1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:14,320 Babe? Babe? Are you awake? Babe! Hi. Sorry did I wake you? I was just wondering if you 2 00:00:14,320 --> 00:00:25,560 were asleep. Well, since you're already up, I can't sleep. Do you mind if I, you know, 3 00:00:25,560 --> 00:00:37,120 kept busy? How? Well, I can think of a few ways I could read a book or play on my phone, 4 00:00:37,120 --> 00:00:46,440 but since you're already awake, I could also, I don't know, suck your dick. I thought you 5 00:00:46,440 --> 00:00:53,080 might like that idea. Here, let's go to the middle so I have some space. Now let me just 6 00:00:53,080 --> 00:01:03,920 lay down the, here, the, I can't, I can't get the string on your PJs. Can you help me 7 00:01:03,920 --> 00:01:16,960 untie the knot? I, I bit my nails off. Yeah, just stress. Nothing, nothing new. Aha, thank 8 00:01:16,960 --> 00:01:28,800 you. There it is. Looks like you're already a little hard, having nice strings. Oh God, 9 00:01:28,800 --> 00:01:51,240 I shouldn't have asked. 10 00:01:51,240 --> 00:02:11,080 Hey. What do you have here? Never mind. 11 00:02:11,080 --> 00:02:25,560 Mmmmm. 12 00:02:25,560 --> 00:02:27,560 Oh 13 00:02:49,280 --> 00:02:51,560 Do you ever think about what we're doing here 14 00:02:51,560 --> 00:02:58,360 No, no, not you and me. I mean like all of it like 15 00:03:00,760 --> 00:03:02,760 What's the purpose of existence? 16 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:11,440 Yeah, like, oh are we 17 00:03:13,200 --> 00:03:15,200 Born to just die and 18 00:03:17,200 --> 00:03:19,900 How can anything we do matter when 19 00:03:19,900 --> 00:03:24,220 compared to the grand scale of the universe, right? 20 00:03:34,340 --> 00:03:37,780 Sorry, just something I was thinking about 21 00:03:42,820 --> 00:03:44,580 Like I 22 00:03:44,580 --> 00:03:51,700 Know it's kind of cliche to get anxious about the meaning of life, but sometimes I I 23 00:03:52,260 --> 00:03:53,820 wonder too like 24 00:03:53,820 --> 00:03:55,820 Are we? 25 00:03:56,260 --> 00:04:00,700 All to focus on putting meaning on the meaningless 26 00:04:00,700 --> 00:04:02,700 Ah 27 00:04:12,460 --> 00:04:17,500 No one asks the salamander what the meaning of their life is like sure 28 00:04:17,500 --> 00:04:22,900 I have like an ecological news. Uh-huh 29 00:04:22,900 --> 00:04:49,140 I 30 00:04:49,300 --> 00:04:51,300 Wonder sometimes like 31 00:04:51,300 --> 00:04:57,300 Where the boundaries are where do I stop and where does this bed begin? 32 00:05:00,740 --> 00:05:05,900 Aren't we all made of the same fundamental components, huh? 33 00:05:11,980 --> 00:05:14,180 What just becomes protons are 34 00:05:14,820 --> 00:05:19,940 Bonded with these neutrons, but not those electrons. You and I are totally 35 00:05:19,940 --> 00:05:21,940 different 36 00:05:24,900 --> 00:05:26,500 Or 37 00:05:26,500 --> 00:05:34,740 Are just too small to see the boundaries like what what if we're all just extensions of the universe? 38 00:05:37,500 --> 00:05:44,660 Finger puppets it puts on to to pretend to be individuals devoid of any ability to control our own lives moving on 39 00:05:44,660 --> 00:05:52,660 Predestined paths. I 40 00:05:55,620 --> 00:05:58,420 Guess this is why people turn to a higher power, but 41 00:05:59,620 --> 00:06:01,300 even that is just 42 00:06:01,300 --> 00:06:10,060 Naming a name to your invisible puppet master like what kind of God or whatever gives us enough sentience to understand our own mortality 43 00:06:10,060 --> 00:06:13,260 But not enough sentience to understand its purpose 44 00:06:15,340 --> 00:06:17,340 Yeah 45 00:06:24,060 --> 00:06:26,060 God 46 00:06:26,060 --> 00:06:29,740 Just sitting up there on his golden throne saying hey guys 47 00:06:30,300 --> 00:06:38,140 Climate change is coming and it's slowly gonna kill you all and destroy your lives as you know it and the people most effective 48 00:06:38,140 --> 00:06:40,780 and the people most affected by it are 49 00:06:41,900 --> 00:06:46,260 the ones least responsible for it have fun with that like I 50 00:06:47,740 --> 00:06:49,740 Don't sound very benevolent 51 00:06:58,780 --> 00:07:00,700 And if it's like 52 00:07:00,700 --> 00:07:02,700 part of some grand design 53 00:07:02,700 --> 00:07:08,240 Huh? Why keep it from us an architect doesn't hide the plans from the construction workers like 54 00:07:09,540 --> 00:07:11,540 But but 55 00:07:12,380 --> 00:07:14,380 We should call 56 00:07:14,900 --> 00:07:21,260 But only logic without compassion or how how do you compete with that? 57 00:07:21,260 --> 00:07:23,260 Oh 58 00:07:30,900 --> 00:07:32,380 Sorry, sorry 59 00:07:32,380 --> 00:07:37,020 It's also like what do we leave behind when we die for for most of us? 60 00:07:37,020 --> 00:07:39,260 the only thing we leave are what a 61 00:07:40,500 --> 00:07:47,740 reputation of a family maybe but that's all gone in a blink compared to the expansive 62 00:07:48,140 --> 00:07:50,140 infinity of the universe like 63 00:07:50,140 --> 00:07:52,140 mmm 64 00:08:00,900 --> 00:08:02,900 It just feels like 65 00:08:03,700 --> 00:08:05,700 You get flattened out, you know 66 00:08:07,540 --> 00:08:12,540 All nuances to the peers and you either become a saint or a devil 67 00:08:12,540 --> 00:08:18,540 Intentions don't matter. Oh 68 00:08:24,660 --> 00:08:30,860 But maybe intentions never matter maybe they're just words we tell ourselves to justify selfish 69 00:08:30,860 --> 00:08:32,860 Actions, huh? 70 00:08:40,220 --> 00:08:41,900 Mmm, I 71 00:08:41,900 --> 00:08:47,980 Can the ends justify the needs if there's no end if the universe keeps going onward forever like oh 72 00:08:47,980 --> 00:08:57,860 Oh, oh, I don't know that's just what I've been thinking about. Oh 73 00:09:17,980 --> 00:09:19,980 Oh 74 00:09:38,940 --> 00:09:42,500 Come on right here right here come on my face right here. Oh 75 00:09:42,500 --> 00:09:48,180 Oh, oh fuck yeah, that's it give it all to me 76 00:09:48,180 --> 00:10:05,820 Hey, what's wrong you look kind of bummed? Was it something I said?