1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:23,420 Your sermon goes on for hours. You preach hellfire and damnation, eternities and infinities. 2 00:00:23,420 --> 00:00:41,840 You are powerful, emotional, evocative. I touch myself frequently throughout your sermon. 3 00:00:41,840 --> 00:00:53,360 I make sure you see it too, and I see you lick your lips as the service comes to an end. 4 00:00:53,360 --> 00:00:59,600 The deacons go about their business selecting new maidens from the flock. 5 00:00:59,600 --> 00:01:07,000 They are young, bright-eyed, and beautiful. They swoon when you touch their heads and 6 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:12,840 are escorted out by the deacons, just like I was. 7 00:01:12,840 --> 00:01:21,560 I follow with a deacon at each elbow, but I move with purpose. 8 00:01:21,560 --> 00:01:31,440 The new maidens are stripped before the sanctum, and the fire reveals their awe. 9 00:01:31,440 --> 00:01:39,280 I disrobe as I walk towards them and toss my things on the crackling brazier. 10 00:01:39,280 --> 00:01:48,160 The deacons give the maidens their black veils. For me, I take the white, and gold cords are 11 00:01:48,160 --> 00:01:56,080 placed around my ankles, wrists, and neck. 12 00:01:56,080 --> 00:02:06,320 I wait before your sanctum, naked and eager, while the new maidens titter behind me. 13 00:02:06,320 --> 00:02:12,440 I feel poised and polished until you open the door. 14 00:02:12,440 --> 00:02:25,440 When I see you, I am undone. You are naked, save for the black marble mask and an erection 15 00:02:25,440 --> 00:02:30,240 that looks like it could crack concrete. 16 00:02:30,240 --> 00:02:41,480 Your cock is so beautiful, so perfect, that I'm tempted to fall to my knees and worship 17 00:02:41,480 --> 00:02:44,640 it now. 18 00:02:44,640 --> 00:02:54,240 You see my gaze, my point of fixation, and you grin. 19 00:02:54,240 --> 00:03:02,320 I hold my arm up, expecting you to take me by the wrist, but you don't. 20 00:03:02,320 --> 00:03:13,880 Instead, you walk around me, inspecting me and the other maidens, like a breeder inspecting 21 00:03:13,880 --> 00:03:18,520 livestock he might purchase. 22 00:03:18,520 --> 00:03:25,200 You linger on the new girls, getting close enough to sniff their hair, check the color 23 00:03:25,200 --> 00:03:34,160 of their eyes, and at one point, you brush your cock across one of their asses, making 24 00:03:34,160 --> 00:03:37,560 them jump. 25 00:03:37,560 --> 00:03:50,240 Finally, you come to me. You stand in front of me, your erection aimed at my abdomen, 26 00:03:50,240 --> 00:03:55,200 and I see your eyes glimmer behind the mask. 27 00:03:55,200 --> 00:04:04,360 You sigh loudly, and you make a show of seizing my wrist. You pull me along the four-poster 28 00:04:04,360 --> 00:04:11,960 bed, and I am smiling despite my frustration. 29 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:17,880 You guide me to the bed where I'm to prostrate myself, and you instruct the maidens to kneel 30 00:04:17,880 --> 00:04:24,080 at the bedside and begin their prayers as before. 31 00:04:24,080 --> 00:04:31,040 Then you crawl over the silk to join me, and you find me laying on my belly, ankles crossed 32 00:04:31,040 --> 00:04:36,600 in the air, like a teenager on the telephone. 33 00:04:36,600 --> 00:04:41,320 I glance over my shoulder, and I watch you. 34 00:04:41,320 --> 00:04:44,360 I'm not smiling. 35 00:04:44,360 --> 00:04:47,440 I'm not coy. 36 00:04:47,440 --> 00:04:51,800 This is not a game to me like it was for her. 37 00:04:51,800 --> 00:04:59,600 She was given something you are withholding, and this is my tiny, rebellious way of demanding 38 00:04:59,600 --> 00:05:09,960 the same thing, the same cruel treatment. 39 00:05:09,960 --> 00:05:17,800 You register my little act of defiance, and you respond with the appropriate paternal 40 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:18,800 instruction. 41 00:05:18,800 --> 00:05:29,600 You scoop me up, lay me across your lap, and you spank me like a petulant child. 42 00:05:29,600 --> 00:05:33,400 Your nights with your brides are special. 43 00:05:33,400 --> 00:05:41,040 You reach into the ancient, the forbidden, and part of that, I'm sure, hinges upon the 44 00:05:41,040 --> 00:05:42,520 pain you inflict. 45 00:05:42,520 --> 00:05:52,520 Thus, I should be given the same pain as she received before we start, or so my logic holds. 46 00:05:52,520 --> 00:06:02,880 However, when you begin to strike me, I realize I might have been too free in my invitation. 47 00:06:02,880 --> 00:06:10,240 You treat me like a child, but you don't spank me like one. 48 00:06:10,240 --> 00:06:16,280 Your hand is calloused and hard, and your arms are corded. 49 00:06:16,280 --> 00:06:22,160 Your first volley makes my ass glow red and brings tears to my eyes. 50 00:06:22,160 --> 00:06:25,640 The next ten drive the breath from me. 51 00:06:25,640 --> 00:06:32,840 I fall fully across your lap, and your erection presses hard into my belly. 52 00:06:32,840 --> 00:06:39,200 I wriggle, I cry, I beg. 53 00:06:39,200 --> 00:06:44,920 I lose count around twenty slaps, so I start counting in my head again, and I quickly lose 54 00:06:44,920 --> 00:06:49,560 track, just like before. 55 00:06:49,560 --> 00:06:57,680 So much time passes, and you are so thorough, and you're beating that my entire backside 56 00:06:57,680 --> 00:07:03,920 is hot, pulsing with pain by the time you're done. 57 00:07:03,920 --> 00:07:12,000 I've soaked the silk sheets in tears, and I left your legs wet, where I wriggled across 58 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:17,720 your lap and my knee. 59 00:07:17,720 --> 00:07:24,320 Just when I'm able to stifle my sobs, you haul me up on my hands and knees, like you 60 00:07:24,320 --> 00:07:32,120 did with her, and I feel the head of your cock resting between my cuntlets. 61 00:07:32,120 --> 00:07:39,040 That's when you ask me, are you ready, child? 62 00:07:39,040 --> 00:07:42,440 I don't trust my voice, so I nod. 63 00:07:42,440 --> 00:07:51,320 I think about how wanton, how shameless the last bride acted when you took her, her screams, 64 00:07:51,320 --> 00:07:52,320 her ecstasy. 65 00:07:52,320 --> 00:08:03,360 I thought it was all a part of her act, but when you enter me, I feel myself stretching 66 00:08:03,360 --> 00:08:12,840 to accommodate you, and I know she wasn't acting. 67 00:08:12,840 --> 00:08:20,880 It isn't the bestial way you move, it isn't the power you wield, or the hardness of your 68 00:08:20,880 --> 00:08:31,240 body, or your cock, it's your Holy Spirit. 69 00:08:31,240 --> 00:08:38,780 You thrust into me with an eagerness that speaks of joy and desperation. 70 00:08:38,780 --> 00:08:47,320 You take me, claim me, as one who is hanging from the cliff of mortality, and I am the 71 00:08:47,320 --> 00:08:54,840 fruit you pluck before you fall. 72 00:08:54,840 --> 00:08:59,280 I've already screamed my voice hoarse during your spanking. 73 00:08:59,280 --> 00:09:07,160 Now my cries of lust are throaty, and I embarrass myself with little yelps as our flesh slaps 74 00:09:07,160 --> 00:09:12,840 together, and I feel your cock filling me. 75 00:09:12,840 --> 00:09:21,200 I clench, and I wriggle, and I instinctively crawl away, but you pull me back. 76 00:09:21,200 --> 00:09:28,440 You always drag me back, like a compass pointing true. 77 00:09:28,440 --> 00:09:39,440 My legs shake, my arms buckle, and you let me fall into the sheets, eyes and mouth wide, 78 00:09:39,440 --> 00:09:47,040 while you hold me by the hips and bury yourself in me. 79 00:09:47,040 --> 00:09:55,360 Then you say the words I've been waiting for all week, the words I've obsessed over since 80 00:09:55,360 --> 00:09:59,120 I saw those shadows. 81 00:09:59,120 --> 00:10:05,440 But I'm so deep in my shameless lust, you have to repeat yourself before my mind can 82 00:10:05,440 --> 00:10:08,880 surface to obey. 83 00:10:08,880 --> 00:10:12,280 The book, you say. 84 00:10:12,280 --> 00:10:15,040 Open it. 85 00:10:15,040 --> 00:10:22,800 I reach for the altar at the foot of the bed, and I peel back the black velvet. 86 00:10:22,800 --> 00:10:30,240 Underneath is a book of simple calfskin binding, uniform yellowed pages. 87 00:10:30,240 --> 00:10:39,840 I open the book to the inside cover, and I moan as I feel you slowing your pace. 88 00:10:39,840 --> 00:10:42,600 You're close to coming. 89 00:10:42,600 --> 00:10:49,240 I can feel you're close, and you're breathing heavier than when you fucked her. 90 00:10:49,240 --> 00:10:58,080 That, more than anything, makes me smile as I look at the ancient pages. 91 00:10:58,080 --> 00:11:03,600 The words are written in neat columns, but they are no language that I recognize. 92 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:11,600 Indeed, I don't know that anyone on Earth could recognize them, but they speak to me, 93 00:11:11,600 --> 00:11:12,600 nonetheless. 94 00:11:12,600 --> 00:11:26,160 As you fuck me, I see a story, creation's oldest story, shaping in my mind, in both 95 00:11:26,160 --> 00:11:37,760 our minds, an interplay of light and dark, a dance of entropy and creation, the coupling 96 00:11:37,760 --> 00:11:42,800 of primal man and first woman. 97 00:11:42,800 --> 00:11:47,320 I see the creation. 98 00:11:47,320 --> 00:12:00,960 I see pregnant eternity, and I feel the friction and the war of power within me right now, 99 00:12:00,960 --> 00:12:09,120 within the pleasure and the seed of your vigorous fucking. 100 00:12:09,120 --> 00:12:17,400 Unlike your last bride, I see the shadows that emerge from you when the candles go dark. 101 00:12:17,400 --> 00:12:25,720 I see the shades of the old god, the ancient one who derives its pleasure through you, 102 00:12:25,720 --> 00:12:43,000 as you take your pleasure from me, and unlike her, I embrace you both, man and darkness. 103 00:12:43,000 --> 00:12:45,040 I moan. 104 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:49,480 I wriggle in the grip of those shadows. 105 00:12:49,480 --> 00:12:53,480 I spread my legs for them. 106 00:12:53,480 --> 00:12:56,240 I welcome them. 107 00:12:56,240 --> 00:13:02,560 I breathe it in, and the void fills my throat. 108 00:13:02,560 --> 00:13:13,760 I open myself, and they enter my every orifice, lifting me high above the bed, weightless 109 00:13:13,760 --> 00:13:22,400 and twitching, as you plunge into me again and again. 110 00:13:22,400 --> 00:13:27,840 I can't breathe, can't think. 111 00:13:27,840 --> 00:13:39,520 I am reduced to a vessel for your greed, and I shudder on the edge of blissful, orgasmic 112 00:13:39,520 --> 00:13:40,520 consciousness. 113 00:13:40,520 --> 00:13:55,680 You caress and squeeze and nibble my flesh, rapacious, and I hear you grunting as you 114 00:13:55,680 --> 00:13:58,320 approach the precipice. 115 00:13:58,320 --> 00:14:13,320 I am soft and warm and floating before you, and you unleash yourself into me, cumming 116 00:14:13,320 --> 00:14:23,520 as I wriggle helpless on your cock, suspended by night, given form, for your pleasure. 117 00:14:23,520 --> 00:14:30,120 And that is when I lose myself. 118 00:14:30,120 --> 00:14:37,160 I cum on the edge of sanity, desperate for air. 119 00:14:37,160 --> 00:14:53,400 I quake and I shiver until I see points of light like stars behind my eyelids, except 120 00:14:53,400 --> 00:14:59,000 the stars never leave my eyes. 121 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:13,000 They dance above the bed, as if my pleasure has summoned the cosmos above your sanctuary. 122 00:15:13,000 --> 00:15:16,880 I wait for the release to end. 123 00:15:16,880 --> 00:15:21,080 I feel your seed filling me. 124 00:15:21,080 --> 00:15:30,960 I feel your body stiffen, and you pull away from me, but the roar in my head only grows 125 00:15:30,960 --> 00:15:31,960 louder. 126 00:15:31,960 --> 00:15:46,480 The shadows around me melt and thicken until I'm cocooned in flickering darkness. 127 00:15:46,480 --> 00:15:53,280 I open my mouth to ask why, why? 128 00:15:53,280 --> 00:16:00,720 I was a good girl, I was much better than she was. 129 00:16:00,720 --> 00:16:13,160 I did everything you asked, I accepted you in the darkness of abandon. 130 00:16:13,160 --> 00:16:23,560 I realize, far too late, that it doesn't matter at all. 131 00:16:23,560 --> 00:16:35,120 My words are swallowed by nothing, I breathe nothing. 132 00:16:35,120 --> 00:16:43,880 I am invaded everywhere by dark nothingness. 133 00:16:43,880 --> 00:16:58,280 The last thing I see before my vision leaves, and my mind flees in existential terror, is 134 00:16:58,280 --> 00:17:12,920 the black marble mask, the elder helm laughing at my folly. 135 00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:20,560 My eyes go white, my limbs shake. 136 00:17:20,560 --> 00:17:40,680 I curl, fetal in the air, until I feel myself fading into nothing. 137 00:17:40,680 --> 00:17:57,920 I feel your body stiffen, and you pull away from me, but the roar in my head only grows 138 00:17:57,920 --> 00:17:58,920 louder. 139 00:17:58,920 --> 00:17:59,920 The shadows around me melt and thicken until I'm cocooned in flickering darkness.