Babe? Babe? Are you awake? Babe! Hi. Sorry did I wake you? I was just wondering if you
were asleep. Well, since you're already up, I can't sleep. Do you mind if I, you know,
kept busy? How? Well, I can think of a few ways I could read a book or play on my phone
but since you're already awake I could also, I don't know, suck your dick. I thought you
might like that idea. Here, let's go to the middle so I have some space. Now let me just
lay down the, here, the, I can't, I can't get the string on your PJs. Can you help me
untie the knot? I, I bit my nails off. Yeah, just stress. Nothing, nothing new. Aha, thank
you. There it is. Looks like you're already a little hard, having nice strings. Oh god,
I shouldn't have asked.
Hey. What do you have here? Never mind.
Oh, okay, thank you.
do you ever think about what we're doing here no no not you and me I mean like all of it
what's the purpose of existence yeah like are we born to just die and how can anything we do
matter when compared to the grand scale of universe right oh sorry just something I was
thinking about like I know it's kind of cliche to get anxious about the meaning of life but
sometimes I wonder too like are we all too focused on putting meaning on the meaningless because no
one asks the salamander what the meaning of their life is like sure they have like an ecological
use uh-huh that's like it's not the same as having a meaning you know I just
I wonder sometimes like where the boundaries are where do I stop and where does this bad begin
aren't we all made of the same fundamental components
uh-huh so like what just becomes protons are bonded with these neutrons but not those
electrons you and I are totally different or are just too small to see the boundaries like
what what if we're all just extensions of the universe uh-huh finger puppets it puts on to
to pretend to be individuals devoid of any ability to control our own lives moving on predestined
paths I guess this is why people turn to a higher power but even that is just naming a name to your
invisible puppet master like what kind of god or whatever gives us enough sentience to understand
our own mortality but not enough sentience to understand its purpose yeah
just sitting up there on his golden throne saying hey guys climate change is coming and it's slowly
gonna kill you all and destroy your lives as you know it and the people most affected by it
are the ones least responsible for it have fun with that like I don't sound very benevolent
uh and if it's like some part of some grand design huh why keep it from us an architect
doesn't hide the plans from the construction workers like uh uh but but they all hate it
it was called only logic without compression or how how do we compete with that at all
sorry sorry it's also like what do we leave behind when we die for for most of us the only
thing we leave are what a reputation of a family maybe but that's all gone in a blink compared to
the expansive infinity of the universe like it just feels like uh you get flattened out you know
nuances just appears and you either become a saint or a devil intentions don't matter
but maybe intentions never matter maybe they're just words we tell ourselves to justify selfish
accents like how can the ends justify the means if there's no end if the universe keeps going
onward forever like uh uh uh i don't know that's just what i've been thinking about
um
Yeah
Okay
Oh, hey, come on right here right here come on my face right here. Oh
Fuck yeah, that's it. Give it all to me
Mm-hmm. Oh yummy. Uh-huh. Did you like that? Hey, what's wrong? You look kind of bummed
Was it something I said?