I'm doing something a little different than what I would normally do, and I
preface this with, this is a very personal, intimate thing for me on an
emotional level, so I kindly request that you listen to this with an open mind,
and that you don't laugh too much at it. So, sorry about that. So, I have mentioned
before that I have a fictional crush love thing, but in other words, I'm
basically in love with a fictional character, which is a little odd, and I
embrace it wholeheartedly outside of Reddit, I really do, but for some reason
it's very vulnerable for me to be blabbering about it here, but I'm really
turned on at the thought of fucking fucking fucking of my fictional crush touching me,
my fictional crush touching me while I'm touching myself. Like, I'm touching
myself right now, but I'm imagining her touching me instead, so to make this easy
for me, and also to make for some more interesting noises and stuff, I'm gonna
use her first name, if that's okay, and hopefully this will not end badly.
So, right now, I'm imagining that Kana is sitting behind me, and that one of her
arms is wrapped around me, bringing me close to her while her breasts are
pressed against my back, and her breasts are pretty big for her height, so I think
they would feel particularly soft right up against me like that. Fucking love
her breasts, holy fuck, or, uh, anyway, while her other hand would be between my
legs, rubbing my clet kind of like I am right now. I keep wanting to whimper her
name out, but it's like really embarrassing. I've never done this before, so it's a
little bit nerve-wracking. I want her soft little tongue to tease at my ears,
maybe at the nape of my neck also. It's so embarrassing, and I want her
to... I want her to... I don't know what I want in specific at this very moment, I
just want her... I also like the idea of us facing each other, holding each other
very close, so that I could... this one's really hot for me... I could grind my clet
against her thighs, or one of her thighs, while she could grind up against
one of my thighs, but I also really want to suck on her nipples while doing that,
because she has pretty sensitive nipples, going by what the game says anyway, so
I'm nerding out on you, I'm sorry, but yeah, she's really sexy. Like she's really
cute, she looks really innocent, but she's so fucking hot. I'm like intensely turned
on more than usual, which is why my noises sound particularly different this
time. My clit's getting wet. This is a fantasy I've mentioned before in other
audios, but I need to incorporate it here especially, because she's like one of the
first things I think of when this particular desire comes to mind, but
after a while of grinding my clit up against her soft sex eyes, I really want
to move up so that I could grind my clit against her nipples and against her
breasts, if that's not weird. I know that she'd want to do anything to... fuck, that's
hot, please me, fuck, getting really turned on talking is hard.
I want to hear her soft little whimpers and moans as I muck my hips into her breasts
and grind my clit up against her hard, sensitive nipples, and this might be
kind of weird, but like, I like the thought of patting her head while doing
that, just like letting my fingers... one of my hands anyway, because I need to
balance myself, you know, but I want to use one of my hands to gently run my
fingers through her hair, and just using my other hand to probably grab at my own
thigh, or something like that, because that's what I normally do when I'm super
fucking aroused. Fuck. Yeah, I don't know, I'm just really turned on, but there's
something I want to do for her, and I want her to sit on my face. She has a
really big ass. That's very crude, but like, her ass is big and very soft
looking, and holy fucking hell, I want to bury my face between those big thighs
and that ass so badly. So badly, so badly, holy shit. Fucking fucking hell. I want to... I really want to use my tongue all over her pussy.
It looks really pretty. Like, super fucking pretty. Holy fucking hell, so pretty.
I'm gonna rub myself a little bit quicker while I imagine her sitting on
my face. I want her soft plump pussy right up against my mouth. I want to make, I want
to make Kana come for me while I maybe rub myself at the same time, so we could
come together, or maybe she could use one of her hands to reach down and do it. I
mean, I'm only a couple inches taller than her. I'm not very much bigger than
she is, so it might be pretty easy to manage. I want her delicate little fingers
to glide against my clit while I use my tongue to play with her clit, and her
pussy lips maybe sticking my tongue inside of her. I feel like she'd really like
that, because her pussy is also pretty sensitive, and she likes having things
inside of it. So... I want to make her feel good. Make her feel really loved, because I love her so fucking
much. Fuck. I want to use my mouth all over her pussy so badly. I want her to
buck her hips down onto my face while she moans for me and whimpers for me. Fuck, I'm
getting aroused. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I'm blushing. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I want her so
much.
I just had a bit of a sexy thought, but it's a bit
embarrassing. I want her to keep grinding her pussy into my face, but I
kind of like the thought of her leaning over so she could rub one of her
breasts up against my clit. She's a good girl, and I know she'd want to please me
the best she could. Fuck, fuck, fuck. That's hot.
Oh, it would get very hard to resist coming from that.
I want to grind up against her nipple while she grinds her pussy down against my
mouth and tongue. Maybe she could use her breasts a little bit more forcefully
against me. I wouldn't mind. Given how soft they are, I don't think I care. Fucking
fuck. Fucking fuck. I'm starting to get kind of close. Oh my gosh. I want to smell her
juices as they flow out into my mouth and onto my tongue. I just want to make
her come. I'm going to come. Oh god. I'm going to come. I'm coming. I'm coming. I'm coming. I'm coming. I'm coming.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Let me lay down and catch my breath for a second. Fucking hell.
I've said that a lot in this audio, haven't I? I hope that wasn't weird.
Normally I wouldn't make an audio like that. Being so personal like that.
But she turns me on so much and I love her so much that I wanted to express it in audio form like this. Oh my god.
Fuck. But the hentai that she originates from is not for the faint of heart. So I don't know if I would recommend the series that she's from.
I don't think I could. As good as it is, as good as the game is, as good as the anime is, I don't think I could do it.
Plus the anime has spoilers for the game anyway, but that's besides the point. Let me not nerd out on you right now because fucking fuck.
Thank you for listening to my desires, fantasies, I guess. It wasn't really that interesting, I don't think.
It's very embarrassing, very awkward, very vulnerable. I'm feeling all kinds of feelings right now.
But it's very meaningful that you'd listen to this all the way through without laughing or judging too harshly, so thank you.
I'm gonna go make a ramble audio now, I think. As a form of aftercare. This feels very vulnerable for me.
So thank you, and I kindly ask for no criticisms towards my feelings or anything like that.
Because loving somebody that's not really there, loving a fictional character, it's really hard for people to understand how that could be the case.
But the feelings are very real, and I will not take kindly to judgmental people.
So, as I said before, just keep an open mind and an open heart, which you have done if you're at this point in the audio, so thank you very much for accepting me in one of my more vulnerable states.
I'm gonna go and do that thing now, so thank you for listening. God, I just want her so badly.
Okay, um. Bye bye.
