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When I first wake up, I reach out sleepily to find your body next to mine.

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I smile with my eyes closed as I touch the shape of you under the blanket.

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I lean towards you and breathe you in, savoring the natural smell of you without other senses

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clotting the experience.

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I pull the covers back a bit and open my eyes to admire your still sleeping body, turned

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on your side and facing away from me.

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I cherish every morning I get to wake up with you, and this is no exception.

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Today I woke up to you and I smiled.

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I rub your warm, wonderful ass firmly, grabbing a handful just to see if it would wake you

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up.

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I am happy to see it works.

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You stir and groan a bit, blinking sleepily at me as you turn over and mumble good morning.

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Briefly, I wonder if I interrupted a dream with my ever-hungry hands, but I am quickly

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distracted by how much I want to touch you, and I forget to ask.

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It's quiet, and I decide to break the silence, but not the eye contact.

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I ask you how you slept, and we both know the question is a transparent, attempted distraction.

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Your voice in the morning is a delight to my ears, slightly huskier than usual and sweetly

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silly, which suits you.

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As you answer my question, my left hand moves back and forth across your legs, my fingertips

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brushing across the sparse hair there.

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I see the rubber bander on my wrist, leftover from last night's opulent fuckery.

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I look back at you intently until your words trail off and you're staring at me attentively

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like I want.

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You know this look in my eyes by now, and I can tell you're holding your breath, waiting

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for me to do something with you, to do something to you, anything.

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Your impatience to be used is practically palpable.

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I glance away from your face briefly to see that there are goose bumps forming across

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your bare skin now, too.

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Good.

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I ask the question we both want to hear.

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May I hurt you?

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You nod and bite your lower lip hard.

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This lip bite of yours is not the stereotypically cute, flirty reaction one sees so often on

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TV, engineered to portray innocence and arousal.

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You're biting your lip unconsciously because you know my question is also a promise, sealed

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with your consent, to be delivered by my hands.

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I am really going to hurt you, and you want me to do it.

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I wrap the rubber bander on my thumb and forefinger of my right hand now, placing my fingers gently

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on the sensitive skin of your right inner thigh.

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I haven't chosen this location by accident or convenience either.

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I'm going to mark you.

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Mark you as mine.

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Ready?

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I ask as I use my left hand to draw back the band between my fingers.

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The tension increases, and I never take my eyes off you.

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You quickly nod again, like you're scared you'll lose your courage.

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It's possible you will before I'm done with you.

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It's happened before.

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But my goal is always to push you to the edge of the precipice and no further.

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I won't let you drop, I promise.

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You see this reassurance in my eyes, and I see your face soften as you remember that

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you trust me completely.

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And then I snap the band hard, over, and over, and over.

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I am focused entirely on making pretty, crisscross patterns under your now ruffled leg hair.

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Your skin grows redder and waltz up, but I do not stop.

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I love watching you gasp, seeing your pupils dilate each time I pop you, watching them

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shrink again as you struggle to regulate your breathing before the next one.

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This shit stings, and it's sharp, and I know you don't like it, but you love the attention

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I am giving you.

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You are my everything in this moment, and we both know it.

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Stay with me, I say, just above a whisper.

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I slap your thigh as hard as I can across the majority of the raised marks, which makes

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you squeal loudly and bury your face in a pillow.

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Yes, this is the reaction I want.

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One can grow accustomed to pain after a while, and I want you to stay on edge.

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I start alternating, snapping you at the band, and slapping your thigh without rhyme or reason

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so you cannot discern a pattern.

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There is no relaxing into the pain I'm giving you, only experiencing its absence or presence

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as I see fit.

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Moment to moment, I am in complete control.

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Snap, snap, snap, slap.

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You start squirming around on the bed, clearly trying to stay still for me, and fucking failing.

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I find this behavior sensual and alluring.

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You want so badly to be good for me, but what I'm doing to you makes your body betray you.

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You are mortified under my gaze.

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Watching these conflicting reactions makes me want to rip you to tiny pieces.

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May I bite you, I ask?

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Yes, please, you whisper, and I waste no time going straight for the tasty flesh of your

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right shoulder.

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You gasp and hiss in my right ear as I bruise you and pinch you with my teeth, truly not

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caring to restrain myself in this moment.

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This is what I want from you.

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You're giving me permission to tear into you, ravage you on the outside.

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You know you're safe on the inside, that I will always care for you afterwards.

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I force myself to stop biting you and shake my head, drunk off the taste of you.

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I try to gather enough of my focus to speak to you, to bring us together again.

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Your skin feels good between my teeth.

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I say in a voice halfway between a hiss and a purr.

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You're beginning to sweat, and you look genuinely scared now.

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I can see that your shoulder is already bruising from the attention my mouth just paid to it.

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It's time to tend to your left side, lover.

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I stare at the expanse of your as-yet unmarked left thigh, and almost instantly, I am again

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unable to think straight.

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I want to hurt you, very much, but I should be gentle, but I really, really don't want

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to be.

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My hunger for you wins over what little rationality I have left.

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But warning, I lean over and begin biting you over and over, up and down your unpunished

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left thigh.

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You writhe against the sheets, and I quickly put one hand on your left knee and the other

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on your right hip, pinning your lower half to the bed.

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You aren't going anywhere, my love.

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I bite you again and again.

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I'm sure you look incredible right now, better than you have since I started playing with

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you, but I can't stop to look just yet.

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Instead, I rend your flesh repeatedly, biting you, licking you, pulling your broken, tender

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skin and sweat and a little bit of hair into my mouth.

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You taste so fucking good, and I am finally able to slake my thirst for you, for now.

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I slowly, slowly cease using my teeth.

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I come back to myself and hear you moaning.

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I sit up straighter and finally take a good look at you.

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Oh, I was right.

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You look transcendent, with pain and fear, pleasure and anticipation.

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That's how I like you.

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Once you meet my eyes, I begin slapping this thigh mercilessly as well.

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Once, twice, three, four, five.

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I don't know how many times I hit you, because I am completely enamored with your reactive

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moans and cries, but now, now you've stopped struggling and you've gone mostly limp, only

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occasionally twitching under my palms as I hurt you.

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I loosen my grip and run my hands across your skin, tangling the fingers of my left hand

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in your pubic hair.

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That hand is not quite touching your genitals, but instead letting its weight reassure you

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and excite you, knowing I could and probably will soon.

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I begin biting you again, and I can feel you begin to tense up, but this is softer and

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gentler than before, a lovely decrescendo to the intense symphony of pain I just performed

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on your poor, perfect body.

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I stroke my right hand lightly over your belly and hips as I nibble at you, stopping finally

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to splay my fingers across your quivering belly reassuringly.

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I hear your ragged breathing begin to grow more steady as I realize I have finally stopped

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using my teeth on you.

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I can see it's taking a moment for your mind to catch up.

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I have no problem drinking you in as I wait somewhat patiently.

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I sigh deeply, your body's involuntary reaction to a sudden and unexpected loss of sensation.

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Pain has been your entire existence since you awoke, and I know you already miss it.

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Instead, I decide to introduce you to pleasure now.

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I kiss across the marks I've made on both your thighs.

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You look indescribably sexy, your skin blushing in fetching shades of red, blue, and purple

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in the morning light.

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I lick and suck at you, tasting the hot pulse of your pain as it travels past my greedy

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lips and onto my eager tongue.

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We are both calmer now, beginning to breathe steadily and in unison.

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Without looking up, I ask the next question, even though I know the answer.

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Are you more...lover?