Ever since our first night of talking and interacting you've always had this
particular effect on me and it is a little more intense and kind of I guess
out there compared to how I usually am but I figured you kind of might want to
know precisely what I mean by this so I'm gonna tell you all about this and
it's a thought it's a thing you bring out of me that kind of it kind of goes
off into several other thoughts and it's almost like what do you want to call it
it's almost like a bubble map of sorts do you remember those things or it'd be
like you have your starting idea in the center and then you have all those
things that kind of branch off of it that's basically what I'm thinking with
this so I guess the main point I want to share with you I guess so to speak I
don't know why I'm making it sound so formal I'm just talking at you but like
I want to have some sense of cohesion to what I'm talking about so it's not just
like disorganized babbling but uh excuse me so you make me want to feel small and
defenseless and tiny around you you make me want to be those things for you more
specifically it's a little embarrassing when I word it like that so let me think
of a way that might be a little more intense than usual for me to ever say
but I think it'll paint the perfect picture in your head of precisely what
I'm looking for what I'm thinking of what these thoughts like what my brain
is thinking I said looking for but it's more like you know what I mean like it's
like the things I desire when I think of these things and so to give you another
kind of mental image of what I mean it's it's more like you make me feel like I
want to be your prey and you my predator so and I guess it's worth clarifying like
not even necessarily in a physical sense because I believe very heavily that you
can have a predator prey mentality without necessarily having to have like
a physically like violent kind of what do you want to call that attachment or
like the expectation of violence per se I understand that imagery probably brings
up like you know with chains and all the spanking stuff but for me it's more like
you bring out this mentality in me that makes me crave nothing more than for you
to take what you want from me and just kind of making me feel small and
defenseless like basically it's almost as if I'm made to do what it is that you
want from me and stuff you know I feel really shy saying all this because it's
so not like me but you bring this you bring this side out of me that just
craves that and I feel the need to clarify when I say that you in
particular make me feel small it's not like a I want affection give me cuddles
like cute kind of small although you are more than welcome to give me cuddles and
hugs and shit that's totally fine and I would welcome it but this kind of small
is like it's almost like a powerlessness like a vulnerability almost and I want
you to take advantage of that fact and kind of I want you to kind of overpower
me I don't know how to word it without sounding creepy so that's the best way I
can think but it's not like I just have these thoughts and that's it they kind
of like come into play when I'm thinking in particular about us doing things
together when I touch myself and whatnot and I kind of want to share those thoughts
with you there's a couple in particular I really like that do it for me pretty
intensely so I kind of want to share them yeah if that's okay there's this
one in particular that comes to mind that I like quite a lot so I kind of
want to share that I know I say that a lot but see this is what I mean like I
kind of feel a smallness kicking in a little bit and it's like you know but
I'll do I'll do my best to not get too embarrassed while talking about these
things so
I primarily want you to use me so I want you to do things to me but in such a way
that like you're taking what you want from me you're not necessarily being
commanded by mean videos and that like I know that's not how things work hey I
wouldn't be like that it would definitely be more like you're doing
what you want with me regardless if I'm enthusiastically being like yeah or like
just being kind of reluctant almost even and a little secret between us even if I
said no you could still do what you wanted with me because in that moment my
body would be yours so that said there is a particular thing I would want to
do for you though okay so I'm getting a little worked up I feel a little bit
shyer than usual but bear with me here I really really want to kind of like this
is gonna be almost like not move the whiplash but like it's definitely gonna
be a little different than what you might expect with all the intense stuff
I've been talking about but I really want to lightly kiss and run my tongue
along your wrist that's okay like the inside of it and not only that but I'd
really love to kiss and suck on your fingertips so you could kind of I guess
get an idea of what my mouth is capable of should you ever want to mess around
with that at some point I guess and for the sake of the fantasy if that makes
sense but the point of this isn't for you to do things to me is that I don't
think it is so with this particular fantasy there are bits and pieces that I
don't quite know how it gets to this point but like I have this very
particular mental image in my head that you sort of as I do that you kind of
take hold of my other hand with the opposite hand and you just kind of or
maybe maybe not quite that it's like hard to explain but I imagine you
somehow kind of just pushing me down onto the bed the couch whatever and just
kind of envision you like I'm not saying you would be a total asshole and like
they got neglect for play or any of that but when I'm usually thinking of this
it's a pretty intense like sort of I'm not in the mood for foreplay kind of
fancy like do you know what I mean like you're thinking sexy thoughts and you
don't really want to think of all the buildup you think of some of it but then
you just kind of want to get to the point this is one of those ones where I
just sort of get too worked up to really care about the details leading up to how
this bit happens but I really want your mouth on my pussy in particular but it's
more like I I realize wording it like that kind of almost makes it sound like
I'm almost mortal and commanding you maybe and that's not how I'm intending
it it's more like when I fantasize about it you just kind of go in for the kill
so to speak like you don't even really wait for me to ask or anything you don't
even tell me to ask or anything you just do it and so I just kind of imagine like
your tongue just going against my lips and my clit and what-have-you and I
recently discovered I actually quite like playing with my nipples and stuff
so I think while you did that I'd want to reach up and play with my breasts
while you did that I think it would be really hot um but I'd want and I'm not
sure how this would go down really but as you were doing that as sensual as
everything would have been like in a physical sense I really mentally I just
want you to fucking like I don't know if break me is gonna be the right word here
because like I said I'm not sure I really I don't know if I said this or not
but I'm just gonna re-emphasize like I'm not really into the super intense stuff
like I definitely need to be like I would definitely need to be eased into
it and stuff but I definitely definitely want to be your prey and for you to just
sort of do what you need to ensure that I will be obedient and that I will be
the best prey that you could ever really crave and hunger for I want you to be my
predator I want you to overpower me and I want you to really put me in the place
you think I deserve to be the most if that makes sense I would say put me in
my place but that implies that it's even my say to begin with doesn't it so I'd
want to leave that to you because I think you'd know best
gosh I feel really embarrassed because this isn't usually a side of me that I
share so I feel a little bit vulnerable even a little bit nervous but with that
nervous vulnerability I'm feeling I kind of wish you were here to take advantage
of that kind of want you to make me feel smaller than I already am just have your
way with me and it wouldn't even have to be you necessarily doing sexy things to
me per se it could even just be as simple as maybe even just commenting on
like you know how small I am compared to you and things like that and not in the
romantic way people might usually think of if they hear something like that
rather I want you to make me nervous with the knowledge of how small I am
compared to you and that because I'm so small but there isn't really much I can
do to prevent you from doing what you want to me I think that in particular
sort of drives me crazy as the thought of you sort of mentally fucking with me a
little bit so you wouldn't even have to lay a hand on me it's more I crave that
the mentality aspect of it you making me feel incredibly just powerless and needy
for you and as I say all these things like the craving for you gets really
intense and I feel really kind of embarrassed admitting that at the same
time I want you to make me embarrassed it's one thing to sort of embarrass
myself while I'm talking about these things but I think it's another if you
were the one responsible for embarrassing me because see when I
embarrass myself that's one thing that's uncomfortable in a way that's more like
it's kind of scary when I embarrass myself because I'm saying things I
normally would not be brave enough to say and I can kind of kick myself a
little for it in a way but if you embarrassed me or you made me feel sort
of humiliated or whatever whether it be whether it be because I'm small or
what have you that's different because I can't really fight against like what's
the wording I want to look for here I can't really fight my predator when
there's really one fate for prey and even if a prey manages to escape its
predator that doesn't mean that all is over you know because eventually the
predator will get them and that's kind of my thinking is no matter how much I
try to perhaps resist or sort of try to fight back the potential embarrassment
that you might give me there wouldn't be a point there wouldn't be a point in
resisting it or trying to fight against it because as your prey so to speak it
would be my job to take that embarrassment that humiliation that
almost torture in a sense that mental torment that you'd be giving me it would
be my responsibility my duty to do that although maybe those aren't the right
words because it's not like prey has much dignity in that sense they just
kind of become a mess of themselves and I want you to make a mess of me perhaps
in a literal sense perhaps in a more metaphorical sense it doesn't matter I
want you a lot and in particular I just crave for you to can I can I get a
little bit extreme in my wording here I don't necessarily want you to do crazy
intense hardcore things to me like right off the bat or anything like that like I
wouldn't want that necessarily like I'd like I prefer my femdoma the side of
them like sensual action but like an almost borderline like intense mental
aspect to it I guess so
there's one way I'm thinking of how to word this and it's gonna be a little bit
weird maybe a little bit embarrassing because I don't mean it in like a pet
play kind of way either necessarily I think that's the awkward part cuz it's
like hmm I wonder if this is gonna convey what I want to say but I'm just
gonna do it I kind of want you to make me your
powerless little bitch almost like make me what you want me to be almost I mean
kind of just want to surrender all my control to you and just let you do
whatever it is you want to do to me and I want to take what you give me no matter
how terrifying it might be at first I kind of want to take that because although
I've said a lot of pretty intense hardcore stuff throughout this I do
trust you and I trust that if we were in those kinds of situations and you
wouldn't do anything to seriously hurt me yeah I'd love to be your prey and
your little bitch and all these other things I want you to make me a small
embarrassed little mess and what-have-you there's a lot of things I
want you to make me in that sense but at the end of the day you know well I also
want you to be my predator my my good God what what else I've been using the
words predator and price so much but I feel like it's so accurately embodies
the emotions I crave in that sense like that mental like mind fucky goodness
that is the best way I can think of wording it but regardless regardless of
you know the predator prey thing at the end of the day I trust you shit tons
and you're probably one of my best friends here so realistically speaking I
have a lot of trust that you wouldn't take it further than I'd be comfortable
with but at the same time I kind of want you to go against my comfort zone sort
of stretch those boundaries and just kind of want you to fuck me up and make
me yours and just really have what you want from me and make me feel just
totally mentally overpowered and yes I'm not really sure where I want to take
that but you see what I'm getting out a little bit these are things that come to
mind when I think of you and these are things I've thought of the entire time
I've known you and I've been kind of terrified to voice these thoughts and I
figured now would be the most appropriate time to tell you these
thoughts and I I hope it's not too intense in a bad way I guess but more
importantly oh gosh what what am I trying to say I don't really know where
I was going with that actually sorry but um yeah I think that about sums it up I
just really want you to take me and make me yours and all that good stuff but
especially in like a mental sense because I think the hottest kind of thing
is that mental fuckery you know but yeah I've been talking in verbal circles this
whole time but I think that about some stuff so yeah I guess I guess that's
about it I don't know I'm not really sure how I want to end this quite well
but I guess I'll end it like this you're more than welcome to come claim your
prey anytime you want
