Babe? Babe? Are you awake? Babe! Hi. Sorry did I wake you? I was just wondering if you
were asleep. Well, since you're already up, I can't sleep. Do you mind if I, you know,
kept busy? How? Well, I can think of a few ways I could read a book or play on my phone,
but since you're already awake, I could also, I don't know, suck your dick. I thought you
might like that idea. Here, let's go to the middle so I have some space. Now let me just
lay down the, here, the, I can't, I can't get the string on your PJs. Can you help me
untie the knot? I, I bit my nails off. Yeah, just stress. Nothing, nothing new. Aha, thank
you. There it is. Looks like you're already a little hard, having nice strings. Oh God,
I shouldn't have asked.
Hey. What do you have here? Never mind.
Mmmmm.
Oh
Do you ever think about what we're doing here
No, no, not you and me. I mean like all of it like
What's the purpose of existence?
Yeah, like, oh are we
Born to just die and
How can anything we do matter when
compared to the grand scale of the universe, right?
Sorry, just something I was thinking about
Like I
Know it's kind of cliche to get anxious about the meaning of life, but sometimes I I
wonder too like
Are we?
All to focus on putting meaning on the meaningless
Ah
No one asks the salamander what the meaning of their life is like sure
I have like an ecological news. Uh-huh
I
Wonder sometimes like
Where the boundaries are where do I stop and where does this bed begin?
Aren't we all made of the same fundamental components, huh?
What just becomes protons are
Bonded with these neutrons, but not those electrons. You and I are totally
different
Or
Are just too small to see the boundaries like what what if we're all just extensions of the universe?
Finger puppets it puts on to to pretend to be individuals devoid of any ability to control our own lives moving on
Predestined paths. I
Guess this is why people turn to a higher power, but
even that is just
Naming a name to your invisible puppet master like what kind of God or whatever gives us enough sentience to understand our own mortality
But not enough sentience to understand its purpose
Yeah
God
Just sitting up there on his golden throne saying hey guys
Climate change is coming and it's slowly gonna kill you all and destroy your lives as you know it and the people most effective
and the people most affected by it are
the ones least responsible for it have fun with that like I
Don't sound very benevolent
And if it's like
part of some grand design
Huh? Why keep it from us an architect doesn't hide the plans from the construction workers like
But but
We should call
But only logic without compassion or how how do you compete with that?
Oh
Sorry, sorry
It's also like what do we leave behind when we die for for most of us?
the only thing we leave are what a
reputation of a family maybe but that's all gone in a blink compared to the expansive
infinity of the universe like
mmm
It just feels like
You get flattened out, you know
All nuances to the peers and you either become a saint or a devil
Intentions don't matter. Oh
But maybe intentions never matter maybe they're just words we tell ourselves to justify selfish
Actions, huh?
Mmm, I
Can the ends justify the needs if there's no end if the universe keeps going onward forever like oh
Oh, oh, I don't know that's just what I've been thinking about. Oh
Oh
Come on right here right here come on my face right here. Oh
Oh, oh fuck yeah, that's it give it all to me
Hey, what's wrong you look kind of bummed? Was it something I said?
