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You always say we are friends. But I am not your friend. I can't be your friend.

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Friends don't fuck like we have. Friends haven't seen each other's faces when they come.

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Friends haven't licked each other's juices off their bodies. And friends don't spend weekends in a tangle of skin and sweat and sex.

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A friend wouldn't know what you taste like or where that tattoo is. A friend wouldn't have fucked you more times than he or she could have accounted and still want more.

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I do want more. I want to be all over you. Every night. Making you moan and hearing my name.

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Hearing my name spill off your lips and raptures. My name.

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Not whoever you fucking right now. A friend wouldn't hurt to know what's happening. To see you so free.

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A friend would just want you to be happy but not me. I am selfish about you. I am tormented by jealous thoughts and the pain of not being able to touch you when I want it.

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And this is how I know I am not your friend. If I was your friend I wouldn't remember the exact date of our first kiss and I still feel a luster in my lips.

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I wouldn't be able to picture you naked in my bed like it was yesterday.

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If I was your friend I wouldn't be touching myself thinking of how you touch me.

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And I wouldn't come so hard from the memory of my mouth and hands all over your bare skin.

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How can you claim you are my friend with a straight face? A friend would never have kissed me like you did or stripped me so hungrily every time you were alone.

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A friend would not turn up at my door in the night. Begging to be fucked. Knowing that I couldn't refuse you if I wanted to.

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No. Friends definitely do not do the things we've done to each other and the things I still want to do.

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I've tried so hard. Believe me. But I've been driven to distraction. I can't unsee you naked or unfuck you. And I'm not even going to try anymore.

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I just can't be your friend when I want you so fucking bad. I want you so fucking bad.