1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:11,000 Tuesday, June 21, 1977. Hello, friend. I need to come up with a better name for you if I'm 2 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:16,520 going to be writing in you every day. Today is my birthday, so I guess that sort of makes 3 00:00:16,520 --> 00:00:22,040 it your birthday too. I don't know when you were made, but Daddy found you an antique 4 00:00:22,040 --> 00:00:28,240 shop in the city. He said the shopkeeper called you a spirit book. I don't understand what 5 00:00:28,240 --> 00:00:33,240 he meant because you look just like a regular old diary to me. But then Daddy showed me 6 00:00:33,240 --> 00:00:37,640 how the front cover folds out in this cool secret way and there's a Ouija board there 7 00:00:37,640 --> 00:00:45,600 and a little magnifying glass on a beautiful Netflix to be plunged at. Daddy said that 8 00:00:45,600 --> 00:00:49,800 the gift was perfect because it was beautiful and full of secrets, just like his little 9 00:00:49,800 --> 00:00:59,040 girl. I love it, but I don't have any secrets. Yes, I lied to you and that might be okay 10 00:00:59,040 --> 00:01:04,320 sometimes, but not for a good friend. I do have a secret. A few nights ago, I heard a 11 00:01:04,320 --> 00:01:09,280 funny noise and I thought Mommy was hurt, so I snuck down the hall to check and maybe 12 00:01:09,280 --> 00:01:14,720 call the police. When I looked in my parents' room, I saw Daddy was behind her, pushing 13 00:01:14,720 --> 00:01:22,440 into her with his cock. I guess I should get used to using these words with you. She was 14 00:01:22,440 --> 00:01:27,720 moaning and she wasn't hurt at all. She told him not to stop and he reached around her 15 00:01:27,720 --> 00:01:32,760 so he was touching her in the front at the same time. Is that why it feels so good when 16 00:01:32,760 --> 00:01:40,080 I rub across my pillow? Down there, I mean. Watching Mommy and Daddy doing that made me 17 00:01:40,080 --> 00:01:48,080 feel dirty, but also really hot when I rubbed against a pillow for a long time. Okay, that's 18 00:01:48,080 --> 00:01:53,840 all the secrets I have in me tonight. Please don't be mad that I didn't tell you earlier. 19 00:01:53,840 --> 00:02:02,200 Wednesday, June 22, 1977. I found something neat about the book. No one has written in 20 00:02:02,200 --> 00:02:08,840 any of the pages yet except me. Or so I thought. I found a secret flap in the back. On to the 21 00:02:08,840 --> 00:02:15,320 flap, there's raining. It says, my name is Zozo. It's a strange name, but I really like 22 00:02:15,320 --> 00:02:23,400 it. My name is strange too. Well, Zozo, you know me already, but let me tell you about 23 00:02:23,400 --> 00:02:33,280 the rest of my... No, it's our family. There's Mommy. She's really pretty and a little younger 24 00:02:33,280 --> 00:02:40,280 than Daddy. She's so sophisticated and I think she looks like Linda Carter, but more curvy. 25 00:02:40,280 --> 00:02:47,280 Men really like her. I like that. Daddy's older than Mommy. He's tall and distinguished 26 00:02:47,280 --> 00:02:52,240 and his eyes are like blue ice. He has a little beard and I think it's funny, but also somehow 27 00:02:52,240 --> 00:02:57,040 makes him look like he knows everything. And then there's my brother, William. He's three 28 00:02:57,040 --> 00:03:03,760 years older than me and can be a jerk sometimes, but only when he makes fun of me. He's a little 29 00:03:03,760 --> 00:03:08,400 shorter than Dad. He always listens to me when I have problems and helps with my homework 30 00:03:08,400 --> 00:03:18,160 and drives me places too. I think he's really sweet. So Zozo, I was kind of bad today. Not 31 00:03:18,160 --> 00:03:26,080 serious bad, just a little bad. It's about William. I never really thought of him as 32 00:03:26,080 --> 00:03:30,800 Dad. He left the bathroom door open this morning and he was shaving in front of the mirror, 33 00:03:30,800 --> 00:03:36,400 but he wasn't wearing any clothes. He had so many muscles and I could see his cock. It 34 00:03:36,400 --> 00:03:41,840 just looked so beautiful. I couldn't help myself and I put my hand in my panties and 35 00:03:41,840 --> 00:03:49,840 I started to really lightly touch myself. I got so wet down there and something happened. 36 00:03:49,840 --> 00:03:56,560 It was a little scary, but I felt something build up inside me. When William got in the 37 00:03:56,560 --> 00:04:01,440 shower, I ran back to my room and touched myself more and more on the bed and it felt 38 00:04:01,440 --> 00:04:07,760 like I exploded inside. It didn't hurt, but it felt amazing and I couldn't talk or move 39 00:04:07,760 --> 00:04:13,200 for a few minutes afterwards. Mom yelled at me and called me lazy for still being bed. 40 00:04:13,200 --> 00:04:26,800 If she only knew. Thursday, June 23rd, 1977. I heard you today, Zozo. Okay, not in like 41 00:04:26,800 --> 00:04:32,240 sounds, but you talked back to me. When I got home, I decided to try the planchette. 42 00:04:32,240 --> 00:04:37,200 I wore the necklace and then I moved the glass over where the board said greetings and just 43 00:04:37,200 --> 00:04:43,440 like that, my hand was being pulled around. It was scary, but you were so gentle, Zozo. 44 00:04:43,440 --> 00:04:49,920 And your touch was so warm, like fire that doesn't burn. It moved so fast, but I could 45 00:04:49,920 --> 00:04:55,040 see it was spelling. Do you like watching? You didn't say what you were talking about, 46 00:04:55,040 --> 00:05:01,600 but you know my secrets. I told you the truth and I said yes. Then you spelled out. Do you 47 00:05:01,600 --> 00:05:07,680 want to do more than watch? I didn't exactly understand what you meant that I got flushed 48 00:05:07,680 --> 00:05:15,360 and I think I understood. I said yes. I feel kind of dirty, but I also feel warm inside 49 00:05:15,360 --> 00:05:26,880 and I've been getting wet down there a lot today. But then you taught me a word. You 50 00:05:26,880 --> 00:05:35,280 said the word was ached eagle. You told me I could make people do things with it. I didn't 51 00:05:35,280 --> 00:05:42,560 understand, but I can't wait to try it out tomorrow. P.S. I watched Mommy and Daddy again 52 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:48,560 tonight. Why does she get to have daddy all to herself like that? It's so frustrating 53 00:05:48,560 --> 00:06:08,720 to watch, but it makes me so excited. Friday, June 24th, 1976. 54 00:06:08,720 --> 00:06:17,280 When I got home from school, I talked to you. You told me to touch myself while I wrote 55 00:06:17,280 --> 00:06:29,440 you today. It's hard to focus, but I like this. You said it helps you to help me. I 56 00:06:29,440 --> 00:06:41,760 don't understand what you mean, but I'll do it. Then I say this. I invoke thee. Make 57 00:06:41,760 --> 00:06:50,880 me pleasing in the sight of my lover. Ashmediah, I ache for thee. Come to me as the racing 58 00:06:50,880 --> 00:07:02,960 wind. Ached eagle, William, ached eagle. So, I guess now I just have to wait and see. 59 00:07:02,960 --> 00:07:12,640 Saturday, June 25th, 1977. So much has happened since I wrote last time. It was frightening, 60 00:07:12,640 --> 00:07:20,480 but also beautiful. There was a feeling in my room like it was warm, but not actually 61 00:07:20,480 --> 00:07:26,320 warm. I don't know how to make sense of this, but I felt something settled on me. 62 00:07:26,320 --> 00:07:33,440 Like it entered me and became me. I felt grown up and sexy, and I knew that he couldn't 63 00:07:33,440 --> 00:07:39,600 resist me. I cracked the door slightly and turned off the light. Then I took off all 64 00:07:39,600 --> 00:07:46,720 my clothes and I just lay there. I was completely naked and anyone could have seen. I never do 65 00:07:46,720 --> 00:07:52,720 anything like that, but I was brave this time. I must have fallen asleep because when I woke 66 00:07:52,720 --> 00:08:00,960 up it was very late. I think it was after three, but William was there. He was standing 67 00:08:00,960 --> 00:08:05,600 in the doorway. He was wearing just pajama bottoms like he always does and it showed 68 00:08:05,600 --> 00:08:11,760 off his chest. I started breathing harder. He looked at me and I could tell he wanted 69 00:08:11,760 --> 00:08:18,080 to come in, but I wasn't sure. His cock was so big it made his pants look like a tent. 70 00:08:18,080 --> 00:08:24,560 I knew that if I said or did something wrong he would leave. He would see me like the little 71 00:08:24,560 --> 00:08:31,280 girl and not a woman. So I tilted my head and I arched my back like I was stretching 72 00:08:31,280 --> 00:08:38,560 and I looked up at him. I bit my lip and that was all a tuck. He almost ran in the room 73 00:08:38,560 --> 00:08:44,720 and he couldn't get his pants off fast enough. I was so scared, but I was so excited and 74 00:08:44,720 --> 00:08:52,000 I knew that I had done the right thing. William just needs to be loved like I do. Only I know 75 00:08:52,000 --> 00:08:59,760 what he needs. He climbed on top of me and his cock pressed in between my legs. Then 76 00:08:59,760 --> 00:09:08,080 he looked at me right in the eyes. He said, I love you, but I'm sorry. I told him not 77 00:09:08,080 --> 00:09:13,200 to be sorry and that I wanted this. He said it would be gentle and he started pushing 78 00:09:13,200 --> 00:09:21,920 my legs apart. He kissed me, really kissed me with tongues and everything. He had one 79 00:09:21,920 --> 00:09:30,400 hand in my hair and gripped it tight. It hurt, but it just made me want more. He put his 80 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:38,160 hand on my bottom. I felt his cock pressing into my pussy, just the head. I gasped like 81 00:09:38,160 --> 00:09:46,320 it stung me. He pushed slowly in and I could tell that he wanted to go faster. He wanted 82 00:09:46,320 --> 00:09:54,080 it very badly, but he was so gentle like he promised. Then he was inside me, filling me, 83 00:09:54,080 --> 00:10:01,760 and I was a woman. William made me one. He was so nice and he started to move slowly 84 00:10:01,760 --> 00:10:07,440 back and forth. I was so wet that he went in easily and I started to moan loudly just 85 00:10:07,440 --> 00:10:13,760 like mommy. He started to get more excited and moved faster. I told him that I loved 86 00:10:13,760 --> 00:10:19,600 him and he said he loved me and he pushed my legs farther apart and moved faster. I 87 00:10:19,600 --> 00:10:26,480 said, fuck me harder, William. Your little sister needs your cum inside her. I've never 88 00:10:26,480 --> 00:10:34,160 said anything like that in my life. I'm not sure if it was even me. Then he got really 89 00:10:34,160 --> 00:10:41,760 excited and started to moan and grunt and I felt it building inside me. When I came, 90 00:10:41,760 --> 00:10:46,800 I made a lot of noise, but I pushed my face into William's chest so I didn't wake anybody 91 00:10:46,800 --> 00:10:53,360 up. I felt his cock twitch and there was so much warmth inside me. It was like he was 92 00:10:53,360 --> 00:11:02,880 putting his love for me in my belly. I know it's wrong, but I wanted him to put a baby 93 00:11:02,880 --> 00:11:11,280 in there so badly. I clung to him tightly until no more came out of him. He was limp 94 00:11:11,280 --> 00:11:18,560 on top of me and I was worried he passed out, but he didn't. When he took his cock out, 95 00:11:18,560 --> 00:11:24,960 I was sad for a minute, but then he kissed me really intensely like I was the only woman 96 00:11:24,960 --> 00:11:32,720 he'd ever seen and needed me again. He said, I love you and I won't let you go. I cried 97 00:11:32,720 --> 00:11:39,760 a little bit, but they were good tears. Then he got up and went back to his room. He couldn't 98 00:11:39,760 --> 00:11:46,320 stay even though I wanted him to. I just got up and wrote it all down. I need to change 99 00:11:46,320 --> 00:11:51,040 the sheets, but I don't want to because they smell like what we just did and it makes me 100 00:11:51,040 --> 00:12:02,960 wet again. I need William alone. I need him again. Sunday, June 26, 1977, early afternoon. 101 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:08,800 William had trouble looking at me this morning. I think he was guilty. When he saw how I looked 102 00:12:08,800 --> 00:12:14,760 at him with love and want, he flushed and I don't think I have room for guilt anymore. 103 00:12:14,760 --> 00:12:20,480 Today was church, but it was different than normal. During mass, I whispered to mommy 104 00:12:20,480 --> 00:12:27,560 that I needed to use the restroom. I looked at William when I said it, just looked and 105 00:12:27,560 --> 00:12:33,320 he understood. Even as I walked to the back of the sanctuary, I knew that he would be 106 00:12:33,320 --> 00:12:40,440 following soon. I was a small chapel in the back of the church for silent reflection. 107 00:12:40,440 --> 00:12:47,520 I went there, but slowly. I could feel the anticipation and ache and it was so hard for 108 00:12:47,520 --> 00:12:55,800 me not to run, but I didn't. It was just so delicious. Now I understand how mommy must 109 00:12:55,800 --> 00:13:01,640 feel when she knows daddy is coming home to fuck her. Oh, look what I just wrote Zozo. 110 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:08,760 Are you proud? When I entered the chapel, I walked to the altar and I knelt like a good 111 00:13:08,760 --> 00:13:15,920 girl. Then I hooked my thumbs in my panties and pushed them down to my knees. I pulled 112 00:13:15,920 --> 00:13:20,640 up my fine and proper dress and leaned forward so my head was on the ground and arched my 113 00:13:20,640 --> 00:13:31,440 back. I looked behind me and waited for my brother. Well, my lover. William saw me, pussy 114 00:13:31,440 --> 00:13:38,800 exposed and vulnerable in front of the altar like an offering. He had to have seen how 115 00:13:38,800 --> 00:13:46,600 wet I was in the light. He moved quickly and undid his fly. His wonderful cock was already 116 00:13:46,600 --> 00:13:55,520 hard and he was so excited and kind of angry. I think it was the blasphemy of it. He wanted 117 00:13:55,520 --> 00:14:03,240 to punish me for being such a dirty girl and I wanted to be punished, I think. He knelt 118 00:14:03,240 --> 00:14:09,880 behind me on a lower step and forced himself into me. He wasn't gentle or slow like the 119 00:14:09,880 --> 00:14:16,760 first time. He reached out and grabbed handfuls of my hair and pulled it hard. As he bruised 120 00:14:16,760 --> 00:14:25,240 me inside, he leaned forward and said, do you like this slut? I was so excited by this, 121 00:14:25,240 --> 00:14:30,520 I could barely think. I said, I love it. I'm your good little slut and I love it and I 122 00:14:30,520 --> 00:14:36,640 love you. He got rougher and rougher until I was crying and I couldn't help but coming 123 00:14:36,640 --> 00:14:43,360 on his cock. It happened a few times, I think, and then I felt his body shake and he emptied 124 00:14:43,360 --> 00:14:49,440 himself inside of me. He pulled out quickly and let go of my hair and I looked over my 125 00:14:49,440 --> 00:14:55,120 shoulder at him. He looked at me and it was so sad. I wondered for the first time if I 126 00:14:55,120 --> 00:15:01,520 had done the wrong thing by making him love me using the word. He said, oh god, I'm so 127 00:15:01,520 --> 00:15:09,680 sorry and zipped up and hurried off. He left me alone to clean up myself. I noticed that 128 00:15:09,680 --> 00:15:15,800 some of his cum had dribbled down my thighs onto the carpet. I couldn't do anything but 129 00:15:15,800 --> 00:15:21,760 I just used my handkerchief to clean myself as best as possible. My panties were soaked 130 00:15:21,760 --> 00:15:26,960 from my own juices and from my brother's cum, so I wrapped them in the same handkerchief 131 00:15:26,960 --> 00:15:32,760 and put it in my purse. I then went back to our pew with my brother's seat inside of me 132 00:15:32,760 --> 00:15:40,280 and I was just so satisfied and happy. William didn't look at me, but I took his hand and 133 00:15:40,280 --> 00:15:47,240 I squeezed it. I saw he had a tear in the corner of his eye. I think we had some really 134 00:15:47,240 --> 00:15:55,320 adult sex and maybe he wasn't ready. It's okay. I still love him. 135 00:15:55,320 --> 00:16:03,040 June 26th, 1977, night William took me aside after lunch and told 136 00:16:03,040 --> 00:16:08,680 me that he didn't think we should do it anymore. I was mad and kind of a brat and asked him 137 00:16:08,680 --> 00:16:14,240 if he meant fucking. I shocked him and I felt bad, but I felt worse when he said he didn't 138 00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:21,640 want to hurt me again. I told him the truth, that he didn't hurt me any more than I wanted 139 00:16:21,640 --> 00:16:27,300 and I wanted him to. I told him the truth, that he didn't hurt me any more than I wanted 140 00:16:27,300 --> 00:16:34,880 him to. I wanted him to take me and make me his. I wanted him to do it again. I wanted 141 00:16:34,880 --> 00:16:40,600 him to do it as much as he wanted, however he wanted. I told him I wanted to be like 142 00:16:40,600 --> 00:16:47,180 mommy for him and be his slut and his bride. He got very flesh in the face and kissed me 143 00:16:47,180 --> 00:16:54,300 hard and I knew that he really loved me both as a brother and as a man. I let him lead 144 00:16:54,300 --> 00:17:00,300 me to his bed and push me so I sat on it. He stood out in front of me and unzipped, 145 00:17:00,300 --> 00:17:06,200 letting his cock out again. I don't know where mommy and daddy were, but we left the 146 00:17:06,200 --> 00:17:13,600 door wide open. He pushed the cock into my mouth and I opened it up and let him in. He 147 00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:18,840 told me this was something he read about. I already knew what he wanted. I took his 148 00:17:18,840 --> 00:17:25,560 cock in my right hand. At the base I moved my mouth back and forward. I felt his cock 149 00:17:25,560 --> 00:17:32,240 slide into my mouth and out and I heard him moan. He hadn't washed yet so he tasted sour 150 00:17:32,240 --> 00:17:40,520 and salty and the idea that I was tasting our love from before made me very excited. 151 00:17:40,520 --> 00:17:46,400 He grabbed my head and started to be rough with me, forcing himself deeper and deeper 152 00:17:46,400 --> 00:17:54,100 into my mouth. I gagged a little bit, but I kept going. He was just using me like a 153 00:17:54,100 --> 00:18:01,560 little hole. He started to say my name though and he told me how much he loved me. When 154 00:18:01,560 --> 00:18:06,400 he came I tried to keep it all in my mouth and swallow it as much as possible, but he 155 00:18:06,400 --> 00:18:12,480 pulled out a little early and I felt some splash on my face. I looked up at him with 156 00:18:12,480 --> 00:18:18,400 his comb still marking me and he looked down at me with so much love. I told him he could 157 00:18:18,400 --> 00:18:24,720 use me anyway he wanted and that I loved him very much. Today was so different than anything 158 00:18:24,720 --> 00:18:32,060 I've ever experienced before. I'm not sad about it. I think I'm all grown up now. 159 00:18:32,060 --> 00:18:41,280 I can feel Zozo with me all the time now. Monday, June 27th, 1977 morning. I can hear 160 00:18:41,280 --> 00:18:47,800 Zozo whisper to me now. She says the most delightful things. Mommy kept me from going 161 00:18:47,800 --> 00:18:56,680 to school today. Just me, not William. She was mad, but also really confused and worried. 162 00:18:56,680 --> 00:19:01,240 She told me she saw what I did with William the night before. She said it was because 163 00:19:01,240 --> 00:19:06,680 I lured him into it and that I was misbehaving like a little slut. She told me I needed to 164 00:19:06,680 --> 00:19:10,480 stop right away or she would send me away to boarding school and keep me away from him 165 00:19:10,480 --> 00:19:17,040 forever. That made me so mad. I laughed and I told her she was just upset that I got to 166 00:19:17,040 --> 00:19:23,280 action before she did. Zozo told me she thought about fucking him sometimes. He said she felt 167 00:19:23,280 --> 00:19:30,200 really guilty about it too, so I said it to make her mad. She slapped me across the face. 168 00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:36,640 It was really hard and I couldn't think for a minute and I almost fell out of my chair. 169 00:19:36,640 --> 00:19:41,800 I could tell mommy was shocked by what she did. I said, I should go. Then I told her 170 00:19:41,800 --> 00:19:46,700 that daddy was going to fuck me in her bed and that she could watch and that he would 171 00:19:46,700 --> 00:19:54,360 like my cunt better than hers. All she could do was stand still and cry. I should feel 172 00:19:54,360 --> 00:20:01,680 bad, but I just got wet. I told her that we could all have what we wanted and we didn't 173 00:20:01,680 --> 00:20:06,440 need to be sad anymore. We could share William and daddy and have their babies and nothing 174 00:20:06,440 --> 00:20:12,040 would be wrong with it at all. I told her that Zozo told me all about what girls could 175 00:20:12,040 --> 00:20:17,920 do together. I told her that I thought she was the most beautiful woman in the world 176 00:20:17,920 --> 00:20:23,960 and I would do anything to make her feel good. And just because I argued with mommy doesn't 177 00:20:23,960 --> 00:20:31,080 mean I don't love her. Families fight after all. Zozo said it would all turn out okay. 178 00:20:31,080 --> 00:20:38,400 Since I said the word, mommy couldn't move. I went over to her and I got on my knees. 179 00:20:38,400 --> 00:20:43,080 I moved her head so she could look at me and I looked her in the eye as I lifted her skirt 180 00:20:43,080 --> 00:20:49,760 up. Her panties were a pretty dark red. I pulled them down very gently. She shook her 181 00:20:49,760 --> 00:20:53,880 head and said no. She said she was really sorry for hitting me and that she loved me 182 00:20:53,880 --> 00:21:01,760 and that she was mad because she was so worried. I told her that I loved her too, that sometimes 183 00:21:01,760 --> 00:21:08,680 daughters know more than mommies. Her pussy had so much thick black hair on it. It was 184 00:21:08,680 --> 00:21:14,960 so beautiful. I think men tell her she is beautiful but only want to fuck her. I'd never 185 00:21:14,960 --> 00:21:19,960 do that. I told her to lay down on the floor and spread her legs for me so I could make 186 00:21:19,960 --> 00:21:28,120 her feel better. She shook her head and said no, but she did it. Mommy was so wet. I wonder 187 00:21:28,120 --> 00:21:34,240 when she watched us if she wanted William to fuck her mouth or to use me like he did. 188 00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:40,920 She moaned when I kissed her on her wet slit. It was so beautiful and her scent was so nice. 189 00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:46,160 I told her so as I let my little tongue explore her lips. She moaned and started to say my 190 00:21:46,160 --> 00:21:52,760 name. She wasn't mad or worried anymore. I moved my tongue and lips up to her clitoris. 191 00:21:52,760 --> 00:21:58,440 I was very gentle because Zozo told me that some women were very sensitive. I moved my 192 00:21:58,440 --> 00:22:04,160 tongue around her clitoris and just barely brushed against it. Mommy shook all over and 193 00:22:04,160 --> 00:22:12,280 told me not to stop. She begged me. I loved her so I kept going. I slipped a finger inside 194 00:22:12,280 --> 00:22:20,360 her and gently added another. She was watching me now and I locked eyes with her as I hooked 195 00:22:20,360 --> 00:22:27,400 my fingers and found her G-spot. Her back arched just like I had shocked her with electricity. 196 00:22:27,400 --> 00:22:34,600 She began to moan really loudly and she sounded just like she did when William fucked me. 197 00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:39,200 That made me more wet and I touched myself as I moved my fingers and tongue the way Zozo 198 00:22:39,200 --> 00:22:46,920 told me to. She came so hard and my name was on her lips as I sucked her clit into my mouth. 199 00:22:46,920 --> 00:22:51,560 I looked her in the eyes as I came and I told her it was for her and that she could use 200 00:22:51,560 --> 00:22:57,400 me however she wanted because I was hers forever. I released her from the word and she got up 201 00:22:57,400 --> 00:23:03,000 and led me to her bed where she cuddled and nuzzled me and we kissed for a while. She 202 00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:08,400 taught me how to kiss really well and she said she would love me forever no matter what. 203 00:23:08,400 --> 00:23:14,040 She said she understood now but wouldn't tell me what she meant. Zozo told me it would all 204 00:23:14,040 --> 00:23:23,040 be okay and it was. Monday, June 27th, 1977. Night. 205 00:23:23,040 --> 00:23:28,280 Daddy got home and the craziest thing happened. When I woke up I was still cuddled up in mommy's 206 00:23:28,280 --> 00:23:35,480 naked breast. She was sleeping and as I watched her I began to want her again. I was going 207 00:23:35,480 --> 00:23:42,120 to start suckling her breasts but I heard voices downstairs. I knew them but I couldn't 208 00:23:42,120 --> 00:23:47,080 make out what they were saying so I snuck downstairs. Halfway down there is a landing 209 00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:53,260 and I could hear everything but they couldn't see me. I heard William. He was confessing 210 00:23:53,260 --> 00:24:00,640 all the things we did together. I heard him crying. I was mad at first but then I realized 211 00:24:00,640 --> 00:24:06,760 he blamed himself. He kept saying that he raped me but that wasn't true. I was going 212 00:24:06,760 --> 00:24:11,440 to rush downstairs and tell him to stop when I heard another voice, warm and accepting. 213 00:24:11,440 --> 00:24:18,040 It was daddy. He said he knew for a fact that William didn't rape anybody and he told William 214 00:24:18,040 --> 00:24:24,640 that he was a good boy. In fact, now a man after you'd been with me. He said that no 215 00:24:24,640 --> 00:24:32,520 one could be expected to resist me when I wanted something. I was confused and scared. 216 00:24:32,520 --> 00:24:37,600 Did daddy know what I had done? Was it bad? I didn't know what to do. Then daddy said 217 00:24:37,600 --> 00:24:43,360 my name and that he knew I was listening. I was so scared I almost jumped up and ran 218 00:24:43,360 --> 00:24:49,160 back upstairs but he was with William and I couldn't leave him down there still thinking 219 00:24:49,160 --> 00:24:59,400 he was a bad person. He wasn't. He just isn't. He gave me what I wanted and he gave so much. 220 00:24:59,400 --> 00:25:05,920 I walked downstairs slowly. I really thought daddy was going to beat me. He only spanked 221 00:25:05,920 --> 00:25:11,960 me and William before and what I did was so much different, so much worse than anything 222 00:25:11,960 --> 00:25:18,120 I had done before. Was it bad? Had I done things that mommy and William didn't want 223 00:25:18,120 --> 00:25:27,280 to do? They said no but they came just the same. But daddy was smiling. William wasn't 224 00:25:27,280 --> 00:25:33,080 sure but he looked relieved and I looked at them both with love and I went over and hugged 225 00:25:33,080 --> 00:25:39,840 them. Daddy told William to go upstairs and that mommy would help him get ready. I didn't 226 00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:46,600 know what that meant but before I could ask William went upstairs. I squeezed his hand 227 00:25:46,600 --> 00:25:54,600 as he walked past and he squeezed back. I felt better. I would die if William hated me. Daddy 228 00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:59,280 looked up at me and he said I was so smart and that he was so lucky that I was born to 229 00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:07,760 be the daughter of Sy's. He said that even my name, Suspirina, met Sy. He said I was 230 00:26:07,760 --> 00:26:15,200 born at a special time and that he made me with mommy on a tapestry covered with sigils. 231 00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:20,920 He said that he knew that all he had to do was give me the book and when he saw it, he 232 00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:25,840 said that he knew he had to give me the book when he saw it but that he didn't know exactly 233 00:26:25,840 --> 00:26:34,960 what would happen. I bit my lip and I felt ashamed but he was patient. I told him everything. 234 00:26:34,960 --> 00:26:42,320 It just kept coming out. I told him about you, Zozo, and of the word and William and 235 00:26:42,320 --> 00:26:51,440 mommy. I left nothing out. Daddy never looked at me with anything but love and even through 236 00:26:51,440 --> 00:26:58,960 his pants I could see that he was hard, so hard, and that made me very wet. I asked him 237 00:26:58,960 --> 00:27:09,580 if he was gonna fuck me. He asked me if I would like that and I said I would, very much. 238 00:27:09,580 --> 00:27:14,880 He took my hand and led me upstairs to his and mommy's bedroom. William and mommy were 239 00:27:14,880 --> 00:27:19,840 already there, naked. She was kneeling in front of him and taking his cock into her 240 00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:24,920 mouth. I could tell that she was doing it slowly and teasingly because she didn't want 241 00:27:24,920 --> 00:27:30,960 him to come yet. Daddy told me to go on the bed and get on all fours like the bish I was. 242 00:27:30,960 --> 00:27:37,400 He was very stern and it made me even wetter. I think he knows my other secret, that I like 243 00:27:37,400 --> 00:27:44,000 to be told what to do. I like to be taken like I'm just something and then I love it 244 00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:52,840 when people love to use me like their toy. William was in front of me and daddy was behind. 245 00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:58,400 Mommy came over and stroked my hair and gently kissed my lips. She told me that this might 246 00:27:58,400 --> 00:28:03,520 be difficult or even painful, but that it would also be very enjoyable if I relaxed 247 00:28:03,520 --> 00:28:10,920 and let them use me, so I did. William went first and began to push himself into my mouth. 248 00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:16,320 He wasn't slow or gentle. I could tell that he was very aroused and could barely control 249 00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:23,320 himself. Daddy was next. He was bigger than William and even as he entered my small slit, 250 00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:31,840 I felt like I was being stretched out. I was so full and he wouldn't stop. When I started 251 00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:39,400 trying to move away from his wonderful, hurtful cock, he slapped me on the butt. Hard. I got 252 00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:45,080 even more aroused and I didn't resist him. And then he and William began to move at the 253 00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:51,400 same time. I felt like I would burst. Daddy was pounding into me and was going faster 254 00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:58,840 and faster. I heard him call me a slut and a whore and then he would use me like one. 255 00:28:58,840 --> 00:29:04,400 William said he loved me, but he needed my mouth, which is his perfect fuckhole. Mommy 256 00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:08,680 rubbed my back with one hand and put her head under my body and started suckling out my 257 00:29:08,680 --> 00:29:17,280 small breasts. It was too much. I couldn't take it. I came over and over again. Every 258 00:29:17,280 --> 00:29:22,780 time William's cock went down my throat, her daddy slammed harshly into my butt. Every 259 00:29:22,780 --> 00:29:27,840 time mommy nipped at my nipples or moved her hands over my body, I started to forget who 260 00:29:27,840 --> 00:29:36,720 I was. I felt you, Zozo. You were there with me, getting fucked by my family too. Soon 261 00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:42,640 after it all began to happen. I guess daddy had been touching mommy while she did those 262 00:29:42,640 --> 00:29:47,800 things to me and she started cumming. And after that William began to shoot thick, ropy 263 00:29:47,800 --> 00:29:53,160 cum into my mouth and throat. I swallowed everything I could, but there was too much 264 00:29:53,160 --> 00:29:58,720 and some began to come out of my mouth. He pulled out and cum sprayed on my face. It 265 00:29:58,720 --> 00:30:06,560 was so warm and I loved it. And then daddy came. He filled me with cum. I felt it in 266 00:30:06,560 --> 00:30:14,080 every space, like it was seeping into my whole body. I came again and my pussy pulled his 267 00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:21,600 sperm inside my womb. It just kept clutching his cock, milking it and taking every drop. 268 00:30:21,600 --> 00:30:29,200 It was very thirsty. When he pulled out, I collapsed. I was sobbing and shaking all over. 269 00:30:29,200 --> 00:30:36,000 I felt so good. There was cum seeping out of me and on my face and in my hair. William 270 00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:41,840 didn't care and he started to kiss me. Mommy cuddled my back and then daddy laid down and 271 00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:48,000 put his head on my chest. He told me what a good girl I'd been. How Zozo loved me and 272 00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:56,040 was very proud of me too. Later, mommy licked my pussy clean of cum and I came again. Daddy 273 00:30:56,040 --> 00:31:01,360 and then William fucked me, but it was gentle and loving and they licked me in the eyes 274 00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:06,000 and they filled me with their cum. I just know I'm going to have a baby with that much 275 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:13,960 cum inside me and the baby will be very special. I passed out on the bed with everybody around 276 00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:20,040 me. I knew this wouldn't be the last time we did this. I hope I get to do this with 277 00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:31,480 my children.