1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:10,080 Hi, do you remember me? I hope you do. I haven't been gone that long. Well, anyway, so about 2 00:00:10,080 --> 00:00:17,940 a month ago or so, I had stated that I was retiring from the audio porn scene in terms 3 00:00:17,940 --> 00:00:25,260 of recording things, and that I would be no longer recording content and whatnot, but 4 00:00:25,260 --> 00:00:31,760 I've had inklings here and there since then that maybe I regretted my decision to retire 5 00:00:31,760 --> 00:00:37,200 and that I really missed a lot of the perks that came with making audio porn. I really 6 00:00:37,200 --> 00:00:44,560 missed the interactions. I really missed the reactions to the stuff I made. I really missed 7 00:00:44,560 --> 00:00:55,720 a lot of what makes audio porn so fulfilling for me, and to be quite honest, while I don't 8 00:00:55,720 --> 00:01:01,240 intend to record rapid fire and my upload rate compared to back when I was recording 9 00:01:01,240 --> 00:01:10,440 previously is going to be considerably slower, I'm back. I cannot take being away from recording 10 00:01:10,440 --> 00:01:19,000 audios anymore. I miss making people come. I miss making myself come for everyone else. 11 00:01:19,000 --> 00:01:26,960 I miss it. I miss it so fucking much, and I'm really happy to be back. That said, I'm 12 00:01:26,960 --> 00:01:32,360 probably going to take baby steps. I'm not recording everything right off the fucking 13 00:01:32,360 --> 00:01:44,480 bat here. I think I'll probably start off recording very cuddly and sweet ASMR-type 14 00:01:44,480 --> 00:01:51,280 audios that aren't necessarily sexual, just to get myself back in the groove of recording 15 00:01:51,280 --> 00:01:57,120 audios again. Maybe recording some fantasizing audios, not necessarily with masturbation 16 00:01:57,120 --> 00:02:02,100 and things like that, slowly working my way back up to where I'm comfortable masturbating 17 00:02:02,100 --> 00:02:06,400 in front of everyone again, because let's face it, it's been a while since I last did 18 00:02:06,400 --> 00:02:11,880 it, and the last time I did it left me feeling very vulnerable and weird, so I want to work 19 00:02:11,880 --> 00:02:17,880 my way up and stick with my comfort zone for a while, and I just want to see what kinds 20 00:02:17,880 --> 00:02:22,960 of content I can make besides just smut, so I think the baby step approach is going to 21 00:02:22,960 --> 00:02:28,700 be pretty useful and helpful for me. Not sure if any of that made sense, so let me condense 22 00:02:28,700 --> 00:02:35,360 it into a quicker way of saying that I probably won't be recording erotic things right out 23 00:02:35,360 --> 00:02:42,160 the gate. I'll probably start off with very ASMR-type things, but when I do get back into 24 00:02:42,160 --> 00:02:45,760 the swing of recording erotic things, it's probably not going to be me getting off right 25 00:02:45,760 --> 00:02:52,240 out the gate. It's going to be more like building up to that again. You know what I mean? Because 26 00:02:52,240 --> 00:02:58,360 when you haven't done something for a long time, you kind of forget how to feel comfortable 27 00:02:58,360 --> 00:03:04,460 doing it. I don't know if that's ever happened with you, but it's happened to me a few times. 28 00:03:04,460 --> 00:03:09,760 So I want to make sure I can really provide the top content quality that I know I can, 29 00:03:09,760 --> 00:03:14,400 but not sacrificing my comfort at the same time. So hopefully you understand, and thank 30 00:03:14,400 --> 00:03:21,320 you for being understanding in that regard. What else is there to say? I will still be 31 00:03:21,320 --> 00:03:26,960 doing script writing. I haven't really put up a new script since my very first one, but 32 00:03:26,960 --> 00:03:33,020 that's because I've been trying to get inspiration to write a second script, and I've come to 33 00:03:33,020 --> 00:03:39,200 realize that I think- because I've tried to sit and write scripts, but I've never posted 34 00:03:39,200 --> 00:03:43,920 them because I didn't really like how they were turning out, but I can safely say my 35 00:03:43,920 --> 00:03:49,600 strength actually is in writing female voice scripts. So I don't know if I'll ever write 36 00:03:49,600 --> 00:04:00,880 an M4 insert person here script, but I'll probably be making a lot of F4 blank audios 37 00:04:00,880 --> 00:04:08,840 and scripts and whatnot. So look forward to that too, whenever I get around to that. 38 00:04:08,840 --> 00:04:18,680 So yeah, I'm back. How have you been? Have you been well? I hope things have been okay. 39 00:04:18,680 --> 00:04:24,240 Things have been kind of busy for me, and a lot of why the upper load rate for me is 40 00:04:24,240 --> 00:04:30,820 going to slow down is simply because I really like the idea of treating this a lot more 41 00:04:30,820 --> 00:04:35,480 like an actual hobby, where I don't have to feel so much pressure to record and do things 42 00:04:35,480 --> 00:04:41,120 on like a timed basis or every other day or anything. I like the idea of just taking my 43 00:04:41,120 --> 00:04:47,540 time with it and enjoying it for what it is. And I think, you know, taking a lot of that 44 00:04:47,540 --> 00:04:52,920 internal pressure off of audio porn is going to make it so much easier for me to make content 45 00:04:52,920 --> 00:04:59,840 that is really top notch for me to make. So I'm really looking forward to it. I'm really 46 00:04:59,840 --> 00:05:03,960 looking forward to interacting with you all again. So I just wanted to update you guys 47 00:05:03,960 --> 00:05:09,640 that I'm back and retirement life ain't for me. And I look forward to making new content 48 00:05:09,640 --> 00:05:14,560 for you all. So I'll see you around on the other side. And by other side, I mean, I guess 49 00:05:14,560 --> 00:05:26,280 GWA or maybe PTA. Who knows? But see you and I'm so fucking excited to be back. So yeah, 50 00:05:26,280 --> 00:05:33,240 thank you for listening. And I look forward to you hearing even more of me from here on. 51 00:05:33,240 --> 00:05:45,240 See you.