see my senses are confused, its ice.....he takes an ice cube and places it on my clit, rubbing it back and forth and moving it under my shirt until my nipples are hard, all the while my soft moans get louder and louder. By this time I'm shouting out, "Please fuck me.I really need you to fuck me right now." and I try hard to push his dick into me, I wrap my legs around him and try to move in closer. He just says, "I don't believe you." and runs the head of his dick again only slightly inside my wet pussy. I can't beg enough, I really needed a huge cock inside me at that point, he only says to wait...He takes my hands and ties my wrists with something above my head, he kisses me softly on the lips, my neck, my tits, he pauses and sucks on my nipples, kisses my stomach until I feel his soft tongue on my clit, my god, a man who's great at giving head need not know anything else, and he was. He flicked his tongue over my clit, then licking up and down my pussy his tongue poked in and out of me, then he slowly finger fucked me, I couldn't help but to start moaning again this time loud, and then he stops, suddenly and asks if I'm ready to get fucked... All I can say is, "Yes, yes, yes!" I was expecting him to climb on top of me, my pussy is pulsing and throbbing, I try to reach down to rub my clit, but forget my hands are tied... He laughs and just says, "Not yet...." And all I could do was lay there powerless against him, I love feeling overpowered. I feel a warm slap on my stomach then on my face, his cock is resting on my lips, so I open up and let him slide it gently deep inside my mouth, first slowly, he tastes so good, and he starts going deeper into my mouth, if I moan I start to choke and gag on it, he takes it out of mouth and only slaps it on my tongue then I stuck on the head, I wish I could take hold of his cock with my hands and give him an amazing hand job, but nope still tied, I can feel him getting rock hard while he's in my mouth, and all I can think of is how amazing he would feel inside me, I'm squirming with anticipation, he takes it out of mouth and asks if I'm ready now, all I can think of is how I've been ready since we walked up the hill... I yell out, "Yes, please just fuck me, my pussy is dripping wet." He slips between my legs forcefully pulling them apart and with one hard thrust he's in, god it felt so good, I throw my head back in pleasure and moan a sigh of relief, it's what I've been wanting... I was so wet and so fucking turned on that's all it took I was already starting to orgasm, and he went faster and faster, he was fucking my tight little pussy so hard, I was so wet with every thrust I hear the sloshy noises as his cock rams inside me and I feel it dripping down my thighs, he's relentless, and I'm screaming out...... I love hearing and feeling his balls slap against me as he's fucking me faster........ He leans down over me and bites my lips and tongue he kisses me with so much want, and I'm orgasming, I feel myself tense up around his cock, I manage to get my wrists free and dig my fingers into his back. He whispers in my ear, "You're loving this aren't you?" and all I can do is scream, "Yes!" and repeat his name over and over again.... Fuck, It felt like one of the best orgasms I've had in a while I get so lost in the moment, everything feels so good, his hands on my tits his cock inside me all collectively swirls together to make one enormous wave of pleasure that just takes me over completely. It lasts a long time and then slowly fades and I let out a huge sigh as his dick slides out of me, he's so huge and his dick takes up every inch of free space in me so when he pulls out it feels equally amazing as when he first slides in me... I feel his warm cum squirting onto my tits, I love that, I reach up and spread it all over me.... He takes off my blindfold and asks, "Was it worth the wait?" My voice is raspy from so much moaning, I look at the clock and realize we've been fucking for an hour and a half, of course it was amazing, and worth every single minute of waiting...and then just like thatbefore I could answer I wake up, dreams with him are so vivid, i love them. It's given me ideas for when i get to see him again. Diary Entry #05 Christmas time is for exchanging things and feelings with each other and we did and it was lovely, and we laughed at basset hounds and inappropriate videos and then while I was adjusting my shoes which I had tied to tight, he comes over and grabs my hair so I start to stand up. He says, "No, get on your knees." and pushes me down. I love that he takes control, it's one of the sexiest things about him. I try and be coy and say, "For what?" but, I'm already almost tasting his dick in my mouth, unzipping his pants, it's like that Christmas moment where you can't wait to get to whatever is inside the wrapping......I slowly pull them down caressing his ass . it's delicious like always, and I had forgotten how comfortable it is to be on your knees while he's standing, I love looking up at him, while he pulls at my hair tighter and tighter, so I reciprocate the favor, pushing his cock deeper into my mouth...... and he guides my head with only one hand, moving the hair out of my face with the other and the more hair he grabs the more wet I'm becoming, my lips wrapped so tight around his cock, I love, love, love hearing him moan out when I first start it's such a satisfying feeling knowing that I was getting him so turned on. I love taking his whole dick in my mouth, almost to the point of gagging on it and making sure my lips touch the base of his cock. I glide my lips softly over the head and then he slaps my face with it and feeling a hard on my lips makes me want to fuck him then and there... I shove it deeper into my mouth by reaching up and grabbing his ass and pushing his dick further down my throat.... We move to his bed and I lie down, there's nothing that gets me quite as turned on as when he undresses me, he unbuttons my pants, takes off my panties and throws them haphazardly on the floor, he comes close and slips his dick in my mouth again, I can't resist and start fingering myself with one hand, slowly rubbing my clit. When he's rock hard he puts both my legs on his shoulders and thrusts his cock into me, fuck it feels incredible. His huge cock is mercilessly ramming into me. He leans down and bites my tits and squeezes and slaps them, the bruises and a sore pussy the next day are delicious reminders of what he's done to me, he's rough with me this time, just how I like it, but more so than usual, but it gets me so incredibly turned on. I'm moaning out so loud, and he covers my mouth and starts to fuck me so fast, he brings my legs down onto my stomach and uses them as leverage, he's so deep inside of me, I feel every single inch of his huge cock just tearing me apart....and all the while he's silent, but the look on his face is what I enjoy the most, like he's savoring the moment, like he's so focused on one thing and one thing only and that's pleasing me, it gets me so fucking turned on. He's going harder now and brings my legs back down and so I wrap them around him, he slaps me and pulls at my hair again, and spanks my ass so hard, it feels so good, I can feel myself start to get that luscious feeling in my pussy, where I get really warm first, and then my clit pulses, I know I'm close and he starts fucking me with so much force, I think it's the hardest he's ever fucked me and I feel myself orgasm, everything is so sensitive I feel every touch and every tug ten folded, he doesn't stop, usually when I orgasm he pauses to let me enjoy the moment, or so that he can enjoy watching me squirm, I don't know, but this time he doesn't, he grabs at my hair and fucks me fast and hard and I think it's the loudest I've ever been with him. I'm literally screaming out in pleasure and he puts his hands on my throat and only applies the slightest pressure and keeps them there and it stops me from yelling, but the choking intensifies my orgasm, I never would have guessed, and now I start to feel my legs turn to jelly, it's such a lovely feeling. I lose myself for a moment, I dig my fingers into his shoulders and back and half try to push him out of me, but I lie there forced to take his big cock, it feels incredible. But he's not done, he keeps going and I hear his balls slap on my pussy over and over again, and his cock fits perfectly inside me. It's such an amazing feeling, he's much deeper than he's ever been and it feels remarkable, it's like I'm being punished or rewarded for doing something, I need to find out for what so I can get fucked like this every single night. He pulls out, again, I let out a huge moan, every single empty inch of my pussy was filled with his huge cock, it feels so great and he moves on top of me sitting on my chest and jerking off right in front of my face, I hadn't told him, but I love that, I love feeling that weight on my tits while I have a yummy cock right in front of my face, I only wish he would have rammed it in my mouth, pulled my hair and made me suck on it........but instead he gets up and he stands right beside me and he's jerking off and I want to feel his cum all over my tits I push them together and he slides his dick between them, I feel some of his cum start to drip out, and he starts pulling his dick faster and faster and with one hand I'm rubbing his balls and I get a little closer and lick them, and immediately I hear him moaning.....and it takes me back to that good place, just hearing him gets me off. I feel warm cum on my face and tits and glasses...I love it, he lets out a huge sigh of satisfaction and fumbles for the lights while muttering about how great that was... I feel accomplished...I sit there for a bit.....I try and regroup; it was indeed a delicious fuck. Diary Entry #06 Kissing is so underrated and understated, it's one of those things that keep me going during the week, just remembering them sends me to a whole a other place... driving through L.A. traffic the monotony of it all seems so incongruent, so many places to see so many people to meet but its always the same thing and its always overwhelming, but it grows on you, still, inevitably you wish for an earthquake or a weather system to come through, just to stir things up a bit, just to break up your week in some way or another. Thursdays break my monotony and provide me with a small oasis. Undoubtedly. And without fail. Thursday kisses and fucks are what float about my thoughts during the week. I don't rush through this day like the rest of the week; I savor it and contemplate it, embrace it, and taste it because I know that in a few short hours, after I'm through with my work day, simple things turn extraordinary. There's nothing that I look forward to more than feeling his cock grow between my fingers, and slowly sliding it in my mouth, my hair was up and I adore that the first thing he does is mess it up and let it down so he can tug and pull it and guide my head with it while I suck on his dick. He's quiet and stoic, during most of the times we fuck, and I enjoy that mysterious concentration, but as soon as my lips touch the head of his dick, he moans quietly and deliciously and hearing it, makes me wet. Even in recalling the moment, I hear him and I feel myself dripping and getting ready to take his cock all over again. He lays me on his bed and comes over me like a wave of pleasure, his body on top of mine somehow makes me forget how ridiculously cold it is, and before I can think, my legs are perched on his shoulders and he's thrusting in and out of me with a rhythm that changes and I can't figure out but every once in a while I find his cock buried so deep within me that with one swift thrust he makes me yelp, half out of surprise half out of pleasure. And then the rhythm evens out and its constant, over and over in and out and as he thrusts in I move my hips down making each time his dick slides in me feel like he's ramming it in me so unbelievably hard. He towers over me on his knees and I'm moaning louder with every thrust, and he places his forearm on my neck, and I love feeling dominated like that, and he pins me down that way, and the feeling of not being able to talk or moan refocuses energy in a weird way and each thrust seems more intense, and I love looking up at him as he's so focused on what he's doing. It's sexy. And once he moves his arm and I gasp a bit for air, he spanks me, and it's one thing after another that makes me want to fuck him non-stop for days.. I get caught up in the moment and take his face in my hands and tell him, "Tear my pussy apart..." And as he starts thrusting faster and harder, I dig my fingers deep into his back and he laughs a little, and pins both of my hands down on my sides. Faster and faster and all I can do is moan uncontrollably as I orgasm, and he keeps going until it settles and once he pulls out having him slide out of me sends me into another orgasm and he sees this as all my muscles start to spasm and in attempt to make it last longer he reaches up and starts sucking on my tits, and biting my nipples. It's a ridiculously satisfying sensation that carries over all through my body up and down my spine and sends me into chills. I feel like there are so many things going on and it only enhances what was already there. Seriously, who has an orgasm EVERY time they get fucked... no one I know, I always thought it was one of those myths.... and so having it become a reality, I feel awesome; it's like each and every time this man so much as touches me, I feel myself starting to get turned on, it's remarkable.... Afterwards as I pass him on my way to get my hair back to its pleasing to the eye state he takes me from behind and kisses me like I've never been kissed, and I feel his lips pressing against the back of my neck and the soft part of my ear that sends chills up my spine and it feels like he's breathing me in, reaching around he grabs my tit and squeezes it and id give anything to just take a few steps to the right and end up back in his bed... I reach around and grab his dick and I close my eyes and I giggle uncontrollably like a school girl caught up in the moment and I love that he makes me feel that way. Diary Entry #07 Dear diary, Sweaty, unbridled loving. It's as simple as that. And it should never be more complicated than that, just simply amazing, lengthy, raw fucking. Thursday was unbelievable and while most nights with him are incredible, this one for many reasons topped the cake. The more time spent with him, the more I love that he's exploring what buttons to push and what to really focus on to get me incredibly wet, which takes fucking each other to a whole other level. I love that he takes the time to see what really gets me off and he uses that to his advantage which puts me in the awkwardly delicious position of being completely helpless and I love that. He tugs and rubs and pulls and pinches at my tits reaching around from behind...its so many things all at once and it's overwhelming its delightfully painful, in pain there's so much pleasure and almost immediately I start moaning, all the while he's kissing and biting the back of my neck. He likes my hair up and while I oblige most days I love that he has to work a little harder to move it out of the way while he's trying to get to my neck. That constant brushing of hair to the side and pulling it out of the way feels amazing. While we sit on the love seat where it all begins, I lean against him and he pulls my head back by my hair and kisses me, so delicious feeling his soft lips on mine, only broken as he nibbles on my tongue and bites my lips. And it's almost certain that his kisses no matter how simple are always so sexy, it's the way he moves in like he owns me, like for those few hours he can have his way with me, and he's kinda right. All inhibitions literally drop and are gone. Never have I met a man where as soon as I'm in his presence I can't wait to feel his huge coke sliding in me. I can't wait any longer and I ask him to get up, we walk towards his bed and I turn and kiss him coyly while biting his lip, I love how he chuckles when I do something out of the ordinary. Adorable and sexy all at once. He pushes me onto his bed and swiftly removes my clothes and as I sit up on my side, I undo his belt and I love running my fingers along his firm ass as I pull down his pants to reveal a huge delicious cock. I slowly put the tip in my mouth and I feel him get incredibly hard. Feeling his dick in my mouth is getting me soaking wet. His cock is getting so hard so fast, I can't even push it to the back of my throat without almost gagging, he takes it out of my mouth and slaps me with it, and its rock hard now and I take it all in my mouth again, I love looking up at his face while sucking his dick, his head thrown back and it's the only time I hear him moaning. I love it. He slips between my legs and pushes his cock half way in, fuck, it's amazing and by now I'm practically begging him, pleading with him to fuck me hard and fuck me fast and he pushes it in again, only his head inside me and he runs it along my clit, then he lifts one of my legs up and then leans in and down over me, and he's in and his huge cock always feels soo soooo good inside me, and he starts of fast, ramming it in me hard and hastily, so much so that I'm ready to burst really quick. I love feeling him fill up every free inch of my pussy with his cock and he's going faster and faster and I orgasm deliciously, he slides his cock out and I'm ready to drink up all his cum, thinking that's the end, but instead he rams his cock back in me, two slow thrusts and one hard one, the perfect combination, and with every hard thrust I can't help but yelp out in pleasure. He starts up again, and spanks my ass....he leans in and bites my tits and my legs which are now both perched on his shoulders. And as soon as he puts my legs back down, I feel that great feeling bubbling up inside and the feeling is getting intense. He keeps thrusting in me and I find myself with my hands above my head grasping the top of his mattress while I push myself deeper into his cock and I feel myself squirting all over and my muscles convulse and I love getting that shaky feeling in my legs when the twitch from pleasure each time I have these intense orgasms... so now he slides his cock out of me and I reach down and my pussy is sore, but it feels so good and then in a quick movement while he's on his knees again I reach down and I touch myself while his huge cock is sliding out, as soon as my fingers get near my clit I feel myself starting to orgasm again, really for a third time?, really?..... I'm trying to make sense of all of this in my head, I've never had this many intense orgasms, and I'm exhausted and I'm sore and I try to push him off of me and he pins me down, deliciously overpowering me, the look on his face is determined and loving all at once. I love that he's taking pleasure in pleasuring me ....and I reach up and just wait for it to come, I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him down onto me, kissing him, until he's resting on top of me his head lying on my chest and I feel his sweat dripping onto me and his cock goes back inside me, he's still rock hard and the rhythm is constant and as I move my hips down he's pushing further into me and there's silence except for the both of us breathing hard and fast and feeling him so close and keeping that same rhythm as I held him, made that orgasm reach mesmerizing levels. I closed my eyes and felt this release that engulfed my whole body all the while he kept going, sliding in and out of my slick wet pussy. That closeness, being able to hold him tight as I was orgasming made it unforgettable. Then he slides out of me and on his knees I watch him rub his dick and then quickly feel warm delicious cum shoot on me. I love it. And it's this incredible jaunt that leaves me sleepless and with my hand buried between my legs late this Saturday night. The more I remember the image of him squirting all over me right above my pussy, the more I feel myself getting wet. Another Thursday doesn't come soon enough, but I'm always looking forward to it. Diary Entry #08 I have a habit of remembering the little things more than the big picture...but it's the little nuances that put a big smile on my face the next day. It's not even about the big picture anymore. It's more about savoring the moment for all that its worth. And it's worth a lot; it's lengthy and disgustingly delicious. He's becoming more amazing with every fuck. Not only that but it's amazing to me how instead of dying down and getting routine, he finds ways to make it even better, and it was already amazing to begin with. So it is all about the little things that make each and every time a little bit more unforgettable than the last. I mean there's a lot of things I neglect to say that I enjoy so that he has the pleasure of finding them on his own, and he has been, every time he finds another little quirk I like it's fantastic and it's what makes it all the more remarkable. My neck afterwards is bruised and battered, I like that for a few days after I'll touch certain spots and the subtle pain is only a reminder of what happened, and all these little memories briefly come to mind..... I love how he turns me around while we sit on his couch, the way he just grabs my hair and immediately goes for the back of my neck, its so matter of fact like a you're mine and I really don't give a fuck if you want it or not, and to be quite honest I want it all the time...but I still love that fact that he's harsh and overbearing for a short period of time....it's so god damn sexy, I can't even being to describe it. And he keeps biting and sucking and this time he moves to the soft part of my ear, the earlobe, and hearing his breath rise and fall as he's sucking and licking my ear makes me want him so bad, and all the while I'm going completely insane, the earlobe licking drives me off the charts and I'm moaning and that's when he starts rubbing my tits and holding me so tight from behind he almost renders me immobile which is getting my pussy incredibly slick and ready for a nice long fuck. I love how he pushes me onto his bed and I love undressing him, his cock is huge and I really like feeling it slide deep into my mouth, a few sucks and he's already rock hard and ready to fuck me, the look on his face when he pulls my legs apart and starts sliding his dick into me automatically makes me want to orgasm, his face says it all, he bites his lower lip and closes his eyes, but not tight, just in a way where you can tell that just like me he's enjoying every minute. Feeling him on top of me just releasing all this additional energy with every thrust feels so satisfying. Then he takes my glasses off and the cohesive blurriness I see melts into one euphoric state. I start getting a little too excited and I'm moaning really loud and he covers my mouth with one hand while he just starts fucking me incredibly fast and it feels so good, and I think he enjoys hearing my muffled cries half from pleasure and half from not being able to breathe, but its that mix of pleasure and pain that drives any orgasm to delicious proportions. Again he's silent, except for the occasional soft moan when he starts to drill me harder. I love running my fingers along his back and wrapping them around him as I pull him down closer to me. His skin is so soft and warm it makes you want to hold him endlessly. and I like feeling my arms rise and fall as he's drilling me with his huge cock, it puts me in this weird trance, but it was one of the first times where I was consciously trying not to orgasm only because I was really just enjoying the moment in full, the harder I try to put it off the more intense it gets and having the feeling rise and fall and rise and fall and feeling my pussy tingle more and more with every deep thrust felt ridiculously good. I like that I'm getting to the point where I can control my orgasms, and with the perfect timing the explosion of multiple sensations is mind blowing.... he was thrusting harder than usual and his big cock was deep inside me....then in an unexpected move he crosses my legs like I'm sitting Indian style and lifts them with one hand so he has a clear unobstructed view of my pussy and with the other he starts fingering my clit, I just about lost it. So good, so, so, soo good. No seriously, did I mention it was good, because it was...another new little piece another thing he does divinely, something to add and definitely keep in the repertoire. And it was lengthy, at some point, I can't remember correctly but I think I blurted out "how are you still hard after all this time?" It's funny in retrospect but he works like a well oiled machine, I love it. I orgasmed hard and it was lengthy, that toe curling delicious kind where for a few minutes you have no idea where you are, and afterwards he started to finger me again and I had to pull his arm away, because it was just getting way to intense, he let out a soft laugh and just kept the rhythm going, then he slides out his cock and asks me what do I want, so I told him I wanted him to cum all over my face. He stood over me and I quickly felt warm cum all over... Afterwards I realized that I had lost an earring somewhere along the way, his best line that made me crack up was, "well you shouldn't complain, you lost an earring but gained a pearl necklace..." he makes me laugh, and he is amazing in bed, what more could a girl ask for. Diary Entry #09 Simple, it can be simple, the more raw and intense it is the better. Cut to the chase, sometimes foreplay is overrated and when you want it and you need it, it won't come soon enough. That's just how it is with him it's never soon enough and each passing between us leaves me wanting more and more. So much so that even in dreams I can't escape the want, it lingers there in cloudy thoughts, the grazing of fingers and pulling of hair, it stays. A simple memory transports my nights into blissful utopias. Grateful that I can't escape them because even in dreams they are just as delicious. Even in dreams he's incredible. He walks me. Holds my hand tight and leads me, not pulling me, but clearly walking with urgency, as I stumble and straggle behind, giggling at the thought that I might topple over. step over step, down long winding corridors, and when we hit a dead end, He stops and turns and places me in front of him, unintentionally my eyes close, waiting and I feel his strong hands groping every available inch of my body, rubbing my tits slowly, he pushes me against the wall, my back towards him and presses himself against me, with one hand he pins my arm up and with the other moves my long hair away from neck and softly kisses it and moves down to my shoulders, it seems endless and I feel the warmth start to build between my legs as I feel a mound grow on my ass, he's starting to get hard and he presses himself harder against me, I grind my ass into his growing cock and I moan. I can't wait any longer and I turn myself around and reach down, his dick is amazingly hard. And I love that within the first seconds of my hand reaching for it, he's already savoring it. Throwing his head back and closing his eyes. I undo buttons and zippers and rub his shaft between two of my fingers, slowly, very slowly and then I softly cup his balls in my hand, squeeze them gently. I get down on my knees and take in his cock, rock hard inch by inch passes through my lips and I press down tightly as he starts thrusting into my mouth. When his cock is huge, he grabs my hair and makes me stand up, only to push me to the floor again and with all the impatience and aggression I love, he starts lifting up my skirt and pulls off my panties and they don't come off fast enough, he gets on top of me and licks my tits and rubs he tongue around my nipples and sucks on them, sending me into a crazy frenzy and I'm begging for cock. He slides it in slowly, inch by infinite inch and he starts off slow and I love feeling him on top of me thrusting in and out rhythmically as his head rests close to mine cheek to cheek, feeling the sweat drip from his body onto mine... and then as if some switch went off, he starts building the intensity, faster and faster and he gets on his knees and slams his cock into my tight pussy relentlessly... and I can't help but scream out in pleasure, he reaches down and covers my mouth and starts fucking me even faster and it sends me into a elated state, I'm about to orgasm and he slows the rhythm way down. The building up slows way down but I still feel like I'm ready to burst it comes and goes and fades but feels incredibly pleasurable and then I burst with satisfaction. I love that he revels in his handy work, on his knees you can see the accomplishment on his face show and I can't help but writhe and wiggle in joy... He stands up and zips up, still hard, takes me by the hand and walks me over to a balcony as I adjust my skirt with traffic passing along the road, he pushes me back down onto my knees and rubs his cock and I take my hand and place it on his balls as I rub from side to side he starts yanking his cock faster and faster and I take the tip in my mouth and he slaps it against my cheeks...hard cock on soft skin makes the most delicious sound. And then he sprays all over my face and ocean of cum drips down my shirt and runs down and all over my tits. He groans with release....we rest on the cold balcony floor for a while and then he slides his fingers up my skirt again, searching for the little bean at the opening of my cunt, rubbing my clit as his eyes close and the sun hides behind a darkened cloud and a windy breeze passes through and makes me shiver both with pleasure and cold, he takes notice of this and lays down on top off me to fight of the chill. All the while he's continuing to rub my clit and then he slides two fingers into my tight pussy... he moans now, and tells me he loves my wet pussy, I crave the few words that spill out while he fucks me, the sound of his voice turns me on more than he will ever know. A Casanova on steroids, suave and yet demure. He slowly works his way down to my pussy. He licks up every single drop and I go insane, he sucks on my clit and works his tongue deep inside me, going in and out over and over. Lusciously...enticing me to want more cock, always willing to please me, it's incredible...and then right when I was about to orgasm again I wake up....horrible!...I guess the only thing left to do is see him again and see him soon....I can't wait to get fucked and get fucked hard. Diary Entry #10 First dates and first fucks are things you never forget, ever as if engrained in some permanent memory for back up on lonely cold nights or passionate warm mornings. Whatever the case may be its hard for me to distinguish now when passion becomes lust and lust becomes love. I guess it happens at odd hours of the night as I sit and listen to nightingales outside my window. My scrunched up sheets reminders of the amazing afternoon romp that was had. Almost, if not better than the first time his huge cock forced its way into my cunt. A simple dinner invitation I figured would end in a cuddly kiss goodbye and anticipation of another Sunday afternoon, left me quite speechless after the first few minutes that he walked in the door. I love the way he looks at me, I admit it, it melts me...it's that desire to always want to fuck that I love, and it happens to me to, I can't explain it. As soon as he gets in my field of view I'm already mentally undressing him and picturing this rough ridiculously hot fuck. The tenderloin is in the oven, and since it's not done just yet, he pulls my hair back and bites my neck. I laugh because I love it. And as he bites down harder, I reach down and grab and tug on the growing mound between his legs. He drags me by my hair to my room, and pushes me down to my knees. I love sucking his cock and watching and feeling it grow in my mouth gets me so incredibly wet its ridiculous. Occasionally I look up and love to see him throwing his head back in pleasure. I know that what I give I receive and in a few short minutes his huge cock will be sliding into me. He pulls me up by my hair and throws me onto the bed. And as I crawl coyly away he grabs my leg turns me around and spanks me. He grabs my calf and bites down hard. Harder than any other time and the pain gets me even more wet. Then with incredibly sexy force he pulls off my pants and panties. And flings them to the other side of the room, he pushes me to the side of the bed and lays down flat asking me to suck his cock a bit more and I of course lovingly oblige. I take it all the way in my mouth until my lips are touching the base of his cock and the look on his face lets me know that I must be doing an excellent job. He pulls back a bit and I suck on the head of his cock, licking the softest parts and then sucking hard. And at the point where he is rock hard he says, "get on your back bitch...." Which I gladly do, and as I spread my legs for him, he enters me with one hard thrust that makes me throw my head back and moan really loud, then he pulls out a bit and another hard thrust and I feel him going deeper inside of me, Then he's relentless, thrusting hard and fast and I can't help but cry out in pleasure and pain. He's thrusting so hard it feels like I'm being ripped in two. I tell him to wait, I feel the pressure building in me and I'm not ready to cum just yet, but he keeps going harder and faster still and I feel the pleasure building. He holds my neck with his big strong hands to keep my face in place and keep my mouth closed, and then all I hear are my bed posts slamming against the wall in a rhythmic song and I have the longest and best orgasm ever. The pressure of his arm falls greater on my chest as he puts his weight into keeping me still and feeling like I'm about to choke only heightens my pleasure. Its as if he knows exactly what buttons to push and how to get me even more turned on at the height of my climax. He releases his grip and I moan out and he slaps me across the face, never once slowing down his thrusts. Still just as hard and steady as when we started. He places both my legs on his shoulders and pushes in even deeper, pushing my legs back as far as they go, I feel them start to tighten, and as I ask him to put them down he holds them up even higher, almost as if he knows that pleasure comes from pain, which I love. The pain becomes the tightness again and I feel a second orgasm coming, I feel a tickle of water down my leg and a burst of energy is released. He pulls out and I love the feeling both of having him ram his way into my pussy and pull out of it too, both are just as amazing. He turns and pulls me so that my head is dangling off of the bed and I'm staring directly under his balls and cock as he strokes himself. It's an amazing view. I rub and squeeze my tits together giving him the perfect place to squirt all over. I desperately try to reach up with my tongue and lick his balls but he pulls back and cums right on my neck and mouth. I love the feeling of warm cum dripping on me. He walks away to clean himself up and comes back to help me clean up the delicious mess he made, I've already started by cleaning the cum off my face and licking it up. And as we both get dressed we agree that 4pm is an excellent time for an afternoon fuck. Even now as I type these words 8 hours later, I look at my bruised legs where he was holding onto and see finger shaped bruises on my neck where he held his grip and I can't help but lavish in the exquisite pain and memories from this afternoon. If other women anywhere have reason to be jealous, it's in the fact that the man I love is seriously one incredible lover. Diary Entry #11 The only reason I love summer is because it gives me one of the few excuses to sleep in the nude, uncovered, windows open as the cool night breezes waft in after a really hot stuffy day. Sure anytime to do it is fine, feeling your warm skin on cold fresh sheets, but it's something about the summer months that makes it all the more thrilling. I think it's the idea of knowing that you're not the only one. that if you just so happen to catch a glimpse through a neighbors crack in the blinds, you might notice that they too had the same idea, And as I sit with the lights off and the window open I hear my neighbors having dinner, glasses clinking, warm boisterous laugher shared between friends, and then far away, like clockwork at around 11:30 I hear a couple having common ordinary sex, I can tell its ordinary because she always moans the same, and it never lasts past 5 minutes. I've listened closely. And I tend to listen more closely when I find my hand buried between my legs, an odd third party to their plain adventure, if only they knew. Would it make them last longer or stop all together? And it's these small noises that makes me wish that I wasn't sitting here alone, that I would have my stoic delicious man close to me snuggling up together sweating and exchanging soft kisses as the summer night progressed. I'm starting to have new fantasies of being woken up at ungodly hours of the night having a hard cock shoved inside me, in a half euphoric half asleep state, wondering what's happening as the thrusting gets continuously harder and harder, and barely having enough time to realize what is going on, having sweet dirty nothings whispered in my ear as I'm savagely being torn apart. Being able to see nothing and only being able to smell his sweet sweat that's built up throughout the day. Then being held and sweet nothings whispered as if some contradictory event could skew the pounding my pussy just took. Perhaps it's the thrill of the whole thing, the unexpectedness of just being taken, not having to ask for it, not having to initiate anything, just have it taken from me and lie there helplessly sweaty my moaning competing with the neighbors. It gets me all worked up. But that's only the beginning. All night. The idea of being fucked for hours, having our skin stick together from our dripping sweat From the lengthy overtures our synced moaning makes. Being so close to one another, slowly working its way up to an eventful outburst of pleasure, just one of many throughout the night for the both of us. I dream of being taken out from under the covers being bent over my bed and taken from behind. Hands squeezing and rubbing my breasts with an ice cube that seemingly is already completely melted at the mere touch of my skin, having chills cascade through every inch of me. Then moving their way down my shoulders down my back, your hands would caress the softest parts of me working that ice down to my ass, and all the while the trusting wouldn't stop. A slow steady push deep inside me and as you reach under and slightly place that ice on my warm clit, I can't help but imagine how thrilling the sensation would be I can only imagine that my moaning would be so loud and so full of want that it could send you into a new frenzy of delightful passion. I'll lead you onto my bed and lay you down, ill straddle you, rubbing ice on your chest, and it melts just as fast. And I love to see you breathing hard, anticipating that burst of pleasure just like the one you gave me, slowly working the ice down your chest and up your shaft to the very tip where I would make sure to lick off all the melting water. I love watching you throw your head back in pleasure and having you reach down and pull my hair together, collecting it so that you can see the delight that sucking your cock brings me. And id rub your cock with ice again and when its cool enough, id ride you nice and slow I'd love to feel the cool sensation of your cold cock sliding into my warm inviting pussy. And as I bear down onto it, you thrust up. Deeper and deeper id feel your cock gliding into me, but I know you like being in control, laying over me, pinning me down as I wiggle under you. And I love that you fuck me relentlessly as if you can't wait to shove your hard dick inside me. So forceful and amazing. All night. I dream of having it go on all night, all summer every which way you'd want to have me I'd certainly let you. Maybe that's why it's my favorite time. Only summer nights can illicit that unique warm and seductive passion from me. And I'm sure if you were here right now, I wouldn't have to dream of it. Diary Entry #12 I find myself longing for simple things these evenings, a tall frosty Guinness, a well made grilled cheese sandwich or a straightforward lengthy kiss from the man I love the most. Especially that. But for now since you're cloistered away doing businessy things I keep myself busy with things that are mundane like knitting , cooking, or cleaning and every once in a while out of nowhere I get a bubbly urge in my tummy that I have to control, and those are the nights when I find myself naked and sprawled across my bed with my supply of friendly toys. Of course only because of your absence, clearly if you were here with me right now there would be no reason whatsoever for me to use them, you are undoubtedly superior in every sense of the word. I start off slow using only the one that fits cozily inside me, that soft vibrating touch only running it over my clit, pulsing the vibration on and off increasing the intensity until I slowly slide it inside me, all the while wishing it was you here with me. And it doesn't take long, the constant hum leading me into several pleasurable moments, each one better than the last. And I get so wet I feel my warm cum squirting and splashing on my thighs with each deep thrust that I send my trusty friend inside me. And you would think that that would be enough to satisfy my evenings but, sadly its not. Once I turn off my lights and my thoughts of the day are racing and collecting and coming to a close I find myself imagining you right next to me. Warm and delicious and cozy. And your classic stoic silence surrounding me like some warm blanket, would only make me want you more so. Yes, indeed I am a sucker for the strong silent type.and that's exactly what you are. And it's amazing how a simple graze from you has the potential to get me completely wet. I imagine you sliding your warm hands across my body, groping and searching in the dark while you're so close to me I can hear your heart start beating faster and faster as your fingers find the sweet wet spot they were searching for. Delicately fingering away as I softly moan. And I start to feel my whole body tremble as your soft tongue circles around my nipples at the same time. I return the favor by reaching down and stroking the bulge that grows harder and harder in my hand. I can almost taste it, having your stiff cock in my mouth would make me so happy right now. I start to pull and tug at your hard dick which by now is huge, but that doesn't distract you for a minute and besides the soft sighs I hear from you, you keep fingering me, faster and faster and I in turn tug harder and harder and its becoming a lovely synchronized dance, where you give me exactly what I want and in return you receive the same. But the desire to shove that huge cock in my mouth still lingers and I have to do it. I slowly work my way down and get it right in front of me, its so hard and delicate and now just the simplest touch makes you moan in pleasure. I slowly wrap my fingers around it, taking it in my fist and work it up and down. I guide it towards my mouth my lips wrap around your tip and I can see you squirm from pleasure as I knead your balls with my other hand. I love the feeling of something so soft and tender next to something so hard and firm. I take it deeper into my mouth, and I remember how you told me I was becoming an excellent cocksucker. Oh a girl can dream, but I try and shove it down my throat as far as I can and one of my favorite things is seeing you throw your head back while nervously half laugh and half try to squirm away from so much pleasure. You place your hands on my head now, shoving it in deeper and faster, my tongue coiling itself up and down from your tip to your base, not leaving a single inch untouched or unloved. I love taking in all your cock. I love getting you so worked up that you're in a frenzy to fuck me right after. And fuck me you do, because once you get incredibly hard you mercilessly pound away at my pussy, thrusting hard and relentlessly, spreading my legs apart and then leveraging them above my head and it only makes the feeling of you cock inside me more intense, somehow you manage to go deeper inside me than I thought was possible and I feel the pressure start to build, I'm getting closer, I'm about to orgasm and somehow without me saying anything you can tell and you thrust even faster than before like some power driven lover, and there's nothing better than hearing and feeling your balls slap against me...and with that I feel myself burst inside. I moan wildly as I cum and you only enhance it but slapping me across my face and covering my mouth. And yes in small pains there are grand pleasures and it makes the moment that much more amazing. Once I'm done, you pull out quickly still hard as a rock, you lie me down with my face right under your cock, and I wait for another lovely thrill, with a few strokes you're there and I feel your warm cum drench my face, and all over my tits. It's incredible and you take the time to clean me up and still manage to kiss me in such a longing delicate way as if the wild man who was fucking me before doesn't exist. The duality makes my pussy even more wet than I thought possible. Hurry back, I can't wait to spend nights like this with you. Until then my toys will have to do.