0 comments/ 80709 views/ 1 favorites Needing Natalie By: subby1der The early morning light came streaming into my room on the eastern side of Natalie’s house looking like glowing tines on a large fork as it was sectioned by the Venetian blinds. From my vantage point it appeared that a very pleasant day was in store. However, my assessment of the morning and it’s portent for the day ahead was based on what little I could see from my position in the room and very much intended for the general population of the neighborhood, since it was most assuredly not going to be a nice day for me. Oh no; indeed not. As is the case with most people waking from an evening’s slumber, my body was sending all kinds of messages about its needs, including various input/output functions such as a trip to the bathroom and something to eat. A nice hot shower wouldn’t hurt, either, I thought. But such mundane acts were not on my agenda and, even if they were, not in my control, at least insofar as handling them in the most customary manner. As thoughts of bacon, eggs, a nice, long sit on a toilet and stretching my aching limbs bounced through my head like fireflies around a gas lamp, I heard her coming. The firm click-clack of her heels (she was fully aware of my fetish for her exquisite pumps) on the hardwood floors announced her arrival. Instinctively fear roiled up inside of me – something wicked this ways comes. Yet, despite my dread, and in spite of my wishes, my cock began to fill with blood; my body betraying my conscious needs for needs more primal – flowing to my manhood as if in desperate hunger of what was surely to come. It was all beyond my comprehension, but Natalie understood it. In a way, she didn’t have a relationship with me; instead, she had a relationship with my cock, with my brain and body simply serving as unwilling accomplices too weak to cease abetting this sinister crime. “Good morning, darling,” she said in a chipper tone that belied her dark passions. “I see we’re all up and ready for another wonderful chapter in your training.” As she said this, she walked right to my cock, took the shaft in her hand and tapped it on its sensitive head. See what I mean about her relationship with my cock. “Natalie is here to take care of your needs, and I’ll start first with breakfast. For you,” she said, taking Mr. Happy in her hand once again, “I’ve got this wonderful lotion that should make you feel fantastic and very much hot to trot,” she snickered as she rubbed a solution of hot sauce, mustard, pepper and Tabasco sauce onto my engorged member. “And of course I wouldn’t dream of depriving you of this,” she exclaimed, talking directly to my penis, though I couldn’t actually see anything. In a second I felt a clip being attached to the little piece of skin right under my cock head, then a jolt of pain, as the TENS unit was fired up and coursing electrical current through my cock, keeping it quite hard, especially given the anal probe that ran from the unit right to my prostate – all serving to intensify the effect of the fiery lotion torturing my dick. “I Sing the Body Electric,” she said in the breathy tone that always got me hot. “There, there, it looks like we’ve got you all taken care of,” she cooed to my raging erection. “Now for you,” Natalie barked in a slightly hushed tone that only barely concealed her growing rage; the rage that boiled as her libido began to inflame. “I’ve taken care of him,” she said, turning her mesmerizing eyes from mine to nod at my granite-hard prick, “now I’ll take care of you. Would you like some breakfast, perhaps a little of Natalie’s breakfast special?” she teased. “No need to answer. I can tell just by looking at you.” A moment later my head, which had been trapped in a harness all night, was freed from its bondage, but only for that brief moment. Natalie slid the harness off of me, and retracted the end of the large table upon which I was captive, resulting in my head falling over the side. “Perfect, my favorite feeding position - open up,” Natalie said cruelly, flipping another switch and watching as my mouth was forced open by the powerful jaw-spreading device locked between my gums. I had often tried to resist it, but the electric shock Natalie would administer to my cock, or the severe beating I would receive, had weaned me of any thought of defiance. When my jaw was open as far as it could be, Natalie spoke, a slight hint of anger underlying the cool soft tone of her voice. “Chris, I want you to see your breakfast this morning. I think it looks delicious and, when you get a look at it, I think you will, too.” Grabbing my hair and pulling my face to the right, she showed me my morning meal. Around her waste was an enormous strap-on. My throat gulped and she caught that small movement. “I know, baby. You are so hungry for this, but be patient, dear. As you can see, there’s plenty here for you, maybe even enough for seconds. The outside has been coated with my cream – I played with myself last night and saved all my juices for you – as well as some of that stuff I’m feeding your dick. Inside…well, you’ll taste that little treat when I cum, unless this baby is all the way home, then it will all just go right to your tummy.” My fear was rising. For a moment Natalie seemed to understand. “In know,” she said, gently, and then, “But this is what you need,” as she put the bulbous head of the faux phallus in my face and began forcing it into my mouth, using the sides of my head for leverage. My gag reflex triggered, even though she’d taught me how to overcome it, but Natalie just plowed away. “I want so much to give you what you need,” she purred as her oversized unit began its invasion. “This is what you need, and the proof is that thing of yours. Protest all you want, Chris, but your cock looks like it’s going to tear apart. Oh, I know, some psychologist has called hard-ons like that ‘environmentally inappropriate erections,’ meaning that you men get wood in situations that don’t seem arousing to your higher mind. Somehow that’s supposed to mean that you don’t really want the degradation, humiliation and torture women like me put you through. I say bull-shit. You men can lie all you want, but a cock never lies. It wants whatever makes it hard, and raping your mouth obviously makes you hard. So, quite obviously, you want this. The fact that I have to force this on you is a sign of just how in denial you are and, I might add,” she said as she slowed for a moment, “a sign of just how much I love you and want to give you what you need.” With that her movement became forceful and demanding. I knew from experience that her end of the dildo had a vibrating unit that stimulated her clit. As she pushed, her love bud was crushed and manipulated by the end of the dildo. She moaned and started saying truly humiliating things to me. “Look at your cheap whore mouth sucking my dick; pretty lips milking me, trying to get me to cum so you can taste my giz. Oh, yeah, you cock-sucking tramp, take more of me. I want to see the bulge in your neck as I push deeper into your distended, dick-hungry throat!” This went on for a few more minutes, my mouth and throat burning from “my meal,” my cock inflamed, my jaw aching and my mistress face-fucking me. The, suddenly, she got quiet, made a forceful thrust of her hips, and began to scream. I felt as though I’d pass out as I heard her yell, “Here you go, bitch. What you’ve been waiting for. Breakfast.” With that she clamped her hands like vise grips around my skull and imbedded herself inside of me as her cock throbbed a warm, gooey substance into my mouth. I only tasted it for a moment, since Natalie’s reverie had her shoving her schlong deep into my throat, where it deposited her cum directly into my stomach. “Keep those pretty lips on by dick, tramp,” she chided, as if my bonds and restraints gave my any prerogative. Natalie stayed silent for a few moments, her strap-on still filling my mouth. I imagined how it must look against my face. The thought caused a twitch in my cock, now hard as titanium and burning from bizarre passion and the fiery ointment my torturix had applied. Slowly, even carefully, Natalie dismounted, looking into my upside-down eyes with an expression that conveyed a quiet satisfaction that she had succeeded in getting the pleasure she wanted while providing me with the physical, actual, true incarnation of some primal needs; needs so dark and fantastic – and so buried as a result of the conflict between their seemingly twisted longings and the vanilla sexual ethos of the “real world” – that it took a woman like her, one able to see through the veneer and into the very souls of men like me, and then, through the sheer force of their compassionate brutality, make manifest the primeval pleasures locked long ago in our DNA but denied us by the norms of a species that considers itself – in all things – above such bestial acts; a world that now thought of itself as civilized. Since I’d first noticed them, the beams of light piercing the blinds on the window had moved to a more severe angle, as the morning sun continued its ascent in the azure sky of the new day. As my mind began to ingest my surroundings once more, I felt something cool stroking my engorged member. Again speaking directly to my cock, Natalie whispered, “Ooh, I can just imagine how it must feel to be so aroused. You are definitely one rock-hard cock. I want to cool you off a bit,” she said, as she washed my genitals with something very soothing. Then I felt the familiar sensation of her lips suckling me. “Mmmm, you taste wonderful and you really are quite hard. I tried to squeeze you with my lips, but there isn’t any ‘give’ when I apply any pressure. I wonder if it’s possible to get you even harder. If I do my part, will you try for me?” she asked in a coy tone that always drove me or, in deference to my cock, drove us, crazy. Looking momentarily into my eyes, Natalie spoke, almost as if pleading, “Will you try for me, Chris, to get even harder? I’ll do my very best,” she said, turning her attention once again to my insanely rigid pole. The familiar sensation of Natalie’s experienced mouth returned to my cock. She was an expert fellatrix and she knew it. I won’t detail all of the gymnastics her mouth and tongue performed in my dick, but they were having the desired effect. Something like pain seemed to be coming from my groin, as if to alert me to the fact that the skin around my manhood was just not intended to me pulled so taut. “Mmmm,” Natalie gurgled as she swallowed several times and took me deeper into her velvety throat. After the hellish night and bizarre morning I had just endured, this moment of pleasure was heavenly. Natalie worked her wicked oral magic and my cock responded. My head – the one on top of my torso that is – rolled from side to side as flashes of light burst from inside my brain. I shook and moaned, crying out for what was surely to be a shatteringly pleasurable orgasm. My arms, still restrained, pulled madly at my bonds, my whole being convulsing in desperate need. “Oh, Chris,” Natalie purred, “it’s so flattering and gratifying to know that you long for me and lust for me so much. That I turn you on so much that your cock could be so hard, well, it stirs my heart, and really warms my pussy.” As she spoke, the momentary absence of her pretty mouth on my cock caused a brief moment of rest for my weary, needy body. Then an electric jolt shot through me, as Natalie flipped on the TENS unit, with the result being the immediate convulsing of my ass around the electrode-tipped intruder. “Didn’t forget about this, did you, love?” Natalie teased. I tensed and she gently stroked my cock, now so hard I could sense no discernable movement; no bobbing or even the slight movements normal for even the most erect cocks. “My, you do need this,” she cooed to my tortured, need cock. “Like I said a moment ago, knowing that I can make you so unbelievably hard really gets me hot. Here, feel how hot I am.” With that, my tormentor mounted me and the silky walls of her womanhood consumed my hungry, angry cock. She road me for only a few strokes, not wanting to put me over the edge. As she dismounted, she slid her fingers around the base of my cock, wiping some of her female juices up the length of my shaft, then mixing them with my pre-cum, swirling the mixture around my cock head. “Yummy,” Natalie purred as she wiped her wet hand into my gaping mouth while giving my cock one final suck. I was now beyond desperate, into a mental state of anguish; a strange state of need so primitive, so basic, that any ability to state my desires had long since been subjugated by the cocktail of Neolithic chemicals – the testosterone, serotonin, adrenaline – that now intoxicated all but my most primal instincts. As she removed her lips from my cock, she noted once again just how hard I was. Bending slightly to meet my face at my eye level, Natalie asked a simple question: “Do you need this, Chris?” With the jaw-spreader still in my mouth on active duty, any verbal response was impossible. I tried to acknowledge her my moving my head, but I was totally unable to really comprehend her question. Should I nod in affirmation or shake my head in fury, begging for mercy and the release I so utterly needed? I was lost, so I just lied there, motionless; as confined by my primordial need as any of the bondage Natalie had placed me in the night before. No answer was possible, but the tears that began to well in my eyes told her everything. “Speechless,” she gushed. “That is truly flattering, baby. I’m so happy to be able to give you what you truly need, and that are taking my gift with such passion. Now, I know you want to cum,” Nat said, looking again at my cock, “but you look so tired, and my guess is that you could use a rest.” After she loosened the bonds that had held me in place for the past 10 hours, including the jaw-spreader and TENS unit, Natalie helped me to my feet and carefully walked me to the small bed that sat next to my torture table. She helped feed me several glasses of water and then very gently pushed me into the softness of the pillows. She wiped my face with a small, cool towel, pulled the blanket over me and kissed me on the forehead. “Try to get some rest,” she said. Then, noticing the erection that still raged from my groin, snickered, “Be careful how you move while you sleep; otherwise things could get mighty painful.” I tried to rest, and did manage a little sleep, but my libido – now a swirling tornado of savage lust – raged through my body and soul. Finally, I simply was too overcome with my maddening lust, and I began to masturbate. The feeling of my hand stroking my engorged cock brought me quickly to a boil. I stroked and fondled as images of Natalie flashed through my mind. Her exquisite legs, her supple, small breasts, the nape of her neck, her ass in a pair of French-cut panties – all of these visions ran through my mind, forcing somehow more blood into the piece of granite that was now rooted in that place on my body that used to be occupied by a penis. My stoking became a blur of motion, as I spit on my hands to add some lubrication to my frenzied dick. Yet, as needy, hungry, lusty, inflamed and passionate as I was, I could not bring myself to orgasm. I was unable to achieve the very thing I needed. If I could cum, I could release the pent-up passion that was demanding satisfaction and bring my aching cock some rest. But I simply could not bring myself over the edge, to that fantastic place of release, when pleasure, joy and ecstasy stop the movement of the universe and my body and soul connect to something cosmic and pure. A sob escaped my throat and soon I was crying uncontrollably, shaking in violent protest at the unfathomable frustration and need that tormented my body. As I heard Natalie’s voice again, I opened my eyes and, seeing the slate-gray illumination in the window, realized that I must have slept, and for some time, too. That hunch was confirmed by the renewed strength I felt in the limbs that had been so weary. But it was her voice that awoke my consciousness. “Christopher, did you rest comfortably?” I nodded my head and attempted to speak, but she put her hands to my lips and said, “hush, love.” Then, kneeling near the foot of the bed, Natalie addressed my cock. “And how are we? From the looks of it, a little nap has softened you up a bit. Why don’t we have Chris play with you to get you nice and hard again?” Turning her gaze to me, her dark, piercing eyes staring right into my soul, Natalie ordered, “Jack off for me, Chris. You’ve been such a good boy, I think you should be allowed to cum. You have certainly earned some kind of release. So go for it.” For a moment I stammered, trying to explain something I wasn’t even sure I understood, about how I tried to cum before my nap but…placing one hand again on my mouth, Natalie used her other hand to grab my right arm and pull it to my crotch. “I want to see you cum, Chris, so do it. Whack off for your lovely Natalie, who raped your throat this morning and watched your dick get hard as I invaded you with my big strap-on. Go on. DO IT!” So as not to displease her, I closed my eyes and began furiously stroking my dick, which promptly swelled to full staff and seemed to almost plead for the chance to spurt the load backed up in my balls. I stroked as I had earlier, fondling and dreaming of Natalie and all the other fantasies that were raging through my psyche. But to no avail. “Maybe you need a magazine; one of those jerk-off mags you guys hide under mattresses and in the bottom or drawers, sure that you’ve hidden them from your wives or girlfriends. Yeah, Chris,” Natalie taunted, “maybe one of those real kinky magazines, like the kind you used to have stashed all over your apartment before I ordered you to get rid of the. Oh, but we don’t have any of those around here, do we, luv? Whatever shall we do to give you some visual stimulation? I know, how about this?” she asked. In an instant her cute little tunic was pulled over her head and her beguilingly sexy tennis shorts were dropped to the floor, revealing her magnifiscent body in nothing but a push-up bra and matching French-cut panties. “You like?” Nat queried. “Oh, don’t answer. I need to add one more thing.” She stepped outside the room for a minute and the reemerged wearing a pair of five-inch black stiletto heels. I was now some kind of sexual zombie. “Honey, is this what you like to see? Pretend I’m one of those sluts who pose in those magazines. Soak it all up – the way my legs look in these heels; the curve of my breasts; my gorgeous ass. Just like in your porno mags you can’t touch, but you can look all you want and get yourself off adoring my beauty.” I stroked as fast as I could. Natalie looked like a wet dream come true. My cock ached and seemed to get harder with every stroke. I was close and knew that at last – FINALLY – I was going to be able to cum and exalt in the brief flicker of contact with eternity. Yes, I was there, and Natalie looked fucking amazing. Her legs in those heels sent wicked signals to my libido, which sent them directly to my cock, which was being pummeled by my hands. “Yes, I’m there,” I thought. I was there,,,”Yes,,,oh, shit, yes…uh, hmmph, oh uh jeez,” I cried out. This went on for a few minutes, my wrists pained with fatigue, but all to no avail. Once again I began to cry as my cock strained for a release I was unable to provide. “Poor baby,” cooed Natalie. “Am I now sexy enough? Do I not turn you on? I see a rock-hard dick, which tells me that you like what you see. So what’s up, Chris? Don’t you want to cum, baby? Don’t you want t cum for you Natalie?” Needing Natalie: The Prequel (Thanks for the feedback from "Needing Natalie." Please check out my notes. LOL to all.) There may only be one thing worse than the traffic in L.A. – my reaction to it. I absolutely hate it! For five days each week, like so many other “worker bees,” I slog through it twice, to and from my job, at a pace slower than that of drying paint. It is an inevitability of my day, as certain as the sunrise and as loathed as late-night telemarketing calls. Today was no different, with the usual cacophony of honking horns and blaring stereos providing the soundtrack to this ritual of the damned. The anxious tension had me in a foul mood as I waded up the stairwell two flights to my third-floor apartment. Slipping the key in the lock, I opened the door to my private domain – the tiny crib that is this man’s castle – and tossed my valise onto the sofa while making a beeline for the frig. Popping the cap off a cold beer, I thirstily chugged almost half of the contents before setting the now half-empty bottle on the counter and heading for the bathroom. Ridding my body of my shirt, tie and Dockers, I changed into some baggy shorts and a tank top. Some stretching revived my wearing back and limbs and, as I downed the remaining contents of the beer, I dropped into one of the over-stuffed chairs in my living room and let out a breathy sigh. As I began to rid my mind of the events of the day, thoughts of Natalie popped in like unexpected but very welcome guests. “God damn,” I thought. “Geez I’d like to be bangin’ her right now.” Accompanying these erotic thoughts was the arrival of my dick, which announced its presence by way of a large bulge in my shorts. “I wish she was sucking me off right now….shit.” With the tension of the day adding some kind of fuel to the growing flame of my desire, I adjourned to my bedroom for a hasty beat-off session. I opened the bottom left drawer of my bureau and rummaged through the pornographic magazines it contained, pulling out a couple of BDSM publications that really turned me on. I let my shorts fall off of me and flung myself onto my queen-size bed. Cock in one hand, magazine in the other, I entered my masturbatory dreamscape, with my head filled with images of leather-clad, leggy dominas doing all kinds of wonderfully unspeakable things to their willing supplicants. I ogled the pictures and worked over my cock furiously. Images of my gorgeous Natalie attired in spike heels and strap-on dildos popped in my mind like flash bulbs. I looked at the images in the magazine, closed my eyes and envisioned Natalie, stroked my manhood and found myself lost in my erotic fantasyland. Then it hit like a jackhammer. The event horizon. That moment that tears at the fabric of the cosmos - confoundingly brief but endless – and unites us with all that has ever been. A guttural cry, low and needy, escaped my mouth at exactly the instant when my seed erupted through my cock. The moment flashed and burned out, like a match, and my entire body went limp and oozed into the softness of my bed. “Yeah, wow…whew, that was hot. Nat, baby, I sure wish you were here,” I uttered softly, closing my eyes and enjoying the fading afterglow of my climax. Natalie and I had only been dating a few months. We met through some mutual friends and hit it off right away. Her pretty face was fetching, indeed, bit it was her fabulous legs that captured my attention. She played tennis a lot and it showed in the toned, lean and long limbs that I, at first, could only imagine wrapped around my back. Soon we were a regular thing, even it words like “couple” and “relationship” never entered our dialogue. We’d only had sex a few times – as though we both were still not willing to commit too much – but I knew that sooner or later, as long as I didn’t blow it, that we’d be fucking on a regular basis. In the meantime, her incredible beauty provided kindling for the fire of my ever-burning libido. “Natalie, shit, baby, the things I’d do to you if you were here right now,” I sighed plaintively. Oh, yeah, the things I would do to you.” “Or maybe the things I would do you.” I was startled at the voice that intruded on my reverie. It was Nat’s voice and it was coming from the door to my room. “What the fuck?” I stammered. “Baby, is that you? How’d you get…?” “I opened the front door, silly. You didn’t lock it. I was going to surprise you with an unexpected visit, you know? Well, Chris, it would appear that I have surprised you, for sure. A girl can learn a lot watching a man jerk off.” We stared for a soft, tense moment, me trying to find words to assuage my embarrassment. “Natalie, I was just, you know, horny. Hell, if I knew you’d be here I’d have waited for you, but…” “Chris, please, I’m not looking for explanations. Geez, I should be the one to apologize, or maybe I should be saying thank you, since you seem to be so aroused by thoughts of me. I heard all of your nasty talk a moment ago, and I’m quite flattered,” Natalie said, in a coy, slightly teasing tone. “However,” she snarled,” I am concerned about your beat-off magazines.” “Oh, c’mon, Natalie. I’m just a red-blooded guy. So I whack off to some porn. Hey, I guy’s gotta have some kind of visual stimulation, you know? Like…” “’Bondage Babes,’ My Mistress,’ ‘Serving Her,’” Natalie interrupted. “Hun, we’re not talking about ‘Girls of the Big 10 or ‘Miss October’ here. This is some kinky shit, Chris. Now, I’m not one to judge other people. Like, whatever gets you off gets you off. But if we’re going to have some kind of relationship (there was that word) we need to discuss some things.” I quickly countered with a bunch of retorts and defensive gibberish, trying desperately to downplay the whole affair, but she would have none of it. “So, Christopher, this is the stuff that gets your dick hard, huh? Latex and leather, whips, chains, high heels, dominant mistresses, men being used and abused? I don’t know,” Natalie said, shaking her pretty head. “I’ve got to think about this.” As she headed for the door, I tried to go after her, but, given that I was stark naked, I was limited in my ability to effect my goal. “Nat, wait, you don’t understand. Please, it’s just…honey, you don’t…Natalie, please, you don’t understand.” Standing down the hall awaiting the elevator, Natalie turned to me with an expressionless face and said, “No, Chris, I understand perfectly.” As her words echoed down the hall and in my ears, she disappeared into the elevator. Three days went by and no word from Natalie. My calls went unreturned. I’d leave voice mails for her at home and at work that all got no reply. If I called her at home late, she’d simply hang up. I e-mailed her and even sent her flowers. I went to her office and a co-worker informed me that if I did not leave the building at once Natalie would call the police and have me charged with stalking. Thinking that I’d just blown a good thing and out of options, I made a decision to just move on, at least in my head. “Shit, there are plenty of hot bitches out there,” my friends would tell me. And I guess I thought that they were right. But I couldn’t get the images of Natalie, especially her sexy legs, out of my head. And those images played out like a movie in my head during my daily masturbatory sessions. Those images, along with my collection of porn, kept me sexually relieved, but certainly not satisfied. One Friday, two weeks after our last encounter, after a particularly uneventful week, I arrived home in my usual fashion, pissed of at the traffic and the general state of my fucked up life, quickly adjourning to my bedroom for the tension relief I so profoundly needed. I stripped off my Dockers and the uniform of the white-collar working stiff and headed for the bottom left drawer of my bureau. A few days earlier I had purchased another hot porno mag. and was looking forward to exploring its contents once again. To my surprise, however, my stash of porn was gone! “What the fuck?” I thought. Vexed, I just stood there, in my bedroom, naked, horny and very confused. Had I been robbed? Shit! Who would break into my place just to steal my jerk-off magazines? This is fucking weird. All these thoughts bounced around my brain as I started to search for my porno magazines. I went to the side of the bed and, though I couldn’t imagine leaving them under the bed, thought I might as well look anyway. Pulling back the covers I peered under the bed frame. What I saw nearly sent me into shock! No magazines were found under my Serta Perfect Sleeper. But, as my eyes adjusted to the darkness they found, on the opposite side of the bed, a beautiful pair of high heel pumps, obviously in present use. “What the…?” “Like what you see, bitch?” The words punctuated the air like firecrackers. Quickly getting upright, I saw a woman, arms crossed, standing in front of me from the other side of the bed. It was Natalie. “One more time, okay? I asked if you like what you see, you dumb fuck?” she barked Did I like what I saw? Oh, God yes! Natalie was clad in a black leather corset, push-up bra, garters and black silk stockings, all perched on a pair of wicked, black patent leather pumps. Her hair fell about her bare shoulders forming a vision right out of one of my darkest fantasies. I stared, mesmerized, then heard her bark one final time. “Slut, do you like what you see? If I do not get an answer right now – AND I MEAN NOW – I will leave and you will never see me again.” “Whoa, damn, Natalie, uh, gee, I’m so confused. How’d you get?...” “That’s Mistress Natalie to you!” she exclaimed. “All of your questions will be answered in due time, pet. For now, get over hear and worship my high heels. If you’re good, I might let you lick my calves.” She turned and sat on the bed as I approached. As my head descended to her exquisite shoes, shoe stopped it for a savage kiss on my mouth, before forcing me to my knees to pay homage to her heels.” “Now that I know what you need, Chris, so much is possible,” Natalie cooed. “Now that I know, baby, I can give you what you need.” This is how this couple met and how their BDSM-F/m relationship started. I hope you like it an look forward to you feedback, advice and critiques. Needing Natalie “But, I can’t…I mean, I was trying, damn, so hard and horny…but, shit, you look fucking hotter than hell, honey, but, every time I get, you know, like, shit, Natalie,” I stammered through my tears. “Something is wrong.” “No, my dear, nothing is wrong. In fact, everything is just as it should be. Remember this morning when I told you that I knew what you needed? Well, I do and I have for some time. Since I know that you don’t know what you need, let me tell you, luv, okay? What you need, Chris, deep down in places in yourself you aren’t even aware of, is to be treated violently and humiliatingly. No romantic romps in the hay or erotic weekends in some little hideaway for you. What you need, lover, is to be treated to shame, degradation and cruelty, all administered by a woman like me who loves you and very much wants to give you what you need. The proof is in your inability to cum just now, or earlier before your nap. Yes, I know about that, babe. You brought yourself to the peak of passion, but could not bring yourself to climax, despite your apparently great need.” I looked at Natalie as if she was from some other world; hell, maybe she is, and was not sure of the room I saw swimming around me was due to the hormones intoxicating my body or the mesmerizing voice of Natalie explaining her understanding of something far beyond my comprehension. “What do you need, Chris?” I heard her ask. “What do you need?” “”Damn, Nat, I need to cum so bad I could kill somebody. Please…please, baby,” I sniffled, wiping my nose on the sleeve of my shirt. Then I just collapsed on the bed in anguish and confusion. “I’ll give you what you need, Chris. Get up and bend over the bondage table. I will not restrain you, since I’m certain that you need what I’m going to do to you. And in case you are wondering what I am going to do to you, well, I’ll tell you: I’m going to rape you in your pretty ass with one of my strap-ons and you are going to come like a cheap whore in heat as I slam my cock deep into your ass!” As she said that, I felt her hand stroke my cock; not once, but three times. On the forth stroke she whispered in my ear, “Just imagine how I’m going to make you my ass bitch.” Then she stroked one more time on my engorged manhood, squeezing the head and then just holding the shaft as a guttural scream roiled from someplace inside me, bursting through my lungs and out of my mouth; impossible to contain, it trumpeted the onset of my orgasm. As a blood-curdling cry roared out of my mouth, my tortured, needy cock began its release, with Natalie applying expert strokes while whispering all kinds of nasty things in my ear. “Cum for me, you slut. I know there’s more than that. Next time you’ll have my cock up your ass, working your prostate to really milk your dick!” Those few moments of pure ecstasy seemed like forever, as my long-suffering manhood blasted out the fruit of my loins in violent bursts. Then I began to slowly come down, feeling limp, wonderfully satisfied and totally spent. As the dark replaced light in the window, Natalie came in to check on me. “Any thoughts about today, darling?” she asked. I thought for a moment and said, “You were right, sweetie. This is what I need.” A soft quiet settled over the room as Natalie and I stared at each other with eyes connecting our souls. We bathed in that quiet, as if it would wash away all that had been, allowing us to move on to our nascent reality. Finally I spoke. “What now, Nat? Like, where do we go from here?” “Well, if I was you, darling, I’d get my ass back over on that table! I said I was going to rape you, and that’s just what I’m going to do. As if she had just morphed into a sexual sociopath, Natalie then growled, “You had your pleasure and spurted your load all over the room. Now it’s my turn to get off, and nothing gets me hotter than nailing a nice piece of ass!” As I moved toward the table I watched Natalie begin to lube up one of her strap-ons. I was frightened, confused and quite worried. But, as my cock began to rise yet again, so very soon after a stupendous orgasm, I knew she was right. As the tip of her cock began its invasion of my ass, we both knew that she was right. This is what I need. This is the start of a series on how Chris and Natalie explore their darker yearnings. Natalie will soon be surprised by a discovery Chris made about a few her un-addressed neeeds. What a tremendous forum for the exchange of erotic thought and creativity. I sure hope some of you like this.