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Falling into Subspace Ch. 01

By: jeb22



Sarah was always a sweet and friendly woman, very helpful at work. She was always asking me questions about my old job, had I been on any dates lately, and so on and so forth. She was young, friendly woman who was making her way into a new job. I found her very attractive. She was what I would call a smart dresser. Always tasteful outfits that just made her look even sexier to me. I guess it was the look of sophistication it gave her that made me feel that way. An intelligent woman was always more attractive to me than some blonde, bombshell bimbo. Sarah had all that going for her and more. A very pretty face and eyes that seemed to fathom a better understanding of things than most of the other women I had met. The things I always found myself staring after were her gorgeous legs. She always wore sexy stockings and walked around in heels which just enhanced the magnificence of her wondrous stems. To see her in black stockings and high heels just made me want to stare constantly and had to fight the urge too often so I would not be noticed. All that had earned her a large place in my fantasies. 

A couple of months after she started her job she was assigned to the late shift with me handling phone calls from our west coast customers. During the late shift we were often there by ourselves only seeing random cleaning staff coming and going. Much of the time we spent talking to customers on the phone but we did have time for conversation on the slower nights and also time for me to sneak more glances at her lovely legs. They were never tucked under her desk either. She always sat facing to the side with them stretched out or crossed. I would watch her from time to time as her desk was not far from mine, and in plain view. She would occasionally reach down and run a hand idly along her calf while she talked on the phone. My eyes would lock on at that point I would get so distracted at times I would lose track of the conversation I was having with the customer.

I do not know how I could let myself be so distracted I just loved the look of a beautiful pair of legs and Sarah had them and always had them in plain view for me to see. Sometimes I would think there were two sides to her, one the nice, sweet woman who was always asking after you making pleasant conversation, the other times you would clearly see her taking over a conversation with someone, usually a man. She would just seem to find a little advantage and subtly shift him to get what she wanted. I knew plenty of women like that. I knew their little games and never played along. How could those guys miss what was happening, it was too transparent to me, but they would just be led along like a puppy. I could never see myself being led around like that by a woman until one night when Sarah decided to show me how I could be.

She came over to my desk just as I got off a call, "Hey John do you have any bandaids?"

"Let me check," I said as I began to look through my desk drawers. She sat on the edge of my desk pulling one foot up over her knee to take one of her black, leather heels off. She was definitely not shy about showing her legs off.

"Shoes getting uncomfortable?" I asked as my eyes hovered on them clad in black stockings.

"Yes this one is killing my heel and I really need a bandaid before it tears away the skin."

Just then I felt rather than saw the bandaid in my desk drawer due to the fact that my eyes were still stealing glances at her legs when I thought she would not notice.

"Well here you go Sarah," I smiled as I handed her the bandaid.

"Thanks John, you're a life saver, gotta go take off my stocking so I can put it on now." 

After saying that she stood up and started walking akwardly to the women's restroom. My eyes lingered on her walking away still looking sexy despite her uneven gait. I went back to the phones then and had a couple good conversations with clients. In the meantime Sarah had gone back to her desk once again putting her lovely legs on display. She would use them to push her chair slowly back and forth. At one point I could not help thinking she was doing it on purpose. I also remember thinking perhaps I should thank her for giving me the show. It was nothing as provocative as going to a cabaret but more playfully girlish, yet sexy at the same time. The night was pretty slow after that and Sarah decided to fill up the boredom with some conversation.

"Anymore dates lately John? You go out on so many it seems."

"I am supposed to have a second date Friday but I am not sure if I still want to see her."

"Why? What makes you want to see someone again?"

"Good sense of humor, decent conversation, maybe a nice ass," I replied with a playful glint in my eyes.

Laughing Sarah replied, "I think you just go out with too many women who let you run all over them and you get bored."

"What makes you say that?"

"Well you're smart, successful, funny and probably want someone who can challenge you once in a while John. How boring is it to run all over those girls you date?" She was sitting in her chair at that point facing me with her legs crossed. My eyes darted down to her legs once or twice as we talked.

"Sometimes I think that but there's too many games with a lot of women and I just get bored of it because I see them coming and don't find them genuine."

"Not all games are bad you know. Some of them are even fun."

"Oh really? What games are those? Most women who play games are either scared of getting hurt or are players themselves."

"Doesn't sound like it's the games you don't like John, just the fact that you can't trust those women who play them." She slowly uncrossed her legs once again drawing my eyes down to them again and just at that moment she reached a hand down to caress them again.

"Deep conversation for work, don't you think Sarah?" I questioned as I looked up and found her eyes locked on mine.

"I just hate to see you wasting all your time on these dates with a bunch of women you never seem to like," she had a slightly pleased look on her face as she said it.

"Sounds like you have an interest when you say it like that Sarah."

"Oh you wouldn't like me at all John, I play lots of games," her eyes had a mischievous look to them as her hand trailed over her legs one more time never taking her eyes off my face to watch my eyes drop down uncontrollably once again.

I tried not to look but the movement of her hand seemed to draw my eyes to her legs and they lingered a little too long that time.

Sarah did not miss a beat, "So you're a leg man then, I guess you were joking about the nice ass," she giggled.

I was tripped up for a second but recovered, "Oh nice legs often lead to the other Sarah."

"Oh I've seen you staring at my legs while we work John. You sneak glances all the time, it's kind of cute," she had a little patronizing look on her face that made me feel a bit defensive for some reason.

"I don't mean to stare Sarah, sorry if it makes you feel uncomfortable."

"It's okay sweetie, you just can't help it," she said sweetly which really started to make me feel uncomfortable, mostly because I was getting a hard on. When I made no reply Sarah started to turn it up a notch. "I know you like to stare at my legs John, I know you'd love to touch them," she kept talking as she got up from her desk and started walking back over to mine. "Wouldn't you like to feel them all clad in my silky black stockings John?"

At that point my voice had abandoned me, I sat at my desk looking numbly at her as she perched herself on my desk, legs crossed. "Oh I've got you figured out now John, never a girl who can challenge you, never one who gets through to you. It's a shame you've been missing out on a woman like me all this time," she said softly putting one foot on my chair in between my legs, swiveling it and me to face her.

She looked down at my crotch and saw my erection and gave a giggle, "Oh John, see what I've done, this is all one of those girls had to do to get you under her thumb." The toe of her shoe began to rub up and down the length of my hard on making my breaths come deeper and longer. I did not know what to do. Everything seemed to be happening so fast and I was stuck in slow motion.

"Oh John doesn't that feel good? It's okay don't answer, I know how you feel right now. Feel that rush John? That's all your power leaving you, all your will going away from you, but don't worry baby because I'm going to hold on to it for you. My gosh you are worked up aren't you. How many times have you jerked off thinking about my legs? Thinking about me taking control of you just like this? It's okay, don't answer baby, not tonight. Right now though, I have to get going because our shifts are over and I need to go home."

I heard her give a soft laugh as her gaze fell back to my crotch. I looked down to see there was a tiny wet spot on the front of my pants. "John it's okay if you need to go jerk off right now. You can tell me about it tomorrow," she put a leg back up in between my legs and took one of my hands in hers. She used my hand to rub up and down the length of her calf," that feels nice doesn't it? Oh I love the feel of silk stockings baby and I know how much you love the feel of them encasing my legs. Well I hope you have a good night sweetie. I'll see you tomorrow."

My eyes were locked on her as she walked to her desk to get her purse with a satisfied smile on her face. She turned back to look at me one more time, giving another soft laugh and then walked out the door. I just sat there with a raging hardon trying to figure out what the hell had just happened before I headed home and jerked off with the echo of her words in my head telling me to do it wondering if I would really tell her about it when I saw her next. I had a feeling I would do just that and more. That feeling, that helpless feeling I had had that night was one I knew I would want to have again and again. My biggest worry is what she would start to ask of me in exchange. Suddenly I knew how all the guys I saw her manipulate had become so mindless around her. She knew their buttons and after a couple months she had found one of mine and pushed it over and over until she knew it was enough to get me under her thumb. I felt the push and would probably be asking her in one way or another to do it over and over again. Once again I wondered what was she going to ask in return. 

Falling into Subspace Ch. 02



John went into work the next with an anxious, sinking type feeling in his stomach. He tried to keep his eyes as far from Sarah as possible but the outfit she was wearing made it next to impossible for him. She had on a red silk blouse unbuttoned just enough to show a hint of cleavage. It was complimented with a black skirt that stopped an inch above her knees and was not so loose to hide the shape of her hips and ass. Her legs were encased in lovely black stockings and were shaped well from the black high heels she wore. John's vantage point from his desk made it hard not to look and he knew Sarah was making sure he got plenty of chances to take in her lovely legs. Her hands would trace over them idly as she talked on the phone. She would let a shoe hang off her toes when she has a leg crossed over the other. Every once in a while he would catch a glimpse of her stocking tops as her skirt rode up her thighs from the crossing and uncrossing of her legs.

John knew it was all by design. It was all done to make sure his lust was constantly heating up unable to think of anything but his desire for her. He spent most of the day with half an erection and when his thoughts had nothing else to focus on he was at full mast ass he remembered the mind blowing orgasm he had the night before with her words once again echoing in his mind, telling him to cum for her. It all felt so unnatural to him but he knew he would do it again if she asked. The scary part was she knew it too and he did not know what it was she intended.

The day dragged on mercilessly for him but towards the end of the night he watched as Sarah got up from her desk and walk to the hallway. He entertained thoughts of following her, telling her that he had done exactly as she asked and how intense the sensation was. His mind moved back to the phone conversation he was having, "I understand Mr. Phillips but I can't really recommend you doing something like that at this time. From what you're telling me investing in something like that won't help you achieve your overall objectives for you future. Give me a little time and I'll be happy to develop a more practical strategy that will line you up to make your goals in the time you need to achieve them."

He gave the pause letting the client absorb what he had just told him when a soft voice fluttered into his open ear," don't move Johnny, you'll be off the phone in a minute and then I'm gonna have you tell me all about last night. You can tell me how hot it was knowing you were giving it up all for me." He half muttered out a time he would call the client back and after the client accepted quickly ended the call acutely aware of how hard his cock had just gotten causing his pants to tent.

"Oh baby, is that for me? Shhh I don't want you to turn around, I don't want you to move unless I tell you," her hands had come up to his shoulders as she whispered in his ear, her hot breath feeling so good his breathing began to get very deep and ragged.

"Oh my I am having an effect on you. Poor baby you're shaking, even though you just had a release last night. You really have a strong sex drive baby, that will make this all the easier for me to control you. Did you cum real hard for me last night Johnny?" Her hands were softly rubbing his shoulders while she waited for his response.

"Yes Sarah," his voice came out shakily as little waves of pleasure were washing over his body.

"You know Johnny I think it would be a lot more fitting when we are alone like this if you called me Miss, don't you think so?"

"Yes Miss."

"That's better. Now, I know you are soooo turned on right now and really need to cum baby. I mean how can you not be turned on after staring at me all day long? It must be maddening for you. From now on though Johnny your cum belongs to me. Your cock belongs to me and that of course means that you," her voice emphasized the word "you" as she said it," belong to me." One of her hands had been slowly moving down his chest, over his stomach towards his crotch. She very slowly unzipped his fly as her hand slid inside his pants, through the opening in the front of his boxers grabbing a hold of his rock hard member.

"Whose cock is this Johnny?" she asked as she started to slowly stroke his cock up and down.

"Yours Miss," he voice was deep and throaty as he body shook under her ministrations.

"Yours Miss Sarah," she returned sharply.

"Yours Miss Sarah," he echoed

"Now baby every time you shoot that cum for me that's what you will say over and over. Your cum is mine Johnny. Your cock is mine Johnny. You are mine baby, aren't you? Yes I've got you now. Feel it Johnny. Feel yourself falling down to me. Your spiraling down now, falling to me, your Mistress." His body shook uncontrollably from the expert hand job she was giving him. "Oh yes Johnny I've got you all worked up. Can you feel it as I'm wrapping you around my finger? That's what this is Johnny, this is me binding you to me." Her hand continued the steady slow stroke. John felt an intense pleasure coursing through his body. The more Sarah spoke to him about owning him and him falling to her the more intense the sensations he felt. They were so intense all he could think of doing was collapsing at her feet just as she had suggested.

"Oh baby I know you want to cum for me. When you do you'll be my pet, my slave Johnny. Every time you cum my hold on you will get stronger and stronger. How does that make you feel? How does it feel knowing I got a hold of you and you can't shake loose of my grip?" Moans escaped John's lips as Sarah continued her verbal assault of his servitude to her. He felt his orgasm building again and again yet every time he got close Sarah would somehow know and stop her stroking and grip the base of his cock tightly. As his body shook more and more Sarah would laugh softly each time he shuddered. "Oh Johnny I'm so wet right now. I love conquering a man like you. Tying a successful, intellectual man like you to me is deeply satisfying baby. See how good it feels? Only a strong woman like me can give you this Johnny and that's why you're all mine now," as she said the words John's body was racked with the most intense orgasm of his life. Wave after wave of orgasm ran through his body as he cried out over and over, "Yours Miss Sarah, Yours Miss Sarah, Yours Miss Sarah."

As his orgasm subsided John felt two of Sarah's fingers push up against his lips, "clean up for me sweetie," he let her fingers pass his lips and sucked on them tasting a warm salty substance he knew to be his own cum. "That's a good boy, now get down on your knees in front of me baby." John fell to his knees from his chair and turned to face his new Mistress. "Kiss my feet baby, it's the least you can do for me after what I just gave you." His lip pressed down on the top of her feet and he felt how wet his boxers and pants had become from the orgasm she had just allowed him. "From now on you only cum when I say so. It's mine and I will tell you when I want it released," saying that she turned and walked to her desk picking up her purse. "Go clean yourself up in the bathroom before you go home Johnny. Night my little pet," she said softly before turning and walking out the door knowing his eyes watched her every step.



Falling into Subspace Ch. 03



The next couple of days were strange ones for John. He would wake up in the morning aroused and wanting to masturbate and get the relief he so desperately wanted. Every time he went to do it he would stop himself, hearing Sarah tell him in his mind he had to get her permission before he could come. Fantasy was one thing but this was reality and he knew if he lied to her and she found out it would be over. He kept telling himself he was being foolish for keeping himself chaste for her but he could not disobey her either. As he thought about not disobeying her he felt that falling feeling he had the previous two times she had taken him, wrapping him tighter and tighter into her web. He was starting to feel desperate and knew he would have to ask her soon or forget her giving him her attentions again.

He thought it might be easier if he did not have to see her at work, sitting there in front of him showing of her lovely legs. She would wear blouses that showed just the right amount of cleavage to be provocative, yet still tasteful. He loved when she pulled her hair back into a ponytail and he could see how beautiful and elegant her neck was. He was appreciating every facet of her and was not sure if it was his intense sexual frustration or if she was just such a wonderful, strong woman. She acted as if nothing had happened when he had to interact with her except once in a while giving him a knowing look that said she knew he was starting to squirm. John just felt she had to know what he was feeling, how she was dragging him along just as she intended.

After three days with no release John waited until it was he and Sarah alone in the office to approach her. He finished a call he could hardly remember thanks to another lovely leg show by Sarah and he took his headset off and walked over to her desk. She did not acknowledge his presence until he spoke to her, "Um...Sar...I mean Miss," Sarah looked up at John with a little grin and a twinkle in her eye, "Hello there Johnny is there something you wanted to ask me?" John was feeling that sensation coursing through him with amazing intensity.

"Um...Miss may I...can I uh...can I come again...please?" Sarah's hips appeared to twitch a little as John asked but he knew his eyes must be deceiving him, she could not be excited by this.

"Oh poor baby," her little giggle gave her comment a complete lack of sincerity," is it getting hard to take baby? Can you feel that weakness right now Johnny? Ooohh yes you can I can see it. Why don't you get down on your knees and ask me baby," John lowered himself down to his knees in front of her. It was all so strong and she was just making it stronger when she spoke, wrapping her web tighter. "There, that's better. I don't think I should have to look up at you honey it strains my neck. Now," she slid her foot out of her shoe and moved it to John's lap sliding it up and down on his thigh," what is it you want again baby?" Sarah watched as John's body would shake every time a wave of pleasure washed over him.

"Please Miss Sarah, may I please come?" John's voice quivered as he spoke the words. The falling feeling wrapped his body completely. Sarah's foot was idly rubbing his thigh, every third or fourth time rubbing over his hard cock. John could see that as she rubbed her skirt had started to ride higher and higher up her thighs. He could se her stocking tops and garters but her panties still stayed in the shadows where the tops of her inner thighs met. Sarah's hands had begun to rub up and down her own thighs as she began to fully rub John's cock with her foot," Take it out baby, take out your cock so you can give more of yourself to me," John fumbled with his pants as he hurriedly tried to release his cock to the open air.

"That's better baby, you know every time you come from now on you are giving more and more of yourself to me," letting her other shoe fall from her foot Sarah grabbed John's cock with both her feet slowly rubbing it up and down with her silky, nylon enclosed feet. As Sarah's feet worked her magic John cold do nothing but quiver and moan," Oh yes baby you are soooo weak for me, oh god feel it John, feel you giving all your power over to me," Sarah's right hand had pulled her skirt all the way up and dropped down into her panties. John barely noticed Sarah pleasuring herself at the same time she pleasured him. "Yes you're trapped Johnny, feel my feet grip your cock just the way I've got a grip on you," her motions became more insistent as hand and feet moved in unison. "You are so helpless to me baby, feel it, you'd do anything for me wouldn't you? Wouldn't you?" Sarah repeated the question more fervently letting John know she expected an answer. 

"Yes Miss Sarah, anything, please Miss...oh..god..," John's moans were getting closer and closer together, his chest heaving up and down.

"Oh look at yourself, you are so fucking mine now," Sarah's hand was moving in her panties at a furious pace. "OH yeah baby not long now, you'll be totally lost to me soon," Sarah's moans came out thunderously as her hips bucked in her chair. Her feet continued rubbing John's cock the entire time and as her orgasm subsided she gave John two more commands, "now look at me Johnny, look into my eyes as you come to me, come for me and give even more of yourself to me, "with the last comment John erupted looking into Sarah's eyes that were filled with triumph. Stream after stream of come erupted from John as his body shook over and over again even after he stopped ejaculating. Sarah continued to rub slowly, "all of you John, that's it feel your weakness, give me all of yourself because you are too helpless to keep it from me." With her words John felt more little orgasms flow through his body as he collapsed in front of her.

Sarah moved her feet to his face lifting it up, "you made a mess my little pet, be a dear and lick my feet clean for me." John began licking Sarah's feet clean taking special care with them sucking her toes clean through her stockings then work his way up the rest cleaning them with his tongue. "You did such good job baby, here," grabbing John by the hair on the back of his head with her left hand Sarah brought his head forward to her right and parted his lips with her first two fingers. "Have a taste of your Mistress baby, maybe someday I'll let you taste more." John's mouth sucked her fingers clean before finally she forcefully pulled his head away.

"You are doing well Johnny it will only get stronger and you will want to give more and more. Now I was going to finish a few things here but it's nothing you can't handle for me. Just a few transfer forms you can fill out while I go home and get some rest baby. So when you've finished all that you should go home and get some rest too. I know you'll dream about this and wake with a burning desire for more of this, more of my control. Well good night sweetie, "with the last words Sarah giggled as she slid her shoes on, grabbed her purse and walked out the office with John's gaze following every sway of her hips getting his last look at her before he finished up their work and headed home. 



Falling into Subspace Ch. 04



John woke with a shudder, his body covered with sweat and his cock rock hard in his boxers. The one thought running through his mind was "not again". It had been three days since Sarah had last let him release and his thoughts kept turning right back to the sensations he felt when he was firmly under her thumb. Each time the after effects became more and more intense and his fantasies more and more vivid. He laid in bed for a while thinking about falling to Sarah over and over feeling the waves of pleasure roll over his body before he reluctantly got up for a cold shower. 

He was dreading another long day of torment watching her as she put on a show for him, driving him insane and finally when he approached to ask her for relief have her giggle at him and tell him not yet then ask him to do some work assignment which of course he did. "John I only ask you because I know you'll do a really good job for me," was what she would always say. He was at her mercy and one minute he would be dreading it and the next falling into an endless pit of euphoria that came from giving his power to her. Today he would go and ask again and hope she would give him the release he needed.

It was a dress down Friday and John was delighted to see Sarah was wearing pants today. The pants were red and complimented by a little black top. Her hair was pulled back in a pony tail again and John could only think how lovely she looked, but he was glad not to see her legs clad in stockings for just one day, it might be more than he could take.

It was late and once again John and Sarah were alone in the office as John made his daily approach to her desk to ask the same question. He knew what she was doing, soon he was to be asking her what he could do for her and that was one thing he dreaded. He loved the feeling of surrender but was not sure he would like her putting him into complete servitude. He was already there somewhat unwillingly, but would it soon be of his own free will? Would he just ask her what he could do to make her day any easier on a daily basis? Was that feeling of surrender worth all that? Would his adoration of Sarah become that strong?

He lowered himself to his knees next to her, "Miss?" Sarah turned in her chair and looked at John with a little smile on her face, "Hello baby, is it getting too much for you?" A soft little laugh followed the question just as it always did.

"It's been four days now Miss, I can't take this any longer, please," he could hear his own pleading and could not believe how he sounded but still he asked.

"Oh poor thing, I'll tell you what let's finish up here and we can go back to your place and see if we can't help you with your little problem," John could not believe what he was hearing. His mind could only center on spending the night with this beautiful woman and getting his release in just such a fashion might just cause him to lose himself forever. "Now if you could help me with a couple things first it will help to get us out of here a lot quicker sweetie."

John obliged Sarah's wishes and eagerly helped with the rest of her work for the day. He was so focused he finished the work in half the time he normally would have which Sarah complimented him on making him beam with joy. "Now let's get out of here baby I know how good you've been holding it in for me."

John drove them back to his apartment without even exceeding the speed limit as Sarah had warned him how awful it would be to get in an accident or get a speeding ticket just making the trip take longer. He was careful there were no mistakes on the road after her suggestions.

Once they arrived at his place he offered her a drink," A glass of wine would be lovely honey," she said as she placed her purse on the coffee table and took a seat on the couch. John returned from the kitchen a couple minutes later with a glass of an Italian Barera he had recently found that was quite lovely. "Mmmm that is nice Johnny, I'm glad you take care to only give me nice things. Now I think it might help things here if you were to undress for me baby. Nice and slow for me Johnny," Sarah sat back sipping her wine watching as John slowly disrobed in a bit of an awkward strip tease. "Oh that's okay honey but with my help you'll get better. Now go up to the bedroom and kneel on the bed facing away from the door with your hands behind your back. Do it exactly as I say, I want to be a surprise for you honey." John responded with a brief "yes Miss" before speeding off to his bedroom as Sarah had asked.

John waited for what seemed an eternity but was more than likely ten or fifteen minutes as visions of Sarah coming into his bedroom filled his mind. What would she do? Would she allow him to please her orally? He longed to do that. Sex did not cross his mind, John knew these types of relationships too well to think that a possibility and it seemed to be the last piece of resistance he had. The thought of being sexually submissive with no actual sex rankled him. Finally he thought he heard her moving behind him. He felt something touch his wrists and quickly thereafter something binding them together. "That's a lovely belt you have baby," Sarah's voice spoke just behind his left ear as her hand came up on the same shoulder and pushed him to the bed on his side. He felt her clothed body press up against the back of him as he lay curled up on his side. Her hand came around and slid around his already hard cock and slowly began to move up and down.

"Your poor thing, so long without release. You want me to give you that release now John?" His voice quivered out what sounded like a "please Miss" and Sarah only giggled in response as her stroke moved faster. John's body began to tense up and Sarah's hand stopped and gripped the base of his cock until the shaking subsided. "Oh Johnny that was close, but not yet," her hand started moving slowly up and down again. "Now baby I know you want to cum but you might want other things that you're not telling me. Don't be shy baby, you can tell me." Sarah increased the pace again and when John began to tense stopped and gripped the base of his cock hard until he once again stopped shaking.

Sarah completed the same process another three times before she spoke again," Oh Johnny this has to be so maddening for you, but so wonderful too baby. It's like a fever baby and you can't decide if you want to keep it or make it go away. You're weak and trembling, helpless to me and my wishes. Does that turn you on?"

"Yesssss.....Misssss.....Sss....Sarah," his answer came out in long, haggard breaths.

"What else turns you on baby? What other things make you so weak?" Sarah had to stop stroking once again as John came close again to an orgasm. "Mmmmm baby feel that. You're mine. So tell me, have you ever been spanked baby?"

"Nnn...no Miss."

"But you'd like to be?" Sarah left the question hang on the air for a moment before, "yyyes" left John's lips. "Ohhhh Johnny that could get you in trouble telling me things like that. So let's find out more baby." Sarah continued her slow question and torture routine and John lost track of what was or was not said. Sarah would ask questions and if he did not answer bring him to the edge of orgasm and pull him back again and again until he finally answered. At one point he thought he remembered her speak with a soft droning voice right next to his ear, "My thoughts seem like your thoughts John, my ideas always seem like they are yours. My thoughts seem like your thoughts....." and on and on it continued.

The last thing John remembered before waking on the floor at the foot of his bed was the mind blowing orgasm he was finally granted, the rest was all vague dreamlike memories. He looked around thankful he at least had a blanket, it was morning and he heard movement on the bed above him. Sarah had decided to stay the night it seemed and the rest of his morning was filled with serving his Mistress breakfast in bed and taking her back to her car thanking her over and over again, for what he did not quite know, he only knew he had to thank her. Then he had to thank her again.



Falling into Subspace Ch. 05



Things were becoming routine for John in his new relationship with Miss Sarah. He found at times it was almost easier having her tell him when he could and could not pleasure himself. The build up to the release was almost becoming more important to him than the release itself. His sense of self at the time of release was completely washed away and all that was left was his adoration for Miss Sarah. During the times when she would merely assign him things to do for her he knew he was working towards something and felt more comfortable realizing his identity. The only thing more shocking to him is how much he enjoyed being at Miss Sarah's beck and call. It was so pleasurable doing nice things for her and making her life easier. Seeing her smile and hearing her laugh made him very happy.

One night as John worked away Sarah sat at her desk in a short black skirt. Her legs were crossed and encased in black patterned stockings. Her short sleeved white blouse was buttoned up to a point where only a slight bit of cleavage was visible, and John was really looking. Sarah smiled as she noticed John looking at her with longing in his eyes. She stared at him seeming to ponder something for a moment before extending her arm and motioning with her indexing finger signaling that he should come to her.

Without hesitation John left his seat and walked over to Sarah's desk taking position on his knees in front of her. There was no longer a need for Sarah to tell him to kneel. He had been properly conditioned to know what he should do.

With a smile in her eyes she spoke to him," Oh little Johnny you are coming along so well," she removed her foot from one of her black heeled shoes and rested it on John's thigh slowly moving it up and down. "You are enjoying our relationship aren't you baby?"

John knew how he was supposed to answer and felt a little wave of pleasure wash over him as he answered, "yes Miss Sarah."

"Oh that's wonderful baby. I know you are going to need to spurt for me soon baby but before you do," she reached into her purse and pulled out a large manila envelope and placed it in her lap," we need to find out if you are truly worthy to be one of my closest slaves."

John had never heard her call him a slave other than when he was lost in his own arousal. He found another tingle of pleasure in being recognized by her as such.

"Little Johnny I want you to take this envelope home with you tonight. Do not open it until you get home. Once you find what is inside and read the instructions you may not speak to me again until you have made your decision." John felt dismay at thinking he would be without interaction with Miss Sarah and it apparently showed in his face," now don't worry sweetie. Whatever your decision you can still worship me just as you have been, but that will be as far as this will go." Sarah's foot moved up to his rigid cock and began to slowly slide up and down," but if you choose wisely baby," her voice dropping to a more sultry tone," then there will be no end to the pleasure I can give you."

John's whole body jerked at her last comment and he tightened his body trying to keep the impending orgasm from overtaking him without Miss Sarah's command. Suddenly Sarah's foot came off John's cock," take a deep breath baby, no time for that yet..." Sarah paused," well no more than that anyway," she giggled and John looked down to see a wet spot on his pants formed by his own semen.

"Now finish up our work here baby and go home and decide what future you want to have," Sarah tossed the envelope into John's lap. Sarah picked up her purse and stood up," you sleep well baby. We'll see what tomorrow brings." With that she walked out of the office as their shift had come to an end though John still had work he needed to finish for the both of them.

The work seemed to take forever as John stared at the envelope on his desk wondering what it held inside. There was something in there other than paper but he could not tell what. He shook his head trying not to dwell on it so he could finish and get home to open it. He thought about just opening it now but he knew if Miss Sarah asked him where he opened it he would not be able to keep the truth from her. She proved to him she had ways of finding out things he did not intend to tell her.

After what seemed like an eternity John finished his work and sped home. The streets were empty at the hour he got off work which made the drive go quickly even if not as quickly as he wished. He walked in the door of his home and flipped on the lights wasting no time in tearing open the envelope. Something black fell out of the envelope and landed on the floor and John looked at it trying to figure out what it was as he pulled out a sheet of paper which was the only thing else the envelope contained. He turned his attention to the sheet of paper which was a note from Miss Sarah:

Little Johnny you have come so far since the first night you realized how much more rewarding it was to serve a strong-willed woman like Me rather than dating those little tramps you were so used to dating. I want you to think right now how much it pleases you to please Me. Do you feel that baby? Yes you do.

John let the conditioned feeling pass over him, his cock tenting in his pants before he continued reading.

Now I am going to ask you to go a little farther. Deep down I know you want this baby. The next step is even more pleasurable. Perhaps you have already found the black, satin panties in the envelope. To go to the next level you need to wear them for Me. It may take a little time for you to decide to do so, but when you do you are once again free to approach Me and let Me know your decision. One choice is full of wonder, pleasure and mystery and the other is your continued servitude, but it is also as intimate as it is going to get. If you choose not to wear the pretty panties then you will never get closer to Me than you are right now.

The note was not even signed, it just ended. John looked down at what he now knew were panties laying on the floor. He bent down to pick them up. The panties were black silk, thin strings were all there was to the sides and the main fabric had a button where the bottom of the crotch was located. He stared at them wondering what Miss Sarah had in mind for him to wear these. He never was much into this kind of stuff and come to think of it he never was into worshiping a co-worker so much he did her work in hopes she would let him pleasure himself. At the moment wearing the panties was a definite no in his mind. He would just have to go in tomorrow and tell her he could not do it. A part of him sank as he reached the decision and decided at the moment what he really needed was some sleep.

Sleep was a long time coming for John and when he woke to his alarm the next morning he found his cock hard and his arousal level high. Most mornings were like that these days since he and Sarah had entered their relationship. John always found a cold shower helped most when his mind got clouded from his own arousal for Sarah.

After his shower he put on his robe and went downstairs to get some breakfast. As he made his way through the living room he saw the panties on the table where he left them the night before. For some reason he found himself stopping as he looked at them. He knew Sarah wanted him to wear them and got lost in thought for a moment thinking about Sarah barely noticing his cock growing hard again. He began to reason they were just panties. They were underwear and some guys did it just to be a little kinky. Why could he not do the same? It really was no big deal. Perhaps he could just try them on to see.

He walked over to the table and picked them up putting one leg in and then the other before pulling the strings up over his hips. They felt tight as they hugged his balls and hard cock. The satin rubbed up against his cock as he walked which only served to increase his arousal. The fabric teased him leaving him wanting. He walked back and forth across the living room enjoying the feeling. He found he wanted more and moved over to walk up the stairs which made the panties rub up against him even more. John continued walking around his house until he noticed a clock on the wall and realized he was running late for work.

In a rush John threw on some clothes and got out of his house to his car as fast as he could. He was just not the same without his morning coffee. He put his keys in the ignition and pulled out of his driveway to speed off to work. It was not until he reached the first traffic light that he remembered he was still wearing the panties. As started thinking about the panties and the feeling of wearing them, his cock started to get hard all over again. The fabric teased him making him squirm a bit in his seat. The soft rubbing sensation was such a tease. He wanted to just come and get it over with but he knew if he did without Sarah's permission the consequences would not be good. He had not yet cheated but he remembered the night of torment when she had him tied up, laying in his bed while she slowly rubbed his cock to the edge over and over. He shook as he relived the experience in his mind and decided it would be better to just get to work and let Sarah know of his decision.

Walking into the building John caught a glimpse of the clock and was pleased to see he had a couple of minutes to run by the lounge and get a cup of coffee. As he walked in the door of the lounge he saw Sarah sitting at one of the tables sipping on a cup of hot tea. John looked around and saw no one else in the lounge and decided he may as well share his decision with Sarah now.

Sarah final noticed John and smiled at him. Her hair was tied back in a ponytail showing off her beautifully soft featured face. The bright red lipstick made her lips look pouty and full. She was wearing a red, tight short sleeved sweater and blue slacks wither favorite black high heels. John took in her beauty as he went down to one knee in front of her.

Sarah looked down at him and her smile widen to show her teeth as the realization of what John was doing came to her.

"Miss Sarah..." John paused for a moment taking a big swallow," I have decided to accept."

"Oh little Johnny that is so wonderful," her happiness seemed very genuine," now stand up sweetie." 

John jumped up and felt a bit of relief thinking what it would have looked like if someone walked in noticing him kneeling in front of Sarah. With that thought he turned to look at the door to see if anyone had come in and as he did he felt a tug at his pants and looked down just as Sarah's hand reached inside his pants. He let out an involuntary gasp as she slowly rubbed her hand over his satin encased member.

"Yesss sweetie," she softly breathed out," so eager for me aren't you?"

John could only nod his head as she continued her ministrations for a few seconds more. "Tonight I am coming home with you and we are going to have some fun. Would you like that?"

"Yes Miss Sarah," he breathed out.

"That's a good boy," and with that statement Sarah withdrew her hand and stood in front of John looking up at him for a brief moment," try not to think too much about what I am going to do to you while you try and work today," she softly laughed as she turned and walked out of the room.

That day of worked seemed to last an eternity for John. Every time he had to get up from his desk to go do something the panties would rub up against his cock which Sarah did her best to make sure was hard. She came by his desk several times to ask him questions about different things and drop off some of her work to do and every time she did she would touch him in subtle but tantalizing ways. The simplest task took him forever as he fought hard to keep his concentration. His cock would get hard from his thoughts of Sarah and the panties would rub softly up against his cock. It was a never ending circle of erotic torture.

One time he had to run up stairs to get some paperwork from another department and foolishly decided it would be better to take the stairs up instead of using the elevator to go one floor. As he began his walk up the stairs the friction between his cock and panties became so exaggerated he nearly came. If he had not stopped halfway up to take a few deep breaths he would have lost all control over his orgasm.

Deep down he knew Miss Sarah was keeping his libido revved up all the time to get him to do whatever she wanted. He knew she had him wrapped around her finger and when he thought about it his arousal only seemed to increase. The more she took control and the more helpless he became to her whims the more intense the pleasure seemed to get. It was a vicious circle and he was not sure there was a way out.

The day finally came to a close and Sarah came over to his desk and simply said," Let's go," then walked toward the exit expecting him to follow. John naturally followed her having little choice after spending the whole day imagining all the possibilities that awaited him back at his place with Miss Sarah. He followed her back to his place and practically ran to the door making sure he was holding it open waiting for her to enter.

She walked in the door as if she owned it. John was already coming to accept that she owned him so she may as well own what he owned. She turned to him and smiled as he closed the door," Why don't you strip down for me baby but leave the panties on?"

John began to slowly remove his clothes knowing he would only be scolded should he rush. As he slowly disrobed he was taken aback as Miss Sarah slowly shed her pants to reveal her beautiful legs sheathed in black stocking which were held up by matching black garters. Her panties were also black but laced rather than the black satin he wore. John's cock strained against the panties more than ever before, so much that a small wet spot was forming from the precum leaking from it.

"Now baby start walking slowly up the stairs so I can see your little ass walking in them," Sarah said with a giggle.

John obliged and started the slow ascent feeling the panties rubbing against him with each step. When he finally reached the top of the stairs he heard Sarah speak again," stop there baby."

He heard her moving up behind him before feeling her hands rubbing over his ass," oh I love them on you little Johnny. Don't they turn you on soooo much?" she taunted.

"Yes Miss Sarah," came the expected reply.

Sarah stepped in front of him and his eyes dropped to her legs. He loved garters and stockings on a woman. Nothing seemed to turn him on more and Sarah somehow knew it. Her right hand slowly glided over his satin encased cock. John took a deep, quivering breath.

"Yes sweetie, time for another object lesson. Tonight I'm going to show you how much you really belong to me. You feel it don't you? You feel me wrapping my will around you. You feel me smothering your free will. Making you want to do whatever I tell you." Sarah's hand moved slowly up and down as she spoke. "Now," Sarah's hand moved between his legs and unbuttoning the bottom of the panties," let's begin."

She pull the front side of the fabric up freeing his cock to the open air. She then took his hands and lowered them both down to the floor," just sit right at the edge of the stairs sweetie."

John sat down as she instructed and put his legs out in front of him. Sarah straddled his upper thighs and he shuddered at the soft feeling of the nylon stockings rubbing up against him. She looked into his eyes and smile as she put her hand to his chest slowly pushing him backwards until his torso was laying inverted on the stairs.

"Mmmm baby, I'm so horny," she said grabbing his cock and starting to slowly rub it up and down. "This is my cock baby and it's getting sooo hard," her hand continued to rub which elicited soft moans from John with every stroke. "Oh you're horny too, aren't you sweetie," John could only nod as Sarah continued to stroke. "You want to stroke my cock baby?"

"Unh yes," John cried. Sarah began to grind her crotch into John as she stroked him.

"Take it in your hand sweetie, stroke my fucking cock," Sarah said with force as she started to grind into him more fervently. John reached up and began to stroke while Sarah grinded," yeah fucking stroke it baby."

John could feel the orgasm building. The release he was dying for.

"Yes, I'm going to fucking cum baby," Sarah cried as she ground into him. "Stroke it faster, yes, I'm going to cum, yes, yes," it was all too much for John and cum shot out all over him. He was crying out trying to say his mantra as he felt the hot semen falling on his chest and face. Some even landed in his open mouth as his lips mouthed "Yours Miss Sarah".

"Yeah baby, feel me spurting all over you, you're fucking mine," the words just made the experience even more intense. John's cries rose a couple octaves as the orgasm ripped through him making his body quiver.

As the orgasm slowly subsided and John noticed the moisture in Sarah's crotch up against him Sarah softly laughed," all mine baby, all mine." John had no idea how he had let it get this far but he did not know if he could go back.