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Six Month

By: alysonXlain



Who am I??? Once I was very sure of who I was, where I was going and what I wanted. I thought I knew myself well. So, who am I??? Well, my name is Alyson. I am 25 year old Penn State graduate. I work at a Fortune 500 company. I grew up in a good loving upper middle class home and once considered myself an intelligent strong independent career women but life has a way of redefining us.

It all started when I broke up with Tom, my fiancée and my boyfriend from College. We had been together for nearly 7 years and had planned on getting married but 2 month into our engagement I realized that we had grown apart since college. I had become quite a career women jet setting across the country. I had been working for only 3 years but had already been promoted to assistant manager. My ex-fiancée however had a much more difficult time adapting to the real world. He was brilliant in school but had a hard time in the business world and talked constantly about going back to school. To make a long story short, I realized we wanted different things in life and so I initiated the breakup. Nevertheless it was still very hard for me to take. I still loved him but realized I shouldn’t marry him.

Being a women of the new Millennium and watching too much “Sex and the City” I decided what I needed was a hot passionate purely physical fling to get me over Tom. There was a guy from work who fit the bill perfectly. His name was Richard. A suave good looking charismatic charmer in his late twenties with quite a reputation at work as a lady killer. He always flirted with me and I knew he had his eyes on me, but since I was with Tom nothing ever came of it. I put Richard in the category of guys that are great to have fun with, but for any women to take them seriously would be to invite heartache! That was for weaker lesser women who cling helplessly to men. For me this would be strictly for fun!

That week I ran into him at Happy hour were a group of us from work go every Friday. I had a tight skirt on that accented my butt and lean tone legs which I consider to be my best assets. I work out regularly at the gym and am very proud of sexy shapely posterior and long tone muscular legs. I do wish I had a little more up top being only a B-cup. Richard and I began flirting shamelessly. Richard is a charmer and has a way of making a lady feel very sexy and beautiful. The way he looked at you, the way he smiled with a hint of danger and lust. We stayed after most of our co-workers left. The bar we were at doubles as a happy hour bar and a dance club. As the night wore on, Richard and I found ourselves gyrating sensually on the dance floor and boy could he dance. Tom hated dancing and was very analytical and cerebral but Richard loved to dance and was very passionate and physical. I could feel Richards hard muscular body as he held me close as he ground against me. The music was booming in my ears, I was tipsy from the drinks and he felt so hot. He would run his arms sensuously against my bare shoulders and arms as we danced.

We ended up back at my place all over each other. He was such a sexy lover and licked me all over from head to toe. He went down on me for what felt like an hour and brought me to numerous orgasms. He also had the biggest cock of any man I had ever been with! I must admit I was intrigued by what it would be like to be fucked by such a large penis, which I soon found out. I wasn’t able to take all of him inside but the thickness of his cock really did increase my pleasure so perhaps size does matter! We stayed up all night making love. Thus began our affair! We could not get enough of each other and would meet after work and have sex for hours. He was so hot I even enjoyed giving him blowjobs something I am usually not too fond of. His lean sexy abs and his big beautiful thick cock made me so hot. I was so horny when I was with him. I would dive down and take the head of his cock deep in my mouth and down my throat. I had to open my mouth really wide to encompass his thickness and I couldn’t take more then half of him but what I couldn’t fit I would rub sensuously with my hands. No I am not quite as talented as Linda Lovelace. I felt so sexy doing it on my knees while he was standing looking up seductively at him, watching the excitement in his eyes as he thrusted into my mouth. I even let him come in my mouth, something I’ve never done before. Well to be honest I didn't have much of a choice. He held my head down as he came but I didn't mind. He would spurt streams after stream of hot cum down my throat. I tried to take it all but inevitably my mouth would overflow and some of it would trickle out and down my chin. I can’t say I am crazy about the taste, it kind of burns my throat and there is a strong after tastes that stays in your mouth for hours afterwards but I was so overwhelmed by lust that I swallowed it all or a least as much as I could and even milked his cock dry by opening my mouth and letting him watch as I licked the last drops of come from his cock. He would scoop up any cum than had dripped down my chin and feed it to me. I felt so nasty. 

Sex with Richard was INCREDIBLE except Richard had a thing for anal sex and told me I had the sexiest ass of any gal he knew and that he wanted to have my virgin ass really bad.  I told him firmly and unequivocally NO. I was not into anal sex and the answer is NO, No ifs ands or buts! I know it’s a big fantasy for a lot of guys and I can even understand why they would want it but from a women’s point of view there’s not much in it for us and from what I’ve heard it can be extremely painful. Considering the size of Richard’s cock I would say extremely painful would be a gross understatement! How many guys would enjoy a big dildo shoved up their ass? Guys would cringe at the thought. Biologically I don’t believe there is a big difference between a man’s ass and women’s, if anything it would be easy for a guy to take something up their asses considering they are physically bigger. I mean I am only 115lbs!  Mention shoving anything up their asses and they run in mortal terror yet they expect us gals to bend over like good little girls and let them shove their cocks up our asses and enjoy it! I don’t think so! Just another example of the male double standard!

One of my girlfriend’s boyfriends kept pestering her about anal sex. She confided in me that she was worried he would cheat on her with someone else who would give it to him if she didn’t. She finally gave in and let him do her in the butt and she told me it was painful as hell. She endured the agony just to please and satisfy him and after that he wanted it all the time. She hated it! Turns out he ended up cheating on her anyway and they broke up. I’m not the type of women to do things just to please a man or to worry about him leaving me if I didn’t. Personally I think it’s pretty pathetic when a women does that. So no, I wasn’t about to go and let Richard or any man do me in the butt just to satisfy their kinky fantasy. 

Although I had no desire for anal sex my self I must admit I was kind of excited by the fact that Richard wanted my ass so bad. It was kind of a turn on knowing he lusted so intensely after my tight little butt. He was always glancing at my butt whenever I had my back turned. I could see him in the mirror checking out my ass. It was very flattering. As a result I would always wear outfits that accented my tight rear end whenever we went out just to see the desire in his eyes when he glanced at my butt. Kind of like the way a gal with big breasts would were a low cut top and all the guys would keep glancing at her. I would stand provocatively in front of him with my back turned, my hips to one side and my butt thrusted out slightly. It use to drive him crazy and whenever we danced, more often then not I would turn around with my back to him and I would wiggle my sexy little butt against his hard cock. I remember once while brushing my hair with my back to him wearing only a g-string panty and standing provocatively on purpose with my hips thrusted back, he said, Alyson, your ass is so hot, I would give my left nut for a chance to fuck that tight virgin ass of yours. I backed up into him and rubbed my ass seductively against his crouch and whispered, is this what you want lover, do you want my sexy little ass, do you want to put that big cock of your all the way up my tiny little asshole? Would you like to do it in my virgin ass? I even pulled my g-string to one side, reached back with my hand, grabbed his penis and rubbed the head of his cock against my anus but ready to pull away quickly should he try to penetrated me. He got so excited and was breathing heavy. His eyes had that glazed lustful look as he started down at my ass. Then I said keep on dreaming lover, not in this lifetime! I know, I am such a tease. It’s such a sexy feeling of power knowing the effect my ass had on him. I didn’t leave him totally high and dry. I did turn around , get on my knees and give him a blowjob to orgasm letting him cum hard in my mouth.  I confess I got a kick out of teasing him. I had no intentions of ever having anal sex but it was erotic and sexy the way he wanted my ass so bad. I equate it to us gals getting all dressed up in our hottest outfits and strutting our stuff at the nightclub. Its sexy just to see all the guys lusting after us. We may not have any intentions and of being with any of them but it’s fun to be desired and wanted. I am sure every gal understands this!

Four weeks into our passionate affair my 25th birthday came up on a weekend and Richard invited me up to his uncles lake house cabin for the weekend. He took Friday off to fix up the cabin for us and I was to meet him up there after work. I ended up working late and didn’t head up there until Saturday morning. The cabin was beautiful, right on the lake. It had a fireplace, Jacuzzi and a gourmet kitchen. It was very cozy romantic. Richard rented a boat and took me water skiing. He looked great, tan and muscular in his swim trunks. The cabin and lake were in a very secluded area so I wore my sexiest florescent G-string bikini and I thought I looked incredibly hot in it. It really showed off my sexy tight butt and legs and my lean tight stomach! I could see the lust in Richards eyes as he watched me lounge out seductively on the boat showing off my assets especially my tight ass. I would bend over seductively in front of him and rub oil sensuously over my ass. I would stand bent over on the railing with my butt sticking out for him to admire. I could see I was driving him crazy with desire. We flirted all day on the but retrained from touching each other. This was Richards idea, he said he had something very special planned for my birthday.  Oh, I couldn’t wait!

We had a beautiful candle lit dinner. Richard cooked me a delicious seafood pasta dish. He is quite a chef. It was so romantic. He had soft jazz playing in the background. It was a perfect birthday dinner. I couldn’t have asked for a better. We had a few bottles of wine and I was feeling tipsy, very sexy and horny as hell. We began making out passionately and he had me naked and out of my sundress in seconds! I was so hot for him. He lifted me up and carried me to the work out room and laid me down on the work out bench. The room had mirrors all around and you could see yourself from every angle. I thought what a sexy room to make love in. Richard then produced a pair of velvet lined handcuffs and said I have a surprise for you. He wanted me to bend lengthwise over the workout bench with my knees on the ground and my stomach and tits laying on the bench. I was hesitant but he bent over and sucked gently on my nipples sending shivers all through my body and whispered trust me baby. This is your birthday surprise. You are going to love it. Overwhelmed by lust I threw caution to the wind and against my better judgement I let him hand cuff me to the bench. He licked me sensuously down my spine driving me crazy. He then slipped velvet lined leather buckles around my thigh tying them to the legs of the bench. He asked me to see if I could move and sure enough I was immobilized with my hands hand cuffed out in front of me to the front legs of the bench and by legs tied to the real legs. I must admit I felt so helpless and vulnerable but in a sexy way being tied up bent over like that with my privates totally exposed. I could see myself tied up from all angles in the mirrors. I thought I looked very hot tied up like that.

Richard then put a tape in the VCR and turned on the TV in the workout room. It was a XXX movie and it showed a gal tied up in the same position as me! The man in the movie then began to lick the girl between the legs licking every inch of her pussy. At the same time I felt Richard doing the same thing to me. I could see him in the mirror licking me. Oh god, It was so hot! The man in the movie began to lick the girls anus sticking his tongue up her bottom and sure enough Richard began doing the same thing. I’ve never had anyone do that to me but it felt so kinky and nasty. My senses were running crazy, seeing the girl ass getting licked, feeling Richards tongue probing my ass and watching ourselves in the mirror. Richard began fingering my pussy and caressing my clit while he tongue fucked my ass and I came hard moaning against the bench and tensing my body against the restraints. Knowing I was helplessly tied heightened my pleasure! As I slowly returned to my senses I heard a girl saying No, no, not there. I cleared my head and looked at the TV to see the man in the movie rubbing oil on his cock and fingering the girls ass with the girl pleading NO. He then moved up behind the girl and began to penetrate her ass with his cock. The girl was crying now and pleading for him to stop and all of a sudden I had a queasy feeling of fear in my stomach and it dawned on me what this was all about. 

I looked back at Richard and sure enough he had a bottle of oil and was rubbing it all over his huge thick cock which looked even more enormous in my present predicament. He had that smile of danger on his face except now I really felt scared. I should of seen this coming! Why else would he want me tied up in such a position. I didn’t even think to question the position so caught up was I with the romantic dinner and all. I could kick myself. I should of known better. Richard was a man use to getting what he wants, the way he forced my head down when he came. I was getting more scared by the minute.  I said NO Richard. I’m not into that. Untie me now! I mean it! This is not funny. Let me up now.  He just smiled and said dreams do come true my little tease! God, I’ve been playing with fire all this time and now I was about to get burned! I told him I’ll scream if you don’t untie me NOW!  My voice broke as I said it and I didn’t sound nearly as tough as I wanted to! He just continued smiling that evil grin of lust and desire. He said softly, go ahead baby. We are in the middle of nowhere. There is no one here to hear you. I wanted your ass from the first day I laid eyes on you little cock tease. Did you have fun flaunting your sexy little ass on the boat today? I don’t see you wiggling your little ass now do I. I am really going to enjoy fucking that tight virgin ass of yours Alyson. I felt cold oil drip down my ass and he began probing my tight anus with his fingers forcing one then two into me. I couldn’t believe this was happening! I screamed and told him to stop. This is rape! I’ll call the police and have you thrown in jail! He just kept working his fingers in me. He was stretching my anus sending streaks of pain through my body. He removed his fingers and I felt the head of his hard cock against my anus. The girl in the movie was sobbing and moaning now while the guy pounded against her, dilating her anus with his cock. I could see Richards cock at the entrance of my ass in the mirror. It looked so HUGE against my tiny anus. He would literally split me in two. I struggled helplessly against my restraints as panic began setting in. Richard began pushing hard against me and white hot pain flashed through me as the big head of his cock penetrated my virgin ass.  I screamed out loud in pain! Despite my best efforts not to I began crying. I began begging him to take it out and I hated how weak and whiny my voice sounded to me. My ass began spasming violently against his invading cock. The pain was so intense, unlike any I have ever felt! I begged, please Richard, take it out, it hurts, it really hurts. You’re too big! You’ll really damage me! He just smiled and said, Alyson, your ass feel so hot around my cock! I am going to fuck your beautiful hot sexy bottom with every inch of my cock and you’re going to learn to take it all! Every inch of it up that hot tight virgin ass of yours. With that he began forcing his cock deeper and deeper into my rectum sending unbelievable pain shivering through my body. I could see his huge cock disappear inch by inch into my widely dissented anus. It looked impossible that it could fit there.  He sank every inch of his thick cock into me tearing me apart. I felt like I was going to be split in two! I could feel him in the middle of my stomach as he impaled his huge cock mercilessly into my body, violating me and sodomizing me completely. I began sobbing uncontrollably while cramps wrecked my abdomen and burning pain ripped through my rectum and anus. I was stretched and filled to the limit. I couldn’t believe how my fantasy weekend became such a nightmare! I begged Please take it out, please Richard, I’m so sorry I teased you. Please I am begging you. Please stop, it hurts so bad! Richard ignored my cries of pain and began licking my back telling me how incredibly hot my tight oiled ass felt around his cock. He gripped my hips hard and thrusted deeper into me. I could see images of him sodomizing me brutally from all angles in the mirrors! Three other guys had joined the first guy in the movie and they all took turns pounding the helpless girl’s ass. The girl was sobbing just like me and the guy would pull out and cum all over her face, while another guy quickly took his place in her tortured ass. 

Richard began pulling out half way only to trust back deeper and harder in to my bowels. Pain ripped through me with each thrust as he fucked my ass without restraint.  I could feel him hitting my insides deep within my belly. I cried helplessly with each thrust of his cock hoping my torment would end soon. Richard fucked my ass for what seemed like an eternity. The intense pain in my ass subsided to a throbbing burning pain but each thrust still caused sharp flashes of pain deep within me where the head of his cock was battering deep within my belly gaining entrance to recesses far within my body.  After what seemed like an eternity Richard began jack hammering into my bowels causing me to scream out again in pain and I felt him beginning to cum.  He unleashed what seemed like endless streams of cum deep within my defiled bowels. He gripped my arms hard as his body tensed in orgasm. I could feel his cum filling my bowels, spurt after spurt of his seed. I could see his face in the mirror with an expression of pure ecstasy as he ejaculated into my ass. When his orgasm finally subdued, he collapsed on top of me and whispered into my ears how great it was and how sexy hot and erotic my ass was. I wanted to KILL him. He slowly withdrew his cock from by tortured ass leaving my dilated hurt and exposed.  Sensing I was not about to forgive him, he left me tied up and exposed there on the bench. Through teary eyes, I could see my anus red swollen and dilated in the mirror from the punishment it received.  I was still sobbing uncontrollably. What a birthday this turned out to be.  I looked up at the TV to see three , four maybe five guys all standing around this poor girl ejaculating all over her pretty face! What pigs guys can be and I found out first hand tonight just how much! Richard came back with his bags packed.  He told me that was the best sex he ever had. I was too hurt to respond. He handed me the keys to the handcuff and left. 


Six Month Anniversary



It was 6 months ago today that Domina Kathryn accepted me as a personal slave in training. This had come after months of serving She who MUST BE OBEYED & WORSHIPPED. At the time She told me that there were many possible roles I could assume in the future ranging from a vanilla appearing husband to a fully transformed woman. I was told that it would take at least 18 months for you to determine what my future role in your life would be be.

Prior to being accepted as Her submissive, I had been locked in chastity for more than 4 months. So by tonight, it has been 10 months in chastity, 10 months without an orgasm and only an occasional prostate milking.

Goddess promised that tonight would be special and full of surprises. I wondered if I would be granted an orgasm but thought it unlikely. My orgasms serve little purpose and do nothing to further Goddess' happiness.

As is proper in our world, Goddess was in charge of all the preparations except the choice of where we would eat. Naturally, I chose the best restaurant in town (and Goddess' favorite place.)

Goddess, as usual looked beautiful in her silk blouse (with a revealing neckline), pearls, black skirt, black bra, black stockings, and black heels. No panties tonight.

Me? I wore a suit and tie with a white shirt. What really mattered was what was underneath: black pantyhose (no socks or panties) and a black bra that was clearly visible when I didn't wear my jacket.

Dinner was wonderful. Any time I get to spend with Goddess is wonderful. After we ordered dessert, Goddess said she was going to the bathroom (I hope she'd be sharing with me!) but she had plans for me as well.

"Slut, on my command, you will rise, remove your jacket, and proudly walk to the men's room. Once inside, find the stall furthest from the entrance and lock yourself inside. Then, place a length of toilet paper over the stall door. Once done, lower just your pants and sit on the toilet.

"When the paper is removed, you will unlock the door and sit back on the toilet with your legs spread with and your eyes and mouth wide open. Then get ready for your surprise."

I did as I was ordered and after waiting 5 minutes the stall door was opened, revealing the most handsome black man, a true adonis, standing in front of me. I recognized him from the bar.

He signaled to me to be quiet. And then he opened his pants and took out his cock. It was gorgeous. And it was huge! Must have been 7 thick inches, even flaccid. I was about to lean forward and suck his cock when all of a sudden his firehouse began pissing all over me. Some, though precious little, of his piss found it's way into my mouth but most soaked my face, my hair and my white shirt.

"Wait here 10 minutes and then return to the table whore."

When I did emerge I was soaked and smelled like a piss pot. But at the table, Goddess and Roderick were holding hands and alternated between kissing each other and sharing Goddess' dessert. My dessert sat with Goddess' and Roderick's spit soaking in on top.

"Before you eat your specially prepared dessert, how did you like Roderick's master brew? Did it taste delicious?"

"yes Goddess, it was wonderful."

"I also prepared a special champagne cocktail for you. Hope you enjoy it."

"Thank you Goddess, you know that I will cherish it."

"Well whore, do you think Roderick's up to pleasing me?"

Having seen his cock up close and personal, I could give him my seal of approval.

"I'm glad you approve. He's going to take me clubbing and then we're coming home to fuck our brains out. That's my present to you . . . my satisfaction from getting fucked well. "

"Thank you Goddess. You are too kind."

"Now here's what I want you to do. Go home. You will find a pair of my worn panties. Stuff them in your mouth. Then put the pantyhose I've left you over your head. Then go into the woodshed and lock yourself over the saw horse.

"When we come home (Me, Roderick and at least two of his friends) you'll have a decision to make: A. Receive a light ball caning, release from your cb6000 and permission to orgasm. And then 2 weeks banishment from my presence. Or . . . 

B. The most severe ball caning you've ever received, no release for 12 more months, no orgasm, I'll let you help me satisfy our gentlemen callers. And you'll be granted a permanent place in my home and in my heart. Your choice."

There was no choice. I knew which you wanted. And what makes you happy makes me happy. I won't tell what choice I made except to say 22 months is a long time to go without an orgasm. I hope Goddess takes me well beyond a mere 22 months.



Six Month Anniversary Present



Patrick was just arriving home from his last class of the day. It was boring, just like normal, what else would one expect from an introduction to Sociology, a class filled with students who for the most part could care less about the content. He tossed his back down in the corner, on his chair on the back of the couch. Just by looking around the apartment you could tell he didn't like to clean, but he tried at least.

He looked at the phone, and saw no messages. This was also not an unusual occurrence. He was shy; there was no other way to put it. His social life consisted of maybe going out with one or two of his much more athletic classmates, but that had decreased after he met her. She was the only person that could see through his stone-faced expressions, and see his caring heart, and about the only one that could get anything emotional out of him.

Patrick would collapse on the couch, and just think of her for hours on end at times. He would see her beautiful sexy ass wiggle in front of him, taunting him. She seemed to have curves in all the right places, from what he heard floating around campus, he was envied by everyone at some point, she was that beautiful. He wasn't even close to the same level as her when it came to looks. Sure, he wasn't fat but he wasn't going to appear on the cover of a fitness magazine anytime soon.

He knew it was about 2:30, and that she was going to be here around 5 for their date that night. He was taking her to L'Chateau, one of the best restaurants in town for their 6 month anniversary. He could not believe it was 6 months since they started to go out, time flew by that quick. He also knew that if he was going to pass his computer programming class, and still be a computer science major, he needed to work on the assignment now, because he wouldn't have a chance this weekend, and it was due Monday. He pulled his laptop in front of him, and got to work; his mind couldn't help but think about tonight and her, though.

Gyna sighed, taking a deep, calming breath before jumping off the platform, diving into the cool water below. Perfect dive. She smiled as she got out of the diving pool, moving over to the one beside it to run some drills. Her wet, bronze colored skin glittered as the afternoon sun kissed it with its warm rays. She tried to relax as she swam a couple of laps, her mind wandering to Patrick and their date tonight.

Sure she had seen quite a few guys were interested in her, but she didn't care. She loved Patrick and everything about him. He was sweet, and funny, romantic but not overly so. Most people didn't give themselves the chance to get to know him, to see what she sees every time she looks into his eyes and feels his warm arms around her. After swimming practice, she headed home and ran a warm bath, letting her body relax and her mind wander.

She wondered what Patrick had planned for tonight, their six month anniversary. A smile grazed her lips as she remembered how they met. She had been getting out of the pool and he was playing around with his two jock friends in the stands. He was dared to come and talk to her. After that, they had talked more and started to hang out together. And the rest, as they say, is history.

She snapped out of her own little world and lathered herself, using the soap he liked so much, the pear scented one, then washing her hair and rinsing it all off. Noting it was 4:10pm, she pulled on a black dress, stopping right by here knees, dangling her plain gold chain from her neck. Passing a quick brush over her long, dark brown hair, she put on a pair of gold hoops on her ears; a little pear scented body spray and was off. At ten minutes to five, she rang his doorbell.

Patrick smiled when he opened the door, and he saw Gyna. He knew it was going to be her, his friends all knew about his date tonight, so no one was going to bother him but Gyna, but still just seeing her made him happy, a feeling one only gets from seeing a person that is very special to them, one that they love. He kissed her, and motioned for her to come inside.

"Gyna, I'm just going to go change quickly, and we will be off baby." He said smiling at her before he disappeared into his room. He threw on a nice blue dress shirt and a pair of black dress pants before he dabbed some of Gyna's favorite cologne on. He then headed back out to the door way kissing Gyna again.

"Let's go have a good time Sweetie." He said leading her to his old but functional car. It wasn't fancy but it still got the job done, and well for covering the 10 minute drive to L'Chateau, it worked just fine. They talked about small little details on the trip to the restaurant, mainly just finding out how each others day went. Patrick knew she was in a very important training session, she wanted to do well at the meet coming up in 2 weeks, and she might be off the team otherwise.

This bothered Gyna a lot, she worked it seemed 3 hours a day during the off season and about 5 hours a day during the season just to be in her best shape for her swimming meets. If it wasn't for Patrick, her life would probably be totally spent at the pool practicing. There was one small part of Patrick that wanted her to not do well at her meet, so they could spend more time together, however, a much bigger part of him knew what being on the swim team meant to her, and would support her always, because of how much he loved her.

He parked the car close to the restaurant, and held her hand as they walked in together. They were shown to their table, it was a very romantic restaurant it seemed candles lit on the tables, and everything suggested romance. He kissed Gyna sliding the chair out for her before he sat down himself. Patrick hoped that this theme of romance would continue throughout the evening, and maybe, just maybe, Gyna would allow him to lose his virginity with her.

They talked quietly to themselves as they waited for their food to arrive. Gyna smiled, looking around them and loving the calm, quiet and somehow private atmosphere of the restaurant. Their food was served and they ate, stopping from time to time to say a few sweet words to each other or just give the other a look of unmasked love. After they had finished with their food, they got up and left the restaurant, walking hand in hand towards the car. Gyna wondered what Patrick had planned for them next.

He drove towards the park; it was going to give them a chance to enjoy the evening together before they went back to his place. The sun was setting as they reached the park. He placed his hand around her waist as they walked through the park together, not saying much but just enjoying the night, which was perfect so far. The sunset left the sky a beautiful shade of pink as he kissed her slowly and softly on the lips, a kiss full of love. Gyna was getting cold at this point, and Patrick draped his jacket over her shoulders.

Soon they had left the park and headed back to his car, they both decided to go back to his place now, enjoy a drink or two together before the night was over. He kissed Gyna lovingly as they got in the car, and he drove the 5 minutes back to his place. He entered first, and noticed his place was clean. There was a note on the table by the door from his friends, telling him that they knew what he was planning for the evening, and wished him the best of luck. He shook the thought of how they knew out of his head and just turned all this thoughts back to Gyna. Patrick poured them each a glass of wine and gave one to Gyna, as he placed his arm around her after he sat down besides her. 

Gyna smiled and snuggled into the crook of his arm. She felt warmer now, his arm over her shoulder making her feel secure. Noticing that his apartment looked clean, she bit back a chuckle. Only his friends could have done this while they were having dinner. Leaning forwards, she kissed Patrick's cheek gently, taking in the smell of the cologne she liked so much.

"A toast. To us." she said with a smile as they clicked their glasses together gently before taking a drink, each of them smiling and looking into their lover's eyes. Gyna placed her glass down on the coffee table before wrapping an arm around his waist, the other hand resting on his chest beside her face. She was laying on the couch now, her cheek trembling gently in time with the beat of his heart. She closed her eyes and sighed softly, letting herself relax and enjoy his warmth and love.

He smiled and her and gave her a very long kiss. "I love you Gyna." He said his arms wrapped lovingly around her body. "Its been 6 short months since we started going out, and well it just seems every day gets better and better." He smiled as her body was completely relaxed now, completely trusting of him. He gave her another long kiss as he smiled at her, seeing her smile up at him, giving him a nice long smile. He slipped a necklace around her neck, which he bought earlier that week for their anniversary. "Happy Anniversary Gyna, let the first 6 months just be a sample of all the love I can give you." Gyna smiled up at him as she looked at the necklace.

"It's beautiful Love." He said with a long loving grin, as she pulled out a box from her pocket for him, sliding the chain around his neck. "I know you don't like jewelry baby, but I figured one piece that would always remind you of me." She said as he gave her a long kiss. "I didn't need much reminding baby." He said looking at her, about to give her a long kiss when Gyna placed her finger against his lips. "I'm not done yet baby." She said as she had an innocent smile on her face, knowing Patrick had no clue about what she was about to suggest.

"Patrick, I've been thinking about this of awhile, and well I want to give you something more personal then just the chain for our anniversary." She said taking a long breath. "You're the first guy that I honestly love with all my heart, and well that I feel I can trust." She said taking another long breath. "Honey, what I'm trying to tell you is that I want to give you my virginity for our main anniversary gift. I know you'll make my first time perfect." She said taking a long breath.

Patrick looked at her shocked for a moment, but smiling. "Honey, I'll be honored to be your first, and well I don't know if I'll be any great shakes, considering it would be my first time as well." He smiled as a long silence came over them, filling the room with both a sense of relief but building tension for what was going to come. Patrick took her hand and slowly led her towards the bedroom. They were both shocked when they entered, seeing the candles burning, and everything, Patrick never expected his friends to do this. They gave each other a long passionate kiss, as they stumbled slowly to the bed. Patrick knew the workup was going to be important tonight, and slowly began to caress her soft skin, as they lay on the bed besides each other.

Gyna smiled and gave him a long kiss as he caressed his face, slowly running her hands through his hair. They each had another long kiss as Patrick kissed her neck, as her ran his hands through her long black hair. Gyna started to relax more, falling into the bed, as Patrick removed his shirt slowly. Gyna purred at him, as she ran her fingers over his chest. "mi Amor." She kissed his chest, running her hands over his bare skin. Patrick smiled as he undid the tie on her dress, and it slid off her beautiful body leaving her clad in just the black g-string. She gave a nice long smile at him, as he slowly begins to kiss down her body.

Her body arched abit as he kissed lower and lower, her pussy was extremely wet now, from all this teasing. He was kissing up the inside of her thighs, stopping just before her pussy on each side. Gyna then took charge and slowly slid his pants off, using just her teeth after she undid the button, revealing his cock straining against his boxers waiting to get out. They both looked at each other, and smiled a knowing smile. They both planned for the teasing to go longer, and the excitement to build for a few hours before the main event, but they both needed it now, they had been waiting to long for this moment. They both quickly removed there last articles of clothing.

He placed his cock against the entrance to her pussy, and gave her one final chance to tell him to stop. She just smiled and told him to do it already. He slowly began to slide his rock hard cock into her pussy, feeling the tightness around it. He pushed deeper and deeper, caressing her soft skin, with a loving touch every second. He then found his cock pressing up against her hymen, and with one confirming look from her, he pushed through it stopping afterwards for the pain in her face to disappear.

She grimaced for a few seconds but she was prepared for it, she knew it was going to happen, but with the love of her life in charge, she knew it was going to only last a few seconds. They both quickly began their climbs up to orgasm, it was like the train was late and there was no stopping it. His cock kept sliding in and out of her tight pussy, squeezing it hard, as they both experienced the joy of sex for the first time. It was only about a minute later, that both of them was about to cum. "Patrick, just let it go love, cum inside me." Gyna cried out looking at him, as she began to experience her orgasm. "Oh Fuck, I'm cumming," was the response from her love, as his load was sent inside her tight pussy, which was gripping his cock. They both just looked at each other and smiled, wrapping their arms around each other, both coming down from the joy they just experienced.

They both held each other in there arms. "I love you Gyna." Patrick said, and was answered by, "I love you too, Patrick," from Gyna. It wasn't a long first time but it was a beginning, a beginning of a new chapter in the relationship, one that was destined to be good for both of them. They both knew this and acknowledge this fact as they held each other, drifting slowly off to sleep.



Six Month Ch. 02



If you haven't read "Six Month" part one I would suggest you read that first. This is a continuation of my experiences since. For the most part I have tried to be as accurate and truthful about my experience and probably the only reason I can is because I can remain anonymous.

This is my real life experience so it may not read like a Porno movie. Things in real life unfortunately are not simple and clean cut and definitely not one-dimensional. Real life is much messier then dreamt up pornographic fantasies. Some of you may enjoy it, some of you not, but it is my experience and mine alone. I am still struggling to understand it all myself. Desire and lust can sometimes take you down a very dark path.

It's been over six month since the events in "Six Month" the first part happened to me. I would love to say that it was all something that I had put in my past and that I had gone on with my life with David but unfortunately that's not what happened.

I did go to that party that night dressed up in my sexy white dress and even wore my black thong panties underneath to highlight my tight rear end. I had it in my mind that I would flirt with Richard at the party, see the desire my sexy rear would invoke in his eyes. I wanted to tease him and feel his lust for my ass knowing how badly he would like to take me in the ass again.

I arrived fashionably late at the party. I checked my self in the full-length mirror in the entrance I looked very hot in the tight white dress. My legs looked great with the new pair of high-heeled shoes I had just purchased. I could feel all the guys eyes on me when I walked by. I made small talk with a few acquaintances all the while scanning the room for Richard. 

I finally spotted him in the corner of one of the side rooms and to my disappointment he was chatting intimately with some slutty looking bimbo. He barely glanced my way as I walked by. The girl he was talking to obviously wasn't a college graduate and looked out of place at this party. I bet she was a stripper or a cheap cocktail waitress. She had this skimpy trashy looking outfit on with her fake breasts hanging out all over the place. Ok, she had a nice body but honestly, take away those fake boobs and I think I had her beat in the legs and butt department. 

At any rate Richard seemed entranced by her and she was obviously throwing herself at him. I watched him out of the corner of my eye as the evening progressed. This wasn't working out the way I had expected at all. I thought I would have Richard lusting and flirting with me all night instead all he did was entertain this slut. I made it a point to be constantly surrounded by guys flirting with me and I drank quite a bit as the night progressed. 

Richard passed by me at one point on his way to get another beer. He said hi to me, I acknowledged him briefly and then purposely went right back to flirting with all the guys trying desperately to make him jealous. I turned my back to him to flirt with this guy but I made sure he had a good view of my legs and more importantly my sexy tight ass. If he noticed he didn't say or do anything, instead the next time I looked around for him he was right back with that little slut. 

Near the end of the evening I saw Richard leaving the party with his hand all over the bimbo. That little tramp ruined all my plans. Who invited her to this party anyway, she definitely didn't belong! With not much interest in the party itself I left shortly afterwards frustrated and angry. 

I know this sound childish but I wanted to find out what happened to Richard and the bimbo so I drove over to Richard's house and parked on one of the side streets close by. Richard has a wooden fence around his back yard so I could easily sneak into his back yard and look into his room without anyone catching me. I knew this was stupid but I couldn't seem to stop myself. The liquor wasn't helping any either. I sneaked into his yard and closed the gate behind me. The lights in his room were on and I could hear moaning inside from where I was standing. The blinds were drawn but there were spaces I could look through. 

I looked through the blinds and I saw the two of them together! She was on all fours with her head down in the pillow with Richard giving it to her doggie style. She was gripping the pillow hard and moaned loudly with each thrust her face grimacing in what looked to be pleasure or perhaps pain. Then I heard her cry out "Oh god Richard, you're going to split my ass in two! It hurts so good, your cock is so big up my ass!" I couldn't believe it. This girl just met Richard and here she was letting him fuck her up the ass and taking it! I sank to my knees feeling weak watching her getting sodomized by him. I must admit I was getting turned on and angry at the same time watching him fucking her up the butt. 

Just then he pulled out of her ass, pulled her off the bed and brought her over to the desk right next to the window where I was watching them. He pushed her violently over the desk bending her so her breasts rested on the desk and her rear was left exposed and vulnerable. I could see her anus red and dissented from his huge cock. I saw him put the head of his huge cock at her ass and thrust it mercilessly back into her bowels. She screamed out in pain when he did this but did not stop him. I could see his huge cock only a few feet from where I was hiding thrusting deeply in and out of her wildly dissented ass. I was panting heavily as I watched. 

Richard began familiar pistoning in and out of her ass as he came close to climaxing. She was moaning and crying in pain with each thrust but at the same time she kept saying cum in my mouth, I want it in my mouth. 

Richard pulled out of her ass and she immediately turned around, got on her knees and began jerking him off with her hands. She open her mouth and I watched as stream after stream of his hot cum jetted over her face, in her hair and in her open waiting mouth! The spurts of cum finally began to subside and her face was covered with his seed. 

What happened next really took me by surprised as if I wasn't already shocked by what I had witnessed. She opened her mouth wide and proceeded to take his whole cock down her throat. She began licking and sucking his spent cock with wild abandon! I couldn't believe what I saw. His cock had just spend half an hour lodged deep within her bowels and now she was sucking it like it was an ice cream bar! Not to sound crude but I can't imagine his cock would be clean after spending all that time deep in her rectum and now she was tasting all of it her own anal secretions in her mouth! This was too much!

I got up and my knees were shaking badly. My stomach was churning and the liquor was doing a number on my head. I was not sure what I felt at that moment, angry, scared, jealous, excited, aroused, grossed out or perhaps a mixture of all of the above. I felt like a little girl insecure and scared. I think perhaps a part of me felt inadequate, this girl just met him and was able to please him with her ass and just did something I would never have dreamt of doing, something that until now I thought only happened in the rauchiest porno movies! I have seen a couple of porno movies with anal sex and even in those movies I've never even seen a porn star suck on a cock after it was just up their butt!

I was pretty shaken and upset by the time I got back in my car and pulled off. I kept replaying over and over again what I had just witnessed, his cock in and out of her ass, the cum all over her face and the grand finale her taking his cock straight from her own ass and into her mouth. I felt frustrated and furious at him, and jealous of her, but also horny as hell. I drove around restlessly aimlessly at 3am searching for what I don't know. I ended up at a truck stop out on the interstate. 

Without even thinking about what I was doing and why I was here I got out and went into the bar/lounge at next to the truck stop. The fact of the matter was I didn't know myself what I was up to or perhaps I did deep down inside but I wasn't ready to admit it even to myself. I sat at the bar and ordered a stiff drink still replaying the events in my head. Within minutes a trucker sat down next to me and began trying to pick me up. 

He was in his late twenties, had a good physique and a sexy bad boy persona about him kind of like Richard. He was sexy but in any other situation I don't think I would have given him the time of day. As a rule I avoid working class men but in my current mind set I decided to engage him. 

Too many drinks later and way beyond drunk we flirted shamelessly together. Somehow the topic turned to sexual fantasies. Perhaps because of the earlier events of the evening and the fact that I was still horny as hell or perhaps because I was very drunk at this point I told him about my dream of getting fucked up in ass while bent over the toilet of a public restroom and how it made me so hot! I said it just like that too. Liquor can make you say and do the damnest things which is why I normally have my liquor under control. The room was spinning hard. I remember him leaving to get something and the next thing I knew he was next to me again guiding me into the men's restroom at the truck stop. 

We began making out in the restroom and I felt his hard muscular body against me. He had me pushed up against the stall and began ripping off my dress. I felt his hands all over my body fueling my lust. I felt him slip his fingers between my legs and into my pussy while his tongue snaked in and out of my mouth making arousing me even more. I felt so hot and my pussy was wet to his touch. I had managed to unbuckle his jeans and had my hand down his pants caressing his rock hard cock. 

Before I knew it I was completely naked in the stall and his jeans were down to his knees. He pushed my down until I was kneeling on the cold tiles on the floor. He pulled out a tube of some kind of lubricant and said turn around lover and bend over the toilet I got what you need. I looked at him disoriented so he easily lifted me up turned me around so I was facing the toilet with him behind me and shoved me down until I was my breasts were mashed against the toilet and my head was practically in the toilet. 

I remember the smell of urine and the pain of my knees against the cold wet dirty tiles. I remember the feel of cold hard porcelain against my breasts and arms and thinking where's the toilet seat, just like a man to leave the seat up, this thought made me giggle as I stared into the bottom of the toilet. I felt so exposed and vulnerable. My ass was wide open and exposed to him. The thought of licking the toilet seat like in my dream crossed my mind except the seat was up and I would have had to lick the rim of the bowl instead. Guess I wasn't that drunk because I decided against it. It felt like a dream, I was excited, confused and disoriented all at the same time.

I felt something cold on my anus and the feel of his fingers pressing against it as one finger began to penetrate me from behind. My head was pounding hard and I remember thinking what is going on, this must be a dream. Am I really in the Men's bathroom with my head in the toilet about to get fucked up the ass by a complete stranger? What the hell am I doing! This thought suddenly sobered me up and I began to panic. 

I tried to struggle to my feet but he held me down. I struggled hard and began screaming, let me up, I can't do this, I'm sorry. He finally let me back up to my feet and said what the hell is wrong with you girl! What are you some kind of tease? This was your fantasy bitch. I kept looking around for my dress and trying to get pass him and out of the stall. He said listen you little bitch, your not leaving me like this, get down and give me a blow job. With that he shoved me back down on my knees, the cold hard tile hurting me and he thrust his cock in my face. I remember being scared and confused, the whole room was still spinning. It seemed like a dream but I opened my mouth and began sucking his cock in earnest. 

He held the back of my head and began thrusting violently into my mouth fucking my throat. I was scared and sucked hard trying to get him off so I could get out of there but a part of me was also extremely aroused. Here I was kneeling on the bathroom floor of the men's room with this sexy guy fucking my mouth. I tried my best not to gag as more and more of his cock filled my mouth and throat. I don't know how long I knelt there pleasuring him with my mouth. 

The next thing I remember I was choking, my mouth was full of cum, some even went up into my sinuses. I swallowed the best I could to stop from choking. He pulled out of my mouth and continued to shoot his sperm while I coughed and tried to clear my throat. My sinus hurt from the cum I had some how managed to snort. I could smell and taste his cum everywhere making my stomach queasy. I could feel his warm cum splashing over my face and in my hair. 

I remember him saying thanks baby and the next thing I remember he was gone and I was alone in the bathroom stall. I found my dress on the ground by the toilet wet and dirty with one strap ripped. I had no idea where my panties were. I pulled the dress on the best I could and ran out of there forgetting totally to wipe my face first. My only thought was to get home. I must have been a sight to see running out of the Men's room with a filthy white dress and cum all over my face and hair. Thank god it was at some unknown bar at the edge of town. I would die if anyone I knew saw me!

Somehow I made home in one piece. It scares me now when I think back what could have happened if a state trooper pulled me over. I am sure my blood alcohol was way above .01 and what would he have thought seeing all that cum on my face. As it was I made it home safely. Still intoxicated I remember feeling hot and sexy with the smell and taste of him, his cum still enveloping me. 

Taking off my dirty dress I got between my satin sheets and began masturbating furiously. I remember taking the dry cum on my face and in my hair and placing it in my mouth savoring the scent and taste and the way it would burn my throat. I thought about what I witnessed at Richards and what happened to me at the truck stop. I remember cumming hard and falling asleep with the truckers dry cum still on my face and the taste and smell of his seed all around me.

I awoke with the worst hangover since getting drunk my first time as a first year student at Penn State. I could still taste and smell his cum on me. I looked in the mirror and I had dry white flaky cum all over my face. I looked like such a slut, not a pretty sight to behold. I didn't even want to think about the night before. It was all a bad dream! I couldn't believe what I had seen and done. I washed it all away in the shower feeling ashamed of myself wondering what my dad would think of me if he saw me now.

Dave got back from his business trip the following Friday. I was razzled all week feeling angry, jealous, guilty and confused. He was excited to see me and wanted to get intimate but I acted coldly towards him to his confusion. I told him I didn't feel good and didn't fell like having sex. Basically I behaved like a total bitch towards him and I feel really bad about it now. He didn't deserve to be treated like that but I was so confused at the time and to into my own feeling and frustrations to care about him. 

I picked a fight with him over something stupid, let the fight escalate and then suggested we cool it off and stop seeing each other for a while. I was wrong and behaving badly but I couldn't help it. I guess it was for the best. I felt guilty when I was with him nobody likes to feel guilty all the time. He was too good for me anyway. I don't think he would want anything to do with me if he knew that while he was away on a business trip I was kneeling on the floor in the Men's room of a dirty truck stop blowing some anonymous trucker. I don't think I could call myself a good girl anymore.

With David gone all I could think about was Richard. I began masturbating often to memories of him rapping my virgin ass. I constantly thought about Richard fucking me in the ass, lusting after and hurting me. It was like nothing else turned me on anymore. I tried desperately to fantasize about something else but the only thought that turned me on was his huge sexy cock sodomizing me. All I could think about was his big cock violating me. I went on several dates during this time period, there was always an endless supply of suitors but I didn't sleep with any of them. None of them interested or excited me. 

I came home from these dates frustrated and more often then not I would end up masturbating to thoughts of Richard. All I could think about was Richard, his big juicy hard cock and him raping me in the ass on my birthday that horrible unforgettable night. Richard became an obsession for me. It was a very dark depressing time in my life. I don't know if I loved him, lusted after him or hated him. I heard through the grapevine that he was seeing that slut bimbo from the party now. I am told her name is Angela and she works as a hairdresser at some salon. White trash in my book. She probably desperately trying to hold on to good-looking professional like Richard who is way out of her class. I know I hated her! 

One Sunday a few weeks later, I awoke from yet another pathetic night of fantasizing about Richard, and decided enough is enough. I need to get on with my life. I showed, got dressed in my Sunday best and decided to go to church for some spiritual guidance which I am afraid I was in desperate need of. I drove off with the full intention of going to church but somehow ended up at Richard's house. I saw Angela driving away as I pulled up. She was probably rushing off to work at some cheap salon the bitch. Not sure what I was doing I found myself knocking on his door. Richard answered and said Alyson, what a surprise, come on in cutie with the same self assured grin on his face. 

He was in his boxers and nothing else. His lean abs looked sexy in the morning light. He caught me checking out his body and smiled. He said you're looking good, what brings you here in your Sunday best? Did you miss me? I told him I was in the neighborhood and I just thought I'd stop by to say hi as a friend. I was nervous and my voice shook a little. I hoped Richard wouldn't pick up on this but he did. 

He grew more confident I as I became more nervous. I hated myself for not sounding casual and self-assured like I had hoped. So, Alyson, you just stopped by to say hi to a friend did you? Are you sure that's the only reason you're here? "Of course", I said, "If you're busy I'll get going". He just eyed me with that lustful grin not saying anything enjoying how the silence was making me more nervous by the minute. 

He flashed an evil smile at me and said "Are you sure your not looking for a morning screw? I just finished up with Angela so unless your offering me something I can't resist I am afraid I won't be able to accommodate you". I couldn't believe he said that to me, what a cocky arrogant SOB bastard! God I hated him! I was so pissed off. I wanted to tell him to go to hell, that he wasn't all that. That I wouldn't sleep with him for a million dollars. That he will never ever touch me again. I wanted to slap that smug grin off his face. I even wanted to kick him in the balls and watch him double over in agony. I wanted to do all those things but I did none of them. 

Instead my body seemed to have a mind of its own and before I knew it I had moved towards him and was kissing him passionately on the mouth running my tongue over his lips, his tongue followed suite and entered my mouth. I took his sweet tongue and sucked on it deliciously while I ran my hands over his boxers searching for what I had been dreaming about. His huge cock. Even flaccid it felt huge and heavy though his shorts. I felt overwhelmed with lust and desire. I was finally in his embrace again feeling the heat of his bare body against my hands, his lips and tongue on mine and the feel of his hot sexy monster cock. After dreaming about him for so many many nights I was finally touching the object of my obsession. I wanted him so bad. It was an irrational all consuming desire for him and him alone!




Six Month Ch. 02



He broke the passionate kiss leaving me panting for more. I tried to kiss him again but He pushed me away and said don't come here teasing me Alyson, you know what I want, are you prepared to give it to me or are you still a little cock tease. Are you going to run from the big boys and go home crying like a little girl? Or Are you finally ready to give me what I want? if not go on home now!

I whispered yes under my breath and began slowly and sensually undressing as he stood and watched me. My heart was pumping a mile a minute and I was breathing so fast I was getting dizzy. I stood there completely naked before him turning around slowly so he could get a full view of my legs and my sexy tight little ass. With my back to him I turned my head to watch him admire my hot ass. I could see the lust in his eyes. How I wanted needed so see him look at me like that again. To feel his passion lust and desire for my ass. 

I reached back with my hands and gently parted my cheeks so he could get a glimpse of my small little anus and I could see the fire in his eyes flare up while he admired the sight of my puckered anus. I could see he wanted to possess me every bit as much as I wanted to be possessed by him! At that moment I knew he wanted my ass more then anything, more then he wanted that slut Angela. It made me so hot knowing how much he lusted after me.

I stepped towards him trembling as I knelt down before him pulling his shorts down and exposing his beautiful phallus! It felt hot and pulsing in my hands and before my eyes. I leaned forwards and took him in my mouth. It felt so good there, big hot and tasty. It had been so long since I had his cock and I had been dreaming about if forever. I savored ever inch of it as I placed more and more of it in my mouth. My pussy was on fire and my nipples were burning with desire for him. 

I sucked him with wanton lust savoring his precum and the texture of his monster cock, inhaling the scent of his organ. I was in heaven before him. I sucked his beautiful thick cock for all I was worth. I could feel him about to cum when he pulled out of my mouth suddenly leaving it empty and wanting more. "Not in your mouth Alyson" he said. With a look of intense unquenched lust and desire he told me "ok Alyson, you know what I want." I nodded trembling in acknowledgement. 

He pulled me up from my knees and guided me towards the armrest of his couch. He said turn around lover and bend over the couch. In his hand he had a tube of KY jelly, how he had gotten that without me noticing I don't know. I had what felt like a million butterflies were fluttering in my stomach, I felt like I couldn't breath and my body was trembling. I felt so nervous and scared and incredibly excited all at the same time. Richard seemed to enjoy my distraught state. He said what's the matter little girl? Are you ready for me?

I turned around slowly and on weak trembling knees I bent over the couch assuming the position, exposing my most intimate part wide open to Richard just like in my fantasies. I have never ever been so nervous in my life! The rational part of me was screaming get out of here, are you crazy? Do you remember how much he hurt you? Are you totally insane to offer your self to this sick sadistic bastard? This guy RAPED you, against your will! He hurt you really bad! He is a criminal and should be in jail! Now are you really going to voluntarily give your consent to let him hurt you again? Have you lost all your good sense? Are you totally and completely OUT OF YOUR MIND! Leave now and never look back! 

Unfortunately another part of me was saying stop being a little girl, You've been fantasizing about this forever now, dreaming begging obsessing every night for him to take you like this in the ass, making bold promises and swearing how if he was actually there you would really go through with it. Swearing in your fantasy that you could take the pain and that you would let him use you ass for his pleasure and that it wasn't all talk. 

How many sleepless nights have you spent dreaming about his cock raping your ass! How many times have you screamed out in orgasmic bliss in your empty bedroom promising to take him in your ass, promising to give every inch of your ass to him for him to use and abuse. Swearing up and down in your throes of ecstasy that if he were actually there you would really do it. That you wanted his huge beautiful cock up your ass more then anything in the entire world! The minute your fantasy is about to come true, are you going to run home crying like a baby only to sit at home and masturbate pathetically dreaming about his cock rapping your ass again?

God I felt like bolting, I didn't know what to do! I was so terrified, confused, scared and excited beyond belief. I have never felt such emotional turmoil and it was overwhelming. I was shivering uncontrollably bent over the couch! Richard apparently enjoying my predicament, stepped behind me and began pouring the cold KY jelly all over my ass. I felt his fingers on me pushing against my tight ass. I felt his finger slip into my tight anus. Richard ordered "Tell me you want it Alyson, tell me you want me to fuck that tiny little ass of your! Tell me you want me to Fuck you hard up the ass!" I whimpered "Yes, I want it!" "What do you want Alyson, I want to here you say it" Richard shouted. I was shaking so bad I could barely make out my words. I stuttered "I …w.a.nt you to t.ake m.e in the ass…".

Then I whispered in a shaky begging child like voice that I didn't recognize myself "Please be gentle Richard…please!" That only seemed to fuel his desire more as he shoved another finger then another into my tight ass. Then I felt him withdraw his fingers and I felt the head of his huge monster of a cock at the entrance of my ass.

The sensations brought back all the horrible memories of that rape and I began to panic. I tried to scurry away on the couch but I was trembling too hard and was too scared to really put up a fight as Richard easily held me in place. I looked back over my shoulder and Richard was obviously really enjoying this. My confusion and disorientation only seemed ignite his desire more. He grabbed me hard and forced the head of his cock into my puckered anus.

No amount of fantasy could of prepared me for the reality of the pain! The clarity of how much it hurt the first time he raped me came back to me clearly unclouded by erotic fantasy. Without the rose colored glasses of fantasy the reality of having a HUGE 10inch long and hugely thick cock shoved up my ass hit home and the reality of it is it really really HURTS. This wasn't the pain I had fantasized about while masturbating to earth shattering orgasms. Let face it, in my fantasies all I really felt were my pussy and clit being stimulated to orgasm. There was no real pain, only romantic fantasies of pain and submission.

This pain was real, very real and pain HURTS! This wasn't a porno movie where little sex kittens take penis the size of Richards effortlessly and with a smile. I don't know how they do it. Perhaps they are built different or maybe they numb themselves with drugs but all I know was this is real pain and not the kind of romantic fantasy pain that brings on earth shattering orgasms.

I thought god, this can't be what I wanted, this can't be what I have been fantasizing about. This can't be what I've been dreaming about day in and day out. This can't be what I have been swearing to god that I wanted more then anything in the world! This is PAIN not pleasure, how could I want this! How could I possible want this! I cried out in agony as tears filled my eyes. I cried out "Oh god Richard, it hurts so bad, your too big, I can't do this, I can't do this, it hurts way to much, your cock is just too big!" I turned to look at him with tears streaming down my cheeks. Richard just smiled and said yes you can Alyson, learn to take every inch of my cock you've done it before! "Oh god Richard please, please I begged!" 

Un-wayed by my protests he began to shove more and more of his huge cock into me tearing me apart. I tried taking deep breath to control the pain. I remember a Lamaze class I had taken with a college girlfriend when she got pregnant and decided to keep the baby. I had been her coach. I began desperately to do the breathing from the class trying to endure the pain. I grabbed the pillows on the couch and bit down on them as he eased more and more of his unbelievably huge cock past my rectum and deeper into my bowels literally splitting me in two! I was crying uncontrollably now and screaming into the pillow in pain as he continued to thrust into me deeper into my bowels violating me once again. 

Then he was in me every inch of his enormous cock, I could feel him in the middle of my stomach filling me completely impaling my helpless ass on his cock, using me for his pleasure. Without giving me even a chance to adjust he pulled back savagely only to thrust back deeper into me causing me to cry in pain the head of his cock in my stomach violently and brutally deriving pleasure from my insides. I closed my eyes and muffled my cries of pain into the pillow as he began fucking my bowels again. This is what I wanted, this is what I had been dreaming about. I wanted to give my ass to Richard, I've dreamt about it endlessly for days now and here I was finally submitting too him! Giving him my ass, letting him fuck every inch of it, letting him rape it for his pleasure, I finally have his big sexy cock buried deep in my ass, this is what I have been dreaming about and I'm finally doing it! Pleasuring him with my insides, letting him use me to pleasure himself. I am finally his for his pleasure only and I will endure the pain to satisfy his beautiful cock. This thought gave me satisfaction if not pleasure but the pain was intense and I was still crying with every deliciously painful thrust of his big cock.

Richard fucked me relentlessly with his cock savoring the dark warm recesses of my bowels, enjoying the feel of my insides rub+++++against the huge mushroom head of his cock. He used every inch of my anus, rectum, bowels and my insides (I have no idea just how far he was inside me, it felt like he was fucking me up the ass all the way to my throat!!!) for his pleasure for him and only him to violate and I was there giving it all to him, abandoning my body to him, enduring the agony of his sexy hot cock, taking all the punishment his beautiful sexy delicious cock could give me, he was lodged deep in my body, his beautiful organ was in my forbidden orifice, he was in ecstasy loving every minute, deriving intense please by hurting my insides with his lovely enormous cock head, these thoughts helped me endure the intense pain of the act. My cries were muffled in the pillow and I was running out of tears to cry, the pillow wet with my tears, my lips bleeding from biting myself to help distract me from the pain of his cock in me. I cried out in pain with each thrust my face grimacing to take every inch of the delicious punishment Richard had for me.

I begged cried and pleaded for it to be over, I couldn't take much more of this erotic pain. "Richard, please I can't take anymore, please cum, please I cried". Each cry from me only elicited harder thrust of his cock in my ass battering my stomach hurting me. He seemed to love every moment of my pain and suffering. He was really enjoying hurting me with his sexy huge cock. I could feel every inch of his unquenchable passion, lust and desire shoved deep within my body. I was filled completely by him, by his sex, by his organ by his fire and by the lustful passionate pain he gave me. This is what I wanted. Just when I thought their was no way I could take any more of this pain Richard would prove me wrong and take me to another level or PAIN, lust, desire, sex, and tolerance. I worshiped and hated his hot sexy painful cock. 

I was about to pass out when Richard started jack hammering into me with complete abandon and all his might taking me to the highest level of pain as I screamed out in protest. He finally came shooting endless torrents of hot delicious cum, filling my burning bowels with his seed, his pleasure, his lust, his passion and his desire, every hot drop of it. His hot cum poured into me splashing all over my insides, His body convulsing on top of me, reaching an incredible orgasm. 

I felt his huge cock thrusting and pulsing for what seemed like an eternity deep within my body depositing his hot sperm on the forbidden violated infertile soil of my bowels. My body, my anus, my ass, my rectum, my bowels, my insides had given his hot sexy cock the ultimate pleasure, I have sacrificed my body for his pleasure and at that moment in time I experienced the most painfully erotic bliss I have ever felt. It was an overwhelming flood of emotion, I had voluntarily given him my ass just like in my fantasy and I took it all, every inch of his painful sexy hot cock. I felt an incredibly feeling of relief that it was over. His beautiful cock was satisfied with me, it's thirst for my bowels finally quenched, I had given it all to him. It was a mixture of intense pain, relief and lust. My fantasy had been fulfilled, not what I had imaged but fulfilling never the less.

"Alyson that was absolutely incredible", Richard moaned as the last of his cum trickled deep into my defiled bowels. "You are the best!" He slowly pulled out of my used violated ass leaving my anus swollen hurt and dissented and then I did the craziest thing. So overwhelmed by emotion, I turned around to him bent down and took his cock in my mouth just like I had seen Angela do before. 

I did it on reflex on instinct on gratitude that it was over, on pure adulterated lust for the object of my obsession, without thought. His cock that had just spent an hour ravishing my ass, punishing me, taking me to the extreme limits of pain and tolerance, the sexy beautiful cock that had cost me numerous sleepless frustrated nights, that had punished me without mercy, that was lodged deep within my rectum and bowels tearing up my insides hurting me for pleasure, was now deep in my mouth. I can't believe it now that I did this but I did. I sucked it deep in my mouth running my tongue over every inch of it as it slid in and out of my mouth. I could taste his hot salty cum, the taste of KY jelly, a pungent bitter taste that must be my ass, and the distinct coppery taste of my blood from my insides where his beautiful cock head drew my blood and pain for his pleasure. I sucked every inch of it savoring his beautiful cock and what he had just done to me. I sucked it with abandon, I could not get enough of it, I loved all the tastes and scents on it, the products of his lust, passion, desire and my pain and obsession. I looked up at him in complete utter submission.

Richard picked up my shaking body and brought me to bedroom. I felt so weak and helpless like a little girl in his strong sexy arms. I curled up next to him and passed out exhausted from the emotional and physical overload. I awoke to cramps in my abdomen and had to rush over to the adjoining bathroom. I sat on the toilet as cramps washed over me. My bowels spasming uncontrollably expelling his hot cum, some blood and my feces. 

Richard seem to enjoy watching me cramping on the toilet, the product of his lustful cock and his pleasure. I smiled back at him between waves of cramps letting him know it was all worth it for his lust, for his pleasure, for his beautiful sexy deliciously huge COCK. I think in that moment of time I really loved him. I felt grateful to have been possessed so completely by him, to have given him my body and my ass. To have had him want me so much. To endure pain for his pleasure. These thoughts raced though my mind as another wave of erotic cramps washed over my bowels. I watched his hot precious seed trickle out of my spasming ass. 

I went home that afternoon and spent the next week walking funny and in pain every time I had to go to the bathroom. I bleed a little for a week but a part of me got aroused every time I saw blood on my panties. I purposely wore white panties during this time so I would be able to see the blood stains clearly. It reminded me of what we did. Knowing that my blood and my pain was caused by his beautiful sensual delicious cock made it very sexy and erotic. 

I still masturbate to memories of Richard fucking my ass with his huge delicious cock and how I endured the pain of his lust and I have incredible orgasms at the thought of those memories. The reality of the experience is much too painful for sexual pleasure and orgasm. I didn't derive sexual pleasure in the usual sense of it I still found the intensely painful experience of being taken in the ass by Richards giant monster cock to be fulfilling, erotic and yes even pleasurable in a strangely perverse masochistic way. 

Although I didn't cum or experience any "NORMAL" sexual pleasure during the incredibly painful act of submitting tight little ass to Richards huge sexy cock, the overwhelming emotional, psychological and physical aspect of the experience was somehow more profound, moving, all encompassing and yes even more satisfying then any orgasm I've ever had. I don't understand it myself.

I haven't seen Richard since that day despite numerous attempts on his part to see me. I've done my best to stay away from him. I still fantasize about him and the things we did often but it is no longer an obsession. I don't think I could ever endure another anal love session with him. Perhaps some things are better left to memories and fantasy. I have been trying to stay in the light and find meaning to it all.



Six Month Sentence For One Mistake



At the time the pager went off -- the message from her husband reading, "I love you. Hope you have a good day!" -- she had a cock in her mouth. Not her husband's cock, obviously. She heard the pager cry but didn't stop, in spite of the pubic hairs tickling her nose. 

"Faster and tighter," the voice attached to the cock said. 

She complied. He always asked for "faster and tighter" right before he came. And she wanted him to come. She wanted this over with. This was the last one. 

It started with an honest mistake in a contract she'd negotiated. It cost the voice-and-cock's company a good deal of money and embarrassment. She faced two choices -- possible disbarment for reckless negligence, or sex slave for six months. She'd always been attracted to the man with the voice and cock. She knew him as Tony, a smart, somewhat cocky 35-year old who'd built an art deco lamp repair shop into a factory and several retail stores. 

The first night she had to go over to start making restitution, she told her husband she had a meeting to attend. Technically, it wasn't a lie. It was a meeting and she had to attend. 

She had been excited, and slightly engorged, though the more she started thinking about the pressure in her crotch, the worse it seemed to get. She hadn't had many men before her husband and once they'd settled into the routine of married sex, she regretted her inexperience. Not that he was a bad lover, but it was always the same. 

When she rang the bell, the door immediately buzzed. She entered into the vacant waiting area of Tony's office. "Come in," he called. 

She sat in the chair across from him as he produced some papers from a file. "Sign here and it's all over but the good part," he said. She'd read it once already and glanced over it this time. She signed. 

"You wearing panties?" he asked. 

"Yes." 

"Let me have them." 

She stepped out of the plain cotton-crotch panties she'd worn and handed them to him. He held them to his face with the slightly damp and pussy-soiled gusset to his nose. "Delicious," he said, "I think I'll keep these. Bend over the desk here and lift your skirt up."

He cleared the papers from the table and pushed her chest down to his desk calendar and lifted her skirt up onto her back. She watched in the mirror behind his desk as he had another sniff of her panties then reached into the top drawer and took out a jar of Vaseline. Putting it on the desk beside her, he unzipped his pants and underwear to reveal a half-hard cock. He took another sniff of the panties and stroked himself. His cock grew longer and straighter. He put the panties down and opened the Vaseline. He scooped a fingerfull, then poked his finger between her buttcheeks.

"What are you doing?" she asked. She had come over here expecting to put out pussy or a blowjob at worst. 

"Getting your ass ready for a little fucking, babe," he said as he spread her asscheeks with one hand and smeared Vaseline around her pink asshole with the other. "It's in the contract." 

"I know, but ..." 

"Butt. I have been thinking about your butt since you wore that silk Shamani dress -- the red one -- to that meeting with Buehler. Remember that?" He was wiping Vaseline on his cock now. He gave it a few strokes.

"You and your husband do it in your ass?"

"Only a few times. It hurt too bad." 

"Well I hope my cock is smaller than his, but I doubt it. I've met him," he said as he knelt down to the level of her crotch and slid a greasy finger past her sphincter into her asshole. She cringed and tightened.

"I think you will find this better for you if you learn to relax, or maybe even bear down, like you are trying to push something out. That's a cute little pussy you have, too. I'll be wanting some of that." 

He stood up and leaned over her. She felt the the head of his cock bouncing and slipping between her buttcheeks. He took his cock in his hand and put the tip at her asshole. He started to push. She felt it bend as it couldn't get past her sphincter and then suddenly, it did. She felt the head pop in and let out a little grunt, her knuckles turning white against the edge of the desk. It hurt, but he kept pushing. He pulled back and it felt a little better, then he pushed it in again. And again and again ...

"This won't take long," he said over her shoulder. "Like I said, I have been looking forward to your ass for a long time, and my girlfriend moved out two days ago." 

A few more strokes later, he said, "Ahhh ... there's my cum. I am going to cum in your little asshole." He groaned and she felt the pumping of his cock as he filled her with semen. He sat back down in his chair. She stood up and rearranged her skirt. 

"That was good," he said. "I was horny and your ass was tight. Next time I want to see you is Tuesday morning." 

She cried as soon as she got in the car, her skirt a sticky mess between her buttcheeks and the carseat. She had brought a change of clothes, but nothing to clean off this kind of mess. She changed in the car, using the skirt she'd worn to wipe herself clean. And she still felt dirty as she drove home through tears.

That had been the first of 84 (she kept count in a secret diary) of his orgasms she'd swallowed or fucked out of him, and now this was the last night. His hands gripped the sides of her head, forcing her mouth up and down on his cock faster and faster. 

"I am going to come in your mouth," he announced, and suddenly he held her head as close to his body as he could, his cock pointing down her throat. She felt it jerk and that familiar jet squirt inside her mouth and throat. Four more large squirts followed, then a few small ones. He didn't release her head until he was drained. She pulled back, a string of cum and spit swinging between her lower lips and the tip of his cock until it broke and fell on her left breast. 

"I'll miss your orifices, Judy. All three have served me well. Will you miss me?"

"Hardly," she said. "I hope we never see each other again." 

"Sorry to hear that. I thought our little deal worked out best for everyone. Even your husband." 

She snorted as she read the message her husband had left. 

"Maybe." 



Six Month



I untied my self and hobbled to the door and locked the dead bolt to make sure he could not come back. I cried in the corner by the door and then slowly made my way to the bathroom. My ass and my insides were still burning.  I sat on the toilet and expelled all the cum he had deposited deep within my bowels along with a some blood. I was bleeding inside, not surprising considering how big his cock was and how hard he fucked my virgin ass.  I took a long hot shower and then cried myself to sleep curled up in a fetal position. I woke in the middle of the night as waves of cramps racked my abdomen. He really tore up my insides, the bastard.

Monday morning came and I wondered how I was ever going to go to work face him. I couldn’t believe this happened to me. I also began to realize that there was nothing I could do to him. I couldn’t press rape charges who would believe it. There was nothing really I could do about it! That bastard got away with doing that to me! I was so mad. This is so unfair! I felt sick to my stomach and distressed. I contemplated calling in sick but the fighter in me forced myself to get dressed and go to work. My ass was still very sore and I really did have to walk funny like in the movies except in real life it’s not funny. Going to the bathroom was pure agony! I told my co-workers that I pulled a muscle water skiing.  I ran into Richard in the hallway and he had that smirk on his face when he saw me. I tried my best to walk normally despite the pain in my rear and ignored him. He whispered as he passed me “Did you pull a muscle water skiing Alyson?”. I was furious and wanted to scream a millions things at him but all I managed was a feeble “Go to Hell!”

Back at my desk I received an email from him. He said he was really sorry if he hurt me but that I had it coming flaunting my ass in front of him all the time. Don’t think I didn’t know you were doing it on purpose sticking you ass out all the time. Alyson, your ass looked so hot in that G-string on the boat. You were strutting around showing off you ass rubbing oil all over it, Come on, what did you expect when you go around teasing me with you hot little ass all day, you deserved what you got. Don’t tease the big boys if you can handle their kind of fun! A man can’t help himself in a situation like that. If you put all that candy in front of a man, He’s going to take it! Be flattered Alyson, your ass was the best fuck I’ve ever had! Give me a call when you finish pouting. I hope we can still see each other. Then he added: PS> I know it hurt but isn’t there a part of you that enjoyed the whole experience. Didn’t you find it a little bit erotic and sexy having my big cock up that tiny little virgin ass of yours? Alyson, you look so hot bent over like that with my cock up your tiny little ass! I hit PF7 DELETE! The nerve of him suggesting that I brought it on that I somehow deserved it and that I somehow enjoyed the whole ordeal. I was so mad I was shaking at my desk! I was so distressed I wasn’t able to get anything done that day. Our wild passionate affair came to a crashing finish! That was 6 month ago.

David was a great guy. Any gal consider herself very lucky to be with him. He was tall, good looking, charismatic, intelligent, sweet, warm, charming, successful and had a great body! He was a so called “Great Catch”! The kind of guy you would take home to mom as well as show off to your girlfriends. He was 31, did his undergraduate at Cornell, got an MBA from Columbia and worked as an investment banker. One of my girlfriends set me up with him and I was very pleasantly surprised to find out what a hunk he was when we first met! There were sparks between us immediately and He asked to see me again right away! Unlike Tom whom many of my girlfriends didn’t like, all my girl friends loved David! They all said where did you find him and does he have a brother! They said he’s a keeper! You guys make a great couple and look awesome together! He was a very considerate caring sexy lover! We met three month ago and have been together ever since!

I had a dream, I was naked in the public ladies bathroom and David was standing naked in front of me with his back to me. He looked so sexy. I sneaked up behind him and kissed his bare muscular back. He turned around and I saw his cock except it wasn’t his cock. It was huge! I looked up and it wasn’t David at all, it was Richard! I stood there scared and frightened. He just smiled that wicked lustful smile at me. He came closer grabbed me and began kissing me passionately. I tried to push him away but he was so hot and I couldn’t fight him. My knees grew weak and we began kissing hot and heavy. He pushed me down until I was kneeling on the tile floor. He then fed me his beautiful thick cock. I took the big shiny head of his cock in my mouth and began sucking on it taking more and more of his delicious cock in my mouth. He was so hot. I wanted to just kneel there and suck his sexy cock forever. He pulled out of my mouth, turned me around, pushed me over the toilet and entered my pussy doggie style. I was naked on my knees in the ladies room bent over the toilet with my hands, elbows and tits on the toilet seat while Richard fucked me hard from behind. It felt so good and doing it on the toilet was so nasty. My face was almost in the toilet as he rammed into me repeatedly. I was so excited I began licking the toilet seat, running my tongue all over the seat as I was getting close to cumming. Licking the toilet seat in a public ladies restroom sounds like a pretty strange thing to do now but in my dream it just seem the thing to do and it was incredibly sexy and erotic! All of a sudden he pulled out of my pussy and began forcing his cock up my tiny asshole! White hot pain ripped through me as he began sodomizing my tender ass. I screamed in pain for him to stop and began crying hysterically! That’s when I woke up. 

My heart was racing a mile a minute and I was shivering. I had butterflies in my stomach and I felt so scared and terrified but more then anything else I felt incredible horny. Reaching down my panties were soaked. I quickly removed my panties, and grabbed one of my satin pillow placing it between my legs and began grinding against the pillow and the bed. My naked body started undulating against the pillow and the satin sheets. The sheets felt so sensuous and erotic against my naked body. I love the way satin feels against my bare skin. Thoughts of Richard raced through my mind. The extreme pain I endured as his cock penetrated my anus that dreadful night. The memory of him thrusting deeper and deeper into my bowels intruding into my body, violating me, and sending wave after wave of burning pain through my bowels. Multiple images reflected in the mirrors of him taking my ass relentlessly flashed through my mind. His huge cock distending my tiny anus obscenely disappearing deeper and deeper into my bowels. The sharp pain in my insides as the big sexy head of his cock battered endlessly against the far recesses of my body seeking pleasure deep within my bowels.  The way he punished me brutally with his huge sexy penis tearing my virgin ass apart, filling me to the utter limit with his beautiful phallus. The intense unbearable erotic pain of his engorged thick cock thrusting endlessly into my tortured rear passage. 

I was getting more and more aroused as these thoughts bombarded me. I didn’t understand why the memory of that night which has haunted, angered and terrified me was all of a sudden undeniably erotic. These terrible thoughts were exciting me more and more every second. Why did being raped in the ass by Richard all of a sudden turn me on so much!  I knew what I was fantasizing about and doing were wrong very wrong and I felt really guilty but I couldn’t seem to stop myself. I felt like I was cheating on David and tried desperately to fantasize about him instead but thoughts of Richard kept coming back flooding my mind and arousing me to no end!  I began panting heavily as I lay face down on my stomach with the satin pillow underneath my sex and between my legs. I imagined Richard standing behind me. I reached back with both hands and pulled my cheeks apart, wantonly offering my hot little anus to him. I wanted him. I wanted him to step up behind me and impale that beautiful thick cock in my little ass. I wanted to feel his lust, his passion and his desire for my ass. I wanted to feel the pain of his huge cock raping me over and over again pounding endlessly into my tight anal canal. I was so aroused I began licking and kissing the sheets pretending I was bent over the toilet and licking the toilet seat like in my dream. My hands were still behind me parting my cheeks and exposing my anus wide open. I think if by magic he was to have actually appear behind me at that precise moment, I think I would have really voluntarily offered him my tight ass and let him rape, use and abuse it for his pleasure! 

Oh god, my mind was spinning so hard, I was lost in a whirlwind of lust and desire. I began grinding my hips furiously against the pillow. I wanted to feel everything I felt that dreadful night as I lay there masturbating savagely against the satin sheets. I wanted to feel the pain of his cock deflowering my bottom, I wanted to give that sexy cock more pleasure with my bowels then it has ever felt, I want his glorious penis to derive the pleasure it wanted and needed from my ass by letting it rape and hurt my insides. I wanted to bring it to the ultimate climax and feel the endless jets of hot delicious cum as it ejaculated over and over again depositing its hot seed into the dark recesses of my tortured bowels. I wanted every drop of it, on my face, in my mouth and most of all I wanted it deep in my virgin ass to quench the painful fire in my bowels. This last thought pushed me over the edge and I began cumming and cumming and cumming! I squeezed the pillow and bit down on the bed in ecstasy, my body twisting and shaking uncontrollably! An earth shattering orgasm rocked through every fiber of my body. Oh god, I came harder then I have ever come before! Never have I had an orgasm like that. Lust overwhelmed me removing the last of my inhibitions. I began screaming in lust and total abandonment “Take my ass lover, Sodomize my virgin ass! Oh god Richard I want your big beautiful hard sexy cock all the way up my ass, every inch of it. Use my ass for you pleasure” as I came for what seemed like an hour. Endless waves of pleasure racked my body. I bit my lip hard drawing blood during my throes of ecstasy imagining Richard painfully sodomizing me with every inch of his thick sexy beautiful delicious cock, fucking my tight little ass without mercy! I wanted him to take my ass more then anything oh God did I want him! 

When I finally regained my senses the full weight of what I had just done hit me. I couldn’t believe how my body and my thoughts had betrayed me! I was shocked that I just fantasized about a man that had tied me up and brutally raped my ass. How could I have been so aroused by thoughts of him raping my ass? And even worse I just had the best orgasm of my life reminiscing about how this man brutally tortured my ass with his cock! How could I have possibly found the pain of being raped in the ass by him so sexy and arousing? I have a great boyfriend and lover in David yet instead of fantasizing about him I am fantasizing about a jerk who raped my ass!  Have I forgotten just how much it hurt? Have I forgotten the pain and humiliation he put me through??? The bleeding from my insides? Being in agony every time I went to the bathroom for two weeks? Walking around bowlegged? I thought what the hell is wrong with me? What kind of bizarre sick fantasy was this? Am I some kind of perverted kinky masochist? Am I one of those pathetically weak women who like being abused by men? What is going on here! I love David so what the hell am I doing fantasizing about a sick bastard like Richard! I’ve never felt so lonely, confused, guilty and ashamed in my life and there was no one I could talk to. Just who the hell am I now? What have I become? The shame was unbearable. I felt like I had crossed a line that once crossed there was no turning back. A door had been opened, one which once open can never be shut again. I cursed the day I met Richard. I wished that I had married Tom! That was three weeks ago. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about Richard since.

I saw Richard in the cafeteria looking very suave in his GQ outfit. I caught my self standing provocatively with my back to him. Did I do that for his benefit? God I hope not. He smiled that sexy lustful knowing smile as he walked by me and said, Alyson, you look great in that outfit, very sexy.  My heart skipped a beat. I smiled back and said thanks. That was two days ago.

Today is Saturday. David is away on a business trip and I’ve decided to go to a party thrown by a co-workers of mine tonight. What should I wear? I have this slinky short white dress that has a low cut back. It shows off my tone shoulders arms and back. I’ve worked hard at the gym for it.  It’s cut very high and shows off my long sexy legs. Throw in a pair of sexy high heels and I’ve got legs to die for. But most of all it is very tight around my rear and really accents my firm sexy tight little ass. Should I wear a pair of dark G-string panties underneath to really accent my sexy tight bottom? Richard once told me my ass looks so sexy in that dress that all he could think about when he saw me wearing it was ripping off my dress and licking every inch of my fine ass and then fucking me hard up the ass. It was his favorite dress. I had laughed at the time reveling in the power my ass had on him. I had responded by rubbing my ass against his raging hard on teasing him saying wouldn’t you love to do me up the butt. Keep dreaming lover.

How much will I drink tonight? Will I get just a little tipsy or flat out drunk? I don’t know myself anymore. More importantly I don’t trust myself. I am sitting here telling my experience on a pornographic web site, something I would have never dreamed of doing. Perhaps it’s therapy for me. Perhaps someone out there can understand what I am going through.  I once was very sure about who I am, what I am, where I am going, what I like, and what I don’t, but that was six month ago and it seem like an eternity.

Did I mention Richard will be at this party?



Six Months



During last summer I was six months pregnant with our first child during the first three months my husband and I still had a very active sex life together. But once I began showing he lost interest in sex more and more until one day our sex life was nonexistent.

As time passed by I was becoming hornier all the time and masturbating just wasn't the same as a hard cock.

And soon the days turned into weeks and the weeks turned into months and my pussy so desperately needed to be fucked now more than ever but no matter what I tried he wasn't remotely interested in fucking me anymore. 

By the time I reached my eighth month I was one desperate horny woman I probable would have dune anything in order to get laid by someone anybody I didn't care who it was as long as they fucked me and fucked me good and hard too.

One Saturday afternoon one of my husband's friends came by the house looking for him. As I was telling him that he was not home but that he was more than welcome to come in and wait for him though if he wanted. Yah sure I've got time to wait for him to come back. He followed me inside the house as we went to the living room my mind was trying to figure out a way to possible get this man to fuck me before Dave came home. As we engaged in some small talk my pussy was dripping wet and I am sure that he was able to smell it because every once in a while he snuck a peek at my pussy.

Then the baby kicked and I let out a small whimper he asked me if I was ok and if there was anything he could do for me while he was hear. I said there is something you could do for me seeing how you are hear could you massage my stomach for me my husband never touches me anymore its as if I am invisible to him these days.

Sure I can do that for you as he worked on my stomach I began moaning and telling him how great it feels to be touched again by a mans strong hands as I looked into his eyes with my best come and fuck me now look I have. It must have worked on him because his hands were working there way closer to my pussy as he rubbed my stomach I was staring down at his cock the entire time. I even licked my lips lewdly quiet a few times making sure he saw me doing it. After a while his hands started lightly brushing across my pussy lips and our breathing grew more and more labored all the time it got to the point that I couldn't stand just looking at his hard cock anymore.

So I grabbed his cock and started playing with it he then leaned over and started kissing me passionately we made out on the couch for a while then we got up and went to my bed room and striped off our clothes as fast as we could. When I saw his cock I was quiet pleased that he was longer and thicker than my husband is.

I dropped to my knees in a hurry to wrap my mouth around that thick piece of meat I sucked him down my throat in one gulp. Once his balls bounced off of my chin he grabbed my head with his hands and drove his cock in and out of my throat for a while. When he was close to loosing his load he pulled his cock out and told me to get on the bed so I can fuck you I moved into the doggie position and he rammed his cock into me from behind. His cock was pounding into me hard and fast his hips were banging into my ass with such force it was hard not to fall over. After his cock pounded me for thirty second or so my pussy went strait into hyper drive as my orgasms raced threw my pussy non stop he hammered away at my ass like this for a half hour or so before his sperm began filling my pregnant pussy up. As we were cuddling in each others arms in the after glow of our orgasms I told him that was the best sex I have ever had in my entire life and that I wanted him to fuck me on a regular basis from now on.

At that very moment I asked this man if he wanted to be my lover and he said yes.

I was one of the happiest and well-fucked pregnant women on the face of this planet I seemed to always find a way to get fucked by my lover almost every day from that day forth.



Six Months in the Making



Ok folks, this is my first effort, maybe too much set up, maybe not, I truly don't know. It's a fantasy based on a real person. I've brought it to the point of no return & need to know if you think I should continue. Comments please!

"Hey Carrie, it's Paul, you have a minute?"

"Sure, Paul, what can I do for you?"

"I have that employee policy manual you'd asked about when I was last in to see you. I was wondering if I could drop by with it Friday afternoon."

"I don't EVEN want to know how you managed that one but Friday'd be great Paul. You know Missy's still making my life miserable with all her BS excuses to be anywhere but here. I just don't know how I'm supposed to keep this place running. I still have no idea when she's leaving or how long she expects this Maternity Leave to last. How's 1:30 sound?"

"Works for me, are you sure the staff will be gone by then?"

"Why, you afraid to be seen coming into the office when we're closing?"

"I don't know if 'afraid' is the best word, but you know how stuff gets going around here. I don't think either of us wants it on the street that I keep showing up at closing time, do we? Do you realize how hard I work finding excuses to visit you on Friday's?"

"Funny you should say that 'cause I kinda thought there might be some of that going on. Do you realize how hard I have to work to finish all my charts after you leave?"

"Actually I do Carrie, which is why I want to be sure you're OK with it."

"Paul, you've been handling my Insurance for what, 5 or 6 months now? You've found 8...10... 12 "reasons" to spend Friday afternoons with me & haven't realized that I'd have booted you out by now if I didn't enjoy the time? Come on, who you trying kid?" 

"In that case, how long can you give me Friday?"

"I don't really think that's the question, Paul. We both know who has somewhere to be at the end of the day. My house is empty no matter what time I get there so maybe I should be asking you that question."

"Hmmm, could we be skating onto thin ice here?"

"You know I hate the cold so it's not ice we need to be worrying about."

"Carrie, if I don't get going, I'll be worthless the rest of the day."

I could hear the smile on her face when she said: "Poor boy, have I distracted you? I hope you stay that way for the next two days. See ya Friday."

"Count on it" was all I could come up with. 

Thoughts of Carrie left me unable to leave my desk for most of the day Wednesday. Thursday wasn't much better. I couldn't clear my mind of visions of my 5'6" 125 pound fantasy Doc.

I met her after receiving a frantic call early one Friday afternoon. She explained that she had purchased her practice, including her staff, from their former employer. I'd known her staff through that employer longer than she did and one of them had suggested I might be able to fix the mess created by a goofball "Consultant" she'd been working with. Who can resist an unsolicited call from a damsel in distress? I dropped what I was doing & showed up in her office 20 minutes later, to be greeted by what appeared to be an extremely conservative, stone cold professional. She wore flat shoes, loose slacks & a tailored earth tone sport jacket over a dark green lightweight knit top. Her face was firm but pleasant, her hair brunette, straight & shoulder length.

It took the better part of 10 hours of meetings spread over the next month to straighten out her mess... and for me to realize that a lovely, lonely woman was hidden under that professional veneer. Eventually, I found it challenging to keep my eyes on hers. I realized that I rarely missed a chance to steal a peek at the gentle rise & fall of her 38 D's, especially once she started opening the jacket during our conversations. I know she caught me more than once as I swept my eyes up her long lean legs, across her board flat abs or up the curve of her ribs to the soft swells of her sweater

It was during one of those wandering eye moments that she reached across me for something on an adjacent table and gave me a clear look at her right breast, pressing her left onto my hand as it rested on the corner of her desk. Despite her 42 years, it looked firm, full & very much in need of a caress. Our "business" discussions had revealed much of her personal life. After 12 years in computers & a bitter divorce, she'd decided to become a Doc in her thirties & finished her residency at about 40. She often talked of how badly she wanted a "life outside of work" & how she always went home to an empty house just a few minutes from the office. A shopping trip Lancaster with a friend was big deal to her.

For the 48 hours leading up to 1:30 Friday, I couldn't purge my mind of an endless stream of images, all of which started with a breast cupped gently in my hand. Since my wife of 20 years has been unable to fuck for the last 15 and I've been far better behaved than I should have been, my 50 year old prick just wouldn't stop throbbing at the thoughts coursing through my brain.

I arrived at 1:30 to find the office locked tight. A knock on the private entrance door was answered before I could get the hand back in my pocket to hide my oh so obvious hard-on. Carrie stood there with no jacket (a first), a flowered mid-calf skirt (another first), and a pastel blue button down blouse with three open buttons (yet another first).

My expression must have been priceless, 'cause she gave the brightest smile I'd ever seen on her. "I take it you approve?" she asked, stepping back form the door, raising her arms to the sides & giving me a slow twirl.

"Well, I was starting to think maybe you slept in slacks & a jacket. It's fair to say I'm stunned. What did the girls have to say when they saw you this morning?"

"Seems it's good you showed up after they left 'cause they wanted to know who my date was today" she replied with a slightly embarrassed grin. "Emily even threatened to hang in the parking lot to see if you showed up!"

"Told you stuff starts & moves fast around here, didn't I?" I asked with raised eyebrows & a slightly cocked head.

The big smile continued as she said: "They can talk all they want, you're here to talk about that personnel manual you 'found', right?"

"Yea, yea, yea...let's get down to business Madame... your office or the break room table?"

"Office is a little cozier, isn't it?"

"I suppose... if it's cozy you're after rather than a discussion of the manual".

As she led me to her office, I noticed a new bounce and sway to her walk. Seems those loose slacks were just as effective as her jackets at hiding her physical attributes. Her ass was every bit as spectacular as her tits. She's perfectly proportioned, with a eye-popping curves from her hips to a 23 inch waist & an identical set of curves up into her ribs & back. I had everything I could do to refrain from wrapping my arms around that waist & pulling her tightly to me.

Her desk was surprisingly cleared and two bottles of water were already sitting there. "My chair", the one with a broken caster & armrests that's normally tucked into the corner beside her desk, was out in the hall. Instead, I found a cushioned but armless and narrower secretary's chair, placed to the right of hers on the working side of the desk.

"I like your new office arrangement", I smiled at her.

"I hoped you would", she replied, "now let's see how this thing helps me gain control of my Practice".

We got right to work poring over the specific policies addressing trouble spots in the operation of her office. As she reached into her lower left desk drawer, her right leg brushed against mine & stayed there. When she came up, the leg stayed put & I responded with some gentle pressure of my own. Within 30 minutes, I found myself unable to resist a touch of her knee as I emphasized a particular provision of the manual. We were almost done when she put her hand on my shoulder and gave me warm squeeze in excitement over how much easier this policy manual would make it to improve the efficiency of her office. As she did, her tit pressed into my bicep, it's softness taking my breath.

Forty minutes after we started, she was satisfied with the process of re-implementing the old policies, rose to place the manual on a shelf & turned back to me. We were both standing in the middle of her office.

"So Paul, you never did tell me how much of your time I can have today", she said with a beautifully impish smile as she placed her hand on my chest & ran it down to the paunch where by abs used to be.

"Not enough for what I'd like to do with you" was my grinning reply, "but I guess it really depends on what you have in mind." My hands went to her waist & gently slid down her hips to the sides of her upper thighs. She sighed and wrapped her arms around me, outside my arms, as I slid my hands back up to her waist, along the sides of her ribs and onto the middle of her back. I hugged her to me & placed my cheek to hers, whispering "Carrie, I want you to know that I'm out of mind attracted to you. I'd love to spend the next couple of hours kissing, caressing and nibbling on every inch of you from the tip of your nose to the tips of your toes. Does that sound like a way you'd like to spend your Friday afternoon?"

She spoke nothing but her soft moan and the slight pressure of her pelvis against me said all I needed to hear.

Her hands were moving softly all over my back as she moved her head just far enough away to turn her mouth to mine for a tender kiss. I sighed, brought my left hand up to the back of her neck & my right hand to the small of her back, where I pulled her lower body closer to mine. Carrie's hands slid down to my ass, where she too pulled me tighter to herself.

Our kisses remained soft & gentle as we began exploring each other through our clothing. She broke our kiss and nibbled her way to my ear, a real hot spot for me, but something I haven't felt in 20 years. "You can touch me anywhere you want" she whispered, " but I won't go down on you & won't make love with you until I'm sure your clean. Are you ok with that?"

"I'm fine with that, in fact I expected it. I'm in no hurry, Carrie, but whether or not you want to admit it, we're already making love. The touches we're sharing & path we're on can only be described a loving."

Another moan, another smile and look in the eye followed by: "Are you telling me you'd be ok with getting naked, trading another 90 minutes of what we've been doing here and NOT fucking?" 

"Carrie, I think we've both around long enough to know that hours of foreplay can bring the most toe curling, breath-taking, eyeball rolling orgasms possible..., right?" I smiled back at her.

With that, she pulled me closer, pushed me back onto the secretary's chair I'd been using, hiked up her skirt & straddled me. She held my face in her hands and planted a series of tender kisses on me while lightly pressing her pussy onto my hard dick. When I cupped her right tit with my left hand and started opening her blouse with my right, she pulled away from me with wide eyes, a wider smile and hands firmly grasping my face. She looked at me for moment & said: "If that's what you have in mind, let's go to my house where we can get more comfortable, OK?"

What's the verdict folks, should I give it up or keep it going?