Oh, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, let's get these off, that's it.
Move that out of the way, okay.
Alright, let's turn this off, there we go, yeah.
Alright, come here, onto the bed, there you go.
Okay, move that out of the way, okay.
Can I touch you? Is that okay?
Okay, thank you.
Yeah, just lay your head against my chest, it's okay.
There we go.
That's it.
In and out, okay, deep breaths.
Babe, I don't care if you cry in my shirt, I wasn't planning on staying clean today.
You're fine, you're fine.
It is just a shirt, I don't care about it.
What? No, no, I am not mad, why would I be mad?
I'm concerned, obviously, but are you mad?
No, no.
I swear to God, I am not angry with you.
Fuck, no, I am not disappointed either, no, oh my God, no.
I am not just saying that, listen to me.
I don't want to be with someone who can't say a word when they need to, okay?
Like, I think I'm a pretty observant person and I'm never going to intentionally do something you've said is a limit.
But we're both gorgeous people and I can miss things or maybe you forgot to mention something or something.
If it just even feels off, like, that's fine.
That's why we have Safe Force, that's the whole point of them existing.
Honestly, I need you to be able to say a word or I don't feel safe playing with you.
Yes, really, I would feel like the biggest sack of shit if I thought we were having a good time together
and I found out later you hated it and were miserable and were letting me do things that you didn't want.
Fuck, I don't like thinking about it, okay?
I need you to be able to tell me no when the answer's no, okay?
I mean, obviously, I'm not glad things went sideways this time, but I'm really glad to know you'll say it.
I mean, I feel better about playing with you now.
It is not weak and it's not stupid, hey. Stop that. Look at me.
It is normal, okay? It's a normal thing.
You're a person with limits, everyone has them, and they're not stupid or silly.
Listen, you want to see stupid and silly. See what happens when a spider comes in this room when we're playing.
You better hope you can put a glass over that thing with handcuffs on because I am not.
Fuck all, I am sure as shit not gonna do it.
Stop, okay? Stop it. There is nothing weak about it. Stop saying that.
Look, I hate to say this, but this is just another way of having sex, okay? There are no stakes here.
I'm not paddling you for state secrets or something. This isn't something with winning and losing.
This isn't something you have to endure for any other reason other than wanting to.
And if you want to stop, then I want to stop. I don't want to do this with someone who doesn't want it, okay?
If you need a safe word because, I don't know, you just remembered snakes don't have arms and you got really sad.
Fucking safe word then. I am never going to be mad.
No, or disappointed. If all I wanted was to get off, I could just go jerk off in the shower, okay?
I can get off whenever. That's not important. You're important.
You ready to tell me about it?
Not yet, that's fine. We can just hang out for a while.
Tell me when you want.
Oh, you want something to drink? Yeah? Alright, I'll be right back.
Alright, there you go. One for me too. Come here.
Back in my arms. I like your clothes.
Just be here with me for a while, okay?
Tell me what's wrong when you're ready.
I don't want that. I'll be here.