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hi guys so this is a I don't know if I want to call it a series but I don't

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think it could hurt to do that this is basically intended to be kind of like a

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new series or a new thing for my subreddit to help kind of liven it up

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even more so I'm not sure what the title will be as of right now but I think

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something to the effect of pillow talking with whispers works so you know

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basically I intend to talk about very simple things that people normally

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wouldn't really think much about or things that are very light-hearted in

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tone and just kind of rolling with it and sharing my thoughts and feelings on

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it maybe sharing some personal stories as well depending on the topic and if

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it's not too personally identifying so yeah um feel free to get cuddled up if

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you want to lay down and listen to this to help you sleep or feel free to get

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just comfortable and you know if you're listening to this to help you be like

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productive with working or whatever you're doing enjoy you know just enjoy

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my voice all up in your ears yay so today I wanted to talk about

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recording audios in general because it is a thing that is very like a lot of

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people probably don't really take the time to consider it like from the

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listener side just how weird it can sometimes feel to record audios erotic

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or not from the recorder side recorder side performer side same recorder makes

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me feel like I'm like an instrument like I sound like that plastic children's

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instrument oh god oh that would be a journey anyway um so I remember the very

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first time that I made an audio which fun fact the very first audio I ever made

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actually was the tender first time audio that was f4f or female for female for

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those not aware of what that means because I'm sure maybe there's some

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people that haven't really noticed what the tagging stuff's all about so yeah um

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my very first audio was actually an f4f um audio and in it I take I don't know I

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don't want to word it like that because there's no penetrative activities in it

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but I share the listeners first time with them basically so I take the

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listeners first time and experience it with them so I remember when I made it

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um I felt so awkward at first because like I you know there I was huddled up

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believe it or not in my bathroom if you can believe it with my laptop and my

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little derpy hello kitty karaoke machine microphone hooked up to my computer just

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holding that in my hand and ball with the other hand I'm just like fondling my

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body the way that I described in the audio with each part god I sat there and

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was grinning like an idiot the whole time like what the fuck am I doing why

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am I doing this you know it felt so stupid to sit there with this mic in my

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hand just going uh-huh you know this is gonna be great I'm sure it's gonna get

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someone off and there I am just sitting there like touching different parts of

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me just trying to make this scenario feel a little more real and you know I

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felt really stupid when I was recording it like I felt happy with what I was

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making and essentially my intent with that audio was to make something kind of

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almost reflecting what my ideal first time with another girl would be like

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oddly enough but in the end I was you know sitting there after I hit the stop

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button after I was done I sat there thinking what the hell did I just do

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like I was listening I guess okay so what led to me recording it was earlier

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in the night I'd been listening to erotic recordings on literatica actually

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because that's where I used to listen to audio porn at before I discovered GWA

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and I thought that sounds like an easy thing to do I was so nervous it took

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like three takes before I was rolling with a take that I liked because either

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I was shaking too much or I was just really nervous that it wasn't gonna come

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out that good but I'm very happy with the end result when I listened back to

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it for the first time to check it for any errors or any fumbles or stumbles I

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realized that I had created a very emotionally in-depth audio although

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there's not a super lot of emotional description in that audio like there is

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some emotions in there and it really adds to the audio compared to if it

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were just to be sex like I did add a little bit of feeling to it but you know

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the mic quality looking back on it you know at the time I thought this is

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passable listening back to it it's like it's passable to a degree but I mean I

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didn't realize at the time that recording with my phone was even an

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option or you know even using my higher quality mic was an option I didn't

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realize I could do either one of those and make my audio sound like really nice

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but yeah I got started with awkward body touching and a hello kitty mic I didn't

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get myself off in that audio but following that same night after I'd

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recorded that actually not too long after I actually recorded my very first

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masturbation audio intended to be listened to on the internet by a public

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audience or like a general audience of adults and I was so nervous recording it

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I kept shaking it was really weird because you know nowadays making a

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masked audio or any kind of erotic audio it's easy peasy for me I can do it with

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no issue I can do it pretty much on the fly it's pretty simple for me but when I

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was making my first two erotic audios holy shit it was one of the most

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nerve-racking nerve-racking exhilarating things in my life and in

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that moment when I orgasmed on the recording you know I sat there kind of

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processing it after I'd finished recording and excuse me and I kind of

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realized you know that was oddly intimate whoa and words can't describe

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how weird I felt when the audios were approved on Literatica and put up on

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there because I'm fun fact fun confession I got my starts on Literatica

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but the same night after I'd upload them while waiting for those to be approved

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because for those of you that have never listened to Literatica's audio side or

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for those of you that have never uploaded on there before I've since

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deleted my account by the way but it's worth mentioning that the the upload

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process is not as simple and quick as GWA's so with GWA when you upload an

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audio all you do is you go into soundgasm you upload your audio you know

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and then you make a post on the GWA subreddit and post your audio very

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simple and as long as you follow the rules that the mods have set for in

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terms of audio content appropriately tagging your audio your audios go up

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instantly you don't have to worry about waiting but with Literatica it took like

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a couple nights before my audios made their debut on the site because these

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audios are manually like listened to I assume because they take forever to be

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fucking put up and approved you know what I mean and it was pretty annoying

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and frustrating and by the time that those audios had been approved I'd

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already uploaded a good couple things or good few audios to GWA and then I

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decided to pack my bags from blit and move to GWA permanently and that's

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where I've been staying since yay but the recording process was always really

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awkward for me at first because I felt so nervous and in my first like first

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few audios I only whispered I never actually used my real voice I whispered

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partly because the time I'd be recording them was like pretty late at night or

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in the afternoon but I didn't want to get caught but also because I figured

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why not live up to my username and never use my actual voice teehee because I was

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very scared of being found out and truthfully when you're making audios of

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an erotic nature getting found out it's gonna be a thing that will you know

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eventually potentially happen and you have to keep that risk in the back of

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your mind and you have to be very careful and safe you know what I mean I

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mean like if I were to be making just exclusively cuddly ASMR non erotic

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audios with like that being the only stuff I made I wouldn't give a shit who

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found out who I was but like erotic audio is a totally different story but

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that is a totally different subject but you know back when I was a really

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paranoid about being found out I used to only whisper in my audios but then I

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finally worked up the courage and decided you know what I'm just gonna

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take the plunge in the risk and I'm gonna start using my voice in my audios

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outside of just whispering because I had people expect you know or not

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expecting I had people anticipating the moment where they'd be able to hear my

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voice for the first time and so yeah that was another nerve-wracking thing to

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do my first recordings where my voice really came out was a very I don't want

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to say it was scary but at the time yeah it was kind of scary because it was

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something that I was never a hundred percent used to I was like oh oh no they

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can actually hear like my voice like people are gonna recognize my voice oh

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no you know but it ended up not being a big deal nobody fucking cared you know

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they're just like you have such a nice voice and I was like oh recording

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audios you know nowadays it's a lot smoother of a process all I do is I just

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grab my phone I go to a room where I have utmost privacy which can I confess

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something kind of awkward lately that's actually pen my garage can you believe

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it whoa but you know in the end it's easy to just grab my phone turn on the

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voice recorder record my shit and then upload it you know not to mention the

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sound quality is amazing but back then my recording process was supremely

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uncertain and like god I don't even know but nowadays I feel a lot more

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confident making erotic audios it took a lot of time to come out of my shyness

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and nervousness when making my initial audios which I've actually come to

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notice that my when I compare like my first few masked audios to my more

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recent ones I've really changed the way that I do my masked audios like back

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when I debuted I remember that there was a lot of discussion of what I was

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feeling and what I was doing and what I was thinking about nowadays it's more

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just I make my noises and the recordings done and I kind of want to go back if I

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can go on this other small tiny little quick thought tangent here next time I

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do a masked audio for like GWA or whatever I'm really hoping that I can

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kind of go back to my roots of really describing things more in detail like

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that like how I used to because I miss that you know I think I feel like that

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was an element to my masked audios that really made it something special

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compared to a lot of the other masked audios not to say that those are bad

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masked audios or anything but like my masked audios I think they stood out

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because of both the insatiability and lustiness in me but also my pretty

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innocent nature as well let's see what else is there to say about recording

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audios um cuz there's so much I could talk about it's just so tangenty and mmm

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you don't care if I go on too many tangents do you cuz it's all gonna

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relate back to recording so I think it should be okay I think the next thing I

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want to talk about right now is an extension of recording which is has

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recording changed my fetishes or my desires or things like that so when I

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first came to GWA I was a very very vanilla person I did have my kinks and

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things but I mostly had vanilla sweet tame fantasies and to this day it still

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kind of remains true my fetishes haven't actually changed that much believe it

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or not but I am gaining a bit of a love and affinity for things that I

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initially wouldn't have given as much thought about like sometimes now I'll

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actually have thoughts just passing in the day about man I wonder what

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snowballing is like after I made my foot worship foot job snowballing audio which

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was supremely fun to make I loved it but um you know GWA has also kind of

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introduced me really I almost feel like GWA has introduced me more to like my

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limits than to my new fetishes like for a lot of people when they come to GWA at

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first they're like you know to give an example some people come and they're

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like you know DDLG ain't really my thing and then before you know it they get

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into it that hasn't happened for me like I can see the appeal of DDLG and stuff

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specifically DDLG but it's not something that works for me um like I have moments

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where I'll kind of feel like I'm going into little space but it's hard to say

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if I'd ever do audios that really embrace it like in a more sexual fashion

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but not only that but like I've never been comfortable with the whole daddy

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papa stuff making audios of it because for me that's like a very intimate

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personal thing and it's a very vulnerable thing for me so I don't feel

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as comfortable making audios featuring that content so like for me you know I

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almost kind of hate to say it because I think I'm I feel like I'm gonna break

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some hearts when I say this but like DDLG stuff is kind of a hard limit for

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me in terms of things I'll record despite how tame and sweet it can really

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be it's just you know I don't know it's like I see so much of it that I don't

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know like I feel like it doesn't really do anything for me as much like I can

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listen to audios with DDLG in it and like I can enjoy them and find them

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cute or find them hot but it's not really because of the DDLG elements you

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know like when I hear a pretty voice say daddy whether it be a lady voice male

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voice or something in between whatever it is you know when I hear the word

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daddy or Papa although nobody really says Papa do you notice that but um with

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like my preferred title if I were to ever cross that hard limit I'd actually

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personally use Papa because I think it sounds a little more cute and even a

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little bit more innocent but still kind of naughty like it's very like almost

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elegant I really like the way Papa rolls off my tongue but like you know I'm very

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neutral to the word daddy like when I hear it I'm just kind of like oh and

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that's it it's like I don't really feel anything when I hear it it's just kind

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of like oh you know here we are again you know the daddy stuff and it's not

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that I don't like the idea of DDLG and stuff I sometimes have fantasies about

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it but it's so personal I don't know if it's a topic I'd want to record no no

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contraire you know GWA has opened up my mind to doing mommy Dom audios a lot

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and I've made quite a few at this point and I'm in love with making mommy

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audios I really like to take on that role of being the warm assertive mommy

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you know what I mean it's just so fun because like in my

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personal life I kind of am like a bit of a caretaker myself so I can really

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channel that taking care of type of feeling and really push it within the

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mommy persona and it really is a magical thing when I'm recording because

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it's such a natural role for me you know what I mean and I really like to record

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it and I don't know like GWA has opened me to that like I have had my mind

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opened recently to the idea of being someone's mommy not someone in specific

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but like in the future like if I were to get in a relationship and that was

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something that somebody wanted that I would be very willing to do that for

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that person so in that sense GWA has opened me up to that kink a lot more

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than I expected but otherwise I feel like GWA hasn't really changed my

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fetishes or tastes that much um but next month on the 21st is my cake day so

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let's wait and see if by then this hasn't changed it at least a little bit

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you know let's see do I have any funny recording stories I can share with you

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guys um okay so there are times when I make like massed audios or just

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scenario based audios where sometimes I'll stumble on my words or I or I feel

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like I sense that somebody's gonna walk in on me so there are times where like I

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have to like stop and then restart recording like multiple times and

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sometimes this means when I'm trying to record a massed audio that sometimes

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when I hit record I'm coming already and I've made audios like where I've come

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like that before but there was one time where I was trying to record something

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like that and I never uploaded it or ever saved the file but oh god um I

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didn't rise how loud I was yet you know like whimpering I don't know I call

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whimpering I don't call my orgasm screaming orgasms because they're not

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screaming orgasms but they are pretty much like squealing I guess so I guess

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that's what I'll call it I didn't realize how loud I was squealing until I

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overheard my mom asking if I was okay and I was like oh no and you could

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actually kind of hear it in the back like you could vaguely hear it are you

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okay so oh I was very embarrassed and I ended up not recording anything else

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that day because I was just like fuck so it was supposed to be a simple massed

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audio turned into my mom being very concerned and then she just wanted to

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make sure I wasn't hurt or something and all that stuff I forget how I played it

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off I forget like what excuse I made or whatever but it was an adventure but she

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wasn't mad or anything if you were curious um what else is there is there

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any other funny stories I have not really um no I do have another really

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funny one actually actually it's really recent too so sometimes when I record

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audios I actually don't upload them right away I'll hold on to these

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recordings until I feel like I want to upload them or I feel like I'm satisfied

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enough with them that I'll upload them and time for a kind of an embarrassing

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confession I actually recorded a water sports audio recently of just myself

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peeing and unfortunately or maybe fortunately cuz I know that there is a

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fetish for this out there but unfortunately in the audio in you know

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mid piss I actually farted and it's not that obnoxious of a fart and when I

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listened to the recording I just giggle and snicker cuz like I'm literally five

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inside but but I felt really embarrassed when I listened back I was like oh no I

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farted and now the thought in the back of my head is do I still upload that do

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I still do it do I still upload it even though I like farted mid pee stream you

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know what I mean like it's really embarrassing and awkward but yeah so

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like I don't know like that's another funny weird experience that I've had

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recording an audio although I do like the pea sounds I guess it helps that I

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kind of brought the mic a little bit closer to like the toilet bowl but like

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you could still hear it further away like when it was like up at my face so I

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don't know and by it I mean my phone I'm sorry but yeah is there anything else I

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have to say in particular about recording audios um I guess I could talk

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a little bit about like what advice or comfort might I give to somebody

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contemplating recording such content so there might be some of you in the

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listening audience right now you might be somebody that's curious about making

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erotic content for people or you want to try making erotic content whether it be

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scripts or actually recording or whatever so I want to give you a few fun

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facts that might actually help you get a little more courage and inspiration to

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do your own stuff whether it be for GWA or any subreddit that appeals to you the

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first piece of advice I'm going to share and you may have already heard this

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before you may not I don't really mind reiterating something you've already

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heard to reinforce it but we are going to be weirded out by the way that we

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sound when we hear our voices back and it's pretty much gonna be common that

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when you hear your voice played back to you that you are not gonna like your

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voice played back to you when you hear it hearing like it's one thing when we're

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talking every day and we kind of hear the way our inner ear hears our voice

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like the way we hear and interpret our voice like as ourselves compared to the

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way another person hears our voice is very different and when you first hear

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your voice like how other people hear it I remember the first time I did I was

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thinking oh my god oh my god I sound weird oh no there's a weird voice

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tremor oh no I sound awful oh god I still uploaded regardless because at

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that point I was establishing a fan base but when you're first getting started

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holy fuck it can be very intimidating and embarrassing and weird and I just

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want to say that if you've recorded stuff before and never uploaded it or

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uploaded it I'm sorry uploaded it or if you want to record stuff but you're

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scared that you're not gonna sound good enough don't assume what your audience

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will think this is another big point when you're making audios no matter what

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the content that matter is in it or whatever make things that will make you

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happy and turn you on if you're recording a masturbation audio masturbate

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to something that turns you on so much that it's all that you can focus on and

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then you know upload that audio and you know see what happens because I guarantee

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that you're going to get people that find it the hottest thing that they've

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ever heard like I've seen people on GWA and stuff

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before who have said like what their first recordings you know my voice

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isn't really anything special or things like that but when I listened no no no

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my downstairs disagreed my pussy disagreed I have gotten off to so many

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people that were doubtful about their own voices not because they doubt their

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own voices that'd be some kind of weird fetish right there although I don't want

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a kink sham or anything but good God yeah that'd be something I get off on

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people that doubt their own voices can you see that God no but like I really

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love voices I love to hear different types of voices so like you know don't

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assume what your audience is going to like or get off on if you're getting off

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and you're genuinely enjoying yourself people are gonna catch on to that and

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they're going to love it another piece of advice that's kind of an extension it

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will take a while to establish a fan base especially if you are a male

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recorder if you're a female you have a better chance of succeeding on GWA

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although defining what success is is another thing I'm gonna get to here in

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a minute but you have a better chance of being heard on GWA if you're a female

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because it's just a simple truth that there are more male listeners than

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female listeners on GWA if you really think about it male recorders have it

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tough on that subreddit because people are mostly there for the ladies voices

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not the males voices but don't let that be discouragement because there are

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always going to be women on there who appreciate the things that you would be

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doing on there it wouldn't be as big of an audience but let me just say that it

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never hurts to have more males recording erotic content as a bisexual lady I

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personally would love to hear more males on GWA but maybe that's just me which

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leads me to my next point what is your definition of success because depending

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on how you define success will really determine what you're trying to achieve

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with GWA think about what is it what exactly are your goals or is your main

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objective with making erotic audios or audio in general if not erotic then some

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of this probably won't apply but like when making I'm gonna focus a little

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more on the erotic audio stuff because that's where I tend to excel so with

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erotic audio consider what it is that you want to do what are you trying to

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achieve is it self-discovery and exploration looking into and recording

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about different kinks and fantasies and things even if it might not necessarily

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be your thing to open up and to see what your reception to it is after the fact

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is you know to explore new fetishes and to explore things like that is it to be

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a creative outlet is it to make friends that have similar interests and the

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erotic things that you like you know these are just a few examples of things

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think about your reasons and it doesn't have to be a one-day process I'm still

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contemplating my exact reasons for being on GWA although I can name a couple you

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know for me I like to make feet I like to make people feel cared about I like

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to share my arousal with people I'm a bit of an exhibitionist and quite a bit

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of a voyeur so I get off on other people getting off but I also get off knowing

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that other people are getting off to me it's also this is gonna sound kind of

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weird and oddly deep for something as simple as masturbating audios or you

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know audios where I'm talking about fantasies or whatever but I also make

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erotic audios as a means of connecting to myself more and loving myself more

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because it's such an intimate thing and I've come to realize through making my

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audios that I am a very charismatic bubbly girl that is very open-minded to

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all kinds of sexual play and it feels good to have all these good qualities in

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the back of my mind you know how do I define my success um you know success

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will really depend on your goals but one thing I will say when it comes to

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succeeding with GWA or any subreddit in general try not to focus too much on the

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up votes try not to it's hard not to and I'm speaking from experience that

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sometimes one of the ways we determine if an audio we made was good is to look

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at the number of up votes but it's not the smartest way to determine that I

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don't think we should quantify success by numbers I think when it comes to

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erotic audio that is a little silly because erotic audio isn't about numbers

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so much it's more about the feelings that we bring out of people it's the

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arousal that we share and that gets spread to others for me personally I

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consider it a success when even one person tells me that my audio got them

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off very simple mind you but it helps when like my audios don't get as good of

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an up vote reception as normal it's comforting to keep in mind that my audio

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still succeeded to get somebody off or managed to turn somebody on which is

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what I intend when I make erotic audios sometimes my audios can have a bit of a

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deeper effect on people and I've gotten really sweet PMS from people before

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about just how much I might have impacted an aspect or so of their life

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so just you know carefully consider what you know your success would be defined

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as but try not to let it be too much of a numbers-based thing and if it is you

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know that's okay but just try not to get too discouraged if your numbers aren't

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necessarily supremely high or anything you know what I mean and do I have any

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other advice to give I don't think so um but I guess my final piece of advice for

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people that are you know contemplating if they should try recording themselves

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one thing that I would highly suggest put yourself out there don't even

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hesitate you know or even if you are hesitant and shy like I was put it out

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there and see what fucking happens because before you know it you're gonna

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have you know like once you upload your second your third your fourth audio

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you'll start to notice that specific people are gonna comment on your audios

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and that means you have established a fan base and it's a really good feeling

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when that happens