1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:20,440 Oh, hey there. I was searching for you around. What's wrong? Why are you here alone on the 2 00:00:20,440 --> 00:00:43,160 balcony? Is it because something bothered you? No? Then what is it? Oh, I just needed 3 00:00:43,160 --> 00:00:50,760 some silence. No, I get you. Don't worry. To be honest, I was looking for the same. 4 00:00:50,760 --> 00:00:56,800 Yeah, sometimes being around so many people and listening to so many voices and music 5 00:00:56,800 --> 00:01:11,240 and all that is tiring. I noticed that you got up and didn't come back, so I got a little 6 00:01:11,240 --> 00:01:27,240 bit worried. What do you mean? Yeah, I noticed you. How could I not? Oh, you got a call? 7 00:01:27,240 --> 00:01:46,760 Is it an emergency? No, I get you. Is my party boring? You can be honest. To tell the truth, 8 00:01:46,760 --> 00:01:54,880 I'm expecting it to be boring. You'd think because of my parents' wealth and position 9 00:01:54,880 --> 00:02:03,760 that I get to host a lot of parties, but we don't. They're mostly away, so the house ends 10 00:02:03,760 --> 00:02:14,400 up being more of a place for them to sleep than to live. It gets lonely. Because of that, 11 00:02:14,400 --> 00:02:37,600 I wanted to host one for the first time. You think I'm doing well? Thank you. The stars 12 00:02:37,600 --> 00:02:44,920 are so beautiful, right? Yeah, I mostly watch them from my window, but I've never done it 13 00:02:44,920 --> 00:02:50,520 before on this balcony. To think that you found a much better spot to do that in my 14 00:02:50,520 --> 00:03:00,760 own house. Sometimes I wonder how much I actually know myself. People have always made me believe 15 00:03:00,760 --> 00:03:12,760 a lot of things I might or might not be. Oh, yeah. I mean, as in the way they treat me. 16 00:03:12,760 --> 00:03:21,480 They act towards me like I was someone who's never done anything wrong and praising me 17 00:03:21,480 --> 00:03:36,760 for the tiniest thing. It all just feels a bit artificial. Even now at this party. Come 18 00:03:36,760 --> 00:03:42,200 on, admit it. I barely have music and food. People are mostly enjoying the pool and the 19 00:03:42,200 --> 00:03:56,440 TV. Oh, I must be thinking it sucks, but they won't tell me. They refer to me as a star. 20 00:03:56,440 --> 00:04:03,080 Beautiful, bright. Even some would say that because of the out of this world thing, but 21 00:04:03,080 --> 00:04:17,720 look at them. The stars are distant and so lonely. Even when they all look close to each 22 00:04:17,720 --> 00:04:28,560 other in reality, they're separated by a huge distance. It seems like a tragic fate to be 23 00:04:28,560 --> 00:04:47,240 a star. I hope I won't end up like that. Oh, sorry. I didn't mean to. You're lying. Thank 24 00:04:47,240 --> 00:04:58,720 you. You're really nice. Yeah, I know we only talk at times because we have some classes 25 00:04:58,720 --> 00:05:04,960 together, but still from the times I have, I can tell you're a good guy. Also, we were 26 00:05:04,960 --> 00:05:11,440 the only ones back then when it was raining and classes got suspended, but we still went. 27 00:05:11,440 --> 00:05:24,480 Right? But it was a fun day. I got to know you a bit better. What about the party? It's 28 00:05:24,480 --> 00:05:28,520 okay. I'm not missing that much. Besides, it was mostly guys trying to flirt with me. 29 00:05:28,520 --> 00:05:34,320 I don't get it. Is it because of my wealth? What else could it be? I'm not smart. I'm 30 00:05:34,320 --> 00:05:44,080 not funny. How good grades don't tell you that you're smart. And a little star trivia 31 00:05:44,080 --> 00:05:58,000 was just because I like to read a lot. That's all. My hair. Sorry, I'm not following. Because 32 00:05:58,000 --> 00:06:06,760 of my hair, guys are trying to flirt with me. Oh, you like my hair. Is that what you're 33 00:06:06,760 --> 00:06:18,880 trying to say? Oh, thank you. Oh, no, no, no. I don't think you're trying to flirt with 34 00:06:18,880 --> 00:06:43,760 me. Can you imagine? Yeah, it was just a compliment. There's nothing more. I got you. Aren't you 35 00:06:43,760 --> 00:06:56,480 cold? Yeah, it's getting a lot colder. Oh, and the breeze. You want to keep looking at 36 00:06:56,480 --> 00:07:22,080 the stars? Yeah, no, I mean it. Come on, follow me. This is my room. Thank you. I try to keep 37 00:07:22,080 --> 00:07:35,880 it as clean as I can. So, yeah, this is the window I was talking about. The moon is usually 38 00:07:35,880 --> 00:07:45,520 visible from it. Oh, but there aren't many stars tonight. Sorry, I just thought that. 39 00:07:45,520 --> 00:07:58,960 Oh, it's okay. Okay, well, thanks. Oh, but here, lay on my bed. No, I don't mind. I just 40 00:07:58,960 --> 00:08:10,520 want to show you something. Okay, I'll turn off the lights and... See, I have glowy star 41 00:08:10,520 --> 00:08:21,080 stickers. You're not laughing, are you? I don't know. Some people would say it's a bit 42 00:08:21,080 --> 00:08:48,480 childish. Oh, you like it? Yeah, I mean, I did say that we would keep looking at the 43 00:08:48,480 --> 00:09:15,800 stars. It's calming, isn't it? Despite me telling you how I feel towards stars, I still 44 00:09:15,800 --> 00:09:27,080 like to see them. Oh, no, don't mind me. I'll just be sitting here on the edge of the bed. 45 00:09:27,080 --> 00:09:46,760 Oh, are you sure? It's okay if I... Okay. I know it's my bed, but I... Can I? Okay, good. 46 00:09:46,760 --> 00:10:07,480 They're not the real ones, but since I have them here, this is enough for me to think 47 00:10:07,480 --> 00:10:17,160 of these stars as something close to me. Other ones out there don't make me feel like this. 48 00:10:17,160 --> 00:10:26,280 Similar to how I interact with most people, not many are actually with me. They're so 49 00:10:26,280 --> 00:10:42,440 interested in their own idea of me. They don't care about my actual self. I feel so lonely. 50 00:10:42,440 --> 00:10:54,440 But hey, now you're here with me. You're humble and shy. You stay out of the spotlight. You 51 00:10:54,440 --> 00:11:10,600 help others. You cheer for them. I've seen you. You're like the moon. Yeah, you shine 52 00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:21,160 when almost no one is around. Or rather, when you think no one's looking at you. No, it's 53 00:11:21,160 --> 00:11:31,160 not like sunshine. You don't make others go blind. But I do. I'm like the sun. When people 54 00:11:31,160 --> 00:11:38,040 look at me, they get so blind because of the false idea I give. I can't even control it. 55 00:11:43,000 --> 00:11:49,000 Hey, don't feel bad for me. Actually, I was waiting for the right moment to say this, 56 00:11:49,000 --> 00:12:01,400 but I know it's your birthday. Look, all you had before was because of that, right? Yeah. 57 00:12:01,400 --> 00:12:18,760 How did I just did research? No, no. Okay. Well, maybe I did some stalking. I'm sorry. 58 00:12:21,640 --> 00:12:28,600 Yeah, I know you would never tell. So I went and looked for it myself 59 00:12:28,600 --> 00:12:34,920 before during this party. I asked everyone, do you guys mind if I celebrate someone's birthday at my 60 00:12:34,920 --> 00:12:40,360 place? And I didn't answer. I think they got so excited because the idea of me throwing a party, 61 00:12:40,360 --> 00:12:47,080 but they only listened to me saying the words party in my place. That's why I was so worried 62 00:12:47,080 --> 00:12:59,800 about you. I want you to have fun, but I... It's still okay? Is this enough for you? 63 00:13:02,040 --> 00:13:07,320 Just lying on my bed and looking at Chloe's star stickers, was that really enough? 64 00:13:07,320 --> 00:13:28,680 Yeah. Well, I'm glad. Can I stroke your hair? Just turn and face me. 65 00:13:28,680 --> 00:13:38,200 Okay. It's okay. The darkness makes things less awkward, right? 66 00:13:38,200 --> 00:13:54,360 Why? I don't... I just want to give you something. Can I? Okay. 67 00:13:54,360 --> 00:14:05,720 You really are like the moon. Just looking at me from the darkness. 68 00:14:06,600 --> 00:14:18,120 I've seen you. You try to be discreet, but yeah. No, no, it's okay. If it's you, then I don't mind. 69 00:14:18,120 --> 00:14:29,960 In fact, I like it. You do it in a way that doesn't make me feel uncomfortable. 70 00:14:29,960 --> 00:14:52,280 Even in this darkness, the idea of you is enough for me to feel safe. I know you have a crush on me. 71 00:14:52,280 --> 00:15:03,720 No, no, no. Please don't move away. It's okay. Hey, the truth is, when I realized that I actually got happy, 72 00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:10,680 it wasn't like when the other guys say it. You took your time. 73 00:15:14,440 --> 00:15:18,120 You slowly grew that idea. You started with small talks, 74 00:15:18,120 --> 00:15:24,520 and you listened to me without agreeing with every single thing I said. You were yourself. 75 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:36,520 And with you, I feel like I was being myself, without facades. 76 00:15:36,520 --> 00:15:51,320 And now I could say that I have a crush on you too. 77 00:15:54,120 --> 00:16:00,280 I just didn't know what to do. So celebrating your birthday was the only 78 00:16:00,280 --> 00:16:12,680 idea I had to make an excuse to have you near me. Hey, you really are a wonderful person. 79 00:16:12,680 --> 00:16:26,360 Listen, this is not something I'm thinking just now. It's not something I feel because of my loneliness. 80 00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:36,760 Why are you pulling away? I was going to kiss your forehead. Am I making you uncomfortable? 81 00:16:36,760 --> 00:16:44,840 Then what is it? What? What do you mean? 82 00:16:48,360 --> 00:16:51,400 Like what? Like you don't deserve me? 83 00:16:55,080 --> 00:17:00,920 Please don't do this. Don't do this thing that everyone ends up doing. 84 00:17:00,920 --> 00:17:06,760 I'm not a star. I'm not untouchable. I'm not some unreachable thing. 85 00:17:08,120 --> 00:17:14,520 I'm not something that you can just look away from. I'm here. I'm with you. I want to be with you. 86 00:17:19,080 --> 00:17:22,280 So what if you think you're not worthy? I think you're more than worthy. 87 00:17:22,280 --> 00:17:36,600 Hey, you not feeling handsome or interesting is just wrong. You shouldn't. You're amazing. 88 00:17:36,600 --> 00:17:43,160 Trust me. It's just that the world has made you set some unrealistic standards. 89 00:17:43,160 --> 00:17:51,080 You being kind is not you having a debt to pay or anything. It's simply because you're that good. 90 00:17:52,520 --> 00:17:58,360 You help others because you can and you want to. Don't ever think that you should do it because of anything else. 91 00:18:02,120 --> 00:18:10,360 I like you. I like you a lot. You're always on my mind and I'm 92 00:18:10,360 --> 00:18:16,120 just like you. I feel awkward. I feel like I'm bad at socializing, so 93 00:18:17,320 --> 00:18:21,320 please, if you're going to reject me, I hope it's not because you feel unworthy. 94 00:18:27,320 --> 00:18:29,320 I'll ask you this once, but 95 00:18:32,200 --> 00:18:34,200 do you want to kiss me? 96 00:18:34,200 --> 00:18:36,200 Do you want to kiss me? 97 00:18:36,200 --> 00:18:54,200 That was... I like you so much. 98 00:19:06,200 --> 00:19:11,160 Who cares if the others find out? It's just us. 99 00:19:18,360 --> 00:19:24,360 We might not be able to change their view, but we can start by just changing ourselves, 100 00:19:26,760 --> 00:19:28,280 trying to improve as people. 101 00:19:28,280 --> 00:19:34,360 So, at least for now, don't think about what the others think. 102 00:19:35,320 --> 00:19:47,880 Don't think about the party. It's already a failure. Just think about us. 103 00:19:50,520 --> 00:19:53,160 Don't think of me as something out of your league. Think of me as 104 00:19:53,160 --> 00:19:58,040 the one that wants to be with you because of who you are. 105 00:20:01,080 --> 00:20:04,680 Because I think of you as the one that wants me because of who I actually am. 106 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:10,280 Well, you weren't marrying me. I was doing the same. 107 00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:16,280 So, please, don't be afraid to reach out to me. 108 00:20:16,280 --> 00:20:23,880 I was able to reach out for my moon.