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Hey everybody, this is Whispers, and I'm going to try and keep this brief. So, you

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might have noticed I have a tendency to go on hiatus here and there, right? In

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recent memory I've went on hiatus a couple different times within the span

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of a couple months or so. Why is this? At the time I would state and had stated,

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and it's not a lie, that life circumstances led me to that point. They

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were not good life circumstances either. Now this announcement, I'm not sure if

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it's going to be in definite hiatus or full-on retirement, but what I will say

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is this is probably going to be one of my last audios I ever make. Which I know

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is kind of crappy because on my subreddit I've mentioned that I wanted to do a

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variety of different contents and I just never found the time to do it because

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life is going really well for me right now. I have so much to do in life now, you

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know, and I realized that a lot of my time is being taken away doing audio

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porn. Back when I first started a year ago making audio porn, making audios, you

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know, I would talk to friends and stuff, but I didn't really have much to do. I

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had a lot of free time and nowadays I don't really have that and I'm trying to

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take my life more seriously and I'm realizing that right now in life it's

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not my sexual self that needs nurturing and loving so heavily right now. Audio

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porn serves to pamper that part of me, but it's never going to fix the parts of

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me that I need to really work on. Has it helped with my confidence and self-esteem?

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Oh fuck yes it has. Fuck yes it has. Go back and listen to my very first audio,

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my very first masturbation audio, and go back and listen to one of my more recent

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ones. Can you hear the jump in my confidence? I'm sure you can. I'm

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definitely sure that you can hear a difference. I'm actually pretty happy

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with myself. I might have my critical moments, I might get depressive and

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things like that, but recording myself masturbating and orgasming cannot help

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issues like that and it will not. And I'm realizing that it's taking away time

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that I could be spending with friends and it's taking away from time that I

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could be really doing anything else to help nurture all of me, not just the

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sexual me. And I'm only sharing like a good portion of myself with you guys. I

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don't- you don't get to see a lot of who I am outside of audio porn. I let

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glimpse and glimmers of myself out there and things like that, but I'm never going

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to explicitly say super, super revealing details or anything. I will say though

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the last audio I did kind of does actually- it infringes on my privacy a

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pretty big deal actually and this is part of why I'm retiring also. Well, I say

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retiring, but it could be hiatus. I haven't decided yet. Assume it is a

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retirement though. Assume it's retirement because, uh, yeah, nothing bad has

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happened, don't worry, but I am a little fearful for my safety. I was a little more

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open than I would normally have been and it's got me thinking a little bit more

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about just how much do I actually want to share online and things like that. I

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just want to be a little more responsible. So there's that, but also

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it's just everything I've said before too. When I first started doing audio

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porn, I wasn't totally happy with who I was. I wasn't very confident in sexuality

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and masturbation were two of the biggest things that helped comfort me and it

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still does, but not as big as it used to. And I've grown a lot in the past year

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thanks to your support and thanks to all these new sexual discoveries I've made

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about myself. Truthfully, GWA didn't make me make a lot of these discoveries. I

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found these out all on my own outside of it. I see stories of people that GWA has

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changed their sexuality somehow and for me it just hasn't happened. Maybe I'm

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just weird like that. I don't fucking know, but that's okay. And I do have one

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audio palooza I have going on behind the scenes. I can't really say anything

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about it. I want to leave it a surprise, but I think it's gonna blow your fucking

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minds and I think you're gonna love it. Will I return? I'm not sure. Depending on

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the reception of this audio palooza, there's a chance you might see me again

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very briefly for a little bit, but I think it's safe to say I'm retiring from

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audio porn and that this is probably one of the final times you're ever going to

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hear my voice. The special audio going on behind the scenes is probably gonna be

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one of the final times you ever hear me orgasm. I've made a lot of amazing

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friends through GWA. I don't know how close a lot of them would consider me to

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be to them. I don't really have anyone in GWA who I'm so fucking close to that I

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would tell them my life story. There's like one or two people who I have told

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a pretty decent amount about myself, but a lot of them not quite and it's kind of

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a shame. I kind of wanted to get closer to people, but just because I'm retiring

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from audio porn, here's some clarification for anyone who's listening

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that is part of the team speak and stuff. There's probably a good

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chance I'll still pop into the team speak and say hi to everybody. Like I'm

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probably not gonna leave the team speak, that's actually really fun for me, but

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with regard to making audio content and stuff, if I ever do make audios they're

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not gonna be sexual, they're just gonna be like ASMR stuff or they're gonna be

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not sexual stuff, but for the most part assume I'm not really making audios

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anymore period, but really the biggest emphasis is being on the audio porn

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because that's my main content. That said, um, Reddit has changed me a lot in a lot

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of very good ways, but I need to focus on myself even more. I need to spend more

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time with friends. I feel like lately audio porn has me feeling emotionally

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isolated and listening to it doesn't help either, it actually makes me feel

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worse. I think I'm ready to leave, I'm ready to spread my wings and leave the

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nest, you know? It hasn't been an easy decision to come to. There's been a

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couple times where I went on hiatus, they were kind of close in proximity and a

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lot of that is because in that time period I also contemplated retirement,

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but I decided to stay each time, but this time I think I've made my decision with

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my head held high, and the decision ultimately is that I'm going to be

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retiring from audio porn and things like that, and there will be no more whispers

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pretty much. I'm getting sick so excuse all that coughing and hacking and shit,

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but like I was saying, there's a very high chance that as whispers you will

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never see me again. I do lurk around the internet elsewhere though, and if you

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happen to hear my voice elsewhere and think it sounds familiar, I'll just go

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ahead and say yeah it's probably me. I'm not gonna say who I am elsewhere, I'm not

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giving away my identity like that, fuck no. So naturally this announcement of me

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retiring might have you wondering, what the fuck is happening to me? What's gonna

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happen? So let me give you a basic rundown. Since this is pretty cluttered,

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I'm gonna try and be a little bit more organized with how I present this

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information. First of all, my reddit page is not going anywhere as of right now.

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I'm gonna leave it up for a little while, and a little while I'm not sure how to

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define that, but I encourage feel free to send me PMs if you'd like, feel free to

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send me comments if you'd like, do whatever you want to do. I will happily

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happily read them and respond to them, and we shall see what happens. I'm not

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even gonna close my reddit account anytime soon. However, there's a good

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chance in the future that it probably will happen, but obviously if it gets to

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the point where that does happen, I will make sure to warn you guys. When it's

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gonna close, I will tell everybody, or maybe I won't. There might even be a

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chance I don't say anything, and then you go to PM me, next thing you know my

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account's been poofed, and bye bye. So I guess before that happens, I guess this

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is my way of kind of urging you if there's any, like, if there's anything

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that you'd want to tell me, or if there's anything that you'd want to get out of

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the way, or whatever, before I leave for good.

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Excuse me in fucking hell, goddamn I'm sorry. Okay, if there's anything you'd

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want to tell me, feel free to send me all the PMs you'd like. I will read them, and

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some of them I may or may not respond to, it really depends. I can't respond to

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everything I get, but I do read everything, so that's pretty great. As for

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my soundgazzing page, everything is staying up for now. I don't plan on

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taking anything down off of it, since, well, really, you know, I don't care who

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stumbles onto the soundgazzing page all that much. Some of my recordings are

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probably gonna go and be set to private, just for my own safety, because outside

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of Reddit I do singing, and I've, I mean, it's not an amazing voice or anything,

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but it's kind of a distinct singing voice, so, and with details that I've

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left in my audios, people could very easily identify who I am, and I'm very

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scared about my privacy, which is actually one of the biggest reasons I'm

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retiring is lately I'm actually a lot more cautious about my privacy and my

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safety, and I feel like I've infringed on that quite a decent amount lately, and

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it's very upsetting, but that's a whole other tangent for later on, but anyway,

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third of all, what this does mean is, unfortunately, as much as I would have

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loved to do more scat-themed audios, or as much as I would have loved to do more

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audios in general that were more erotic or things like that, I'm sorry to say

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that most likely they're not gonna happen. I'm very sorry, but the Reddit

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account's not being closed anytime soon, so don't freak out yet. I do want to keep

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in touch with you guys, and if this might be weird, this might be very weird, if

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there's any of you that would especially want to stay in touch with me, if I

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decide to close the Reddit account, I haven't fully decided that, honestly, and

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if I do decide to close it, if I do, I actually have an email address that you

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guys could email me at, so if any of you desperately would want to stay

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in touch with me, I could give you that email address, and we could correspond

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back and forth. I'd recommend if the email is a personal email for you that

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has personally identifying information, I would kind of prefer if you made an

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anonymous email so I didn't really know who you were, because I don't feel

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comfortable knowing details about people while I keep myself relatively

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anonymous and stuff, but that's an option, but that's drastic last-step measure

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things for if my Reddit account closes. This is so not structured, I'm very sorry,

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but to sum this motherfucker up, I am retiring from audio porn because it no

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longer fulfills me, and I think I've accomplished everything I've wanted to

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accomplish with regards to audio porn. I'm sticking around a little while longer,

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so don't fret yet, and I'm probably going to stay in the team speak until I feel

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that I have no need there either, so everyone in the team speak who likes to

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hang out and talk to me or whatever, I'll still be there, don't fucking worry about

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it, but in regards to Reddit itself, hard to say if I'll still be there or not,

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but with regards to making audio porn, I'm definitely not doing it anymore, I'm

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stopping for my own comfort and happiness, I don't feel like, I don't, I

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don't feel happy coming for strangers anymore, I really don't, I'm coming to

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realize, no pun intended, that I'm a bit more monogamous minded than I thought I

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was, I don't mind having casual sex with people online and stuff, I really don't,

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but like, I'd rather keep that stuff a little bit more private nowadays, so

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that's part of my thinking, none of this makes sense I'm sure, and I'm very sorry

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in advance, but yeah, don't hurtle your PMs at me just yet, if you feel like you're

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being urged to right now, don't feel like you are being urged to, I encourage you

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to if you would like to say any last words, but I'm not really closing my

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account just yet, so you have time, but yeah, I probably won't make an audio for

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when that happens, I'll probably just make a quick post on my subreddit just

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saying, hey I'm leaving, you know, so that way everybody knows, but that's besides

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the point, right, so I wanted to give my heartfelt thank you to all of your

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comments and your kindness and your support and your sweetness, you have made

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me feel that I can actually love myself, and it's very safe to say that I do have

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lapses in my confidence, I still suffer from pretty low self-esteem at times, but

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I can actually say that I do love myself somewhat, and it's thanks to realizing

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that crazy amount of potential I have in myself, I don't think I'm gonna find that

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love through just making audio porn anymore, and I need to, I need to love

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myself in new ways, I need to get out there in the world and discover new

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things and do new things, and that's what I'm doing now, I'm taking the reins in my

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life and I'm going to do some really awesome shit, and I'm excited for it

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supremely, and I hope for your support as I go into this new stage in my life, thank

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you for always listening to me, thank you for always being so kind and sweet with

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me, thank you for sending me dick pics, I cracked me the fuck up, for those of you

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that have done that, it's hilarious, I don't know why you think that makes me

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get wet or turned on, it really doesn't, it's hysterical, thank you for being you,

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you know, I'm just really happy that I've had so much support and consideration

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and kindness throughout the year that I've done this, it's just not for me

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anymore, and I'm stepping away now, I have more important things, more important

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stuff to do, and that's what I'm gonna do, so thank you, this might be one of the

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final times you ever hear me ramble, so I'm sorry that I'm disappointing some of

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you, I still have that exciting project coming up though, so look forward to that,

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that's gonna be probably one of my final projects ever, but look forward to it, and

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I'll still be posting on reddit and stuff for a little while after this is

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posted, so don't freak out just yet, and I will let you all know when the time

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comes that I am gonna take my leave, but this is just me saying that I'm no

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longer recording audio porn as of tonight, with exception to the special

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project, any content from me solo-wise is not happening, even collab-wise there's a

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good chance that unless I've already agreed upon doing one with you, it's not

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happening, most likely, there might be exceptions, but most likely not, so thank

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you for always being so supportive and sweet, and I will do my best with this

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next step in my life, I'm gonna continue to be this weird quirky little thing

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that I've always been, and I'm gonna carry my newfound eroticism with me

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because I know that I am a dangerous weapon not to be fucked with, and I can

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do some amazing shit, so this has been whispers, and until we meet again, actually

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let me rattle off in Japanese for a moment as well, because I figure it'll be

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one of the final times you ever hear me do this as well in a not sexual context,

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so let's do that too.

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Yoroshiku onegai shimasu

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Good bye everybody.