5 comments/ 26308 views/ 1 favorites My Deepest Desire By: newbie74 This is my erotic story, but this is really my story. First, let me tell you a little about myself. When I was about 12, it was a hot summer day. I was at my older friend's house and we just finished spending an afternoon swimming in his pool. We went to his room to get dressed but we somehow ended up in a wrestling match. He grabbed my legs and pinned me face down and he got these shoe strings lying near by and tied my hands and feet together and I was helpless. He then sat on my butt and rode me like a horse. While I was bounded, my penis started to swell as it's rubbing against the carpet. He tickled me feet, rubbed my legs as he tried to make me laugh as I could do nothing. I was aroused. I never knew why he tied me up and tickled me, but I just assumed it was innocent play. I am sure he was not aware that he aroused me. I never confronted him about it ever since and It was forgotten. That was the first time I had awareness of what was swelling down below. The feeling of him touching and holding me down all the while my feet bounded together had really turned me on. I discovered that I love the sensation of being touched... I guess deep down in me that experience from that innocent day had always been with me. I'm Asian of a slender build with smooth olive skin tone and I consider myself good looking and had a normal share of women in my life. I'm the kind of guy who is only for the person he is with. Fast forward today and I'm straight acting, married and have a pretty normal life. Until this day I never had the pleasure to experience being with a man but lately at nights as I go to bed, this desire wanting a man is for real and it's like a ticking time bomb ready to go off as everyday passes by. In the past I have been complimented especially from women how sexy my legs and feet are and they had often mentioned that they wish they had mine and also had compliments embarrassingly thrown my way from guys about them as well. I guess this would be my best asset I suppose if I were a woman and I would agree. Underneath the cloth, my body is not hairy and overall is feminine like of a silhouette of a woman. It's my genetics and I'm comfortable with it. I never had any reason to be uncomfortable with my body. I love my body and thankfully my wife and partner's in the past loves(d) my body. For me the sensation of being touched is such a turn on because my skin is just naturally soft and smooth. I love how they feel. My wife can touch me in a certain way but not the way I yearn to be touched and quite frankly I feel embarrassed asking to be touched a certain way because I desire to be touched in a way a man could only touch and caress ones body. The way I touch and feel my wife is the way I secretly would liked to be touched and she loves it. I guess that what makes me a sensual lover. One night while my wife was away from town, I turned on this porn and there was a scene that really had me going. There was this girl giving a wet sloppy blow job to one guy while the other man is fucking her mindlessly in her ass in a missionary position. Her moans turn to grunts and ultimately to screams as both men gave her the most beautiful cumshot almost simultaneously. Wow! This girl has gotten what she deserved and she enjoyed every second of it while at the same time leaving both males cumpletely satisfied. I want this... but selfishly for myself, being that girl and wanting to experience sex like that girl. I want to be that girl wanting to make her man happy like a puppy would want to make their master happy. My motto would be " I aim to please". I want to be the object of desire enjoying, performing and wanting to satisfy her man. Using my body for their pleasure. The thought of this has me dripping pre cum down the insides of my smooth thighs soiling my boxers. My cock is throbbing, pulsating and swelling as my pre cum slowly flows out like a volcano. I start to reach down and start feeling my erect wet hardness and masturbate using my pre cum as lubricant. I love playing with it and rubbing my fluids against my belly and spread it around my body as it feels like it's smoothens my skin. I take some and slobber it in my mouth. I taste good. My cock tingling and getting very sensitive. The sound of my breath deepens and my toes curl as I proceed with my self indulged session. I'm fantasizing how I would like lose my virginity. I imagine entering a room just wearing a t- shirt and shorts and there is a beautiful man there. I am so nervous and I am trembling with the prospect of what I am going to do. As the man is standing there I cautiosly approach the man unzipping and kneeling in front of him and I gaze up into his eyes with such lust. I admire his growing beautiful cock drooling and proceed to give oral. The feeling of this man's cock in my mouth as I'm sucking it and the feeling of him growing inside my mouth had me dripping wet down below. As I'm performing, the mix of his pre-cum and my saliva erotically drips down from my mouth and slowly trickles down and find its way and rests on my lap. That's how I would suck a cock. Nice and sloppy! I then stand up face to face with my big brown eyes looking directly into his eyes with lust, my heart beating rapidly and I throw a passionate kiss. He then inches closer to me and grabs my hips and pins me against the wall face to face and starts to molest and fondle me. It feels soo goood! He undresses me slowly piece by piece as he is kissing me on my lips and neck until I am fully exposed while he is fully clothed. I can hear his breathing become even deeper as we start kissing as I am feeling everything. I start to strip him naked, give him another sloppy and wet oral. I heard some noises in the back ground but did not bother to investigate. He turns me around to face the wall as he has me pinned and kisses me from behind and spreads my legs apart and grabs my cock (Clit) from behind and started stroking my clit, while at the same time he probes my pussy (Ass) gently with his finger. My moans are getting louder and louder as I experience this erotic sensation. He again turns me around picks me up, we kiss with my legs wrapped around him and he throws me down into the bed. I'm in a missionary position with my long legs spread apart and my feet pointed in the air to tell him I am horned and ready. He starts to lightly stroke my hole with a light feathery touch. He blows cold air from the room into my pussy witnessing my pussy slowly open up and gape without even touching it.... He puts this lubricant in my open hole that feels so smooth and I start to feel moist inside my pussy. He starts with 1 finger then 2 then three and finger fucks me.. My pussy is throbbing furiously as if it is saying please.. please enter me now. I am ready for the real thing. I whispered into his ear and told him I want to feel him inside of me and I'm ready. I also reminded him to take his time and be gentle as this is my first time. He did not oblige my wishes to be fucked right away as he con't to kiss, touch and feel me up some more. My moans grew louder and louder until I could not take it and I finally grabbed his beautiful erect soft to touch cock and led it into my pussy. The anticipation was just unbearable. Finally he slides it in very slowly little by little and it feel so good. Slowly stretching my hole and allowing me to fit his size comfortably as he moves deeper inside of me. He was being good to me. I thought he was fully erect but I felt him grow even bigger inside of me and that feeling of fullness inside of me felt amazing. Finally there came to a point I was able to comfortably take his size and he could feel that I was relaxed and he turned up the pace of his fucking. All the sudden another man emerges from the shadows and puts his cock in my mouth while I am being screwed. I was in the heat of the moment and did not care with this new development. I did not even care to see what he looked like. I just wanted anything to happen to me at his point. I am in full heat. I'm blowing this guy while the other is fucking me. The guy that I was blowing was really big and it was hard for me to breathe while sucking him, but I was going to give my best and sloppiest blowjob that I could, considering the circumstances. The pace is notched to higher gear as I am wide open and he pounded me mercilessly. The sound of his body slapping against my pussy give me this stinging sensation as the feeling was indescribable. My sounds of my moans turned to grunts and finally to screams. I did not care if the neighbors heard me as I'm in a state of pure lust and ecstasy. Both men panting and grunting as one is still fucking me and the other starts to masturbate. My eyes rolled back feeling everything as the aroma of the air is filled with the sent of their juices and our sweat. It is the scent of sex. The sound of me being banged in furious pace all the while I'm stroking myself. I can hear the other man masturbating above me as my eyes are closed. The intensity was unbearable and I could not fight this feeling that was taking over. So intense that when I blew my load, my cumshot sputtered in the air travelling and sprayed my face while the guy is banging away. Moments after they both blew their cream on my beautiful innocent body. The one fucking me stood over me like a champion with my legs spread wide apart had fired the most glorious cumshot that reached my mouth while the rest splattered mostly on my chest and belly. The other man creamed me on my face and mouth as I was trying to catch my breath. I was splattered and dripping of their cum and I just stayed and laid in bed feeling like the dirty little slut I am. I then tried to stand but I was trembling from our session, thinking how I lost my virginity and collapsed onto the floor and fell asleep. Funny thing... after this fantasy I felt dirty oddly enough and disgusted and said that I will probably never make this fantasy come true. Maybe it was guilt? Shame? The feeling of filth? I don't know. But the thought of my body used for ones pleasure and the feeling being in the heat of the moment just reels me back from my disgust and shame. My orgasms are most intense when I fantasize being fucked. I can only imagine if I experience this for real. How will this end for me? Will fantasy become reality?? Could I act selfishly for once? Will I take the plunge or will I never? My Deepest Desire Dear friends, I hope you will enjoy my latest story. I ask that you read to the end and help me to decide on the next story with your comments and emails. Jay >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> M y name is jay, I write under that name and I have since 2004. My stories are my deepest desires and fantasies coupled with some bit of truth. I visit Literotica almost daily, I check comments to my stories, e-mails from fans of my writing. Many stories have to do with the lack of intimacy between my wife and I, and that is also true. It sparks my imagination and has rewarded me with many followers. Recently, I read a story titled 'Wanton nights' by a writer who calls herself Lynnlovelace. I read it because my wife's nickname used to be Linney. The writer, a woman, told the story of how she hadn't had sex with her husband in a long time, and she created a hot scenario in which she met a guy while shopping in the supermarket, and he ended up licking her shaved pussy in the back seat of her CRV. She came on his face and she licked her cum from his face afterwards. She then begged him to fuck her throat and shoot his cum in her throat. The story was hot and got me hard. I decide to write Linneylovelace and tell her I enjoyed her writing, and that I ended the night with a hard-on. The next day, I received a private message in my Lit inbox, from Linney. "Hi Jay, I'm so glad to hear from a fan, glad you got aroused- at least this ol' gal still has something in the tank LOL." I responded by saying that I also am a writer on Lit, and invited her to read my latest story "Wax on, Whack's off." The following day I had another message from her. "Jay, I read your latest story and I have to tell you I was wet with a throbbing heart at the end of it. I touched my breasts and pulled on my hard nipples while I was reading. If you actually had a night like that with your wife, she is the luckiest woman in the world. Any woman would want a man who would love his woman that special way." By 'special way' I know she meant licking her ass and eating her vagina from behind while her ass was raised high- in the story. Also in the story we shared my cum in a deep lust filled kiss. I explained that most of that was fantasy and if I was making love with my wife I would want it to happen that way. While I was writing and corresponding this way, my wife Lynn was usually upstairs. She doesn't know about my secret erotic writing life, and the huge following I have here. The next day while my wife was at work and I was off, I checked my inbox again. 'Hi Jay, I decided to read more of your stories last night and I have to tell you, I was so turned on! You write quite well and your descriptions of the action are amazing. I read 'Feed me' and "Please, Make Me Eat It." I have to say, the subject of a man wanting a woman to feed him his own cum is new to me, and apparently a top subject for you. I have never been so turned on as I was last night. If my husband was fucking me, and if he asked for this, I think I'd have the biggest orgasm while face fucking him with his own cum. Damn, I'm getting wet again. I just ordered a jell cock for myself! I think it's about time I get one if I'm going to continue reading your stories. Talk to you soon. Linney" I was stunned. Her frankness about my story made me instantly hard. I decided to reply. "Linney, thanks for the kind words. I am so happy that you read some of my stories. Actually I'd like to read more of your work. Do you have something new written? And yes, the cum eating thing is a fantasy for me and I've taken it up as a theme. Another one is CFNM- Clothed female-nude male; kind of a humiliation thing. Please let me know if you have new work. Jay: PS your husband is an ass if he's not making love to a woman like you." I began to think about her, wondering, fantasizing about a woman who was so open; wishing my wife was that way. Of course the internet allows people to be more frank due to the anonymity, but still there was something there that I missed in my own life. The following day I received a message from Linnylovelace. "Jay, I have a story to share with you, I wrote it last night after reading more of your work. I was inspired by your story 'Found Out' I hope you like it. I'll send it to your email address." Wow, this woman was amazing. I Logged into my email and saw her attachment titled "Opening up to Jason." The story was about a woman who was alone in her marriage sexually. In preparation for an upcoming vacation, she went for a bikini wax at a local spa. While waiting in the spa lounge she strikes up a conversation with several women. All of whom recommend the complete Brazilian wax rather than a plain bikini. After a few glasses of wine, Linney goes in for the 'Full Marie' as it is called and is waxed and bleached from hole to hole. The rest of the story is how she, feeling amazingly sexual, seduces Jason her heretofore un- interested husband. The sex that followed was the hottest writing I have ever read. I jerked off while reading it, squirting thick cum onto my stomach. I wrote back to Linny; "Hi, I am wiping up the cum from my stomach that I shot off while reading your amazing story. I was hard the entire time. I couldn't wait another minute to jerk off." Later on that day Linney replied, "Well if you were with me Jay, I'd have made you eat your jerk off cum rather than wiping it off." I was stunned. This girl was driving me crazy. For her I probably would have eaten the cum. A few days later I was off again and Lynn was at work. I was on the computer working on a new story when the mail came. I took the mail, waved at Al our mailman then dumped the mail on the kitchen island. One item was a padded envelope addressed to Lynn. I left that and her other mail on her desk as I turned to walk out of the room, I noticed some scrawling on a notepad, names like James, Jake, Jacob, Jason, Jack. Most of the names were scratched off but one name remained-Jason. I knew I had seen that name recently, I wondered about it, but not for long. I went on with my day, mowed the lawn, cleaned the gutters and trimmed bushes in our front yard. Jason...Jason...Jay...it couldn't be. I dropped the electric hedge clippers and went back to the study. I read the notepad again. I had a thought, this can't be happening...I went to the kitchen and checked the padded package. The return address was not helpful, just a PO box. I squeezed the package to try to feel the contents. It was something tubular. It can't be...it just can't be. I could not risk tearing open the paper and so I devised a plan. Later that day, Lynn came home and gave me my hello peck on the lips. "I see you got some work done, nice. Any mail?" "Ummm there were a few things, a package of some kind. I put it on your desk," I said as I stirred a pot of stew I was cooking for supper. "By the way, Ed called, they needed a forth man for bowling tonight so I said I'd help out." Lynn was already rushing to the study to get her package as I spoke. I kept stirring the stew. A few minutes later she came back, with a happy smile across her face. "What's with you?" I said. "Hmmm, nothing. So you're going out, ok, that's fine." She said as she set plates on the table. We ate, and shared our day, and afterwards cleared the table. At six thirty I announced that I was going bowling. Lynn said she was going to take an early shower and then read. We kissed lightly, as we parted. Lynne went upstairs. I swiped her i-phone from her bag as I went out the door. Earlier, I had set my i-phone on the dresser and opened an app called i-spy. It is meant to keep tabs on children, elderly, babysitters- all in the name of safety and security. Tonight, I was going to use it to confirm my suspicion that Lynne might actually be Linneylovelace. I logged into my cell phone from her i-phone. It took a moment, and there I saw my bedroom in real-time from my planted phone. Lynne walked by the phone, obviously not seeing where I had stowed it, behind our wedding photo. She walked past a few times and then sat on the bed to remove shoes and her skirt and pantyhose. I watched as she opened the padded envelope and pulled out something that I couldn't see. While holding it out of sight, she squeezed her breasts with one hand. She continued to undress with her back to me. She walked off into the bathroom and shut the door. I waited about twenty minutes, the door opened and Lynne came out with a towel wrapped around her, and one around her hair. She sat and briskly dried her hair and brushed it with her fingers. Then she stood and removed the big towel and dried herself, still with her back to me. I could see her ass and the side of her breast but that was all. Then, she turned to the dresser and I saw her full frontal nudity. She was stunning. She was fully waxed of all hair. Her vagina area was slick and bald as a girl. Where the hell had I been? She turned back around and sat on the bed. Finally she picked up the item from the envelope. It was a nine inch jell cock with anal probe. My wife was Linneylovelace, my fantasy woman who had written a story so dirty that I jerked off cum all over my own stomach. Cum that this lady, my wife said she would make me eat. I watched in awe as she began to lick the head of the jell-cock, and run her fingers over its length. She took it deep into her mouth and mouth fucked herself until she started to pull on her nipples with her other hand. I watched as she parted her vagina with one hand and began to stroke her hard clit while sucking on the cock head. After a minute or two, she squirted clear lube on the cock and probe, turned on her stomach and raised her ass in the air. She guided the cock into her from behind, and aimed the anal probe at her upturned waxed and bleached pink asshole. She nudged the cock into her vagina and when it was about four inches in, the anal probe bumped her asshole. She pushed harder until it penetrated her and she shuddered. I wished I had sound. Soon she was coaxing the entire thing into her up to the fake balls. She was deeply fucking both of her own holes right before my eyes. Her holes seemed to want more and she couldn't stay in that position any longer. She rolled over to her back, bent her knees and power fucked herself in both holes with abandon. Soon she stiffened and arched her back and quivered. I knew she was having an orgasm. She pulled the cock out and licked her cum from the cock-shaft before collapsing. I had seen enough. My dick was harder than an iron bar. I had ignored my wife for so long, now she was literally taking things into her own hands. I had to figure out how to work this to my advantage. I watched as Lynn woke from her orgasm induced stupor. She took the jell-cock into the bathroom, probably to wash it. She came back into the bedroom, drying it off with a towel, then stowed it in her night table drawer. She put on a robe and left the room. I knew what she was going to do now. She was going to post this experience on Literotica. The next day, I logged into Lit, and found a message there for me; "Hi Jay, guess what I got in the mail today...three guesses and the first two don't count. Linney." I wrote back; "Linney, I don't know...was it the jell cock you said you were going to buy so you could use it while reading my stories? Tell me about it- be very dirty in your descriptions. Jay." "Jay, you are naughty, yes I got my toy. I think I should name him Oscar. He is nine inches of pure joy. I tried him out right away and although I wasn't reading one of your stories I remembered a lot of the action in 'Wax on Whacks off' so I focused on that. I thought of how you said you made love to your wife's ass and opened vagina from behind- as I plunged Oscar into my needy cunt. Oops I said cunt! I came in the hardest cum I had ever had when I thought of how in the story you begged your wife to "Please make me Eat It.' Linney." Now, I decided to reply this way; " Linney that was so hot, my dick is as hard as iron from visualizing that scene. I don't know much about your husband, but I'd be willing to bet he would rise to the occasion if he ever witnessed that action. Have you ever thought of breaking the ice, going out on a limb and sharing this with him? I mean don't get me wrong I wish it was me, but that's just wishful thinking. I know men, and any man would do whatever you asked if he could watch you plunging that toy deeply into yourself. Maybe he would volunteer to lick it off for you, before licking you all over and asking you to cum on his face. Why don't you try it, test him on it. Why is he estranged from you anyway, you never said.?" "Jay, I have to blame myself somewhat for that. Years ago I told him I just wasn't interested in sex that way with him. He responded by closing off from me. He is a proud man and didn't pursue intimacy with me since then. That was nearly seven years ago. I know he jerks off whenever he needs to, I heard him once through the bathroom door when he thought I was sleeping. Actually I was masturbating in bed, plunging my fingers into my needy vagina, listening to his groans of pleasure as he came into his own hand instead of in me or on me. I wished he had come into the bedroom that night and just told me he wanted me to suck his cock right then, and I would have. I just didn't have the courage. I know I have changed since then, I do want him to make hot love to me, I do want him to watch me pleasure myself and pleasure him too. I want him to push his face into my wax'd vagina and asshole. I'll try to think of a way to get him to watch me. Maybe he is like you and wants to eat his cum from my wet pussy. Thanks Jay." "Linney, good luck. You may be right, if you approach the question while self fucking with Oscar, he may well want to eat his cum from your open cunt. And if you do have the night you wish for, I hope you'll write about it and share it with me. Jay." Ok, so I set the scene as well as I could. Now I just had to wait. Perhaps I could help her along- I knew she revisited my story about Paris several times, the 'Wax on Whacks off' story. I waited until she came home from shopping. "Hi." I said as she walked in holding a bundle of packages. "Let me grab some of those." She peck'd me on the cheek as I rescued her from having an avalanche of fruit and vegetables onto the floor. "So what are you up to?' She said was she spotted the laptop open on the table. "Just browsing some travel websites. I thought we might think about next year's vacation. Have you ever wanted to go to Europe?" I said. "Spain or France, Paris maybe?" "Paris?" she said. "Sure Paris. I'd really like to see it, wouldn't you? il est l'endroit idéal pour les amoureux!" I said in my high school French. She smiled and became giddy "What did that mean?" "Uh...loosely...never mind. It was a bad idea." "What, what does it mean?" "I means; It is the place for... lovers," I paused for effect, "never mind I said it was silly." "No, what, you no longer love me...?" "No, I meant...maybe Europe, Paris... wasn't a good idea for us. Of course I love you. You have no idea how much." Something sparked behind her eyes when I said that. I knew I had said enough. Maybe Florida or California." I continued. "No, I want Paris, it must be Paris." She said, in a strange way. After Dinner I decided on an early shower. I have my own bathroom and I often groom myself there as in shave my balls and trim any long wirey pubes. I did that, and took a hot shower. Afterwards I went down to watch the late news. Lynn had also retired to her bath by the time I came down. With thoughts of what might eventually happen, I dozed off in my chair. I woke about a half hour later to a sound coming from upstairs. I sat up and found a note on my lap. "Jay, I love you too, more than you know. Come upstairs and sit in the chair at the foot of the bed. Don't speak, just watch." Lynn. I walked silently to our bedroom and pushed open the partially closed door. Candles were lit around the room. Lynn was lying back on stacked pillows completely nude. Her body was more beautiful, her breasts more voluptuous than I remembered. Her slick vagina was parted. She sipped some white wine. There was a glass for me next to the chair. She put her finger to her lips to signal that I was not to speak. I sat down, took the glass and raised it to her in a silent toast. She smiled at my acceptance and placed her glass on the nightstand. She closed her eyes and began to trace her fingers over her face, and her arms, her upper chest and across her breasts. She did this slowly feeling her skin. She ran her fingers down her stomach to her thighs, back up again across her chest, then pinched and pulled at her nipples. Back down again, she bent her legs at the knees and parted her legs slightly. Her vagina lips opened slightly and when she ran her hands down her thighs, this time she crossed her hands over her bare pubic mound leaving one finger in her parted lips for a moment. I could see she was quivering, shaking with excitement, and nervousness for allowing me to watch her this way. She continued, opening her legs more, exposing herself; opening her vagina to me more. She raised her knees high as if to try to touch her ears and in doing so, showed me her bare bleached asshole. She ran a finger over her hole, then back up to her stiff nipples and down again. Her movements became faster, a little more urgent each time. She became audible with small whimpers. I slowly unbuttoned my pajama shorts and let my penis rise out of the fly for her to see. I removed my shirt and let everything drop to the floor quietly. I sat down again and sipped more wine. Lynn produced her nine inch dildo complete with anal probe from under her pillow. She took the lube and poured it over the cock and probe, then used the same hand to lube her holes. She watched my eyes as she trailed the cock over her lips and her breasts, her nipples down to her lower lips which were now parted. She rubbed the jell head up and down her vaginal groove, then lower to her ass and back again. Finally she pressed the jell cock head into her and I watched it disappear and saw the anal probe disappear as well. She arched her back slightly and raised her knees as she opened herself to the fucking. Still no words were spoken, but none needed to be. Only her guttural grunts of joy echoed in the room. In a few minutes she rolled over, smiled at me and raised her ass in the air, resting her weight on her chest. She re inserted the cock and probe again, this time more in my face. The rear view was like I had seen on the web cam. "Do you like what you see?" she said with a lustful quiver to her voice as she plunged the cock into herself. "Yes." I said sitting there with my erection pointing at her. "Would you like to taste anything?" "Yes." "What, tell me." "I would like to taste your cunt." "But my cunt is full of cock," she groaned as she plunged it in and out. "I want..." "What, what do you want Jay?" "I want to lick your pussy juice off of the cock." "What else do you want to lick?" "Your cunt..." "What else?" "Your...your ass I...I want to lick that too." "You want to lick my open cunt, and lick the cock, and lick my ass...is that what you are saying, that you want to lick me in a very dirty way?" "Yes...please let me." "I will let you, as I am deeply fucking my cunt and my ass, I will let you lick me there." "Let me kick it now while you are deeply fucking yourself." "Do it now, come to me lick me now." I rose and took a step to the bed, A string of pre cum dripped from my penis onto my leg. I fell to my knees and moved my face to where her hand was gripping the cock. I smelled her fresh hot pussy smell and saw her girl wetness dripping onto the bed. I leaned in and licked the cock as she withdrew it. I licked her fingers and then her open hole before she plunged the cock in again. I was dripping pre cum on the sheet. I licked up and down her cock and her hole as she grunted and plunged. I took my finger and gathered some of my pre cum from my pee hole and I offered the wet slippery finger to her mouth. She opened wide and sucked my finger as I licked her. Soon she plunged the cock deeper than I thought possible, and I knew she was cumming. I rose up and licked her asshole as she came. My Deepest Desire "More, more... lick me, tongue me. Feed me, your pre-cum... feed me more. Do you want me, do you want to fuck my holes?" She gasped. "Yes, oh god yes," my heart pounded. "How much how much do you want to eat me. How much do you want to cum on me and in me? Tell me Jay." "I would do anything you asked, anything." "Are you sure? I know there is a thing men wish they could do but never fulfill. There is one thing." "What is that thing, I will do it." "You know I think. It is something you want to eat." "My cum, I will eat my cum for you." "Yes, I know you will I know you want it hot from my cunt. Say it." "I want to eat it hot out of your cunt, yes I do." "Do you see everything, do you see the cock plunging into me? I need hot cock. Do you see the smaller cock fucking my asshole?" "God yes, I see you fucking both holes." "Say you want to lick and eat both my holes and fill my holes with hot cream." "I want to, I want to lick you everywhere..." "And then you want to lick out the cream?" "Yes I will, I will fill your holes with hot cream and I will lick it all out of you...please, let me" "Lick me now Jay, pull out the cock and replace it with your mouth," she commanded me. I took the cock and plunged it into her wildly as she pushed her ass back and humped it. The smaller cock plunged into her asshole. I pulled it out and got on my stomach behind her, facing her upturned open cunt. I pressed my face with my open mouth on her whole vagina and I feasted on her wonderful taste. She was hot and liquid, pulsing and pushing, humping my open mouth. I licked my tongue wildly all over her openness, then licked up to her loosened asshole. I slipped my tongue into her as she pushed back. Finally I raised up to my knees and I slid my throbbing cock into her cunt up to the hilt in one thrust. She humped me back. "Fill me Jay, fill me with your hot cock, oh it is so hot and throbbing. Fill me with your cream Jay, the cream that you will be eating from my pussy very soon." I couldn't hold back. As soon as she reminded me of my promise, I shot out like a fountain, my cum jolted and squirted in hot creamy jets. I continued fucking her as deep as I could. Not as deep as the jell cock I knew, but she seemed to like it. Finally we collapsed. "Did you like that Jay? Did you like the new me? Because if you did, and if you want more of that, start eating." She raised her ass again, my cum was starting to drip out. This time, I would not turn away. I knew this would be a defining moment. I slid down and smelled my cum and her pussy. I began to lick her from behind. She purred and groaned like she was going to cum again. I sought out her clitoris, and licked with my whole tongue. Soon she was humping my face again, and I knew she was close. My mouth was full of my cream as I licked and ate. She quivered and shook, and I knew she was cumming again. I crawled up and rolled her over to her back. Her breasts rolled around and I attacked them with my cummy lips. Licking and biting her nipples. Then we locked mouths in a lustful cum slick kiss. She licked the inside of my mouth and tasted our combined cum. I reached for the jell-cock as we kissed, and probed her vagina with it again, then when she was deeply self fucking the dildo, I slid it further down using the cockhead to probe her anal hole. She knew what I was doing and without breaking our kiss, she drew her knees up thereby opening her hole to my probing. I placed the jell-cock at her anus and pushed. Having already been probed, she accepted the cockhead easily. I gently pushed the jell-cock into her ass as we kissed. She opened her mouth and breathed "yessss...fuck my asshole with the cock, fuck it....I,m going to cum on the cock...eat my cum...eat it jay, and then kiss me with my cum on your mouth." Holy crap, I didn't even know this woman but I sure loved hearing this talk. I continued to fuck her hole as I slid down to drink her pussy cum while still pushing the nine inch cock into her asshole. My face was slimed with her cum as she humped my face. I slid up again and deeply kissed her as I slowed the fucking down. My cock was hard again, and now I wanted what she had never given me before, and I would not quit until I had it. I left the cock in her ass and crawled higher until my balls were swaying over her chest. My cock was hard and pointing at her face. "Suck my cock." I said. Suck it now." "Oh yes, I want your cock to fill my mouth now," she said softly as she took me in her hands and guided her mouth around my hardness. I reached back and continued to fuck her ass as she slurped her tongue over my cock and my balls. I shifted to the side so she could swallow me as I plunged the dick into her. "Yes, lick my hard cock, lick my balls, I want to feed my cum to you...suck me now... say you want it." I screamed. "I do I want your cock I have never wanted anything more than this." She sucked and pumped as I moved my hand off the jell cock and began to finger fuck her with three fingers. I was hyper sexed and couldn't control myself, I began to ejaculate deep in her sucking mouth. She groaned as she sucked and swallowed. I took my fingers from her cunt and offered them to her. She let my cock slip from her mouth as she accepted my fingers, licking and sucking her own wetness. I collapsed on the bed panting heavily then rolled to her and we kissed again. "I taste my cum in your mouth," I said "and I like it very much." "That's good, because there will be more for you later, and forever," she said breathlessly. "I loved this with you, the way you were when you saw me and exposed your cock to me. Then the way you watched and let me show you how I fuck myself, and then how you feasted on my pussy and my ass, and then you licked your cum from me. I love you." "And I love you. And I love how you trusted me to show me how you fuck yourself and how you wanted me to be so dirty with you. I loved it." I said as we spooned and fell off to a well earned sleep. So now dear reader, I ask you. Should Jay tell her that he knows she is Linneylovelace, or should he keep it to himself and enjoy the secret correspondence with her as she details the night, and nights to come. Please tell me your thoughts. Jay