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happy cake day to me happy cake day to me happy cake day happy cake day happy

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cake day to me can you guess what day it is as if that song totally didn't give

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it away it's my motherfucking cake day fuck yeah oh god I've come literally

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and in multiple ways quite a long way in the span of a fucking year I keep

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dropping f-bombs like crazy I'm sorry but regardless to think a year ago I was

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this shy insecure just fucking weird little 18 year old who has blossomed

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into this still pretty shy and awkward but very charismatic bubbly fucking I

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don't even know 19 year old it's really weird I've I've grown from an awkward

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little caterpillar into a very appealing cocoon let's say that because I don't

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think I've reached butterfly status yet I'll get there eventually but god it's

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so weird to think about my journey so far as somebody who's been in GWA for a

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fucking year now that's really weird like I never thought I'd reach a year

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point I figured after like maybe a few months I'd get tired of it and wear out

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and don't get me wrong I have had points and moments where I have gotten pretty

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exhausted and almost gave up doing the audio porn shit altogether but the

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kindness the support that has come my way from all of you has helped me to not

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burn out as intensely and even when I knew that I needed to step away and take

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a break you guys waited with so much patience and kindness in your hearts and

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I need to thank you for that because audio porn is an intense hobby there's

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something that you're not really aware of when you make your first audio or

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your verification audio or whatever and that is that you never realize just how

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crazy intense and an emotional rollercoaster it's gonna be when you

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start posting your orgasms and your sexuality to the internet I've not had

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very many bad experiences I'm gonna be honest I've had a ton of pretty much

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positive fantastic experiences I mean I've gotten my slew of creepy fucking

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PMS I've gotten my slew of dick pics and really stupid bullshit like that but I

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mean it never takes away from the overwhelming positivity I receive

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whether they be in the form of comments and praise on audios or PMS by people

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reaching out and telling me that I've made an impact in their lives somehow I

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mean I don't know how me whimpering and orgasming into a mic impacts somebody

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but to know that it can impact somebody in such a positive way really means a

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lot growing up I kind of raised myself on porn can I be honest and say that so

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for me porn isn't necessarily something that just titillates and arouses I mean

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it does but it's also kind of a comfort thing for me so for me a lot of my

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security blanket entertainment is actually porn which is probably weird

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now that doesn't mean that I watch and consume it like 24-7 I'd say I consume it

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closer to 27 but but I mean ultimately to know that I can have the same effect

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that porn stars and things like that have had on me in my most lonely dark

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moments is honestly really fucking amazing and very moving you know not

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only that but I've made friends I've made friends and friendly acquaintances in

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the lovely world of GWA and I did not think that our orgasms would unite us to

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be friends and to be friendly with one another but what do you know sex makes

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the world go round I guess orgasms make people happy and I guess we spread our

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orgasmic happy drunkenness to one another all the time and as a result it's

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a positivity insanity I guess we could say I don't know it's just I've grown

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and changed a lot it's not just because of all of you it came from within me as

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well it took me to have the strength in myself to realize I need to grow in this

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or that way and it's been a long painful journey for me to make a lot of the

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changes in my life that I've made to become a better person whether that be

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distancing myself from people that just were not helping my life go in a better

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direction or whether it be me ultimately realizing some intense personality flaws

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or what have you or learning to love myself despite difficulties with my

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body for instance also I've learned a lot of very painful intense but very

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important lessons through my communications not only in GWA but

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because of the smattering of love and support from GWA I've been able to take

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a lot of these self-reflected moments and apply them to my personal life did

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any of that make any sense by the way because I'm like kind of in an emotional

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haze so anything I'm saying right now is probably a screen of what the fuck in

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your heads so I'm very sorry about that but regardless I still need to work on

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the apologizing habit thing I do it way too much way too often I need to not do

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that oopsie boopsies but ultimately I want to take this time to thank you guys

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I know I've done this a couple times but I figure it is worth it so I shall I

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want to thank you for many intense orgasms every night maybe not every night

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but most nights thank you so much for making me a sweaty panty disgusting

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little mess of a whispers I really appreciate that but not only that but

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thank you for distracting my mind from loneliness when I'm sitting in the team

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speak thank you for listening to me you know for people that are in the team

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speak hi team speak people thank you guys for always listening to my babbles

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about that one thing I'm super fucking passionate about because I'm a fucking

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nerdy little whispers and sometimes I just need to explode my excitement onto

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other people that sounds really sexual I did not mean it that way but it's okay

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because I would gladly do that too if I could

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thank you for just being you thank you for sharing what makes you the sexual

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being that you are thank you for putting your turn-ons and your desires out there

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because one person's desires lead to more things in the world and the more

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we spread our passions and our wants and our needs I think the more peaceful our

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world might become which might be kind of weird to say but that's what I think

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if we can apply all of that openness and forwardness into our own personal lives

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I think it will do a lot of good and speaking for myself it's done amazing

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things so thank you guys for supporting me and I hope you will continue to

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support me from this point onwards so thank you guys so fucking much I love

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you all incredibly and I'm looking forward to making you guys come with me

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and making you guys feel connected more to me and things like that I sound

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vaguely egotistical and narcissistic probably saying that but yeah I love you

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guys thank you and I look forward to another year in this wonderful crazy

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little community