Hi, do you remember me? I hope you do. I haven't been gone that long. Well, anyway, so about
a month ago or so, I had stated that I was retiring from the audio porn scene in terms
of recording things, and that I would be no longer recording content and whatnot, but
I've had inklings here and there since then that maybe I regretted my decision to retire
and that I really missed a lot of the perks that came with making audio porn. I really
missed the interactions. I really missed the reactions to the stuff I made. I really missed
a lot of what makes audio porn so fulfilling for me, and to be quite honest, while I don't
intend to record rapid fire and my upload rate compared to back when I was recording
previously is going to be considerably slower, I'm back. I cannot take being away from recording
audios anymore. I miss making people come. I miss making myself come for everyone else.
I miss it. I miss it so fucking much, and I'm really happy to be back. That said, I'm
probably going to take baby steps. I'm not recording everything right off the fucking
bat here. I think I'll probably start off recording very cuddly and sweet ASMR-type
audios that aren't necessarily sexual, just to get myself back in the groove of recording
audios again. Maybe recording some fantasizing audios, not necessarily with masturbation
and things like that, slowly working my way back up to where I'm comfortable masturbating
in front of everyone again, because let's face it, it's been a while since I last did
it, and the last time I did it left me feeling very vulnerable and weird, so I want to work
my way up and stick with my comfort zone for a while, and I just want to see what kinds
of content I can make besides just smut, so I think the baby step approach is going to
be pretty useful and helpful for me. Not sure if any of that made sense, so let me condense
it into a quicker way of saying that I probably won't be recording erotic things right out
the gate. I'll probably start off with very ASMR-type things, but when I do get back into
the swing of recording erotic things, it's probably not going to be me getting off right
out the gate. It's going to be more like building up to that again. You know what I mean? Because
when you haven't done something for a long time, you kind of forget how to feel comfortable
doing it. I don't know if that's ever happened with you, but it's happened to me a few times.
So I want to make sure I can really provide the top content quality that I know I can,
but not sacrificing my comfort at the same time. So hopefully you understand, and thank
you for being understanding in that regard. What else is there to say? I will still be
doing script writing. I haven't really put up a new script since my very first one, but
that's because I've been trying to get inspiration to write a second script, and I've come to
realize that I think- because I've tried to sit and write scripts, but I've never posted
them because I didn't really like how they were turning out, but I can safely say my
strength actually is in writing female voice scripts. So I don't know if I'll ever write
an M4 insert person here script, but I'll probably be making a lot of F4 blank audios
and scripts and whatnot. So look forward to that too, whenever I get around to that.
So yeah, I'm back. How have you been? Have you been well? I hope things have been okay.
Things have been kind of busy for me, and a lot of why the upper load rate for me is
going to slow down is simply because I really like the idea of treating this a lot more
like an actual hobby, where I don't have to feel so much pressure to record and do things
on like a timed basis or every other day or anything. I like the idea of just taking my
time with it and enjoying it for what it is. And I think, you know, taking a lot of that
internal pressure off of audio porn is going to make it so much easier for me to make content
that is really top notch for me to make. So I'm really looking forward to it. I'm really
looking forward to interacting with you all again. So I just wanted to update you guys
that I'm back and retirement life ain't for me. And I look forward to making new content
for you all. So I'll see you around on the other side. And by other side, I mean, I guess
GWA or maybe PTA. Who knows? But see you and I'm so fucking excited to be back. So yeah,
thank you for listening. And I look forward to you hearing even more of me from here on.
See you.