hi baby do you need to rest up after that week yeah I could tell it's really shitty
that they make you do all that extra stuff just because you can anyway um thank god there's
nothing else to worry about in the world right you can always tell when something's up can't
you I didn't want to come out with it right away when you got home but okay I think you
need to sit down for a bit here sit with me okay so remember how we got all that positive
feedback and those silly comments on the film clip we shared with the group yeah apparently
sharing a sex tape with a bunch of swingers we'll get you all kinds of hilarious responses
who who could have known no it's it's not that at all I don't I don't regret anything
it's something else happened so somebody got into the group and they fuck this makes me
so mad they made their own copy of our clip and posted it like on another site exactly
they stole it and they didn't didn't care to ask anyone of course people in the group
got mad and offended but whoever copied the clip just said well that's what happens if
you put yourself on the internet so I I had to I had to get out of that conversation because
it got too fucking I don't know I'm I'm just sensitive okay yeah no I don't I know I don't
have to explain myself to you but yeah oh and then I saw that I saw that conversation
and I say that I'm sensitive but of course my morbid curiosity got the better of me and
I had to go where our file was and like there's there's a reason our group has rules and settings
and mods and all of that and without them it's just I know right never ever read the
comment section that's what that's what everyone says and it's so fucking sad because those
in group comments they were they were always so uplifting and I guess I just I don't know
it maybe probably lured me into this false sense of security no no do not please do not
get on your phone too I promise I promise you you don't want to read them please it's
bad enough that one of us okay well it's too late now I suppose yeah it's toxic and disrespectful
not to mention the way that it exploits people by just asking for more and more no no we
weren't the only ones affected unfortunately some have left the group completely because
of this already and it's so sad because I understand them completely can I can I just
I just need to hold you for a second I'm sorry I just yeah no I'm good I'm good I just just
need this for just a little bit okay thank you what do I feel I feel I feel like my
clothes don't hide my body like I'm exposed exploited in a way that makes me feel powerless
I feel angry and hurt and I'm not sure what I want to do I know I know I sound calm but
I'm so very much in that state of mind where I don't I don't know exactly how I'm supposed
to feel how do you feel baby what do you mean yeah it's how you feel is it's really important
to I know it's mostly my body in the video because you were holding the camera but it's
your body is there too and I'm not the only one being objectified here exactly those sounds
of pleasure you give off they're they're yours they're ours they're they're between us and
they're not for anyone to just do what they want with it's it does something to you right
that's that's why you're not touching me right now the way the way you do otherwise isn't
it yeah this this right here this effect this gets to me this because I always feel free
and playful and sexy when you put your hands on my body and and right now it's just it's
like it's blocked it's like I can't feel those feelings right now and I don't I don't think
I can get horny tonight neither can you yeah fuck so what are we gonna what are we gonna
do with this then what are we gonna do you're right make our voices heard we'll get together
with the others in the group we can try and get that stolen stuff taken down and continue
to support others in the community fucking take back agency that's what I want what that's
what I need what do you want tell me what you want yeah let's let's rest up after a
long week before we deal with this yeah put your head on my shoulder we'll figure out
a way forward together