There you are! God, I was wondering when you were finally gonna be, like, out of the bathroom,
you know? Because sometimes, it feels like you take forever to get out of there. No,
no, no, no! No! I'm not saying, like, you know, that you are taking forever, and I'm
not trying to insinuate anything negative by that, I'm just saying, it feels like it
takes forever because any time spent away from you feels really empty and it kind of
feels like an eternity. Was that too cheesy? I'm sorry! I'm sorry! But, I mean, it's the
truth, you know? I really love to spend time with you, and more importantly, I love the
pajamas you're wearing right now. Oh my gosh, they are so cute. You, you know, there is
a magical charm about a girl in an oversized shirt, and, you know, I think a lot of the
magic comes from you being in the oversized shirt. That is such a nice shirt, it just,
it makes you look so cuddly. God, can you just hurry up and get in the bed so we can
cuddle? Please, please, please, please! Because, uh, little did you know, I'm wearing my own
oversized shirt tonight too, so guess what? We can be, like, the, the oversized shirt
brigade in, in bed with our oversized shirts, and it's gonna be wonderful, and it's gonna
be so cuddly, and so warm, and so comfy, and just so good, and comfy, and I already said
comfy twice, didn't I? There is a free spot on this bed waiting just for you, so get in
bed with me, get in bed with me. Yes, yes, yes, there we go, yes. Sorry, I know it's
probably not appropriate to be so, like, you know, pumped up to cuddle and stuff, but I
can't help it because, I don't know, just, you know, I've always enjoyed, you know, our
time that we spend together and stuff, but I think this is the first time that you've
been over at my house. I've been to yours plenty of times, and we've definitely snuggled
in bed and other such things there, but I'm just really giddy and excited that, you know,
you're finally here at my place for a change, you know? I always felt a little nervous to
invite you over, you know, because that's kind of a big step, isn't it? I mean, it's
not like we're living together or anything like that, but it, you know, I feel like it's
one thing to go hang out at someone else's house in an almost casual way, but, you know,
ever since we got together, it's, you know, a more sort of serious connotation, I guess,
and I've just been really nervous about how to proceed with that, so I'm really grateful
we took it well when I asked and invited you over for this weekend. I'm glad you seemed
just as thrilled about it as I am, though. I was worried I was, like, weird for being
so giddy, you know what I mean? Like, you ever just feel so giddy and excited that you're
with somebody, it just kind of feels like you're gonna explode. I mean, I don't want
to explode, like, I mean, can you imagine? Like, it would look like a murder scene, and
you'd be responsible, and I wouldn't want you to get arrested or anything. But, I mean,
it's just this explosion of happiness deep in my heart, and it's your fault, and I blame
it entirely on you. So what do you got to say to that? Sorry, I know I'm being kind
of ridiculous. I'm just all giddy and kind of nervous and just... Then again, there is
that one thing that is pretty good at calming me down, and tonight it's a particularly nice
view. If we just... I should probably go open the curtains first, though, because I did
not think to do that. I am so dumb. Let me go do that real quick. You wait right here.
You gotta keep your spot in the bed warm. It's been cold waiting for you this entire
time of, like, an entire five minutes that felt like a whole day or something. Maybe
worse than that. Probably a whole eternity, actually. That's probably more accurate now
that I think about it. But... See? It's really pretty out tonight. It's... I kinda... It's
gonna sound really, really dumb, but I've been keeping a sharp eye on, like, the weather
forecast to ensure that when I invited you over, it would be, like, the perfect night
to gaze out the window and look at the stars together in bed. Is that dumb or weird? Thank
God, I'm so happy that you're glad about that. Okay, good. I didn't fuck up. Thank God. I
mean... It's not like we got together super, super recent, but I mean, you know, we're
still getting used to one another, so I guess I'm still kind of fretting in the back of
my mind. Like, you know, am I, you know, just am I being all weird and stuff? I'm just...
I'm not very experienced with this whole love thing yet, and I'm just really glad that,
you know, my real first relationship is with somebody that I've admired for so long, you
know? Is that... Is that cheesy? I'll probably be asking that a lot at this rate. I should
probably just quit worrying so much, huh? There's nothing better than being wrapped
up in the comfortable blankets, just gazing out that window together. The dark sky just
dotted with the stars, though I'm much more enamored with the view of you, so much so
that I am getting a little tongue-tied. But, you know, it's just... There is nothing better
than spending time with you and being close with you, and I'm really glad that we have
another opportunity together to just be with each other and not worry about the outside
world. Like, right now, this bed is our world, and this room is our world, and nothing can
really stop us from this moment of peace from that outside world that can be so terrifying
sometimes, you know? But by finding each other and being with each other and having these
moments, I think things are a lot less scary. It's a lot better when I'm with you. Don't
you think so? You've got me in this weirdly sentimental mood tonight is what's going on,
I guess. I mean... I don't know, I just feel really affectionate. I just want to do what
I can to show that I appreciate you and care about you, and, I mean, I know I fucked dinner
up a bit. I didn't mean to burn the pasta. That was entirely my bad. I mean, usually
I don't... I'm usually pretty, pretty solid at making a pretty nice fucking pasta dish.
That's a lot of pretties, but that's because when I'm done, it always turns out really
pretty. But I got so flustered and so distracted and just... I panicked so much that I just
kind of burned it. But, I mean, you can't really complain when we had some pretty nice
takeout tonight, though. I mean, I'm not the biggest on Chinese food, but, I mean, it was
pretty okay, I think. But I think it helps that I got to see that lovely smile of yours
the entire time, and it made it taste so much better. Nah, my smile's not as great as yours.
Mine's all dorky and gross, and, you know, you look at it and it's just like, what the
fuck? You know, why is this creature giving me this grin? Like, it looks like an angry
monkey. Like, you know, that, I think, is how a lot of people would probably think if
they saw me smile, but you're not a lot of people. You're you, and sorry I'm so freddy,
I can't help it, but... It's just nice to have a moment of peace and quiet together
like this. Um, do you mind if I hold your hand? I know that's kind of silly and cheesy
and, you know, but sometimes it's the little things that mean a lot, and I think holding
your hand would kind of calm me down a little bit, and I think it would be really nice.
Your hand's really warm. I feel like my hand's really cold, but, no? Oh, isn't it that warm
really? That's so weird. See, I get told this a lot, like, I remember once when, you know,
it was like really cold out, and one of my friends was like, you know, she kept holding
onto my hand, she was like, wow, your hand, it's so warm, but I felt like my hand was
being chilled down to the bone, so I didn't know what the hell she was talking about,
but that's like back in winter, that's not what this is. This is a much different context,
I'm just kind of nervous, and my hands feel all like clammy and gross, and ugh. But I'm
glad that you don't think so. I'm such a nervous wreck. I don't know what to do with myself,
you know? It's like I'm just so, I'm so glad to be with you, and I'm really happy that
despite some of the bumps in the night that ultimately it's turned out to be really wonderful,
and it's even better because we are the oversized shirt brigade, or whatever the hell we want
to call this, and we're all comfy in our big oversized shirts. Yeah, mine's pretty, pretty
interesting. You can be the, you can be the big bear, and I can be the little bear walking
on its back giving the big one the massage, I think that would be super cute. Is that
not accurate? I mean, I think it's fairly apt to compare myself to a bear, I mean bears
love honey, and I love you, and you are sweet as could be, almost as sweet as honey itself,
so is that not fitting? Oh I made you blush, oh gosh. Little do you realize I made myself
blush saying that, so we're in the same boat. We're blushing and we're wearing our oversized
shirts like wow, you know, and we're holding each other's hands like wow. You know? It's
almost like these where I've realized that the world can stand still for a little bit,
you know, the world feels so overwhelming and so terrifying a lot of the time, and I've
just been kind of stressed and not as well as I could be, and having you by my side has
been so comforting, and I'm really glad we can be there for each other, you know? Because
I mean, I'm sure things haven't been the most smooth for you lately either, right? So I'm
glad I can be there to support you too when you're struggling, even if it's just a little
bit, you know? Even if it's as minor as the I burnt the pasta struggle, you know, we still
were there for one another. I love you a lot, and I love the time that we spend together.
Are you okay with cuddling while we look out the window together? Just kind of looking
at the stars together. Do you want to be the big spoon or do you want me to be the big
spoon this time? How did we do it last time? I think you were the big spoon last time,
right? I'll be the big spoon this time. Because I don't really get enough chances to do it.
I mean, granted, I don't think I'm much of a big spoon. I think it's more accurate to
say I'm like, what am I? Your human backpack, maybe? It sounds really weird, but regardless,
you go ahead and get comfy, you get all cuddled up and comfy and do what you got to do. And
I'll be right behind you, literally right behind you. And I'm going to wrap my arms
around you. And it's going to be the most comfy, wonderful experience. And if things
get a little too sweaty, or like things get really uncomfortable, we can just roll around
in bed and position ourselves so we are totally comfy and only partially sweaty. Okay, I'm
going to go ahead and wrap my arms around you now. And I'm going to come closer. Your
hair smells really lovely tonight. What shampoo did you use this time? I really love the smell
of it. Oh, you used my honey shampoo? Maybe the honey comparison was apt this time. It
smells really good. You know, I never really noticed it when I use it on myself. But now
that I'm smelling it on you, I'm kind of realizing that's not a bad shampoo. Goofiness aside
though, your body feels wonderful in my arms. I really love feeling you right next to me
like this. I don't know if you can feel it, but my heart's pounding wildly in my chest
right now. I kind of don't know what to do with myself, you know? I just really love
spending time with you. And when I'm close to you like this, it gets kind of hard to
resist just holding you and cuddling you and things like that, you know? Yeah, you can
turn around if you want. I say you should do what you got to do to get more comfy, right?
It's not worth it if you're going to lay and get all uncomfy, right? You know, that's not
good. You don't want to lay around and like, you know, accidentally get like a cramp in
your neck or something. I've definitely done that before and it sucks. Actually, having
you facing me, it makes for a pretty nice sight. No, it's just, the starlit sky really
illuminates your face in this really beautiful way. I can just see you in this really like,
almost sensual kind of light. It's just, you look really fucking gorgeous and I want to
kiss you so much right now. Is that okay? Okay. I'm so nervous. I'm sorry. I know we've
kissed several times at this point. I'm just kind of a wreck and don't know what to do
with myself and I'm kind of, you know? I didn't have to initiate it, huh? Thank you for taking
that step for me. I kind of want to kiss you again because your lips against mine felt
so soft and very nice and I just, I want to feel it again. Is it okay? Gosh, I feel kind
of like a school girl getting all excited about her boyfriend giving her her first kiss
or something, you know? Even if it's not my first kiss, I always get so giddy after kissing
you every time. It's so addicting and I love feeling your lips against mine and I'm just
so dizzy with happiness, you know? I love seeing how radiant your smile is right now.
I'd argue it looks much brighter than the moon and stars combined. Honestly, you look
so incredibly happy and I love seeing you happy. There's nothing I love more in the
world. There's no sight on this earth that takes my breath away and makes me stop in
my tracks the way that your smile does. You're so beautiful and I don't know how I got such
a wonderful girlfriend like you, but I am so grateful that you are my girlfriend. You
are so wonderful and so cute and just, you know, I don't know if you realize this, but
you make me swoon in like, with like no effort, you make me swoon in the easiest ways. Like
as soon as you open your mouth and you speak, your voice just makes me melt. You know, you're
just so good. I don't even know how to articulate it. You're just so good. When I'm with you,
I feel like my soul lightens a little bit. It just kind of feels like I'm walking on
air almost, you know, like you just, is it weird to say that your spirit is comforting
to me? Like maybe that's a bit of a stretch or a weird thing to say. I'm not sure, but
you have such a kind, wonderful spirit and it's really wonderful. You're really wonderful
and I love you so much. I'm going to take the initiative this time and kiss you. I think
I don't want to be a total coward when I want to express how much I love you through the
power of kisses and hugs and cuddles and all of the affection. I love you so much.
I'm trying to resist getting carried away. It's not fair. I'm trying to resist getting
carried away. It's not that I don't want to kiss you. It's just, I don't want to, you
know, unexpectedly like, you know, to be honest, being this close to you and kissing you and
just being all romantic together like this, it's making me warm up a lot in a very particular
way. Not just in an emotional sense, but a physical sense, if you know what I mean. I
know I don't have to be so shy. I know we've done a few things together before, but I mean,
it's not like I've never been shy during those times, too, right? I'm just always really
shy and awkward and, you know, when we're doing things. I mean, in general, but especially
during those things. I really want to kiss you again, but I really want to express my
love in this kiss. Is it okay? I guess in more frank terms. Do you mind a good old-fashioned
French kiss? Okay. As long as you're okay with it, then I'll go ahead and... okay.
Um...
I love how your lips feel against mine, and I really love how it feels when our tongues
glide together like that. I know I'm a bit of an awkward kisser, I'm still getting used
to it, but I'm glad you're okay with it and such. You have an idea? What's your idea? I'm
kind of curious actually. Wait, you're all warm and turned on too? It's not just me?
I'm relieved, I was kind of worried, but I'm really happy I could turn you on too. What was
your idea? Yeah, I'm familiar with that, the mutual masturbation stuff. I've never really...
Well, I mean, I know we used to do it a lot when we'd do phone sex stuff together, but
I haven't really done it in person yet. That's, I think, one of the things we haven't done.
I've definitely humped your thigh and you've humped mine, and I know we've scissored and
done things like that, but I don't think we've mutually masturbated yet now that I think
about it. But I'd really like to try it with you. Let's see, I don't know if cuddling would
be an ideal position for this. How do you want to do this? Do you want to just sit side
by side and watch each other, do you think? I think that would work actually. Yeah, let's
try it that way, I think. Oh, is that what you had in mind the whole time? Okay. Works
for me. You know, there's this other thing about oversized shirts I really love, and
I really love how while it does sort of kind of cover parts of you, I love how it sort
of just falls over your breasts like that. You know how much I love breasts, I can't
help it, I'm sorry, but that's going to be one of the first things I notice when we're
doing this kind of thing. Yeah, I can't really resist, I'm kind of, not even kind of, you
can see what I'm doing, right? You can see how my hand is just gently grouping in, right?
You're going to mirror what I'm doing? I think that'd be pretty sexy, but don't feel like
you have to, I want to, I want to see you do it like when you're thinking of me when
I'm not there, and I'll do exactly what I do when I think of you when you're not there.
My, my nipples are a little more sensitive nowadays, just lightly pinching it over my
shirt, twisting it a little bit. I really like watching you play with your breasts too.
Oh, you're gonna lift your shirt up? I'm okay with that, I love the view when you do that,
so go for it, but I'm a little too shy to do that right now, so I'm just gonna play
over my shirt, but I love the sight of your breasts, and I think they look a little more
erotic than usual on the sliding, I really love how they look right now especially. Doesn't
feel good when you play with your breasts, it looks like it feels really good without
your playing with them. Yeah, I'm really turned on too. My nipples are so hard, you can probably
see it through the fabric, huh? Yeah, they're really hard right now, much like yours. Yours
are really hard, my mouth's watering looking at them, but I like this mutual masturbation
stuff, so I'm just gonna enjoy the view while I touch my own breasts and stuff. I mean yeah,
I feel kind of impatient, and I really wanna touch down there, but I don't wanna like go
too far ahead of you, you know? Unless you're really pent up too. No, I haven't masturbated
this past week. To be honest, I've been waiting for you to come over, so I've been holding
in a lot, I haven't played with myself for a good bit, so I'm pretty worked up, I kinda
just wanna reach down between my legs and play down there, but I'd love to watch you
if you would do it with me. Do you wanna try doing it how I do it when you're not here?
I'm just lightly, slowly rubbing my clit in circles, nice and careful so I don't hurt
it or anything. I like doing this to get it nice and hard, so I can rub it my favorite
way, so I can come nice and hard. How do you usually like rubbing it and playing with yourself
down there? Can you show me how you like doing it? I love watching your hand move between
your legs like that. Do you usually focus on the outside like me, just playing with
your clit in your lips and just doing that, or do you like to put a finger or anything
inside of it? How do you usually... Can you show me how you do it? Are you getting all
excited watching me? Cause I'm getting all excited watching you. You look so sexy when
you play with yourself like that. I love you so much. Yeah, when you're not here, I always
think of you doing this to me. I think of your hand between my legs, playing with my
clit like this. Fuck. I want to do that to you so bad. What you're doing to yourself
right now. Have you thought of me doing that to you? God, your voice sounds so nice when
you're playing off. Does watching me do that to you? Cause watching you is doing that to
me. It's getting me so excited down there. You're so pretty. You're so sexy. I love you
so much. I want you to feel good for me and I want to feel good for you. Feel so good.
I think this is even sexier than watching porn. This is so good. Yeah, you look so good.
I feel so good for me when I watch you while playing with myself. I love you so much.
I love watching you so much. I love you so much too. I know I've said that so much, but
I can't help it. Every moment we spend together, every single second together, it's so special
to me. It's so precious to me. You're so precious to me. There's no one on this planet that
means more to me than you do. There's no one on this planet I do this sort of thing less
than you. You're so important to me. Yes. It feels so good. I love you so much. I love
you so much. I feel so good. I love you getting off with me. I'm not quite there, but I'm
getting there. Are you getting close? It's okay if you are. If you're going to come,
I want you to come for me because it'll send me right over the edge. Go for it if you need
me. I love you so much. I want to see you come undone. I love your noise. I love your
size. Everything. The way you play with yourself. The way that you look illuminated by the
stars. You're so beautiful.
I'm getting more excited. I'm getting there. I'm sorry I'm taking a bit. Nerves do magical
things sometimes and by magical I mean kind of bad things. Sorry I know not different.
You turn me on so much. You turn me on so fucking much.
You're getting close. It's okay. That's okay. I want you to come for me. I want you to come
and feel really good. I want to come watching you come.
I love you so much. I love you so much.
I'm getting close to you. Let's come together. Let's come together. You're so beautiful when
you come. You're so gorgeous when you come undone.
That was really fun. That was really nice. You know when I first heard of the term mutual
masturbation I thought it was going to be kind of boring but actually that was really
really fucking hot. You were so beautiful when you came like that. I was amazed. Not
to mention how really wonderful you sounded too.
You want to look at the stars some more before we go ahead and pass out for the night do
you think? I think it's a good idea too. I know how much you love looking at the stars.
Let's look at the stars together. Let's enjoy some more peace and quiet together. I love
you so much. You're so wonderful. You really are. And I'm so proud that I can call you
mine. I love you so much.
