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hi baby do you need to rest up after that week yeah I could tell it's really shitty

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that they make you do all that extra stuff just because you can anyway um thank god there's

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nothing else to worry about in the world right you can always tell when something's up can't

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you I didn't want to come out with it right away when you got home but okay I think you

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need to sit down for a bit here sit with me okay so remember how we got all that positive

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feedback and those silly comments on the film clip we shared with the group yeah apparently

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sharing a sex tape with a bunch of swingers we'll get you all kinds of hilarious responses

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who who could have known no it's it's not that at all I don't I don't regret anything

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it's something else happened so somebody got into the group and they fuck this makes me

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so mad they made their own copy of our clip and posted it like on another site exactly

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they stole it and they didn't didn't care to ask anyone of course people in the group

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got mad and offended but whoever copied the clip just said well that's what happens if

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you put yourself on the internet so I I had to I had to get out of that conversation because

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it got too fucking I don't know I'm I'm just sensitive okay yeah no I don't I know I don't

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have to explain myself to you but yeah oh and then I saw that I saw that conversation

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and I say that I'm sensitive but of course my morbid curiosity got the better of me and

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I had to go where our file was and like there's there's a reason our group has rules and settings

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and mods and all of that and without them it's just I know right never ever read the

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comment section that's what that's what everyone says and it's so fucking sad because those

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in group comments they were they were always so uplifting and I guess I just I don't know

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it maybe probably lured me into this false sense of security no no do not please do not

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get on your phone too I promise I promise you you don't want to read them please it's

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bad enough that one of us okay well it's too late now I suppose yeah it's toxic and disrespectful

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not to mention the way that it exploits people by just asking for more and more no no we

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weren't the only ones affected unfortunately some have left the group completely because

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of this already and it's so sad because I understand them completely can I can I just

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I just need to hold you for a second I'm sorry I just yeah no I'm good I'm good I just just

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need this for just a little bit okay thank you what do I feel I feel I feel like my

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clothes don't hide my body like I'm exposed exploited in a way that makes me feel powerless

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I feel angry and hurt and I'm not sure what I want to do I know I know I sound calm but

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I'm so very much in that state of mind where I don't I don't know exactly how I'm supposed

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to feel how do you feel baby what do you mean yeah it's how you feel is it's really important

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to I know it's mostly my body in the video because you were holding the camera but it's

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your body is there too and I'm not the only one being objectified here exactly those sounds

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of pleasure you give off they're they're yours they're ours they're they're between us and

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they're not for anyone to just do what they want with it's it does something to you right

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that's that's why you're not touching me right now the way the way you do otherwise isn't

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it yeah this this right here this effect this gets to me this because I always feel free

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and playful and sexy when you put your hands on my body and and right now it's just it's

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like it's blocked it's like I can't feel those feelings right now and I don't I don't think

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I can get horny tonight neither can you yeah fuck so what are we gonna what are we gonna

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do with this then what are we gonna do you're right make our voices heard we'll get together

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with the others in the group we can try and get that stolen stuff taken down and continue

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to support others in the community fucking take back agency that's what I want what that's

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what I need what do you want tell me what you want yeah let's let's rest up after a

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long week before we deal with this yeah put your head on my shoulder we'll figure out

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a way forward together