AN EROTIC STORY HOSTED BY IMPREGNORIUM.NET STORY TITLE Losing Yourself AUTHOR Elduderino CODES MF, Impreg, Trickery, Unsafe DATE ADDED 27th June, 2006 AUTHOR EMAIL DISCLAIMER:- The following text is sexually explicit and contains depictions of sexual acts that have been classified by the surgeon general as potentially dangerous and unhealthy. You must be a broad minded adult to read the text, and you must not make this text available to minors or to any person who does not wish to view it. Unprotected sexual relations with unknown partners is hazardous and we urge the use of condoms and safe sex at all times. Becky was my first love. In the same class at school we were inseparable by the age of fifteen, living together by the time we were nineteen and were married by twenty-three. We had our whole lives in front of us and were looking forward to spending them together. Neither of us had ever been with anyone else and so we discovered sex together, from the first tentative teenage fumbling, to losing our virginity one night at her parent's house when we were supposed to be babysitting. At the age of twenty-three we were practiced lovers and enjoyed a very active and explosive sexual relationship. Becky had blossomed from a shy teenager into a sensual and highly sexed woman who enjoyed giving and receiving pleasure. For my part, I was always eager to learn and loved nothing more than making Becky come and watching her enjoying her own body. Shortly after we were married we began discussing the idea of a family. Both of us wanted kids and wanted to have the energy of young parents but although I was keen, Becky was unconvinced as to whether the time was right. I was working my way up the ranks of a major bank and Becky had a job teaching young children in a local school that she enjoyed and she worried about whether she was ready to be a mother and about whether we could manage financially. In part our different stances reflected our attitude towards many things in life. I was more prepared to take risks and felt that things usually worked out whereas Becky was naturally more cautious. Generally speaking we balanced each other out. As the months drifted by however, I became more focused on the idea of having a baby and became increasingly frustrated by Becky's hesitancy. Now we had always s been very careful about birth control being very weary of an unwanted pregnancy. Becky was unable to take the pill and we had always relied on condoms. In fact when we started having sex I even used to wear two condoms!! It added an extra feeling of security and the decrease in sensation helped me to last longer. This, I think, gives an indication about how careful we were and I think it was because of this that the idea of getting pregnant as we got older began to become quite powerfully erotic. There is just something so exciting about the forbidden. I began to realise this when I started to fantasize whilst inside Becky that I wasn't wearing a condom or that I knew it had ripped and wasn't stopping. The idea that I might get her pregnant always turned me on and brought me to a powerful orgasm. Over time I began introducing elements of my fantasy to Becky and was delighted to find that she also found it a delicious turn on. Occasionally whilst we were having sex we would pretend that I was in her bareback and that we were trying to make a baby. The first time that she said, "come inside me, I want to feel you making me pregnant" I came so hard I went light-headed. We trusted each other never to take things any further and aside from a couple of times when she was on her period and I slipped inside her just so that we could experience that tremendous feeling of closeness nothing had actually happened. I mention all this as context because there I was at twenty-three ready to become a father, married to a woman that I loved and whom I knew loved me. I knew that Becky wasn't fundamentally opposed to kids and I knew that once I had her in bed and in the right mood it was just possible that I could get inside her without a condom and by the next morning it would be out of her hands. I lay awake at night wondering would it be wrong? I wasn't totally at ease with the idea but it became such a turn on that I managed to talk myself into it. The first step was easy. On average Becky and I had sex four or five times a week so the first thing I did was start turning her down. For a couple of weeks I complained that I was feeling tired or stressed because of work. I assured her that it was temporary and made a point of cuddling her and reassuring her. Becky was fine about it but I knew that after a couple of weeks she would be feeling horny as hell. I tried to make sure that she didn't get too much time on her own at home as well. I didn't want to her to take matters into her own hands! I needed her nicely wound up for the Friday evening I had planned as the special night. On the Friday I arranged to leave work at lunchtime so that I could get home and begin preparations. I began preparing a nice meal for the two of us and bought an expensive bottle of wine. I also checked the bedside cabinet where we kept the condoms. I had made sure that no new condoms had been purchased and had also been throwing out the odd one over the last couple of weeks. Now there was only one left, and luckily Becky hadn't realised how low on supplies we were. As it neared time for Becky to arrive home I ran a bath for her and waited. She arrived home tired but pleased to find me waiting. I hugged her, told her that I loved her and apologised for being a bit distant over the last few days. I told her that I wanted to make it up to her and guided her to the bath. While she relaxed I finished up the dinner preparations. We had a wonderful relaxing evening and by the end of it Becky was beaming like a Cheshire cat and looking a little flushed from that wine I had encouraged her to drink. I suggested that we turn in for the evening so that I could complete my apology! Becky was only too ready. I led her up to the bedroom and we kissed. The wine and lack of sexual release had really done the job because she was soon kissing like she was trying to devour me. I slipped my hands inside her robe and felt her smooth skin, soft and glowing from the earlier bath. Easing the robe off her shoulders I let it fall to the floor and took in the sight of my naked wife. Becky was 5ft 6 with a slim build, black hair, gorgeous blue eyes and pert B-Cup breasts. Her hips were quite wide, something which she really disliked but I found the curve of her hips extremely sexy. Women were meant to be curvy after all Her dark pubic hair she kept cropped short. Her legs were kept toned from the occasional work out. "Let's get you undressed." She said, tugging my shirt from out of the waistband of my jeans and fumbling with the buttons. I noticed that her hands were shaking. Next she sat on the bed in front of me, fumbled with my belt and yanked both my jeans and underwear down in one rough jerk. My cock had been hard for the last five hours and now bobbed in her face, pre-cum oozing from the top and running down the shaft. Without any prelude Becky took my cock inside her mouth letting out a low groan of satisfaction as she did so. She sucked hard and slid the 6" of my shaft into her mouth coating it in her saliva before concentrating her tongue on the head and wrapping her hand around the shaft masturbating me as she sucked. The sensations were incredible. Becky wasn't the only one who had gone without for two weeks and I wasn't going to able to take much of this without losing control of the situation. I eased her off my cock and pushed her on her back and up towards the head of the bed. Lying full length on top of her I kissed her again, exploring her mouth with my tongue and occasionally stopping to kiss and bite the soft crevices of her neck. All the while my cock was pressed against her pussy and by moving my hips I was able to rub it against the whole of her pubic region. I could already feel the heat and the wetness of her coating my cock. It always turned us on to rub each other like this knowing that I was close to slipping inside her and she was soon humping up towards my cock encouraging it to nudge her clit and slip between the groove created by the engorged lips of her pussy. Becky's face was flushed, "I need you" She gasped in between pants and I was sorely tempted. Maybe I could take her now but I had spent plenty of time thinking about this and I didn't want to rush it. I kissed her and whispered, "not yet" before slowly sliding down her body. She let out a frustrated whine at this point but stopped when I took one of her nipples into my mouth and sucked hard causing her to arch her back up towards me. I swapped to the other nipple while my hands stroked her sides from her hips up to the sides of her breasts. I continued sliding lower snaking my tongue across her belly and into her belly button as my hands gripped the sides of her hips to keep them still. I could smell her arousal and as I lowered my face to rub my nose through her pubic hair she gasped again, "Oh God Paul, it's too much, it's too much. Just fuck me." Ignoring her I kissed the soft skin of her inner thighs slowly making my way up to her pussy. I could see her juice running clear of her lips, matting her pubic hair and even running down the crack of her arse and I just had to place the flat of my tongue against her mound and lick slowly up from the bottom to the top coating my mouth with her sweet flavour. Parting her lips with my fingers I allowed my tongue to slip deeper inside her swirling around the entrance of her pussy before sweeping upwards and over her erect clit. She jumped and cried out again. I concentrated more on her clit circling around and over it with light strokes. Her thighs pressed in tightly on either side of my head. "Oh fuck, Paul, I'm nearly there. I need to come. Don't stop." I could tell that she was close but didn't want to push her over the edge. I continued licking her and listening to her escalating moans as long as I dared before pulling back and running my mouth over her thighs. Again a moan of frustration, "Nooooo. Don't stop Paul. I'm so close." I ignored her and continued my attention on her thighs until I was sure she had calmed down before returning to her clit and taking her back up towards orgasm. After repeating this four times the frustration was getting to her. "Please baby, don't stop. Please make me come. I have to come." I moved back up her body and looked into her eyes, "I want you to come whilst I'm inside you." I drifted my hand back down to brush lightly over her clit. She let out a moan, "Oh yes, yes inside me. Get inside me." Her left hand was moving towards the bedside table seeking out the condoms. "Let me" I said and pretended to search for them. I feigned surprise. "Honey, there's only one left." I ripped open the packet and grabbed the condom. I then tried damn hard to sound disappointed, "Baby, it's ripped. It's no good." I moved my hand back down to her clit and continued rubbing. "Get another one." "There aren't any others. Baby, I'll go get some. Or just let me touch you." I could see Becky frowning as she worked things through in her head. This was crunch time and I increased the pressure of my fingers on her clit. Becky groaned and made her decision. "No just get inside me. I have to have you." My cock lurched as she said the words and my stomach turned over but I was quick to move between her legs before she changed her mind. "Just pull out before you come." She said as I lined the head of my cock up with her pussy. Becky pulled her legs up behind me, wrapping them around my back and I slowly pushed forward. I felt the head of my cock separate her lips and then a moment of pressure before the head popped into her and my shaft slowly sunk in up to the hilt. The sensation was incredible. Without the condom I could feel every bump and groove of her pussy as it slid over the shaft of my cock. I was much more aware of the sheer heat of her and as I settled inside her, keeping still so as to not come right then and there, I could feel her pussy twitching around me. I truly felt like I was inside another human being. The penetration had elicited another moan from Becky, "Oh that's it Paul, that's what I wanted. You feel so good." I began moving slowly, easing back my hips feeling her pussy dragging against me trying to keep me inside before reversing direction and pushing back inside causing a wet sloshing sound deep inside her. I had not been prepared for how much being inside Becky like this would effect me and I was scared that I wouldn't last long enough to make her come. Thankfully this anxiety calmed me down enough after the first few thrusts to delay my orgasm. I began to grow more confident and lengthened the strokes pulling my cock all the way out of her before pushing back in making every stroke feel like that initial penetration. I could tell that Becky was extremely turned on. She was groaning loudly and every thrust into her body caused wet sounds from the amount of juice that her pussy was producing. She was clawing at my back and exhorting me to, "keep fucking me. Don't ever stop fucking me. I can feel you getting harder inside me. Let me get on top of you." I rolled off her and watched as she pulled herself up and astride me. This worried me slightly as she would have greater control on top but I knew that it was also the position most like to get her off and to be honest the calculating part of my brain had shut down now. I think that we had both lost ourselves to the intensity of our fucking. Becky was soon reaching behind herself and grabbing my cock that was soaked with her wetness and lining it up with her pussy. She closed her eyes, looked upwards and slowly sunk down until our pubic hair entwined. She leaned forward and moving her hips slowly stroked my cock in and out of her. Then, she leaned back and ground her hips against me. I was deep inside her in this position and rubbing against a spot inside that always seemed to make her come. Looking up at her I could see that her eyes had a glazed faraway look and her mouth was twisted almost into a snarl as she ground herself against me. She looked completely lost in her own pleasure in a way that I had never seen and I realised now that my plan was going to work. Becky's moans were becoming louder and I could feel my cock beginning to swell, the tingling in my balls a further sign that I was approaching the point of no return. "Becky I'm going to come." "No." She groaned, "I'm almost there." She intensified her movements in an attempt to bring on her orgasm but it only increased the pleasure coursing through my swelling cock. "Becky, I can't stop." She snapped then and shouted at me. "Just fucking come in me. Fill me with come." That was it. I felt an incredible tightness spread through my cock and balls as I lifted my hips trying to get deeper inside her. The pressure rose to a level which was almost frightening before breaking and the most intense contractions of my cock shook my whole body as I fired shot after shot of boiling hot come up into my wife's pussy for the first time. I couldn't be sure then, but Becky later admitted that it was the feeling of those first shots that finally brought on the orgasm she had begun to think would never arrive. I saw a wonderful flush appear across her chest as she tensed and then shook wildly gasping out, "Oh fuck, oh fuck." I felt her pussy squeeze and contract around my pulsing cock like it was swallowing down the come I was shooting into it. This thought sent further tingles through my cock as I continued to spurt up into her until finally we were both still and Becky dropped exhaustedly down on to my chest. I rolled her off me and on to her back keeping my spent cock buried in her preventing any of my come from escaping as we fell into a light sleep. The following day Becky wasn't upset like I feared she might be. She thanked me for a wonderful evening and explained that she felt that it was only a matter of time before we got too carried away. After all we had been good for over eight years! However, nothing had changed. We would continue to use condoms and if a pregnancy resulted from last nights one off then so be it. I couldn't believe that I had gotten away with it so easily and that Becky seemed so free from of suspicion. My elation turned to disappointment two weeks later when Becky's period arrived but I consoled myself with the thought that there was always next time. After all I had done it once... The eight months following our night of wild unprotected sex passed reasonably uneventfully although neither of us had forgotten the sheer pleasure of that night and we spoke of it often whilst making love. Many times whilst I was inside Becky she would ask me to pretend that I was trying to get her pregnant. Often I would climax as Becky shouted, "Fill me up. Give me your baby". The role-play turned both of us on but the fact was that it paled in comparison with the real thing and having experienced it once I think we both wanted it again. Living out the fantasy had merely strengthened it. I was aching to feel my naked cock deep inside Becky's pussy again, to feel her warmth against my skin, but most of all to feel my cock throbbing and sending my come deep inside her body and up towards her womb. In truth though our relationship was going through a rocky patch and although the sex was good it was becoming increasingly infrequent. Work pressure was mounting, including the possible threat of redundancy hanging over my head. We were tired most of the time and had begun to snap at each other and the simplest disagreements were escalating into shouting matches. On this particular evening we were visiting our friends and neighbours Tom and Amanda. I knew Amanda from the bank. She was 31 and a little further up the corporate ladder than I was but confident enough with it to socialise with the minions! Her partner of 4 years Tom was an accountant and nice enough bloke if a little unexciting. I should add that Amanda was pretty good looking. She was petite at 5ft 4 but slim. Blond hair, these amazing doe blue eyes and a generous cleavage all added up to quite a package. She was a bit of a fitness freak, which kept her trim and toned. She was perhaps a little too conventionally attractive for my taste I had said in reply to Becky's questioning one night, by which I meant that I thought she was well out of my league! Anyway the four of us got on well enough and we had become quite friendly in recent months, well enough for them to know that we were going through a bit of a bad patch and for them to have invited us around for a meal for a bit of a break from time alone in our own house shaping up for the next round of insinuations and veiled insults. The evening went reasonably well for the most part but after dinner a discussion about holiday destinations, of all things, suddenly escalated into a bit of a snapping contest between Becky and myself. One minute we were sniping at each other, the next shouting and the conversation culminated in Becky shouting out that she didn't know why I didn't just go off on holiday on my own as I was clearly sick of her company and storming out of the room and upstairs. I sat there feeling faintly embarrassed and wondering how the whole evening had spiralled out of control so suddenly. I mumbled out an apology but Amanda said that it was okay and that maybe I should go and talk to Becky. I wandered upstairs and found Becky in the spare room, face red and eyes damp, holding a tissue and staring out of the window. I sat on the foot of the bed and we began to talk. We only chatted for about ten minutes but it cleared the air and we probably communicated more than we had done in the previous six weeks. Becky was concerned that we were beginning to drift into the kind of relationship her parents had ended up with before they divorced. What I had seen as just tiredness from stress and work, Becky had interpreted as loss of love. I reassured her that I still loved her and that we would work out just fine and, yes, I still found her extremely desirable. With that she walked over to me and knelt down to give me a hug and we begun a slow romantic kiss. And then bang, just like that, everything changed gears. Like I said, Becky and I had only recently been having arguments. I think the fact that we had never argued before was the very thing that had worried Becky about the recent snappiness. The thing about never having bad arguments though is that you never get to have great make-up sex. I think we were both a bit unprepared therefore when as we were kissing we were overtaken by a sudden rising lust. It was Becky who acted on it first but I was eager to respond. Her kiss became more insistent and she thrust her tongue into my mouth while her hands ran through my hair. My mind flashed back to that night eight months earlier when I had managed to get my bare cock into Becky's sweet pussy and I wanted that feeling again and to hell with the consequences. Without a thought for where we were we broke our kiss and began grappling with buttons. Becky managed to get my shirt open and then helped me unbutton her blouse before ripping open the button fly of my jeans and tugging them down to my knees. There was an air of desperation about our actions. Becky tugged down my jeans revealing my cock jutting out rigid. I had been without any release for a while and my hard on was almost painful. The head of my cock was an angry purple. I was still propped up on the foot of the bed as Becky kicked of her shoes, hiked up her skirt and pulled down her panties before kneeling down on the floor, taking hold of my cock and feeding it into her mouth. I let out a hiss through clenched teeth as the sensation of her hot mouth on my cock travelled up my body. She sunk her mouth down as far as she could, gagging as she neared the base before moving upward, her tongue pressed flat against the front of my cock rubbing over the shaft and the sensitive rim of the head. When she pulled of I could see that she had coated my entire cock in her saliva. She pumped the shaft with a few strokes of her hand and spat over the head of my cock. I realised that she was trying to lubricate me. "I can't wait." She whispered, "I have to feel you inside me." I wasn't about to argue and I lay half back propping myself up on my elbows as she held her skirt up and sat astride me. Becky grabbed hold of my cock and guided it to her pussy. At first she ran the head of my cock between the lips of her pussy but soon lined it up with the entrance to her sweet channel and began to sink herself downwards. I tried to stifle a groan. The speed with which she had taken me meant that she was still a little dry and she felt extremely tight. She was determined though and as I sunk deeper and deeper into her I felt a glorious wash of hot wetness moving down to meet me, washing over the tip of my cock and moving down the inside of her pussy. "You feel so hard inside me." Becky gasped as she took the last inch of me inside her. "Can you feel me getting wet?" I nodded back, rendered incapable of speech by the sensation of her pussy tightly flexing against the length of my shaft. She leant on my chest then, exerting enough pressure to ease me back on to the bed and I'm sure feeling my heart hammering against my ribs. "We have to be quick and quiet." She whispered to me. Again I nodded as she leaned over me and undulated her hips moving me slightly in and out of her pussy and encouraging more wetness to flow over the shaft of my cock. As she became wetter she lengthened her strokes. The sensation was amazing. Despite my constant fantasising over that first time I had been inside her bareback I had forgotten what it really felt like to be in such close contact with her clutching inner walls. The delicious smooth friction of her pussy parting before my invading cock was causing even more blood to rush to my loins and my cock throbbed and twitched inside her uncontrollably. Becky had her eyes closed and was breathing deep. I could see her bra-encased chest heaving with every panted breath. Reaching up I took hold of a breast in each hand and felt them through her black silky bra. I lightly pinched and tweaked her nipples through the material until they stood out hard and defined through her bra. Then I lowered my hand down to her pussy pushing a finger between her engorged lips and reaching for the erect nub of her clit. For a while I was able to lightly rub her clit her in smooth circles as she slowly fucked me. The additional stimulation though caused Becky to increase her pace and as we became more frantic it was hard to maintain any consistent stimulation. In frustration she lowered her own right hand to her pussy and began to rub herself as she fucked me. This was something she had never done before and was an amazingly erotic site. As my fingers were no longer needed on her clit I reached round underneath to where my cock was entering and emerging from her pussy. By placing my palm near the base of my cock I could feel the soft wetness of her pussy lip as they mashed down against my pubic hair with every downward thrust. Her wetness had spilled out on to my crotch and scrotum and I took some of her wetness and rubbed it across my aching balls before grabbing her hips and thrusting my own up towards hers trying to drive myself deeper into her. I was fast approaching orgasm; a fact not lost on Becky, who gasped, "I can feel you getting close. I can feel you hardening." It was now that I caught a slight movement somewhere in my field of vision and looked over Becky's shoulder and froze for a second as what I was seeing registered. Amanda was standing in the hallway outside the bedroom, just to the side and looking in. From where she was standing she would have a good view of Becky's arse as it rose and fell on my juice-coated cock. She had a concentrated look on her face, her hand clasped at her throat. For a moment our eyes met and she maintained eye contact with me boldly, almost daring me to look away. Coming to my senses I did break eye contact, suddenly worried that Becky would open her eyes and follow the direction of my gaze. I was sure that she would stop if she knew that she was being watched and I was so close that I was desperate to come and what's more to come inside her. The fact that I knew Amanda was watching provided an extra erotic spur. Becky did open her eyes then and look at me. She whispered, "Come on baby...let it go... I know you want to. Empty yourself into me. I want it too." She then reached behind herself and used the tips of her fingernails to lightly scratch across my balls causing me to explode. I clutched the bed sheets in my fists until my knuckles turned white as I spurted jet after jet of thick pent up come up towards Becky's unprotected womb. My hips bucking upward with every jerk caused Becky to hang on tight or else get thrown off. Becky let out a satisfied moan as she said, "Yes. I can feel you filling me so much better this time. It's so hot." My spasms subsided although I could still feel smaller pulses of come flowing out of my softening cock. Looking back towards the doorway I could see that Amanda was no longer there. Becky slumped forward on to me kissing my neck before leaning in to my ear and whispering, "We should get back downstairs before they send out a search party." She climbed off me then, my wet cock falling out of her and slapping against my belly. I watched her she held her skirt up, seeing her pussy lips reddened and puffed open and the erotic sight of my come already spilling back out of her and running down her thigh. Grabbing her panties she mopped up some of the escaping come before slipping them back on and saying, "Now I'll be able to feel you inside me all night." With that she dropped her skirt, put on her shoes and blouse and left the room. I was in danger of slipping off into a satisfied post-sex sleep. I snapped myself out of it by moving quickly, gathering up my shirt, pulling my jeans back up and stumbling back down to our hosts. I knew that I would be unable to look at Amanda for the rest of the evening and was thankful when we made our excuses and left soon after. It had been an amazing fuck, probably only ten minutes from first kiss to climax but what I didn't realise then was that those ten minutes would trigger further events in the near future that would have serious consequences for my marriage. CHAPTER 2 It was three months after I had seen my neighbour and friend Amanda watching my wife and I having sex and risking pregnancy whilst guests in her house. Things between my wife and I hadn't improved all that much since then. We weren't arguing as much but we weren't really talking all that openly either. We were still bogged down with our respective work hassles and the little time we were spending together we were tired and edgy. At work there had been some awkwardness between Amanda and myself for a couple of weeks. I couldn't begin to imagine how to bring up the subject of that night and chose to ignore it. To my relief Amanda didn't mention it either and once I relaxed about it we got on better than ever. We took to meeting during lunch breaks and I confided in Amanda that I was concerned for my marriage and that I couldn't seem to put things right. I also told her about the debate the two of us had had about having a baby and how that all seemed a long way off right now. Amanda was easy to talk to, very frank and open and I appreciated the time she took to listen to me let off steam. It didn't seem that unusual then to answer the door one evening to find Amanda clutching a bottle of wine. Amanda looked great in tight jeans and a tight-fitting white t-shirt that hugged her sizeable breasts. Amanda announced that she had noticed that I was alone and as her partner Tom was also working late she thought it would be a sociable idea for the two of us to get together, especially as there had been news at work today that needed digesting (the rumour was circulating of redundancies). It was natural then for the two of us to quickly polish off the first bottle and start on a second as we finished convincing ourselves that all would be fine at work if only we were in charge! Again, I didn't think much of it when the conversation turned to the state of my relationship and the pleasant buzz I was getting from the wine meant that when she asked if Becky and I were getting along in bed I was able to answer without feeling uncomfortable. I told her that as things were strained at the moment, obviously sex wasn't on the agenda and that this was difficult for both of us as we usually enjoyed a very active sex life. Amanda confided that likewise, her and Tom were not getting along so well and that she found Tom a little dull and uninspiring in bed. We chatted on for a few minutes like this and I only really noticed that the mood was changing when Amanda said, "You know Paul that I really like you and Becky." I nodded. "And I would never wish to make trouble for the both of you." I nodded again wondering where on earth this could be heading. We were sitting side by side on the sofa and Amanda shifted a little closer to me. Close enough for me to be able to smell her perfume and notice that she definitely wasn't wearing a bra. Amanda looked at me very intensely and said, "You know, I keep thinking about that night, don't you?" I swallowed hard, my mouth suddenly a little dry, and nodded. "I keep thinking about watching the two of you together and how hot it looked. About how my stomach flipped over when our eyes met and about how afterwards I was so worked up I screwed Tom silly! Anyway do you know what I've been thinking?" "No" I replied. Amanda leaned in closer and placed her hand on the inside of my thigh. "I've been thinking that maybe it wouldn't be so wrong to give you a little of what you're not getting from Becky." So saying her hand moved upwards towards my crotch, fingers lightly tickling my cock, which had become erect. I gasped in a breath. Either her touch or the wine or maybe a bit of both were making me feel decidedly light-headed. I had never had anyone come on to me like this, let alone anyone as damned attractive as Amanda. If you had ever asked me would I cheat on Becky I would have said no. Looking back though I didn't put up much of a protest. I managed to mumble out a feeble, "I shouldn't". Amanda leaned in close to my ear and whispered, "Our little secret. Don't you want me? I'm on the pill, but I can pretend that I'm not if you'd like." Talk about going for the jugular. I let out a groan as Amanda rubbed her hand more firmly against my cock, which throbbed and lurched in response. She let a subdued chuckle, "Yes, I know what you like. Why don't we take this upstairs?" Like a zombie I allowed Amanda to take my hand and lead me upstairs. My eyes watched her arse swaying in front of me all the way up. I was gone. Completely lost to the idea that I was going to get my hands on this incredible woman and after all it wasn't like I was doing any of the work, I just had to submit to her. It wasn't me that had brought this situation about; I was just reacting to it. How could any man resist? Amanda led me into the bedroom and I didn't resist as she pulled my t-shirt off over my head and bent to kiss my chest and suck one of my nipples into her mouth. I had never met a woman like this. She pulled of her own top revealing these luscious breasts, large but pert and capped by small, bullet hard nipples. She pulled of her jeans as I stood numbly and watched. Her legs were flawless, not a blemish and toned to perfection. Her thighs looked strong and tanned against the whiteness of her thong panties. Amanda kneeled down in front of me, unbuttoning my jeans and pulling them down, waiting for me to step out of them and pulling of my socks and shoes as I did. Pre-cum leaking from the head of my cock was already wetting the front of my boxers as she pulled them down and immediately grabbed my shaft into her hand. "The last time I saw this it was pumping in and out of Becky's pretty little pussy. I've wanted it in my mouth ever since." So saying she extended her tongue and licked my cock from base to tip, swirling around the head, while squeezing my shaft with her hand, encouraging more pre-cum to well up and run out only to be lapped up by her tongue. I was drifting off to heaven. Her words and the feel of her tongue on me had transported me far away and had definitely drowned out any remaining guilt I may have been feeling. All I could hear now were the appreciative little moans Amanda made as she took my cock inside her mouth, her lips slowly moving down the shaft until her nose nestled in my pubic hair. Pulling her mouth off my cock she looked me in the eyes again and I saw that same look I had seen on that night at her house. It was lustful and challenging. "Lie back on the bed Paul." How could I not do as she asked? She climbed back on to her feet and strutted round to the side of the bed, one hand on the curve of her hip. Something must have caught her eye then because swooping down I heard a light clanking sound and a whoop of delight came from Amanda as she held out in her hand the pair of handcuffs I had bought and used to tie up Becky one night that seemed a lifetime ago. Having served their purpose they had been hurriedly shoved under the bed and forgotten about. Amanda dangled them in front of my face. "Paul! Someone has been a naughty boy. How wonderful." Looking in her eyes I said "Would you like me to put them on you?" Amanda laughed, "No I think I have a much better idea. I like the thought of having you where I want you a lot more." This was not something that I had ever tried before. With Becky I tended to make a lot of the running and I had to be the one in control all the time. The idea of being on the receiving end seemed to be becoming the theme of the evening and so I let Amanda place the cuffs on my wrist, threading them through one of the bars in the headboard of the bed leaving my arms pulled above my head. Amanda removed her panties, climbed on to the bed and sat astride me. I could feel the soft hardness of her toned thighs against my hips and the scratchy fur of her pubic hair rubbing against my cock. I could also feel the heat and the wetness of her, her moisture smearing on to my crotch as she rubbed herself against me. "I want to feel your tongue on me." She said and began moving further up my body, stooping to lick and kiss my chest and to let her blond hair tickle me. Eventually she had a knee either side of my head, her pussy loomed above me and the smell of her filled my head. Slowly she lowered her pussy to my face and then almost immediately withdrew it. I had extended my tongue to meet her and stretched my head up towards her as she retreated. For a while she was happy with this. Teasing me by raising and lowering herself over my extended tongue, leaving me with the slightest taste of her on my lips. After a while though she appeared to tire of it and allowed her hips to flex and lower her pussy more directly over my mouth. I took advantage by sliding my tongue immediately between her lips and licking from as far down as I could then sweeping up toward her clit. She jumped as I passed over it and gave a frustrated groan as I repeated the process again with deliberate slowness. "I do the teasing, now lick my clit." She demanded pressing herself down on my mouth with more force. I had to obey or risk suffocation and moved my tongue back up towards her nub, swirling around it and pressing my tongue hard against it. Amanda responded with moans and more spasmodic humps of her hips pressing down on my face. I was becoming quite hot and her wetness was spreading over my face as she occasionally rubbed her clit against my nose on the up thrust of her hips. I tried to maintain contact on her clit by moving my head and trying to match her rhythm but it became increasingly difficult as her excitement increased. The next time I managed to get direct contact on her clit I sucked it into my mouth and held it there flicking my tongue over it as I sucked. She went still then although I could feel her knees tensing and squeezing in on my head with increasing pressure before she came in a cry and a further series of spasms. My reward was an increased flow of wetness, which I tried to catch as much of in my mouth. As her shaking subsided she pulled off me, staying astride me she moved back down my body and slumped her head on my chest. "Mmmmm, I needed that." She said dreamily, lightly kissing and biting my chest. She moved her face up to look into my eyes and then bent to kiss me, sucking my tongue into her mouth and then breaking away to kiss and lick her juices from my face. "I want to make you come as hard as you made me." She announced with some determination and she reached back between her legs to where my cock lay trapped against my stomach and slick with my pre-cum. "Let me put this somewhere wet and warm." Amanda said as she took hold of me and lined me up with her waiting channel. She pressed down on me slowly and the tip of my cock parted her lips and inched inside her. I was holding my breath in anticipation but I let out a hiss through gritted teeth as I began to enter her. She was wonderfully tight as she took me inside her and I could still feel her pussy twitching from her previous climax as she sank down on me with a cry of triumph. "Does that feel good?" She asked me. I nodded, "It feels incredible. You're so tight." "What about when I move like this?" Amanda asked and began rolling her hips moving me back out of her pussy until my cock head was about to pop out and then pressing down inviting me back into her juicy depths, the delightful friction of her pussy walls against my cock sending waves of pleasure out through my body. I was lost in the sensations. Tossing my head and groaning. "I can't believe Becky is passing up the opportunity to let this wonderful cock get her pregnant." Amanda moaned as she rode me with an increasing pace. "If you were mine I'd love to let you knock me up." She knew exactly what to say and the effect was too much. The tight squeeze of her pussy and the sexiness of her talk caused my cock to harden and my balls to tingle. "Hi honey I'm home." My eyes shot open and my head whipped round to the sound of a familiar voice. Our motion completely stopped my cock still embedded in Amanda and two thrusts away from exploding as we both registered Becky standing in the doorway, arms folded across her chest. Amanda whipped off me, my cock slapping wetly back down on to my stomach. "Becky, I..." Becky cut her off, "Get out!" Amanda picked up her clothes and moved past Becky through the doorway, "I'll be downstairs. I'm not leaving until you talk to me though." Becky raised her eyebrows at this but said nothing as Amanda left. She moved into the room and moved her eyes over my prone form seeing the handcuffs that still held me to the bed. "Well, it doesn't look like you're going to be making a quick, embarrassed exit does it?" I had to admit I felt pretty ashamed. My face was stinging hot. "Becky, please. I didn't mean for this to happen." "I'm not interested just now. I think you need to lie here for a bit and think of a really interesting excuse because from where I'm standing, ‘I didn't mean for this to happen' just isn't going to cut it." With that she turned around and left the room, shutting the door. I called after her a few times but received no reply so I had to lie there wondering how I had ended up in this ridiculous and powerless situation. I could hear raised voices from downstairs although they were muffled and I couldn't make out what was being said. I thought I could hear crying at some point but then things seemed to grow calmer. Later I thought I heard a shriek and laughter, but then it seemed to grow quieter again. I can't begin to explain how incredibly frustrating it felt not being able to get up from the bed and go downstairs and find out what the hell was going on. I needed to talk to Becky alone for a while and I was sure I could make her understand. I didn't want to lose her over this. It seemed so pointless. I don't know how long I was lying there waiting; it felt like hours but eventually the bedroom door opened and Becky walked in. She looked a little flushed and dishevelled but calm and as she looked into my eyes she did the thing I least expected. She started to laugh, she looked at my lying there naked and cuffed to her bed and really laughed. To make things a little weirder, Amanda then walked in and the infectious hilarity seemed to spread to her. At first it was just confusing but after a while it was a more than a little irritating. "Just what the hell is going on?" I shouted. "What's going on," Amanda replied, "is that you have a very understanding, not to say sexy wife, and we've had a good long chat about things." I looked at Becky again who was still smiling and starting to undress. "Have you been drinking?" This caused Becky to laugh again. "Well I don't think anyone could blame for needing a little shot of something do you?" Becky words sounded a little bit slurred and she had clearly had more than a shot. I looked at Amanda, "What have you done to her?" Amanda put her hands up in mock indignation; "Don't go blaming me. We've just chatted is all and we think we've sorted everything out. If anything, I'm saving your marriage. You love her, she loves you, and everyone lives happily ever after." Becky was stripping off her underwear and Amanda now also began to undress. I had no idea what the hell was going on. Becky, now naked, approached the bed and flicked her hand at my shrivelled cock before laughing again and turning to Amanda, "I think he's going to need some convincing." Amanda smiled back, removing her underwear. She walked over to Becky and placed her hands on Becky's head turning it towards her and kissing her full on the lips. I could see Beck respond and their tongues push into each other mouth as the kiss intensified. The look on my face when they pulled apart must have been quite something because they both laughed again before looking down at my still flaccid cock. "Looks like you might need to convince him some more." Said Amanda who gave Becky a playful slap on the arse before walking to the corner of the room and making herself comfortable on a chair. Becky climbed on to the bed at my feet, climbing on hands and knees up towards my crotch. "We've decided that it's about time you got me in the family way." With that she took hold of my thickening cock still sticky from the earlier fucking and placed it delicately in her mouth. Now I still didn't know what was going on or exactly what I thought about it but as any man will admit a mouth on your cock has a way of reducing things to black and white. Despite my confusion my cock continued to harden in Becky's mouth as she began to suck. Before the sensations carried me off I managed to choke out, "Becky, I'm not sure, you know, if the time is right." I heard Amanda snort with laughter at this. Becky removed her mouth from my cock, using her hand to pump me to aching hardness, "Oh sure, I could wait until you're ready, like I always do. I could wait for you to get me hornier than hell and all too willing to take your come inside me like that night last year. But look where doing things on your terms has got us. Maybe it's time to do things my way, and I say we fuck now." Becky stopped to take my cock back into her mouth, sliding down my shaft, sucking and slurping in an obscene way. She was acting so out of character I seriously began to wonder if she had been drugged or something. Still the eagerness of her efforts had me really turned on. Once she was satisfied that I was hard enough she pulled off my cock and climbed astride me, pulling my cock upright and sinking down on to me in one quick motion. She was soaking wet inside, so wet that my entrance caused a loud squelching sound. I moaned as her wetness washed over me. "Tell him the best bit." Amanda added from her corner of the room where, looking over, I could see she had thrown one leg over the armrest and was leisurely stroking herself with one hand. The other hand spread her pussy lips apart clearly displaying her clit and pink insides as her other hand moved over them. "Those other times" Becky half-moaned as she began to ride me forcing more liquid to cascade down my shaft, spill out and pool in my pubic hair, "weren't right. If you want to get a woman pregnant your best chance is to fuck her halfway through her cycle when she's ovulating. Like I am right now." "Oh god." I let out a groan. I couldn't believe what she was doing to me. The glorious smooth wetness of her had me throbbing and pulsing inside her. My cock eager to complete it's task and fire off into her depths. My brain had been shut down and I was floating on the sensation of Becky's pussy dragging me closer and closer to climax. All the stimulation of the evening had my body desperate to come and I knew it wouldn't take long. "I know you want it. I can feel you getting harder. That tells me you want it." Becky leaned back and began slamming her hips down on me harder and faster. Her face was flushed and covered in a thin sheen of sweat. In the corner of the room I could see Amanda shaking her way through another orgasm, letting out a series of groans and shouts. Becky seemed oblivious, concentrating as she was on getting me off. The tingling tension in my balls began and built and built. I was only half-aware of Amanda as she made her way over to us, stroking Becky's hair as she fucked me. "This is so sexy" she whispered into Becky's ear, "make him come inside you." I felt Amanda's hand as it brushed against the place where Becky's soft pussy and my hard cock met, running her fingers through our mingling juices. I then felt the strange sensation of Amanda's lubricated finger pushing against my arsehole and sliding up into me to rub my prostrate. I let out a huge shout, as the world seemed to condense down to my cock, which swelled impossibly inside Becky before. There were several seconds when I thought my entire body might fly apart from the tension before my cock began several huge contractions and all I was aware off was my come spurting with mighty force up into Becky's waiting fertile womb. Becky felt the contractions and slammed down hard on me so that I was embedded deep within her as the come continued to flow continuously out of me. With the final few spurts a tremendous exhaustion washed over me as the tension drained away. Becky remained on top of me holding me inside her as my drained cock began to shrink. It was Amanda who urged Becky to get off me, telling her that she needed to get her legs elevated in order to keep as much of my come inside her as possible. I watched as Becky lay down on her back, her head next to my feel, whilst Amanda held her legs up, placing a pillow under her to lift her pelvis. "You know, what would really aid conception now is if you had a nice big come. It helps to draw the sperm inside you." Amanda said as, unbelievably, she lowered her head to Becky's pussy and snaked her tongue out towards her clit. Becky responded with increasing enthusiasm and for the next fifteen minutes I watched, still unable to move as Amanda licked and nipped at Becky's clit only breaking off to tell her, "You look so beautiful, I can see his come inside you." I watched the telltale flush appear on Becky's chest as Amanda's ministrations skilfully brought her to a wailing climax, her hands clutching at Amanda's head. For a while afterwards we all lay still but after a while Becky dragged herself up on to her feet and walked across the room to find her gown. I noticed as she crossed the room that unlike previous occasions there appeared to be very little come leaking from her. I was hoping that she would unlock me but instead she helped Amanda up and they both disappeared downstairs again. It was some time later when Becky returned and unlocked me, snuggling up to me and falling into a fitful sleep. I was grateful just to be able to hold her although the events of the evening and my sore wrists prevented me from getting much sleep. The next few weeks were stressful as we set about trying to save our marriage. During this time many things came out that had been hidden including exactly what had happened between Becky and Amanda downstairs that night. However, this was soon overtaken by the news that Becky was pregnant. I don't think that it was until nine months later as we stood in the hospital looking down on our newborn son, tears streaming down both our faces that we knew for sure that we were going to survive. Of course, in order to do that things had to change and how they did is a whole other story.