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Hey, GWA. Backstage, it's Whispers, and I don't want it to have to come down to

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this. I don't want to call it a retirement. I guess hiatus is a good word.

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I'm not gonna go into the details, but lately my home life isn't the most stable,

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so recording is a bit stressful lately. Like, when I try and actually sit down

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and record, I just get kind of upset and, you know, like all kinds of not fun

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negative feelings, and I feel like as much as I adore GWA, I think I have a bit

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of an unhealthy obsession with it to a degree, both recording-wise and listening

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-wise, and I kind of need to step away for a little bit so I can get my life

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managed a bit to see if I can make things a little better and more stable

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for myself before I resume recording. I mean, I'm sure I'll still leave

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occasional comments and stuff, and if, you know, people want to communicate in PMs,

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I'm more than okay with that, but, like, I think I just need a small break, you

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know? I need- I need- well, I shouldn't say small break, but I need to go away

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for a while, but I don't want to permanently leave either, you know what I

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mean? So I have- I don't want to say my final audio, like, it's not definitively

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the end yet, but to this point, I'm gonna consider my first finale of sorts, and

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you know, I'll miss you all. I'm not sure if I'm gonna be in the team speak or not,

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I think it really depends on my mood, but if I do come in, I'll make sure to say

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hi to everyone, but in the event that you don't use the team speak, or in the

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event that I don't use the team speak, you know, this is an amazing journey so

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far, but I need to put it to a halt for a little while. I need to get things

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stabilized, situated, and I can't be recording me getting off or porn in

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general lately. It's kind of hard to get in a sexy mood with how stressful stuff

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is for me, and I need to better manage things, and I need to get more

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interacting in my friendships and stuff outside of Reddit, because I notice I've

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been just kind of a wreck lately, so I'm sorry, but I'll try to be back as soon as

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I can, so I guess for now this is goodbye. Oh, it makes me so sad. I'm- it's not a

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retirement, like I said, so it's not like goodbye forever, you know? It's goodbye

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until I randomly decide to upload when things are a little bit more stabilized.

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Um, thank you to everyone who has supported me up to this point. Thank you

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to the friends that I've made. Thank you to everyone who has listened and PM'd

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and sub- and not subscribed, what the fuck, this isn't YouTube. PM'd and

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commented and listened and upvoted. You've made me feel like I have infinite

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amount of sexy in me that I can really use to my advantage, so thank you. A lot.

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And hopefully I'll be able to return soon with more stability and more joy,

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and yeah, so thank you, and goodbye until I return. Wait warmly for me, and I'll

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try and make it as fast a return as I can. I'm sorry that this would- that this

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ended up not being the happiest recording, even I sound kind of depressed,

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but what are you gonna do? So goodbye everyone, and I'm sorry.