Hey, GWA. Backstage, it's Whispers, and I don't want it to have to come down to
this. I don't want to call it a retirement. I guess hiatus is a good word.
I'm not gonna go into the details, but lately my home life isn't the most stable,
so recording is a bit stressful lately. Like, when I try and actually sit down
and record, I just get kind of upset and, you know, like all kinds of not fun
negative feelings, and I feel like as much as I adore GWA, I think I have a bit
of an unhealthy obsession with it to a degree, both recording-wise and listening
-wise, and I kind of need to step away for a little bit so I can get my life
managed a bit to see if I can make things a little better and more stable
for myself before I resume recording. I mean, I'm sure I'll still leave
occasional comments and stuff, and if, you know, people want to communicate in PMs,
I'm more than okay with that, but, like, I think I just need a small break, you
know? I need- I need- well, I shouldn't say small break, but I need to go away
for a while, but I don't want to permanently leave either, you know what I
mean? So I have- I don't want to say my final audio, like, it's not definitively
the end yet, but to this point, I'm gonna consider my first finale of sorts, and
you know, I'll miss you all. I'm not sure if I'm gonna be in the team speak or not,
I think it really depends on my mood, but if I do come in, I'll make sure to say
hi to everyone, but in the event that you don't use the team speak, or in the
event that I don't use the team speak, you know, this is an amazing journey so
far, but I need to put it to a halt for a little while. I need to get things
stabilized, situated, and I can't be recording me getting off or porn in
general lately. It's kind of hard to get in a sexy mood with how stressful stuff
is for me, and I need to better manage things, and I need to get more
interacting in my friendships and stuff outside of Reddit, because I notice I've
been just kind of a wreck lately, so I'm sorry, but I'll try to be back as soon as
I can, so I guess for now this is goodbye. Oh, it makes me so sad. I'm- it's not a
retirement, like I said, so it's not like goodbye forever, you know? It's goodbye
until I randomly decide to upload when things are a little bit more stabilized.
Um, thank you to everyone who has supported me up to this point. Thank you
to the friends that I've made. Thank you to everyone who has listened and PM'd
and sub- and not subscribed, what the fuck, this isn't YouTube. PM'd and
commented and listened and upvoted. You've made me feel like I have infinite
amount of sexy in me that I can really use to my advantage, so thank you. A lot.
And hopefully I'll be able to return soon with more stability and more joy,
and yeah, so thank you, and goodbye until I return. Wait warmly for me, and I'll
try and make it as fast a return as I can. I'm sorry that this would- that this
ended up not being the happiest recording, even I sound kind of depressed,
but what are you gonna do? So goodbye everyone, and I'm sorry.