1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:14,320 Babe? Babe? Are you awake? Babe! Hi. Sorry did I wake you? I was just wondering if you 2 00:00:14,320 --> 00:00:25,560 were asleep. Well, since you're already up, I can't sleep. Do you mind if I, you know, 3 00:00:25,560 --> 00:00:37,040 kept busy? How? Well, I can think of a few ways I could read a book or play on my phone 4 00:00:37,040 --> 00:00:46,480 but since you're already awake I could also, I don't know, suck your dick. I thought you 5 00:00:46,480 --> 00:00:53,200 might like that idea. Here, let's go to the middle so I have some space. Now let me just 6 00:00:53,200 --> 00:01:03,920 lay down the, here, the, I can't, I can't get the string on your PJs. Can you help me 7 00:01:03,920 --> 00:01:16,880 untie the knot? I, I bit my nails off. Yeah, just stress. Nothing, nothing new. Aha, thank 8 00:01:16,880 --> 00:01:28,800 you. There it is. Looks like you're already a little hard, having nice strings. Oh god, 9 00:01:28,800 --> 00:01:51,240 I shouldn't have asked. 10 00:01:51,240 --> 00:02:10,680 Hey. What do you have here? Never mind. 11 00:02:10,680 --> 00:02:35,020 Oh, okay, thank you. 12 00:02:35,020 --> 00:02:59,740 do you ever think about what we're doing here no no not you and me I mean like all of it 13 00:02:59,740 --> 00:03:18,700 what's the purpose of existence yeah like are we born to just die and how can anything we do 14 00:03:18,700 --> 00:03:37,100 matter when compared to the grand scale of universe right oh sorry just something I was 15 00:03:37,100 --> 00:03:49,500 thinking about like I know it's kind of cliche to get anxious about the meaning of life but 16 00:03:49,500 --> 00:04:12,940 sometimes I wonder too like are we all too focused on putting meaning on the meaningless because no 17 00:04:12,940 --> 00:04:20,060 one asks the salamander what the meaning of their life is like sure they have like an ecological 18 00:04:20,060 --> 00:04:47,180 use uh-huh that's like it's not the same as having a meaning you know I just 19 00:04:47,180 --> 00:04:57,260 I wonder sometimes like where the boundaries are where do I stop and where does this bad begin 20 00:05:00,940 --> 00:05:04,460 aren't we all made of the same fundamental components 21 00:05:04,460 --> 00:05:17,580 uh-huh so like what just becomes protons are bonded with these neutrons but not those 22 00:05:17,580 --> 00:05:30,140 electrons you and I are totally different or are just too small to see the boundaries like 23 00:05:30,140 --> 00:05:39,580 what what if we're all just extensions of the universe uh-huh finger puppets it puts on to 24 00:05:39,580 --> 00:05:46,300 to pretend to be individuals devoid of any ability to control our own lives moving on predestined 25 00:05:46,300 --> 00:06:03,020 paths I guess this is why people turn to a higher power but even that is just naming a name to your 26 00:06:03,020 --> 00:06:09,740 invisible puppet master like what kind of god or whatever gives us enough sentience to understand 27 00:06:09,740 --> 00:06:18,060 our own mortality but not enough sentience to understand its purpose yeah 28 00:06:28,060 --> 00:06:35,020 just sitting up there on his golden throne saying hey guys climate change is coming and it's slowly 29 00:06:35,020 --> 00:06:40,460 gonna kill you all and destroy your lives as you know it and the people most affected by it 30 00:06:41,740 --> 00:06:49,580 are the ones least responsible for it have fun with that like I don't sound very benevolent 31 00:06:49,580 --> 00:07:05,740 uh and if it's like some part of some grand design huh why keep it from us an architect 32 00:07:05,740 --> 00:07:11,420 doesn't hide the plans from the construction workers like uh uh but but they all hate it 33 00:07:11,420 --> 00:07:21,660 it was called only logic without compression or how how do we compete with that at all 34 00:07:31,020 --> 00:07:37,260 sorry sorry it's also like what do we leave behind when we die for for most of us the only 35 00:07:37,260 --> 00:07:47,020 thing we leave are what a reputation of a family maybe but that's all gone in a blink compared to 36 00:07:47,020 --> 00:08:08,060 the expansive infinity of the universe like it just feels like uh you get flattened out you know 37 00:08:08,060 --> 00:08:17,580 nuances just appears and you either become a saint or a devil intentions don't matter 38 00:08:24,940 --> 00:08:30,940 but maybe intentions never matter maybe they're just words we tell ourselves to justify selfish 39 00:08:30,940 --> 00:08:46,380 accents like how can the ends justify the means if there's no end if the universe keeps going 40 00:08:46,380 --> 00:09:01,420 onward forever like uh uh uh i don't know that's just what i've been thinking about 41 00:09:01,420 --> 00:09:10,780 um 42 00:09:10,780 --> 00:09:12,780 Yeah 43 00:09:36,380 --> 00:09:38,380 Okay 44 00:09:38,380 --> 00:09:42,500 Oh, hey, come on right here right here come on my face right here. Oh 45 00:09:45,140 --> 00:09:48,180 Fuck yeah, that's it. Give it all to me 46 00:09:48,180 --> 00:10:02,660 Mm-hmm. Oh yummy. Uh-huh. Did you like that? Hey, what's wrong? You look kind of bummed 47 00:10:02,660 --> 00:10:17,660 Was it something I said?