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Yeah, it was a crazy class, one Ingmar Bergman movie a week for six weeks while we contemplated

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what Bergman meant by the silence of God, which okay, fine, but I didn't realize it

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was a co-class between film and religious departments, and for me that's a very simple

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answer.

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God is silent because he isn't, you know, real.

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And man, 16 Bergman movies in four months is a lot of depression and Swedish Calvinism

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to handle.

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The class should have come with a prescription of Zoloft.

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Yikes.

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Ah, sorry, I did not know you've been on Zoloft for a while.

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Huh, so that explains why you haven't been drinking.

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Yeah, I know alcohol and antidepressants don't really mix.

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I'm sorry, I really didn't mean anything by it.

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I can tell you that if you've got anxiety and depression, I would have never known about

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it.

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I've been talking for hours now and I had absolutely no idea.

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So yeah, whatever you're on seems to be working for you.

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I've been putting my foot in it a lot lately.

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Oh my God, I forgot to tell you.

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So the other film class I took was on Canadian cinema, which I took because Kronberg's Videodrome

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was on the list and I was like, yeah, man, watch James Wood try and have sex with the

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television for credit, sign me up.

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But it turns out I liked most of the movies for the course, and most of which I hadn't

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really ever heard of before.

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So one of them was this Quebec movie called The Decline of the American Empire.

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You know it.

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Of course you know it.

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I forgot you've seen like every movie ever made.

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Anyway, I really liked it.

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And there's this tremendous scene where one of the characters, a history professor, talks

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about his best sexual experience, getting a hand job from a lady mistoose while she

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told him why the year 1000 AD was her favorite year from a historical perspective.

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So he was being both mentally and physically stimulated at the same time.

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Yeah, pretty hot.

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Agreed.

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Apparently we're in a minority, though, because when I went out with a bunch of the girls

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after the class afterwards, they were pretty scandalized by it.

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I didn't pick it up at first, though.

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And one of them asked, Can you believe that story the history professor told?

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I piped up and said, believe it.

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I wish I was the one giving him the hand job.

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So yeah, go ahead and laugh.

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It's funny.

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I'm an idiot.

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The girls looked at me like I was an alien, and I made just some excuse to slink away.

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It was so embarrassing.

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You don't think I'm an idiot?

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Oh, thank you.

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I don't really either.

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It's just a nervous reflex, you know, self-deprecating as the defense mechanism.

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I know.

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I'm more than a pretty face with a smoking pot.

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See another joke.

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What do you mean?

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Why am I nervous?

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Do you really not know?

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Look, I'd rather not talk about this in the middle of the party.

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Let's get some fresh air on the balcony.

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Doesn't look like there's anybody out there.

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Okay, look, I haven't seen you for a while.

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At least not since high school.

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And I know we were friendly.

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But we were never super close, but tonight I remembered how much I really liked talking

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to you.

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You're smart and funny, and you clearly have ridiculous taste in movies.

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And I haven't been able to really nerd out like that with somebody else at uni.

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But can I ask you a question?

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I promise I don't mean anything nasty bad or anything.

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And I know that university is the time for people to experiment and find themselves.

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So okay, spit it out.

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Are you gay?

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Okay, don't look shocked.

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I'm fine with it if you are.

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I'm fine.

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I'm just really curious because I'm just curious.

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You're not gay.

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Okay.

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No, it's nothing.

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I mean, if you're not gay, then I guess you're just not into me personally.

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That's okay, too.

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I just feel dumb because I've been like flirting like mad for the past two hours, and I'm pretty

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good at it.

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But you haven't really responded, so I thought, well, maybe he's gay.

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But you're not.

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So I guess I'm just not your type, which is fine.

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I am your type.

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You think I'm hot?

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Then why the fuck have you not looked at my tits?

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I almost threw my back out trying to show them to you while we were talking.

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I mean, I've been throwing crazy body language at you since you walked in the door.

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What the hell, man?

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You liked me.

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Why didn't you like make a move so I didn't feel like a dumbass?

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Wait, it's the anxiety, isn't it?

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Shit, of course.

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It all makes sense.

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I remember talking with one of your ex-girlfriends in high school about how she had to make the

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first move on you.

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Well, okay, then.

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Let me take the shirt off.

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There.

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I am now showing you my tits because I know you wanted to look at them.

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I want you to touch them.

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Really?

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I want you to suck on them.

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I've been wanting that for a while.

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Yeah, since before tonight.

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The reason I now even came to this dumb party is because I heard you'd be here.

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So take my hand.

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We're gonna have to find a more private place so I can show you exactly how much I want

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you.

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Even you'll be able to figure it out.

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Don't worry.

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I still live just down the street from here and I know there's just a little alcove behind

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here.

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Perfectly private.

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If only I had somebody here that really wanted to ravage me.

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Somebody who would start by grabbing the hair in the back of my head and pulling and exposing

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my neck.

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Yeah, just like that.

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That feels really nice.

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Somebody can also use his other hand to squeeze my nipples.

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Yeah, that's something I would definitely want to do.

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Just like that.

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And this person would probably be pretty turned on by now.

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They might even feel the need to grab me by the wrist and pin me against the wall.

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Like I so desperately want them to.

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Yeah, I might even want to struggle a bit as you.

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I mean, this person kisses me.

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Sorry, let me catch my breath there.

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As I was saying, as they kiss me deeply.

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And then they work the way down my chest, kissing the tops of my breath.

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Oh yeah, like you're doing right now.

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I might even stretch out to let him, them, you, suck my nipples.

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Yeah, like that, please, pinch them, suck them.

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Yeah, I want you.

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I want you to put your hand between my legs right now, please, feel me, oh, feel that.

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I am soaking fucking wet because I want you that much.

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You could have me right now.

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Go ahead.

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Oh, oh, oh God, I want you to rub my clit, yeah, please, oh, more, yeah.

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Jesus, please, let them inside me, oh, finger fuck me right now, oh my God, I feel so fucking

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good.

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Oh, Jesus, why the fuck are your pants still on?

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Oh, let me take them off, give me your hand, the one fucking me, sliding between my lips

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and clit, that one, I want to taste myself before I taste you.

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They taste good, you'll find out, but I want to taste you first, lean against this wall,

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good.

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I like the way you stand at attention, especially with cocky yours.

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Oh, yes, I'm rubbing it, and yes, I'm feeling, I'm put my mouth very close to it, close enough

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to see you're getting a little wet yourself, oh, oh, I want more, oh, a lot more, oh, oh,

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oh, oh, oh, oh, Elisha, you feel my mouth so good, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,

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I don't want you to film my c**t next, if I can just stop sucking your c**t, okay Jesus

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Christ, f**k me now, right this instant, I'm getting swole right now, please f**k me.

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Oh my god, oh my god, holy s**t, you're filming me completely, you are so big, f**k, keep

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f**king me.

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Oh my god, why didn't we do this years ago, you're such a dumb a**, sorry, right, and

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too.

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Okay, let's go back to you f**king me so hard, oh my god, are you gonna come with me, shut

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up, I said you're gonna come with me, I want you to come with me, f**k, f**k me, I'm gonna

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come, so you're gonna come with me right now, yes, oh my god, f**k, I'm coming, I'm coming,

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a**, oh my god, oh, that was, wow, so, I guess we both learned something here tonight.

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I learned that I was right to want you to f**king rail me, and you learned that I really

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do have some amazing tits. Oh, here's a movie line for you, Mr. Movie Guy. I think this

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might be the beginning of a beautiful friendship.