0 comments/ 80809 views/ 15 favorites If You Dare Ch. 01 By: DVS This is the first chapter of a fictional tale. As a tale of fiction, it omits many of the safety precautions one should take in a real life situation. Because of this, it should not be considered a template for real life. * * * * * It all started with an ad on a web page. It was an ad she placed requesting a dominant man. A man to take control of her, mind and body. To make her his, and do nasty things to her, for his enjoyment. She needed someone to contort her body and mind, releasing the submissive personality she kept hidden inside. She had tried to release this inner person on her own, but she couldn't accomplish it. All she could bring forth were fantasies in her mind. Fantasies of being forced, and fantasies of being used. Fantasies that only made her hunger more for the real thing. Her name was Gloria. She was 26 years old. Her life had been OK, but her sex life wasn't what she wanted. Her sex life not fulfilling, she had to search for something more. She had read stories of captive submissives, living life owned by another. She wanted that life. She needed that life. But, it was also difficult for her. A large part of her wanted it to happen, but a small part, in the back of her mind told her it was dangerous. This mental struggle caused a deliciously sensual feeling between her legs. A feeling she wanted to explore. Her ad was a basic invitation, trying not to seem too needy or wanting. She didn't want to go overboard, or show how she really felt. She was pleasantly surprised she got so many responses, for a basic ad. It was a labor of love to decide which ones she might respond to. All of them were interesting, and some more than others. They all seemed to offer what she wanted, and some even offered more. But, most of them seemed to be from 'newbies' like her, or dominant 'wannabes'. That wasn't what she was looking for. She was looking for an experienced dominant. She was looking for someone who knew how to bring out her submissive personality. She wanted someone who knew what she longed for deep in this void of her mind. Someone who would make her shiver, when in his presence. None of these responses seemed to be who she was looking for. Several days passed, and more of the same responses, but nothing that stood out. She was beginning to get discouraged when she received one email that did stand out. It was strange, because of the message itself. There really wasn't one. In the subject line it said 'in response to your ad' and in the body of the message were the words 'if you dare'. That was it, nothing more. Nothing telling her of what he would do to her or anything like that. He didn't call her a bitch or a slut or tell her she must kneel before him, as most of the others did. Just those words 'if you dare'. This gave her a tingle between her legs. This was getting exciting. But, now it was her turn. If she were to respond to him, what should she say? What would be the proper response to such a message? She thought about it for a couple of days, then she had it. She would respond in the same way he did. 'In reply to your message' was what she put in the subject line. Then, in the body of the message she put 'I dare'. She sat there, looking at the computer screen for a bit, then clicked her mouse to send the message on its way. A funny feeling washed over her as she saw it go on its journey through cyberspace. It was almost a wish she could stop what she had done. But, that was quickly overpowered by another feeling. A feeling she may have finally made a step towards changing her life for the better. That feeling continued to grow and drown the other out. She sighed with relief and then smiled, as she continued to sit there. She checked her email every day, for nearly a week, and there were no messages. Just the basic junk mail she always got. She had temporarily removed the ad, to stop the riff raff from filling her inbox. All she wanted to see was one special message. Then, it came. She almost couldn't control herself. Her palms were wet and her nipples were sensitive. She could see them through her sweater. God, she was getting so excited and she hadn't even opened it, yet. She clicked her enter key and opened the message. As she read it, her excitement increased with each word. If you are truly looking for domination, you have found it. If at any time you wish to discontinue this domination, you will only need to respond in email form. If you choose to continue, I will send you commands in email form. If, for some reason you don't have what you need to fulfill these commands, you will acquire whatever you need to do so. You will carry out my commands as told, or there will be consequences. You will punish yourself, whenever I say, in any way I say and for as long as I say. You will pleasure yourself, in this same manner. You will then respond that you have done as I have commanded, and ask what I want you to do, next. If you agree to these terms let me know. If you dare. Gloria read that message several times. Each time, she read it, she had more thoughts of what it said. Each time, it said the same thing, but it meant different things, in her mind. She knew it meant she would be in the control of this man. She would do what he said, and he could and would have her do things she may not like. This frightened her. But, he did give her an 'out' to be used at any time, if she wanted to stop. And if she continued this relationship, she might find something within herself that she had been in search of for years. So, she sent a message to the man she now would consider her dominant, agreeing to his stated arrangement. His reply came, the very next day. The first line told her to strip naked before reading any more. So, doing as told, she stood in front of her computer and removed her clothes. By the time she got back to reading, her hands were shaking in anticipation. He was already taking control. She read the first line again, and that chill found its home. But, reading it while naked, seemed to make it that much more real. Before reading another word, stand before the computer and remove your clothes. I want you naked, while reading your first commands. Her upper lip began to quiver, as she continued with the message. Hello, my pet. You have chosen to continue in this adventure, and I applaud you for that. This tells me a lot about you. It tells me you are willing to do what it takes to achieve a goal. The goal you want to achieve is deep in the thoughts of your mind. I will help you explore these thoughts, and more. For your first command, you will need a web cam, digital camera, or other means to take a picture you can send to me. If you don't have something, it will be necessary for you to get it, if you wish to continue. This will tell me how determined you are and how devoted you are to fulfilling your dream. You will bend over the back of a chair, and reach back and hand spank yourself. Not just spank yourself, but you will spank yourself 200 smacks. That is 100 smacks per cheek. I don't care if it hurts your ass or your hand. You must do it. After you have spanked yourself, you will take a picture of your punished ass, making sure it shows your complete bottom. You will send this picture to me, and I will then decide if your ass is red enough. If it is, you will have passed this test. But, if it isn't red enough, I will give you another command, as punishment. This pattern will continue until I am satisfied. I wait for your picture. Gloria had never spanked herself before, so that in itself would be a challenge. But, being told to spank herself was kind of exciting. Different thoughts were going through her mind about this, though. She knew the angle would be difficult, to achieve what he expected. And, if he wasn't satisfied she did a good job, what would he have her do, next? This was a little humiliating, too. She was to spank herself, take a picture of her punished behind and send it to him to judge. Above all, though, it was exciting. One thing in her favor was she had a web cam. Everything else was in his favor. She moved a straight-backed chair up to the computer, and bent over the back of it. She rested her palms on the seat and took a deep breath. She knew she would have to make this quick, to achieve the red bottom he wanted. And, the redness of both cheeks would have to match. She decided on two sets of 50 swats, to achieve that. So, there she was, naked and leaning over the back of a chair. Her ass was in a vulnerable position, and she was rationalizing the best way to achieve symmetry. She couldn't believe she was in such a position. She was even thinking her left side would take more effort, because she was right handed. She would probably be less accurate with her left hand. It would be difficult. But, this was his first command, and she had to go through with it. She started with her right hand and counted to herself. The smacks echoed in the room. She had a mirror positioned behind her. She watched her bottom get pink, as this hand kept smacking it. As the reached the first 50, she switched position and started on her left side. Her right side stung considerably, and she still had another 50 swats to go. Finishing the first 50 on her left side, she stopped to get a look at her bottom. Looking at herself in the mirror seemed a little kinky. She didn't have a habit of checking out her own ass, as a rule. She also thought the redness was not equal to the sting she felt, but it did look symmetrical. Time was against her, so she thought she should continue with the next 100 swats. Again, she began with her right hand, now smacking her already sore behind. She had just started when she noticed the sting had increased. Each additional smack started to make her wince in pain. By the time she was half way through the second 50 swats, she was feeling like a naughty girl being punished. Her knees got weak and her legs were trembling. Her poor bottom stung and was hot to the touch as she finished the right side. This time it was difficult for her to keep her balance, as she changed position to finish the left side. She was trembling all over, feeling the part of a punished girl. The sting was just as bad on the left as it was on the right, but she was less concerned about symmetry, now. She just wanted to get through the last 50 smacks. Tears began to form in her eyes, and her whole body was shaking. By the time she finished the last of the swats her bottom was on fire, and even her hands were sore. But, she couldn't believe the feelings stirring inside her. She didn't really know how to describe it, but she liked how she felt. She felt punished, because her bottom was hot and blotchy. But, she also felt a warm feeling flowing through her she couldn't explain. She quickly surveyed her red bottom in the mirror and then she posed and took the picture. Gloria quickly turned around and pulled the chair up to the computer. She wanted to get the picture sent off to him. As soon as she sat down, she quickly stood back up. With a whimper, her hands went back to her sore behind, caressing it with care. That result was something she hadn't thought of. Attempting to sit down again, her bottom was too tender, so Gloria finished the email while standing. The email sent, she went back to the mirror. Bending over the chair, she turned to view the damage. Her bottom was very red. She wondered how long it would last. Had she over done it? She laughed nervously when she noticed it was at least symmetrical. He would surely be pleased with the picture. She did a lot of standing, for the rest of the day. She didn't even do much sitting the next day. Only that next evening did she begin to sit gingerly in a soft cushioned chair. She was amazed at the feelings this experience brought out. She felt punished, but as if he had punished her. She had done her best to please him when she spanked herself. Submissive feelings were surfacing in her as she waited for his email. She would find out if he was satisfied with her best. She decided to take a nice hot bath. But, when she lowered herself into the water, her butt felt like it caught fire. The hot water seemed to double the hot feeling. Pushing her hands on the bottom of the tub, she quickly raised her burning ass out of the water. Her quick motion caused a wave of water in the tub that splashed onto the floor. The new pain subsiding, she laughed at how she had just contorted herself. Her arms and legs were still in the water, and her body thrust up keeping her sore behind out of it. She looked at the water on the bathroom floor and realized just how quickly this had all happened. She slowly lowered her body back into the bath. Again, it was on fire from contact with the hot water. She was able to handle it though, and the pain slowly quieted down. Her behind remained tender, resting on the bottom of the tub. The next day, she received his reply. He was satisfied with the picture, and told her she had done a good job. He would expect this good work to continue. To reward her, he told her to pleasure herself. But, he gave her some rules to follow. You will lay on your back in bed, and tie each ankle to the corner of the bed. Be sure to tie your ankles so your legs are spread open and wide, in submissive fashion. Use your fingers and only your fingers to manipulate your clit to orgasm. I will not allow you to use a vibrator or allow anything inside your pussy, while doing this. While manipulating your clit, think of the spanking you gave yourself, and imagine I was there watching you. For your last command, at the exact instant you cum, pinch your clit between your thumb and first finger until it hurts. I want you to imagine it is me pinching you, as you lay helpless, tied to the bed. Gloria was getting wet just reading the message. She didn't know he would command her to masturbate, too. But, there it was, in his own words, commanding her to do so. She couldn't wait to get naked and tie her legs as commanded. She made a quick trip to the hardware store and got some rope. She cut two pieces and tied them to the legs of her bed. Then, getting naked, she tied the ends to her ankles. It wasn't easy, but she did it by making a loop in the ends. She laid back and remembered what his message said. She was only to use her fingers, and only on her clit. And, she was to imagine he was watching her as she spanked her bottom. Her hand made itsway to her clit, and her index finger started rubbing. She pictured herself bending over and spanking her bottom. Smacking sounds reverberating in the room. She saw him watching her, as if he was judging the spanking. His arms were crossed and his eyes were on her punished behind. Thinking about him watching her, was making her wet. Her clit was beginning to respond to her touch. Soon, she was squirming on the bed, testing the ropes that held her ankles. Her mind was fixated on him as if he was watching her. Her rubbing intensified as she thought of him telling her to spank harder. Her thoughts took her even further, imagining him walking up behind her, and commanding her to spank herself harder, with each smack. Her hand was feverishly rubbing her clit, as he was admonishing her performance. In her mind, he kept telling her to spank harder and harder. She enjoyed being in his control, even if it was only in her mind. She made him seem stern, not taking no for an answer. She had to do as he commanded. This feeling flowed through her and a cold shiver went through her. These images were getting very vivid for her, and she was close to cumming. Her clit was throbbing, as she rubbed it between her first two fingers. It was held tightly between them, causing her to moan and squirm. She imagined him standing at the bottom of the bed, looking at her spread legs. She melted at this image and started to cum. Remembering his last command, she pinched her clit between her thumb and forefinger. In her mind she was tied helpless to the bed, and he had leaned over and pinched her clit. Her orgasm exploded because of this. She screamed as the sensations washed over her. She couldn't believe it. Just the thought of him watching had made her orgasm more powerful. She lay on the bed, to catch her breath. While lying there, she couldn't help but smile. She had again fulfilled his command. This time, it was also fun. She had made herself cum in just the way he said. Soon, she would be sending him another email. This time she knew he should be happy with her. Just as she had thought, he praised her for following his commands to the letter. However, he then had other commands for her to follow. The commands were getting more involved, but they also were getting interesting. She read the email to herself... Hello, my pet. Congratulations are in order. You have followed my commands perfectly. You are a good student. I think you will find this next command interesting. You will go to a sex store and purchase a medium size butt plug and a harness to keep it secured. You will wear this plug and harness under your clothes, to your job. You will wear it for one whole work day, doing what you must to make this possible. This will keep your mind centered on your submissive lessons, and on your plugged bottom. This is also going to be a small humiliation lesson for you. It will be something only you and I know about. If you feel you can not wear this anal harness for the duration of the day, I don't want you to try. You can wear it for shorter periods and work up to a full day, but the command is to wear it for a complete workday. The quicker you complete this command, the less likely I will issue another command as punishment. Only I will know how long you have for this, just to add a little to the tension of it. As a word of caution, you must be sure to purchase a medium size plug. This will probably force you to ask a salesperson for help. Yes, that is another little humiliation lesson for you. The act of purchasing a plug for your own bottom should be embarrassing, I would think. At the end of this command, you will still be wearing the anal harness when you sit at the computer to send me the email telling me you have completed this command. You will also explain to me what it felt like to wear this training device while doing your job. That last part intrigued her. She was to explain how it felt to do her job while wearing a plug up her behind. This would be a learning experience, for sure. The day was almost over, so she rushed out to find a sex shop. She had always thought they were rather seedy places, but her submissive challenge overpowered it. She was looking forward to going inside. She pulled up to the front of a store she had passed many times, on her way to work. Only a few days before, she wouldn't dare go into the store. Today, she didn't care. She felt more herself than she had ever felt before. She felt she was more alive because of her new experiences. She walked right into the store and was confronted by all of the different devices of sexual pleasure and pain. This store was jammed with all of the nasty things of her dreams. She stopped abruptly after stepping inside, then slowly walked the aisles with wide eyes at it all. She saw shackles and cuffs, blindfolds and gags. She saw floggers and paddles, and even full outfits of leather and of latex that had holes in certain spots that made them that much more erotic. When she came to the vibrators and dildos, she lingered a while. She blushed at some of the shapes and the large sizes, and how some of the vibrators moved. She saw one on display that was rotating in several different ways. Her mind wandered a bit on how that must feel. If You Dare Ch. 01 Snapping out of that sexual daydream, she walked on to the anal plugs. To her amazement, there were too many. How could she choose? There were different colors, shapes and sizes, some ribbed and some with nubbs. Some looked like hard cocks, and some were very realistic, and large. It became obvious to her she would have to ask for help in her selection. She looked for a clerk, but all she could see was an unshaven man behind the counter. He looked rather lurid, but he was the only one in the store. He was reading something, and didn't seem concerned with what was going on in the store. She walked up to the counter. He looked even worse, when she got closer. But, she needed help, and he was her only choice. "Can you help me, please? I need some assistance in making a choice." The man didn't seem interested in helping. He almost looked disturbed that she was asking for help. Without even looking up, he responded "What are you looking for?" Gloria leaned closer to him, because she didn't want to say aloud what she wanted. She put her hand up to her mouth to shield her voice from traveling all over the store. "I need to purchase an anal plug and harness. Could you help me with finding the proper size?" The man raised his head and looked at Gloria. The way he looked at her, she felt sure he was going to say something mean. She was starting to understand what it's like to be a submissive and purchase her own training devices. It was a humiliating feeling, for her. This man was not making it any easier for her. Pointing to the area Gloria had just been to, the man answered "They are over there. There are several to pick from." "Yes, that is the problem. There are so many, I can't decide. I have no idea what is considered medium. Would it be possible for you to show me which ones are medium in size?" "You want a medium?" He walked over to the anal section and Gloria followed behind. "There are several different types." Pointing to one that looked like a cock with veins, and one that was ribbed, he asked in a monotone voice "You want one like this, or maybe like this?" "Those are mediums?" "Mediums? Well, that depends. Is this for you?" Gloria turned several shades of red before she could answer that question. "Yes." Stepping back, the man seemed to be sizing her up. "Turn around." Her face now flushed and surely a deep red, she slowly turned. She knew he must be checking her bottom for size. How humiliating it felt. The clerk picked up an evil looking black plug, and held it up as if he was showing a diamond ring. A smile formed on his face and he looked Gloria right in the eye. "This is a medium. Will there be anything else?" Gloria swallowed and licked her dry lips. "Yes, I need a harness and some lubrication." "A harness? What kind of harness?" "I don't know the name of it." Again, she blushed. "Something to keep it in." "Like a chastity belt, then?" "Chastity? Oh yes, that's it. A chastity belt." "A plug, a chastity belt and some lubrication. Is this all?" "Can you tell me how to fit it into the belt?" He demonstrated as he talked. "It's very easy. The base slides into this slot, here. Anything else?" "No, that's all." Turning toward the counter, the man carried the plug and the chastity belt. "The lube's up at the counter." Gloria felt more at ease with her ordeal nearly over. She followed him back to the counter. "What size do you want?" He asked, while pointing to the lube display. "There's small, large, economy and party. The party size is a big seller." Looking everything over, Gloria couldn't believe all of the decisions to make. Again, her face was surely bright red. Looking at the prices, the party size was a good deal. If she got that one, she wouldn't have to go through this agony for a while. But, she just couldn't get the words 'party size' to come out of her mouth. She saw the smirk on the man's face. He might think she was planning a butt fucking party if she got that size. "Oh, I think the large should be fine." His look changed. "No party size today?" He asked. "It's a good deal." "No, not today, thanks" she replied. She paid for her purchases and was on her way. With one last look at the clerk, she could tell he probably knew what was going on. At least he had a good idea. This was one purchase she would remember. She got home, and poured the bag's contents out on the bed. She picked up the butt plug and looked at it. It seemed terribly big for a medium, but that was what the clerk had said it was. She picked up the harness and slid the two together. It looked even bigger. It was also bulky. She would have to wear a loose fitting dress to cover it up. She also noticed another slot in front of the belt. She figured it was something she would find out more about, later. The next thing to do was to see how this was going to feel. She had to know if she could wear it a whole day, as he had commanded. She stripped and read the instructions on the lubrication tube. She did as it said, lubing the plug and also her bottom. She stepped into the belt, and aimed the pointed end of the plug at the small lubricated entrance of her ass. Slowly, she inched it up, tighter and tighter. She grunted as it made its way up her ass. The plug was tapered, shaped like a cone, with a smaller section just before the flange of the belt. Slowly, she let it slide up her ass until it finally popped into place. A snug fit, and not too painful. The clerk must have been correct about the size. It was a tight fit, but not unbearable. Gloria buckled the belt, and put on her clothes. She walked around the apartment, doing normal daily things. She noticed how it felt to experience this, when she bent over and when she sat down. The plug would push deep into her, in these positions. She thought it would be a near disaster for her, because her job included mostly sitting at a desk. She wondered how it would feel when one of the execs called her in his office for dictation. She would have to sit there as he dictated a letter or memo. She would have to sit there, with the butt plug snuggly poking into her ass. How could she sit there and think about her job? How could she sit there and not think about her filled bottom? But, she would have to. The next day, she got up early. She had to decide on what to wear. She had to wear something that was not too tight, even when she was bending over. There was no way she could let her co-workers know about the anal butt plug, so she had to take any precaution necessary to conceal it. It would not be easy. She picked a dress with ruffles, and pleats below the waist. It fluffed out enough to conceal any shapes of her body or the harness. It looked a little like a catholic school uniform. She had to insert the plug before getting dressed. Because it was the second time for this, she felt she was better prepared. She held the plug in her hand, and lubricated it liberally. Then she bent over and lubricated her ass. Stepping into the harness, she sat in a chair to slowly inch it into her ass. With a slight whimper, it popped into place, and she buckled the belt. Next, she got dressed and was off to work. Walking to her car, she felt the straps of the harness constricting her movements. Slowly she sat in the car seat, letting out a small gasp as the plug hit home. A small victory, she then started the car and the drive to work. While sitting in the car seat, she noticed the plug wiggled inside her with every movement of her lower body. Even the slightest movement caused twinges of sexual feelings deep inside her. This would not be easy to deal with all day long. From the time she left the apartment, she felt differently. Everything even looked different to her. The plug in her ass wasn't the reason for that, was it? Could it be the cause of her mood? Surely, there was another reason. She arrived at work and rode up the elevator with several co-workers. Not yet accustomed to the harness, she had trouble keeping up with her friends. She had to tell them she was tired from a sleepless night, because she couldn't tell them the truth. That was the first of her white lies to get through the day. When Gloria got to her desk, her boss called her into his office. He needed to send a letter as quickly as possible. She got her pen and pad and went into his office. She slowly sat in the leather chair opposite him and wrote as he dictated. She kept squirming in the chair, because of the plug in her ass. Her boss asked her if she couldn't sit still. Of course, she couldn't tell him what the situation was. That leather chair was so terrible to sit in. It was soft and it conformed to her body. Because of this, the butt plug snaked its way up her ass into areas it hadn't before. But, she managed to sit still for the rest of his dictation. On the way out of his office, she noticed she was waddling. The more she sat in that chair, the more the plug wiggled up her ass. And, on top of everything else, she was getting wet from all of this. She really hadn't expected that. The butt plug was forcing her to make excuses for her actions, so she wouldn't be found out. It was also forcing her to tell lies. She never told lies, before. And, the fact that she was also enjoying this day was difficult for her to understand. All of this was making her think. She had no idea this little experiment would cause such a change in her daily life. Maybe it was the secrecy of it all. Maybe it was the butt plug in her ass. The only thing she knew for sure was she was enjoying it. Maybe her new email Master would explain it. After all, it was his command. Surely he had his reasons for this form of training. The rest of her day was more of the same. She had to sit a lot, and because of that, the plug made itself known a lot. She noticed some chairs were worse than others were, forcing that plug deep into her. Those chairs made her fidget a lot and that drew attention from her co-workers. One friend even asked her if she had ants in her pants. If they had only known the truth. When the workday was finally over, Gloria couldn't wait to get home and send him an email. She was proud of herself for lasting the whole day, although some strange things had happened. Now, they seemed humorous, but not at the time. She sat at the computer, with the butt plug still tightly in her ass. He had wanted this. She mentioned that and her day with the strange sexual experiences, in the email. She asked him to explain why she felt the way she did, if possible. Then, she waited for his response. She waited for two days, until he finally sent a reply. I am happy you completed this command so quickly. It shows you truly want to realize your submissive dreams. I like that. It shows how honest you are. I also consider myself honest. I will always tell you the truth, when you ask a question. You asked me why I had you perform this command. I think you know some of the answer now, without my explaining. This experience put you in a place of submission, but it was compounded by the fact that you couldn't tell anyone about it. Only you and I knew you were wearing that plug and harness. Because of this, you experienced feelings of submission to me. These feelings were new to you, but still feelings you have always wanted to experience. This alone should have been enough to overwhelm your mind. But, I had you take these feelings and compound them with your daily life where you have been many times before. This is a place where co-workers know you and your actions are also known. Because you are known, they saw the reactions you had from the plug in your ass as different or strange, and they asked you if you were feeling okay. Normally, you would have no problem answering these questions, but because of our secret, you had to lie to save your situation from being found out. I am sure that is out of character for you, but you did it anyway. Sending the email with the plug still in your ass was a submissive act. The power of submission is something new to you, but you are beginning to understand. Gloria read this message, starting to better understand what submission is. She wanted to please him, and it was satisfaction for her to do so. Not sexual satisfaction, but something deeper inside. Something she had felt a need for most of her life, but had been denied. She was now on her way to fulfilling her need, and she wouldn't be denied again. She continued with the message he had sent her. Because you have completed this command so quickly, I have something for you to enjoy. I want you to follow these instructions closely. First, you will need a 3-inch insertable vibrator. Purchase one, if you don't already have one. Also, go to a store where they sell soft nylon rope and purchase about 20 feet of quarter inch thickness. Also purchase about six feet of rough jute rope, about one half inch thick. Purchase a role of 2-inch construction grade Velcro strapping, with adhesive backing. You will also need a cigarette lighter of some sort and scissors. Once home, open the Velcro, and cut the two parts into equal strips. Cut two strips about 3 feet in length, and two at 6-foot. Then, remove the backing and adhere the parts together. This will allow you to use the strips as binding. Be sure you connect the two different types of Velcro together, so this can be accomplished. One part is soft to the touch and the other is rough. Strip naked, and take the soft nylon rope and tie it around your waist. Don't tie it tightly, but snuggly. Make sure the knot is right in front below your belly button. Then, slide this knot around to the back, and take the long length and run it through the crack of your ass and between your legs. Be sure to run it between your pussy lips and over your exposed clit. Tie it there where it meets the rope at your waist. Be sure you tie a knot that can be untied later. This will be used again. Make sure the section going through your legs is snug, but not too tight it cuts off circulation. Be sure you are allowed movement, but that movement will cause the rope to rub up and down though your crotch. Then cut the excess length off. Remove the rope, but remember how you put it on, for later. Use the lighter to melt the fresh cut edge of the rope so it won't unravel, later. Watch it, the hot nylon will burn! After you have finished your crotch rope, I want you to wear it to work one day. It won't be quite the same as the butt plug experience, but it should be an interesting day. As always, email me back with what you have learned from your experience. Gloria read the instructions with wide eyes. She didn't want to wait very long. Going straight to the store, she picked out the different lengths and type of rope. She got the quarter inch nylon, and the rough jute. She also found the 2-inch roll of Velcro he mentioned. Everything she needed was at her neighborhood hardware store. Once home, she began tying the crotch rope together, as he had instructed. She cut the rope and melted the ends with the lighter. She cut the Velcro into the strips he wanted. Then, she put the two types together as instructed. She found she had made Velcro ties without even realizing it. Her face blushed when she thought what he would have her do with them. She tested a couple just to see how they worked. It was very interesting to see how well these Velcro straps held her. It was also very interesting how easy it was to use them. There was no tying involved, and no escape, if she didn't make sure to keep one hand free. This Velcro was quite an invention. A smile formed on her face. The next day, she had to go to work. But, to follow his command, she was to wear the crotch rope to work. As with the butt plug, she had to wear concealing clothing, so her co-workers wouldn't see the rope around her waist. She decided on a pleated dress. One she had purchased because it reminded her of her days as a cheerleader. She topped this off with a white blouse, and white panties. She checked out her wardrobe in the full-length mirror. She twisted and turned, making sure the rope around her waist didn't show. It didn't show, but all of her twisting sure got her attention. She could see this would be an interesting day. Off to work, each little move sent tingles through her. The crotch rope caused her thoughts to wander, and she found it difficult to concentrate on work. She noticed she would forget about it while sitting still, only to be reminded of it, when she would stand, or twist to answer the phone. She usually hated it when the phone rang in her busy day, but this little addition to her clothing was making her wish that phone would ring. During the day, she experienced sexual tingles from the rope. Like with the butt plug, she found normal daily tasks to become sexually charged. Walking down the hall was the first thing she noticed. Her breath quickened as she walked. Each step felt like someone was rubbing her clit. When talking to co-workers, her voice quivered. And taking notes in meetings was next to impossible. Each time she moved that rope rubbed against her clit, and she had to do her best to keep quiet. In the boardroom, that wasn't easy to do. When the day was finally over, her panties were sopping wet. It was a very unusual day. Gloria couldn't wait to send that email. She was learning more and more about her submissive side and couldn't wait to learn more. She was impatient to find out what he had in store for her next lesson. But, when she received his next email, she had no idea what to expect. She sat at the computer and read, with wide-eyed interest, his commanding words. Well, sweetie, you have done just as I have asked and in this process you have learned a lot. You have experienced many different things, too. It's time for us to advance to the next level of your training. If you want to continue your training, you will begin to learn something other than the self-punishment I have had you experience up to now. But, to do this, you must now learn trust. If you want to continue, you must trust me with your home address. You will send me your address, have your door unlocked, and follow the following commands to the letter. I will come and inspect your work. To prepare yourself, you will purchase a well-made pair of metal handcuffs. You will find a non movable object such as a pipe, bedpost, or table leg to use, and cuff your hands around it in such a way your bottom is elevated above your head. You will use the Velcro straps to bind your ankles together. You will find a scarf or something similar to blindfold your eyes and you will be dressed only in white cotton panties. It will be up to you to decide the order necessary to accomplish everything. I will give you a time to be ready, and you will wait for me to arrive. Gloria couldn't believe it. She was going to have to think about this. He was wanting her to allow him entrance to her apartment when she was bound and unable to see. She would also be unable to stop him from doing what he wanted with her. This would indeed take a great amount of trust. Gloria had read stories of such things, where a submissive had trusted someone, only to be seriously hurt or even killed. She surely didn't want that to happen here. She didn't know this man from anything other than her online communications. He could be a terrible person, using her need for a submissive life against her. It would be easy to do, and she could become just a statistic. But, her inner self was talking to her. She didn't see him as a bad person, because of what he had shown her to this point. Although her better judgement was telling her to be very cautious, she felt she had to do as he said. This was blind trust, but trusting him was what she had to do. This was a large hurdle in her search to release the inner submissive. If You Dare Ch. 01 The next day, she started arranging everything. She purchased the metal handcuffs, and decided to use the heavy table in the dinning room. She put her hands around one corner leg, as if they were cuffed. It was just the height he was talking about. In this position, her butt would be elevated, and she could rest her head on the tabletop. It was time to send him an email. She would give him her address, and wait for further instructions. Her mind was racing. Thoughts of what she had just done were going through her mind. She had passed the point of no return. He would know where she lived, because she sent him her address. If she wanted to stop this now, she would have to move. This trust thing was overpowering, but she felt good about what was to come. Just a day later, his email came. He told her to be ready Saturday. She was to unlock the door, and secure herself to the table leg and wait. But, he didn't tell her a time. All he said was to be ready, or she would be punished for not following his commands. He did tell her she could tell a friend what was going to happen. He said in time she would come to trust him, but at this point it was perfectly fine if she was concerned. If she wanted, she could take necessary precautions to guard her safety. But, he was strict in saying no one should be in her apartment when he came to visit. Gloria felt good that he had offered this to her. She did tell a friend. Saturday morning, she woke up and started her normal routine. She knew she had to be ready for him, but she didn't know a time. She was learning this was another part of the trust. She had to trust he would come, or it wouldn't be possible to get her hands free. She didn't know a time, and if she got ready too early it could be hours before he arrived. That was scary, but she knew she had to comply. She decided on noon as a time to prepare herself. She first had to unlock the door. Then, she stripped to the white cotton panties he told her to be wearing. Then, going into the bedroom, she got the scarf, the Velcro strap and handcuffs. With everything on the list, she went into her dinning room. She stood there for a minute, rethinking her plan. She knew that once she was secured, nothing could be changed. She stood at the table and wrapped her ankles with the Velcro strap. She put the soft side against her skin, and made sure it was wrapped tight enough that she couldn't get her ankles free. Next, she put the scarf over her eyes. The final act of her submission was the most difficult part. She thought out her strategy of how to put on the cuffs. She had been practicing with them in the dark, because she knew she would be blindfolded. She decided cuffing one wrist before bending over was the best method. Then, bending over, she reached around the table leg, and found the free cuff. She had enough room to secure her other wrist and she was as he wanted her to be. Ankles bound, blindfolded with one of her scarves, and her hands cuffed around an unmovable object, so her bottom seductively waved in the air. All of this while wearing nothing but a pair of white cotton panties. Realizing what she had just done, an unusual feeling rushed through her. She felt very vulnerable. She was completely at his mercy, though he wasn't there. She hadn't even thought of what he would do with her. But, she also felt good about what she had done. She hoped he would be pleased that she had trusted him enough to do this. All of this would be known, as soon as he arrived. She hoped she wouldn't have to wait long. ---- If you like this story, please vote. If you have something to say to the author, please send anonymous feedback. Any feedback that includes a return address will get a reply. Thank you for voting honestly, and sending constructive feedback. Both are appreciated. If You Dare Ch. 02 This is the second chapter of a fictional tale. As a tale of fiction, it omits many of the safety precautions one should take in a real life situation. Because of this, it should not be considered a template for real life. While standing there, in that very submissive position, Gloria had time to think. She thought about her self-spanking and how that had changed her. She also thought about wearing that butt plug to work, and more recently, the crotch rope. She had come a long way in such a short time. Such a short time, she thought, after such a long time without. And there she was, nearly naked, bound in such a vulnerable and submissive position with her bottom waving in the air. The anticipation was indescribable, centering in her crotch, where the feelings were growing warmer with the passing time. The time passed quickly as she stood there bound and waiting. She had only waited about an hour when she heard her front door open. She caught her breath as she listened to footsteps walking into the room. Nothing was said, but the footsteps continued until they stopped beside her. She could tell someone was there, because she could hear breathing. Then, she felt a hand on her naked back and a whisper into her ear. “You have done well, sweetie. You excite me very much. I know you have learned well in such a short time. It is time to reward you for doing such a good job.” Gloria was shaking with desire. She had never felt so sexual before, in her whole life. She felt she was just beginning to know what it was like to be desired by a man. She thought she should say something, but she couldn’t think of anything to say except “Thank you, Sir. “You are very welcome. I am very pleased with the way you look. You have followed my instructions to the letter, and you have trusted me as well. I know how difficult that must have been for you. But, I am sure you will feel much better about your decision to continue, if you don’t already.” Gloria could only purr with excitement at what he was saying. His voice had such a smoothly velvet tone to it. He calmed her with his first words. She had wondered how he would sound. Only seeing words on a page made her wonder many things, but so far, it was wonderful to find out the truths. He stood behind her and lightly slid both hands down from her back, to her hips. That brought goose bumps and a sigh from Gloria. She knew she was his for anything he wanted, and she was ready. She was more than ready, feeling her sex dripping down her legs. Wondering if he would notice didn’t last long, because he slowly groped her there, sending her into sexual orbit. “Oh, sweetie, you have learned well. This excites you as much as it does me. I know we will both enjoy our time together.” Surely turning a deep red at his touch, she only wanted more. And, he didn’t disappoint her. He began to explore her bound legs down to her ankles. She couldn’t help but quiver as his fingers moved lightly along her skin. Down the outside of her legs, then up the inside. He then snaked his finger inside the elastic crotch of her panties to her wet pussy. He roughly played with her, watching her bottom wiggle with his touch. Then, removing his hand, he licked his finger. Silence followed, and she wondered what he was up to. She found out rather quickly, when he grabbed the waistband of her panties and ripped them off her body. It was all in one quick swish, and it caused a rush deep within Gloria’s body. She gasped as she could feel the cool room air on her naked and wet pussy. She was now totally naked and totally exposed to him. She was also totally in his control, both body and mind. “Now, sweetie, the fun begins. We will start with a few sensations, at first. Some things are completely different, when done by someone other than yourself. But first, we need to make sure things are kept quiet, don’t we.” He leaned forward and whispered into Gloria’s ear, “Open wide.” She could smell the scent of her sex in her nose and feel the cotton of her panties against her mouth. She did as he commanded and opened her mouth wide. He quickly shoved her panties into her mouth and told her “Make sure they stay there, until I say otherwise.” Gloria’s feelings were getting intense. What did he mean by saying we would start with a few sensations, at first? And what did he mean by keeping things quiet? Two questions she thought she should ask him, but now seemed a bit too late. She was now truly in his complete control. Because listening was all she had at this point, she did a lot of it. She listened as his breathing got heavier. He was enjoying her captivity. She could hear him walking in the room and she heard a zipper. She could also hear what she thought was the squeaking of leather and decided he had probably brought with him some kind of leather bag. She could hear what she thought was his looking in that bag for something. Then, that voice again. “So you will know what is happening, I am about to apply a liberal amount of lubrication to that cute little ass hole of yours. It will be cold, I’m sure, so be ready.” Feeling was another thing she still had, and he was right about it being cold. And, he was also right about it being a liberal amount. He made sure her behind was properly lubricated. The reason was soon to come. She felt an object forcing its way into her. She couldn’t even try to keep it out. The lubrication was doing its job very well. “Relax, sweetie. This won’t take long. It is just a little bit of humiliation. A butt plug to keep your pretty ass company. I don’t want it to get lonely while I am busy doing other things.” With those words, he slowly inched a butt plug up her behind. Gloria tried to relax, but everything considered, she wasn’t having any luck. Still, the plug continued its inching, and she wasn’t in any position to do a thing about that. It finally popped into place, snug and secure, and she was then full and compliant. She’d just had her ass taken by a rather formidable butt plug. Submission at its finest? She was truly experiencing new things. He was right in saying some things can be completely different, when done by someone other than ourselves. She had inserted a butt plug in her own ass, but this time, in this atmosphere, and this person had made it a totally different feeling. What could be next? He wiggled the plug, making sure it was snug. This gave her little twinges that shot straight though her. He put his hands on her hips and leaned over her bound body. He lightly humped her, simulating anal sex. This shoved the plug even further into her ass. He leaned even further and nibbled at her neck, then her ear. His tongue found the inside, leaving it to cool in the room air, after its hot touch. He bit her shoulder, first one then the other. He licked and nibbled all down her back, tracing her body with his fingers. Gloria was shivering from his attention. She wanted him inside her. She wanted anything inside her as long as he put it there. She wanted his control, and his punishments. She wanted his humiliation. She wanted anything and everything he wanted to give her or do to her. She was feeling truly submissive. He noticed how badly she was shaking. “No matter what I do, you will not cum unless I say. If you do, you won’t like what happens. Do you understand?” Gloria moaned behind her panty gag, and reluctantly nodded her head. Unfortunately, she wanted to cum, already. He licked up and down her legs. He made little circles with his fingers. He licked the insides of her thighs, spreading her legs to gain access with his tongue. As he inched his way up to her pussy, she clamped her legs together in a reflex action. He quickly smacked her ass with his hand. He raised up and rammed against her plugged ass, causing a muffled groan to escape her lips. He leaned over to whisper in her ear. “Relax your legs. I am in charge here. You will submit to anything I want. Gloria was finding it difficult to stand. Her legs were growing weaker as he continued his sweet explorations. Her ass stung where he had smacked her, a sign of his control, she thought. She knew she had to have a perfectly shaped red hand mark there, now. Strangely, she was wishing for another one, so she would have matching butt cheeks. He returned to her inner thighs, just where he had left off. He again had that hot tongue out and he lightly touched her throbbing clit with his fingers. His thumb shot into her pussy, and her knees nearly gave out. She clamped her legs together again, just trying to keep her balance. She moaned in her lust, wishing he would just take her. He smacked her ass again. Now, she had her matching cheeks. He got up and stood behind her. “You must learn to control your inner self. It will be necessary if you are to please me.” “You want to please me, don’t you?” Gloria nodded her head. “You want to make me happy?” Again, she nodded. “I can help you with that, sweetie. If you know what can happen when you lose control, maybe it will help you.” He walked over to the table and then walked back to a position behind her. Gloria felt a cool and flat object on her bottom. Then, she knew what it was. He began to paddle her bottom. He didn’t even start lightly. The paddle didn’t just sting on her ass, but he was smacking the butt plug with each strike. It felt like she was getting her ass paddled and fucked at the same time. Being punished like this was strangely sexy in itself. She cringed with each swat, but her pussy also got hotter. Another new experience. He finished her paddling, and her whole bottom was hot and stinging. But, so was her pussy. Now, she wanted him even more than before. But, her thoughts were quickly brought to the surface when he snapped at her. “See, sweetie? You do as you’re told and you are rewarded. But, you don’t do as you’re told, and you pay. How you are rewarded or how you pay will be up to me.” Gloria whimpered that she understood. He returned to his previous fun, pleasuring her body. When his hand went between her legs, she groaned her appreciation. He ran his hands over her stinging ass, cooling those punished cheeks. His hands were warm on her behind, and when they were on her pussy, the heat seemed to increase exponentially. Just his touch alone would heat her up. He used the side of his index finger to flick back and forth on her clit. At the same time, he was wiggling the plug in her ass. Needless to say, Gloria was grinding to the rhythm he was creating. She was whimpering in pleasure, as he got rougher with his touch. While flicking it back and forth, his finger sometimes popped into her dripping pussy. She shrieked when this happened, nearly crying with desire. His finger slipped in and out with ease, with Gloria’s natural lubrication flowing out of her. “You want to cum, don’t you, sweetie.” Gloria whimpered and nodded her head. “You want to cum so badly, I could nearly breathe on your hot pussy, and you would cum. All you need is my OK to let go, don’t you?” Again, she nodded her head. “Well, sweetheart, we are getting close. I have just one more test for you, today.” He walked over to the table and then back behind her. His fingers returned to her clit, and he also continued to wiggle that butt plug. He began to wiggle his finger between her pussy lips. His fingers just slightly went inside. But, Gloria felt a new sensation on her pussy. She could hear a hum, and she could feel the distinctive vibrations. His finger was now vibrating. He was holding the vibrator in his hand, making his fingers vibrate. “Are you ready to cum, sweetie? You have done very well, and you deserve a reward.” Gloria quickly nodded her need to cum. He laughed when he saw this. “OK, sweetie, when I say cum, you may cum. I want you go let go with everything. Do you understand?” Of course, she did. He leaned over and shoved the butt plug deep into her with his hips. He reached around, found her tits, and pinched each nipple between his fingers. He took the vibrator and quickly shoved it up her sopping pussy, and held it there with his knee. He roughly grabbed her tits and pulled her body back against his hips, ramming that plug up her ass in the process. His knee went up between her legs sending that vibrator deep into her pussy. He grabbed her around her waist and whispered in her ear, “Cum, baby. Cum and cum hard. Show me how powerful it was.” That’s all Gloria needed to hear. She couldn’t hold it any longer. Her scream was only partially silenced by her panties, as she came hard. He had to hold her around the waist, because her legs were nothing but jelly. She shook and twitched, her body kept still by her bonds. Nearly into convulsions, she had trouble catching her breath. He removed her panties from her mouth, allowing her to take deep breaths as she tried to recover. Gasps and moans, and whimpering cries were the only sounds she could produce. It was obvious to him that she was having a very powerful orgasm. This was her first real submissive encounter, being bound and used, forced to allow his tempting touch. He reached down and uncuffed one of her wrists. He helped her to a chair and told her not to take off the scarf until she heard the front door close behind him. She pleaded for him to stay and talk, but he was already on his way. His exit reminded her a little like the old Superman shows of her childhood. Then she thought he was a bit of a super man, wasn’t he? After regaining her strength, and her senses, she tried to relive her climax. She had done as she was told. He said not to cum, and she didn’t. Then, when he allowed her, she came with a powerful explosion. She couldn’t believe how it felt. She had never experienced anything like it before, in her life. It was a wonderful and cleansing. She hoped it was only the first of many. The next day was foggy and wonderful. Cloud nine wasn’t high enough, to describe the feeling. She was on cloud 10 at least. This had to be the sexual euphoria she was missing in her life. That masterful touch of a man, while she was unable to keep it away. Not knowing what type of touch it would be, or where. A submissive toy, bound and used for his enjoyment. She was at his mercy and she loved every second. She was finding that inner submissive. After a rather sleepless night, she wanted to tell him of her excitement. She wanted to tell him she appreciated all he had done, so she sat down to send him an email. But, he had beaten her to the punch. He had sent her an email. Well, sweetie, by now you understand even more about your submissive self. That’s the way it is. You learn a little and your mind digests. Each new experience compounds what you have learned up to that point, expanding as you experience more. I’m sure your mind is rethinking yesterday and expecting more of these special feelings to come. Although this is possible, you are in charge of what happens next. Take a couple of days to relax, and I will have a new challenge for you soon. Of course, Gloria had feelings flowing through her that she didn’t understand. She wanted them to continue. Reluctantly, it seemed she would have to wait for him to allow it. She went on to work, although her mind wasn’t there. Instead, she continued to wonder what was to come next. What would this new challenge he mentioned be? What could follow yesterday? That was on her mind at work, when the phone rang or her boss spoke. After a night alone though, and a better sleep, she was starting to understand. Her head was clearer, and better prepared to take this new challenge. But, she still blushed when remembering his fingers on her body. She still got shivers when reliving herself bound and vulnerable, as his footsteps entered the room. These images would take longer to mellow. He finally sent another email. She quickly sat down to read it. She was ready for that new challenge. Hello, sweetie. All rested up, I hope. It’s time for a new experience. This one will test your trust, as the last one did. Listen closely to the instructions, and follow them completely. First, you will need four equal lengths of that nylon rope you purchased. You will tie slipknots at one end of each. The other end of each will be tied to the four corners of your bed. These ropes will be how you tie yourself spread eagle to the bed. Like the last adventure, how you secure yourself will be the key to getting both arms and legs satisfactorily bound. And, because you will use slipknots, one little tug on any or all of these ropes will totally secure you in position. As with your last experience, once you are secured, there won’t be any turning back. Once you have the lengths of rope determined and each one tied to a bed corner, you will strip naked and get on the bed, face down. I will want a couple of pillows under your pelvis to raise your ass in the air. When I arrive, I want to find you lightly struggling, bound by wrists and ankles to the bed. And, yes, you should have a scarf to cover your eyes. You will be totally naked, and your ass will be in the air and inviting to me. Let me know when you have this accomplished and I will set a day to visit. Again, she would bind herself? He is really into this bondage thing, she thought. It does have its advantages, though. She liked how it put her in his control. Even if she were intimidated, she wouldn’t be able to stop his advances. That was sexy. Gloria had already purchased the rope. She only needed to determine the length, cut them and remember to melt the cut ends with a lighter so they wouldn’t unravel. Then, tie the slipknots. Making sure to correctly tie a slipknot was the first thing to do. She got the rope and tied one end for a test. Slipping her wrist through the hole, she pulled and it tightened snuggly. It was perfect. It was also scary. The rope cut in four equal lengths and knots tied in each, she tied each to the bed in a corner. Everything was ready. She sent him an email saying she had completed his instructions and was ready for his visit. She pressed SEND, and watched it go into cyberspace. She slipped into a daydream about this upcoming adventure. She’d be bound face down, and naked. Again, she would be subjected to his torments. His, being used and abused. She couldn’t wait. His reply came the next day. Gloria read this message with great interest. Hello, sweetie. You are getting quicker in your ability to follow my instructions. This is good. You’re learning well. This next adventure should be interesting for you. It involves your dexterity to accomplish a specific task. It is similar to your last, but slightly more involved. Now that you have the ropes attached to the corners of the bed, you will have to find a way to secure your wrists and ankles while keeping your torso over the pillows. You will only have one chance for this, with no real practice possible. Once you succeed, you will again be in my complete control, until I release you. I will see you on Saturday. Saturday? Why so far in advance? Gloria was ready now! She even needed it now. Now, she had to wait for four long days and nights. She didn’t think that was fair. She would be wet much sooner. He already had the upper hand. After a long four days, Saturday morning finally arrived. Gloria awoke and immediately remembered the day, and what was to happen. So, she got busy cleaning her bedroom. After all, she was going to have a special guest. Clean bedclothes were in order, but she didn’t know what color. White seemed too basic, but flowers seemed too much. Pink seemed too feminine. That only left the cream colored set. That seemed appropriate, too. She would surely be adding to the cream, today. She chose noon as the time to prepare. It worked last week, so she thought it would be fine this week, too. After unlocking the door, she stripped naked and got on the bed. She moved the pillows, and was able to get one ankle bound. Before she continued, she made sure she had all other ropes where she could reach them. Then, she got her other ankle bound. She had to scoot forward, repositioning the pillows under her. She reluctantly put the scarf over her eyes, as he had told her to. Finding and putting both arms in the loops, she pulled them snug. If You Dare Ch. 02 She was done. She felt vulnerable. She felt sexy. Tied, very vulnerable and sexy. Her ass was in the air because of the pillows, and she could only slightly struggle. Just as he wanted. She could imagine his view when he finds her like that. Now, just a little concerned, she had to wonder when he would arrive and what he would be doing to her. As expected, Gloria heard her front door open after only a short time. And, the footsteps that were becoming familiar soon could be heard as they walked into the room. “Hi, sweetie,” he said. That velvet voice melted her concerns and she squirmed in her bonds, as if testing them. “You look very inviting, very tempting. I am going to enjoy you, today. Are you going to enjoy this, too?” Well, that was the understatement of the day. Gloria was already becoming that sex slut of a woman she was last Saturday. Only today, she knew more about what could happen, so the feelings had quickly compounded. The scarf covered the desire in her eyes, but she knew he had other ways of knowing she enjoyed being treated like this. He reached between her legs and lightly touched her exposed clit. It was hard and very sensitive. Gloria tensed up with his touch. Her whimpers were revealing. He leaned down on the bed. She could feel his hair brush her legs. Before she could react, he blew on her pussy and clit. Shivers rushed through her, from head to toe. But, those shivers were nothing compared to the electricity in her aching pussy. She visualized his face between her legs. He had to be looking at her dripping desire. Concerns were far from her mind, now. She just wanted him to fuck her. She wanted him to fuck her, and fuck her hard. “God, you are driving me crazy. Please fuck me. Would you please just fuck me? I can’t stand this any longer. I will do anything you want, if you will just fuck me.” He chuckled and patted her quivering ass with his hand. “Well, sweetie, this is part of your submissive training. This is also part of the fun. I am here to take advantage of you. You are my play toy for the afternoon. For a while, I’m going to do anything except fuck you. Your sexual needs will just have to wait.” Gloria whined in protest. “Oh, please. I don’t think I can wait. I want you in me! I will do anything, anything at all, if you will just fuck me!” Again, he chuckled. “Sweetie, aren’t you forgetting something? Look at where you are. You are mine for the duration. You will do anything I say. Your desire for me to fuck you this soon is only going to enhance my fun. Your mind is just where I want it. Shall we begin?” Gloria whimpered both her displeasure and excitement. She knew it’d be a while before she would get to cum. But, she also knew it would be very powerful, when he did allow it. I need a hard cock deep in my pussy right now, she thought. But, knowing him, that cock would be anywhere except deep in her pussy. And to think, she got herself into this. “Sweetie, first we need to get your attention away from pleasure. The best way to accomplish this is with pain. I have just the thing.” His fingers went exploring inside her thighs. He began repeatedly pinching the sensitive area around her pussy. Gloria squirmed with each one. He moved around, but every pinch seemed to be on a more sensitive spot than the last. Gloria’s breathing was quickening and she protested each pinch. This wasn’t going to get her mind off her desire. This was just making it worse. Each time his hand moved, it brushed against her desperate pussy. These little bursts of pain and pleasure were just compounding everything. She twisted and turned, wiggling her ass, and humping the pillows beneath her. His hands busy between her legs, he watched her excitement begin to increase. “You seem to like this, sweetie. It’s not enough pain to get your attention?” He walks over to the bag he brought with him. Gloria twists to watch, but she can’t see. He returns to the bed, and his hands return to her inner thighs. But, soon a sharper pain is added, then, another, and another. She moans softy at first, but her moans get louder. “Ouch! What is that? That hurts!” “Ah, I got your attention. These are wooden clothespins. They are such a nice addition, don’t you think?” “No! Ouch! They hurt!” “Well, of course they do. That is the intent. I am helping you get your attention away from pleasure. These nasty little pinchers grab hold and don’t let go. Is your mind still on cumming?” Gloria was in pain. Her mind was going in circles, trying to make sense of all she was experiencing. Her pussy was still dripping wet, but her tender inner thighs were in pain. He had attached four clothespins on either side of her pussy, on her most tender inner thighs. She wiggled and twitched, but they grabbed fast and hard. Even her slightest movements made them hurt that much more. “Please, take them off! The pain is too intense. I can’t handle it.” She screamed. Please!” “No, you haven’t answered my question. Is your mind still on cumming?” Gloria didn’t really know what she felt. She had intense pain on her sensitive thighs, and she wanted it to stop. But a larger feeling was taking over. The pain from the clothespins was intense, but her pussy was slowly finding her situation to be far from pain. She twisted and fought with the ropes, enjoying her captivity. She loved being bound, naked, and in his control. The pain was sharp and intense from those clothespins, but everything else she was experiencing was heaven. That cloud 10 feeling was back. She was melting into her feelings, but he grew impatient with her. He gave her ass a swat, and asked his question again. “You haven’t answered my question. Is your mind still on cumming?” When he swat her ass, it jiggled the clothespins on her thighs. The pain she felt there was quickly brought to the surface. It also brought her back to reality. Yelping in pain, she struggled to answer. But, what came out of her mouth was just her thinking aloud. “God, I don’t know. Yes, I think so, but there is something deep inside me...” Her voice hesitated, thinking of a word to express what she was feeling. He gave her another swat in his insistence to get an answer. “Answer the question. It shouldn’t be this difficult. You either still want to cum or you don’t.” With that swat, the clothespins jiggled again. They were starting to wiggle more, and a couple seemed to be slipping a little, only to end up pinching less of her skin, but with a more intense result. Her mind was forced to feel pain and only pain, because of the pins. Gloria knew what he was doing. He knew the feelings she was experiencing. He knew her mind was swimming, nearly drowning in this fight of pleasure and pain. But, he still demanded an answer. With a deep breath, she tried to bring out the words. Words she didn’t know if she completely believed. “No, I don’t want to cum. That feeling is going away. Those clothespins are mean.” “Now, was that so difficult?” He chuckled. His obvious glee caused a strong image to run through her thoughts. He was in control, totally. Any feeling she experienced was his to force or allow. Another wave of warm submission began to surface in her. This was truly a roller coaster of feelings. He ran his palm over her quivering ass. His touch was warm and calming. The clothespins were not moving, and their menacing had subsided. He slid his hand down the crack of her ass, lightly caressing a finger over her ass hole. He messaged it, making light circular movements. Gloria responded to this by raising her ass and tensing her back hole. She sighed, then moaned as his finger continued to play. His touch got heavy, localizing its circling at her very rear entrance. Then, it mellowed, returning to the light caress of before. Gloria responded to his finger as if it was a part of her. More accurately, she a part of it. She raised her body to his finger, asking for its penetration. His control flowed from that finger with tingling sexual electricity. Again, a sigh escaped Gloria’s lips. She tried not to let him know how this was affecting her, but it was impossible. He knew. She was his to use and abuse at his will. As if to prove this, he removed his finger and waited for a reaction. And a reaction he got. Gloria yelled “No!” And her body lurched, as if to look for that finger she wanted inside her. But, she forgot about the clothespins. When her body lurched, it awakened those evil things and shooting pain awoke with them. Gloria was in pain, again. Those damn clothespins were relentless. She quickly stopped any movement, but the pain still lingered. She gasped, then groaned. Why hadn’t she remembered those clothespins? They had been very effective in squelching a warm and wonderful feeling, again. Her breath was now quick and shallow, hoping and waiting for the pain in her crotch to go away. Slowly, it did. Then, two of them were removed. She felt a new pain, sharp at first, but it quickly dulled. He rubbed the tormented areas where those clothespins had been, letting the blood return. Gloria whimpered her appreciation. Then, the second two were removed. He rubbed the affected areas from those so the blood would return. Gloria breathed easier, and she even relaxed a little. She could feel her wrists and ankles ache from the slipknots. The rope had rubbed them raw and she hadn’t even noticed. Her arms and legs were weak. She was coming back to reality. But she knew this reality was still his to control. And the thought of this made her very wet. ---- If you like this story, please vote. If you have something to say to the author, please send anonymous feedback. Any feedback that includes a return address will get a reply. Thank you for voting honestly, and sending constructive feedback. Both are appreciated. If You Dare Ch. 03 This is the third chapter of a fictional tale. As a tale of fiction, it omits many of the safety precautions one should take in a real life situation. Because of this, it should not be considered a template for real life. Gloria was coming down to reality, more and more. The pain from the clothespins had calmed down to four light stings. Her wrists and ankles still ached and were raw from her struggles with the rope. After regaining some composure, she wondered what little evil was next on his mind. Her pussy was dripping and it visually showed her desire. But, he knew of this desire. He was the cause of it. He didn’t create it, but he had been the catalyst. He went deep into her mind and used her desire against her. Her sexual needs betrayed her, listening to his torments of humiliation and domination. Gloria visualized her situation, in her mind. Here she was naked, bound to the four corners of her bed, and her ass jetting up in the air, seductively. He was free to walk about the room, and do anything he wanted. And, because she had agreed he would be her tormentor, anything he wanted was exactly that. She felt his hand running down the crack of her ass. She shook from this touch, and arched her butt up to meet it. She shivered as his fingers quickly brushed her ass hole. She shuddered when they found her pussy. He gave her pussy a quick slap that quickly brought a yelp from her. “Are we ready to continue, now?” he asked. “Yes, Sir.” she answered. “Do you still want to cum?” “No, Sir.” “Are you sure?” “Yes, Sir, I’m fine now.” “All right, then. We will continue.” He walked up to the head of the bed, leaned over and nibbled Gloria’s right earlobe. She gasped. He nibbled on the left earlobe. She gasped again. His nibbles moved down to her shoulders, leaving red marks as he went. Gloria could feel his hair brush against her back, as he inched down her body. When he got far enough down her body, his hand squeezed between the pillows and her hips. She could feel it as it searched for her clit. She tried to raise her hips allowing his hand better access. It was very close to her clit, and her eyes fluttered in anticipation of his touch when “Yeow! Hey, what are you doing?” Gloria screamed. She tried to get away from his hand. Instead of searching for her clit, he searched and found her pubic hair. Pulling on a few got quite a reaction. Then, he pulled on a few more. “Ouch! Hey, that hurts. She did her best to get away from his pinching fingers, but she could only go so far before the ropes stopped her. She could hear him laugh. She knew she was putting on quite a show, in her efforts to keep all of her pussy hair intact. She knew how her ass must look, lurching into the air. “Just a little bit of fun to get your attention, sweetie.” But, he continued and Gloria continued to dodge his fingers, as well as she could. Her already weak legs were beginning to ache even more. And, if what this hand was doing wasn’t enough, he began to use the fingers of his other hand to torment her ass hole. Sweet torment it was, as he slid his fingers lightly over her little bud. Startled at first, Gloria then moaned in pleasure at what he was doing. She was quickly falling into his control, as she had before. He continued this for a while, and Gloria began to respond. But, just as quickly as he started, he stopped. She groaned her disapproval. No sooner had the groan passed her lips he pulled on her pubic hair, again. “Ouch! Oh, please stop that and go back to what you were doing,” she pleaded. “You surely know it feels wonderful.” “Yes, I could tell you liked one over the other.” He pulled on her pubic hair again. Again, Gloria jerked her hips in reaction. “Ouch! How could you tell?” she said, half smiling. “Oh, it wasn’t difficult, sweetie,” he said, with a chuckle. Gloria could hear him walking around the bed. She heard him walk to the night table. He was getting into the same leather bag as before. What could he be planning? “Well, my pet, it’s time for more fun.” Gloria groaned. She would be wanting to cum, soon. He was very good at taking her to the edge. She knew it and hated that he was so good at it. He could turn her into a complete sex slut, wanting and even begging to be fucked. It felt unusual, and out of character to the old Gloria. But this new Gloria felt differently. He walked back to the bed. A distinct buzzing sound was soon filling the room. Soon after that, a vibrator was lightly touching Gloria’s clit. Her clit was sensitive before, but she hadn’t realized just how much. And, the vibrator was cold. “Oh! That’s cold! But it still feels nice.” “I’m sure it will warm up, quickly. Just wait and see.” He was right, again. In a short while, that thing was as hot and wet as Gloria’s pussy. He rubbed it on her clit, and it started humming the same tune. He leaned down and blew cool air on her pussy. His hair brushed against her ass when he did this. He used that vibrator with skill. He changed how he held it against her clit, using a very light touch, as if sending Morse code signals. Gloria understood the signals, and her pussy was replying. “God, why do you do these things to me? You take me to the edge of cumming, and leave me there.” The vibrator continued to escalate her desire. “Soon, you’ll have me begging for release, foregoing any personal dignity. I’ll be a needy pussy, and nothing more.” He chuckled, and blew on her wet pussy, again. While he talked, he continued to work the vibrator on her clit. “You learn well, sweetie. This is exactly what I intend. In your training, I will take you to the edge more than once. You must learn to accept it, as best you can. At times, your desire will be overpowering.” He stopped to concentrate more on the vibrator. This got Gloria’s attention. “Oh, God! You mean like now? That damn thing is driving me crazy.” Laughing, he agreed with her. “Yes, like now. And, I’m not finished with it. It has fresh batteries. You’re just beginning to feel its vibrations.” Gloria’s mind was on that vibrator. It was doing a good job of keeping her attention. He was taking her to the edge, again. He rubbed it against her clit, and between the lips of her pussy. She was twisting and writhing, wanting that vibrator deep inside her. He lightly moved the tip of the vibrator between her pussy lips, going back and forth. It separated her outer lips, as it moved between them. Gloria tried to get more of the vibrator to go deeper, but he had his hand on the small of her back to keep her in place. She whimpered her need. “Oh, please, I want it in me! Don’t do this to me, again. I can’t take it.” “You need to learn self control, when your sexual desire has the better of you. That’s what I’m here for.” “But, I want it in me. I want you to fuck me with it!” “All in due time, sweetie. You can beg and you can plead. You can whimper and cry, but only I will decide when you cum. You are learning, but it is a slow process.” His voice was smooth and reassuring, but commanding. And, he was right. She wanted this. She didn’t want it to stop and she knew he wouldn’t. He would turn her into a whimpering mass of wet female flesh. She was tied to the bed, and she would just have to take it. He continued the vibrator torment. It was tormenting her pussy, and tempting her clit. It was taking its toll on her senses. He lightly parted her pussy lips with the tip. She wiggled as he did this. It took her by surprise as he made circles inside of her with it. She followed the movements with her hips, as it circled just inside her. The vibrations were indescribable, as it moved along the inner walls of her pussy. Each time it touched her clit, she moaned her appreciation. He continued this torment, and Gloria continued to respond. Soon, it shined with her wetness. He moved it up the crack of her ass. His other hand parted her cheeks, allowing the vibrator access to her twitching little hole. He lightly poked the tip of it into her ass, just enough to let her feel it. Feel it, she did. She quickly raised her ass to meet it, trying to get it inside her. “Oh, please, fuck me, there. It feels so good.” “No,” he chuckled. “Sorry, but this is part of your training. Self-control isn’t easy. But, with the proper training, you will learn.” “Oh, I want it in me!” she screamed. She thrust her ass up against the vibrator, hoping it would penetrate her aching ass. “Please! Ravage me! Take me, hard! Fuck me, while I’m tied and unable to stop you!” He quickly pulled the vibrator away. She heard him walking from the bed to the night table. “I told you it is difficult to learn self control. But, if you are going to advance in your submission, you must try. I am here to help you.” Walking back to the bed, he leaned down and whispered softly into Gloria’s ear. “You must learn to control your desires. But, when you can’t, I will help you. Open your mouth. Open wide.” Gloria obediently opened her mouth, and he shoved a ball gag into it. He quickly buckled the strap behind her head. She didn’t realize what was happening until it was done. She protested behind the gag, pleading with him. She tried to get his attention, but she was then prevented from speaking, in addition being blindfolded. The familiar hum of the vibrator returned. Gloria felt it on her pussy. A moan started deep within her, as he moved it to her clit. He turned it sideways between her pussy lips. He slid it up and down. On each downward movement, it brushed her clit. Its buzzing became intense, as it continued to tease her. She started anticipating, trying to get it to touch her clit for longer periods. Her moaning was becoming audible, getting louder and louder. She was fighting with the ropes that held her, trying to get more and more of that vibrator. Again, he leaned down and whispered in her ear. “Do you want to cum?” Gloria moaned, feverishly nodding her head. She tried to say something, but she just mumbled muffled gibberish. She groaned in protest of her limitation. She wanted him to understand. She wanted him to fuck her, but she could only whimper her need. He took the vibrator away, leaving her pleading behind the gag for its return. But, the next thing she knew, she felt a sting on her butt. She felt another, and then another. She yelped after each one. There was still another, before she knew what was happening. He was cropping her ass. “Do you still want to cum?” Gloria tried to catch her breath so she could answer him. Then, another sting landed on her ass. This one landed so it caught her pussy lips and she jerked with the pain it caused. “I asked you a question. Do you still want to cum? Answer me.” Gloria was shrieking behind the gag, confused about how to feel. That damn crop had most of her attention. Her behind was stinging and surely welted where he had been striking her. She tried to ration some sanity in her mind. It was all happening so fast. “Just tell me yes, or no.” He gave her another quick swat of the crop, in the crack of her ass. “Yes, or no! It’s just a simple one word answer. Do you still want to cum?” She finally regained enough of her senses for a frantic shake of her head. She yelled “No, no” from behind the gag. “No!” Just as soon as she answered, he returned the vibrator to her pussy. He rubbed it up and down her lips, just as before, feeding her desire. It didn’t take long for Gloria to start responding to it, again. She moaned, and twitched as it hummed between her legs. But, how long would this go on? When would he let her cum? He removed the vibrator and she could feel him lean down. He blew on her pussy, causing it to twitch even more. She could feel his hair brush against her ass, and she knew he was looking at her exposed sex. She felt so humiliated and denied. He couldn’t help but see she was sopping wet with need, and only he was in control to satisfy it. She tensed her body, trying to control herself. She could feel a throbbing deep inside, slowing increasing in intensity. He kissed her bottom, several times. Nice wet kisses, as if to cool the welts from the crop. His tongue made circles around each, leaving moist pools to cool her pain. Gloria couldn’t help but whimper her appreciation. But, this didn’t remove the primary thoughts that were running around inside her. Her body was a rollercoaster of feelings, up and down. Her need for satisfaction was growing out of control. Again, she heard the hum of the vibrator, and its touch quickly after. He knew just where she wanted it, and it seemed he moved it everywhere but there. He rubbed her ass cheeks with it, and slid it down the crack between them. He held her cheeks open, allowing the point of the vibrator to touch her ass hole, as it moved down. She moaned as it slowly brushed her there. Gloria was on fire again and he knew it. That damn vibrator was driving her crazy. It was a simple thing, to put it where she wanted it to be. As it moved down her ass, she caught her breath. He rubbed each side of her pussy, with that light touch he had used before. He let it lightly brush her lips, causing them to hum along with it. She struggled to get it on her clit, but he had his hand holding her ass. She heard that velvet voice of his, again. He chuckled when she tried to get the vibrator to touch her clit. He moved it away, and removed his hand from her ass. “You like this, don’t you. I can tell. I can guess you are wanting to cum, again.” He lightly patted her ass, then it turned into a caress. “Am I right?” Gloria quickly nodded her head but she knew she didn’t need to. She just answered his question. He could tell her pussy wanted attention. He caressed her ass, lightly rubbing her welts with his fingers, as he spoke. He found all of the little pains and made them feel better. His caress felt so good, she wasn’t really listening as closely as she should have. What she did notice was how his hands were sensitive and powerful at the same time. “You know this is part of your training. You also know I will control every little sensation you feel. You can try to move, try to control what you feel, but it won’t work. Don’t forget I’m not new to this sort of thing. I’ve seen it all before. I will always see it, and you may sometimes pay for doing it.” His caressing stopped, and there was silence in the room for about 20 seconds. Then he leaned down and whispered into her ear. “Do you understand what I just said?” Startled by his voice so close, Gloria slightly jerked in reaction. She then nodded her head that she understood. His hand returned and his fingers lightly moved down her ass to her pussy. He touched her lips, entangling his fingers in her wet pussy hair. His fingers seemed to know where to go, and where not to. Then, he touched her clit, ever so lightly with his finger. He circled around its mound as Gloria wiggled her appreciation. He moved his fingers to her opening, and bathed them in her wetness. With the other hand, he opened her cheeks, exposing her twitching ass hole. He moved his wet fingers to her back hole, and lightly inched them into her. Gloria couldn’t conceal her desire, and she pushed back to get more of his fingers inside her. She wanted to be fucked. She needed it so badly. He quickly removed his finger and swat her ass with the crop. Gloria yelped from the sting. “Now remember what I said. Only I control what you receive.” He placed his hand at the small of her back. Then, he wiggled his finger into her ass hole, again. Gloria squealed from behind the gag, as he inched his finger further and further into her ass. Once it was deep inside her, he wiggled it in circles, watching Gloria’s reactions. She tried to rise up, but his hand kept her still. She could feel her ass twitch around his finger. Then, he removed it again. Gloria groaned, as she tried to find his finger. Her ass was twitching even more. Before she could do anything else, she felt a cold wet feeling on her ass hole. He told her it was lubrication. “The lube is for what is happening next. I want to see just how much desire you have in that ass of yours. I have a dildo here, and I will inch it into your tight ass. It is a little large, so there is a lot of lube.” He added even more lube to her ass, and smeared a liberal amount to the dildo. “If your desire is so great, you will do your best to satisfy it, even if it causes you some pain.” What had he just said? Dildo? A little large? Pain? He started inching the tip of the dildo into her ass, very slowly. “Relax, so it will fit. Don’t tense up, or it will hurt more.” He continued to inch the dildo into her ass, as Gloria did her best to accept it. She groaned and whimpered, doing her best to adjust to the dildo’s size. The pain wasn’t too bad, or she was just so turned on she didn’t care. The idea of being fucked by a dildo did excite her. He twisted the dildo, as he slowly pushed it inside her. Lube oozed up around it. Gloria did her best to relax, but he was pushing it in so fast. Finally, it was in all the way. Just as soon as it was in, he started to pull it out, again. Instead of pulling it all the way out, he stopped half way. “Now, it’s your turn. I want you to fuck yourself with this dildo. I will hold it here. I want you to raise your ass up to it and take it in. Then, I want you to relax and lower your ass, letting it slide out again, to this point.” Gloria was more than ready for this. She couldn’t help it. She raised her ass up and took that dildo into her ass with one quick stroke. Then, she relaxed and it slid back out, again. “I told you to go slow, at first. You are going to have one blazing butt hole, tomorrow, if you don’t. Now, go slow at first, to let yourself get used to the size.” Gloria didn’t see a need to go slow, but she did her best to do as he said. She started up again, taking the dildo into her ass, but not as quickly as before. Just as soon as it was deep inside her, she relaxed and let it slide out, again. She stayed at this tempo for only a short while, before she had to go faster. Her mind was on satisfaction. It had been in need all afternoon. She was determined to take care of that need, if he allowed her to. Faster and faster, she pumped up and down, fucking her ass with the dildo. He didn’t say anything, but held it still, so she could open her ass to it, over and over. She started to get hotter, because she was thinking of him fucking her. She could visualize him on the bed, behind her bound body, fucking her ass. She pushed back harder, as if his hard cock was pushing forward. She was now humping so fast, the mattress of the bed was bouncing. He was going to allow her to cum. She was so close. God, she was so close. Just a little longer with her thoughts. His voice filled the room, again. This time, she didn’t want to hear it. “Do you want to cum?” He pulled the dildo away from her. Gloria did not need to hear those words. She was so close to cumming. She voiced her disappointment, from behind the gag. She fought her bonds and shook her head from side to side. She wanted him to know how she felt. Blindfolded and gagged, she could only use her body to show him how she felt. Her ass hole ached, she nearly begged to have it filled again. Her breathing was labored as she whimpered for satisfaction. He had to know the answer to his question with out an answer, but he persisted. “Do you want to cum? All you have to do is give me an answer.” A loud groan was all Gloria could produce, wiggling her ass in the air. He laughed at how she displayed her need to him. “So, can I take that as a yes?” he asked, teasingly. His hand patted her ass, as he continued to torment her. “Does that cute little ass want to be fucked again?” Gloria did her best to be heard over his laughing. Her groans and pleas quickly changed into screams of frustration. She wanted to be fucked. If You Dare Ch. 03 He leaned down to whisper into her ear. “Sweetie, remember how you feel, right now. What you want is not always what you’ll get. Sometimes what you want is far removed from what you’ll get. You must learn your position. Once you do, this will all become easier for you.” As he raised up, his hand caressed her body, down to her ass. He penetrated her with his finger, and Gloria nearly went through the roof. She raised her ass so she could fuck his finger, but he quickly took it away. Before Gloria could react, his finger was replaced with the dildo. He started fucking her ass with it, and she responded with appreciation. Her anal needs being satisfied, Gloria was close to cumming. She was anticipating the rhythm of the dildo, getting quicker in speed. She was very close to cumming, when he turned the vibrator back on and pressed it directly on her clit. “OK, sweetie. I want you to cum and cum hard. Release all of that tension that has built up inside of you. Cum for me.” Gloria let out a loud scream when her sensitive clit started buzzing from that vibrator. And, when he said she could cum, she couldn’t resist any longer. Another scream came from deep down inside her. Her whole body tensed as wave after wave of sensations rushed through her. He shoved the dildo deep into her ass, and held it there, as her body convulsed against it. The vibrator hummed a perfect tune, as a powerful orgasm over took her body. She came so hard she nearly passed out. When she started to calm down, she had trouble breathing. He removed the gag so she could breath through her mouth. Saliva glistened around her lips and chin. Her chest was heaving, but the rest of her body lay limp and exhausted on the bed. He leaned down and untied her right arm. “I will leave you, now. Lay here and rest. When you regain your strength, send me an email. I want to hear what you have learned.” With those words, he was out the door. Gloria wanted to see him, but she was too exhausted to look. She just lay there on the bed, reliving the afternoon. And, what an afternoon. ---- If you like this story, please vote. If you have something to say to the author, please send anonymous feedback. Any feedback that includes a return address will get a reply. Thank you for voting If You Dare Ch. 04 This is the fourth chapter of a fictional tale. As a tale of fiction, it omits many of the safety precautions one should take in a real life situation. Because of this, it should not be considered a template for real life. When the door closed, Gloria was alone with her thoughts. She lay there listening to her heartbeat. Her chest was still heaving, as she caught her breath. The more she came down, the more aware she was of her body. Her wrists and ankles were tired and sore. She removed the scarf from her eyes to look at her free wrist. There was a band of red and raw skin about an inch in width. Battle wounds, she thought. She had been battling with the ropes, all afternoon. All worth it, too. Offered another chance, she wouldn’t have done anything differently. She slowly twisted herself around so she could release her other wrist. She looked at both wrists together. She smiled when she saw they matched perfectly. Additional pains made themselves known. Her legs were very tired. Her whole body was tired. She felt like she had just run a marathon. She took a trip but never left the bed. While Gloria lay there, her aches and pains were becoming more prominent. An old saying she had heard came to mind. Now, “Rode hard and put up wet” had more meaning for her. This was how she felt. She had been used, then left alone to repair herself the best she could. Strangely, it was a perfectly wonderful afternoon. Well, she would like to see what he looked like. But, she could wait for that. Gloria got out of the ropes and cleaned herself up. She looked at her wrists and ankles. Her ankles weren’t as red as her wrists. She figured that was because she was fighting for control with her arms, and not so much with her legs. But, her ankles were still red enough to show at work. She hadn’t thought about that. The after effects of these sessions would surely bring embarrassing questions from her coworkers. Questions that may be even worse than wearing the butt plug had been. First things first. She had to send an email to him, as he had requested. She was to explain her experiences of the afternoon. She was to tell him if she liked being in such a submissive situation. With so many new feelings rushing though her, she knew it wouldn’t be easy to explain them. First, she knew she loved it. The feeling of being in another’s control, knowing she was at his mercy was overwhelming. She was really beginning to enjoy that feeling. Was it what she thought it would be? That was more difficult to explain. She had only read stories and seen pictures of bondage, so her subconscious controlled what she thought it would feel like. Having a vivid imagination, she was worried it would be a let down. There had been no let down, yet. She thought it was very over powering to be told to bind herself in lewd positions and wait. She had trouble with this the first time. She remembered the butterflies in her stomach. But, this second time it was just anticipation. She knew she wanted it to happen, even if he would cause her pain. It wasn’t the pain he caused, but how he caused it. He would give her pleasure, then take it away and give her pain. She would be just on the edge of a climax and he knew it. He would then deprive her of it, and introduce pain to cleanse her mind of cumming. He had such a deliciously nasty controlling way. She loved submitting to him. The vibrator on her clit and pussy were hard to take. Oh, she had used a vibrator on herself many times. But, she had never had someone else control it. And, he was skilled at knowing where to put it, and when to remove it. That skill caused some of her red and raw wrists and ankles. She had tried to control where she wanted the vibrator. The ropes won, every time. So, Gloria sent her email, explaining her joy and confusion over the afternoon’s events. She felt she had some answers, but not every one. Smiling, she knew it would take more experimentation. Thank goodness, the next day was a Sunday. She had a chance to try to heal her wrists and ankles. But, when Monday morning came, they were still very obviously visible. She contemplated calling in sick, but that would only delay things, and she really couldn’t afford it, either. She decided on a long sleeve sweater and those white knee socks with the cute little lacey tops. The sweater was snug, and that would draw attention away from her wrists, if someone happened to see them. And, with the proper dress, the knee socks would do the same. She knew there were enough perverts in the office. Talk about the tight sweater and knee socks would be much easier to handle than what they were covering up. Work on Monday came and went. The sweater and socks did their job. She acquired a few new nicknames from her coworkers, but no matter about that. If she hadn’t worn them, the nicknames would have been unbearable. She was not ready for anyone to know what was really going on. Tuesday, her wrists were better, but still too obvious. She wore a long sleeve blouse, and her dress that looked a little like a cheerleader outfit. It was a good thing the boss was out of town. Tuesday evening, she got an email. Her clit started to twitch, as she sat down to read it. She couldn’t believe how it affected her. Her hands shook as she typed the necessary keys on the computer. Then, there it was. Hello, my pet. I trust you untied yourself without much trouble. You know I will always make sure you are able to get free. But I have left the rest up to you, for now. Your body is not my main worry. I know your body will heal. The physical person is very resilient. But your body is only a tool. Because your body is connected to your mind, it tells me a lot about you. When you react, it is your inner submissive I am talking to. I connect to her by touching your body. And when you are naked and bound, all of your barriers are stripped away, leaving only this tool and the inner Gloria. Because you are bound, you can’t refuse me. Because you are naked, I have complete view and control of you. And with your trust, you give me an open window to enter your mind. Deep inside, I find your desires, and I feed them. You are learning more about yourself, each day. After each of our visits, you know more, and yet you desire more. That little ache inside you is a hunger that drives you forward. It’s inside all of us, but sometimes it is buried and needs to be brought out. It needs to be exposed. I have your trust. Trust is the door you open to your sole. You trust me to use your physical body to reach your mental self. You allow me to reach inside and touch you. You allow me to stimulate your sexual desires, then give them their freedom to thrive. I am in control at that point, but only because you allow me to be. I possess you because you allow it. Gloria, I want to know your thoughts. I want to know what you have learned about yourself. I want to know how your mind has developed from these experiences. I want to know how your feelings have changed about yourself. I want to know if you feel good about it. Give me these answers, and we will then continue with your next task. Gloria couldn’t believe what she was reading. He was saying the same things she had been feeling. He understood her embarrassment. He understood her desires. But, did she understand her desires? Could she express her feelings? What had she felt, up to now and what was she learning? What was she finding out about this new Gloria? Did she like her? Did she want to keep her? Questions, more questions! Why more questions? She wanted him to use her! She had to calm down and think this out. She knew what she had found. She had found someone who understood her needs. Gloria had found someone who had the ability to go deep within her and bring out her hungers. He knew what she hungered for. That knowledge embarrassed her. She had kept this deep inside for so long, because there had been no one to bring it out of her. It seemed he not only knew what was there, but he also knew how to bring it out. Her face flushed as she thought it through. It was as if he was in the room with her. She even caught herself looking around, expecting to see him sitting in a chair beside her. But that was how he affected her. His control was feeding another desire inside her. She thrived on it. She loved not knowing what was to come next. She loved how he forced her to feel. His control allowed her to submit to him. His touch brought shivers to her body. He could play her like a musical instrument, bringing her emotions to the surface. After considerable thought, she sent her email. She told him what she had been thinking and how she felt. She told him she hungered for his control. His control was the beginning for her. He had taken the old Gloria and bound her body. He had twisted her mind until her desires escaped their deep entrapment. He had opened a door to her inner submissive self. Without him, she surely would still be the old Gloria. She read her email through, before sending. She wanted to be sure it said what she meant. He had been the catalyst to her whole learning process. Satisfied with its content, she pressed SEND. Several days passed and Gloria didn’t like waiting. However, she was learning. Before, she hated traffic lights. Surely red was set to be longer than green. Before, she hated standing in lines. It seemed such wasted time. Her anger would build as she moved up in line. Now, she understood the need for traffic lights. She still didn’t like them, but she at least could understand they were necessary. And, she didn’t mind standing in line so much. She still didn’t like it, but it wasn’t wasted time. She would now spend the time thinking of her newfound feelings. Her thoughts would take over and she would be completely relaxed as she moved up in line. Sometimes she could be so involved, she would forget where she was. Her hands had a way of roaming. That became embarrassing, at times, but not like it would have, before. Now, she seemed to understand things better. She had a different outlook on life than before. Finally, his reply arrived. Again the ritual started. She would feel a twitch in her clit, and her hands would shake. She felt he was in the room speaking to her, when she read his emails. This was the control he had over her. Hello, Gloria, I read your email. You have experienced a lot. And, you have learned a lot, too. But, you have still missed one point. It was not my control that began your new life. It was your trust. You needed to experience life. You knew there was more out there, and you wanted part of it. However, to do that, you had to look for it. Looking for the unknown is not easy. It’s a step many never take, but you took it. That took a lot of trust. Trust in the unknown. Trust in knowing you could handle what you might find. Trust in knowing you could handle whom you might find. That is a very strong feeling. Don’t ever take it lightly. Don’t let anyone else make light of it, either. My control only came after your trust. My first email to you said “If You Dare” and your trust allowed you to dare. It was you, Gloria, who began this new adventure. Maybe I was a large part of it, but only after you allowed me to be. Don’t forget that. You are always in control of yourself, even when I am with you. Gloria had tears in her eyes. She had to read his email over and over. Each time she felt more alive than before. It was an amazing experience, almost profound. He did make sense. She did start her own journey. She had never thought of it that way, before, and she wondered why. Then, she realized he hadn’t given her another task. No new task? He was full of surprises. But, this one was not welcome. She looked forward to these tasks. They were challenging and inspiring. They usually made her think. They all made her feel sexy and alive. She needed to send him another email. This one would be best entitled “No New Task?” but she didn’t dare. There’s that word, again, dare. She had dared before, so why not now? So, she did. She sent the email, with that same title. She also told him she understood his last email, and wondered why she had thought so lowly of herself, before. It was likely that he would have an answer to that, too. SEND. The wait was not long. Gloria had her reply that same evening. Such service, she thought. Either that or he didn’t like the title she gave her email. She sat down to read it, anxious and apprehensive. What would his wisdom explain for her? I see you noticed there was no new task in my last email. But, do you remember the last line of my email? “Give me these answers, and we will then continue with your next task.” You think you gave me the answers I wanted. I disagree. In fact, after reading your email reply, you are still in the process of thought over one answer. You now understand that your trust was what started your journey. I only came along after you made that decision. That is a very strong feeling within you. As I told you, many never act on that feeling. Sadly, some regret it for the rest of their lives. The reasons why are too many to list. Low self-esteem is one. It’s a difficult feeling to conquer, but it’s not impossible. You felt this way, Gloria. But, something told you to break out of the mold and you broke free. Although, you had felt that way for so long, you didn’t recognize your new freedom for what it was. Instead, your subconscious centered on my control as a safety net and completely missed the reality. The reality was a power deep within you. Don’t let your subconscious mind take charge where your conscious mind has control. Trust in yourself. Now, read that email again. Answer the questions to my satisfaction, and then we will move on. Gloria read the last of that email again. Gloria, I want to know your thoughts. I want to know what you have learned about yourself. I want to know how your mind has developed from these experiences. I want to know how your feelings have changed about yourself. I want to know if you feel good about it. She missed his questions completely. She didn’t know how it could happen. She normally devoured everything in his emails. She had to think about these questions for a little while. She had experienced so many things, and enjoyed them all. She also had learned many things. Now, she understood even more about herself and her own submissive needs. She understood a lot more about what she wanted in a life through submission. She had a feeling of worth about herself that she didn’t have before. She felt her life had meaning. She was finding out how fulfilling one’s dreams can be a large step to fulfilling one’s whole life. She had taken that step that so many never take, and she was living her dream, with his help. Gloria sent her reply. She mentioned so many things that she had learned. She gave him credit for a lot, but she knew he would want her to take the credit for it. She understood what he meant about trusting in herself and taking that step. She told him how wonderful it felt to have taken it. There was not only a smile on her face now, but one inside, too. Days went by, with no email from him. Gloria felt sure her reply would get a quicker response than that. She was impatient. She wanted another task. She wanted him to torment her bound body again. She was his willing pupil. Finally, two days later, she received an email. So, Gloria, dear. You now seem to understand what I’ve been telling you. You are in charge of your life and body. You decide what happens, not someone else. Always remember that. Now, as a reward, I have another task for you. Yes, I said reward. You should enjoy this. Read these instructions carefully. Cigar stores sell many different types of cigars. Cigars that are more expensive are packaged inside a tube for freshness. Some are glass and some are plastic. I want you to go purchase a cigar in a plastic tube, and discard the cigar. The tube is what you are looking for. It may need some edges removed before you use it. I will explain more about this, later. Gloria, for safety, do not get glass for this particular task. You will also need to purchase a set of metal handcuffs. Be sure these are of the double locking variety. They are the best and I will put them to use in future visits. You will also need a chair that has slots in the back. Also, a couple of overstuffed pillows will be needed, or several regular pillows. You will need two of those Velcro straps you made, and lastly, you will need your vibrator and a sufficient amount of water-soluble lube. The plastic cigar tube is sure to have rough edges on it. You will need to remove these rough edges. It will be going up your ass, so be sure it is nice and smooth. Because you are doing this alone, I want you to be safe. As a safety issue, DO NOT USE A GLASS TUBE! Place your chair in your bedroom, so it is in front of the dresser mirror. Place the cigar tube, vibrator, lube and handcuff keys on the dresser. Stack the pillows in the seat, so they are like a saddle on a horse. You will sit backwards on the chair and strap your ankles to the back legs of the chair with the Velcro straps. There should be enough pillows to be ample padding underneath you, as well as enough both in front and behind you. While sitting on the chair, pillows under you, and your ankles bound with the Velcro, lubricate the cigar tube with a lot of lube. Also, reach back and lube your ass hole. Be sure to slide your finger inside so the lube is inside your ass, too. With this done, take the tube and insert it into your ass. Push it in far enough that you can remove your hand and the pillows will hold it inside you. Next, take your finger and rub your clit. At the same time, rock back and forth, so the cigar tube slides in and out, with your movements. When you are wet enough, lean back and insert the vibrator into your pussy. Hold the pillows out of the way, if necessary. Be sure you turn it on to the highest speed. The same principle should work for the vibe as for the tube. Your rocking back and forth will allow each to move in and out of you. Next, be sure the handcuff key is not too far away that you can’t reach it. A simple test before you cuff yourself will be in order. If you don’t do a sufficient test, you could be in that situation until someone finds you. I suggest you be sure the test works. Slide your hands though the chair slats and cuff your wrists. Be sure the lock is on the outside, so you can unlock the cuffs. If you put the lock on the inside, you will not be able to unlock the cuffs by yourself. Again, sufficient testing of this is in order. Once you have finished all of this preparation, you will be bound to the chair, both wrists and ankles. You will also have both pussy and ass filled, so even slight movement will move the tube and vibrator in and out. Rocking back and forth will cause reverse penetration. This means when the vibe slides out, the tube slides in, and visa versa. I want you to fuck yourself in this rocking manner, while watching yourself in the mirror. Visualize someone is watching you and you are performing. I want you to make yourself cum by rocking back and forth. Then report to me how you felt, watching yourself in the mirror. Gloria was already getting wet. She wouldn’t need to rub her clit, she didn’t think. All she needed was the metal handcuffs and the cigar tube. She knew just where to get both. She knew a friend who worked in a police supply store and it wasn’t far away from a tobacco shop. One quick trip would take care of both purchases. She purchased the plastic tube, as required. She found one that didn’t have many burrs to remove. The handcuffs were an easy purchase, because her friend was working. He did give her a smirk when she said what she wanted, but he didn’t ask any questions. If You Dare Ch. 04 Once home, she practiced with the cuffs. She knew it would be difficult to remove them because of the angle her wrist would have to be in to insert the key. She knew she would need practice to perfect it. She learned putting tape around the key would make it longer and thicker. This made it easier to hold on to, and her wrist wouldn’t need to bend so far to insert it. As for the tube, she used an emery board to remove the burrs, smoothing it down so not to harm the delicate inside tissue of her anal passage. Rubbing her palms over it, she made sure she had every rough edge smoothed down. She placed everything on the bedroom dresser, the cuffs and the key, the cigar tube and vibrator, and the lube. She had everything ready. A kitchen chair would do nicely, because it had slats in the back. She had lots of pillows, so that wasn’t a problem. She also had the Velcro straps. She had no idea they would be so versatile, when she made them. It was all there. She placed the chair so it faced away from the dresser. She was to sit backwards in the chair, and straddle it. She put her wrists through the slats and checked her reach to the dresser. She put the handcuff key where she could easily reach it. Next came the pillows. She stacked them up on the chair and sat back down. The pillows puffed up behind and in front of her, as they were suppose to. Next was the Velcro on her ankles. She wrapped each ankle so it was secured to the chair leg. Finished with this part, Gloria happened to glance at herself in the mirror. She looked into the eyes of that woman looking back at her. There was fire in her eyes. There was life. Something she hadn’t notice for a while. It made her smile. Returning to her task, Gloria picked up the lubricant. She globbed some on her hand and put that in and around her ass hole. Having been told to add a liberal amount, she did just that. Then, after liberally lubricating the tube, she reached back to move the pillows out of the way, and leaned forward. She slowly pushed the tube up her ass until it was nearly all the way in. When she let go, it started to slide back out. Pushing it back in and leaning against the pillows kept it inside. Next came the vibrator. Leaning back, she moved the pillows out of the way and slid it into her pussy. She was surprised how wet she was, but it made this easier. Rocking back and forth, she noticed the pillows were doing their job. Both the vibrator and cigar tube were kept in place. Her movements allowed each to slide in and out, as he said they should. She was already starting to feel the multiple sensations. Nearly finished, she had to turn the vibrator on before she put on the handcuffs. She made sure it was on high. That sent wonderful vibrations though her and also through the pillows. Even the muffled vibrator sound was kind of sexy. Lastly, came the handcuffs. She made one final check to be sure the key was where it should be before she stuck her wrists through the slats of that chair. She knew that once she was cuffed, there was no turning back. If that key wasn’t where it should be, she would be in that position until someone found her. She stopped and looked at herself in the mirror. She was at the point of no return, but, the determined look in the eyes of the woman in that mirror told her to continue. She hooked the handcuffs to her wrists. Immediately, she felt like a captive. The feeling was quickly growing, as the vibrator did its job. She started to rock back and forth, feeling the tube slide in and out of her ass, as the vibrator did the same in her pussy. The sensations were interesting. Looking in the mirror, she noticed her nipples were rock hard. She wanted to touch them but she couldn’t. She tried to lean down so she could get to them with her cuffed hands, but all that did was add to the sensations she was already feeling. She couldn’t reach her nipples. Gloria was beginning to feel all of the sensations, now. The feeling of being bound and the feeling of being filled in both pussy and ass. The lube made it feel like she was being fucked. This feeling was interesting, on its own. Anal penetration was new to her. But, penetration while bound and out of control was growing on her. She felt used. She felt like someone else was in control of her body. It felt good. She looked at herself in the mirror. She watched her face as she rocked back and forth on the chair. She was intrigued by her facial expressions. She looked into her eyes. The woman behind those eyes would soon be somewhere else. She noticed she was rocking faster, now. It was almost as if another person was controlling her movements. She felt a flush run through her body. She felt another. She looked at herself in the mirror, again. Her facial expressions had changed. Her eyes were glassy and her pupils were large. Her mouth was open and she was breathing heavily through it. Drops of perspiration were forming on her forehead. To say this woman was enjoying herself was more than a true statement. The sounds of the muffled vibrator were in time with her breathing. Both increased as her excitement increased. Whimpers began to escape her lips as she quickened her rocking action. She noticed she was enjoying that tube sliding in and out of her ass. She loved the thought that she wasn’t in control. She noticed she was pushing back faster and faster to get that tube deeper inside her. All of these movements were working on her clit, too. The pillows and the vibrator were creating wonderful sensations as they rubbed against her body. Soon she was rocking feverishly, as if she were riding some wild stallion. Her mind began to visualize two men taking her by force. She was naked and bound and forced to her fuck herself with their hard cocks. The feeling of two men taking her was growing fast. She loved the thought of being helpless and taken roughly. Two men could easily overpower her and have their way with her. She would be forced to submit to their desires. Gasps of lust began to come from deep in her throat as she thought of being taken this way. She couldn’t get enough of it. She whimpered and moaned as she rode that chair. She noticed she was pulling with her bound ankles to get more of the vibrator inside her and pushing with them to get more of the tube up her ass. She was totally involved. The cuffs clanked against the metal of the chair as she bounced back and forth. Cries and gasps were all she could speak as she felt a massive orgasm coming. Two men were ravaging her. One was in her ass and the other was in her pussy. Both were fucking her in that reverse rhythm. One would lunge in, as the other would pull out. Then, the other would lunge in as the other pulled out. It was an amazing feeling. She couldn’t get enough. More...she wanted more! The chair was almost bouncing on the floor from her feverish rocking. She wanted to touch her clit but she couldn’t. She wanted to touch her nipples but she couldn’t. Bound and forced to take what she was getting, she imagined she was being fucked hard and fast by these two men. She was their toy for their satisfaction. They were using her. She was for their satisfaction and she was gaining satisfaction from that. As Gloria watched herself in the mirror, she thought of others watching. Her sexual emotions piqued again, as she envisioned her double man scenario being video taped. She thought it odd that she would think of such a thing, but she thought it was even odder she was getting off on it. Being bound and taken by two men, created from her thoughts, and having it all recorded was like being taken by yet another. This third person was larger than life, because it could be any number of people. Her mind racing now, Gloria was humping the chair in a frenzy. She wanted to rub her throbbing clit, but couldn’t. She really felt bound and used. Not able to bring herself to climax, all she had were the two phalluses plunging inside her and an imagination on overload. The vibrator helped some but it didn’t quite reach where she wanted. That compounded her frustrations but also added to the bondage scene. Embarrassment and humiliation washed over her as she thought up different visions in her mind. She pretended the mirror was two-way and strange men were watching her predicament, as she desperately tried to cum. Finally, she could feel the beginnings of a pending explosion deep within her. The visions of multiple strangers lurking at her were vivid in her mind. She thought of them watching her taken by force, in both pussy and ass. She also imagined being watched as she really was, naked and bound to the chair, humping it with a fever. Closer and closer, she came to climax. She had to stop watching herself in the mirror and close her eyes to reality. Only her pretending seemed to help. She couldn’t touch herself, so she relied on the vision of being bound and used. The two men using her were strong and their cocks were hard. She was sandwiched between them, feeling the heat of their breath as they used her. With sweat dripping from their faces as they came to their own climaxes, she pretended the men were gripped by their own thoughts of using her. In her mind, the man fucking her pussy came first. He groaned and rammed into her with a viscous final thrust to fill her with hot cum. She saved the best for last. She pretended the man fucking her ass came last, and grabbed her around the waist and shoved hard into her. He held her there against his hot body as his cum pumped into her bowels. She pretended he held her there as his cock throbbed deep in her ass. He bit her on the back of her neck and growled, as he filled her with hot cum. This was what made her cum. Gloria finally exploded in a massive climax that caught her off guard. She let out a scream that surely, the neighborhood heard, but she didn’t care. All she cared about were the feelings she felt. She came in gushes as the vibrator kept humming inside her. It was a tremendous climax. Never had she cum so hard without touching herself. But, never had it been such a chore, either. A chore, but worth the effort. Drained both emotionally and physically, she slouched in the chair. The vibrator continued to hum, but she didn’t seem to notice. Her legs shook as if she had just run a marathon. Her arms were tired. She was weak and had to catch her breath. Thoughts of bondage and being ravaged were still running through her mind. She tried to think clearly, but the images were still vivid. It was very overpowering. Finally, Gloria could breathe easier. She took a big breath and looked at herself in the mirror. She smiled at the well-used woman who looked back at her. Success and satisfaction filled her, as she sat there. As she calmed down, she laughed that the vibrator was still going strong. Didn’t it know its job was done, she thought? Her mental faculties recovered, Gloria had to finish her task. She had to get out of the cuffs. She had to turn the vibrator off and remove it and the cigar tube from her used body. Looking for the key to the cuffs, she noticed her feverish rocking had moved the chair out of position. She had moved far enough so the key was out of reach. Still emotionally drained she had to keep herself from panicking. It really wasn’t as bad as it seemed, because all she had to do was repeat the rocking process to move the chair back into place. But, this was easier said than done, because her legs were very weak and one was developing a cramp. She had to think fast, or that cramp would quickly become worse. She took a big breath and threw all of her weight up and forward. The chair moved a slight amount in the right direction. She couldn’t believe how difficult it was to move such a small distance. She realized just how involved she was when trying to cum. And, the chair had moved away from the dresser. That told her she must have been throwing herself backward to get the cigar tube deeper into her ass. God, she must be an anal slut, she thought. She smiled. There’s nothing wrong with that. Another attempt at moving the chair moved it a bit closer to the dresser. Again, she rested herself, before another attempt. Three more attempts and she could reach the key. She touched it, but left it there, so she could rest. She didn’t want to drop it after all that effort. She waited until her hands weren’t shaking and picked up the key. The tape she put on it made it much easier to hold. With it in her right hand, she slowly put it in the left cuff lock and turned it. It opened with ease. Her practicing had paid off. She was free! She unlocked the right cuff and the handcuffs dropped to the floor. She reached down and turned off the vibrator. She then rubbed her wrists. The cuffs had left red marks and they were visual reminders, just as her sore legs were. She started to stand, but before she could rise very far, she remembered her ankles were bound to the chair legs with Velcro. She relaxed back on to the chair, and the vibrator and cigar tube both slid back into her at the same time. First she gasped and then she laughed. The two men were still inside her. Reaching down, she removed both Velcro straps and stretched her legs a bit, before standing. Rubbing her thighs, she could feel the cramp was still there. A hot bath would do nicely, she thought, if she could make it to the bathroom. Slowly standing, she let the vibrator and cigar tube both slide out and onto the pillows. She slowly walked into the bathroom and sat on the floor beside the tub. As she plugged the drain and started the water, her thoughts returned to what she had just done. It was interesting, she thought. It was interesting, because she visualized so many different things in her mind. It was interesting, because she had cum without touching herself. And, it was interesting because she had gotten so involved she didn’t even know she had moved the chair. When the water was deep enough to get in, she picked herself up off the floor and inched into the steamy wetness. The hot water quickly began soothing her tired body and melting the cramp away. As she continued to think of her completed task, a smile formed on her face that wouldn’t melt quite as soon. ---- If you like this story, please vote. If you have something to say to the author, please send anonymous feedback. Any feedback that includes a return address will get a reply. Thank you for voting honestly, and sending constructive feedback. Both are appreciated. If You Dare Ch. 05 This is the fifth chapter of a fictional tale. As a tale of fiction, it omits many of the safety precautions one should take in a real life situation. Because of this, it should not be considered a template for real life. * After her bath, Gloria sat at the computer with all sorts of images running though her head. The bath had done wonders. The cramp was gone, and her legs were no longer tired. And, it had given her time to think. That task had answered a lot of questions, but it had also brought out just as many new questions. It was stunning how she felt when she looked at herself in the mirror. It was almost like seeing another woman. She had never experienced an orgasm while watching her own facial expressions. She felt she was watching a porn movie. She enjoyed it. Had he known she would feel that way? Only he knew that answer. Had he known how difficult it would be for her to cum? She went through so much pretending, she nearly thought it wouldn't happen. But the images of the two men fucking her so completely still reverberated inside her. Where did that come from? Was it something the tube and vibrator conjured up from her subconscious? Gloria also wondered where the thoughts of others watching her came from. That was voyeurism. She knew that, from reading. And she seemed to enjoy the thought of others watching. She also knew it was a form of exhibitionism, being forcibly fucked by two men, while multiple people watched. She enjoyed that, too. So, she sent the email. It was filled with questions answered and more questions asked. She wondered if he would give her answers or make her answer her own questions. The human mind is so difficult to understand, she thought. Some of the most exciting feelings of her life had been buried so deep that they were never going to come to the surface, on their own. She was constantly learning more about herself and about submission in general. She knew she was submissive. She longed to submit to another. She wanted to be told what to do, and when to do it. It warmed her inside, to satisfy another. It excited her when he forced her to excel in every area of his demand. He was her mentor, her guide. He used his forceful persuasion to train her. She was learning to satisfy him, as he wanted. She was his tool and his toy. She was his sexual instrument. What a perfectly thrilling feeling. The next day, he returned her email. She devoured it, as she did with all of his messages. Hello, Gloria. You have found answers to many questions, but you have also asked many more. Submission is sometimes difficult to understand. A submissive may embrace her desires while she's at a total loss as to why she has such desires. And, even if she does understand, it is very difficult to explain it all to another. I'm sure you are starting to realize some of this confusion. This is only the beginning for you. There is so much more to learn, so much more to experience. Your mind is going in circles, with all of the new feelings. Don't try to understand everything at once. Just enjoy yourself. In time, everything will make sense. If you try to understand it all now, you won't enjoy it quite as much. Think of this as your submissive childhood. Let the child in you play. Don't try to grow up too fast. You experience these first feelings only once. Enjoy them and let them feed your hunger. The more you enjoy this time, the more vivid your memories will be. It's also time for another visit. This will be a learning experience. You will learn something new, or at least refine what you already know. I will come visit you on Saturday. I won't tell you the exact time, but I will tell you it will be after noon. Before you start preparing yourself for this visit, be sure to unlock your front door. Then, I want you to remove all of your clothes. I also want you to use a scarf to cover your eyes, as you have in past visits. Once you are naked and blindfolded, I want you to lock the metal handcuffs on your wrists, behind your back. This won't be easy, for a couple of reasons. One, you will be blindfolded, and won't be able to see what you're doing. I know it isn't easy to cuff your own wrists behind your back. You will have to practice this, to be sure you don't make them too tight, or too loose. Be sure you can do this before Saturday. Also, I want you to have four of the Velcro straps handy. I will put them to good use, after I arrive. Anything else I need I will bring with me. All you need to do is have yourself prepared for my arrival, and experience what happens during the afternoon. On Saturday afternoon, I want to find you kneeling on your living room floor, with your head on your knees. I will instruct you further, when I arrive. Gloria was anxious. But, her pussy was dripping wet. He was coming for another visit, and she couldn't wait. His other visits had been exciting. And, because he had been to see her a couple of times, it was no longer scary. She could think more about what might happen. What would he call a learning experience? What has happened that hasn't been a learning experience? He had something new for her to learn, she thought. She giggled as she thought through different scenarios in her mind. Maybe he would force some delicious task upon her that she would either complete to perfection or be punished. Maybe he would make her ask for punishment. That would be an interesting challenge. Or, maybe he would make her choose between two different forms of punishment. She caught herself. She had no idea what the afternoon would involve, so there was no reason to be wondering so. Saturday would come soon enough, and she needed to be ready. Looking forward to his visit would be enough to think about. Thinking of what might happen was going too far. Gloria had cuffed her wrists before, but not behind her back. That would be a challenge. And, with her eyes covered with a scarf, it would be completely done by feel alone. She didn't need to worry so much about where the keyhole was positioned, as he would be the one removing them. But, she thought it was a good idea to use what he had told her in her last task. She would keep the key wrapped with tape, so it would be easy to handle. And she would practice keeping the keyhole pointing towards her hands. This would be her failsafe, if for some unknown reason he didn't come. Otherwise, how would she get them off? She would be very helpless, naked with her wrists cuffed behind her. Even if she did find help, it would be very embarrassing situation. She knew she could use the phone in the bedroom to call someone. It was the right height and it had speed dial. But, it was a much smarter idea to be as self sufficient as possible. To practice, she only cuffed one wrist. She kept both behind her back, but only held one cuff in her hand, to simulate its immobility. It wasn't perfect, but she didn't trust herself. She did get that one cuff unlocked, but she knew it wasn't the same as having both wrists locked behind her. The necessary dexterity would be difficult. She used a finger from her free hand to measure the tension of the cuff on her wrist. By putting her finger in against her wrist, she was able to know how far to click the cuff, making it tight enough, but not too tight. Keeping the key available was another part of the plan. She had to place it somewhere she could get to it with her wrists locked behind her. She even practiced that. She decided to use a small amount of scotch tape to hold it on the edge of her coffee table. The tape would make sure it didn't get knocked off, if she happened to lose her balance. She even practiced that as far as she could, but even that was only a partial thing, because she didn't want to lock both wrists behind her, until Saturday. After practicing some each day, she felt reasonably secure she could do it. Saturday morning arrived and Gloria woke up alert and anxious. She cleaned her apartment again, even though she had cleaned it only the day before. She wanted to make sure he saw nothing out of place. Each of his visits made her more nervous than the last. She didn't know why that was, other than she thought he might have expectations and she wanted to live up to them. Whatever the reason, she watched the clock all morning, wondering why it took so long for each hour to pass. Sitting at the kitchen table, she was wearing a T-shirt and panties. She was very nervous. She was daydreaming about what might happen and was actually enjoying the thoughts. Then, she heard the living room clock strike. It was noon. She had to get ready. He could show up at any time. She quickly went in and unlocked the front door. She made a last walk through the apartment to check how everything looked. She had the scarf and the handcuffs on the coffee table, and the key was already taped to its necessary spot. She picked up the scarf and started to cover her eyes, but remembered she was to be naked. She quickly removed her T-shirt and panties. After wadding them together, she stuffed them between the cushions of the couch. She then sat in the middle of the room, on her knees. She tied the scarf over her eyes and just sat there for a short time, trying to relax. Her hands were shaking. She hadn't thought about that, when she was practicing. But, he could walk though the door at any minute. She picked up the cuffs and felt for the keyhole with her fingers. She locked the first cuff on with her hands in front. Then, she put her hands behind her, for the second wrist. She felt for the keyhole, and made sure it was pointing in the right direction, then with her wrist in position, she slowly pushed the cuff together. She heard it ratchet down and enclose her wrist. She'd done it. It went very well. But, her heart was pounding in her chest. She had put herself in his power, once again. She put her head down to her knees and waited like that. Thoughts ran though her head a thousand miles and hour, while she waited. She hoped he wouldn't make her wait long, because waiting was not easy. She listened to footsteps in the outside hallway. They weren't his. Then, she heard people talking. They walked on, too. She couldn't even tell what time it was. The next time she would be aware of the time, it would be half past noon, when the clock chimed once. That would be thirty minutes away. Her wrists could be numb by then. Surely he would come before that happened. Just then, the door opened. "Hello, Gloria. I hope you haven't been waiting long." His voice startled her. Where did he come from? He completely surprised her because she hadn't heard him walking down the hall. She was sure he noticed her jump, when he walked in, but he didn't say anything. She could hear him walk around her, inspecting her position. "You look very nice. You look good enough to devour right now." She couldn't help but smile. That also helped her relax. "Thank you, Sir." "But, that's not going to happen. Oh, I'm going to devour you, in a way, but it's going to be slow. And, I'm going to teach you how to devour me, too." Gloria listened with anxious ears. She listened as he sat down a bag and opened a zipper. He could hear him walk over to her. Then, she felt his hands on her shoulders, as he helped her stand up. He walked with her for a short distance then she could hear him sit down. Then, in a flash, she was pulled over his lap. He had his hand across the small of her back, holding the chain between her wrists. Then, she could feel something cool on her ass cheeks. But, that coolness was short lived as she quickly felt a sharp sting across her ass. Gloria hadn't expected to be punished for no reason, but it seemed that was what he was doing. She cried out with each smack on her naked ass, and none of them were light. She tried to cover her bottom, but he was holding her tightly, so she couldn't move. She kicked her feet, but that did little to stop the pain from landing on its mark. She felt so completely helpless and her bottom was stinging. Naked, with her hands cuffed behind her back, she had no idea when he would stop. The smacks were loud and the only sound in the room, other than her cries of protest. But, almost as quickly as it had started, it stopped. She lay draped over his lap, whimpering softly. He rubbed her sore bottom, to sooth the pain. She felt both thankful and embarrassed at what he was doing. Then, he helped her stand up. Her legs were shaky, so he steadied her, until she was OK. She rubbed her own sore bottom as much as she could, but the cuffs hindered her reach. "Gloria, do you know how many swats I just gave you?" How many swats? All she knew was there were more than enough. And, how did he expect her to know that, when he gave her no advance warning? She stood there, silent, rubbing her bottom. She could hear him breathing but that was it. She knew he expected an answer, but she really had no idea. "How many, Sir? I don't know." She laughed kind of nervously. Then, after a few seconds, she added, "I know it was a sufficient number though, because my bottom stings." There was more silence in the room. She could hear what sounded like a snicker, but she wasn't sure. "From now on, any time I spank or paddle you, I want you to remember the number of swats you receive. If I ask you, and you aren't correct, you will get the same number, again. Then, I will ask you again. This will continue until you give me the correct number. Do you understand?" "Yes, Sir." "Fine." "Sir?" "Yes, Gloria?" "What did you use on me?" "A wooden paddle." Gloria was still rubbing her sore bottom. "That's a very serious instrument, Sir. How many was that?" "How many swats? Only twenty." Only? Twenty seemed like enough. More than enough, actually. Her bottom felt like it had been 40, or more. Only twenty, he says. "It seemed like more." "Yes, it does, when you're not ready. But, with time, you will learn to count. And, when I force you to count them, you'll feel them more. You are forced to not only experience the pain, but stay alert enough to count each one. It's just a little humiliation lesson for you. This was your first one." "Yes Sir." "Now stand still," he told her. "Don't move." Gloria stood there, naked and blindfolded. She could hear him breathe. Then, she felt his fingers lightly touching her nipples. He touched both at the same time. He made little circles around them, with his fingers. Then, she could hear him lean toward her. His breathing was closer, and she could feel his hot breath on her chest. He sucked on her nipples. First the right one, then the left. He didn't touch her body except for her nipples. When he removed his hot mouth, the cooler room air contrasted so, that it heightened the sensations she felt. Each nipple ached for his mouth to return. When it did, the contrasting heat from his mouth caused her to gasp with pleasure. It was very difficult for Gloria to stand still. Her bottom was still hot and it stung considerably. And, his nipple sucking was so sensual, her legs were shaking. He made her stand still, but that was quickly becoming more difficult. She couldn't believe it. She was so turned on, and he hadn't been in her apartment for more than 15 minutes. "Sir?" "Yes?" "Would it be too bold for me to ask how much longer this is going to last?" "Gloria, to ask something like that is fine, but to know the answer will diminish it for you. A lot of what I have been doing to you is compounded by the fact that you can't see me. Being deprived of seeing your tormentor, your sexual excitement doubles." Because Gloria could hear the ambiance of his voice when he talked, she could tell where he was, as long as he continued to talk. When he didn't talk, she felt helpless. Only his breathing gave him away. Then, his initial touch was always like a bolt of lightening. "You don't know when my next caress will be. You don't know if it will be in the form of a suck, a lick or maybe a bite. And, you don't know where, either. And, with your hands cuffed behind your back, you are nearly a complete submissive. It would be almost impossible for you to stop me from doing anything I wanted to you. To prove that to you, I will give you a little taste of my power over you." He quickly picked her up and put her over his shoulder. He carried his bound captive into the dinning room. Once in there, he put her down, and turned her so she was facing the table. She could feel the table's cold wood, against her thighs. He stood behind her and caressed her tits, while humping against her naked ass, from behind. Gloria felt her body shake and her knees grow weak. His breathing was very clear, because he was right behind her. In fact, she could tell he was excited, as his hands caressed and probed her nakedness. But, she was excited, too, and her mouth was open and dry, as she moaned and whimpered with every touch. Then, without warning, Gloria felt her mouth being forced open as something was pushed in. She quickly remembered it as a ball gag. He secured it at the back of her head. Then, while still behind her, he put his arms around her waist and pulled her close to him. He whispered into her ear with a breathy voice that sounded full of lust. "Now, Gloria, you are a complete submissive. You are naked, bound, blindfolded and gagged. I can do anything I want, and you can do nothing but submit to it." He lowered his right hand down to her clit. It was smoldering, but his touch set it ablaze. She groaned her desire, from behind the gag, and he chuckled, knowingly. "See what I mean, Gloria? I can do anything at all. And, everything you are feeling right now is compounded by the fact that you can't see me. So, you can't see what I'm doing. You didn't know I was going to push that gag into your mouth until you felt it going in. That's a totally helpless feeling. Before the gag, you could at least voice your concerns or your needs, even though you couldn't see. But, the very moment you knew it was a gag being shoved into your mouth, that helplessness washed over you." He probed between her legs with his hand. Gloria could do nothing but react. She wanted him so badly, but she was helpless to tell him. She was even helpless to beg for what she wanted. She wanted his hand to find her clit and rub it hard. She needed to cum, and only he could give her that. But, something told her he wasn't going to let her cum. Being helpless was something she was learning more and more about. She both loved it, and hated it. She loved being in his control. She loved how that made her feel. She felt like a desired woman. Being blindfolded, his touch always took her by surprise. Even when that touch caused pain, she was learning to love it. She knew his punishments were for a reason...to train her. But, when she was denied satisfaction, it was only made more powerful. What she desired soon changed to a need. And, because her need was also denied, her complete helplessness was the only thing she could think about. Her mind filled with thoughts of him doing all sorts of nasty things to her. These were nasty things she had never even dreamed of allowing someone to do, before. And, the more he denied her, the worse it got. Her desire for him to take her in some nasty way, or maybe to force her to service him while tied in some lewd position was every erotic. She didn't know why she had never had these thoughts before, and why she could think of nothing but these images, when she was with him. He slowly moved both hands up to her breasts, and pinched each nipple, until she winced from the pain. He quickly released his grip, only to grab her again around the waist. He roughly pulled her back to him, while thrusting his hips forward, to meet her ass. Her cuffed hands were smashed between her back and his stomach. When he talked, she could feel his voice vibrate within her own body. If You Dare Ch. 05 "Now, I'm going to give you another lesson about total helplessness. Being submissive can be a delicious feeling, when experienced in the pure form. Unfortunately, the pure form is not always possible. But, what you are feeling now, is very close to pure and complete helplessness, and that has a tendency to bring out many submissive feelings. And, if the trust is there, the submissive feelings will be pure. Do you trust me, Gloria?" Gloria quickly nodded her head that she trusted him. She trusted him, completely. He had introduced her to so many new and exciting things, she nearly worshiped him. "Good." That's all he said. Then, he released his hold on her, and pushed her head down, until she was lying flat on the table. The wood top was cold against her naked breasts. He was still right behind her, and his body was so close, that her legs were pressed against one of the table legs. She was not able to move. She was bent over the table, and totally vulnerable to whatever he had in mind. Gloria wiggled in an attempt to free herself, but he had her wedged between himself and the table leg. He leaned down on top of her so he could whisper into her ear. His complete body weight was on hers, as he whispered softly into her left ear. "I've got you completely under my control, and you know it. Struggle as you might, you won't get away from me. This is a lesson in submission." He held Gloria's cuffed wrists in his hand, as he lay on top of her. She thought sure his cock was hard and she could feel it. Gloria melted, as he whispered into her ear. He spoke slowly and clearly, as he continued to explain what was about to happen. "You trusted me to come into your apartment and find you naked, with your wrists cuffed behind your back. That alone is very submissive of you. But, I think you need to learn just what doing something like that can get you. Complete submission where you allow another to control you, mind and body for their enjoyment, is an unforgettable experience. Preparing yourself for such a situation is only the first level. I'm going to show you the second level." He raised up off of her, and walked over to his bag. Second level? What did he mean by that? And just how many levels were there? Surely she had progressed further than the first level, in all this time. "You've learned an awful lot, so far. You've learned a lot about trust, about tasks and rewards, about punishments and even a little about denial. Now, you are going to learn about acceptance and tolerance." Gloria could hear him walk back and stand behind her. He pressed down on the back of her neck with one hand. She soon knew why. She felt a sharp sting on her ass. At the same time she heard a short buzz or zapping sound. Her body jerked from the sting. It was painful, and also startling. Then, she felt another sting, and then, another. Her helplessness was becoming very noticeable. Gloria wanted to cry out, or whimper or even beg for him to stop, but all she could produce was saliva from behind that gag. She felt vulnerable...and helpless. She even felt a little embarrassed at how she must look bent over her dining room table. Then, the stinging stopped and she felt him lean over her, again. "Gloria, I'm going to help you stand, now." And he pulled on her shoulders to help her stand. "Now stand still, right here." She could tell he was walking over to his bag. She could hear him searching for something in it. Gloria did her best to rub her ass in all of the spots she had felt that stinging. It felt like a lot of bee stings, but she couldn't really place the feeling, for sure. But, there were no marks or welts that she could feel with her fingers. He came back over to her and she quickly felt the coolness of leather around her neck. "I'm putting a training collar around your neck, Gloria. It has metal rings on it, that I can use to secure you with. See? More control for me and more submission for you." The collar fit just under her chin, and it was tall in the back. It went up behind her head. Gloria could feel it snug around her neck when he buckled it, at the back of her neck. Then she felt him attach a strap to the back and attach it to her cuffed wrists. Her wrists were pulled up to the middle of her back. He then tied the strap so she couldn't move her wrists. "Now, see how even more vulnerable you are, now, Gloria?" Gloria nodded her head. Then he pushed her back down over the table. She felt quite helpless, lying there. He had complete control over her, in every way. The collar restricted moving her head from side to side, so the gag rested on the table. She was drooling around it and was sure there had to be a puddle forming on the table. And with her wrists bound to her back, her center of gravity was so that she couldn't rise up. She was totally at his mercy. She felt him at her legs. He was tying her knees together and to the table leg. That made her feel even more helpless. She couldn't rise up, and she couldn't move her legs. All she could do was wiggle, slightly. She heard him stand up and walk back over to his bag. He took something from it and on his way back, she could hear a swishing sound. She couldn't place that sound, but before she could think much more about it, she felt his hands on her hips. He jerked her body back toward his. She slid on the tabletop rather easily, because she was sweating. Her body moved several inches back to the edge of the table. Her knees were still bound to the table leg, so they didn't move. So, only her upper body moved, leaving her ass sticking out from the table edge, available to him and whatever he had in mind. Gloria had all sorts of things going through her mind. What would happen next? Being bound, blindfolded and gagged didn't leave her much to do but wait. And, she didn't have to wait long. She felt a cool, thick liquid of some kind sliding down the crack of her ass. She could feel it slowly make it's way down between her cheeks. He pulled her cheeks open, to let the liquid slide down between them, easier. She felt him glob on some more of this liquid and it slowly made its way down between her cheeks, and her ass hole. She could feel his fingers sliding up and down her crack, smearing the liquid between her cheeks. It was a humiliating feeling, knowing he was looking at the most private part of her body. But, she also enjoyed his fingers probing her ass. Then, his probing fingers were gone, but she could sense he was still standing behind her. He didn't say anything, but she felt a slight cool touch at the crest of her ass cheeks. Then, she heard that swishing sound again. Right after that swishing sound came a sharp sting on her ass. She gasped when she felt it, and her body jerked in reaction to the pain. Then, she felt that slight feeling on her ass, again. Then, the swishing sound, and the sharp pain, again, too. But, that time, the pain was in a different area of her ass. This went on for a while, and whatever he struck her with was a nasty little tool for sure. Her body jerked from each one, and by the end, she was whimpering and almost crying. She counted ten times. And, she could still feel the sting from all ten. It was a very different experience. She couldn't see, she couldn't protest and she couldn't move out of the way. She just had to accept the pain. That was still hard to do, but she was learning. And, he hadn't said a word, the whole time and he hardly touched her. But, that soon changed. He leaned down on top of her and whispered into her ear. "Are you understanding what I mean by total submission, Gloria?" She could only mumble a reply. The gag was doing its job very well. "Now, we go yet another step. I think you're going to enjoy this." Just as soon as he said that, his fingers were on her body. His right hand went around in front of her legs to her clit and his left hand started probing between her ass cheeks. The sensations were near overpowering as he stimulated her clit and probed her ass hole at the same time. He wiggled his finger inside her ass and that made her want him there. She wiggled her ass at him, but because she was bound, it didn't wiggle very much. He was very deliberate with his fingers on her clit. He collected juices from her pussy and then pressed hard on her clit until it almost hurt. But, he had always been gentle with her there. It just made her want him more. She was breathing from her mouth, and drool was bubbling from around the gag. She swooned from his fingers, and whimpered from desire. She wanted him. She wanted him in her. His probing of her ass excited her. And, she didn't know if that was just a by-product of his touching her clit. She just knew the hunger inside her was terrible to take and she didn't care where, she just wanted him. Finally, he stood up. He leaned over to whisper to her again. This time, Gloria could feel his hot cock against her naked ass. He must have taken off his pants. And, not only was it hot, it was rock hard. "Total submission is interesting. Don't you agree, Gloria?" Again she's asked a question? How is she to answer with a gag in her mouth? She just nodded her head and mumbled a little. It was nothing that was understandable. What's taking so long? Isn't it time to fuck, yet? "I've been showing you a couple little punishment toys I have. The first one was a bug zapper. It gives you a small electrical shock, when I touch it to your ass. The interesting thing about it is there are no marks. The second toy was a cane. It can be a bit nasty, in the hands of a mean person. Or, it can also be a delicious punishment, in the hands of someone who knows what he's doing." Gloria nodded her head. She knew what he was talking about. Delicious punishment it was. "Now, I'm going to take you forward a little more. I think you're ready for this." He stood back up, but she could feel his body against her ass. She could also feel his cock. It was dancing around her ass cheeks, as he moved. She visualized how it must look, jetting out from his body. It was surely as hungry for her as she was for it. Maybe it was time to get down to business, now? Gloria wiggled and whimpered when she felt his cock. She knew she had to be creating some serious drool, by that time. She was in need of his cock, and she couldn't even tell him. She knew that was part of his plan, training her with denial, but that didn't make it any easier for her to take. And, when his hard cock touched her body, it felt electric, in the condition she was in. Blindfolded, gagged, and bound in such a way she could do nothing at all to encourage him. It was torture. She heard him laugh. Surely, it was because he knew how his cock affected her. It was probably another test of her total submission. But, he started poking her ass cheeks with his cock, as if he was tormenting her with it. If she didn't know any better, it seemed like he couldn't find her ass hole and was just poking at random until he found it. She knew that couldn't be the case, because he had her bound in such a position that her ass cheeks were spread wide. Anything of hers he wanted to find was right there in front of him. But, he continued to chuckle and poke, like it was a game. Maybe it was for him, but Gloria needed some attention. If it was a game, she was ready to concede, so the winner could take his prize. "You want something, Gloria," he asked. The way he said it was just more torture. He knew she wanted something. He damn well knew what it was, too. Gloria could only moan and wiggle her ass, in response. Anything more she tried to say forced out more drool than words. And, because of the collar, shaking her head wasn't even possible. She felt his fingers between her legs. God, why would he continue to torment her so? He only lightly touched her pussy. Actually, he didn't touch her most sensitive parts at all, but just teased her, like he had been doing most of the afternoon. He surely knew she would explode, if he touched her just right. "I'm going to fuck your ass, Gloria. It's not going to be a dildo or a vibrator. It's going to be my hard cock. I know you have yet to experience something this large, but there always has to be a first time. Although I've lubed you up quite well, there will still be a certain amount of pain while the head penetrates you. I'll go slow, but you will have to submit to me. Relax as much as you can, to minimize your pain." He took hold of her hips, and pulled her out away from the table. She could feel her cheeks spread even more so, her puckered little hole twitching with the anticipation. Gloria could only visualize in her mind how the two of them looked. A strong man with a hard cock ready to take the virgin ass of his bound submissive. Was it finally going to happen? Gloria whimpering softly with each exhale. Drool bubbled from the gag, but she didn't care. She could feel his hands on her ass, and she knew she would soon feel his cock invade her. How would it feel? The dildo and vibe were both pretty small. At least that was what he had told her. This would be hot male flesh. And, it had been in her mouth. She knew it wasn't small. Just then, she felt something push on her asshole. It wasn't a hard push. Just enough that she knew it was there. But, it kept pushing. She tried to relax her ass but her anticipation had the best of her. His hands held her hips still and what she then knew as his hard cock was close to penetrating her tiny hole. She groaned. Saliva gurgled between the ball gag and the corners of her mouth. She wanted him in her ass and it looked like it would finally happen. He slowly pushed with his body and pulled on her hips with his hands. Gloria was experiencing every little bit of his power over her. His grip on her hips got tighter. She could feel his hard cock pushing against the entrance of her asshole. "Relax," he said. "Relax, or it's going to hurt more." Relax? That was impossible. He had her so worked up, she didn't' care if it did hurt. She just wanted him to fuck her. If she hadn't been bound so tightly, she would have pushed up against him, to help speed him along. But, she knew that was part of her submission. He was in charge. She was forced to take it just as he gave it to her. Gloria whimpered, as the head of his cock slowly inched in. She could feel her asshole twitch, as his invasion persisted...ever so slowly. It didn't stop. She tried to relax, but that was becoming more and more difficult. It was torture, and he seemed to know it. As his cock stretched her anal opening, she began to panic. She struggled with her bonds, trying to get his attention. He was too big, she thought, and she couldn't take something of that size in her virgin ass. But, all she could produce was mumbling and drool. Mostly, it was drool! She was so trussed up that she couldn't even signal him. Her panic got worse. He would surely split her open. She pleaded from behind the gag. "No! Please...you're too big." She wiggled around on the table, tying to get him to understand her concerns, but he didn't seem to notice her. And as she continued her attempts to get his attention, he continued his persistent thrusting. The head of his large cock finally popped inside. Gloria shrieked from the sharp pain, as it forced its way in. She felt his cock slide down, into her ass. She gasped as he pushed it further into her, until she could feel his stomach resting against her ass cheeks. Her ass was full of hard cock. The pain had subsided, but that feeling of fullness, of being invaded, was quickly taking over. He stayed there, motionless for a little while. Gloria knew she had to relax. Her ass was twitching against his invasion, as if fighting back. It was such a new experience...and quite overwhelming. He started slowly pulling his cock out, and she could feel the head, as it slid back up. She caught her breath, as she felt it move ever so slowly, But, he didn't pull completely out. Instead, as soon as all but the head was out, he started thrusting down again. Gloria's attention centered on his hard cock. It seemed to control her whole body. She couldn't move. It was as if his cock owned her, in some way. He kept sliding his cock in and out of her tight little ass. There was some pain, but it was mostly overpowered by the other sensations. She started to feel strange. She felt humiliated at the invasion of her most private place, but there was also another feeling growing. She felt like something inside of her was being set on fire. It felt like a powerful animal was taking her. This animal impaled her and a hunger for it to continue was building inside of her. His thrusts got faster. His grip had moved from her hips to her bound wrists. Each time he shoved his cock inside her, he pulled on her wrists. That forced her body back against his thrusts. Gloria lost her breath each time his cock penetrated her. She could hear his stomach slapping against her ass, as he continued to push deep into her. She tried to relax, but she couldn't help it. She tightened her ass. She tested his strength...his power. She wanted to feel submissive...to feel wanted. She could hear him grunting as his powerful thrusts continued to hit home. It was very exciting. This was what it's like to be totally submissive. Bound, gagged and even blindfolded, and his cock was invading her virgin asshole. "So, Gloria...how does it feel to be taken like this? I know you love it. It's such a submissive feeling to be totally helpless, with no control over what happens. You're such a naughty girl, Gloria. I can read your mind. You love it. You love being taken like this...in your most private hole, completely helpless to stop me." Gloria could feel him hunching over her. His breathing was heavy and labored. He seemed out of breath, but continued to pound deep into her. His weight was heavy on her body. Her cuffed wrists were pressed between her back and his stomach. He whispered into her ear. "Your ass is mine, and I love how tight it is. I'm going to use you like this again and again." She wanted to tell him how wonderful it was. She wanted to tell him how submissive she felt. She wanted to plead with him to fuck her harder...deeper. She wanted to feel even more submissive. But, the gag kept her from saying anything. But, he wasn't gagged. He was still whispering into her ear. His whispering increased her desires. There was something about his voice as he slowly whispered every word. "Your ass and my cock will soon be good friends. You'll willingly allow me to take you this way, any time I say. You will yearn for my cock in your ass. You will need it. You'll even ask for it. You will hunger for it." She already hungered for it. She knew the feeling growing inside her. She was his to be taken and used. Her whole body shivered. Her asshole twitched. Being totally controlled by this man was a new and wonderful sensation. His hot cock sliding in and out of her ass...her whole world was revolving around that cock. Because she was so trussed up and unable to see, her whole mentality was centered on what he was doing to her body. It was so simple. She wanted to be his slut. Gloria wanted him to take her and use her in every way he wanted. Filled with lust, she could think of nothing else. He grabbed the strap leading from her wrists to her collar. He pulled on it, and her whole upper body was nearly lifted off the table. The stiff collar kept her neck stiff and it also kept her from choking. But, it was yet another way he was showing his control over her. He pulled her body back to meet his, while he rammed his cock hard into her quivering ass. Her knees were still bound to the table leg, so when he pulled, her ass was forced out from the table. Gloria felt so totally his, being completely controlled and used for his pleasure. She could feel her juices running down the inside of her thighs. She was wet for him. She wanted his hard cock. Just like he said...she hungered for it. If You Dare Ch. 05 He leaned back and Gloria could feel his hands get a tight grip on her hips. He thrust his hips hard against hers, while he held her motionless...helpless. He started to almost growl with each thrust, groaning in pleasure. Pumping faster and faster, slapping his sweaty body against her ass cheeks. "I'm gonna cum inside you, Gloria. I'm going to fill your tight little ass with hot cum." Once she heard he was going to cum inside her, Gloria almost lost it. Her face was lying in the puddle of drool that was on the table in front of her. Every time he pounded into her, her face was forced into it. Each time his buried his cock in her ass, even more slobber oozed out around the gag. "Are you ready, slut? I'm gonna cum. I'm gonna fill your dirty little..." His body stiffened and his strong hands held her hips. He groaned as he milked his cock. His hot cum filled Gloria's bowels. She could feel the hot liquid inside her. She whimpered her appreciation. His body jerked and twitched and he sounded like a wild animal groaning in pain. That was it. Everything Gloria had been feeling just welled up inside her and erupted between her legs. It came on so quickly, she wasn't ready for it. She felt a tingling inside her head and at the base of her neck. Just as quickly that tingling shot down her spine and washed over her whole body. Her juices drenched the inside of her thighs. She screamed, but it was sufficiently muffled by the gag. She moaned and whimpered as she came. Her body was so immobilized that it mostly absorbed everything. But, it was a powerful and draining climax. She felt light-headed. She was glad she wouldn't fall, if she passed out. He pumped the last of his cock and pulled out of her ass. He dropped into a chair. She could hear him breathing, catching his breath. Everything was in a cloud. All of those new sensations were still swimming in her head. She felt that tingling feeling slowly begin to fade. It seemed like only a minute or two had passed when he got up from the chair and leaned over Gloria's spent body. He removed the gag and released her wrists. As soon as the gag was removed, she took a deep breath. And although her wrists were free, she was too weak to move. She let her arms remain at the small of her back, while she recovered. She felt his hands at her knees, as he released them from the table leg. Again, she heard him sit down in a chair. "Gloria, how do you feel?" How did she feel? How do you express it in words? "Wow." He laughed. "Just relax and catch your breath. I have to leave, now. In the interest of time, I'm going to leave my bag here. I want you to clean everything and put it back in my bag. Put it somewhere out of the way, for now. But, I'll need it the next time I come visit." There were noises she couldn't explain, then she realized he was getting dressed. "This was a new experience for you, today. I'm sure you'll have questions. I'll have some questions for you, too. Expect an email from me, in the next day or so." And just like that, he was out the door. How did he recover so quickly? She continued to lie there, as if she was still tied to the table. Her head was still swimming. She felt worn out. She replayed his visit in her head. It was quite an experience. From learning to put on the handcuffs behind her back, waiting for him to arrive, then taking his hard cock up her ass while tightly bound. Everything was spinning around in her head. He said he knew she'd have questions. He said he would have some questions for her, too. She didn't want to think about any of that. She was just going to lay there and relive her afternoon. She smiled. He had just left, and she was wondering when he would come to visit again. ---- If you like this story, please vote. If you have something to say to the author, please send anonymous feedback. Any feedback that includes a return address will get a reply. Thank you for voting honestly, and sending constructive feedback. Both are appreciated.