Oh fuck, fuck you, sir.
No, no, no, I don't want it, I don't want it, I don't want it.
Hey, did you say, stop, stop, hey, hey, enough, enough, joking, enough.
No, no, no, I'm okay, I'm okay.
Did you say a word?
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. We'll stop, then we'll stop, we'll stop, we'll stop.
No, no, no, no, no.
It's okay. I
Just I thought I heard you and then you went back into it, but
You know look to it very hesitant going in for that for a second slap here
Mm-hmm. Do you want some water?
I
Want guys to you to drop
What are you like, what are you feeling?
It's if you don't want to go into detail you it's it's okay if you're not up to it, that's fine
You can um you're just just tell me what you need right now, okay?
Do you want like a do you want a hug?
Yeah, of course, of course come here arms are always open for business, you know
Come on
Don't apologize you didn't ruin anything
Oh, we're really doing here is we're moving from one nice thing to another I'm not terribly upset about that
I'm realizing we really haven't cuddled much lately
I
Mean I kind of knew it, but I just kept
Like pushing it off. I mean I was so myself like
initiates spooning tonight, and then it just
Conk out five minutes after my head
I mean I'm usually
I've all sleep pretty fast
Once you get into bed like a you know, oh
I'll hear you brushing your teeth and I'll feel the mattress move and then I'm just
I think it's
Probably like I'm probably I say that like I don't know I know it's a comfort thing. It's just like okay
He's here. It's time to fully relax and then
I'm sorry
I
Just I know I
Just I'm I mean, I've been so busy for the past few weeks, and
Then when we have had time it's
Really only been rougher stuff
This is just a very nice refresher
This is just a very nice refresher
Sorry
No, I but I am I cuz I I
I get why you would feel that way. I've I mean
I've been there I
understand
that's
I know it's logically right. That's what makes you feel kind of like guilty and shitty about it, but I
I mean don't don't like I can't tell you what to think but let me
Just make it crystal clear. Okay, I
Like rough stuff and I like rough stuff with you
But that is that is kind of
What defines it for me cuz it's
You're not just my Dom or my daddy or sir or whatever
What do you think at the moment? You're a person
And you're my person
Which is why you are also those things and I
Know
Sometimes I just
I'm really sorry. I'm really glad that you told me
More than anything
You know, that's it you're
Here's a man I love
I don't want you to feel
Like you're being used for a purpose and I I know that without enough reassurance
That's just something that's bound to happen
But it's not true
Thank you for telling me
Thank you for telling me you don't tell me again, right?
And I don't want to have this repeat
And don't be afraid to tell me in the future
Because I never want you to feel like I don't value you cuz I'll love you. Holy shit. I
Really look down
Sometimes I just
I want you to put me in my place
Well, that's good that's how you want to feel or else this relationship history would be very
Very uncomfortable to look back on
I just I mean you you seemed into it in the start, but I don't know exactly
All it takes is one weird
Synapse to fire in a off direction and it brings the whole mood
crashing down
I
Don't know exactly
I don't know exactly
I don't know exactly
The whole mood crashing down, which I by the way, I do not say to blame you. I'm not upset
Like I said, I'm really glad you told me
Thank you for opening up
I always love
Kind of seeing through you like this
I just think it's so beautiful
I do. It means a lot that you're willing to let me in
It means that you trust me or that you try to anyway, and let yourself try
I know that's rough
But I think it's it's probably one of the reasons why after care has become
Probably one of my favorite parts of sex. It's nice to bond
But I'm sorry cuz I know it comes at your emotional expense sometimes or at least this time it did
And I just want you back, okay
You're not gonna turn that down
Oh
Oh my god, is that for me? I mean I fucking have to be are you okay?
I'm sorry. I didn't realize I bit you that hard. Holy shit. I was in it. Oh
Yeah, well, yeah, but it's gonna bruise pretty bad. Oh here
By the power of love your wound will be gone by the morn
We're infected there's really I mean we'll just have to wait and see
No
No, that's sweet. You did not hit too hard
It stung the appropriate amount I I liked it shouldn't have to tell you that but in the spirit of honesty
Actually could have done a little harder if you wanted but
My my last drop was I mean, I just
Got in my head tends to be whole reason for a drop, but
I
I
I
I mean, that's why we have that rule now because I can't I
Can't really handle the rough shit when we've been fighting
I just have too much anxiety for it
And
Let me know not that I think you'd hurt me. I've told you this just that
My insecurities start to
my insecurities start spiraling and
Like it has to stay fun for it to feel good that's weird, isn't it? I think that's just pretty fucking bizarre
In the same vein
You shouldn't feel like a piece of meat or dildo so
We can figure out a workaround, you know, maybe a new rule for that and
It can be tentative like mine. We can just kind of see how we're feeling in the moment
well, I mean mine's a little bit more difficult for that, but
Maybe
I'm gonna implement more cuddle sessions in between the harder stuff
I'd like that too
There's just some light touching if we don't have time busy people
You know what I don't do is I ought to give you more pacify kisses
Yes
The way your eyes lit up was really cute
You know, I squeezed your thigh the other day that was
a little something
Well, but you didn't need to take the kettle off it was a it was a friendly reminder
Fine fine, okay. Okay just for its own sake. All right for its own sake no kettle
Only microwave
Oh
Well, someone's gotta get it I just don't fucking feel like
They're not always my bagel bites that sometimes they're
Shared there's a group's bagel bites the group
the group you me
and David
From who lives in the walls and I mean well, he usually only comes out at night
We haven't been like properly introduced, but I do try to leave some
out for him covered, you know, don't get on my ass, but
Mm-hmm. Thank you. I try to be a good neighbor
I
Kind of sleepy it is kind of a sleepy mood, but I still have some energy
I'm kind of craving tea now
And we can make some of it and with your permission I can get in another thigh squeeze
And then you can get up and take the kettle off
You know
Dildos are fun
But they can't do
Half the things that you do and I don't just mean tea. I well
Kissing is one of them
I really like that
And you've got hands
Hands and I like the feeling of your weight on me
Plus you make a noise which is my fucking favorite
Get you riled up
Sounding like a sasquatch
I
Mm-hmm
I'm sorry a seal. Okay. I don't I just don't it's just a fact that I
I
Mm-hmm. See
Well, then didn't you prove me wrong, huh? How about that?
Yeah, you asked for it you
Know it's so I that's that's not
That's semantics. I didn't I didn't ask first. I just just listen just tell me tell me
When I go to town on your neck, I
Was wrong
You do sound good
You really like it when I kiss this spot
Oh
Hmm
I want to see you staring up
Me plus it's a better view for you. Oh
Oh, you're sweet but it's hard to keep my tits in your mouth
I know you like that
You always just
He was grinding
I guess you're making really hard to
I could maybe
That's it
There was something you wanted to try a while back
I think
You're up for it
Now might be perfect time to test the waters
Should I loop a finger?
Hmm. Don't worry baby. At least you went to it. Okay. It's a multi-step process
I don't want to miss
My favorite part
I'm not saying I'm not gonna speed up
Enjoy it
You deserve it
How about this
Hmm. Balls too. Yes sir
You think you're ready? Okay
I'm gonna slide it in
Okay. Tell me if you need me to stop or slow down anything
Here we go
How's that? I'm going slow. I'm going slow. How do you feel?
What about
No. Is that the spot?
Sorry. It was really sexy. Couldn't help it
That moment in my mouth
This is gonna be a lot of fun
Are you doing okay? Yeah? Okay. This is a good pace
I think you can handle both
Hmm. We'll find out
Hmm
I'm a bit too excited. My throat isn't open enough for that yet
I'm gonna keep taking it slow for now, okay?
Hmm. Pretty boy
We just had to move my hair away, didn't we? I wouldn't want the view obstructed either
Do you like what you see? How dirty is it?
Seeing yourself get fingered with your cock between my lips
Well, that said plenty
Should I speed up?
Too much? Fuck, baby. I love seeing you like this
Why couldn't you take any more?
Okay, that one did
Okay, hold on
All right. I'm gonna take it out, okay?
Okay, hold on. No, it's okay
Slow, just like before
Just like before
Relax a bit
Baby, you're so good
I'm so proud of you. Not too much
Let's keep it soft
I told you I'd ride you
If anything, you've earned it
Okay, back in we go
Oh, this is my favorite
This is my other favorite
Oh, fuck
Honey, you look a little loopy. You're barely moving
Do you need a minute?
I thought you could handle it
All those little changes in expression
You just look happier this time around
Oh, is it better? Good boy
My special boy
You make me so happy
Your cock feels really fucking good
I can feel you twitch already. Did you get that close?
I say that like I don't know
What if I let you come inside today?
That's a treat
Oh, we've already forgotten the condoms. Why not?
I want you come pumped up inside me
I want to feel it. I want to feel it hot and dripping out
I want to be marked by you
Fuck
Baby, are you good?
That's good
Fuck. I feel it. I feel it, baby
Keep thirsty. Give me all of it. I want every single drop
Oh, my baby
Can you stay hard for me just a little bit? I need to keep going
Just a little bit. Just a little bit. I fucking need it
Oh, my God
It's a problem. I'm a good boy
Fuck
Oh, my God
Oh
I was surprisingly fast
No
That was nice
It was simple
I think that was honestly just exactly what I needed
How are you feeling?
You did fantastic
I'm so proud of you
For all of it. Oh, my God
Everything
You liked it
Just checking
I am very, very glad that you did
Because now I'll get to refine my technique
It's probably
One of the hottest things I've ever seen
And bonus points would you look at that
Not a single yeti call
You didn't pull one fucking Sasquatch, baby. That is a record
Not that it was hard to beat
You weren't holding out on me, were you?
You shouldn't do that
Because I like every single sound you make
Maybe next time a toy will be called for
What do you think?
Should we start shopping around?
We can do that
We can do that now
I guess. Well, actually, what do you say?
We shower off
Because I just got some new body scrub that I really want to use
And then we can shop
But also PJ's movie tea
I'm still really craving tea
Oh, my God. I think we have a package of Pillsbury
I'm so amazing. I mean, honest to God, how do you do it?
How are you so lucky to nab a woman like me?
I mean, it obviously you have your gifts, but it really does
Don't do that, because I
Okay, now I hear it