hi so some day in the end of December I think in the last week I don't recall right now is my cake day on reddit so and the reason I'm saying this is because for the past few years I've used this last audio of the year to thank the GWA community and all the people that well listen to stuff I do but mostly post this stuff they do here you know post comments, scripts, audios you know well I'm a bit late this year I was I was kind of sick and my my throat was a bit bad so I couldn't do it but I'm here now and I'm here to do it again because I really like to take this moment for this this place changed my life really it made me it's odd because it started with porn you know so just like self-pleasure and stuff and well maybe not that odd it was kind of like time for me but whatever I'm I'm going off topic the thing is that it made me took more time to think about what I want what I like and mostly and especially to think about how I recall a lot how it's good to make stuff just because you want to do to make stuff just because you want to be you know better than that not because I have to be because I have to beat someone because I have to be the better but just because it's nice just because I want to make people feel the way I feel when I'm listening to an audio you know and I was listening to my first audios again and I think I came far like I've improved a lot in a lot of things but in this year I'm not satisfied with all the stuff that I made I think some of stuff I made was kind of like a shed could be better could be more detailed you know I could I could take more time to worry about background and choosing better sound effects or making better sound effects that kind of stuff but very complicated year I started out moving out of place where theoretically I would have more time to do this more space to do this now I'm back to where I was before where barely can record have to wait until the stars align some shit like that so I can have some free time to do this it's kind of stressful I hope this year is better I hope again I can dedicate again in this community some of you guys may notice of accepting donations and that I have a membership program now but I'm not talking about dedicating to this because of this stuff no I'm not thinking about dedicating to the community like improving and learning like learning how to act better on scripts you know how to do a better role play because not useful just here for me right I'm getting into this stuff in real life too but I wanted that I want to improve in role play I want to be better at editing sounds at making sound effects and especially at using my voice to make people feel I don't know feel aroused like this because it's something that fascinates me I can feel so much thing just by listening to someone and I want to I want to take a hold on this and be a pro on this just because I can so if I have any stakes for this year is that I wanted to dedicate more more of my time to this voice to GWA, Reddit, doing all these I've been thinking about not doing exclusively graphic ones and then thinking about doing other kinds I will never stop doing this doing erotic ones because it's so fun it's so fun I don't know if you dare listen to this if you do this but if you don't I don't know try once because it's so good to record and to be like I'm right now just be thinking about how everyone's going to listen to this how it feels to open the notification on your phone and see that someone left a comment that you have some some upvotes that someone sends you in the inbox. Guys I know sometimes it takes me a while to enter the inbox it's because really I'm in a hurry I'm having a lot of stuff up going on but you guys know I always answer always always you just take a while but always answer because it gives me thrill when I receive messages like this and someone said I can't I don't say I came to your audio to wanna see how it got me hard I'm kind of blushing right now but it's really nice I really like it makes me feel really good and fuck thumbing is so good I think I'm getting way better at thumbing outside this because I'm talking to you guys because I'm doing this audio and I'm doing this role plays and I keep imagining the scenarios in my mind fuck I think I'm getting off track again I don't recall what I was talking the first place I was just I don't know just a ramble right it's just rambling that makes me feel so good to do this this is what I want I don't want to do this with an obligation don't do this for money I just want to do it I want to get better at I want to make everyone come with my voice you know want to make good scenarios good stories and another they can be immersive please I would appreciate some honest feedback I know it's nice to compliment to boost self-esteem and I appreciate those kind of feedbacks too but if you have anything that you know this you know seeing you're listening picking up the vibe please let me know because I really want to improve okay I know I can do better than I'm doing right now there's a lot of circumstances that I don't think it came to the I don't think it's relevant to talk about them but there's a lot of things happening and sometimes it's a bit hard but I'll always be here and I'll always be posting in the take a while see usually just cuz cuz I'm a mess but I'll be here with you and I hope to see you here too so I'm getting work it up if you guys want to join this cord or any other this stuff just go to my page no I'm trying to do like a more direct contact through discord like community and stuff so I can get better feedback and do stuff that everyone will enjoy outside that I will always do stuff that I want seeing what you guys want is just a guide but you know that I am always in control and today after all this chat touch myself to the video that I love the most this year that I watch it over and over and over again and I'll be picturing that you're here with me watching and if you're bad if you need yourself enough I might let you come in me what do you think okay the videos are here since I can post links on reddit if you guys want to watch what this is check out my Twitter probably posting the links there I have three videos in front of me I don't know if I'm gonna watch all of them or more but I will update you guys for a moment I was thinking I would be recording the first one of this one is a deep throat the reason because I love it it's cuz when the guy comes you can see him pumping his cock moving twitching and he's coming pumped inside her mouth I also like the way she moves her lips and tongue on the tip of the cock when I'm sucking your cock I'm having a hard time talking seems like I get a bit down but I'm horny I was saying that when I'm sucking cock I like to suck it like this they collect the tip a bit fill my lips on the head and then just gag and gag and spread my saliva all over it and I really enjoy when my partner just holds my head and pump all his calm and tight my breath all of it mmm just jump the video to this part if you want to see it because it makes it feel really good mmm mmm mmm let me watch the second one mmm mmm okay I just lost the track for a while sorry I was looking for something very specific I think I found what I want to come for I'm really really close right now I was going to spend some time in a couple more videos you know how these things go it's just like it's never as planned I was going to see a lot of things but I start thinking about someone came in and my asshole and now I can think only about that and I'm really close to come I'm just looking for a good video about a guy stealing some girls ass with a lot of hot milk and I'm gonna come for that yeah just give me a moment I'll find it a lot of faker mmm that looks so good I mean I would love that guy making this water come on me like this but okay regular amounts of county this one and I finish where they can hold it anymore I'm already jumping to the end one guy fucking girl dress it was a schoolgirl I want so bad to wear stockings to wear socks and a skirt like this and I have someone loving my ass and fucking my asshole like this can you please fuck my asshole like this fuck I can't get fucking ideas like this yeah yeah yeah no red if they come if they came inside it's okay I'm gonna come back a bit and watch him hold her by the way but I have to be quiet I'm gonna come I'm gonna come I'm gonna come it's been a while since I felt like this that was awesome awesome awesome I think I said everything I was thinking about saying if not I'll figure out a way of recording another thing and saying it in the future I know I'm just gonna enjoy this feeling think about all the love and affection I received from you that makes me happy how that makes me horny how that makes me better I think after all I'm really a schoolgirl again thank you all for everything I love being here I love recording bye