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New Awakenings

By: New Awakenings



I tried to calm myself down. Taking deep breaths in and slowly releasing them. That was when I noticed the noises that were going on in the room around me. I didn't think that Phil left the room, but I also didn't know if anyone else had entered either. I could tell that someone was walking around the room. But doing what I did not know. So I concentrated on my breathing. In... Out... In... Out... In... Out... and I continued doing this. Trying to let my mind think of nothing else but my breathing.

Suddenly I felt and hand on my shoulder and it startled me. "It's just me, Phil. I've been getting the room ready for you and Daddy. But I'll be leaving now. But before I do go I want to give you some friendly advice. You're Daddy is really a nice guy. I've known him for quite some time now. He's not your usual pervert, if you know what I mean. So what I'm saying is this. Be nice to him, and he will return the favor. But tick him off and you just might find yourself in a little trouble. Try and relax a little and enjoy your first time with him. Because I can just about bet that later you will want to savor your thoughts of this first meeting."

I nodded my understanding. Not sure how I would react when I finely met this Daddy guy. But somehow I was slowly realizing that Phil was one of the nice guys but was just doing his job as directed. And it could really be much worse with a guy who would paw and touch the merchandise before it was delivered. He could be a guy who would say degrading things. But he didn't. He really was nice. He did try to make me more comfortable with the entire situation. As the thoughts of his joke about the horse blinders ran through my mind.

Music was turned on in the room. I didn't recognize it. But it was classical, slow and romantic. Erotic images went through my mind. The buzzer sounded and the door shut with a thud. Phil was gone, and I was alone.

Alone with my thoughts, the sound waves moved through my head. A combination of my breathing and the music helped calm some of my insecurities. I lay there strapped down, my mind relaxing to the music. I could envision myself dancing around the room in the arms of a faceless man. I rested my head on his shoulder, as his fingers found the bare skin of my back.

What shook me out of my fantasy was the fact that the door opened and shut. My body stiffened because I had no idea who had just entered the room. The gag prevented me from speaking, and the blindfold kept me from seeing who was now here with me, and what was going on.

I felt a hand on my shoulder, but I didn't know who it belonged to. But deep down I knew it was curtain time. That Daddy was now in the room with me. I shifted and tried to move away as much as possible, fear gripping my insides. I was afraid of what would happen next.

The voice was deep and sweet sounding. "Ahhhhhhh my sweet precious princess, I have waited so long for you." He leaned down and kissed my forehead. "You have nothing to fear from me. You will soon accept me as your Daddy. I will care for you and protect you. You will crave to serve me, and we will be very happy together." His voice took on a more stern tone when he told me "You will learn this, and learn to obey me. I am a very patient man. But I am also a very greedy man as well. I know what I want, when I want it and how I want it. And soon my wants will become yours as well. And punishments will always fit the crime."

As he spoke his hands roamed my body freely. He let his fingers skim over my bare breasts, shoulders, down my left arm. He touched each finger intimately. Then he continued down my body with my toes. He touched my feet and toes one by one. His large hands encircled my ankles, caressing them. As his hands slowly moved upward, touching both legs at the same time. I became stiffer as his fingertips crept closer to the junction at my thighs.

I froze in fear as his fingers curled around that furry part of me that made me a woman. His fingers pulled and twisted on the hair that covered my mound. "I think this will be our first change. But don't worry darling, you won't even miss it."

I drew in a deep breath letting my body shiver in the thought of losing that little part of me. I tried to say "No!" But it only came out as a muffle. Inside my mind I was screaming "no" over and over and over. How could he even consider taking away that part of me? That part of me that made me a woman. I was mad, no I was more than mad. I was pissed off. I twisted and turned as much as I could on the table that I lay strapped to.

I could hear him deliberately snapping on a pair of rubber gloves. I froze because that could mean just about anything. I lay perfectly still. And I waited in darkness for him to continue.

My mind raced to every thought that I could imagine. I had to try and do something. I couldn't just lay here and be still and quiet. So I screamed my muffled words.

"You want to please your Daddy, don't you?" This is just one of the things that will make that possible. It's just one of the things that I want from you. But in the end I know you will crave and desire to please me without my asking. I am truly sorry about the gag. Not the blindfold however. I like using those and we will use them often. But I was warned about your foul and loud tongue, so for now the gag will stay in place.

My mind was running wildly as I listened to him talk. How could he expect me to want to please him? That just blew me away to hear him say that when he has taken me away from everything that I knew and loved. That mother fucker would hear it from me loud and clear when this damn gag was removed.

As I lay there spread wide open I could feel his latex covered hands run across my hips. I shivered as a result. Once again I tried to scream at him not to touch me. But once again my screams were turned into muffles. I just couldn't make him understand the mistake he was making.

His fingers continued to run through my pubic hair. Pulling the long curls taught. Then I felt and heard the cutting of hair. I stiffened because I now knew he was serious. I scream wildly. My mind was flying around the room as my imagination was running away from me.

His voice was stern. "If you don't want to get cut, I suggest you lay still."

I froze immediately because I didn't want my girly parts to get nipped or cut. So I quietly begged for him to stop. But my please were worthless and went unheard. He continued to cut and snip until I was sure there wasn't much left.

I could hear him spraying something. This time I assumed it was shaving cream. His other hand went to my mounds, cupping the area. Then sliding his fingers down, he took a moment to find and squeeze my clit. "Oh sweetheart, later I shall show you a few tricks I have for this sweet little button."

His fingers worked lower, slipping one deep inside my pussy. "Oh baby, now if I didn't know better, I would say you were more than just a little turned on right now. Your pussy is so slippery. If you didn't need that gag right now, I'd make you lick my fingers clean." He let out an evil chuckle. And I winced. "But quite frankly I don't want to listen to you spoil the moment. I for one want to savor and enjoy it. And somehow I think you would spit nails if given the chance."

He smoothed the shaving cream all over my pussy. He spread the soft fluffy mixture high on my mounds and down low on my labia lips. He continued to spread the fluff all the way down to my asshole. Surely he wasn't going to shave that far down I thought to myself.

I felt the first stroke of the razor as the mystery man hummed as he worked. He worked slowly and diligently until the mounds was completely shaved bald. I laid there and whimpered at my new loss. Then he continued to shave around my pussy lips. I was glad that he worked very carefully around this sensitive area. I shivered as he took extra time to get that small patch of hidden hair just above my clit. Then to my surprise or rather to my horror, he started to shave the area around my asshole.

Taking deep breaths I tried to control my emotion. Fear once again was seeping into my body. "Ahhhhhhhhhhh my little one, that is going to feel so much better. I will promise you this. I know your going to love it and won't want to ever grow it back out."


Soon I felt his warm breath on that tender piece of skin. Breathing slow hot air as he rubbed his fingers across that now freshly shaved bare patch. "Now my sweet darling, are you ready to show Daddy how you can cum for me? You won't be able to deny your body this pleasure. I will assure you of that."

More than anything I wanted to ask him what he was talking about. Was he talking about orgasms? How was he going to make me orgasm? I had only few sexual partners in the past and didn't know how it was possible to orgasm without penetration. Why would I even want to orgasm when I was tied down to this god damn table? Why did he think he could make me cum when I hated him so much? All I wanted was to be free, and allowed to go home.

"Now show Daddy how you can cum in delight. I want to see you wiggle; I want to see you squirm. I want to hear you scream. I want it all baby. I want to witness my control over your body. I know you don't want to submit to me, but trust me you will. And in time you will crave to submit to me. And you will do it willingly." He whispered as his fingertips toyed with my nipples. "Ahhhhhhhhh...... see your nipples are already hard as rocks. You can't deny that your body wants to be touched. You can't deny you want me to touch you right now. You want more, don't you baby?"

His warm wet tongue swirled around my left nipple. He suckled on that same breast as his hand wandered and found the other breast to toy with. Meanwhile my mind was fighting the emotions my body was taking me through, and whimpers slipped through my lips.


I wanted to fight these new feelings that were bubbling up inside me. But my sensitive nipples were making it so hard to concentrate. I wanted to hate him. He was making my mind feel like jell-o. I felt like begging for more. I felt so torn between the simple pleasure of his touch and my anger towards him.

Soon his mouth covered my other nipple. As he suckled on it he drew it deep and hard into his mouth. Soon I could feel his hot breath blowing across the wetness he had left behind. He was making me shiver in delight. I wanted to give into to this pleasure of the flesh, but part of me was still fighting him.

My mind was boggled with these new emotions as his mouth worked its way down my flat belly. I had to laugh when he stuck his tongue in my belly button. It tickled so much, and I couldn't fight it any longer.

Yet his tongue worked lower and lower. Till his fingers were working their way through the folds of my slick pussy lips. His fingers managed to find the secret place few had ever found hidden deep within. His tongue found my sweet spot instantly.

He began to violate my pussy by inserting his fingers inside. His tongue tickled my clit and I quivered because I was unsure how to react. A moan slipped out and it shocked me to find that I was responding to his touch like this. But yet I found that I couldn't help it. I couldn't fight him anymore. I couldn't fight the feelings of pleasure as they shimmered through my body.

I had always thought the g-spot was a myth, but now I knew first hand that it wasn't. He was rubbing it faster and faster as his teeth nipped on my clit. Sucking on it. Pulling on it. Teasing it.

I could feel my muscles contract. I could feel the tension of pleasure mounting. I wanted to deny what I was feeling. I wanted to tell him to stop what he was doing. But instead he brought me closer to the edge of relief. It was building up. It was bubbling. My hips seemed to have a mind of their own, as they arched up to meet him. Thrust for thrust we met together. My body wanted to feel the wave of ultimate pleasure that would soon overtake me.

Moaning against the gag, I wanted him to complete what he had started. I wanted to cum. I needed to cum. I was arching my body towards his fingers and his mouth in a whore like way.

But just as quick as he started he stopped what he was doing. His lips moved back up the length of my body stopping at my ear. And once again he whispered in a very husky voice, "You wanted to cum didn't you little one?" He laughed before continuing, "but don't worry baby, you will cum soon enough. I want to make this first time with us together good for you. I want your body to learn to submit to my touch. I want your mind to learn to submit to me."

Now that my mind was released from his control I tried to figure out how my body could betray me. I didn't understand how he had managed to crack the wall that I had erected around myself. Or even why he was doing this to me. But yet deep down I wanted more. I needed to orgasm. He left me feeling empty and unfulfilled. I had no choice but to lay there and wait. Wait for him to decide what he wanted to do next.

The music continued to play. But now I found it relaxing. Even with the blindfold on, I closed my eyes and took in deep slow breaths. Trying to imagine what he might do next. I was trying to calm myself. I was trying to think of what this man might look like.

Soon my thoughts turned towards this man. Who was he? Was he someone I really knew? Was he a complete stranger to me? Was he old, young or somewhere around my age. Was he tall or short, thin or a little fluffy? What color was his hair; maybe he was blond or had black hair. For all I knew he could have fire red hair. I had all these questions and no way to get any answers.

I wasn't sure how long I waited but my eyes flew open when I felt something attach to my nipples. I cried out with surprise. It didn't exactly hurt, but it made me more aware of my already sensitive breasts.

"Don't worry baby, I won't hurt you." He told me in a soothing voice.

I was unsure how to react so I just kept quiet. Except for the few soft grunts when he pulled on whatever he attached to my nipples. Nothing short of a bomb exploding was going to get me out of this situation. And it didn't take long before I heard a different sound that I couldn't place. It was a hum of sorts. I had no idea what he planned now. All I could do was wait for him to work his magic. Heaven or hell I was ready for it.

As I lay there I tried to relax as I listened to the new sound. But it didn't take him long to let me know what he was up to. I felt the fast vibrations against my clit.

I shifted my hips as much as I possibly could; I tried to avoid contact with whatever he was using on me. But as I tried to escape it he slid the buzzing vibrator deep into my already wet pussy. It felt just huge inside me. My eyes were wide open against the darkness because I had never felt something so big inside me before. I felt so stretched. Yet I moaned in pleasure because it also felt so good.

As the buzzing continued his fingers found my still sensitive clit once more. Between his fingers pinching and his teeth nipping I was moaning over and over against the gag. My clit and pussy had never seen so much action at once time. It was a little new and shocking to me. I didn't realize that a woman's body could undergo so much pleasure.

His vibrator was now quickly forced in and out of my pussy repeatedly. It was like someone else had control over it. It had a mind of its own. It was fucking me repeatedly over and over, harder and harder. My mind was spinning out of control.

Yet again I could feel my body reacting to his touch. I knew he was going to make me cum. He knew that I didn't want to. He knew that my body was already betraying me. My mind didn't want this man's touch. But my body told a very different story. I was wet for him. My hips moved to give him better access and I wiggled to enhance what I felt. What I wanted from him. And just as he predicted, in the end he would win. He was not only going to win the battle but also the war.

"Does my sweet little slut like what Daddy is doing to her?" he questioned me.

All I could do was whimper. The gag prevented me from answering. But I wanted to scream. I wanted to tell him to let me cum. I wanted him to know that I liked what I was feeling. I could feel my body climbing towards that desired climax.

The closer I got to that plateau the harder I was fucked with his toy. The harder he sucked on my clit. Then all of a sudden he stopped. He left the vibrator still buzzing deep in my dripping pussy. He removed his hands from my aching body.

I moaned, I whimpered, I wanted to cry. I screamed my frustration against the gag. I thrashed against the restraints that held me down. I didn't know what I wanted or needed. But I knew I felt frustrated because I needed to feel that sexual release.

I felt Daddy's lips against my ear. "Isn't my princess happy?" He spoke softly. "Does this make you happy? You wanted me to stop touching you so intimately. Are you happy now that I have quit?" He ran his hand along the naked skin of my upper body. He fondled my tits with one hand, while his other spanned across my belly. "Do you like it when Daddy touches you?"

My mind was racing and I didn't know how to respond to his questions. I wanted to shake my head no. But I couldn't. I knew I had to say no. So he would stop violating me. Making him realize that he couldn't keep me, and let me go back to my own world. But in the end, I lost against myself. I nodded my head yes.

I turned my head in shame as a tear slipped down my cheek. The blindfold hid this secret. But I knew that this man had opened up a whole new world to me.