Okay. Hi. I am gonna say up front, uh, well, it's been a while, first of all, but second
of all, I am very rusty with doing these kind of rambly things. It's been a while, so if
I say anything really dumb and silly, just ignore it. Anyway. Um, so I've had a very
particular craving as of late, and it's one that just keeps getting stronger every day,
and it's like, I think I'm a bit of an idiot for not fulfilling this craving. I probably
should at some point, but I just haven't been able to. Um, that said, I've been really craving
having my ass stuffed and having my ass fucked, whether that be with fingers or a toy or a
dick. Like, it doesn't really matter. I just want my ass fucked. Not roughly. I feel like
I need to clarify that. Like, I don't, I don't like painle. I wince every time I see that
kind of thing. I don't like that. I like it very sensual and very slow and very careful
and very deliberate because my ass is extremely sensitive, both inside and out. So like, even
the smallest movement inside of my ass drives me kind of fucking wild. It doesn't take a
lot, so you wouldn't have to be like, rough or aggressive or anything with me to get me
off. It really doesn't take much. I'm very sensitive back there. So, that said, I really
like ass play a lot, and it's something I don't really do to myself as often as I wish
I could. But whenever I do get the chance to treat myself to anal, I love it every time.
I can't relate when people say it's like painful or uncomfortable. I've always found it immensely
pleasurable. For me, you know, to be completely blunt, my ass basically is my pussy. You know,
when I want penetrative play, when I want that kind of thing, I go right for my ass.
I don't give a fuck about the vaginal part. I just want my butt fucked. And that's what
I do. And that's what I want lately, is I want my ass fucked. You know, I don't care
if it's a toy or a dick or fingers. I really don't give a shit. I just want my ass fucked.
I will say, I've never taken more than a finger before. I'm not super experienced with the
butt stuff. Although I would love to gain more anal experience, and I'm hoping to gain
more anal experience sometime soon. But I love it, you know? I enjoy having a finger
or a toy up my ass, especially. It's really exciting, you know? And I think my favorite
part is that feeling of my ass stretching out, you know? I think there's something so
erotic about this whole that's, you know, not usually thought of as being for entry
in everyday life. Being so, like, rich with nerves and so, like, goddamn hot when being
played with, you know what I mean? Just, it feels really fucking orgasmic playing with
my ass. And I will completely be honest that there was one time I was finger fucking my
ass and, like, I came from just finger fucking my ass. It was only once. Usually I have
to rub my clit with anal to make that happen. So it's kind of more like a clitoral orgasm
but with, like, anal pleasure mixed in, which I'm gonna say is equally amazing, and I highly
recommend it. It's wonderful. But I do admit, when it comes to my anal fantasies lately,
I definitely have been craving other girls playing with my ass a bit more. I really like
the thought of another girl gently seducing me and stuff and getting me all relaxed and
loosened up and then loosening up my tight, needy little asshole with her fingers or maybe
even with a strap on. I think that'd be really hot to have another girl fuck my ass like
that. That'd be really good. When it comes to my fantasies pertaining to, like, guys
and anal, I gotta be honest. I'm not really submissive with men at all. So I wouldn't
be the type to be all, like, you know, begging for stuff in my ass, like, with dudes. I just
don't do that. I'm much more dominant with guys, so I would be more inclined to straddle
a guy's lap and ease my needy little ass down on that cock and just basically ride it for
dear fucking life as it's deep in my ass. I just think that'd be so hot, especially
if I were, like, pinning his wrists above his head. I think that would be incredible
personally, but, I mean, that's just where my tastes are. I love the thought of a guy
going all weak because I'm fucking him with my ass. It's just so fucking hot to me, you
know? And, you know, it's like I said before, like, for me, my ass is basically my pussy,
you know, and to word it in kind of silly hentai speak. I mean, I affectionately think
of it as my ass pussy. So when I play with it and stuff, I'm usually thinking of it like
that because it's just like, it's so incredibly orgasmic and wonderful and it feels amazing.
It makes me hyperventilate like a little bitch in heat, but, like, I'm more than okay with
that because it's, like, very accurate to how I get when I'm having my ass fucked,
you know? Like, with fingers and things like that. Like I said, I haven't really had anything
more than a finger up my ass, but I'm very eager to have other things up my ass. I have
a few anal toys, and one of them, I would love to play with proper one day. It's kind
of thick, but the thing is, it's a little too thick for me right now. It's a little
too big, so I need time to work my way up to being used to taking that kind of thick
size in my ass, but I feel confident I could do it someday. It's a very nice toy. I forget
the exact name at the moment, but it's really cute. It doesn't really look like a dick or
anything. It looks kind of like a, almost like a tentacle. It's really cute, but it's
very thick for me, so I've yet to take anything super thick in my ass. Anytime I've taken
a toy that's a little bit, a little bit filling, it gets me a little bit overwhelmed in a bit
of a nervous way, so I'm taking my anal exploration very slowly, but it's something I want to
do even more of, and I've just been craving it like crazy, you know? I just really want
my ass stuffed and fucked and played with and toyed with, and like, I mean, hell, you
know? I'd be down for rimming, too, you know? Like, just, my ass in general is a neurogenic
zone for me, both like, the outside and the inside, so for me, like, I would say my ass
is one of my most vital, like, turn-on zones in my entire body, you know? I really get
off on having my ass touched and fucked around with, and that's basically what I want lately,
so, yeah. I've been having some intense anal cravings, and I want nothing more than to
have my ass filled and played with, and I hope I can make time to play with my ass soon,
because I really fucking want it. I just need to have a night where I can slowly enjoy it
and not rush or anything, because I don't want to, like, hurt anything back there, you
know what I mean? That's, like, the last thing I'd ever want. No fucking anal for me. No,
thank you. But, yeah. So, yeah. Anal. It's good. So, I think that's really all I have
to say at the moment, but, yeah. Yeah, that's about it. I don't know. I forgot how to do
good outros. Not that I ever really do good outros, but, yeah. My ass is a greedy bitch,
and so am I.
