First Hi if u know me im sorry ive been having so much drama lately and this post is not at all to distract or garner sympathy from the bad mistake i made that i posted on my account right before this but i wanted to post about this other thing with noct just because i am probably gonna take long break or quit idk, so im like posting abt this rn just to like get it all out rn. if u dont know me i made a lot of audios on GWA all deleted now though cus i was overwhelmed.

Anyway I know noct is kinda small and only posts on pillowtalkaudio and YouTube and just started but he has a nice voice and will probably get a bigger following the more he posts. Also i think he got recommended here or on another subreddit. So i just wanted to put out a warning for anyone that goes and talks to him because he told me to kill myself and that im a disgusting person when I didn’t reply to him right away and got angry when I didn’t send him enough nudes or send nudes right away. I try to keep explanation as short as possible but im bad at doing that so bare with me pls

This is his account  

Basically we had short online fling and he was really nice at first and then very very mean to me as I’ll explain. Also he initiated everything and i went along because i liked him and he was nice and it was all good at first.

Here are all the screenshots and i explain them below

Above are screenshots of after he had phone sex with me and for some reason right after he asked me if i had ever sexted anyone else on reddit and I thought he was being playfully jealous so i told him “yes one other guy but they ghosted me and idc abt it anymore.” And then he asked me if i sent nudes to him and how many and within how many days and if my face was in them so i told him, and he asked me if he could see them all and i said “no they r older nudes and i dont like the way i look in them”, and then he immediately hung up and blocked me on discord. (Yes i had esex on discord thats cringey and gross i know) So then i went on reddit and asked him why he did that because i didnt think he was serious and tried to explain a bunch of things and that me sending nudes to this other random guy like a month ago didnt mean i didnt like him and not showing them to him didnt mean i didnt like him etc etc. anyway yes i know i sound pathetic and lame in the screenshots but he was super nice and affectionate to me right before this and i was all emotionally vulnerable right after having phone sex so i like kept trying to reason and explain stuff with him even though he was so mean. Also i guess i was willing to sacrifice my feelings for male attention at that moment and yeah ik thats bad as well. Anyway he told me to kill myself and got so angry with me because i didnt send him those nudes even though i told him i was going to take new ones for him. eventually he told me to add him back on discord so i could explain and then he yelled at me on the phone for like 2 hours and told me if i didnt send him all the nudes i sent this other guy he would cut me off so i did and i sent them to him even though they had my face in them and i didnt like them, and then he got even more mad and said i should have just sent them before. Then he told me he would probably not like me as much in the morning and his feelings for me after this were gone and hung up. Also he said a lot of other mean stuff but im trying to keep short, but i kept talking to him after this still and he kept yelling at me and getting angry at me abt trivial stuff.

And then this is a phone call a little bit later after this of him telling me to kill myself again a bunch because i didnt reply to him right when i woke up and this full phone call is like 2 hours where he just yelled and argued with me, at the end I recorded some of it because i knew what he was saying was wrong and for my own protection but i was also hurt and confused and i felt bad for not replying to him so thats why i sound sad in phone call. I feel like his reasoning for telling me to kms because i didnt reply isnt really reasonable and it hurt me so thats why im posting it

here is the phone call

And the one screenshot from discord is him being mad at me for not sending nudes fast enough and me trying to see if he will apologize for me for telling me to kms but he did not. The most he said on a different occasion was “im sry” and “shut up” which i can include but i didnt think was nessecary sorry this is so long of a explanation

Anyways i hope that is enough like screenshots and stuff to explain him treating me in a very mean way, i can put wayyyy more stuff if its not enough but i wanted to try to keep this short. He eventually dropped me because he asked me for nudes and i didnt send them right away and he thought this meant i didnt like him.

please please dont send him hate or anything because it’s already evident that what he said to me was wrong i think, im just posting this as a warning if any other VAs talk to him or if you listened to his stuff.

Anyway thanks for reading this if you read it again pls don’t send him hate or make this into more drama than it is this is just a warning and that if you dont like what he said to me here then i guess just dont listen to his stuff, i didnt really wanna say anything because i feel really really bad abt doing this publicly and i dont want to hurt him but i feel like i need to post warning.

(Also posting in this subreddit is kinda scary so pls be gentle if u have critisisms abt any of it or want me to try and explain more of what happened. Also im 19 and ive never dealt with stuff like this in public so i just tried my best to deal with this i hope i am doing right thing by reporting him 🥺💗 )