0 comments/ 69505 views/ 3 favorites Helen's New Role By: grinder Helen is my wife, she is a very womanly woman, she was a brunette with thick dark brown hair and dark brown eyes. Her skin was sallow and tanned easily. Her figure was not slim but satisfyingly ample as a woman should be with shapely generous breasts and wide hips. The day I found out about her infidelity I really was hopping mad. Afterwards we rowed for about 24 hours. We separated for a week and agreed to see each other again after that time. We rowed and met again, we discussed fully and we had to get each other out of our systems. As I'm sure most couples in this position do the same as we did, gravitated to bed and made love with an abandon we hadn't known since we were married. Once, in the nude and having thoroughly aroused me, she suddenly decided that she wanted to leave. We had a physical struggle and I ended up tying her hands together behind her back with a scarf and tethering her with a dressing gown cord to the bedhead. There was a surprising and instant change in her, she became surprisingly passionate and seemed to revel in her helplessness. The bondage emphasis became a regular feature and overlay all our periodic "discussions." I bought straps and silk scarves and these became an integral and necessary part of our lovemaking. If I tried to dispense with them she insisted that they were used on her. She was always eager to try undergoing more uncomfortable forms of bondage before I fucked her, she was inventive in her ideas of her humiliation and was soon insistent that her bondage continue afterwards into what amounted to incarceration. She asked me if I would bind her and take her out at night and fuck her on the common. Very soon she abandoned all pretence and admitted to me that she liked this new experience so much that its prolongation had become more necessary to her sexual satisfaction. This first gave me the idea of a more permanent arrangement. Events marched on from there and I was able to meet David informally, the affair was embarrassing for him and he was not yet ready to abandon his new woman. The idea of Helen's virtual enslavement gradually began to appeal to him, it would currently solve a large number of problems he had and still leave him free to use her body at his own convenience. Time worked on his resolve and he eventually agreed to the arrangement. In the end he made a complete turnaround and he himself had arranged for Helen's current visit so I could bring her up to date with the full details of what we had in mind for her. As I answered the door there seemed to be an awkwardness and a new reticence about her. After she had kissed me and settled in an armchair, she was ready to talk. -Have you discussed this fully with David? -Yes I have, - she took a deep breath. -And he's given you some idea of the arrangement we discussed. -He left me in no doubt as to his own sentiments in the matter. -How does he feel about the idea? -Now he knows what you propose, he's very much in favour of it. I have come back to find out in detail for myself, exactly what you both have planned for me. I then explained how my viewpoint had undergone a huge change in the way I felt about her now I had discovered a this new side to her personality that maybe she had only fantasised over before, but never admitted to me. I then fully explained the details of her proposed future status. I took her into the garage and showed her the slave rack I had lovingly fashioned for her. Her eyes grew large and round and her mouth fell open. I explained how it would be fitted, showed her the waist belt and shoulder straps, how her arms would be strapped at wrist and elbow to the wooden sides and how other straps would hold her thighs widely apart so that her vagina and anus would be accessible to any person wishing to use them. She stretched out a hand and touched the wooden frame to feel the smoothness of the wood. Growing bolder she used both hands to see how the straps joined to the frame. She handled the straps at first gingerly and then with more confidence. She buckled and unbuckled them, she tried the lowest ones to see if they would fit her wrists. She tested their strength by pulling outwards on them, I could see, that her imagination was working fully and she was becoming aroused at the thought of how it would feel to be tightly strapped down to the frame, completely helpless and sexually available. As I waited for her I could sense that she was reluctant to tear her attention away. I also showed her the blindfold and the gag I had made to her own particular measurements. The punishment manacles and fetters I had forged for her came next, these provoked an indrawing of breath as she slowly stroked the inside surfaces that were intended to make the most intimate contact with her skin. Lastly I showed her the slave collar she would constantly wear and the various dildoes I had contrived. The book of designs and unfinished projects, I left until last. After closely examining each piece of equipment and putting it carefully back on the bench as if it was made of precious metals, she took up the book and leafed through it. I waited until she had reached the last cover. She moistened her lips and looked up at me, -I think I'd like a drink now please, she said. -Sure, let's go back to the house. She took the book with her. Once she had sat down she slowly read it and looked carefully at each illustration, all the while sipping her drink, only when she had read the last page fully did she put it down. She said, -Let's get this straight, Mark, I am to be your slave for a month and David is to come here to possess me as a slave belonging to you. He can have me any time or as often as he wants but every time he uses me, it condemns me to a further week in slavery to you. While I am a slave I shall have no rights over my body which becomes your property completely to do with as you choose. If I work out my agreement to you I am free to go after that. -That's about it, I said. -Do you still love me?, she asked. -I have always loved you, but this time in a slightly different way, as a master and an owner. -I could leave right now, and never come back. -Yes, you could do that. -How much time do I have to think about your proposition? (A glow of satisfaction spread through me, I knew even if she did not, that she had already decided in favour). -You can have two days but if I don't get a yes I don't want to see you again. Understood? -Yes. Soon after, she finished her drink and left. At the door she kissed me tenderly for quite a long time before going. Late the following evening she rang me. -The answer's "yes", she said. -A month? -Yes, David likes the idea as well. He's very keen on it in fact. -How do you feel about it? It's important I know. -I'm terrified if you must know, I haven't slept properly for three nights. It attracts me so much my body yearns for it I am so drawn I don’t want to miss the oportunity and yet at the same time the prospect frightens me so dreadfully, I don’t know how I will be able to bear it. -I think you are stronger than you think. -David questioned me closely and made me describe in every detail all the things you had prepared for my enslavement. I could see that this got him very excitied, I actually revelled in the humiliation, knowing how aroused it had made him. He ripped off my knickers and fucked me thoroughly and selfishly there on the living room floor shortly after I had finished speaking. As he did so he enlarged on how much he was looking forward to humiliating me further during the time of my enslavement. I cannot deny that it was delightful to be used in this way. I know that you and David want this for me so badly and I feel I need it, I am irresistibly drawn to it. I can't pretend I'm a shy virgin any longer and you and David know me now, in every sense of the word. I think that, providing you stay with me, I can probably last out for a month. -That must do then, I replied -When do you want to start? -Will tomorrow afternoon about four be all right? -Fine we'll have tea first. -And David says he'd like to come round about eight o'clock after dinner, that same night if that's all right. He will talk to you again about it before that. -He's free to come any time he wishes, I answered. David rang me at midday and was very enthusiastic about the project, he was keen for me to do a proper job on our woman. He felt that a new subservient Helen was exactly what we both needed and could hardly wait to experience her new status. -You’ll fix her up in full bondage for fucking won’t you? This frame she described sounds like just the job. -It certainly is David you will find her fully helpless open and available to you. -Wonderful, see you later then, I won’t get much work done today. -Don’t get too excited save all your energy for ravishing Helen’s wonderful body. ======================== On the dot of four Helen arrived, there was an air of tense expectancy about her but we had tea in a civilised sort of way. She drained her cup of tea, took a deep breath and said, -How do you want me to start? -Go upstairs, use the loo then go into the main bedroom, get undressed and wait for me. I heard the chain pull and I gave her five minutes before going upstairs. She was sitting on the bed, nude but for her knickers, her dull olive skin glowing in the firelight. -Knickers off please, I said. She quickly removed them with an economical gesture. I made her sit on the floor beside the built-in wardrobe and reached inside on the floor for the waiting manacles. These consisted of a short bar with a hinged loop in the middle for each ankle. At each end were loops for her wrists. In the centre a longer bar was welded at right angles to this and at its other end was welded a lockable metal collar that hinged open. Bending her knees slightly apart, I held each arm by the wrist and pulled it down so her torso came forward and her thigh on that side rested on the back of her upper arm. I then took each forearm and elbow round behind the knee and in front of the shin and locked her wrist in the metal cuff fixed to the bar. Now each wrist was locked in the loops at the centre of the bar. As I held each wrist I could feel her arms trembling. I locked her ankles into the loops behind the bar. Her upper arms now held her thighs apart and her forearms passed around her shins and locked in front of her ankles. I placed a leather blindfold around her eyes and buckled it tightly behind her head. Bending her neck forward I enclosed her long neck in the metal collar As she felt the collar clasp her neck she trembled again and I felt a glow of satisfaction as I realised that she was starting to feel her complete subjugation. Her neck, wrists and ankles were now locked together with implacable steel. I lifted her into the wardrobe and with a chain and padlock chained her collar to a stout eye that was bolted to the side wall. This strained her chin forward and upwards as the collar pulled against the back of her neck. -How do you like my punishment irons, Helen? -They really are very uncomfortable, how long am I to be chained up like this? -Only an hour at first, longer when you have got used to them. -What? -You didn't think it was going to be easy did you? You have seen them before. -They really are fiendishly uncomfortable, I feel like a trussed chicken. -You'll have plenty of time to get used to them, I'll make sure of that. - Are you enjoying this? - Yes my darling I certainly am and so will you I promise you. Now one last touch, I want to see your delightful mouth stretched open and those fine teeth around one of my wooden stoppers. Nod when you have reached the biggest you can take. I brought over my case of wooden stoppers ranged in order of size. She opened her mouth widely for me so I could try each of them, going larger and larger in size, each stretched her jaws farther apart and distended her cheeks until she eventually indicated that she had reached the limit of what she could stand. I was surprised that she was able to manage to get her mouth around the one I finished with, I would have settled for one two sizes smaller but by nodding her head vigorously, she insisted that the last one was fine. It filled her mouth completely and her soft lips were stretched tightly around it. I stood back and surveyed my new acquisition. Her superb body, now so implacably imprisoned in steel had become a wonderful symbol of my domination over her. Indeed it gladdened my heart to see her restrained in such close and definitive bondage. As her wonderfully formed body was subjected to so much deliberate discomfort I though long of our four year marriage when I had suffered her wilfulness. This new situation convinced me that I, and now she had made the right final decision. I should have bent her to my will much earlier than this. Her new role as a slave would humble her and the thought of it delighted me greatly. An hour of this would tire her out beautifully, I think that she expected me to rape her straight after I had tied her up. I kissed her neck and gently fondled her nipples and she shuddered softly, I closed the wardrobe door and left her in her discomfort to consider her new status. I put in some useful carpentry in my workshop for the next hour for I was making a pillory for Helen's future use. At the end of that hour I went up to free my new recruit to slavery. I found her slumped in her shackles. I removed the stopper from between her teeth and she softly moaned, worked her jaw and licked her dry lips. I freed her from her irons and blindfold, massaged her limbs, which were so cramped they could scarcely support her and I carried her to the bed. I locked her neck in her new slave collar chaining this in turn to an eye set in the wall above the bed. Her wrists I bound together behind her back with a silk scarf. She looked at me sidelong under her eyelashes as I bent over her. -Did you know that my weight would press directly on my clitoris? -No I said. -I had two orgasms while I was shackled there, you are a cruel bastard at heart, I always suspected it. She smiled a tired smile and nestled sensuously into the pillow. -Gorgeous discomfort - Love the slave collar - master, she softly murmured Kissing her tenderly I left her to sleep. ======================== At seven o'clock I woke her. -Your client is due at eight you'd better get up and have a bath and make yourself presentable. She snuggled into the covers and said coyly. -Don't you want to use your slave first? -Do as you're told woman or it will be the worse for you. She struggled quickly to her knees on the bed. I freed her wrists and she stood up. -What about the collar? she asked. -Slave collars don't come off, just make sure you dry it properly, just a little rust will take the skin off you. She bowed her head and went quietly into the bathroom. -Put on your dressing gown when you have finished and come downstairs. -Yes, Mark. At 7.45 she came down looking radiant, ill-treatment seemed to agree with her. I gave her to a double brandy which she sipped gratefully. As she drank she couldn't stop her free hand straying to her steel collar as if to reassure herself of its implacability. There were red marks on her wrists and ankles. -Are you hungry yet? -No thank you. -I hope you did plenty of thinking in the wardrobe. -I did, I felt very strange, not at all how I thought it would be. I felt abused and racked with discomfort yet I bore the aches gladly, the feeling of being controlled overcame this and made the pain something I cherished. -Did that surprise you? -Very much, I was almost . . . well proud of myself. -But you enjoyed the orgasms, didn't you? -At first I felt as guilty as I do when I masturbate, but somehow being shackled and helpless at the time completely excused me. I abandoned myself to behaving just like an animal. -Drink up then I want you upstairs and ready in five minutes, we mustn't keep your first customer waiting. At 7.55 I surveyed Helen's supine figure in the middle of the bedroom carpet. She lay pinioned to the slave frame, straps buckled tightly around her waist and shoulders held her upper torso securely. Above the elbows and at her wrists straps fixed her arms firmly to the sides. The steel of the slave collar locked around her delicate neck glinted in the light of the fire. She stretched her neck, the better to feel its grip upon her. Her eyes were sealed behind a black leather blindfold. She licked her full lips, the leather creaked as she tested her implacable bonds, her engorged, erect nipples stood proudly taut, betraying her excitement. Straps encircled her legs above the knees, attached to these were chains hooked to a horizontal bar fixed to the frame just below shoulder height. Her thighs were thus held fully apart and sideways implacably holding open her vulva to full view her gaping engorged vagina freely offered for use. Her skin almost glowed as she was so vulnerably displayed. -I'll ask David if he wants you gagged. Have you sucked his prick for him before? -Yes. -Maybe he'll leave you ungagged for that then, of course the more submissive you are and the lewder you can talk to him the better he'll like it. David having gone up to his whore, I took an earphone from the cabinet by my side. I didn't want to miss any of this conversation. -David, is that you? -Yes my darling, how wonderful you look, with your cunt open and ready for me. -Do you really like me strapped down to a frame like this? -Every man dreams of taking a woman in this way, like a slave. -It makes me feel so open, like a prostitute. -No my darling, prostitutes are paid money and they have a certain amount of choice, you have no choice and your openings are free to anyone. You'd better do a little more to attract my interest in you or I'll have to gag you. -Oh! Yes Darling . . . Fuck me darling, please fuck me! -Not yet you little bitch, I want stick a dildo into you first. -Yes please David, please stick a dildo into me. -Where do you want it? -In my cunt please David, Please fuck my cunt with it. -I think instead I'd prefer it up your arse. (Sound of indrawn breath) -Lovely David, yes do that to me. -Here it is then. (A pause, and then heavier breathing) -Uh, . . . uh . . . aaah! -Get ready to suck my prick for me, whore! -Yes darling I want to taste it, please slip it into my mouth. (Sounds of slurping and sucking) -Is that good David? -Yes it is, now for your cunt. -It's so wonderful to feel your big prick sliding up inside me, I love it when my body is so open to you, please keep fucking me for as long as you can. I want to give and give to you always I love this rack because it opens me widely to you as nothing else can do. I am your slave, use me, use me . . . oh where have you gone? -I don't want you having an orgasm, now you can lick my penis dry of all your juices and I will put a dildo into your cunt. -Oh yes David please do it to me, do it all to me. -Here it is you randy cow! -Oooh that feels good darling. -Now suck my prick, whore! -Oh yes, fuck my mouth darling! (Sounds of sucking again.) -You're a salacious bitch after all, it only takes a bit of rough treatment and you can be really coarse. -Oh darling you're so wonderfully gentle when you smooth my breasts like that, it would almost bring me to an orgasm on its own. -Shut up and suck my prick. -Do you like my new collar?, David. -It suits you very well, you are a natural slave. -Yes, I am, aren't I? -I much prefer you as a slave, it makes you twice as desirable. Helen's New Role -It's good to hear that. My body is yours to take. -I want to feel my cock inside your cunt now. -Yes please darling I love to feel it there, Oh, Oh! (Sounds of belly slapping against belly) -I'm ready to come inside your cunt now, . . . oooooh! -Oh darling your spunk feels so good rushing up inside me, may I lick your cock dry again for you when you have finished, I want to swallow you again. Push it deep into my throat, I want it. Oourgh! -I like you as a slave, you make me feel strong. I've finished for now but I'll leave you plugged with dildoes. You make a very good slave fuck. -Thank you David. Thank you my master. Downstairs I poured David a double whisky. -How was it? -Great, I didn't realise how wonderful it would be to fuck her while she was helplessly bound that way. As soon as I saw her strapped down for me like that my cock sprang to attention and I responded right away to her, no tenderness just sticking it straight up her cunt, I loved it being so easy to abuse her,. She really is naturally servile isn't she? -That's how she'll stay for as long as you come to service her. -Really! -That's the agreement we came to, so it's really up to you how long she stays a slave, do you see? -Consider yourself a slave-owner from now on. ======================== When he had left I went up to the bedroom, here Helen's wonderful body, securely bound to its wooden frame lay opened before me. The steel of the slave collar snugly encircling her delicate neck excited me as much as seeing the two openings between her legs stretched widely by two large plastic dildoes. She looked wonderfully and completely abused. She breathed evenly and I thought she must be asleep, her flesh was alive and golden in the firelight. I smelled the sexual secretions she had exuded mixed with fresh sweat and the alkaline smell of David's semen. Her blindfolded face turned towards me and it made her seem even more helpless. -Well?, I asked. -Very well thank you, I feel wonderful. -I'm very pleased to hear it. Shall I gag you and leave you to think over your position. -Please don't gag me just yet because I want to tell you...while I am still blindfolded and bound like this...about how I feel, ...now. -How do you feel? -I really feel tired and used but with a new delicious feeling of helplessness that has not only been forced on me but also chosen by me as well, I love it! You have awakened a new humility that fulfils a deep need in me. I feel that I have taken a step that, although it has exposed me to a new future of hardship, has relieved me totally of the burden of responsibility. My total permission has been given already, all I have to do is obey and undergo, I am here, strapped tightly to this frame because you wish it, and that is enough for me. I don't have make any moral decisions about what I should do, these things are now out of my control and my fate is now completely in your hands. If you want to possess my body, you will do so, for all is permitted to you. -That seems a good idea to me, I said -May a slave ask her new master a favour please? -What? -May I be allowed to watch you while you use my body, please Mark? I unbuckled her blindfold and she blinked helplessly accustoming her eyes to the light before she was able to focus them. -You're a wonderful sight for a woman who has been thyoroughly raped for the first time, she said with a warm smile. -But certainly not for the last, I said. She smiled again. I kissed her lips and face long and tenderly and as I did savoured the taste of the semen in her mouth and on her soft generous lips, she responded by kissing my face, lips and eyes wherever she could reach with her mouth. I removed the dildo from her well-lubricated vagina and slowly and easily started my member into her. She gave a voluptuous sigh of pleasure. The straps circling her knees creaked as I slid my penis unimpeded up into her slippery, captive, warm, welcoming vagina. She fixed my gaze, her pupils were fully dilated and she spoke softly in an undertone. -I never realised how wonderful it could be to be taken like this, to be reduced to being merely a receptacle and be only in a position to accept and to have the possibility of refusing completely removed from me. She sighed deeply. -My whole body seems tender and sensitive in a way I have never experienced before, I haven't even had an orgasm yet but I don't want one, I want to put it off as long as I can because I love this feeling, this new feeling of being taken possession of completely and being forced to give, I feel so wonderfully and completely accessible for the first time in my life. This way I can only get the attention that is given to me. I stooped to kiss and caress this now-captive flesh, restrained just for me and I revelled in Helen's new-found subservience. Soon my seed gushed into her and she crooned in pleasure and kissed me as I subsided upon her bound torso. -Thank you Mark for the gift of your seed, it is so good to be held helpless while you use my body, thank you for this bondage. I hope you will always want to bind me tightly like this before you fuck me. Use me well and often dearest Mark, I'm tougher than I look. I pulled away from her to study her face. -Tough enough to be prostituted to complete strangers as well if I wish it? Her eyes widened visibly as the possibility opened to her and she licked her lips as if they had gone suddenly dry. Then with her eyes tightly shut she whispered in a breathy voice. -Oh yes!....of course....Slaves must endure that too! ....Darling Mark.... Yes! ....Oh my God, yes! ...... I love you with all my heart. You only have to wish it and as I belong to you I must obey. Please always use your shackles and constraints on me, force me to obey, punish me, enslave me and bend me to your will, make me your humble, obedient slave. I removed the dildo from her back passage, freed her from the frame and told her to tidy away all of the bondage gear, take a bath and get ready for dinner. I gave instructions that she should dress in high heeled shoes and any of her silk evening dresses but definitely no underwear at all. I made a little list:- Display her in the downstairs toilet Mount her in the hall Hang her upside down on the landing Make a lamp standard of her Make an occasional table of her Have outside women see her like this During dinner she sat close to me, she seemed uneasy so I asked what was wrong. -It isn't right for a slave to be seated at the same table as her master. I want to kneel, nude, on the floor beside you and I should only be fed scraps from your plate, that way you can exert your mastery over me and keep an eye on how much I eat. She was not happy until she was nude and I tethered her with a chain from her collar to the table leg so that she knelt before me under the table. Once there she began to undo my flies so she could suck my penis. I tied her hands behind her with a silk scarf so I could eat in peace, this didn't completely stop her, she nuzzled lovingly against my crutch with her cheek. -That feels better master, a slave must always feel her slavery laid upon her. Am I a good sex slave Master Mark? -You will be better after a while, you are still too comfortable. Did you know that I had the bedroom wired, I heard and recorded everything that was said by you and David? -How wonderfully embarrassing! Did you like what you heard? -Very much!, it excites me to hear a woman glorying in her bondage. -Yes I was doing just that, I wish I'd known you were listening, it would have made me feel even more humiliated than I was. -I can play it back to any man who might want to use your body, even perhaps while he puts you to use. -How delightfully shaming that will be. I makes me hot just to think about it. As I sat over coffee in the drawing room, Helen, her hands still bound behind her, was kneeling at my feet, her face in my lap. I took out my member, placed it to her lips and she set to sucking it with a will. -Slow down or you will make me sore. She then took her time, running her tongue salaciously around the glans and kissing the shaft. It felt very good, but she had a long task as I had ejaculated so recently before. As she worked with her lips and tongue, I talked to her, -I shall need you to co-operate fully in your own enslavement, a woman herself is the best guide to what will make her the most rewarding sex slave. She paused and turned her dark eyes to me. -Yes, Oh Yes, there is a lot of subservience and sensuality inside me waiting to be set free by the hand of a determined and implacable master. I think I have always had a deep need for abasement and humiliation, how wonderful it is to yield to your will, you must conquer all my reserve and pride. I can't get over how good it is to feel my body constrained in chains for you. Oh how I need this bondage! -I have extensive plans for your body. -Oh my God, I hope so, I want to experience all those amazing devices in the design book, the mere thought of them makes my mouth dry with fear and my vagina wet with anticipation. I hope that I will be strong enough to undergo their torments for your pleasure my Master. -I will adjust them for the greatest of humiliation and put your body to the fullest employment. They have been specially designed to turn your body into a vessel of delectation. -Force me to be a submissive and willing slave for your enjoyment Master! -Which designs gave you the most pleasant anticipation in your imagination, Helen? -The ones to hold my arms immobile, my legs apart and push my vagina well forward offering it opened and free for any man to take me at his pleasure. -You will often feel their restraint you can be sure. And? -I want to experience being whipped hard without mercy until I cry and afterwards I always want to be kept securely chained and bound and left to savour my slavery, I want to feel your will upon me in full measure. Please take a long time to establish my subservience and keep me in close confinement for ever. -This will surely be done, now tell me what design gives you the most apprehension? -Oh the apparatus that secures me so that my cunt can be fucked by animals. It makes me apprehensive and fearful, my toes and fingers go numb and I tremble just to think of it. At the same time, my dear Master, I am almost eager to feel their penises fucking me. -I shall save that until you are least expecting it so that it will be in the back of your mind at all times. But soon I want you to experience some humiliation training by a young perverse girl-child who has been sexually abused from an early age and who well knows how to humiliate a female. -If you want it then I want it too, I am so fearful and so stimulated. Make me feel the full weight of your dominance over me, I cannot begin to tell you how my whole self yearns to be completely used, the feeling that I am entirely at your disposal both thrills and excites me. The contemplation of my definitive slavery stretching ahead of me fills me with apprehension and at the same time gives me a strange peace of mind which I cannot explain. Tomorrow I will give you a drug which will numb your body completely, I have decided that I want your body to be pierced in many places and we may as well have it all done at the same time. The following day she was comprehensively pierced to my exact specifications, through earlobes, nose cartilage, belly button, fully through the root of the tongue, nipples and both sides of her labia. She lay on her bed, fully ringed, recovered from the anaesthetic but still drugged to combat the pain. To see her sweet flesh pierced in this cruel definitive way to reinforce control over her body made me rejoice in my power over her. I kissed her on the cheek. -Open your mouth I want to see the ring through your tongue. She obeyed me and the steel of the ring impaling her pink tongue thrilled me. -How are you feeling? Her words were slightly distorted as her tongue was so sore -The places you have had me pierced are barbaric, they are all very sore, she said, but they make me feel wonderfully under control. -How do you feel about that then? -It feels wonderful, all these intrusions into my flesh make me feel much more like an owned item of property, more like a tamed animal than a human being. -Is that good? -Oh wonderful, I'm looking forward to being tethered by them, then I will feel a like a truly owned animal.