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Special Counseling Session

By: thomasksilva



It was finally summer and I slipped a pair of shorts on before heading out the door to see my counselor, Ellen, for another hour of talk therapy. I had been seeing Ellen for about 3 months since I had separated from my wife. Ellen had helped me manage my depressed mood and other "issues". Lately, though, I had been finding that the weekly sessions were not making a big difference in my life. I was beginning to think that maybe it was time to stop counselling. Besides, things were going great with my girlfriend Shari and me. An evening with Shari seemed to cheer me up better than these weekly sessions.

As I pulled into the parking lot of the office, I saw Ellen's car- a red Miata. It was 4:30 and I was the last appointment of the day. As I walked in the front door, Ellen came out to greet me with her usual smile and notebook which seemed perpetually attached to her left hand.

"Hey Bill! Come on in!" she beamed. She was wearing her usual cleavage revealling top. No one had apparently clued her in that the average mental health patient was constantly horny. Or maybe she knew and just liked the attention. I am sure I was not the only male client of hers checking it out.

After the usual catch-up preliminaries, she asked me if I had anything I wanted to talk about. I was feeling a little like "what the fuck?" since this might be our last session anyway.

"Well, actually there is," I said, feigning some embarrassment. "I feel a little funny talking about it though, because its sexual..."

Ellen straightened up and crossed her plump little legs.

"Bill, you know that I am a professional and this is the work I do. I talk to clients all the time about their sexual issues..."

"Well," I said, "I tried something new sexually with Shari the other night and I don't know how I feel about it."

Ellen looked at me seriously but kindly through her glasses. She was plainly all ears.

"Well," I started, "Shari and I were fooling around a little and...ah geez, I don't know how to say this...well I kissed her on the ass." I made a big sigh as if this was as far as I could go. Ellen took the bait and ran with it.

"Ah, do you mean.. on the cheek... or..."

"Right on her anus...right in the ol' poop chute...a good one too...I was really going to town down there...kissing, licking, sucking....you know, I was practically tongue-fucking her asshole...." I looked down at my lap.

"Bill... um... you know that there is absolutely nothing to be ashamed of....this is sexual behavior....it's all perfectly normal...you don't have to feel embarassed..." Ellen was saying.

"Oh, I know, I know," I said "You are paid to say stuff like that to make me feel better. But I know its wrong," I said with a hang-dog look.

Ellen uncrossed and re-crossed her legs. She leaned forward and touched my knee. As she did this, the tops of her breasts showed. I looked at her breasts and then up into her eyes. She showed genuine concern. She looked earnestly worried. She looked up at the clock on the wall.

"Look..." she said "I have noticed that you get down pretty easy...I think we need to address this shame of yours...you need to really believe in yourself and stop feeling this shame." She stood up and pulled down her skirt, folded it and laid it on her desk. Then she peeled her panties off and folded them and put them in her purse.

"There, now,"she said cheerfully "I have a completely bare ass and I am not a bit ashamed of it. You can take your shorts off if you feel comfortable with that. There's really nothing to be ashamed of."

I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I was just fucking around but this chick had some wires loose. I looked her in the eyes but she was totally in earnest. I decided to go with it to see what would happen. I stipped down my shorts and folded them and my underwear on the sofa next to me. I was hard and starting to pulse in a conspicuous way in time with my rapidly increasing heart beat.

"Well, I do feel more natural.." I said.

"So do I!" said Ellen. "Now, you were feeling ashamed because you were kissing your girlfriend on her bottom. There is no reason to be ashamed about that. People have been doing that for thousands of years." She still wore her glasses.

"Well," I said, "I still think that...oh, I don't know...its just taboo."

Ellen stood up again. She looked at me kindly in the eyes and said "You don't need to feel ashamed. This is something that we can work on. Trust me. I am here to help you with issues in your life. I want you to practice going down just like with Shari." She turned around and leaned over, presenting her ass to me. She shuffled her feet apart a little and as she leaned over, her crack opened and the first smell of her butt wafted into my nostrils. Her little "brown eye" was winking at me. A tiny little brown stain lay along the right side of the hole. She obviously was not a vigorous wiper.

Now what I told Ellen was not totally bullshit. I love rimming a woman and I had been rimming Shari over the weekend. But contrary to what I told Ellen, I have absolutely no problem with my little "taste" for a woman's asshole. 

"Do you want me to kiss your anus like it kissed Shari's?" I asked innocently.

"Yes. It's important that you be able to go down on a woman's anus without feeling the shame that you seem to have. Now go ahead and lick me a little and I'll reassure you that everything is OK..Are you ready?" She asked.

"Well, OK..." I said and stuck my face in her ass and began probing with my tongue. I found the hole quickly and plunged my tongue into it, tasting the sharp flavor. I began to lick and kiss her. I decided to calm it down a bit and then work up the tempo. Ellen moaned a little.

"Oh my God, are you all right?" I asked in a fake concerned voice.

"Oh, no," said Ellen "I'm sorry, I was just reacting to your tongue. I shouldn't have. It feels...very....ah good."

"Oh." I said. "Are you sure? You're not just saying that?"

"I mean, Yes, Absolutely. It feels great..." Ellen said, obviously concerned she was adding to my "shame" over ass-licking. "Please lick me some more. Please?" This time, I heard a note of real desire in her voice. She was a fucking ass fiend and she was using me to get off.

I started to lick her more deeply and harder. Ellen began to grind into my face and said breathlessly "Oh, shit, that feels great! God that fucking feels great! There is nothing to be ashamed of here. Nothing to be ashamed of. You are giving a woman pleasure and there is absolutely nothing wro...Absolutely Nothing wrong with that! Ungh..."

I took a huge mouthful of spit and put it on my cock. Then I stuck my cock in her ass and pushed.

"Ellen, I felt so ashamed when I fucked Shari's ass the other night." I said. "Is there anything wrong with fucking a woman in the ass?"

"Oh, shit. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing wrong with that at all." She bore down as if to take a shit and I shot up into her like a missile. I fucked her asshole as hard as I have ever fucked anything in my life. My body convulsed as I fucked her like I was some kind of damn animal in heat. Her ass fucked back just as hard. I came in a huge wad of come which coated the inside of her rectum. She came as she felt me coming and she milked my dick dry. I stayed in her probably another 5 minutes, each of us trying to catch our breath. Finally I pulled out, my half-limp dick coated brown.

"Oh, no, I said...look." I said.

"Oh. That's nothing to be ashamed of." She smiled a little wickedly. She began to suck and lick me. My dick tried to flicker back to life, but her ass had done me in. I let her clean me up with her mouth. When she was done, whe took some tissues and wiped her mouth. The tissues were stained red from her lipstick and brown from what she had been cleaning up.

She hugged me against her chest. I felt her tits against me and I hugged her back. I cupped her ass cheeks in my hands and pulled her furry place against my sleeping rod. We kissed and then put our clothes back on.

"I feel better about myself..." I said.

"We need to keep working on this issue," said Ellen. "I have a session open this time on Friday. Would you like to keep working on this issue with me? I think it would be a good idea." There was no irony in her eyes. She just looked very happy.

"Sure." I said.

Special Counseling Session Ch. 02



I had waited all week for his next counseling session with Ellen. The last time she had seen me, I had been the last client of the day and she had helped me work on my feelings of "shame" regarding my penchant for eating women's asses. I feel no shame about this little perversion whatsoever, but Ellen doesn't need to know everything about me!

When 4:30 Friday rolled around, I was in the waiting room. There was no one else in the office. The door to Ellen's office opened. She was wearing a tight tee shirt and obviously not wearing a bra. She seemed happy to see me.

"Hi Bill! Come on in. My last client cancelled at the last minute and i have spend the last hour reviewing what I want to work on with you today..." I couldn't believe what I was seeing. There was an inflatable mattress on the floor. The room smelled, reeked rather, of the smell of sex. I knew then that Ellen was not wearing panties and had probably spent the better part of the past hour touching herself.

"OK," Ellen said, "I have decided that our sessions need to be completely open..." She peeled off her shirt to reveal her enormous breasts. Sure enough, no bra. She peeled off her skirt and, as expected, no panties.

"Come on, Bill, don't be shy...You need to get over this shame you have been feeling. Getting completely naked will help you feel more comfortable with your body..."

I didn't need to be asked twice. I stripped and laid my clothes on the sofa where I usually sat during our sesssions. Ellen's breasts had my attention. I had been ogling them for 3 months. Ellen usually liked to show just the tops with her revealing low-cut tops. Now I was getting the full view. Her nipples were huge and erect. I looked down at my penis which was throbbing in time with my pulse.

"Ah, Ellen, I am glad you want to work with me on my shame problem. But I really feel the most shame about what I do to women's bottoms."

Ellen smiled cheerfully. She had a very pretty and positive smile. She really put me at ease.

"Bill, I know. I have been doing a lot of reading about this. I have loads of ideas for us to work on today. I need to you lie here and put your head on this pillow." She motioned to the air mattress on the floor. I lay now on it on my back, my erection pointing straight at the ceiling.

"Now," she began, "I have been reading about what makes male clients feel completely accepted and comfortable. Turns out there is no better way to make a male client...that is, a man... feel totally accepted that to fellate him. You know, go down on him." She smiled her huge, comforting smile.

"I think that if I do down on you while you practice kissing my ass, you will learn to feel really good about yourself while you are rimming me. I think that this will help to teach you that it is all right to suck a woman's ass." There was no maliciousnous or irony in her eyes or her voice. She earnestly wanted to help me. It doesn't hurt that she is an absolute ass freak like me, though.

She straddled me backwards and leaned down to take me in her mouth. I felt the incredibly warm, happy, secure feeling of her mouth starting to suck me. Already I felt better and more relaxed. Then she moved her knees a little wider and lowered her round ass to my face. She lifted her mouth off me for a moment to talk but she kindly kept her hand gripped firmly around the head of my cock so I wouldn't miss her mouth too much.

"OK, I want you to start kissing my asshole. I am going to sit on your face now." She took my dick in her mouth again and started to suck again. She lowered her ass down to me.

Ellen has a nice, round, delicious ass. He has dark hair and a few little curly dark hairs around her anus. Her anal skin is darker than the creamy white of her ass cheeks. As her cheeks parted to show me her hole, the smell of her ass crack opening reached my nose. Women's asses are of two main varieties. Those that smell sexy and those that don't smell much at all. Ellen's ass smelled incredibly sexy. She must have just the right number of sweat glands or something. It's not just bad wiping that gives a woman's ass a sexy odor. She has to have a certain something that not every woman has. My girlfriend Shari has it. My ex-wife did not.

I decided to enjoy her smell up close. I put my mouth on her vagina and stuck my nose in her asshole. I ate Ellen's wet vagina while sniffing her anus up close. All the while, Ellen's lovely tongue and lips were treating my dick to a special kind of heaven known as an excellent blow job. Now this was perfect. But I couldn't let Ellen know that I really didn't need her help. I had to keep her thinking she was helping me with my "shame" issues.

Ellen stopping sucking again, putting her hand firmly around my cock head.

"Bill, don't forget, you're here to eat my asshole. It feels good to have you eating me out, but I don't want you to forget we need to work on rimming...."

"I was just doing what I always do with Shari...I start like this because I like to sniff the anus up close. It's really dirty. I know."

"Bill, you know that anything you do is OK with me. If you need to sniff my anus for a while before you eat, that is OK." She went back to sucking my dick and I went back to eating her out. Finally, I decided that I couldn't not suck her ass any longer. I parted her cheeks even further and stuck my tongue up her asshole and started making huge circles in her ass with my tongue. Her ass tasted just as sharp and funky as it had at our last session when I was introduced to the pleasure of eating out my psychologist.

Ellen began to groan with pleasure. She is a total ass freak and the last time I was in her office I fucked her up the ass and she had had a huge anal orgasm around my dick.

She came up for air again but kept my dick happy with her hand.

"Bill, I want you to eat me as long as you'd like, but I want you to know that you can come in my mouth whenvever you want to. My research says that men feel completely accepted when they can come in a woman's mouth. I so want for you to have the experience of being completely accepted while you are rimming me. So don't hold back. Eat my ass and just come in my mouth. I promise to drink you all up!"

Now that was a real invitation! I began to relax thinking about Ellen drinking me. I imagined how thirsty she must be for my come, all the while while I was licking and sucking her delicious asshole. I imagined her huge tits and I could feel them on my stomach.

Finally, I shot a huge load of come in her mouth. As she promised, she drank every drop, nursing on the end of my dick until she got the last bit. I was almost unconscious from the pure bliss of it.

I must of have napped for the rest of the session, because when I opened my eyes, Ellen was dressed and she was handing me my clothes.

"I hope today has been helpful for you...I think we need to do that more until you can really associate the acceptance of being in my mouth with the activity you feel ashamed of."

"Oh. Yes. I do feel a little better about myself. But I think you are right."

"Don't worry!" she said "We will fix this so that you have really good self-esteem when it comes to anal sex! I have a slot next Wednesday at 4:30. Would you like that time?"

"Sure," I said. "That would be great."



Special Counseling Session Ch. 03



When I came back the following Wednesday, Ellen was ready for me at 4:30. Again, she had prepared the inflatable mattress on the floor of her counseling office. The building was deserted except for us. She motioned me into the office and began to remove her clothing as she had the last two times I had come to session.

Ellen was helping to me to learn to feel comfortable with my desire to eat out women's anuses. This would be our third session designed to remove any feelings of shame over this very natural and beautifully intimate act.

Ellen and I removed our clothing completely and Ellen's beautiful large breasts bounced free.

"Bill, since you did so well with our session last week, I thought we would start today the same way. I have something additional I want to work on. But for now, why don't you just relax and eat my ass while I take you in my mouth?" Ellen said.

I lay on the matress and rested my head on a large pillow Ellen had provided for me. She straddled me backwards and took me into her warm mouth and began the happy magic of devouring my penis while she began to slowly lower her bottom to my face. As I had done the last time, I savored the stink of her ass as her cheeks parted in front of my nose. As she ate me, I used my hands to open her cheeks wide and slipped my tongue into her asshole, making circles as I kissed her deeply. It was very hot and pleasant in her bottom and the sharp taste of her anus I think tastes a lot like a good blue cheese. There is also a pleasant similarity to the odor of a sexy woman's anus and a very good blue cheese such as Roquefort.

I knew she wanted to reinforce the idea that rimming a woman's ass is a natural and acceptable act. I knew she was hoping I would find being in her mouth a very strong positive stimulus that would un-learn the shameful ideas I had about the taboo of eating anus. By going down on me and by teaching me to come in her mouth while sucking on her bottom, she was giving me a wholesome, positive message about ass rimming.

"Bill, I want you to know that what you are doing feels to my bottom feels really good!" Ellen said. "I want you to know that I am very thirsty for your semen today and I am really hoping you will come in my mouth and give me a big drink. Do you think you can do that? Give me a big drink of you?"

I stuck my tongue all the way up inside her hot little hole and let my dick come in her mouth. Ellen continued to suck and drink from the end of my dick until there wasn't any more left. Finally, when I had stopped eating her, she turned her pretty head around and asked "Hey, are you all done back there? I don't want to rush you but I have something else that I wanted to do today."

I smiled. 

"I'm fine," I said almost paralyzed with how good I felt.

Ellen lifted herself up and I felt as little wave of disappointment as her sweet ass pulled up away from me.

"I'll be just a second," said Ellen as she went behind her desk for a moment. I closed my eyes and felt completely blissful. When I opened them, Ellen was standing in front of me with a funny little smile on her face.

"Bill, I have been thinking a lot about your issue with anal sex. I have been thinking that some of the shame you are feeling is actually shame of your own anus. We need to work on that component of the issue now. I want you to turn over and put the pillow under your hips." I did as I was told. Ellen had me move my knees apart and then rotate my knees toward one another. She knew what she was doing. My ass cheeks opened and then I felt her hands pushing them apart. I felt her warm breath in the crack of my ass.

"Mmm. Bill, your ass smells fantastic. Very sexy. Very sexy indeed!"

I felt something wet and warm slip into my asshole and then out again.

"Mmm. Bill, you taste so sexy!" said Ellen, behind me. "OK, Bill, I am going to eat you out for a change. I want you to remember that I love eating you and that your bottom is a very sexy place and that I love the smell and taste of your ass."

I felt the warmth of her face bury itself in the space between my cheeks. I felt her warm tongue go up into me. She made huge circles and then lightly tongue-fucked me. I relaxed completely and let her fuck me deeper with her tongue.

"That's it, Bill, that's the way to relax your bottom!" Ellen encouraged.

Suddenly, I felt some gas shift in my belly and I realized I was about to fart. I involunarily tightened my sphincter.

"Bill, is everything OK? You were so relaxed and now you are tight. Are you OK?"

"Yeah, I'm OK," I said. "I just am afraid I am going to fart. Why don't you turn your head and let me fart?"

"Bill. I know you are kind of sensitive about things like farting, but I can't help you unless you are able to trust me completely. I am going to put my tongue inside again and this time I want you to relax and let the fart come out. You can give me your fart as a gift. Let me eat you and eat your little fart, too."

There was nothing more to be said at that point. I had to concentrate, but I remembered Ellen's words and I was finally able to relax enough to let her have my fart. It came out quickly aound her tongue and she took advantage of my sudden relaxation to push her tongue higher still.

"Mmmm," Ellen hummed happily. I could smell the fart and it didn't smell that great, but Ellen seemed to really enjoy it. She ate me for about 15 more minutes before sitting up and wiping her mouth on a moist washcloth.

"Well, I hope you are begining to see that your bottom is nothing to be ashamed of. If it were anything dirty, I wouldn't be eating it, would I?" asked Ellen.

We got dressed and Ellen scheduled me for another appointment next week.

"I think we are really making good progress," said Ellen. "I think we have a ways to go, but we are definitely getting somewhere. I'll see you next week!"

"OK," I said. "See you next week."



Special Counseling Session Ch. 04



The day before I was supposed to meet Ellen, my counsellor, for a therapy session in her office, I got a voice message on my phone that perplexed me.

"Bill, it's Ellen. Listen, they are apparently fumigating the office building tomorrow. I can't see clients there. I was going to just reschedule you for next week, but we've made such good progress lately that I really think we should keep the sessions moving. I can see you tomorrow morning at my home if that is convenient. I live at..."

I called her back quickly and confirmed for 8 am. She gave me directions to her house and I jotted them down. I didn't need the directions, I knew the neighborhood.

The next day at 5 to 8 I was on her front porch. She opened the door wearing a bathrobe and slippers. She was not at all made up and she looked as if she had just rolled out of bed.

"Sorry," she said, tossing her hair and laughing. "I overslept and haven't showered! Do you want some coffee?"

"No, I'm good," I said. "And don't worry about the shower. I think you look nice..." This was a little lame but I wanted to get down to our session without any unecessary delays.

"OK!" she said. "Why don't you just come on in to my room? I have some things set up in here. Just take your clothes off." She took her own robe off and hung it over a chair. She was still gorgeous and her large breasts swung free. She has big brown nipples that point forwards.

"I lied a little bit before," she said. "I actually have been up about half an hour. I just wanted to be a little 'au natural' this morning. I hope you don't mind."

"I don't mind at all," I said truthfully.

"Here, Bill, lie down on your back. I want to take you in my mouth first. That always seems to be a good way to start." She straddled me as she had in our last two sessions and gently lowered her bottom down to my face. She inhaled my penis and began to work her special magic on my erection. She settled her round ass onto my lips and nose and I began to eat her bottom.

"Bill, you can do what you like," said Ellen as she came up for air. "But I just wanted to warn you that since I haven't showered, my ass may be a little sharper tasting today. I hope it's still OK."

I smelled her anus up close. It really stunk but in a really sexy way. Her wet, fishy vagina was in my face too and it stunk a bit but I didn't mind at all. I was now rock-hard and Ellen began to suck me again. I pressed the tip of my tongue against her asshole. It was moist and bitter and I pushed my tongue in slowly and savored the taste. I began to really lick and tongue-fuck her hole.

"I like the way your ass tastes today, Ellen," I said. "It's really sexy. Really natural."

"I'm glad you like it, Bill. I was hoping you would."

I held her ass cheeks apart with my hands and devoured her anus, licking her all around her hole. I began to feel like I might come. Ellen noticed I was bigger, too.

"You can come now, if you want," she said. "I need a big drink of your come!"

I shot a load onto the roof of her mouth. She drank me quickly as I came. She suckled me dry and let me lie with my tongue in her ass and my dick in her mouth for a while.

"You OK, back there?" she asked. "Can I get up?"

"Sure, I said," completely blissed out.

Ellen got up and walked accross the room and into the kitchen. She came back with a huge bowl of what looked like breakfast cereal. She was shovelling it into her face.

"I am just having a big bowl of this high-fibre cereal," she said. "I ate most of the box last night." She ate some and offered me the rest. She went and got coffee and sat down.

"I am not in a big hurry today since I don't have other clients," she said. "Is it OK that we go a little over today?"

"I have nowhere special to go," I said. Ellen's stomach growled and gurgled. She drained the coffee and went and got another cup.

"Sure you don't want some coffee?" she asked.

"Oh, all right," I said. "I'll take a cup." I finished the cereal and took the mug of coffee from her.

"Oh, wow." Ellen said, pursing her lip.

"What?" I asked.

"I really need to shit. Do you mind waiting here a minute?"

"Sure, " I said. Then I thought. "Ah, actually, I think it would help me a lot to come with you. I mean, see you, you know, go..."

Ellen looked puzzled. "Oh," she said softly. "You know, you are right. You have such a problem with shame and women's anuses. You really should come with me and see that it's no big deal."

I followed her into the bathroom and she sat on the toilet and spread her legs wide so I could look into the toilet. I kneeled in front of her. She reached back with her hands and opened her ass cheeks wider and sat on them so they splayed open. Then I heard a fart followed by a stink. Then a brown shit-snake started to come out of her, slow at first, then faster and faster, coiling in the bowl and finally falling 'plunk' in the toilet.

I was mesmerized. I looked in her eyes. I knew what to do. I stood her up, bent her over and licked her clean. She smiled.

"You really have come a long way!" she said.